Dream 5

Friday, May 28, 2016  - dream  at  21:00  - I sleep fast

I have dream.
I just as i  Manggarai.
I drive motor cycle. Just as in Rai - Cancar. My the end destination is Wela.  May be I  drive in afternoon. Evidently my lamp of motor cycle  is not strong the light / flash (ray = cahaya), while there is car  come from front (opposite of me). Just as my eyes close by helmet. I try to see it.

Reflection:  Close  by helmet. May be because my eye close by  closer (Ninja hat) when sleep to avoid mosquito.

Saturday, May 28, 2016 .

I have dream.

 I just as  in one place. I want to travaeling. I entrance a   car " colt diesel" ( truck wood) in Manggarai. There is car by pass. In intersection of Golowelu in car I see Mr. Faby Banor. He is in car, may be Harapan Bersama Ranggu. He is going to Kolang, may be to  Teno, village of his wife. He use civil servant uniform. I entrance   to  truck wood. The color of car is blue. There are people I know in car. I give the book. Just as note book. It is long but  narrow.  Than I entrance car without  shoes / slippers (sandal). I sit down. I 'm not sit down near people that I entrust the book. I sit in middle  bench (bangku). I see the people who already  pass away,  the deceased (almarhumah) Maria Mume / aunt (tanta / bibi) Sia, the late (alamarhum) Rofinus Gagut's wife. I see their  brother too. Their face is similar.

Than I sleep again.

I have  dream. The location in Wohe - our garden in Wela village. I go to there together my mother and my brother, Mr. Beny. Just as  Wohe garden already make pillar to  separed to  share to all of us as boys of father - mother. Mr. Beny alredy manage it while our part not yet  manage. I see mother. She  climb tree - just as " Bintaro" tree  to reach the Mango fruits. She take many. I afraid she is fall down. Evidently she is safe. Than she share to me the mango fruits. It seem while and yellow but still have  pus (nanah) / sap  (getah) .

Than we go to back. I get the romantic experience. It is sexuality experience. Mother pee / urinate. I clean my hand on her pee. I want to touch  her vital body. She avoid.  She urinate enough long. My older brother, Mr. Beny come to near us. Mom try to rotate her body  and try to stop urinate.

Than we go  the north of garden.  I entrance part. There is bulding. There is water, just as  pool. The water is yel low. I come to the dirty water. But I afrid animal water, just as snake that  can bite (gigit) me. The  water just as in  building (have roof / wall). In out I see the other Wela people just as Mis Tagur. He just as want to serve me.  There is part of garden there is have trees plant. May be there is part of Ito Musa too. May be this land contested by Ito and Beny.

There  is fence of  in   garden. It is near to Pandang. I see Mr. Philipus Jeharut  garden in Pandang. There is  vegetable in  other peole garden.

What   is meaning of this  dream.


 Monday, May 30, 2016.
I have dream. The  location at  garden in Manggarai, in our garden, Lale. I see the coffee tree the heritage of father - mother. Now it is own of Hila. In my think Hila not manage well the garden. I just as come with someone but I don't rmember who is he /she.
I can remember this dream after 8 hours.

Tuesday, May 31, 2016.

I have dream.
I just as in  Major Seminary, Ritapiret. I see my friend, Konrad Jurman  just as  still bring  speech  (homily). The others and I hear it.  He bring homily with simple material according my  assessment.

The other dream. On one place, just as Mr. Edu Sanor busy to presentation about the  plan of work of  parish. "No need interuption," he remind  when  Mr. Beny  ask. But Mr.  Beny, my brother still protest. " If you want to explain the plan of work, why not on the first time of meeting of parish. No need  to presentation now  on this forum," Mr. Beny and other said. They use  mike. Mr. Edu just  as speak  from  the  stage. I'm present too.

The third dream.
I have erotic  dream. I aware my vital body - penis - is  on.

What is meaning of this dreams?

Wednesday, June 1, 2016.
I have dream. I just as in one place. I just as traveling in one place, new place.  When I see from  far place, I see I see the tower (menara)  that high. But when I  come to entrance the country / village / place, I see the tower not so high. I'm astonish too.

The other  dream:
The location at Mr. Rony's house. Just as have sad condition, there is people who pass away. Who is she. Just as Megy's  mom (Ms  Esy). On this condition, Rony still build / work the floor. So, when the families / visitors   come to funeral (melayat) they walk in  edge (pinggir) building but  the material still wet so when they  walk it make  tarnish (becek).In front of house still available    the wooden peg (kayu patok) as pillar. The people regret so they  trample (menginjak-injak)  the floor still in work progress. Mr. Edu Sanor just as lead worker there. The condition of  home page (halaman rumah)  fall apart (berantakan). The corpse of Ms Esy in back / inside of home / house.  I just as want to cry (lorang - Manggarainese). I hear people sing of Manggarai song  but not  clear. There are 2 women that sing of song. I try to help. The  Manggarai song is: ............................  (I forget. I try to remember). In the morning when get up I sing of this song. But than forget again). Than I can remember again  that song after forget during  about 12 hours (06.00 am - 18.00 pm). I remember this at bathroom when  take a bath.  That  song available in "Dere Serani"  Book of song. The lyric of song just as  this  below: "Jesus Kristus Mori ge (2x) Mori go...wakar ge..... Landing hiot ga momang wakar ge..a... (2x). Mori Yesus mata one panggol (2x). Panggol mendo yo Mori ge...... Rantang boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x) one mose yo dokong ho...... Mai..mai keta taung go ae a...... Imbi bengkes agu momang Morin ge....a.........  rantang  boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x). One mose o dokong ho.......

Wo...wonderful  my memory,  conscious and unconscious.



Thursday, June 2, 2016. - I have dream  but not remember  it


Friday, June 3, 2016. - I have dream  but not remember  it.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

 The first  dream:
I just as use motor cycle. Hila too. We just as in Goloworok. We just as see people. Just as  fall doown in road. May be because  drink  drugs. Just as there is opinion the chief of village (kepala  desa) of Goloworok not care to the people, include the young man who pass away. Hila seem so  care to that people. Hila is former of chief village of Goloworok.

The second  dream:
I visit to Mr. Robert and Mrs Robert (Ms Theres) house. I see mr. Robert condition seem fresh. Mr. Robert sick enough long time. We by the way. Mr. Robert's house and  my rent house in one lane (stripe = track = jalur). What means of this dream?

The third  dream
I just as in Wela village still holiday there. I walk in road in near Fin Laho's kiosk. I see her. I don't know with her. Just as I shame to meet her. Fin Laho  had stayed in Jakarta in last time. Than she go back to village than try to business, sale the something of food  / drink.

The  fourth  dream:
I just as  in Jakarta. I have destination to Tanjung Priuk, North Jakarta. I by pass a path. I  just as remember the way because ever walk there in llast time. From there I see to east. There is just as Mosque aor  Art  room there. At Nort of the building there is T - Junction. I go to there. I see there is  turn there. The many people walk to thr turn the left from their  side  while from my side  walk straight.  Just as as the way  can go to the Leongor / Munggis.My think just as   remember the place near Lengor. In T-junction I   ask people in order to not lose  way. "Where is road to Tanjung Priuk?" I ask."Please you go to there," he say while show to  front (to north).  There is police / army want to help to delivery there and  arrive with save, " he said. There I see just as  have police / army   and  thge army car  or  metromini  car.


Dream when afternoon sleep

I have  dream. It is  erotic  dream. I meet my mom. She is  sick. I touch her body who still sleep in bed (bedstead = tempat tidur). I touch her vital body. My hand touch of it.  Than just as my mouth want to kiss or suck (mengisap)  of it. Evidently in reality world I exit  of sperm.

The second  dream.
I just as with college friend (teman kuliah) of Philosophy Magister . "I late prepare the material of thesis. I just read  Freud's books, just as I say to Mr. Andre  and Mr.  Arif.  Mr. Andre and I walk in around  STF Driyarkara campus.  Than I aware.

Reflection:
There is relation between conscious (kesadaran) and unconscious (ketidaksadaran). Before sleep I read Psikoanalisi Sigmund Freud  Book. I study Psikoanalis, just as below: Psikoanalisis adalah cara pandang baru tentang manusia di mana ketidaksadaran menjadi  pusat perhatian.



Sunday, June 5, 2016.



Monday, June 6, 2016  - holiday  of Fasting  Opening of Ramadhan.
I have dream. The location at Wela. I go to Mbarang garden. From our garden I see to Wae Mese / Bea. I see Mr. Paulus Jalu and Mr. Philipus Jeharut still harvest of corn. The corn already mature (matang) even alredy ripe old (sudah tua). The corn seed (biji jagung) alredy old and hard. The corn stalks and leaves (daun) already dry. The land of Bea / Wae Mese seem  fertile (subur). I see Mr. Paulus set the corn to sack (karung).

*Seldom I see to Wae Mese river. I see the clean river. Just as have rice terraces (petak sawah). There is  plan, just as lettuce (selada) there. It is  nice.
* I see Mbarang garden. I near dam water. In rainy season, just as way water to entrance our garden. There is sand, little stone there. In  frontier (perbatasan) with Mr. Ande Musa's  garden, I see  the road. I see the bus. The name of car is Bakrie. Just as there are 4  bus. They just as come from  city (Ruteng). I just  as hear their sharing about work ethic in their company (Bakrie bus). We are fair. If someone already order other bus (just as Harapan Bersama - Ranggu) we respect it, no snatch (merebut)   to entrance the Bakri bus," I hear their  motto of work. The passenger no so many in bus. I just as hope the bus of Harapan Bersama Ranggu come, but may not because insolvent (bangkrut).


I have  dream.
 I see  my friend collage, Ms............, She wear the nice dress. She sit down on a place in Driyarkara campus. 

I see   and meet my sister, Ms Goreti. We are  passing (berpapasan) but not mutual rebuke (tegur) to say hello.

The other dream.
I just as late to collect the paper test of Knowledge Philosophy (Filsafat Ilmu) who teach by Dr. Karlina Supeli. Why collect late? May be because I underestimate it. I'm not discipline.  Today is Saturday. The deadline is today. The time show just almost afternoon, the time is office almost close, while I'm not finish it. Than I  think to make calculation. If collect on Monday certainly is late  and get  decrease the score 0,5 per day. Wow........I'm in risk condition.

What is meaning of this dream? May be I'm anxious (cemas) because my proposal thesis not finish yet. During Saturday, June 4 - Monday 6, 2016 I'm not finish too with my task to finish it. May be this dream refer to this condition.


Tuesday, June 7, 2016
I have dream.
I just as join on an activity of married of Prince  from Europe / Arab. May be he is prince - VIP, Very Important Person - so  get special service: fast and good.

The other  dream: I just as check. My folds (lipatan) fat ( lemak) in abdomen many. I'm fat but may be this fat is sign of  sick.

I get issue I suffer heart disease. Just as  panic  and anxious (cemas) and afraid . What is meaning of this  dream?
Evidently after it I'm feeling my condition health not so good. I'm feeling not good on vital body. When I exit urinate, I am not feel got. Just as there is disturb on ureter (saluran kencing). I feel this expereince in school. I'm anxious.  Let alone (apalagi) in some years ago I ever got diabetes sick. I'm anxious if it recur. In the rent house  and school I drink much  mineral water. Before sleep in rent house I  drink hypertension (hipertensi) medicine. Than on next day I feel better condition. Wow... may be I drink less water.


Wednesday, June 8, 2016 - not remember the  dream.

Thursday, June 9, 2016
I have dream.
I was in Wela. I join with my families. There is Mr. Philipus Jeharut  and Mr. Robert Parus. Mr. Philipus not join to sanctuary. (pekuburan). We  were going to the Wela's  sanctuary (sepulture = cemetery=pekuburan).  We want to pray there. We walk to  our families' cemetery. I see some sanctuary recent clean. It is Mr. Markus Abut's families sanctuary (pekuburan).  Some sanctuary  near dadap tree too.
Than we pray in ours families cemetery = sepulture. I'm leading prayer. Some of people, may be Flory, Agus / sandy noise. I'm angry to them. Mr. Robert Parus join on prayer.  We pray and singing.

Note:
Seldom I forget dream than can remember? 
How do  the trick to remember dream? Base on my expereince, there are some ways, just as follow:
1. Need stimulus: e.g. see bottles that  gave by Ms Murniati, so I remember dream about Ms Murniati. I looking for log / rent house and than want to her boarding house. Other stimulus: motor cycle run slow in climb land, I remember dream when difficult when climb land use motor cycle.
2. Seldom  the dream show authomatic  in mind / memory
3. Sleep again. So the sleep condition  can bring dream situation. The experience today is proof / evidence (bukti) /witness / warrant (=bukti).


Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream.
The dream about my father, the late Mr. Gaspar. The venue in house, in Rumah Gendang  Wela. Father Gaspar sleep in Mr. Hila's  and  family  room. Just as already make move / change  / modification (perubahan). Father sleep in Mr. Hila and families' room while the children sleep in Mr. Hila's room. I entrance  his room. Than she ask me. "Do you sick because violate (melanggar) five commands church (5 perintah gereja)? he ask. I think for moment. I try to think about my sick. I think about my mistake in last time. "May be this because John," he said. John who? My think about  Mr. John (ame''d  Tomy) about our uncle in Lasang. May be have bad relation with  mom or our family. Than I think about 
five commands church. 

Note:
This  dream have relation with desire of sexuality. My vital organ is on  on this time. Than I aware to go to urinate to toilet.

These  five (5)  commands church:

Lima Perintah Gereja

1. Rayakan hari raya yang disamakan dengan hari Minggu.

2. Ikutilah perayaan Ekaristi pada hari Minggu dan pada hari raya yang diwajibkan; dan janganlah melakukan pekerjaan yang dilarang pada hari itu.

3. Berpuasa dan berpantanglah pada hari yang ditentukan.

4. Mengaku dosalah sekurang-kurangnya sekali setahun.

5. Menyambut Tubuh Tuhan pada Masa Paskah.

Sumber : Puji Syukur no 7 Nihil Obstat : Dr. A.M Sutrisnaatmaka, M.S.F Imprimatur : BI Pujaraharja

I have other dream but I forget it. May be  my memory can remember it.

Scientific Reflection:


Rationalization.  This is regarded as the final stage of dreamwork. The dreaming mind organizes an incoherent dream into one that is more comprehensible and logical. 

 Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream. I just as in a place. It is the new place for me. Never I see it in aware state (dunia bangun / kesadaran).  I visit a place. I see a cottage. My youngest brother, Mr Rony is there.  I just as see he want to breakfast. I'm not entrance to the cottage. May be I dislike to busy him.

The other dream:
I see a place. That place can be used for  meeting and can to religion activity, to worship God.  Just as it is old   building.  I remember place when I practice as bother, candidate of priest in last time. I remember Ngusu village.

The other dream:

I just as walk to one place. I walk to east direction (arah). Than I say this place is  midle (half)  of my journey," I say on one place.

Note: Al these place are new venue for me. It unconscious  world  not  conscious world.

Reflection: 
What is  contribution of unconscious to conscious? If conscious can remember the dream that domain unconscious, unconscious contribute think to conscious.  Think can make language so, contribution of unconscious to conscious is  language. see dream of today.

What is contribution on conscious to unconscius? The contribution conscious to unconscious is  through represi think, so the dislike think or wish can entrance to unconscious.


Saturday, June 11, 2016




Sunday, June 12, 2016

Monday, June 13, 2016

I have dream.
I just as traveling to Sumba Island. We  just as by car / bus. The bus  running by pass hill (bukit) and valleys (lembah). The area in Sumba more difficult  with in Flores. I don't know with who I was traveling.

Other dream:
I remember my former leader (lecture) at Major Seminary Ritapiret  and  Ledalero Philosophy School. He is Romanus Satu. In last time he is priest but now he is lay man (orang awam) because want to marry (married).

Others  dreams:  forget.

Reflection:
According  Sigmund Freud, the source dream can from experience before. In this  dream, dream by  bus may be I use bus on Sunday, June 12, 2016.

Tuesday, June 14, 2016
I have dream. The dream about  my  family at Jakarta. They are Mr. Egy Patinistik and his  wife, Ms Dyan and their children. Just as they have activity. Ms Dyan just as have duty in other place, just as  duty out of city. They have duty but still professional.  When Ms Dyan  on duty (bertugas) in out of city their children  can handle by  Mr. Egy, her husband.  Just have have division (pembagian) of task. We hear share of just as it about them. They have division of work and  good team work.

The other  dream.
I have  dream. I meet Mr. Aloy. Mr. Aloy is former  JPS teacher. Than now he come to JPS.

What is meaning of this dream?

May be the second  dream is  prediction (prognosis =  oracle = ramaln). Today in school I meet with new religion teacher, Mr. Wilson. I  intimate with him. I give some information to him  about Religion Lesson, include the Book Source, the document  and experience. I service him.

Wednesday, June 15, 2016
I have dream.
I just as do traveling.  Just together with others, include Mr. Alex's  sister,  Nasty  or Rensy (Moren). We use car / bus. Nasty or Rensy (Moren) just as want to go to his husband village. The bus / car stop  for awhile (for a  while = sebentar)  in  a  curve (junction = twist = tikungan). Just as their village not so long from this place. It is in top mountain / hill . We just as voice of the people from this village. Just as I know this village and have hope I can  lead them to exit from car / bus when arrive there.

The other dream. We just as on journey. When want to back  we walk to one place while  wait the bus.  I just as confuse direction way to go back. I think turn to  left or straight, evidently  turn to right. We walk.


The other dream.
We are in journey. We just as stop / break at one nice place. Just as  have park  and  nice plants (tumbuhan). It is interesting. No people near there. There is home in enough  place from there. I make mistake. I take branch of  flower / plant. Just as I want to bring to home.  I  cut  it use fingers / hand. Many parts I cut it. I take it without permission. Just as the owner / manager  of park make pairs meshes (pasang jerat)  or  trap (snare = toil = jebakan). When someone mistake, e.g. unfair (fraudulent) / underhanded (= curang) they have system to punish and make shame the doer. Now, I  fall on this trap. When we already cut the branch of flower,  there are the park of dogs. The dog bark (menggonggong)  while run to bite us.  My friend, Mr. Vitalis F   and I   stuck (terjebak) on their game, because we are unfair  is stealing (mencuri). While the  bus and our team already start. Just as we are  abondoned (ditinggal). We are lag (ketinggalan)  of car. 
The dog  bite (menggigit)  me. Than the owner of park come to admonishing (menegur)   and punishing me. " I'm sorry. "  If you want to  get pay. I can make it," I say. The dream on 03:00 a,. I get up. This is bad dream.I can not sleep again.

What  is meaning of this dream?


Thursday, June 16, 2016

I have dream.
Just as I was in one place. It was lonely place with many field (campaign=padang), tree and hill. Just as no road to reach of this place.  I just as on a forest. I just as looking for wood  fire. I collect it. Just as I  think want to move my neighbor  to there. I find the nature rope (just as Wase Sara) there. I take it to binding (mengikat) the wood  fire.  Just as I see the  water spring there. I see the sea too. I see people  burn the field (campaign = padang). I see the  former of burnt (bakaran).

The other  dream is forget.


Friday, June 17, 2016
I have dream. The location at Manggarai.
Just as we have  family activity . Mr. Leo together his families  and I have plan to join this activity. We have difference car /bus. They arrive earlier in Wela / Ntalung Pada. Than I arrive too. They arrive earlier than me. Mr. Loe bring his family together his  brother in law  (ipar/ kesa), Mr. John. We sit down, may be in Mr. John's house.  Than we by the way. Than Mr. John permission because already come people to pick up  him.  Just as  family from Ranggu Kolang. Mr. John just as have  activity in Ranggu, Kolang. He has sister who married with Ranggu people. Just as a motor cyclist  come to pick up him. "It is better he use bus than motor cyclist because  the road to Ranggu is bad. It is better he use bus of Harapan Bersama Ranggu," I think.

What is meaning of this dream?


Saturday, June 18, 2016
I have dreams.
1. I just as in traveling  from Java to my hometown (kampung halaman), Wela, Manggarai, Flores. I just as arrive at Lombok or Sumbawa  island.  I stop in one cottage (pondok) in right side of road.  I see  people there. I join. We by the way. There are  man who speak in Manggarainese.  Than evidently there is Wela people there. He is Mr. Bone Migu. Mr. Bone Migu is my classmate in last time  when we were Primary school.  Than I want to beach or  port (pelabuhan) or dock (dermaga). Just as I want to use Ferry ship  (kapal). Than I on foot  to  north / front. Than I go back. I see a mini car. I give sign to entrance the car.
2. I just as get visited from my families / brother of my hometown, include Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana. They come to my contract house at Vila Mutiara Gading, Harapan Indah - Bekasi.  Just as Mr. Nando and I as host (tuan rumah). I see Mr. Nando cook food at toilet, When I see  from kitchen to tolet I see he still make fried rice. The fried rice  spill (tumpah) to floor. I see Mr. Nando ladle (mencodok) the rice to entrance to pan (wajan).  I see the gas stove  light (nyala) whereas during some month I off it because I cook rice and vegetable use  rice cooker so use electric only.  Mr. Ferdy and  I in kitchen.
3. I holiday to Wela , my hometown (kampung halaman). I arrive than I visit our garden. I just as walk to Tobok / Bangka  that lies in back of  house. I see our coffee garden full with weeds (rumput liar). I want to by pass  wall stone of limiting garden. The wall  stones almost  collapse (ambruk). I try to carefully.  I success to move to opposite (seberang).  Than I arrive in garden already  clean the weeds (rumput liar). I just as  already move to Mbarang  garden in near  cave ( gua batu  - ling - Manggarainese). In  near cave I see Mr. Simon Ogos, my brother in law  (besan / kesa in Manggarainese). He recent  come  from abroad, Malaysia. "When did you arrive in Wela? I ask to him . "In few days ago," he answer. "I recent arrive," I asy.
"Do you by pass Kalimantan or Surabaya?" I ask him. "I by pass Tanjung Harapan,  because I work in North Malaysia," he answer. I see  him  with any  brothers, but I don't  know  them.

Note:
Since last night JABODETABEK include  VMG Bekasi  rain. My rent house leak in kitchen.


Sunday - June 19, 2016 - see on the note

Monday - June 20, 2016 - see  on the note

Tuesday, June 21, 2016
I have dream.
My classmate Mr. Julis got lead the thesis written by our promote, Ms Dr. Karlina Supeli. I listen Ms Dr. Karlina ask to lead him. In that class there are other friends. I didn't know them. Someone try to give respons to question that given by Ms Dr. Karlina Supeli. He explain than he continue to spek in English. He until mentil Cile, one country in South America.  I hear issue that he ever studied / went to South America.  When see this condition, I reflection to myself. My thesis still make proposal. Until now still  make repair (edit) the proposal. I'm  shame to myself too. I'm  jealous (iri) to  Mr. Julius that already progress to next step.

Other  dream:

Just as on one place in Cancar to Golo Nawang  but the road  still back to  Wae Sekas. Just as one spot that always by pass all car. Because only it way as road  to access to all place. May be turn to long but all access by pass Wae Sekas / Wela.

Note: this  dream seem disguised (samar).

The dream on the day sleep

I have dream.
I just as went to Bandung. I just as had arrived  in toll to entrance Bandung city. My remember think about our journey in last May 2015 when  visit  Ms. Sisca Dafrosa's city who was applied by Mr.Nando, our younger brother, We just as already arrive in Koja. We already axit from toll and turn to left. I by  mini bus, just as Metromini or Kapaja or Kopami in Jakarta  or bus  Simpati  or Rasa Sayang in  Ruteng / Lembor's route.   I just as stand up in  door of car. I want to see the scenery. I want to know this area, include if have Church  available in right isede of  road. We arrived in climb  road. The bus move slow. I hang my one feet our of car. Only left feet put on car. I worry if  accident I can fast to escapee myself. Wow... the bus  strike (mogok) than  inverted (terbalik). There is accident. I 'm safe.  Than I lifted (mengangkat) bus. The other people, driver and I worry if the bus condition  getting worse (buruk) that entrance deep  gorge (jurang). Evidently not. I succcess to lifted the bus  and put on the same way.
Wow.....

Reflection:
What is meaning of this  dream?
May be I'm worry with my duty of paper test of semester that none  one finish until now. There are 5 subjects but until now no one finish. Until now I'm still repair the proposal thesis. Other paper not start to work. I'm not discipline. I often entrance to same mistake is  read news in internet so often than no enough time to do the main task. I'm not  focus.


Wednesay, June 22, 2016  . I have dream but my memory can not remember  it. It is memory problem.

Sunday 3, 2016 - dream in bus of Rasa Sayang when I traveling when holiday.
The bus arrive in Bali island. This is the third day of traveling of holiday. In  Negara / Tabanan
I have dream. "May be the best that you choose.  The reference is  Mr. Frans Seda or his daughter Ms Ery Seda."

My journey is from Bali to Lombok. I move to Ferry ship.
I'm sleep in Ferry ship. I have dream.
Just as  there is people  (Edu Tano) who borrow   custom fixtures (perlengkapan adat), is drum (gendang). Than Mr. Rony / the  deceased (almarhumah) give announcement / threat: you will curse (kutuk) by drum, beacuse forget bring back the drum to   custom house (Mbaru Gendang).

