Saturday, November 2, 2013, I join mass at Saint Albertus of Harapan Indah Bekasi. I jon mass on afternoon.

Sunday, November 10, 2013, I join on mass at Church of Saint Arnoldus Bekasi. I use motor cycle up to Aqua. At Saint Arnoldus Bekasi, I entrance to Saint arnoldus Church. The bench (bangku) of Church there so plush (mewah). I join mass on 08.30. Than I start to Cikarang. The cost of cus so expensive. Harapan Indah - Bekasi terminal Rp 5.000. Bekasi terminal to Cikarang terminal Rp 6.000, Cikarang terminal to Jbbk 2 Rp 6.000, Jbbk to antilop Rp 4.000. Total Rp 21.000. In Cikarang I help Hila to study Excel. We borrow Mr.Leo's computer.

When back, Mr.Hila delivery me up to Tegal Gede. I on foot to gate of tool . I layover (singgah) at fuel oil tegal Gede. I use toilet. I no pay. I buy powder (bedak) MBK. Lucky I get it at kioskneat gete od Cikarang Utama. Ientrance to car /bus 45 to MM. the driver ask Rp 10.000. I complain bur I'm still lose too. I pay Rp 4.000. I pay Rp 3.000 for cosr daycare of motor cycle. Than I go to home at VMG.

Sunday, November 17, 2013, I absent to join on mass. I'm at Cikarang today. I vist my brother there since last evening of Saturday, November 16, 2013. Today, the situation is cloudy (berawan). I'mget up late. Why? May be because sleep late and my health disturb in last night. Lucky I get trick how to handle my health. The little rain come and cloudy at Cikarang. I have program to to to church but cancel because rain. Almost as long day I satay at home at Mr.Leo and Ms Fifi and family home. In middle day, Mr. Hila, Mr. John, Mr. Beny come. We by the way.Mr. Nando, Mr. Hila, Mr. John and I discuss how to build Manggarai strong indigenous (masyarakat adat).The Indigenous of Manggarai system so poor. It is only consist of tree parts ( Head of Village/ Tua' Golo, Head of Garden / Tua' Teno, and head of clan (klan) / tribe (suku bangsa) / tua' panga. We need reformation it become the rich system with participation so many people in the village. The tree pillar of leader of Indigenous system become the center ( lodok) while radius sytem (sising) should be create to accommodation the needs modern times, just as department education, forest, water, health, female, security, culture, religion, death, birth, youth, adult, land, public relation (PR), court (pengadilan) customary, government,Riset and Development. The Indigenous of Manggarai system should be based on education. All of us know that education is locomotive changes (lokomotif perubahan). Where the education is good the positive change available there." The Wela Indigenous should be have School Indigenous. Not only Religion and Country have school but Indigenous people should be have school too." I conclusion and summary the informal discuss. May be this is my dream to Wela. If the Primary already manage by government, The Indigenous people of Wela manage the YHS and SHS and collage or university.

We discuss while wait lunch.When Ms Fifi already prepare it we lunch. Mr. Leo absent to lunch together because he follow the Church seminar at Pangudi Luhur School at Delta Mas - Cikarang.

In afternoon Mr. Marsel come. Mr.Leo arrive too. I'm take a rest. Than we discuss again. In afternoon / evening, Mr. Edu come. We collect together for pray for Mr. Yakobys Babur, our younger fahter that die at Wela on Monday, November 11, 2013. Before pray, we try to remember experience together him.Mr. Leo, John, Hila, Edu, Nando and I tell about him. His spirit come when we want to pray. There is relation between the die people and the life people. The spirit never die.

We pray to Mr. Yakobus in order to help in order to we get easy to get car to Jakarta. It is happen. When finish pray, Mr.Nando and I start to Jakarta. Mr. John and Mr. Marsel delivery us. I join with Mr. John. Mr.Nando join with Mr. Marcel. We use motor cycle. What is result our pray to Mr.Yakobus?Did Mr.Nando and I get car to Jakarta? "Yes it is so good. We still get car. I use car 45. The passanger only 5. We are starting. We exit at Bekasi Timur -by pass Kali Malang - Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM - I pay Rp 7.000. Nando get car too to Jakarta. I get car to Harapan Indah, place I save motor cycle. I give money Rp 50.000 to management staff daycare (penitipan) motor cycle, He is return Rp 38.000. "Wow.. this is still less,"I complain."It is Rp 38.000 because the cost of daycare is 6.000 per day. You are daycare during 2 days so the cost is Rp 12.000."he explain. "Oh... I see,"I say. Than I go back to home at VMG. I try to carefully. Lucky my journey safety untul at home. I by the way with friends than sleep. Mr. Vian still busy prepare lesson for tomorrow.

** Mr. John bring mango fromm Mr. Beny house

** Today Mr.Hila not exercise of computer because Mr.Leo bring it.I only give paper to him about excel. I make agenda from the white paper for him because he write use paper.

** On Saturday, Nov. 16, 2013, Mr. Hila sick because tired of work (lepeng).

My cost of journey since yesterday:

When go to Cikarang (use motor up to Aqua)

Harapan Indah -MM Rp 3.000

MM - Ckrng Rp 7.000

Tl Ckrng Utama - Jbbk Rp 2.000

Jbbbk - Antilop Rp 4.000

Total Rp 16.000

(From antilop to gate tol use motor cycle of brothers - delivered)

gate toll Cjrng up to NN Rp 7.000

MM - Aqua Rp 4.000

Cost daycare 2 days Rp 12.000

Total Rp 23.000

Shooping papaya Rp 11.000

Total 16.000 + 13.000 + 11.000 = 40.000.

Almost Rp 50.000

Sunday, November 24, 2013, Mr. Dami and Igo to Saint Albertus church of Harapan Indah.Mr.Inyo Soro too. Mr.Inyo sleepat our rent (kontrakan) home on last night. I don't awere when he was coming. It means I sleep so sound (nyenyak). Mr Inyo use car. He is organist when second mass schedulle on 08.30. Today, Catholic people on Environtment / group Felisitas 4 that handle choir. Felisitas 4 group lies at Harmony cluster housing, Harapan Indah. Mr. Dami and I go to the church.Mr.Dami drive motor cycle. At near Pasar Modern, we almost get accident - fall down - because he drive so skew (miring). I'm worry. Today I arrive at 08.00 at church, not late. In church I see KG and Primary JPS students and their parents, just as Vini Siregar. I see SHS students too just as.......... (Lidya's sister). Today the mass lead by Father Yonas, SVD. On family he explainChrist Jesus as King of Words (Raja Semesta Alam). Jesus' throne (tahta) is cross. His power is universal (semesta) because the sign available everywhere. Jesus as king want to redemption (penebusan) that all sinners.On every time can call Jesus to help us:"Jesus, remember me ....".
Than Mr.Dami and I go back to home. We buy vegetable at kiosk of vegetable at Kampung Bogor, place I buy vegetable. Than Mr. Dami cook it. In last morning Mr.Dami cook cassava (singkong). I eat it. I go to school to looking for and write song of Flores. I answer Mr. Rober's email about offering from Kompas to fillprogram when exhibition of weaving (tenun) of East at Lasser Sunda. Than I go back to school. Before go to school I call my brother, Mr.Hila in order to he can go to Mr.Leo House at Cikarang Baru - to practice of Computer. "We will meet there about 14.00 pm," I sayat mobile phone."Okay,thank you,"Mr.Hila says. Evidently, I start from Vila Mutiara Gading at 15.00. I use motor cycle to gate of Harapan Indah.I entrust / leave (menitipkan) motor cycle there. Than I use public transportation. I pay Rp 4.000 to MM. Than I use bus 45 to Cikarang. I pay Rp 7.000. I ask Mr. Hila to   shuttle /pick up (menjemput) me at Tegal Gede. On 14.00 pm he come to shuttle /pick up me whereas that time I'm still at VMG. I'm so slow. Please improve yourself, Franck.Be discipline, please. I stop atneat tolll Cikarang Utama. Than I use public bus to Tegal Gede.I pay Rp 2.000.Mr. Hila come to shuttle / pick up (menjemput) me. At Cikarang rain.I arrive at Mr.Leo's house at 17.00 pm. We by the way. In home have guest is mother from Manggarai. She is Mr. Adi's mother.Mr.Ady have home near Mr.Leo.We by the way. Than Mr.Hila study about computer. I only give instruction. Mr.Leo go to kiosk of food to buy vegetable. He buy chicken soup. Than we   supper. We talk. Iren (Mr.Ady's women child) come together Ms Ira (Mr.Ady's sister that help them at their home).They eat too. Iren is primary I.He is pretty and clever. He joke to Alfred. Alfred's mother and Iren's grand mother match Alfred to Iren. Iren only enjoy. He distrub and joke to Alfred. I go back to Jakarta. Mr. Hila deliveryme to Tegal Gede. I have program to Cempaka Putih, Jakarta.I want to meet with Mr. Robert.I had promise to him. I use public transportation from Tegal Gede to parking bus 59 (Cikarang - UKI- Jakarta). I wait enough long time. Than the bus fullof passanger. Than start. There is passenger that willing to collect money of passenger to give to give to driver.I mistake see money. I give money Rp 50.000. Than I get 5 papers money. I thinthe total Rp 50.000.I complain.It is only42.000,not Rp 50.000,"he explain."Thank you," I say. "Wow...I mistake. I'm not see nicely themoney papers.I think allmoney paper is Rp 10.000whereas i paper is Rp 2.000.The cost of bus is Rp 9.000.Itis expensive. Istop at UKI. Lucky still have public car of 43 direction Cililitan - Tanjung Priuk. I entrance that car. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I on foot to Wisma 25. I meet Mr. Robert and Mr. Sony. "He is go back of patrol (patroli). Than I discuss with Mr.Robert about offering from Kompas. "We already discuss about it .We discuss so long. Mr.Nando come too.We discuss together. "We wait replay from Kompas about it. "he says.Than I go back. " I will delivery you until Pulo Gadung,"Nando says. Idiscuss with Mr. Rony. I give his money that Baduk's brothers borrow when Mr. Yakus Babur dieon November 11, 2013. I give Rp 1.000.000. Mr.Nando and I start.Mr.Nando delivery me until at Bekasi (Aqua). I save my motorcycle there. "Thank you very much Mr. Nando," I say. Mr. Nando go back. I take my motor cycle at   daycare (tempat penitipan). I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle there. I arrive at home.May me on almost   at 24.00pm. I pray to give thank for moment that Lord'sprotection during my journey of today. Total money that I shooping for transportation is today is Rp 25.000.Mr. Nando meritorious (berjasa) to make my cost of transportation is cheap because hedeliveryme to Aqua - Bekasi. Thank you Lord for your kindness through Mr.Nando.

December 1, 2013.

I have program to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Church of outstations (stasi) Harapan Indah , Bekasi. Today the rain come on the morning. I get up late. I cook water to take a bath because I still cold. Than I go to the church. I use rain coat. I try to carefully . I'm still trauma because on last time on April 30, 2011, I fall down 4 times from motor cycle on one day because the way road is slippery (licin) because rain. On this morning , I'm lucky. I arrive safe at church. When I arrive the holy mass still on Lamb of God (Anak Domba Allah). I'm shame because I'm late so far. What I do? I try to wrestle (bergumul) with my heart. "It is good for me to priority to praise the Lord now after it do the others. So, I no need to join on first mass but I join full on second mass that start on 08.30 am. The fisst mas start on 06.00 am.
I see some students of JPS and their parents. They are: Eugenia, Katrin, their parents (father - mother), Jeny - JHS student) - with her father - . Than I sit down. I read the text of mass. Than Mr. Yance (from Manado) come to me."Please help us to become disciplinary officer (petugas tata tertib) and collection of offering money. Today is Kawanua (Manado) community duty," he says. "Okay," I say. "Our member of Kawanua (Manado) many people that go out of foreign countries to join pilgrimage (ziarah) to holy land. The other still on the way," Ms Yance says. I join with them (Kawanua community). They are while skil while me black skin. "He is from Flores," Mr. Yance introduce me to his friend of Kawanua community. I'm shame because I use dress not properly. I never think (menyangka) will become officer. I use old jeans. I do my duty with best but my heart shame with my dress. When I stand up to accompany deacon when communion distribution, my students see me. They very happy when see me. They are Sammy (P1C), Gabby (P1B). "Mr. Frans," Sammy   call me when he come to get thanks (berkat) from deacon. I see some students and their parents, just as: Kevin - Anabel -Elen and their parents, Kiriena., Thomas and their parents. I see some students of SHS too. When finish mas, I go home. Mr. Dami in home. He wash dress. Than I breakfast / lunch. I'm read book. I sleep. The situation of today so hot. I am drying my shoes (sepatu). The situation today is very hot. I decide to repair motor cycle. I change the back brake (rem), fitting and the lamp. I spend about 90.000 to repair it. Than I go to school of JPS. I open internet. Than I write blog.

The mass lead by Father Antonius Padua, SVD

Inspiration of Mass:

When Jesus show as judge (hakim) for the first? When He depend on Cross at Calvary. He say to sinner that repent: "Today, you are together me at paradise (Firdaus). This idea I get from father Antonius Padua, SVD.

Than I make reflection for the first reading Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.
from Sion come teaching (pengajaran)
from Yerusalem come the Lord Word (Sabda Tuhan)

Inspiration    reading for tribe / village / community Mass, just as Penti: Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.

I get call from Goden, my nephew that study at Makasar. She tell about her practice at our city and tell about Ady his brother taht not interesant to continue his study at Kupang. May be he want to Jakarta.

Sunday, December 8, 2013. I'm get up early. Mr. Egy, Mr.Vian and their friends recreation. I get up early.I wake up Mr. Dami .We want to church at Saint Albertus - Bekasi,Harapan Indah.Mr. Ovan help to move my motor cycle to out of house.   Mr.Dami drive motor cycle. We arrive at Church. The mass still ongoing (sedang berlangsung). We go to attic (loteng) of church.We are late. We arrive on second mass. The priest that lead mass is.....(guest priest). Than wego back to home. Than I'm breakfast alone. Than I go to JPS. I write on blog.

I have program to go to Cikarang to assist Mr. Hila to study computer,especially Microsost Excel 2010. Excel. I enty score to students of JPS on SISTERS program. On 16.00 I stop. I exit. I'm lunch at afternoon on 16.15 am. The menu is rice, vegetable and fish.I pay Rp 10.000. Than I drive motor cycle to Harapan Indah. At Jl. Boulevard I find idea to make inspiration to create poetry (puisi) of Manggarai. I continue to imagine (berimajinasi). I do it as long as road. I   leave my motor cycle at Pondok Ungu / Aqua. I taket the raincoat. I bring it. The rain come when I already on car 25 to MM. I write the poetry on my mobile. Than I save. I pay bus Rp 4.000. Than I entrance to bus 45   from MM to Cikarang. I'm the end passenger. The bus 45 start.The rain come. I pay Rp 7.000. I stop at gate of toll of Cikarang Utama. I SMS my brother, Mr. Hila to come to pick up (=shuttle =menjemput) me at Tegal Gede. I use van K 17 to Tegal Gede.Ipay Rp 2.000. I stop at Tegal Gede. I wait almost 10 minutes. Mr. Hila come. He use Mr.Leo's and family motor cycle. We by the way. We arrive at home on 18.20. Juan and Alfres at home while their parents   go to Carefour to shooping . On 19.00 they come. We by the way while eat mango that Mr.Leo and Ms Fifi buy. Mr. Hila study about Microsoft Excel. Heis studying about format date, border,merge, format currency, copy text, etc. Than we are supper. We talk about Father Marsel, SVD that get appreciation for his work abour Care to environment. We speak about Mr. Bony Hargens that debate with Mr. Ruhut Sitompul, Mr.Irwan Saidi - Betawi Humanist (Budayawan) - Mr. Ucok - Fitra , Mr. Lius - Tionghoa - Tionghoa / Chinese people - Mr. Bony is smart.
Mr. Hila tell about   SOS Maumere. "Sinta tell that Mr. Agus Widodo already die at Semarang in last tome," Hila sys. "Edu says that Mr.Don Jebaru already gone to Kalimantan to looking for work there,"he says.We discuss about it.
Mr.John come. We by the way. Than on 21.00 we go back. Mr. John, Mr.Hila and I use one motor cycle. 3 in 1. Mr. Hila stop at gate 11. Mr.John delivery me until at Cibitung. I get car to Bekasi. I by pass Cibitung - Tambun - Bulak kapal - Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I entrance to bus 01 - Bekasi -Pulo Gadung. The buswait passenger so long. I exut for moment. I'm boring. Than I entrance again. The passanger almost 7 peoples.Only one women. . She is sit down front. There are passenger that join on way. The women passenger stop at Pondok Ungu. She is safe. I stop at Aqua. I pay Rp 5.000. I come to daycare motor cycle. The house alredy close. I knock and call. The staff come. He si open the door. I pay Rp 3.000 that drive motor cycle to go home. I start from there on 24.30. I arrive at home almost 0n 1.00 o'clock. I wash shoest, clean the feet and hand, eat   water melon, pray for moment than rest.
The totalmoney of transportation I use today is 23.00. Thank you for my brother, Mr.Leo and family,Mr. Hila and Mr. John. Thank you Lord because protect my journey so arrive at home with safe although walk in night.

Sunday, December 15, 2013.
I'm get up early on about 05.00 am but I'm still slumber (mengantuk) so I sleep again. I get up again 0n 08.00 while the mass   become on 08.30 am. I take a bath quickly. Than I go to church. I arrive late. I stand up   out of church. I arrive when homily. I hear the priest explain about Yohanes Pembaptis figure that only eat "belalang" and honey. "I will explain about "belalang". "Belalang" in this verse not animal but plant just as "petai cina ot Lamtoro". The fruit is sweet. This palnt have at Jerusalem," the priest (Anto,SVD??) says. Wow....I just know. Before I think "belalang - (grosshopper) -   as animal.

When pray, Ican remember the frase of Manggarai idiom that I think at last time at 23.00 pm on last night. I just remember again : (Mori, ami lonto jojop tegi mose molor, ami wiku tikul,tegi   lintu wintuk, ami liu siku, gereng wae ilur).
Than when I pray at front of   statue of Virgin Mary I can remember what may brain forger during almost 24 hours. Wonderful the brain. I can remember again about the name of river at Terang is Wae Lengkong. Thank you Lord.

Than I go back to home. I home Mr, Dami already come. Mr. Egy too. Evidently Mr. Alo and Catholic staff on our Catholic environment come to bring   economic help to us on Christmas event. There are rice, sugar and tea. Thank you Lord, thank you Catholic church and people and management staff of Saint Alphonsus group of   outstations (stasi) of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Than I want to sleep. I want to join on Catholic prayer at   housing Harapan Mulya (Mr. Supriyanto's house) but I get up late. Than I try to read bible about Seed (benih) Sower (Penabur) . There are 4 kinds of place seeds fall down: roadside (pinggir jalan), on the rocks (bebatuan), bramble (semak duri) and arable land (tanah subur). This is ilustration about people heart: hear of pebble (berkerikil- produce the sharp word), heart of rock - so hard just as rock - heart of full thorns , heart that arable land so can produce 100 times, 60 times, 30 times). The Gospel reporternowdays should be report with exemplary life (teladan hidup). Exemplary life is life homily.

Sunday, December 22, 2013.

I get up early. The rain come. Only me at home. Mr. Egy holiday at Timor. Mr. Vian and Mr. Dami   went to their family house. Only me that sleep on this house. On last night I go back to home on 23.00. Lucky Mr. Dami already cook food.I'm supper. I pray for my youngest father that already die that today (Saturday) forty day hie die.Today there is mass at Terang.I pray for him for moment than I sleep. The rain come. I start to church after take a bath. "Wow...I'm late again. I push my motor cycle under the tent for prepare event of Christmas    2013 and New Year 2014.I entrance to the church. I arrive when homily too. Almost same with last week. Today the guest priest that lead mass. The rain still come. The church not full may be the Cathlolic people holiday to the other place.
I see some JPS student, Senior and Junior. I see Mr......., Bajawa people (Fernando's father). I'm not accept communion because I come late. The rain still come when the mass finish. I wait the rain stop, but not too. I help to move the table of Church news that wet because get rain water leak (tiris air hujan) from tent.
Than I go to parking area. I drive motor cycle. I go back. The rain still come. Today no sun that show to earth. It is cloudy. I'm breakfast. Than I ead a book than I'm sleeping. Than Mr. Vian and Mr. Dami come. Than I'm sleeping again. Mr. Hila call me. He is still sntrance of work when Christmas Event. It is no problem,please enjoy because   new employee.
Than I sleep again. I have dream when sleep on day, but I forget it. Than I cook vegetable. When I want to lunch at afternoon there is vegetable from neighbor.Mr. Anto - Ms Fifi give it. They give it because they want to Jogya    today. Wow...., I eat until full stomach. Than I wash dress, than I go JPS. I write on blog. I have planning to go to Jakarta today because tomorrow I entrance to Optima.
Discipline, please.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013.
I join on Christmas mass - Pontifical (Pontifikal) mass - that lead by Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo - Arch Bishopof Jakarta Diocese . The topic that be picked (pilih) by Jakarta Diocese is Family. On homily of   Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop - speak how build good family. We need good way and method to create the good Catholic family. Our word to communicate very important to create the good atmosphere on family. About Education Family he share story about Catholic family that share method how to educate student that   educate with 3 words are: Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not this is I pupose,". This idea the Bishop talk again    when he give press conference as Christmas message 2013. This is the nice message to apply in daily life.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Dream December 29, 2013

I’m get up early. I get up on 03.40 am. I have dream.I meet with deceased (almarhumah) Min Pamung at branch of Cemetery of Wela. We are (Mr.Alex, Mr.Ino, Mr.Philipus) just as go back from Golowelu church. Ms Min accept and pick up us at fork (pertigaan) of Wela Cemetery.Icome to her. We are embracing (berangkulan). She just as sleep at my my shoulder.She hide her face.Mr.Philipusjust as not care.”Where is Alek,” she ask Mr.Alex maji. Than Mr.Alex come. Mr.Inocome too. We go to their home. I help her to walk to their house.We just as by pass rice field that have water.I help Ms Min to when she walk the area. She just as already memorize that area.I help her to walkstep it while count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7,8,9,10…”. Than I aware. I pray. I prepare myself to church.I read bible.

Than I go to Church of Saint Albert - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Today is Holy Family of Nazareth party. Father Heru, SVD lead mass. I join on first mass. He speak about important of unity of family. I remember homily of Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop - on December 25, 2013 when he give press conference as Christmas message 2013: About Family he share story about Catholic family that share method how to educate student that educate with 3 words are: Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not this is I pupose,".

Today, our group of Catholic- to becomer order officer at first mass. I arrive on 06.00 am. I want to help to become officer (petugas) order (tatib) but the officer so many. I decide to sit down. When finish mass, go back. Mr. Dami go to church. At middle day we are lunch. Than I go to Cikarang. Mr. John S. - lecturer of Law of Saint Thomas Medan, North Sumatra - come to Cikarang. He celebrate Christmas together his sister - Ms Fify and Mr.Leo and family at Cikarang. Tofay. I bring my data of certificate to Mr. John. May be he want to give his relation that work at the other place. I start to Cikarang. I save my motor cycle at near Aqua at place daycare (penitipan) of motor cycle. I pay Rp 4.000 vehicle rates (tarif) to MM Bekasi. Than I use car to Cikarang.I pay Rp7.000 as vehicle rates. I stop at Tegal Gede, Ipay Rp 2.000 as rates (tarif) . Than I entrance car to Cikarang Baru - gate 11. I pay Rp 3.000. ThanI looking for mango. I buy Rp 10.000. I on foot to Mr.Leo's house. The situation is lonely. Mr.Juan open the door. I see Mr.John J - my brother - Mr. Marcel J - motor cycle. In fact they are still take a rest. I read a book. Than Ms Fifi get up. We by the way.Than Mr. John,Mr.Mr. Marcel get up too. We by the way. Mr.Leo and Mr.John S - actually go to Cibinong to join on Mr.John's friend of party.They go back at afternoon. They bring television tools just as ............ Than we by the way. We instal television .......(antene) . We work hard. Mr. John, Mr. Marcel, Mr.Beny, Mr.Leo and I hand by hand to handle it. How the result? It still error.Mr. John J and Alfred go the other placeto call technicial of television buttoday can not because he is busy. We are supper. Juan already stand by to go to Delta Mas to watch television about match Chelsea vs Leverpool. He alreasy permission to his father. Than Mr.Leo restart booster of television. What is happen? The television is good.The channel that live soccer available. We watch soccer match between Chelsea vs Levepool. "Juan, Alfred, Please give thanks to uncle John, because with his help you can watch television again. He buy antenna (antena),"Mr.Leo says. Juan and Alfred come to Mr.John. "Thank you uncle," they say.

Mr. Hila is sick at Delta Mas.May be because tired of work. I want to visit him.Ijoin together John to there. "Thnak you all, I go to Delta Mas," I say. I can not go back to Jakarta today because so night now. Mr. Beny and Mr.John drive motor cycle. When we arrive there, Mr.Hila alredy sleep. Than we are sleep.Mr. Edu get influenza. He get up for moment than sleep too.

Sunday, January 5,2014.

Today is first Sunday on year 2014. I get up late . I decide to go to church at afternoon. After luch . I go to school . I write daily experience at school. . In afternoon, I go to church of Saint Gabriel of Pulo Gebang - East Jakarta. I start on 16.30 pm. I arrive late when homily. Today is party of God Sightings (Penampakan Tuhan). Father Jacobus Tarigan,,Pr read Pastoral Letter(Surat gembala)of Jakarta Arch Diocese about Family. I so late. Than I pray. I sit down at attic (loteng) of Chuch. THe Chuch use LCD to set the song.Thisis parish that enough progress, almost Saint Theresia - Menteng, Central Jakarta. In church I see Elbert,JPS student. He comes together his family.There are 5 members of family - father,mother,sisters. He is sleepat church. I nopay parking. I exit the end after I pray at sculpture (patung) Jesus and Mary at Cave (gua).I drive motor cycle.I by pass Grand Cakung.My journey is safe. at home we by the way, supper than rest.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

I get dream at early morning. May be have relation with my health (about water). I get up but not fresh. I plan get up early in fact get up on 07.00 am. I prepare myself to join on second mass. Mr. Dami get up too. We start together. In last night is rain. I forget to use raincoat. We arrive at Saint Albertus- Harapan Indah. We are late. We arrive when homily. Father Anton, SVD that lead mass. On the end mass I get the text. Today is party of baptism (baptis) of God. My discipline is slump (merosot). In church I meet students and their parents just as William and his father,than Pandu - Kevin and their father. I see the other neighbour.There is a child of girls that ask to her mother."Mom,no Christmas tree now. Is Christmas already over (lewat)?" she ask. I don't know how her mother responsher smart question. Than we go back. Ipay parking rates (tarif) is Rp 1.000. The little rain come. At near Bulevar road the Eskavator and the project car still operation. The field be stockpiled (menimbun) soil on field to make housing complex bussiness place.
In homeMr.Via already prepare MD since last night. I taste and eat it. Mr. Dami shooping vegetable. When finish breakfast I sleep. I get dream about water /sea. The rain come.The rain often come today. I get up that take a bath. I go to school to write on blog. Today Mr. Egy come from Flores. He holiday there in our hometown.

Sunday, January 19, 2014 - I absent to go to church because flood

Sunday, January 19, 2014. - Absent to church to mass ; * Get donation from Church through Officer of Church

JABODETABEK - include housing that I rent of house still flood . I get up late/ Than I sleep again. The water still high. Today I cancel to Church to worship of God together the other Catholic people. I sing of worship at sleep of room. Vincent's mother help us. She offer us to bring noodles (mie) at kiosk. Mr. Dami give money. She offer the squash (labu siam) too. She very good. I read book of Philosophy. Mr. Dami cook food. We are breakfast. Than I sleep. I sleep so long until get dream. I have 2 dreams when sleep at this middle day up to afternoon. Than I read book again. I see my mobile. I get information from Mr. Nando at Wisma 25, Percetakan Negara / Cempaka Putih. "Mr. Melky and Ms Elen are at Wisma 25. On Wednesday, Janaury 22, 2013 they will go back to Kupang," Mr. Nando says. "Okay, today I can not go to there. We still struggle and effort to handle flood. May be later I will go to there," I say. Vincent's mother ask Dami to go to Mr. Martono's house. What;s happen. They go there to take groceries (sembako): noodles, milk, sugar, biscuit. Wow.... the flood at February 3, 2013, we get donation (sumbangan) from church too. Than Mr. Egy and Mr. Vian come. We by the way. Today, I only at home, lazy and reluctant (enggan) and shy (sungkan) to touch water. My condition of health not fresh too. I read book while recline (baring). The rain come again. We are sleeping.

Sunday, January 26, 2014 / Saturday, January 25, 2014.
I went to Jakarta to meet my sister Ms Elen and Mr. Melky her husband. They come from Kupang, Timor, NTT. They went to Tanah Abang to shooping than go to MONAS to cruise (pesiar). I stay at Wisma 25. I drive Mr. Rony's motor cycle. I fail to bring it to church. I go to church of Saint Paskhalis - Cempaka Putih to join on holy mass. I go to the Church together Mr. Fon. We use bus Metromini 47. We on foot from Jembatan Serong to Wisma 25. Than we go to Mr. Festo - Mr. Yos - Mr. Rino's leasing house. Mr. Mely - Ms Elen and Rony already go back   from Tanah Abang / Monas. We help to packing the fruits to family at Kupang. We do it while by the way. Mr. Melky and I talking about Manggarai history. On 23.00 I sleep. I sleep at Mr. Rony's room.

Sunday, January 26, 2014. I get up early. Mr. Jonsy and Mr. Ino not sleep yet. Mr. Ino prepare    white bread. He prepare jelly (sele) too. Mr. Jonsy make tea. I drink it. Than Mr. Jonsy and I go to go to Mr. Festo's leasing house. We wake up them. Today Mr. Melky and Ms Ellen will go back to Kupang. They cruise (pesiar) at Jakarta during 7 days. Mr. Melky and Ms. Ellen get up. Mr. Festo too. I give money to Jonsy to buy white bread (roti tawar) and jelly (sele) to breakfast. Almost Rp 50.000 I spend money to pay it. Mr. Rony and Mr. Philipus delivery Mr. Melky and Ms Ellen to airport. They use taxy. Than I prepare myself to go back to VMG - Harapan Indah Bekasi. I on foot to Rawa Sari market. I shooping yam (bengkuang) and ginger (halia). Than I on foot to Rawasari than continue in foot to shelter of BPKP 2 Jl. Pramuka. I want to use busway.

I entrance at BPKP 2 -Jl.Pramuka - East Jakarta. I on foot from Cempaka Putih -Wisma 25 - Market of Rawasari - Rawasari - BPKPJl. Pramuka - east Jakarta. I false to take decision (keputusan). There is near shelter is Rawasari but I on foot to BPKP shelter. Evidently, at Rawasari shelter the busway come faster. I see helmet at sewer (got) near BPKP Jl. Pramuka. I see police still question people that violation (melanggar) traffic rule. The police ticketed (tilang) a car. I arrive at shelter. I exit sweat (keringat). I feet that I taller that banana tree   that stand up at margin / edge road. My tall over banana tree.
I entrance shelter of BPKP.We wait bus so long . Than the bus destination Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. I stand up. When have chair I sit down. Than I stop at Pulo Gadung. I come    place of sale ticket   bus to Bima / Sape."If we sent motor cycle, how many of cost?" I ask. If   from Sape is about Rp 900.000," the Dunia Mas crew says. You can   use   Septi Jaya," they says.
Than I continue my journey to Bekasi. At Jl. Raya Bekasi I see   traffic cop (polisi lalin) check motorcyclist. Seldom traffic cop can not stop the motorcyclist, especially that run fast. The motor cyclist that violation rule get punishment. I call Mr. Dami to pick up me. He did it. He and I go to home. The Catholic people at Saint Albertus just finsih Sunday holy mass. We arrive at home. We by the way. Than I go to school. Mr. Melky sms me that they already arrive at Kupang. Mt mistake is I no reply his sms. I'm not polite too.

Sunday, February 2, 2014.

I ask Mr. Hila and Mr. Alfons to go to Cathedral church to join on mass on 10.30. We start on 09.00 am. We on foot to Jl. Pramuka (Utan Kayu shelter). We wait bus. I pay Rp 11.500 to ticketing. We transit at Matraman. We get busway to Harmony. We entrance. The busway so full with passanger. Mr. Hila almost wedge (terjepit) door. This is new experience use busway for him. We arrive at the church of Cathedral. We stop at Juanda shelter. We by pass Mosque Istiglal. We by pass there to Cathedral church. We arrive there when Communion. We wait for next mass. We join on third mass. In church we weet with Mr. Berty Jemadu. He is from Ruteng. Than we go to Cathedral shop of book / store. There I find Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM book. It is Psychology (psikologi) book. There are 3 volume. Than we go to Istiglal Mosque. We pleasure trip ther. It is safety for us. I exit to north gate. We by pass. We entrance to Monas area. Before it we breakfast. Mr. Hila eat chicken rice soup (nasi soto ayam -, while me eat fried chicken . Fon eat meatball (bakso). Mr. Fon buy cake and water. We entrance. We photo there. Mr. Fon pay Rp 15.000. Than we pleasure trip. Mr. Hila and Fon shooping dress there. I call Mr. Largus. Ms Yustina is sick. Than we exit. There is wome. come to me. May be he is crazy (gila). He say me Ambon. Tahn we walk to reach MONAS shelter. We wait car enough long. The busway come. We exit at Harmony central busway. We wait busway to Kota. We wait it so long. The busway come. We entrance. We stop at Olimo shelter. "The Jayakarta hotel at Labuasn Bajo is branch Jayakarta - Jakarta - he says.," Hila says while see Jayakarta hotel. We wait busway so long. The busway come. The jammed in way. We pleasure trip to Thambrin - Sudirman. We are stop at KOMDAK. Than we go back to Dukuh Atas I. We transit to Dukuh atas 2. We wait bus to Pulo Gadung destination. We wait bus enough long. The bus come. We entrance. I give information to Hila about place at Jakarta that we by pass. We arrive at Matraman. Mr. Hila know it. He begin understand about Jakarta. We stop at Utan Kayu shelter. Than we on foot to Wisma 25. We by the way at Wisma 25.

