I have dream. I just as in Wela. The Wela people and I just as gathering in front of Mr. Yan Men's house. We just as discuss. Than I walk to west, to Ntalung Pada direction. In near Mr. Viktor Agos's house in Wela's cemetery (pekuburan) I see some people busy clean the cemetery or digging (menggali) the grave. When I arrive near Welo's or Karot clan (tribe) of cemetery, just as Mr. Paskalis Jemanu shout or call or response me. He just as clean the Karot's cemetery.
Than I walk by pass the bridge. I meet a grey dog. The body of dog is long but not so fat. The dog just as want to bite me. If it bite me, I will push my hand to it mouth until touch it esophagus (kerongkongan)," I think. Than the dog came to strike me. I just as have tool to hit it. I can kill the dog with simple. Than I aware.
Saturday, September 2, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
I just as meet with Ms Jeny Hamzah. She is from Golowelu. Jeny and I alumni of SDI Golowelu I and JHS - SHS Saint Klaus, Kuwu - Ruteng.
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Day dream:
I just as in a place. This is new place to me . I no find this in conscious (reality). Some families and I just as traveling. I have problem . The problem is I'm not yet have application of Grab on my handphone. Than I try to active of it. It has install but I not try to use of it. I success to make of it and direct connect to driver Grab car. Than he service my connection., while I had join on other can and we had run. The driver of Garb call me. We are still on the way. My families / brother / cousin ask me to cancel of it. I do it. I ready myself if get punishment from Grab management if I order Grab again in next time.
Than we arrive in one place. I t is just as second floor. It is toilet of place for man. While we just as for break or play game there. Just as Mr. Rony, Mr. Jony join on this journey. We just as cancel of this intention / purpose. Than we go down by pass side of wall of building. Just as it is enough steep (curam). I by pass there. I think that land (base) near evidently is enough far. It is see from far. See from far is near while in reality far, in Manggarainese be mentioned lelo saru. Finaly I success land with safe.
What is meaning of this dream?
Note: in afternoon Kory, one of my nephew, send me pulse 20 with price IDR 22.000. She give me money IDR 22.000. Thank you Kory.
Monday, September 4, 2017
I have dream. I just as move place of work. I just as come to place. I come to bus. It is Metromini bus. Metromini is a kind (type) of bus that operate in Jakarta. I have duty to welding (las) iron in body of car. First I see someone who make it. Than my term. I get difficult. The bus stop while wait passengers. Than I ask to driver. I'm confuse. May be I forget (don't) know how to connect the electric. I don't know the position of switch (saklar). The driver is a man who seem slim (ramping).
Than I just as move to other place. I meet with my friend, Mr. Idem Don Bosco. He is leader there. I want to entrance his team work. He had senior there. He bring me a room that a programer still busy with his work. He is fat man. I just as doubt with my capability as work as programmer. Than Mr. Idem ask me to traveling in the area. It is just as captive breeding (penangkaran) various animal. I see little animal. I see the the trees as habitat of animal. Than the leader of team ask us to lunch, it is break time. What is meaning of this dream?
My interpretation to this dream: The soul activity precede the body activity.
This dream may be explain this reality that I meet Mr. Tomy as chief ICT Depatment. I ask about Laptop of JPS which often off. Than Mr. Tomy ask to bring to ICT Departement to repair it. Than I go down to see it. They handle it. Below the story
JPS LAPTOP
The laptop of JPS is broken. I phone Mr. Tomy as chief of ICT Departement. Before I ask Ms Nova to handle the data DAPODIK. SHe work but tha laptop is broken. SO I telepon Mr. Tomy. Mr. Tomy and Mr. Albert handle it. Than they give it to me on about 12:30 pm. Wow.... they work hard. The chinese people work hard and work speed, while the native people work slowly. Please improve.
Today I prepare the material to handle move letter for student. We need money. We come to administration staff who handle the money. They can not handle it because Mrs Titi - foundation - absent today. "I will WA her" Mr. Agung said. "Certainly she ask DAPODIK data" Mr. Agung said. "Wow... it is my main duty," I said in my heart. I just as not focus to handle of it. I just as not focus to handle it. "Please finish it before September 20, 2017 because we fill sicronize it after September 20, 2017." Mr. Agung said. Mr. Agung is senior adminsitrator. I try to do the best for success of DAPODIK data.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it. May be sexual dream. Just as I show my vital body to my sister.
Wednesday, September 6, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Thursday, September 7, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Friday, September 8, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Saturday, September 9, 2017 - I have dreams. The first dream, I just as meet with my former friend teacher when in teach at JPS. He is Mr. Bernabas. He just as use Batik dress. He entrance to a place / building.
The second dream. I just as in Tobok at Wela. Just as in Mr. Philipus Jeharut's garden. We just as as employee. We work to get fee (hire = wage = compensation=earnings=salary= upah). But just as I want to go back first. I just as not care with rule. What is happening, although mom Regina angry to me. I just as want to go first. Mom Regina just as forbit it. She want I follow the rule. She just as want to apprach me. I'm not care. I go to entrace the gate to exit the garden. She just as chase (mengejak) me. She just as bring something tool to hit me. What is toll, I forget. What is meaning of this dream? This is the morning dream about 05:00 am.
Sunday, September 10, 2017 - I have dream. I see the Bea, garden in near Wae Mese/ Mbrang. I see from far. It is had just as paddock (padang) .
Monday, September 11, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no dream when sleep in last night.
Tuesday, September 12, 2017.
I have dream. I just as traveling to a a place. We just as use bus. Our destination is to east. We just as arrive in Lembor place. I see a place. Just as parish or Catholic church. I see the letter name of it. I think the name of church, just as saint....., but evidently it is the written is ROSARY. Than I arrive in one place again. Just as parish or church of Catholic. But not too. In opposite road (left side) even I see the Betel Church. Than on right side I he see a place. Just as the Lembor people place. I see just as remain the written after school party. I see many steel bar (besi beton) in the around home. There are many steel bar (besi beton) that had order with tidy up. The written just as they paste (tempel) in cable. There are many cables in home.
Than I arrive in one place. We turn to right. We think it is way to east (city). I see my classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr. Ignatius Kampianus Tatu. Than I ask him about the correct way. "Where is a correct way to city?" I ask. Please turn to left. We go back to main road. There is many branch of road there. Than I aware.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017.
I have dream. I am just as in a place, just as in Merkedila, Welaa. Just ass we dialog or discus with someone who assist us. We try to give information to him. I don't know his name.. Than we just as change place. I just as in a building, just as in roof of a building. I walk around of it. Is it church? The roof of building near with land. Just as bullding in hill. What is meaning of this dream?
Thursday, September 14, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Friday, September 15, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Saturday day, September 16, 2017. I have dream. I 'm just as in a a place . In Wela? I just as want to traveling or go back to Jakarta / Labuan Bajo. I just as in Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I had prepare myself. We want to start but may be still wait others. Just as Mr. Philipus's families want to go to some place, but they want to use taxy. I just as want to join with them.
Sunday, September 17, 2017.
I have dream. I meet with Mr. Gregorius Wanggor. He is nomads (perantau) Wela in Malang, east Java. We by the way. He seem handsome.
(Note: I can remember this dream after lister talk of mom Regina about their family in Wela. Before we talk his nephew (keponakan), Nyong who crazy (gila). Nyong crazy since drom Surabaya/ Malang. Because this sick his uncle, Mr. Feliz Danor sent back him to Wela.
Monday, September 18, 2017. I have dream. The dream. I just as see a coffin (peti jenasah). It is had prepare by Mr. Beny. Just as he buy it in Ruteng. I don'r know who is pass away.
I can remember this dream write blog about death of our aunt (bibi) Mrs. Agnes Kindung. Kani prepare the coffin (peti jenasah). Than I remember this dream.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
What is happening? May be because I talk my aunt (bibi) (Mrs Agnes Kindung) who pass away in last week, Thursday, September 14, 2017. I taled this topic with Mr. Beny yesterday.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017. I have dream. The dream. I just as in a place (room). Just as there are 4 people include me and may be a priest, Father Flory Jaling, SVD? He service wine the guest (men). Father Flory, SVD increase the wine to them. He pour (menuangkan) the wine to their glass in the table. They rilex. Just as friend of one school. Than we by the way. They just as from East Manggarai, especially from Nanga Lanang. In last time when JHS I have many friends and senior from Nanga Lanang, include Mr. Kornelis Jarsi. I want ask him to them may be they know him. (This dream occurs about 01:00 am). Than I aware. I produce many sweat (keringat).
Than on 03:00 am I sleep again after cook rice and vegetable. I have dream again. The dream is just as I get duty to do something in a place. Just as delivery letter to a office. I together a man. I don't knoow who is he. He seem bigger and taller than me. He just as know the place of destination. We bring the letter. Thanwe arrive in a place, just as home office (rumah kantor) or a real estate. Just as my friend ask someone to delivery it to exact place. He give explain about the place. Than we go back. He is in front of me. We just as on foot. Among he and I distance enough. I let him go back earlier.
Than my soul move to other place. There just as there is meeting, just as alumni Saint Klaus Kuwu, Ruteng. There is Mr. Maxi Mbangur, the leader and teacher of JHS-SHS Saint Klaus. He and others sit on a table while by the way. We just as talk about the property that Mr. Maxy's love. It is his shoes. Just as we success predict (prediksi) what is think about of his shoes. He only smile. It is signing that what we predict is correct, match what we said and what is he thinking. I imagibe this placw just as in open space. The building have roof but no wall, just as Pertamina or other refueling stations (stations pengisian bahan bakar).
I can remember this dream write blog about death of our aunt (bibi) Mrs. Agnes Kindung. Kani prepare the coffin (peti jenasah). Than I remember this dream.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
What is happening? May be because I talk my aunt (bibi) (Mrs Agnes Kindung) who pass away in last week, Thursday, September 14, 2017. I taled this topic with Mr. Beny yesterday.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017. I have dream. The dream. I just as in a place (room). Just as there are 4 people include me and may be a priest, Father Flory Jaling, SVD? He service wine the guest (men). Father Flory, SVD increase the wine to them. He pour (menuangkan) the wine to their glass in the table. They rilex. Just as friend of one school. Than we by the way. They just as from East Manggarai, especially from Nanga Lanang. In last time when JHS I have many friends and senior from Nanga Lanang, include Mr. Kornelis Jarsi. I want ask him to them may be they know him. (This dream occurs about 01:00 am). Than I aware. I produce many sweat (keringat).
Than on 03:00 am I sleep again after cook rice and vegetable. I have dream again. The dream is just as I get duty to do something in a place. Just as delivery letter to a office. I together a man. I don't knoow who is he. He seem bigger and taller than me. He just as know the place of destination. We bring the letter. Thanwe arrive in a place, just as home office (rumah kantor) or a real estate. Just as my friend ask someone to delivery it to exact place. He give explain about the place. Than we go back. He is in front of me. We just as on foot. Among he and I distance enough. I let him go back earlier.
Than my soul move to other place. There just as there is meeting, just as alumni Saint Klaus Kuwu, Ruteng. There is Mr. Maxi Mbangur, the leader and teacher of JHS-SHS Saint Klaus. He and others sit on a table while by the way. We just as talk about the property that Mr. Maxy's love. It is his shoes. Just as we success predict (prediksi) what is think about of his shoes. He only smile. It is signing that what we predict is correct, match what we said and what is he thinking. I imagibe this placw just as in open space. The building have roof but no wall, just as Pertamina or other refueling stations (stations pengisian bahan bakar).
Wednesday, September 20, 2017. I don't know I have or have not dream in last night.