What is meaning of this dream? 

Tuesday,  July 5, 2016. --- Dream in Wae Nakeng, Lembor  - in  Ratih's  house

I have dream.  I just as in a place. Just as  in Saint Klaus  Kuwu, School.  My teacher when  JHS / SHS, Mr. Domi Ndoi  ask me  give instruction  for student SHS class 3 to looking for link  to continue their school to university. "Please write this  comment about address the university / collage," Mr. Domi Ndoi explain. . "Execuse me, according to me, the school  help looking for information to students," I suggest to him.

Than the dream change place.  I meet with my teacher when Primary. He is Mr. Alex kabelen. "We had evaluation of you," he said to me.  "Okay sir,  I say.  This condition just as at JPS experience in January - June 2016.

Than I go to other place / garden.  I see other people still work.  I see the banana that have fruits. The banana almost touch the  land.  I see that banana. In the top of near land  almost ripe that almost broken. I clean the grass aroud  (sekitar) it .



Wednesday, July 6, 2016. --- dream in Golo Karot in Mr. Largus'  house
I have dream. I see a river.  It is the flood.  I see Mr. Jokoowi  by pass the flood river.  He by pass save. In cross I sit and stand up  beside him. I see his dress is wet.  I help him to open the  wood of "dange" tree.

Note:
I can remember  this dream after stimulus.  I see pipe of water  in front of home of my sister's house in Golo Karot, Lembor.

 Thursday, July 7, 2016 - sleep in Wela, Beny;s house - I don't know have dream or no.

Friday, July   8, 2016 - The dream in Wela - John and Hila's house.

I have dream. In a place  the dog bite me. The dog bite my dress. I pull my black  dress. It is torn (robek).


Saturday , July 09, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship.
I have dream. It is the written of thesis. Just as I want to  write  after I come back from holiday from my hometown, Wela.  I see my mentor / leader Prof Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM.

Sunday , July 10, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship  but I forget
Monday , July 11, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship  but I forget


Tuesday, July 12, 2016.  in bus Lorena (journey / traveling, Wela, Flores - Jakarta). The dream may be in Semarang - Pemalang.

I have dream.  It is the love dream. I meet with friend's wife.  She is Ms. B, former teacher at JPS.  She and I seem intimate. She and I touch the body reciprocal. We are face to face. I'm worry her husband jealous to me. I'm worry her vital body touch my vital body when we are face to face. Wow... evidently I exit  semen (sperm). When I aware, I know that my pants (celana) is wet because semen( sperm). I'm shame to  stand up because there is part of pants that wet because sperm.

The other dream. This is still love dream.  I take a bath together my family, my mom  and  my sister, Sophy. I take dress  use our dress.



The other  dream. I walk in one place. I see Mr. Alex Maji in one place that lower than land I live / place. The location just as in Wohe. We just as walk  from Wela to Lewur. Mr.Alex in road  while me in  path in Mr. Lilu's  garden. I'm just as shame to  rebuke (menegur) Mr. Alex because my task about report of financial of CUWM not  finish yet. We walk to one home in from of  us.

I have other dream. I just as walk to garden of Bangka Wela, in Wela village. (This dream is disguised, vague, = samar).

Dream in  Cipali Toll

I get accident of  bus (This dream is disguised, vague, = samar).

Reflection: May be after it  I'm  drunk (mabuk)  because  hungry.






Wednesday, July 13, 2016.  in VMG

I have dream. The location just as in jungle. Just as we have event (activity) there. I see the  pipe of water. I drink water direct from pipe. It is  cool (sejuk)  too. Than on road I see the long bus (articulated bus = bus gandeng) just as Transjakarta bus. Just as our team (group) in the this bus. I see Mr. Robert Wardy in this bus.  Than I entrance to bus.  I arrive in bad road. It is  sharp bend (tikungan) and bad road. I see bran (dedak)  that mix with land. I come to near the bad road. I want to know how the bus by pass this  bad road, can or can not.  Because the bus so long, may be need to make separation in order to can by pass the sharp bend (tikungan tajam). The condition is on forest  with have little river.  This condition is situation in Manggarai in last time when the road consist of land in rainy season. 

** Other  dream:
I see  Father Romanus Satu, my former  leader  when live in Ritapiret Seminary. In the dream he is still priest whereas actually he already resign from priest because want to married (menikah) and  marry (kawin).


Thursday, July 14, 2016.
I have dream.
The location in one place  that  decline (menurun)  and  climb (mendaki). I see people take square off (ancang-ancang)   in valley (lembah)  for  by pass climb  road. Evidently Mr. Edy Danggur. He drives the car. When almost arrive at top, he  fight (berjuang) untuk sukses bring his car top of climb road. He until carry  and  lift (mengangkat)  his car. Evidently he  got accident. His body is injured (terluka). The injured  until in his groin (pangkal paha).  We try to call his family to help him but  his wife just  as  insists (bersikukuh) in order to threat at home by themselves.

Wow.... when I aware, evidently I  got wet  dream. My navel (puser)  is wet because semen (cairan sperma).


Note: I have disturb of dream.  I aware on  02:00 am. I get difficult to sleep again. Wow...... I get the

Refclection:

This dream remember me to my experience in last time, July 6  2016,  when I  drive  my brother's motor cycle, Mr. John from Cancar to Wela. In climb road  from Mbelaing  until Goloworok, I make mistake. I use second  gear in climb road. The motor cycle run slowly, almost can not run / move. Lucky still can to run / move to front so I'm safe from accident. "It is  better if use  first gear," John said on July 8, 2016. I'm  trauma with this experience.  "Oh... this is the first experience I drive motor cycle in climb road in Manggarai. The first time I  drive motor cycle in Manggarai is in Waenakeng  to Golokarot  Lembor,  on July 5, 2016. I use Ratih's father motor cycle.  I drive it from  Waenakeng to Golo Karot and  from Golo Karot to Wae Nakeng.

** This  dream match with Freud's theory.

Friday, July 15, 2016.
I have dream.  This is the disguissed ( vague = samar )  dream.  I just as have rope to  bundle (ikat) on my  waist (pinggang). I don't know it is rope  of nature or artificial   rope, e.g. string of raffia (tali rafia).


When I sit on chair in CCTV Room, I do Englis test online. I'm sleeping annd have dream: "Had you lunch, my sister ask."  Than I aware.

Reflection: This dream have link ib last time expereince. When call them, they often ask had you supper.

Note: I'm people who easy to dream.

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Saturday, July 16, 2016
I have dream. It is about my brother,  Mr. Don Jebaru that have relation with Ms Yuliana Mue (?), his nephew (kemenakan). Ms Yuliana is the first child of Mr. Martinus Talbot who become older brother of Mr. Don Jebaru.

Reflection: How do relation  Mr. Don with his wife in Central Kalimantan? May be still okay


Sunday, July 17, 2016. I have the dream but I forget it

Monday, July 18, 2016.
I have dream. It is about our garden of Mbarang. In central (lodok) I find  mother bee (induk lebah) and the nest (sarang) of bee. I see the nest and mother be in land  and on  the dry  wood that become just as pillar. I see it some of nest in land and a nest at land.

The other  dream:
Just as we make review of boundary (batas kebun)  in Nderu, Wela Manggarai. There is some of mistake between us and neighbour so need review.  We walk from central (lodok)  to edge (pinggir / sising).
What is mening of this dream?

I just as have other dream. It is about  Mr. Widodo. He is my leader in Optima Company in last time. Just as he want to entrance to Optima again. The Optima staff  imposing (memberlakukan) him as new employee. But they just as   the Optima staff confuse (bingung)  give job to Mr. Widodo.

What is meaning of this  dream?


Tuesday, July 19, 2016.
I have dream. The location of dream at my rent house VMG. Just as there are people want to thief (mencuri) my property. They peek (mengintip) from out of fence. May be they hunt my motor cycle. May be there are 3 peoples there. I shout. There are 2 people run but one still peek near  door of fence / gate. I'm shouting. Than I aware that I'm dream.


Dream when afternoon sleep (17:30 - 21.00)
I have dream
I just as  present an event. My brother Mr. Leo and his wife, Ms Maria FY come  too. I say something to Mr. Leo. May be he is offended (tersinggung; resentful = terhina, sebal). He angry to me. He want to hit (memukul) me. Than I'm  resigned (pasrah). I give my cheek (pipi) in order to he hit (pukul) or slap (tampar). "This is my cheek (pipi) if you want to slap (tampar) please," I say with  resigned (pasrah).  Evidently Mr. Leo not slap (tampar) or hit (pukul) too.



The other dream:
Just as the married of  Mr. Rony. We just as  set the place for them after married. We think about our older brother's home, Mr. Beny. Because  in their room have room for guest room.

Note: This dream may be we think about  Rony's married. On Sunday, July 17, 2016   I ask Mr. Rony about it. Mr. Rony is my youngest brother.

Wednesday, July 20, 2016
I have dream.
I just as join on traveling. The place just as in Wela, We walk  on garden. I see the garden and  paddy field (sawah).  Just as see Nderu garden   from Bangka. In Bangka have  paddy field (sawah).

Than just as move to one place. I see  people who want to kill buffalo as sacrifice to ancestor (leluhur). How to kill buffalo? It is should  be  cut   from neck  not  from  nape (tengkuk). We rotate the horn (tanduk) of buffalo to get the neck (leher).

Thursday, July 21, 2016
I have  dream. It is journey. The location just as in Ruteng. I lead the friend about the road / way to some place. I show to my friends that I'm explorer, know many places. I go to the nort just as  from Rowang to Konggang in Ruteng through  the middle way. "  road I think is  available place in edge (pinggir) just as in waso. I try to confidence. I just as walk with Ms Dwi, JPS teacher. I proud show the way to her. The way we by pass  just as new way to me but I dare to by pass it. I sure it is connect with main  in east. Than I find  the main road in east. I find a bus. Just as it is our bus. Just as I'm crew of bus. The bus is red. It is broken still parking in  edge (pinggir) road. I drive to put in back of a private car (just as Avansa car). I open the closer that close of  car.  Than I know the position is risk because near way down (jalan menurun), the bus can retreat.  I try to move to other place but  no key of the bus. It is bring by driver. Than I hear  the sound of car that come from  Iteng. I go front to give information that there is car in way. It is narrow road. But  the driver of bus know it. He is exiting  from  his bus than come to our bus. Evidently our driver entrusted (titip) key to him. He want to move our bus. "The driver is cranky (ngambek). From this place I see the Ruteng to town. The bus position is in  bend (tikungan). The position of car just as in Konggang, Ruteng.

I have 2 dreams   more  before this dream but I'm forgetting it. It is memory problem.


Friday, July 22, 2016

I  have dream. I just as meet with my classmate when  JHS - SHS. He is Mr. Paskalis Nojo. Now is becoming priest. We meet in church. We just as meet in church that still repair / build. We just as want to join to holy mass. Than we  are in big building with many room. Just as we playing football there. We get difficult to make goal. I find way to make goal. Just as make goal in other room. I find the way later L. I have to plan to bring  ball follow letter L  in order to make  goal. "It is good the   goalpost in straight room no need letter L.

I just as have other dream. Just as in paddy  field. Just as  middle  field.


Saturday, July 23, 2016




Sunday, July 24, 2016
I have dream. It is about Wela forest. I see the original forest already destroy because the people cut  the trees. Now is the second plan that very difference with the original forest. It is difficult to reforestation because people already plan  the product tree. May be only on edge river  can plan the bamboo," i think.


Monday, July 25, 2016.
I have dream.
Just as it is family meeting. I see  my sister  families' , Ms Merry. Just as Ms Merry children and their families, include Mr. Anus Epong. I just as hear  from Kory say about their  grandmother who already pass away. Just as in group the hold one hand to others while said that  Engong............Engong........

The other dream.
Just as Saint Klaus Kuwu  alumni meeting. I see just as Father Gusty .........., our parish priest. I just as have  master of ceremony. I try to greeting all person who come. Just as saint Klaus Kuwu school already  30 / 25  years.
 
Tuesday, July 26, 2016

I have dream. The location just as in  Golo Karot Lembor.  I visit a school. It is school in village. The facility is simple. I see the school building  and teacher's house (home).  Just as I want to teach there. I should be think again. Base on condition is it proper or no. The teacher's house is simple even alarming (memprihatinkan).

Wednesday, July 27, 2016.
I have dream. I just as present on mass in Golowelu parish. When the mass still  going on, there is people  (priest)  that go back to sacristy (sakristi). May be he is sick. Than  just as mass finish. We go to Sacristy too. The people (priest) go to north direction (arah). Than just as he sleep than pass away. That place just as become  tomb.
 Than I see he is  rise up again. I see him walk again. He is thin (kurus) or  slim (ramping). He walk in back of church.

