WHO AM I

 Who am I?

I'm born on May 19, 1972. In horoscope I have Taurus  star. This ia  about Taurus star.

I  recent aware that  my symbol on horoscope is  buffalo. I rent  aware  when see  internet today on  March 20, 2023. Am I match to entrance to politic party?  PDIP? 

Who am I?

I'm people  who 

1. Slurred (cadel) of   R (Aware on  June 14, 2025). I aware after  see podcast of Deny Sumaryo who present his  wife Mrs Olive slurred (cadel) of R too.  When  I listen  and she her and know that shw is  slurred 9cadel) I'm aware myself who slurred (cadel) too.  Accoding  Edmuld Hussrl, the men's  consious have cracteristic intensionality that ne name   intentionality consciousness .  

2. Sulfa drug allergy (alergi obat sulfa) 

3. work hard people
4. simple people / not  tidy up  on dress
5. efficient people:  try to  still use  goods  although almost broken (rice, vegetable, fish, meat, dress, etc)
6. relaxed people that when work  at the start, raced in the final. ( relax in begining, speed in the end = santai di awal, ngebut di akhir).
7. Introvert 
8. Slow in  work  include  when  drive  motor cycle.
9. Tend (cenderung) / trend (cenderung) hope free  so no invest (book). Rely borrow to the others (especially about books  whereas the  book is  nutrient (gizi) for brain).
10.  Forgetful (pelupa) - forget motor cycle key at parking area (Saint James  school, JPS, VMG, umbrella at  near shelter Juanda - Center Jakarta  (Marc 2, 2014). I seldom careless.
11. Abnormal?? - work  until night - not  care  with  health - so seldom  emotional  to  students (because tired) - my conclusion after  dialog  with Mr. Karno - Manager  HRD of  JPS - 7 March 2014).
12. Rambling (bertele-tele)  so  seldom  boring - in teach , reply letter  on  email- etc. Please try to the point.
13. When  speak  I exit  saliva too (aware  when  student  critic  with  smart  -  Dustin critic, March 10, 2014). But  know (aware) this  condition   on  March 12, 2014 - 15:30 pm. "Sir, no need  with sauce (kuah). On first time  when Dustin say just  as  it, I'm not  understand. Than I understand it  "Sauce " (Kuah)  that his  mind  is  muncrat ( buntar wai ipo du tombo).
14. Slow  when  eat
15. Save  problem in heart  (case identity  card for  Beny  and  Hubert at  Wela) . I so hate  to Regent of  Manggarai - Christian Rotok, Anton  Kanja  and  people  from  Wela  that  make  report - .So  long  this  case  disturb  from  my  brain  and  heart. I'm  spiteful? (27 March 2014. The  case  on  Feb. - March 2014).
16. "Your  mouth is  bed  smell, sir" Shannon (P3B)  said. Why? May be  becaause my teeth broken (2 teeths). ------------ April 2, 2014.
17. Faithful (setia)  people  - Mr. Ivan  say - JPS  Education  Manager -  (April 15, 2014)
18. We walk not  balance. It  is  right oblique (miring). The evidence (bukti)   to  show this case is  on shoes soles (sol).
19. Not careful on count (finance  counting) - often mistake ( CUWM finace  count - April 15, 2014 - Lucky  aware  fast  so  not give  loss (kerugian)  to member (Mr. Stanis  Wot).
20. Not  focus  (read news, manage  CUWM, write  blog.
21. Reflective people ( Number  16 -19, April 14-16 April 2014)
22. Mr. Frans  is  wifi (wireless fidelity) pillar (according   James - Primary 4 - JPS , April 24, 2014).
23. My mouth bad  smell  because  there  are  2 teeth already  broken. One  teeth already  leave (cabut), once not  yet, still   rupture (pecah). When I speak to  student, student  complain  it. On April 29, 2014, Vanya, KG A1  complain  it. "Your mouth  is  bad  smell," she  says.
24. Fast nervous (panic)  if get big  sound of  klaxon (horn)  of  car; allergy blood (full /many /much- experience  fainting (pingsan)  at Lela - Sikka - Flores  Hospital, 1994).  This  is  my  weak.
25. Leadership less (low), not  expressly (tidak tegas?), - less  on manage, inconsistent (tidak konsisten).
26. Worry  with  food, especially that I participate (berpartisipasi) or meritorious (berjasa)  to get (buy / cook) it.
27. It  seem  work hard  but  the  result  is   little (small). Work from 07.00 am  until seldom 22.00 pm. May  be  I  work  not  effectively. (JPS  5  and  6 June  2014). 
28. Diligent to recycle the materials (dress, food -  on manggarainese:  gejur  nongkong agu pisik)- August 2014
29. Forgetful (pelupa) - mobile phone -  time -  expired of cetificate of  motor cycle, identity card. Forget is  disaster (pelupa), key, the   people  (Wily),  students  people.
30. Often  postpone  the  work. So often  loss (rugi).
31. Cleaning and  closing  situation on the  end (food, dress, etc). = 26
32. Dreamer  (whether (entah) when night sleep,  on bus / sit down on class, after  lunch) and dream as idea.
33. I'm  not  so  neat / tidy   (JPS 1 September 2014)
34. Seldom  easy  to  forget ( dream, idea at memory)
35. I'm  slow  and long  when  speak > May be because I should be think before. (according Fany, P 4, 1 September 2014)
36.  I'm  silent (gemek / mendo  mu').(11  Sept. 2014).