/ morning. I get disturb sleep lat night. So many sweat (keringat) that I produce. Is this sign that my health is bad?
Thursday, September 21, 2017. I have 3 dream. The first dreams about journey in forets. The seconnd dreams journey in east Jakarta (Klender / Jatinegara . Pulo Gadung). I arrive in sch ool that near road. It is school in city. The third is I was in around Golowelu church. I see my claasmate od Primary, Mr. Karol Kejuru.
Friday, September 22, 2017. I have dream. I ', in Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. I hear from his son and daughter hat he detail educate his children about couple of life. He talk with Leny Mbembok so long about her couple of life.
Note: I can remember of dream after think my brother, mr. Beny who has house neam Mr. Thomas in Golowelu.
Saturday, September 23, 2017. I have dreams. I just as in a place. It is a garden / bush (semak belukar). I just as work of dig a hole (menggali lubang). Than I find water. i just as easy to get it. I just as make it to prepare water to others. Juat as have children that need it. They just as hope there is water or source water there. I just as can make it. When I work or poking (memacul) there is water that I see. Than I just as make ditch (parit) to accomodate (menampung) the water. This dream at may be at -2"00 am.
Than I aware to go to toilet.
Than I sleep again. I have dream. I just as in a place. It is in Wela. I just as visit a place in Wela. It is garden of Welo - Pandang - Nderu. I just as traveling with Mrs. Susi (Carol's mom). We are just as in Welo. I explain to them about place in Wela, incluse garden of Welo, Pandang - Nderu.
Than just as we are in a place. We have event together Mr. Alex Maji and his wife Mrs. Susi. Than we just as want to contunie an event in other place I imagina we drop in on that place to jin on evwnt just as supper / lunch that celebrate by Mr. Alex and families. I think may be use Mr. Aleks' car or may use public transport, just as train.
Than my soul just as move to Saint Klaus Kuwu, my almamater when JHS-SHS. I just as in hostel (asrama). We have event in hall / auditorium (aula) beside the dining room. This is memory when I JHS. We have event there. Than I go up to son hostel. I entrance to A room. I just as seem wooden terraced beds (tempat tidur kayu bertingkat). I see students beds. It is messy (berantakan) because the place not enough for one student property. I a place it is of bad and crate clothing (peti pakaian) . I see the pandan mats (tikar pandan = lose re'a) with colorful (warna - warni = lose balo agu umpuk). For a moment (sejenak) I think that who make these pandan mat, the mothers of Manggaraian, aren't it? But now, inheritance (pewarisan) of this skill disconnected (terputus). The young mothers of manggaraian not ready to do of this. They are not have good capability to do of this. This is serious problem for preservation (pelestarian) of handikrafts (kerajinan) in Manggarai. Than I aware.
Noe there is think (idea) in dream, just as:
I see the pandan mats (tikar pandan = lose re'a) with colorful (warna - warni = lose balo agu umpuk). For a moment (sejenak) I think that who make these pandan mat, the mothers of Manggaraian, aren't it? But now, inheritance (pewarisan) of this skill disconnected (terputus). The young mothers of manggaraian not ready to do of this. They are not have good capability to do of this. This is serious problem for preservation (pelestarian) of handikrafts (kerajinan) in Manggarai.
Sunday, September 24,2017. I have dreams. (see on note of handwriting on short note book)
Monday, September 25,2017. I have dreams. I just as walk drive motor cycle. I just as by village road so not catch by traffic police. When someone ask I answer just as it.
The other dream: I just as sale something about Wela.
Tuesday, September 26,2017. I have dreams. I just as walk in a road. It is road just as recent repair. It is repair use modern tool just as excavator or Loader Excavator or Motor Grader. Now, the modern equipment can help us to make easy of work. Now better than traditional era that all use human power.
The other dream. I just as stay in home at top of hill . There are some tree around there. I try to relax and enjoy there although there is storm (badai).
Wednesday, September 27,2017. I have dreams. I just as in a place. I don't know the place. This is new place. In a village, I see a asphalt road. In left side, near bridge and home I see grandmother Paus (popo Paus). In right side I see mother Paulina. Both stay young (awet muda). Than just as see lead of.......(Saung Po'ang). I take it. I want to bring to home to make vegetable. Than I just as come near to mom of Paulina Gawut. Evidently in cross of road there is home. I meet my sister, Ms. Yustina. Just as they serve (menghidangkan ) sweat potato (ubi talas). Than we by the way. Just as we talk about Megy who just as mated (dijodohkan) with Mr. Adi from Semang. I just as not egree because Megy still young.
On this dream just as I see and meet Mr. Adri Odja, team work when in Optima Company.
I just as have dream about late (almmarhum) Mr. Mateus Potok's brother. Just as there is meeting with them. Just as Mr. Manus, his younger brother.
Thursday, September 28,2017. I have dream. I just in a place of shooping or infotaiment / recreation. I just as in top of building. Is it mall? In that place I see a car. A boy just as play and push it until fall down from high floor. Certainly it is accident. :Certainly there is people as security who handle or see it in down there," I think. Than my soul just as move to other place. I just as arrive in a place of party. Just as in middle room of mall (shooping centre). . Just as have party. Is it Mr. Rony - Mrs Vony's party? Is it Wedding party? Or is it Mr. Beny's party? It is not clear. The other part of drream I forget.
Friday, September 29,2017. I don't know I have dream or no dream in last night or last morning. This is memory problem.
Saturday, September 30,2017 I have dreams. I'am in Wela at traditional house, Mbaru Gendang. Just as there is obituary (berita duka). Just as Father Gaspar who pass away. There were many people who come to mourn (melayat), include mother Via, grandmother Sawul. Grandmother Sawul is our neighbor of house. Father Gaspar's corpse laid down (dibaringkan). Than just as I see someone entrance betel nut (sirih pinang) to his mouth. Than just as change. It is corpse of mom of Regina. She can not eat the betel nut (sirih pinang) because she had pass away. I see her face. I'm sad too. ** This dream happen on 01:00 am.
The other dream. I just as in a place. This is new place for me. I just as exit from a home. I don't know whose house of this. I walk to south. Than I turn to left than turn to right. I arrive in place. The land seem barren (tandus). The people just as plant of acacia (akasia) there. Acacia is math for barren (tandus) land. I imagine it in Kuwu / Nterlango. Nterlango / Kuwu seem barren (tandus) too. Than on a garden that many trees, in near litter river (river dead = kali mati) I meet Mr. Rely Jehato. We by the way. Mr Rely Jehato is Manggaraian. He had married and stay in Tangerang. He just as looking lone (quiet) place. Just as he want to prepare the comprehension test. He leaves (meninggalkan) his families (wife and daughter) to get the quiet time for preparation the comprehension test.
The other dream. I just as entrance to a place. I entrance to a cottage (pondok) in a valley (lembah). Just as I save something there. Just as food. It is still available. Just as I take and eat of it. (The other part of this dream I forget).
Sunday, October 1,2017 I have dreams
Monday, October 2,2017 I have dream. Just as Mom Regina dialog with someone. The theme of dialog is the children of them. How about condition of your children? "There were 2 children who had pass away," mom Regina answer.
Note... other dream I forget.
Tuesday, October 3,2017 I have dream. I'm just as in a place. It is new place to me. I just as gathering with others. I present in a room. There are some chairs and table. There is table and chair of Mrs. Ana Primary teacher of JPS.Than I sit down in her chair. For moment she in other place but it her quota (jatah). I sit down there. Than I see Mrs Adit conduct of song. We sing of song. sing two songs with enthusiasm. The songs that I read is " "Tuhan Kasihanialah Kami and Kemuliaan." Dan damai di bumi kepada orang yang berkenan kepadanya kami memuji dikau. Kami memuliakan dikau, Kami mengembah dikau. Kami memuliakan dikau kami bersyukur kepadamu karena kemuliaanmu yang besar. ....."
Note... other dream I forget.
Note: how is waying to remember the dream if forget? To remember the dream that forget we need stimulation (rangsangan). This dream (Tuesday, October 3,2017) I can remember after get stimulation: I remember Mr. and Mrs Totok, Mr and Mrs Sumijo. They are activist of Church who often sing of song in the church. When I thinbng sing of song, I remember my dreaam about sing of song "Tuhan Kasihanialah Kami and Kemuliaan.". We need sleep again (lie down) to remember of this dream.
Wednesday, October 4,2017.
I have dream. I just as in a place, in margin of field soccer. I see Mr. Dedi Mulyadi, the regent of Purwakarta. His soccer team still match versus other club. He seem guide his soccer club with give spirit to them. I just as with other Wela people, Mr. Robert? This part (Mr. Robert seem blurred (kabur) = dim = hazy=fuzzy = kabur). Than when finish matching I seem talk with Mr. Dedi Mulyadi.
Note: This dream may be have link with aware because yesterday I read news about Mr. Dedi Mulyadi who accompany his supporter when demonstration in Central office of GOLKAR in Slipi, West Jakarta. So there is connection conscious and unconscious. Unconscious is replay activity of conscious.
Thursday, October 5,2017.
I have dream. I just as in a place. I just as in a place. I just as meet with my classmate of JHS-SHS. They are Mr. Aven Agung, Mr, Paskalis Nojo. I meet Father Thomas Krump, SVD, the father of parish of Ketang, Manggarai, Flores. He had old. But he had went out to his continent , Europe. He is minionary of Europe who work in Manggarai- Flores, Indonesia. I just as ask to Father Thomas Krump, SVD his impression about development of Catholic Manggarai from his view. His people (umat) of Parish of Ketang very enthusiasm. Than we entrance to a place. It is just as a breeding ground for plant seeds (penangkaran benih tanaman) . I see the place of breeding ground for plant seeds (penangkaran benih tanaman) in pot. I see plant of hibiscus (kembang sepatu). I see the color and form of it. There are many plants that be seeding (benih). Than I aware. I get up. Than I get up.
Note:
The other dream I forget.
This dream may be have link with aware because yesterday I read Face Book about Kosmas Kondang. Some week ago I open FB. I see comment of classmate, just as Father Mikael Denco, Mr. Aven Agung.They are alumni Saint Klaus Kuwu JHS. So there is connection conscious and unconscious. Unconscious is replay activity of conscious.
Friday, October 6,2017.
I have dreams. The first dream about meeting with my brothers and cousins (saudara sepupu): Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Edu. Just as we are in a place. Just as in Mr. Setya Novanto's home. We are in east of a home. It is Mr. Setya Novanto's home. Mr. Leo just as want to meet him, but he is seem busy. On the end time, when we want to go home, just as Mr. Leo see there is access to meet him. We see him just as want to move to other space (room) in his home. Mr. Leo see him and want to met him but he seem busy. He reject. He hurry up close the dooor although he know there is people want to meet him. But when to entrance his home, just as not Leo who want to meet him but Mr. Nando. Than we just as go to front his home, by pass path (lorong) of his home. We prepare to go home. Mr. Edu and may be with Mr. Marcel just as want to go to Cikarang. "Please come to terminal. Than from there are bus to there," I think.
I have dreams. The first dream about meeting with my brothers and cousins (saudara sepupu): Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Edu. Just as we are in a place. Just as in Mr. Setya Novanto's home. We are in east of a home. It is Mr. Setya Novanto's home. Mr. Leo just as want to meet him, but he is seem busy. On the end time, when we want to go home, just as Mr. Leo see there is access to meet him. We see him just as want to move to other space (room) in his home. Mr. Leo see him and want to met him but he seem busy. He reject. He hurry up close the dooor although he know there is people want to meet him. But when to entrance his home, just as not Leo who want to meet him but Mr. Nando. Than we just as go to front his home, by pass path (lorong) of his home. We prepare to go home. Mr. Edu and may be with Mr. Marcel just as want to go to Cikarang. "Please come to terminal. Than from there are bus to there," I think.
