NEVER GIVE UP "GAMBARU": 03/09/14

FROM   dream world to realize world (JPS 25 October 2014)

Dream can not create and can not disappear. Dream not by design, it is authomatic and spontaneity event. ("Mimpi tidak bisa diciptkan dan tidak bisa dihilangkan". Mimpi tak bisa dirancang, mimpi adalah peristiwa yang yang terjadi secara otomatis dan spontan). (STF - Jembatan Serong , 23 Okt. dan JPS 24 Okt. 2014).

SERIES DREAM:

FROM BRAIN MEMORY TO TECHNOLOGY MEMORY
(DARI MEMORI OTAK KE MEMORI TEKNOLOGY)

DREAM TEASE IN GATE MEMORY
(MIMPI MENGGODA DI GERBANG MEMORI . Seperti sedang menari ria - saat lelah, baik di sekolah pun di bis / busway / ruang guru / kereta api)

Who am I? I'm people that often dream (when long sleep at night, on the bus, on the office / school. I can dream).

Dream on last time:

I just as entrance to one city just as at Ruteng. I go to one place. I ....(sigzag) to the place of address. I go down than I find that place.
I just as remember how to go the other place, just as at Kuwu or mix   Salemba / YAI - UKI RS . Kedokteran UI - ,
I remember how to one place just as   spring water of Wela / Wae Barong at last time. I go to the other place.

(Remember at JPS July 16, 2014)

Monday, March 10, 2014

I have dream. I join on soccer in field. The rival (lawan) striker success through (melewati) milfielder (gelandang) than defender. Our defender try to cut ball and people but fail. The rival striker kick ball to the other place near me. I run but I late than the rival striker. I'm know myself is slow. I admit the rival excellence (keunggulan) on fresh and energy and stamina. Than I aware. I go to toilet. Than I sleep again.

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I have dream but I forget to remember.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

I have dream. I just as join on an activity is climb of wall. I struggle (berjuang) and effort (berusaha). I success to by pass the wall. The other participant (peserta) shake hand and congratulate (mengucapkan selamat) to me. I just know that I'm win.

***

I have the other dream. I just as entrance to one school. I entrance to toilet. The place tarnish (becek) because water hose (pipa) leak (bocok). The water spray disorder (tidak beraturan) to the other place. It is make tarnish (becek). I want to chapel because the other teacher still there may still choir exercise. I meet Ms Lidya.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014
I have dream. My dream about join on seminar. Father Leo Kleden, SVD give question to keynote speaker is Interior Minister (Menteri Dalam Negeri) of RI, Mr. Gamawan Fauzi. Father Leo may be ask about attack by military that use by government. Mr. Gamawan Fauzi seem answer with angry. I want to ask about killed by military of RI to victim of Indonesia Communist Party (PKI) but not was had (sempat) because the time limited.
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I have the other dream again. I just as go back from forest of ......(Bangka Wela / Wae Siar). I just as wrap my body use sarong (kain sarung), just as raincoat. In Mr. Nobert Jehadut house I meet with my classmate when Primary school is Ms Rofina Anur. He together her senior sister, ms. Udis. I call Ms Udis aunt (tante = inang). I think Ms Moni Ninur, their mother obviously Ms Udis, Ms Fin senior sister. We by the way. I seem shy. Why? May because my classmate already success in economic ( civil servants (PNS) while I'm not. I try to avoid if they invite me to home. Than I permission. I go ahead. In near branch to Mr. Anton Epong's house I see a kiosk. Who's kiosk is this, is Ms Dita Jiman / Matil / Erna? Enough much material there, although seem simple.
Than I aware.

Thursday, March 13, 2014
I have dream. Just as have holy mass. Someone just as joke with Msgr. Ignatius Soeharyo,Pr Bishop of arch Diocese of Jakarta. On mass I get information to reader of holy reading. The people around altar so many. It is seem full. I see the other people there.

Friday, March 14, 2014
I have dream. I just as did a travel/trip (perjalanan). My position on way that have forest / tree. The rain come.I just as no bring protection tool e.g. raincoat or umbrella or plastic or banana leaf. I get rain but   lucky still protect by leaf tree so not    sodden (basah kuyup). I arrive on end forest. The rain still come. I worry and afraid to walk on open space while the rain come.I see climb (tanjakan) area. I reluctant (enggan) to walk. I go back and protect myself under the big tree. There the rain only few that fall to land.
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On the other side of space I see   building just as hostel (asrama). I see Ms Astrid - JPS teacher - . It is just as women and man hostel. I hear issue that there is dirt of people that exit from toilet pipe. The dirt on   sewer (got) now. The sewer (got) available water that dirty because mix with foam of soap. The sewer just as not clean because still have alga (ganggang).
***
I just as present at Golowelu field of soccer. There is matching of soccer. I join on a club.I become keeper. I chase (mengejar) ball that just as go off.I hope I can reach it before it touch the offline,obviously I fail to reach it.I see the ball of soccer exit the field and fall down on near spring place we draw (menimba) water when Primary school. I go there.I see around it already make swath (petak).I see just yellow water that stagnant (tergenang) there. There are trees there. Than I go back to field. I see people that meeting (berkumpunl / nempung) to just as hear someone. There are available prepare drink and snack . There are people that offer it to me,include offer the mineral water.
***
Just as I present on one place.On one home I see Mr.Bento and my uncle,Mr.Herman Ndebol (Markus' father). Mr.Bento eat of young corn (yellowcolor) that just as wrap by leaf of banana. The people make it use flour (tepung) of powder (bubuk) . They wrap it by   banana leaf.I eat the yellow color. I just as already eat it.

Saturday, March 15, 2014 - see on Hp
I have dream. The venue at Manggarai. I do on travel. My bag forget on bus. I rely on my family that still on car / bus to safe my bag. Just as my sister Marry still available on bus / car. I hope they can see than safe it. I want   to chase (mengejar) the bus. I run on foot through little path way beside house of Mr. Stefanus Gau - Mr. Frans Kama - Mr. Bernadus Bakal. I hope can meet with car / bus at house of Mr. Yoseph Naru.   I arrive at Mr. Bernadus Bakal's house. I meet with my classmate when Primary school, Ms Lely. We are embrace (berpelukan). Our body touch one another. . I see car by pass at road. Ms. Lely invite me start now but later to join on their event. I think that my schedule of travel at Ruteng on next evening so I still have enough time if join on that event. Obviously i get wet dream.I produce semen (air mani) and sperm from special body.

Sunday, March 16, 2014 - can not remember the dream - Wisma 25 Cempaka Putih, Jakarta
Monday, March 17, 2014 - can not remember the dream
Tuesday, March 18, 2014 - can not remember the dream

Wednesday, March 19, 2014 - .

I have dream. The venue at Markedila, Wela - Manggara. I walk with my older brother Mr. Martinus Ntalbot. He hear that I was sick at Jakarta. It is that he discuss to me. I know that the family attention (perhatian) to me. Than I aware. I get up. I go to toilet.
**
I sleep again than have dream again. My position on one place. Just as we get duty from Catholic church to join on church activity . Just as I get opportunity to join on bible course at two parish. I accept it. I see it with positive attitude because I like travel to the other place. I meet with women student. Who is she? May be Audrea Rachel Viely Ananto (P6). I hold (menggendong) her. I touch her body. I know that I get wet dream.

Thursday, March 20, 2014
I have dream. A was on one place, just as school. That time is practice test for Phisic Education (PE) subject. Mr. Anis Baswedan get opportunity (turn = giliran) for practice test. He start with smart. He use his hand as pedestal (tumpuan) than change use his feet (toes = jari-jari kaki) as rely on to hang on iron than he rise up go move lift his all body to go up the iron, just as restocking playing. He get difficult when move up the body to iron. The instructor help him. He seem tired. The peoples help him. They carry on him. They open his dress in order to circulation of air is smooth. I see just as his body organ that broken. (* Note: Obviously my condition of body is hot. I exit or produce sweat. I go to toilet. My condition still hot. I can not sleep. I open my deep dress. I meditation. Than read the newspaper. May be this dream talk about myself. When the condition seem normal, I seep again. Than i dream again just as below

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The toher dream is I'm naked (telanjang). No one cloth closed my body. I meet Ms Lely, my class mate when Primary. My organ vital growth up.

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The other dream is I just as present on social work, just as make road. I see people make road that have ladder (tangga). I need fork may be to flatten (meratakan) land. I go up the ladder that just as already install   pole (tiang). Obviously the fork beside road. I turn to take it. When I busy I see feel the car by pass beside me so near. It is almost hit (menabrak) me. I'm see the driver. I angry to him. He is challenge me. He want to against me use the car / loder (vehicle to lift and pull material). I try to avoid.
(Note: what meaning this   dream related with my   health condition?).

Wow... evidently on 1bout 12.00 I get attack. May be heart. It is shoot on my main penis. I think may be diabetes. Evidently not. I feel weak.
My soul give information me some hour before experience.

I sick my be because the food pattern that bad and malnutrition.

The effect of this habit my memory slow to remember. I ca remember name of people after long time.

Friday, March 21, 2014

I have a dream.
The venue just as at Mr. Darius house. Mr. Darius is   parliament member of West Manggarai Regency at Flores island.
Mr. Darius house is nice, beautiful. Beside his house there is the other house of parliament member too. I stay at beside that house. I see front (terrace) of house. The nice terrace with variety lamp. On the house that I stay I see Mr. Yohan Habun. "May be Yohan can consolidation his brothers to make strong unity in their family. I hope he can cooperative with Mr. Agus, mr. Laus, Mr. Vincent.
***
In that house that I stay I hear voice of Mr. Maxy Adil. He ask to collect money for Saint Klaus school. Mr. Tony Tarang that collect it. The total that collect reach million," he says. I just as a second floor while Maxy still at first floor.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

I have a dream.
I by pass colt car (truck) and stop at Nangapenda. Than eat beacon.
On the other place meet Mr. Alex Madji with his sons, Carol and Enrike. They play on flower park that recent give fertilizer (pupuk). We see our class mate of Primary , Mr. Vincent Purnama (Incen).
**
We meet with Mr. Gerald Bibang (from Lembor, West Manggarai) on a house (just as Vila). We talk and discus book about "GO'ET MANGGARAI". Beside house (Vila) we see white pig that recent bring from Terang. It is Mr. Egy's pig.

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Sunday, March 2 or 9, 2014. In near Sumarecon / flyover - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Bekasi / near Wali Kota Bekasi , from car KWK 25 I see a men. He already adult and old, have beard (jenggot) and mustache (kumis). He delivery his dirt (latrine= jamban) on park near Wali Kota Bekasi. He is cool (cuek). There are the other people there but   he is cool (cuek). Wow... behavior of people in city, cool......, no shy.

Sunday, March 23, 2014 - not remember the dream.

Monday, March 24, 2014.
I have a dream. The venue at Wela cemetery (pekuburan). The location at near the late (almarhum) Father Gaspar and the late (almarhum) Yoseph Kako. The peoples - include me- gathering there. Just as pray to people that recent buried (dikuburkan). In near gate to entrance of Wela village (pa'ng) I meet with Mr. Yoseph Bensa. Shake hand with him. I seem shy to shake hand. Why? I feel fail. The activity at cemetery is often. "Lucky Father Marcel's economic is good to service the guest," I say in heart.

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The other dream.

The venue at climb (mendaki) place. We want to to top of mountain. I see my friends teachers. They are Mr. Harjono, Mr. Beny Ayung. I just as forget to press machine clock in while the rule should be doing it. Ms Astrid that note it manual. She write I clock in 07.30 while I come on 07.15 am.

I just as sit down at near main door of Wisma 25 Percetakan Negara - Cempaka Putih Barat, Jakarta. I just as on sit down on toilet position. On this position, there is guest entrance. It is neighbor    that want to go to Bekasi. They sit down at chair at guest room. I shame because the see my body. On that time my vital organ on. Yesterday Mr. Hila massage me. May be effect this massage too.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014.
I have   a dream. The venue just as at Golowelu (intersection). I just as walk to low land destination. We hear that there is place of stay for mom Vero Ahus (deceased = almarhumah). I hear that she stay at Ema and Ended Nature house. They join there. I see 1 place that low place that become source of water to them. From there the water be flowed (dialirkan) to pipe. "May be this water not so good (clean) because have home around. May be I'm together mother Regina / my sister Merry or my brother Hila. The home that become destination is place of Wela and Lida people. From Lida I hear name just as Menggol.
The venue change to the other place. My soul present at Kuwus District area (kantor camat Kuwus). This is old location. I see the house still repair / renovation. It is still dirty, cobwebs (sarang laba-laba) available there.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014.

I have dream. The location /venue at Wela. I just as cut tree of avocado (advokat) at Mr.Philipus Jeharut house. I cut it while Mr.Beny and Mr. Tinus (my older brother and cousin of older brother) just as climb up the tree that still cut. The avocado almost collapse (tumbang) / fall down ( jatuh) to north direction according the force gravity (gaya gravitasi).But ...on this dream the oddity (keanehan) occurs (terjadi). What is it? The avocado tree not follow nature low (the force gravity). The avocado tree collapse to south direction,exactly to Mr. Philipus Jeharut house. The zinc of house broken. Mr.Philipus angry.He smack (tempeleng) all of us (Mr. Tinus,Mr.Beny and I). Actually (sebenarnya) Mr.Philipus reluctanttosmack (tempeleng) me but I think that we already mistake so appropriate (pantas) to get punishmet (smack= tempeleng).

***

The other dream today.

I meet my classmate when Primary school. One of them is Flaviana Daud (Ana).The others I forget. I meet her. I ask her to kiss."You know my vital organ is already on," I say to her. Obviously (ternyata),my hand position on my underwear still touch my vital organ). I feel it is on. The morning time come. I wake up than take a bath.

Thursday, March 27, 2014.

I have a dream.

I collect / gathering together my friend of classmate when junior and senior school. The friend that I remember exactly is Mr. Michael Denco. Now he is priest. Mr. Michael Denco not pass examination. Just as he want to entrance Philosophy school of Driyarkara Jakarta but not pass examination to entrance. He seem sad. May be psychology test. The test prepare by SVD priest of Matraman. The other friend and I just as underestimate (meremehkan) him because we already scholar (sarjana) of philosophy. He rensponse us:" I already scholar. I'm Theology scholar," he promote his title (gelar) for balance our press to him.

***

The other dream.

The venue at house of Mbaru Gendang Wela. We just as gathering at house / home. We sleep out of home, beside our room dand beside kicthen. I just as sleep at moist (lembab) , tarnish (becek) and dirty (kotor) place. I sleep facedown (telungkup) while the face to coffee tree direction that the position is decline (menurun). The situation is dirty. I see the other family member, just as Mr. John sleep at land too. We sleep at dirty place. At the house / home Mr. Anton Ambor, we see some one still bring flashlight (senter). Just as he want to highlight (menyoroti) us with his flashlight (senter). We are afraid. We lie face downward (meniarap) because afraid. He bring kerosene lamp (lampu petromax). Who is he. Obviously he is Mr. Yan Parus than change (berubah) become Mr. Rikus Wanggu. He not come to our direction. He go to Mr. Paulus Pedo's house than go to Mr. Bone Bakul's house.

(NB: What means this dream? May talk about my health that still disturb).

Friday, March 28, 2014.

I have a dream. I want to make make website. I don't know how to make it from blank design. I know Mr. Romeo - not ICT teacher - know it. I'm ICT teacher. I am as ICT teacher shame / shy to ask to Mr. Romeo how to make it - . I'm prestige (gensi) to ask it. Finally I ask. I work together women friend. She try to apply what Mr. Romeo say."Click on issue." Mr. Romeo say just as we remember.

Saturday, March 29, 2014.
I have dream.. I come do hilly (berbukit) place. I see water. The women / girls still take a bath at shower. I try to go down. I reluctant to come the near place. I scrape the dirt (mengorek) tanah / grout (menggali tanah) to looking for / get water. I find it but just as dirty water.

(What means this dream?).

Sunday, March 30, 2014- see on Hp

Monday, March 31, 2014- see on Hp

Tuesday, April 1, 2014.

Dream at Cikarang at Mr. Leo - Ms Maria FY home

I have a dream. The venue at Wela, near natural shower (pancuran) of bamboo at Wae Barong. I stand up out of stone fence (pagar batu / Katur - Manggarainesa). I want to pee. I walk beside stone fence. I pee there. I see the simple toilet of neighbor (e.g. Herman Patut - Paulus Gem). I'm not entrance there. The toilet so simple made from wood. I see the area of water flow narrow because people want to change it become garden whereas it is river area and sakral place (Wae barong).

What means this   dream? May be my health better.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014. - Forget remember the dream - why? May be because watch soccer champion League - and get call through Hp

Thursday, April 3, 2014.
I have dream. I meet mother of Regina . I remember experience   of love in last time.

Friday, April 4, 2014.
I have dream. I just as want to see the water of pipe. What did I want to do? Take a bath? Take water? I'm not remember well.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

I have a dream.
We   just as gathering of alumni of Saint Claus - Kuwu. Our force (angkatan) that become priest are: Father Michael Denco, Father Adri Ali, Father Paskalis Nojo. All entrance / join on OFM Capusin.
I see hole just as toilet but have mat of plactic. It seem dirty. What means this dream?

Sunday, April 6, 2014

I have dreams. I just as at river venue but don't know where the location. The river have big water with clear color. The base of water is stone. I see some people there. May be Mr. Faby Banor and My sister, Ms Mery Jemen. They tell to me about condition water if flood come that flow up normal place. They lead me to cross water. It seem the water of flow (arus) is strong (kuat).

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The other dream. I consultation with the others about my health. I get hypertension (hipertensi). I ask to the people (doctor) about condition change after drink medicine. "The change only little" he say. On last time, on Saturday, March 22, 2014, my condition of press of blood is 150 mm Hg. I forget the complete number. From discuss with the people I take conclusion that may be my pres of blood still high 149 mm Hg.

That I aware. For moment I forget the dream, especially second dream. Than I can remember when I arrive at Church of Saint Albertus - Harapan Indah - Bekasi on 08.00 o'clock at parking area.

Monday, April 7, 2014.
I have dream. The venue just as at field (padang). We just as want to see something, example horse. We see little horse.
** Just as Father Flory, SVD still holiday. He become missionary (misionaris) at Portugal. I see reluctant to invite him to come to home.
** The other dream. I touch my teeth ( dog teeth - ngis asu -). It is rocking (goyang). I make broken / fall down it. It is my teeth is hole. It is not good. What means this dream? How abput my health?

Tuesday, April 8, 2014.

I have dream. The venue at Wela. I leep at Mr. Bernadus Bakal house. Rony too.

The house have land of floor and have place of sleep wood. When we get up on morning, we sit on bed (tempat tidur) while own of house already sit down on chair beside table on guest room. Mr. Rony want to go to toilet. I imagine (membayangkan) the simple toilet. Than Mr. Philipus Jeharus entrance to that room. He apatism. Hhe come on condition of naked, no dress on his body. Ms Lely there is too. He silent. Than he say: I naked because "ojeck". The dress is torn (robek) because "the oject" people. That we understand that there is accident of motor cycle when he use / pay ojeck.

** I see Mr. Bone Kaso still sit down too.In fact he is entrance ho hospital of Saint Rafael Cancar on last time (Marah - early of April 2014). ** Than I get up. I jogging in the morning at around VMG. Than take a bath, breakfast than start to school.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014. - Parliament General Election - (PILEG )
I have dream. The venue at beach / sea / swimming pool.
I see Ms Lucky - JPS teacher of English - and her children and her husband - swimming at beach / sea / swimming pool. They arrange / set distance to swim - Bagas - Ms Lucky - Mr....(Ms Lucky's husband) - While the end child - women - run on beach follow they direnction to swimming. I sit down / stand up at ladder at the end of sea / beach. When they arrive at the end place I go down. But,... I see Mr. Antonius Widodo - former Optima Education Director - . Ms Lucky and family transformation as Mr. Widodo. ""Wonderful, congratulation," I say to him. I say because according to me Mr. Widodo enough strong to sport through swim.