37. I'm so relax, so  feel  underestimate  the  work and  time but on the  end time / injury time  just as running time. (go back to home on 02.00 am - Sept 17, 2014, at 23:30 pm at  Sept 21, 2014).
38. Quick  offended (tersinggung)  if  be  critic
39. Just as  lazy to   rebucked (menegur  orang). Why  shame and  shy). Improve yourself. (Sunday, 21-9-14).
40. I'm  shame to  women  (Experience at Kuwu  on year about  1992. I write  letter to my  girl that classmate when JHS  but she continue her SHS at  the  other  school (SMN 2 Ruteng). She  is  Rita Jerita. Than Rita cs  come  visit me on Sunday. "Frans, Rita  want  to meet  you," Tarsi Janggal said. I'm  shame to meet  it. The second experience: when Mr. Alex - Ms  Susie  married at Jakarta about year 2007. I shake hand  with Ms Lince, Mr. Alex  friend  at Suara Pembaruan. We are  official to  facilitate Mr.Alex - Ms Susie  merried. Than when   see  on photo /   video, I seem  shame  when talk  with  Ms  Lince. Wow...evidently I'm  shame  to  women. (JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).
41. When teach squirt (muncart)  and often say / mention word yes..yes..yes... (according the students that hear me).....I remember  Mr. Yakobus Elwis Derom at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow  him?
42.  Often relly on saliva  (air liur) that combine  with  finger  that put on lips  to  help to open  paper .
    ..I remember  Mr. Kons Aman  at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow  him?
    ( No. 39 - 40  , JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).
43. Not confidence  in some case ((JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).)
44.  Dynamic  people  about food: can eat  much if abudance (kelimpahan), can eat small (hold hungry)  if  no foot ---- exoerience Thursday, October 2, 2014: eat food so many because get 2 food rations, bring by myself, bring by  Fio  that celebrate  birthday today. Fio is Primary 1B. She is calm student girl.
45.  "Frans, you are so serious  but  cook (impressive /dashing = keren)". --- Tami, STF Driyarkara, 19 Nov. 2014 - lecture room of master Philosophy).
46. "We  want  to stop, you are  just  come," Prof Sudarminta, SJ  said to me when come  late on Thursday,  4 December 2014, when I come  late to join on lecture at STF Driyarkara - Jakarta. That time lecture "Philosophy Culture (Filsafat Budaya) that originally handle by Dr. Hari Kustanto, SJ  but  because he  is  sick so handle by some lectures, include Prof. Sudarminta,SJ.
47.  Seldom blank. I get  confuse, forget the schedule. I thin today is Tuesday, December 9, 2014. I'm blame myself that absent lecture. I see  calender  while check the students  paper test. Almost one hour I'm blank. Than I know and aware that  I mistake / confuse. "Today is still Decemver 9, 2014. So I still  have  time to join on lecture  and  do prepare dor  Christmas charity that will done on  Thursday,  December 11, 2014.  Wow.... what happen  with  me? May be my health is still good  and  fresh. (JPS,  Monday, December 8, 2014).
48.  body small  but  eating much ( badan kecil, makan jumbo) --- JPS, 28  Jan. 2015
49. Self confidence  weak
50. If  speaking not  clear, just as  person that still  mouthwash (kumur) - Ms Tuti Optima   and  Marisa (P4A)
51.  "You are noot  creative," Clara - P 5B  said -  JPS  March 17, 2015.
52. "Often slavery (budak)  by  internet".
53.  sulfa alergi  medicine (alergi obat yang mengandung sulfa)
54. Height  (tall)  of body (the  final) 155 cm  (measure at JPS, August 9, 2015).
55. Often forget (forget note book  and  hand phone at leasing house - (Jakarta)  of Rony - Festo on  19 and 20 July 2015; forget Hp at same  place ON  August  30, 2015. "Always  forget," Rino says. Wow... may be  age factor  and sick  of dementia (demensia) - forget to lead  students  to  morning  prayer on agugust 31, 2015. Lucky  hear  comment  of  Ms Anna: Mr. Ben is morning  prayer now? ' Yes, have, " Mr. Bento answer. I aware. Than I go to the Gym to lead  students.   Wow...... 
56. tend (incline = cenderung) the  head move / fall  to right if  sit sleep, e.g. in car / bus. (i know this when aware on bus of  Primajasa on traveling of holiday  from Bandung to Jakarta, Sunday, December 27, 2015. The condition I sleep  on bus at Cipularang Toll). I write at JPS, 31 Des. 2015 - the end of year.
57. So slow - student give name to me: Mr. Lelet - Kely - P4A (?) - clarisa  sai it to me - Feb 26, 2016. Friday.
58.  Easy to dream (I can dream when long sleep even short sleep ( in bus, in chair at school). Am I health ? or my mental is disorderly? (JPS, September 8, 2016).
59. I'm people who often underestimate (meremehkan) the work. Is this my  personality? May be. I know and aware this when I read the newspaper (http://female.kompas.com/read/2017/03/13/163500020/baca.kepribadian.anda.melalui.tulisan.tangann)it
60.  I'm not precise (=strict = exact=careful = teliti). Many times write wroong  when  write on email or false see  appy the sechedule  of lesson (=case = kejadian) 11 April 2017, I wrong  bring the  book lesson. I tink teach  Primary 5A (ICT)  evidently 4B (religion). Improve, Frank!
