HOW SELF MANAGEMENT, FRANC

Sunday,  December 16, 2012. I get up late is almost 5.30 am. Why do we say  late get up on 05.30? Because today we have task to sing of songs at morning mass at Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah  -Bekasi. I take a bath. THan Mr. Barnabas get up . He is take a bath too. We prepare ourself to church. Our  neighbor of Catholic in front of home - Mr. Robert  and Mr. Anto  had started. We try. We are late because the choir group had strated to sing of open song : " Hai Angkaltlah kepalamu. Gapura  nan megah, sambutlah raja mulia  di dalam kotamu. Siapa raja mulia? Tuhanmu yang kekal, Dialah Tuhan semesta yang maha mulia. Dialah Tuhan semesta yang maha mulia. Alleluya, alleluya, alleluya, alleluya, alleluya. Amin, amin, amin".

Mr. Barnabas parking motor cycle in wrong place. He get  warning (teguran) from security of church. "Please parking in the right place, on beside right of church, not in front of church," Mr. Ferry  says. Mr. Ferry is security of Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah Bekasi. Mr. Barnabas do it. I entrance. I's shame (shy) because  come late. Than we join on mass. We sing of song. Today is third week of advent. The third week of advent be mentioned as "Rejoice" (Gaudete)"  week . There is sing to explain this term. That is is...." Rejoice, Rejoice, oh Israel, ( Gaude... Gaude, Emmanuel, nescetur pro te Israel) ". The complete lyrics  just as below:

Oh come, oh come, Emmanuel
To free your captive Israel
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the son of God appear
Rejoice, rejoice, oh Israel
To you shall come Emmanuel

Veni, veni Emmanuel
Captivum solve Israel
Qui gemit in exilio
Privates Dei Filio
Gaude, gaude, Emmanuel
Nascetur pro te, Israel

Gaude, gaude
Gaude, gaude
Gaude, gaude
Gaude, gaude

Gaude, gaude, Emmanuel
Nascetur pro te, Israel
Gaude, gaude, Emmanuel
Nascetur pro te, Israel

Than we continue the mass. Our performance is good, although  seldom have little mistake, example  blank. It become to all,  both members of the choir and conductor. When first reading I hear the holy reading. I become aware that God is hero that war to win me toward my enemy.  The WORD   to explain this  you can open on  Holy Book of Bible  Zeph 3:17 The Lord your God is in your midst as a hero who gave the victory. He will rejoice over you with gladness, he will rest in his love, he will rejoice over thee with singing, (Zef 3:17: TUHAN Allahmu ada di antaramu sebagai pahlawan yang memberi kemenangan. Ia bergirang karena engkau dengan sukacita, Ia membaharui engkau dalam kasih-Nya, Ia bersorak-sorak karena engkau dengan sorak-sorai).

During I life   40,7 years just  now I aware that  God is my hero that give  victory.  I try to internalization this word in my life start  today (December 16, 2012) until for ever.

The other verse that I interested is" 

  Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything to God in prayer and supplication with thanksgiving.

(Flp 4:6Janganlah hendaknya kamu kuatir tentang apapun juga, tetapi nyatakanlah dalam segala hal keinginanmu kepada Allah dalam doa dan permohonan dengan ucapan syukur.)

When finish mass, we go out. We shake hand  one another.  Ms Dwi help to open water and snack as cake and rice that wrap by banana leaf (lemper? may be not). Than we by the way.

"Mr. Pius is good. Please say to the point to him no need to joke ( or  base stale = basa basi)." Mr. Hendri says. "Do you ever work together him?" I ask. "Yes, I ever work together him at Saint Don Bosco Pulo Mas, Jakarta. He moved from there because the foundation  of Panca Dharma ( Saint Don Bosco)  reject his agree to open International school,"  Mr. Henry says. Than we back to home.

I still  curious (penasaran) with the word of  Bible that mention  God is hero. I looking for on bible and  parish news sheet  but can not find. I still curious  (penasaran)  it.On parish news sheet (lembar warta paroki) only load the list of reading for next week (Dec 17 - Dec 23, 2012, not  holy reading today). I still curious it. " I will search it on internet" I  say to promise in my heart.

