Selasa, 19 November 2013

MR.WIDODO - MS YOVITA VISIT US

Today, Tuesday, November 19, 2013, Mr. Widodo and his wife - Ms Yovita Sri Purwani  visit us at Computer Laboratory of  JPS . Mr.Widodo and  Ms Yovita is  husband  and  wife. They are agent of  Prudential Insurance.  We  by the way. Ms Yovita prospect (prospek = bakal calon, kemungkinan= harapan=pemandangan) me. Mr. Widodo prospect Ms Indri. We  dialog. I'm  shame because  worry my shoes  that torn (robek)  and my mouth that may be  bad smell. Ms Yovita  give me  candy of fresh breath.
We by the  way about Prudential. She ask me to save money for protection and investment  at Prudential  insurance.

Mr. Widodo is former  Optima  Manager. He and  us (JPS ICT teacher : Mr. Dhani, MsIndri  and I) handle Education  Department at Optima Solusindo (OSI) Company. He was Manager Education of   Department, place we available.Since December 2012 he was resign.  Why was he  resign (mengundurkan diri)? May be he is want to get big progress out  of OSI, Jakarta. He want  to join on his wife  place of  work as Insurance of Prudential. Today he is want to prospect  us to join on Prudential Insurance.Ms Yovita want to  invite to join but i refuse  because I already  have Prudential Insurance  Policy (polis).We only  discuss about it.  May be they get Ms Indri. Ms Indri gives her  data to them.
They  go back on 16.00 pm.

For  reflection  to me.

Many employee of  OSI  already resign. When I resign to get  good job, salary and welfare?
May be there is  way  for me to  get  it.





SUNDAYS ACTIVITY n GO TO CHURCH 1

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Saturday, November 2, 2013, I join mass  at Saint  Albertus of  Harapan  Indah  Bekasi. I jon mass  on  afternoon.

Sunday, November 10, 2013, I join on mass  at Church of  Saint  Arnoldus  Bekasi. I use  motor  cycle up to Aqua. At Saint Arnoldus  Bekasi,   I entrance to  Saint  arnoldus  Church. The   bench (bangku) of Church   there  so  plush (mewah). I join mass  on 08.30. Than I start  to  Cikarang. The  cost of  cus  so expensive. Harapan Indah - Bekasi terminal Rp 5.000. Bekasi terminal to Cikarang terminal Rp 6.000, Cikarang terminal to Jbbk 2 Rp 6.000, Jbbk  to antilop Rp 4.000. Total  Rp 21.000.  In Cikarang I help Hila  to study  Excel. We borrow  Mr.Leo's  computer.


When back, Mr.Hila delivery me up to  Tegal Gede. I on foot to  gate of tool  . I layover (singgah) at  fuel oil tegal Gede. I use  toilet. I no pay. I buy powder (bedak) MBK.  Lucky I get  it  at  kioskneat  gete od Cikarang Utama. Ientrance to  car /bus 45 to MM. the  driver  ask Rp 10.000. I complain  bur  I'm still  lose too. I pay Rp 4.000.  I pay Rp 3.000  for  cosr  daycare  of  motor cycle. Than I go to home at VMG.



Sunday, November 17, 2013, I absent  to  join on mass.  I'm  at  Cikarang today. I vist  my brother there since  last  evening  of  Saturday, November 16, 2013. Today, the  situation  is cloudy (berawan). I'mget up late. Why? May be because sleep late  and  my  health  disturb  in last  night. Lucky  I get trick  how to  handle my health. The little  rain come  and  cloudy at  Cikarang. I have program to to to church but  cancel because  rain. Almost as long  day  I satay  at home  at Mr.Leo  and  Ms  Fifi  and  family  home. In middle  day, Mr. Hila, Mr. John, Mr. Beny  come. We by the  way.Mr. Nando, Mr. Hila, Mr. John  and  I discuss how to build  Manggarai strong indigenous (masyarakat adat).The Indigenous  of  Manggarai  system so poor. It is  only consist of tree parts ( Head of Village/ Tua'  Golo, Head of  Garden / Tua' Teno, and  head  of  clan (klan) /  tribe (suku bangsa) / tua' panga.  We need reformation it become the rich system  with participation  so many people in the  village. The tree pillar of leader  of Indigenous system become the center ( lodok)  while  radius sytem (sising) should  be  create to  accommodation  the needs modern times, just as department education, forest, water, health, female, security, culture, religion, death, birth, youth, adult, land,  public relation (PR), court (pengadilan) customary, government,Riset and  Development. The Indigenous  of  Manggarai  system should be based on education. All of  us  know that  education  is  locomotive changes (lokomotif  perubahan). Where the education is  good  the positive change available  there." The Wela Indigenous  should be  have School Indigenous. Not  only  Religion and  Country have school but Indigenous people  should be  have school too." I  conclusion and summary the informal discuss. May  be  this is  my  dream  to  Wela. If the  Primary already manage by  government, The Indigenous people  of  Wela  manage  the YHS  and SHS  and  collage or  university.

We  discuss while  wait lunch.When Ms Fifi already prepare  it  we lunch. Mr. Leo absent to lunch together  because  he follow  the Church seminar  at  Pangudi Luhur  School  at  Delta Mas - Cikarang.

In afternoon Mr. Marsel  come. Mr.Leo  arrive too. I'm take  a rest.  Than we discuss  again. In afternoon / evening, Mr. Edu  come. We collect  together  for  pray  for  Mr. Yakobys Babur, our younger  fahter  that  die  at Wela  on Monday, November 11, 2013. Before  pray, we try to remember experience together  him.Mr. Leo, John, Hila, Edu, Nando  and I  tell about  him. His spirit  come when we want  to pray. There is relation between the  die people  and the  life  people. The spirit  never  die.

We pray to Mr. Yakobus  in order to  help  in  order to we get easy  to  get  car  to Jakarta. It is happen. When finish  pray,   Mr.Nando  and I start to Jakarta. Mr. John  and  Mr. Marsel delivery us. I join with  Mr. John. Mr.Nando  join  with Mr. Marcel. We use  motor cycle.  What is result  our  pray to Mr.Yakobus?Did  Mr.Nando  and I get car  to  Jakarta? "Yes it  is  so  good. We  still  get   car. I use  car  45. The passanger only 5. We are  starting.  We exit at Bekasi  Timur -by pass  Kali Malang  - Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM - I pay Rp 7.000. Nando  get  car too to Jakarta.  I get  car  to Harapan Indah, place  I save motor cycle.  I give money Rp 50.000 to management staff  daycare (penitipan)  motor cycle, He is  return Rp 38.000. "Wow..  this is still  less,"I complain."It is Rp 38.000  because  the  cost of  daycare  is 6.000  per day. You are daycare during 2 days  so the  cost is  Rp 12.000."he explain. "Oh... I see,"I say. Than I go back to  home at VMG. I try to  carefully. Lucky my journey safety  untul at  home. I by the way  with  friends than sleep. Mr. Vian still busy prepare  lesson  for  tomorrow. 

 ** Mr. John  bring mango  fromm Mr. Beny  house
** Today  Mr.Hila  not  exercise  of  computer  because  Mr.Leo  bring it.I only give paper to him about excel. I make   agenda  from the  white paper  for  him  because  he write use paper.
** On Saturday, Nov. 16, 2013, Mr. Hila  sick because  tired  of  work (lepeng).

My cost  of  journey  since  yesterday:

When  go to Cikarang (use motor up to  Aqua)

Harapan Indah -MM  Rp 3.000
MM - Ckrng  Rp  7.000
Tl Ckrng Utama - Jbbk Rp 2.000
Jbbbk - Antilop  Rp 4.000
Total Rp 16.000

(From antilop  to gate tol  use  motor cycle of  brothers - delivered)
 gate  toll Cjrng  up to NN  Rp 7.000
MM - Aqua  Rp 4.000
Cost daycare 2 days  Rp 12.000

Total  Rp 23.000

Shooping   papaya  Rp 11.000

Total 16.000 + 13.000 + 11.000 = 40.000.
Almost  Rp 50.000



Sunday, November 24, 2013,  Mr. Dami  and  Igo to Saint  Albertus  church  of  Harapan  Indah.Mr.Inyo  Soro too. Mr.Inyo sleepat  our  rent (kontrakan)  home on  last  night. I don't  awere  when he was  coming. It means  I sleep so sound (nyenyak). Mr Inyo  use car. He  is organist when second mass schedulle  on  08.30. Today, Catholic  people  on Environtment / group Felisitas 4  that handle choir. Felisitas 4  group lies  at  Harmony cluster housing, Harapan Indah.  Mr. Dami  and  I  go to the  church.Mr.Dami  drive  motor cycle. At near Pasar Modern,  we almost get accident - fall down -  because he  drive  so skew (miring). I'm  worry.  Today  I arrive  at 08.00  at  church, not  late. In church  I see KG  and  Primary  JPS  students  and  their  parents, just  as  Vini Siregar. I see  SHS students  too just  as.......... (Lidya's  sister). Today the  mass  lead  by  Father  Yonas, SVD. On  family  he explainChrist  Jesus as King  of  Words (Raja Semesta Alam). Jesus'  throne (tahta) is  cross. His  power is universal (semesta) because the  sign available everywhere. Jesus as king want to  redemption (penebusan)  that all sinners.On every  time  can  call  Jesus  to  help  us:"Jesus, remember  me ....".
Than  Mr.Dami  and  I  go back to home. We buy  vegetable at  kiosk  of  vegetable  at  Kampung  Bogor, place  I buy  vegetable. Than Mr. Dami cook it. In last morning Mr.Dami cook  cassava (singkong).  I eat  it. I  go to school  to looking  for  and  write song  of  Flores. I answer  Mr. Rober's  email about  offering from  Kompas to fillprogram  when  exhibition of  weaving (tenun) of  East  at Lasser Sunda. Than  I go back  to school. Before  go to school I call my  brother, Mr.Hila in order to he can go to Mr.Leo  House  at  Cikarang Baru - to practice  of Computer. "We  will  meet  there  about  14.00 pm," I sayat  mobile phone."Okay,thank you,"Mr.Hila  says. Evidently, I start  from Vila  Mutiara  Gading  at 15.00.  I  use motor cycle  to gate  of  Harapan  Indah.I  entrust / leave (menitipkan)   motor cycle there. Than I use  public transportation. I pay Rp 4.000 to MM. Than  I use  bus 45  to Cikarang. I pay Rp 7.000. I ask Mr. Hila to   shuttle /pick up (menjemput)  me  at  Tegal  Gede. On 14.00 pm  he come to shuttle /pick up me whereas  that  time  I'm  still  at  VMG. I'm  so  slow. Please  improve  yourself, Franck.Be discipline, please. I stop  atneat tolll Cikarang  Utama. Than  I use public bus  to Tegal  Gede.I pay  Rp 2.000.Mr. Hila come  to shuttle / pick up (menjemput) me. At  Cikarang  rain.I arrive at  Mr.Leo's  house  at  17.00 pm. We  by  the  way. In home  have  guest  is mother from Manggarai. She  is  Mr. Adi's mother.Mr.Ady  have  home  near Mr.Leo.We  by the  way. Than Mr.Hila study about  computer. I  only  give instruction. Mr.Leo go to kiosk  of  food  to  buy  vegetable. He buy  chicken soup.  Than we   supper. We  talk. Iren (Mr.Ady's  women child) come  together  Ms Ira (Mr.Ady's  sister  that  help  them  at  their home).They  eat  too. Iren is primary I.He is  pretty  and  clever. He  joke  to  Alfred. Alfred's mother and  Iren's  grand  mother match  Alfred  to  Iren. Iren  only  enjoy. He distrub and   joke to Alfred.  I go  back  to Jakarta. Mr. Hila  deliveryme  to Tegal Gede. I have program  to  Cempaka  Putih, Jakarta.I want  to meet  with  Mr. Robert.I had promise  to  him. I use public  transportation from Tegal Gede  to parking  bus 59 (Cikarang - UKI- Jakarta).  I wait enough  long  time. Than the bus fullof  passanger. Than  start. There is passenger that willing  to collect money  of  passenger  to  give  to give to  driver.I mistake  see  money. I give  money  Rp 50.000. Than  I get 5 papers  money. I thinthe  total  Rp 50.000.I complain.It is only42.000,not  Rp 50.000,"he  explain."Thank you," I say. "Wow...I mistake. I'm not see nicely themoney  papers.I think allmoney paper is  Rp 10.000whereas i paper  is  Rp 2.000.The  cost  of  bus is  Rp 9.000.Itis expensive. Istop at  UKI. Lucky  still have  public  car  of 43  direction  Cililitan - Tanjung  Priuk. I entrance  that  car.  I pay  Rp 3.000. Than  I on foot to Wisma 25. I meet  Mr. Robert and Mr. Sony. "He  is go  back  of  patrol (patroli).  Than I discuss  with  Mr.Robert  about offering  from  Kompas. "We already discuss about it .We discuss so long. Mr.Nando come too.We discuss together. "We  wait  replay  from Kompas  about  it. "he  says.Than I  go  back.  " I will delivery  you  until  Pulo  Gadung,"Nando  says.  Idiscuss  with  Mr. Rony. I give  his  money  that Baduk's  brothers  borrow when  Mr. Yakus  Babur  dieon  November 11, 2013. I give  Rp 1.000.000.  Mr.Nando  and  I start.Mr.Nando delivery  me until  at   Bekasi (Aqua). I save my motorcycle  there. "Thank you very  much  Mr. Nando," I say. Mr. Nando go  back.  I take my motor cycle at   daycare (tempat penitipan). I pay  Rp 3.000. Than  I drive motor cycle  there.  I arrive  at  home.May me  on almost   at 24.00pm.  I pray  to  give  thank  for moment that  Lord'sprotection  during  my journey of  today. Total money  that  I shooping for  transportation is   today  is  Rp 25.000.Mr. Nando  meritorious (berjasa) to make  my cost of  transportation is  cheap because hedeliveryme to  Aqua - Bekasi. Thank  you  Lord  for your kindness through  Mr.Nando.





December 1, 2013.

I have  program to join on first mass  at Saint Albertus  Church of  outstations (stasi)  Harapan Indah  , Bekasi. Today the rain come on the morning. I get up late. I cook water to take a bath because I still  cold. Than I go to the church. I use rain coat. I try to  carefully . I'm still  trauma because  on last  time on April 30, 2011, I fall  down 4 times  from motor cycle  on one  day because the way  road is slippery (licin) because  rain. On this  morning , I'm lucky. I arrive  safe at church. When I arrive the holy mass still  on  Lamb  of  God (Anak Domba Allah).  I'm shame because I'm late  so  far. What I do? I try to wrestle (bergumul) with my heart. "It is good for me to priority to praise the Lord now after  it  do the others. So, I no need to join on first  mass  but  I join full  on  second mass  that  start  on  08.30 am. The fisst mas  start  on 06.00 am.
I see  some  students of  JPS  and  their  parents. They are: Eugenia, Katrin, their  parents (father - mother), Jeny - JHS student) - with her father - . Than I sit down. I read the text  of  mass. Than Mr. Yance (from Manado) come to me."Please  help  us to become disciplinary officer (petugas tata tertib) and collection of offering money. Today is Kawanua (Manado)  community duty," he says. "Okay," I say. "Our member of Kawanua (Manado) many people that go out of  foreign  countries  to  join pilgrimage (ziarah)  to holy land. The other still on the way," Ms Yance  says. I join with them (Kawanua community). They are while skil while me black skin. "He is  from Flores," Mr. Yance  introduce me to  his  friend  of  Kawanua community. I'm shame  because I use dress not properly. I never think (menyangka) will become officer. I use  old  jeans. I do my duty with best  but  my heart  shame  with my dress. When I stand  up  to accompany  deacon when communion distribution, my students see me. They very happy when see me. They are Sammy (P1C), Gabby (P1B). "Mr. Frans," Sammy   call  me  when he come  to get thanks  (berkat)  from deacon. I see  some students  and their  parents, just as: Kevin - Anabel -Elen and their parents, Kiriena., Thomas  and their parents. I see  some  students  of  SHS  too. When finish  mas, I go  home. Mr. Dami  in  home. He  wash  dress. Than I breakfast /  lunch.  I'm read book. I sleep. The situation of  today  so  hot. I am drying my shoes (sepatu).  The situation today is  very hot.  I decide to repair  motor cycle. I change the  back  brake (rem),  fitting and the  lamp. I spend about 90.000  to repair  it. Than I go to school of  JPS. I open internet. Than I write blog.

