I'm SO SLOW

On last time, March 17 -18, 2012, PT Optima celebrate 22 Anniversary at Puncak. The venue at  Puncak  is on Santa Monica Resort and Training Centre, Kampung Cipare, Desa Pancawati, Caringin, Bogor. I start form office on o6.30. I late  arrive at Optima. My friends wait so long. They boring. Mr. Imam complain. "You are that single, why so late. I'm that  have wife and child  can come early than you," he says. This is the deep critic to me. Why? I's so slow. I had get up early on 04.00  but I begin prepare all material on this morning. I's so relaxed (slow). I can not manage myself with nicely. On first time I seem relaxed but on the end time I begin start to do my work. This method I should  be  change. I should be discipline.
At Puncak, on Sunday, March 18, 2012, Mr. Petrus seem regret to me because I late choose people to handle mass, especially  officer, e.g. reader of bible, prayer of  faithfull. I slow. My mouth weight to say. This is weakly that I handle. I sholud be diligent to speak. Be disciplune  and  focus , Franck.