61.  Seldom difference between what what I do (write) with I think (mind). Experience  May 5, 2017. I teach in Primary 4A. I write in white board.  My mind write the number 8, but I actually I write 3. Students - Novan kelyliombar  complain it. Than I aware my mistake.  What is happen with me? Why miss between mind and reality? This is psychoneurosis?
62.  My face  and  skin similiar with father Gaspar. This is  impression of Mr. Stef Agus (in his home on Sunday,  August 13, 2017
63. My memory often chaotic (kacau). On Monday, August 28, 2017, forget time to delivery Leonel. On that this day, Leonel's guardian (Mr. Bento)  accompany P6 student to retret at Wisma Tugu, Pucak - Bogor. He ask me  delivery Leonel to home. Leonel dismissal on 11:00 am. Today I'm bussy. On 13:00 Mr. Bento ask me about Leonel. "Sorry, I forget. I will delivery him now. I leave class 4 or 5 than delivery Leonel.  The other case: On Wednesday, August 30, 2017. I write agenda practice  in 3B. I write for  Sept. 7, 2017, whereas the PKn secedue on 3B on Wednesday. I aware it on Thursday, August 31, 2017. Ravi (moslem people) remaind it to me when first break. Than I go down to repair it in 3B class. Thank you Rafy. Than on 4A, Bryan remain me that the P4C yesterday, P4C break before the time, 2o minute  before the time. Why?" Bryan ask. "Sorry, I'm mistake see the time," I answer. "Please  set your memory nicely, Franck.
64.  I'm fast shock ( cepat kaget - gelang gega) - especially  in  road. If there is sound  of klaxon (sirene = horn) of motor cycle or car, I'm fast shock. On  that time I often  fast angry. For balance, I often  angry even  cursing (mengumpat) that people who  make it.
65. I'm often   forget, even  forget myself  and property. I remember my experence on Thursday, 15 February 2018. I  set my bag and property to go back to home.  I still  accept call  from  Mr. Rinus. He talk about his experence when meet with his  big father , Mr. Damianus  and  his  son, Mr. Martinus in Kerawang in two weeks ago (3  and 10 February 2018). I fun (asyik) dialog with  him. I   looking  for my handphone. May be 30 minutes I find it. I open again the bag. I search and seach  but  can nit find  of it, while I'm hungry baecause the time show on  21:00 pm. "I will see  or check again it in bag  when arrive in home" I think. I want to start. Than I aware that the HP still  I use. I still stick (menempel) it in my  right ear. Wow....... I often  forget myself.  Than On Friday, 16 Feb. 2018 I want to go to the church to join the Holy Mass on Chinese New Year. I forget to bring letter to Secretary of Parish . I know it  when In   our fence of home.  Than I start to the church . I  put the shoes  because still  flood. I use slippery (sandal). I change it when arrive in  the church. I entrance to the church. Than when Holy Mass I go bavk. I aware  my slippery that forget  in the church. I'm  go  on to continue my journey. Wow....  my memory severe (parah). May be this effect my health  condition. I'm hypertension.
66. If sleep, my head skew /oblique / tilted (miring /condong) to  right (I know it when sleepy in busway, journey Harapan Indah - Jakarta on  Saturday, Februari 2,2019. I'm sleepy that sleep than wake up. I aware that my head oblique to left. I'm worry if overwrite  (timpa) or touch someone who  beside me.
67. I'm intuitive thinker  (know after read article on internet. I know myself just as this   base knowledge - Jan. - Feb. 2020)
68. I'm tend to  right side if  sit sleep. (I aware it on 28 /29   June 2022  when sleep in Rasa Sayang Bus in travelling  from Jakarta to Lombok, NTB  . On that time my head tend to right. In right side there is women. I try to avoid my head touch her. Lucky I aware it and not do it. (JPS, 22 July 2022).
69. Fast panic if  get or find  anything problem that not clear. 
70. Often talk alone (in heart, in bathroom, etc).
71. I'm blood phobia (fobia darah). I aware this when remember experience  on  1993 when I visited Saint Elisaet Lela, Maumere, Sikka. I see people in Maumere with big  open wound that big. I fainted that time. Than when I see  open wound  of  Ms.Any's friend who accident of work in his office - wound in feet - I'm worry that my condition drop. On that time Ms Any say may be I'm blood phobia.  (JPS, 24 Nov. 2022). 
72. I'm flat people (man).   I know  this  from Ms. Vera Tandanu's said when lunch at Rastauaran Sunda at Jln. Batu Tluis Bogor, Jawa Barat,  16 Desember 2022 when go back  from Kebunsu Bogor, West Java. 
73. I'm enjoying myself (Saya itu orang yang asyik dengan diri semdiri).  (JPS, 25 Oktober 2023). 
74. I'm similar  with Ambon people (I listen it  from Mr. Jefri Alang - from Kisol , East Manggarai).  - JPS  4 - 4 - 2024. 
75. Poor (miskin), not self  confidence (tidak PD), messy (berantakan), save rubbish *simpan sampah),  dull (kusam),  shabby ((lusuh),  stubborn (kepala batu). 
76. 
    

