DRINK OF WASTE TEA

Monday, November 14, 2011. I busy  write  daily experience. I'm  hungry. In the ICT  lab there  is  tea.The name is "Teh Pucuk".  The  students  leave it. The students   forget  to finish it  and forget  to  throw away (=waste =buang) it. In situation hungry I am tempted (tergoda) to taste it. "It's  unfortunately that discarded (sayang kalau dibuang)". So, I drink it. I dare do this because I am alone. If have people may be not because prestige (gengsi). What is impact (dampak)  drink waste tea? As long  as i feel  until now, no impact for health, but may be from psychology aspect it is  grovel (merendahkan diri). I'm very saving to shooping money for my life. I think just  as it. The other aspect is may be this action prod (melecut) myself  to  more fight (berjuang)  to reach the  big success.

I remember my experience in last time when I taught  at school  of  Saint Christophorus II (St. Kristoforus II), Unit SD Perumahan Citra II Blok N-3, Jakarta Barat Telp. 021-544 2554. On one  day, I on foot from gate to location of  school. In middle way, the car stop in front of me. I think  the students parent that delivery the students to school. Than I open the door  of car. The owner of car may be  confused (bingung) with my action. They only silent. That time my shame appear and rise. I'm very shame. I close the door of car while  cursing (mengutuki) myself, why make just as this. My  mistake that why Am I do without  invite of the owner of  car. If  I remember this  experience  again, I close  my face. This is  one  of  reason why I should  be success (on  accademic, ekonomic). Rise up, franch, Rich your  dream ( S2, have car, house).

ODDYSEY OF AWARENESS

Thursday, November 16, 2011. When get  up at the  morning,I try  to  write  my experience when  arrive  at school. Thanks  to God. When teach KGA1, i remember it. There are Computer that  empty  because  amount of  Computer  more  than  total of  students. So,  on between (di sela-sela) time  I try  to apply  my  target to write  daily experience, especially  target in last  morning  is  write  my  dream. This  time  I can  remember  my  dream of  yesterday, Wednesday, November 15, 2011 about my  struggle to  avoid  flood but  fail. But, how  about dream  of  today, especially  at  last  morning? "Sorry, I dont  remember. I only  try  to remind  myself  that  I have dream but for moment I  forget may be in  next  time  I can  remember  than  write it.

Now,  change of  class  because  time is  up. The SHS 7B    schedule  now.The PC  I give  to  students. Than  I try control  student  while  read  book, wait their question  if  have  problem  when  study  of MS  Word 2007. I fill time  with  read  the  book.  I back and forth (walk up and down / wigwag / to  and  fro/ divagate / slosh / up and down = mondar - mandir).  In this  time my memory oddysey (mengembara) to Sape, Bima, Sumbawa. "Wow,  fonderful  my memory , " Eureka = I find"  what  I think. This  is  my  dream. I find my  dream. My memory  connect  to my dream  at  last morning. The  dream is  my  journey from  Flores  to  Jakarta. My position now  is  at  Sape to Bima  (see the  dream  complete  on the other  article before this  article). Wonderful  my   my memory.  I  forget  it  almost  half  hour. Than  my bran  can  remember  it. Thank you  my brain, wonderful my  memory.  Maintain (pertahankan) it my memory.

DREAM: AWARE MISTAKE - FORGET BARGAINING COST TICKET OF CAR

At Thursday, November 16,2011. I have  dream. It  seem I'm still  at  my journey, from  Flores  to  Jakarta. I arrive  at  Sape.  My friend  and  I want  to  Bima, not yet  get   bus. So, we   lobby the  little  car just  as   Suzuki  Open  Cap. I try  to self  confidence. We enter to  car  than start. At  middle way  I conscious  that I forget to bargaining the  cost of  journey  ticket  from Sape to  Bima. I aware my mistake  than  try  to discuss  it  with  the  driver. In my  hear  I hope  the  normally  cost  is  Rp 35.000 per person, but he  wants  more  than  it. Than  we  debate. "I like   we  can  discuss it   after arrive  at  Bima that  important our journey is  safe,"my  friend  says. "Oh,yes, my  friend  right.If we debate and  disagree  the  cost, the  driver  can drop  us  here than we  get  difficult  to continue  our  journey," I say. I try  to  maintain (mempertahankan) the normalcost  butthedriver maintain  the  special cost. We debate. Than I conscious  than  get  up. The time show at 05.00 am. I get  up than prepare to  daily  activity  today.