Sunday, February 9, 2014.
I get up late. I take a bath. I get up Mr. Dami to go to church. After take a bath we start to church of Saint Albertus. We are late, arrive when preach / homily. "I'm light of the world. I'm salt of the world," Jesus said on bible today. Today Priest / Father Yoseph Jaga Dawan, SVD and Father Anton, SVD lead holy mass. Father Yoseph,SVD introduce Father Anton, SVD to Catholic people. Today, there is innaguration of commitee of Building Presbytery (Pastoran) and Pastoral Work for Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah. When finish mass Mr. dami dan I go back to home. I'm breakfast the food that rest of last time. The vehetable bring by Ms Fifi - Vincent - Dimas's mother. Than I prepare myself to school. I want go to Cikarang but when I arrive at school the rain come, the cold come because ac (air condition). I cancel to go to Cikarang. I read news on internet than write on blog.

Sunday, February 16, 2014.
In the early morning I get up. I feel fresh. I decide to join on morning   mass. I decide to Rawa Mangun church. I start on 06.00. I pay busway Rp 6.00. I entrance busway at Utan Kayu shelter. I stop at Arion shelter. Wow... evidently it is so far with branch to Cathloic Church of rawamangun. It is exactly if stop at Velodrome shelter (near UJN - Kampus Timur/ East campus). I on foot so far to church. I arrive on church. The mass already start. I entrance. The prist (Rawamangun prist - MSC) homily how we use our body (eye, hand, feet) with exactly to love, not to undermine (merusak) include to kill. On the mass I hear the song that I ever year during era 1980-1n - when the late (almarhun) mr. Pit Aman Panggatonik taught us how to sing of song when he holiday from Malang, East java to Wela village. When finsih the mass I ask the song to   conductor. The song is "Terima kasih Seribu". I bring it. . I exit the church.. At page of church I see mr. Mikael Ambon. He is marketing staff of Fidei fress. They are sale of book of Catholic spirit. Almost 5 manggarai people I find there. I see their book. Fidei Press is the company that own by Manggarai people. I by the way with them. Than   I go back to Wisma 25. I use Metromini 47. I stop at rawasari / Jembatan Serong. Than I on foot to Wisma 25. Than I breakfast. at stall moor (warteg). Than I entrance to Wisma 25. I buy water at kiosk. In midde day at 14.00 Mr. hila come from Cikarang. Mr. Andy Mr. rony. Mr. Hila and I by the way. Than he is massage me use Nona Mass Oil.Mr, Leksi and mr. Andy entrance Mr, rony;s room while me alraedy massage. I still have smell Nona Mas oil. to My body so tired after massage. Than mr. Hila go back to Cikarang. mr. Rony delivery him to Rawasari. I take a bath. Than I prepare myself to   go back to VMG - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I use busway   from shelter busway of Utan Kayu. I get busway. there is shemale (wanita pria / waria) on busway. She go to Rawamangun. I get the place to sit down. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I entrance car 20 (KWK) to Bekasi. I sms Mr. dami to delivery me use motor cycle at Harapan Indah gate. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop at Harapna Indah gate. Than I on foot. than Mr. dami come. He use Mr. Egy motor cycle. How about my motor cycle? I ask. it is broken of the tires. The tire is deflated (kempes)," Mr. dami says. than we go back. In way   we by the way. We buy rambutan at intersection of VHG - Kampung Bogor. I pay Rp 15.000. We arrive safe. Mr, dami bring   cooked vegetable. I change his money. We by the way. Than we supper. I soak (merendam) my dress. Than we are rest. I'm get cold.

Sunday, February 23, 2014.

Mr. Vian mobile phone ring. I aware but weight to get up. Than I get up. I read book of Senior High School student. I read about Bahasa Indonesia about research. I try to understand it. Than I read about English. "Practice makes perfect" it is idiom of English. I try and try   to learn and write. Than I take a bath. I breakfast. Mr. Vian go back from church to mass. "The rain in the morning," he says. Wow.... Than I get up Mr. dami. He get up. We go to the Church of Saint Albertus. The VMG 1 complex still flood. We by pass puddle (genangan) water in VMG1 Complex.   I fold (melipat) and roll the feet of thousers. Than we go the there. The ran that came yesterday make flood at VMG 1. We arrive at church. We pray   at church. We are late, come on the mass about Lord have Mercy. Today the mass lead by guest priest is Father Andang Binawan, SJ. He is priest that care to environment. He encourage all people to manage rubbish nicely and build up while care to environment in oerder to air, water, land still good. Jakarta become the city the level pollution so high. Our God is awasome. We should be love him with create the good environment, manage rubbis nicely. No need to through to river to avoid flood." he says.
The other mesaage thet I catch today is the God's sex. On Psalm of response (tanggapan): "Pujilah, pujilah Allah, Tuhan yang maha rahim (3. 3 2 3 2 1 6 5 1 2. 12 3 2 1 1..0) (Hari Minggu Biasa VII, 22/23 Peb. 2014, Tahun A/ II) , ( compare), response psalm below:
MAZMUR 72 Ref. Berbelas kasihlah Tuhan dan adil, Allah kami adalah rahim Mzm 72:1 Dari Salomo. Ya Allah, berikanlah hukum-Mu kepada raja dan...).The other    document: Doa tobat.... Tuhan yang maha rahim, .............The song of text: Hanya debulah aku di alas kakiMu Tuhan. Hauskan titik embun, sabda penuh ampun. Tak layak aku tengah menatap cahyaMu. Namun tetap kupercaya, maha rahim Engkau" (Puji syukur, no. 481, p. 450, Komisi Liturgi, KWI, Penerbit Obor, 1993).

The God is women too because the uterus only women (female) property. While the male no uterus property.
The God is male because we call Him father.

In church I see JPS students:
SHS: Priska and Belinda., and.....................
JHS: ................
Primary: Stef Stanislaus Gumulja (P 1C), Tania (P5A), Paskal (5A). Rigel (P4A), Theresia Celine (P4A). I sit down together Stef Stanislaus G.,

The friend teacher of JPS: Ms Monik (Lao she -) - Mandarin teacher.

Sunday, March 2, 2014 -
Go to Church of Cathedral but late to join on mass, so pray independent by myself because miss manage time of life. Please be discipline

Sunday, March 2, 2014. I get up late is on 08.00 am. Mr. John prepare snack ( fried banana and tea/ milk / coffee) to brothers. We by the way. I have plan to go to church to mass than go to Tanah Abang to shooping headband (destar). I false manage time. I take a bath on 10.00 am while the third mass at Cathedral Church occur (terjadi) on 10.30 am. I go there myself. I bring umbrella to anticipation of rain. I use busway. I wait busway at Utan Kayu Shelter. I pay ticket Rp 3.500. I wait enough long. The busway come. I entrance. I stop at Matraman shelter. I transit to Matrman 2 shelter, wait busway to Harmoni. I wait so long. There I meet with brother of Catholic. He is from Ambon, Maluku. We by the way. He ever work at Kupang, Timor Lester, Maumere , Makasar than Jakarta / Jakarta. We wait bus way so long. I decide to use busway to Senen and transit there to Juanda shelter. It's right. I not wait so long to get busway to Harmony. We by pass Atrium Senen - Pejambon -   Medan Merdeka Timur / Istiglal shelter - Juanda shelter. I stop there than go to Cathedral Church - > I arrive there on 12.00. I waste time to wait busway 1,5 hours. I false make decision. If I use Metromini 47 - from Rawasari - Lapangan Banten, certainly I need 0,5 hour. Seldom we false take decision on life -. The mass already finish when I arrive there. I still entrance to church. I pray independent. I take the mass text. I pray.Today on Jakarta Arch Dicese read Bishop Pastoral Letter about Lent (Prapaska) or Fasting (Puasa) season of year 2014. After it there is married mass. The flower of decoration so good. May people that photo there. Than i go back. In fron Cathedral Church / Istiglal Mosque, in shelter I meet 2 people of men. "Where is mall the nearest location from here? a men ask men. I think for moment. "Cempaka Mas - Cempaka Putih / Gajah Mada - Kota, Than Senen," my brain try to remember. "Atrium Senen. Please you go to there, offer the little car / bajaj, Please Rp 10.000 - 15.000," I say to them. I decide to lunch. I lunch at near bridge of shelter of Juanda, Central Jakarta. I eat chicken Soup mix rice. The price of these Rp 15.000. I buy mineral water of Aqua water Rp 3.000. I put umbrella at near fence. Than I pay. I want to use bus   City Tour Jakarta. This is special bus for tour of Jakarta. This is level bus (bus tingkat). I want to expereince this bus. I wait at shelter of Istiglal, near shelter of Junda. I wait it so long. I meet Catholic nun. May be there are three group that by pass there. When see the third group, my brain connect to my umbrella. I can remember my umbrella. "Wow... I gorget my umbrella. I go back to place that I lunch at near shelter / bridge of Juanda. I come. there are many people that still lunch. Luck for me. My umbrella still available. Thank you Lord. Than I go back to shelter to bus to wait bus of City Tour Jakarta. The bus come, but full. The rule on this bus can not start if the passanger over capacity of chair. It is should be   fix. This bus be designed to enjoy Jakarta, so should be fix people and chair available in bus. On bus there is police and staff and women as driver. I fail to use bus of City tour of jakarta. I use busway again to Harmoni. The tiem show at 14.00 pm. I go to Harmoni. I feel tired. I decide to postpone to go to Tanah Abang to buy headband (destar). I wait bus to Gukuh Atas ! than go to Dukuh Atas II. I wait bus there to Pulo Gadung / Pramuka so long. The bus come. I entrance to bus. I sit down. I see a moslem people service her 2 boys of her children. She is feeding (meyuapi) orange to them. She open orange, clean it than feeding to mouth of her children. Her children boy still play game on BB. This mother of moslem offer the orange to the other children in bus. One child of boy like it. May be   his mom disturb of it, may be shame because child - accept the orange of the other people.- This boy child that accept orange and his mom transit at Matrman. They want to Senen. I stop at Utan Kayu shelter. Than I go to Wisma 25. I buy papaya than   eat there.

Ash Wednesday, March 5, 2014.
When Ash Wednesday, March 5, 2014, we mass at Church of Saint Albertus together Catholic students from the other school (Saint Joseph, Cahaya Harapan, Galatia, etc). We help to arrange students. I get duty Primary 3A. The students of JPS mix. The situation chaos when want to mass. the official not anticipation to set the bench (bangku). The students parents come to. Finally the students parent sit down at balkony (balkon). Father Anton, SVD that lead mass. "When Catholic people start of fasting of Wednesday Ash, before or after accept ash (abu)?" he ask. "According to me, after accept ash," I say in my heart. Obviously. "Catholic people start fasting since at 00.00 at last night (morning)." he says. What means fasting for catholic? " he ask. Fasting (puasa) means eat full stomach one per day.What is abstinence? Abstinence is we decrease use or do what that our favorite (food, drink, game, habbit), we use time for fasting, pray and alms (sedekah) or charity (amal). I use the bad shoes. When I see the other people, I see botton / base him / hes shoes. I introspection to myself. May be the other people know that I us the bad shoes. I'm shy / shame too.

On this church the other people that not Catholic come too. Generally they are teacher. They are Protestant, Moslem (Islam), Budha. Saint Albertus church accept them with friendly (ramah). Wonderful..

Friday, March 7, 2014.

Today is fasting (puasa) and abstinence (pantang). I'm not eat on the morning. I try to hold it. In the afternoon I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Bogor Village. I buy carrot, cucumber, soybean (tempe) and   beans (kacang panjang). I'm so hungry."Where is Mr. Egy?" I ask. "He went to Surabaya," mr. Dami says. Than I peel (mengupas) cucumber and carrot. "Please fried tempeh (tempe). I eat at afternoon about 17.30. Than My   sister, Ms Merry call me. She call me twice. Than i call her. "Today we make sacrifice black chicken to lose / clean the bed dream. We make it at Wae Wela estuary (muara). Mother Regina and I do it. No meet people when go there and back to home. "Mr. Largus said that if no meet people it means the events is have good effect," merry says. "Thank you," I say to her. "Now, we will sacrifice one chicken again to call spirit that just as lose. We use "Lale Ndereng" chicken," she says. "Go on, thank you. I'm lunch and supper because   fasting," I say. "Ha..ha..ha..., we are not fasting," she laugh. I call my oldest brother, Mr. beny to join ao event sacrifice of chicken to call spirit,"I will go there," he says. Than I go to school to take my charger. The JPS school still fogging (pengasapan). Than I go to   church to join on pray of.Way of Cross (Jalan Salib). I start on 19.05. I late when arrive there. I arrive when stop (outstation = perhentian) 6. I join on it. Father Joseph Jaga Dawan,SVD that lead the pray. Enough many peoples of catholic that join although not full until back of bench (bangku?). The pray of ...... (Jalan Salib continue with holy mass that lead by Father Joseph JD, SVD - chief priest of Saint Michael Kranji. I see some students of JPS join there, at least 2 students of women. They are JHS students. Than I go to toilet, pray at front Mother Marry of statue. Than I go back. In near church, at new building, I see our Principal, Mr. Beny Ayung Nalibur. I stop my motor cycle. Obviously he want to go back. We are same join on pray and mass at Saint   Albertus church. I delivery him. We by the way. "Do you know father Yance Belang de Ornay?" he ask. "Yes, I know him, " i answer. We ever work together at Batam," he says. "Had you merried?" he ask. "Not yet,   sir," I answer. "When you married?" he ask to me."Wait and see," I say. "Please faster, so may teacher girls that idle at our school, please apply them," he says. I try to carefully to drive motor cycle. I get difficult when I get the land. I still shock when see land of red at road because it is threaten to me. I ever accident of motor cycle because red land when rain season. I delivery our Principal of Primary until Harmony shelter / Horse statue. Than i go to home. At Kampung Bogor I buy tempeh and cucumber again. Than I go to the home. In home we by the way. Mr. Vian still supper. Than we watch television than I'm resting.

Sunday, March 9, 2014.
I get up early about 05.00. I take a bath, drink a water, prepare myself to go to church. I join on the first mass. I see the cloud hang (menggantung) in the sky that means the rain will come. I parking my motor cycle than I close my jacket and helmet with raincoat to anticipation of rain. I entrance to the church. I arrive late when the mass on read of Gospel. I come to balcony (balkon). Now, father Anton, SVD that lead holy mass. He speak about Fasting ans temptation of Jesus Christ. Fasting means rehearse to control desire. How do trick to win toward temptation? We should be have principle (prinsip). What the Jesus principle? The Jesus principle is God's of Word. "There is Word: You musn't temptation your God of Lord.

The other side of mass today is I find on Responsible of Psalm that God have / character of womb / uterus (rahim). What it means that the Lord is women too? Certainly. According this text, God is women too. This is complete the text: Kasihanilah ya Tuhan, Kaulah pengampun yang RAHIM dan belas kasihMu tak terhingga. ( 2 3 4 5 6 . 4 3 / 2...). (Chorus (refren) of Responsibility Psalm : HM Prapaskah I Tahun A/II, 09 Maret 2014).

When homily the father Anton, SVD (Bajawa / Ngada - Flores people) mention two abbreviation: IPTEK (Ikatan pemuda /pemudi Telat Kawin) and NOKYA (Nikah Ogah Kawin Ya).

I see on church my friend, Mr. Inyo. He lead of Choir on this morning. He is conductor of choir. In last time Mr. Inyo ever   taught at JPS. Now he already move to Bunda Mulya school. He still has good relation with Catholic people in Harapan Indah, so he come to join with them on choir activity of serve of Church. When finish mass, the rain come. I break through (menerobos) rain. What I did in last morning is right. My anticipation is right. The rain come. My jacket and helmet is safety. I go back. I see Ms Lucy - neighbor of home as teacher of Bahasa Indonesia at Mahatma Gading - School of Kelapa Gading. I see Mr. Allan and Ms........ (both JPS teacher from Philipine). May be they still wait car. The big rain come when I by pass Jl. Bulevard until JPS. My   pants (trousers) and shoes, socks is wet. I write on blog. The rain come only for moment.

I prepare myself to go to Cikarang. I go back to home. At Kampung Bogor I shooping vegetable. I buy it Rp 11.000 (tempeh, carrot, beans (kacang panjang), cucumber (mentimun). Than I entrance to home.

I wash my dress, breakfast that start to Cikarang. I eat vegetable that cook on last evening. It is almost stale. May be not give bad effect to my health. Than I answer Mr. Rony's sms that ask my position. "I'm still at Bekasi," I answer. I send sms to Mr. Melky too. Than I start. I drive motor cycle. I want to   leave my motor cycle at daycare motors. At Pondok Ungu there are some place of motor cycle daycare. I entrance to one place. I ask the something identity of assurance (jaminan) that I save motor cycle there. The staff answer not satisfy (memuaskan) me. I worry to save it because I'm not identity of that place as assurance to me. So, I decide to exit , move to the other place. The staff agree. I go to the other motor cycle daycare. There I get the card as identity the place. I save motor cycle there. Than I go to Cikarang. I bring umbrella. I layover (singgah) on BCA ATM at Pondok Ungu. I want to sent money to Mr. Micky Pandu and to Goden. I fail to transfer for Goden. Only to Micky Pandu I success to transfer. When I finish transfer, I aware my mistake. Actually, Micky want to the money transfer to CUWM. I never think just as it. Why? Am my brain is tired? My brain may be still tired to think. Than on car I sms Micky to say about it. "Sorry, I mistake. Please you sent again to CUWM account of BRI," I say. I go to   Cikarang. I use minibus / microlet 25 (Red color of car to MM - Mall Metropolitan) with cost Rp 4.000 - Than I use middle bus (45) to Cikarang. I'm not wait so long. The passanger full so the car start. I pay Rp 7.000. I stop at gate of tool Cikarang utama. I use red Car number 17 to Kali Malang. I pay Rp 2.000. I cross to opposite. The mini bus to Delma Mas still wait. The people smoke. I stay to avoid smoke (asap) rokok. When the pasaanger enough, the car start. I entrance. I contact mr. Rony to come to pick up me. I stop at market of Delta Mas. I buy Rambutan tere with cost Rp 9.000. Now, Arton (Fon Jaban) that come to pick up me. We go to home at Riviera, Delta Mas. There my brothers still sleep. We by the way. I arrive may be on 14.30. We by the way while eat rambutan. I eat of beacon (daging babi) that bring from Kupang. Mr. Melky and Ms Elen bring it when they come to join Mr. Melky's graduation (wisuda) at Solo on Saturday, March 8, 2014. Mr. Arton that accept it at Soekarno Hatta airport. The peoples there: Mr. Joseph, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Agus, Mr. Rony, Mr. Tonce (Fon Jaban), Mr. Pendik, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. Mr. Edu still sleep, Mr. Marcel still lecture (kuliah). I'm lunch   rice , vegetable   with side dishes: beacon, fish, tempeh of fried. We give training to our nephew (keponakan) - Mr. Fredy about finance management (debit / income - credit (spending) and balance (saldo). Generally, Manggarai people have't finance purpose in the life. Seldom Manggarai people no target. Lucky Mr. Fredy meet us now so can plan the finance. Your target first is have motor cycle. Please open account and own it on behalf of yourself. Must not save your money to us as your uncle. It is wise if you open bank account than safe there. Second, please join on CUWM. If you have deposit (simpanan) until Rp. 2.000.000 you can credit / buy motor cycle. If you already have motor cycle please you lecture and try   pay by yourself. Fredy show his salary. On March 2014, he get salary until Rp 3.000.000. You start with good position," I say. If you do my suggestion you have good future of economic," i say to him. Mustn't gambling (judi) of card. Please use the money with effectively," we say to him.
On 16.00 pm, Mr. Rony, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Joseph, Mr. Agus, prepare to go back to Jakarta. Mr. Edu and Mr. Pendik (Fredy) delivery them - use motor cycle to market of Delta Mas. The children at Riviera invite   Mr. Rony cs to play at field. I take rest for moment. Mr. John and mr. Pendik go to Mr. Leo's house at Jl. Antilop - Cikarang   Baru. Than Mr. Hila massage me. Mr. Marcel n Mr. Edu cook food and vegetables. Than when finish massage   we supper. On 20.00 Mr. Marcel delivery me to EJIP / LIPPO to place of parking car to West Bekasi (MM). Mr. Marcel use Mr. Edu's motor cycle. May be I'm troublesome (merepotkan) brothers. Thank you for Mr. John, Mr. Hila, Mr. Rony, Mr. Edu, Mr. Fon, Mr. Marcel, Mr. Fredy for all help. This is good of fraternity (persaudaraan), can help one the others. I arrive at EJIP. I become new pasaanger that entrance to bus 45 that time. I wait so long. Almost during i hour I wait. Than the bus start. We pay Rp 8.000 because less passanger. Only 17 passangers. The rule thr tariff only Rp 7.000. I stop at shelter ( halte) of MM, West Bekasi. I entrance to car 25. The passenger finish at Kranji, leave only me while i stop at Pondok Ungu. The drive of car 25 lazzy to delivery me. Sorry, I want to go home. Please looking for the other car. No need to pay," he says. I stop at Kranji. I no pay it. I wait car number 20. I stop at Paondok Ungu. I pay Rp 2000. Than i go to place daycare motor cycle. it is not closed the door. I pay Rp 3.000. The time show at 22.30 pm. Than I drive motor cycle. I arrive at home. In home only Mr. Vian there. Mr. Egy and mr. Dami go out. I see banana of ripe   on kitchen. "You are harvest (panen) of banana," i say as joke. "Yes, I bring from Bogor. My family at monastery (biara) give   it. Please taste it," he says. I eat   two bananas. I wash my hand than sleep.

Saturday, March 15, 2014 - mass at Optima - Optima 24 Annivesary   and KKM - Misa Manggarai - Aula Marsudirini - Matraman - Jakarta Timur - Father Peter Aman, OFM and Father Aly Johnson, Pr - .I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)
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Friday, March 21, 2014 - follow   way of the cross (jalan salib) and mass at saint Albertus church - . See some students of JPS : Hulbert - Hanzel   and their parents. I come late for way of cross.

Saturday, March 22, 2014 - mass at Cathedral Church - Father Sigit, SJ: Samaria women at Jacob Well (Sumur). She is sinners but than he believe to Jesus than proclaim about Jesus. He become witness (saksi) of Jesus Christ. Than many people believe to God (Jesus Christ - not because his proclaim but they have person experience with Jesus. Spirit of Jesuit Conggregation (Ignatian spirit) follow the samaria women. "Jesus bigger while me smaller". (John 4: 5-42). This is spirit of empowerment (pemberdayaan).--- At Cathedral Church at near altar there are two   statues (patung) of saints : Saint Ignatius and Saint Francis Xaverian ( proclaim Gospel up to Maluku, SX founder?). Saint Francis and Saint Ignatius from Loyola follow spirituality of Samarian women: Yesus bigger, I'm smaller". I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass). I see three tourists that move from Istiqlal Mosque to Cathedral Church. They photo Cathedral   ornament (accesories). I study from them press the lamp ( make red lamp) when want to cross road in order to the car / bus / motor cycle stop. "To understand need time.
When finish mass I go back. I by pass Indinesia Finance Department at Jl. Lapangan Banten. There I see flowers on pot. There are some flower there just as marble (bunga keladi / teko), beringin putih. Than I entrance to bus 47. In Senen I transit to the other bus 47 but with same fare Rp 3.000. I on foot to Wisma 25 to meet my broher, Mr. Hila and Mr. Rony and the other brothers. (Edit again on May 6, 2014 - transfer from mobile hp).

Monday, March 30, 2014 - mass at Saint Paskalis - Cempaka Putih - mass lead by Father Agung, OFM. I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)

Friday, April 4, 2014 - absent way of cross (jalan salib) because still on the way from Optima to VMG - Bekasi.

Sunday, April 6, 2014 - I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)- Father Joseph Jaga Dawan, SVD - lead mass - speak about Liturgy Discipline and General Election - April 9, 2014: Choose with smart and according conscience (hati nurani) -.
I join on Saint Albertus Church Harapan Indah. I arrive on time, may be at 08.00. I go to attic (loteng). The Gospel speak about Jesus raise the dead (Lazarus). From Golpel   I know: Jesus have title as God / Lord. Martha said it: "Lord / God I believe that you are Messiah (Mesias), Son of God that will come to the world (John 11: 27). I see many JPS students and parent come to church. They are: Tasya, Hansel parents - Kiriena - Junior students. I meet Mr. Martono and his family. Mr. Ambros - security of Church debate with Toyota seller of Car. I watch it. May be Toyota seller not follow instruction of security. "If you want be respected you should be respect to us as host (tuan rumah)." he says. The seller team of Toyota complain because Mr. Ambros say with high sound / voice. Lucky not fight. I buy fish at margin road. I buy fish fresh water (air tawar). I buy one kilo grams. Mr. dami fried it. We lunch, rest tan I go to JPS. I clean motor cycle tahn write this blog.

Friday, April 11 , 2014 - I go to the church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah, Bekasi on 19.00 pm to way of cross (jalan salib) than confession (mengaku dosa) to God through priest. I arrive late there on the end way of cross. I only join on mas. Than I discuss with Mr. Ferry - Saint Albert security - .I want to invite you to join on my child married on June 15, 2014." he says. Okay," i say. What time confession   this evening?" I ask to him. "Oh... sorry, you are late. The confession (pengakuan dosa) already finish the schedule. The last schedule is yesterday evening, Thursday, April 11, 2014. You are late," he says. "Thank you," I say. "I often cancel the activity. I so slow to response everything," I say to critic to myself. Improve yourself Frank. So... I follow Easter 2014 without confession.

Sunday, April 13, 2014.
Mr. Dami and I go to Saint Albertus Church to join on mass of Palm Sunday. We join on second mass at 08.30 am. Mr. Yu fast go back to his rent house than he prepare himself to go to church. We bring palm leaf (daun) from house. he Palm leaf looking for by Mr. Egy. We use it. "Senior, almost all people   as long as way see us because we bring Palm leaf," Mr. Dami says while drive motor cycle. At church I meet Mr.Harnoto and Mr. Yu too. I sit beside Mr. Harnoto. The mass lead by Father Anton.......(senior), SVD. He diligent (rajin) to speech. He speech when introduction, homily and the end. It is long. "Palm is symbol of peace of Christ. Please put palm on Christ of cross," he says. We bring palm leaf (daun) to home We go back to home. At intersection of Jl. Bulevard (near lake) we buy fish of freshwater (air tawar). I pay it one kilogram. I pay Rp 15.000. In rent of house I by the way with Mr. Egy about it. "I never hear the priest - include Father Budi Kleden, SVD -   speech / talk on homily : Why Palm," Mr. Egy says. "We ever discuss it with brothers when high / major seminary. I hear the explain of palm from my friend, brother Ino Sutam that become priest now. According to him, palm is symbol of life, pioneer of life, " I say. Mr. Dami fried the freshwater fish than we lunch.

Thursday, April 17, 2014. Today JPS school is holiday of Easter. I still entrance to school. Today is celebration of Holy (Putih) Thursday. I join mass on 09.00 pm. Mr. Dami already join the mass on afternoon together Ms. Lusy. I go there only alone. The rain come on afternoon. I worry the road is slippery so can fall down. Lucky not. In front of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah church I turn the motor cycle to right. I permission to security that help during Easter. They permission me to entrance the police line. I parking the motor cycle on parking area near business building   of Harapan Indah. The cost of parking area is Rp 1.000. It is according provision (ketentuan) of Parish Priest of Father Yoseph Jaga Dawan, SVD on last week. I late. I entrance . The gate still off for moment because still procession (perarakan). Than we entrance. I sit down on tent that set at out of church. The mass lead by Father Anton Padua Heru, SVD. He homily enough long. He talk figure Yahoo Abot - yahudi people - I sleep when he homily. The celebratio so long. When procession (erarakan) Holy Sacrament,   Father Heru,SVD take the prayer from book of Puji Syukur, just as: Jiwa Kristus (soul of Christ) , etc . Than I go back. On parking area I reflection: Why Holy Thursday? What that holy on Holy Thursday? Is Jesus sacrifice that give his body and blood? I think just as it. Mr. Jufry (Aloy) and family reprimand (menegur) me. He introduce his family his brother and sister too. "With who do come to church?" he ask to me. Alone," I say. It is disturb question to me, but I try to respnse with wise (bijak). I go back. may be I arrive at home on 23.30 pm. On mass I see Mr....... (from east Flores and family. His wife from Manado. I see his children, 2 children. They ever school at JPS. We shake hand when want to communion. I see Ms Lucky too - JPS teacher - . Than I'm rest.

Friday, April 18, 2014

Today is Great Friday. Mr. Egy and Mr. Jack come from Kampung Sawah. The situation of road is lonely. We only need almost 30 - 45 minute from there to here (Harapan Indah / VMG)," Mr. Egy says. Today I get up late. May be I get up on 09.00 am. Mr. Egy bring fish. I cance to fast (puasa) and and abstinence (pantang) today. I eat rice fix fish than I go to JPS. I bring coffee to security. I join on pray to remember the Jesus Christ of death on 19.00 pm. I come early. I go alone to church. I sit down out of church at under the tent. I see a women with 3 boys. May be the twin   boys of children. That women can handle the three boys. She not panic. The boys may be 6 years.
The Gospel that bring with singing (Pasio) today very good. "This is new version on tone   for me. The mass lead by Father Anton (yunior) - from Bajawa   Flores. The celebration is good. Only staff of bring introductory verse of Gospel ( baik pengantar injil) that make little mistake, not read tone with well. I ask the text of Golspel (Pasio). Today Petrus   Grpoup / Environment that handle Liturgy and Choir. Mr. L eo   conductor. I ask choir - of Passio to Mr. Agus - a crew that bring passion - . Than we go home. In home we talk. Than we sleep.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

I get up early. May be on 04.00. I'm jogging. Than I'm take a bath. I play to Mr. Anto's house. They give snack to me. We discuss our experience when Great Friday, April 18, 2014. "The Felisitas group not bring well the choir and passio (pasio)," Mr. Anto says. "Wow... for second pray, the choir group bring it nicely," I say.
Than I by the way with Mr. Barnabas and Mr. Egy. Than we lunch. Than I go to school. I make report of CUWM finance. It is enough difficult to me but I'm happy I get image how to manage CUWM finance.
I join on mass at 21.00 am. Father Heru that lead mass. I feel tired. I sleep when pray. I buy candle with money Rp 5.000. I'm so tired. I can not remember the priest homily. I see some students when Easter Eve just as Jovanca, his grand mother and parents.

Sunday, April 20, 2014.
I visit to cathedral Church to join on mass that lead by bishop of Mgrs. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr. I drive motor cycle. I save at Pondok Ungu. Than I use car 25 to Cakung station. I arrive there on 09.00 am. I buy cake at near Cakung Station. I pay Rp 4.000 for 2 piece of bread. The mass already start at Cahredral church. I pay the cost of car Rp 3.000 than ticket to Juanda station is Rp 8.500. I stop at Manggrai. Lucky available the other train that destintion of Kota - by pass Jauanda satation. I entrance. I stop at Juanda station. I on foot after refund the ticket. I get money Rp 5.000. I use shelter of busway to cross. I entrance to cathedreal church . The mass finish on 10.00 am. I use time 1 our from Cakung to Cathedreal church. I mee with Mr. Ferdy RD., meet Mr. Jonsy and his friend. I shake hand with Bishop: "Happy Easter Mgrs," I say. My plan is join on Pontifical mass but evidently I late. I ask to Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana about the message of Easter 2014 of Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr."Transformation Leadership". The Easter spirit change people - include Saint Peter - to change his life - become people that power full energy: to proclaim the Lord of Jesus Christ. This idea he write on Kompas newspaper, Saturday, April 19, 2014. I see this when I visit to Mr. Anto's house at VMG. I join on the children mass that start on 11.00. I have the good time to prepare myself to join on mass. I get place in church. I sit down. I share chair to girl children. The mass lead by Father Sigit, SJ, Father Anto (?), SJ and Frater. They as team work. They singing, qustion and quiz. The mass is fun.
Than I go back. I go to Wisma 25. I use bus 47. "I priority the Word when I go to the church," a driver. We talk. "I'm from .... Church," he says. In the morning I go to church than entrance of work. I will get sustenance (rezeki). I go to Wisma 25. I meet with Mr. Gusty/ Mr. Holen, Mr. Trisno. We by the way. Than I go to Mr. Johny's rent of house. We lunch tere. Than watch television about mass of Aster that lead by Pope of Francis, SJ. Than we go back to Wisma 25. mr. Hila hep to massage me. It is so long. I'm hungry. We supper on 22.30. We eat rice and catfish (ikan lele). Than we rest. During Easter is dry no rain. Thank you Lord.