 According the  JPS  teachers - when out bond at Sapu Lidi - Tangkuban Perahu - Lembang Bandung, June 16 -17 (Monday - Tuesday), 2014: I'm:  santai, sabar, lembut, baik, tulus, semangat, sabarnya sangat, suka membantu, suka menolong.(

JPS, July 30, 2014.

 

 

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Monday  May 19, 2014.
Today  is  my  birthday. I pray  for  moment. I get sms  from my older sister, Sr. Sophy  about bithday greeting. Than I take  a bath. Than start  to  school. I arrive  at 06.45  at school. I success  on  time. Than I entrance  to  room. I entrance tp ICT room. I pen internet  to  follow  the  news  about  politic. Than Ms  Lidya  come  to say  something  to me  about  invigilate  of  test. Than Ms Deby come to  give schedule. I invigilate on Primary 2B. Iren is  absent  today. "Okay," I say. Than I go  to Harmony housing HZ 29/18  to  pick  up Lery, Mr. Bento's  son. I success  do  it. Mr. Bento  go out  to invigilate  of  test. Than I exit. I come  to  Padang of  Dining  Room / Restoran. I order food with total 40 parcels. I ask  them  to  delivery. I give 4  for  security. I share with  teacher  friends  of  Primary teacher. I invite  Ms  Indri  and  Mr. Dhani. We  talk about  my  planning  to on  next  semester.  The  friends  say warm  greeting  to  me. Mr. Harjono  come  to my room. The  students  say warm  greeting  to  me.  Than I  write  blog. Mr. leo  send  sms  to  me. "Thank you you give  inspiration," he  write. Today  lack  water  at  school. Since  morning  I'm not  drink  because  no  water  at  teacher  room.  I success  get  water at 17.00. "Sir, your  food  is   delicious. Where  do you order  it? Ms Lidya  says. " I order  it  at   RM Bundo Minang - masakan Padang. I pay almost Rp 600.000 (40 @ Rp 15.000). Ms Dwi  have  same impression too. Ms Gracia too. "You are  just  know  that I'm  no money to buy food. Than you prepare  it. Thank you Lord, thamk you  sir," she  says. I'm willing  because success to  serve  friends. I'm shame  because not invite  Mr.  Harjono - as Principal. For  the  first  I serve  friend when  birthday. Sun life, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Johny, Mr. Safer  say  give sms greeting  to  me at mobile  phone. Wela  family  do  it  on  milis.

I continue celebration  of  birthday at  home, VMG.  I order  the  food at  Rumah Makan Bundo - Masakan Padang - Aralia / Ifolia  Harapan Indah. I order 15 package  / wraps (bungkus). "Please delivery to Vila Mutiara  Gading Blok B4 / 8, " I say  to Mr. Wafid, the  owner / manager   the  Restaurant (Rumah Makan) of  Bundo - Masakan  Padang - Aralia - Harapan Indah. " . About  price  per  package  same  is  Rp 15.000  but  get  discount 14.000 per  package / wrap (bungkus). I come  to  place of  sale  fruit at  margin  road  at  Jl. Boulevard  Hijau. I buy banana  with  price  Rp 15.000  for  two bunches (sisir) banana. Than i buy water of mineral. I pay Rp 10.000 (20 glasses). I buy candle Rp 1.500. The  total  money  that I spend  for  birthday  is Rp 850.000 (school  and  home). This  is  sacrifice to  ask  grace  from  Lord  through the  others. Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Jack  help  to  contact  the  Catholic  family (Mr. Robert  family  and  Mr. Anto  Family). I prepare  15 package (wraps)  of   box  rice.  Oma, Ms Lucy, Ms Fifi, Mr. Anto, Vincent, Dimas, Mr. Mr. Robert, Ms  Theres,  Dito and  Refa. We  are  praying. "Mr. Anto, please help to lead  pray," Mr. Egy  ask  to Mr. Anto. Than we  supper.  Than Mr. Martono  come. We  by the  way. "Mr Aloy's boy get accident at Lembang - Bandung. They celebrate school activity. After  done of  outbond  he  is   swim. Than time  he  is sink (tenggelam)  than  die. His  mother  join  to  the  activity. His  father - Mr Aloysius Noson - still on  the  way  to Lembang. His  mother  want  the corpses  delivery  to home, Vila  Mutiara Gading - Harapan Indah - Bekasi.  Than we  by  the  way.  Ms  Fifi  help  to tidy the  box  of  rice.  We  work  together  to  handle  it.  I'm willing  because  my  birhday celebration already  done. My  condition  not  fresh. Because Mr. Aloy's  con  pass  away (meninggal) we are Catholic  people be call to  his  house. We  go  to  there. The  other neighbour  come  too. We  are  talk. The  leader  talk  to  make   tent.  We are  going  back. In  home  Mr. Vian alredy come. He  only  eat  the  chicken   and banana  on  rice  box.  Than  we  are  rest.