The  mass  lead  by  Father Antonius  Padua, SVD

Inspiration  of  Mass:

When  Jesus  show  as  judge (hakim)  for  the  first? When  He  depend on Cross  at Calvary. He say to sinner  that repent: "Today, you are  together me at paradise (Firdaus).  This idea  I get  from father Antonius Padua, SVD.

Than I make  reflection for the  first reading  Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.
from  Sion  come  teaching (pengajaran)
from  Yerusalem come the Lord  Word (Sabda Tuhan)

Inspiration    reading  for tribe / village / community   Mass, just as  Penti: Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.

I get  call  from Goden, my nephew that  study  at Makasar.  She  tell  about her  practice  at  our  city  and  tell about  Ady  his  brother  taht not  interesant  to  continue  his study  at  Kupang. May  be  he  want  to  Jakarta.

 
Sunday, December 8, 2013. I'm  get up early. Mr. Egy, Mr.Vian   and their  friends  recreation. I get up early.I  wake  up  Mr. Dami .We want to church at  Saint Albertus - Bekasi,Harapan  Indah.Mr. Ovan  help  to  move my motor cycle to out  of house.   Mr.Dami drive motor cycle. We arrive  at Church. The mass  still  ongoing (sedang berlangsung). We  go to  attic (loteng) of church.We are  late. We arrive on second  mass. The priest that  lead  mass  is.....(guest priest). Than wego back to  home. Than I'm  breakfast  alone. Than  I  go to  JPS. I write on  blog.

I have  program to go to Cikarang to  assist Mr. Hila to study  computer,especially Microsost Excel 2010.   Excel.   I enty score  to  students  of  JPS  on  SISTERS  program. On 16.00  I stop. I exit. I'm  lunch  at  afternoon on 16.15 am.  The menu  is  rice, vegetable  and  fish.I pay Rp 10.000. Than I drive motor  cycle  to  Harapan Indah. At Jl. Boulevard  I find  idea  to make  inspiration to  create  poetry (puisi)  of  Manggarai. I continue to  imagine (berimajinasi). I do it as long as road. I   leave my motor cycle  at  Pondok Ungu / Aqua. I taket  the  raincoat. I bring  it. The rain come when I already on car 25 to MM. I write  the poetry  on my mobile. Than  I save. I pay bus  Rp 4.000. Than I entrance to bus 45   from MM  to Cikarang. I'm the  end passenger. The bus 45  start.The  rain  come. I pay Rp 7.000. I stop  at gate  of toll of  Cikarang Utama. I SMS  my brother, Mr. Hila  to come to pick up (=shuttle =menjemput) me at  Tegal Gede. I use  van  K 17  to Tegal Gede.Ipay Rp 2.000. I stop at Tegal Gede. I wait almost 10 minutes. Mr. Hila  come. He  use  Mr.Leo's  and family motor cycle. We by the  way. We arrive  at  home  on 18.20. Juan and Alfres at  home  while  their  parents   go to Carefour  to shooping . On 19.00 they  come. We by the  way  while  eat  mango  that Mr.Leo  and  Ms  Fifi  buy. Mr. Hila  study  about Microsoft  Excel.  Heis  studying about  format  date, border,merge, format currency, copy text, etc. Than we are  supper. We talk  about  Father  Marsel, SVD that  get  appreciation  for  his  work  abour Care  to environment. We speak about  Mr. Bony  Hargens  that  debate with Mr. Ruhut   Sitompul, Mr.Irwan Saidi - Betawi Humanist (Budayawan) - Mr. Ucok - Fitra , Mr. Lius - Tionghoa  - Tionghoa / Chinese  people - Mr.  Bony is smart.
Mr. Hila tell about   SOS  Maumere. "Sinta tell that Mr. Agus Widodo already die at Semarang in last  tome," Hila sys.  "Edu says  that Mr.Don  Jebaru already  gone to  Kalimantan  to looking  for  work there,"he says.We  discuss about it.
Mr.John come. We by the  way. Than on 21.00  we  go back.  Mr. John, Mr.Hila and  I use  one  motor cycle. 3 in 1. Mr. Hila  stop at  gate 11. Mr.John  delivery  me  until  at Cibitung. I get  car  to  Bekasi.  I by pass  Cibitung - Tambun - Bulak kapal - Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than  I entrance  to bus 01 - Bekasi -Pulo Gadung. The  buswait passenger  so  long. I exut  for moment. I'm  boring. Than  I entrance  again. The passanger  almost 7 peoples.Only  one  women. . She  is  sit  down  front. There are passenger that  join  on  way.  The  women passenger stop  at Pondok Ungu. She  is  safe. I stop  at Aqua. I pay  Rp 5.000.  I come  to  daycare  motor cycle. The house alredy  close. I knock and  call. The  staff  come. He  si open the  door. I  pay Rp 3.000  that  drive  motor cycle  to  go  home.  I start  from  there  on  24.30. I arrive at  home  almost  0n 1.00 o'clock. I wash  shoest, clean the  feet  and  hand, eat   water melon, pray for  moment  than  rest.
The totalmoney of  transportation I use  today  is  23.00. Thank you  for  my  brother, Mr.Leo and  family,Mr. Hila  and  Mr. John. Thank you Lord  because  protect  my  journey  so arrive  at  home  with  safe although  walk  in  night.


Sunday, December  15, 2013.
I'm  get up early  on  about  05.00 am  but I'm  still  slumber (mengantuk)  so  I sleep  again. I get  up  again  0n 08.00 while  the mass   become  on 08.30 am. I take  a bath quickly. Than  I  go to  church. I arrive  late. I stand  up   out of  church. I arrive  when homily. I hear  the  priest  explain  about  Yohanes  Pembaptis  figure that  only  eat "belalang"  and  honey. "I will  explain  about "belalang". "Belalang"  in  this  verse  not animal  but plant just  as  "petai cina  ot Lamtoro". The  fruit is  sweet. This  palnt  have  at  Jerusalem," the  priest (Anto,SVD??) says. Wow....I  just know. Before  I think "belalang - (grosshopper) -   as animal.

When  pray, Ican remember the  frase  of Manggarai idiom  that I think at last  time  at 23.00 pm on  last night. I  just  remember  again : (Mori, ami  lonto  jojop  tegi  mose  molor, ami wiku  tikul,tegi   lintu  wintuk,  ami liu  siku, gereng  wae  ilur).
Than  when  I  pray  at  front  of   statue  of Virgin  Mary  I can  remember  what  may  brain  forger  during  almost 24  hours. Wonderful  the  brain. I can  remember  again  about  the  name  of  river  at  Terang  is  Wae  Lengkong. Thank  you  Lord.

Than  I  go  back  to  home. I  home  Mr, Dami already  come. Mr. Egy  too. Evidently  Mr. Alo  and  Catholic  staff  on  our  Catholic environment  come  to  bring   economic  help  to  us  on  Christmas event. There  are  rice, sugar and  tea. Thank  you  Lord, thank you  Catholic  church  and  people  and  management  staff  of  Saint  Alphonsus group  of   outstations (stasi)  of  Saint  Albertus, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Than  I  want  to sleep. I want  to  join  on  Catholic  prayer  at   housing  Harapan  Mulya (Mr. Supriyanto's  house) but  I  get  up  late. Than  I try  to  read  bible  about  Seed (benih) Sower (Penabur) . There are 4 kinds  of  place seeds fall  down:  roadside (pinggir jalan), on the rocks (bebatuan), bramble (semak duri)  and  arable  land  (tanah  subur). This  is ilustration  about people heart:  hear  of  pebble (berkerikil- produce  the  sharp word),  heart  of  rock - so  hard just  as  rock - heart  of  full  thorns , heart that  arable land so can produce  100  times, 60 times, 30 times). The Gospel reporternowdays  should  be report  with exemplary  life (teladan  hidup). Exemplary  life  is life homily.



Sunday, December 22, 2013.

I get  up  early. The  rain  come. Only  me  at  home. Mr. Egy holiday  at Timor. Mr. Vian  and  Mr. Dami   went  to their  family  house. Only  me  that  sleep  on  this  house.  On last  night  I  go back  to  home  on  23.00. Lucky  Mr. Dami already  cook  food.I'm  supper. I pray  for my youngest  father that  already  die  that  today (Saturday) forty day  hie  die.Today there is  mass  at  Terang.I pray  for  him  for  moment  than  I sleep.  The  rain  come. I start  to  church  after  take  a bath. "Wow...I'm late  again.  I  push  my  motor cycle   under  the  tent  for  prepare  event  of  Christmas    2013  and  New  Year 2014.I entrance  to  the  church. I arrive  when  homily too. Almost  same  with  last  week. Today  the  guest  priest  that  lead  mass.  The  rain still  come.  The  church  not  full may  be the Cathlolic people holiday  to  the  other  place.
I see  some  JPS  student,  Senior  and  Junior. I  see  Mr......., Bajawa  people  (Fernando's  father).  I'm not  accept  communion  because  I  come  late.  The  rain  still  come  when the  mass  finish. I wait  the  rain  stop, but  not  too. I help  to  move  the  table of  Church  news  that  wet  because  get   rain water leak  (tiris  air  hujan)  from  tent.
Than I go  to parking  area. I drive  motor  cycle. I go back. The  rain  still  come. Today no  sun that  show  to  earth. It  is  cloudy. I'm  breakfast. Than  I ead  a  book  than  I'm  sleeping. Than  Mr.  Vian  and  Mr. Dami  come. Than I'm sleeping  again.  Mr. Hila  call  me. He  is  still sntrance  of work  when Christmas  Event. It  is no  problem,please  enjoy  because   new  employee.
Than  I sleep  again. I have  dream  when sleep  on day,  but  I  forget it. Than  I cook  vegetable. When I want  to  lunch  at  afternoon there  is  vegetable  from neighbor.Mr. Anto - Ms  Fifi  give  it. They  give  it  because they  want  to Jogya    today.  Wow...., I eat  until  full stomach.  Than I wash dress, than  I  go  JPS. I write on  blog. I have  planning  to  go  to  Jakarta  today  because  tomorrow  I entrance  to  Optima.
Discipline, please.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013.
I join  on Christmas mass - Pontifical  (Pontifikal)  mass - that lead by Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo - Arch Bishopof Jakarta Diocese . The topic that be picked (pilih) by Jakarta Diocese is Family. On  homily of   Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop - speak how build good family. We need good way and method  to create  the good Catholic family. Our word to communicate very important to create the good atmosphere on family.  About  Education  Family  he  share  story about  Catholic  family  that  share  method  how  to educate  student that   educate  with 3  words  are:  Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please  help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not  this  is  I  pupose,". This  idea the  Bishop talk again    when  he give press  conference as  Christmas message 2013.  This  is  the  nice message  to apply  in daily life.

Sunday,  December 29, 2013

Dream  December 29, 2013
I’m get  up  early.  I get up  on 03.40 am.  I have  dream.I meet  with  deceased (almarhumah)  Min Pamung  at  branch of   Cemetery of  Wela. We are (Mr.Alex, Mr.Ino, Mr.Philipus) just  as go  back from   Golowelu  church.  Ms  Min  accept  and   pick  up us at fork  (pertigaan)  of  Wela  Cemetery.Icome  to her. We  are  embracing (berangkulan). She just  as  sleep  at  my  my shoulder.She  hide her  face.Mr.Philipusjust  as  not care.”Where  is Alek,” she  ask  Mr.Alex  maji. Than  Mr.Alex  come. Mr.Inocome  too. We  go to  their  home. I help  her  to  walk  to their  house.We  just  as  by  pass  rice  field  that  have  water.I help  Ms  Min  to   when  she   walk  the  area. She  just  as already  memorize  that area.I help her to walkstep it  while count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7,8,9,10…”. Than  I  aware. I pray. I prepare  myself  to  church.I read  bible.  

Than  I  go  to Church of  Saint  Albert - Harapan  Indah - Bekasi.  Today is Holy Family of Nazareth party. Father Heru, SVD  lead  mass. I  join on  first  mass. He  speak  about  important  of  unity of family.  I remember homily of   Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop -  on  December 25, 2013  when  he give press  conference as  Christmas message 2013: About  Family  he  share  story about  Catholic  family  that  share  method  how  to educate  student that   educate  with 3  words  are:  Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please  help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not  this  is  I  pupose,".
Today, our group  of  Catholic- to  becomer  order officer  at  first  mass. I arrive  on  06.00 am. I want  to  help  to  become  officer (petugas)   order (tatib)  but  the  officer  so  many. I decide  to  sit down. When   finish  mass,  go  back. Mr. Dami  go  to  church. At middle  day  we  are  lunch. Than  I go to  Cikarang. Mr. John S. -  lecturer  of  Law  of  Saint  Thomas   Medan, North  Sumatra - come  to  Cikarang. He celebrate Christmas  together  his  sister - Ms Fify  and  Mr.Leo  and  family  at  Cikarang.  Tofay. I bring  my  data   of  certificate to Mr.  John. May be  he  want  to  give  his relation that  work  at the  other  place.  I start  to  Cikarang. I  save my  motor cycle at  near Aqua at  place daycare (penitipan)  of  motor cycle. I pay Rp 4.000  vehicle  rates (tarif)  to  MM  Bekasi. Than I use car to  Cikarang.I pay Rp7.000 as vehicle  rates. I stop  at Tegal Gede, Ipay Rp 2.000 as  rates (tarif)  . Than I entrance car  to Cikarang  Baru - gate 11. I pay Rp 3.000. ThanI  looking  for  mango. I buy Rp 10.000. I on foot to Mr.Leo's  house. The situation is  lonely. Mr.Juan  open  the  door. I see Mr.John  J - my brother - Mr. Marcel J - motor cycle. In  fact  they are  still  take a rest. I read  a book.  Than  Ms Fifi get  up. We by  the  way.Than Mr. John,Mr.Mr. Marcel  get  up too. We  by  the  way.  Mr.Leo  and Mr.John S - actually  go to Cibinong  to  join  on  Mr.John's   friend  of  party.They  go back  at  afternoon.  They  bring television tools  just  as  ............ Than  we  by the way. We instal television .......(antene) . We  work hard. Mr. John, Mr. Marcel, Mr.Beny, Mr.Leo  and  I hand  by hand  to  handle it. How  the  result?  It  still  error.Mr. John  J  and  Alfred  go the  other  placeto call  technicial  of  television buttoday  can  not because he is busy.  We are supper. Juan already  stand  by  to go  to  Delta  Mas  to  watch television about match Chelsea  vs Leverpool. He alreasy  permission  to his  father. Than Mr.Leo  restart  booster of  television. What  is  happen? The television  is  good.The  channel that live  soccer   available. We watch  soccer  match  between Chelsea  vs  Levepool.  "Juan, Alfred, Please  give  thanks  to uncle John,  because with  his  help  you  can  watch television again. He buy antenna (antena),"Mr.Leo says. Juan  and  Alfred  come  to  Mr.John. "Thank you  uncle,"  they  say.
Mr. Hila  is  sick  at  Delta  Mas.May  be  because  tired of  work. I want  to  visit him.Ijoin  together  John  to there. "Thnak you all, I go to  Delta  Mas," I say. I can  not go back  to  Jakarta today  because so night now.  Mr.  Beny  and  Mr.John   drive  motor cycle. When we arrive  there, Mr.Hila  alredy sleep. Than  we  are sleep.Mr. Edu  get  influenza. He  get  up  for moment  than sleep too.