ECCLESIA SEMPER REFORMANDA = GEREJA YANG SELALU MEMBARUI (DIRI)

Today I get up late because sleep late on last night (may be sleep on 00.30 or 1.00 am). I'm breakfast. Than I prepare myself to go to Jakarta. Today is mass with 2 bishops: Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM. This is the Manggarai Mass that   celebrate by IKAMADA (The union of Manggarai People at Jakarta - Bogor - Tangerang - Depok - Bekasi). The mass want to release / delivery Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM (Bishop of Bogor emeritus) to Labuan Bajo, Manggarai than accept Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM (New Bishop of Bogor diocese). I drive motor cycle. I by pass Harapan Indah - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Kanal Banjir Timur - (KBT) - Wali Kota of Jakarta Timur (East Jakarta). I save my motor cycle there. I ask ticket of parking. Than I use busway. I entrance to Wali Kota - East Jakarta - shelter. I wait for moment. The bus already come. I entrance. Only little passenger from this shelter. Than increase on way. I transit at Kampung Melayu. I wait for moment. The bus come from Kampung Rambutan. I entrance. The time show at 10.30 am, whereas the   mass start on 10.00 am. In busway a men entrance. He is not use perfume (parfum). The bed smell come. It is produce by his armpit odor (bau ketek). I try to avoid it. Than I meet my yunior, Mr. Vincent Gunawan. He ait busway too. I stop at Kramat Serntiong. Than I entrance Kramat church. I see my senor at major Seminary of Ritapiret, Mr. Ferry Jalu. He drive car. "Wow... he is rich now. Me?" I ask in my heart. Than I go to auditorium of Saint Vincentius, Place of mass. In near Church I meet with Father Peter Aman, OFM. I see Ms. Nafsiah Mboy too, Health Ministery of Repubic of Indonesia. She come together her husband, Mr. Ban Mboy. Mr. Ben Mboy get stroke but still can talking    and think nicely. The security / aide (ajudan) delivery Mr. Ben Mboy use his wheelchair (kursi roda). I shake hand with Mr. Ben Mboy - former of NTT governoor - and his wife - Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Heath Minister - . For the first I shake hand with them. I'm so proud with this experience. Never I imagine. Some Priests (Father Alex Lanur, OFM, Father Yan Laju, OFM, Father Michael Peruhe, OFM) and 2 bishops (Msgr. Michael, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis, OFM) already   present. The group of procession (perarakan) already come too. Than the Manggarai traditional song start by group "Ronda   Mbata of Muara Baru". . The mass start. Bishop of emeritus - Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM - give of Open Speech. Than the new   Bishop of Bogor , Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM bring homily. "Today there are big joy (sukacita) in heaven and world because canonization 2 Popes, Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II. Reputedly (konon), all creature (makhluk) so happy, not only human being but alimals too, include 3 animals that very familiar for Manggarai people. Two popes -Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II- and 3 animals come face to saint Peter. Saint Peter dialog with Pope John XXIII: "What are your spirit during life in the world? " Saint Peter ask. " My spirit is renewal (pembaruan) of the world. I pioneer if Vatican II Council (Konsili)," Pope John XXIII answer. Than Saint Peter ask to Pope John Paul II. "What are your spirit during life in the world?" he ask. "I walk around of the world to pilgrimage (ziarah) while say and proclaim to Catholic people: No fear to become Catholic people," John Paul II answer. On that time the Catholic people in Europe afraid to proclaim Jesus Christ to the world. Than the 3 animal that very familiar with Manggarai people. First is Wild boar (babi hutan - motang puar -). The wild boar say to Saint Peter. "Must not cut the forest (jangan menebang hutan = neka poka puar), because forest is our environment. If you - Manggarai people - cut forest we will entrancne to village and garden. Than the second animal come. It's monkey ( kera = kode). " Must not build all property of housing to all land. Prepare the open green space for plant, water. Care balance village / housing with open green space, in order to we ( monkeys) can life no need to entrance garden of Manggarai people. Than the third animal come. it 's ..... (Ngkiong): Ngkiong say to Saint Peter: "Please say to Manggarai people: Musn't forget homeland (jangan lupa tanah air = neka hemong kuni agu kalo). The Manggarai spirituality is "Neka Hemong Kuni agu Kalo - Homeland ). We should proud with our culture. The mass take topic: Empowerment Catholic value for Manggarai diaspora (diaspora). Our Spirituality of catholic is faith of Jesus Christ that based on Manggarai culture." Bishop Paskalis Bruno Syukur says. Than we hear the speech. Mr. Ben Mboy give speech: "According Pope of Benedictus XVI, there are some requirements for leaders. Its are: 1. The leader can hear the other people. 2. The leader can decide fast, no need to postpone. 3...........4.............5.................. Than Bishop of Emeritus Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM say to Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Health Minister: Ms Nafsiah, don't forget Manggarai.". Msgr. Michael bring book to Ms. Nafsiah Mboy and to the other leade. The book about Msgr. Michael Angkur . The title is: Pemimpin Sederhana (The simple Leader). The MC - Mr. Ady Jedoma - say notice to buy the book. Some people buy it. Than Mr. Johny Plate buy it all than distrubute to the people that not yet get it. I'm shy to do it. Finally I go front but late so fail to get it. Alfred - Mr. Leo's youngest son get it. I shake hand with Mr. Stef Agus - former "Dirjen Bimas Katolik Indonesia - give book about Ben Mboy to Bishop Michael Angkur, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM. The auditorium of Vincentius full with people. The lunch prepare hand by hand the Mangarai people of IKAMADA member - manggarai senior -. We lunch. I meet Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Mr. Maksi and family, Mr. Kons Tarung, Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana. Some Wela brothers that stay at Cemapaka come too. Mr. Alec maji come together Delfy and Carol. I shake hand with Mr. Idem. Mr. Idem invite me to join on his car. Mr. idem is my class mate when junir and senior hight school. They success now. I meet Mr. Nobert Nepung too. He is former brother of seminary too. He is teacher. may be teach at Saint Christoforus school. When   finish lunch we go   home. I join with Mr. Festo to go home on his motor cycle. We stop at Wisma 25. We watch at celebration of canonization (kanonisasi) Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II. We watch at Mr. Ino's room. Than I go back on 18.00 pm. I use busway from Utan Kayu shelter. I wait for moment than the bus come. I transit at Matraman shelter. Than I use   busway to Kampung Melayu. Than I transit on busway to   Pulo Gebang - Wali Kota, East Jakarta. My journey use busway today is smooth. I stop at shelter   Wali Kota, East   Jakarta. The service of busway staff today is good. Than I drive motor cycle by pass shelter. For the first I drive motor cycle on shelter busway. I success do it. Why I do it? For short way and to to avoid accident if I by pass Penggilingan. I drive motor cycle by pass Pulo Gebang - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Menteng - Harapan Indah -   JPS - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor - buy vegetable - VMG - buy egg one kiligram   Rp 17.000. I arrive at home. Mr. Jack help to make vegetable. We by the way than rest.

Yoh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf

oh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf

Saturday, May 3, 2014.
I have a dream. I just as making love (ML) with someone. I forget who is women that my couple. I push up until many time. Than I aware my vital organ still sleep.

Than I get up. I'm jogging. I cook food. Than I go to school. I meet with Mr. Karno. Than I go to pick up my younger brother, Mr. Hila that come from Cikarang. I drive motor cycle. Big jammed at gate of Harapan Indah. I success meet him. I drive motor cycle join together him. We almost get accident because I'm not agile (lincah) to direct motor cycle to right side, while in front the truck want to right too. The truck almost hit (menabrak) us lucky not touch so we safe. I ask help to Mr. Hila to stop the other car in way. We buy fish at intersection of Bulevard Hijau, place of kiosk of banana there. We buy fresh fish. We by pass front JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor. Than we buy vegetable. We go to home. We fried fresh fish. Mr. Fian available at home. We by the way. Than he go out. We cook vegetable and fried fish. Than we eating. We sleep than at afternoon get up make noodles (mie) fix egg and rice. We take a bath than start to Saint Albertus church. I drive motor cycle. I try to carefully. I try to remember myself to carefully. Since in the morning I try to remind myself about care attitude when drive motor cycle to avoid accident. We arrive late at church of Saint Albertus, when homily. We entrance through left sude church. I meet a child, Nicholas. I dialogue with him. "I'm Nicholas, 3,5 years, he say while confirmation to his mom. I take paper of mass text that the other people throw away (buang) . I want to know the word of God. When homily I only hear the Father Anton say: Lord, stay together us. I bring the tect mass as anticipation (antisipasi) if tomorrow lead pray at Bintaro. I put it at bag. The mass finish. I drive motor cycle to place of daycare motors (tempat penitipan motor). Than we use car to Kranji Station. We pay Rp 3.000 per person, Rp 6.000 for 2 person, Mr. Hila and I. We entrance Kranji station. We buy ticket of train IDR 17.000 to Pandok Ranji - Bintaro. The time show at 20.00 pm. We get place to sit down. We transit at Manggarai. Than entrance train to Tanah Abang. Than we transit again there, entrance to train to Serpong. We stop at Pondok Ranji. We reseller our ticket / card of guarantee Rp 5.000 per person. Than we use car. We ask to people there about car to Graha Raya. The car already stop since 19.00 pm. Please entrance this than stop at BP (Bintaro Permai). We entrance. It is so near. We pay Rp 2500 per person. We arrive at sector 5 - Bintaro. I just as confused (bingung) because not same the place that I know. Finally I decide to use taxi. I give sign to call taxi. The white taxi come. "Please delivery us to Graha Raya," I say. The driver service us. We by pass sektor 6,8,9, SanMare (Santa Marie ) of Church Catholic church - turn to right - fly over / under pass - turn to left - margin of river - Monsidi School - Pondok Aren - Graha Raya - We want to buy fruit. We stop at gate Graha Raya. I pay argo Rp 37.000 (almost 40.000). Than we entrance Mr. Alex house. Evidently Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Mr. Rino alredy come. Mr. Alex, Ms Susie, Carol and Hendrike and Delfy accept us. We by the way that supper. "I ask your help to lead pray of Mitoni of Ms. Rilis tomorrow. Mitoni is Java custom of tradition as thankgiving event / party when a women pregnant on 7 month. Mr. Alex alredy prepare the text of bible and about Mitoni. I note it. Than they go to Mr. Egy house to talk with the other brother and Mr. Andri Garu - Senator (DPD) from Manggarai. They drink beer there. Than I sleep. I'm not join to Mr. Egy house to meet Mr. Andri Garu.

Saunday, May 4, 2014 - no remeber the dream.

Today I celebrate Mitoni at Ms Rilis - Mr. Beny house at Graha Raya - Bintaro. After pray the rain come. We eat until full.

The Word of God on Bible

The othe lose but the Word of Gad no lose but still stay ( Baccan kedua, Minggu, 4 Mei 2014:
1Ptr. 1:17-21;

1Ptr 1:17

Dan jika kamu menyebut-Nya Bapa, yaitu Dia yang tanpa memandang muka menghakimi semua orang menurut perbuatannya, maka hendaklah kamu hidup dalam ketakutan selama kamu menumpang di dunia ini.

1Ptr 1:18

Sebab kamu tahu, bahwa kamu telah ditebus dari cara hidupmu yang sia-sia yang kamu warisi dari nenek moyangmu itu bukan dengan barang yang fana, bukan pula dengan perak atau emas,

1Ptr 1:19

melainkan dengan darah yang mahal, yaitu darah Kristus yang sama seperti darah anak domba yang tak bernoda dan tak bercacat.

1Ptr 1:20

Ia telah dipilih sebelum dunia dijadikan, tetapi karena kamu baru menyatakan diri-Nya pada zaman akhir.

1Ptr 1:

Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah, yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya, sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu tertuju kepada Allah

1 Petrus 1:21-25

Konteks 1:21 Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah,^j yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati^k dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya,^l sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu^m tertuju kepada Allah. 1:22 Karena kamu telah menyucikanⁿ dirimu oleh ketaatan^o kepada kebenaran, sehingga kamu dapat mengamalkan kasih persaudaraan yang tulus ikhlas, hendaklah kamu bersungguh-sungguh^p saling mengasihi dengan segenap hatimu¹. 1:23 Karena kamu telah dilahirkan kembali^q bukan dari benih yang fana, tetapi dari benih yang tidak fana,^r oleh firman Allah,^s yang hidup dan yang kekal. 1:24 Sebab: "Semua yang hidup adalah seperti rumput dan segala kemuliaannya seperti bunga rumput, rumput menjadi kering, dan bunga gugur, 1:25 tetapi firman Tuhan tetap untuk selama-lamanya².^t" Inilah firman yang disampaikan Injil kepada kamu.

Sunday, May 11, 2014.

In last evening I sleep late. We go to Mr. Stef Pelor house at Taman Harapan Baru - Bekasi. We discuss there. We discuss about politic, include politic at Manggarai. I go back late. May be on 00:30 am. I start and go back alone. When go there, I try new way after bridge. I success arrive at THB. I by pass THB, include kindergarten Cahaya Harapan. I success to find Mr. Stef Pelor's haouse at THB. We discuss there. Than I go back. When go back, I get difficult to find the way that I use when I come. I try to follow record but fail to find it. Finally I decide to follow the usually way / street. I by pass THB - Jl. Kaliabang - Jati Asih - Kampung Bogor - Villa Mutiara Gading.
When I arrive the gate already lock. I knock but Mr. Vian already sleep. I climb the fence (pagar). Than I take the key to open the door. I entrance motor cycle. I open house door. Than I sleep. On early morning Mr. Egy come. I open the door. Than I sleep again. I get up may be on 09.00 am. I fried egg. Mr. Egy get up too. He go to Cahaya Harapan School to teach Catholic Religion to students that want to get Confirmation (Sakramen Krisma). Than I shooping vegetable, tofu and cooking oil. I use Rp 26.000 to spend it. Than I cook vegetable and fried tofu. I mix with tomato. It's good. Mr. Jak Sila go to Jakarta. He go bak on evening after layover (singgah) at Mr. Stef Pelor house at THB. In afternoon, we lseep. Than prepare myself to go to church. Mr. Egy get up too. We go together. We go to Saint Gabriel church of Pulo Gebang, East Jakarta. We by pass Harapan Indah - Pasar Modern - Peach Blossom school - BKT. Jl. Raya Bekasi - BKT - Rawa Kuning - Pulo Gebang - Taman Modern - Saint Gabriel Church of Pulo Gebang. Mr. Egy parking motor cycle. Than we entrance the church. Wow... we are late. The mass start on 17.00. I 'm not give offering money because no little money. My little money already finish when shooping vegetables. We arrive when song of introducing of Gospel.
The holy reading just as this one:

11	HARI MINGGU PASKAH IV Hari Minggu Panggilan
Kis. 2:14a,36-41; Mzm. 23:1-3a,3b-4,5,6; 1Ptr. 2:20b-25; Yoh. 10:1-10
warna liturgi Putih

   When homily the Priest speak about call (panggilan) on church as religious (kaum religius) and lay (awam). All is good. He explain about Gospel and the other holy reading. Since the beginning, The Christian accept 3 sacrament simultaneously (simultan): Sacrament of Baptism, Sacrament of Communion and   Confirmation (Krisma). East Christian Church still apply this menthod. While The West Christian Church (catholic of Rome) accept it separately with pastoral reason for chance to guide faith of Catholic people. What basic our calling? Three sacraments. Baptism, Communion and Confirmation. On Communion on end mass we get comment mission: The mass finis, please go we are sent (diutus). We are call to become Jesus become delivery peace on daily life with the others.

Than when finsih mass Mr. Egy pay parking rates. It 's Rp 1.000. Than we go back to home. I still full stomach. Mr. Egy and Mr. jack   lunch.

Today at church of Saint Michael Kranji / Saint Albertus there is event of separation with Father Joseph Jaga Dawan, SVD. He is become Provincial SVD Java. I'm not join on that mass. I mass at out of parish.

Sunday, May 18, 2014.
Ms. Fifi and Mr. Leo already get up. Father Kanis Rano, SVD too. Than Mr. Leo call Juan to get up. Juan get up but still slow. I think he already   take a bath. Evidently not yet. I take a bath. Than Juan get up. Juan get complain from her mother because use long time to take a bath. Than we are breakfast. We prepare ourselves to church. Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Father Kanis, SVD and I go to church. I by pass Kalimalang - Delta Mas - School of Trinity (Trinitas) place of Mass for Catholic people Mother Theresa of Cikarang. We are entrance. I sit down on middle place. We pray at school. Today mass of concelebrated (konselebrasi). The main concelebrated is Father Samuel Pangestu, Pr while the the other priest is Father Kanis, SVD. Father Samuel indtocutory speech, father Kanis homily. He speak about Jesus Christ as way and life stone (1 Peter 2:4-9; John 14:1-12). Jeus Christ is stone departure (batu pijak) in our life," father Kanis says. Today is call day at Mother Theresa Cikarang. The Priest, brither , sister - SVD, projo, Jesuit, CB - come to make promotion (promosi). There are 2 way alternative calling on Cathilic kife: life of family and life of monastic (membiara). The monastic life have many type just as sister (CB, SSps, PRR, CP, etc), the men way just as SJ, OFM, SVD, Pasionis, SMM, etc. Regardless (apapun) 0f type of call need commitment (komitmen) and focus. " Father samuesl Pangestu says. The choir handle by students of Saint Don Bosco Taman Sentosa - Cikarang. They sing of song : Lord How Can I Repay. I ask it when finish mass. I success to get it from Ms Endang, teacher of   Saint Don Bosco school.
I have program to go to visit my brother Mr. Hila today at Delta Mass. i exit mass / building of Trinity. I ask people how the way to go to Delta Mass. I as a man. Evidently he is from Aimere - Bajawa. We by the way. Evidently he willing to delivery me to Delta Mas. We by the way. He si working at Prudential Insurance that have office at Sudirman street of Jakarta. "I know it," I say. Who is that man?" He is Bajawa people of Aimere. His name is Marsy. He   already have family. He already have 2 children. His wife from Bajawa. "Had you merried? he ask me. "Oh... not yet," I answer. Please looking for faster," I say. We by the way. When I arrive at Riviera, Mr. Hila still relax in front of house. We entrance. We by the way. Mr. Marsy give bussiness card of name to us. He no drink. He hurry up to go back to prospect to the other customer. Than I by the way with Mr. Hila. "How aboput your plan, resign or no from your company? I ask. " I will resign. than go back on June 21, 2014. I will stop to work on June 11, 2014. My weakness is if already decide something it is done. For me, work at company is eliminate of human resource," he says. I will work as farmer," he says. Than he massafe me. I fell so sick. Than Mr. Bona come. He is sleeping. Than Mr. Leo, Father Kanis and Mr. Nando come. We by the way. Mr. Hila continuse to massage me. Than I take a bath. Than go back to Mr. leo house. At home, Mr. Beny, Mr. Marcel already come. We by the way that we are   talking / by the way. Than we are eating / lunch. We are eating of chicken. Than we are rest. I'm take a rest. Than get up, take a bath. Than we discuss about Manggarai culture. We hear Father Kanis experience about Sumba mentality and culture. He was practicing (apprentice) at East Sumba. Sumba people so relax, slow, the society people life on gradation (caste = kasta). They slow mentality just as Manggarai situation 50 years ago. Their style is shepherd (gembala). "I try to communicate and dialog with them culture of Merapu." Father Kanis says. Than we supper. We supper use chicken again. Than we go back. Mr. Leo delivery   us. Mr. Beny, Juan and Mr. leo delivery us (Father Kanis Rano, SVD, Mr. Andy, Mr. Nando and I) to Jakarta. Mr. Nando help to drive car. We permission to Ms Fifi, Alfred. Mr. Hila   and Mr. Marsel go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Bona go back to Kerawang. We by pass to Tall - Cikampek Jakarta - Exit at gate of tall of Rawa mangun - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Pramuka - Jl. Matrman - SOVERDI Matraman. Father Kanis, SVD xeit. We entrance to soverdi. Than we go back to Cempaka . Jl. Percetakan - Jl. Pramuka - Taoll Jakarta - Cikampek - exit at West   Bekasi - Mm Bekkasi - Kranji - Harapan Indah - Than Mr. Leo - Mr. Beny and Juan go back to Cikarang. Their sacrifice very big to me. In car Mr. Leo try to motivate his son, Juan to entrance to seminary. "If you entrance to seminary you get good education, leading character. You can go to the other world, just as Father kanis Rano, SVD, can go to Brazil, Europe, etc.
I take my motor cycle at Jl. Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Than I drive it to home. I arrive at VMG may be at 23.00. "You get warm greeting from Father Kanis Rano, SVD," I say to Mr. Jack , Mr. Egy and Mr. Vian. Than I wash my head. Than I pray than I sleep.

Sunday, May 25, 2014 - Saint Albertus Harapan Indah Bekasi
I get up early is on 04.00 am. Today there is big match soccer, Champion Final, Real Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. I'm oversleep (ketiduran). In Indonesia, SCTV display (tayangkan) it. I get up. No dream that I remember during sleep at 10.00 pm - 04.00 am. I open the television. The match recent finish but still left submit of throphy. The host is Donna Agnesia. From him I know that Madrid get winner of the match with score 4 -1. Atletico make first goal by Godin on 35 minute that replay (balas) by Ramos on injury time so get extra time. On Extra time Garet Bale, Marcelo and Ronaldo make goal. The total score 4 -1. Madrid get ten winner of Champion League. Than I sleep again. I have dream. I just as present on one place just as at Jakarta, Java. I am on road   just as road at Suka Bumi or Manggarai, South Jakarta. I arrive at a bridge. I just as wait while wait something. I don't know there are Wela people around there. Suddenly, Rony come. They still lunch on tent stalls (warung tenda). I go to there. I see Mr. Alex Madji available there too. I'm just as shy to greetings. Than I back to bridge direction. I see to sea. Just as I see people walk / sit down on sea. They want to come to mainland (daratan). They are just as Papua people. They are black. They no use dress. May be 3 men that do it. On the around area just as I see Mr. Pius and his staff. They bring something. Mr. Pius from Maluku.    What meaning of this dream??
***
Than I get up. I prepare myself to Church. I take a bath than go to church. I arrive late there after   Gospel Reading. The priest read about Jesus Christ that help Christian people with send Holy Spirit (Parakletos) to entertain (menghibur) Christian people. When finish mass the priest introduce himself. "I'm father John, MSC. I'm from Maluku that growth up at Papua. My cousin is parish priest here, Father Anton...., SVD,. I'm 21 years   become priest. His capability to speech so good. I think he is from Flores. Than I join on mass. I'm not accept communion because late. Foe this, I discipline to myself. When finish mass I see the people that I know. I meet with Mr. Rolando - former ICT teacher of JPS. Now he is teach at Penabur International school of Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta. I see JPS students just as Andrew (Primary 4), Kent (P4), Thomas (P1C), Cleo (KG), Steve (P4), . I sit down to read the holy read. Than I pray Rosary. Thomas come. He disturb me. I invite him to pray. Than I exit. I see Pricil (P4) still join on Religion Lesson for first communion. Today they exercise confession (mengaku dosa). The religion teacher teach student about it. I security place, I meet Mr. Martono. We by the way. We talk about Mr. Aloy Nosson that his son pass away (meninggal) on last week, Monday, 19, 2014. We want to celebrate pray here (Saint Albertus church) - Harapan Indah on 19.00 pm." he says. Than I go back. In brach to VMG way I stop to buy papaya. In Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah I buy vegetable (cucumber, carrot, tofu, tempeh, tomato). Than I coot it at home. Than Mr. Egy come. When finish cook the food I'm sleeping. In afternoon I get up. I cook vegetable than eat again at afternoon. Than Mr. Egy and I go to Church to pray for Oswadus Eko Wahyudi - Mr. dan Mrs Aloy's son. We entrance to auditorium. Than change to church. The pray lead by Mr. Tickno and Mr. Hendri. "Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi is the good boy / child / young. I join on church activity. Mr. Aloy is activist of Saint Albertus Church. They very obey to God. What is they decrease so God call Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi on young age? This mistery of life. Life for Chistian people is deposit (titipan) of God. When the God take only Him that know. We only know surrender to him. Ayub attitude very good to apply on this situation: On all situation thank to God. "The Lord that give, the Lord that take, praise to Lord". So many people that join on this pray. I see JPS students, junior and senior students. We get food of box. We eat. I talk with Mr. Nico Nohos. "Mr. Aloy is my little father," he says. Than we by the way than go back to home. Mr. Egy drive motor cycle. In home we check the gas stove because Vita's mother ask about gas. May be on our house the gas is leak. We check but no leak. "In Church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah we smell the gas too," Mr. Egy says. :May be activity of mining (penambangan). Than I open computer to work but I work not effective. Mr. Jack and Mr. Vian come. The situation so hot. I sleep late.

**
In church I remember my    dream. I try to connect. "Wow... may be this is dream on last morning have link with situation now. Than I meet father from Maluku   that stay at Papua. Mr. Pius from Maluku, former member of MSC region congregation (kongregasi). May be this fact that show on dream. The dream show it earlier that reality / fact. The spirit / soul activity come earlier than fact.

** I see separator busway. Wow... the busway start and stop at Pasar Modern Bekasi," I say with happy.

Monday, June 1, 2014 - I pray at Harapan Indah church ??

Monday, June 8, 2014 - I join on mass at Cikarang - Mother Theresa of Cikarang - I join on Mr. Leo's car. Together Father Kens Rano, SVD. Than we go back eralier because I want to join pray at Saint Alfonsus I group. I'm bring homily. I go back earlier. I go to housing..., near Harapan Mulia. It's Mr. Yunus's house. Ms Yunus talk me abut her family that still single.

Monday, June 15, 2014 - pray at Rawa Mangun church. I come late. I arrive when Our Father pray. I take the text. Today is Trinity celebration. I see Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM. He is Fransiscan member that    fundraising (galang) fee for orphan of Saint Vincentius of Kramat Jakarta. Today Jakarta is cloud. I come late. After massage by Mr. Hila I sleep than get up on 17.00 pm. Than I go to Rawangaun catholic Church. I use bus way. I entrance to   Utan Kayu shelter. I stop at Velodrome shelter. I go to church. I go to there to pray. Than I eat aw place of food - Warung Tegal Bahari - I pay IDR 13.000. It is expensive (rice, vegetable, fish). Than I go to Rawamangun terminal. I buy ticket to Denpasar on June 19, 2014. I get ticket of Lorena Rp 435.00 per passanger. The other about Rp 350.000. I imprest Rp 500.000 (for Mr. Hila and I). Than I want to Pulo Gadung. Than I remember the busway. It is good use busway to Harapan Indah. I . I wait enough long. I entrance at Arion . Wait long. Than the busway come. I entrance. Than stop at T.U Gas. Wait long again to continue to Pulo Gadung and wait long again to Harapan Indah. This is the first experience I use busway to Harapan Indah. The busway to Harapan Indah start   on about middle may 2014. I arrive at harapan Indah shelter   on 21.00. I pay Rp 7.000 for transportation from Cempaka - stop at Rawamangun - than use busway again to Harapan Indah. Than I use motor cycle. I pay the parking place Rp 6.000. Today I worry because the rain that make road is wet and slippery (licin). Lucky I safe. The road at harapan Indah still good. In home, I wash my dress and take a bath. Than sleep. Thank you Lord. Today I'm so late to go to church.

Mr Nando share information to me that there is show abot Manggarai culture - Nggereang - at Gedung Kesenian Jakarta (GKJ). Mr. Hilau Sempaut - our family - father - come to accompany the team. The show on Monday, June 16, 2014. "If not go to Lembang Bandung - I very like to watch it. I interrsant about it. "I will take of it on video," Mr. nando say. It is very good. I want to watch of it," I say. Evidently, Mr. Nando is absent towatch it. Only Mr. Leo Dunu that watch it. I can not watch it because still out bond and workshop at Lembang - Bandung, West Java on June 16, 2014.

Sunday, June 22, 2014.
Today, I absent worship to God because still on the way from Java to Flores. I start from Jakarta on Thursday, June 19, 2014. On Sunday, we on the way. The position is at Sumbawa Island on Dunia Mas Bus. This day, we running Sumbawa Island, from Pototano until at Sape. Dunia Mas stop at Bima than we   rent car to Sape. Mr. Fery, Mr. Hila, Mr. Widodo   and I collect the money for rent car. We pay Rp 300.000. Mr. Widodo   give money Rp 100.000. In only accept Rp 50.000 because our material many while their material only few but consist of 3 persons. In Sape we stop on waiting room. We are walk around. We are seem tired. I see view there. No worship today. In afternoon, the rain come.

Sunday, June 29, 2014
Today I join on mass at Golowelu Church. I'm holisday. Father Selus Juanda lead the mass.

Monday, July 30, 2014.
Holy mass of Kelas Father Yakobus Babur at Wela - Father Alo Gambur,Pr that lead mass.

Sunday, July, 6, 2014.
I arrive at Jakarta. I join on mass at Saint PASKHALIS, cEMPAKA pUTIH. fATHER   Egy Ngarut, OFM that lead mass. I join mass at afternoon. I together Rio. We use Mr. John motor cycle. Mr. Rio drive motor cycle. The big rain come. We wait until the rain stop, Than we go back. Mr. Rio and I eat at   Waryng Bu Supami. We eat chicken soup. Than we go back we by the   way. We sleep at Jakarta.

Sunday, July 13, 2014. I absent because I join on Saturday mass, July 12, 2014 at Harapan Indah churxh of Saint Albertus. Father Anton, SVD - from Bajawa that lead mass. I come late today.

Sunday, July 20, 2014. I join at mass at Saint Gabriel............ Pulo Gebang Church. I come from Bintaro use train. In Bintaro the rain since midle day. We go there to join on give thanks Mr. Beny - Ms Rilis's daughter that still born on last month. This is Selapanan. I'm late to join on mass. During two weeks I come late. Improve yourself, Franck.

Sunday, July 27, 2014
Father Flory, SVD, Mr. Alex, Mr. Festo, Mr. Rino and I go to church at Saint Laurensia, ..... BSD, Serpong. We start from Mr. Alex house at Graha raya - Bintaro. We use Mr. Alex car. We arrive there . Saint Laurensia church just as Cathedreal of jakarta. The reading about: "KS seumpama orang yang menyimpan harta di bawah tanah".. (....). :Dulu, orang Timur Tengah simpah harta bendanya di bawah tanah. Tak ada yang tahu. Di kemudian hari orang mencari. Berbahagialah orang yang mendapatnya" demikian kotbah pastor.   Lalu kami pulang. Kami makan malam di rumah Egy. Kami bakar sate ayam sambil makan ikan kencana . Than I sleep on 12.00 pm. I get up late in the morning

Sunday, August 3, 2014.
I have panning to go to Jakarta today. I think how the effectively, mass at Jakarta or Harapan Indah. I fail discipline to mass at Harapan Indah. I'm get up late. So I decide to mass at Jakarta. I fill time with play at school.
I go back at 15.00 pm. I cook food, lunch than start to Jakarta. The time almost 15.00 pm. Seldom I think to mass at Pulo Gebang. I see the time to show at 17.00, time for mass at Saint Gabriel church of Pulo Gebang. I decide to mass at Jakarta at Cempaka Putih (17:30 pm; Matraman at 18:00 and   Kramat at 17:00 and Cathedral at 19:00.. I see depend situation when arrive there. I fill fuel at Pertamina Jl. Bulevard Hijau. We are queue. Than I go to place bike care at Pondok Ungu. I save it. In near river, I meet Mr. Taufan still bear (memikul) gallon of water. Than we by the way. "Happy Eid Mubarok (Idulfitri) to you,: I say to him. When you homecoming (mudik)? " I ask. "Oh... I'm only here, want become groove (lurah) here," he joke. Where do you go to?" he ask. I want to Jakarta use bus. I recent save motor cycle at bike care," I answer. "Please save at bike cake my neihbour," he suggest while show it at edge of river. Than I continue my journey. The busway just start when I arrive at Harapan Indah shelter. I'm regret. Still avilable. Still available busway. I entrance. I sit on back of line chair. I'm sleepy. I'm sleeping on busway. The situation safe because cold. I sleep until at brach of Cakung Tool. The passabger of busway not very full. I pay Rp 3.5000. I pay manual, not use flazz card. The bus stop at Pulo Gadung. We exit there while transit. I go to Cathedral church. Lucky the busway by pass shelter of Juanda. The crew of busway move to left side? Why? Because the position gate of Shelter (halte at left side). Some shelters (RSAPD - DEPLU - GAMBIR - ISTGLAl -). Than he move to right again according the position of gate of shelter. I stop at Juanda Shelter. Than I   exit it. I go to Cathedral church. I change dress at toilet of Cathedral. I use batik when to entrance the church. When I entrance, I get sms from Mr. Anto about money to pay rent house. "Please wait. I will pay it tomorrow," I say. I'm still at Cathedral church now to pray / mass," I say to him. In church I find a child of boy. He is active. He want to play   bless water on front church. He make wet his hand than make sign to his parent face. The choir today is OMB (Atholic Youth Group) from the other parish (Kramat, Matrman, Pademangan). The good chaor usually from out of parish," the priest say. Than I go back. I come to Juanda shelter again. I use busway . I use manual way. Pay with money not use flash card. We by pass Pasar Baru - Katedral - Borobudur - Senen - Pal Putih Kramat - Matraman. I transit there - than wait car to Pramuka. The busway come. I entrance to busway. I stop at shelter of Utan Kayu. I exit from shelter.I eat chicken soup ther. I only enjoy soup of chicken wiith cost rp 8.000. I see family that eat there that have child of twin. They are boys. Than I go to Gabg Bacang. I want to visit Mr. Rony - Festo - Josept rent of house. They are recent move rent house from Mardani. I call Rony but he is still Cikini. I want to delivery coffee to him. Than I call Mr. Agus. He still at shop of Percetakan Negara to shooping. "Please wait in Mr. Robert place former kos," he answer. I do it. Than Mr. Agus come. We entrance. Their kost have guest room. We by the way. I entrusted (titip) document and coffee to Mr. Rony. Than I go back. When I arrive at road, Mr. Rony cs come. They delivery me to their rent house. I entrance. It's big house. We by the way. Mr. Marcel and Mr. Rino want to go back to Cikarang. Mr. Agus come. The data we give to Mr. Yoseph to give to Mr. Alex or Father Flory that want to holiday to Wela on Friday, August 8, 2014.   Than we go back. Mr. John delivery me to Harapan Indah at place   of bike care (penitipan motor). Than I go out from his motor cycle than take my motor cycle at bike care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to VMG. I arrive with safe. I thanksgiving to God for the brothers love. Than I'm sleeping

Sunday, August 10, 2014

I go to Saint Albertus of Harapan Indah Bekasi. I want to join on first mass. I go to there. I arrive late when Gospel Reading. The mass lead by guest priest. Today is the the feast (hari raya) Saint Mary go to Heaven, that ussually celebrate on August 15. In church I see JPS students and family. They are Matheew - Edward and families (father - mother - ), Prisca dan her sister (JHS), her older sister and her youngerst brother, Henry and her mother, Felicia and her mother. Than I see Pascal and his family.
Than I go back. We have schedule to community service (kerja bakti) at our housing, VMG. I arrive at VMG about 08.00. I don't see people that community service (kerja bakti). I cook vegetables than clean of house. I call Mery. Than I go to school. I call Mr. Beny. We talk about our family and village. We are so calm (diam = gemek - Manggarainese -   and arrogant -sombong).

