Friday, February 1, 2013.
I have a dream.
The location at sea / river at flat place (average soil = tanah rata). No wave. I see Rony on middle river that deep place. He just as can swim. Save. I try to swim. I optimize I can swim. The river / sea so blue.
What is meaning of this dream?
Kamis, 31 Januari 2013
STRESS
January 30, 2013. In afternoon, I try to do many activities, just as open Manggarai song on Youtube than write it on paper than write on blog. I want to get song of "O londo Salo" just as I see in last time. But today I fail to find it. When I busy to search it the security come."Excuse me, sir, please help us. The CCTV at principal room - Mr. Ben - still on. Please help how to off it," they say. I go. I try to press off on remote but fail. I try to work a (utak -atik) but still fail. "The password error," the written show on screen. I'm nervous. My burn increase because many job fail, include fail /cancel to sent money to my sister, Nelty at Surabaya, cancel translate "Bloom Toxonomy".
Than we go back to home. Mr. Barnabas drive motor cycle. When arrive at home, I hear pray and singing on neighbor home. What is it? The neighbor that Protestant worship to God. We just know that that home is Protestan people. They are singing while play guitar.
We supper. Than watch TV. I go to minimarket to shooping toilet soap tooth teeth. My tooth teeth is broken. May be because itt can not clean teeth nicely so my teeth seem yellow just as student critic. I'm still stress. I fell tired. I'm sleeping. On 00: 30 I get up. I sleep again. Get up again on 02.00. Than sleep again. Get up again 03.30. I can not sleep nicely. The effect of stress is can not sleep nicely. I'm stress because think fail to on the CCTV at principal room at school. If this is become big issue, I'm very shame because make difficult to Principals, teacher and school. I have not polite because entrance to principal room without permission.
Iget up on 03.30. I watch soccer, Barca vs Madrid 1 - 1. Fabregas make goal for Barca while Raphael Varane make goal for Madrid. Mr. Egy and I watch. Than I try to manage my stress. I try to meditation. I accept all. "Please use therapy " lever thrown with throwns (cungkil duri dengan duri). I try to accept myself.
I cook rice, wash plate, spoon, cook vegetable. Than we breakfast, than star to school.
In school I visit Mr. Ben's room. I tell what happen in last evening so the CCTV error. "Oh... yes, I forget to off it. I want to join on mass," he says. "I'm sorry sir," I say. Than I ask permission to go to Saint John school today. Ms Indri, Mr. Dani and I teach Primary. There is student women of kindergarten A1 that afraid if leave by the main teacher. Than she can enjoy with me. I help her to operate the game. Than I'm going to Saint John School, Bekasi. Mr. Johan pick up (jemput) me.
Than we go back to home. Mr. Barnabas drive motor cycle. When arrive at home, I hear pray and singing on neighbor home. What is it? The neighbor that Protestant worship to God. We just know that that home is Protestan people. They are singing while play guitar.
We supper. Than watch TV. I go to minimarket to shooping toilet soap tooth teeth. My tooth teeth is broken. May be because itt can not clean teeth nicely so my teeth seem yellow just as student critic. I'm still stress. I fell tired. I'm sleeping. On 00: 30 I get up. I sleep again. Get up again on 02.00. Than sleep again. Get up again 03.30. I can not sleep nicely. The effect of stress is can not sleep nicely. I'm stress because think fail to on the CCTV at principal room at school. If this is become big issue, I'm very shame because make difficult to Principals, teacher and school. I have not polite because entrance to principal room without permission.
Iget up on 03.30. I watch soccer, Barca vs Madrid 1 - 1. Fabregas make goal for Barca while Raphael Varane make goal for Madrid. Mr. Egy and I watch. Than I try to manage my stress. I try to meditation. I accept all. "Please use therapy " lever thrown with throwns (cungkil duri dengan duri). I try to accept myself.
I cook rice, wash plate, spoon, cook vegetable. Than we breakfast, than star to school.
In school I visit Mr. Ben's room. I tell what happen in last evening so the CCTV error. "Oh... yes, I forget to off it. I want to join on mass," he says. "I'm sorry sir," I say. Than I ask permission to go to Saint John school today. Ms Indri, Mr. Dani and I teach Primary. There is student women of kindergarten A1 that afraid if leave by the main teacher. Than she can enjoy with me. I help her to operate the game. Than I'm going to Saint John School, Bekasi. Mr. Johan pick up (jemput) me.
VISIT TO SAINT JOHN SCHOOL
Today, January 31, 2013, I went to Saint Jihn School to training teacher about :Menjadi Penjelajah Dunia, Menjelajah Nusantara, Cara Kerja Peralatan.
Mr. Johan (Optima driver) come to pick up me. He join with Mr. Danu and Mr. Ali.
We go and arrive there. I see some people that ever I see. They are Merry. Merry ever school at JPS. I don't know why is she move to Saint John School. The other is teacher women. She is living at Villa Mutiara Gading. She is Catholic. She often join on choir group.
Than we entrance to Computer Lab.
We meet with the Saint John teachers. "Pease sir, teach us how to run some software: CKP, MPD, MN". I show to him. I get difficult. He left me. Than I try again. I 'm not prepare nicely. The Technician only accompany me. I'm not very dominate the software. I'm shame. "Okay, sir," we try to search," the teacher says. I'm shame. This is second for me on this January presentation not very good. "Please study again" I say in my heart. We back to JPS.
I entrust money about student registration fee of ICT Competition through Mr. Danu. Mr. Danu is Optima's technician. I entrust Rp 1.100.000 for 22 students. I get 30 students of Primary that joi on ICT Copetition.
I entrust to Mr. Dani (SHS teacher of ICT) Primary 6 that study ICT today. I want to teach "CKP" to them but cancel because many computer can not running of this software."The software can not running" the written show it.
Than I accompany students P6 to study. Mr. Dany teach them about Ms Power Point. I continue it.
On afternoon, I accompany students that want to ICT Competition. They are Alexi, Cicil, Bryan, Alex, Winnie. I try to help them to make exercise.
On Saint John I see their motto: "Self Control" (" Buah-buah Roh": Galatia)
Mr. Johan (Optima driver) come to pick up me. He join with Mr. Danu and Mr. Ali.
We go and arrive there. I see some people that ever I see. They are Merry. Merry ever school at JPS. I don't know why is she move to Saint John School. The other is teacher women. She is living at Villa Mutiara Gading. She is Catholic. She often join on choir group.
Than we entrance to Computer Lab.
We meet with the Saint John teachers. "Pease sir, teach us how to run some software: CKP, MPD, MN". I show to him. I get difficult. He left me. Than I try again. I 'm not prepare nicely. The Technician only accompany me. I'm not very dominate the software. I'm shame. "Okay, sir," we try to search," the teacher says. I'm shame. This is second for me on this January presentation not very good. "Please study again" I say in my heart. We back to JPS.
I entrust money about student registration fee of ICT Competition through Mr. Danu. Mr. Danu is Optima's technician. I entrust Rp 1.100.000 for 22 students. I get 30 students of Primary that joi on ICT Copetition.
I entrust to Mr. Dani (SHS teacher of ICT) Primary 6 that study ICT today. I want to teach "CKP" to them but cancel because many computer can not running of this software."The software can not running" the written show it.
Than I accompany students P6 to study. Mr. Dany teach them about Ms Power Point. I continue it.
On afternoon, I accompany students that want to ICT Competition. They are Alexi, Cicil, Bryan, Alex, Winnie. I try to help them to make exercise.
On Saint John I see their motto: "Self Control" (" Buah-buah Roh": Galatia)
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