About  my celebration  of  birthday  I get praise from women teacher. The food  is  good. Where  do  you order  it? Ms Novy, Ms Aditya ask. I order  it  at Aralia / Ifolia - Patung  Kuda - Harapan Indah at RM  Padang - Bundo, I say.  Mr. Rinto  ask  same. Ms  Gracia  say. "Thank you  sir  for  you. You  just  as  know  that  I'm not  bring  food   and  money. Than you prepare  the  food. Thank  you  Lord  and  thank  you  for  you,.". Please  do  it  everyday,"  Ms Gracia  say in  joke. "Sir  happy  birhday  for  you. You buy box  rice  so  many  until my husband  (Mr. Peter)  get  it," Ms  Bernie  says. "Okay, thank you. I buy it  offer /more).  The  more  better than  less.  How  old  are  you? Ms  Astrid  and  Mr. Alan  ask. "Sir, happy  bithday  to you. Sorry. I forget  to see  the  data," Mr. Ben Ayung - Principal  ask. We  by  the  way  than I exit  from  his  room.

On  May 20, 2014. I go to  computer rent place  to  use  Face book. I replay  Greeting  of  birthday  on my  face  book. My  brothers and sister (Rony, John, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Agus, Mr. Marsel)   people  from Wela (Mr. Valen Abu,  Ms Linda, Mr. Saver), Priest ( Flory, SVD, Frans  Magung, SVD), Rm Festo Manuel, Rm Ardus Tanis, Pr), Manggarai  people (Mr. Edy Danggur),  Optima  friends (Ms  Lina Tambunan). During  one   hour  i  do  it. Than the  PC  block  by  administrator. I stop  without  close  my  facebook  and  email. When I ask  it, rhe  administrator  say  that  it  will exit automatic. I pay Rp 3.000.  The  rain  come.   I forget  bring  umbrella  and  raincoat. I wait  until  the  rain  stop  than  go  back.  When  waiting  I try  to  make  reflection about  Manggarai  Culture: Bamboo  philosophy: unity. The  rain  come  during  1  hour. It  is  big. When I arrive evidently  Mr. Vian recent  come. He  come  together  Mr. Ovan - Manggarai  people  that  work hard - work  while  lecture. He  success  do  it.  We by  the  way  than  rest.


Thursday, July 17, 2014.
I work hard to make text of  mass  for Open Academic of  JPS  School  2014/2015. I start to  type  text on English Edition on  16.00  and  I success  to  finish  it  until at 23.00.I print  some  parts. I very  proud  to myself  for  my struggle   and  determination to myself. I believe that I can. I optimize  it. With  this  attitude I success  do  it. I put this  optimism to my attitude  so  success  do  my  job, although  need  long  time. I need 7  hours  for  this  case. But  Ithink in next  time  I get  easy  because I do  this  for  long  ther  of  time. Thank you  Frank.  I proud  to myself.

 Thursday, August  21, 2014
I sleep  at  chair  at  Teacher  room  of  JPS. I just  finish  lunch. I'm sleeping. On that  time I dream on position sit  down. "I'm people that can dream when sleep when sit  down. I'm  easy  to  dream  but  can  not  the  dream.  (write on blog  at  JPS, August  22, 2014) 

 Friday, Sept.  2014
Primary 4A. I want to  teach religion but  students say  no lesson because prepare  performance of music to accept Mr. Jokowi   that will  come to  Transera park. You speak just as gargle (kumur). It  means  not  clear. 4A  not  study Religion lesson because rehease / praktical of  music of performance to accept  Mr. Joko Widodo  - Jakarta Governor - that  selected  become new president of Indonesia on  general  election, July 9, 2014. Mr. Jpkp Widodo  will come to transera - business place at near  Harapan Indah. JPS  school lies near Transera,   at Harapan Indah.   

Wednesday, September 17, 2014 . Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal Primary  say to me:"Please inisiator. The  retret in your  responsibility," he saya. "Thank you," I say. I feel in heart. I see  response  of  Ms Cathreen  not  so good  too. I'm  shame. I come  late  because in last  night I go backt to  home  on  02.00 am because  do my duty. Evidently I mistake to  do  it  so the  work is  lose.  I'm regret to myself. We  start  to Sukabumi on 07:16 am. We arrive ther  on 13:30 pm.


Saturday, October 4, 2014. Brain (mind)  can remember  book /  event.



I wash  dress at  bath room. Suddenly I remember  book Primary 4: The Lord is My shepherd. Yesterday I teach students  without  it  book. Where is the book? Who ia  borrow  it?  "Wow.... Mr. Ajis (Gegeral Affair  staff of  JPS) borrow  it on September 22, 2014). Wow... thank you Lord. I forget  enough long  this  case. Than I can remember again.

 About  brain (mind) that can remember  the event  I  remember experience on  January 25, 2015.  I can  remember  problem on page that narrow on blog  at  my laptop. This  case become  may be on September/ October 2014. So I leave the laptop when make / write blog. I move to the other computer. Than on January 25, 2015,  with deliberate (tidak sengaja) my  hand touch  school mouse and  press  button CTRL  on key boar  make the  layer of monitor narrow. So I aware this event. My brain direct  remember  event that already done  in last time, about  page  of  blog that narrow. "Wow.... the  problem because I simultan press button  Ctrl  on keyboard  while  turn scrool  mouse. It  is  way to make narrow (sempit)   or widht (lebar) the  layer of  monitor. I become understand. I apply this  inovation to my laoptop, especially to page blog  that narrow  so can not  read. When I  use  this  trick,  the page back to normal. I'm very happy. 