The second dream. I just as in a place. Just as in Bangka, near Wae Mese / Wae Wunis. I see river, The geography (geografi) of river had changed because flood. The old way of river had been covering (telah ditimbuni) land and stone when flood. But I see the river still flow the water. I see the shoes. Just as same with my shoes. It is brown color. I take it. Just as one of my shoes is lose and I see in the river. Than I take but just as the other shoes. It used shoes (sepatu bekas) but still can be used. Just as I want to take it.
The third dream. I just as meet with my sister, Sr. Sophy, CP. She just as ask about photo album. "Yes, I still have of it. Than just as think and talk about money. I just as be asked to prepare the money.
Than I aware.
Note:
This dream nomer 1 may be have link with aware because yesterday I read internet Setya Novanto, chairman of House Representatives . So there is connection conscious and unconscious. Unconscious is replay activity of conscious.
Saturday, October 7,2017.
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in Mbaru Gendang, custom home (rumah adat) in Wela. I am in our room. I see in other spare of room, especially in Mom Minas's room, I see Mom Mina busy to prepare the food. Just as she had prepare the food. She had mixed of it , but just as there is part that none while it element (part) is important. The element is sugar while I have it. I have palm sugar (gula aren). She just as make ......(rujak. Rujak is mix of many fruits than put spice - bumbu - on it. The spice just as salt, sugar, chili - cabe - etc).
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in Mbaru Gendang, custom home (rumah adat) in Wela. I am in our room. I see in other spare of room, especially in Mom Minas's room, I see Mom Mina busy to prepare the food. Just as she had prepare the food. She had mixed of it , but just as there is part that none while it element (part) is important. The element is sugar while I have it. I have palm sugar (gula aren). She just as make ......(rujak. Rujak is mix of many fruits than put spice - bumbu - on it. The spice just as salt, sugar, chili - cabe - etc).
The second dream. Just as Mom of Regina in my rent house of VMG - Bekasi, She exit to go to terrace (teras). I'm confuse / worry. I hope she still in home, no pleasure trip out of home. May be she want to see around.
What is meaning of this dream?
Sunday, October 8,2017.
Monday, October 9,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Tuesday, October 10,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Monday, October 9,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Tuesday, October 10,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Wednesday, October 11,2017. I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a one place. I see the priest of Catholic meet with...... kiai (ulama) of Muslem. It is in a village with majority of Muslem. But still there are the Catholics. May be the Catholic not native inhabitants (penduduk asli) but comer (pendatang), " I think. I see the priest invite the scholars (ulama) to Catholic home. The scholars seem serve (meladeni) ask of priest. They seem entrance to home in left road than to home in right road. They seem harmony. Just as it is scholar from Java. They use gloves (sarung).
The second dream. I'm in a place. I 'm wait something. I just as in barren area (daerah tandus). I hope there is water. Suddenly and evidently near of me in under the land there is water, although (meskipun) small (less). Just as there is water although the water flow with small / little. But is is clean water.
Note: I can remember the first dream after get stimulus (rangsangan). In the morning I listen sound from Mosque. The leader or scholar (ulama) still pray. Than my brain think about priest of MSF in Kalimantan who friendly (bershabat) with the scholars (ulama). The priest from NTT. He is member of MSF congregation (kongregasi). He work in Kalimantan. He friendly with NU scolars (ulama). After it I can remember the dream about relation priest and scholar (ulama).
Thursday, October 12,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place. Just as there is meeting / seminar or Holy Mass. On that time I read the people's prayer. I just as pray for Golkar party and for Indonesia motherland. I just as see JPS teacher on this event, just Mrs Yeny Budiarto. She is Mandarin Primary teacher.
Other dream I forget.
Note: This prayer may connect with my awake (conscious) which read GOLKAR news in internet. GOLKAR party highlighted (disoroti) because some of cadre (kader) still have problem because corruption case. The chairman of GOLKAR, Setya Novanto had (sempat) become a suspect (tersangka) corruption E-KTP by Corruption Eradication Commission (Komisi Pemberantasan Korupsi = KPK). Since July 2017 Media preach (memberitaskan) this case. Yesterday, October 11, 2017 I still read about Golkar Party and the admonistrators, include Mr. Setya Novanto, chairman of GOLKAR Party.
So there is connection between conscious with unconscious (dream).
Friday, October 13,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place. Than I forget my dream. This is the memory problem.
Other dream I forget.
Note: This prayer may connect with my awake (conscious) which read GOLKAR news in internet. GOLKAR party highlighted (disoroti) because some of cadre (kader) still have problem because corruption case. The chairman of GOLKAR, Setya Novanto had (sempat) become a suspect (tersangka) corruption E-KTP by Corruption Eradication Commission (Komisi Pemberantasan Korupsi = KPK). Since July 2017 Media preach (memberitaskan) this case. Yesterday, October 11, 2017 I still read about Golkar Party and the admonistrators, include Mr. Setya Novanto, chairman of GOLKAR Party.
So there is connection between conscious with unconscious (dream).
Friday, October 13,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place. Than I forget my dream. This is the memory problem.
Saturday, October 14,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in a place. I hear explanation of someone. Just as translator or author of book. He try to explain a topic about translate. "Oh we can translate the word not base the meaning of word only but base the context, I try to understand the matter (problem). I am forgetting what word in abook that he still explain of it.
The second dream. I just as collect with my families, include my older and younger brothers, Mr. Beny and Mr. Hila. We gathering of families. There were women too. Were they Mom of Regina and Mary Jemen, our older sister? This is not clear, disgused (samar). Than when we talk, my younger brother just as pee in the paddy or coffee that still dry in land. Wow.... Than Mr. Beny want to pee too. Wow..... The women just as unconfortable (risih) too. This dream seem erotic.We see the vital body of our brothers.
Note: I can see this dream after have stimulus is I wan to pee. I hold my vital body than I can remember this dream. To remember the dream need stimulus.
The second dream. I just as collect with my families, include my older and younger brothers, Mr. Beny and Mr. Hila. We gathering of families. There were women too. Were they Mom of Regina and Mary Jemen, our older sister? This is not clear, disgused (samar). Than when we talk, my younger brother just as pee in the paddy or coffee that still dry in land. Wow.... Than Mr. Beny want to pee too. Wow..... The women just as unconfortable (risih) too. This dream seem erotic.We see the vital body of our brothers.
Note: I can see this dream after have stimulus is I wan to pee. I hold my vital body than I can remember this dream. To remember the dream need stimulus.
Sunday, October 15,2017. I have dreams. The dream about my pleasure trip in Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. My face to west. I walk in around home of the late (almarhum) Mr. Stanis Guli - Mien Duli or Mr. Dedy - Mrs. Silvy's house in near Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. I see the river in left side of river. The river come from side Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. The people just as use this water to many necessities (keperluan), include clean the dress. The condition is not good because people use before and in other place use again. The water just as dirty although not very dirty. Than I arrive in near former house of Sanso and Siong - Meme. All of them are traders of Chinese. They trade in Golowelu in last time. I see water just as want to be flowed to high land to Mr. Siong - Meme's house. I see road in Siong - Meme's house. It is former of road. Just as not often use now because in north side had available formal road. Inleft side I see the parish Garden of Golowelu. I see the tress had high and big. The condition is fresh. The leaf of trees seem lush (rimbun) so make air so cool (sejuk) and fresh.
Monday, October 16,2017. I have dream but I forget of it.
Tuesday, October 17,2017. I have dreams. The dream about my pleasure trip in Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. My face to west. I walk in around home of the late (almarhum) Mr. Stanis Guli - Mien Duli or Mr. Dedy - Mrs. Silvy's house in near Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. I see the river in left side of river. The river come from side Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. The people just as use this water to many necessities (keperluan), include clean the dress. The condition is not good because people use before and in other place use again. The water just as dirty although not very dirty. I seem ysister Mrs Susana Dauud use this water. She try to use tool to avoid and throw away (membuang) rubbish (gerbage = sampah) or something that dirty / disturb it so the water seem clean. I just as see Mr. Agus Abus, Mrs Sana's husband make it too. Just as the other dirty in water include the oil the rest of dishes (sisa masakan).
The second dream I forget.
Wednesday, October 18,2017.
I have dream. The dream is I just as in a place. It is a rice field. The rice field lies in edge (pinggir) river. The river lies in beach . It is near estuary (muara) of sea. I ree paddy in many rice field. Earch part have limit (bata). I know it is rice field own Mr. Rinto, my teacher friend in JPS. I see Mr. Rinto still conntrol his rice field, The paddy growth nicely. "Certainly, Mr. Rinto always available enough of food because got from this rice field. Than the water from river come just as flood. I'm wet. I try to move through wall as embankment (pematang). I can not swim. I hope the water not any to entrance to rice field so not make destroy include to me. The water is yellow colour. It is dirty. Than I move to east. Than in north side of rice field, in rive I see tide (air pasang) . Now is high tide (pasang naik) so water entrance to rice fielf. I see people by pass the river by boat. They come from sea.
Than I move to other place. I come to east than turn to south (selatan). I arrive in a home. It is home I know the owner. It is my family. I come to there. There I meet with families, include my classmate when Primary is Mrs Lely. I embrance with her. She seem not fresh. I hope touch her chest but she not willing I touch it. I only touch of face , kiss on the cheek (cium pipi kiri - cium pipi kanan). I see other families, include Alfons Jaban. Just as in home. People busy to cook include fried something.
I have dream. The dream is I just as in a place. It is a rice field. The rice field lies in edge (pinggir) river. The river lies in beach . It is near estuary (muara) of sea. I ree paddy in many rice field. Earch part have limit (bata). I know it is rice field own Mr. Rinto, my teacher friend in JPS. I see Mr. Rinto still conntrol his rice field, The paddy growth nicely. "Certainly, Mr. Rinto always available enough of food because got from this rice field. Than the water from river come just as flood. I'm wet. I try to move through wall as embankment (pematang). I can not swim. I hope the water not any to entrance to rice field so not make destroy include to me. The water is yellow colour. It is dirty. Than I move to east. Than in north side of rice field, in rive I see tide (air pasang) . Now is high tide (pasang naik) so water entrance to rice fielf. I see people by pass the river by boat. They come from sea.
Than I move to other place. I come to east than turn to south (selatan). I arrive in a home. It is home I know the owner. It is my family. I come to there. There I meet with families, include my classmate when Primary is Mrs Lely. I embrance with her. She seem not fresh. I hope touch her chest but she not willing I touch it. I only touch of face , kiss on the cheek (cium pipi kiri - cium pipi kanan). I see other families, include Alfons Jaban. Just as in home. People busy to cook include fried something.
Thursday, October 20,2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Friday, October 21,2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Saturday, October 22,2017.
I have dreams. The first dream is I just in a place, just as in crossroad (perempatan) Golowelu. I see my classmate when Primary, Mr. Dus Pa'it in a location. Nnear ontersection or croassroad of Golowelu just as there is place or land (lahan) that had set (be prepared) to a build. Just as a building, just as school. "It is good if Wela have own school, can increase human resources, can improve (meningkatkan) welfare and prosperity (kemakmuran) for Wela peole," I said to him.
The second dream. I just as in a place. I meet with Mr. Ino Jemabut. Just as we have meeting of Wela families. We just as wait. Just as Mr. Ino had prepare the food, include the chicken soup. There is Mr. Egy too. Just as there is the rest (sisa) chicken soup of vegetable . Mr. Egy think it is not eat again. so he used it to clean his hand (fingers).