Thursday, April 10, 2014
I have dream. The venue at garden of Nderu - Wela - Manggarai. Mother Regina and I see select coffee that fall down to land because eat by weasel (musang) and already ripe (matang - momok - Manggarainese - ). I see many coffee that fall down to land because weasel and ripe. We select it. Than we move to the marhin cofee tree - near palm tree - father Paulus Habut and family garden - It see a plant that confiscate (menyita) our think / mind.

***

The other dream: micro teaching but cancel. Why? May be bacause fail to repair the printer.

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See scenery / view (pemandangan) at Wela among some river (Wae Gua - emad Ruben - Emad Ony, Wae ....Pane (Geradus Gangger - Lius Babur). The view so nice, green, have bamboo. "Wela match become water park for turism.

Friday, April 11, 2014 - I forget my dream. The brain can not remember the dream than I on middle day I remember this dream.

Than i remember my dream. Just as I and some friend visit a place. I see just as Mr. Rely Jehato. I see him from back. He seem meet someone. Mr. Rely from Semang. His mother from Ranggu. He studies at STF Driyarkara - Jakarta. Than we hear information that he married with Moslem people (dentist) from Taengerang, Banten. Is he change religion - from Catholic to Moslem - ? I don't know.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

I have dream. I just as sleep at bush (semak - sengkang - Manggarainese -) or forest.It is dark. I'm hurry get strike from   animal just as scorpion (kala jengking), centipede (lipan). Evidently not occur just I think.
***
I have the other dream. The venue just as at near shelter (halte) of T.U Gas, Jakarta Timur. I just as   commend (menitipkan) somenthing ( little bag ) to someone. On the bag have bread. When I come, I take the bag. I see on the man - that I ask help to see / secure - of hand have a piece of bread. "Wow... certainly he take my bread. I dislike it," I say. I complain. I ask his ID Card. I want to report to police. Than I see   the other people. I her their voice just as memorize rule / regulation. Than I see   just as they read it but just as read bible. I see father Alo Jonson, Pr. He is   priest. He just as get punishment. his parents and sister come to support him. They show their hand. Than they call me may be become   witness (saksi). I stand up. I know that I'm not wear dress / clothes (baju). I'm shame. Than I want to wear it. I just as see Mr. Rely Bagung - my class mate when primary. He is as civil servant at Cooperation and Trade of Manggarai Regency now. I have desire go to to Jakarta use the motor cycle. The situation is afternoon. I want to drive on afternoon to avoid the police control on wa so no get punishment / fine (denda)

Sunday, April 13, 2014
I have dream.
There was gathering family at home of Rumah Gendang. There is mass. I see Ms Susana (Hil's mother). We use song: "Bokak de kraeng tongka o...,... wai sale kolang, kolang kokor gola...o".I shock too when hear this song, why it become introduce song because it is not spirit song but profane (profan) song.   Than I wake up.

*** I can remember the other dream around Cancar. I arrive at arrea after branch to Ruteng district office. I remember the area around it. (I don't know the time of this dream).

Monday, April 14, 2014.
I have dream.
The venue at Cancar, near Mr. Bruno Agut's house / home. I want to go to Wela. I have bring something just as rice on sack (karung). I think how I bring it while the destination is long. Certainly it is weight. Evidently I bring it with lightly (enteng), only use one hand. There is walk that climb (mendaki). I just as see Mr. Fon Jaban, Mr. Marsel, Mr. Agus. In front us there is Shower with big water that walk / by pass cement walk / road. I see Mr. Fon already arrive there. The water there is clean.

** I have the other dream: I see Mr. Pius - former Education Manager - of JPS. He come to JPS. He just as explain something. May be he want to signature something too. The othe staff JPS available there too.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014. (For moment I forget than may be I can remember)

I have a dream. There is activity at home with base at our home, Rumah Gendang Wela. Just as have holy mass and I get task to read bible and sing of Psam (Mazmur) of Response (tanggapan). I just as so slow while the mass already start. I exit from home through main door than turn to right than to right by pass beside our home than entrance by pass date of kitchen of north than entrance to home. The mass already started. I entrance to room of Mr. Paulus Habong. I see Mr. Micky, Ms Paaulina, Hil's Mother and still handle something (just as) dress. The condition of room untidy (berantakan). I need Liturgy dress to use when mass but Mr. Micky give the other dress, not match, while the reading and response psalm already handle by the other. I aware that I'm so slow. I lose chance to show because so slow / cool. I know it.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

I have dream.

The venue at Home of Rumah Gendang Wela especially at our room of specially room of Mother Regina and family. Father Gaspar just as sleep at bed (tempat tidur) that direct on window. I see a child that sleep there. May be we believe father to care to this child. My family and I still there (on room). What is meaning of this dream if connect to my life, include my health?

*** The other dream.

The situation at Wela, house of Rumah Gendang Wela. I see on a document / proposal that Mr. Edu Sanor as chief. I just as suspicious (curiga) for him performance (kinerja) and commitment to delivery welfare to the others.

** Than I get up. I'm jogging around complex home than take a bath, start to school. I breakfast at school. I see the announcement that the time of work at JPS 06.45 - 15.30. Wow... I think at 07.00

Thursday, April 17, 2014

I have the dream.
The venue at hpouse of Rumah Gendang Wela. Mom of Regina is sick. I see on vault (kolong) of home. We usually use it as toilet. This experience I see too on this experience. I see the dirt of people. There is feel of disgusted (jijik).
** The other dream:
The venue at Golowelu parish. Just as   have activity / mass. I sit down on right side when entrance. I use / wear T shirt of JPS - just as I use in fact - . I'm shame because with it I show my place of work to people that know me. Than I exit of church. Out of church on terrace I see some people just as Mr. Simon Batas - my Principal when primary school - . I want to shake hand with him but not occur (terjadi) because busy. I see Father Marsel Agot, SVD. "Commiserate (turut berduka cita) for death of mom / grandmother of Elisabeth (Father Marsel's mom). I just as see Bishop of Atambua, Msgr. Dominikus Saku,Pr. The people paraded (parade) him woth litter (tandu) when entrance of church to delivery to altar. Some people sing of song of Timor.
** The other dream:
The venue just as at Tilir presbytery (pastoran). I visit there. The building is   majestic (megah) . I shy (sungkan) to bring shoes / sandals (sandal) to home. Than I entrance. I go to kitchen. I meet with Ms Ika (Father Marcel's sister that worked there when we stayed together there on year 1998 - 2000).
They shake hand me. I just as shy (malu / sunngkan) because already former (eks) of brother. They just as make tea for me.

** The other dream:
I entrance to one place, entrance to bulding. For some reason (entah kenapa) I open my dress and cloth (kain) so I naked (telanjang). I come to a table. I sit down there while eat. I shame . shy because naked. I hape there is people that take / delivery dress and cloth to me. (That I remember this is   the third time I dream about naked. What mean this dream if compare with my health? Lod, please recovered me.

Friday, April 18, 2014

I have dream. The venue at Golowelu. I go to SDI Golowelu I, my Primary school. In teacher complex housing I see Sr. Leny Jemada. She is my junior when school.She worked at Jakarta. She still tidy up the home, include tidy up the flowerpot (pot bunga). In near Mr. Yohanes Hagang's home I see Kindergarten students still learn. I see them. Than I entrance to school. I see the other people. I reluctant to entrance to class because late. Than I know that today is Friday sublime (Jum'at Agung), holiday so no need to worry.

** In the other place I see Mr. Ubaldus Pait, my classmate when Primary. I talk with him. I want to share with him about system to design bulid of Wela village so fast get progress.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

I have dream. The dream about candidate vice President for Mr. Joko Widodo is Mr. Jusuf Kala. I just as hear Mr. Yusuf Kala's statement: "Than it 's hold by wrong people better I handle it," he says. I get wet dream. Than I get up. I'm jogging around VMG complex , take a bath, call to mom and sister at Wela, go to Mr. Anto's house, eat cake, drink ginger (halia) than talk with Mr. Barnabas and Mr. Egy. Than breakfast. I give to Mr. Egy money to pay water and electric. I start to school. I arrive there on 11.00. I buy cofee to security.

Sunday, April 20, 2014 (sleep at VMG ) - forget the dream
I forget my dream - sleep at VMG

Monday, April 21, 2014 (sleep at Wisma 25, CPB, Jakarta) - forget the dream
I forget my dream - sleep at Wisma 25, CPB, Jakarta.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014.

I have dream.

The venue I'm not introduce nicely. I'm meet with deceased (almarhumah) Ms Min Pamung. I see her on one home, may be at kitchen (dapur) on one home. She just as handle the kitchen, include clean the kitchen and cook food. She seem say something to me but I'm not remember what topic / theme that she speak. I'm not see her face. Than I entrance on one room, just as toilet. I see the hole of toilet just as full with rubbish. It is seem just as ladder but so many rubbish there. That place just as seem trash can.

***

My soul move to the other place. The soul move to our garden at Nderu, especially at stone that have palm tree and "Uwu" tree that after it growth with Banyan (beringin) tree. I just as eat there but the rice fall down and stop at road. I see it from stone at near / up of palm tree. Than I go down. I see the garden almost change because the water. The nutriet (unsur hara) of land already lose because float (hanyut) by water. The garden just as have have water spring. The nutrient of land already float (hanyut) with rest of stone of rock (cadas). The limit of garden already change. This garden need make re map to determine (menentukan) the limit of garden with the others," I thin in my heart.

***

My soul move to the other place. On some place, I just as fried the food. For some reason (entah kenapa) - may be because I'm so slow, I'm not agile (lincah) to move the pan (wajan) so touch on my thigh (paha). My thigh (paha) wound (luka) because hot temperature. I so slow to move it so the thigh wound (terluka). I see the right thigh so deep wound. I have plan to care (rawat) at hospital to treat (mengobati) to doctor.

(Wow.... what mean is this dream? My condition not fresh since yesterday. On last evening / night I sleep faster).

Wednesday, April 23, 2014.
I have dream. Just as make trip with destination to one place. The venue just as arrive at area Wae Rehet and Wae Rem (?) - near Mr. Viktor Agos   garden . Just as a momen and her child want to pee (kencing). I want to exit dirt (kotoran) too. I just as see forest . I want to exit dirt there but I see the road / path that just as way to turism place destination. I just as see people that walk there. I see a animal too. What kind of animal. Is it tiger, so I become afraid. Evidently a people (man) come from back. He hold me. He just as want to strangle (cekik) me. I fight. His body is sick. I'm regret why not face (menghadap) him from front," I say in my heart. Than I aware.
** The time show at 04.00 am. I get up. I watch television. I want to know information of UCL (UEFA Champion League) semi (semifinal), Atletico Madrid vs Chelsea. I only get the other information. Iask to Mr. Jack that watch it. "The score is 0 - 0 . The venue   of match is Atletico   place. Than I jogging this morning. Than I go cook vegetable. Than I take a bath, breakfast than start to school. I arrive at school at 06.55 am. Than I assist KG B1, Lucilla (Sila) cs. Lucilla come again. Sh present with silent, no voice. She need help. I try to encourage her. Her hand seldom tired when hold mouse. She seldom cool when the teacher ask. She need people to help her.
Than I teach primary 1B. Some students not understand the project that should thay do. I try to do   help them. Today they study about Optima Paint 4 Kids. Than I teach Primary 6. I teach Scratch to them. hay try and try.

Thursday, April 24, 2014. - I forget my dream today (last morning /evening).

Friday, April 25, 2014. - I forget my dream today (last morning /evening). I'm jogging in the morning.

Saturday, April 26, 2014. -. I'm jogging in the morning.
I have dream. The dream that I remember that I meet Father Marsel Jehanat, Pr   and   Father Dedy Madur,Pr is    classmate when major seminary. The other dream I'm not remember.

Sunday, April 27, 2014 - forget the dream

Monday, April 28, 2014.
I have dream. The dream may be become at 05.30 am. I sit down beside a girl. She is Manggaraian. I don't know who is she, especially the name. She touch on my shoulder (bahu). I touch her body, especially her breash fruit although still little. Than we just as move to road, by pass river. We on foot. I help her. I hold her hand when by pass water. Than I kiss her. I ask her to open the mouth to touch tongue by tongue."Wow... this is wed dream make my   male tools on body rise up. I get up than take a bath. I fried chicken, cook rice than start to chool. Mr. Jack bring motor cycle. We arrive on 06.38 at school.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014.
I have dream. The dream. I just as at Depok / Cilebut situation. I want to go to Jakarta. I use train.

***

I have the other dream. I drive motor cycle. I arrive at Tanah Abang - front intersection of Hotel Milenium - Tanah Abang. The red lamp come. I break (melanggar) road sign (rambu lalu lintas). he police see me. He come. He catch me. We stop for moment to pay break. I hold some money. I hold paper money Rp 50.000 and paper money Rp 10.000, Rp 2.000. May be because money I give paper money Rp 10.000 and Rp 2000. The people enough much. Than I go on. Than I aware.

*** Reflection: What is meaning of this dream - break road sign (rambu lalulintas) than be arrested (ditangkap) police, pay penalty (hukuman)? On Wednesday, April 30, 2014, I get understand this case that have relation with event today. Soul (spirit) already experience (mengalami) almost 1,5 days than body (relation body and soul / spirit). What event of Wednesday, April 30, 2014? This event is fight among students Primary 6B when ICT lesson (my responsibility). Lucius and Christian fight. Lucius strangle (mencekik) than slammed (membanting) Christian, his classmate on front of Primary 6A room. Christian's head hit the tile (ubin) of floor. What is result? Christian is crying, sick. His head bump (benjol). Lucky Ms Adyt and Mr. Try by pass so can help. Ms Adytia give information to Ms Dwi - homeroom teacher Primary 6B. Ms Dwi come. She try to stop and arbitrate (melerai) the students. Ms Dwi delivery Lucius to counseling room while Mr. Try help delivery Christian to clinic than communicate with Principal Foundation to handle the problem. Mr. Karno - HRD and Mr Ben - Principal delivery Christian to hospital of Citra Harapan, Harapan Indah Bekasi to get help from doctor. Christian get treat (perawatan) and help from doctor. Than Christian mom come to hospital. After treat (rawat) Christian go back to school. He entrance when Ms Dwi and I still explore the issue (mendalami masalah). Before ask to Primary 6B I already ask to Primary 6A. The event (perkelahian) occur (terjadi) when I teach primary 6A, while primary 6B empty (kosong), no activity, the student play. On this time student fight. I try to hear the students. Ms Dwi come. Ms Dwi and I try to hear the student. Juan, Philbert, Christopher, and Christian tell the problem. "When first break, we play of virus - roll paper than shoval (menodok) friend. Juan, Philbert, Christopher, and Christian disturb Lucius.. " Lucius on last time you win if duel with Philbert but now you lost (kalah), " Juan say to provoke (memprovokasi) and challenge (menantang) Lucius. Lucius accept this challenge. Lucius come to Philbert while Philbert run. Lucius fail to get Philbert. " Lucius is tubby (gendut) so can not run fast," Philbert, Lucius, Christofer and Christian mock (mengolok) Lucius. Lucius angry. He chase (mengejar) them but fail. On second break they continue this activity. The top the case when ICT lesson. On first time I handle Primary 6A. On this time they fight. While they fight Ms Aditya see. Ms Adytia report to Ms Dwi - Primary 6B homeroom teacher. After hear the students Ms Dwi give policy to students. I add / increase information. "You come hear to study about the positive value, not bad value, so please build the positive attitude. We are one family. Please life with full peace, love," I say to them. That time Christian's mother come. "Is Ms Dwi already give information this problem to Lucius's parents?" she ask. " Mr. Rinto remind me to remember Ms Dwi to call Lucius' mom. "Okay sir, I will say to her," i say. I do it. We need time to handle this case, hear the students. Christian's mom wait. Than Christian's mom talk and discuss with talk with Ms Dwi. I want to delivery Lucius from counseling room to their room. "Excuse me Ms Estu, do you know where is Lucius?" I ask to Ms Estu - Counselor of JPS . "He is at Principal room," they say. Than I entrance. I want to ask to Mr. Beny to delivery Lucius to Primary 6B room. "Oh, no need. Please call Ms Dwi and Christian's parents to here. I go to there to say message of principal. They go to Principal room. Evidently, Lucius mom already come to school too, so they discuss to get solution to this case together Mr. Ben - Principal, Ms Dwi - homeroom teacher - parents student and students that fight - Lucius and Christian. I handle the class when I they discuss. I see the situation. Evidently they discuss with polite,friendly (ramah). When they go back, the principal call me. "What happen with your class, why the student fight?" he ask. "The total Primary 6A and 6B are 31 persons. In first time, the students 6A and 6 B join (gabung) but since 6 month ago, the condition PC not maximum, so I decide separate (memisahkan) them, P6A learn earlier than P6B later. Until today the PC that can use only 15 PC, while the other is broken. I already report to Mr. Ade and Mr. Thommy but until now the condition still available 16 computer that broken. The students fight when I teach Primary 6A, that time Primary 6B empty, no teacher that control / supervise them . " I say. "Oh... the condition just as it. Than in afternoon, I come to Ms Dwi. I dialog with her about this case. I explain condition of computer. Can you give the data computer to me, in order to I can discuss with Princal this situation and condition?" she ask. Okay I will give it tomorrow," I say. "I'm sorry for my mistake that make you sad and busy, troublesome (repot)," I say. "Oh... this is new experience to me," he says. Than we go back.

Wednesday, April 30, 2014.
I have dream. The dream. The dream about visited of Mr. Maxi Mbangur, former my teacher of junior and senior high school of Saint Klaus, Kuwu - Cumbi - Ruteng. He come together team of raise funds (penggalangan dana) for Saint Klaus Kuwu school. Apparently (rupanya) I shy to meet him. Why I shy? May be because feel not success yet while already wander about (merantau) long at Jakarta. On one room I see Catholic sister. In heart I think that may be Saint Klaus school of Kuwu already handled by Catholic sister. Seldom I see students parents. Just as JPS students parents. They gather to discuss may be include collect money to donor / contribute (sumbang) saint Klaus Kuwu school. May be I talk with parents students. I try to avoid my bed smell of mouth not know by them.

Thursday, May 1, 2014. - Forget the dream
Today is holiday of May Day (Labour Day). I get up late. My condition not fresh because cold. In last morning there was soccer match Champion league, Chelsea vs Atletico Madrid, 1 - 3 for Atletico win. Mr. Jack watch it. My condition not fit si I decide not watch. I clean the floor, wash motor cycle, cook vegetable and rice, play card with Dimas - 4 old years -, than start to school. At school I discuss with new security, Mr. Mahmud. I'm Betawi people. "Betawi (Betah Wilayah), Sunda.........; Sumatra....., Jawa (

Friday, May 2, 2014.
I have a dream. I just as go to the the other place. I already prepare anything. Some people that know me on community want to release (discharge) me. This time is seperation (perpisahan) to me. I seem busy to move from one room to the other room. On one room, some just as touch my pocket of pants, take the paper money. Than I see just as dog that hold ht money. The dog fanned (mengipas-ngipas) the money.Than I take it again. Than I'm aware.

Saturday, May 3, 2014.
I have a dream. I just as making love (ML) with someone. I forget who is women that my couple. I push up until many time. Than I aware my vital organ still sleep.