I'm  often forget. What is happen with my memory?
Friday, January 23, 2015:

Marisa Helena (P4A)  say  to me: "sir, you are if  speak English  not  clear, just as  mouthwash (kumur-kumur)," she  said. I remember that Ms Tuti - my leader at Optima - ever said  just same message  about  it  to me. Wow... please change  yourself, Franck!

On July 2015, I forget my note book at  Rony - Feus'  rent  house at  Rawasari - Jakarta.




On Setember 2015, I forget my handphone at Rony - Feus'  rent  house at  Rawasari - Jakarta.  
Friday, October 2, 2015:
I  mangle (menyeterika) my Batik dress. Than I go to school. I go ack at afternoon. When I arrive at sleep room, I find the  iron still plug to electric. I'm very  regret to myself. Lucky I already  turn the tool  to lower level the hot. I see the electric at toilet  forget to off too.

Saturday, October 3, 2015:
I forget  my  mobile phone at school. I aware it when at way (in pace to save the banana,at intersection of Danau Tobet. 


Wednesday - Thursday , October  13 - 14, 2015:
My rent house renovation. On Wednesday, October 13, 2015 the bulder (tukang bangunan) make it. He is Mr......(Rafa's  father). He  is  from Lampung but  father  from Java.  I try to  manage the room and  my property because it is seem untidy (berantakan).  Mr. Anto visit me. We talk. Than I'm boring. I decide to go to school of JPS do do something. I do it. I believe the house to the builder. The house key I bring. I have plan to back fater at 17:00 in orfer to can  close the  house when the bulder go back to home. Evidently I'm not discipline, because  I can not  control my wish / will. I fail to control it. I only success to  write daily experience, especially the  dream of today  and  sent  email to team  about lecture of presentation  material. It is  "Kebebasan dan Kesetaraan. Mr. Nabil respons  fast  it. He  still  at East Java to tomb his father in laws that pass away on  Saturday, October 10, 2015.

Than I go back to home. The back room already clean my builder only rest the little rubbish. I change the electric light bulb (bolalampu listrik) in order to I can see the book clear when read the book. Than I read the book after cook vegetable and  rice. Than I'm sleep.

 Thursday , October  13 - 14, 2015: - success  determination myself

I get  up with dream  of  sad to me, my house begin to build. This   dream make me sad. I surrender my life to God on pray at morning.  Than I begin  move the property to back room that already renovation yesterday. I have 1 hour time for it, the limit  time that I should be used whereas all success on time. I try to do it. Seldom I angry to myslef because why not move it in last  night before sleep. But I try to apologize myself  while  try to work faster. I see the time. It is 05:55 am when I finish move all. Only spring bad I rest (sisa / tinggal)  on front room. I take a bath on 16:05. I take bath faster. Than I'm  breakfat. I eat all  vegetable that I cook in last night. It's  carrot, potato and  pumpkin (labu). I  dip (mencedok) rice than put on rice place. I open the banana of  ripe than put up there. I close. I  wear the school dress, wear new shoes and check (menitipkan) house key to Bu De (neigbour of Catholic) that their  house  parallel (sejajar) with my rent house. Than I start to school. I arrive on time. I arrive at 16:38 am at JPS. Thank you Lord.



Sunday, October 23, 2016
Today, I'm fail. In fact I went to Lembar Karmel Puncak, Bogor West Java to join on Holy Mass there. The official  had decide, we start at 05:00 am from Saint Albert church Harapan Indah. I'm miss management of myself. I went to Jakarta and recent go back to rent house in middle night than I sleep on 03:00 am. Than I get up of 03:00 am after hear ring of handphone. Mr. Sofyan as official  call. "Mr. Frans, we wait you only. Where are you?" he ask."I'm still at home," I ask. "We wait at bundaran HI," he ask. I'm panic. I prpare myself. "Than he call again;" We already in bundaran HI," where are you? : he ask. "Okay, please you start. May be I use train  and we meet at Bogor," I say. "Where in Bogor?"  he ask. It is near station. "We are not by pass  Bogor Station,"  he ask. Than I think, is need or no go go there. If I go so many money I use for this journey. Than I decide I cancel to go there. I'm blame myself. I miss management of myself. I'm so slow. I lose money IDR 175.000  and lose the time. All of this because I miss management myself. You are so slow. Please discipline, Frans. I  try to sorry myself, create peace. Than I decide to sleep again. My hp ring again. It is sms and calling. Evidently Mr. Sofyan. I'm let it. I decide to continue sleep. I get up on 11:00. I write dream and  Manggarai culture than buy food  and rice in Rawa Indah after refill fuel in  Kampung Bogor.
Please upgrade yourself, Franck, especially self management. Please disciplinne  and have high quality of life.