Than I have other dream.
My memory not complete to remember of this.
  
Thursday, July 28, 2016
I have  dream.
The location just as in Wela.
I walk just as in walk in Bak - Tobok. It  is way of on foot when people go to garden or back to home. The location near bamboo tree. I walk with other people  from other place. The field change become road but with bad condition. Many bran (dedak padi) in road so the road become  unstable (labil). I see other people from other village by pass there. I feel not  good for this condition. I'm shame.

Than just as move to page of home Mbaru Gendang. I see  Mr. Beny. "This is good attraction. Mr. Bone Kaso assisst (bantu) Mr. Hendrik Aron to play / repair  / gendang ( drum) music. Just as make or play  drum .

Than move to Tobok / Robong. That area become home of Yulin, Mr. Basilius Beong's  daughter. Ms Yulin already married.

I still have dream again but I forget it.

Friday, July 29, 2016
I have dream. I meet  the deceased (the departed = late = almarhum, mendiang) father Gaspar Ngganggu in kitchen room of our home, Mbaru Gendang. I see  coconut shell (tempurung kelapa). It is already old. The color is black. On coconut shell (tempurung) have water  and in base of it there is just as have coconut pulp (ampas kelapa). Than father said: "Leke mata neka oke te jiri wina laing, welas sekat, walis akit," (The coconut shell with the eye must not  discarded (dibuang) to become the wife,  welas sekat, walis akit). Than Father lose than I aware.

** I'm not understand this  dream. I ask to my sister Mary. Than I share with Tin, my nephew (keponakan), on Saturday, August 20, 2016. Please you ask to other people how to understand of this dream. This guide for you to recover your health. Than on next day  I ask to my eldest sister, Mrs. Yustina Jelita on Sunday, August 21, 2016. It is spell (incantation= mantra, jampi). Please you  looking for eye coconut shell  and  coconut, please eat  than grease (lumas) on your body, star from head  until your foot.


Saturday, July 30, 2016

Sunday, July 31, 2016

Monday,  August 1, 2016

Tuesday, August 2, 2016 - No know  have dream or no

Wednesday, August 3, 2016 - No know  have dream or no.

Thursday, August 4, 2016 -
I have dream. I'm present in one place. Just as have meeting. Than I move to one place. I see a climb road. It is  the climb road. In base road I meet with my brother, Mr. Ansel Jeramun. I drive motor cycle. I try to drive to by pass the climb road. It is enough long. Just as the power of my motor cycle is weak. I try to drive. My foot try to  leave the hassock (penopang kaki).  I lose my balance, almost fall down. Lucky not. I try to finish the climb road. I success to arrive on top. Than still there is the ramp (jalan landai). I turn to left. I meet someone.  He is man. Just as he is crazy people. I dare to  challenge (menantang) him. He seem dirty, include his teeth.
Than I get up because aware.

Friday, August 5, 2016

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Sunday, August 7, 2016 - sleep in  Hotel of Menteng - Cikini - Central Jakarta.
Mr. John invite me to sleep in hotel. Mr. Andy already order the Hotel for their  accommodation. This is rations (jatah) for their families from Manggarai (Father Yakobus, Mom Bene, Mrs Murti, Mr. John). In last time they use this hotel but this night, one room is empty, because  Father Yakobus, Mom Bene and Mrs.  Murty  go back to Cikarang. Mr. John invite me to sleep there. We go to there in  5 floor. We use one taxy for  bride (pengantin) - Mr. Andy and his wife (Mrs Andy / Lisa), Mr. John, Juan and I  go there (Hotel) . We by pass Matraman. We Exit from LAI  bulding, place of reception. We turn to Matraman - Jl. Proklamasi - Cikini Station - we are lost (tersesat) in station rail way. We back to near  Cikini Station - than entrance to Menteng - Gondangdia - Jl. Cikini Raya - Hotel  Menteng Cikini.   We entrance. I'm not  good feel because evidently the room enough for Mr. John  and  Juan  and for both brides (Mr. and Mrs Andy). Mr. John  rent a single room. I'm not good feel. We go to the 5th  floor. We entrance lift.  "Please use the card. It is access to exit. He said. Mrs Andy do it. The door lift open automatically. Than we entrance to room. Juan and I  use one room. in 419. Than we sleep. Juan use  on the AC. He watch tv. Than I sleep.
I have dream. I have many dreams but only one that I remember.
We just as have activity. On the dream, we have get information that Mr. Markus Marut give comment to Mr. Paulus Habut. They are classmate in last time. This is base think  in dream. Mr. Markus Marut give comment or  testimony about Mr. Paulus. The condition just as in  Wela (near Wae Wako / Golo de Emad Lue).

I can remember of this dream after have  stimulus (rangsangan). The stimulus this time is I just as make custom speech for Tino's mother (Anastasia Hida)  who already pass away. We want to pray for her in next week. In my think I speech in Manggarainese, indigenous languages (bahasa adat)  as follow: "Dengan le hau Mamad Tino, Anastasia Hida,.....". When  mention  this phrases,  my  brain think about Mr. Paulus Habut, just as  this: Denge le hau Emad Sana, Paulus Habut". When mention this, my memory remember the dream: Mr. Markus Marut comment about Mr.  Paulus Habut. "Oh... this is my  dream in last night / morning," I say. Than I write on paper. 

Monday,  August 8, 2016

I have  dream. Just as I see someone  get caught  on a rope  on cornner a building so almost  fall  down.


Tuesday,  August 9, 2016
I have  dream. It is the  wet  dream. I want to touch mom vital body. Evidently I get wet  dream. I exit sperm from my vital  body.  Other dream I forget than I remember again.

I just as holiday to my hometown, Wela Manggarai but without   deliberate (sengaja) I by pass Kupang. I use plane. The  plane through (melalui) Kupang without my plan. Suddenly I arrive there. "For the first I arrive here (Kupang, Timor).

I have other  dream.
I just as in one place, just as in Saint Klausm Kuwu, Cumbi, Ruteng, my school when JHS - SHS. I just as see pool / lake just as in Saint Klaus Kuwu. But this place just as Rego. The position of lake in sloping (landai) area. I imagine just as in forest Satarrandang Wela and see forest in Wae Sewe - Golowelu. 
On the  near lake, in high land I see my classmate when major seminary. He is Father Egis Masri. "Egis," I call him without call father. Just as he and I so intimate. Just as he is the Rego parish in last time. Just as he join to  keep or make the lake.

Dream in the day - when sleepy in JPS

I have dream. Just as  we meet in Mr. Beny's house in Ntalung Pada. There  are many families, include Ms Sana (Hil's  mother), and Ercy. "Ercy's mom  no need to join this event (work something). In behind her statement is keep Ercy's mom kondition of health. Just as Ercy's mom still young pregnant, so no need work hard in order to not disturb of  pregnant. 
 What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, August 10, 2016.

I have dream. Just as our family gathering in Ntalung Pada. We open the internet. In Mr. Yan Jana's facebook I find the family tree (silsilah keluarga) of Kornelis  Garu. 

 It is  nice too in order to we can  know it. In last time we  collect the data. I already make it.

Dream 7 - 10 Augut 2016, I can dream on August 10, 2016. 
For moment I forget than I can remember  again. This is  amazing of memory.


Dream, August 11, 2016.

I have  dream.  I just as in Ntalung Pada, Wela - Golowelu. I meet with some brother, Include Mr. Eping, Mr.  Arson. Just as they still looking for / gathering something, e.g. coffee (powder = bubuk). In this dream that may be they want to visit the girl of family that become   target to girlfriend / candidate of wife.


Friday, August 12, 2016, I have dream but I forget it.


Saturday, August 13, 2016

I have dream.
I just as meet with Ms Yulin, Mr. Basilius Beong's daughter.
I forgrt  the other dream.  

Sunday, August 14, 2016
I have dream. I just as  traveling to one place. I  just as with Mr. Robert - from Lewat, Regho, West Manggarai. We traveling by on foot. We just as went to  one place. We arrive in foot of a mountain (kaki gunung). The mountain is towering high (tinggi menjulang).  The top is small  but  so high. In the south  direction I see a road / street. Just as in last time I ever came to this place. I came here with team, JPS teachers. On that time we came from the other side / direction.  The road just as not so good. The location not so  crowded (ramai).  Just as when in foot of mountain I mention one word is REHOBOT.   

Monday, August 15, 2016
I have dream. I meet with mom. She gave me a book of Sigmund Freud. I hug. Our body unite (bersatu). This  is the love dream. My vital body is on. My vital body just as  aim ( bidik) mom's vital  body. I met it. Wow.... this is    wet  dream. I aware. I check my vital body. It is on  and exit  sperm.


Tuesday, August 16, 2016.
I have dream.  I just as  come to village, Wela. I go to our old home, Mbaru Gendang. In my think that  no our main  family in home, so I come to Mr. Lilu's home. I want to sleep in there. They get up from sleep. I come in evening. "I will come later, I will   I go to Mbaru Gendang first. I see Mr. Lilu's home. I imagine that I sleep in cold  condition  because their condition is no  close in up of home, so the rain free come to home so make cold.
I come to Mbaru Gendang. Someone ask Cory to prepare something. Evidently still there is our family there. Just as Mary and her children include Cory. I'm confused to sleep where in Mr. Lilu's home or in our home, Mbaru Gendang.

Wednesday, August 17, 2016.
I have dream. I just as on traveling. I by pass down road / street / path, just as as edge of the rice field (just as in Wae Wela?). We by pass down path there.  Just as I and others but I forget to identify them.
This dream become about at 02:00 am. than I get up to go to toilet.

The other dream.
I just as in  in one place - in Lengor? - It is is new  place. I by pass  the place that just as in Bobong / Lengor (burial / tomb). Than I went to  cross. I by pass a road. People see me. I don't know the home that my destination. Than the people   say to me that Goden - Mr. Nuel's daughter - come  and walk later of me. But when I see her, just as she busy with her duty as nurse. She just as want to serve the other people who need help.
Than I arrive in one home. Just as Mery's home.  I hear Sinta and Kory just as come  from  garden. They carry basket and uphold (menjunjung) sack (karung). The content of basket is  tubers (umbi-umbian): sweet patato (ubi jalar), taro potato (ubi talas),  taro (keladi), cassava tubers (ubi singkong). I see the big sweet potato. I think how it  if burn  certainly so sweet to eat. I imagine (compare) just as in Puncak . Bobor, West Java.  I thnik, i by pass the same  way with Corry and Sinta. It is good if you give information to me  certainly I can help them.

Thursday, August 18, 2016.

I have dream.  I just as  present in an event.  I just as  with  Rony . The big part of  dream I forget. May be the memory problem .

Friday, Agusut 19, 2016

Saturday, August 20, 2016

Sunday, August 21, 2016
I have  dream. It is festivity (kenduri). Just as festivity for the deceased (late = almarhum) father Gaspar Ngganggu. I don't know the place of event. I have idea in order to the festivity no need postpone to long time but  make in short time, so effective and efficient.

Reflection: Evidently on August 21, 2016, our grand mother  pass away in Rejing, Kolang, West Manggarai, West Flores.

Monday, August 22, 2016

I have dream. I just as meet my classmate when  major seminary  in level 5, Mr. Ino Dangku. He is priest now and get duty to study Bahasa Indonesia in Malang. Is Father Bone Rampung already go back to Ruteng? " i ask. Father Bone Rampung,Pr study Bahasa Indonesia in Malang too.

Other  dream is forget. Than  on 14:05 I can remember again but not perfect.
It is about Raka  village. Raka is village  that lies in Ndoso,  West  Manggarai. I'm think the way to entrance this village. Just as by pass through Kasong village.

Tuesday, August 23, 2016
I have dream. It is about  activity in one place. I just as  wake up, get up  from  sleep in bad room. I just as bring  dirty in my trunks (shorts = celana pendek). The dirty is  two glob (gumpal)  of  stool that already dry. Than I discard (membuang)  or  release = (melepaskan) it  to trench (parit) or gutter (got). There is water there. The water just as  not clean but not so  dirty too. I see the glob (gumpal) of stool  is floating (mengapung) in water.

Around (sekitar) it there is home / house / office. In  cross of gutter (got) there is  just as office. I see my class mate of campus. " He is get help  from lecturer (dosen)  or  fraudulent (curang) when do duty of lecture," a friend (just as Rudy Sudiron?). Just as ignorant (cuek)  with this issue. It  is his  problem. I don't care," I think.  Than I aware.