Saturday, August 16, 2014

I go to church at afternoon. I late arrive there. Today, the mass lead by Father Heru, SVD. Yesterday, Friday, August 15, 2014, Farher Heru, SVD lead mass at JPS. Today I arrive late at church, may be when homily. I 'm not accept communion. I give punishment to myself if late no need to accept communion, Jesus' body.

Saturday, August 23, 2014.

I get up late. I clean house. I'm wash dress than clean and wash home. I get sweat (keringat). I clean all part of home, front, middle, room, back and toilet. Than I cook food. I breakfast. Than I go to Pertamina to refill the wind of motor cycle. It's free. Than I want to place of pay of electric. "No open". Ask to the people there. "The electric office seldom open seldom close," they say. I buy fruit of banana Rp 3.000 for one part. Than I buy vegetable. I want to make soup. I pay Rp 3.000. I buy pumpkin, eggs. I pay all Rp 10.000. Than I make vegetable. When finish it, I start to Jakarta. I drive motor cycle. I save it at daycare motors at near Aqua / Pondok Ungun. "Please give card to me," I say to staff daycare motorc." "Sorry, no ticket because already finish," he say. I try to understand with his answer. I try to believe although it is risk to me because if lose, no evidende to me to claim. But I try to optims to them. Is it right? " Iask in my heart. I'm worry and axious (cemas). I try is it roght just as what the staff said. Than I on foot to Harapan Indah shelter. I entrance to bus of TJ0102. The bus lux. The time show at 12.00 am. The busway start at 12:10 pm. I'm sleeping. I have dream but not dream. I sit down at back line chair. This is the big bus. Until at Pulo Gadung not very full the bus, still have empty space.
I transit at Pulo Gadung. I want to Matraman to take photo at Fuji Film. I use bus to Kalideres. This is the lux bus. The bus not very full until at Senen. I transit at Senen. I want to Matrman to take photo at Fuji Film. I want enough long busway from Ancol to Melayu. Than The busway come. I entrance. I stop Matraman shelter. Than i entrance to Fuji Film place. I give the ticket. I get it. I see a girl crying. She is pretty. She complain to her mother but her mother just as careless. She still firm (tegas). Than I exit. I looking for Metromini 46 to Pulo Gading. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at Sentral Hotel. Than I on foot to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus's contract house. They are available (Mr. Rony, Mr. Yoseph). Mr. John and Mr. Rio available there. We by the way. I ask Rio to buy cake ( fried= gorengan). We talk about Wela. I get call from Nelty, our sister that study at Surabaya. "I already finish my study. I will graduation on next September 2014. I will go to Jakarta before go back to Manggarai," she said. "Okay, congratulation," I say.. In afternoon, I borrow Mr. John's motor cycle to go to church of Cemapaka Putih. I'm still clumsy (kagok) to drive it. In Cempaka Indah I meet security. "Wow.. you have new motor cycle," he said. "Oh...no, it's my brother motor cycle," I say. Than I go to Saint Paskhalis church. I late when Lord Mercy. May be I late 10 minutes. I pay parking Rp 2.000. I pay offering money. There are deacon and priest. Is it Jimmy priest?. Than I go back to Rawasari/ Gang Bacang, Jl. B1 RT 07 RW 07, to rent house of Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus. When I arrive they already supper. Than I supper. The menu are: rice, vegetable, fish, soup. Than we by the way. Than I go to police office to ask letter of description (keterangan) about my material that lose. I want to make new identity card. I on foot to police office of Kayu Awet. I meet Mr. Hasto. We dialog. "Please give description about address according on identity card. I'm throe (kelabakan) because not know it. "Sorry, I go back to my brother rent house to ask it. I on foot again to Mr. Rony's rent house. Than I write it. I on foot to police office. Than I continue to give information. Mr. Hasto service me nicely. He not ask money. "Thank you Mr. Hasto," I say. Than I go back with on foot. I meet Mr. Jony and Ms Flo that may be looking for food for supper. We by the way. Mr. Jony want to delivery me and leave her wife. They sorry (kasihan) to me. 'Oh...no, no need, I want to on foot," I say. Than we advance our activity. I arrive at Mr. Rony - Festo's house of contract. We by the way. There are Mr. Agus, Ms Hedvy and some Manggarai people.   Than I talk with Mr. Rony and Mr. John about opportunity of bussiness at Pandang - Lembor that share by Mr. Simon Gadur. It is red brick bussiness," John said. We should be carefully. We should be study from Mr. Don Jebaru that bought milling machine (mesin giling) of rice . On first the family support than no support," Mr. John says. So, Mr. Don bankrupt (bangkrut). "Please you join on school. You are match become leader at village," I say. We talk about Tarsi Makur. It is good if he get junior and senior certificate in order to easy   to full fill   requirements (persyaratan) become leader in Wela. Than I go back to Bekasi. I use Busway. I entrance to Utan kayu shelter. In front of Sentral Hotel. I see people that dealing of loving. They are adult man and women. The girl may be Sunda women. Why their friend call" Teteh...teteh...". I enjoy the Jakarta situation. I entrance to shelter. The time at 21.00 pm/ The busway come. It is the lux busway. I entrance. I get chair. I sit down.   The bus until at Pulo Gadung. Than I entrance to sehelter to Harapan Indah. Is still have bus to Harapan Indah? I I ask. "it is still availabel," the busway staff say. I'm happy. Lucky for me. The bus come. It's lux and articulated (gandeng) buses. I sit down. I stop at harapan Indah shelter. I by pass way to cross people. I rise hand to ask permission to by pass. I in foot to daycare motor cycle. I ask to staff there. Evidently my motor cycle still avilable there. Thanks Lord. The dtaff commit to care the owner motor cycle onthough save without ticket because fisih of ticket. Thank you Lord. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to go bck to mome at Vila Mutiara Gading. I save arrive there. I set the back. than rest.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Today I want to mass at Jakarta. I'm tired. After breakfast I start to school. Mr. Ben already there. I open email. I answer question of Nando about his installment (cicilan) payment. . He think already finish evidently not yet. I write on blog too. I feel hungry. I careless about discipline to eat, I decide to go back at 15:00. I buy food at Harmony shelter. I eat rive, long bean, tempeh,tofu, heart and....(ampla). I pay Rp 10.000. Than I go back. I shooping vegetable. I pay Rp 10.000 at intersection near Kampung Bogor - Rawa Indah.
Than I set file of lecture. I check the rice. Evidently still enough. I forget it. "severe (parah) my memory," I say in my heart. Than I take a bath. Than I start to Church. I all my brothers, Mr. John and Mr. Rony to ask about Jphn's schedule to go back to Manggarai. But, not response when I call on their mobile. I decise to cancel to Jakarta. I decide to mass at Pulo Gebang. I satrt. I se motor cycle. I wear Batik dress that I take from dry place."Wow... just as my body distrurb. Just as have ant. I' disturb. Although it I try to handle it with hold it. On this situation, this experience make me get inspiration make Manggarai poem (goe't). just as below. I drive motor cycle. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Rawa Kuning. I ask people there about way toPulo Gebang/ Taman Modern. He answer but   not according my mind. I find way of path. May be in last time I ever by pass here. I ask people once time. Than I find the way. I arrive at Saint Gabriel Church of Pulo Gebang. I entrance toilet first. I hear song of Our Father (Bapa Kami). Wow... I'm so late. I entrance. I get text about mass. I read bible: " You are the Messiah (Mesias),the Son of living God" (Engkau adalah Mesias, Putra Allah yang hidup).
Than the mass finish. I go back too. May be only 20 minutes I'm at chuch. In parking area I see my friend of office, Ms Deby with her husband, Mr........ from Ende. We by the way. "We come to Saint Albertus, evidently no afternoon mass, so we come here," they sai. They stay at   Mutiara Gading City, near Harapan Indah.   Than I go back. I come to school to write on blog.

272. NUNDA (take from

Hau ata pande da't hitu:

Nahi penong nom one longkorm
Nahi penong mentik one wekim
Nahi penong majung one pasum
Nahi penong menggot one senggongm
Nahi penong lali (wani) one wai'm
Nahi penong rangang one rangam
Nahi penong mbotas one bokakm
Nahi penong nako one salongm
Nahi penong kuang one tukam

(Inspirasi katel weki eta lobo Motor - Ngo ngaji, am wajol mentik. Emi bajo batik one mai tempat pari, langsung suki - VMG - Kampung Bogor - Jl. Boulevar - HI - KBT - Geraja St. Gabriel Pulo Gebang, - JPS 31 Agustus 2014.) --- Proses Kreatif)

Sunday, September 7, 2014
I go to Cathedral Jakarta to mass. I start on 18:00 from VMG. I join on afternoon / evening mass. I save my motor at Cakung station. I pay train ticket Rp 8500 to Juanda station. I wait train. The train come on 18:45 pm. I entrance. I stop at   Juanda station. Than I on foot to Cathedral church. I arrive there when may be people pray. I join until finish. When finish I meet Mr. Gaspar and his special friend. We by the way. We share information. Than I go to Cathedral bookstore. I want to get CD for religion. Evidently no available there. Than I go out. I meet with Mr. Fridus Broto. We still have family relation. We are one ancestor. Mr. Fridus shooping tea of bottle to mme. We drink in gate Cathedral church. Mr. Fridus want to buy home at Pondok Ungu Permai (PUP), Bekasi. Than I go back. I use train. In Juanda station I see picture of PT KAI is Mr. Ignas Johan. He renewal train system at Indonesia so seem neat of management. He is success to manage it. The train come. I entrance. I stop at Cakung. Than I pay Rp 6.000 for parking area. I arrive at VMG. I sleep.

Sunday, September 14, 2014.

I go to the Saint Albertus Church. I join on the first mass. The mass lead by guest priest. He is missionary (misionary of SVD) that get mission job at Madagaskar country at Afrika continent. He is priest Pius Rego, SVD. He is from Flores. Alredy 7 years he is at Madagaskar. Than I go back. I buy   fungi (jamur) and the other vegetable. I shooping Rp 18.000. I cook food. Than Mr. John come. "Our grandmother Wihelmina already pass away at Lasang on last week. he says. "Oh... ever dream about her on this week," I say. Evidently it is the time for separation with her. May be she permission to me. I very love her. When holiday on last July 1, 2014, I visited her at Lasang. I went to Lasang together Saver Aban. I use Mr. Gusty Jata's motor cycle. I permission for moment to school to take my laptop. There I write this blog.

Sunday, September 21, 2014
Join on first mass. Come before start the mass. The mass lead by Priest from Sanggau, Kalbar. He is CP. I forget his name. In church I meet JPS students: Priska (SHS),   Geby , P2, Alicia, P 4, Sisilia PA. He invite her families to shake hand to me. Thank you Sisilia. I meet JPS teacher, Saint James (Jakobus ) teacher.

Sunday, September 28, 2014
Join on first mass. Come late. I start late (08.30) from home because eat first. I refill fuel first. Than I continue my jpurney to church of Saint Albertus - Harapan Indah. I stay out of church. I see Mr. Beny Ayung - Primary Principal of JPS. I see Mr. Tomy too. Than I continue my journey to Jakarta. I save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I use bus way. The busway start at 10.00 am. In bus I read the mass text, especially the Devine Word. I'. sleeping. We stop at Pulo Gadung. We transit. I use car to Kalideres. it is the old car. There is family that bring a baby. The bus move. Pounding (hentakan) bus enough strong so may be disturb the mother of baby. The mother of baby make trick to protek her baby that still sleep. I stop at shelter Cempaka Putih Timur. I transit to go to Jl. Pramuka. I wait busway that to there. The busway come. I stop at shelter of BPKB, Jl. Pramuka. I see around (sekeliling) shelter so many cow. At Utan Kayu area so many cow that still display to transaction. What transaction? . This is day near   Eid Al- Adha (Idul Adha) that which the Moslem people need many cow and goat (kambing) for sacrifice. Eid Al- Adha alias Eid Sacrifice (Idul Kurban). The busway come. I entrance on it. I at Utan Kayu shelter. I on foot to Mr. Rony - Mr. Festo's rent house. I postpone to go there because I meet Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr.Marcel. They want to go to Kampung Ambon to join at San Pio's cup turnament. Mr. Rony already go to there. I by the way to them. "Congratulation because you study again about Post graduate of Philosophy at STFD," they say. Thank you, the work that weight," I say. Than we use taxy. A whilte taxy stop. We entrance. We are 5 peoples. The drive have objection to use metered (argo) taxi. Than we exit. Than we wait the other taxi. I join for moment. "Where are you from? the driver ask. "According to you?" we ask. "From Papua," he said. "No, we are from Flores," we say. Where from are you? we ask him. I' from west Java. I stop at shelter LIA Pramuka. I entrance to   shelter busway. I pay ticket rp 3.500. I wait bus enough long. The bus come. I entrance. The passaaengers full. At shelter of BPKB the crew of Busway entrance too. The other passengers too. There are students that go back from sport of Sunday. They use sport clothing. They are group, boys and gilrs. In one chair one students seem tired. He is sleeping while one feet put above the other feet. It is disturb the other passenger that want to mobile. He is sleeping seriously. His friend laugh him. His friend laugh with satisfied. I'm smile too. There is girls student that interesat. Her teeth is   clean (white). She care to herself. It is nice to see. Their group exit at   Arion (Velodrome shelter?). Than we continue our journey. This bus not stop permanent at TU Gas. Usually transit there. I'm curious (penasaran). I ask to crew bus way (driver?). What is sign the bus that direct to Pulo Gadung?" I ask. "No sign speciall on bus. "It is depan on SPJ (surat perintah jalan)," he asnwer. We only do it. "Why not all direct to Pulo Gadung. As passenger I'm lose time because wait at TU Gas enough long again," I ask. "Because all of us that not follow rule. Not only you that lose the time but I'm too. If you want to complain please call to management," he says. He seem offended (tersinggung) with this question. We arrive at Pulo Gadung. I'm thirsty. I buy 2 parts of papaya. I see around (sekeliling) terminal. I see Dunia Mas bus prepare to go to Bima. When holiday, I often use this bus. Than I pay the papaya. I pay Rp 4.000 for 2 parts. "The price of papaya at Pulo Gadung more cheap if comppare with papalya price at Bekasi. At Bekasi usually Rp 2500 until Rp 3000 per part," I say. I entrance to shelter Pulo Gadung. I wait bus to Harapan Indah. The bus come. I entrance. I'm sleepy in bus. We stop at Harapan Indah. I on foot to place of bike care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to school to write blog (include this experience).

Sunday, October 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after mass. I start on 06:00. The Moslem people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They pray (Sholat Ied) at road on 06:00. In Kampung Bogor I can not by pass. "Please by pass the alternative way," they says. I do it. With this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor. I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning lone because Moslem people busy to pray of Ed al- Adha. The Father......, SVD - Head priest - lead mass. I'm late when read of Gospel. I'm shame. I'm not accept communion. I go back to home. No perople sale vegetable today. Mr. Harnoto and I cook nuddle, fried tempe, tofu,. Than we eat together. The Moslem neighbor share sacrifial meat (daging kurban) to us. I ask Ms. Iis (Bu De) to make it. I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice, jackfruit (nangka) vegetable and ....(bakwan). I eat so much. "So many....., Dimas say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school to take text of text P6 than make count score. I write this expereince too.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Sunday, Octobber 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after mass. I start on 06:00. The Moslem people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They pray (Sholat Ied) at road on 06:00. In Kampung Bogor I can not by pass. "Please by pass the alternative way," they says. I do it. With this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor. I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning lone because Moslem people busy to pray of Ed al- Adha. The Father......, SVD - Head priest - lead mass. I'm late when read of Gospel. I'm shame. I'm not accept communion. I go back to home. No people sale vegetable today. Mr. Harnoto and I cook nuddle, fried tempe, tofu,. Than we eat together. The Moslem neighbor share sacrifial meat (daging kurban) to us. I ask Ms. Iis (Bu De) to make it. I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice, jackfruit (nangka) vegetable and ....(bakwan). I eat so much. "So many....., Dimas say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school to take text of text P6 than make count score. I write this experience too. In home I see the meat that already make by Ms Iis. I try to avoid to eat this. I worry my hypertension is recurrence (kumat). Mr. Harnoto eat it but so little. Than On Monday of afternoon I trough it.

Sunday, October 12, 2014. Catholic and Moelem meet on Humanity (Environment, clean, healt, water)
I get up on 05:30 am. I want to join on first mass. I go to there. I'm late."Life alone, permanent late (hidup sendiri, telat melulu), Mr. Stanis says. Mr. Stanis is Saint Albertus Church of security. He is from Lembata / Adonara, East Flores. Wow... his word is so sharp. Thank you, Mr. Stanis.
I join on mass. Father Frans, SVD (?) that lead mass. Than I go back. When I arrive at VMG, Block B, the neighbor still busy to work to clean the gutter (got). I ask Mr. Harnooto to join. We work together. We take the mud from gutter. Than we clean it. We work together. There is Catholic dan Moslem family people that prepare the food (rice, soup, tempeh, tofu, nuddle), fruit, water. I join to   do it. I eat first. This is example the good tolerance. We work until at 13:00. The cart (gerobak) to carry the sack (karung) of mud broken the tire. We repair it. We trout out mud that fill to sack (karung) than load to cart (gerobak) of water. We work together: adut, child, women, men, all participate to finish it. The need make us work together. Than on 13.30 I'm sleep. I seem so sleep.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I get up early. I decide to join on second mass at Church of Saint Albertus harapan Indah, Bekasi. I come on time. In church I meet Gio and his parents and his family. Gio is Mr. Bone's boy. Mr. Bone from Cibal - Manggarai. Gio play at church. I block him to play with free. H e is report / complain to his parent. His father invite me to go play to their house. "Please come and play to home," I he said. Okay, I will come at one moment.
The mass lead by Father Andang L. Binawan. He speech about tax (pajak)."Orang bijak, taat "pajak". Why pay tax" to church? . In last time church and state is one. The king include leader of religion. Than Catholic make separation it. Tax for church is participation in community is life, just as one body that consist of many members. For the good community need participation all members. Tax of church for Catholic not compusary but compliance (kerelaan). We can make solidarity to build the church.

1. Food day wordwide (Hari pangan Sedunia / HPS - October 16, 2014). The earch always enough for every people but not enough for people that greedy (serakah).
2. Put rubbish on right place to avoid pollution and flood.

When finish mass I ask him at sacristy (sakristi). I ask him to make mass for JPS school. "On school day I can not serve because I work at office, give lecture, etc. Sorry for you," he say.

I meet JPS student at chuch, just as Kristo (P3A),, Joseph, Jovanca, Junior and sehior high school student.

Than I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah. Than I go back to home. I cook vegatable than rest. I get up on 13:00. Than I prepare myself to join on prayer of Rosary. The Rosary prayer at Mr. Robert (Bajawa/ Aimere - Flores) house at Blok. For the first I entrance to their house. It is good. So many people come. Mrs. Aloy and Mr. Aloy (Yudi's parent) lead the prayer.The people that come are: Mr. and Ms Yunus (-Harapan Mulya), Mr. dan Ms......., Ms Monika, Ms Panggabean (Bali Indah), Mr. Jufry / Aloy and family (HM), Ms and Mr. Yulius, Oma and family (Rawa Indah), Ms Joko Prasojo and daughter - (Blok A ), Mr. Anto, Ms Iis, Ms....(Blok B), Ms............., and some Catholic people. Ms Monika ask about Mr. Harnoto."Where is Mr. Harnoto?". Please invite him to join on prayer. Encourage him to join," she says."Please come to Harapan Mulya HM 33 number 3, at Mr. Anom. Their child thanksgiving because accept   Baptism Sacrament. Mr. Martono invite us to come to this event. "Please invite with Mr. Harnoto," he said. "Okay, I will invite him," I say. Then we go back to home. In afternoon we by the way. I discuss with Mr. Harnoto. The evening come. We gewt guest. He is Mr. Fian - former friend that stay together me in last time. I serve (menyuguhkan) him Manggarai sugar. It is still good. We by the way. Than we permission to to to Harapan Mulya to Mr. Anom's hpuse. We know this house from Mr. Anto. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We are late. We by pass village village Pomanah. We are late. We entrsance on second event of Rosary. When finsih pray, we supper. I eat rice, grilled (bakar) fish), water melon, tempeh and   kale (kangkung) vegetable. it is good. Mr. Dedi and Ms Feny - JPS staff - join. I seem eat much of water melon. Mr. Dedi and Mr. Harnoto seem mocked (olok - ngeledek) me because eat much water melon. So many food prepare by Mr. Anom and family, just as peanut, crackers, condiment (sambal). Mr. Martono - leader of Catholic community of Saint Alfonsus I environment - give announcement, Next weet, the rosary prayer at VMG, Blok A at Mr. Joko's house," he says. Than we go back to home. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We by the way. We talk about Batik tulis. "Bati tulis show the religion". Mr. Harnoto say. "Wow... this is nice idea. I try to make relection to my culture base on this idea," I say. Than we sleep.

Sunday, October 26, 2014
Mr. Harnoto invite me jogging. I'm agree it. We jogging approximately ( around = round = sekitar) VMG housing complex. I use shoes. I jogging. Mr. Harnoto only walk. I go to Pisang Batu village. Than I go field. I talk with farmer that arrange water suction machine (mesin pompa air) to irrigate (mengari) his field. How many hectares (hektar) of this area (field = sawah)? I ask to him. It is four hectares" he answer. The water running. He take water from artificial lake (danau buatan). The water less because dry season. Than he control his field. He use many water suction machine for irrigation of his field beside Harapan Mulya housing complex. Than I jogging again. I find a people that still pull (tarik) the net after spread (menebar) it yesterday. I see carefully. He pull it with carefully. He get the freshwater fish. May be 30 minutes I observe it (memperhatikan) it. I talk with him. Some people still fishing too. Wow...the tilapia fish (ikan mujair) that people sale at intersection (perempatan) whereas (padahal) origin lake and it freshwater fish," I say. Than I go back to home. Evidently Mr. Harnoto already at home. "I can not continue my jogging because my feet dislocate (terkilir)," he says. Than we do work at home. I middle day I go JPS to read news and write blog. I want to do task of lecture but cancel because I'm not discipline with time. I often careless. Improve it, Franck.

I have plan to mass at Jakarta (Rawmangun parish - Keluarga Kudus Rawamangun)? Why I want to take book too that I order to copy on last Thursday, October 23, 2014. But my discipline today is degenerate (slump / slip down = merosot). I'm not focus because I hear music of Manggarai and write the blog. My plan to make written of lecture postpone. I prepare myself to go to home because want to Jakarta. My menu of food today is very simple (chicken soup that leftover (sisa) on last night. In kiosk I buy fresh vegetable, carrot and cuccumber. Than Mr. Harnoto cook rice. I eat it mix with cucumber. This afternon announcement of member ministery of President Jakowi and vice President Jusuf Kala. I watch it. So, I start to Jakarta at 17:30, whereas the mass at Rawamangun at 17:00.
Wow....I so slow and underestimate (meremehkan) time to pray to God. I postpone place to mass, from Rawamangun to Kathedral than to Otista parish at 19:30 pm. I never think about time and difficult to there. I so underestimate. I'm not focus. In near Medan Satria police office I take branch to   right whereas I have plan to save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Wow... disorderly(kacau). I turn back to find way to Pondok Ungu. I cancel to refill fuel whereas the position already almost finsih. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I save motor cycle there. Than I on foot Harapan Indah shelter. I getr busway. I entrance. The time at 18:00 pm but the busway just start at 18:30 pm. My feel disorderly (kacau). I'm down. I'm tired. I'm sleep in bus. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I transit. The bus come so long. I postpone to join on mass at Ottista Church. I decide to go to Cathedral. I know that the mass certainly finish. Wow... I'm not discipline. My discipline is weak. I try to rice up. I try to reflection. I fins about manggarai culture. In Galur until Cathedreal I find title book that I will write: Bambu people: A Philosophy of Manggarai People (Manusia Bambu: Suatu Filsafat Manusia Manggarai). I arrive at Juanda shelter. I stop and exit there because my destination is Cathedral church. The mass alredy finish. I go to the church. I pray for moment and read paper that cover bible. Than I go to Mary Cave (Gua Maria) that have Madonna (Patung maria). I write idea at handphone there. Than I go back. I entrance to toilet at security than go to Juanda shelter to access busway. I entrance. Only me the passanger. I stop at Pasar Baru shelter because busway want to turn to Kali Deres. I exit. That time I feel my body weak. Wow... this is sign less of   nutrient (gizi). I entrance to busway to Cilitan. I not aware when arrive at Tegalan Matraman. I I exit at matraman. I'm wrong again. My purpse stop at Matraman but I stop at Tegalan - Matraman. I exit. I looking for food. I entrance to Padang Restaurant. I ask the food. "The rice of food with price about Rp 20.000. "Wow...I cancel to buy there. I go to Tegalan place. I eat fried rice mix egg. I pay rp 10.000. Than I on foot to Matraman. I entrance to shelter Matraman. I want to Pulo Gadung. I cancel my plan to go to Rawa mangun to take book.   I wait bus enough long. The time show at 10.30 pm. The bus come. I entrance. The bus go direct to Pulo Gadung. No busway again to Pulo Gadung. I'm loss (rugi) today, jus as story Lebay malang - go to headwater (hulu) fail, go to downstream (hilir) fail. Join on mass fail, take book at Rawamangun fail. This is multiple fail. I loss transportation money about 27.500 (food and transportation). This is result not discipline. I regret to myself but I still accept myself. I decide to use middle car to Harapan Indah, It is red car number 20. I sit down in front of near driver. I pay Ro 4.000. I stop at Pondok Ungun brach. I take my motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. The fuel almost finsih. I come to il station of Pertamamina but already close. Wow... the fail of today layered (berlapis). I go back to VMG. I stop at intersection of Bulevard. I buy banana Rp 5.000. I eat 3 there. When arrive at house eat 3 too. I eat with varacious (lahap). Lucky the fuel enough to arrive at home. I arrive at 24.00 pm. Than I sleep after eat banana. Mr. Harnoto already get up.

Sunday, November 2, 2014
Mr. Harnoto and I come from Cikarang at 1.45 am. We pray for Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on October 29, 2014. Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Marsel, Mr. Edu, Mr. Rino, Mr. Jonsy and owner home, Mr. Leo, Ms Maria FY, Juan, Alfred and I join on this prayer in last night. Than we go back. Mr. Harnoto and I use motor cycle. Mr. Harnoto drive it. We by pass Kali Malang. Wow....in way we are sleepy (ngantuk). Mr. Harnoto know it. In Cibitung at Angkringan place he stop. We drink coffee and ginger. Wow...I'm refresh again. We start again. In near Bani Saleh campus we find police that still do   job to safety the user road. :all people that not use helmet get ticketed (tilang). We stop for moment. We are nervous. Lucky Mr. Harnoto dare to go on. We are safe from ticketed (tilang). We are sleepy again. Lucky Mr. Harnoto drive nicely. We arrive at home almost at 03:00 am. Than I sleep. I get up at 07:00 am. I can not go to the church to join on mass. I make plan to follow mass at afternoon at   Saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang. I cook food. Than I go to school. I fill fuel. I try to use ATM card to teke money for pay the gasoline. Wow.... no money at ATM. I less money to pay galosline. It less Rp 1.000. How did the solution? I ask to officer. "It is okay. For twice I less payment at Pertamina Penggarutan / Kampung Bogor. Than I go to school. I do my work. At 14:30 I call Mr. Harnoto to go to the church. He is agree. We go to there. His motor cycle lack of gasoline. He fill at margin road Rp 15.000. Than we continue. We by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang - Taman Modern - Church of Saint Gabriel. I see Ms Estu go to there too. We entrance to attic (loteng). We are llate when song between reading. I'm tired. I'm sleep during mass. I accept communion. Than we   go back to parking area. I mee Ms Deby and Ms Angel. They are JPS teacher and staff. Mr. Harnoto talk with the priest. It is my classmate when study at Yogyakarta. They talking. I call   my sister, Ms Yustina at Golo Karot Lembor. We by the way. "Bass already had wife. They come to Wela to join on mass to remember Ms Esy on third day her died," she said. "okay," I say. Than we share our dream, especially bad dream. "May this dissasster because the plan to renovation of custom house that not execute now. Please say to Mr. Philipus. They are owner of house. We only accomy them. "Okay, may be because this reason so rise the bad dream (Party Wagal of Mr. Beny and Ms Ina. Mr. Philipus come too. Mr. Beny dialog with Mr. Philipus Jeharut). "Please you call Mr. Philipus,:she says. Okay, " I will call. I call Mr. Philipus. We talk about Ms Esy, the village situation and home of custom (rumah Gendang). We arrive on conclusion: "the human people life on God's hand. We don't know how long our life. God that decide it. He talk about Wae Rebo too. He and Ms Dian already visit Wae Rebo - trourism place at Satarmese Barat region. We talk our dream too. When finish talking we go house. I stop at Grand Menteng. I take money at BCA. Than we go on. We have plan to eat at Rawa Indah place of food at margin road. Mr. Harnoto eat tofu, chicken (head). I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 22.000 (Rp 11.000 per portion). I have plan to go to school to do my task (job) but cancel because already night. I call family at home. They still meeting of evaluation the sad event (activity) because death of Ms Esy. Than I sleep. (JPS, 4 November 2014).

Sunday, November 9, 2014

I get up early. I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus after take a bath. I arrive on time. The mass lead by Father Frans Lamury, SVD. He is already old. He talk about Basilic Lateran. Lateran Basilic is Rome of Cathedreal. It is palace of Rome bishop (Pope). About the reading it is nice: "....... from the God place / church (?) get waterr to life...... :. This is nice idea. The church have function to make life, just as water. I see JPS teacher. I see the Manggarai people - Mr.............. dan Ms.....(Mr. Stef Pelor's wife). Than I go to back. In way Mr. Bento and family get me. They are in front. I go to place of sale vegetable. I buy fungus (mushroom). Than I warm the vegetable that I cook yesterday, because last night eat free - neighbour meeting of dinner - . I cook, while cook vegetable. I'm breakfast. I cook corn too. I share with Mr. Harnoto. Mr. Rony call me to come to Jakarta. "Sorry, I'm busy. I will go there on Tueaday, November 11, 2014," I say. Mr. Rony arrive at 23.00 in last night. He arrived from Wela when go to funeral Ms Esy that pass away on October, 29, 2014. He holiday almost 11 days. Than I prepare food to school. Evidently I forget   to save on bag. I go to school. I contact Mr. Hila too. Today they are already still at Lale. The uncle and aunt (bibi). They are still sad because lose Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on last week, October 29, 2014). I talk with them. "You are our hope to teach this children, because Ms Esy already pass away. Their future on your family. Please lead them," they say. I talk with Mr. Tinus, Ms........(Mrs. Tinus), Tere ( Ms. Esy's younger sister), Ms Yulin (Ms Esy's youngest sister) and Mr. Tian (Ms Esy's brother). Tere's husband invite Megy, Sandy, George to visit Iteng beach. On afternoon they go back. "Lucky the rain come when they already at home," Mr. Hila says.
Than I try to do do my project of lecture: Rethinking of Secularism. I try to do it. I'm hungry. I check my food. Wow... forget at home. I decide to go home. I'm lunch there. Than go back to school again. I try to do. again. Wow... not finish too. I try to do at home. I bring the work to home. When arrive there no read again. I call to home. I discuss with Ms Merry. We talk about Mr. Esy. We talk our dream. "Mr. Igna said that they leave ( meninggalkan / membiarkan / - ke - Manggarainese ) mr. Bone at Mbaru Gendang. Ms Mina and Mr. Stanis and family already move to new house at Belang Lesa. Wow.... our house, Mbaru Gendang lonely, house that be leaved. I direct sleep.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

I get up early. I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus after take a bath. I arrive on time. The mass lead by Father Fransiskus Asisi Heru, SVD. He is from Java. He wait time to go abroad to become missionary. In church I meet with Mr. Aris and his wife. I see teacher of Saint James (Yakibus) , Kelapa Gading   too, just as Ms Vincent and her husband, Ms Christin and SHS teacher.

The little rain come. Today is party name of station of Saint   Albertus. I go back. I'm shooping at Rawa Indah. I use Rp 11.000. Than I go back to home. I direct wash my head to avoid sick because already get rain. I meet Mr. Martono. He invite to join on second mass to join on party.   I cook food. I open tofu. Wow... the bed smell, means almost broken. But I try to cook it. I eat it. I cook corn too. I share to Mr. Harnoto the corn. The vegetable I'm not share may be he is not interest of it. I go to school do my paper. I pop (stop by. layover= singgah) at tailor at Kampung Boogor. I want to repair my bag. I promise take at afternoon. Than I go to Pertamina's ATM to transfer money for Goden. I meet with Ms Efri, administration staff at Saint James (Yakobus) school of kelaoa Gading.Wow.... not complete   data. No name of bank. I'm regret. I call her. Than I get call from Mr. Beny. He gave information about our oldest sister, Ms. Tina. She is fainting (pingsan) since last night. Now she already conscious (sadar). I refill pulse. Than I call to Lembor. I talk to Mr. Largus, ms Tina's husband. I talk with Ms Get, their first child and Mr. Dami, their law (menantu). I call with Mr. Beny at Wela, Ms Tin at Lombok, Sr. Sophy at Kalimantan. I call Ms. Rinus and Mr. Pendik at Cikarang. We pray together for her health. In school I stomach ache (sakit perut). Wht? Because eat bad tofu. In next time no need to buy and eat the bad food. It is good buy tempeh than tofu that on plastic. This is experience.