Than I get up. I'm jogging. I cook food. Than I go to school. I meet with Mr. Karno. Than I go to pick up my younger brother, Mr. Hila that come from Cikarang. I drive motor cycle. Big jammed at gate of Harapan Indah. I success meet him. I drive motor cycle join together him. We almost get accident because I'm not agile (lincah) to direct motor cycle to right side, while in front the truck want to right too. The truck almost hit (menabrak) us lucky not touch so we safe. I ask help to Mr. Hila to stop the other car in way. We buy fish at intersection of Bulevard Hijau, place of kiosk of banana there. We buy fresh fish. We by pass front JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor. Than we buy vegetable. We go to home. We fried fresh fish. Mr. Fian available at home. We by the way. Than he go out. We cook vegetable and fried fish. Than we eating. We sleep than at afternoon get up make noodles (mie) fix egg and rice. We take a bath than start to Saint Albertus church. I drive motor cycle. I try to carefully. I try to remember myself to carefully. Since in the morning I try to remind myself about care attitude when drive motor cycle to avoid accident. We arrive late at church of Saint Albertus, when homily. We entrance through left side church. I meet a child, Nicholas. I dialogue with him. "I'm Nicholas, 3,5 years, he say while confirmation to his mom. I take paper of mass text that the other people throw away (buang) . I want to know the word of God. When homily I only hear the Father Anton say: Lord, stay together us. I bring the tect mass as anticipation (antisipasi) if tomorrow lead pray at Bintaro. I put it at bag. The mass finish. I drive motor cycle to place of daycare motors (tempat penitipan motor). Than we use car to Kranji Station. We pay Rp 3.000 per person, Rp 6.000 for 2 person, Mr. Hila and I. We entrance Kranji station. We buy ticket of train Rp 17.000 to Pandok Ranji - Bintaro. The time show at 20.00 pm. We get place to sit down. We transit at Manggarai. Than entrance train to Tanah Abang. Than we transit again there, entrance to train to Serpong. We stop at Pondok Ranji. We reseller our ticket / card of guarantee Rp 5.000 per person. Than we use car. We ask to people there about car to Graha Raya. The car already stop since 19.00 pm. Please entrance this than stop at BP (Bintaro Permai). We entrance. It is so near. We pay Rp 2500 per person. We arrive at sector 5 - Bintaro. I just as confused (bingung) because not same the place that I know. Finally I decide to use taxi. I give sign to call taxi. The white taxi come. "Please delivery us to Graha Raya," I say. The driver service us. We by pass sektor 6,8,9, SanMare (Santa Marie ) of Church Catholic church - turn to right - fly over / under pass - turn to left - margin of river - Monsidi School - Pondok Aren - Graha Raya - We want to buy fruit. We stop at gate Graha Raya. I pay argo Rp 37.000 (almost 40.000). Than we entrance Mr. Alex house. Evidently Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Mr. Rino alredy come. Mr. Alex, Ms Susie, Carol and Hendrike and Delfy accept us. We by the way that supper. "I ask your help to lead pray of Mitoni of Ms. Rilis tomorrow. Mitoni is Java custom of tradition as thankgiving event / party when a women pregnant on 7 month. Mr. Alex alredy prepare the text of bible and about Mitoni. I note it. Than they go to Mr. Egy house to talk with the other brother and Mr. Andri Garu - Senator (DPD) from Manggarai. They drink beer there. Than I sleep. I'm not join to Mr. Egy house to meet Mr. Andri Garu.

Sunday, May 4, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Monday, May 5, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014 .
I have a dream. I get praise (pujian) and promotion (promosi) from someone as master of social studies. 'In last time, when Primary level I often win when competition Social Studies at Golowelu," I say proud myself.
.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014 .
I have dream. There was activity   at Wela. I hear information taht Mr. Stanis Bandur have new wife. She is from Anam. While the old wife, Ms Gina go back to Meler. Mr. Stanis new wife have black skin but she is journalist on Suara Pembaruan. . Why is this women like to Mr. Stanis Bandur whereas their level difference. May be because difference ," i say in heart.

Thursday, May 8, 2014
I have dream.
My feet just as have wound (injury = luka) on feet. May be near eye feet. There is the cell that die. I leave (cabut) it. Just as the off cell (= suleng - Manggarainese) exit. It is stink (berbau busuk).
** The other dream:
My family - Mr. Mikael Pandu -, Mr. Yohanes Pandi -, I dan one friend again go to place to Church. The one friend is Moslem (Islam) while we Catholic. It see the Church and Mosque is adjacent (berdekatan). On mass I hear, Mr. Micky Pandu give notice when communion finish.
What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, May 9, 2014
I have dream.
I see the water. On based of water just as have stone ford hard of street / road. I'm worry that the big water come than bring us to river / sea.

***
I have the other dream. I come to Mr. Thomas Mbembok house. He just as sorrow (berduka) because his wife pass away (meninggal) in last time. Now people still sorrow (mourn = berkabung). I come to his house. He want to delivery to place just as sad room, but I'm not entrance there. I see from biside room. His wife just as buried (dimakamkan) at Wela. The head village of Wela - Mr. Philipus Jeharut - permit (mengizinkan) it. When pray, Mr. Thomas Mbembok lead pray on Manggarainese. He lead Manggarai pray with smooth. I'm wonder (heran) with it.
***
At Golowelu Church. Just as have mass. The priest already entrance. Just as concelebrants (konselebran) mass. One of priest just as uncle of Mr. Philipus Jeharut. He is from Kolang (Lenga / Nao). He call Mr. Philipus as child. He is still young. I see choir group. They use Manggrai dress code. They bring indigenous (adat) choir. I sit down at back. They already stand up prepare to   procession (perarakan). I join although use T shirts. I have headband (destar) and Songke. I join on sing of introduce song: "...a o ae lawa de na....". I forget the choir text. I go back. I meet Ms Ely Pangul - former our teacher when Primary school. She ask me to open the text of song on page... but the text of song already torn and apart (terlepas). May be Ms Elly is   conductor. I try to help but I'm not fine too the song that she purpose. Than I aware. Than I'm jogging. My condition not so fresh today.

Saturday, May 10, 2014.

I have dream. The time show at 05.30 - 07.00 am. I meet mother Regina. I love to her. I meet   with Ms Lin Epo (Mr. Agus Epo's child) that from Porong Tedeng, near Wela, my village. She become small girls that pretty. She trade of mobile phone of Nokia. She offer it to me. "Later, I buy it," I say.

Sunday, May 11, 2014. - I forget my dream
Monday, May 12, 2014

I have dream.
Mr. Hila and I go back to Wela. Mr. Hila go back faster than time that be planned. He is dislike (tidak betah) work at Jakarta / JABODETABEK.
I entrance Ms Wia house. I entrance to kitchen. I see the furnace fire (tungku api) or stove (tungku) on big than small. We by the way.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

I have a dream. I just as present on a river. The pool of water is deep. I go down. Evidently I can swim. I'm worry I can not swim. The water of river is clean. I swim there. I can swim with save.

Some time later (selang beberapa waktu kemudian), my soul just as present at the other river. The water river is dirty and not flow. I take a bath there, just as healing therapy. I'm shame when the other people see me do it. Than I aware. I get up. My body exit sweat (keringat). My body not feel fresh. This is the effect of the dream ot take a bath at dirty water. The spirit activity precedes (mendahului) the body activity.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014.
I have dream. I just as present at Wela, near Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I'm holiday. Just as Mr. Ino   and Mr. Alex Madji holiday too. I just as walk at area between house of Mr. Philipus and Mr. Herman Patut's house. On dream just as have forest there. There are forest just as coffee tree forest. There are wasp (tawon) there. The wasp bite (menggigit) me. I try to run but the wasp (tawon) still bite.

***
I have the other dream.
I just as interview with owner / staff of company / school of....... She ask me to memorize (hafal) the number. But I fail to do it. It seem my memorize have problem, especially long memory.

What happen with this    dream?

Thursday, May 15, 2014 - Vesak (Waisak) holiday - Budha celebration.
I get up early. I open television. I watch new about soccer Europe League of Final between Sevila (Spanish club) versus Benfica (Portugis club). Sevila win with score 4 - 2 through on penalties (adu penalti).
Than I sleep again. I have dream.
I just as go to Cikarang. On part of way, I on foot. Than I by bus / car. When go back from there, I do the same way. I follow the road that I on foot. The venue just as at Bekasi / Tambun. I come to margin road. Evidently it is gate of company. The car exit from there. Than I go on to west. I by pass river. It is river at city that already contaminated (tercemar) with oil. I go on. I arrive in protect forest. I see shower (pancuran). I want to drink it but worry the water already contaminated (tercemar). I go to just as mountain on the forest. Available big trees there. I see just as from puncak. I see view of shower (pancuran), river. On river there is   wild boar (babi hutan). Than I get up may be on 08.00 am. Than I by the way. Today is holiday. I stay at home. Ciko's mother ask me about Ciko's father. I go to Mr. Bernabas (Ciko's father) house. I call and knock the door but no response. "May be he is sleep," I say. "May be he is sick," I say to Ciko's mother. When I go to workshop (bengkel) to refill oil, Ciko's mother call me again to ask Mr. Barnabas. She call Mr. Egy too. Mr. Egy call me.
I go to school. I read news at internet. I call my brother and sister, Mr. bany and sr. Sophy. We by the way. In evening Mr. Egy, Mr. Jack and I visit Mr. Barnabas. We by the way.

Friday, May 16, 2014.
I have dream. I just as present at Saint Klaus Kuwu. Just as teach student. I meet   my family Mr. Pius Biru. He invite me to come to there use his car. If have leisure time please come with his car,   bus of Kasih Sayang. I just as come late ti that place.

I get up early. I'm jogging,   take   a bath than breakfast. I start to school. I arrive on 06.30 am at school. I'm duty today. I arrive earlier than Mr. Ben Ayung as principal. The student   - Marvel - Kindergarten joke to me - Mr Frans frances -. Than I help to teach KG B1: Stefanie, Kimi Girls Phebe, Evra. They so enthusiasm when meet   us as teacher. Than I teach Primary 2B. I teach about Crayola Art studio: Make Greeting Card: Happy Vesak to Budha student (Keane Wong and Stefie Gladys). Than I just as play with Jarlath and Christo. I try to teach positive attitude to students. I write Jarlat handsome but Christo like Christo ugly. Christo just 7 years old but he already   hoar (uban) / gray (beruban). Uban not show old.

Saturday, May 17, 2014

I have dream but I forget it. Today I get up early. I open television. I watch television. Than I don't remember my dream at last night. I'm jogging, wash dress, cook food, fried egg, dry dress. Than I'm breakfast / lunch than go to school. I buy coffee than give to security. I dry shoes at near security. I see Mr. Ben Ayung use motor cycle.

Than I entrance ICT room.

Sunday, May 18, 2014 - sleep at Cikarang - Mr. Leo house - no remember the dream

Monday, May 19, 2014 - sleep at VMG    - - Today my birhday - no remember the dream

Tuesday, May 20, 2014 - sleep sleep at VMG    - no remember the dream.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014.
Ihave dream. I just as on bottom / leg og mountain. I want to go to top. I'm just as with the other people but I don't know who is it.
* My soul just as on a new school. I meet former Optima Education staff, Ms Maria ( Batak - Sumatra people). In fact, I ever see and meet Ms Maria at Lia Stefanie school at Taman Palem west Jakarta. While we meeting, we hear information that the electric staff of state (PLN) come to write / report of using of electric on that parish / school. I see the leader of school / parish give control / comment about it.
My soul just as at home at Rumah Gendang Wela. I just as save banana on land. Than I burn rice of block (balok?) on kittchen. Ms Sia Esot   and his son Mr. Peo Pandi want to eat banana and beam rice (nasi balok) - the Sunda people make and sale at Bandung ,. West Java - . I grilled (bakar) rice and banana. Than I aware. I get up than write it on mobile handphone. I take a bath than start   to school.

Thursday, May 23, 2014.

I have dream. I just as follow lecture at STKIP Ruteng. I success than graduation there. My position just as at Kumba / Langgo. I use Metromini bus to go up (just as climb to up - just as to Labe). The route of Mentomini car only short. Than we go down. My soul just as want to go back to my village town is Wela. We arrive at Mr. Stefanus Gau's house. We see so many peoples. There are dogs ( mother dog and her children) . I'm afraid may be the vicious dog. Than we arrive at Mr. Fedis Bagus' yard of house. We see so many people that still collect, just as have party. Mr. Hila submit something. Than I aware than woke up. I open television than write the dream on mobile phone, take a bath, breakfast than start to school. We arrive on 06:42 am at school.

Friday, May 24, 2014

I have dream. My dream about Hila and I that just as go back to Wela to holiday. May be have effect from reality that on Thursday evening, May 23 2014, Mr. Beny and I discuss about Hila's planning that want to go back to Wela on June   2014. All   of us regret with Mr. Hila's decision.
May because it have connection   with dream.

Saturday, May 24, 2014.
I have dream. I just as present on one place. Just as at institution. There are toilet.I'm going     to second floor. The toilet just as old, not maintenance nicely. I just as see the dirt / feces (kotoran) . Than I meet with Mr. Bento Hadinata and family. I play and joke his child, Lery and Leonel, his nephew (keponakan). My hand bite by animal there. What animal that bite my hand? It is little animal. Elephant of little? Crocodile of little? I'm trying to release (melepaskan) my hand / finger from bite of animal. I move    my hand to avoid   strike of animal. Success. to The othe part of dream today I forget.

Than I jogging to weeds (ilalang) field (padang). I see two people (village people) that exit dirt at near field of weeds (ilalang). They are women. Wow... evidently the situation just as this (still have people that discard (buang) feces at open space not on toilet. When I come they move to the other place. I think they go back evidently move to avoid me. Than I see to north. I hide my shoes on weeds (ilalang). I see the other people drive motor cycle. I go to there. I'm curious (penasaran). I go there. I see field there. I see food bridge. I sit down there. The other people can drive motor cycle on old bridge of wood. I entrance village. I see house, Mosque, dog, duck, chicken. I see students go to school. The river water is black. The people open vegetable garden on margin   black river water. "Wow... this vegetables (spinach = bayam - and kale = kangkung) that we buy ar market / kiosk of vegetable evidently the process of made just as this. Use dirty water, not health." I say in my heart. I jogging without use shoes. I find. "Kampung Pisang Batu". I follow until I find the main street."This are I already come in last time. This is Pahlawan Setia Village (Desa), Kampung Pisang Batu. Than I go back. I continue my jogging. I see field (sawah). I arrive at VMG. I buy and drink herb (jamu) of turmeric (kunyit) and ginger (jahe). "Do you favorite   herb too?" the neighbour ask. Yes, I like herb (jamu)' i answer. I pay Rp 2.000. Than I entrance to home. I'm breakfast, take a bath, washing dress than start to school. I read news and   write of blog. I make reflection about Manggarai people as Bamboo People (United, Multiple function).

** Dream on middle day
I read news at ICT room the time just as show on 13.30. I'm slumber (mengantuk). I sleep on sit position. My dream on this time is just as I present on beach that have dock. I see people swim on sea at near beach. I see a child do it. I see the   the see on beach enough   shallow (dangkal).
Than I aware. I read news about politic ( politic situation about movement of President candidate of Mr. Jokowi - Yusuf Kala and Mr. Prabowo   - Hatta Rajasa. Mr. Jokowi and Mr. Prabowo visit Kalimantan (East Kalimantan) to follow Muhammadiayah Summmit Meeting).

On evening I call my family. I call Mr. Edu Tano first. I talk his   debt (utang). He want to credit on CUWM. Than I call my sister Sr. Sophy at Kalimantan. Evidently she is sick. I'm shock."Since when do you sick?" I ask. I was sick since Wednesday, May 21, 2014. My hand can not lift and move," she answer. I just know," I say. We by the way. Than I remember my dream on last morning that bite by crocodile than I move to avoid it. Wow... may be   the purpose dream is Sr. Sophy's sick.

Sunday, May 25, 2014
I get up early is on 04.00 am. Today there is big match soccer, Champion Final, Real Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. I'm oversleep (ketiduran). In Indonesia, SCTV display (tayangkan) it. I get up. No dream that I remember during sleep at 10.00 pm - 04.00 am. I open the television. The match recent finish but still left submit of throphy. The host is Donna Agnesia. From him I know that Madrid get winner of the match with score 4 -1. Atletico make first goal by Godin on 35 minute that replay (balas) by Ramos on injury time so get extra time. On Extra time Garet Bale, Marcelo and Ronaldo make goal. The total score 4 -1. Madrid get ten winner of Champion League. Than I sleep again. I have dream. I just as present on one place just as at Jakarta, Java. I am on road   just as road at Suka Bumi or Manggarai, South Jakarta. I arrive at a bridge. I just as wait while wait something. I don't know there are Wela people around there. Suddenly, Rony come. They still lunch on tent stalls (warung tenda). I go to there. I see Mr. Alex Madji available there too. I'm just as shy to greetings. Than I back to bridge direction. I see to sea. Just as I see people walk / sit down on sea. They want to come to mainland (daratan). They are just as Papua people. They are black. They no use dress. May be 3 men that do it. On the around area just as I see Mr. Pius and his staff. They bring something. Mr. Pius from Maluku.    What meaning of this dream??
***
Than I get up. I prepare myself to Church. I take a bath than go to church. I arrive late there after   Gospel Reading. The priest read about Jesus Christ that help Christian people with send Holy Spirit (Parakletos) to entertain (menghibur) Christian people. When finish mass the priest introduce himself. "I'm father John, MSC. I'm from Maluku that growth up at Papua. My cousin is parish priest here, Father Anton...., SVD,. I'm 21 years   become priest. His capability to speech so good. I think he is from Flores. Than I join on mass. I'm not accept communion because late. Foe this, I discipline to myself. When finish mass I see the people that I know. I meet with Mr. Rolando - former ICT teacher of JPS. Now he is teach at Penabur International school of Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta. I see JPS students just as Andrew (Primary 4), Kent (P4), Thomas (P1C), Cleo (KG), Steve (P4), . I sit down to read the holy read. Than I pray Rosary. Thomas come. He disturb me. I invite him to pray. Than I exit. I see Pricil (P4) still join on Religion Lesson for first communion. Today they exercise confession (mengaku dosa). The religion teacher teach student about it. I security place, I meet Mr. Martono. We by the way. We talk about Mr. Aloy Nosson that his son pass away (meninggal) on last week, Monday, 19, 2014. We want to celebrate pray here (Saint Albertus church) - Harapan Indah on 19.00 pm." he says. Than I go back. In brach to VMG way I stop to buy papaya. In Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah I buy vegetable (cucumber, carrot, tofu, tempeh, tomato). Than I coot it at home. Than Mr. Egy come. When finish cook the food I'm sleeping. In afternoon I get up. I cook vegetable than eat again at afternoon. Than Mr. Egy and I go to Church to pray for Oswadus Eko Wahyudi - Mr. dan Mrs Aloy's son. We entrance to auditorium. Than change to church. The pray lead by Mr. Tickno and Mr. Hendri. "Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi is the good boy / child / young. I join on church activity. Mr. Aloy is activist of Saint Albertus Church. They very obey to God. What is they decrease so God call Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi on young age? This mistery of life. Life for Chistian people is deposit (titipan) of God. When the God take only Him that know. We only know surrender to him. Ayub attitude very good to apply on this situation: On all situation thank to God. "The Lord that give, the Lord that take, praise to Lord". So many people that join on this pray. I see JPS students, junior and senior students. We get food of box. We eat. I talk with Mr. Nico Nohos. "Mr. Aloy is my little father," he says. Than we by the way than go back to home. Mr. Egy drive motor cycle. In home we check the gas stove because Vita's mother ask about gas. May be on our house the gas is leak. We check but no leak. "In Church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah we smell the gas too," Mr. Egy says. :May be activity of mining (penambangan). Than I open computer to work but I work not effective. Mr. Jack and Mr. Vian come. The situation so hot. I sleep late.

**
In church I remember my    dream. I try to connect. "Wow... may be this is dream on last morning have link with situation now. Than I meet father from Maluku   that stay at Papua. Mr. Pius from Maluku, former member of MSC region congregation (kongregasi). May be this fact that show on dream. The dream show it earlier that reality / fact. The spirit / soul activity come earlier than fact.

***

With this dream I can connect with the other dream. I just as present on place of "Puar Poco Kuwus / Ngelong / Reti - Kolang". I just as come from Lasang, Kolang. We just as already by pass Reti".
The other dream that I remember that I just as remember the dream when entrance village just as Lasang Village.

Monday, May 26, 2014.

I have dream. I see myself follow an activity. I use white dress but have dirty because spotting (bercak) because get ink. I'm so very simple and save on my appearance (penampilan). I'm very shame with it.