Wednesday, August 24, 2016
I have dream. It   is  occurred on August 24, 2016 on 03:00 am. I meet  with my mother, Regina. The dream have related  with  water. The other part of dream, I forget.  Than I'm sleep again.
I have dream. The location in one place. Mr. Nando already  move (pindah)  boarding house to one place. I see his book, including philosophy book. I see but I did not remember the title of book.  Than I exit.

The other dream:
I just as present in Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house.  There are other people too, including his families. Than he give instruction. All people silent hear him. All people obey to him. Than I reflection to myself, especially my leadership when  teach students. Seldom I get difficult how to silent of students.
On this home just as have party for Lely Nimat. I'm confuse too. What   party is it? Is it thanksgiving party because success to civil servant or  graduate of lecture? I'm confused (bingung) the intention of party. Than Mr. David Siman said to me: "Please give comment / speech  because you are have  sad (masgul) to her in last time. "Please speech now," he said and joke to me. Just as he know my relation with Ms Lely  in  last time. I'm shame.  I know that  Lely is my classmate when Primary school.  I see  some people speech, just as Mr. Fabi Banor, Mr. Ande Musa.

Thursday, August 25, 2016
I have dream. It is the wet dream. I fall in love to my mom. I touch her vital body.  Evidently my vital body  exit sperm.

Other  dream  I forget.


Friday, August 26, 2016
I have dream. I just as walk with Mr. Andy. Mr. Andy recent married with Ms Elis  in last time, August 6, 2016 in Kramat Church of Jakarta. We walk to north direction. "I love my wife, Mr. Andy said just as it,". On this dream he walk himself. I'm in front. Just as want to join of party. Mr. Andy's party?: May be.  Than Mr. Andy turn in middle way, while I'm turn in edge (north)  twist (bend = tikungan). Than I turn to left and turn tu left again. I walk in right corridor. Just as dirty. Just as the official (family of the women bride (pengantin perempuan) design just as it. I think this not fair. Just as  this is teasing (meledek) or harrasing (menghina) us as family of  groom (pengantin pria). The women official / comittee that make it. This building is large just as market / public place.

What is meaning of this  dream?

Saturday, August 27, 2017.


Sunday, August 28, 2016
 * No remember the dream when  morning sleep.

Remember dream when day sleep.
I have dream. I just as in one place, in JPS. My leader Mr. Pius Bwariat  teach us about  Lesson Plan. He presentation  and show it  to us. He just as use  white board. He write until the whiteboard broken.  Mr. Harjono help to eraser the white board. I'm  shame when he  explain. May be because my mistake so Mr. Pius repeat explain again.

What is meaning of the dream? May be have link with my worry about task in school. In last Friday, August 26, 2016, 2016, Mr. Tomy - ICT staff - remind me  about report of CCTV  to owner of school, Mr. Wijaya. I'm not finish of it. I promise will do it on next Monday, August 29, 2016.


Monday, August 29, 2016

I have dream. I just as in one place. I see  pipe of water.  I see the hard stone. Its     hard stone. I see few water  in there. The pipe by pass the hard stone to bring to one place.
**  Than I just as in a pool. I just as in middle pool. I just as move to edge of pool. In base of pool there are  sands.
*** I just as in campus of STFD. I want to join of lecture. "Today in lecture only one, the lecturer Ms Ery S. Seda is absent so continue lecture of Prof. Sastro, SJ. I see  Prof. Sastro, SJ.
*** I see some friend, just as still in  party. They throw (melempar) something. It is  broken. Dirty. There are glass flakes (pecahan kaca) in ladder (tangga) to base floor. There are 2 ladder. I avoid by pass the right ladder. I move to left ladder.
We arrive in yard. I see  Prof. Sastro, SJ. He see young. He share his experience when manage STF Driyarkara  campus. I buid the STF building, especially Bachelor degree (strata satu). The alumni support. They gave  secondhand (barang bekas). They think it is not quality, evidently it is still  qualite, especially chairs," he share.

What is meaning of this  dream?

Tuesday, August 30, 2016
I have dream.
We just as walk in middle of garden.  Just as together Mr. Lius Beong's families (Mr. Valens Mahu).  We just as walk to west  direction on garden of  corn. Than turn to right to north direction. I just as give stick (cane = tongkat , "sembore" = Manggarainese) to everybody in our group to hit something, especially wild animal or wild dog that disturb us in journey.

Other dream:
I  just as join on lecture in STFD. The students so many. I'm wondering because the students so may. I sit down. Father Prof.  Sastro come. "Today, please you self independent study. Read  text book. Please see on book page ....." he said . "Okay, father," I said. Actually I'm not understand. I'm confusing. May be I'm not focus.  I want to the second floor to ask it but not dare. The lecturer  just as have meeting so cancel to teach the students. Than  the material of text book come. Someone come to delivery it. 

** One part of  dream is  forget. In last morning I remember 3 parts of dream.

Wednesday, August 31, 2016 - not remember the  dream. The dream seem  equivocal (dim = haze = secret = nebulous = criptic = samar-samar, tersembunyi.

 Thurssday, September 1, 2016
I have dream. I just as in one place. I collect with the Manggarai / Wela people. Just as we are  have meeting of cooperation, CUWM. I meet Mr. Egy. We talk about our  credit. "You are better, have invest while me not yet, I say to Mr. Egy who already have home and invest in trees in Manggarai. I see Mr. Ino too. I see Mr. Adri Garu - the Manggarai senator - too. Just as I shame to meet him. Than I go back. Just as I use my motor cycle. I I arrive in a corner. Evidently it is a beach. It is in a midde of city.  From there I see to other place, I see  other beach view.

What is  meaning of this dream? 
Reflection. This dream may be have relation with my experience in last night. I go to Mr. Anto's home. I by the way with them. "Please you by that home" Mrs Anto said   as suggest to buy home beside my contract home. "Wow...I have not enough much money for pay of  it," I said.
My expereince entrance to unconsciousness.

Friday, September 2, 2016
I have dream. I just as gathering with  Wela family of Jakarta, especially Mr. Ino  and Mr. Egy and family. The location I don't know. This is new. I not find of this in conscious world. May be only in unconscious world. Just as in Bandung? May be but not similiar. Than when back  go back to Jakarta I want by pass direct to Bekasi without  layover (singgah) in Bintaro, in Mr. Egy's  house. I dislike to  hassle (merepotkan) them.

The other dream I forget.



Monday, September 5, 2016
I have dream. I just as in one place. Just as way down (jalan menurun) in Sukabumi (remember when Mr. Tarsy's merried in  last time). I just as see Mr. Egy Tantono. He bring fresh vegetable, mustard greens (sawi hijau). He already take the leave (meninggalkan)  the bone only. He want to  discard  (buang) of this. Than I walk to up (climb the road to up). Than from the left side home I see Mr. Endy Madur. I  still straighten (membereskan) the mustard green. I seem not tidy when handle it. Than Mr. Endy Madur come. He just as bring mustard green too.  He give to me.
   
Tuesday, September 6, 2016
I have dream. Just as I join on an event. I join in sing of song. The Manggarain song? May be. This dream is hazy. The other dream I forget. This is the memory  problem.

Wednesday, September 7, 2016
I have dream. I just as join on an event, just as custom party of Manggarai.  I'm spirited (enthusiastic = bersemangat). Other  dream is  forget.

Remember when sleepy in JPS, when sit down while see and read news / work in computer.
I see Mr. Edu just as take lamp / drum (gendang) in main pillar at Custom House of Wela (Mabaru Gendang Wela). He smile to me. I just as sit down, while he is standing up to take it.

Other  dream: I just as offering a something  to someone, just as taro (keladi). "Do you like taro," I  ask to offer to someone. Just as I want to throw (lempar) it. On that time my  right hand just as  move. "Spirit lead the body. Wow... I'm so easy to  dream. Am my mental  disorderly?


Thursday, September 8, 2016
I have  dream. I just as travelling. Just as in Jakarta area. Than I go back. We by pass the circular path (jalan melingkar)  and meandered (jalan berkelok). I know it when go back. Just as it the East Jakarta area. 

Other dream:
I just as  in Kuwu, in near intersection . I stay in a kiosk of Mrs Sita Guman, our neighbor in Warung / Golowelu.

The other dream:
I present in one event. I see my little mother,  Paulina. I see her  eat the food and vegetable that still hot.She seem hurry up may be because want to entrance room to start meeting. I come to her. "Be slow mom," I just as say just as it to her. "It is better the food bring to room than eat there. But is it proper or no? May be no eat or drink during in the room.
In the room I see and hear Mr. Ade - JPS' ICT staff - as moderator - of seminar. Just as there are JPS' parents who join on the seminar. Mr. Ade call my name as  speaker about ICT, just as how use ICT / internet wisely. But the problem is I'm not prepare the papper. I'm worry about what I will talk to them. I just as neglect. I'm just as underestimate (meremehkan) a information, slow to responses (respon). I just as want to talk with reckless (nekat), talk without preparation. Certainly this is embarrassing (memalukan). My session just as later. I'm still  worry. Than I'm aware.

We entrance to a building. Just as own the parish / Catholic church. We just as borrow it. We just as have meeting / seminar. It is the ICT seminar. I hear Mrs Lidya's voice  who sing of song.
While the meeting come just as there are handyman (tukang) or builder (tukang bangunan) want to continue their work. They already prepare the car of "molen" (to mix materail to make building). We just as complain because just as the owner of parish not support or permission our activity. So we were complaining. There is a women complain. When she did it a women as staff / worker the project  flush (menyiram) water the the women who complain. Just as they know one another. Just as they joke (bercanda). 

Friday, September 9, 2016
I have dream. I just as meet my lecturer  when studied Philosophy and Theology in Ledalero. He is Father Servulus Isaak, SVD. I just as in his office. "In the last time I  wish Father  George Kirberger, SVD to help me here but he had job in other place," he said. I just as see Father George Kirberger, SVD or Father Martin Harun, OFM  there. Just as I see Father Martin Harun, OFM from beside him.

I have other  dream but I forget of it. This is memory problem.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

I have dream. The dream is I just as in one place. I just as with friend, Father Egis, Pr (?)  and a girl. We just as  want to a place, campus  (?). I just as  expalain palce to them. I just as give time to my frind to talk with the girls. I know his desire (interest to women) . I JUST AS  explain a plane just as a school / parish. "This is  Saint James (Yakobus),"  I said to them.

 
Sunday, September 11, 2016


Monday, September 12, 2016

Tuesday, September 13, 2016
I have dream.
Just as I want to join on lecture of Prof. Sastro. I entrance to the room. I see some brother, include Mr. Alex Maji. He join on this semester. I just as join on lecture. Just as I'm late. I'm shame too. When I entrance the room, the lecture already start (begin). Suddenly I arrive in one room, just as theater room. We sit down in up room while the some people in a centre (middle) room. I see two people talk in Manggarainese. They hold   white rooster (ayam jantan putih). It is not clean I hear. I see the  Manggaraian  people, include my family: my cousin Mr. Tinus Talbot, My Father,  the late Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu. Mr. Gaspar give response to people that become spokesman (jubir). But I'm not catch what is he talk.  Just as Prof. Sastro give time to Manggarai people to do this activity.  I'm astonish that he gave permission for this activity. His lecture change with Manggarai custom (culture).

The other  dream: I see  Mr. Aloy  come back to JPS. He taught in JPS again (Note: this dream may be because I see Mr. Aoy  came to JPS on Friday, September 9, 2016. Mr. Aloy id former JS's teacher. Now he is work in Cruise ship (kapal pesiar). When duty he is come to visit us at JPS).

The other  dream: 
I just as arrive in one place, just as in one community  of abbey (monastery = biara). I see a people just as gravediggers (gali kubur). I remember in Ende region no public cemetery (kuburan umum). I see them  gravediggers (gali kubur). Than I move to one place. I just as hear joke of member monastery. "Please don't say to former our darling, because they can disturb with it later. I imagine this is just as SVD  monastery, with people Flores (Ende, Bajawa) as members. 

Other  dream:

I just as in one place in Wela. The  traditional leader give comment to a battle  between Wela people. "Now we see battle (pertempuran = raha) between  Gaspar Ngganggu with Aven Migun (Anton Ambor's  son)," the voice of traditional leader (may be Mr. Basilius Beong  or Mr. Paulus Jalu). I'm shock. My father already  prepare beside me. I'm  worry he is losing in battle, so get accident even pass away. I'm protest in my heart, why not  fight with Mr. Anton  Ambor, but only his  son, that still young, while  my father already adult. Just as   battle to  fight  land (just as in Mbarang?). I'm worry to father's condition. "It is better  discuss than  fight. "If father mistake to take the other people's land, let us discuss, we willing (rela) to re set (tata ulang) the limit of garden / land," I think. Than I come to father. Father ("Bapa), no need to fight with Aven Migun (Anton Ambor's  son)," Isay to say my worry to him. "Oh, no worry, your mom said that we will  win," he said.