The third dream. I just as in a place. I don;t know exactly positin of the place. I listen talk of Mr. Agus / Mr. Marsel / Mr. Fon Jaban. "Hila's eye is broken. He can not see better," he said. I'am sad with this information. I connect with Hila's real conditin who fight to better in all aspect of his life, include economic, families and education of children.
What is happen with this dream?
Note: The first dream: I have think to buld school in Wela. I have data, the scholars from Wela reach about more 70 peoples. It is good human resources. I had said this to Wela families of Jakarta.
May this dream the fulfulment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince. .
The second dream. Mr. Ino, Mr. Egy and I one village is Wela. We often meeting together. During September - October 2017, I often went to Depok. Mr. Ino stay in Depok.May this dream the fulfulment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
The third dream. Since dead of Mrs. Sisilia (Esy) Sangur, relation our families with Mr. Nobert Jaban's families bad becausue often suspicious (curiga). According our families, Mrs Esy died because be witched (disanteti) by their families and their group. Oue families and Mr. Nobert families, before stay in one home, in custome home (rumah adat) - Mbaru Gendang - of Wela. May this dream the fulfilment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
I have dreams. The first dream is I just in a place, just as in crossroad (perempatan) Golowelu. I see my classmate when Primary, Mr. Dus Pa'it in a location. Nnear ontersection or croassroad of Golowelu just as there is place or land (lahan) that had set (be prepared) to a build. Just as a building, just as school. "It is good if Wela have own school, can increase human resources, can improve (meningkatkan) welfare and prosperity (kemakmuran) for Wela peole," I said to him.
The second dream. I just as in a place. I meet with Mr. Ino Jemabut. Just as we have meeting of Wela families. We just as wait. Just as Mr. Ino had prepare the food, include the chicken soup. There is Mr. Egy too. Just as there is the rest (sisa) chicken soup of vegetable . Mr. Egy think it is not eat again. so he used it to clean his hand (fingers).
The third dream. I just as in a place. I don;t know exactly positin of the place. I listen talk of Mr. Agus / Mr. Marsel / Mr. Fon Jaban. "Hila's eye is broken. He can not see better," he said. I'am sad with this information. I connect with Hila's real conditin who fight to better in all aspect of his life, include economic, families and education of children.
What is happen with this dream?
Note: The first dream: I have think to buld school in Wela. I have data, the scholars from Wela reach about more 70 peoples. It is good human resources. I had said this to Wela families of Jakarta.
May this dream the fulfulment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince. .
The second dream. Mr. Ino, Mr. Egy and I one village is Wela. We often meeting together. During September - October 2017, I often went to Depok. Mr. Ino stay in Depok.May this dream the fulfulment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
The third dream. Since dead of Mrs. Sisilia (Esy) Sangur, relation our families with Mr. Nobert Jaban's families bad becausue often suspicious (curiga). According our families, Mrs Esy died because be witched (disanteti) by their families and their group. Oue families and Mr. Nobert families, before stay in one home, in custome home (rumah adat) - Mbaru Gendang - of Wela. May this dream the fulfilment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as arrive in Wela, epecially in forest at area Wae Siar to Wae usang. I see there is threes in forest in near bend (tikungan) Wae Siar to Wae Usang. I come from west to east. In right side road I see many tress that fresh and lush (rimbun). This condition different with what I think. I think this area had barren (tandus) because the trees had cut down (ditebang) by Wela's people to become garden, but in this dream there are many trees there. "Oh, what I imagine before evidently wrong because still there are many trees here," I said in my heart. But I can not identify the name of tree.
The second dream. I just as in a place. I come to a place. Just as it is shooping place. In a display of board I just as scraping (menggoreskan) sputum (dahak) or snot (ingus). The it show cwith clear. May be the owner complain if know about it.
Note:The first dream I can remember on 11:53:50 am in Pertamina when refill the fuel (bensin). This dream I had forget when suddenly appear in think when I transfer money in ATM of Pertamina Kampung Bogor, Setia Asih Tarumajaya. Than I write in JPS on 14:00. I come to take my bag that I forget in last night when I go back on 17:15 pm.
The second drram I can remember in bathroom of VMG on the morning about 07:00 am when I through the sputum (dahak). To need dream need stimulus.
Monday, October 23,2017. I have dream . I just as join on an event. Just as in Golowelu - Ramemunak. Jus at as I am with Mr. Darius Angkur. When finish it we go back, just as walk to Golowelu. We just as walk. No car. Than just as we arrive in a kiosk. I see our neighbor or nephew (keponakan). I see her and she see me. Than I introduce her to big families of Wela. Her face just as Gore's daughter, but I just as introduce her as Mary's daughter. The Wela's people just as hear it. We are in front of a kiosk. The owner kiosk busy to serve the costomer, include Wela people.
Tuesday, October 24,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I join on event. I gathering with Catholic neighbor of Saint Alfonsus I, VMG - Harapan Indah just as Mr. Anto. We just as gathering while grilling (membakar) fish. They are people who grilling. While grilling fish (membakar ikan) they just as talk about member of community who eat much while the stock of food limited (few). May be include me who take much food whereas many people not get. It means there are people who selfish (egois), not remember other when eat. Just as take much of jackfruit vegetable (sayur nangka), fried chicken, salted fish (ikan asin) while others not yet eat. Usually Java people priority and put it first (mendahulukan) guest. There are people just as greddy (rakus) to eat. May be include me. I'm shame too.
The second dream. Than we talk others. We just as as follow join on Manggarai attraction of Caci and danding. Than I hear them sing the Manggarai song of "danding" just as below: sako: "... bom toe ronam o a e.....ae...walek watu wae...; Wale: "A o..watu wae". I'm wondering because they know the Manggarai song. I'm curious (penasaran) than I ask them: "Why do you this song?" I ask. "We know because this is Papalango song." they answer. I''m wondering. "Papalango song? " I ask in my heart while think. "Are Manggarai people copy the Papalango song?" I ask. It means there is Papalango language and song," I said in my heart.
The third dream. I just as travelling in a place. It is village. I see Mr. Philipus in his house. Just as there is rice field, paddy and plant of fruit aroud of it. He is just as sit down in home. There is people who help him. Is she Reny? It is not clear, glommy (suram). I just as sleep / lie down (berbaring) in gig (dokar). I just as talk with Mr. Philipus. His home of door facing (menghadap) to east (timur). Than I continue to down / north. I meet Mr. Johny Panis and his wife and their son, Rafa. They climb a place, to up / south . Than they move turn to down / north. They go back to north than turn to lelft. Just as they go back to their home after visit Alex Maji and families. Jony and Alex is brother, same brother grandmother - grandfather. Than I see mr. Alex Maji in front of his home. I see Mr. Yoseph too. Mr. Joseph accompany Enrike, Alex, second son. Enrike use the white cloth. I just as want to comw to their home.
The forth dream. I just as meet someone. He talk about my brother, Mr. John. "Mr. John dominate stay in Labuan Bajo than in Wela" he said. Than I aware. I get up.
Note: There is new dimension on dream. The new dimension in dream I mention it as Papalango. This term I use . This is unique term that I use. Since this time I use this term. I want to introduce and popularize this term. (JPS, 24 Oct. 2017 08:00 - 08:30 am)
In school of JPS, I search in internet about Papalango. I'm curious (penasaran) . Is Papalango language? I'm not find. I only find it as word.
All dreams above have old aspect (dimension) but still have new aspect.
Wednesday, October 25,2017. I have dream. I just as in a place. I hear comment of someone about my teacher freind, Mr. Bento. About Mr. bento she said just as below:"According Mr. Ben Ayung. Mr. Bento often educate his children with rude (kasar) and hard (keras). Often torture (menyiksa) the children, until his wife said, if you can not educate them with nicely, let me do it. "Musn not educate them with rude (kasr) and hard (keras)," his wife said.
What is meaning of this dream?
In the morning in near Patung Kuda - Harmony I meet Mr. Bento. He is with his children, Lery and his nephew (ponakan). They use one motor cycle.
Note: May be this preview of experience. In reality, Mr. Bento consistent, assertive (tegas).
The second dream. I just as meet with Father Ino Sutam,Pr. He is my friend when major seminary who become oriest now. I dialog with him. I ask 2 terms about Freud's thought. But I forget the terms that I want to ask.
Note: All these dream have basis in conscious (awaking life = kehidupan bangun / sadar). Frud is a figure who I still read. I still grappling (menggumuli) his idea about dream. I write thesis about Freud about Interpretation of Dreams.
About meeting with main family I had met and will meet my main family.
Friday, October 27,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in Wela. I see Mr. Ino and his father, Mr. Philipus just as fight with many people in Wela. The Wela people just demanding (menuntut) their right. They come to Mr. Philipus's home. They meeting there. But may be they were not get deal (kesepakatan), may be the Wela's people not get the anwer just as they hope so they angry and attact (menyerang) Mr. Philipus and Mr. Ino. Just as the opponent (pihak lawan) is Wela people consist of many people while side party (pihak sebelah) so the fight not balance. Just as Mr. Ino get attact so he was crying. Than I just as come from north to south. I just as come to their home. I just as Mr. Ino and Mr. Philipus inside the fence (pagar) of house. I'am sad see Mr. Ino still crying. He just as angry and talked to the oponent (pihak lawan). The opponent just as consist of Nelis Misa and bothers, Fabi Banor's families. Than I just as continue to North direction. There I just as meet with Mr. Ino's sister, Mrs. Lely. Than there I just as talk with others, may be talk about the fight of Mr. Ino and the opponent above. Than I just as stand up to to to east. Than I meet with Wela people just as the opponent above. I see Mr. Pius Paskalim. He claimed me defence of Mr. Philipus - Mr. Ino. They just as want to judge of me. I just as want to debate or discuss with him / them. "You should see the problem with fair," I just as think juust as it to them. Then I'm aware. I'm sad with this dream. I'm sad, afraid. Evidnetly I produce the sweat (keringat). Than I go to toilet.
Than I sleep again. I have dreams again. I just as have activity. I just as see my teacher friend, Ms. Paska Gultom. The continue of dream I forget. May be I cancel to write. I write this on afternoon on 17:30 pm.
The third dream, I just as meet with my older brother, Mr. Donatus Jabaru. He wander to Central Kalimantan (Palangkaraya). Than he just as want to go back to Manggarai. We just as discuss. "Just as we discuss about Rio's studied. May be net year he is finish," he said. It is good. He can help his sister if he had finished his studied,
Note: All the dream above have base on conscious (aware life). About the first dream, in last time there is fight among our families (John and Hila) versus Polus Wangor - Ande Musa about problem development of Wela. Polus and Ande include Mr. Fabi Banor's families. They want become ruler (penguasa) who have authority to divide (membagi) lannd that Manggarai goverment give to indigenous stakeholders (pemangku masyarakat adat). In Wela the indigenous stakeholders (pemangku masyarakat adat) is Maras Welo tribe (ethnic). Mr. Fabi Banor - Mr. Paulus Wangor - Mr. Edu Sano - Mr. Dus Abu, Mr. Ande Musa - are the parties (para pihak) who want to taking over (mengambil) alih authority of leader of village (Welo tribe). Our families against (menentang) it. On one village meeting, my bothers, John and Hila fight with Ande Musa and Paulus Wangor. Than Ande Musa and Paulus Wangor's families report to police in Ruteng. The police handle it. They call both camp (kubu) who fight (berantem). They ask to peace.
Saturday, October 28,2017.