Sunday, November 23, 2014
I get up. Mr. Harnoto help me to get up. Than I take a bath. On 05.00 Mr. Sophian - committee of travel - call me. "The car already in church of Saint Albertus," he say.Okay I will   start. Than I drive motor cycle to Saint Albertus Church. I arrive there on 05.15 am. There are 5 people on bus. Than parking my motor cycle at church parking area. "are you the first join together me? Mr. Sophian ask. "Yes I'm the first go to spiritual tourism to to Puncak of Lembah Karmel - Cikanyere," I say. Than on 05:20 am we start. We by pass Tall Cakung - Kali Malang - Cikunir - Tall Ciampek Jakarta - Ottista / Saint Antonius Chuch, Jl. Otista. We arrive there on 06.00 am. The bus almost full. Than we start. We get snack. I'm sleepy in Car / bus. The sheet only 31. I aware in "Kebun Teh - Puncak. We are Stop at Puncak pass. We are pee there. I see the Huran Jember. We entrance to Ciloto - Cimacam - Santika - Kota Bunga - Pacet - Kota Bunga - Cipanas - Cianjur - Lembah Karmel - Cikanyaere - Cipanas, Cianjur. We arrive there on 09.00. It is 4 hours (start on 05.00 am). The mass start on   09.30. This healing mass. For the first I join. This Charismatic style mass. There are 6 priest. the community of CSE that lead it. Than we get pray healing. I get it. Than I travel to mountain near church. I close the Liturgy Season Year A at Puncak, Lembar karmel - Cikanyere. May be 15 minute I do travel to maountail that still have forest. Than I go back. I meet with Edward mother. I drink water from spring (mata air. I'm thirsty (house). On 13:00 I go back to bus. We get lunch. I'm lunch. On 13:30 we go back. Wow... big jam on way. May be on 14:00 I get respons as result the healing mass. "Wow... this result this pray. I'm still sleep. On my dream I see river with water and sand and stone. In near......I see big river. May be the same water but pass away with repeat. I'm dizziness (pusing). I'm not bring medicine. I ask to Mr. Sophian. Mrs Rahmat help me with medicine. I drink ir. "Thank you Mrs Rahmat." I say. In Bogor the bus stop to shooping. I only in bus. I try to sleep. Than we continue to Jakarta. We delivery group (rombongan) to Saint Antonius Ottista Church. Than we continue to Bekasi. We arrive at Harapan Indah may be at 19:30 am. I drive motor cycle to VMG, my leasing house.

Sunday, November 30, 2014
I have   plan to mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. After cook food, I start. I start on 08.00. I try to learn to repent (bertobat). I arrive on chuch before the mass start. In mass I see JPS staff: Ms Feny, teacher: Ms Cathrine and students" Christo (P3A) and his parent,Pprisca (SHS) and her parents. Today the mass lead by Father Anton, SVD. Father Heru, SVD will go to Argentina. He will mission there. His already get. He will start to Argentina on December 8, 2014," Father Anton say. "Do the best your task   just as you think that you will die tommorrow," Father Anton say. Today we open Advent Season of Liturgy cycle. Than I go back to home.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

I have   plan to mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. Today have meeting for preparation first communion for students ," I say in my heart. I get letter to join this activity" I say in my heart. I cook food than wash dress, breakfast, check the students test than start to church. I arrive late there, when the first reading. I'm shame. I entrance to attic (loteng). There I see JPS students, just as Stefen Gumulja (Primary 2C), Gaby (Primary 3A) and her father. Gaby introduce her father to me. Vini (Primary 6) and some students Junior HS, just as Richard and Britiga and their father and ......SHS students). Today the mass lead by Father Ari, educator of Seminary Wacana Bakti. I want to ask him to lead the JPS Christmas mass on January 9, 2014. "Sorry, I can not because so far from south Jakarta to here moreever (apalagi) big jamm. Please contact Father Father Didit, Father Hary (Wisma Adisucipto Rawamganun , Father Cesharyamto (Cathedral Church), Father Rafael (Pulo Gebang parish)," he says. "Thank you Father Ari," I say. Than A father and his son entrance. "Father, this students intersant with your homily about child that cry because regret his sin. He is crying now. He want to talk to you," the father says. The father Ary talk about preparation to Christmas on advent. God sent three angels to world to report preparation of Cristian people to Christmas:
1. Fist Angel: so many peoples that have cars and bring cars to office and church. Son of God sad, because He not need preparation just as it.
2. Second angel:
3. Third angel: He report about tears of regret (air mata penyesalan). He find a boy that cry in front of Jesus statue (patung). He is crying because regret his sins. He notobedience to his parents and teacher. The angel accomodate (menampung) tear of student than bring to Son of God. Son of God happy. I need heat that repent (bertobat). "Straight our heart" Father Ary says.

Than Father Ary bless this students.

After mas I ask about meeting today. I ask to suster that lead Sunday school. Than I entrance to sacristy (sakristi). "No meeting" I ask again. I entrance to attic at second floor. I find a staff. He want to prepare teach the students. May be want to get baptism (?). I ask to her about meeting. I mistake, not bring the letter. She contact staff that handle the catechesis (ketekese) commission (komisi) that still workshop at Puncak. "The meeting for candidate of first communion on January 11 (Sunday), 2015. Please see letter again," she explain. "Thank you," I say. "Wow... I'm not careful (cermat)," I say. Than I permission. I go home. I buy vegetable at Bobor village. I cook vegetable, check the students paper test than rest. Than I sleep, get up, lunch than   go to school.

On Friday, Saturday, Sunday ( 5-7 December 2014( the rain come at Bekasi and Jakarta. On Friday and Saturay it is the big rain.

Sunday, December 14, 2014.

Saturday, December 13, 2014 I went to Cikarang, at Jl. Antilop Blok 7 Number 8. This Mr. Leo - Ms Maria FY and families house. We want to collect to pray deceased Ms Sisilia Sangur (Esy) that death at Manggarai on October 29, 2014. On Wela the prayer of 40th days of her anniversary already done on December 9, 2014 but for family at Jakarta, just done on Saturday, December 13, 2014 at Cikarang. I want to there on Saturday afternoon at 17:00 pm. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungun place of daycare motors. Than I use public vehicle. I use minibus (bemo) from Pondok Ungu to MM Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I use bus to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I stop at gate of Cikarang Utama. Than I use minibus to Jababeka. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I use minibus 99B   to Antilop. I pay Rp 5.000. Total I pay fee for transport is Rp 21.000. I arrive at Mr. lao house at Cikarang at 19:15. The other brothers and sister already come, just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr. Agus, Mr. Rino, Mr. Sef, , Mr. Rio Jebaru, Mr. Rony, Ms Nelty, Mr. Nando, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Tino, Vian. Than the other Manggarai Flores people come, just as Mr. Barnabas RW (Ciko's father), Mr. Kons (Bapa ....), Mr. Rinus. Than Mr. Alex, Ms Susy, Carol and Enrique come. Mr. Alex and family use cars. They come from Bintaro. The first rehearse of chaoir. It is good song. Than we pray. I lead pray. Rio read the bible. Than we supper at 21.00. Than Mr. Alex and family, Mr. Hendrik and his sons, Mr. Barnabas, Mr. Kons go back to home. We are sleeping at Mr. leo's house.   Than we are sleeping. The other brothers watch soccer. I get up early. I want to finish my job to finish the students check of questuin papert semester of religion subject. I permission to Mr. Rio. I give money Rp 50.000 to Mr. Rio and shooping money to Rony Rp 200.000. Than I start. I looking for minibus at Antilop. It ;s difficult to get it. I on foot while enjoy the morning situation. I on foot until near Kedasih. I'm regret too. because walk so far while the cost (fare = tarif) still same is Rp 5.000. Than I decide to by pass Cikarang, join mass at Saint Arnoldus Bekasi. I d it. I entrance to minibus. There is cahnge of driver. I pay Rp 5.000. When arrive at Cikarang the new driver ask again to add Rp 3.000. Than I exit. I looking for car to Bekasi. It's Elf bus. I entrance. I sit down beside driver. I talk with her. The bus Cikarang - Bekasi so many but it seem the old car. I stop near Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 10.000. We y pass Cikarang - Cibitung - Tambung - Bulak Kapal - Than I entrance to terminal than entrance to Saint Arnoldus Bekasi church. I meet with Ms Kapty - former Principal of Saint Kristoforus 2 of Primary II, Citra Garden Kalideres, Cengkareng, West Jakarta. I's shame to address her. She join on first mass. Wow... it is so far she taught. Say at Bekasi, West Java , work at Kaliders - West Jakarta. The mass start. "The mass lead by Farher Wilfrid," the commentator said. "Wilfrid who? Perhaps (jangan-jangan), Fafher Wilfrid Valliance,Pr", my senior at Major Seminary of Ritapiret," I doubt. Evidently right. Today he speech about John Baptiz that speech prepare way to God. "How many cost for arrival?" he ask on front his speech. Father Wilfrid Valliance still study of Sociology at Indonesia University. He is from Sikka regency. He is smart. His rhetoric is nice. The mass finish. I meet with Manggarai people, Mr. Wilem. He is from Lenga - Kolang / Nao area. I'm shame to address him. Than I by pass Strada school. I hear voice that call me. Who is it. "Wow... evidwntly Mr. Kunto, my office friend when work at Optima. Now he and I already move from Optima. He works at School of Saint Mary Joseph Kelapa Gading now. Than we by the way. "How many your severance (pesangon ) from Optima when you move from there? Is it Rp 6.000.000?" he ask. "I don't know. May be just as it. That important it is prepare by Optima to me," I answer. Than we go back I want to   expenditure (belanja) Christmas gift (kado) for change with teacher friend. I looking for store (toko) there. I find Ananda. Before I think difficult to find store there. Evidently it is easy because near church. I buy towel (handuk). I ask the stoe staff to wrap up (membungkus) it. I pay the gift paper Rp 1.000.   I pay almost Rp 50.000. Than I go back. I looking for car to Harapan Indah. I come to substratum "ojek". "Please pay Rp 35.000, ojek to Harapan Indah," they said. I move from Jl. Juanda go to Jl. Mutia. I ask bus of Oulo Gadung - by pass harapan Indah - the cost. It is Rp 8.000," the pander (calo) said. I avoid it. Than I see minibus. I entrance. I by pass Jl. Cut Mutia -   front UNISMA - Pasca Sarjana - Kali Malang - Jl. Kartini - MM - Bekasi - GOR Bekasi - Kranji - Pondok Ungu . stop at bridge of Pondok Ungu. The minius want to Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Wow.... if I use car / bus Pulo Gadung, I lost (rugi) Rp 2.000 because I should be pay Rp 8.000 just as the pander (calo) said. Than I enrance the daycare motorcycle. I pay Rp 6.000. I use almost Rp 40.000 for cost transportation from Cikarang until at Pondok Ungu. While when go only 21.000. Than I drive motor cycle. I counter current for refill   gasoline in Pertamina at Jl. Bulevar Harapan Indah. Than I go home. In afternoon I go to school to check / correction the te students paper test. I do it until afternoon / evening.
"The Sunday, the sister website" still open," Mr. Romeo said in last time. I try to open. Evidently not. Wow..... Mr. Romey lai. I try to focus to correct the students test.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

I have desire to go to Jakarta but I cancel it. I decide to mass at saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang. I mistake to set the time. I think the mass start at 17:30 pm, evidently at 17:00 pm. I go to there may be at 17:00 pm. Wow... I'm so late when arrive there. I arrive when holly mass on sacrifice. My discipline very bad, sag (melorot). Wow.... please improve, Franck," I say in my heart. Today the mass lead by guest priest / father. Than I read the bible that pray at Mary cave. Than I go back to Harapan Indah. The big jamm at Cakung until Harapan Indah. Wow...... I come to Saint Albertus harapan Indah - Bekasi churh. I pray at Mary cave. Than I go back.
I have desire to Jakarta. Evidently on Saturday, December 20, 2014 there was father death there. He is Father Remy Sene, SVD. If I go there, I can join on requiem maas at Matraman / Marsudiri auditorium place.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014 - Christmas Eve

Today, in afternoon / evening there is Christmas Eve celebration at church to remember Christ Christmas. I join at second mass at Saint Albertus church - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I start at 19:30 pm. I think the mass start at 20:00 pm. The little rain already start may be already come since afternoo. I'm afraid late. I try to drive carefully. When I arrive at circle near Pasar Modern, the car already full. I get difficult to turn to parking area. Please you totate / turn there in front, ' the police and security says. Wow... so far...... "I say. I rotate at Santika Hotel. Than when near Penabus school the walk already full with car. I try to zigzag to looking for the space to looking for place in order to fast get place to parking. Finally I find the parking area.I pay Rp 2.000. Than I entrance church. I sit down under the tent. The staff suggest to entrsnce but I'm   persevere (ngotot) still on under the tent. The mass start 1t 21.00 pm and finish almost 23:00 pm. Father Anton, SVD. Than I go back to home. Lucky not rain. I sleep at 24:00 pm.

Thursday, December 25, 2014 - Christmas Day
I have plan to join mass at Cathedral of Jakarta. I do it. I I start at 07:00 am from VMG Bekasi. I drive motor cycle. I fill gasoline at   Pertamina Kampung Bogor. I decide to use train. I save motor cycle at Cakung station.   I use train. I have plan to exit at Manggarai station than use Metromini to Utan Kayu than on foot to Rawasari to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus rent house. I order ticket just as it. I exit at Manggarai station. I on foot to near Jl. Tambak / Manggarai market. In near "Water gate of Manggarai, my nose and eyes get smell chili (cabe). My eyes waterly and nose sneezing (bersin). On road I see shards (beling). May be the police make operation of alkhohol drinking. I wait matromini but no come. I decide to go back to station to use train again to Cathdedral church   while bring my bag. I willing (rela) check mg bag by police or church / security staff. I do it. I entrance to station. I by pass Manggarai market. At Jl. Manggarai Utara I eat green beans (kacang hijau) mix
glutinous rice (beras ketan) - coconut milk (santan kelapa) mix bread. It's my breakfast menu today. Than I entrance to station of Manggarai. I should be learn how to use card to buy ticket. I succes to buy it. I pay Rp 2500 again. Wow.... if I decide from Bekasi to direct go to Cathdedral without drop in at Rawasari, it is easy to me. But... this is me that seldom late to think. I wait   train    with destination Kota. The train come. I entrance. I stop at Juanda station. I on foot to Kathedral church. I entrance to church. The church official check my bag. "Excuse me, please open your bag," a women satff says. I open it. Than I entrance. I way I meet with   Bishop group (rombongan) that want to entrance chuch to start of Pontifical mass. I go to toilet first tahn go back to join mass. I sit down at chair at locate at under tent. When homily the Bishop said: Jesus is word that creation . Catholic people should be believe to Him than create frienship and   compassionate (berbela rasa). Family is pray school," he said. The theme of Christmas on this year is meet God in family.
When finish mass I go back. I come to Juanda shelter. "Pleaase use card now. If not yet buy, please buy now with price Rp 40.000," the said. Wow.... in last time I ver buy. They said that all shelter use caed no manual paperr whereas on reality still use manual paper. They lie me. I think about their offer and see reality. The seller staff speak many. Than a girl come to near me. What is happen, if you want to use busway, you can use my card," she said. Wow... this is the nice offer. Do you go back back from church?" I ask to her. ""No," she answer. Wow... certainly she is not Catholoc / Christen but is very kind. Than I talk with her. She want to Bekasi. She still wait her friend. I talk with her. "Where do you stay?" I ask ." I'm staying at Tegalan - Matraman. I wirk at Sudirman street," she answer. "I can help you if you want to want to use busway," she ask. "I'm not good for you," I say. Than i leave the kind gilr. I decide to use train. I back to Juanda station. I decide to cruise (pesiar) to Kota than back to Kramat station. I do it. I stop at Sawah Besar station than stop at Mangga besar station. Than go to Kota station. Than I go back use the same train at lane (jalur) 11. I'm happy because this is train to Bekasi destination. When arrive at Jatinegara, I transit. The train to Bogot - by pass Kramat - still wit. I entrance. I stop at Kramat. In train I call my family to say Merry Christmas. I call Mr. Beny, Mr. Hila and Sr. Sophy. I stop at Kramat. I call Rony. "We are still here. Please come" he said. Than I go to there. I use minibus from near Kramat station. I arrive at Rawasari / Jl. I. There are many brothers there just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Marcel, Mr. Rio, Mr. Rino, Mr. Agus, Mr. Festo, Mr. Jooseph, Mr. Rony, Ms. Hedvy and Ms Nelty. We lunch than eat banana, mango and corn on the cob (jagung rebus). May be the old corn. No sweet feel. It's tasteless (hambar). I try to finsih it. We prepare to go back. Mr. Rony cs want to Cikarang. Mr. Ini want to go back to Depan. Ms Delvy want to back to Bintaro. "You together me," I say to Ms Delfy. We come to Mr. Frdy - Ms Ina's house at Jl. Percetakan Negara. There are some guest. It's Ina's family. Mr. Ferdy and I talk out house. Than Ms Ina   invite us to entrance. We do it. "Merry Christmas" I say to them. Ina's famy, may people that moslem but very harmony / tolerant (toleran). Than we talk about Wela. We are drinking and eating food. Than we go back. We go to Kramat station. I pay ticket for Ms Delfy and I. I delivery her to Tanah Abang. We by pass Senen - Kemayoran - Rajawali - Kampung Bandan - Angke - Duri - Tanah Abang - . I stop at Tanah Abang to delivery Ms Delvy- She get train to BSD. I go back to lane (jalur) 3 to get train to Manggarai / Depok. I get it. It is train to Depok. I stop at Manggarai. I entrance to lane (jalur) I to get train to Bekasi. I get. The train waint about 20 minuter than start. I get chair bet when the women entrance and no chair I decide to give it to her. I stand up. I do it until at Cakung station. I exit there. I take my motor cycle. I pay parking Rp 6.000. Than I drive to go back to Villa Mutiara Gading. I buy banana at Jl. Boulevard. I pay Rp 7.000. Than i buy puse at   VMG. Than I call Ms Dely. She arrive at Bintaro. She on foot from red lamp / sector 5 (?) to Graha Raya. Wow.... she is dare women. Befor I'm worry to her. Lucky she arrive with save. Than I call to Wela (John, Merry). I ask to mother Regina about story about Poco - Kuwus and Ata Wali. She is   tell nicely. I try to write what her says. Than I want to buy HIT the medicine to lose of mosquito but the shop no ervice it because already last night. It is Rp 25.000. Than I go back than sleep.

Sunday, December 28, 2014 - Holy Family Feast / Party: Jesus - Mary and Joseph
I'm get up late because disturb of sleep in last night. I get up at 07:30 am. I want to join morning mass but than I cancel. I want to join at afternoon mass at Pulo Gebang Parish. I cook vegetable than start to school. In school I busy to read news about Air Asia areplane. Today is blue for Indonesian flight because Air Asia plane lose on fly from Surabaya to Singapore. This the first flight route of Air Asia for Surabaya - Singapore. IThan I start to church on 14:30 pm after lunch and drink coffee. I go to Saint Gabriel church. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang. In KBG - Pulo Gebang I find Manggarai poetry about goet. Than I trty to remember than write on blog about Manggarai culture. I arrive late at church when Lord have Mewrcy. Today is better than last week that arrive when sacrifice. I sit down at first floor. I see Ende people, include Ms Angel, JPS of KG staff. The priest read Letter of Shepherd of Jakarta Bishop that speak about family. Family is pray school. Family is sacrament," Msgr. Inatius Soeharyo,Pr wrire on her shepherd of Letter. Than I go back. I get call from Mr. Egy. Than I call him when arrive at JPS. I fill gasoline at Menteng Rp 20.000 tah fill puse Rp 21.000. I less money to buy Padang Food (p 13.000 so I buy pureed green beans for supper. I eat at margin road of Kampung Bogor / gate of VMG. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I go to JPS. I call Mr. Egy at Atambua. We talk about Catcholic and hierarchy. We talk ourself, include the weakness. Than I call to home. Lucky, my sister, Sr. Sophy and and Mr. Saver, nephew (keponakan) and George, niece (kemenakan) already arrive savely in Wela. They go back from Golo Karot - Wae Nakeng - Lembor to visit family there.

Sunday,Januari 4, 2015 - Ephifani : God show Himself

I go to the chucrch of Pulo Gebang. I arrive late, when homily. There I meet Ms Anita - Saint James / Yacobus teacher. Ms Anita together her family, husband and her children. I meet Father that lead mass. He have job at Wisma Samadi Klender. Than I entrance to presbytery house. I meet with 3 fathers: Father Dwi, Father Chaesar Haryanto. Father Dwi can not. Father Caesar will conformation on next Wednesday, January 7, 2014, whereas I need to conformation now. Father that job at Wisma Samadi can not. Than I go back. I go to school. I   do the job about preparation of Christmas.

Sunday,January 11, 2015 - Lord of Jesus Baptized

I join on mass at saint Albertus church. I join on second mass. Today on catechism of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah outstations (stasi) there is meeting at Church after mass. Ms Stefany and friend as Catechism outstation handle it. Today Father Anton,SVD that lead mass on this time. When finish mass, I meet JPS students   and parent that want to accept first communion on year 2015. They pay hand book and text book Rp 20.000. Father Anton,SVD bring introduce than explain from catechism (katekese) team. I try to help to distribute paper. I see some parents that come to accompany the students. Mr. Beny Ayung - JPS Primary Principal - and Mr. Bento - Religion Teacher of JHS come too. So there are 3 teachers from JPS that join on this meeting. Wonderful. Mr. Bento and Mr. Ben Ayung go back first. I join the meeting until finish. Than I dialog with student and parents of JPS. The Catechism committee ask JPS to teach Catholic religion about preparation of First communion at school. Okay." I say.

JPS, January 20, 2015

Sunday,January 18, 2015 - First Ordinary Time
I join on mass at saint Albertus church. I join on second mass. I'm late when Lord have Mercy I arrive. I went to attic (loteng). There I see JPS students and parents, just as Clara and Tirstan and their father; Lidya, Henry and their mom. I see Sekar and her father. Today Father Anton Mitakda,SVD and Father Julis Kesharyanto,Pr that lead mass. Father Anton,SVD want to introduce Father Sesyaanto,Pr as priest to preparation outstanding Saint Albertus Harapan Indah as parish. The time to change status from outstanding to parish at May 14, 2015. Than I go back to home. I refill fuel at Kamoung Bogor than o back to home. I shooping vegetable than cook it. I want to do the plan to make planning about Religion lesson. The rain come. I'm sleeping when the rain come.Than I go to school. The security laugh me. Wht? May be alway entrance to school every day. Than I try to do my work. I read news than make lattice work.

JPS, January 20, 2015

Saturday, January 24, 2015.
I join on Manggarai Mass on   Saturday, January 24, 2015. The mass take place (terjadi) on DISBINTALAD, Berlan - Matraman - East Jakarta.

Misa Natal Bersama 2014 dan TB 2015 Bersama Manggarai, 24 Januari 2015

Sabtu, 24 Januari 2015, DISBINTALAD, Jl/ Ksatrian - Berland, Matraman - Jakarta Timur
Tuang Pastor: Pater Peter Aman, OFM (teti ngaji agu kotbah), Pater Frumens, OFM, Pater Satur, OFM, Pater Ino, CSSR (Paroki Cijantung).

Dari segi gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang sadar diri akan identitasnya lantas timbul rasa bangga. "Apa yang membuat anda bangga menjadi orang Manggarai?" bertanya Pater Dr. Peter Aman, OFM pada misa Natal Bersama Manggarai di Jakarta, 25 januari 2015. "Yang membuat saya bangga sebagao orang Manggarai adalah bahasa, terutama goet : "Langkas haeng ntala". NTALA ruis agu kata NATAL. Jadi orang Manggarai itu orang yang dekat dengan NATAL, lahir baru, ; NTALA = pemberi cahaya, penuntun. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).

Dari segi gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang memiliki visi. Visi orang Manggarai diungkapkan dalam goet: "langkas haeng ntala, uwa haeng wulang, lempo haeng leso" (bertumbuh tinggilah mencapai bulan, bertumbuhlah mencapai bulan, melompatlah menjangkau / mencapai matahari) --- orang Manggarai punya visi ( gagsan dari Bapak Rofinus Lahur saat pidato / sambutan Natal Bersama Manggarai - Jakarta, 24 Januari 2015 di di DISBINTALAD (Dinas Pembinaan Mental Angkatan Darat), Jl. Ksatrian - Berlan, Matraman, Jakarta Timur. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).

Misa ini diprakarsai oleh: Kraeng Agus ( mantan Brimob), Kraeng Parera, Kraeng, Kraeng.....Kenaru (mc), dan.............(anak Penatua (ayahnya yang asal Rote Penatua di Satarmese. Ibunya dengan kakak adiknya semuanya Katolik).

Ada tarian - Wela Songke ?- oleh mahasiswi STIKES Sint Carolus - Jakarta -

Sesepuh Manggarai yang hadir: Bpk. Rofinus Lahur
Cukup banyak yang hadir: Kraeng Bony Hargens

Pebruary 1, 2015 - absent to join to church

Today CUWM have schedule to join on meeting about CUWM. It is the annual meeting of members (rapat anggota tahunan) at Bintaro. I already get up in the morning about 6.oo o'clock because want to mass on the morning but cancel because te rain came since in the early morning, I' shooping at Kampung Bogor. The staff of vegetable of kiosk busy. Than I buy it.I cook vegetable, breakfast than prepare to Bintaro to join on the annual meeting of members (rapat anggota tahunan = RAT). I start at 09:00 am. The rain still come. I use raincoat. I stop at near Pondok Ungu to copy the material of the annual meeting report of finance at Pondok Ungu, Bekasi. I stop than parking the motor cycle than copy it. I entrance to one kiosk. The people serve me so slow. He is from Aceh. We talk about Aceh tsunami on year 2004. "My family stuck (terkena) tsunami too. I wait his work to copy my material so long. Almost 45 minutes. I already anticipation to prepare the dress of change. I pay Rp 40.000 for copy material with number 20 sheets / pages. Than I start to Cakung station. In Kanal Banjir Timur (KBT) / riverside (tepi sungai) of KBT there are 2 people intercepted (mencegat) me. Their motor cycle is broken, can not running? "Please help us. Our motor cycle is out of gas (kehabisan bensin). Pleaese help us," they said. "What I can help you?" I ask. "Please usher (mengantar) one of us to place of sale gasoline than go back to here," he ask. "you are negligent (lalai) why not see the position of gasoline before start," I say in heart. I'w worry to them. Perhaps (jangan-jangan) they are villain (penjahat) that want to rob (merampok) me," I think just as it. Buut I try try to against my think that they are the good people that should be helped me. "Please you join back of me. I drive motor cycle. We go to Pulo Gebang. There are some place   that we seach but fail to get gasoline. Than we turn to near Rawa Kuning. There we find it. Mr. .....( buy Rp 10.000 / botol. Than he pour (tuagkan) to plastik. We back to riverside (pinggir kali) of KBT. "Thank you," they (Mr. Heru dan Mr. Hendra) said. "You are welcome," I say. Than I continue my journey to Bintaro. I save my motor cycle at Cakung station. Than I entrance to station. The time show at 11.00 am. I get call from Juan's mother. "im still in train.' We are almost arrive at Pondok Aren," she answer. I call Mr. Rony. "We are on taxy to Tanah Abang. " he said. "I was at Klender, on train," I say. I transit at Jatinegara. I direct train to Bogor but I stop at Tanah Abang. I get train to Tanah Abang. In Palmerah, I call Mr. Rony. "Our position at Kebayoran Baru now," he said. We stop at Sudimara station. I direct exit from station whereas I want to toilet to change dress. On train I use sport dress because wet of rain. I change dress at toikekt at Mosque near Sudimara station. I pay Rp 2.000. Than I continue to market of Jombang. I buy rambutan Rp 20.000. Than I ask car to Perumahan Jombang Baru, place of RAT at Mr. Rober Wardy dan families house. There is driver that ask me to entrance   van to Vila Jombang Baru. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I on foot to Mr. Robert's house. I arrive there. "This is the priest come," Mr. alex joke to me. I entrance. Mr. Leo and Family, Mr. Alex and fmaily, Rony and Rawasari community already came. Mr. Tony Tarang come too. We by the way. Than we lunch. Mr. Robert prepare the many various food (beacon, salt fish, vegetable, fruits. Mr. Paulus Jalu come too. Than we lunch. Than Mr. Ady Garu come. Mr. Ady Garu is member of Regional Representative Council (DPD) from NTT (Flores). He is   know and introduce well with Mr. Robert's brothers (Mr. Egy, Mr. Ino). We by the way. Then we pray for mother Philomena Pamung that already pass away 5 year ago. Than Mr. Tony Tarang and Mr. Ady Garu go back first. Than we are meeting about CUWM. I report about CUWM. When see paper of photo copy I know ahat tha Aceh people make is wrong because he make it random. I mistake again. There are some questions about report of finance. I fail to make of net income (sisa hasil usaha). This home work to me. Some of member submit money to me. I accept it. Now Mr. Eping Bensa become a new member of CUWM. He pay Rp 500.000. Than we go back on about 18:00. I join with Mr. Leo but than cancel. I join at Mr. Eping's car. Mr. Eping drive it. Mr. Arson, Ms Marli, Ms ... and I join. We by pass Jombang - Ciputat - Bintaro - South Jakarta - Toll - Bintaro Jakarta - Cawang - Pramuka - Krmat. I stop at Kramat. "Thank you Mr. Eping. Mr. Eping is my yunior but he already have car. Wonderful his spirit. Than I use train. I transit at Jatinegara. Than I go to Cakung. I use motor cycle to villa Mutiara Gading. I arrive almost at 22:00 pm. Wow...... the long journey.

Sunday, February 08, 2015

I get up at 06:00 am. I decide I mass on 08:30 at church of Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah – Bekasi. I cook rice. I clean and peel (kupas) pumkin, carrot than steam (kukus) it. Than I ‘m breakfast. Than I go to school to take the data of students that prepare join on first communion on June 7, 2015 but today there is meeting at Saint Albertus church for their parents. I want to prepare data for them. Wow… I’m not focus. I read internet about soccer. I read news: Madrid is lose to Atletico Madrid, 4 – 0. The play at Vincente Calderon, home of Atletico Madrid. Than I looking for data from Catholic student that prepare to first communion that the parents will meeting today at church of Saint Albertus after second mass. I print the data. Than I go to toilet. I use toilet at JHS – SHS. When I alredy leave / exit feces I press the tap (keran) of water. Wow…. no water. This is emergency situation to me. On this situation I move to the other place to looking for water. Same. I use the few water to clean my bottom and hand. I have moral responsibility to clean it. I go to Primary tolilet. Available water there. I take scoop (gayung) than bring it to clean toilet that I use. I clean and brush it. Than I prepare to church. The time show at 08:30 am. Wow… I’m late. I use raincoat to church. I arrive there when responserial psalm, I go to the attic (loteng). There I find the parents and students of JPS: Mary, Monic, Joseph. I see Nikita too. Father Kes Haryanto,Pr that lead mass. On homily he proclaim please dare to rise up not busy on false that serve the others, just as Peter – ever lie Jesus -, Paul – before repentance is Saulus that kill Christian people – but than they repentace than service God through the others.

Than when finish mass, I help Mary Gosal to prepare gospel reading to write on her book. Than I talk with Catholic women. She is one environment with me. She is together her women child. She call me father. She share her experience to me: In my house complex, I have problem. My neighbor run into (tabrak) of my rearview mirror (kaca spion) of car. I were angry. Evidently she have 3 friends of boy. The boy stay at Rawamangun, East Jakarta. May be they are from Flores. They support this girl / women. This women is civil servant that already divorce (cerai?) with her first husband. We are debate about this I ask Rp 3 million while they only pay Rp 1,000.000. They invite me to conflict. They want to run into (menabrak) me. “Please, I’m not afraid die. I only afraid to God. I’m not afraid to anyone. I afraid to Jesus only. When I say just as it, the Flores people air face change. She already ready want to run into (tabrak) me with car. I don’t know the Flores people religion, is he moslem just as the women that become my neighbor or Catholic. May be because love one another they lie of truth. I effort the truth,” she said. Than I meet Ms Fany – chief of comminsion of catechism (katekese) at Saint Albertus Church. “Please submit the document of students. “Okay, still in the school,” I say. Some student not complete the data,” I say.

“The book of money too,” she say. Than I use jacket to protect myself from rain. Than I drive motor cycle. I meet with Mr. Yu. He is Manggarai people. “Do you join on Mr. Vian’s activity gathering on January 31, 2015 in last time? “ he ask. “Oh… no, because that time I’m still busy to prepare the other activity,” I answer. Mr. Yu and Mr. Vian still family, but why Mr. Vian not invite Mr. Yu on this event? Mr. Vian want to give thank for his married in last December 2014. They are married at Batak region, North Sumatra. Than I go back to home. The rain still come. I buy vegetable with amount Rp 5.000. I cook vegetables at home than lunch. I write paper of Philosophy of Muslem, about environment.

Sunday, February 15, 2015
I go to the church. I get up at 05:00 am. I take a bath. I 'm looking for my key of motor cycle. I find it. I start to church. I late arrive there when Lord have mercy. I sit beside the JPS parent of students and JPS students, Sekar and her mom. I seem shame. When finish mass I meet with Tasya and her mother and her brother. We talk about the   pray to blessed the dry palm leaves (daun palma kering) for use as ash on ash Wednesday. I know it on Tuesday, 17 Feb. 2015. I will come to join and delivery the palm three there. I see Ms. Natali - Kindergarten teacher of JPS. I see some teacher too. I go back. I shooping vegetable than cook it.I go to school. I buy food at Padang. I buy Rp 8.000. I get fish of macarel tuna (ikan tongkol). I eat at school. I have plan to make question test for 3 class, evidently at reality only one (1) class. My mistake is not focus. Internet is my enemy. Myself is my main enemy. Improve, F. Focus, please!.