Than I aware.

What meaning of this dream?


(Note:  This  dream may be fulfillment  of wish (penenuhan keinginan). This is  have link with aware state. I have longing (kerinduan) to meet  father. I miss him. I'm longing (rindu) he is give expalin to me me about something about  our life: story of family , his struggle,  etc.Than I have longing to join on lecture of Father Sastro in semester 5, but alredy 3 meeting done but I never come to the class.

   
Wednesday, September 14, 2016
I have  dream. I just as meet with my classmate when JHS -SHS Saint Klaus  Kuwu -Cumbi Ruteng, Mr. Kosmas Kondang. He entrance to monastery of SVD as brother. Than he decide to leave his call as monk (=conventual = friar = biarawan). Than je choose  family life. Just as we hear their share, include his wife share that  they make  secret trick  in order to   their love   maneuver (manuver) is still lonely, not know by another people. She just as story telling while enjoy in swimming pool or swim in river. In the dream I know that Mr. Kosmas Kondang alredy married.

Other dream. 
I meet with my other classmate, Mr. Rafael Idemly Don Bosco.  We just as in one place . Just as Mr. Idem as host. He just as pay a room oor may be it is his home / property. We  by the way. I remember his father Mr. Aloysius Jema.  Mr. Idem and I still single status now.

Thursday, September 15, 2016  

I have dream. The dream about my activity. I just as visit  a place. The place just as dirty (kumuh). Some people stay there. The building home just as already old, worn (usang) and just as want to obsolescent (lapuk) and fragile (rapuh).  I see the water pump (pompa air) beside home. The home in the area  only few. "How many cost the home of here. Just as I ant to move here because I have not much money to buy luxury  (mewah) home. The location as near Rame Munak - Golowelu  in near Mr. Lorens' Man  house.

Other dream:
I just as come to a place. There I see  the JPS student, Juan. Juan is Primary 2B (C). He is clever, include to play music. He just as  go to the south. There is high grass so he almost close by high grass because his body is short. He move his leg  with agile (lincah). He seem health so can move his leg with agile. 

Than I just as move to west.  Near it just as have market / place to sale something. I see people sale something include fruits. Just as have  water melon with some  different color: yellow, res  and green. 
Wow.... this is new expereince for me about fruit (watermelon)  that have some many colors.

Note: The first   and   second, third   dreams  just as have base in experience ( conscious / walking state). But still hace new component.

Friday, September 16, 2016 

I have dream.

The first dream ( about at 01:30 - 02:00 ) - I forget it

The second  dream:

I  present in Wela. I stand up at near  fork (pertigaan / persimpaan) to Mbaru Gendang. Before it, I just as entrannce to house of Mr. Viktor Agos. His home is so big and large (luas). It is  house wall (tembok). It is luxury. All his son  stay there. Than I exit.   I stand up there, naer Mr. Steni's house. My face  to west, to Ntalung Pada. What is happening? Today there is celebration to  Father Marsel Agot, SVD. Today he is birthday. Just as he work at Golowelu. He come from there to celebrate his birthday in his home, in Wela. They just as arrive in near Wae Ulu, near Mr. Sius Sintus' house. Some people busy to prepare event in home, include Mr. Piter, Lin's husband. They just as need people to help to give information to Mbaru Gendang. Just as have activity in Mbaru Gendang, just as to celebrtae his birthday. No one people who can help it. They just as hope me. So I go to Mbaru Gendang. I entrance to Mbaru Gendang.  I meet with mother and my sister, Mery Jemen. Mery give information to me that Mr. Philipus  Jeharut want to talk to me. I come to him. "Please when teach the students, no need move so many, make effective work," he advised (menasihati) me. 

What is meaning of this  dream?

My health is disturb . The waist (pinggang), spine (tulang belakang) and rib  right (tulang belakang) is sick. I try to hold. I don't know  too why the sick just as it come.

 Saturday, September 17, 2016


Sunday, September 18, 2016


Monday, September 19, 2016

I have dream. I just as present in  one place. Just as in a beach. I see a girl, just as in a  board / stage. She afraid to swim. "I' afraid to swim because I worry to big wave," she tell in the   other  part of  boat / ship or dock (pier / jetty = dermaga).  "I'm not dare to swim too, I'm afraid    sink (tenggelam) " I say in my heart. I see the water is blue color.

Other  dream:

I just as on one place. Just as in Mr. Edi Danggur  house (office). I entrance  to one room. In other room Mr. Edy Danggur just as accept guest. I try professional in order to not disturb his work. I try to know myself that people that ride in his home (office). I just as as want move to other room. I push it. Evidently there is people who use it. He push to. He just as change his clothes.

Other  dream: - I forget -  the dream seem  vague  (samar), just as in one way meet with Joseph. We just as want to go to other place.


Other  dream:

The condition just as in near Wae Sekas - Wela.  I'm in near  bend (tikungan). My position in in north road. I see a food truck. I see the driver. Just as he make mistake. Than I chase (mengejar) him to responsibility to the mroblem. I get him after Wae Sekas bridge. He was stoping the truck. He exit to meet me. He come to near me. He is threaten (mengancam) me. He is taller than me. "Please you do something do you like that important I know you name of truck, Lestari," I said to him. He come to near me want  punch (tonjok)  me. Lucky he not punch me yet.  Than I aware.


Tuesday, September 20, 2016 -   I have dream but I forget it. Because I late to  write fast  it on  note.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016 -   I have dream but I forget it. Because I late to  write fast  it on  note.

Thursday, September 22, 2016 -   I have dream but I forget it. Because I late to  write fast  it on  note.

Friday, September 23, 2016 -   I have dream but I forget it. Because I late to  write fast  it on  note.

Saturday, September 24, 2016 -
I have dream. I just as climb a ladder to go up.  In just as next (second) floor . There is magic power in that place. I ask the friend / guest to go to the corner. It is just as spot of magic. I see the grass there. Just as Mr......(from East Java) who work at JPS  know it. He is a gardener (handy garden).

Sunday, September 25, 2016 -   

I have dream 

Other dream:
I see Ms Cherryl can answer the test question. She active do it. She often answer it.

I have dream - when day /afternoon sleep:
I just as join with others on an event. Than my brother in low (saudara ipar) come. He is my aunt's (bibi)  son, aunt of Antonia who stay at Gejar, Todo, Satarmese.  I forget his name. He just as want to commend (menitipkan)  handphone to me. I just as committee of event. But I just as not so focus to control it. Than he  come to ask it. I just as no so care. The handphone just as lose. We looking for. Evidently still available there with the paper / plastic. It is still wrap. We are happy. His hp is big just as laptop. Evidently he is bachelor (sarjana). "If he is bachelor, it is easy to looking for job for him," I say in my heart. I just as see his certificate.

Monday, September 26, 2016 -
I have dream. I just as cook rice use rice cooker. I see the rice collect and curling (terguling)   make just as crust (kerak).

Other  dream:
We just as  traveling to a place. Only this fragment  that I remember of this  dream.

Monday, September 27, 2016 -
I have dreams. First the love dream. I touch my vital's mom body. "Mom, please, I want your vital body. Than my hand touch her vital body. It is wet condition. Wow.... this is love experience.

Other dream.
I just as traveling. I by pass the road. Than when arrive on branch / intersection I  turn. Than I arrive in wilderness (padang belantara). I by pass there. I see the trace road in other place but we must on foot to reach the road / path. We must effort to reach it.    I arrive in field (campaign=padang) or  wilderness (padang belantara). I see the buffalo herd (kawanan kerbau). The buffalo is big and black.  The buffalo just as in down area while I'm in up area. I see the buffalo herd  and the buffalo  see me. I see their movement (pergerakan). The buffalo herd (kawanan kerbau) just as want to chasing  (kejar) and attaching (serang)  me. I try to avoid from them. I by pass the wilderness.  I turn to left than run to avoid  from  buffalo. I lost (tersesat).  I arrive in in field that just as garden, but I'm still not find path / road. I'm still lost (tersesat). Than I walk to east. Just as from the other small hill (bukit)  I  see the black buffalo (kerbau). The buffalo just as angry and want to hunt me. "You are from Europe / Asia / Africa," I  just as  hear statement just as it from buffalo. The buffalo just as can speak. But I just as pretend (pura-pura)  not hear. I continue to walk to down in it filed. I'm still lost way. Than I look back (menoleh ke belakang). I try to see to right. I see the many people who walk (traveling). I try to call and say hallo  from my field . wilderness of lost. They are while people of skin. Just as Europe people. Many man of young that I see. Than I try to come near it. I find the path but not so smooth, may be people rarely (jarang) by pass there.

Than I aware. I feel my condition not so good. My body feel tired. 

Note: "Monday, September 26, 2016 -soul tired so body tired too,".

- Dream  seldom   does not make sense (tidak masuk akal), irrational (irasional), no trace (tidak runut), no coherent (tidak runtut), strange (aneh), random (acak), carelessly (sembarangan), arbitrary (sewenang-wenang), voluntarily  (mana suka).



Tuesday, September 26, 2016 -   I have the dream but I forget it

Wednesday, September 28, 2016 -   I have the dream but I forget it.

Thursday, September 29, 2016 - 
I have  dream. I just as one one place. Just as  in Lando - Terang. We just as want to back to Wela with wood truck. Just as have people commend (menitipkan) child to me.
Than just as I on foot while  a boy in front of me  drive bike (sepeda). Just as Mr. Rinto's son. I control him.  He know by  pass the road, how to avoid from other people.

Other  dream:

Just as play riddles (tebak-tebakn). They ask  title Indonesian song. I forget to remember of it. I think it is new song. When it sing  I know too.

What is meaning of this  dream.

Friday, September 30, 2016 - 

I have  dream. I just as in a place. Just as in Jakarta. I arrive in  a path (lorong)  or road. Mr. Eping Bensa and his   brother stay near there. "This path / road / shelter  be named  Bensa path. May be they famous (familiar = terkenal) there so the name pf path/ road / shelter  use their  name.

Than I just as follow the school activiiity. I just as late. I was appearing (tampak) hurry up. My friends of teacher already  come and just as wait me. I was coming late. I'm shame.

What  is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, October 1, 2016.

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Sunday, October 2, 2016

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Monday, October 3, 2016

I have dream. 
I meet with my  brother as one village, Mr. Egy Patnistik. I see Mr. Egy and his wife, Ms Dyan. Ms. Dyan just as use pants (trousers = celana) Mr. Egy's pants. "Why do you use my pants, how  do you if my body move  than other people touch my vital body," Mr. Egy complain to Ms Dyan. "Cie....the other people fish (merogoh) your body," reply Ms Dyan with relax and full of joke (bercanda).  The location just as in back of  custom house of Wela (Mbaru Gendang Wela), in cofee tree garden.
Note: This dream may be become on 02.00 - 03:00 am .

Other dream

I see my  oldest sister, Yustina Jelita  and her first son, Simon Gadur. Yustina use Manggarai   formal dress,  Songke and ......(brokat). They come to Wela. Just as we have party at Wela, so they came. They just as near page of home, or just as in gate   of road to entrance to Lida's place of take water.

What is meaning of this  dream?

The other dream.
Just as My brother Mr Leo Dunu and I join on a meeting in Manggarai, just as in Golowelu. I'm member of Golowelu parish while Mr. Leo member of Lando Terang Boleng's parish. But on this event he entrance on Golowelu team. The official just as Mr. Yoseph Bensa. Mr. Leo and I  from Wela. May be this is Church activity. We join the Golowelu team. Mr. Leo and I try to enjoy.


Note: The dream abouut Mr. Egy and Ms Dyan I can remember after in my think remember kind of menu of food in warteg in Rawa Indah intesection, place that I entrance to eat. There are many menu there, include  chicken braised in coconut milk (opor ayam). When think about  chicken braised in coconut milk (opor ayam) my memory connect to this dream. Before I forget this  dream. The memory need stimulus (rangsangan) to remember. The stimulus  as key word to remember the dream that forget.


 Tuesday, October 4, 2016 - I have dream but I'm not remember of it. 
 Wednesday, October 5, 2016 - I have dream but I remember forget (ingat-ingat lupa), hazy (disguised= kabur, samar)
The  dream is about  acquaintance (kenalan) Mr. Eping, Ms Tini  and their parents Mr. Yoseph and Ms Ely Pangul. The location just as in Wae Mese, near Emad Dony - Ema'd Tina garden  than near Lida.

Thursday, October 6, 2016 
I have dreams.

I just as  see  Ledy Aman (Wikut)  in one place. He give information to me. He said something but I forget to remember it.
***

I just as have dream to empower the fellow (sesama) of village people  of Wela with build company, especially school. With this I try to give work to Wela people. 