When want to morning I have dream. I hear from Mr. Egy Patnistik that Mr. Sely Madun - Wela people that wander about to Makasar, South Sulawesi - divorce (cerai) with his wife. Mr. Sely wife is muslem women of Makasar that become civil servants (pns) at Makasar. . What is meaning of this dream. ( I can remember the second dream because when remember I write on paper. Lucky I write if not it is lose. Thank you my awareness to write it.).
** My dress wet because sweat (keringat).

Tuesday, May 27, 2014 - Holiday of Isra - Miraj
I have dream. I present at Cancar, at Cara / Weol. It's area of sand   mining (tambang pasir). I entrance to Mr. Ignatius' (Nasus) house. H service me. Around there is lake / pond (kolam) and riverm just as Wae Lega. Wae Lega just as use by many people on many village, so it seem dirty. But people on the other place still use it to drink and take a bath. I see people of man still take a bath in river. I'm reluctant (segan) to take   bath because the water is dirty. On margin of river I see bamboo shower (pancuran). The water that exit there is clean . Around there available spring under the bamboo trees. The water exit there. It is far from there I see people cross motor cycle to by pass water. The driver have nice trick how to cross water. He is not run straight but   take just as diagonal than turn to right. I   help to push motor cycle on water. May be I'm wet because get dirty water of river.   What is meaning of this dream if connect with my health?
** The other dream I'm not remember.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014.

I have dream. My soul present at Manggarai. I will go to Terang. It seem the time show on afternoon. May be I start   late from Wela. We are on foot. We see truck car. I have hope the car can help me with ride (menumpang) on it. I already imagine if stay and sleep at the other people house at Compang or Sowang. I just as on by pass at Kake to Helung - Noa. On the climb (mendaki) area I just see   Mr. Paulus Habut (Habong), my little father. He ask me about Father Gaspar. "Father Gaspar in Terang," I say in my heart. Than I see with Mr. Paulus Gem. We by the way. Than Mr. Daniel Dagu come. .... Than I wake up. In the morning the rain come. I take a bath, fried fish, start to home. We are late. We arrive 07.05 am at school. We late 20 minutes. In school I overseen (mengawas) test at Primary 4A. Today is Religion test. I control student. The student noisy. One student absent. Who is he? He is Carlos. Why? Evidently she doing the test at clinic of school room. Why? He is sick. In last week he got accident together his mother. The public car (angkot) hit them on way when they go back shooping. Carlos get big accident. His leg / feet is surgery. "He is not cry when fall down until surgery," his grand mother says. "The boy musn't maudlin (cengeng)," his grandmother says. "Okay Carlos, may be faster recover. Than I overseen (mengawas) test of Mandarin at Primary 3B. The student noisy. I hit (memukul) on ass (pantat) for Richo, Bryan, Pandu. I take Wilson work although he not yet finish. I take force. He is crying. Than I say to Mr. Romeo his homeroom teacher. "Please he work here - teacher room -," he says. I'm regret. Why? "This not educated," I say. But I yield (mengalah). I call Wilson. I take paper from Ms Yenny, Mandarin teacher. Than he do it. Than I read news on internet.

Thursday, May 29, 2014 - Ascen Day - Jesus Christ go to heaven. -- I don't remember my dream today.
I'm not go to the church to mass because mistake calculation. I think have afternoon mass. I jogging in the morning.

Friday, May 30, 2014. I forget my dream/

Saturday, May 31, 2014. I forget my dream/

Sunday, June 1, 2014.
I have dream. In dream I   meet Father Alo Gambur,Pr.
I forget the other dream today.

Monday, June 2, 2014.
I have dream. I just as by aeroplane / line to go to one place. We land with save. I can remember this dream when see writen of the other dream whereas original I'm not remember it. Thank you my brain.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

I have a dream. The situation at Wela. Wela just as get threat (ancaman) hunger (kelaparan). Just as all people panic with this situation. I see mother Ana (Ended Natus), Mother Via, Mother Lusia Esot, Mother Regina ask   the solution. From their expression I see they already struggle to get solution about it but still fail. I think too how   the way as solution of this problem.

** The other dream:
I meet Mr. Valens - Mr. Viktor Agos' boy. He stay at Labuan Bajo. He and I come to Wela. He just as ask the work to me. We discuss. I just as give hope to him."I will give information if have vacancy at my place of work. I ask his background. He study at teacher school.
Than I aware.
**
On last night I get disturb of sleep. I get up may be on 02.00 am. I feel so hot. I get up. Than I sleep again. I get dream. May be because busy with dream I asleep (terlelap). I get up late. All of us get up late. We fasr take a bath. Without breakfast we   start to school. We fill   gasoline in fuel station . I fill it Rp 20.000. Than we start to school. We arrive at school on late on 07.10 am.

I do some work:

Read news on internet
Ask total JPS student at SHS secretary office
Dialog with Mr. Harjono - JHS n SHS Principal - ask my plan in new academic year
Ask password that forget to Mr. Ade - Administrator of IT of JPS. I success to find it. Tq Mr. Ade.
Ask student - Richelle - P6 B - to help in put the data. I sucess to input Primary score.
Data P6 that not collect the report. I give it to Ms Dwi - P6B homeroom teacher
Go back to home to lunch. Eat until full of stomach.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014.

I have dream. The dream not remember nicely. It is vague (samar). May be be based on sport of soccer. May be having base visit of Real Madrid Player to Indonesia, Gareth Bale on June 1 - 2, 2014 to Jakarta. Just as have aisle (lorong) of keeper that become target to shoot by Garet Bale.
Than I get up. I get up on 05.00. Than I take a bath. I'm breakfast than start to school. Mr. Jack join with Mr. Egy. I arrive late in school. I late 1 minute. I arrive on 06.46 am at school. Than I read news on internet.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

I have dream. This wet dream. I meet a pretty women. She is KETSAN. My body touch with her body. Her leg is flawless (mulus) and smooth (halus). It is difference my skin that rough (kasar). I touch my body to her. She sleep supine (terlentang). I touch her vital organ. Evidently I wet dream. My vital organ erection than exit sperm. Wow... ...

The other dream this night I forget. But the parts just as this:
I just as lead people make line up. I command but just as I can not give instruction. I just as mute (bisu), stutter (gagap). I'm that the first self confidence become shy and nervous. I know myself that time. I'm shame. And that time I just as see the people that already pass away is Ms (mother) Mary, Mr. Philipus Asong's wife. Their house beside our home.
(I can remember this when i do something. The memory call call it again. The dream express automatic).

Friday, June 6, 2014.

I have dream. The venue (tempat) is at garden at Wela. Just at at Bangka, at Mr. Bone Kaso garden. It is coffee garden. The land is steep (curam). The coffee tree already big. So much leaf of coffee that   already fall down. I see to dowm from top. On place just as place accident of grand mother Ngengo. I see a chicken / forest chicken ( bekisar). I fall down to catch it. I want to get it. I chase (kejar). I chase just as at Rasi garden. it is become bush (semak). I success to get it. The forest chicken not run fast when I chase (kejar). Than I meet with some people. I just as catch the chicken again. Than I know that it is not forest chicken but only chicken (village). My brain still influence how to think how to go back to village (Manggarai) when holiday in two weeks again. Last evening Mr. Egy and I discuss how to go back to Manggarai on holiday. On June 21, 2014 there is ships (kapal laut) start from Denpasar to Labuan Bajo, Manggarai Flore. I start on June 19, 2014 from here (Jakarta) by plane to Denpasar than use ships from Denpasar to Labuan Bajo," Mr. Egy said. It is nice ide for I consideration (pertimbangkan) ," I say.   Than I get up.

Saturday, June 7. 2014
I sleep at Vila Mutiara Gading, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I'm not remember my dream on last night.
I jogging at VMG. Than I cook fresh vegetable. I breakfast and lunch than I go to school. I read news on internet than about Indonesian President and Vice President Election 2014 ( July 9, 2014). Than I make modul for report.

Sunday, June 8, 2014.
I sleep at Mr. Leo - Ms Fifi and family house at Antilop Cikarang Baru, Cikarang - West Java. I don't remember my dream   on last night. In the morning I get up. I take a bath, breakfast than start to Mother Theresa - Cikarang Church of Lippo - Cikarang. Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Father Kens Rano, SVD, Alfred and 2 his friend of Catholic -   and I go to church to celebrate Pentecost (Pentekosta). Pentekost is celebration to remember the Holy Spirit come to apostles (para rasul). In Way we dialog about inculturation (inkulturasi) . The inculturation figure of Manggarai is Msgr. Wilhelmus Van Bekkum, SVD. His idea very progress. He already trigger (mencetuskan) the inculturation idea since year   1960. When Council of Vatican II he already trigger it. This is a bold move (langkah berani) because on that time The Catholic Church still strong with maxim (pepatah): "Extra Ecclesiam nula salus" (Out of Church no salvation = Di luar Gereja tak ada keselamatan). We stop our discuss becuse   we arrive at church. We enter to church. I sit beside the girl. Our shoulder (bahu) touch one another. I try to enjoy it. I looking for idea to speak when homily on next afternoon on our Catholic group for next afternoon. I find it. I find frong song: "Utuslah Roh-Mu ya Tuhan dan jadi baru seluruh muka bumi...". I'm happy with this idea. I get the text of bible too. In Mother Therea church Father Wisnu,Pr and Father Kanis Rano, SVD lead the mass. This concelebrated (konselbrasi). When finsih mass, Alfred and friends want to go to Taman Sentosa to play futsal (futsal) to celebration mother Theresia protector of parish. We wait Mr. Nando. I call him. He still on the way. I wait enough long. Than he come. Mr. Leo angry because so long. "This child (Juan) that make so long. He is so slow. Than Juan entrance to church to follow development (pembinaan)   of Conformation (Krisma). When I wait Mr. Nando, I meet with Mr. Noel ( brother of one grandmother). "Please paly to home" he says. Than I meet Mr. Gusty Obes. He drive a car. Mr. Gusty is my senior when study at Ritapiret -f Maumere. He have car now while I'm not yet have it. When? May be on 2 or 3 years I success to get it. To get something need dream. I have dream to have car. Than we entrance car. Father Kanis, SVD, Alfred and friend and I   go to Taman Sentoso, the venue to play futsal. "We can turn here, uncle Nando. On Sunday can," Alfred says, but Nando not obey it. We turn so far at Kali Malang. Evidently Alfred is right. Evidently the car can turn at Taman Sentosa if want to entrance of Taman Sentosa. We drop Alfred and friend at Taman Sentosa. I remember my journey in last time when on foot from Taman Sentosa to   main road to get car. It is year 2002. It is my struggle of life. Than I stop at near gate of Cikarang Utama. Intrance to car. I get place on beside driver. Than the bus 45 start from Cikarang to Mall Metropolitan (MM) Bekasi. I pay Rp 7.000. I sleep on car. Than I use car 25. I pay Rp 4.000. At near Kranji Station the police still operation the motor cyclist that VIOLATING (MELANGGAR) TRAFFIC RULES. Since yesterday I saw them did it. I stop Pondok Ungu. I entrance to place of motor cycle car (penitipan motor). I pay Rp 6.000. I drive motor cycle. I buy vegetable (cucumber, tempeh, tomato, onion, flask (labu) with   price Rp 17.000. In Kampung Bogor, I see our neighbour from Ende. Thay still wait car. I invite them to join on motor cycle. My motor cycle almost rocking (goyang) because weight. In home I cook / fried tempeh. I mix with tomato. I peel (mengupas) red onion   than cut the tomato. Than I lunch. Mr. Egy come. Lucky he is just finish development of Confirmation Sacrament at Church of Saint Labertus. He gett wrap lunch from official there. I take a bath. Than prepare myself to join on Catholic prayer in Alfonsus I . The venue is at Mr. and Mrs Yunus with address Perum Griya Permata Indah Bloc C No. 39, near housing Harapan Mulya, North Bekasi. I borrow bible of Mr. Anto and Mrs Anto. They give it. We by the way. They can not join. I go alone. I ask 6 times to eople about this adress. Finally I find it. Mrs Yunus accept me. She is very friendly (ramah). "This palace (istana) is nive," I say praise (memuji). "This is new bulding. The old bulding we destroy than we build the new one, this building. I become the first people that arrive ther. We by the way. "I never see your wife," she says. "Yes, I'm still single no wife," I answer. "May I introduce with my family. She still dizziness (pusing) to find her partner. May I get your mobile phone?" She ask. Please you help me to recommendation the Catholic school in Harapan . My family want to move here. They looking for school." she says. "Please ask to JPS (John Paul School) or Cahaya Harapan," I say. The other Catholic people come. We by the way. Mr. Supri that lead pray come. I give reflection (renungan). Than we eat and eat cake. A women help me to wrap cake. I accept it. I bring it to security at JPS. I bring coffee to them. I see Mr. Karno and family come. They come to school. The Senior High School of JPS want to   out bond. They gathering at school. I read the news   on internet. Suddenly my PC off. I control to other PC. "Wow... the electric switch off for some PC and AC so can not on. I decide   move on to teacher room. I write on blog there.

Monday, June 9, 2014.
I have dream. The venue just as at Ntalung Pada, near Mr. Paul Habong's kiosk. I see some truck (oto Colt - on Manggarainese -). I see people in car - the car face to Golowelu) debat with Mr. Alex Maji. They want to fight. Just as Mr. Paul Habong or someone the others use cleaver (golok / parang) while Mr. Alex bring sickle (sabit). I come to Mr. Paul to avoid fight (perkelahian). Lucky the fight can avoid. ** What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

I have dream. The dream about our garden of Nderu at Wela,Manggarai. The Garden of Nderu is cofee garden. Before it garden of taro (talas),cassava (singkong), potato tatas (ubi tatas). The part of garden ie broken because erotion and flood from river near Mr. Titus Wagut garden.Than We check east limit that limit with Mr. Fidelis Bagus /Mr.Titus Wagut. The limit is broken and not straight / crooked (bengkok). In center (lodok) we see jus as have people want to disturb our garden and us. We go to near path of walk. Than I aware. ** For sometimes I dream about this garden (Nderu).

Wednesday, June 11, 2014 - sleep in Wisma Indah - Cisarua Puncak - Bogor, West Java
I have dream. I just in Jakarta. I use bus. The bus by pas fly over. The walk / road is tarnish (becek) on under fly over / under pass. I stop. I come to   building that so simple. I put my bag /plastic that content material that already I buy. I see some people around it. Suddenly my bag / plastic lose. I suspect the people that around there. I want to accuse (menuduh) them. A couple men and women open the door. They want to force (memaksa) me to entrance. I reject (tolak) it.

*Before it have dream that my main vital organ is on.

*I just as go to road at Jakarta, just as around Matraman / Calender / Jatinegara, Jakarta. I see the police and the volunteers (relawan) manage the vehicle in road. When the bus I I use turn direction, I see Manggarai people still play CACI - Manggarai traditioal dance - use Manggarai customm nas accesories. I see for moment. They use Songke - Manggarai traditional cloth. "This is exhibition (pameran) of Manggarai culture," I say in my heart. The Manggarai people often do this activity.

** In last night my sleep not so sound (nyenyak). I sleep accompany the students (Juan, Philbert, Christian, Jonantahn / Jojo, Yohanes Derda - . They are so noisy. I hold the key of door. They open window to exit. Athough not sound (nyenyak) I still have dram. "Wow.... sir, you are lose than students. The student get up on 05.00 while you are not get up too," he says. "thank you Derda. May be I get up on 07.30 am. Than I take a bath. I go to meeting room. We are breakfast. We eat fried   rice, acid vegetables. We eat while watch television of TV one about President Election of Campaign. TV One campaign and pro Prabowo.

Thursday, June 12, 2014.
I have dream.
Father Flory, SVD, Mr. Alex and I go to one place. We arrive on river. The river very dirty (yellow). I jumpon store at river. We arrive on deep part. I swim there. I success to swim. I can handle the part that have strong stream (arus). Than I come tpbig stone. Weby the way. Seldom I afraid to swim on strong stream part area. ** What meaning this dream if I compare with my health? I wake up to go to toilet (the time about 04.00).
Than I sleep again. I have the other dream. I just as in Wela. I meet Mr. Edu Sanor. Than Mr. Hila come. Mr. Hila just as come from forest to take fire wood. May be we discuss forest area that take by government after some years take by society / village peoples. Now government take over (ambil alih) it. Than I ware, get up, take a bath than start to school.

**

Friday, June, 13 2014

I have dream. I just as entrance presbytery (pastoran). I entrance a path while call the name of priest. The priest evidently not sleep yet. I meet just as Father Robert Pelita, Pr. The location just as at Rumah gendang Wela, my house. From house we see on toilet. We just as see some boys of adult, include Rinus. We make issue about them. Rinus' father is the    a man that have black magic.
** Than the situation just as change.
The venue just as in Brasil. We just as visit Brasil to watch soccer of Word Cup. I see a people play foot ball on field (padang) that have buffalo and cow / cattle (sapi). They play football while dribble among the cattle. The cattle move / run too.
We see on the sloping ground (tanah miring). We see Brasil people play there. Wow... the Brasil people play football on this area (sloping ground). They still enthusiasm to do this. On the other side of mountain we see the nature of Brasil that just as at Flores / Manggarai. While we enjoy, Mr. Alex Madji come. He sale the cake. We start become enterpreneurship. He give the cake but shy to say how many the price / cost.
** Evidently, on this morning open ceremony and open first match, Word Cup. First Match, Brasil vs Kroatia. Mr. Jack and Mr. Egy watch it. Brasil win. I get disturb of sleep. I can not get up. I don't want mortgage (menggadaikan) my health for soccer. My health more important than soccer. Than I get up early. I take a bath, breakfast than start to school.
** I mistake and careless (teledor). I forget my motor cycle key   on motor cycle while I'm already sleep. Lucky Mr. Vian come late, see and take it than put on table in house. For some times I careless. Be carefully, Franc.

" Ms Bernie complain to me because so slow to give information about student of best the ICT Lesson. Yes, I'm seem so slow. Include to move (place of work, chair / table in school). Faster, Franck.
My princip slow but sure, but can   faster and exact? I think need to move on. Fast and exact.

Saturday, June 14, 2014
I have dream. We start from home of VMG to JPS use my motor cycle. Mr. Jack drive motor cycle. I'm ride (bonceng) on back. At Horse Sculpture (Patung Kuda) of Aralia, we get accident because a women / girl by pass while there is car that can opposite of us. Mr. Jack try to avoid of this women and car. We fall down. I help to rise up the motor cycle. I'm not get accident. Whai is meaning of this dream?

Today in JPS Graduation (wisuda) of top level for KG - Primary - JHS - SHS -. We handle it. Today I have to jooin on Ms Deby - JPS administrator staff - that merried today and make party at Kelurahan Cakung Timur, Jakarta Timur. I go back to home. I meet Mr. Egy and Mr. Jack. "We go to place sale of ticket of bus. Mr. Jack exit from JPS," Mr. Egy says in gate blok B. Than I go on. "In school at last morning I hear Mr. Jack debate with parent's student. After graduation of KG - Primary Mr. Ivan - Education Director - call Mr. Jack. "Today the Foundation decide you out from here," he says. They discuss. Mr. Jack ask his salary. Mr. Ivan give it. Than Mr. Jack an Mr. Egy go home.
In home I call Mr. Robert to ask Mr. Philipus. "We are at Saint Carolus to mourn (melayat) Dyan's father that pass away today." he says. I shock. "Wow... may be this mean of this dream," I say in my heart. Than Mr. Jack go to Jogyakarta by bus. I clean my dress, take a bath than go to school again.

Sunday, June 15, 2014.
I sleep at Wisma 25, Cempaka Putih Barat.   I sleep at Rony's room than on 05.00 am I get up than sleep at Mr. Ino's room while watch soccer,Italia vs England, 2-1for winning of Italy.

I have dream. I just   as holiday at home of Rumah Gendang Wela. When I entrance to home, I see father Yakobus Babur (Kobus Laluk) sleep sit down in near main door on area of Mr.Stanis Nami.He is folding legs (melipat kaki) on mat (tikar). He is talking but I don't catch his speak.