Sunday, January 5,2014.

Today  is  first Sunday  on  year  2014. I get  up  late . I decide to go to church  at afternoon. After luch . I go  to school . I write  daily  experience at school. . In afternoon, I go to church  of   Saint  Gabriel of  Pulo  Gebang - East  Jakarta. I start  on 16.30 pm. I arrive  late  when  homily. Today  is party  of   God  Sightings (Penampakan Tuhan). Father Jacobus  Tarigan,,Pr read  Pastoral Letter(Surat gembala)of Jakarta Arch Diocese  about  Family. I so late. Than  I pray. I sit  down  at attic (loteng)  of  Chuch. THe  Chuch  use  LCD  to set  the  song.Thisis parish that  enough progress, almost    Saint Theresia - Menteng, Central Jakarta. In church  I see  Elbert,JPS  student. He  comes together  his family.There are  5 members  of  family - father,mother,sisters. He is  sleepat  church. I nopay  parking. I exit the  end  after  I  pray  at  sculpture (patung) Jesus  and  Mary at  Cave (gua).I drive  motor cycle.I by pass  Grand  Cakung.My  journey  is  safe.  at  home  we  by  the way, supper  than  rest.


Sunday, January 12, 2014

I get  dream at  early morning. May  be  have relation with my  health (about water). I get up but  not fresh. I  plan  get up  early in  fact  get  up  on 07.00 am.  I prepare  myself  to join  on second mass. Mr. Dami  get  up too. We  start together. In  last  night  is  rain. I forget  to  use  raincoat. We arrive  at Saint  Albertus- Harapan Indah. We  are  late. We arrive  when   homily. Father Anton, SVD  that  lead  mass. On  the  end  mass  I get  the text. Today  is  party  of baptism  (baptis)  of  God.  My  discipline  is   slump (merosot). In church I meet students  and  their parents just  as  William and  his  father,than Pandu - Kevin and  their  father. I see the  other  neighbour.There  is  a child of  girls  that  ask  to  her  mother."Mom,no  Christmas  tree now. Is Christmas already  over (lewat)?" she  ask. I don't know  how  her mother   responsher smart question. Than we go back. Ipay parking rates (tarif) is  Rp 1.000. The  little  rain  come. At near  Bulevar  road  the Eskavator  and  the   project car  still  operation. The  field  be stockpiled (menimbun) soil on  field to  make housing complex  bussiness  place.
In  homeMr.Via  already  prepare  MD  since  last  night. I taste and  eat  it. Mr. Dami shooping  vegetable. When  finish breakfast  I  sleep. I get  dream  about  water /sea. The  rain  come.The  rain  often  come  today.  I get  up  that take  a bath. I go to school  to write  on  blog. Today Mr. Egy  come from  Flores. He  holiday  there in  our  hometown. 



Sunday, January 19, 2014  - I absent  to  go  to church  because  flood

Sunday, January 19, 2014. - Absent to church to mass ; * Get donation  from  Church  through  Officer  of  Church
JABODETABEK - include  housing that I rent of  house  still flood  . I get  up  late/ Than  I sleep  again. The  water  still  high. Today  I cancel  to  Church  to  worship  of  God  together  the  other  Catholic  people. I sing  of  worship  at  sleep  of  room. Vincent's  mother  help  us. She  offer  us  to  bring  noodles (mie)  at  kiosk. Mr. Dami  give  money. She  offer  the squash (labu siam) too. She  very  good. I read  book  of  Philosophy.  Mr. Dami cook  food. We  are  breakfast. Than  I sleep. I sleep  so  long  until  get  dream. I have  2  dreams  when sleep  at  this  middle  day  up  to  afternoon. Than I  read  book  again. I see  my  mobile. I get  information  from Mr. Nando  at Wisma 25, Percetakan Negara / Cempaka Putih. "Mr. Melky and  Ms Elen  are  at Wisma 25. On Wednesday, Janaury 22, 2013  they will  go  back  to Kupang," Mr. Nando  says. "Okay, today I can not go to there. We  still struggle and  effort  to  handle  flood. May be  later  I will  go  to  there," I say.  Vincent's  mother  ask  Dami to  go to Mr. Martono's  house. What;s  happen. They go there  to  take  groceries (sembako): noodles, milk, sugar, biscuit. Wow.... the  flood  at  February 3, 2013,  we  get donation (sumbangan) from church  too. Than Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian  come. We  by  the  way. Today, I  only  at  home, lazy   and  reluctant (enggan)  and  shy (sungkan) to touch  water. My condition of  health  not   fresh  too. I read  book  while  recline (baring). The  rain  come  again. We  are  sleeping.


Sunday, January 26, 2014 / Saturday, January 25, 2014.
I went  to Jakarta  to meet  my sister  Ms  Elen  and  Mr. Melky  her  husband. They come  from Kupang, Timor, NTT. They went to Tanah Abang  to shooping  than go to  MONAS to  cruise (pesiar). I  stay at Wisma 25. I drive Mr. Rony's  motor cycle. I fail to  bring  it  to church. I go to church of  Saint  Paskhalis - Cempaka Putih  to  join on  holy mass. I go to the  Church together  Mr. Fon. We use  bus  Metromini 47. We  on foot  from Jembatan Serong to  Wisma 25. Than we go to  Mr. Festo - Mr. Yos - Mr. Rino's leasing  house. Mr. Mely - Ms Elen  and  Rony already  go  back   from Tanah Abang / Monas.  We help to  packing  the  fruits  to  family  at  Kupang. We  do  it  while by the  way.  Mr. Melky  and  I talking  about Manggarai  history. On 23.00  I sleep. I sleep  at  Mr. Rony's  room. 


Sunday, January 26, 2014. I get  up  early. Mr. Jonsy  and Mr. Ino  not sleep  yet. Mr. Ino prepare    white  bread. He prepare jelly (sele) too. Mr. Jonsy  make  tea. I drink  it. Than Mr. Jonsy  and  I go to go to Mr. Festo's leasing house. We wake  up  them. Today Mr. Melky  and  Ms Ellen  will  go  back to Kupang. They  cruise  (pesiar) at Jakarta  during 7 days. Mr. Melky  and Ms. Ellen  get  up. Mr. Festo too.  I give  money to Jonsy to buy white  bread (roti tawar)  and jelly (sele) to breakfast. Almost Rp 50.000 I  spend  money to pay it.  Mr. Rony  and Mr. Philipus  delivery  Mr. Melky  and  Ms Ellen  to  airport. They  use  taxy. Than I prepare myself  to  go back to VMG - Harapan  Indah  Bekasi. I on foot  to Rawa Sari  market. I shooping yam (bengkuang)  and ginger (halia). Than I on foot  to Rawasari than continue  in foot  to  shelter of  BPKP 2 Jl. Pramuka. I want to  use  busway.

I entrance  at  BPKP 2  -Jl.Pramuka - East Jakarta. I on foot from  Cempaka  Putih -Wisma 25 - Market  of  Rawasari -  Rawasari -  BPKPJl. Pramuka - east  Jakarta. I false  to  take  decision (keputusan). There is  near  shelter  is  Rawasari  but  I  on foot  to  BPKP  shelter. Evidently, at Rawasari shelter  the  busway  come  faster. I see  helmet  at  sewer (got)  near BPKP Jl. Pramuka. I see  police  still  question people  that  violation (melanggar) traffic  rule. The  police ticketed (tilang)  a  car.  I arrive  at  shelter. I exit  sweat (keringat).  I feet that I taller  that  banana  tree   that  stand up  at  margin / edge  road. My tall  over  banana  tree.
I entrance  shelter of  BPKP.We  wait  bus   so  long . Than the  bus  destination Pulo  Gadung  come. I entrance. I stand  up. When  have chair I sit  down. Than  I stop  at  Pulo  Gadung. I come    place  of  sale  ticket   bus  to  Bima / Sape."If  we  sent  motor  cycle, how  many of  cost?" I ask. If   from  Sape is  about  Rp 900.000," the  Dunia  Mas  crew  says. You  can   use   Septi  Jaya," they  says.
Than I continue  my  journey  to  Bekasi. At Jl. Raya  Bekasi  I see   traffic  cop (polisi lalin) check motorcyclist. Seldom traffic  cop  can  not  stop  the  motorcyclist, especially that run  fast. The  motor cyclist  that violation  rule get  punishment.  I call  Mr. Dami to pick up  me. He  did  it. He  and  I go to  home. The  Catholic people  at Saint Albertus  just  finsih  Sunday  holy mass. We arrive  at  home. We  by  the  way.  Than I go to school. Mr. Melky  sms  me  that they already arrive  at  Kupang. Mt mistake  is  I no  reply  his  sms. I'm not  polite too.

Sunday, February 2, 2014.

I ask  Mr. Hila  and  Mr.  Alfons  to  go to Cathedral  church  to  join  on  mass  on  10.30. We  start on 09.00 am. We  on foot  to  Jl. Pramuka (Utan Kayu shelter). We  wait  bus. I pay Rp 11.500  to  ticketing. We transit  at Matraman. We  get  busway to Harmony. We  entrance. The  busway so full  with passanger. Mr. Hila  almost  wedge (terjepit) door. This  is  new  experience  use  busway  for  him. We arrive  at  the  church of  Cathedral. We  stop  at  Juanda  shelter. We  by pass Mosque Istiglal. We by pass  there  to Cathedral  church. We arrive  there  when Communion. We  wait  for  next  mass. We  join on third mass. In church  we weet  with Mr. Berty Jemadu. He  is  from Ruteng. Than we  go to Cathedral shop  of book / store. There I find  Father  Yustinus  Semiun, OFM  book. It  is  Psychology (psikologi) book. There  are 3 volume. Than we go to  Istiglal Mosque. We pleasure  trip ther. It  is  safety  for  us. I exit  to north  gate. We by pass. We  entrance  to Monas area. Before  it  we  breakfast. Mr. Hila  eat chicken rice  soup (nasi soto ayam -, while  me  eat fried chicken . Fon  eat  meatball (bakso). Mr. Fon buy cake  and  water. We  entrance. We  photo there. Mr. Fon pay Rp 15.000. Than we pleasure  trip. Mr. Hila  and  Fon shooping  dress there. I call  Mr. Largus. Ms Yustina  is  sick. Than we  exit. There  is  wome.  come  to  me. May be he  is  crazy (gila). He  say  me  Ambon. Tahn we  walk to  reach MONAS  shelter. We  wait car  enough  long. The  busway  come. We  exit  at  Harmony central busway. We wait busway to  Kota. We  wait  it  so  long. The  busway  come. We  entrance. We  stop  at Olimo shelter. "The  Jayakarta  hotel  at  Labuasn Bajo is  branch  Jayakarta - Jakarta - he  says.," Hila  says  while  see  Jayakarta  hotel. We  wait  busway  so long. The  busway  come. The  jammed  in way. We pleasure  trip   to Thambrin - Sudirman. We are  stop  at KOMDAK. Than we  go back to Dukuh  Atas  I. We  transit  to Dukuh atas 2. We  wait  bus  to  Pulo Gadung  destination. We  wait  bus  enough  long. The  bus  come. We  entrance. I give  information to Hila about  place  at Jakarta  that we by pass. We  arrive  at Matraman. Mr. Hila  know  it. He  begin  understand  about  Jakarta. We  stop  at Utan Kayu shelter. Than we  on foot to Wisma 25. We  by the way  at Wisma 25.


Sunday, February 9, 2014.
I get  up  late. I take  a bath. I get up  Mr. Dami to go to church. After  take  a bath  we  start  to church  of  Saint  Albertus. We  are  late, arrive  when preach / homily. "I'm  light  of  the  world. I'm salt  of  the  world," Jesus said  on  bible  today. Today  Priest / Father  Yoseph  Jaga  Dawan, SVD  and  Father  Anton, SVD  lead   holy mass. Father  Yoseph,SVD  introduce  Father  Anton, SVD  to Catholic  people. Today, there is innaguration  of  commitee  of  Building  Presbytery (Pastoran) and Pastoral Work  for Saint Albertus  Church  of  Harapan  Indah. When  finish mass  Mr. dami  dan  I go back  to  home. I'm breakfast  the food  that  rest  of  last time. The vehetable  bring  by  Ms Fifi - Vincent - Dimas's  mother.  Than I prepare  myself  to school. I want   go to Cikarang  but when I arrive  at  school  the  rain  come, the cold  come  because  ac (air  condition). I cancel to go to Cikarang. I read news on internet  than write  on  blog.




Sunday, February 16, 2014.
In the  early  morning  I get  up.  I feel  fresh. I decide  to  join  on morning   mass. I decide  to  Rawa Mangun church. I start  on 06.00. I pay busway  Rp 6.00. I entrance busway  at Utan Kayu shelter. I stop  at  Arion shelter. Wow... evidently  it  is  so  far  with  branch  to Cathloic  Church  of  rawamangun. It is  exactly  if  stop  at Velodrome  shelter (near  UJN - Kampus  Timur/ East  campus).  I on foot  so  far  to  church. I arrive  on  church. The  mass  already  start. I entrance. The  prist  (Rawamangun prist - MSC)  homily  how  we  use  our  body (eye, hand, feet)  with exactly  to  love, not  to undermine (merusak) include to   kill.  On  the  mass  I  hear  the  song  that I ever  year during  era 1980-1n - when  the late (almarhun) mr.  Pit  Aman  Panggatonik  taught  us how  to  sing  of  song  when he  holiday  from  Malang, East  java to  Wela  village. When finsih  the  mass  I ask  the  song  to   conductor. The song  is  "Terima  kasih  Seribu".  I bring  it. . I exit  the  church.. At  page  of  church I see  mr. Mikael Ambon. He  is  marketing  staff of  Fidei  fress. They are  sale  of  book  of  Catholic  spirit.  Almost 5  manggarai  people  I find  there.  I see  their  book. Fidei Press  is  the  company  that  own  by Manggarai  people. I by  the  way  with them.  Than   I go  back  to  Wisma  25.  I use  Metromini 47. I stop  at  rawasari / Jembatan Serong. Than I on foot  to  Wisma 25. Than I breakfast. at stall  moor  (warteg).  Than I entrance  to Wisma 25. I buy water  at  kiosk.  In  midde  day at 14.00  Mr. hila  come  from  Cikarang. Mr. Andy Mr. rony. Mr. Hila  and  I by  the  way.  Than  he  is  massage  me  use  Nona  Mass  Oil.Mr, Leksi  and  mr. Andy  entrance  Mr, rony;s  room  while  me alraedy  massage. I still  have smell  Nona  Mas  oil.   to  My body so tired  after massage. Than mr. Hila  go  back to Cikarang. mr. Rony delivery  him  to  Rawasari. I  take  a bath. Than  I prepare  myself  to   go  back  to  VMG - Harapan  Indah - Bekasi. I use  busway   from  shelter busway of  Utan  Kayu. I get  busway. there  is shemale (wanita pria / waria)  on  busway. She  go  to  Rawamangun.  I get  the  place  to  sit  down. I stop  at  Pulo Gadung. I entrance  car 20 (KWK)  to  Bekasi. I sms  Mr. dami to delivery  me  use  motor cycle  at  Harapan  Indah  gate. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop  at  Harapna  Indah  gate. Than I on foot. than  Mr. dami  come. He  use  Mr. Egy  motor cycle. How  about  my motor cycle? I ask. it  is  broken  of  the  tires. The  tire is  deflated (kempes)," Mr. dami  says. than we  go back.  In  way   we  by  the  way. We  buy  rambutan  at intersection of  VHG - Kampung  Bogor. I pay Rp 15.000. We arrive  safe. Mr, dami  bring   cooked  vegetable. I change  his  money. We  by  the  way. Than we supper. I  soak (merendam)   my dress. Than we  are  rest. I'm  get  cold.