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place for traveling. We walk to west. I imagine it just as in Karawang in West Java. We just as use ship. The ship start wading (mengarungi) through the sea (laut). Than I just as see the land. There is wall of pillar to buffer (penyangga) materail of road. Just as fly over to connect one place to another place. "Oh this in Karawang - West Java," I think. Than I see big black stone / rock in the sea. It is just as make the island. Our ship by pass the right side of it. Than just as change of place. The ship just as by pass rice field and run over (melindas) the rice seedlings (benih padi). Than just as we are in a truck. We turn to left to east. Evidently there is other truck / pick up / car that follow us. Than in a place just as our tuck stop than there are people who entrance to our truck. There are many men who entrance and some of them still in land. They just as want to disturb us. We listen just as they want to rape (memperkosa) us. I'm worry. I'm restless (resah). "I can not make it," I just as think just as it. The peoples who threat us already come. I just as fell I can not do of it. I want to show to them about my body. In this truck there are my mom Regina and my younger brother Mr. John. I'm pity to mom of Regina who had old and got threat and challenge (tantangan) of this. Mom Regina beside right of me in the truck. Than my brother, Mr. John not accept this condition. We want to against (melawan) them. He exit from truck. "We have capability to against (melawan) them. We have money," he said while exit from truck and just as talk / debate with them. "We can not do it. Their power / energy bigger than us," I think to response John's idea. Mr. John had go down to protest o f it. I'm worry if that people killed or kick or hit (pukul) us. I'm sad. We are just as taken captive (ditawan) and kidnapped (diculik) by them.
The second dream. Other part of dreams.
I just as in a place. We walk. In front of me there are lovebirds (sejoli), boy and girl, man and woman. I see a boy kiss his girlfriend. I'm back of them. "In back of us is my hushand hairloom (suami pusaka = rona tungku - manggarainese). " she said to her boyfriend. Than suddenly we sit together just as in a log or stone. She gave back / butt (pantat) to me. I touch her bottom. Our body meet one another. My vital body (Mr. P) touch her butt (pantat) to me. Wow...... I exit sperm.
Note: The lovebirds (sejoli) I'm not know in aware life (conscious). This is new aspect on dream. The unconscious can show new aspect. The new aspect on dream be mentioned as Papalango. (Frans' term).
The third dream. The other part of dreams
Than just as I walk west in the night / dark. I find myself is naked (telanjang). I'm just as shame. I'm just as in Wela, near Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I'm in a cage (kandang) . I entrance. I just as use dirty water / toilet water to clean my body. Wow... the toilet water certaonly dirty. This is disgusting (menjijikan). Than I think: " how is way of me to reach home without shame, not now by others?. " I think. " I can go home of Mbaru Gendang. I can see the cloth or fabric (kain) or sarong (sarung) . I use it than I entrance to home. I imagine my our part of home in north of side. Than I aware. Wow... this dream make me sad.
The four dream. The other part of dreams
In a place, just as in a school / church I meet someone who just as familiar with me. He is high, big, brown (sawo matang). Than we by the way. We just as know one another. We are dialog but we forget the topic of it. Than I just as meet Mr. Leo. He just as invite me to come to his home to Cikarang. "Yes, today, we come Cikarang, I have activity there," I said.
Note.
The first dream, the pillar to buffer of matterial, just as it repeat of aware experience. I see it in my place. And on Saturday, Oct. 28, 2017, I see it in Tegal Gede - Cikarang. The fly over of Tegal Gede not connect. "This is had long, but not connect too. Perhaps (jangan-jangan) mangkrak," I said to mer. Trias who drive car when delivery me to SMPN I Cikarang Pusat to join training of DAPODIK.
The four dream. This is repeat the conscious. Yesterday I had make schedule to come to Cikarang today, October 28, 2017. I am join training DAPODIK in SMPN I Cikarang Timur, Bekasi.
Sunday, October 29,2017.
I have dream. I just as in a place. I just as traveling to a place. Just as visit just as in Major Seminary Ritapiret. I see my friends, include Mr. Kosmas Hariman in north side of me. The place just as seem arid (gersang) and barren (tandus). Just as it in Lembata Island. I come to there with my friend. I see Mr. Kosmas Hariman. But hey are in other place. They are in north, I'm in south. I hear the nice sound of music. Evidently (ternyata) it is group of people, just as students. They play music, include bamboo music until the birds come to near. This music can invite birds to come. I'm interested to listen it. They sing of song in local language. The student - just as SHS/ JHS - use the local dress code. Just as Lembata dress code. I can not catch the meaning of it. Than there is student - boy song the Manggarai song: "Ole dewa cengka gerak ta de. "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar ende limbang kawe dia... leles salang mese, leles slang mese, leles salang mese ende leles kawe seng, Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,". This is Manggrai song, my hommetown. With sing this song, this student just as want to show to me that they know the Mangarai song too.
Than I see to the west of north. I see a place. Just as there is tree and under of it there is spring. Just as there is plant of creeping (merambat) just as Ndelos plant (Ndelos is just as forest of cucumber). There is short plant , just as shrubs (perdu) and the "Ndelos) creeping (merambat) there. Than I go to west. I find the village / home of people. They just as talk in local language. I'm not remember / catch what they said. From there I see to east of north. Just as there is big lake.
Than when back just as I bring the plastic of chair. Ms Dwi - friend teacher of JPS - just as comment me.
Note:
There is part base on conscious ( awake ) just as Mr. Kosmas Hariman, Ms Dwi , Ndelos, song "Ole Dewa cengka gerak ta de" but there is new aspect just as the place, the student, local song.
There is think in dream: See song "Ole Dewa cengka Gerak ta de...... "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar ende limbang kawe dia... leles salang mese, leles slang mese, leles salang mese ende leles kawe seng, Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,"
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place for traveling. We walk to west. I imagine it just as in Karawang in West Java. We just as use ship. The ship start wading (mengarungi) through the sea (laut). Than I just as see the land. There is wall of pillar to buffer (penyangga) materail of road. Just as fly over to connect one place to another place. "Oh this in Karawang - West Java," I think. Than I see big black stone / rock in the sea. It is just as make the island. Our ship by pass the right side of it. Than just as change of place. The ship just as by pass rice field and run over (melindas) the rice seedlings (benih padi). Than just as we are in a truck. We turn to left to east. Evidently there is other truck / pick up / car that follow us. Than in a place just as our tuck stop than there are people who entrance to our truck. There are many men who entrance and some of them still in land. They just as want to disturb us. We listen just as they want to rape (memperkosa) us. I'm worry. I'm restless (resah). "I can not make it," I just as think just as it. The peoples who threat us already come. I just as fell I can not do of it. I want to show to them about my body. In this truck there are my mom Regina and my younger brother Mr. John. I'm pity to mom of Regina who had old and got threat and challenge (tantangan) of this. Mom Regina beside right of me in the truck. Than my brother, Mr. John not accept this condition. We want to against (melawan) them. He exit from truck. "We have capability to against (melawan) them. We have money," he said while exit from truck and just as talk / debate with them. "We can not do it. Their power / energy bigger than us," I think to response John's idea. Mr. John had go down to protest o f it. I'm worry if that people killed or kick or hit (pukul) us. I'm sad. We are just as taken captive (ditawan) and kidnapped (diculik) by them.
The second dream. Other part of dreams.
I just as in a place. We walk. In front of me there are lovebirds (sejoli), boy and girl, man and woman. I see a boy kiss his girlfriend. I'm back of them. "In back of us is my hushand hairloom (suami pusaka = rona tungku - manggarainese). " she said to her boyfriend. Than suddenly we sit together just as in a log or stone. She gave back / butt (pantat) to me. I touch her bottom. Our body meet one another. My vital body (Mr. P) touch her butt (pantat) to me. Wow...... I exit sperm.
Note: The lovebirds (sejoli) I'm not know in aware life (conscious). This is new aspect on dream. The unconscious can show new aspect. The new aspect on dream be mentioned as Papalango. (Frans' term).
The third dream. The other part of dreams
Than just as I walk west in the night / dark. I find myself is naked (telanjang). I'm just as shame. I'm just as in Wela, near Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I'm in a cage (kandang) . I entrance. I just as use dirty water / toilet water to clean my body. Wow... the toilet water certaonly dirty. This is disgusting (menjijikan). Than I think: " how is way of me to reach home without shame, not now by others?. " I think. " I can go home of Mbaru Gendang. I can see the cloth or fabric (kain) or sarong (sarung) . I use it than I entrance to home. I imagine my our part of home in north of side. Than I aware. Wow... this dream make me sad.
The four dream. The other part of dreams
In a place, just as in a school / church I meet someone who just as familiar with me. He is high, big, brown (sawo matang). Than we by the way. We just as know one another. We are dialog but we forget the topic of it. Than I just as meet Mr. Leo. He just as invite me to come to his home to Cikarang. "Yes, today, we come Cikarang, I have activity there," I said.
Note.
The first dream, the pillar to buffer of matterial, just as it repeat of aware experience. I see it in my place. And on Saturday, Oct. 28, 2017, I see it in Tegal Gede - Cikarang. The fly over of Tegal Gede not connect. "This is had long, but not connect too. Perhaps (jangan-jangan) mangkrak," I said to mer. Trias who drive car when delivery me to SMPN I Cikarang Pusat to join training of DAPODIK.
The four dream. This is repeat the conscious. Yesterday I had make schedule to come to Cikarang today, October 28, 2017. I am join training DAPODIK in SMPN I Cikarang Timur, Bekasi.
Sunday, October 29,2017.
I have dream. I just as in a place. I just as traveling to a place. Just as visit just as in Major Seminary Ritapiret. I see my friends, include Mr. Kosmas Hariman in north side of me. The place just as seem arid (gersang) and barren (tandus). Just as it in Lembata Island. I come to there with my friend. I see Mr. Kosmas Hariman. But hey are in other place. They are in north, I'm in south. I hear the nice sound of music. Evidently (ternyata) it is group of people, just as students. They play music, include bamboo music until the birds come to near. This music can invite birds to come. I'm interested to listen it. They sing of song in local language. The student - just as SHS/ JHS - use the local dress code. Just as Lembata dress code. I can not catch the meaning of it. Than there is student - boy song the Manggarai song: "Ole dewa cengka gerak ta de. "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar ende limbang kawe dia... leles salang mese, leles slang mese, leles salang mese ende leles kawe seng, Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,". This is Manggrai song, my hommetown. With sing this song, this student just as want to show to me that they know the Mangarai song too.
Than I see to the west of north. I see a place. Just as there is tree and under of it there is spring. Just as there is plant of creeping (merambat) just as Ndelos plant (Ndelos is just as forest of cucumber). There is short plant , just as shrubs (perdu) and the "Ndelos) creeping (merambat) there. Than I go to west. I find the village / home of people. They just as talk in local language. I'm not remember / catch what they said. From there I see to east of north. Just as there is big lake.
Than when back just as I bring the plastic of chair. Ms Dwi - friend teacher of JPS - just as comment me.
Note:
There is part base on conscious ( awake ) just as Mr. Kosmas Hariman, Ms Dwi , Ndelos, song "Ole Dewa cengka gerak ta de" but there is new aspect just as the place, the student, local song.
There is think in dream: See song "Ole Dewa cengka Gerak ta de...... "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar ende limbang kawe dia... leles salang mese, leles slang mese, leles salang mese ende leles kawe seng, Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,"
Monday, October 30,2017. I have dream but my memory fail to remember of it.
Tuesday, October 31,2017.