Monday, June 16, 2014 - sleep at VMG not remember the dream.
Tuesday, June 17, 2014 - sleep at Sapu Lidi cottage (pondok) at Lembang Bandung - no remember dream.

Dream during holiday and Travel Java - Flores, 19 -24 Juni 2014 Flores Java , 3 - 6 June 2014, please see later

Dream:

June 21, 2014. On bus of Karina – Ketapang Harbour – Banyuwangi - east Java:

Wet dream:

Kiss with Teti – I twice kiss her. When I get up I know that I’m get wet dream.

June 26, 2014:

I have dream. I by pass place that muddy (becek) . I by pass on foot. Than I use motor cycle. I’m worry to by pass the muddy (becek) place. I meet with Mr. Samuel (Nuel).

July 4 (Friday), 2014.
Mr. Hendrik and his families ( Ms Ida, Tino, Fian) and I come from Manggarai - Flores to Jajarta at Java island. We use Tilong ship until Benoa harbor Bali. Than we use transport (angkutan) to Ubung terminal. About price, we deal Rp 30.000 per people. We stop at road to take money at BCA ATM. We arrive at Ubung. Lucky still available bus Rasa Sayang to Jakarta. We agree to use this bus. For the first I use this bus during traveling holiday Java - Sumbawa/ Flores. We emtrance. We start from Ubung terminal at 19.00 am. "The broker (calo) of the other bus say to us the Rasa Sayang will start at middle night. Evidently it is hoax (tipuan) in order to no use that bus but use their bus. The bus start. We eat at Restaurant RM Kawi - The Moslem Restaurant. Than we start again. We arrive at Gili Manuk queue to cross to Ketapang, Banyuwangi, East Java harbor. There I feel the Ferry ship oscillated (terombang - ambing) by wave. On bus that on Ship I have dream. I touch my teeth of front. It is rocking (goyang). Than I touch it. On near base of teeth it is very thin (tipis). I decide to break (patahkan) it. What means this dream? When arrive at Jakarta, I call Mr. Largus, my brother of law to ask the meaning of dream. "If have   familiesthat dream means the child is die," he says. But if not, what means of it?
(Rewrite on August 9, 2014 - at JPS).

Dream, July 11, 2014
I sleep at VMG. I sleep alone because Mr. Egy still holiday and leave. I have dream. The situation just as at home, may be at Jakarta. I just as go back holiday from Wela. I bring fish of Kencara, special fish from   Manggarai Flores. My brother and I collect on one home. Mr. Leksi ask to fried fish of Kencara. It is contract house, only one floor.
In the morning I get up. I cook rice. I start to school. I arrive at 06.46' at school. I late 1 minute. I'm regret. Yesterday I late too. May be arrive on 06.50 am. Please improve yourself, Franck.

Dream July 15, 2014
I have dream. The condition at just as at Lasang just as disorderly (kacau), just people that support Jokowi - JK    and Prabowo - Hatta - candidate of President presevere (ngotot) win. The the supporter just as want to kill one another. The situation just as tense (cekam). Lucky not kill one anoother. Why I have bad dream? May be express situation of my soul that still isck because stomachache since Sunday, July 13, 2014.

Dream. July 16-17, 2014.
I go to the garden at Mbarang. In wae Dam I meet with Mr. Anton Epong - Mr. Lius Beong families. They move to Mr. Philipus Asong's garden. I go on. In former garden of Mr. Gaba Ngatul that already sale to Mr. Wilem Waru than sale to Mr. Paskalis Jemanu I find the bird / kock on up my head. I'm lucky now," I say in my heart. I take it. Than I see on the place have the other bird / kock / chicken. "May be the chicken is include of.......(penangkaran). I'm mistake when I take one.

Dream July, Sunday, July 20, 2014.

I just as at one place at top. I see some place. May be Coal village. I see some villages I just as with mother Paulina Gawut. I just as see the village at margin of river. On Manggarainese be named malok.

With this dream I can remember the other place on dream just as by pass place just as at Pel - Tiling East Manggarai. I just as imagine artificial cave of mother Mary. I just as see the walk / street way.
The other dream that I can remember that i just as by pass street just as to one village, may be go to Kotok / Kolang village.

July 22, 2014

..............................................................(i forget this dream. I forget to direct write on hp). I looking for the dream on long time. My brain not connet again with this dream. I don't know when it can connect again.May be I can remember it.May be I find it.

I only remember the part of   dream.

I meet with my classmate at Major Seminary - Mr. Ferry Niki, Mr. Hendrikus Maju. They are from Ngada and Nagekeo. I try to believe (yakinkan) Mr. Hendrik Maju because I see him just as forget the friends. I astonish and not confident (yakin) why he forget the class mate.

July 22, 2014
I sleep at afternoon on 17:00. I have dream. I and some people walk at rock (batu cadas) at near river. I success by pass there. Imagined (terbayang) on my brain and mind the big river that by pass big stone that I by pass there. I bring the stick (tongkat) to measure the place. When I arrive to the place   that I afraid (big water by pass big stone) actually the reality not just as it. I can by pass easy there. I see a place. I just as walk together Mr. Rony. I explain to him, may be about buffalo or Nggerang. Than he correct my explainit to me. Than I aware. I get up to cook vegetable for supper.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014.
I have dream. The location just as at Rasi / Ngelek / Wae Wela - Wela, my village. From Wae Wela i just see to near Ngelek / Rasi area. That place that no use, now already be slashed (ditebas) than fire to become new garden. I go to there. We by pass river that have water. I see the water. On my imagined (bayangan) that the water not clean because come from village, Wela. Than I come to Cunca Wela. At up of Cunca I see plan that people manage. It is just as park with the same tree on many kinds / type. It seem nice of scenery. I see it than go on. I see Mr. Beny Jelami and Mr. Thomas mbembok do something. They seem enjoy. I shy to join because I'm not familiar with them. I feel that I stay at Wela while thay stay at Golowelu. Than I meet with Mr. Stanis Bandur. Evidently he owner the park tree. "Please set nicely. This place can become turism place . I imagine if Wela become destination turism than Cunca Wela become water fall it is destination turism place than people can come to visit it, Wela people can get benefit from it. Mr. Stanis Bandur, Mr. Hendrik Aron and I discuss about it. I see Mabru Gendang children too.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

I have a dream.
I remember at bath room when I see my dress. I remember my dream is I touch the yarn (benang) of trousers (celana panjang). The yarn regardless (terlepas)   of clothing (pakaian). I stay with someone but I forget who is he / she.

Wednesday, July 30, 2014
I have dream. I walk near river that have water. I just as walk use stomach. I just as sure that I can fly to cross the river.
** I see sea. There is the big wave. I see boat that move by wave. The water of wave is dirty. The other people ask to entrance the boat to cross the sea but I suggest to wait the big wave stop than start to cross. I still on my establishment. Than I aware. I get up than go to toilet.

Thursday, July 31, 2014
I have dream. I join on holy mass at Golowelu. I arrive late when almost finish homily. I see Father Marselus Juanda, Pr and Father Marsel Agot, SVD lead mass. Than Mr. Egy come late too. I see him so tall. I just as bring pillow to church. The church still renovation.
** The other dream.
My friend - Mr. Jack Sila - come to home at VMG. Lucky Mr. Harnoto already go back. In last night Mr. Harnoto visit me and sleep at my rent house. When Mr. Jack come, Mr. Harnoto already get up than go back ho his rent house. I give Mr. Jack's blanket (selimut) to use by Mr. Harnoto.
Today I get up late. May be at 08.00 am

Friday, August 1, 2014
I have dream. It 's about my family. I meet mother Regina. I remember my experience when I still child and primary - JHS and SHS level. May be it show my develop of soul. I dialog with mom. I ask her expereince and feel after left by fathher Gaspar that already pass away. "You father have hope to build relation with family at Todo. They are have skin of white," mother say. May be mother have hope to connect relation with marriage with family in Todo area. In Manggarainese be mentioned tungku (cross cousin). I get wed dream on this moment." I'm still get menstruation," mother said. I touch her body.
** The other dream. I just as at Jakarta, just as at Kampung Melayu. I see Father Flory, SVD entrance public car (transport). He entrance alone without accompany by family. I feel not good whereas I can help to delivery him. Than I come to just as market. The market still desrted (sepi) because the merchant (pedagang) and seller (penjual) that sale (menjual) the material juust as vegetable, rice, etc not arrive yet or already tidy up their material of sale. I see seller that sale yam (bengkuang). I want to buy it. I like yam (bengkuang).
** The other dream: I just as holiday, may be at Lembor or Terang. I come to field of paddy (sawah). I see Rila - Leksi's sister -. I see Mr. Hila. I se Mr. Hila walk in bund (pematang) of paddy. May be because slippery (licin) he fall down to paddy (sawah). The food that he ring get mud and dirty water. I help. I see the food already mix dirty water. What means this dream?. Today I get up late. May be at 08.00 am

Saturday, August 2, 2014

I available at one place just as at warehouse (gudang). There I see the parent students. He is Cecil - Fany - Marvel's father. He still control work of his friend / employee (karyawan). Just as the employees not accept with humble (rendah hati) the instruction of the employer (majikan). They are debate than almost fight use machete (parang). The machete almost ready to use. They hold it. Than I interrupt (menyela). I call" Lae..., lae.... no need to fight. Please talk or discus nicely. (Lae - Batak language - means brother ). They follow my suggestion. They leave their machete (parang). They hear me. The fight to killer one another can avoid.
** The other dream:
Climb on big stone - just as at Nua Rutung. I success until top. I together the other, include Mr. Martinus Ntalbot, my older cousin. "Please carefully because beside of this stone is steep (terjal) ravine (jurang). My hand only touch the top of stone. I'm not dare (brave) to go up than stand up on top of stone, afraid fall down.
I just as hear story of the other brother, Mr. Festo about the dry tree that growth up at the side of   steep ravine (jurang terjal ) of stone. The people just as put rope on top on dry tree so fall down at Lewur's paddy (sawah) while the rod (batang) and root (akan) still on the steep ravine stone. I imagine the Lewur paddy with rice that still green nicely.

(Riki rakat tuke watu ngampang   neho awo nua Rutung. Manga hia Kae Timus Ntalbot. Rantang aku te wegi eta lobo watu ai ngangpang ndajar supu main. Denge tobo diha Fesyo, one ngampang ndajar hitu manga haju. Matay ga. Dango haju hitu. Mai ata poto/ karet le wase. Hanang lobon kanang ata kempuk, loda wa sawa data lebur. Pu' eta ngampang ndajar kin. Sawa data lebur reme lebo wojad).

** The other dream:
I walk on top of house at guttering (talang air) and tile (genteng). The tile color is red and very nice. It is home just as at village but it is good house.

What means of this dream?

August 5, 2014,

We just as gather. Mr. Egy and family, Mr. Robert and Mr. Ino, Mr. Alex and family present too. We just as gather at front of Mr. Philipus house at Wela. I’m shame because only Welo tribes (suku) that prepare the food, without my participation.

Dream:

August 5, 2014,

Than we just as traveling. We use car? Just as there is animal (snake) that ……..(menghalangi) our travel with stand up front us. The snake just as against with us. Just as Mr. Beny or Mr. Hila beside me. The snake against Mr. Hila / Mr. Beny. I move to left. Just as I bring tree (stick?).   I use it to ….(menahan) strike of snake. I use it to protect ourselves from snake strike. Than Mr. Beny or Mr. Hila ……(memukul) it.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

I get up early because disturb of sleep. May be I get up on 02.30 am. I take my mobile phone. I see the menu to set time but fail to get it. I success to delete the image on camera. The image that I take two years ago I delete for some pictures. I success to do it. Because open menu of camera, mobile phone law batteray whereas it the new batteray that I buy Rp 45.000 at Kampung Bogor (near road and edge road). I try to charge (cas) of battery. Than I sleep again. The cock (rooster = ayam) already crows (berkokok). I'm still yawn (menguap) that sign sleepy (mengantuk). So I sleep again. I have dream. I just as meet my former friend of teacher at JPS. She is JPS teacher. She just as want to split (berpisah) with us. She goodbye (pamit) to me. On that time I touch her. I kiss her. Our body touch one another. Wow.... evidently I get wet dream. From my penis exit sperm. This is erotic dream. Than I get up. I take a bath.

With this dream   I can dream the other dream.
I just as on one place just as at underpass. On near under pass there is street / path. We effort to by pass the path. I success reach at top. I find the way just at at village.

The other dream that I remember that I remember dream by pass the village just as at desert. I find a home just as the people that I know. Just as there have "Compang: altar to make sacrifice of custom event".

The other dream that I remember that I just as by pass up of Lewur village. There just as have villa / cottage (pondok). I come to there. Beside villa have the rice (paddy) that still growth up with green color of leaf.

The other dream:

I remember when I want to Lewur. Just as the car that I want to use at Waning / Wohe place. We can see Lewur village from there.

The other dream that remember this time:

We by pass way. I see the ravine. Lucky, I'm not fall down to ravine (jurang).

Thursday, August 7, 2014

I just as traveling with my brothers (Mr. Hila, Mr. beny). We just as use transport (bemo). When stop I pay the cost of transport with sum Rp 10.000. I take money from my pocket. May be I exit Rp 15.000. The driver want to get it while the cost only Rp 10.000. I'm angy because he seem greedy (rakus = ; vulturine = rakus; edacious = lahap; rapacious= tamak). I'm big angry to him because it.

Friday, August 8, 2014

I'm just as arrive on a dam. I come with my friend and my family, include Ms Ina (Angelo's mother) and her mom. They want to swim. Ms Ina fall down to dam. She just as sink (tenggelam). I want to save (menyelamatkan) her. I jump plunge (terjun) to dam. I can swim. I optimism can swim. I' very happy because success to do it. I save. But I don't see Ms Ina. Ms Ina just as sink to base dam. The base dam seem dirty.
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The other dream:
We just as discuss about JPS students. Mr. Tinus join too. We discuss about student attitude and opinion. "According to me we can study from student's opinion. We can thanksgiving to their idea / opinion," I say when I talk.
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The other dreams:
I see Rumah Gendang. I see on north side (our part). It is already have wall (tembok). I see flower. The toilet already be dismantled (dibongkar). This toilet is general toilet   that use by Mbaru Gendang people, Mbaru kopo people and Mr. Bartolo Ngapuk family. I remember Mr. Beny said to unloading / dismantled it. The   pumpkin already move to back of home. It's seem tidy.

"What means this dream? May be about situation next time. On August 8, 2014, I join on meeting. I give suggest about Watch that almost all broken at each classes so difference set of time, make can not on time to start / close the lesson. Than I happy that when I in put file on SISTER of JPS i get some file from Mr. Egy and Mr. Aloy. I success to do / make some project, include project Primary 1 and semester program for Primary 6. I'm success to edit it. Ms Lidya remember me today about my task that not finish yet. I do on afternoon to do about it. I success do it. Thank you Lord. May be it is meaning the dream. "The activity of soul precede (mendahului) body.

Saturday, August 9, 2014 - No remember the dream.

Sunday, August 10, 2014 -Re remember nicely the dream
I have dream.
I hear information about Wela's people especially Mr. Antonius' (Nius) wife. She work at Coal as assistence teacher. She is become assitance teacher at Coal Primary (SDK Coal).

What means of this dream?

Evidently, in afternoon   I call my senior brother, Mr. Beny. We talk include Mr. Nius's wife that get rice of government support from government (Beras BLT) in Manggarai Barat whereas she already move to Manggarai regency.

The soul activity precede (prelude = mendahului) the body activity. The soul lead the body.

Than i just as remember situation on our family:

My brother John alredy long not go back to village to hollyday. He go back on Juny 2006 when father Gaspar's festivity (feast= kenduri; banquet =perjamuan).

Monday, August 11, 2014

I'm not remember the dream    today.

August 17, 2014

Mimpi renep - am poti ase kae diha Hrnt, ai toko no’ hia wie ho’. Am sala toko kole gaku tara nipi da’t. Hrnit du hitu toko no’.

August 19, 2014

Dream about swim at dirty water. I can swim but the water is dirty. I doubt to can swim. I fall down to river, evidently I can swim. My stomach down.

What mean this dream? This dream almost same dream on Friday, August 8, 2014

August 21, 2014

I have dream. Mr. Gusti Jata - teacher at TRK of Wela want to woo (meminang) or apply (melamar) Ms Fin, Mr. Linus Laho's daughters. I open voice to give entrance that it is not good because they still on one tribes is Nua. On Manggarai Culture it is forbidden to merrird on one / same tribe.
What means of this dream?

August 22, 2014
I have a dream. The location at Lembor. We just as go to Reweng Parish. We come from Wae Nakeng direction. When arrive at   branch to Reweng parish / area the bus that we use turn to right. "We by pass the village. The Reweng Church seem on long place. We arrive there (Church)."Evidently this church not very long from Wae Nakeng," I say. Than I just gather on group people that want to join on an activity.

(NB: This dream I can remember again after about 6 hours . I rember   on 10.35 am when teach Primary 1A. When I ask students to presentation in front of class, suddenly this idea (dream) come to my brain. In order to not lose, I write on work book of paper score. In afternoon I transfer to this blog.)

Sunday August 24, 2014
I have dream. I hear a girl tell her experience just as she and her friend (boy) collect friend to match to become friend life (darling)."My friend collect his friend to match with me, include Arnold Lajar," she say. Now, she darling with Arnold Lajar. ** The other dream I forget.

Monday, August 25, 2014
I have dream. May have more than one dream but only one dream that I remember. I just as at Bangka garden of Wela Manggarai. I hold three chicken. One chicken (kock and little) become partridge (ayam hutan). This cock fast growth and change become partridge. Mother of Regina let (membiarkan)   it. I save one chicken. I

What mean this dream?

August 26,27,28, , 2014 - no remember the dream

August 29 , 2014 - there are 3 parts dream that already I write on mobile hp but that eraser because Hp is broken about tripit. I service hp at Kampung Bogor (front gate of VMG). Mey be my memry can remember this dream. Unfortunately (sayang) if forget
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August 30, 2014
I have the dream on early morning. I just as join on worship / pray the Christian people. Just as ecumenical (ekumene). Seem a people as may be pastor (pendeta) want to meet the worship. This is just as worship of thanksgiving because success on life. "This is thanksgiving for John" the pastor said while the other official and people start to sing the Christian songs. From back door just as some women that debat / fight. There are people that mediate their debate /fight. The men people hit / beat (memukul) a women that may be trouble maker.
On this pray, there is part the Manggarai tradition custom of give food to ancestor:" Teing hang kolang". There is give ritual offering is egg at Lobo and para. I hear the spokesman of custom say:....watu wara"

What means of dream.

August 31, 2014
I have dream. The location at Rawa Indah. I drive motor cycle from home of VMG. After bridge of Kampung Bogor / intersection, I meet a women that fall down at road. He just as shy because fall down. She still try to rise up. She bring vegetable to sale. She is business women of vegetable at Bogor village / Intersection.

So many dream on last night but only this I remember.

September 1, 2014
I have dream.
I am at Wela ay yard of Rumah Gendang. My position on north direction. On south I see Mr. Kembos, Ms Lilu's grandfather. Mr. Kembos say to me: "How are you. If you ar not breakfast, please come," he invite me. May be his daughter, Mr. Wia Wawung already cook yam (ubi).
Note: Mr Kembos already die. On this dream I get voice the die people talk to me.

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The other dream.
The situation just as Golowelu. May be the recent finish celebration on Church and want to holiday. May be I seem lazzy . tired, want to relax, no need to hurry up to go back to village / home. In near Ms Selvy - Dedy / Stanis Duli house I walk to village. I sing a song Kokoronotomo, Japanese song. Wow.....