Sunday, February  23, 2014.

Mr. Vian mobile  phone  ring. I aware  but weight to get  up. Than I get  up. I read  book of  Senior High School  student. I read  about Bahasa Indonesia  about  research. I try  to  understand  it. Than  I read  about  English. "Practice  makes  perfect"  it  is  idiom of  English. I try  and  try   to  learn  and  write. Than I take  a bath. I breakfast. Mr. Vian go back  from church  to  mass. "The  rain  in  the  morning," he  says. Wow.... Than I get up  Mr. dami. He  get  up. We  go to the  Church  of  Saint Albertus.  The VMG 1  complex  still flood. We by pass  puddle (genangan) water  in VMG1 Complex.   I fold (melipat)  and  roll  the feet of  thousers. Than we  go the  there. The  ran  that  came yesterday  make  flood  at VMG 1. We arrive  at church. We pray   at  church.  We are  late, come on the mass  about  Lord  have Mercy. Today the  mass  lead  by guest  priest  is  Father Andang  Binawan, SJ. He  is priest  that care to environment. He encourage all people to manage  rubbish nicely  and  build  up  while  care  to environment in oerder to air, water, land  still  good. Jakarta become the city the level pollution  so  high.  Our  God  is  awasome. We  should be love  him  with  create  the  good environment, manage  rubbis  nicely. No need  to  through to river to avoid flood." he says.
The  other  mesaage  thet I catch today  is  the God's  sex. On Psalm of  response (tanggapan):  "Pujilah, pujilah Allah, Tuhan yang maha  rahim (3. 3 2  3 2 1 6 5 1 2. 12 3 2 1 1..0) (Hari Minggu Biasa VII, 22/23 Peb. 2014, Tahun A/ II) , ( compare), response  psalm below:
MAZMUR 72 Ref. Berbelas kasihlah Tuhan dan adil, Allah kami adalah rahim Mzm 72:1 Dari Salomo. Ya Allah, berikanlah hukum-Mu kepada raja dan...).The  other    document: Doa  tobat.... Tuhan yang maha rahim, .............The  song  of  text:  Hanya  debulah aku  di alas  kakiMu Tuhan. Hauskan titik embun, sabda  penuh ampun. Tak layak aku tengah  menatap cahyaMu. Namun tetap kupercaya, maha  rahim Engkau" (Puji syukur, no. 481, p. 450, Komisi Liturgi, KWI, Penerbit Obor,  1993).



The  God  is  women too because  the uterus  only  women (female)  property.  While  the  male no uterus  property.
The  God  is  male  because we call  Him  father.



In church I see  JPS  students:
SHS: Priska  and Belinda., and.....................
JHS: ................
Primary: Stef Stanislaus Gumulja (P 1C),  Tania (P5A), Paskal (5A). Rigel (P4A), Theresia Celine (P4A).  I sit  down together Stef Stanislaus G.,


The  friend  teacher  of  JPS: Ms  Monik (Lao she -) - Mandarin teacher.

Sunday, March 2, 2014 - 
Go to  Church  of  Cathedral  but  late  to  join  on  mass, so pray  independent  by  myself because miss manage  time  of  life. Please  be  discipline
Sunday, March 2, 2014.  I get   up  late  is  on 08.00 am. Mr. John prepare  snack ( fried  banana  and  tea/ milk / coffee) to  brothers. We by  the  way. I have  plan to  go  to  church  to  mass  than  go  to Tanah Abang  to  shooping  headband (destar). I  false  manage  time. I take  a bath on 10.00 am while  the third mass  at Cathedral  Church  occur (terjadi)  on 10.30 am. I go  there myself. I bring  umbrella  to  anticipation of  rain. I use busway. I wait  busway  at Utan Kayu Shelter. I pay ticket  Rp 3.500.  I wait  enough  long. The  busway come. I entrance. I stop at  Matraman shelter. I transit  to Matrman 2 shelter, wait  busway to Harmoni. I wait  so  long. There I meet  with  brother of  Catholic. He  is  from Ambon, Maluku. We by the  way. He ever  work at Kupang, Timor Lester, Maumere , Makasar  than Jakarta / Jakarta. We wait  bus way so  long. I decide  to use  busway to Senen  and  transit  there  to Juanda shelter. It's  right. I not  wait  so long  to  get  busway to Harmony. We by pass  Atrium Senen - Pejambon -   Medan  Merdeka Timur /  Istiglal shelter - Juanda  shelter. I stop  there  than  go to  Cathedral Church - > I arrive  there  on 12.00. I  waste  time  to  wait  busway 1,5  hours. I false  make decision. If  I  use  Metromini 47 - from Rawasari -  Lapangan Banten, certainly I need 0,5 hour. Seldom we  false  take  decision on life -. The  mass already  finish  when I  arrive  there. I still  entrance  to  church. I pray independent. I take  the  mass  text. I pray.Today on Jakarta Arch Dicese  read  Bishop Pastoral Letter about  Lent (Prapaska) or  Fasting  (Puasa) season  of  year 2014.  After  it  there  is  married mass. The  flower  of  decoration so good. May people  that photo  there. Than i go  back. In  fron Cathedral  Church / Istiglal Mosque, in shelter  I meet 2  people  of  men. "Where  is mall  the  nearest  location  from  here? a  men  ask  men. I think  for  moment. "Cempaka Mas - Cempaka Putih / Gajah  Mada - Kota, Than Senen," my  brain  try  to  remember. "Atrium Senen. Please you  go  to there, offer  the  little  car / bajaj, Please  Rp  10.000 - 15.000," I say  to  them.  I decide to lunch. I lunch at  near  bridge of  shelter of  Juanda, Central Jakarta. I eat chicken Soup mix rice. The  price  of  these Rp 15.000. I  buy  mineral water  of  Aqua  water  Rp 3.000. I put umbrella  at  near  fence. Than I pay. I want  to  use bus   City Tour Jakarta. This  is  special bus  for tour of  Jakarta. This  is  level  bus (bus tingkat). I want  to expereince  this  bus. I wait  at  shelter of Istiglal, near shelter  of  Junda. I wait  it  so  long. I meet Catholic  nun. May be there are  three  group  that  by  pass  there. When see  the  third  group, my brain  connect to  my  umbrella. I can  remember  my  umbrella. "Wow... I  gorget  my  umbrella. I go  back  to  place  that  I lunch  at  near  shelter / bridge of Juanda. I come. there are  many people  that  still  lunch. Luck  for  me. My umbrella  still  available. Thank  you  Lord. Than I go back  to  shelter to  bus to  wait bus  of  City Tour  Jakarta. The  bus  come, but  full. The  rule  on  this  bus  can  not  start  if  the passanger over capacity of  chair. It  is  should be   fix. This  bus  be  designed to  enjoy Jakarta, so should be  fix  people  and  chair  available  in  bus. On  bus  there  is  police  and  staff  and women  as  driver. I fail  to  use  bus  of  City tour  of  jakarta. I  use  busway  again to Harmoni. The  tiem  show  at 14.00 pm. I go  to Harmoni. I feel  tired. I decide to  postpone  to go to  Tanah Abang  to  buy headband (destar). I wait  bus  to Gukuh Atas  !  than go to Dukuh Atas II. I wait  bus  there  to  Pulo Gadung / Pramuka  so  long.  The  bus  come. I entrance  to  bus. I sit  down. I see a  moslem people service  her 2 boys of  her  children. She is  feeding (meyuapi) orange to them. She open orange, clean it  than feeding  to  mouth of  her children. Her  children boy still  play  game  on BB. This  mother of  moslem offer  the orange to  the other  children in  bus. One  child of  boy  like  it. May be   his  mom disturb  of  it, may  be  shame  because  child - accept  the orange of  the  other  people.-  This boy  child  that accept orange  and  his  mom  transit  at  Matrman. They  want  to Senen. I stop  at Utan Kayu  shelter. Than I  go  to Wisma 25. I buy papaya  than   eat there.



Ash  Wednesday,  March 5, 2014. 
When  Ash  Wednesday,  March 5, 2014, we  mass  at  Church  of  Saint  Albertus  together  Catholic students  from  the  other school (Saint  Joseph, Cahaya Harapan, Galatia, etc).  We  help to arrange students. I get  duty  Primary 3A. The  students of  JPS   mix. The  situation chaos when  want  to mass. the official  not  anticipation to  set  the bench (bangku). The  students  parents  come  to. Finally  the  students  parent  sit  down  at  balkony (balkon). Father Anton, SVD  that  lead  mass. "When Catholic people start  of fasting of  Wednesday Ash, before  or  after accept ash (abu)?" he  ask. "According  to  me, after accept  ash," I say  in  my  heart. Obviously. "Catholic people  start fasting  since at 00.00 at  last night (morning)." he  says. What  means  fasting  for catholic? " he  ask. Fasting (puasa)  means eat full stomach one per  day.What is abstinence? Abstinence is  we  decrease use  or  do  what that our  favorite (food, drink, game, habbit), we  use  time  for  fasting, pray  and   alms (sedekah)  or  charity (amal). I use  the  bad shoes. When I see  the  other  people, I see botton / base him / hes  shoes. I  introspection to myself. May be  the  other  people  know  that I us  the  bad  shoes. I'm  shy / shame  too.

On this  church  the  other  people  that  not  Catholic   come  too. Generally  they  are  teacher. They are Protestant, Moslem (Islam), Budha. Saint  Albertus  church accept  them  with  friendly (ramah).  Wonderful..

 

Friday,  March 7, 2014.

Today is fasting (puasa)  and abstinence (pantang). I'm  not  eat on the  morning. I try  to  hold  it. In the  afternoon  I go  back to  home. I buy  vegetable  at Bogor Village. I buy carrot, cucumber, soybean (tempe) and   beans (kacang  panjang). I'm  so  hungry."Where is  Mr. Egy?" I ask. "He went  to  Surabaya," mr. Dami says.  Than I  peel (mengupas) cucumber  and  carrot. "Please fried  tempeh (tempe). I eat  at  afternoon  about  17.30. Than My   sister, Ms  Merry  call  me. She  call  me  twice. Than i call  her. "Today we  make sacrifice black chicken to  lose / clean the  bed  dream. We  make  it  at  Wae  Wela  estuary (muara). Mother Regina  and  I  do  it. No meet people when  go  there and  back  to home. "Mr. Largus  said  that  if  no meet people  it  means  the  events  is  have  good  effect," merry  says. "Thank  you," I say  to  her. "Now, we  will  sacrifice one chicken  again  to  call spirit  that  just  as  lose. We  use "Lale Ndereng"  chicken," she  says. "Go  on, thank  you. I'm  lunch  and  supper  because   fasting," I say. "Ha..ha..ha..., we  are  not  fasting," she  laugh. I call  my oldest brother, Mr. beny  to  join ao  event  sacrifice  of  chicken to  call  spirit,"I will  go  there," he  says. Than I go  to  school  to  take  my charger. The  JPS  school  still  fogging (pengasapan). Than I go  to   church  to  join  on pray  of.Way of  Cross (Jalan Salib). I start  on 19.05. I late  when arrive  there. I arrive  when stop (outstation = perhentian) 6. I join on  it. Father  Joseph  Jaga  Dawan,SVD  that  lead  the  pray. Enough  many  peoples of  catholic  that  join although not full  until back of  bench (bangku?). The  pray  of ...... (Jalan  Salib  continue  with holy  mass  that  lead  by  Father  Joseph  JD, SVD  - chief priest of  Saint  Michael Kranji.  I see  some  students  of  JPS   join there, at  least 2  students  of  women. They  are  JHS  students. Than I go to toilet, pray at  front Mother  Marry  of  statue. Than  I  go  back. In  near  church, at new  building, I see  our  Principal, Mr. Beny  Ayung  Nalibur.  I stop  my  motor cycle. Obviously he  want  to  go  back. We  are  same  join  on pray  and  mass  at  Saint   Albertus  church. I  delivery  him. We  by  the  way. "Do  you  know  father Yance  Belang de Ornay?" he  ask. "Yes, I know  him, " i answer. We ever work together  at  Batam," he  says. "Had  you  merried?" he  ask. "Not  yet,   sir," I answer. "When you  married?" he  ask  to  me."Wait  and  see," I say. "Please  faster, so  may  teacher  girls  that idle at  our  school, please apply  them,"  he  says.  I try  to carefully to  drive motor  cycle. I get  difficult  when  I get  the  land. I still  shock  when see  land of  red  at  road  because  it  is threaten to  me. I ever accident  of  motor cycle  because  red  land  when rain season.  I delivery  our  Principal of Primary  until  Harmony  shelter / Horse statue. Than i go to  home. At  Kampung  Bogor  I buy tempeh  and  cucumber  again. Than I go to  the  home. In  home  we  by  the  way. Mr. Vian still  supper.  Than we  watch  television  than I'm  resting.


Sunday,  March 9, 2014.
I get  up  early about 05.00. I take  a bath, drink a water, prepare myself to go to church.  I join on the  first  mass. I see  the cloud hang (menggantung) in the  sky that means  the  rain will  come. I  parking  my motor cycle than I close my jacket and  helmet  with  raincoat  to anticipation of  rain. I entrance  to  the  church. I arrive  late  when the  mass  on read  of  Gospel. I come to balcony (balkon). Now, father Anton, SVD  that lead  holy mass. He  speak about Fasting ans  temptation of  Jesus  Christ.  Fasting means rehearse to control  desire. How do trick to win toward temptation? We should be  have  principle (prinsip). What the Jesus principle? The  Jesus  principle is  God's  of  Word. "There  is  Word: You musn't  temptation your  God of  Lord.

The  other  side  of  mass  today  is  I  find  on Responsible of Psalm that  God  have / character  of  womb / uterus (rahim). What it  means  that  the  Lord  is  women too? Certainly. According  this text, God  is  women too. This  is complete  the text: Kasihanilah ya Tuhan, Kaulah pengampun yang  RAHIM  dan  belas kasihMu  tak terhingga. ( 2   3   4   5  6   .  4   3   /  2...).  (Chorus (refren)  of Responsibility Psalm : HM Prapaskah I Tahun A/II, 09 Maret 2014).

When homily the father Anton, SVD (Bajawa / Ngada - Flores  people)  mention two abbreviation: IPTEK (Ikatan pemuda /pemudi  Telat  Kawin)  and  NOKYA  (Nikah Ogah  Kawin Ya).