Sunday, February 22, 2015
I'm get up on 05:450am. I cancel to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Church Harapan Indah Bekasi. I decide to join on second mass at 08:30 am. I'm breakfast use rice and vegetables. "I shoul be entrance to school to make question of Primary 4, before go to church,: I say in my heart. I do it. I arrive at school at 07:45 am. I open computer,    write on blog, read sport about lose of Barca vs Malaga, 1 - 0. Than I go to toilet. Than I go to the church. I arrive late when Lord have Mercy I arrive at attic (loteng) of church. Today Father Heru,SVD that lead the prayer of mass. I see JPS students and family, just as Finy, KG students. Father heru, SVD talk about Fast and activity can be done on fast / lent season. It 's save money for studens tahn give / offering it to God on the end dasr / Lent season as sign solidarity to the others. "Wow... I get idea to apply to students at school," I say in my heart. In last Friday, February 18, 2015, Ms Lidya ask me about applycation Lent / donation for students of JPs during Lent season. Now, I find the idea. Thank you Father Herus, SVD. He take information from his expereince during Primary too. Than I go go Cikarang. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I buy pulse there Rp 22.000 (pulse 20) tah use car 25 to    MM Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000.It is so expensive. Than I entrance to bus 45 to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I try to contact Mr. Nando and Mr. Andy. They are   still at Cikarang. The journey is smooth. I arrive gwte of Toll - Pasir Konci, Cikarang. . I contact Mr. Andy to come pitch up me. I stop at Kali Malang / Tegal Gede. I'm cross. I wait Mr. Andy. He is coming. We go there. We talk in the way. I ask him to walk to find the   seller (penjual) or merchant )pedagang) of rambutan. Finally we fond it at   near Jl. Panda/ Antilop. I buy Rp 15.000. I visit Mr. Leo and family that sick. Mr.Leo, Juan and Alfred is sick since last week. They were   entrance hospital of Harapan Keluarga - Jababeka - Cikararang. I just know this in last night when got information from Mr. Rony. We arrive at Mr. Leo's house. We by the way. Mr. Leo still seem tired. Mr. Beny there is too. We by the way. "Please drink medicine of hipertension to handle your hipentensian, musn't   careless just as me. I knoow I get hipertensian in 15 years ago but I careless to my heallth. Not I get the result," Mr. Beny say. Than Mrs Leo service us of lunch. We eat it. Than we watch television about kick Andy at Metro TV. It   talk about Inspirator people at NTT and NTB. In Bima- NTB, Mr. Alan - drive bus - Bima - Jakarta - open school. In Kupang, NTT, Mr. Sico handle refugee(pengungsi) of East Timor. He open schol, garden, to refugee(pengungsi) East Timor. The refugee (pengungsi) stay at Naibonat, Kupang,Timor, NTT. They try to survive with build school, garden, filed. How to get water? They dig (menggali) well (sumur) until 10 metres. They find water, whereas the local people   dig (menggali) until 75 metres long. "The Lord is fair. He love his peoples. When we difficult of life he   help us with give what that we need, example of water. The local people call to refugee (pengungsi) as water carrier. The Lord is good. This is nice information and very inspire for life.   What meassage this information to me? Can I build the school at my village? May be can.
Than I permission to Juan's mother. Mr. Leo still sleep. Mr. Beny go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Andy and the others is sleep. I go back on 14:50 pm. I go back fast because   want to jakarta to visit Mr. Ferdy's mother that sick and be cared at hospital. I walk to Jl. Antilop. I wait car / city transport (angkot) there. I fast to find it. I call my brother,Mr. Hila   at Wela. The city transport come. I entrance. Only me the passanger from Antilop until at Kedasih bridge. Than some passengers entrance. I stop at Pintu 2 (?) 10 (?) Jababeka. Than I wait bus 59. I wait enough long. The bus come. I entrance to bus. How many routes Toll Cikarang - UKI per day?" I ask to driver. It is maximum 1,5 routes. Why? Because so many cars and private car. The people have many option go whereever they go," he answer. I stop at Pasir Konci, near toll of Cikarang Utama. Than I use the other 59. We wait until the passenger full to start. Than we start. I call to Lembor. I talk with my oldest sister,Ms. Yustina Jelita at Lembor. I talk with my nephew, Ms Melan that holiday at Lembor. Melan is student at SMIP Labuan Bajo, Manggarai Barat. Melan and Ratih together go to Golo Karot, to Ratih grandmother. They get vegetables. Melan holiday during one week because class three still test. Than I continue my journey. I sleep in car. We stop at UKI - shelter of busway. The busway official nt permission me to use it because I   reject to buy new car with amount Rp 40.000. I already have card of busway but I forget. I decide to use the other car. I wait car enough long. I buy socks (kaus kaki) two pairs (pasang) at UKI. Than The bus of 43 come. It is the JAPAN bus, just as   rectangle , Jakarta   named it "Roti Balok". I entrance. Than mr. Andy entance too. Wow... he is fast too. Than we by the way. We stop at Rawasari. Than we use city transport 04 to Salemba. Mr. Andy pay for me Rp 3.000. We stop at Gang Bacang. We go to Mr. Rony - Festo's contract house. Lucky Rony and Joseph there. We by the way. I'm supper. I eat rice and casava leaves. We meet Mr. Festo and Mr. Johny and   his child, Rafa. They go back from church of Saint Paschalis, Cempaka Putih.   On 07:00 Mr. Rony and I go to hospital to visit Mr. Ferdy's mom that sick. I join on Mr. Rony's motor cycle. In last week I already promise to do it but just do now. I'm diligent (tekun) to postpone    the plan. We entrance Jl. Percetakan. At Paseban we want to buy rambutans. The seller sale so expensice Rp 15.000 while the content of rambutan is   less. We taste it. Not so good, dry, less water," Mr. Rony say. "Please Rp 10.000," we offer. He disagree. We cncel to but it. We find the others. I buy Rp 15.000. It is content much water. Than we go on to hospital. We by pass Jl. Kramat -Jl. Raden Saleh - than Cikini at PGI Hospital. My hand touch my eyes of light. My light is smarting (perih). Why? May be because ant at rambutan thant already I touch. Than we entrance to PGI hospital. We parking the motor cycle. Than we entrance . The PGI hospital already 117 years old. This is Protestant hospital. The bulding is relic (peninggalan) Nethelands. The location is length. We find water tap (keran air). I clean my eye that smarting (perih). Than we entrance to hospital. We   meet with Mr. Fian's mother that steel sleep in bad sleep because sick. She is diabetes. There are 2 infusion (infus). Her foot is wound (luka). I meet Mr. Bernadus - Ferdy's father, Mr. Fian (Mr. Ferdy's younger brother), Ms Asy - Mr. Fedrdy's sister, Mr. nandik, Mr. Eping, Mr....(from Waling). We talk about Tilir - Waling - Mbeling - Borong. Tilir is my venue of   appreantice when   at seminary. I lived there during 2 years, year 1998 - 2000. So may school already build there. Mr. Bernardus tell it with clear. So good, so nice. It is the nice expereince when at Tilir at that time. On 21:00 we go back after pray and permission. I pay Rp 4.000 for parking cost. We come to Mr. Rony's contct house to take   bag than Mr. Rony pick up me to Pulo Gadung. We by pass Rawasari - Kampung Ambon -Kayu Putih - Jl. Perintis Kemerdekaan - Pulo Gadung. "Thank you Rony, be caefully," I say to him. Than I use   city trabsport 20. I pay Rp 5.000. In car, I call Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. "We already visit your mom, may be fast recover." I say. I call nephew, Goden that lecture at Makasar. Sne want to apprentice at Bali on March 2015. "Di the best," I say. Than I stop at branch to Pondok Ungu. I walkt to place to save motor cyvle. I pay Rp 3.000. tahn I drive motor cycle. At brach of Kampung Bogor - Warung Makan Kombo, I buy rambutan again Rp 5.000. I arrive at home. I enjoy the rambutan. Thank you Lord for experience today. Than I sleep.

Friday, February 27, 2015

I go to the church of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah Bekasi. I join on Crosses of Walk of Jesus Christ. "I didn't see you il last Friday, February 22, 2015," Hulbert - Primary 2B student complain to me   when lesson , Wednesday, February 25, 2015. "Sorry, I was absent in last Friday," I say. I remember his critic. So today I go to the church. I start from school of JPS. I wear JPS uniform. I see JPS techers, Ms Thea, Ms Vega and Ms. Calista , JPS KG teachers. I see some JPS students, just as Adenta and her mother, Hanzel and Hulbert and their parents. I see Jenifer - JHS - students. The mass lead by Father Kesar,Pr. I'm slreep in church. Than I go back. I talking with Adenta's and Hansel's mother.

March 1, 2015 - Mass at Saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang

I join on mass at Pulo Gebang at afternoon. I come late. The mass start at 17:00. I see Marvel (Batak student P2A)    and Ms Natali (KG teacher).He join with her husband. Than I shooping at Kampung Bogor. I meet Ms Natali. I shooping rice and vegatables

March 8, 2015

I join mass at Saint Albertus. I take on second mass. I come late. Father Sarto Mitakda, SVD that lead mass. He talk about the book that 100 figure that influence in the Word and Jesus Christ include number 3?. The Chritian people angry. Why not number 1? ". The Jesus prestige (pamor) less because the follower not did his doctrine with well. How about   me?

That Father Sarto ask the Catholic people to support build of new building of presbytery (pastoran) Saint Albertus.

March 15, 2015

I join mass at Saint Albertus. I take on second mass. I come late. Father Cehyarhanto, Pr that lead mass. "The child often fail to hear th parents but not fail to mimic (meniru) the parents. "Sompret.....".

*** Moses, Elia and Jesus   fasted 40 days. The Christians follow them

*** Nikodemus --- walk to light, left the dark

Than I go back to home. I cook food, that lunch. I'm take a rest, sleep than go to school.

I see on face book a book about Manggarai: BARA NUCA LALE: Novel about Manggarai Hero, Krang Guru Rombo Pongkor - Ame Numpung: Motang Rua. Wowww. The writer is Mr.Alfred .Parus. He is from Manggarai.

Sunday, June 7 2015.
Today I have plan to join at Saint Gabriel Church but I feel it is   late to me so I decide to go to the Saint Michael Kranji. I by Pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Harapan Baru. I try the new way. I sucess to reach it although I must use long time to   turn to find the way to Bintara, Saint Mikael Kranji. Finally I find it. I arrive late there. T sit down out of church. IThe mass lead by priest of SVD. He is from Bajawa Flore. His name is ...Watu / Kaju. He want to go to mission place, may be to Africa. When back I I by pass Jl. I Gusty Ngurah Rai - I Cakung Sattipn - Pondok Kopi. Wow.... so far. Why I don't know the short time. I by pass Cakung Station -- KBT - Harapan Indah - VMG

Sunday, June 14, 2015

There is program of social work in from of house for each family. This is village program, include RT RW. I o it. Since yesterday there is people that die at Block B. I don't know it. I know when I prepare myself to tgo to the church at afternoon at about 16:00 pm.   This is the second time there is people that die at Block B. He is man. He was treated at hospital. The chief of RT say it   at last night when meeting. I postpone to mourn (melayat) him because I want to go to church to join on mnass. I go to Saint Michael Kranji. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang - Cakung Station - Perumahan Harapan Baru - The   Protestan Church - 6 church - railway - Bintara - Saint Michael Kranji. I'm late. The mass lead by Father Heru, SVD. I forget his homily. The reading about parable God Kingdom just as   seed (benih) and sower (penabur). Than I go back to home. I by pass Bintara. I try to trace the new way to reach BKT. I by pass Harapan Baru, when arrive at 6 church of protestan I turn to back. I turn to left. I ask people about BKT. I find it. Wow... i have new experience of way. Than I want to house of funeral home (rumah duka) but the people that die already move. May be already delivery to his village or to cemetery6. The Moslem people have tradition to fast the people that die. I cancel to entrance the home. The Moslem neighbour do the pray. I back to home.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

I have program to join on first mass but evidently I get up late, so i decide to join on secon mass on 09:30 am. I wash my dress, cook food, dry the dress , breakfast than start to church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah. I arrive there on 08:20 am. In church I see JPS students anf parent, just as Nikita and family, Melvin, Anna, Ellen, and their parents. I see Rigel too. The JPS teacher that I see there is Ms Vanesa - KG teacher of music.

Today the mass lead by Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM. Today the Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM come to Harapan Indah Church to looking for support of Catholic Harapan Indah people to gathering money to help Vincentius orphanage.

Father Yustinus   homily with good, make people is can smile and laugh. He is expalkin the reading from Mark about Jesus made stop the river and wave, silent and stop. Our God is seem sleep and torpor (mati suri) but still bless us," he said on his homily. Than I go back to home. I meet Mr. Vian at motor cycle workshop. He want to repair his motor cycle. Than he visit Mr. Anto's house. I join there. Evidently there is Vincen't grand father and grand mother , together Ms...... and Mr. We breakfast while drink ginger (jahe), Than I permissin because want to JPS to do task of lecture.

Sunday, June 28, 2015 - absent go to the church to mass because still on travelling of holiday - Jakarta - Manggarai, Flores. On Sunday my travelling from Bali to Lombok. On the morning the bus that I ride by pass Bali Island than cross by Ferry Ship from Padang Bay harbor (Bali) to Lembar harbor (pelabuhan) Lombok. Than we by pass Lombok Island than cross sea by Ferry ship, from Kayangan harbor (Lombok) to Pototano harbor (pelabuhan) at Sumbawa Island. Because can not go to the church I only pray in heart, give thanks to God and ask His guidance.

Sunday, July 5, 2015 - absent to pray at church . I join on feast )=kenduri) at Golo Karot - Lembor - West Manggarai. My uncle, Mr. Rofinus Magut. His family prepare buffalo as animal of offering to ancestry (leluhur). On afternoo we go back to Wela. I join on Mr. John's motor cycle.

Sunday, July 12, 2015 - mass at Golowelu Church, West Manggarai.
The mass lead by Priest Edy Jelahu Maigahoaku,Pr. Father Edy,Pr explain about parish management. "All component should be balance among parts," he explain. Before mass I meet Mr. Martinus Mero - the senior tribe (clan) of Nua at Satarara. Mr. Martinus and me one tribe but now not focus on one when have activity of death, wedding. Why separate? May be because the Nua people is so many now. "How about us that not respect to ancestry (leluhur) Panca and Anca? How is our effort to care to their burrial. We don't know too place of cemetery (pekuburan ) of them. Than I entrance of church. I see my senior when major seminary in last time. He is Mr. Frans Guntur. He is from Kolang. Now he stay at Golowelu. He is government employees (pegawai negeri) now. After mass I meet Ms Marly. We are wander about (merantau) to Jakarta. He holiday together her brothers: Ecan, Arson. They use private car. There is Manggarai people that buy car at Jakarta. They come to delivery that car. So they free ride (menumpang) it. I meet with my teacher when Primary. They are Mr. Simon Batas, Mr. Yoseph Bensa. Than we go home. In afternoon we talk at Mr. Beny's house. Mr. Robert and Mr. Philipus come. They go back from Nao, Kolang. They visit their family, grandmother and grandfather, Mr. Nico. We talk about Wela. My older brother, Mr. Tinus Ntalbot call me to from Mr. John's house to go to Mr. Beny's house. Than Mr. Robert and Mr. Philipus go back to their home. We only drink coffee (tea). Than I go back to to Mr. John's house.

Sunday, July 19, 2015 - mass at Cathedral - Jakarta.
Since last evening , Saturday, July 18, 2015 I'm at Cikarang, to visit Mr. Leo and family and at once (sekaligus) delivery Tanti and   Filo to Mr. Leo's house. Tanti and Filo are new comer of Manggaraian at Jakarta. They come to wander about (merantau) at once (sekaligus) looking for job. "Please prepare yourself for join on work competence so please empower yourself (berdayakan) to get work and job. Please study computer," Mr. Leo said. In the afternoon Mr. Nando and I go back to Jakarta. Wow... I forget bring money. I ask Nando's money to pay transportation. He give me Rp 50.000. He pay ticket bus from Cikarang until at Jakarta, Rp 13.000, holiday (Ied Mubarok) price. We stop at Cawang. Than we use busway. I direct to go to Cathedral church. I mass there. Than I go back. I use busway to go to Rawasari, Cempaka Putih. I come to Mr. Feus - Mr. Festo's rent of house. Than we by the way.

Sunday, July 27, 2015 - mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah - Bekasi.
Today, join mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I come late. Wow.... I sit down beside left of Church. I see JPS students and their parents, just as Ica (Primary 5) and her parents and family. I join on second mass. Father Kesar,Pr that lead mass.

Sunday, August 2, 2015. - mass at Cathedral of Jakarta
Today I want to visit my brother at Jakarta and shooping Book at Obor publisher of Book. Originally (semula) I want to mass at Sint Albertus Harapan Indah but I'm so slow on moving so late. I postpone to mass there so continue my journey to Jakarta. I decide to join mass at Cathedral. On 09:00 am I start from Vila Mutiara Gading (VMG) Bekasi. I drive motor cycle until at Cakung Station. Than I entrance to Station of Cakung to use train. I stop at Juanda station. Than I on foot to Cathedral Church. In near Juanda station I see women becomen Ojek. Wow.... wonderful. I entrance to Church. I meet Mr. Tony Tarang and Mr. Ino. We by the way. "Your classmate, Mr. Simeon Sofan Sofian here. He come together Mr. Rensi Mandi. They came from labuan Bajo, West Manggarai. They join on meeting here. They stay at Amaris hotel at Ancol / Kota," Mr. Ino said. Than I entrance to the church. The time show 10:30 am. The mass start at 11:00 am. Today Father Purbo,Pr lead mass. "Oftern we are only ask and ask to God, but only less to give thank. If we faith more than ask than give thank one moment our faith is stubble (tersandung) than fall down. "Kita kerap datang ke Gereja hanay untuk minta supaya dikenyangkan, dipenuhi keinginan kita. Padahal menurut Injil, kita datang untuk mencari kehendak dan pekerjaan Tuhan. Apa yang menjadi kehendak Tuhan untuk kita? Injil memproklamirkan: Inilah pekerjaan yang dikehendaki Tuhan, hendaklah kamu percaya kepada DIA yang telah diutus Allah. Kita datang ke Gereja untuk berekaristi. Namun pesean teringgi ekaristi adalah ungkapan syukur. Boleh meminta hanya jangan meminta melulu. Syukur harus disrtai peduli dan gembiri," demikian Rm Purbo menjelaskan. This is good message of mass. I feel that I get something from here today. Thank you Father Purbo, Pr. Father Purbo is clever. I'm not get chair because the people enough many. In front of me there is child girls and her grand mother. They seem noisy. The child girl noisy while eat. "The parents should be teach the student to stop eat when mass. This child girls not discipline. She is disturb the other people that want to pray. I see the other people around distrub by their activity and moving. I try to focus to myself but fail. I'm kooked (perpancing) to angry too. My heart tumultuous (rusuh) too because this child girl and her sister make big noisy. Her sister runing, want to play but not contral effectively by their parents parent . The little child of girl go play far, make her mom worried (cemas) so looking for than take and pickaback (gendong). The little girld dislike. She like play. So she rebel (memberontak). The situation disorderly. May people disturb but her mom just as careless to the other people. He try to picaback her child. She try to calm. "Please come here," her grandmother said. That child go down. Sit together her sister. She silent, stop crying. Wow.... she want beside her sister," I say in my heart. Than we continue to pray. Than I exit the church. I entrance the book shop Cathedral Church. I only see the book. No book or CD that I need sale there. Than I go to Obor. I on foot from Cathedral to Obor publisher. For the first I entrance to Obor. I want to shooping tool of learn of Religion tools: book and CD. I buy 14 CD with cost Rp 205.000. I'm tired. Than I go back. I use busway. I on foot to Budi Oetomo shelter busway. There I see GOJEK. After wait long, I get busway. I entrance. I transit at Matraman. Than I on foot to Mr. Feus - Mr. Rony's rent of house. I lunch at 15:00. I eat at Tegal stall (warung). I eat rice, spinach (bayam), pariah (pria / pare) and fried tempeh. I pay Rp 8.000. Than I go to Festo's and Rony's rent house. I meet Joseph. The other is going out (Festo, Rony, Nelty). "Nelty is entrance to hostel (asrama), Mr. Rony go to Meruya," Joseph said. In afternoon I go Mr. nando's house at Jl. Mardani. I call him. "Sorry brother, I'm still at toll. What can I help you?" he ask. I want to meet you but because you are still on the way, I only put the envelope beside under the door to your room," I say to him. I want to back hir money that I borrow in last Sunday, July 19, 2015. Than I on foot to Ktamat Station. I want to buy MBK powder too. I find it at near Kramat Station. I buy 4 packet with total price Rp 6.000. Than I entrance to station of Kramat. I wait trian. The train come. Than I entrance. We transit at Jatinegara. When train come,, I entrance to train. I stop at Cakung. Than I use motor cycle to home. In home I take a rest.

Sunday, August 9, 2015. - mass at Saint Harapan Indah - Bekasi.
I join on mass at Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I join on afternoon mass. The Father Kesharyanto,Pr that lead the mass. He talk about Jesus Christ as life bread. The process God become man is: from word than become men than become bread of life. How our process to worship life of bread. Are we come on time to mass? How often we come to worship God on eucharist?
In mass I see   Valen (Primary 5), Bintang (P6) dan his sister (JHS), Kristo (P4), Maria (JHS students) and Mr. Nico (teacher).
After mass I meet father Kesaryanto,Pr. "Father I need your help to lead the mass at JPS on next September 2015," I ask. "Please submit your school mass of mass. Your Principal already promise it at 2 weeks ago, in order to we can set the time for it," he says. Than I meet Mr. Geby - the church of koster - . Had you taken the equipmewnt of mass that I borrow on Thursday, August 6, 2015? I already put at security post," I say. "Okay, I already take but please back it on time, ton that day, because the parish need it," he said. "Okay, sorry. I late back it. During 4 days I save it at school. Than I go back to home. I layover (singgah) at Pertamina at Kampung Bogor, Bekasi. I take money Rp 500.000 to pay leasing house. After lunch I submit it to Mrs Vincent. I come to their home. I promise to take decision (keoutusan) to continue the leasing (kontrak) or no on this month," I say. Than I go back to take a rest.

Sunday, August 16, 2015.
Today I have plan to go to Cipayung - Ceger, East Jakarta. What for go to there? I go to there to continue the check up of health. This activity celebrate by team doctor of Indonesia University - Cipto Mangunkusumo Hospital (RSCM) that make research health for Flores people. Some teachers of JPS who from Flores already contact to go to there. We are four (4) persons: Mr. Ben Ayung (Primary Principal), Mr. Bento (Vice Principal), Mr. Fredy (English teacher) and I. We go to there use JPS car. We are gathering at school than go to there. Mr. Eko - JPS driver - drive car for us. We start at 06:40 am. We by pass Harapan Indah, Kanal Banjir Timur (KBT), Toll Bintara, Toll JORR. We exit at Ceger. We turn to left. We entrance to Cipayung. Our destination is Jln. Masjid IV nomor 32, RT 008, RW 06, Cipayung, Jakarta Timur. We by pass Jl. Bina Marga. We find HKBP Churcg of Taman Mini. Mr. Ben Ayung contact Mrs. Nona as coordinator Flores people. We are search of the addres. Finally we find it. Docter Fariz and team. Mrs. Sari accept us. The activity at her house. In Cipayung enough much Flores people, especially Maumere and Larantuka people. The check up start. We check up the blood pressure and check the blood fast and after fast to know the diabetes, uric acid, cholesterol. For me, my blood pressure is high is 149. Wow...... "This is not good for long time," doctor Rizky said. I meet with my former friend of office of Optima, Mr. Siprianus Hurint. We by the way. I need time to remember him. He still know my name. I forget his name. Lucky can remember when he registration. We talk about Optima. Mr. Sipri already move to Penabur Depok. In last time he taught at Penabur Bintaro. Mr. Ferdy Hasiman call me. "Please write about Manggarai culture on my website," he said. "Okay." I say. After check up we are lunch. Ms Sari and family prepare thr food for lunch. It is red rice, fried fish, fish sauce (ikan kuah), condiment (sambal) mix basil leave (daun kemangi). The good food. I only take enough food. We permission after lunch. When go back we get souvenir is bag from docter. In last week we get watch. "thank you doktor Hendra, we say. Than we go to the car. "Mr. Eko, please delivery me Saint carolus hospital, Salemba, Central Jakarta. I want to entrance of work," Ms Nona said. "Sorry, we can not do it, because I'm harry up to the other activity at Bekasi," Mr. Eko said. "Okay, where do you like that near Saint Carolus Hospital," Mrs. Nona ask. May be at UKI or Jatinegara," Mr. Eko said. "Okay," Mrs Nona said. Mrs Nona give tips to Mr. Eko for his kindness to delivery us. We by pass Cipayung than - Taman Mini than entrance to toll JORR. We exit at Jatinegara toll. Mrs Nona stop there. WE CONTINUE OUR JOURNEY to Bekasi. We by pass Jl. Raya Bekasi, Jl. I Gusti Ngurah Rai, Penggilingan, Wali Kota Jakarta Timur - Pulo Gebang - Ujung Menteng. Harapan Indah - JPS. Mr. Fredy stop at shelter Pulo Gebang. He go to Cakung - Cilincing. I entrance to JPS teacher room. Than I write on blog and email. I give information to the Wela people this activity. On afternoon I go to the church. I'am eating first than go to the church. I join on mass at afertnoon. The mass start at 17:30 am. I'm late. I arrive when the first reading (17:45). Father Kesharyanto,Pr than lead mass today. I meet students of JPS: Kristo (Primary 4) and his parents, Gaby (P4) and his parents. Gaby come and shake hand to me. I see SHS students and her mom. I see Mr. Ben Ayung and his child of girl. Than I go back to home. When I arrive Mr. Anto and Mr. .......(leader of alley (gang) blok B invite me to supper together to celebrate (meyakan) Indonesia Libeartion of 70. The mothers of block B service me. The menu is egg, potato, rice and crackers melinjo (kerupuk melinjo). After supper, I'm entrance to home. Than Mr. Rony call me. "Ms Nelty entrance to hospital of Saint Carolus. She sick of appendix. Need money Rp 6 millions to advance (uang muka) tah may be operation tomorrow. Please help to fill the credit form on CUWM. I credit money Rp 8 millions. Please make now in order to can liquid (cair) tomorrow. I will contact the other caretaker of CUWM. "Okay do the best. May be our sister quick recover," I say. Than I go to school to fill it than up load it to internet at milis. On that time the other caretaker (pengurus) respons, especially, Ms Susi as trasurer. "Wow... this is temptation to me. I less money. I need money to pay rent house and pay school fee and now, our sister sick and need many money to surgery. Lord, please the good way for us. On 22:00 I go back to home. I take a rest. Today I get attack of cold (pilek). I forget to get medicine to doctor when at Cipayung. Than I', rest.

Sunday, August 23, 2015.
I get up on 06:00 am. I cook leave of    as medicine of hypertension. Than I cook vegetable. I breakfast. I plan to join on second mass (08:30). Than go to the church. Wow...late. I parking motor cycle when the mass sing the opening song. I clean my hand first. Than I entrance to the church. I go to attic (loft = loteng). Father Yulius Kesyar, Pr that lead mass. I'm sleepy when mass. I can remember the holy bible reading. When fisish it I looking for paper of reading of mass. I read again. The reading take from book of .... (Josua gathering his tribe to ask to worship God), the second reading relation of Christ and church (Christ as male and Church as female). The Gospel about the Word of Jesus that hard so many peoples can not survive so retreat. "How about you? Jesus ask to his disciple. "Lord, to who we go, your word is the word that eternal life,"
In the mass I see JPS students and the parents, e. Fini and her mom, Carol and her parents, Jeanissa (P2) and her brother and her parents, SHS students and her parents, JHS students (Lidya) and her brother and her parents. Than I go to school. I write on the blog include this daily experience. Mr. Bento come.

Sunday, August 30, 2015.

I get up late at 06:15 am. I cook vegetable than breakfast. I read the note about my ancestry (leluhur). I find the data that I wrote in the last time. I go to the Saint Albertus Church. I'm come late. Today there are 2 priest that lead prayer. May be one guest priest. Father Pram,Pr that lead mass and bring homily. I see   some JPS' students and their parent. I see Mr. Simbolon, Carol's father. Their environment that official of "Tatib". I see Kenzo, Raja and their family. That I know Kenzo and Raja Moselem (Islam) but why they come to church. Than I hurry up to go to parking area. I no bring donation and pay parking at church today. ThanI drive motor cycle. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I entrust (menitipkan) motor cycle there. Than i buy puse Rp 10.000 with cost Rp 11.500. I use car 25 to Kranji. I pay Rp 4.000. I entrance train to Bekasi. I hope I get chair. Evidently full. I only sit down for moment taht stand up. The train start at 11:00 am. The passengers so many. In the trian I see many women and their childen to go to Jakarta. Seldom their children whine (merengek) ask drink ecause thirsty or seldom because crowded (sesak). I transit at   Manggarai station. Than continue to Tanah Abang. I exit there. I looking for car 31 to Meruya. "It is parking at Blok E," the trader says. Wow.... hot, thirsty. I buy Teh Pucuk Rp 5.000. I drink with ice. I buy jersey's shoes(kaus sepatu). It is enough cheap to me Rp 10.000 / 3 pairs (pasang). I arrive at at Blok E. Than I find car 30. I entrance. We by pass Tanah Abang - Jl. KS Tubun - Slipi - Rumah Sakit PELNI - Slipi Bundaran - Palmerah - Kompas - Jakarta Post - Rawa Belong - Kebun Jeruk - Kompleks perumahan DPR - Srengseng - Meruya . I pay Rp 6.000. Than move to car B 10 (Red). I pay Rp 4.000 to Kavling DKI, Alfa mart, near Church Maria Kusuma Karmel (MKK) . Jl. Kusuma No. 1 Kav. DKI (Meruya Selatan), Jakarta Barat, Jakarta, Indonesia. I try to contact Mr. hendrik Aron. He want to shuttle (jemput) me. Because   busy Mr. George shuttle me. I arrive ther. Today we wamt to pray for Father Bone kaso that already pass away 3 day ago. There are many peoples there. There are Bp Tino and Mm Tino's friend and Manggarai people too. We pray. Mr. Alex lead the pray. The pray may be 45 minutes. Than lunch. Bo - mm Tin have a good relation with neighbour. The neighbour   permission their home to put the table for take the food. We lunch while talking. We go back at 15:00 pm. Mr. Festo willing to   hitchhike (membonceng) me although without helmet. We by pass Meruya, Joglo - Graha Pena - Kompas - Slipi - Karet - Manggarai - Matraman - Pramuka - Rawasari - I visit Rony that sick because   accident when touch with motor cycle with car on last Saturday, August 29, 2015. His muscle (otot) of calf (betis) sick. I help to put conterpain to his calf (betis). Than I go back. Wow... my handphone of mobile is forget. I go back. "Often forgetm: Mr. Rino says. "Oh... yes, in last July I forget note book here," I say. i use car o4 to Kramat station. I use train. The train come. I entrance. I'm sleeping for moment. I transit at Jatinegara. Than I wait train to Kranji. The train come. The passenger not so full just as in last morning. There is couple that show love each others. The boy clean the face of women. The women close of   eyes. Very romantic. I stop at   Kranji. I use car 07 to Serija. I pay Rp 4.000. I arrive at 18:20 at   Pondok Ungu. I take my motor cycle. I pay cost of parking Rp 3.000. Than I back to VMG. I'm supper than take a bath. Than I go to school to do the lesson plan as prepare presentation for principal supervision. I see on my computer and on my email about the file but none. I do it with manual. I use time about 2 hours. Im successs. I save it on file and email. I hope in next time no proble with it ecause already save on    email. Than I go back to home. Than I sleep. I get disturb of sleep , often get up to go to toilet.

Sunday, September 6, 2015.