September 2, 2014
I have a dream. Just as I 'm a a field of soccer. There are bishop and priest there. They want to show their idea about humanism. Just as the government give pressing the the people so the leader of church   defend (membela) them. The defenders (pembela) of government just there too. The situation just as tense (tegang). The bishop say very carefully. He use dress general dress not use special dress. Than the bishop stop speech. The prieast advanced it. The bishop want to go back to home of church. May be he get intimidation. I try to accompany to save and defend (bela) him. Than I hear the priest just as fainting (pingsan) because "power" (black magic) government. ****
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Than I go to one place. Just as it dormitory (asrama) of women and boys of junior school. I by pass path. Than I by pass dormitory of women. I see the bath room. I see their dress still soak (rendam)
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My soul just as arrive at a place. Just as at Cancar with paddy (sawah) of spiderweb of Cancar. I find it   the Weol / Cara place of sand of source. I see just as so steep (curam). I go to near. I see Golo Weol. I imagine it far. I see the big hole because sand excavation (penggalian). Evidently it near me. I'm afraid.
I see a man than still excavation of sand. The sand seem white. Than the river come by pass the sand. The people fast to take the sand stone that enough big to dry place.

***
Than my soul arrive at one place. Just as our family go to Karot - lelak. I see my aout - Tua ended Len. She work looking for yam (ubi). Just as to our souvenir to Wela. I see a paddy. Just as finish plant of rice (padi). We by the way. Just see invite us to go to home. In paddy I see buffallo. Evidently horses. There are two horses. It is disturb of rice that still plant. I drive (mengusir) and dispels (menghalau) it. The horse still want to fight wiyh aunt. I want to help aunt. The horse go. Than I see just as my uncle Mr. Rofinus . But the people call "ine tua". I think my grand mother of Ine Tua" at Lasang. I see my sister Sr. Sophy come from opposite. She bring basket (keranjang). We go to Karot for moment. We want to visit our family to get their grace (nabit - /wae ilur - Manggrainese). We want to repect the others (family) of mother.

What is meaning of dream? How about my grand mother at Lasang?

September 3, 2014 - not remember the dream

September 4, 2014 - not remember the dream

September 5, 2014

I have a dream.

Just as have competition between staff at JPS,but just as there is peculiarities (keanehan, keganjilan = anomaly). Just as have my friend Mr. Kosmas Hariman,Pr, my classmate when junior school and when seminary at Ritapiret. He jsut as complain why the position (jabatan) of vice principal not to him whereas according letter from Mr. Karno - JPS HRD , 2012- Juni 2014 - he got it. He complain.

** Only it part of the dream that I remember of many dreams tonight. I remember this on bathroom. There is something that become trigger (pemicu) to remember.

September 6, 2014

I have a dream. Just as I and mom of Regina traveling to Java. We are on the way. We are just as transit from Ferry boat / ship to bus. The situation just as at Sape harbour /harbor (port = pelabuhan). I seem relaxed (santai). We just as search car to continue our journey.

Just as at Lombok Island

In the other place just as want to entrance terminal I see just as market. I see people sale the dress and food. Just as there is desire to me to buy dress but than my conscience (suara hati) say: "The dress just as this enough much at Jakarta," I say in my heart. I see a common people the couple still sale the food (culinary). They make the furnace(tungku) fire on street (road). The women (wife) of man make / cook the food. Just as she cook food with enough oil. She cook food with enough / high fat (lemak). Than I see the mother Regina come. She bring salt fish on one plate.

I just as compare the people character. There are Flores people (Manggarai, Bajawa, Ende, Sikka- Maumere). I just as proud to my island. "The Flores people not deceitful (culas) and savage (biadab) just as people here that liar (pembohong), fraudsters (penipu), squeezer (pemeras). This dream may be base on my reality when I dealing (berhadapan) with thug (preman) at Mataram, Bima and Sape. Their act (ulah) that squeeze (memeras) make me angry and antipathy (antipati).

** The other dream: forget.

September 7, 2014

I have dream. I just as traveling, not clear at Bekasi or at one village. Just as on a village at foothills (kaki bukit). I just as stop near yellow house. Than I on foot. I arrive at home. I just as see a people, just as Tarsi Janggal, my classmate when junior and senior school at Saint Kalaus Kuwu. He open the lamp at house. There is neighbor too that ever help me. It's neighbor at Vila Mutiara Gading, Bekasi. He talk to his wife about Islam eduacation. Just as have seminar. This neighbor near, dealing (berhadapan).
**
In the other place of dream just as I see and meet my tribes people of Flores (Maumere, Flores Timur). I see a girls. They are Mr. Mans (Mety's husband) and Santy )?). I ask them to fried fish. They do it. Mr. Mans mix fish with egg and long carrot. I just as not interest with it. I just as ill fill with their act (ulah). Than there are someone come. Evidently he is priest. May be parist priest (pastor paroki) ther. I hear he celebrate birthday today. "HBD today," I say to him.
** There is Mr. Fidelis Bagus come. Just as have family that come from Malaysia. He got information when arrive at Wela that there is people that die. They crying. May be just as when Mr. Ferry come from Malaysia in last June 2014. Than I see Mr. Philipus Jeharut. I want to discard the trash of banana skin. I throw (melempar) it to trash bin . Evidently it is front Mr. Domi Jaru and his wife Mar..... I'm not god feel to them. I take it. I see them. They are not speak. I know that they already die. I see Mr. Philipus Jeharut entrance to cottage (pondok) of reeds (alang-alang). Just it own of Mr. Gabriel Ngatul.

Monday, September 8, 2014

No dream - sleep disturb because mosquito - I'm stress. Mosquito strike to   ear make me can not sleep. I get up wear olive oil (minyak zaitun). Than I on the .....oil to drive mosquito. I can sleep but almost morning. I don't know have dream or no.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014 - no remember the dream

Wednesday, September 10, 2014 - no remember the dream

Thursday, September 11, 2014 - no remember the dream

On one day on this   week I have dream. I see my family . I see grandmother of Wihelmina - stay at Lasang, Kolang - . I see our family - Mother of Regina, Mr. Hila and their the end son, George.

Friday, September 12, 2014.
I have dream.
Just as we collect of family. I meet with uncle (' tua') Paulus Jalu. "Please entrance to seminary again, just as Mr. Valens Dulmin," he says. "Wait and see. I'm still finiish my lecture of Philosophy Magister" I say.
The other situation:
The situation just as at monastery (biara) of OFM. I see Father Vinsen Darmin Mbula, OFM take fruit at freezer. It is self service.

What means this dream?

Saturday, September 13, 2014.
I have dream. I just as on one place. May be on village but don't know on whose home. I just as host / entertain (menjamu) Father Bernard Raho, SVD, He is Director of Ledalero Philosophy Institute. Just as rain out home, while Father Bernard want to go back. He plan use taxy. "It is good if can join with the other brother   that want to go out too.
** On one place, in beside kitchen, I see someone. May be family. I embrace (peluk) with her. I see mother Regina. I see Sandy just as carrying (menggendong) baby. "Mother Regina that suggest it," he said. We collect just as have party.

What is meaning of this dream?

Evidently my grandmother, Wihelmina was die in Lasang on last week. I rember my dream that see grandmother Wihelmina at Lasang. Evidently on this week she pass away. Grandmother   pass away on Tuesday, September 9, 2014? Please check again.

I hear this information when my brother Mr. John come to visit me at VMG Bekasi, Sunday, September 14, 2014. "We try to contact you but can not," he says. "Sorry, my mobile phone broken, still repair," I say.

Sunday, 14 September 2014 - I have dream but I forget it. Seldom want to seem on memory but than lose again.

Monday, 15 September 2014

I have dream. Just as have animal (buffalo / horse / cow) that rope (ikat) ooposite the road / way. It is dangerous because can make difficult to car / motor cycle that by pass there. (Only this part that I remember about my dream today).

Monday, 16 September 2014 - no remember

Monday, 17 September 2014 - no remember

Monday, 18 September 2014 - no remember

Monday, 190 September 2014 - no remember - Sukabumi - retret

Monday, 20 September 2014 - no remember - Sukabumi - retret

Monday, 21 September 2014 - no remember

I have dream : Just as - I hear information that the priest of Flory Laot, OFM have child on one place. This is isssue

Than I can remember the other dream. Just as the location at garden of Mr. Bone Kaso at Tobok. We see the water. I show to the others that The spring this water near Mr. Bernadus Bakal families and Mr. Linus Laho families house. So the water may be not so clean. (I can remember this dream on   September 21, at 23:00).

Monday, 22 September 2014 -

I have dream. We just as travel to one place. Mother Regina and I did it. In one place, Mother Regina said to me about one place that become former (bekas) place of lived of deceased (departed = late, =almarhum) of Father Gaspar. Please you see. A place that have 2 leaf of taro (keladi). It is your father lived place in last time. I see it after try to see accurate. I find it. Just as we see from opposite (seberang) river and enough long. Just as we see   villages at Ndoso area, we see just as from Wela. I see the taro leaf (daun). I'm moved (terharu). I remember Father Gaspar.
****
In the other place. We just on one place. On sloping (landai / miring) land. We see just as people. First we doubt it devil. when near, evidently is Profesor Magnis Suseno, SJ. I introduce him to mother of Regina. He is my lecturer at STFD.

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

I have dream. The situation at near Mr. Beny Jelami - my oldest boy brother - house. Just as there is dirty water. I want to go to Mr. Tinus Ntalbot house at Ntalung Pada.

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

I have dream. I forget my dream.

Thursday, 25 September 2014

I have dream. I   meet Mr. Nando, my brother in one place in Jakarta. May be in his rent of house. We talk. "May be you finish and graduation on this month (September 2014)," I hope to him. I want to borrow book for lecture affairs (matter = urusan) at STFD. Only this dream that I remember among so manu dream.

Friday, 26 September 2014

I have dream. It is about performance (pertunjukan) of kindergarten student of JPS. Ms Verra Tandanu - lead the students to show. (Only it that I remember than so many dream on last night). ------------*** In school today, we discus about performance of Nusantara for fill Youth Pledge Day (Hari Sumpah Pemuda).

Saturday, 27 September 2014

I have dream. I meet former teacher is Mr. Alex Budi Baik. I shake hand with me. He already forget me. I introduce my name to him.
(Only it that I remember than so many dream on last night). Before it during 26 - 27 I open Facebook want to see progress of Saint Claus - Kuwu Happy Anniversary of 25 years. May be because this, the soul catch it so show on dream.

Sunday, 28 September 2014

I have dream. I meet with Father Frans Adi,Pr. He was our former leader of hostel (dormitory = asarama) when junior high school at St. Klaus Kuwu, Manggarai - Flores. Just as on hallways. I shake hand with him.

I remember just as Meet my borther in law, Mr. Yoseph Nagong (Bobong) . I just as not familiar (akrab) to him.

Monday, 29 September 2014

I have dream.
I just as available on one place. Just as at mountains (pegunungan). I see water and river. I see my brother, Mr. Rony and Festo take a bath. This environment just as at my village," I say in my heart.

I see one people. He still set himself. He set the importan tool of body to up so not just as erection. It is seem so long. There is hair beside it. He is handsome boy.

I remember the other dream: Just as arrive on cliff (tebing). I stuggle to handle it.
We just as with the other people.

Tuesday, 30 September 2014
I have dream. I just as present at Kuwu, at    dining room that we use use when Junior High School. Just as lunch. There are people that increase the food. May be because hungry or because delicious. I do it too. I take but not eat it. Just as we by pass staircase (tangga) to go to kitchen. Only this dream that I catch of than so many dream on last night.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014 - forget the dream

Thursday, October 2, 2014 - forget the dream

Friday, October 3, 2014 - forget the dream

Saturday, October 4, 2014

I have dream. I just at Wela Golowelu - Satarara - Suka area. I just as go to one place. I drive motor cycle. I just as remember my oldest brother, Mr. Beny. Just as he went to his garden to harvest of coffee. I meet Mr. Ben - Mr. Martinus Mero's boy child - at Satarara. I see old house. The rain come. I come to the old house. The roof use reeds (alang-alang).
*** What means this dream?
I have dream - in early morning -
I just as in one place. I see the paddy (sawah) with rice (pady) that yellow. The harvest season almost come. The paddy at hillside (lereng bukit). There are forest too. It's nice view. "This is same with Wae Wela," I say to my brother, Mr. John. Than on one place I just want to discuss with the other people. Just as Islam (Moslem) people. Nowdays, the Catholic people most (terbanyak) at the word, maybe 1, 2 trillion (triliun ?) or billion (milyard), but in in next time, Islam become future religion. I just want to show that I study Islam at post graduated of STFD Jakarta.
*** Today I get up late. I spoil (memanjakan) my body. Saturday usually holiday. So I get up late.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

I sleep after breakfast at 08.30 am. I have dream. This bed dream.Just as I drive motor cycle. Just as there is truck want to hit (tabrak) me. I hold in truck rearview mirror (kaca spion).

*** I have the other dream. Ms FXDP sleep beside me. She give back to me. I want to touch her body but she discard (membuang) my hand. I want to tiuch enjoy her body, especially her breast (bd). In the dream she alredy some days sleep beside me. I regret when she disagree to do it. What mean of this dream?

The other day on October - forget the dream.
Thursday, October 9, 2014.
I have dream. Father Marsel Agot, SVD come to village. We want to make seremony entrance to him. He response. " I think what."This case get solution with love - lover of Christ.

Friday, October 10, 2014.

I have dream. Dream meet Mr. Bony Hargens. I ask him about his post graduated school.

Saturday, October 11, 2014.

I have dream. I available at one place. Just as it the new burial / cemetery / sanctuary (pekuburan). Enough much people that come to there. Just as have activity there. I don't know whose cemetery it.We set and decorate there. Than we go back to one place. Than I go back to the cemetery / burial / sanctuary (pekuburan).

Sunday, October 12, 2014
I have dream when sleep on middle day. I see mother Regina - my biological mother - and mother of Paulina - little mother (mama kecil / ende koe) - They just as mention   deceased (almarhumah) Rina (Katarina). We have family gathering. I get dream when sleep when tired because social work at VMG - Block B, Harapan Indah. We clean the gutter (trench = selokan/parit). We take out   mud (lumpur) from gutter (parit).

Monday, October 13, 2014 - No remember the dream

Tuesday, October 14, 2014 - No remember the dream

Mr. John ask me to bring the custom speech (torok tae) for an event. I try calm to response it.
(remember when I ask at Library room).

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

I have dream. I just as at one place that have   nice view. I see tjr rivr field just as at   hill (bukit). Just as I meet with ,y firend, Father Ino Sutam, father Gaby Harim. I see the rive that have water.
What mean this dream?

Actually on journey / Fieldtrip, October 15, 2014, from bus I see river beween Cigantung - Tanjung Barat, South Jakarta. I see it when the bus walk slow because big traffic jam.

Note: I get up early on the morning. I remember the dream. Because today busy with traveling / fieldtrip no time to write.This dream   lose from my memory. It rise again on memory on 21.30 when I write blog. Thank you memory.

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I remember the other dream.

I just as by pass way / forest. It is turn way.
Walk by pass way that have water
Walk by pass garden, just as at Welo, Wela, Manggarai
...
..............
................

Generally, the memory remember it with nebulous (vague=samar).

Thursday, October 16, 2014 - forget

Friday, October 17, 2014

I have dream.
I walk together with Father Flory,SVD, Mr.Festo/Mr. Yoseph, Mr. Alex? We just as walk at Wae Mese. We by pass Lida. I want to Show Lida village to Father Flory but the way just as not by pass alway people everyday. There is leaf of three there.

I just as join on community activity. Just as have gathering. In one church just as there is holy mass. I'm official to set it. I see Father Ino Sutam,Pr, Father Gaby Harim,Pr. They still prepare for mass. Than we come to a place that have water. I seem play in water, The land beside left and right of rive almost fall down to river. Just have have basin (cekungan) and arch (lengkungan) beside left and right. I just as sit down (at ship / boat) at river. I see the friends of alumnus (alumnus) of saint Kaluas Kuwu. Thay are Mr. Stanis Taruna, Father Bernardus Palus,Pr. I hear Father Bernadus Palus,Pr have problem with the bishop. He got punishment from bishop. We walk on staircase (tangga).

With this dream I can remember the other dream:

by pass one place - have tree, stone - just as near forest.
I by pass area that have rice field. There is the basin (cekungan ) way.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

I have dream. I available at one place. In one home jus Ms Hendrika H - my sister - call me. I come to her. I am hug (embrance = peluk) her. It seem loving experience. Just as her husband nott accept it. Than angry so chase (mengejar) me. I believe he is not hit (memukul) /kick (tendang), slap (tampar) me. Only this part of dream that I remember.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I have dream. I just as have two motor cycle, one new, one old. I remember my brother, Mr. Beny at Wela. May be I want to bring one (old motor cycle ) to him.

I seep on middle day. I have dream. It is about love experience with mother . I accept it as part   of life. The situation is hot. I get up on 13.00 pm. Than I take a bath.

Monday, October 20, 2014
I have dream. It is about my journey. Just as I join on sea journey. We use boat . We by pass the dirty water that have many waste. Just as   come from Labuan Bajo / west direction that by pass Terang cape (tanjung). "Where is Terang cape? The people ask to me. They are seem curious (penasaran). "Please wait," I say. Our boat by pass the river, the small and dirty river than the big and clean driver. We save on our journey.
*** The other dream:
I walk on a garden. We by pass to garden that plan with corn. There are corn that just as growth up, the other already taller.

I just as meet with my law that already pass away is Mr. Mateus Potok. Suddenly I see his face. I'm shock too.

**** Dream (angop / ure ) on day at place of work (about 11:50 am)

"Anak koe hiot kuliah lau Makasar manga anak ga. Pedeng wa Golo Sepang anak koe hitu. Lau kin enden. Cei enden anak koe hitu? Goden?   (our family that study at Makasar already have child. The child entrusted (titip) at Terang. Who is she? Is she Goden? --- What means this ure / angop.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

I have a dream. Just as I am at North Rahong. I see village just as Porong Tedeng - Lida Village. The are very many hills and gap (cliff = jurang). We can see the village just as Leteng (Rahong, place /village of Mr. Bene Gajang, my classmate when junir HS at Saint Klaus - Kuwu). The gap (cliff (jurang) seem scary (menyeremkan). I see the view from opposite side (just as see Porong Tedeng from Wela / Mbarang). Than I go back. We by pass. Just as I'm not find again the road the way when I come. I go to the left. I see the channel of water. The big water close our way. There are pipe to delivery the water. The water squirt (muncrat) drom pipe that already make hole. Almost we are wet. I see the pipes that already set to delivery water to the other village. I arrive on one village. I just as walk together Mr. Rony. I want to accompany Mr. Rony. Than I aware.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

I have a dream. Just as I am go back to village. I meet some people in one place. I meet Kolang people. I meet with Mr. Vitalis Fifa, my class mate when junior and senior high school and when lecture. He use white dress. Than I meet Mr. Daniel Dagu and Mr. Alex Madji. "Where is Mr. John?" he ask. He is already go back to village."Please don't forget to looking for couple of life," he says. Than I aware.

Thursday, October 23, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Thursday, October 24, 2014 - no remember the dream.

I have dream. Just as I'm at one place. I see Mr. Pius Biru - my little father - in ralation of Manggarai culture. Just as we want to prepare the mass. (Sorry the other part of dream I forget).

What means of this dream? Evidently at about 13:45, in school, the principal call me to discuss include School mass that not become. The mass on October be hold by SHS. Mr. Yohanes - Catholic Religion teacher of SHS - as PIC. No information from him about the date of mass.

In this case, dream have function to forecast (meramalkan) next condition for dreamer.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

I have dream.
I just as by pass a place. Just as I by pass building / place that have stair case (tangga) . I go down by stair case. I I go up again. I see a women that accompany (menemani) me. She is helper that want to go to housing place to work. On the end staircase there is pipe to definite the place. She and I stand up opposite. We are face to face. She change become Dustin (male), my studenst at JPS. Buth just have Dustin have breast just as women. I touch it. I enjoy it. Before it just as we want to mass. I see many priest of Jesuit but just as I'm indifferent (not care = masa bodoh).