I see  on  church  my  friend, Mr. Inyo. He lead  of Choir  on  this  morning. He  is  conductor  of  choir. In  last  time  Mr. Inyo ever   taught at JPS. Now  he  already move  to  Bunda Mulya school. He still  has  good  relation  with Catholic  people  in  Harapan  Indah, so he  come to  join with  them on choir activity  of  serve  of  Church. When finish mass, the  rain  come.  I break through (menerobos) rain.  What  I did  in last  morning  is  right. My anticipation is  right. The  rain  come. My jacket  and  helmet  is  safety. I go  back. I see  Ms  Lucy -  neighbor  of  home as  teacher of  Bahasa  Indonesia at  Mahatma  Gading - School  of  Kelapa  Gading. I see  Mr. Allan  and  Ms........ (both JPS  teacher  from Philipine). May be  they  still wait  car.  The  big  rain  come  when I by pass Jl. Bulevard  until  JPS.  My   pants (trousers) and  shoes, socks is  wet. I write  on  blog. The  rain  come  only for  moment.

I prepare  myself  to  go to Cikarang. I go back to  home. At Kampung  Bogor  I shooping  vegetable. I buy it  Rp 11.000 (tempeh, carrot, beans (kacang panjang), cucumber (mentimun). Than I entrance  to  home.

I  wash  my  dress, breakfast  that  start  to  Cikarang. I eat vegetable  that cook on last evening. It  is  almost   stale.  May be  not  give  bad  effect to my  health. Than I  answer  Mr. Rony's  sms  that  ask my position. "I'm still  at  Bekasi," I answer. I send  sms  to  Mr. Melky too.   Than   I  start. I  drive  motor cycle. I want  to   leave  my  motor cycle  at  daycare motors. At Pondok Ungu there are  some place  of  motor cycle daycare.  I entrance  to  one  place. I ask the something identity of assurance (jaminan)  that I  save  motor cycle  there. The staff answer not satisfy (memuaskan) me. I worry to save  it  because I'm not   identity of  that  place  as assurance  to  me. So, I decide to exit , move  to  the  other  place. The  staff  agree. I go to the  other motor cycle daycare. There  I get the card as identity the  place.  I save  motor cycle  there. Than I go to Cikarang. I bring umbrella. I layover (singgah) on  BCA  ATM  at Pondok Ungu. I want to sent money to Mr. Micky Pandu  and  to  Goden. I fail to  transfer  for  Goden. Only to Micky Pandu  I success to transfer. When I finish transfer, I aware my mistake. Actually,  Micky  want  to  the money  transfer to CUWM. I never think just  as  it. Why? Am my brain is  tired? My brain may be  still tired  to  think.  Than  on car  I sms  Micky  to say  about  it. "Sorry, I mistake. Please  you sent  again to CUWM account  of  BRI," I say.  I go to   Cikarang. I use  minibus / microlet 25 (Red color of  car  to MM - Mall Metropolitan) with  cost  Rp  4.000 - Than I use  middle  bus (45) to  Cikarang. I'm  not wait  so  long. The passanger  full  so the  car  start. I  pay Rp 7.000.  I stop at gate of tool Cikarang utama. I use  red  Car number 17 to Kali Malang. I pay Rp 2.000. I  cross  to  opposite. The  mini bus to Delma  Mas  still  wait. The  people  smoke. I stay  to  avoid  smoke (asap) rokok. When the pasaanger  enough, the  car  start. I entrance. I contact  mr. Rony  to  come  to  pick up  me.  I stop at  market  of  Delta  Mas. I buy Rambutan tere  with  cost Rp 9.000. Now, Arton (Fon Jaban)  that  come  to pick up me. We go to  home  at  Riviera, Delta  Mas. There  my brothers  still  sleep. We  by  the  way. I arrive  may be on 14.30. We by the  way  while  eat  rambutan.  I eat of beacon (daging  babi)  that  bring  from  Kupang. Mr. Melky  and  Ms Elen bring  it  when they  come to join Mr. Melky's  graduation (wisuda)  at  Solo  on Saturday, March 8, 2014. Mr. Arton  that accept  it  at  Soekarno Hatta airport. The  peoples  there: Mr. Joseph, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Agus,  Mr. Rony,  Mr. Tonce (Fon Jaban), Mr. Pendik,  Mr. Hila, Mr. John. Mr. Edu  still  sleep, Mr. Marcel  still  lecture (kuliah). I'm  lunch   rice ,  vegetable   with  side  dishes: beacon, fish, tempeh  of fried. We  give  training  to our nephew (keponakan) - Mr. Fredy about  finance management (debit / income -  credit (spending)  and balance (saldo). Generally, Manggarai  people  have't  finance purpose in  the  life. Seldom Manggarai  people no  target. Lucky  Mr.  Fredy  meet  us  now  so  can  plan  the  finance. Your target  first  is  have  motor cycle. Please  open  account  and own  it  on behalf  of yourself. Must  not  save your  money to  us  as  your  uncle. It  is  wise if  you  open bank account  than  safe  there. Second, please  join on CUWM. If  you  have deposit (simpanan)  until Rp. 2.000.000 you can credit / buy   motor cycle. If you already  have  motor cycle please you lecture  and  try   pay  by  yourself. Fredy  show  his  salary. On  March 2014, he get  salary until  Rp 3.000.000. You  start  with  good position," I say. If  you  do  my suggestion you  have good  future of  economic," i say  to  him.  Mustn't gambling (judi) of  card. Please  use  the  money with effectively," we  say  to  him.
On 16.00 pm, Mr. Rony, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Joseph, Mr. Agus, prepare to go back to Jakarta. Mr. Edu  and Mr. Pendik (Fredy)  delivery them  - use  motor cycle  to market  of Delta Mas.  The  children  at  Riviera  invite   Mr. Rony  cs  to  play  at  field. I take  rest  for  moment. Mr. John  and  mr. Pendik  go  to  Mr. Leo's  house  at  Jl. Antilop - Cikarang   Baru.  Than  Mr. Hila  massage me.  Mr. Marcel n Mr. Edu  cook  food  and  vegetables. Than  when  finish massage   we  supper. On 20.00  Mr.  Marcel delivery me to  EJIP / LIPPO  to  place of  parking  car  to  West Bekasi  (MM).  Mr. Marcel  use  Mr. Edu's  motor cycle.  May  be  I'm  troublesome (merepotkan)  brothers. Thank  you  for  Mr. John, Mr. Hila, Mr. Rony, Mr. Edu, Mr. Fon, Mr. Marcel,  Mr.  Fredy  for  all  help. This  is  good  of  fraternity (persaudaraan), can help one  the  others.  I arrive  at  EJIP. I become  new  pasaanger that  entrance  to  bus 45  that  time. I wait  so  long. Almost during  i hour  I wait. Than  the  bus  start. We  pay  Rp 8.000  because  less  passanger. Only 17 passangers. The  rule  thr  tariff  only Rp 7.000.  I stop  at  shelter ( halte)   of  MM, West  Bekasi.  I entrance  to  car 25. The passenger  finish at Kranji, leave  only  me  while  i stop at  Pondok Ungu. The  drive of  car 25  lazzy  to  delivery  me. Sorry, I want  to go  home. Please  looking  for  the  other  car. No need  to pay,"  he  says. I stop  at  Kranji. I no pay  it. I wait  car  number 20. I  stop  at  Paondok  Ungu. I pay Rp 2000. Than i go  to  place daycare  motor cycle. it  is  not closed  the  door.  I pay Rp 3.000. The  time  show  at 22.30 pm. Than I drive  motor cycle. I arrive  at  home. In  home  only Mr. Vian  there. Mr. Egy  and  mr. Dami go  out. I see banana  of  ripe   on kitchen. "You are  harvest (panen)  of  banana,"  i say  as  joke. "Yes, I bring  from  Bogor. My family  at  monastery (biara)  give   it. Please  taste  it," he  says. I eat   two bananas. I wash my  hand  than  sleep.

Saturday,  March 15, 2014 - mass  at  Optima - Optima  24 Annivesary   and  KKM - Misa  Manggarai - Aula Marsudirini - Matraman - Jakarta  Timur - Father Peter Aman, OFM  and Father Aly  Johnson, Pr - .I come to  Church / place  of  mass   on time (before  mass)
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Friday, March 21, 2014 - follow   way  of  the  cross  (jalan salib)  and  mass  at  saint  Albertus  church - . See  some  students of  JPS : Hulbert - Hanzel   and  their  parents. I come  late  for way of  cross.

Saturday, March 22, 2014 - mass  at  Cathedral  Church  - Father  Sigit, SJ: Samaria  women  at Jacob  Well (Sumur). She  is sinners  but  than he  believe  to Jesus  than  proclaim  about  Jesus. He become  witness (saksi) of  Jesus  Christ. Than  many people  believe  to  God (Jesus  Christ - not because his proclaim  but  they have person experience  with Jesus. Spirit of  Jesuit  Conggregation (Ignatian spirit)  follow  the  samaria  women. "Jesus bigger  while me  smaller". (John 4: 5-42).  This  is  spirit  of  empowerment (pemberdayaan).--- At  Cathedral  Church  at  near  altar  there  are  two   statues (patung) of  saints : Saint  Ignatius and  Saint  Francis Xaverian ( proclaim Gospel up to Maluku, SX  founder?). Saint  Francis  and  Saint  Ignatius from Loyola  follow  spirituality of Samarian  women: Yesus bigger, I'm smaller".  I come to  Church / place  of  mass   on time (before  mass). I see  three tourists that move  from Istiqlal  Mosque to Cathedral  Church. They photo  Cathedral   ornament (accesories). I study  from them  press  the  lamp ( make  red  lamp) when want  to  cross  road  in order to the car / bus / motor cycle  stop. "To understand  need  time.
When finish mass  I go  back. I by pass Indinesia Finance Department  at Jl. Lapangan Banten. There I see  flowers  on pot.  There are  some  flower  there just as  marble (bunga keladi / teko), beringin putih. Than I entrance  to  bus  47. In Senen I transit  to  the  other  bus 47  but with same  fare Rp 3.000.  I on foot to Wisma 25  to  meet  my  broher, Mr. Hila and Mr. Rony  and  the  other  brothers. (Edit  again on  May 6, 2014 - transfer  from  mobile  hp).






Monday, March 30, 2014 - mass  at Saint Paskalis - Cempaka  Putih -  mass  lead  by   Father  Agung, OFM. I come to  Church / place  of  mass   on time (before  mass)

Friday, April 4, 2014 - absent  way  of  cross (jalan salib) because  still on  the  way  from  Optima  to  VMG - Bekasi.

Sunday, April 6, 2014 -  I come to  Church / place  of  mass   on time (before  mass)- Father  Joseph Jaga Dawan, SVD - lead  mass -  speak about  Liturgy Discipline  and  General Election - April  9, 2014: Choose  with  smart and  according  conscience (hati nurani) -.
I join  on  Saint Albertus Church  Harapan  Indah. I arrive on time, may be  at 08.00. I go  to  attic (loteng). The  Gospel speak about  Jesus  raise the  dead (Lazarus). From  Golpel   I know:  Jesus  have  title  as  God / Lord. Martha  said  it: "Lord / God  I believe  that  you are  Messiah (Mesias), Son of  God  that will  come  to  the  world   (John 11: 27).  I see  many JPS  students  and parent  come  to  church. They are: Tasya, Hansel parents - Kiriena -  Junior students. I meet  Mr. Martono  and  his  family.  Mr. Ambros - security of  Church  debate  with  Toyota  seller  of  Car. I watch  it. May be  Toyota seller not follow instruction of security. "If  you want  be respected you should be  respect to us  as  host (tuan rumah)." he  says. The seller team  of  Toyota  complain because  Mr. Ambros  say  with  high sound / voice. Lucky not  fight. I buy  fish  at  margin  road. I buy fish  fresh water (air tawar). I buy one kilo grams.  Mr. dami  fried  it. We  lunch, rest  tan I go to  JPS. I clean  motor cycle tahn write  this  blog.

Friday, April 11 , 2014 - I go to the  church  of  Saint Albertus  Harapan Indah, Bekasi on 19.00 pm to   way  of  cross (jalan salib) than  confession (mengaku dosa) to God through priest.  I arrive  late  there  on  the  end  way of  cross. I only  join  on  mas. Than I  discuss  with  Mr. Ferry - Saint Albert  security - .I want  to invite  you to join on my child  married  on June 15, 2014." he  says. Okay," i say. What time confession   this  evening?" I ask  to  him. "Oh...  sorry, you are  late. The confession (pengakuan dosa) already  finish  the  schedule. The  last  schedule  is yesterday evening, Thursday, April 11, 2014. You are  late," he  says. "Thank you," I say. "I often cancel the  activity. I so  slow  to  response everything," I say  to  critic  to  myself. Improve yourself  Frank. So... I  follow  Easter 2014  without  confession.



Sunday, April  13, 2014.
Mr. Dami  and I  go  to Saint  Albertus  Church  to  join on mass of  Palm Sunday. We join on second  mass at  08.30 am. Mr. Yu  fast go  back to his   rent  house   than  he  prepare  himself  to  go  to  church. We  bring  palm leaf (daun) from house. he  Palm leaf looking  for  by  Mr. Egy. We  use  it. "Senior, almost  all people   as  long  as  way  see  us  because  we  bring  Palm  leaf," Mr. Dami says while  drive  motor cycle.   At  church I  meet  Mr.Harnoto  and  Mr. Yu  too.  I sit  beside  Mr. Harnoto. The  mass  lead by  Father  Anton.......(senior), SVD. He diligent (rajin) to speech. He speech  when  introduction, homily  and  the  end. It  is  long. "Palm  is symbol of  peace of  Christ. Please put palm on Christ of  cross," he  says. We bring  palm leaf (daun)  to  home  We  go  back to home. At intersection of Jl. Bulevard  (near lake) we buy fish of  freshwater (air tawar). I pay  it  one  kilogram. I pay Rp 15.000.    In rent  of  house I by  the  way  with  Mr. Egy  about  it. "I never hear  the  priest  - include  Father  Budi  Kleden, SVD  -   speech / talk on homily : Why Palm," Mr. Egy says. "We ever discuss  it  with brothers  when high / major  seminary. I hear  the explain of  palm  from my  friend, brother Ino  Sutam  that  become  priest  now. According  to  him, palm  is symbol  of  life,  pioneer of  life, " I say.  Mr. Dami fried  the  freshwater  fish  than  we  lunch.

Thursday, April  17, 2014. Today  JPS  school  is  holiday of  Easter. I still  entrance  to  school.  Today is celebration of  Holy (Putih) Thursday. I join mass  on 09.00 pm. Mr. Dami already  join the  mass  on afternoon  together  Ms. Lusy.  I go  there  only alone. The  rain  come  on  afternoon. I worry the  road is  slippery so can  fall  down.  Lucky  not.  In  front  of  Saint  Albertus  Harapan  Indah church I turn  the  motor cycle  to right. I  permission to security  that  help during Easter. They permission me  to entrance  the  police  line. I  parking  the  motor cycle  on parking  area  near business  building   of  Harapan  Indah. The  cost  of  parking  area  is  Rp 1.000. It  is  according provision (ketentuan) of Parish Priest of Father Yoseph Jaga Dawan, SVD on  last  week. I late. I entrance . The  gate still  off  for  moment  because  still  procession (perarakan). Than we  entrance. I sit  down on tent  that  set at out  of  church. The  mass  lead  by  Father  Anton Padua  Heru, SVD. He homily enough  long. He  talk figure Yahoo Abot - yahudi people - I sleep  when he  homily.  The  celebratio  so  long. When procession (erarakan) Holy Sacrament,   Father  Heru,SVD  take  the  prayer  from  book  of  Puji Syukur, just  as:  Jiwa  Kristus  (soul  of  Christ) , etc . Than I  go back. On parking  area  I  reflection: Why Holy Thursday? What  that holy on  Holy  Thursday? Is  Jesus  sacrifice  that  give  his body  and  blood? I think  just  as  it. Mr. Jufry  (Aloy)  and  family  reprimand  (menegur)  me. He  introduce his family  his  brother  and  sister  too. "With who  do  come  to  church?" he  ask  to  me. Alone," I say. It  is  disturb  question  to  me, but  I  try  to  respnse  with  wise (bijak). I go  back. may  be  I arrive  at  home  on 23.30 pm. On  mass  I see Mr....... (from east  Flores  and  family. His  wife  from Manado. I see his children, 2 children. They ever  school  at  JPS. We  shake  hand  when want  to  communion.  I see  Ms  Lucky  too - JPS  teacher - .  Than I'm  rest.