I have dreams. The Wela's nomad (perantau) Wela of Jakarta just as go back to Wela, include Welo's tribe - Mr and Mrs. Alex (Susie Berindra) and I (Nua's tribe). We just as have Holy Mass celebration. Welo's tribe of Jakarta just as want to bear (menanggung) the songs of Holy Mass Celebration. They just as had prepared of it. May be they have event before and they had prepare the song for it and for the Holy Mass celebration. I see Mrs. Alex ( Susie B.) had use the Manggarai dress. We just as prepare for join on the Holy Mass. This is big celebration just as Thanksgiving or Christmas Celebration.
The second dream. I just as traveling to a place. We use bus / car. We arrive on a place. From a place / village we see e place as building / hotel with the letter name but I see it but can not remember the name of the building / hotel / apartment (apartermen). Than I aware.
Note: The first dream, it is have base on experience / awake life / conscious, but still have the new aspect.
The second dream too but I think dominant the new aspect . New aspect I (Frans Jelata) name as Papalango.
Tuesday, October 31,2017.
I have dreams. The Wela's nomad (perantau) Wela of Jakarta just as go back to Wela, include Welo's tribe - Mr and Mrs. Alex (Susie Berindra) and I (Nua's tribe). We just as have Holy Mass celebration. Welo's tribe of Jakarta just as want to bear (menanggung) the songs of Holy Mass Celebration. They just as had prepared of it. May be they have event before and they had prepare the song for it and for the Holy Mass celebration. I see Mrs. Alex ( Susie B.) had use the Manggarai dress. We just as prepare for join on the Holy Mass. This is big celebration just as Thanksgiving or Christmas Celebration.
The second dream. I just as traveling to a place. We use bus / car. We arrive on a place. From a place / village we see e place as building / hotel with the letter name but I see it but can not remember the name of the building / hotel / apartment (apartermen). Than I aware.
Note: The first dream, it is have base on experience / awake life / conscious, but still have the new aspect.
The second dream too but I think dominant the new aspect . New aspect I (Frans Jelata) name as Papalango.
Wednesday, November 1,2017.
I have dreams. The first dream. I'm just as in our garden in Nderu Sawa, Wela village of Manggarai. I just as go down (north side) to road. Than I come to river, Wae Mese or Wae Rentang. There I'm meet with other people, men and women. I entrance to river. I put motor cycle in land. Than I take a bath. I'm naked. I see some adult women maked too. I just as can identification a women there is Mrs. VT, my friend teacher of JPS. She taught kinder Garten (KG) students. I see manu adult women naked in south side. Their face to my face. I can see their vital body but the distance enough long. I'm soak (merendam) in water. Than I just as in a place meet with my friends of SHS. They are Mr. Ignatius Kampianus Tatu and Mr. John Harum. I just as have bet( ?) table tenis. Than I just as leave it. Than mr. Anus Tatu comwe and use it. They play table tenis. I'm silent only. I'm not complain. He didn't know that it is mine.
The second dream. I just as meet with my families and other families, just as Mrs. Ely Pangul. We are gathering. May be event of Mrs Ely Pangul. "Please buy something that your mom need of it." she said. I understand that her purpose is lime betel (kapur sirih). "Okay Mrs. Ely I will handle of it," I said. Mom had understand how use lime betel (kapur sirih) in Jakarta when stay in Mr. Rony's house in Depok. She can discard (membuang) left of betel lime (kapur sirih) in plastic," I said. Than I go tp to east. I just as left mom for moment. Than just as Mr. Leo want to go home. He use car. He just as left mom of Regina. He think I will accompany and delivry mom, while I hope his help because he bring the car. I just as go to east , just as go to gardeng of Warung in Wela.
Note:
This dream based on awake but others aspect have new aspect. The new aspect is Papalango.
Thursday, November 2,2017.
I have dream. I just as meet with Mr. Rafael Idemly Don Bosco, my classmate when JHS-SHS.
The other dream I forget.
Friday, November 3,2017.
I have dreams. The fiirst dream. I just as in a place. I sit down beside a women. We sit side by side. Than she just as touch my body. My arm touch her arm. Than my hand touch and hold her breasts (buah dada). I enjoy they softness (kelembutan) of breasts (payudara). Just as she is Mrs. Matil, the former of Mr. Hila's wife who had divorced (diceraikan). Mr. Hila is my younger brother.
The second dream. I juts as in a place. I walk to west. Than I see to back , to east. In east I just as see the mountain. It is green view of plant but there is red color view. It is color view of plant (tress). In foothills (kaki bukit) there is city. It is Ruteng City. I just as walk with my friend when major seminary, Father Ino Sutam,Pr. We by the way. We just as talk about forest and the tress. He want to give information me about the name of tree that red color in mountain in Ruteng that we see from our position now. He mention the name of the tree but unfortunately (sayang) / pity (kasihan) my memory can not remember it. Than we continue our journey. We entrance the forest. "There are many kind of trees in forest that I can remember, just as Tempul tree," I said mention one name of tree. Than we just as walk with other people include a women, Mr. Staf Agus' wife. Mrs. Staf Agus walk back of me. Than we just as talk about the hierarchy (hirarki). We just as talk about the priest or bishop, include when the priest / bishop join in walk / journey / traveling with women and other people of Catholic know of it, the bishop / priest blushing (tersipu-sipu) and shame (malu). Their activity caught (kepergok) by Catholic. The bishop / priest change the air face, seem polite. Than I just as try to cut the little branch or twigs (ranting) to make / open the way because just as no way because close by the trees. In main road, I see just as Mrs Stef Agus still walk with others.
The other dream I forget.
Note: In dream have think. There is new aspect in dream, e.g. name of tree just as Father Ino's said but my memory can not remember it. The other new aspect are: the place and the trees. On thus name there is old aspect just as name of people. In dream there is fusion (perpaduan) old and new aspect.
How is way to remember the dream? The way to remember the dream is need stimulus so memory can call it. In this dream, I can remember the dream about sexuality, touch the women's breast when I see glass water in kitchen. Than I remember the coffee . I remember the coffee in my table in school that put by my friend staff, Ms Sisi, while I'm dislike to drink coffee, I like drink milk. When think milk, I remember milk in Bahasa Indonesia as SUSU. When I think SUSU, I remember my dream when I touch the women breasts (buah dada).
Saturday, November 4,2017. I have dream but my memory fail to remember of it. But in middle day I can remember of it.
Dream: (Saturday, November 4,2017)
I just as in a place in Manggarai. I join on
an event. In a place (home), on a corner
I just as see the water melon
(semangka). “Evidently the Semangka can plan with fertile in Manggarai, not
just as people said that the water melon size can growth in Manggararai but it
only small.
Sunday, November 5, 2017
Evening / morning prayer I forget
This is the middle day dream. I just as in Saint Klaus , my alma mater (almamater). I just as gathering in field (lapangan). I just as want to kick football / soccer. I just as see my friend, Mr. Agus Agat who still playing or kick football. Than just as I imagine kick the ball which position in top of grass (the ball on top of grass), so I can kick nicely.
Than we go down in front of the male dormitory (asrama putra). We just as play in front of west side of male dormitory (asrama putra).
The other dream: I meet My younger brother's wife (Mr. Rony's wife, Mrs Ivon, She just as praised her husband, Mr. Rony with song. But I forget that song.
Note: All dream have basic in waking life. The first dream, yesterday, Saturday, November 4, 2017, I see video Anniversary of Saint Klaus in Facebook. I see my friend / classmate, senior and juniors in video. The alumni visit alma mater. The students and alumni dialog in Manggarainese. May be this dream have link with this experience or real experienced in last time.
The second dream, I just as wait my junior brother, Mr. Rony who want to come to visit me. He had promised to come to delivery Mom Regina to my rent house in VMG I Bekasi. I still wait them.
May be this dream have link with this experience or real experienced in last time. Dream is conscious reappearance of the conscious experience (endapan pengalaman sadar yang dimunculkan kembali - Frans' Reflection).
Monday, November 6, 2017. I have dream but I forget of it.
Tuesday, November 7, 2017. I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place. I am in a place / home. Just as someone entrance to home. He is foreigners / alien (orang asing). Than I identify him as thief (pencuri). I'm scare (afraid = ketakutan). I'm shouted (berteriak) because scare: "Ata tako...ata tako...ata tako " (thief, thirf, thief). " I said. I try to give information to others about it. Than I aware.
Note: I'm get up than go to toilet. The time show at 00:30 am.
The second dream. I just as in a place, just as in Mbaru Kopi Wela. Just as we are invited by Mantol's family. I see my borhters, Mr. Beny and Mr. John there. The host is Manto's families. I see Mr. Felix Danor, Mr. Gaby Wanggor. Both of them wander (merantau) to East Java (Malang - Surabaya). "We are not revenge (dendam) to one another," I think. In last time, Mr. John - Mr. Beny fight with Mr, Polus Wangor. Mr. Polus is bother of Mr. Felix and Mr. Gregorius Wanggor.
The second dream: Hear the village head (kepala desa) of Goloworok pass away.
Note: The second dream have link with real experience.
Wednesday, November 8, 2017. I have dreams. The first drream: just as I hear explain of Father Manfred Habur,Pr - Secretary of Ruteng Diocese - that Ruteng Diocese is safely controlled (aman terkendali).
The second dream, I just as walk with my brother in law (saudara ipar = besan - kesa - in Manggarainese) is Mr. Largus. We just as go to a place. We wlk to east. After cross a way we arrive in a place. We just as see a clump of bamboo trees. We just as looking for tree / bamboo. But the bamboo that we see short only may had cut by other people so left a part that short in parent tree of bamboo. "We can take it," I think just as it to Mr. Largus.
Note: The first dream have base on conscious. While the second dream, this is new thing. The new thing from unconscious.
Mom Regina's dream (Thursday, November 9, 2017)
" I have dream," she said. "My dream was I just as want to entrance / join Catholic nun. We want to entrance the monastery (biara) of Catholic nun. We had prepare ourselves, include our property. I had save my goods (barang-barang). I save it. Than we wait the bus / car. But while I wait, the bus had started. Ms. Siti had start with that bus, not wait me. "Oh... Siti not said to driver of car / bus to wait me. They had started while I'm lag (ketinggalan)," I said. I regret to Siti," I said . I see my goods. The other people put the something (blanket=selimut) to my bag. I didn't know who put it to my bag," mom said. That was my dream in last morning when I sleep after eat sweet potato ( yam = sweet potato = ubi jalar).
Thursday, November 9, 2017. I have dreams. But I forget of it. This is problem memory to remember of it.
Friday, November 10, 2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I'm just as in a a place. The background of plalce just as Wae Rebo. We just as talk how renewal (membarui) that village, include the home. I just as see people who try to make activity to to do this program. I just as participate but my work just as so slow, many people wait my work.
Than we just as exit from gate the home of custome home of Wae Rebo. Than I jus as hear / listen or see Mr. Ferdy Hasiman give ppresentation / seminar. I just as listen he explain the material. "Every issue have purpose, include rabies (anjing gila)," he said expalain to participants (peserta). There issue that he mention but my memory can not remember of it. I'm not see Mr. Ferdy but only listen the voice. Than I aware.
Note: This dream have base on experienced, e.g. Wae Rebo, Mr. Ferdy Hasiman but thre were the new aspect too, example the people than join on Wae Rebp progrmam. I'm not know them.
Saturday, November 11, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it.
Sunday, November 12, 2017. I have dreams
Monday, November 13, 2017. I have dreams. I just as meet my frind when JHS, Mr. Kosmas Kondang. We meet in meeting. He bring his daughter who still small. I just as in a door a a room. It is have limited space. Mr. Kosmas's place higher than room that I stay. I just as see and greet him. I just as ant to say, "Do you still remember me?. This dream become on the morning may be at 05:15 am- 05:30 am.