Sunday, October 26, 2015 - no remember the dream
Monday, October 27, 2015 - no remember the dream

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

I have dream. Just as we want to make mass. I meet my friend Mr. Vitalis Fifa. May be he as committee too. I walk just as from Ntalung Pada. I way I just as complain why I'm fail to become priest. I'm regret. My tear (air mata) go down. I'm crying.
In Mbaru Gendang Wela I see many people. I see people clean the yard (halaman), just as want to drain (mengeringkan) coffee.

At 05:00 I get calling. Mr. John call me. I call him. "Megy mother sick at Ruteng Hospital. She can not rensponse the other people," he says. "Okay we pray to her" I say. Than I start to school. I arrive at school on 06:42. Today I want to pick up Lery, Mr. Bento's son. Mr. Bento go to Puncat to accompany student JHS class IX to retreat. When I arrive, evidently Lery already gone. About Mm Megy's sick, I call Mr. Beny, Mrs Mery, Mr. Largus, Mr. Rony.

In school we celebrate Flag cememony about Youth Pledge (Sumpah Pemuda). The police as Inspector of ceremony."

Wednesday, October 29, 2014.
I'm not remember the dream. Why? The situation today very chaos. I almost can not sleep. Why because I get call from John that Ms Esy (Megy's mother) no hope for life. She is on critical (kritis). Can not know the people and the breath one by one. My think so disorderly (kacau). I almost can not sleep. Mr. John call me. Than I call Mr. Beny at village. Evindently Baduk's family still gathering now at Rumah Gendang. We discuss. I ask them to come to Ruteng. "We will come use motor cycle," Mr. Beny says. Than I try to sleep but very difficult. Evidently Ms Esy on critical situation. On 2.40 am, Mr. John call that Ms Esy already die. Wow.... I call to Mr. Rony to say the same news. "I will ask to leader to permission to funeral (melayat) Ms Esy." he says. Okay," I say............................ (continue).

Thursday, October 30, 2014

I have dream. I just as by pass place that have water. I by pass forest too. The forest just as place to make garden. What means of this dream.

Friday, October 31, 2014 --- I'm not remember my dream with full. I sleep at Gang Baang - Rawasari - Cempaka Putih, Jakarta, - pray to Megy mother that pass away on October 29, 2014.

Saturday, November 1, 2014

I have a dream. Just as Mr. Harnoto cook rice use rice cooker. I'm not agree it.

(Evidently, Mr. Harnoto and I went to Cikarang   today at 19.00. I ask him to use his motor cycle. I give money Rp 100.000 to repair his motor cycle.   He agree. We went to Cikarang. He is forget to fill the fuel. The motor cycle stop automatically. I'm regret to him because negligent (lalai) and underestimate to important case. He push his motor cycle to looking for people that sale gasoline. I foolow   him. Finally find at Kampung Bogor. He fill the gasoline. Than we start. We fill gasoline again at Pondok Ungu. Big jammed at Pondok Ungu - Kranji - MM - Kali Malang. We buy fruit of   melon at Passimal. We arrive at Mr. Leo's house on 21:30 pm. Mr. Leo sleep because disturb of health. We eat cake. Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Marsel, Mr. Edu, Mr. Rino, Mr. Jonsy Lopong, Mr. Andy, Mr. Leo, Ms. Maria FY, Juan, Alfred, Mr. Harnoto and I join on prayer. Mr. Harnoto lead the prayer. We share experience about Ms Esy that pass away on October 29, 2014). Than we by the way.

Sunday, November 2, 2014

We talk until at 01:45. Mr. Marcel, Mr. Rino go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Harnoto and I go back to VMG Harapan Indah - Bekasi. For the first I by pass at   late at night (larut malam)   Cikarang - Bekasi. I try to manage my sleepy (ngantuk). I try to remember Mr. Harnoto too. I lead the way allthough Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. I'm so sleepy. Mr. Harnoto stop at Tambun at shoop of margin road. We drink at "Angkringan". Mr. Harnoto drink coffee, I drink ginger (jahe). Wow... I'm freshing. Than we continue our journey. At near Bani Saleh campus - Bekasi - the traffic police patrol and operation. Wow... a motor cyclist fall down because try to run to avoid police. The police chase (mengejar) and get. Wow... we just as want to avoid too. But Mr. Harnoto dare to   advanced. We are use helmet. We by pass from collection and gathering of police. We by pass MM Bekasi - Kranji - Harapan Indah - VMG - home. We arrive about 03:00 am. Than I'm sleeping.

I have dream.
I just as join on journey of sea. We use Ferry ship. May be there is a passenger that mistake. I ask him to message ticket again.

I have the other dream. I just as see Mr. Beny and Ms Ina make married of custom (adat). They dance of Sanda (Manggarai song) at tent at in front of house of Rumah Gendang. They use mat (tikar) and pillow (bantal) of custom (lose umpuk / tange umpuk). Than I see Mr. Beny give response a issue. He just as clarification about that issue to Mr. Philipus Jeharut. He just as answer it . Than I see Mr. Hila walk just as come from big road. He arrive at corner yard of Mbaru Gendang. He come /entrance to tent. Than I aware. Wow.... what means this dream again..........I'm sad Lord.

Than I call Mr. Rony. Today is the third day for Ms Esy. "The Event Custom already finished. We wait to mass at 11.30am. Father Alo Gambur,Pr that lead the mass. THank you," I say. Than I talk to Mr. Beny about this dream. "May be there is disturb from "devil" from us. There are some family that become the "devil" target. They are: Mr. Philipus, Mr. Martinus Ntalbot and me," he answer. We will discuss next at afternoonn,: he says. Than I talk to Mr. Largus. I have dream too. Mr. Beny's garden of corn   eat by monkey until finished....... " he says. This is devil disturb...." he says.

Than I call Sr. Sophy. We share our sad situation. I feel Ms Esy's pass away so deep and long. I don't know why of it." I was crying until many times. But it still available," I say. It is same," Sr.Sophy said. "Please say to mother, Mey and Beny this dream," she suggested. I already say to Mr. Beny, Mr. Largus.
Than I talk with Ms Yulin - Esy's youngest sister that finsihed her learn at PGSD Ruteng - . "I'm commiserate (turut berduka) with pass away Ms. Esy (Megy's mother). I'm sorry for our fail to make her enjoy life on long time," I say. The same say I say to Mr. Tian, Ms Esy's brother. "In last time Ms Megy promise to me to accompany me when my scholar (sarjana) graduation (wisuda) on next Saturday, November 8, 2014. Please looking for "kebaya". Evidently she pass away before my graduation time." she says. "Please care to Megy, Sandy and George," I say. Okay. " she said. "Please say my warm greeting to uncle and aunt (bibi) at Lale. may be Uncle and aunt and big family still strong and get consolation (penghiburan) on this situation. "Father just as confused (bingung) when think this event. He is still sick too," Ms Yulin says.

Than I talk with Sr. Sophy again. May be we will call to home Mela and Megy to help mother and me, Maerry said. Ok it it is the good way to us. Mey study at Saint Fransiskus Ruteng level 8, while Mela study at SMIP Labuan Bajo, West Manggarai. Megy and Melan can colaborate to help their brothers (Sandy, George, Agust, Flory). They can make and create the good team work on high solidarity. They can help to handle this situation because Mr Esy's pass away. "Okay, I agree with this idea." i say. I call Mr. Rony. The mass already, " he says. "Say my warm greeting to Father Alo Gambur,Pr. I call Mr. John too. Wow.... sad.... when you stop... Wow.... worry (kuatir) when you stop. How to handle   sad and worry? Accept it and thansgiving.

Monday, November 3, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Monday, November 4, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Monday, November 5, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Monday, November 6, 2014 - no remember the dream.

Monday, November 7, 2014 -
I   have dream. Just as I want go to to Ruteng. Wow... may be I late. The bus (Harapan Bersama Ranggu) by pass. I'm late. The bus seem only have few passanger.

Saturday, November 8, 2014 -
I have dream. I available at home of Custom House, Mbaru Gendang Wela. I stand up at yard. I see to north. Before I hear that Mr.Hila build kiosk on margin of yard. I try to see but none. "Where the kiosk that Mr. Hila build," I say and ask in heart.   I see the situation is clean.
Than I get up. Than I sleep on mattras of chair in middle /guest room. I have dream.
Just as Bu De - Catholic neighbour - come to our house to give something. Just as food. Mr. Harnoto ask it. Wow... when I get up evidently none, only dream.

Sunday, November 9, 2014 - no remember the dream

Monday, November 10, 2014 -

I have dream. I just as talk about or meet Father Ino Sutam,Pr. He was my classmate when lectured at Ledalero collage and Major Seminary Ritapiret, Maumere - Flores. He was advanced studied at Sorbon - French. I just ask ask him what subject that he is teaching now at STKIP Ruteng. I want to know about it. He is teaching Geopraphy. Wow.......

Before it,on November 11, 2014,I talk with Ms Yulin (at Lale - Ponggeok) about Father Ino Sutam,Pr. Than now, entrance to dream nature.

Tuesday, November 12, 2014 - not remember the dream

Wednesday, November 11, 2014 -
I have dream. We just as have party or event. What even of it? Just as Happy anniversary of Saint Klaus Kuwu school. Just as the alumni still reunion. I see my friend and family. We just as wait the guest. The situation just as at harbor or air port. I see Mr. Egy. Just as I want to presentation aomething when reunion (reuni).

How about reality in field? Today in lecture room - STF Driyarkara - I prentation about Rethingking Secularism - India secularism - I get positive response frm friends. I'm happy too. Although on presentation of group: Karl Popper - Science Knowledge Philosophy - we presentation not well.

Thursday, November 13, 2014 -
I have dream. Just as have party at house of Mbaru Gendang. Father Marsel Agot, SVD come. He was sitting down at Mr. Nobert Jaban's field /room (kilo / usung - Manggarainese). Just as have mass. Than I prepare to Labuan Bajo. Just as want to goback to Java. Just as Mr. Micky and I on the way. We just as wait can in middle way. The bus come but just as not match according that we want (wish) so we cancel to entrance it. The bus is blue color.

Friday, November 14, 2014 -not remember the dream

Saturday, November 15, 2014 -

I have dream. It about circle, just as Manggarai field spiderweb (lingko: lodok - sising). Just as Manggarai want to speak about central of life of community.

Sunday, November 16, 2014 - I don't have dream or no on last night.

Thursday, November 19, 2014.

I have dream. I see the tire of motor cycle is broken whereas it still new. Wow..... I just as have many mud and dirty. What meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

I have dream. I just as present at Kuwu, at hostel of boys. Just as Mr. Ino Sutam,Pr duty there. I try to remember my expereince when study there. What means of this dream?

Thursday, November 20, 2014
I have dream. The dream about situation of home. Just as my home get hole from top / wall. I see so many land that collect on floor. What meaning of this dream?

Friday, November 21, 2014
I have dream. The dream about my activity at village of Wela. I come from Ntalung Pada. In near Markadila I mee with the child of boy just as Mr.Elias Aman's boy. He bring something. May be I want to take something to him. May be plastic of money. We arrive at Mr. Polus Wangor's home. We entrance. We just as want to ask something, may be money. Mr. Polus Wangor's house opposite (contrast = berlawanan) with Mr. Wilem's Jogo's house. The house have land as floor. I sit down on tent of their house. It is have fire. One room for kitchen, sleep room and guest. I try to avoid to drink or eat there. I take something from my bag to give to them. Just as cake of banana (chips = keripik). Just as it already broeken. I just as get smoke (asap) of fire. I'm worry to get blck magic from them. @@@ What meaning of this dream?

Saturday, November 22, 2014

I have dream. I just as visit to Kuwu of Junior and senior High School. I entrance to eating room. I see the students still eat. Mr. Maxi Mbangur and a teacher / leader still control the students that still eat. They just as use noodles (mie) as vegetable. All students get it. I want to entrance but I'm seem awkward (canggung). I see the place for eating still same when our era.

Sunday, November 23, 2014

I went to Puncak, West Java. I join on health Mass at Lembah Karmel - Cikanyere - Pacet/ Cipanas/ Cianjur. I join on team / group. The mass start on 09.30 am and finish at 12.00. The mass use style of Pentecost, just as applause. The mass finish. We entrance to bus of Hiba Utama. We start to go home. May be at 16:00. I'm sleep. I have dream. I just as on car to Wela. I want to stop at branch to Rumah Gendang at Wela burrial. But I no sound / voice. I can not speak. Than I feel the result of my health mass. "Wow...the miracle is real," Thank you Lord," I say in my heart. Than I have dream. Just as I see the river that so lenght the area. I see many stones and sands.

Monday, November 24, 2014.

I have dream. I just as join on activity. A former of teacher just as plant something.
Than after it I feel result of    recovery / health dream. My part of sick move on. Wow.... the moracle is real. Thank you Lord.".

Tuesday, November 25, 2014. - I forget the dream

I'm tired after tracking at Puncak of Lembah Karmel - Cikanyere - Kota Bunga - Pacet / Cipanas / Cianjur, West Java. My foot, thigh (paha) sick. Wow.... my physical fast tired.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014.
I have dream. The situation at garden of Nderu at Wela village. It is at Sising. Just as we collect something. What means of this dream? -- I remember this when teach P 2B -- about 10:20 am

Thursday, November 27, 2014.

I have dream. The situation at home of Rumah Gendang. There is duel of fight between Mr. Beny vs Mr. Edu. May be 2 time they duel. Mr. Beny success to make   break (patah) Mr. Edu's bamboo. Than break. They prepare to fight with cleaver ( golok). There are people that want to help to prepare place to fight. Mr. Beny prepare cleaver (golok) that gabled (runcing) (kope lombong nio). Mr. Edu help by Mr. Peo. Just as Mr. Edu nervous. He ask to get solution. There are many people at home of Rumah Gendang. We entrance to home. We want to clean the cleaver (golok) at kitchen. May be use by ......(tokor teko = batang keladi).

Friday, November 28, 2014.
I have dream. Just as I join on priest meeting on a retreat. The priest complain about rule of celibate (selibat). Just as the priest taht complain from Europe. They feel it just as prison to them. They want to violate (melanggar) it. They want to merried. Just as they alredy prepare the women to merried with them. Just as priest from French that deligent to complaint it. What means this dream compare with my situation of health? I think my body of vital this morning is on.

Saturday, November 29, 2014.
I'm not remember my dream today.

Sunday, November 30, 2014
I have dream. Just as I go back to village. I visit to burial of ancestor and family that already pass away. I think the fathers that already pass away. I find burial of Mr. Paulus Habong. I stand up on feet his burial. I pray to him. Just as he come. Than I aware. Wow.... why just as this? Evidently Mr. Paulus just life. Wow... what means this dream?

Than I sleep again. I have dream. I just as fishing fish at dirty water/ I catch the fish. Than I go to the other place. I see place I catch the fish. The water so dirty, it is brown. We by pass water that dirty. I try to take off (copot) the shoes in order to not get water that dirty. I walk together the other. I see a child. I want to pickaback (gendong) him. When I open the shoes I see my feet and socks (kaus sepatu) dirty too. I see some women. They pee on the dirty water. I try not care it. What means this dream. How about my health. May be my health not so good. I'm get up late today. I'm deliberating it.

Monday December 1, 2014 - no remember the dream
Tuesday December 2, 2014 - no remember the dream
Wednesday December 3, 2014 - no remember the dream
Thursday December 4, 2014 - no remember the dream
Friday December 5, 2014 - no remember the dream
Saturday December 6, 2014 - no remember the dream

Sunday December 7, 2014 -

I have a dream.
Mr. Beny and I just as want to consultation mass with a priest. We bring chicken from one place. We save on one place. When we talk / consultation with   priest we get information that the chicken lose / shrink /varnish (hilang). This chicken important to prepare    for remember 40 days the death of Ms Esy. This chiecket to served guest that not eat bacon.

On the dream I think / imagine that not Mr. Hila that lose of wife but Mr. Beny Jelami, so he want merried again and he choose Ms Ena Sedia from Cumbi tribe. Ms Ena already have husband from Lambur. Beny want to cross cousin to Welo tribe. What means this dream?

Monday December 8, 2014 -

I have dream. The situation just as in village. I go to the garden. I see the water. It is water in stone. I exit.   I see Ms Lus. In the dream I know they opposite with our family. May be I see with her daughter. They just as give give and serve cake to me.I accept and eat it. Than I see the place that we by pass. It is just as cave (gua).

Than just as I in Mr. Philipus house. Mr. Ino and I holiday. Mr. Philipus plan the corn and want to harvest. I want to taste it and please looking for / take by myself. I go to there. Mr. Ino already go to there. In way, in left side of walk I see Mother of Lusia. I call her. I hold her hand. I aware too that the situation difference because they opposite with our family. She work on the cliff (tebing) and sloping (landai) garden. I go to garden of Mr. Philipus. I see the corden garden. The corn plan alredy very old. The tree of corn already yellow as sign very old / mature so can not to taste whereas I dream and hope the young corn.
What means of dream?

Tuesday, December 9, 2014 - no dream remember

Wednesday December 10, 2014 -
I have dream. I met with a child. Evidently she is women. My instinct as male rise up. My body in on.

Thursday December 11, 2014 - no dream be remember

Friday December 12, 2014 -
Ihave dream. Just as I'm in under bridge / under pass / fly over. I see the cars. I see people above the bridge. I see car just as reckless to meet me.

Saturday December 13, 2014 -

I have dream. I met with Mr. Ricky Genggor, my class mate when at prinary school at Golowelu. Mr. Ricky bring the child and wife. I meet Father Egis Masri too, my classmate at major seminary. I met Mr. Ivan and Mr. Ben Ayung too. I hear information that Mr. Ivan's car fall down. Mr. Ivan show the   sad face. Than I walk on road that serpentine twist (kelok liku) ,

Sunday, December 14, 2014 - no remember the dream

Monday, December 15, 2014 - no remember the dream

Tuesday, December 16, 2014 - no remember the dream - sleep at Rawasari - Rony - Festo's rent house

Wednesday, December, 17, 2014
I have dream. I just as walk on edge (pinggir) of river. The water is clean, the current (arus) is swift (deras). I imagine if I can swim certainly I can swim and take a bath there. My journey just as at meadow (padang = satar) at Holo Karot Lambor, between Wae Sepang and Bel 2. May be have relation about my health. My body on at this morning.

I have the other dream

I just as on container (wadah), just as want to fall down because it is broken and the position at edge (pinggir) of ravine (jurang). Just as I need help. I hope the others know my hope / mind. I save from dangerous place. I'm so happy. I see Mr. Egy Patnistik and family.
What means of this dream?
Evidently this is show my soul condition. Today I sleep at Jakarta. I want back to Bekasi. I want to us train. I get up at 05.00 am. I use minibus to Kramat station. Wow... evidently the train come on 06.00 am on schedule but at reality on 06.10 am. I'm surrender on situation. I arrive at Cakung station on 06:37 am. It means 8 minutes again to entrance school of JPS. I'm choose safety. I' accept myself that today is late.   I countercurrent (lawan arus) at Pertamina Harapan Indah. Than I want to cuw way for the other car / motor cycle that come from Beksi because I want to turn to Harapan Indah. I almost fall dpwn because someone touch my motor cycle. Lucky no hard so I'm save. Than I go school to finger print. I arrive there on 07:15 am. It means I late 30 minutes. Today is accept report for students. I decide to go to home to change dress and breakfast. I cook food to make breakfast but.... fail because gas of stove depleted (habis). I taje the gas stove that buy by Mr. Harnoto. I open the closer. Wow I hear sound wus....... come drom mouth of gas can. I'm worry. I delivery it to our home at open space. I try to remove (singkirkan) the other in order to not get effect if the gas of can blow out (meledak). The neighbor hear the sound of gas. They panic to. I'm panic too. I go to people that know how to handle it is seller (penjual) of gas. I go to block B1. I ask him. "Please you press again on "eye" on gas. May be there is something that close it," he says. I do it but the sound bigger. I'm panic. "Please close by the damp cloth (kain basah)," the other neighbor said. "I'm sorry for this condition," I say. Than I do it while press on "eye" of can gas. I success to make stop it. I'm happy and relieved (lega). I have new expereince how to handle the gas stove.   I see the towel that I use to close the gas can unity with can because effect of gas. Than I go to the seller to buy new gas and say the result of this case / problem. Than I cook food, breakfast that start to school. Evidently there is available food at school.

