Today, Monday, April 15 2013, on 1.30 a.m. I get bad dream. The situation at Mbaru Gendang. I see so many people that had die Mr. Domi Jaru, Mr. Gabriel Ngatul, Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu. Just as there is party at Mbaru Gendang. I come to near compang. I see there is devil there. I pray there. There is people that still sleep at our room. Mr. Gaspar still sleep too.
Is have disturb of devil to me and my family? Than.......I get up. Than I pray. I try to pray to people that we doubt make it to us. The God power biggen than devil . "Lord of Jesus Christ mercy of them in order to they can do well," I say in my pray. I get up than watch soccer, Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. Ronaldo create goal. Than I'm sleeping again. Than the bad dream come again on the morning may be on 05.30 am. I surrender my problem to God.
On Thursday, April 16, 2013, on early morning I aware. I have fresh dream. The dream have relation with dream on April 15, 2013. There is big party at home. Who is owner the party? I see just as Mr. Paulus Jalu. They just relax after finish do the work of party. They relax after clean the room of home and equipment of food e. g. plate, spoon, glass, etc.
I join on sing. We walk to road / buried of Wela. We sing Larantuka of song. " Rui le.....Benedikta sepia Lenggang Tangan.........). Mr. Stanis Bandur join too. May he play music. What means this dream?
On Friday, April 19, 2013.I remember my dream. It's become on 0130. I see on Cathedral Ende Flores. The Cathedral just finish renovation. There is party there, The party of culture. The people join on it. My soul just as bring toGolowelu church. FromGolowelu Church area we see view of Golowelu. It's becomeforest. It's diffrerence with situation when we just as Primary.
I remember the other side of my dream is I'm nervous just as by pass pasture that have artificiallake (danau buatan) / beach.I one brackets just as I put corpses (jenasah).I only put while the other that bury (menguburkan) it. I afraid and nervous . Why? If the other people know that I put the corpses there. Who that die? Why die? I don't know. I only afraid if people suspect me as performer (pelaku) of it.
Than I aware fo sleep.I sit down and pray .I open television. The time almost show at 02.00 am. Is this have relation with dream on April 15, 2013?May yes,but may be my condition not good too. I seep not good.I sleep my hand."Wow, appropriate (pantas) get bad dream,"I say in my heart.
About the intension (kehebatan)brain to remember, I want to write my dream that connect my brain and memory now:
1.Just as I in journey,just as come from Bajawa ke Mangarai or otherwise Manggarai - Bajawa.I pay passthe land that have bamboo.Inbeside road have home and plant.
2. Just AS iJOURNEY FROM eNDE TO mAUMERE.
3. My position on spring at Mr.Philipus home.Just as we want to goto the other place .
4.My brain connect with condition a place that just as little forest
5. I by pass mountain of stone. It's the hard stone /rock. I just as crawl (merangkak) there.
6. I by pass sea with boat. The big wave come. Lucky the water not entrance to boat.We just as go to
abroad.
7. I walk on hillside (lereng bukit). I see good view at front and left side. There is soring and nice scenery.
8. I take a bath on dark water. I swim. around stone /rock
9.I take bath on clear water at river.There is stone around.
10. I walk on just as dam water /sea. I try to go to opposite river. It's the dirty water. I across the river. I
think that I can swim.I do it. I can swim. I swim with smart. "Wow actually I can swim,"I say in my heat.
11. I just as walk at edge (pinggir) of the cliff (tebing). There is sea that blue that broad (width =luas). I'm
nervous. I nervous if fall down to sea.
12. I climb cliff (tebing) that just as former (bekas) lansslide (longsor). I success to by