Tuesday, November 14, 2017. I don't know I have dream or have not dreams in last night /morning. My memory can not remember of it. This is memory problem.
Wednesday, November 15, 2017. I have dreams, but somewhat (agak) forget. I just as in a place.
Than I can remember my dream. I meet father Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr - Bishop of Ende Art Bishop in a place. He still energetic and powerful. My face just as to east while his face to west when we meet.
In the morning when I clean the sink (westafel) I remember my dream. This dream became in last time. I just as in place. Than I walk to west. I just as arrive in Nao. Than I turned (menoleh). In left side (when turned) I see a village. The people said that village are Puntu and Pajo. The both village lies sequence (berurutan). The pajo village first than Puntu village. The home of village interspersed (diselingi) grass (rumput) and trees (pohon-pohon).
Note: I can remember this dream in sink (westafel). This dream just appear (muncul begitu saja) .
All these dream have base in experienced (conscious). But there is new aspect in this dream, e.g. the place.
Thursday, November 16, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it.
Friday, November 17, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Monday, November 18, 2017. I have dreams. The first dream, I just as have plan to holiday to Bali or Flores. I just as want traveling with Mr.Nando. We just as want to by bus. But we just as think where we get bus. The location just as we are in Jakarta. "We can by bus start around here, no need worry for it. Around here there is terminal to get the bus to go there," I think to get the solution. Than I think about place to rest in Denpasar. "Nando have friend there because he often go there," I think. May be after it we can continue our journey to Manggarai / Flores.
The second dream. I am in a place and a room. I meet with my nephew (keponakan), Mr. Saver Aban. We just as in a room with bedroom. Than I exit from there. Out isede I meet mith my sister, Mrs. Mery, Saver's mom. I meet her. From her I get information that Mr. Saver is sick. "Beti one derengn," she said. :Just as they communicate by mobile phone through sms," he said. Than I entrance to the room. I see Mr. Saver still lie down (berbaring). I see his face appear seem pale (pucat). He seem old. I just as want to massage (pijat) him.
The third dream.
In just as a room of JPS. I meet Mr. Pius Bwariat. He is former of Principal of JPS. He just as come to JPS. He take picture. I'm greeting him. We by the way.
Note: The first , second and third dream have base on conscious but still have new aspect. The new aspect in dream I mention as Papalango . It is contibution of unconscious to conscious.
Sunday, November 19, 2017
Monday, November 20, 2017
I have dream. The dream is I join on an activity together other alumni of SANCLA Kuwu. When we come the SANCLA teachers and students had prepared (ready = siap). They had lined up (berbaris). We shake hand with them. I see and shake hand to teachers, include Mr. Alo Badal, Domi Ngonta. Than I shake hand with students. Just as I come late. I see my friend just as Mr. Tarsi Janggal, Mr, Kanis San, Mr. Vitalis Fifa. I just as clumsy (ackward = canggung) when meet him. In dream I know he wander (merantau) to Jakarta / Bekasi too. We join line up on students line. We use SHS uniform. Wow just as we were SHS student. Than just as we want to give something contribution as remuneration (balas jasa) to almamater. I hear just as Mr. Leo Dunu promise want to looking for scholarship to students. It is good idea. But according to me it is so big and difficult. Than I meet Mr. Kanis San. I just as want to know his place of work. "Where do you live in Jakakrta? But than I think that he is work at Ruteng," I think. Than I aware.
Note;
1. This dream have old aspect , base on experienced or conscious but there is new part . The new part is aspect that want to be appeared by unconscious. The new aspect in dream I mention as Papalango
2. There is grain (butiran) of thought (pemikiran) or idea in dream.
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as gathering with my families. I see Mrs. Tini and Mr. Stanis. When go back I check in room and bath room or toilet. I find my pant and T shirt. Wow...almost forget. I'm neglect (lalai). Lucky I check again. Than I take and pit it to my bag. Just as other families had prepared and start include Mr. Stanis and Mrs. Tini. While I just as wait bus.
The second dream. I just as neglect to do my duty. I forget to discipline. I just as think today is satarday while the paper test of Religion not fimish yest while test on Moinday. I late to conscious.
Wow.. please discipline Franck!.
Wednesday, November 22, 2017
I have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. I just as on journey with my families, include my cousin Mr Leo and his wife, Mrs. Maria FY. Just as have have bridge and down of it there is road. I'm dowm of it. Than just as Mr. Leo pee from bridge / up road. Than the urine fall down. It is by pass things just as pipe or leaf of tree. Than I open my mouth and sticking out (menjulurkan) the tongue (lidah). I drink it. May be Mr. Leo and Mrs. Fifi see and know I drink pee (urine) but they want to keep my feeling. They silent. Than I'm silent too.
I have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. I just as on journey with my families, include my cousin Mr Leo and his wife, Mrs. Maria FY. Just as have have bridge and down of it there is road. I'm dowm of it. Than just as Mr. Leo pee from bridge / up road. Than the urine fall down. It is by pass things just as pipe or leaf of tree. Than I open my mouth and sticking out (menjulurkan) the tongue (lidah). I drink it. May be Mr. Leo and Mrs. Fifi see and know I drink pee (urine) but they want to keep my feeling. They silent. Than I'm silent too.
Thursday, November 23, 2017
I have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. We just as have activity there. Just as JPS activity. While we are busy do activity, Mr. Pras - JHS teacher - by pass. Just as he want to ask or confirmation something. May be talk with Mr. Harjono, JHS-SHS Principal.
(Note: The place just as in Bea - Wae Mese - Mbarang in Wela, Cancar - Manggarai , Flores).
Than I have other dream. I just as in a place. From high place I see people who just as playing or take a bath or swimming in sea / beach / lake. They seem small. It means I see from far place.
Note: This is new place to me. I imagine just in Lelak , in Ndiwar, place between Sepok - Karot and Nati - Pahar.
The other dream I forget.
I have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. We just as have activity there. Just as JPS activity. While we are busy do activity, Mr. Pras - JHS teacher - by pass. Just as he want to ask or confirmation something. May be talk with Mr. Harjono, JHS-SHS Principal.
(Note: The place just as in Bea - Wae Mese - Mbarang in Wela, Cancar - Manggarai , Flores).
Than I have other dream. I just as in a place. From high place I see people who just as playing or take a bath or swimming in sea / beach / lake. They seem small. It means I see from far place.
Note: This is new place to me. I imagine just in Lelak , in Ndiwar, place between Sepok - Karot and Nati - Pahar.
The other dream I forget.
Friday, November 24, 2017
I have dream. The dream is I am in Wela's custom house, Mbaru Gendang. We just as have activity there. It's soccer. I see Mr. Vincent Purnama, my classmate when Primary. He kick a ball, while I am opponent (lawan) as defender. Mr. Incen kick ball, while I and keeper try to see to defence our area in order to not goal. Mr. Incen kick. He kick from Mr. Paulus Jalu's room / area / near main pillar ) siri bongkok). The goal (gawang) in window of Mr. Stanis Nami's house. As defender, I'm in front of keeper. Mr. Incen kick and ..... goal. Wow... keeper and I fail to hold and catch it. I'm wrong because just as blocking the keeper.
Than Mr. Incen kick a again. Just as kick from Mr. Abut's area. This time fail to make goal. The ball run out side of goal (gawang). I'm happy.
(Note: This dream have base on reality / expereince but seem strange (aneh) when play soccer in home.
The other dream I forget.
Note: Just as I remember other dream: Just as I hear explain from others that the egg that have sticked (ditempel) with glue (usually use egg shell (cangkang telur) it is the trader from broken egg that had spill (tumpah) to floor than be collected again than save of egg shell (cangkang telur) than sticked by small egg shell (cangkang) telur ). Than sale of it. "Oh... evidently I buy the bad egg in last time, I remember my expereince in last time," I think to myself.
Note: I remember of this dream after some hours later.
Saturday, November 25, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place, just as in Cibodas region / resident / road/ street, in near School of Trinitas (Trinity) , Lippo Cikarang, Bekasi. I just as come from Lippo (west) to east (Trinitas school). In front of me there is Mr. Richard Rahmat and one man again. Than when want to entrance climb (tanjakan) to Trinitas School, there is branch road that make open curve (kurva terbuka) . I by pass there to precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richard. I drive motor cycle. I success precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richaed Rahmat and his friend. I drive motor cycle. I by pass bed road. I see a car. I success drive and take the correct road without touch or crashing (menabrak) other car.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
Sunday, November 26, 2017
Monday, November 27, 2017
I have dreams. The dream about my friend when JHS and SHS. They are Mr. Stanis Wot and Mr. Servas Poso. They are staying at Apartemen at Jakarta, just as in Sotuh Jakarta. I by pass their apartemen. The door of apartemen face (menghadap) to north. I by pass there. Just as they had success. The apartemen consist of RUKO in basement. Than apartemen up there. I only by pass without entrance or dialog with them. Than I contuinue my journey. In edge of apartemen in west side of apartemen I see many people. I join in this group. On that time I aware that I'm naked (telanjang). Wow...., I close my vital body with hand. I's shame, especially if I by pass the road to go to other place because the group people here certainly see me. Than I aware.
Other dreams forget. When sleep in middle day I have dream but my memory can not remember of it.
Note: There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old slement just as friends (Mr. Stanis and Mr. Servas Poso) while new element just as apartemen and place and people I gathering when nakekd.
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is I just as gathering with my friends when JHS - SHS in one place. I don't know where is the place. Just as we have reunion. The alumi santu Klaus School who come just as Mrs. Eda Limur, Sister Bety Sulivan, OSU, Mrs. Rita Jerita. Than I see Mr. Egis Masri,Pr too, friend when I study in major seminary in Ritapiret. Than when Fathehr Egis Masri come, sister Bety leave (meninggalkan) Mrs. Rita than give time to Father Egis,Pr. Mrs. Rita seem still pretty. In my heart I said that I had write letter to Mrs. Rita, when she had leave (meninggalkan) Saint Klaus. She continunue SHS in SMAN 2 (SMANDU) Ruteng. I think may be Father Egis,Pr interest to Mrs. Rita. So we just as compete (bersiang) fight over (memperebutkan) Mrs. Rita. Wow... the love dream.
The second dream.
Just as have reunion again. This is Ritapiret major seminary union. I see Father Bene Daghi,Pr. Just as the reunion (reuni) take place in Wela. We just as walk in near Mr. Damasus Kala, Thomas Joho, David Siman's house. Than in Golo de Emad Lue (Mr. Titus Wagut), In down road / street I see Mr. Kornelis Ragan just as carry the rice straw ( jerami padi) than put on his garden for fertilizer (pupuk). Than I intercept (mencegat) him. "Is it your land / garden?" I ask. "Not mine but yours," he answer repeat critic to me because I ask wrong. But I response with positive. :My mind in if this is your garden, it is okey so not vain (sia-sia) your struggle. " I said. Than I walk to west. In near Wae Wako I meet Mrs. Ta (Mr. Lexy's sister who stay in Golo Karot - Lembor). Than she ask me. She smile. I try to response her. Than Mr. Lexy come / arrive.
What is meaning of this dream?
Note: There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old element just as people who I knew (Mr. Damasus Kala, Mr. David Siman, and Mr. Thomas Joho) while new element just as people who I don't know.
The second dream, almoost all base on conscious (experience).