Friday, April  18, 2014

Today  is  Great Friday. Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Jack  come  from  Kampung  Sawah. The  situation of  road  is  lonely. We  only need almost 30 - 45  minute  from there  to  here (Harapan Indah / VMG)," Mr. Egy  says. Today  I  get  up  late. May  be  I  get  up  on 09.00 am. Mr. Egy  bring  fish. I cance   to   fast (puasa)   and  and  abstinence (pantang)  today. I eat rice  fix   fish than I go  to  JPS. I bring  coffee to security. I join on  pray  to remember the  Jesus  Christ  of  death  on 19.00  pm. I come  early. I go  alone  to  church. I sit  down  out  of  church  at  under  the  tent.  I see a women with 3 boys. May  be  the  twin   boys  of  children. That  women  can  handle  the three  boys. She  not  panic. The  boys  may  be  6  years.
The Gospel that  bring  with  singing  (Pasio) today very good. "This  is  new version on tone   for  me. The  mass  lead  by Father  Anton (yunior) - from  Bajawa   Flores.  The  celebration  is  good. Only staff  of bring  introductory verse of  Gospel  ( baik pengantar  injil)  that  make  little  mistake, not  read  tone  with  well. I ask  the  text  of  Golspel (Pasio). Today  Petrus   Grpoup / Environment  that  handle  Liturgy  and  Choir. Mr. L eo   conductor. I ask  choir - of  Passio  to  Mr. Agus - a  crew  that  bring  passion - . Than we  go  home. In  home  we  talk.  Than  we  sleep.

Saturday, April  19, 2014

I get  up  early. May  be  on 04.00. I'm  jogging. Than I'm  take  a bath. I play to  Mr. Anto's  house. They  give  snack  to  me. We  discuss  our  experience  when  Great  Friday, April 18, 2014. "The Felisitas  group not  bring  well  the  choir  and  passio (pasio)," Mr. Anto  says. "Wow... for  second  pray, the   choir  group  bring  it  nicely," I say.
Than I by  the  way  with  Mr.  Barnabas  and  Mr. Egy.  Than  we  lunch. Than I go  to  school. I  make  report  of  CUWM  finance.  It is  enough  difficult  to  me  but  I'm  happy  I get  image  how  to  manage  CUWM  finance.
I join on  mass  at 21.00 am. Father  Heru  that  lead mass. I feel  tired. I sleep  when  pray. I buy  candle  with  money Rp 5.000.  I'm  so  tired. I can  not  remember the  priest homily. I see  some  students when Easter  Eve  just  as  Jovanca, his grand  mother  and  parents. 

Sunday, April  20, 2014.
I visit to cathedral  Church  to  join on  mass  that  lead  by  bishop  of  Mgrs. Ignatius  Suharyo,Pr. I drive  motor cycle. I save  at  Pondok  Ungu. Than I use  car 25  to  Cakung  station. I arrive  there  on 09.00 am. I buy cake  at near Cakung  Station. I pay Rp 4.000  for  2 piece  of  bread. The  mass  already  start  at  Cahredral  church.  I pay the  cost  of  car  Rp 3.000  than  ticket  to  Juanda station  is  Rp 8.500. I stop  at  Manggrai. Lucky   available  the  other  train  that destintion  of  Kota - by  pass  Jauanda  satation. I entrance. I stop  at  Juanda  station. I on foot  after  refund  the  ticket. I get  money  Rp 5.000. I use  shelter of  busway  to  cross. I entrance  to cathedreal  church . The  mass  finish  on 10.00 am. I use  time  1  our  from  Cakung  to  Cathedreal  church. I mee with  Mr. Ferdy RD., meet  Mr.  Jonsy  and  his  friend. I shake  hand with  Bishop: "Happy Easter  Mgrs," I say. My plan is join on Pontifical  mass but evidently I late. I ask to Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana about the message of  Easter 2014  of Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr."Transformation Leadership". The  Easter spirit change people - include Saint Peter - to change his life  - become people that  power full energy: to proclaim the Lord of Jesus  Christ. This  idea  he write on  Kompas newspaper, Saturday, April  19, 2014.  I see this when I  visit to Mr. Anto's house  at  VMG.   I join  on  the  children  mass  that  start  on 11.00. I have  the  good time  to prepare myself to  join on mass. I get  place in  church. I sit  down. I share  chair  to girl  children.  The  mass  lead  by  Father  Sigit, SJ, Father Anto (?), SJ  and  Frater. They as  team work. They  singing, qustion  and  quiz. The  mass  is  fun.
Than I go  back. I go  to  Wisma 25. I use  bus 47. "I priority  the Word  when I go  to  the  church," a  driver. We  talk. "I'm  from .... Church," he  says. In  the  morning  I go  to  church  than entrance  of  work. I will  get  sustenance (rezeki). I go  to  Wisma  25. I meet  with  Mr. Gusty/ Mr. Holen, Mr. Trisno. We  by  the  way. Than I go to  Mr. Johny's  rent  of  house. We  lunch  tere. Than watch  television  about mass  of  Aster   that  lead  by   Pope   of  Francis, SJ. Than we  go  back  to  Wisma  25. mr.  Hila  hep  to  massage  me. It  is  so  long. I'm hungry. We  supper  on 22.30.  We eat  rice  and  catfish (ikan lele). Than we rest. During  Easter  is  dry no  rain. Thank you  Lord.


 ECCLESIA  SEMPER REFORMANDA = GEREJA YANG SELALU  MEMBARUI  (DIRI)
 
Today  I  get  up  late  because  sleep  late  on last night (may be  sleep  on 00.30  or   1.00 am). I'm breakfast. Than I prepare  myself  to go  to  Jakarta. Today is mass with 2  bishops: Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM  and  Msgr. Paskalis  Bruno Syukur, OFM. This  is the  Manggarai Mass  that   celebrate  by IKAMADA (The union of  Manggarai People at Jakarta - Bogor - Tangerang - Depok - Bekasi).  The  mass  want  to release /  delivery  Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM (Bishop of  Bogor  emeritus)  to  Labuan  Bajo, Manggarai  than  accept Msgr. Paskalis  Bruno Syukur, OFM  (New Bishop  of Bogor diocese). I drive motor cycle.  I by  pass  Harapan Indah - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Kanal Banjir  Timur - (KBT) -  Wali  Kota  of  Jakarta  Timur  (East  Jakarta). I  save  my  motor  cycle  there. I ask ticket  of  parking.  Than  I  use  busway.  I entrance  to Wali Kota - East Jakarta - shelter.  I wait  for  moment. The  bus  already  come. I entrance. Only  little passenger  from  this  shelter. Than increase on  way. I transit  at  Kampung  Melayu. I wait  for  moment. The  bus come from  Kampung  Rambutan. I entrance. The  time  show at 10.30 am, whereas  the   mass  start  on 10.00 am.  In  busway a men  entrance. He  is  not  use  perfume (parfum). The  bed  smell  come.  It  is  produce  by  his  armpit odor  (bau ketek). I try  to  avoid  it.  Than I  meet my yunior, Mr. Vincent  Gunawan. He  ait  busway too.  I stop  at  Kramat  Serntiong. Than I entrance  Kramat  church. I see  my  senor  at  major  Seminary of  Ritapiret, Mr. Ferry  Jalu. He  drive  car. "Wow... he  is  rich  now. Me?" I ask  in  my  heart. Than I go to  auditorium  of Saint  Vincentius, Place of  mass. In near  Church I meet  with  Father  Peter  Aman, OFM.  I see Ms. Nafsiah Mboy  too, Health Ministery of Repubic  of  Indonesia. She  come  together her  husband, Mr. Ban  Mboy. Mr. Ben  Mboy  get  stroke but  still  can  talking    and  think nicely. The  security / aide (ajudan)  delivery  Mr. Ben  Mboy  use  his   wheelchair (kursi  roda). I shake  hand with Mr. Ben  Mboy - former of NTT governoor -  and  his  wife - Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Heath Minister -  . For  the  first I shake hand  with  them. I'm so  proud with  this experience. Never I  imagine.  Some  Priests (Father Alex  Lanur, OFM, Father  Yan Laju, OFM, Father Michael Peruhe, OFM)   and  2  bishops (Msgr. Michael, OFM  and  Msgr. Paskalis, OFM)  already   present. The  group  of  procession (perarakan) already  come  too. Than  the  Manggarai traditional  song  start  by  group "Ronda   Mbata  of   Muara  Baru". . The  mass  start.  Bishop of emeritus - Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM -  give of Open Speech. Than the new   Bishop  of Bogor , Msgr. Paskalis  Bruno Syukur, OFM  bring homily. "Today there are big  joy (sukacita)  in heaven and  world  because canonization 2  Popes, Pope John XXIII  and  Pope  John  Paul II.  Reputedly (konon), all  creature (makhluk) so happy, not only human being  but  alimals too, include 3 animals that very familiar for Manggarai people. Two popes -Pope John XXIII  and  Pope  John  Paul II- and 3 animals  come face  to saint Peter. Saint Peter dialog with Pope John XXIII: "What  are  your  spirit during life in the  world? " Saint  Peter  ask. " My spirit is  renewal (pembaruan) of the  world. I pioneer if  Vatican II Council (Konsili)," Pope John XXIII answer. Than Saint Peter  ask  to Pope  John Paul II. "What are your  spirit during life in the  world?" he  ask. "I walk around of the  world to  pilgrimage (ziarah) while say and proclaim  to Catholic  people: No fear to become Catholic people," John Paul II  answer.  On that  time the Catholic people in Europe afraid to  proclaim Jesus Christ to the  world.  Than the 3 animal that very familiar with Manggarai people. First is  Wild boar (babi hutan - motang puar -). The wild  boar  say to Saint Peter. "Must not  cut the  forest (jangan menebang hutan = neka poka puar), because forest is  our environment. If you - Manggarai people - cut forest we will entrancne to village  and  garden. Than the  second  animal come. It's  monkey ( kera = kode). " Must  not  build all property of housing  to all  land. Prepare the open green space for plant, water. Care balance village / housing with open  green  space, in order to we ( monkeys) can  life no need to entrance  garden of  Manggarai people.  Than the third animal come. it 's  ..... (Ngkiong): Ngkiong  say  to Saint Peter: "Please say to Manggarai people: Musn't  forget homeland (jangan lupa tanah air = neka hemong kuni agu kalo).  The Manggarai spirituality  is "Neka Hemong  Kuni agu Kalo - Homeland ). We should proud  with our  culture. The mass take  topic: Empowerment Catholic value for Manggarai  diaspora (diaspora).  Our Spirituality  of  catholic  is  faith of  Jesus Christ  that  based on Manggarai culture." Bishop Paskalis  Bruno Syukur  says.    Than we hear  the  speech. Mr. Ben Mboy give speech: "According Pope of  Benedictus XVI, there are  some requirements  for  leaders. Its are: 1. The  leader  can  hear  the  other  people. 2. The  leader can decide  fast, no need to  postpone. 3...........4.............5.................. Than  Bishop of Emeritus  Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM say to  Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Health Minister: Ms Nafsiah, don't  forget  Manggarai.".  Msgr. Michael bring  book to Ms. Nafsiah Mboy  and  to  the  other  leade. The book about  Msgr. Michael Angkur . The title  is: Pemimpin Sederhana (The simple Leader). The MC - Mr. Ady Jedoma - say notice  to  buy the book. Some people buy it. Than Mr. Johny Plate buy it all  than  distrubute to  the people that not  yet  get  it. I'm  shy to  do  it. Finally I go  front  but  late  so  fail  to  get  it.  Alfred - Mr. Leo's youngest  son  get  it.  I shake  hand  with Mr.  Stef Agus - former  "Dirjen Bimas Katolik Indonesia - give book about  Ben Mboy to  Bishop Michael Angkur, OFM  and Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM.  The auditorium of Vincentius full with people. The lunch prepare  hand by hand  the  Mangarai  people  of  IKAMADA  member - manggarai senior -.  We  lunch.  I meet  Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Mr. Maksi  and  family, Mr. Kons Tarung, Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana. Some  Wela  brothers  that stay at Cemapaka  come  too. Mr. Alec  maji  come  together Delfy  and  Carol. I shake  hand  with  Mr. Idem. Mr. Idem  invite me  to join on his  car. Mr. idem is my class mate  when junir  and  senior  hight school. They success  now. I meet  Mr. Nobert  Nepung  too. He  is  former   brother  of  seminary  too. He  is  teacher. may  be  teach at Saint Christoforus school.   When   finish  lunch  we  go   home. I  join  with  Mr. Festo to  go  home  on  his  motor cycle. We  stop  at  Wisma 25. We  watch  at celebration of  canonization (kanonisasi) Pope John XXIII  and  Pope  John Paul II. We  watch  at  Mr. Ino's  room. Than  I go  back  on 18.00 pm. I use  busway  from  Utan Kayu shelter. I wait  for  moment  than  the  bus  come. I transit  at  Matraman shelter. Than I use   busway  to Kampung  Melayu. Than I transit on busway to   Pulo Gebang - Wali Kota, East  Jakarta.  My journey use  busway  today  is  smooth. I stop  at  shelter   Wali Kota, East   Jakarta. The  service  of  busway  staff  today  is  good.   Than I drive  motor cycle  by  pass  shelter. For  the  first  I  drive  motor  cycle  on shelter  busway. I success  do  it. Why I do  it? For short  way  and  to  to  avoid  accident  if  I by pass Penggilingan.  I drive  motor cycle  by  pass Pulo Gebang - Jl. Raya Bekasi  - Menteng -  Harapan Indah -   JPS - Rawa  Indah - Kampung  Bogor  -  buy vegetable - VMG - buy egg  one  kiligram   Rp 17.000. I arrive at  home. Mr. Jack  help  to  make  vegetable. We  by  the  way  than  rest.