Saturday, September 23, 2017. I seldom  stunned (bengong). I start from  home to JPS. Today the teachers is holiday but I entrance to do the administration of DAPODIK.  I hurry up to JPS. The time show at 06:34 when I arrive at lobby A. I just as fail, I reluctant (enggan) to finger print. Why? I feel that I'm late. Than I direct to go to  teacher room. I open my laptop. I see the time. It is 06:38 am. Than I aware. The time work of JPS atart at 06:45 am. It means I'm not late. I run to go to the frist flor from seconf floor to finger print. The time show at 06:39 am when I finger print. Oh my God (OMG), what  is happening with my memory? Why  Am I often stunned (bengong)? What is happen with my health so make me  often stunned (bengong)?

Sunday, November 12, 2017. I bought betel in Pasar Family, Harapan Indah on 19:00 pm after finish Holy Mass at Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah, Bekasi. I bought it for Mom Regina who eat of  it.   I buy  two packs (bungkus) of  betel leaf (daun sirih)  and  betel nut (buah pinag). I submit  money to pay   betel leaf (daun eirh). Than I count  betel nut (buah  pinang), Than I  want to  go back. "Sorry, not pay yet. " the tradel betel said. "Oh.. sorry, " I forget. Thank you because had remind me," I said. Than I pay IDR 10.000. "The betel leaf (daun sirih) I had pay. Please you check. The money is IDR 10.000," I said". He  check.  It okay. Please pay for  betel nut only," he said. I take money IDR 10.000.   "Thank you," I said. Wow...... my memory  seldom forget. Please be careful, Frans. 

On Wednesday / Thursday, 8  /  9 November 2017,  my one  up right  molars (geraham) break into (pecah). This is second break into after break into in last year. During long time my  up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah)  and holey (berlubang). And today break into (pecah) for second  time. There are  two pieces (keping)  that broken into today. I feel there is  something in mouth than I touch it with hand. Evidently the pieces (kepingan) of teeth. Than  my hand touch again, there is part molars (geraham)  that  rocking (goyang). Than I revoke (mencabut) it.  Than I save. Than I come to mirror in toilet. I see my mouth. I count my molars. "Evidently  my fourth up molars (geraham) had broken into. The sum of molars are 5, and the fourth molars had broken into. Wow.....I remember myself. I reflection my life. "How many molars human being belonging?"  In my calculation  the molar sum 20, and other teeth sum  14. Evidently according  information data in internet,  the total teeth for adul is 32 (20 molars,  6 canines tooth - gigi taring - ,  6 incisors series - gigi seri -  From this count  there is part that begin off, include  up molar. My teeth or molars (geraham) broken onto (pecah) and holey  because attack  of bacteria (bakteri).

On November 21, 2017, I have many experiences. It is about my mental. I forget my handphone twice. The first forget in home when I come from Community Health Centre (Puskesmas) of Setia Asih. Lucky not so far so I can come  again to take it. I back and forth (bolak - balik) come to home, to take handphone. The second when I go back to home in evening. I forget my handphone in school. I know of it when I  get up in the morning for tomorrow. Wow... what happen with my mental?

On February  22, 2018, I got  orange  from  a student Primary 4A, Bryan.  He gave it in their class  when I teach Religion to them. When lunch I eat the orange. Than I put the  orange peel (kulit jeruk) on  plastic. Than I put it on trash can (tempat sampah).  In evening  I clean my  box food. I  clean it but no found the spoon. Than I think, certainly it is in the  plastic that I had  throw aray (buang) to trash can in the school. I aware my mistake. On the next day, February 23, 2018, I trace it.  I find it at trash can. Lucky the Office boy / girl not take it  yet. I find it. I take than clean again tahn put on box food. Be carefully, Franck.

February Wednesday 21  February 2018  or Thursday, Feb. 23, 2018, I teach  Primary 3A. Sir, you teach  make me like Pkn." Maxy  said. I smile. Thank you  Maxi.

Thursday, Feb. 22  2018: Sir, just as you use the same  dress everyday," Javinia, P4A (C)  said. "For thursday, I use  yellow uniform, I answer. Today,  Bryan  give orange  to me. Thank you Brian.