I have plan to go to Stella Maris church at North Jakarta to join on Ervy - Wily's wedding. I have challenge (tantangan) to finish some job today especially question paper of mid semester. So I go to the school. In the morning I have plan to join on first mass   at Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah but cancel. I decide to go to school to finish make Religion of question paper of mid semester test. I 'm not focus. So I extravagant (boros) of time. Orriginally (semula) I only plan only 2 hours evidently until 4 hours. So I stop at 11.00 am. But I succes to finsih it. I'm proud for my struggle. Than I go back to home. I buy side dishes (lauk pauk) at kiosk of wood at Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor. Than I buy fresh vegetables. Than I cook it than breakfast and lunch. I'm confuse for join the wedding party because late. "No need to join because late," I say in my heart. I call my brother, Rony. "We are at toll now to go to Pluit . Where are you now?" he ask. "I'm still at Bekasi. I will use train," Ianswer. My spirit rise up again. Imagine on my brain that I'm so late to arrive there. I'm not discipline. Finally I decide to go there. I drive motor cycle. I only search at internet about the address of Church of Stella Maris. It is lies at Jl. Taman Pluit Permai no. 17, Pluit, North Jakarta. I have think to use ojek / taksi / go jek to reach the place. So many alternative that appear in my brain. I decide to save motor cycle to Cakung than use train to Kota station. I arrive at Cakung station. I wait for moment. The train come. The train still have many chair. I sit down. The time show 12:25. "Wow... I'm late. I take a rest at train. Than I call Rony to ask the place of wedding blessing ( pemberkatan nikah). "We already at Pluit of Stella Maris church," Rony says. Where the famous place near there?" I ask. It is near Waduk (Reservoir) Pluit. Please stop at Penjariangan at Atmajaya Hospital of shelter than use red car from there to Pluit. That car until at Stella Maris church," Rony says. Okay. I my imagine I use the much money for transportation. May be more than Rp. 100.000. The train arrive at Kota Station. I exit. I see so may people at Kota Station. Kota station is the end destination. It is the end station. Allpassenger   exit there or start from there. I exit station without change card train in locket because so long because so many people there. I exit. I'm thirsty (house). I buy water melon (semangka). Iask people there about car to Pluit. It is car number 2. "I'm very hate the people that ask to me but not entrance the car that I say," he says. The people seem male but I doubt may be female. I try to be positive to him / her. Than Iask the other people. "Please   use car number 2 but please cross away / road to get it," he said. Thank you," I say. I cross the road at Kota. Than I see someone that I think ojek but seldom I think may be not. Than he coem to me. "Do you want to use Ojek? " he ask. "Yes, I will go to Pluit at Stela Maris Church, do you it place. It is near Waduk Pluit," I ask. "Okay, we try to search the place. I use Ojek. We by pass Kota - Penjaringan - Sanno Hotel - Waduk Pluit - Stella Maris Church. I ask to people there. "Yes this is Stella Maris church. The wedding at second floor," they say. I pay Rp 20.000 to ojek driver. "Thank you very much for your help," I say. Than I clean my face. I entrance to the chapel (kapel). Wow... the mass had finish / dismissal. I   meet with some brothers, e.g. Mr. Alex, Mr. Robert. " Sorry, I'm late. I start late from Bekasi," I say. Than I entrance to the Chapel. I shake hand with the other brothers, our family: Mr. Yan jana, Mr. Lipus, Mr. Rio, Mr. Rony, Mr. Edu and his special girl, Mr. Feus, Mr.Joseph, Mr. Agus, Tanti, Filo, Mr. leo, Ms Fifi, Atik. I photo together bridges, Mr. Wily and Ervy, together Tanti and Filo. "Sorry, I'm late," I say. The photographer take picture for us, include mr. Edy Danggur. Than we exit from chapel. We eat bread and water. The chapel is good. Beside the chapel there is Stella Maris church. It is so nice. "I'm not entrance to there," Mr. Alex says. I join in Mr. Alex' car. Than we go to Kota Tua at West Jakarta, place of wedding reception. In car we talk.   This is Dadap. In Muara Baru there are Manggarai groups: Compang Cama and Gendang Manggarai. Both race (berlomba) and compete (bersaing) to make event. Seldom they are not talking one another, just as hostile (bermusuhan)," Atik says. Than we arrive at Kota Tua. Mr. leo, Mr. Alex, Mr. Marsel parking the cars at Rukan of bulding. Evidently there is car to loading the people to delivery the pass away people. The official help to parking the car on complex parking area. Mr. Alex only stop there because must go back because hurry up to delivery his wife to airport. "Ms Susy want to go to Seul, South Korean today," he said. "Okay, give warm greeting to your families. Thank you for your help," I say. Than we entrance to reception place. Wow.... there is peopel that pass away, so we should be respect. "We can eat if bodies (jenasah) already by pass, because there is people that pass away near here, our neighbor," official says. We by the way. Beside us there is Gion. Wow... you are Bibi's   son," I say while shake hand. Gion is our neighbor and family. He is from Ntalung Pada, place and village near our village, Wela. We still family connection. We talk. The reception place so natural, simple. "This is the good wedding, only simple," I say in hear talk about impression about this wedding. Than we are lunch although the bodies not pass yet because the time already show at 15:30 pm. We eat chicken, soup, meat bolt (bakso). I take sauce / condiment (sambal) so many. I almost choke (tersedak) because spicy (pedas). The people that delivery bodies by pass. We still eat. "Ya,illaha illah, Ya,illaha illah,Ya,illaha illah, " they mention as pray to delivery the people that already pass away. We talk with Lewat people and Manggarai peoples the others. We introduce with Lusia. She is   special friend of Anton Adiman, our brother that stay at Malang, East Java. "Oh... yes, Ms Paula often mention your name," I say. Than we permission may be on 16:00. Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Tanti and Filo too. They use car while I on foot. I talk with Lembor people. He is from Lendo, Wae Wako - Lembor. On way, I meet with our sister, Ms Nelty. She just come. Mr. Joseph come to pick up her to Kota shelter. She recent recoverd of surgery of appendix. " I try to work of injection not yet can do the heavy work," she says. She work at Melania, Mataman. Than I go to the Kota Station. I see the old bulding there. It   is heritage (warisan) of Nedrlands goverment. I success reach the Kota station. When I arrive ther so may peoples there. It is crowded. I want to ask place to buy ticket to Bekasi. The time show 16:30 pm. I decide to buy until at Juanda station. Why I want to join on mass at Cathedral church first because today I'm not join on mass. I queue (antre) almost 1 hours. The line of people just as snake. So may peoples. I ask people that not discipline. "Please queue. Go to back," I say. They follow it. I see some girls than team work. They check (menitipkan) card and money to buy ticket. They success do it so effective. For the first I have experience that so long queue at Kota station. In last time I ever entrance Kota station but the management nor tidy just as this. Already the management already change but the crowded still available too. Finally I success to buy new ticket. Than I entrance to station to entrance   train with Bekasi destination. On train i meet with Ms Adit, my teacher friend at JPS. She is join with her families. They choose the other carriage (gerbong). I sit down. I see just as my former friend at Optima company, Ms Tio. Evidently not. I move carriage (gerbong). I stop at Juanda station. I go to the Cathedral church. I want join on mass. Wow...I'm so late. Lucky I alredy print the reading so I can reading it at train. I arrive at church when offering / intersessions (doa umat). I see a family brimg the helper to carry their daughter. When they want ask her to carry by them she rejects. She safe with the helper. "Ayo mbak, mari masuk," she invite the helper to go the church to accompany her to get blessing when communion. The helper is moslem (Isalam) while she Catholic. Although it this child of gilr ask the helper to entrance the church. Finally the helper follow. The Moslem people entrance to Catholic church. I'm not accept communion because late. Than I go to Juanda station to continue my journey to Bekasi. I wait may be 30 minutes. In train I call my families, Mr. John at Wela, Sr. Sophy at Sintang. We talk about our families, include Ervy's wedding today. We talk about Hila that get difficult to pay school fee for his children. Wow.... sorry, I can not help too." I say/ God help us," I say in my heart. I stop at Cakung station. Than I take motor cycle. I go to Vila Mutiara Gading, my contract house. I buy banana in intersection of Danau Tobet. I pay Rp 8.000 for one bunch / comb (sisir) . Than i take a bath, cook rice, eta vegetable that left last morning. Than I go to school to do task of lectureof "Practice Pholosophy (Filsafat Praktis), lucky I forget bring syllabus. Wow. I try to read the book and try to make that I can do. I can my brother mr. Beny and eldest sister, Ms Yustina at Lembor. We share news , include   dreams. Than on 22:30 I go back than I'm rest after   wash my face.

Sunday, September 13, 2015.
I get up late. Than I try tocook food but the rice is runs out (habis). I cook vegetable. I still have left over (sisa) rice in last night. I cook vegetable, warm the fish and vegetable that leftover (sisa) of last night. Than I see my motor cycle so dirty. Although lazy may be because hypertension (hipertensi), I'm try to clean my motor cycle. I wash it after wash the dress. I clean the floor too. Than I 'm brealfast than go to the kiosk at Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor to pay rice and vegetable. I shooping money Rp 40.000 for 5 kgs rice than Rp 5.000 for vegatbles. Than I cook it while call Mr. Beny in Wela and Mr. Largus in Karot - Lembor. "I'm busy to handle / manage distribution water to paddy field (sawah). The Golo Karot and Heak people believe to me to handle it. I try to distribute the water nicely so get benefit to all people." he share his experience. "The people believe to him," I say about Mr. Largus my law (ipar). Than I cook the food. Than I go to JPS to do the task of lecture, Hannah Arent. I do it start at 15:00 pm. Than on 17:00 I go the Saint Albertus Church. I arrive before the mass. I'm happy. I go to the toilet. Than I entrance the church. I meet with JPS teacher: Mr. Felix with his wife and children, and JPS' student: Hanzel, Hulbert and their father, Mary - Monic - Joseph and their parents, Theresia Avila (P4). I meet Mr. ....... Mogo former JPS teacher . In last time he taught Cathlolic Religion of senior at JPS but now work at company. The mass lead by Father Antonius Wahy Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus HI. Than I go back to home.

Sunday, September 20 , 2015

Today I have plan to join on afternoon mass. I come from JPS. I start from JPS at 17:10pm. Lucky not late arrive there. The mass lead by Father Antonius Wahyu Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus HI. I see JPS students and parents, just as Kedrik - his brother and his parents, Ica, her sister and her parents, Bintang and is father. I see friends , just as Ms Cathrine, Ms Eileen, dan Saint Jakobus teachers, e.g. Ms Christine, Ms Anita. The others is the Catholic people.
Than I go back. I buy banana at intersection / RM Danau Tobet than go on to Kampung Bogor. I come to Pertamina of ATM to pay insurance for Mr. Safer and myself. Than I go home. Than I back to school. I buy soffee for secusrity Rp 5.000 (4 sachet). Than I write daily experience.

Saturday, September 26 , 2015
Today I join on Saint Klaus festivity that celebrate by Saint Klaus alumni ' IKLAS" at Jakarta. The mass at Saint Antonius School, Matraman, East Jakarta. I start from Bekasi at 14:30pm. I arrive there almost 16:00 pm. I meet some alumni, include brother Ovan, SX. Fr. Ovan from Golowelu. We help to arrange the chair. The mass lead by our classmate Father Leonard Paskalis Nojo, OFM Cap. Mr. Idem delivery and pick up him. When mass only few alumni that join but when supper and free activity (dance) many people that come. Wow...may be this show the Manggarai people that only priority like dance than mass / discuss. The dance stop at 12:00 pm. Than we go back. I join with Mr. Tony to his place to Grogol. I join on his mootor cycle without use jacket. We by pass Matraman, Senen - Tugu Tani - Gambir - Jl. Medan Merdeka - Jl. Majapahit - Jl. Su....../ RS Tarakan - Tomang. Than we arrive at home at across (di seberang) of Taman Anggrk Mall / Podomoro City. Than we sleep. Thank you Lord, thank you Mr. Tony. Than we sleep.

Sunday, Oktober 4, 2015
I get up may be at 05:30am. I take a bath. I wll go to school to correct the students of mid semester test. I wrte on my blog too while read news and Face Book. I star to correct the test on 12:00 pm. I can do it although I multi task . Finally I finish. I proud to my commitment. Than I go home. I'm buy vegetable and vegetable fish at Padang Restoran. I pay Rp 6.000. I mix it with rice. Than I prapre to chucrch of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah to mass. I late, when Glory song when arrive there. Today the mass lead by Father Antonius Wahyu Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus HI. I see formel JPS student, Prisca. I see Ms Monik (JPS teacher of mandarin). I see some teacher of Saint James (St. Yakobus) Kelapa Gading. Than I go back. I go to school to write daily experience on blog and do my task of lecture.

Sunday, Oktober 11, 2015
I get up may be at 05:00am. I read the book of philosophy. I'm still sleepy and tired. I decide to sleep again. I get up at 09:00 am. Than I go to school. In Rawa Buaya I meet Catholic people from Ende. I see a mother that already widowhood (menjanda) and her children. I stop my motor cycle. I offer for some to join with me to Patung Kuda region. In gate of Aralia I slow my motor cycle to get good power on climbing place. I feel my motor cycle just as move. I'm not comfort. In Patung Kuda I stop. I wait that mother. Evidently the girl that join together me already stop at gate of Aralia. Wow... now information. Than I continue to JPS. There I read news and FB. I find myth Manggarai about Rana Mese from Mr. Gaby Mahal. Than I prepare to church. I arrive late when the open song. The mass lead by Father Kesyaryanto,Pr. In mass I see Mr. Nico and his couple. I see JPS SHS. Than I meet father Father Kesyaryanto,Pr to say about JPS mass for tomorrow, October 12, 2015. Than I meet Mr. Gaby, parish koster. He seem tired but still can help me about mass equipment (dress, chalice, cyborium, paten, nutmeg). Than I go to school to delivery it. I write daily expereince than check the auditorium th me t. to mass. Mr. Eko and Mr. Ajis still set the sound system. Than I go back to home.

Monday, October 25, 2015
Today, I handle my property at home. I use long time to set it. My rent house recent renovation since Wednesday, October 14 - Friday, October 16, 2015. During 3 days renovation. It is make condition is dirty on my bag and cardboard, place I save the dress and book. I'm loading the bag and cardboard (kardus). Wow...so many dirty (dush (debu) and debris (puing)of building. I loading this until evening. I take time to go tothe Church at Saint Albertus. Father Yustinus Kesharyanto,Pt who lead mass. In church I see JPS student and her parents. She is Caelin, Primary 6 student. Than I go back. I join on Rosary prayer at Mr. Martin's house at VMG Blok E 4/ 14. I on foot to there. Than we eat tofu mix meatbolt. It is good. When go home I set the carboard again. I finish it on 12:30 pm. Wow.... I'm so tired. Need long time to do it. I do it until Sunday, October 18, 2015. So long because many things I handle. I wash my dress too, clean shoes. I take the decision to discard (membuang) the old shoes that already broken. I need long time to take decision. I have habit so very saving (hemat) until appear so poor.

Sunday, October 25, 2015.
I go tp Jakarta to meet my classmate of senir High School, sister Ludgardis,PRR (Evy Jemamun). I go to there on 11:30 am. I went to there use   motor cycle than use busway. I check (commend or board out = menitipkan ) my botor sycle at Pondok Ungu, near Harapan Indah gate. Than I try to probe (plow = menjajaki) new way is use busway transjakarta in MetLand - Menteng, East jakarta. I must on foot. It is hot and dusty (berdebu). Wow...if there are people that see me on this condition certainly I'm shame (shy). I arrive at Metland Menteng but I don't see the shelter office . "certainly this area service by Transjabodetabek. Transjabodetabek and Transjakarta diffrence the price. Transjakarta more expensive that Transjabodetabek. : Wow.... this is make me suffer (menderita). Than I walk to one shelter again. I arrive at shelter that near Grans Cakung. I entrance the shelter. Evidently, the shelter staff at second floor, not just the first the floor just as at shelter at Jakarta. Wow.... I'm less experience. Less experience soI'm seem suffer. Than I entrance. I pay Rp 3.500 for ticket. I want to Jakarta to meet my classmate and bothers. I wait the busway. The busway come. I entrance. I get the chair. I stop at Pulo Gadung. Than transit. I direct get bus to Cempaka Mas. Than I stop at Cempaka Mas. I transit there. I wait Transjkarta from Tanjung Priuk. I want to Pramuka street. I 'm not focus so leave the bus. Than I wait the other bus. When the bua come,I entrance.Than I transit at shelter of BPKP Prambuka . I stop at Genjing shelter. Than I buy apple Rp 40.000 at Genjing. Than I go to monastery of PRR Utan kayu. I stop for moment t drik and dry my persperation. Than I caal Sr. Ludgarduis, PRR (Evy jemamun). There is their candidate of sister accept me. Than I sit down. Sr. Ludgardis come. We shake hand and by the way. We share about aour almamater, Saint Klaus - Kuwu - Cumbi - Ruteng. Sr. Lusgardis, PRR work at Merauke, Papua now. She share her expereince when work there. Than I go back. I go to Mr. Rony - Mr. Festo's rent house at Rawasari. Pramuka. Than we by the way. I meet with Mr. Festo , Mr. Joseph, Mr. Rio, Mr. Ino, and Mr. To. Mr. To is new comer of Wela at Jakarta. He finish his JHS at Golowelu. Than I join with Mr. Festo to Matraman Church. In church we see the bible on each bench (bangku). Wow...this is new expereince at Matraman Parish. In last time, not yet. May be Saint Joseph Matraman want the Catholic people diligent read the bible. The mass lead by Father Kornel. He speech during 30 minutes. The mass almost 1.5 hours. When mass finish I direct to shelter. I want to back to Bekasi. I by pass Senn. I use Scania busway - new car of Transjakarta -. I transit at Senen. Than wait busway to Oylo Gadung. I get the old busway. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I exit. I shooper underwear. I pay Rp[ 20.000. Thn I ask to use buway bu I cancel but stop at Ujung menteng. Than I entrance   car 20. I pay rp 5.000. Than I stop at Harapan Indah gate. Than I use motor cycle to hpme. The journey is smooth. I arrive at home at 22:00 pm. Than I tidy the kitchen and sleep room than rest.

Sunday, November 1 , 2015.

I join mass at Harapan Indah Church. The mass lead by Father Joan, OFM Cap - from Medan. He has task at Australia. He song the Batak song at the church: Alusia
Than I go to Cikarang to kojng family meeting to discuss Mr. Nando's   wedding at Bandung on December 26, 2015. I go to there after breakfast. I put motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I use public car. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I try to contact my brother Mr. Rony. "I will join with Mr. Alex in their car," he said. I see the police check the car at near Kranji station. So many   motor cycle that stop. The situation very hot.
Than I entrance to bus to Cikarang. The condition so hot. I contact Mr. Marsel in order to can pick up me in Tegal Gede. The traveling at toll road is smooth. I exit at Cikarang gate. Than use little car /anngkot. Istop at Tegal Gede. I buy papaya as souvenir. Evidently Mr. Beny - our nephew (keponakan) from Suka come to pick up me. I arrive at Mr. Leo's house on 13:00 pm. After some brother arrive we discuss. In afternoon, after supper, Mr. Marsel pick up us use Mr. Leo's car. Mr. Ferdy and I on car. Mr. Marsel   delivery us to tool gate of Cikarang Utama. Lucky still get car to Bekasi. Mr. Ferdy   use car to UKI. I wait so long. We negotiate the prive of ticket. The "marketer (calo) ask IDR 13.000 . Finally Rp 10.000. The passaenger increase. The bus start. I stop at MM Bekasi. Than move to the other car. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I pay Rp 5.000. Than i take motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. I arrive at 20:30 am at home in Bekasi. Than I take a bath than sleep.

Saturday, November 7, 2015 - join mass at Kemayoran - JI Expo - Mgr. Ignatius Soeharyo,Pr who lead mass. This is great Mass. Some Bishop join, include Ruteng's Bishop, Mgr. Hubert Leteng,Pr.

Sunday, Novemver 15, 2015 - I join mass at St. Albertus Harapan Indah. Father.....<pr who lead mass. I'm late when Gloria song. Than I go back. I go to school to write the test question paper. Only Primary 4 that I finish while my target is 2 class, P 4 and P 5. I'm so slow and not focus/ discipline.

Sunday, Novemver 22, 2015
I join on first mass at Saint Albert harapan Indah. Father Pramono ....,Pr lead mass. I late when introduction song I entrance. He talk about Jesus Christ as Universe King. "The predicate king from Old Testament predicat" Elshadday= Almighty God = Allah Maha Besar. Wow... thank father Pram.

Than In afternoon at 14:20 I go to Harmony   Cluster Area (kompels perumahan) to celebrate Lery's birthday. On 17:00 I go back to home to do the Religion task. Althought boring I try to do it. I success   make resume Primary 3 and 4 although not complete. I sleep at 23:30 am. Before it I go to computer rental to write the dream in order to not forget. I write the Manggarai song too.

Sunday, November 29, 2015
I get up early. I have plan to join the first mass on 06:00 at Saint Albert Harapan Indah Bekasi. I get up on 03:45. I get up early becuse in last night I fast to sleep. Than I work use computer / laptop than I breakfast. Than I start to church. The little rain come. I late when arrive there. I entrance when light the circle "koronka" advent. I'm late. I get envelope from commitee of saint Clara parish. They come to Saint Albert Harapan Indah to raise funds (galang dana) forbuild the church. The church building already get permission from government of Bekasi gegency to builld it. After 17 years they wait the permission from government from Bekasi regency to build it. On July 2015 they already got the permission. So they have plan to build it. During some years they mass at chappelin Ruko at ........... I 'm not bring little money. I only bring IDR 50.000 but only one paper, while I'm not fill the fuel. I don't give donation. The Catholic people from Saint Clara accept the choir. The Priest from there lead mass. On the end mass he sing of song. This is trick to open the heart of Harapan Indah Catholic people in order to willing to support / bring donation. They make book mark that available their bill account. Than I go bak, fill gazoline at near Transera. I go to Transera. I find way to way / road to konnect to Jl. Boulevard. The developer already   open the access it.

Sunday, December 6, 2015. - the big rain in afternoon. - Bekasi flood.

I plan to go to the church on 05:30 am to join on first mass. But cancel because I get up late on 06:00 am. So I join on second mass. I arrive late there, when "Lord have Mercy". Father Kesar,Pr who lead the mass.
In mass I see parents of JPS students. They are Nikita's parent and Carol's parent. Carol with her father (Mr. Simbolon) and her mom (Ms Dameria Lusia Sitinjak). Than I go back. I by pass JPS. In near JPS I see the car and the other device of project) busy to bury (menguruk) the rice field while the paddy not ripe yet. But because businessman (pengusaha) want to build property so the paddy that not ripe yet, be cut (harvest) not ripe yet. I ask some people there. "The developer want to build the building so this rice field should be bury (uruk) although the paddy not ripe yet. "Mr. Haji ask us to do this. The project car and    ....of    HDP already ready to bury (menguruk). The project car queue (there). Wow.... , pity to the farmer. Than I back to home. I'm breakfast at Rawa Indah of warteg. I pay IDR 7.000. The situation so hot. I'm feel so hot, sultry (gerah). In home I cook the food than take a rest. I sleep so satisfied (puas). Than I   sweep than clean the floor. Than I take a bath. Than luch at afternoon. Than I join on Advent prayer at Rawa Indah in Mr. Andreas home. I come late is almost 16:45 pm. Than the big rain come. The cloudly since in the middle day. Today the big rain come. Wow...... it is so long. I use the raincoat. The other Catholic people too use the same way. Mrs Andreas give the cake to me. Mrs........(Fernando's mother) motor cycle strike (mogok). Mr. Andreas help to handle it. Than I go to home. I's wet. I take a bath. Than I control the condition of house. My rent house leak. The cupboard is wet. I open it.Wo... there are leak. I check my property. It is wet. The cardboard (kardus) and property wet. I decide to unload (bongkar) it. I work hard. Almost 3 hours I use time to unload it.
I'm so slow. The slow give the risk.

Sunday, December 13, 2015.
I join mass at Saint Albert - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. The mass lead by Father Kesharyanto,Pr.

Sunday, Desember 20, 2015.
I join mass at Saint Albert - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. The mass lead by Father......,Pr.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

I visit Cathedral Bandung Church at Jl. Merdeka 14. I go there together Mr. Rio. We start from Vila Angsa - Pasir Halang, Dusun Bambu - Kec. Cisarua - Cimahi - Alam Wisata Cimahi, Bandung Jawa Barat. Mr. Leo delivery us use his car to intersection (perempatan). Than we use public transportation "angkot". We by pass Cimahi - Cimindi - Jl. Alhmad ...........Jl. Soedirman - Jl. Soekarno Hatta - Terminal Lewi Panjang, Than we exit from car. I pay IDR 15.000 for us (Rio and I). Than we use Damri - public transportation of Bandung with cost Rp 5.000 per people. We stop at Jl. Merdeka. Than we on foot. We ask to people until three times. Than we entrance to car " angkot". We stop at Jl. Sumatra by driver. Than we on foot to Cathreal church. When we arrive there, the mass still done. We join. The prist Leo, OSC (?) still bring homily. He read Bishop letter about Family. Today is Feast of Holy Family. Than we join on mass. We see yhe view of Cathdral of Bandung. We shake hand with priest Leo, OSC (?). He is Europe people. Than we go back. We on foot until at Braga. I take money at ATM BCA. Than transfer money to my brother's account, Mr. John to back the money that I borrow in last time. Than we wait Damri again. The bus come. We entrance. We by pass Pasar Baru Bandung. We back to Lewi Panjang terminal. We luch there with menu as fish and tofu. We eat food tht become typical of Bandung: eat rice withour vegetable that cook but only fresh vegatable. On that time I'm feel not good. I pay food and drink almost Rp 50.000. Than we looking for bus to Jakarta/ Bekasi. Finally we use Primajasa to Harapan Indah. I pay Rp 120.000 for Rio and I. The bus start at 13:30 pm. My stomach is sick. I get diarrhea (menceret). Lucky I can hold so not feces on the way. Almost 5 hours from Bandung to Bekasi - Harapan Indah. The way is big jamm. Mr. Rio stop at Jl. Jendral Sudirman bekasi, at front of   Kranji Station. I go on to Harapan Indah. The car almost empty when arrive at Harapan Indah. I stop at Saint Albertus Church. I want to toilet. The Catholic people still mass of afternoon. Than I go back. I on foot in condition stomachache. (sakit perut?). I arrive at school. I take motor cycle than I go back to home. My stomach still sick. I buy medicine "entrostop. I drink it 4 tablets until morning. Than I call Mr. Rony. "Please buy Tai Pin San Medine. It is good the quality," Rony said. I do it. It is right. My diarrhea is stopping too. Than I can do my duty to type paper of test.

30 Des. 2015 - this is experience, not related to mass / chuch but peope help me on the way whan on foot.

I back from campus. I come to rent of House of Mr. Festo - Mr. Rony. I meet mr. Ino, Rony, Agus, Yos. Than I go go back. I use busway from Utan Kayu shelter. I transit at Pulo Gadung. "Is Trans Jabodetabek still run on this time? I ask to crew busway. "Okay," he answer when I arrive at Ujung menteng shelter. I wait but not come too. Finally no trabsjabodetabek that pass on this time. I on foot. I come to Pertamina to go to toilet. I pay Rp 2.000 for pee (urinate). Than I on foot to Harapan Indah gate. Than I on foot to JPS. I save motor cycle at JPS. In way in near RM Danau Tobet there is motor cyclist stop. "Please join together me,: he ask. "Okay, thank you. "What is your name? I ask. My name is Miwa. I'm from Lampung, "he say. I'm from Flores, I say. I'm ussally on foot too," he said. Thank you Miwa," I say. Than I take my motor cycle than I drive motor cycle to home.

Thursday, December 31, 2015 - Absent to church - miss management of myself. I use time for do my test. (Eastethic).

Friday, January 1, 2016 - absent to Church - I'm in Cikarang - back to Jakarta in evening

Sunday, January 3, 2016.
In last morning we go to Meruya to join on 40 days for the late (almarhum ) Ignas Jemali who pass away at Kediri in last November 2015. Than we back to Cempaka Putih. We use Mr. Leo and family's car. Mr. Nando drive car when go back to Cempaka Putih. We sleep at Mr. Rony's rent of house. Mr. John Suhardin too. On the morning ge get up. My condition not fresh. F\I ask Mr. Marcel to massage me. Than I take a bath. Than breakfast corn and sweet potato (ubi jalar). Than we go to the Cathedral Church, Mr. Josh, Mr. Marcel, mr. John and I. Juan only at hospital may be to accompany his father that want to operation of Appendix (usus buntu) on Monday, January 3, 2015. We use taxy. We pay Rp 15.000. Mr. John pay it to us. Than we use car to Cathedral. The Church already full when we arrive there. Mr. John got chair / bench (bangku). The commitee siggest us to go to auditorium. It is good suggestion. I go there. Mr. Marsel and mr. Jos come too. There we get chair. I'm sleepy when mass. When finish mass I go back. I decide to back to Bekasi. I use busway. I wait at Juanda shelter. I transit at Pasar baru Shelter. I fill time with read the book: Interpretation of Dream: Sigmund Freaud. I transit at Senen. I wait busway to Kampung melayu . I use long time to eait. Finally the bus come too. I transit at Kampung melayu to Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I get the bus. I get chair. I sit down. I sleep in bus. I exit at Wali Kota jakarta Timur shelter. I exit. I'm looking for food for luch I eat fied rice of Padang with cost Rp 10.000 in near Wali Kota Jaktim shelter. Than I take my motoe cycle. I pay Rp 2.000 as cost of parking. Than I by pass Penggilingan - Wali Kota - Pulo Gebang - Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah - Vila Mutiara Gading. I'm tired. I decide to sleep. I have dream. It is wet dream. I get up. I shake hand Christmas and New year to Catholic neighbor, Mr. Rober and family, Mr. Anto and family. I drink   cake and Wedang Uwuh there. Two glasses I drink it. I get thorny palm (buah salak) from Mr. Nato's families. They holiday to Yogyakarta. Than I go back to start to do my paper of Hannah Arent. I sleep at 22:30 pm.

Sunday, January 10, 2016
I come from Cikarang. I sleep in Mr. Leo - Ms Fifi's house. Mr. Nando delivery me with car to gate of toll Cikarang. I want to back to Bekasi. I entrance car / bus 45 (?). I wait enough long. I'm worry late to arrive at Church of Saint Albert, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. We wait the others passengers. Almost 30 minutes we wait. Although not so full the bus start. We pay Rp 10.000 per adult passenger. I collect the money. The total of money IDR 180.000. The Journey in toll of - Cikarang - Bekasi Barat is smooth. May be only 30 minutes we already arrive at MM (Mall Metroplitan Bekasi). I entrance to transport city (angkot) 25. We by pass Jl. Almah Yani - Jl. Kemakmuran , Marga Jaya, Bekasi Selatan - Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Kranji - Alexindo - Pondok Ungu - Aqua. I stop there. I cross the road than - . I come to "restoran" of Blitar for breakfast. I eat rice, fish and fresh vegetable. I pay Rp 10.000. I see the police eat there too. Than I take my motor cycle in place of motor cycle of storage. I pay IDR 6.000 because the motor cycle stay (menginap). Than I start to Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church. The second Holy Mass is still doing. I accept when Lamb of God. I entrance to the church.I see JPS teacher, students and parents .I meet ms Elia and his her family, Mr. Bento and family, Ms Lucky and family. I see others teacher friends from the other school,e.g. from Saint James (St. Yakobus Kelapa Gading). I collect the student of JPS who want to join on first communion. Only Arya and Ryan who absent. Than we start with registration. Than the priest of parish, Father Kesyaryanto,Pr open the meeting of students candidate the first communion. Than Ms. Lisa and team continue it. We almost finish 11:30 am. Than I go back. I buy the fish and vegetable soup at Warung Padang cuisine (masakan) . I pay Rp 6.000. Than I go to home than lunch. I have plan to go to go to Saint Bertolomeus Galaxy - South Bekasi. There is training of Manggarai song there to celebrate Christmas and New Year for Manggarai people at Bekasi (IKEMASI). From house I use motor cycle. Than I save it at Pondok Ungu. I use car 25 to MM Bekasi. The situation very hot. I seem tired. I sleep in the car. When I arrive at MM, I exit. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I cross the road through the fly bridge. "What is numbering car which by pass Galaxy?" I ask. In my mind by pass Kali Malang to go to Galaxy. "Please you cross the road, select car 05A - red car," the men and women people answer. I do it. I try to focus. The car 05A by pass Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman. Wow....I'm not professional. Evidently I can stop at Kranji station than cross road, wait car there to go to Galaxy. Wow...I'm closed. I try to follow direction of car. We by pass Jl. Pemuda Kranji - Kranji market - Jl. Patriot - INKOPPOL - Jl. KH Noer Ali - Kali Malang - Galaxy Park. I ask people about the Church Saint Bartolomeus place. I pay Rp 6.000 to driver. The peole give answer correctly. When I ask there is calling. Who is calling me? Evidently Mr. Adri Rusmin, the chief commitee of event Chritmas and New Year IKEMASI. "I'm in Galaxy park tosurvey the location of training. Where are you?" I ask. We are at behind the church of Saint Bertolomeus," he answer. Than I entrance there. Evidently he is and Mr. Alex Hambur, Mr.Hila and some Manggarai people still in canteen (kantin). We shake hand. Than we talking. Than we are dismisall. I go to toilet. Wow no hand soup so my hand still bad small. Wow.... I entrance the church to join on mass. Saint Batolomeus parish be hold by SVD priest. The mass lead by Father Thomas Bani, SVD (?). The peope (women) whong sing of Psalm not fluit to read the tone (nada) .For the first I join mass here. I see many Manggarai people here, include the security, cleaning service. Than I go back use the same car and same route. Church - Family - parking car 05A - Taman Aster - Taman Galaxy - Kali Malang - Jl. KH Noer Ali - Jl. Patriot - Jaka Sampurna - Pasar Kranji - Kranji . I stop. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I entrance car to Pondok Ungu. I pay Rp 4.000. Than I eat the chiecken of soup at Pondok Ungu with cost Rp 13.000. Than I take my motor cycle in storage. I Pay Rp 3.000 for parking / storage charge. Than I go back to home. I arrive 20:00 pm at home. I spend time 2 hours from Taman Galaxy to VMG - Harapan Indah. Than I call my brother, Rony and Mr. sister Mary. I tell my dream about meet Mr. Teus (the late) and theie hom and garden and corn plan. The dream become on Jan 9, 2016. Evidnetly on that day they make ritual to give the food for the death people in Lengor include Mr. Teus. There is match dream and fact.

Sunday, January 17, 2016
Today I go to Cikarang. We want to pray for Father Paulus Habut who pass away on Saturday, January 16, 2016 on 03:00 am at Hospital Ben Mboi Ruteng.
When get up I take a bath. Than breakfast. I go to Harapan Mulya to residence to bring souvenir of Christmas.Today is chane / cross gift of Christmas for Catholic people there. "Mr. Aloy and wife were going out already. " the security said. "May I entrusted (titip) the package here. Please give to him. " I say. Than I go to Cikarang. I entrusted (titip) motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. I on foot for awhile (sementara waktu). I entrance to ATM to pay Safer's Prudential insurance premium (premi). Than I use public car 25 to MM Bekasi. We by pass Jl. Sultan Agung, Jl. Sudirman, Jl. Juanda, Jl. Kemakmuran - Marga Jaya Bekasi Selatan, Jl. Veteran, Jl. Ahmad Yani, MM Bekasi. I stop. Than entrance to car 45. I call my brother, Mr. Rony. "We already in Cikarang. We came in last night." Nelty answer in Rony's handphone. I become the first passenger on this car. After wait 30 minutes the bus started. I pay Rp 8.000. Than I entrance the public car 17. I stop at Kali Malang. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I entrance to car to Delta Mas. I stop at Pasar Bersih Cikarang. I pay Rp 4.000. I on foot to Mr. Leo's house. I arrive there on 09:45 am. I by the way with brothers and sisters. I meet with Rony, Nelty, Rio, Ende Bertha, Rino, Agus, Yul,
Filo, Ende Bertha, Ms Fifi, Mr. Leo, Juan, Alfred, Ovi (from Waning). Than the other brothers come from Delta Mas: Mr. Stanis Bandur, Mr. Marsel, Lipus, Feus, Edu, Reny (Edu's darling). Than Mr. Alex come. I call Mr. Rinus to come to join the pray. I'm already idle (nganggur) since some month ago," he said. :If you have time come here," I say. Than we pray. I lead the pray. We talk about Father Paulus Habut and Matias Dadu who already pass away.