Yoh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf
oh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf
oh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf
 

Saturday, May   3, 2014.
I have  a  dream.  I just as  making  love (ML) with someone. I forget  who is women that my couple.  I  push up until many time. Than I aware my vital organ still sleep.
Than I get  up. I'm jogging. I cook  food. Than I go to school. I meet  with Mr. Karno. Than I go to  pick up my younger brother, Mr. Hila  that  come from  Cikarang. I drive motor cycle. Big jammed at gate of Harapan Indah. I success  meet  him. I drive  motor cycle join together  him.  We almost get accident because  I'm not agile (lincah) to  direct motor cycle to  right  side, while  in front  the   truck want  to  right too. The  truck almost  hit (menabrak) us  lucky  not touch  so  we  safe. I ask help to  Mr. Hila  to  stop the  other  car  in way. We  buy fish at  intersection of  Bulevard Hijau, place of  kiosk of  banana  there. We  buy fresh  fish. We by pass  front  JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor.  Than we buy vegetable. We go to  home. We  fried  fresh  fish. Mr. Fian available  at home. We by  the  way. Than he go out. We cook vegetable  and  fried fish. Than we  eating.  We  sleep  than  at  afternoon get up  make noodles (mie) fix  egg  and  rice. We  take  a bath  than  start  to  Saint Albertus  church. I drive  motor cycle. I try to carefully. I  try  to  remember myself  to carefully. Since  in the  morning I try to remind  myself  about care attitude when drive motor cycle   to avoid accident. We arrive  late  at church of  Saint  Albertus, when homily. We  entrance through  left  sude  church. I meet a child, Nicholas. I dialogue  with  him. "I'm Nicholas, 3,5  years, he  say  while  confirmation  to  his  mom. I take paper of  mass  text  that  the  other  people  throw away (buang) . I want  to  know  the word of  God. When homily I only hear  the  Father Anton say: Lord, stay together  us. I bring  the  tect mass  as  anticipation (antisipasi)  if tomorrow  lead pray  at Bintaro. I put  it  at  bag. The  mass  finish. I  drive  motor cycle  to  place of  daycare  motors (tempat penitipan motor).  Than we  use  car to Kranji Station. We pay Rp  3.000 per person, Rp 6.000 for  2 person, Mr. Hila  and  I.   We  entrance Kranji  station. We buy ticket of  train IDR 17.000  to  Pandok  Ranji - Bintaro. The time  show  at 20.00 pm.  We  get  place  to sit  down. We transit  at Manggarai. Than entrance train to   Tanah Abang. Than we transit again there, entrance  to  train to Serpong. We stop at  Pondok Ranji. We reseller our ticket / card of  guarantee  Rp 5.000 per person. Than we  use  car.  We  ask to people  there about  car  to  Graha Raya. The car already stop since  19.00 pm. Please  entrance this  than  stop at BP (Bintaro Permai). We  entrance. It  is  so near. We  pay Rp 2500 per  person. We arrive  at  sector 5 - Bintaro. I just  as  confused (bingung) because  not  same the  place  that I  know. Finally I decide  to  use  taxi.  I give sign to call  taxi.  The  white taxi  come. "Please  delivery us  to  Graha Raya," I say.  The  driver service  us. We by pass  sektor 6,8,9,  SanMare (Santa Marie ) of  Church Catholic  church -  turn to  right  -  fly over / under pass -   turn to left - margin of  river -  Monsidi School - Pondok Aren - Graha Raya - We  want  to  buy fruit. We  stop at  gate  Graha Raya. I pay  argo Rp 37.000 (almost 40.000). Than we  entrance  Mr. Alex  house. Evidently Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Mr. Rino alredy  come. Mr. Alex, Ms Susie, Carol and Hendrike  and  Delfy accept  us. We  by  the  way  that supper. "I ask your  help to lead  pray  of  Mitoni  of  Ms. Rilis  tomorrow. Mitoni is Java custom of tradition as thankgiving event / party when a women pregnant on 7 month. Mr. Alex alredy prepare the  text  of  bible  and about  Mitoni. I note  it. Than they go to Mr. Egy  house  to  talk  with  the  other  brother  and Mr. Andri  Garu - Senator (DPD)  from Manggarai. They drink  beer  there. Than I sleep. I'm not  join to Mr. Egy  house  to meet  Mr. Andri Garu.


Saunday, May 4, 2014 - no remeber the  dream.
Today I celebrate  Mitoni  at  Ms  Rilis - Mr. Beny  house  at  Graha Raya - Bintaro. After   pray the  rain  come. We  eat  until  full.

The  Word of God  on  Bible

The  othe  lose  but  the Word  of  Gad no  lose  but  still   stay ( Baccan kedua, Minggu, 4 Mei 2014:
1Ptr. 1:17-21;


1Ptr 1:17Dan jika kamu menyebut-Nya Bapa, yaitu Dia yang tanpa memandang muka menghakimi semua orang menurut perbuatannya, maka hendaklah kamu hidup dalam ketakutan selama kamu menumpang di dunia ini.
1Ptr 1:18Sebab kamu tahu, bahwa kamu telah ditebus dari cara hidupmu yang sia-sia yang kamu warisi dari nenek moyangmu itu bukan dengan barang yang fana, bukan pula dengan perak atau emas,
1Ptr 1:19melainkan dengan darah yang mahal, yaitu darah Kristus yang sama seperti darah anak domba yang tak bernoda dan tak bercacat.
1Ptr 1:20Ia telah dipilih sebelum dunia dijadikan, tetapi karena kamu baru menyatakan diri-Nya pada zaman akhir.
1Ptr 1:Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah, yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya, sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu tertuju kepada Allah

1 Petrus 1:21-25

Konteks 1:21 Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah, j  yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati k  dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya, l  sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu m  tertuju kepada Allah. 1:22 Karena kamu telah menyucikan n  dirimu oleh ketaatan o  kepada kebenaran, sehingga kamu dapat mengamalkan kasih persaudaraan yang tulus ikhlas, hendaklah kamu bersungguh-sungguh p  saling mengasihi dengan segenap hatimu 1 . 1:23 Karena kamu telah dilahirkan kembali q  bukan dari benih yang fana, tetapi dari benih yang tidak fana, r  oleh firman Allah, s  yang hidup dan yang kekal. 1:24 Sebab: "Semua yang hidup adalah seperti rumput dan segala kemuliaannya seperti bunga rumput, rumput menjadi kering, dan bunga gugur, 1:25 tetapi firman Tuhan tetap untuk selama-lamanya 2 . t " Inilah firman yang disampaikan Injil kepada kamu.


Sunday, May 11, 2014.

In last evening I sleep late. We go to Mr. Stef  Pelor  house  at  Taman Harapan Baru - Bekasi. We  discuss there. We discuss  about  politic, include  politic  at Manggarai. I  go  back  late. May be  on 00:30 am. I start  and  go  back alone. When go  there, I try  new  way after bridge. I success  arrive at THB. I by  pass  THB, include  kindergarten Cahaya Harapan.  I success  to  find Mr. Stef Pelor's  haouse  at  THB. We  discuss  there. Than I go  back. When go  back, I get difficult to find  the  way  that I  use  when I come. I try to follow  record but  fail to  find it. Finally  I decide to follow  the  usually way / street. I by pass  THB - Jl. Kaliabang -  Jati Asih - Kampung  Bogor - Villa Mutiara  Gading.
When I arrive the gate already  lock. I knock  but  Mr. Vian already sleep. I climb the  fence (pagar). Than I take  the key to open the door. I entrance  motor cycle. I open house  door. Than I sleep. On  early  morning  Mr.  Egy  come. I open  the  door. Than I sleep  again.   I get  up may be  on 09.00 am. I   fried  egg. Mr. Egy  get  up too. He go to Cahaya Harapan School  to  teach Catholic Religion to students  that want  to  get  Confirmation (Sakramen Krisma). Than I shooping  vegetable, tofu  and  cooking  oil. I  use  Rp 26.000 to spend  it.   Than I cook  vegetable  and  fried  tofu. I mix with tomato. It's  good.  Mr. Jak Sila  go  to  Jakarta. He  go  bak on evening  after layover (singgah) at  Mr. Stef  Pelor  house  at  THB.  In afternoon, we  lseep. Than  prepare  myself to  go  to  church. Mr. Egy  get  up  too. We go together. We  go  to Saint  Gabriel church  of Pulo Gebang, East Jakarta. We by pass  Harapan Indah -  Pasar Modern - Peach Blossom school - BKT. Jl. Raya Bekasi - BKT - Rawa Kuning -  Pulo Gebang - Taman  Modern - Saint Gabriel Church  of  Pulo Gebang. Mr. Egy  parking  motor cycle.  Than we  entrance  the  church. Wow... we are  late. The  mass  start  on  17.00. I 'm not  give  offering  money because  no little  money. My little  money already finish when shooping  vegetables. We  arrive  when song  of introducing of Gospel. 
The  holy reading  just  as  this  one:


Kis. 2:14a,36-41;
Mzm. 23:1-3a,3b-4,5,6;
1Ptr. 2:20b-25;
Yoh. 10:1-10
warna liturgi Putih

   When homily  the  Priest speak about  call (panggilan) on  church  as  religious (kaum religius) and lay (awam).  All  is  good. He  explain about  Gospel  and  the  other  holy reading. Since  the beginning, The  Christian accept 3 sacrament  simultaneously (simultan):  Sacrament of Baptism, Sacrament of Communion and   Confirmation  (Krisma). East  Christian Church  still apply this  menthod. While The West Christian Church (catholic  of  Rome)  accept  it  separately  with  pastoral reason  for chance  to guide  faith of  Catholic  people.  What basic  our  calling? Three  sacraments. Baptism, Communion and Confirmation. On Communion on end mass  we  get  comment  mission:  The  mass  finis, please  go  we are sent (diutus). We are call  to  become  Jesus  become delivery peace on daily  life  with  the  others. 

Than when finsih  mass  Mr. Egy  pay  parking rates. It  's  Rp 1.000. Than  we  go  back  to  home. I still  full stomach.  Mr. Egy  and  Mr. jack   lunch. 

Today at  church  of  Saint  Michael  Kranji / Saint  Albertus there  is  event  of  separation with  Father Joseph  Jaga  Dawan, SVD. He  is become   Provincial  SVD  Java. I'm  not  join  on  that  mass. I mass  at  out  of  parish.

 

Sunday, May 18, 2014.
Ms. Fifi  and  Mr. Leo  already  get  up. Father  Kanis  Rano, SVD too.  Than Mr. Leo call  Juan  to  get  up. Juan get  up  but still  slow. I think he  already   take  a  bath. Evidently  not  yet. I take  a bath. Than  Juan  get  up. Juan  get  complain  from  her  mother because  use  long  time  to  take  a bath. Than we  are breakfast. We prepare  ourselves   to  church. Mr. Leo,  Ms Fifi, Father  Kanis, SVD  and  I go to  church. I by pass  Kalimalang  - Delta Mas -  School  of Trinity (Trinitas)  place of  Mass  for  Catholic  people  Mother  Theresa  of  Cikarang.   We  are  entrance.   I sit  down on middle  place. We pray at school.  Today  mass  of  concelebrated (konselebrasi). The  main concelebrated  is  Father  Samuel Pangestu, Pr  while the the  other priest is Father  Kanis,  SVD. Father Samuel indtocutory speech, father  Kanis  homily. He  speak about  Jesus  Christ  as  way  and  life  stone (1 Peter 2:4-9; John 14:1-12). Jeus  Christ  is  stone  departure (batu pijak) in our  life," father  Kanis  says. Today  is  call day  at Mother  Theresa Cikarang. The  Priest, brither , sister - SVD, projo, Jesuit,   CB -  come  to  make  promotion (promosi). There are  2 way alternative  calling  on Cathilic  kife: life  of  family  and  life  of  monastic (membiara). The  monastic  life have many type  just  as  sister (CB, SSps, PRR, CP, etc), the men way just  as SJ, OFM, SVD, Pasionis, SMM, etc.  Regardless (apapun) 0f  type  of  call  need  commitment (komitmen)  and  focus. " Father  samuesl Pangestu  says. The  choir  handle by students  of  Saint Don Bosco Taman Sentosa - Cikarang.  They sing of  song : Lord How  Can I Repay. I ask  it  when finish mass. I success  to  get  it  from  Ms  Endang, teacher  of   Saint  Don Bosco  school.
I have  program  to go  to  visit  my  brother  Mr. Hila  today  at Delta  Mass.  i exit  mass / building  of  Trinity. I ask  people  how  the  way to go  to  Delta  Mass. I as  a man. Evidently he  is  from Aimere - Bajawa. We by  the  way. Evidently he willing  to  delivery  me  to   Delta  Mas. We  by the  way. He  si  working  at Prudential Insurance that  have  office at  Sudirman street of  Jakarta. "I know  it," I say. Who  is  that  man?"  He  is  Bajawa  people  of  Aimere. His  name  is  Marsy. He   already  have  family. He  already  have 2  children. His  wife  from  Bajawa. "Had  you merried? he  ask me. "Oh... not  yet," I answer. Please  looking  for  faster," I say. We  by  the  way. When I arrive  at Riviera, Mr. Hila  still  relax  in  front  of  house. We  entrance. We  by  the  way.  Mr. Marsy  give bussiness  card  of  name  to  us. He  no  drink. He hurry  up to  go  back  to  prospect  to  the  other  customer.  Than I by  the  way  with  Mr.  Hila. "How  aboput  your  plan, resign  or  no  from your  company? I ask. " I will  resign. than  go  back  on  June 21, 2014. I will  stop to  work  on  June  11, 2014. My weakness  is if  already decide something  it  is  done. For  me, work  at company is eliminate of  human resource," he  says. I will work  as  farmer," he  says. Than he  massafe  me. I fell so  sick. Than  Mr.  Bona  come. He  is  sleeping. Than  Mr. Leo, Father  Kanis  and  Mr. Nando  come. We  by  the  way. Mr. Hila  continuse  to massage  me. Than I  take  a bath. Than go  back to Mr. leo  house.  At  home, Mr. Beny, Mr. Marcel  already  come. We  by  the  way  that we are   talking / by  the  way. Than we  are eating / lunch. We  are  eating  of  chicken.  Than we are  rest. I'm take  a rest. Than  get  up, take  a bath. Than  we  discuss  about  Manggarai culture. We hear Father  Kanis  experience about Sumba mentality  and  culture. He  was practicing  (apprentice)  at East  Sumba. Sumba people so relax, slow, the society people  life  on gradation (caste = kasta).  They slow mentality  just  as  Manggarai  situation 50 years  ago. Their  style  is  shepherd (gembala). "I try  to  communicate  and  dialog  with them  culture  of  Merapu." Father  Kanis  says. Than we  supper. We supper  use chicken again.  Than  we  go  back.   Mr. Leo delivery   us. Mr. Beny, Juan  and  Mr. leo delivery  us  (Father  Kanis  Rano, SVD, Mr. Andy, Mr. Nando  and  I)  to  Jakarta. Mr. Nando  help  to  drive  car. We  permission to Ms  Fifi, Alfred. Mr. Hila   and  Mr. Marsel  go back to  Delta  Mas. Mr. Bona  go  back to  Kerawang. We  by pass to  Tall - Cikampek Jakarta - Exit  at  gate  of  tall  of  Rawa  mangun - Jl. Ahmad Yani -   Jl. Pramuka - Jl. Matrman -  SOVERDI  Matraman. Father  Kanis, SVD xeit. We  entrance  to  soverdi. Than we  go  back to Cempaka . Jl. Percetakan -  Jl. Pramuka - Taoll  Jakarta - Cikampek - exit  at  West   Bekasi -  Mm  Bekkasi - Kranji - Harapan Indah - Than  Mr. Leo  - Mr. Beny  and  Juan  go  back  to  Cikarang. Their sacrifice  very  big  to  me. In car  Mr. Leo  try  to  motivate  his  son, Juan  to  entrance  to  seminary. "If you entrance to seminary  you get  good  education, leading character. You can go to the  other  world, just  as  Father  kanis Rano, SVD, can  go  to  Brazil, Europe, etc.
I  take  my  motor  cycle  at Jl. Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Than I drive  it  to  home. I arrive at VMG  may be  at 23.00. "You get  warm greeting  from Father  Kanis  Rano, SVD," I say  to  Mr. Jack , Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian.  Than I wash my head. Than I pray  than I  sleep.