I have dream. The dream is I am in Wela's custom house, Mbaru Gendang. We just as have activity there. It's soccer. I see Mr. Vincent Purnama, my classmate when Primary. He kick a ball, while I am opponent (lawan) as defender. Mr. Incen kick ball, while I and keeper try to see to defence our area in order to not goal. Mr. Incen kick. He kick from Mr. Paulus Jalu's room / area / near main pillar ) siri bongkok). The goal (gawang) in window of Mr. Stanis Nami's house. As defender, I'm in front of keeper. Mr. Incen kick and ..... goal. Wow... keeper and I fail to hold and catch it. I'm wrong because just as blocking the keeper.
Than Mr. Incen kick a again. Just as kick from Mr. Abut's area. This time fail to make goal. The ball run out side of goal (gawang). I'm happy.
(Note: This dream have base on reality / expereince but seem strange (aneh) when play soccer in home.
The other dream I forget.
Note: Just as I remember other dream: Just as I hear explain from others that the egg that have sticked (ditempel) with glue (usually use egg shell (cangkang telur) it is the trader from broken egg that had spill (tumpah) to floor than be collected again than save of egg shell (cangkang telur) than sticked by small egg shell (cangkang) telur ). Than sale of it. "Oh... evidently I buy the bad egg in last time, I remember my expereince in last time," I think to myself.
Note: I remember of this dream after some hours later.
Saturday, November 25, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place, just as in Cibodas region / resident / road/ street, in near School of Trinitas (Trinity) , Lippo Cikarang, Bekasi. I just as come from Lippo (west) to east (Trinitas school). In front of me there is Mr. Richard Rahmat and one man again. Than when want to entrance climb (tanjakan) to Trinitas School, there is branch road that make open curve (kurva terbuka) . I by pass there to precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richard. I drive motor cycle. I success precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richaed Rahmat and his friend. I drive motor cycle. I by pass bed road. I see a car. I success drive and take the correct road without touch or crashing (menabrak) other car.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
Sunday, November 26, 2017
Monday, November 27, 2017
I have dreams. The dream about my friend when JHS and SHS. They are Mr. Stanis Wot and Mr. Servas Poso. They are staying at Apartemen at Jakarta, just as in Sotuh Jakarta. I by pass their apartemen. The door of apartemen face (menghadap) to north. I by pass there. Just as they had success. The apartemen consist of RUKO in basement. Than apartemen up there. I only by pass without entrance or dialog with them. Than I contuinue my journey. In edge of apartemen in west side of apartemen I see many people. I join in this group. On that time I aware that I'm naked (telanjang). Wow...., I close my vital body with hand. I's shame, especially if I by pass the road to go to other place because the group people here certainly see me. Than I aware.
Other dreams forget. When sleep in middle day I have dream but my memory can not remember of it.
Note: There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old slement just as friends (Mr. Stanis and Mr. Servas Poso) while new element just as apartemen and place and people I gathering when nakekd.
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is I just as gathering with my friends when JHS - SHS in one place. I don't know where is the place. Just as we have reunion. The alumi santu Klaus School who come just as Mrs. Eda Limur, Sister Bety Sulivan, OSU, Mrs. Rita Jerita. Than I see Mr. Egis Masri,Pr too, friend when I study in major seminary in Ritapiret. Than when Fathehr Egis Masri come, sister Bety leave (meninggalkan) Mrs. Rita than give time to Father Egis,Pr. Mrs. Rita seem still pretty. In my heart I said that I had write letter to Mrs. Rita, when she had leave (meninggalkan) Saint Klaus. She continunue SHS in SMAN 2 (SMANDU) Ruteng. I think may be Father Egis,Pr interest to Mrs. Rita. So we just as compete (bersiang) fight over (memperebutkan) Mrs. Rita. Wow... the love dream.
The second dream.
Just as have reunion again. This is Ritapiret major seminary union. I see Father Bene Daghi,Pr. Just as the reunion (reuni) take place in Wela. We just as walk in near Mr. Damasus Kala, Thomas Joho, David Siman's house. Than in Golo de Emad Lue (Mr. Titus Wagut), In down road / street I see Mr. Kornelis Ragan just as carry the rice straw ( jerami padi) than put on his garden for fertilizer (pupuk). Than I intercept (mencegat) him. "Is it your land / garden?" I ask. "Not mine but yours," he answer repeat critic to me because I ask wrong. But I response with positive. :My mind in if this is your garden, it is okey so not vain (sia-sia) your struggle. " I said. Than I walk to west. In near Wae Wako I meet Mrs. Ta (Mr. Lexy's sister who stay in Golo Karot - Lembor). Than she ask me. She smile. I try to response her. Than Mr. Lexy come / arrive.
What is meaning of this dream?
Note: There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old element just as people who I knew (Mr. Damasus Kala, Mr. David Siman, and Mr. Thomas Joho) while new element just as people who I don't know.
The second dream, almoost all base on conscious (experience).
Wednesday, November 28, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is I just as gathering with other people. I imagine the place just as in Bandung. We just as want to move to other place. We just as in a around Lewi Panjang, Bandung and want to move to south area. Than we move, we want to cross the red lamp. I'm not remember people around me.
The other dream, just as in Blok B5 in top of east og B5. We just as stop / exit from car. I just as with other people, just as children.
Note: There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream.
Wednesday, November 29, 2017. I have dreams but my memory can not rtemember of it.
When sit on chair in my room in the school , I'm sleepy, I dream. I just as entrance to Principal room. I see Mrs. Maria change cloth there. Wow..... Than I aware.
Thursday, November 30, 2017.
I have dreams. I just as in a place. In Ruteng city? Or Jakarta city? It is not clear. I just as gathering with oother people in a home. There is issue. Just as a village where I am here, ever strike (menyerang) young in other place in north area. Than when we have meeting / party there just as there is representative (perwakilan) from north area that join. They come with normal just as not angry or revenge (dendam) for young that get strike (serang) in last time. Just as the victim is pass away. Than, evidently, the people in North area angry. Just as there is people that come to that party. He is Mr. Manto Tapung. "You must not think that we are not not angry," he said. Thw Waso people angry with your strike so make some young people pass away," he said. Than after few days they make action to revenge (balas dendam). Thay come to the place where we meeting / party. They just as bring machete (golok). I see the people that big body run to save yourself (menyelamatkan diri). I panic. I running to. I want to hide into the bushes (semak). I just as find a river. I just as hide there. The water of river just as not so clean. I'm scare. Than I aware. Wow.... the bad dream. What means od this dream?
The other dream I forget.
Note this dream have old element but still have new compone. The new component be mentioned Papalango.
I try to make meaning of this dream. May be I'm anxious (cemas). The anxious entrance to soul and this underpressure , soul express in dream.
Friday, December 1, 2017.
I have dream
Saturday, December 2, 2017.
I have dreams.
The first dream is I just as meet with classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr. Ardy Harsi. He is from Lembor, I'm not remember what activity that we make together.
The second dream. I just as join on an event of Manggarai family. Just as party. Not clear what party. Mr. and Mrs Leo (Mr. Maria) just as join too. Than Mrs. Leo (Ms. Maria FY) give a pair of shoes to me . I try to use in my foot / feet . It is seem funny (lucu). But than I think why is she give it to me. Am my shoes so bad. It is better I use it ," I think. May be I lazy to clean my shoes so other people give it to me.
The third dream. I meet with classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr. Primus Dominoi. He is from Ngancar - Lembor, I'm not remember what activity that we make together.
Note: This dream have old and new component .
Sunday, December 3, 2017.
I have dreams.
Monday, December 4, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Tuesday, December 5, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
I only remember a little part, just as about my task to make data to report to UPTD Tarumajaya. Just as I get critic from supervisor school, staff from UPTD Tarumajaya, Bekasi.
Wednesday, December 6, 2017. I have dreams. I just as meet with Mr. Egy Patnistik in a place. I don't know where the lies of this place. He talk about Mr. Stef Pelor. Just as someone talk Mr. Stef Pelor to mr. Egy. Mr. Egy want to know him. Accidental (kebetulan) I know Mr. Stef Pelor. "He is from Rai - Rahong, Ruteng. His son school in JPS in last time but had graduated (tamat) now and continue his school to Atmajaya University," I said. The continuation (kelanjutan) of this dream I'm not know because not remember.
The second dream. I'm just as talk about JPS school of Primary. Just as we have meeting. "We must have operational fee, especially for 3 component, include electric," Mr. Melsa said.
Note: The first and second dream have base on experience. But still have the new aspect that I mentioned Papalango. Than about the second dream, about operational feet for unit, Mr. Mario ever said of this in last time. So this is deposition (pengendapan) of aware experience.
NOTE:
Some dreams lose, may be wrong when save, not response and so long, so I close whereas not save. May be long response to save because open many website, so the link busy.
Since 7 Des 2017 - 14 Des. 2017 - lose dream. I try to remember just as I write below:
Some of dreams that I remember:
1. I can drive truck in Wae ulu - whereas in reality I can not drive car. I can retreat the truck.
2. I save from threaten from Wela young man. Just as locstion in near Wejang Buang. I just as with someone . Than he call mr. Anton Tas. Than I see Mr. Nius Tas in near road in Mr. Matis Mage's land . garden. There are young man in south. He just as hold machete (parang). I think to run but I cancel it. I last (bertahan). I show my dare. I sit down in on a plant. Than they come to near me. They just as want to fight to me. They seem angry. But I try to positive idea and think to them. I positive think to them. Than they come to near me. They cut the brach of tree / plant near me. Than we sit down. Just as I see I see Mr. Stef Jadut. I share my idea to them about dream to Wela. "I want Wela more advance (maju) not only short time but in long time." I say to them. They are good. They not angry and fight to me. (Note: in last time, Mr. Lius family and my family fight in Wela. This is the bacground this dream).
3. I come from Ntalung Pada to Wela. I see rice field in Mr. Victor Agos's house . The paddy in their rice field had very mature (very yellow) - sehu in Manggarainese.
4. I meet with Mrs. Sulis - supervisor JPS from Tarumajaya district. I ask to her. Than she ask me to write her name. I ask to her about data. Note: This dream base on reality that my report to UPTD Tarumajaya still stag, not yet submit and I just as lazy to contact her or other staff.
5. I'm in Merkedila, Just as I see mr. Edu Sanor. Just as I want to write Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. Mr. Ferdy is my friend from Waling - Tilir who wander to Jakarta .
6. I walk just as in Sampar. I walk to east. Than go back. Just as in left side there is home own alumnus Kisol seminary. His home land floor and the wall from bamboo. Just as his style same with me who is low profile. I turn to left, walk beside his home. I walk without sandal. Just as my feet stepping on (menginjak) rod taro (batang kelladi). Than I just as turn to right. I walk just as in path beside garden that have orange tree, clove (cengkeh) tree and taro (lekadi). I just as meet with someone. But I don''t know him. He is man and adult.
6. I have dreams. T drive motor cycle. There is girl piggyback (membonceng) back of me. She is white skin. I don''t know who is she and detail of her. We walk to down of road. Than just as her chest (dada) . I just as enjoy of it. Than just as her face advanced (maju), come beside my face. Just as I kiss her. I enjoy it. Than just a change of happen (perubahan kejadian). In down road I just as piggy back (membonceng) a brown (sawo matang) girl. Than I stop motor cycle in a park. There are plant / grass. I parking the motor cycle. Than i exi from mootor cycle. I come to near her. I kiss and embrance (peluk) her. I enjoy it. Just as this is special girl to me. I wan to become her as wife. How if my family not agree? It is okay to me if we are mutual love one another. May be my families disagree may be because her work as cleaner of park / road / gardener. Just as around there there plany or grass, include in park. I want to invite her to come to under the tree in order to not so clear but seem gloom (suram), so we are fun to maneuver in love.
I write again this dream on Saturday, Dec. 16 and 18 2017