Mr. Paulus is a bussinessman, a father emphasis eduction for children. Only Tina who Primary School. The others until senior high event university.
He has future think, spontaneus people.

Mr. Matias Dadu:
He is loyalist people. He is care with family. If have activity in Wela we already come.

We pray to them.

Than we lunch. Than Rinus and his wife and daughter come. Tanti come too. Bona and Beny come too. We by the way.

I talk call with our senior brother in Wela, Mr. Tinus Ntalbot. Before it Mr. Yan Jana his older son call me but my mobile phone is silent when I set when pray. I forget to on again. "How do you think if the feast of Father Matias and Father Paulus be combine (united =disatukan)" I ask. "It is good idea but can not do now. We worry the main family (keluarga inti) Father Paulus objection (keberatan)," he response.

How about the of time. We discuss on July 15, 2016. How about you? He ask. It is risk for us, want to start to school."I say. What date do you suggest? he ask. Better on first week of July." I say to her. "How about 7 July? It is can," I suggested.

On 16:00 Rinus and family go back. Than Mr. Alex and the other brothers (Feus, Yoseph, Agus, Rony, Nelty, Ovy, Stanis Bandur (Angel's father).

Than Bona, Tanti and Beny go back too.

Than we talk about Edu's plan for merried. We share. The rain come. We share.
There is quest come. It;s staff of Saint John (Yohanes) comitte. They talk how to Catholic committee of environment. Than Edu and Reny go back. Than we supper. Than we talk again. on 20:30 pm we go back. Mr. Marsel use Mr. Leo's car to delivery us, Mr. Rio and I. "Father, help me. Give me money for transport to Jakarta,: he ask. He use car 59 while I use car 45 but must go to Lippo Cikarang. There still available bus 45 to Bekasi Barat. "Thank you Marsel," I say. I entrance to bus. We wait until the other passenger. The passenger amount 13 in back and 2 front. I handle to collect the money. I confuse.Every body pay IDR 10.000 per person I use long time to finish it. Lucky the other passenger honest and want to work together. I success collect Rp 130.000 for 13 pasenger in back. Our journey is smooth. We arrive at MM. Than I use car 25. I pay Rp 5.000. I stop at branch to Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place enrusted (titip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000 as cost. Than I go back to rent house at VMG. Than I wash my face, write the dream, than sleep. Than I plug in my handphone to charge. I 'm negligent (lalai). It's until in the morning.

For weekly mass I unite (satukan) with requiem mass to pray for Mr. Aloy Jema who pass away on 40 days ago. Before go there I layover (singgah) in Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church I take the weekly text. Than I go to Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I entrusted (titip) motor cycle there. Than I use busway to Saint Fransiskus Kramat school. I stop at Kramat shelter . I entrance to Saint Fransiskus school, place of mass. I meet with my friends. The alumni saint Klaus: Idem, Vitalis, Maxi, Rudy,John Harum. I embrance him. Evidently Vitalis come too. I just meet John Harum after split (berpisah since year 1993, when finish senior high school. When I call Mr. John Harus he is seem forget. I know him. I call him. "I'm Frans, I say. He is shock. Her family (wife and children) laugh. They feel it is funny. Mr. Jony Harum use uniform of Batik together his families (wife and two of daughter). After wait almost 1 hour the mass start. The mass lead by Father Peter Aman OFM and Father Darmin Mbula, OFM. : I take the reading from Sunday Reading about Wedding in Kana. If tomorrow you no time to go to church this mass is Sunday mass for you," Father Peter, OFM said. Father Peter talk about the late Mr. Alo Jema who pass away 40 days ago. "In year 1995, Father Darmin and I sleep in Mr. Alo's house. On 03:00 am, we started to Ranaka Mount. It is 3 hours from Robo to top of Ranaka." he said. Than Mr. Adi Jedoma talk too. Mr. Alo Jema is fashion people. He is tidy, clean and dapper (necis). He is fashion like his father, Mr. ....... His father meet many multicultural people, missionaries, trader. The result of it make his character as trader. " Mr. Adi Jedoma said on his speech as represent as family. Than we supper. We eat rice, beacon, orange, semangka. I meet with some alumni Saint Klaus, just as Mr. Sales Gampur, Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Rosy Janggor, Mr. Kordy, Mr. Ardy Susanto and some junior. I meet with the other alumni STF Ledalero: Mr. Yon Lesek, Mr. Gusty Lesek. I meet with some Manggarai people, e.g. Mr. Ferdy Hasiman, Mr. Lucius Karus and wive, Mr. Maxy's wife.

Sunday, January 24, 2016
The rain come in the morning. I start at o6:30 am. I use busway. The big rain come. I transit at Matrman and Pasar Jatinegara. The rain still come. The busway to Pulo Gebang come. I entrance. I arrive there on 08:00 am. I alredy use raincoat. I take motor cycle at Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I pay Rp 2.000. I by pass Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah -Fill gasoline in near Transera - Kampung Bogor. I buy fresh vegetable first. Than I contnue my journey. I'm wet because rain. Wow.... Than I cook rice and vegetable for lunch. I'm sleepy. I'm sleep in chair. May be because full of stomach.
Than I prepare myself to go to Bulak Kapal Bekasi, at DEPSOS Building to celebrate the Manggaraian Mass of New Year and Christmas. I come to Saint albert church parish first. I meet with Ms Lidya, commitee of firt of communion. We discuss. Than I continue to Bulak Kapal. I save the motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I use public car to Depsos Bekasi at Jl. Haji   Joyomartoyo, Bulak Kapal. I use car 10. When arrive at fly over Kranji, the big jam come. The sum shine. The time show at 15:00. The temperature very hot. In the morning the rain come, in the afternoon so hot. Almost more than 30' minutes we are there. Wow.... finally can by pass this jam area. We by pass Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Jl. Juanda - Bekasi terminal. I talk with the Padang people. He is driver. "The Padang people we can find in many place in Indonesia. We can ind them in market. :Oh yes, the Padang people like bussiness," he says. Than we arrive at Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 6.000 than exit the car. I ask people what car which by pass Depsos Bulak Kapal, Bekasi. "Please by ojek. It is same the cost, IDR 10.000," a motor cyclist said. "Thank you I like use public car," I answer. "Please use red car number 19, with cost Rp 4.000." he said. Than I eentrance to car 19. The car start. When arrive at Bulak Kapal the car turn to right. Than stop at KEMENSOS. I cross the road. I entrance to KEMENSOS. I ask to the security the place. "Yes, the Flores event here today in last evening," the security answer. I entrance. I find Manggarai people there. I write the name. I become the first people who write. Than I come to chief of committee, Mr. Adrianus Nanis. "please help the fire of incense (myrrh =dupa)," he said. I go there. I find some acolyte (misdinar) who still handle the fire of myrrh (dupa). They use can to blow the fire. I ever see this experience in Harapan Indah, Saint Albertus parish. "We need kerosene (minyak tanah) or rubbing alcohol (spiritus)," they said. I try to say it to Mr. Adri. "Please help to find it," he answer. I use my money to do it. I exit the complex. I ask to kiosk. So many kiosk I ask. "None". "Please you ask in Kimia shop," the people suggest. I do it but the result is fail because the Kimia shop already close. I come to Pertamina that I by pass it in last time. "May I get the gasoline (bensin)". How many do you wish?" he ask. I only want IDR 2.000," I answer. The Pertamina staff take the bottle of plastic than fill the gasoline (bensin). I looking for the cover (tutupan) of bottle. I find it. Than I entrance to KEMENSOS building. I give it to the acolyte (misdinar). There is careless. Almost burn because one boy spray (siram) the gasoline when the fire on. Wow... please carefully. It is dangerous," I say. Than I try to use the Manggarai dress code. Than prepare to mass. The Manggarai people come. I meet Mr. Leo and Ms Maria, his wife,Mr. Ady and families (from Topak), Mr. Gusty Sarifin and families, Mr. Fery Jalu, Mr. Sipri Sema'un, Mr. Kons, Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Rudy Sudiron, Mr. Lucius Karus and wife, and IKAMADA staff (Mr. Vinsen Seboe, Mr. Mans Berahi, Mr. Tony Mbaling). From Bekasi Mr. Leksi Hambur, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. The Bishop Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM come. Father Paul Rahmat, SVD and Father Karolus Jande,Pr. The Manggaraian people who come include Ms. Gin Ganur(?). , Mr. Adi Garu (Senator of Manggarai), Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Kordy. The mass start. This is the Manggarai mass. The people who come enough many. So many people who stand up. The chair may be only 200 seat. The choir of Manggarai song enough good although seldom not match between music and song rhythm (ritme). Mr. John sing of Manggarai song. His voice is tuneable (merdu). When finish mass I help to handle the chair for bishop and priest."Please set the chair in order to the bishop can deal (berhadapan) with us," he suggest. "Please follow them as commitee," someone said, may be Mr. Viktor Slamet said. I'm hate to him (Mans Berahi). Than there is speech: Bishop Paskalis: "We are Manggarai people is elect (orang pilihan). Aware it. Maintain our identity." he said. "There are 3 the negative attitude of Manggaraian: 1. kembeleis; 2. Kembelu'ak; 3. Kembeleja" father Karel Jande said. "On Manggarain story: Motang Rua, Manggaraian hero shoot arrow (panah) until moon even to star (uwa haeng wulang, langkas haeng ntala), while his feed plan in Manggarai land (wake seler ngger wa). "Please proud as Manggaraian. When celebrate feast of Ben Mboi, some Catholic national figures ,e.g. Kosmas Batubara, Sofian Wanandi, praise (memuji) our activity. Manggarai wonderful. We build IKAMADA. We are establisher: Ben Mboi,................................ and me (Vincent Seboe). I proud with Manggarai. In Boston, USA, my wife wear Manggarai cloth, Songke when inauguration our child. Than the Mbata / Sanda group bring Sanda and Mbata. it is dialect of Lambaleda. I try to understand it. It is good.
Than we talk. On 22:00 pm we go back. I eat much Manggarai food: lomak/ lawar; corn and watermelon (semangka). Than I exit. The rain come. I use rain coat and jacket. I on foot to Jl. ...... Bulak Kapal. I by pass area which by pass   public car from Cikarang. I by pass water. I try to avoid it. Than I find car. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at terminal Bekasi. I move to car number 10 to Pondok Ungu. I success get car. We by pass Margahayu, Kali Malang, UNISMA, Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM Bekasi - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman - Jl. Sultan Agung - Pondok Ungu. I stop at Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place to entrusted (menitip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go home. I buy banana at intersection of Rumah Makan Haji Kombo. pay IDR 5.000. I arrive at home almost 23:30 pm. I wash feet than sleep.

Sunday, January 31, 2016

I go to the church at Saint Albert Harapan Indah Bekasi. I come on time. I meet with Mrs. Martono. I meet with Mrs..... (St. Yakobus teacher of Kelapa Gading).Father .Pram, Pr lead the mass. I join on the afternoon mass. I meet Felicia and her mom. I see Felicia come to meet Father Pram,Pr to sign the first communion book. Felicia is JPS student. I consultation with priest about the Ash Wednesday, Feb. 10, 2016 at JPS. "We are busy on that time.Please set to other time, if not please join to the church of Saint Albert," she suggest. Can we get permission to ask guest priiest? " I ask. "Please ask with Father Kesyar,Pr as head parish," he suggest.

Sunday, February 7, 2016.

I go to the church at Saint Pschal Cempaka Putih. I want to back to Cikarang after play to Jaakarta. On yesterday, Saturday, Feb. 6, 2016, we went to Kalima Malang (Kelurahan Cipinang - Melayu) to handle Lely's problm og pregnant. Ms Lely has darling but when she pregnant the boy not responsibility. We went to there. We are the Wela's people come to Kali Malang, East Jakarta are: Mr. Egy, Mr. Alex, Mr. Robert, Mr. Ino, Mr. Rony, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr. Marsel, Mr.Agus, Mr. Lipus, Ms. Lusia, Ms Lely (victim = korban) dan I. Than In the Mr. Feus' rent house we are meeting. In the morning Mr. Marsel and I want to Bekasi (me) and Cikarang (Marsel). The little rain come. I'm not bring the raincoat. I decide to postpone to join with Marsel. I stop at Rawasari, near branch Kampung Ambon. I decide to join on mass at Cempaka Putih. I use Metromini 47. I pay Rp 4.000. I entrance to church of Sait Paskalis. Father Egy, OFM lead mass. Father........(parish son whos priest at Kalimantan join on this mass. He come to looking for fund to build church at Kalimantan. The homily is read the Shepherd Letter of When finish mass I go back. I have problem. I don't bring the flazz card. I try to optimize. "I can give cash money to other passenger to pay the flazz card. " I say in my heart. In Pasar Cempaka shekter I do it. I ask to Moslem people. She very kind. I use her flazz card. Than I give money flazz. She accept but may be the owner of flazz card back the money amount (IDR 4.000) to me. Wow....thank you," I say. The moslem people may be want to travelling / pleasure trip / recreation on the sunday morning. There are 3 women and 3 men (2 children 1 adult) in their group. Than the busway come. I entrance to Pulo Gadung. I transit there. I wait car to Harapan Indah. I see the pretty women with her daughter. She wear green dress. The busway come. I entrance. I get chair. Than I sit down. The busway drop us at Ujung Menteng shelter. Than I on foot to Pondok Ungu, I pay Rp 5.000. My motor cycle is dirty and wet. I'm back to rent house. I buy vegetable in Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor. Than I cook the vegetable. I looking for my photo at my folder. After search so long, finally I find it. Than in evening I go to Harmony to sacn my picure of photo. Than I print.I use this photo for submit to STF library staff. I want to get STFD library card. I use long time to find on this photo. I search while pray. Finally I find it. Evidently in school bag.
Than I prepare the photo and the other document to submit to STF D librarian staff.


Ash Wednesday.
Today, we celebrate ash Wednesday, February 10, 2016. JPS students and teacher celebrate asdentsh Wednesday in Saint Albert Church of Harapan Indah. The mass lead by Father Yustinus Ksyaranto,Pr, the chief parish. There are 283 students. hr olacrI neglect (lalai) to consultaion with committee. I ask to Mr. Konrad Ujan about the distribution of bench. But he didn't know too. We decide the other students sit down at attic (loteng). I control them. When finish mass I try to handle the situation. The chuurch full. When all students go back I return too. I return to home to breakfast than back to chool to work. In afternoon I back to home again to lunch than start to campus STF D Jakarta to lecture.

Station of the cross of Jesus Christ

Friday. 12 Feb. 2016. I went to Saint Albertus Church. I join on station of the cross. I come late. Father Yustinus Kesharyanto,Pr and a archdean (prodiakon) lead the pray of station of the cross. Father Kesyarhnto,Pr continue with lead the holy mass. I see JPS students: Hansel and   Hulbert and their parents.

Sunday, Feb. 14, 2016 - valentine day
I have plan to Jakarta. I'm fail to join on mass at Saint Albertud Harapan Indah. I'm bussy cook old rice become porridge (bubur). I eat finish it. Than I start to Jakarta. I save motor cycle at place of care (daycare = tempat penitipan) at Pondok Ungu. I want to use Transjakarta Busway. I on foot to Landmend Menteng shelter, place to wait busway. The sun so hot. So may perspiration I exit. I arrive there (Land mend Menteng shelter). There are 2 Transjabodetabet - PPD passaway without stop at Landmend Menteng shelter. I wait busway in long time. Than the busway come. I entrance it. I'm sleep in busway. I transit at Pulo Gadung. I entrance to Transjabodetabek . I transit at Senen. I want to Saint Carolus hospital to visit Mr. Robert new baby who born on last Wednesday, Feb. 10, 2016 with C. section (operasi sesar). I stop at Carolus. I buy pulse and mineral water in front of Saint Carolus hospital. Than I entrance to hospital. I meet with Mr. Robert, Ms Netha, his wife. We see their child, the new baby. Than we go to the canteen. We talk / by the way there. On almost 15:00 I go back. I want to use busway. Wow..I entrance to shelter busway of Saint Carolus. I forget bring the flazz card as entrance tool /payment tool to busway. "oh...I can ask to other people. I can give the cash money to him / her. I do it. I ask to a woman. She help me. "Thank you Ms," I say. May be she is not Moslem women. She not use headscraft (jilbab). The rain come. It is the big rain. I use busway to Senen. Than I transit at Senen. In Senen not rain yet. I entrance busway to Pulo Gadung. I transit there. I wait busway enough long. Than I entrance ti transjabodetabek to Harapan Indah. There is official of Transjakarta. I think all passenger exit at Ujung Menteng sl ahelter, evidently until at Harapan Indah Shelter. I give thank to God for this condition. I exit from tranjabodetabek. The bus continue to Harmony . Patung Kuda. I take a rest wait the rain stop. Than I on foot. I'm lunch at Pondok Ungu at Java 'restaurant". I eat rice and pecel. I pay Rp 6.000. It is delicious. Than I on foot to daycare motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. I call mother of Regina, Hila, Ercy at Wela. We talk about Mr. Pius Magut who already pass away. He is get hypertension ," Hila said. Than I go to the church. Today is Valentine day. Father Pramono who lead the mass. The youth people handle the mass. They have activity on Valentine Day, include the Holy Mass and Seminar. Father Andang, SJ as speaker on seminar. I see JPS student and their parents, jut as Celine (P5), Gaby (P4) dand JHS - SHS student, and alumni of JPS - Prisca.. Than I go home. I buy red dragon fruit juice (jus buah naga merah) with cost Rp 9.000. I buy amlodopin medicine at drugstore (apotek / medicine shop). In home I cook than take a rest.

Sunday, Feb. 21, 2016 -

I join on mass at Saint Albert Harapan Indah.

Sunday, Feb. 28, 2016 -

I join on mass at Saint Albert Harapan Indah. I join on afternoon mass (17:30 -19:00). Father Pramono,Pr who lead the mass. That time I meet JPS parents students and JPS student (Sidney and Finny Siregar). I sit down at attic (loteng). They see me too. We share this when arrive at school. Than I go back to home.

Friday, March 4, 2016

I went to church. Today I have plan to join on pray of station of the cross and mass. But evidently I'm not so discipline and no hold my commitment, so lose the time to join on prayer. I hear the information that there is time to confession. I have plan to join. I go to the church on 20:30 pm. I think the Catholic people who lead the prayer i less. Evidently still many. I entrance the church. I see student's parent (Finy Siregar's parent). There are 2 priest serve the sacrament of confession. They are Father Kesyarhanto,Pr and Father Pramono,Pr. "Usually there are more than 2 priest who serve the confeession sacrament so the no so long. The time show at 22:30 that time. "I think we can finish at   23:30," I say. I see the priest busy and tired too. The other people agree with me. Finally I get time to confession of sin. May be 5 minutes. Than I pray. I go home at 23:00 pm.

Sunday, March 6, 2016

I join on mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah, Bekasi on 06:00 am. I'm late. Our Environtment of Saint Alfons on duty to set as code of conduct (code of conduct=tata tertib). The other staff alredy come, just as Mr. Agus, Mr. Hendrik, Mr. Martin. "Please handle to bring offering /sacrifice," Mr. Agus said. I do it. For the first I become the sacrifice staff. I fee all eyes see me.

Today father Kesyarhanto,Pr lead mass. He makes mistake. After homily he lead the prayer: I confess..... whereas the right is "I believe in God...... But when the Catholic people folloew the "I Confess Prayer......, than he aware his mistake than lead the right prayer: "I beleive in God...". "I'm sorry for mistake. This is effect of service Confession Sacrament until in the morning. The Pope Francis ask the Catholic priest to open the Church 24 hours to service the Cofess Sacrament," . After service until in the morning than lead mass on this morning," he said. After mass, I go back to home.

Sunday, 13 March 2016

I'm absent to church, I go to JPS to work of question paper. I go back on 16:30 but in Bobor Village my motor cycle tire deflated (bocor) . I' regret. There is ....(mur) entrance to tire. "may be this people throw the .....(mur) to road in order to they can get order, get money. I'm regret, sorrow. I'm angry in my heart. The time is so short to go to the church. I decide to not join on mass today. I wait enough long. Almost one hour. I pay Rp 10.000. My out tire is old too. Need to change too. Than I go to home. I continue to do the work of paper test. I success to set it.

Sunday, 20 March 2016 - Palm of Sunday
I join on mass at Saint Albertus church at Afternoon. Father kesharyanto who lead mass. In afternoon I bring the palm leaf to home. I meet with Ms Ignas .in church. She complain about difficult to get palm leaf. "Please ask to students, include at JPS," I say to her.

Thurday, March 24, 2016 - Maundy Thursday (Kamis Putih). I go to the church at evening. Father Pram, Pr lead mass

Friday, March 25, 2016 - join station of cross at 08:00 than join pray on 19:00
Father Pram lead station cross, Father Kesharhanto lead prayer to remember Cricofixtion of Jesus.

Saturday. March 26. 2016 - join on mass at evening. Father Frans Doi, Pr lead prayer. ""usually on Good Friday so many Flores, Batak Ambon 's civilian (preman) come to Church to ask redemption from Jesus Christ as replay (balasan) for sin.

Sunday, March 27, 2016 - I decide to join to church at Katedral Jakarta. I join on Mass that lead Bishop Jakarta, Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr. May be he is sick. Now his speak not powerful. Than I go back. I call with family include with Mr. Beny in Ntalung Pada, with Hila and Mother too. Evidently I no plan to church because busy to do the work of students test and task / paper of lecture. But I pick to go to the church. I hear from Mr. Beny, Ms. Ida's father ini Ende is pass / away / died at Ende. I less money to help the. I call Mr. Hendrik to say Please accept my condolences (turut berduka cita)," I say.

Sunday, April 3, 2016
I join mass at saint Albert church. I join on afternoon mass.

Sunday, April 10, 2016

I go to Saint Albert church at 12:30 to join students who prepare first communion than I I go back. Than I go to Jakarta. I want to copy F
reud book at Rawamgaun. I use busway. I'm wrong take the decide. I wait car busway so long, the reain com when I still in the road, . I cancel to join on pray at Rawamangun church because late. I decide to go to Cathedral church. I arrive there on 18:30 am. I'm wrong take decision. My purpose is Kathedral church but I exit at Gambir shelter.I must on foot to church. It is enough long for measure in Jakarta. In mass I meet Manggarai people, boys and girl. Than I go to Rawangaun. I use "little busway / Kopaja. I arrice there on 22:30 am. I dialog with officer of print and bending."The cost of copy and bind (jilid) variety, Rp 139.000, 120.000, Rp 119:000. Finally I deal Rp 115.000. I down payment Rp 100.000. Than I back to shelter. I wait car so long. The car come. I entrance. I stop at Pulo Gading. No busway again to Harapan Indah. I decide to use public car. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I eat at Pulo Gadung " Nasi ayam Rp 8.000 / portion. Than I come to place save motor cycle. I pay Rp 4.000, wow expensive. In other place only Rp 3.000. I arrive at home at 23:30 pm. Wow....I'm so slow.

Sunday, April 17, 2016
Today I have plan to go to Rawamangun Church.I want to take my book which photo copy and binding there. I start from VMG at 16:00 pm. I save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu than I on foot to shelter busway HI. There is busway still wait passengers. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.500. The bus full passengers. We start at 16:45 pm. The jamm in way. I decide to transit at ASMI. Than wit busway to Harmony. I stop at Cempaka Timur. Than I on foot at shelter to other shelter Cempaka Mas to get busway to BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. I get bus. I entrance. The time show at 18:00. Enough long I wait bus. The bus come. I entrance. I stop at shelter Velodrome, afer by pass shelter UNJ and Sunan Giri. I exit at Velodrome shelter than on foot to place to copy of book. I find the place to copy the book. It is Indah Printing. I pay Rp 115.000. I see the Catholic people go back from Katholic church as sign the mass finish. I's worry not join on mass today. Although it I entrance to church. I go to toilet than entrance church. Evidently the end mass will start 19:00. I join mass at 19:00. Wow...thank you Lord. I already long time not join mass at Ramangaun Church, Jakarta Timur. This church /parish is lead by MSF congregation . Today is Calling Sunday for (hierarchy, monks (biarawan) - nuns (biarawati)). I pray for them. I see the new situation on this church: children line up to accept blessed from priest. They line up nicely and independent. The second is in church already use LCD - Proyektor for information reading and song. The third is available Bible and Song Book of Catholic (Puji Syukur) on the church. The bible is support from Religion Department of Indonesia.
In the last time, in this church I remember the spiritual song: "Thank you...(2x) Jesus that I know it from late (almarhum) Mr. Piet Aman Panggatonik. Mr. Piet is a nomads Wela in Malang. They already wander about (merantau) about since 1970 to Malang. When they go back to Wela when holiday, they collect the children in home. On about year 1980 he taught us this song. When hear this song on the Rawamangun Church I remember him. He already pass away now. She had died on year 2008 (9). It's my memory about Mr. Piet at Rawamangun church. When finish mass I go back to shelter Velodrome. I wait busway. I mee a man who will go to Cempaka Timur shelter. He confuse and lost (tersesat). I will go to there too. We go to BPKP Pemuda Rawamangun first than we transit to Cempaka Mas / Cempaka Timur. On the busway I ask his name is Mono. Mr. Mono from Bojonegoro, Central Java. He works at Mangga Dua (North Jakarta), stay at Kota (West / North Jakarta). He is coming from Harmony shelter but because don't know the Cempaka Timur he is until Pulo Gadung, jump the Cemaka Timur. We are not not wait bus in BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. We entrance to ig busway. The passenger is full. Lucky we still can entrance. We exit at Cempaka Mas than of foot to Cempaka Timur. "Thank you sir (mas) for you help," he said while pat my shoulder (pundak) / arm (lengan). We separate there. I wait bus to Pulo Gadung. The bus come. I entrance to busway than transit at ASMI. There the busway to Harapan Indah still parking. I and some passengers transit to busway to Harapan Indah. Today, Jakarta - Bekasi rainy in afternoon. We start from ASMI shelter at 21:00. The jamm in way. We arrive in Harapan Indah at 21:45 pm. I on foot to Pondok Ungun, place to save motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to go home. In intersection of restaurant / RM Pucuk Gabus I buy banana Rp 5.000. I always buy banana here. Than In intersection Bogor I by "pepes tahu". Evidently, I take wrong one. It's "pepes ikan". I back it. I get "pepes" tofu.
Than I cook food than supper at 23:30 pm.

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Today I join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Church. Today Father Kesar who lead the mass. I arrive on time in the church. Today is recollection for student's parents who want to get the first communion. I ask Mr. Bento to see the condition.

Saturday, April 30, 2016

Today mass at Harmoni - Patung Kuda, Harapan Indah. This is the house / home blessing mass of Mr. Tarsy and families (Putri's father). Mr. Tarsy from Manggarai. His wife from Java. The mass lead by Father Amandus Klau, SVD, the priest who still study at Paramadina, Jakarta. The mass start at 10:30 am. For the first I join mass at Harmony (Felisitas IV environment). Enough much Manggarai people who join. After mass the Catholic people sing of song: English, Indonesia, Ambol, NTT, Manggarai songs. Mr. Bone and wife sing of songs. Mr. Bone's voice very nice.

In afternoon I go back to home than I prepare to Jakarta. I want to copy and binding it. My destination is Rawamangun. I have plan to join on mass there. The rain come when I arrive at Harapan Indah. I use raincoat. I'm still wet too. I decide to save motor cycle at Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. Than I use busway. I can read book in busway. Than I sleep. I stop at   Kampung Melayu shelter. I direct get the little bus - Kopaja - busway. The time show at 18:00. I decide to continue to Ramamangun. I transit at Matraman. I wait busway to Rawmangun. I get bus. I entrance than exit at Velodrome shelter. The rain still come. I use raincoat. I entrance to Rawamangun Catholic Church at Jl. Balai Pustaka. Wow... the mass already finish. I read the announcement. Than I go to place to copy the book. We negotiations (negosiasi). I copy the 4 books about Freud. The total of prices is IDR 235.000. I pay downment (DP = uang muka) Rp 200.000. This is enough cheap according to me if compare others.
Than I go home. I visit Warteg to supper. I pay Rp 8.000. Than I walk to get place to wait car to Matraman. I want to looking for book at Gramedia Matraman. But I cancel go to there because no metromenini come. I go back to Jl. Pemuda. I layover (singgah) at Bata shop. I see price of shoes. The shoes enough expensive if compare in Jatinegara. Than I go back to Jl. Pemuda. I use busway. I transit at BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. Than we run on shelter to get the bus to Jatinegara. There are 5 passengers who run, 2 boys, 3 girls. Finally we get it. Wow... need fight (berjuang) to success. I stop at Jatinegara. I transit to get busway to Pulo Gebang. I wait busway. The busway come. I entrance. In near Klender the busway almost hit the motor cycle. I think the busway is broken. I stop at Wali Kota. I take my motor cycle. The motor cycle is cold because big rain on aftrnooon and evening. I need time to warm and on it. Than I go back to VMG. I arrive about 23:00 pm at home. I study than sleep.

Sunday, May 1, 2016.

I join pray / mass at second mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah. Father Pramono,Pr who lead the prayer. He talk about peace. A painter draw a a peace with just as lake and green environment. Many people praise. Than a one moment he paint a peace with storm (badai). Many people complain: Why did you draw peace as strorm? . "Please see the the bird in tree. Although have storm, still calm.
"The bird see the storm (badai) with calm".
Today is start of Rosary Prayer for May. The Priest blessed the Red White Rosary, symbol 100 % love Indonesia country, 100% love Catholic church. Than I go back. In afternoon join Rosary prayer in Mr. Robert. Mr. Robert still sick. We visit him. He still sleep in bed room.

Thursday, May 5, 2016
Today is holiday of Ascension day. This is the Christian and Catholic celebration. This is national holiday. I come to the Saint Albertus church . I come at 07:30 am. I'm late for join to the first mass. Evidently the schedule usually, there are twice mass in the morning, at 06:00 am and 08:30 am. I try to focus on my duty to worship God. I try to use time effectively. I meet with Mr. Bento and family in the church. Father Kesharyanto,Pr who lead the first mass, Father Pram,Pr who lead the second mass.


Sunday, May 8, 2016.

Today, Ms Keistha married with Ms Adtya at Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah. Ms Keistha is JHS- SHS teacher of JPS. I come to the mass. I combine the Sunday mass and married mass. I get the text mass of sunday. I read it before and when married mass. I try to effective. In the mass I see JPS teachers: Ms Piter and families, Mr. Andy, Mr. Felix and families, Ms Joyce, Ms. Lucky, Ms Iin, Ms..........(from Batak) .
Some teachers who Protestan: Ms Indri, Ms Dina, Ms.........(English teacher from Batak), Ms............(from Batak). I hear some song that nice. I get the text, include the Prayer Song. I think it is combine English and Italy song. So nice. I often hear but I just know the lyrick.
The mass lead by Father.................. Manalu, OFM Cap. Ms Keistha from Dayak, Kalimantan, Mr. Adytia from java. They use Java dress code. After mass I get the food from official . Than go back. I only join at the church. I absent in reception place because I want to use time to do my lecture duty. I often not discipline.
After eat Hoka-hoka Bento I try to work but I'm sleepy so I decide to sleep.

Sunday, May 15, 2016.
Today is celebration of Harapan Indah parish, Saint Albert. This is the first anniversary. I cancel to join on the mass at Saturday afternoon. Whereas on Saturday the mass lead by bishop of Jakarta, Msgr. Ignatius Soeharyo,Pr. Evidently the celebration of anniversary on Saturday, May 14, 2016. I hear this information from Mr. Agus when Rosary prayer at Mr. ........... (work at Obor). I follow the activity of debriefing (pembekalan) students for accept first communion. The meeting start at 14:00 pm at church. I go there. Mr. Bento, JPS teacher and parents already come. I check students of JPS. I see them. Than I join with committee. I help to trian students to accept of sin. Felicia get remedial because not fluent when merories the prayer : way to confession ( mengaku) of sin and act of contrition (doa tobat). I help to handle students that difficult to study of it. Than I see Arya (JPS) student. "Who is coming to pick up you?" I ask. "No one," he said. Than sms her mom. "He is going back toegether Lery," his mom sms. I show it to Arya. "No, Lery alredy go back with Mr. Bento, his father. I'm pity (kasihan) to him. I promise to delivery him. delivery him to his house at Harmony. Than I go home. Than I continue to church to join on Sunday mass. Today is Pentecost. I arrive on time at church. The mass lead by Father Keshayanto,Pr. The parish pary already finish today. I see JPS students and parents just as Carol and her mom, Ryan with his mom, sister and younger brother. I see SHS student too. I see Mr. Aloy Nosson and his wife.

Sunday 22 May , 2016

I join the holy mass in the morning. I'm come late. I get up late because tired.   I start to church at 08:30. I get difficult on way in Kampung Bogor because big jamm. I go back by pass at other road / way. I by pass Rawa Indah. I'm breakfast there. I eat rice, tofu and tempe (trivial) and sauce (kuah), just as oil of fried. I eat than start to Saint Albertus church. I'm so late. I arrive at after petition (doa umat). I see Mr. Felix. Today I want to accompany students that rehearsal (glady bersih) of the first communion activity. I'm not accept communion because late. The mass lead by Father Pramono. When finish mass we start with rehearsal (glady bersih). The rehearsal almost 2 hours. i accompany students.   Than I come to sacristy (sakristi) to ask JPS chasuble (kasula) to mr. Gaby as koster of Saint Albertus Chuch. Evidently he already go back. I cancel than make plan to cone at afternoon. I go back. I buy fruits -water melon (semangka) dan papaya in Jl. Bulevard. Than I buy vegetable at Rawa Indah. I spend Rp 6.000 to buy it. Than I cook food, wash dress than read the book than take a rest. In the afternoon I go to the church again. I'm late again. I arrive when homily. The brother (frater) bring homily. May be from Jakarta diocese. After mass I come to sacristy to meet Father Kesharyanto, Pr and Mr. Geby. I meet both. I take chasuble (kasula) of JPS. I bring it to JPS. I arive at JPS at 19:00 am. I write on blog and read internet.

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