***
I just as in one place, similiar in Kwu when I junior school. I just as entrance to barrack. There is bunked bed (tempat tidur tingkat). I just as go out of the room than go back the bad room. I go up to second bed. From there I see people out of room who still walk.
***
I am  just as  in Labuan Bajo, West Flores. I hear  issue that there is build of  mine (tambang) company. I imagine  or think about Holchim  Company.  This company just as still new. The area still frsh. I see on the brochure (brosur) that there are many components available (tersedia) there just as manganese, kerosene (minyak tanah). Just as it is the offshore mining (tambang lepas pantai). "It is good if I work here, but how about the salary, is it based on provincial minimum wage (upah minimum provinsi = UMP). May be still  better provincial minimum wage  of Jakarta / West Java. 
"If I work  here I can empower (memberdayakan)   my family to work this company too," I think.  

Just as suddenly I discuss with my brother who had job as Human Resource Development (HRD), Mr. Leo. He had experience how recruiting (merekrut) new employee, include give job to family. He try to challenge (menantang) the candidate of employee. "This company consist of expert (ahli). What is your skill to progress this company?" he ask. "wow.... this question make  candidate, include family challenged (tertantang)  to ask him or herself about self quality. This question make the candidate lose his / her  guts (nyali), so  have high hope to us as HRD staff," Mr. Leo said. I try to see him but my eye change to other place. Oh, I'm less self confidence," I say to myself in the dream. "How to avoid nopotism when manage company?" I just ask to myself. "Please make link with other parties (pihak lain), so our family entrance by the institute (foundation). Our families can get training there. Just as outsourching. 

***
I  just as as in a room of  company. There is bad smell, just as stench (bau amis).  The women employee discuss the same smell. I try to kiss the rice pot (periuk nasi). The smell just as fish stench (amis ikan). I imagine fish stench (amis ikan) in Ship of  Harimau when travelling from Labuan Bajo to  Bali.  I try to give explain to the women employee. "This smell is normal in company. This smell is normal in company (factory = pabrik). I just as explain show my experience who already work long in Jakarta. They silent.

Note:   These dreams  happened about 02:00 - 02:30 am.

***

I have dream.
I am in one place, just as in parking area. I see black car that still move. The glass of car is closed. I don't know have driver or no driver. Beside of left  side  there is a adult  women, just as Chinese tribe. In front of car there are people who by pass there, just as families of President of Jokowi, Ms Iriana and their daughter. I 'm worry the car (Avansa) hit (menabrak) them. Evidently not. I'm suspect the car walk himself may be not put wedge (ganjalan) on the front of tires, so go back. May be the owmer the car is the women who stand up beside lift of car. I'm aroud the that women.


Friday, October 7, 2016 - 
I have dream.  I was sailing.  I was using  Ferry  ship. The ship want berthing (sandar) in dock (dermaga). I see the helmsman (nakoda) driver ship nicely. He make maneuver (manuver) to avoid the big stone, I think we will hit the big stone. Evidently not. I just as see the crocodile (buaya) / lizard (biawak). Than I arrive in land. I see  crocodile or elephant. It is walk slow. I'm worry if it preys (memangsa) me. I try to avoid it. I  entrance to garden that have cassava (singkong). The cassava tree so many. There are other trees. It just as forest. I'm just as lost way. I see and looking for the way. Finally I find the path. I follow it. Evidently that way connect to a place, a village that I already visit. Just as I see the place of bell just as in church.. Evidently the place / garden that I loost way no so far from this place.

What is meaning of this  dream.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Monday, October 10, 2016
I have dream. I just as want to pee. I already have the need (kebelet). My hand already held (pegang) my tip (ujung) of penis.  Than I come to front of house. Just as in front of custom house (rumah adat) "Rumah Gendang" Wela. My face to yard of house. Suddenly my hand release (lepas) held on penis, so I pee on  pants (celana). The pee  go down. Wow.......I'm  shame. (Note: Evidently in real condition my penis exit sperm).

This condition become debate  / discuss  theme.  (This part of dream is disguised (samar) in my memory. I late to write.

**The other  dream: meet Father  Herry Priono, SJ: You are the low  IP." he said. I and Mr. Leo. I meet him in one place, just as in campus but not STF Driyarkara. I entrance to the campus. There is road in front of campus. I entrance. I just as see  Father Dr. Herry Priyono, SJ, our lecturer and Chairman of Study Magister of Philosophy  Program. I see him still by pass. Than he intercepted (mencegat)  and rebuke (menegur) me. "You are low grade point (indeks prestasi).  I'm shock  and stop walk. I'm shame. My self confidence is down. My mental is down. I sit down on long bench. My brother Leo retreat (mundur). He just as avoid to meet Father Herry, SJ.  Father Herry is to the point when rebuke (menegur) people. "This is not ethical (sopan)," I say in my heart. Than I aware. 

(Note: I write this dream at 06: 55   and  09:45 am, it is about  3 or 5 hours after the event).



Tuesday, October 11, 2016
I have dream. I just as go to the church at Golowelu.  I want to join on mass. But the prayer just as finish. May be  pray only that lead by catechist. The pray just as finisih. I'm late. But than I see the priest. The priest. The mass will start  but the Catholic people  already (terlanjur) disbanded (bubar / pulang). From the Golowelu location  I see the them just as in road at Golowelu (intersection).
Than there is a darurat building because the church already  be demolished (dibongkar) for make new. I see  priest and some people who want to mass. But may be the mass dismissal. The location is simple. I see the  private dress  of  priest still be dried (dijemur). May be the new building still in design to build. 


*Other  dream   forget. The memory can not remember.



Wednesday, October 12, 2016

I have dream. The location in one place. I  never saw it in conscious life. It is in one place who knows (entah) where. I just as talk with other men, minimal two people. They share their expereince love. Just as they making love with a girls. They do it with the same girl. They just as sleep this girls alternately (bergantian). May be not two people only but more than it.  Just as the young girl in forest. She just as hostage (disandera). The girl accept it with smile. I'm only hear while try to imagine. 




Than just as I am in beside place / forest. I hear just as someone hunter us from front. Than I see. Evidently he is my senior when JHS in Saint Klaus Kuwu. He was Mr. Karel Pait. He came while bring kris (keris). The condition is enough peace. We go to front.


** Other  dream:  I just  hear my sister, Mrs Mery  come  from Terang in the evening / early morning.  I hear her voice to ask to driver to stop in near our home in Ntalung Pada in near Mr. Beny and Mr. Hubert house.

(Note: Evidently in this morning / today  my sister come  from Terang, arrive in Wela / Ntalung Pada on may be at 02:00 am.   I call them in evening at  20:30  pm,  Mery arrive  from Terang  in last night / morning). There  is matching between dream and reality. 

Other dream is forget.


Thursday, October 13, 2016

I have dream. I just as in one place. I'm  at outdoor (ruang terbuka).  I just as with Ms. Diana - Mr. Haris childrem, Liezel and Filbert. Ms Diana just as control her children. This dream  seem disguised (kabur). 
 I'm just as anxious (cemas) with my duty  of lecture that not finish yet. "It is still have time. I try to calculate time. "Oh... I still have time today  and tomorrow to do it. If recessive (terdesak) we can contact Ms Retno (STF Driyarkara)  office staff  of administration)  in order to it can follow, " I think.

Than just as change the place. I meet with  Mr. Ferdy's children, Angelo and Nenet (Renata). I kiss Nenet. Than I talk with Mr. Ferdy. He just as talk about deceased (mendiang) Ms Ina. Ms Ina already pass away. "She just as angry,", " Mr. Ferdy said. I just as see Ms. Atik, Mr. Tarsy's  wife. 

Friday, October 14, 2016

I have dream. I just as meet with my father deceased   Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu and one again that I forget what is topic (theme) what we discuss. Than I just as  in Kuwu, saint Klaus. It just as in hostel (asrama). The other part I forget. The disguised (kabur)  dream.
Than I have dream again. I just as in  one place. It is just as park or city forest. There is building and tree.  In a tree I see monkey.  The monkey  turn  to down, to land. Than the monkey  walk just as man. I want to take my  slippers (sandal) to throw it. But cancel to do it. Than I see the monkey walk  and run to west. Than there is horse come from west and  run to come near the monkey. The monkey just as change become horse. Its   marry (kawin).  Than I wake.

Saturday, October 15, 2016.








Sunday, October 16, 2016.
I have the dream. The dream almost become  before 03:00 am.
I just as in a place that hilly (berbukit). Some people, Saver  and I (me) in west part, while there is my classmate,  Ms Yul Lahu in east part. Between us have river. The river enough  steep (curam). Ms Yul just as play soccer. We are just as sit down, while Ms Yul stand up while play soccer.  She kick the ball to our place. "Please give to  your classmate," I shout just as it to her. Her classmate is me.  Than she just as  she fall down to river. Than I aware.

Other dream (after at  03:00 - I forget. This is memory problem).

Than I walk in room while read book.  Than I sleepy while dream. I see Mr. Stanis Bandur. He talked about Mr. Gregorius Wanggor. We are in same level. About the final task he make thesis (essay) about Finance report in his company. He got A grade when final test of essay," he said. Mr. Gregorius Wanggor is my neighbor. We are  from Wela. He   is working  at Malang  as security. May be he ask help to leader to ask data finance to make his essay.

This is short  dream - than I'm aware (wake up).  


Monday, October 17, 2016.
I have dream. Just as have election at Wela/ Golowelu. This is regency of election. Just as have name  Anies Baswedan  ( confuse, diguissed dream). I join on election. There are name of Father Beny Jaya. The place of election just as in Golowelu / Ntalungpada. I don't know who is I elect / choose. Than I go to the home of Mr. Philipus Jeharut. I see many people there. I just as see  the deceased the late Ms Min (? - disguissed? -  see the women in front of the home. Than I see the people who handle the food.  I see  there are many  leftover food (makanan sisa). I want to get, may be want to give the pig. Than just as the entourage (rombongan)  or team election and supporter walk from Golowelu / Ntalung Pada to Mr. Philipus house. I just as as team to manage it. I come earlier to there. I want to know who is wining the election. The winner is Father Beny Jaya, Pr. Than I just as hear comment of Father Marsel Agot, SVD that say that just as he is not proper. Just as Father Marsel, SVD talk about level office when lecturer in university. Just as Father Marsel,SVD  higher  than him (Father Beny,Pr) but may be if use criteria level office (jabatan) in church structure  just as Father Beny,Pr higher that Father Marsel, SVD. Father Beny is vikep of Borong. Father Marsel may be only  former (ex)  Director of STKIP Saint Paul of Ruteng.

Than I just as in one place. We just as have activity of school.  I meet with Mr. Romeo and Mr. Rinto. We just as listen presentation of Mr. Pius? (disguissed = kabur). Than just as the time is finished. Mr. Rinto want to said abouut it. 
Than we just as move to another place but still in same building. We go to the east area. I see to west directin (arah). I just as see women who still take a bath (is she naked?).  Than I just as meet with former JPS teacher (Mr. Yo - SHS religion teacher) and Mr. ...... (I don't knoe his name, but base on the dream, he is exit from JPS than entrance again as teacher at JPS.). Just as Mr. Bento call a teacher. May be he is wrong because that teacher  from Lukup, Satarmese. On other place / room I see former Optima teacher. They share the idea / exoerience during in Optima. They mention friends there. I just as not care / interest   about it. I just as ignorant (cuek).

The other dream  I forget.

Note  about dream election may be because I so often read news about election of governor of Jakarta. Mr. Anis Baswedan as on of candidate of governor. 

Tuesday, October 18, 2016.
I have dream but I forget it. May be be grandfather Namal (Nemo), a figure in Wela in  last time.  But this dream disguised too.

Wednesday, October 19, 2016.
I have dream. The location just as in Golowelu church. There is room in back of church.  Just as there is problem  of pipe of water to presbytery (pastoran). My older brother Mr. Beny just as want to handle it or may  be committee to handle it. I see Mr. Niko Man as handy who handle the water and pipe water in Golowelu before. 

Other  dream is forget.

What is meaning of this dream?

 Thursday, October 20, 2016.
I have dream. The dream about traveling. I just as traveling to somewhere. I arrive in beach / river. I see the peoples delivery by gig (dokar) to dock (dermaga). Than I just as  in a bus. We by pass the long  and big bridge (jembatan) with the big river. Than the bus stop. The crew of bus just as breakfast. They go to the kiosk of food than in back of position of parking of bus. We retreat to back way. They eat there. I just as want to eat too but I see the fish just as fall apart (berantakan). I order the food. Just as I pay IDR 10.000. "Sorry, I cook rice first because already finish it," she said. "It's okay, "I said.  Than I just as worry be left of bus while I already (terlanjur) pay it. I just as complain  while give ultimatum to her. I just as out of kiosk of food. I just as in slope (lereng). There is water in a hole but the water just as dirty (wae tungur). I just as  coconut or coconut shell with little coconut there (in hole of water). I just as speak there. I have think on dream. The think just as this . "You should be delivery  my food to bus and available there before the bus start," I think. Than..... I'm aware  than wake up.
 