In lodge I was plate, go to market to buy vegetables. I buy fresh corn, spinach (bayam) sprouts (tauge), salt fish. Than I cook it.  Than I tidy up the kitchen. I read the book of "Manggarai Mencari Pencerahan Histograf" with author is Damian Toda. I read about history of Todo and  history of  classic song.... Oh... Ndaeng.. ndaeng o... eko  koe  mole  o... ndae...e, * Kunem he Rueng Molas Kuleng  to ngoeng eko mole, impi ampa how mbara berat bara com mata nitu wah, com bambo sakot hitum awo....".  (Ndaeng = Daeng= Pamgeran = Prince= Pangeran).

Than we lunch. Mr. Barnabas borrow my motor cycle to go to Ifolia housing of Harapan Indah, to delivery Ms Paulina and Ms Olivia to Ms Cheryl's house.  Ms Cheryl want to  entrusted (menitip) their dog to Ms Paulina and Ms Olivia. Ms Cheryl is JPS teacher that from Philipine. She want  to holiday at Philipine, his country). 

We lunch. Than rest. Than on 16.20 we get up. I open television. On DAAI  TV there is broadcast (siaran) about "Reading". It's in Mandarin language but translate to Indonesian. What is benefit of reading? "Reading  can stimulate  imagination and inspiration that  related with situation"

Than I jogging at  filed and wilderness (padang belantara)  around housing. The time almost show at 17.30.

I jogging  surround (mengelilingi) the artificial (buatan) lake. I want to  health. Than I back. On security post I dialog with security staff. We by the way there. "You televisian so clear the picture and sound . Do you  subscribe (berlangganan)  with fist media?" I ask. Oh... no. It is clear because the television tools  is good. I use   out  antenna. "I can not pay first media that should  pay Rp 70.000 per month," he says. "All  of you that stay  there  is  men ,  no women (wife) . Is the women (wife)  at village? " he ask. He ask. "Ye," I answer. I lazy to answer. This is twice he ask just as this.This is private question. We are four men that stay on thr house (Villa Mutiara I, Block B3 No. 19). We are Mr. Egy, Mr. Gaspar, Mr. Barnabas  and I. Only Mr. Barnabas that have wife. His wife  and children stay  at  Ruteng. While Mr. Egy, Mr. Gaspar and I still single. 

Than I back to home. I cook vegetable (spinach = bayam, corn = jagung). Than Mr. Barnabas  and I  delivery trash to trash place at near Kampung Bogor. In evening we see a man of  scavenmgers (pemulung) still work to looking for goods that can still be use.

We back to home. I buy egg use Mr. Barnabas' money.  In front of home, Mr. Barnabas parking motor cycle. Because  uneven  ground pedestal  the motor cycle is fall down. We  lift it. Than we dinner.

I wash motor cycle. wash equipment foods (plate, spoon, glass, pan, etc). Than Mr. Egy come. "Brother, .......(tumben) you clean the motor cycle. "Oh.. yes sir," I answer. Than I clean the  dress. So many dress I clean becuase I callect dress that I wear during one week.

Than I want television about  broadcast (siaran) Jakarta Lawyers Club (JLC) that lead by   Karni Ilyas (presenter / host  JLC  on TV One).  The topic is Hambalang  and Corruption. There are lawyer of Muhamad Nazarudin and Neneng, lawyer Angeline Sondack, lawyer of Anas Urbaningrum, Lawyers of Andi A. Malaranggeng, Mr. ...Pasek (Demokrat politician). They give comment to defend (membela) their client. Than Mr. Prof. Shahetapy (81) speak: All of you that comment here just as Pilatus. Pilatus is figure (tokoh) that  wash hand (not responsible = tidak bertanggung jawab) toward case that he know. He is mock (pura-pura) not know to situation. He take safety. All of comment (lawyers) just as it. What meaning religion for us? On year 2015 we want to see, who is laugh the end is he / she is very happy," he says .

I put  the motor cycle at  porch of home. I  use double key. Than I sleep after drying cloths (jemur pakain).

I'm happy because so many works that  success I do today. May be because spirit that God is my hero that fight to win me.



Franck:
Be faster
Be focus
No greedy (rakus), watch tv, read news.