Note:
* This  dream remember  me the  situation when  I  come  from  Flores  to  Jakarta  at  last  July 2011. What is relation  of  both? How  memory connect  it? What is  relation  between  dream  with  real experience?

DREAM: ON JOURNEY FLORES - JAKARTA, FORGET BARGAINING COST OF CAR. AT SAPE , NOVEMBER 16, 2011

ON  NOVEMBER 16, 2011, i HAVE  dream.  SORRY, I FORGET  ABOUT  MY  DREAM. MY  MEMORY  CANNOT  REMEMBER  IT. MAY  BE  IN  NEXT  TIME  I CAN  REMEMBER  IT.

TODAY, I GET  UP  EARLY  ON   05.00.  I wash   my dress  than  I peel it use   knife. Than  I  vapour (kukus)  it.  I take  a bath.Prepare  to  school. I start  on 06.30 am. The  situation  in  road  is  smooth,, include   at  branch to Pulo  Gadung  terminal.When  I arrive  at  Jl. "Banjir  Kanal  Timur (BKT)", Ms  Hana  precede (mendahului)  me.  I try  to  ring  the  bell  of  motorcycle  but she  not  understand my  purpose. She  run  fast  her  motorcycle. I  try  to  chase (kejar)  but fail. She  run  avoid  (menjauhi)   me. The  distance longer  because  I slowly when turn  to  right. I  lower  the motor cycle gear (gigi) so slowly  while Ms Hana  run faster. I can  not  se her  again.  meet  her  when arrive  at  patking  area  of  school. I see  her  control the students of  P5  that  duty to lead  morning  prayer. "Oh..,Ms  Hana in a  hurry  (terburu-buru)  because want  control  her  students  that  duty. Ms  Hana  is P5 homeroom  teacher.
Than  we  teach Kindergarten A1  students. I meet  Clara, shamy, Elen. They are  the  clever  student. Aurel  still study  how the  form  of  number. She  can  mention  but  don't  know  how  the  form  of  written. Novan - Mr. Piter  and  ms  Berny's child, try  to  enjoy. He  work carelessly (asal-asalan). It's  the  students  of dynamics  growth.

DREAM : BY PASS FLOOD WITH MOTORCYCLE; NOV 15, 2011

DREAM : BY PASS  FLOOD WITH MOTORCYCLE; NOV 15, 2011
I try  to avoid but fail. I get flood. drive  motor  cycle there. Can not  avoid it. My shoes  wet  whereas  i  try  to  avoid  it.  Safe  from  flood. What is happen   with  me?

DIALOG TO STUDENTS THAT DISTURB ME.

TODAY,  wednesday, November 16, 2011. Students  Primary 3 disturb  me  that still  read  news   on  internet. They knock  the  door, open than  close  it. I'm  provoked  too. I'm  angry them. They  run  to  toilet. Who are   they? They are: Vini, Bunga, Verenly. Tania. I wait  them. I  challenge (tantang)  them. I wait  in  front  of  door of  ICT  room. Than  they  come. They  try  blame each  other (saling mempersalahkan).  I call  them  but  no people that  honest. I provoked. They enter  to  class. "If you not apollogize, I dont allow  all od  you  to  ICT  lesson" I say. Thay afraid. Than  they  come. ""Who is trouble  maker?" I ask . She is  Bunga  as  troble  maker," Vini, Nathania  and  Verenly  says.  Bunga  try  to  dodge (mengelak). Than they  say  " "Sorry, sir,". Than  I  peace  with  them. Seldom  student  need  to  get  punishment  for  good  behauviour.

cook food on early morning

on  monday, november  14, 2011  in  early  morning   i get  up  early. I  cook  vegetaable (tempeh, carrot, potato, tomato, cucumber. Than  I'm  breakfast. Than  I start  to  school. This  food  enough  make  me  full  stomach  until  afternoon. When  return  to  lodge  I  eat  food  at  near  margin  road  at  Jl. Percetakan  Negara  as  customer (client)  that  use  I  eat. I eat  fried tempeh, sauce  and  rice. I pay  Rp 5.000. Than  I back  to  lodge.