  Friday, October 21, 2016.
I have dreams. Its,  the first dream in  Golo Karot  - Lembor. I see the view / scenery (pemandangan). It is mount or hill. This is field (padang - satar). I see the  vegetation there. I compare the condition  Golo Karot  and my village, Wela.  I see to south to direction (arah) mountain / hill.
Than I just see the gate. I see my nephew (keponakan) - Simon ? Rinus? just as exit feces out door near gate. May be they are not have toilet.

The second dream: I just as with Mr. Leo Dunu. Mr. Leo just as bring the car. Other people too. They parking the car in side of the road (pinggir jalan). Mr. Leo just as want to move a car. No driver of it. He drives manual. The car move than run fast. Mr. Leo can not control. The car slide (meluncur) in road while there is other car in a bend (tikungan) in front of it.  We are follow to see what is happening with the car. Mr. Leo follow too. The car slide to front. It is  way down (jalan menurun). Just as the car turn (belok) to left in a bend (tikungan). We see the bridge and river. The car entrance to  a little river beside the big bridge. There are people who still take a bath there. Just as Ms Cherryl and her daughter, Trisya. They exit from river /swimming pool. The car entrance there. I come to river. There is sand there. The car covered (tertutup) water. We want to help to move car  from river to mainland (daratan).

Third dream. I just as go to Jakarta. We just as want to meet member of family. We prepare the food include the vegetable. We prepare the fresh vegatable, We prepare many vegetables. The location just as in Rawasari / Cempaka Putih. Just as this place (Feus / Rony's rent house) usually be used by the Catholic hierarchy, include Bishop. Around it there are Muslim people that secure, just as security. They  just as still work to control security. They just as collect / march (berbaris). They just as hope we give money to them. They ask it to me. I come to  left side. "Bishop, please give us money. I'm not give it because I'm not bring many money. I avoid it. They just as use stick (tongkat) or  cleaver. I just as worry to them. Lucky they are not do anything to me.


Note: Dream 1  and  3  may be have relation with reality. Yesterday we talk about our family. My nephew Any - in Pontianak - call me when she borthday. We talk about our family, include her family in GoloKarot - Lembor.
The dream number 3, may be because I have plan to meet my brother, Mr. Ansel -  teacher at Golowelu JHS state - who come to Jakarta to join on training as teacher. In last Wednesday, Oct 19, 2016, I call him.


Saturday, October 22, 2016.
I have dream. The location in  our home at "Rumah Gendang" Wela. I just as nake. I'm shame to entrance to  through main door. I by pass  in back of   kitchen house  than entrance to right side home to get our part of room (sleep room). Than I see to  our  sleep room. I see Father Gaspar still sleep. I see his leg still dangle (menjuntai). I entrance. May be he help me to enrance. Than he speak to me.  I see the bottle with coconut oil. "This oil used to our bady that sick, please  rub (gosok) on body that still sick," he said. Than I  aware.

Sunday, October 23, 2016

I have dream.  It is about memory of  deceased Ms Maria Payong Inang (Ina), the Saint James Primary teacher  of Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta. She already  pass away in last month. The memory about her death come again. I see Mr. Tarsy.  Mr. Tarsy  got the situation that so many less about the equipments. This condition know and hear by parent students and Saint James foundation and school. Than they come to help. They donor some millions money. They very response to handle this condition.

The other dream:

I just as entrance to the campus of STF Driyarkara, Jakarta.  I see many students there. They busy to see the publication. They check their job (work sheet). There are women students too. I check on board publication about my name. In last time I  already entrance the thesis proposal. I want to check the tutor already check or no.  How do the result? Evidently none data of me. I see on the other publication board. I see the name of lecture.   I saw the name  Father Thomas. Certainly the name of  Father  Hubert Thomas Hasulie, SVD, my  lecture when post graduate college in the last time. I see the title of lecture that he want to teach. It’s good and interesant. I think want to join to get knowledge. I think too that the sociology lecturer of STF Driyarkara Jakarta is Dr Maria Ery Sikka Seda. She is the good lecture too. Seldom I think that STF Driyarkara have tradition to change  of lecture. So they prepare the  young  lecture to replace the lecturer who can not lecture.  Father  Dr. Hery Priyono, SJ certainly think about this condition. He is of leader at STF Driyarkara campus now

Note: Ms Ina pass away last month (September 20 and buried Sept., 22 2016)

Monday, October 24, 2016

I have dream. The dream is I meet with my lecturer, Dr. Frengky Budi Hardiman (FBH). He ask to my classmate, Mr. Yohanes Bayu.  Mr. Bayu is one  of the best  student in  our class (grade). Mr. Bayu like write.  I get this  impression from his speak (talk).   Dr. FBH just as ask  Mr. Daniel. May be Mr. Daniel (the mind is Mr. Bayu Utami) is the best too. Dr. FBH just as bring the  some exemplars book. Just as result idea of lecturer and   students, include Mr. Bayu.  Mr. FBH just as meet me. He just as not  rebuke (menegur) me.  He and I walk opposite / contrast  (berlawanan).Dr. FBH  seem  praise Mr. Yohanes Bayu.

Tuesday, October 25, 2016
I have dream. I just as collect / gathering with my families, include Welo (Maras Welo - Wela) clan (tribe). Just as Mr. Robert and Mrs. Rika available too. We discuss about Mrs. Rika. Mrs. Rika is our yunior when Primary  in Golowelu I and junior and senior  High School Saint Klaus  Kuwu. Now we discuss what we can help her. "Just as you promise to send to school (mengkuliahkan) me as kindergarten teacher," she said to us. We are not response. "Certainly we need shooping money to help her  at least (paling kurang) IDR 50.000," I think.

Than I  just as change a place. I just as meet with the other families / friends. I meet with Mr. Simon Ogos and Mr. Marsel Magul. They are our brother in law (ipar) because our grandmother and their grandfather is brother Wawa - Ongkom ?)  and sister (Waweng). In Manggarai culture, we sholuld be respecting them. On this situation just as we want to traveling. To Wela? I don't know. I'm just as not pay the ticket of bus. I'm not good feel if leave (meninggalkan) them. If I leave (meninggalkan) them at least I give something to them because they are giver of bridge (pengantin perempuan) while we are giver groom (pengantin laki-laki). In Manggarai culture they are "Anak rona" while we are Anak Wina (woe). Than I come to place of bus for my traveling. There I see some Manggarai people. They just as change cloth in the room (car/bus). They are just as include Mr. Panifino (Ino) Jewaru.
What is meaning of this dream?


Wednesday , October 26, 2016
I know I have dream but my memory forget to remember it.


Thursday, October 27, 2016
I know I have dream but my memory forget to remember it. May be because less time of sleep. Last night I sleep at 24:00 pm. May be because memory problem too.

Friday, October 28, 2016
I have dream. The dream about I gathering with my friends and brothers. They are Mr. Lucius Karus, Mr. Ino Jemabut.  We are  in one place, just as in our garden, Nderu. From there we see the river Wae Ri'. Wae Ri' flow (mengalir) from  Wela, Ndoso, Rahong  around to Reo region. We see to north direction. Than I see  my brother, Mr. Rony too. Mr. Ino just as discuss with Mr. Lucius Karus. Than we move. Just as we go up to path. This path is general way for Wela people who want to go to  garden of Nderu, Pandang, Welo and  when go back to home at Wela. I turn to left to Mr Emad /Ended Lue / Fedis  garden than the position beside of our garden.

Other  dream
Just as I'm in one place. I discuss with Wela people. We need  rearrange our culture of Manggarai. We were   needing commission of land to  handle border (langang - Manggarainese) affairs of land," I suggest.

Other dream

John and I just as traveling to a place. Just as we want  looking for housing (perumahan). We by pass a complex. We arrive at  other housing. Than I go back. I by pass a decline (menurun)  road that  steep (curam) to me.  I think how by pass this road if  use motor cycle. It is difficult to me. I ask to other people. If by pass here when decline (menurun) what  gear do you use when descending (menuruni) this place?" I ask to a man. "It is 13 gear," he said. Wow..... I'm confuse because on motor cycle consist 4 gear only. Than I arrive on the  first housing I by pass. Than I continue my traveling. I'm worry because just as late to go to another place.Nua Baduk tribe (suku)  just as have plan to go to Terang to family affairs. Wow....I'm late, I say in my heart. It is okay. I can follow them," I say.

Other dream

I arrive in one place. I see a rice field. In rice field I see simple  cottage (pondok) of three. There is child that still sleep, may be sick. His grandfahter / father care him. From opposite way I see a group people, girls and boys. They  turn to right before meet me. I only see them. There is a pretty girl  who blonde (pirang) hair.

Other  dream:

I just as  meet  Prof Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM. He is my thesis supervisor.  He just as lead  and advice me about my thesis.

Note: The end dream may be have relation with  consciousness. Prof Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM  sms me on Thursday, October 27, 2016 . He ask about my thesis. "I will come to meet you on  Tuesday, November 1, 2016  about 18:00 pm," I respons his sms


Saturday, October 29, 2016
I have dream. I just as meet my thesis supervisor, Prof. Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM. He just as give lecture. He explain nicely the philosophy  matter.

Other  dream, just as  hear Mr. Basuki Tjahaja Purnama alias Ahok, on of candidate of Jakarta Governor. He just as explain about  Jakarta.  Just this is campaign.   I think this is disguised (kabur)  dream.  This is memory problem to remember.


Sunday, October 30, 2016

I have dream. The dream is about my  second sister, Mary. I see her who still sick because accident. Her hand and leg are injured (hurt = terluka). On hand the thumb that injured, while in  leg (kaki). Her leg get serious injure. I ask him to compress (kompres) with warm water. Mother Regina threat her. I just think  as joke: " the accident because not respect that today (October 29, 2016), Mrs Esy pass away birthday. "may be you traveling on the  pass away of birthday of Mrs Esy. Ms Esy is Mery's sister of low. Mrs Est is Hila's wife. Hila and Mery are brother and sister.

Note: This dream is fulfill of dream because on Saturday October 29, 2016 Mery get accident - fall down in road at Goloworok - because the motor cycle that he join than  drive by her son fall down because slippery (licin). Than I just as claim that they get accident because not respect that today (October 29, 2016), Mrs Esy pass away birthday. "may be you traveling on the  pass away of birthday of Mrs Esy. Ms Esy is Mery's sister of low. Mrs Est is Hila's wife. Hila and Mery are brother and sister.


Monday, October 31, 2016
I have dream. I just as in one room, just as still party. We eat meat. I see many meat. Someone give me a big meat.

Than I move to home of  custom home (rumah adat) of Mbaru Gendang Wela, our home. I see the roof (atap). The condition of home is old. I see the roof (atam). The room is old and broken too. The roof seem rickety (reot). What is meaning of this  dream?

Dream in school: I see the wall. The wall exit water, just as have spring there.


Tuesday, November 1, 2016

The first dream (before get up to go to toilet) I forget it.

Than I sleep again than have dream just as below:

Mr. Beny - my oldest brother - and I walk in Ntalung Pada to Wela. We  walk  from Ntalung Pada / Warung  to Wela. We arrive at Mr. Anton Ambor's (Hendrikus Takdir's)   garden. We seen the Wela's people of gadren include corn garden. "This is the Karot's tribe garden," Mr. Beny explain to me. I see their corn garden. It is still green, still youth / growth.
We entrance  to grandmother Martha's garden.  We walk in path. Beside the path there is steep (curam) area. I'm worry to by pass there. We walk to east. We arrive at a river. There are big stone and tree that dangle (menjuntai) to river. Beside river there is place just as lake. The water is dirty in lake. The tree just as a bridge because transverse (melintang). It is terrible (mengerikan) for me. I see other  place. Just as there is other way. Mr. Beny and I go there. I by pass there but just as in under house of people. We want to by pass but just as the owner of house compalin. There are wife and family in home. Than we retreat. Mr. Beny first than me. The women owner home come. She just as angry to us but Mr. Beny angry to her. We just as make her afraid.  Than I'm aware. What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, November 2, 2016 - I don't know I have dream or  no  in last night / morning.

Note:
Thursday, November 3 - 16, 2016 -  I mistake  - so the data lose / delete. I'm very regret.15 days of dreams  lose. Wow...... very regret.

May be I can get the trick to find it.
But  how to get it again?