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Sunday, March 19, 2023,   

I'm get  up about 07.30 am. I'm prepare the food. I'm  breakfast of food. I cook the papaya  leaves.  Than i'm breakfast than I take a bath.  Today, our Environment  - Saint Alfonsus 1  - have duty to  choir in the Saint Albert Church.  Before in the morning I   join on   community service ( kerja bakti)  in Jln. Jln. Gading Raya . I  join after breakfast and take a bath. I use the work cloth  and  bring   hook iron (besi pengait).  In near  gate Blok B  I meet  Mr. Dody   who  return to  home just as  stop his work . I meet Mr. Teja too. I see the location that still have people  who work. In near Padang Restaurant I find it. Mr. Teja ask me to join on his motor cycle. I do it. I try to  hide my  shy feel because   come late. Than I join on community service (kerja bakti).   I  pull the rubbish in  waterways (channel)  that the water  pool. The water seem dirty. There are many rubbish there. I try to carry the fresh   rubbish  and  plastic rubbish, etc. The  inhabitant (warga)  cut the trees and plant. In heart  I protest. Why? The World still environment crisis now  and with cut the trees  and plant  we join of destroy  the environment. The basic problem in VMG is flood because no wide space to accomodate the  water. It should  be  we  find the solution., not  cut the trees  and  plant," I say in my heart.  We  work. We  burn the rubbish. There are people taje  the  dry wood to  burn the  rubbish. I help to  burn it.  I try to  blend (membaur) and socialize (bersosialisasi)  with other people. We  work together. Mr. Yusuf (RW)  buy coconut ice. I take  one  wrap. "Thank you Mr. Yusup (Pa RW). Than I put it on the  Bintaro tree. It  fall  down. I take it  than  wash  dran drink. I  ask the  straw (sedotan) in Bakso  kiosk. The owner   give it. Than I taste it.  I see Mr. Ridwan Daulay  and  Mr. haji Slmaet discuss about  education. Just as Mr. Daulay ask to collaboration. I'm work in Education during 38 years," he say.  Than we  try to  burn the  rubbish.  Than Mr. Yusuph ask us to cillect in  Blok A in   near Mosque.   We by the  way. I'm eating  cake and  drink water. Than  we  luch. The inhabitant (warga) Blok A   community service  (bakti sosial) too.  They  want to  cast (mengecor)  Blok A that seem untidy the  main road and  the paths. "Each  owner car we ask IDR 200.000  and each motor cycle ask IDR  25.000, " Mr. Yusup  say. Than  I listen  they talk about regeneration  the  leadership of RW.   The mothers in Blok A prepare the  food  for  lunch. They prepare the rice, pumpkins, cucumber (mentimun),  round eggs ,  Chily sauce  and  duck meat. I taste  it. This  for  twice I' eating  the  duck meat. I'm  eat the  duck meat the  first  when  Mr. Julius  ask me to eat it. He  treared me  that  time in  Rawasari / near campus STF Driyarkara  Jakarta. Abd the second  today. I take it. Wow....  the duck meat  hahve many bone  and  the meat is  tough (alot). I only take little. I smeel the stench (bau amis). I'm  not so  desire to  eat it. I eat  fried tempeh  and other food. I'm eat pudding too.   The situation of  work is  rilex. There is  people  who play  music. The special  car for  music tools. Wow........ he is  human man. He   get call from  his  wife. "Please  bring to  here honey, no need  shame  he  say to his  wife  when his  wife  talk  him to pick up the pudding. ' This  pudding  for  the young people (ABG). The puding   finsih too.  The other staff take  the duck meat than  give to inhabitan s whoo community sercide in their path. Than I go back. I permission to them.  I go  back. The condition so cold. I'm in full stomach.  I go to  home. I'm relax in terrace  while  practice the liturgy  songs  that we  want to sing on next afterrnoon  when Holy Sass In Saint Albert  Harapan Indah  Church / parish. Than I take a bath. Than "m rest on about 14.00 pm. I'm not sleep only  lie  down (berbaring)  re rileks. Than I get up to  wash my haed  and  face that perpare to go to the church.  Before I ask Ms Rensy  who still iron the dress  to iron my dress to join on Holy Mass. Than I'm luch /supper  than  I  wash my mouth / tooth teeth  than  start to  church on 17.10 pm. "Do you want to  join together me to the Church?" I ask. "Oh... no, thank you, we  use  the Grab Car," they say. Before I prepare the the text of  songs than I put in in Mr. Elin's bad room. Than I go to the kitchen. Than I start. Than I aware  that the  songs text song I forget. I aware it   when  had arrived  in the  Church. Wow..... I'm critical (parah).  I 'm shame. I entrance  the Choir place. The member  of  choir  had present. I arrive on 17.35 am, 5 minutes  before the Holy Mass to start. "Sorry, my  text forget  at  home," I say."It is  okay," for moment you use Mr. Hendri's text," he say. Than we start our  Holy Mass. the Holy Mas lead  by Father Dipta,Pr. "Today is Sunday of  Laetare (Joy/ Sukacita).  In second read there is inspiration taht the light produce truth (kebenaran) , justice (keadilan)  and  kindness  (kebaikan).  Mr. henry  come. I give the  songs text to  him. Mr. Totok help me.  We use the  same text. Than  when finish Holy Mas  we   drink and eat    snake . Than we  wait in the  church to set place for Moundy Thursday (Kamis Putih). Than  we set the place. We use the plastic  chair too. Than  we go the   Pastoral Work Bulding (Gedung karya Pastoral) to Choir  Practice. I meet  may people there, include mr. Chirt  Kia  who as  chairman of  FLOBAMORA  Group. He  ask my number  after  choir  practice. He  read tone nicely and allpy it  nicely to  the song. I'n  still slow to understand it. I need long  time to understand it. I'm slow learner (?). Ms Iren (?) whi play pianis, Ms Anstasia as  conductor, Mr. Kamidi as  solo.  The popeles  who chor  practice in  now  is Alfonsus ! - V. It's  mix.  group. There are many peoples  who join on group choir. It is  about 60 peoples. Than I  help Mr. ...... to  gathering the rubbish (sampah). Than we go back to home. "See you again Mr. Aris and may  you fast recover," I say to Mr. Aris. "Okay, thank you,"  he say. Than  I go back to home. I refill  fuel in Bogor Village. I refill IDR 10.000. Than I go to home. I home we by the way than  I read  news about Badminton, especially the  Men Doublae Al England  Final, Hendra/Ahsan vs Fajar Rian.  The rsult is Farar Rian  win. Than I read   soccess  news abour preparation the  Duel Clasico, Madrid  vs  Barca  that play in   home of  Barca.