Thursday, December, 18, 2014 - no remember dream - come late to school - go to St. Klara - Puncak

Friday, December, 19, 2014 - no remember dream - go to St. Klara - Puncak

Saturday, December 20, 2014
I have dream. I just as see deceased (almarhumah) Sisilia (Esy) Sangur. She just as use the new shoes. May be her sister that gave it. May be Yulin that gave it to her. (What means of this dream? Evidently, today Mr. Hila - Esy's husband - join on Mr Tian's event of custom to application of married according manggarai culture - . This event alredy knew by the deceased Esy that application for couple of Mr. Tian on the December 2014. This cross cousin merried. Ms Esy's soul may be   present on this activity).

The other dream:
I just   as swim. I use trick just as Ms Karlina Supeli explain when lecture is the both hand straight to front, that when the breath almost finish - the   both og hand remove to open to right and left. (What means of this dream? My body in on.

The other dream

Just as on Sunday. The situation just as at Wela - Golowelu. Our home just as at slope (lereng). I see horse train (kereta kuda) come to near our home. I ask to to turn to back. I'm not permission to by pass our path because so narrow and it is dangerous. The obey it. I see Mr. Karol Kejuru and Mr. Tarsi Kejuru. We by the way. Mr. Karol Kejuru is my classmate when primar and junior - senior hight school. We by the way. In last time I see you at Golowelu church but you gas went out from church. Than I see you at your home at Golowelu.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

I have dreams. The situation at Wela my hometown. May be at gate to custom house / branch to former place chapel   of Wela, berween at Mr. deceased Mr. Fidelis (Delis) Legem garden's vs   Frans Kama's garden's. We have activity there. Just as I want to hide there......

In the other momen.... i just as meet my colleague (kolega) of women. She is my Ms Ind.. My mouth and cheek meet her cheek. She just as want to do it. I kiss her. She enjoy too. Wow......

Than I get up....
Than I sleep again. I have a dream. I go to the place that we usually take water when chilhood in last time. It is at Wae Ratung. I see the river. The river of water is clean. I see my colleague (kolega) of women is Mr Reb. She want to go to toilet but on river. Wow.... I hear she pee. I go back. I imagine she is exit stool (feses) that make dirty of water. I see the channel of water. It is already move between the deceaseed Mr. Yoseph Kako's land and Mr. Toby Dadul's land.

What means of dream? I feel my body is on.

Monday, December 22, 2014 - no remember the dream

Tuesday, December 23, 2914 - no remember dream - sick on waist - buy "Pil Kita" medicine
Wednesday, December 24, 2014 - no remember dream - I fell my body on may be effect the "Pil Kita"
In school I help print Ms Ethel n Ms Romeo's ticket for boarding pass to fly to Philipine

Thursday, December 25, - no remember dream

Friday, December 26, 2014 -
I have dream.Just as fail to get priest to lead Christmas Celebration at JPS Primary on January 9, 2014. What means is dream. Is this realy? Please looking for priest, Frack.

Saturday, December 27, 2014 -no remember dream

Sunday, December 28, 2014
I have dream. I just as want to travelling because holiday. Some my brothers and I seem use travel car. The travel car come. I entrance but just as the door not close. I just as want to drink medicine of "Antimo" . It is hangover (obat anti mabuk). I walk on shop / store to shooping. Suddenly I feel on my pants (celana) pocket (saku) there is something that lose. I hold. It 's right. I see to back. I see a seller still hide my handphone on under his ass (pantat) / crotch (selangkangan). I know it. I direct to accuse (menuduh) him. He accept. I take my handphone. I ask my brothers (Mr. Nando, Mr. Agus, etc) to support me. I angry to   pickpocket (pencopet). *** On last evening / night I get disturb of sleep. I get up on 12:00. I change place of sleep. May be on 03:00 am I success to sleep. *** What means this dream?

Sunday, December 28, 2014 - no remember the dream

Monday, December 29, 2014 - no remember the dream

Tuesday, December 30, 2014 -

I have dream. I just as on road. I meet someone that just as my lecturer of STF. He is man. He critic me because my English capability is bad and poor. I'm shame. ** What means of this dream? How about my lecture paper. Until now no one that finsih. Be discipline F!

The other dream: I just as meet with Ms Hendrika, sister that fellow (sesama) residents (penghuni) home of Rumh Gendang Wela. We study in same school when Primary, Junior and senior High School.   In this dream, We meet at one place. I ask permission to kiss her. Wow..... *** Evidently, my body is on.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014 -

I have dream. The location just as at Cemapaka Putih, near "kantor Kecamatan". It is just as become JPS class room . I teach students, may be 3A that Mr. Rinto as home room teacher. After I give instruction, I exit whereas Mr. Rinto already wait to entrance to teach students. May be the students want to dissmissal. On one room I see Ms Hesto. She just as want to help hte other teachers. I just as worry with my job that not finish yet. I'm inferior. What means this dream? May be show my real condition of soul that not finish about the end paper of lecture. Please faster and rise up, F!.

Thursday, January 1, 2015 - Forget remember the dream. I sleep at Cikarang

I have dream but forget to remember it

Friday, January 2, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. The location at JPS - home room teacher. Just as have new teacher at Ms Reny's chair / table. For change Ms Reny? I don't know too.

Saturday, January 3, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. The location at campus. I see Father Prof. Dr. Sudarminta, SJ still busy to check the students work. My work not finsih about : Kebenaran. What means this dream. Evidently, on real, my job not finsih too. This dream may be show the real situation.

Sunday, January 4, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. I just as walk on one place. I just as walk on way down (jalan menurun). I see road   taht still   widened (diperlebar), especially on left side. "It is wise to widened in left side because   it is proper if compare in right side. I just as walk together with Mr. Largus, my law ( ipar). In left   side, all of sudden (tiba-tiba), we arrive on one place that just as Mr. Largus garden. We see it. Seem coffe tree, banana tree and the other tree. The banana and coffee trees just at get attack (serangan) of    wasp (tawon) or bee (lebah). The banana trees an coffee trees is broken. I hear just as there is cottage (pondok) that burnt (terbakar) that move to this garden. Wow...., what means of this dream?

Wednesday, January 7, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. It is about place of work of Optima. I see Optima employee, just as Mr. Dhani, Mr. Henry Mewengkang. The situation just as Optima disconnect of contract with customer - JPS. I see Optima employee collect the PC to bring to Optima. What means this dream?

Thursday, January 8, 2015 - VMG - forget the dream

Friday , January 9, 2015 - forget the dream

I have dream- I sleep at middle day. Why? I'm tired. I'm PIC Christmas Celebration at JPS, January 9, 2015. I'm handle it. I try to   be responsible to my job. During December 2014 until January 9, 2015 I prepare it. I success to make plan, especially during almost one week (January 5 - 9, 2015). The Principal accept   my plan. I work hard to handle this. So, I;m tired. After celebration that finish on 12:40 pm, I read news than go back to home. I sleep at home at VMG. I have dream. Juast as I by pass a village thtt full home, include Ms Theresia Muer's house. The situation just as at Rai - Cancar, while   at reality, Theria Muer   have husband at Woang - Ruteng. I just as by pass their house. Just I by train. I arrive on one place. I stop. I dialog with someone. They just as home that I already by pass, especially Ms Theresia Muer. May be their house becoeme target to execution (eksekusi). I am turning (menoleh) . I see a electric pillar that near Ms Theresia Muer house. On that place their house to execution.
What meaning of this   dream

Note: This dream become when I very tired.

Saturday, January 10, 2015, - forget the dream.

Sunday, January 11, 2015, -

I have some dream

I just as on a room. Just as have party and want to distribute something as gift, just as dools. I just as dislike to take it. Mya be I interesant to take bag.

Than I have the other dream. Just as have party / mass house at Father Marsel Agot, SVD at Wela. I see my friends just as Father Lukas Laba Erab, Pr. He is my friend when major seminary. He is from Larantuka. I see the other senior of   friends but I jus as shame to meet them. Father Marcel invite them to dialog in his hoise parents at "Mbaru tingkat".

Than I have the other dreams. It is about issue scandal (skandal) of Ruteng Bishop. "may be what the people issued is right," I interpretation on dream.

What means of this dream?

Monday, January 12, 2015, -

I have some dream.
I just as join on travel / picnic at village, my hometown of Wela. Just as at Wela have beach. W entrance to there. Than we go to hill (bukit). There have trees. We hear issue that have eartquake (gempa bumi) so become tsunami. We try to survive at hill.

I have the other dream. The location just as at Cancar. We by pass a path to home. It is no clear for whose house of this path.   What means of this dream?

Tuesday, January 13, 2015,

I have dream about . My older brother, Mr Beny Jelami just as hpe me to say to John in order to he merried. What means of this dream? Evidently, my friend of lecture at STF Driyarkara suggest me to merried. I meet Mr. Roy - from Timor - when submit material of papaer test. I talk with him and 2 others brothers that Muslem.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015,

I have dream about . The dream about my my niece (nephew = kemenakan), George, my younger brother son, Mr. Hila. On the dream I get conclusion that he is stress because be abondoned (ditinggalkan) by his mother, Ms Esy that already pass away on last October 29, 2014. Is this real? May be they strong and can handle this problem.

Thursday, January 15, 2015,

I have dream. It is about my family. I just as see Mr. Hendrik Aron. He is just as apatism when see me.

Friday, January 16, 2015,

I have dream. It is about my family. I just as meet my family, Ms Mery. She is my sister. He is widow after Mr. Matheus Potok her husban pass away in last time. On tthis dream she visis her older/ oldest sister, Ms Yustina that merried with Mr. Largus Gagut. Ms Merry just as want to merried with Mr. Largus. Wow.... what means this dream?

Than I have the other dream. It is about Bishop of Ruteng Mgrs. Hubertus Leteng,Pr. I get information he is sick of stroke. His mouth is crooked (bengkok). I see people delivery him to hospital. I see the deceased (almarhum) Mgr. Vitalis Djebarus, SVD come to delivery him. Mgr. Vitalis massage his feet in order to recover. Wow... what means this dream?

Saturday, January 17, 2015,
I have dream. I just as meet with Bishop of Ende Msgr. Vinsensius Poto Kota,Pr. I talk with him. "I'm former (ex) friar. I was a students at Lela, Maumere, Sikka on year 1993/1994. You were leader that time " I say. He is try to remember.
The other dream.
I meet with Mr. Tarsi dan Mr. Lekso on one place. Mr. Leksi still rest (lie down = berbaring) that time. Mr. Tarsi just as say or do something to him.

Saturday, January 17, 2015
I have dream. I see my student, Irene (3B). She stand up in front of me. My "body" is on. I try to bow (bend = membungkuk) to avoid kondition that my body is on.

Sunday, January 18, 2015
I have dream. I just as join on mass. May I'm commitee. But I just as underestimate of it. So I late. Father Peter Aman, OFM that   lead mass. Just as he get difficult to because the text not clear.

Than I have the other dream. I just as visit to one plave. It is on hill. When I see to opposite (seberang) and front (just as see from Bangka street to Wae Wela) I see a village. The village is good. I ask. The village at Cibal - Manggarai.

What means of this dream?
- I late join on mass (saint Albertus church)
- I read news about village (desa) Lando at Cibal at http: floresa.co

Monday, January 19, 2015

I have dream. I just as want to a place. I walk with Mr. Prass, JHS teacher of JPS. We just as want to cross   river / water / lake. Suddenly I walk with Sr. Sophy,CP, my sister. She can jump easy a river while I'm get difficult because get stuck ( get stuck = terjebak) mud so difficult to jump a river with torrent (arus deras). Finally I can jump. I see the sea / river / late with Island opposite.

I have the other dream. I just as want to Wela. I just as arrive at Goloworok. I drive my motor cycle on climb place in Goloworok. I already set the gear of motor cycle to get enough energy of motor cycle but at Goloworok motor cycle no energy so I push it. Wow....
What menas of this dream?

Tuesday, January 20, 2015 - no remember the dream

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

I have dream. It is about me and my family. I see mother is sick. I massage her. I massage her feet of....(betis) to refresh. I touch her body. This is love memories. I remember my experience in last time when child.

The other dream. Just as have party. Meried. At Kelapa Gading? I'm committee. I'm just as late.In one place just as committee - Ms Cathrine already come. I see the other figure just as Mr. Simon Batas. I want to use taxy / ojek to Kelapa Gading. I know my money less so may be choose ojek.

Thursday, January 22, 2015 - forget to remember the   dream

Friday, January 23, 2015 -
I have a dream.
I just as on one place. I meet with Father Save A, OFM. I hear just him still confusion (galau). He just as want to resign from priest. I want to move to Timor. I want to resign (mengundurkan diri) . I want to married (menikah).

Than I just as want to looking for food. I want to buy at restaurant.

Saturday, January 24, 2015 -
I have a dream. I just as on one place on street / road.It is near river / lake. I see a buffalo. I see the buffalo want to   chase (mengejar) fro attack me. I run but just as can not run. So   use trick. I go to margin road to near ravine (jurang) save myself. I choose this place because I think the buffalo that have big body can not entrance and reach this place. I hold on the tree that already cutting but still have rod (batang) that planted (tertanam) to land. I hold it while see the buffalo. Than I see the buffalo come to down. There is path that enough for way for it. When it walk to come near me, I run fast to looking for the other way. I   run through the alternative way. I climb the way that just as the place to to fall down. I try to enjoy. Finally arrive on the firt flace. I save. Than I see   just as the travel / tourism place that I ever visited. So not all   toursim place I vivites/ I select it.

On the other dream I jus as find the freind teacher is Ms L. She is SHS teacher. She use the dress that open the braest that enough. I enjoy with this few. I see   her   base of the breast (pangkal payudaya). I enjoy it.

The other dream. Just as have issue. Mr. Yan Ano be candidate to become a leader at Wela. Just as Mr Hila suggest and agree it.

Than I have the other dream. I just as at Mr. Beny house in Ntalung Pada. We just as hear Ms Ina complain. May be about their load of economic because all our family   stay in their house   after Ms Esy death / pass away. I want to say sorry to her.

Than when sleep on middle day I have dream. I just as drive motor cycle but the motor cycle can not run. It   is   strike (mogok).

What is happen? Evidently when I drive mtor cycle to Cakung station at Harapan Indah gage, I get difficult to over mootor cycle gear (gigi) so it is   run slow. Lucky no accident.
(Here soul precedes body. Soul precedes body)

** I go to Jakarta to join on Manggarai Christamas. When go back The rain come when I arrive at near Penabur Harapan Indah. I se raincoat. The big rain come. I'm wet. For the first I get the big rain on evening while drive motor cycle on evening / night. This is sacrifice to get knowledge and grace. Theme mass: "Kebersamaan dalam Persaudaraan".

Sunday, January 25, 2015
I have dream. I just as   holiday so go back. I join on bus with Ms Try - junior HS teacher of JPS. Than he stop early. He invite us to layover (singgah). I do it. We come to his home / village. But it just as at hill. We come. It is just as cottage (pondok) that very simple whereas all stay there. They have garden that the paddy still growth. Than when turn just as I can fly. Wow... enjoy. What means of this dream?

Monday, January 26, 2015 - forget the dream

I get perspiration / sweet ) (keringat) when rest. What menas? How relation with health?

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

I have dream.   I just as available on one place . Just as this place can   be reached (jangkau/ capai) through many ways.   I just as on top that place. Than I try to follow the alternative way, evidently I arrive at   main road. Wow... to reach the main road can many ways. (This dream I remember in vague (samar-samar) of memory.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

I have dream. I just as hear that Father Max Regus,Pr pass away. The people crowded (noisy = busy = ramai) to speak this. Just as they got from social media. I'm sad with this news (issue) because he is priest that still young, smart / clever and still want to finish his study of doctoral at Netherland (Belanda).
What is meaning of this dream?

Thursday, January 29, 2015

I have dream. The situation just as at complex school Golowelu I Primary . Just as I entrance to my teacher house, Ms Yuliana Maria Ju (Ibu July). Just as want to rain. We entrance to their house to take shelter (berteduh). I see the place to save of house.

I have the other dream. It is about sex. I remember experience in last time. I want to touch, hold and kss the women body. This is situation and effort, wrestling (pergulatan) of soul? When get up I try to aware, accept and peace with this dream.

Friday, January 30, 2015

I have dream. I meet with Mr. Alex   and Mr. Robert. I talk my lecture too. I'm complain my discipline that slump (degenerate = slip down = merosot). May be this show low profile but evidently my discipline degenerate (merosot) now. Rise up, Franck!

The other dream:
Just as I present at priest   house. Today I meet Father Prof. Sudarminto, SJ. Just as I see their food room. Just as it is private room

Saturday, January 31, 2015 - no remember the dream

Sunday, Feb 1, 2015 - no remember the dream

Monday, Feb 2, 2015 - no remember the dream

Tuesday, Feb 3, 2015 - no remember the dream

Wednesday, Feb. 4, 2015

I have the dream. Just as have activity, just as wedding. Just as Golowelu people. The family that do it do it on custume / culture of Manggarai. They seem self confidence to do it. It is not clear who are wedding.

Thursday, Feb. 5, 2015
I have the dream. Our mom, Regina just as sick in way from Wela to Ntalung Pada. In Merkedila, near Mr Wilem Jogo's house she sick. She just as totter (stagger = sempoyongan). We ( ...and I) try to help. I   pickaback (gendong) her. I see her eyes white as sign of pass out (pingsan). "Please sent me to Mr. Beny's house," she said.

Than I have the other dream. We just as traveling. We use can, just as Harapan Bersama Ranggu. Just as we travel to Wangkung Kuwu. When back, may be my self management not good, my thing forget. I find but already broken. I see plastic to wrap my shoes. It 's already mess up (berantakan). the other already start back to Wela. I postpone. I'm follow.

What is meaning of this dream?

Than on middle day after teach Primary 5B, I sit down on my chair at teacher room after lunch. I sleeping. I have a dream. Just as someone suggest Mr. Beny and Ms Ina go to Sama village to meet   someone - Yohanes Mai - to get child again. Is can apply to me to get good health?" I ask.

Friday, Feb. 6, 2015 - I'm not remember my dream/

Saturday, Feb. 7, 2015 -

I have dream.
Just as I join on journey / travelling at Ngada Ragion. We arrive on feet of mountail. I mention it Inerie Mountain but the Ngada people make correction it as Ebu Lobo mountain. We join on the youth meeting. Mr. Poli Sola - my firend when lecture at STFK Ledalero / Major Seminary Ritapiret, Maumere Flores -. We want to give enrichment (pengayaan) and debriefing (pembekalan) to youth people. On that time I just as touch the hand and feed of the girl. I feel my main body (penis) on too. (The soul lead the   body (reflection)

I have the other dream
Just as I climb a   hill. Than I turned (menoleh) to right. I see home and   yard of Mbaru Gendang Wela. Than I success to arrive of   Coffee Garden. The people say that it Mr. Kornelis Garu's coffee Garden. Than we go on we arrive at Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu's coffee garden. Mr. Kornelis dan Mr. Gaspar already become the deceased (almarhum). In my think I imagine that the garden, especially of Mr. Kornelis is   continue of Mbarang Garden.

I have the other garden.
We just as want to travel. The location just as at Bima to to Sape at Sumbawa place. I join on motor cycle. There is 3 persons / people that join the motor cycle. The scenery is nice. I imagine the long journey. I don't know with who I travelling. I only remember myself. I don't know the others.

Wednesday, February, 11, 2015

I have dream. just as have reunion in one school but not my alma mater. May be the school lead by Catholic nun (biarawati). I see the nuns but I don't know them. I just as present on one school for reunion meeting.

Thursday, February 12, 2015 ----

Friday, February 13, 2015.........

Saturday, February 14, 2015...............

Sunday, February 15, 2015. Forget the dream.

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