Sunday, May 25, 2014 - Saint  Albertus  Harapan  Indah  Bekasi
I get up early is on 04.00 am. Today there  is  big  match soccer, Champion Final, Real Madrid  vs Atletico Madrid. I'm oversleep (ketiduran).  In Indonesia, SCTV  display (tayangkan)  it. I get  up. No  dream  that  I remember  during  sleep at 10.00  pm - 04.00 am. I open  the  television.  The  match  recent  finish  but  still left submit  of throphy. The  host  is  Donna Agnesia. From him I know  that Madrid  get  winner of  the  match  with  score  4 -1.  Atletico  make  first  goal by  Godin on 35  minute  that replay (balas) by Ramos  on injury time  so get  extra  time. On Extra  time Garet  Bale, Marcelo  and  Ronaldo  make  goal. The  total  score 4 -1. Madrid  get  ten  winner  of  Champion League.  Than  I sleep  again. I have  dream. I just  as  present  on  one  place  just  as  at Jakarta, Java. I am on  road   just  as  road  at  Suka Bumi or Manggarai,  South Jakarta. I arrive  at  a  bridge. I just  as  wait  while  wait  something. I don't  know  there  are  Wela people  around  there. Suddenly, Rony  come. They  still lunch on tent  stalls (warung tenda). I go to  there. I see  Mr. Alex  Madji available  there  too. I'm just  as  shy  to greetings. Than I back to bridge  direction. I see  to sea. Just  as  I see  people  walk / sit  down  on  sea.   They  want  to come  to  mainland (daratan). They are  just  as  Papua  people. They are  black. They  no use  dress. May  be  3  men  that  do  it.  On  the around area  just  as  I see  Mr. Pius  and  his staff. They  bring  something. Mr. Pius  from Maluku.    What  meaning  of  this  dream??
***
Than  I  get  up. I prepare  myself  to  Church. I take  a bath  than  go  to  church. I arrive late  there  after   Gospel Reading.  The  priest  read  about  Jesus  Christ  that  help Christian people  with  send Holy Spirit (Parakletos) to entertain (menghibur) Christian people.  When  finish mass  the  priest introduce  himself. "I'm father John, MSC. I'm  from  Maluku  that  growth up  at  Papua. My  cousin is  parish  priest here, Father  Anton...., SVD,. I'm 21  years   become  priest.  His capability  to speech  so  good. I think  he  is  from  Flores.  Than I join on mass. I'm  not  accept  communion because  late. Foe  this, I discipline to myself. When finish mass I see the  people  that I know. I meet  with Mr. Rolando - former  ICT  teacher  of  JPS. Now  he  is  teach at  Penabur International school of  Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta.  I see JPS  students  just  as  Andrew (Primary 4), Kent  (P4), Thomas (P1C),  Cleo (KG),  Steve (P4), . I sit  down  to  read  the  holy read. Than I pray Rosary. Thomas  come. He  disturb  me. I invite  him  to  pray. Than I exit. I see  Pricil (P4) still  join on Religion Lesson  for  first  communion. Today  they exercise  confession (mengaku  dosa). The  religion teacher  teach  student  about  it.  I security place, I meet  Mr. Martono. We  by the  way. We talk about  Mr. Aloy  Nosson  that  his  son pass  away (meninggal)  on last week, Monday, 19, 2014.  We  want  to celebrate  pray  here (Saint  Albertus  church) - Harapan Indah  on 19.00 pm." he  says. Than  I go  back. In brach  to  VMG  way  I  stop  to  buy  papaya. In Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah  I buy vegetable (cucumber, carrot, tofu, tempeh, tomato). Than I coot  it  at  home. Than Mr. Egy  come. When finish cook  the  food  I'm sleeping. In afternoon  I  get  up. I cook vegetable than eat  again  at  afternoon. Than Mr. Egy  and  I go to Church  to  pray  for  Oswadus Eko Wahyudi - Mr. dan Mrs Aloy's   son. We entrance  to auditorium. Than  change  to  church. The  pray  lead  by  Mr. Tickno  and Mr. Hendri. "Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi is  the good  boy / child / young. I join on church activity. Mr. Aloy is  activist of  Saint Albertus  Church. They very  obey to  God. What is they decrease so God call Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi on young  age? This  mistery  of  life. Life  for  Chistian people  is  deposit (titipan) of  God. When the  God  take  only Him  that know. We  only know surrender  to  him. Ayub attitude  very  good to apply on  this  situation: On all  situation thank  to  God. "The  Lord  that  give, the  Lord  that take, praise  to  Lord".  So  many people  that  join on this pray. I see JPS  students, junior  and  senior  students. We  get  food  of  box. We  eat. I talk  with Mr. Nico Nohos. "Mr. Aloy  is  my little  father," he  says. Than we by the  way than  go  back to  home. Mr. Egy  drive  motor cycle. In home we  check  the gas stove  because  Vita's  mother ask about gas. May be on our  house  the  gas  is leak. We  check  but  no  leak. "In Church  of Saint  Albertus  Harapan  Indah  we  smell  the  gas too," Mr. Egy  says. :May be  activity of  mining (penambangan). Than I  open  computer  to  work  but  I work  not  effective. Mr. Jack and  Mr. Vian  come. The  situation so  hot. I sleep  late.

**
In church I  remember  my    dream. I try  to  connect. "Wow... may  be  this  is  dream  on  last  morning  have  link  with  situation now.  Than I meet father  from  Maluku   that  stay at Papua. Mr. Pius  from Maluku, former member  of  MSC region congregation (kongregasi). May  be this fact  that  show  on  dream. The  dream show  it  earlier  that reality / fact. The  spirit / soul activity come earlier  than  fact.

**  I  see  separator  busway. Wow... the  busway start  and  stop  at  Pasar  Modern  Bekasi," I say  with  happy.

 Monday, June 1, 2014 - I pray  at Harapan  Indah church ??



Monday, June 8, 2014 - I join on  mass  at Cikarang -  Mother Theresa  of  Cikarang - I join on Mr. Leo's  car. Together  Father Kens  Rano, SVD. Than we go back eralier  because  I want  to  join pray  at  Saint Alfonsus I group. I'm  bring  homily. I go back earlier. I go  to housing..., near  Harapan  Mulia. It's  Mr. Yunus's  house. Ms  Yunus talk me abut  her  family that still  single.

Monday, June 15, 2014 - pray at Rawa  Mangun church. I come  late. I arrive  when  Our  Father  pray. I take  the  text. Today  is  Trinity celebration. I see Father  Yustinus Semiun, OFM. He  is  Fransiscan member  that    fundraising (galang)  fee  for  orphan  of  Saint  Vincentius  of  Kramat  Jakarta. Today  Jakarta  is  cloud.  I come  late. After  massage  by  Mr. Hila I  sleep  than  get  up on 17.00 pm. Than  I go to Rawangaun catholic  Church. I use  bus  way. I entrance  to   Utan Kayu shelter.  I stop  at Velodrome  shelter. I go  to  church. I go  to  there to  pray. Than I eat  aw  place of  food - Warung Tegal Bahari - I pay  IDR  13.000. It  is  expensive (rice, vegetable, fish). Than I go  to Rawamangun terminal. I buy ticket  to Denpasar  on June 19, 2014. I get ticket  of  Lorena  Rp 435.00 per  passanger. The  other  about  Rp 350.000. I  imprest Rp 500.000 (for  Mr. Hila  and  I). Than I want  to Pulo Gadung. Than I remember the  busway. It  is  good  use busway to  Harapan  Indah. I . I wait  enough  long. I entrance  at  Arion . Wait  long. Than the  busway  come. I entrance. Than stop at T.U Gas. Wait  long  again to  continue  to Pulo Gadung  and  wait  long  again to  Harapan  Indah. This  is  the  first  experience  I use  busway to Harapan Indah. The  busway to Harapan Indah  start   on about  middle  may 2014. I arrive  at harapan Indah shelter   on 21.00. I pay Rp 7.000  for  transportation  from Cempaka -  stop at Rawamangun - than  use  busway again to  Harapan Indah. Than I  use motor  cycle. I pay the  parking  place Rp 6.000. Today  I worry because  the  rain  that  make  road  is wet  and  slippery (licin). Lucky I safe. The  road  at  harapan Indah  still  good. In home, I wash  my  dress and  take a bath. Than sleep. Thank you  Lord. Today  I'm  so  late  to go to  church.


Mr  Nando share  information  to  me  that there  is  show abot  Manggarai culture - Nggereang -   at Gedung Kesenian Jakarta (GKJ). Mr. Hilau Sempaut  - our  family - father -  come  to accompany  the  team. The  show  on Monday, June 16, 2014. "If  not go to Lembang  Bandung - I very like  to  watch  it.  I interrsant  about  it. "I will take  of  it  on  video," Mr. nando  say. It  is  very  good. I want  to  watch  of  it," I say. Evidently, Mr. Nando is absent towatch it. Only Mr. Leo Dunu that watch it. I  can  not  watch it  because still out  bond  and  workshop  at  Lembang - Bandung, West  Java  on  June 16, 2014.

Sunday, June 22, 2014.
Today, I absent  worship to God  because still on the  way from Java  to Flores. I start  from Jakarta  on Thursday, June 19,  2014.  On Sunday, we on the  way. The position is at Sumbawa  Island  on  Dunia Mas  Bus. This  day, we running  Sumbawa  Island, from  Pototano  until at  Sape.  Dunia Mas  stop  at  Bima than we   rent  car  to  Sape. Mr. Fery, Mr. Hila, Mr. Widodo   and I collect the  money for  rent  car. We pay Rp 300.000. Mr. Widodo   give money Rp 100.000. In only accept  Rp 50.000  because  our  material many  while  their material  only  few  but consist  of  3  persons.  In Sape  we stop on waiting  room. We are walk around. We are  seem  tired. I see  view  there.  No  worship  today. In afternoon, the  rain  come.

Sunday, June 29, 2014
Today I join on mass  at  Golowelu Church. I'm  holisday. Father Selus  Juanda  lead  the  mass.

Monday, July  30, 2014.
Holy mass  of  Kelas  Father  Yakobus  Babur  at  Wela  - Father  Alo Gambur,Pr  that lead mass.

Sunday, July, 6, 2014.
I arrive  at  Jakarta. I join  on mass  at  Saint  PASKHALIS, cEMPAKA pUTIH. fATHER   Egy Ngarut, OFM  that lead  mass. I join mass  at  afternoon. I together Rio. We  use  Mr. John  motor cycle. Mr. Rio  drive  motor cycle.  The  big  rain  come. We  wait  until the  rain stop, Than we go back. Mr. Rio  and  I  eat  at   Waryng  Bu  Supami. We eat  chicken soup. Than we  go  back we  by  the   way. We sleep  at Jakarta.

Sunday, July 13, 2014. I absent  because  I join on Saturday  mass, July 12, 2014  at  Harapan  Indah churxh  of  Saint  Albertus. Father  Anton, SVD  - from  Bajawa that  lead  mass.  I come  late  today.

Sunday, July 20, 2014. I join at mass  at  Saint Gabriel............ Pulo Gebang  Church.  I come  from Bintaro  use  train. In Bintaro  the  rain  since  midle  day. We  go there  to  join on give  thanks  Mr. Beny - Ms  Rilis's  daughter  that  still  born on  last  month. This  is  Selapanan. I'm  late  to join on mass. During  two weeks  I  come  late. Improve  yourself, Franck.

Sunday, July 27, 2014
Father  Flory, SVD, Mr. Alex, Mr. Festo, Mr. Rino  and  I go to  church  at  Saint  Laurensia, ..... BSD, Serpong.  We   start  from  Mr. Alex  house  at  Graha  raya  -  Bintaro. We  use  Mr. Alex    car. We  arrive  there  . Saint Laurensia  church  just  as Cathedreal  of  jakarta.  The  reading  about: "KS  seumpama orang  yang  menyimpan harta  di  bawah  tanah".. (....). :Dulu, orang  Timur  Tengah  simpah  harta  bendanya  di  bawah  tanah. Tak  ada  yang  tahu. Di kemudian  hari orang  mencari. Berbahagialah orang  yang  mendapatnya" demikian  kotbah  pastor.   Lalu  kami  pulang. Kami makan malam di  rumah  Egy. Kami bakar  sate  ayam sambil  makan ikan  kencana  . Than I sleep  on 12.00  pm.  I get  up  late  in  the  morning

Sunday, August 3, 2014.
I have  panning  to  go  to Jakarta  today. I think how  the  effectively, mass  at  Jakarta  or  Harapan Indah. I fail  discipline  to mass  at Harapan Indah. I'm  get  up  late. So I decide  to mass at Jakarta. I fill  time  with play at  school.
I go back at 15.00 pm. I cook  food,  lunch  than  start  to  Jakarta. The  time almost 15.00 pm. Seldom I think to mass  at Pulo  Gebang. I see the  time  to show  at 17.00, time  for  mass  at  Saint  Gabriel church of  Pulo Gebang. I decide  to  mass  at Jakarta  at Cempaka Putih (17:30  pm; Matraman at 18:00  and   Kramat at 17:00  and  Cathedral  at 19:00.. I see  depend  situation when arrive  there.  I  fill fuel at  Pertamina Jl. Bulevard Hijau. We are queue. Than I go to  place  bike care at Pondok Ungu. I save  it. In near  river, I meet  Mr. Taufan still  bear (memikul) gallon of water. Than we by  the  way. "Happy Eid Mubarok (Idulfitri) to you,: I say  to  him. When you  homecoming (mudik)? " I ask. "Oh... I'm  only here, want  become  groove (lurah)  here," he  joke. Where  do  you go to?" he  ask. I want  to  Jakarta use bus. I recent save motor cycle at bike  care," I answer. "Please   save  at  bike  cake  my neihbour," he  suggest  while  show  it  at edge  of  river.  Than I continue  my journey. The  busway  just  start  when I arrive  at Harapan Indah shelter. I'm regret. Still avilable. Still available  busway. I entrance. I sit  on back of line  chair. I'm sleepy. I'm sleeping  on  busway. The  situation  safe because  cold. I sleep  until  at  brach  of  Cakung  Tool. The  passabger  of  busway  not  very  full. I pay Rp  3.5000. I pay manual, not  use  flazz  card. The  bus  stop at Pulo Gadung. We exit  there  while  transit. I go to Cathedral  church. Lucky  the busway  by pass  shelter  of  Juanda. The  crew  of  busway  move to  left  side? Why? Because  the position gate  of  Shelter (halte at left  side). Some  shelters (RSAPD - DEPLU - GAMBIR - ISTGLAl -). Than he  move  to  right again  according  the  position of  gate  of  shelter.  I stop at  Juanda Shelter. Than I   exit it. I go to Cathedral church. I change  dress  at  toilet  of  Cathedral. I use  batik when to entrance  the  church. When I entrance, I get  sms  from Mr. Anto  about money to pay rent  house. "Please wait. I  will pay   it  tomorrow,"  I say.  I'm still at Cathedral church  now  to  pray / mass," I say to  him. In church I find a child of  boy. He  is  active. He  want  to  play   bless  water on  front  church. He  make  wet  his hand than  make  sign to  his  parent  face. The  choir  today  is  OMB (Atholic Youth  Group)  from  the  other parish (Kramat, Matrman, Pademangan). The  good  chaor usually  from out  of  parish," the priest  say.   Than I go back. I come to Juanda shelter again. I use  busway . I use  manual way. Pay  with money not  use flash  card.  We by pass Pasar Baru - Katedral -  Borobudur - Senen - Pal Putih Kramat - Matraman. I transit  there - than wait  car  to Pramuka. The  busway  come. I entrance  to  busway. I stop at  shelter  of  Utan Kayu. I exit  from shelter.I  eat chicken soup ther. I only enjoy soup of  chicken  wiith  cost rp 8.000.  I see  family that eat  there that have  child of  twin. They are  boys. Than I go to Gabg  Bacang. I want  to  visit  Mr. Rony - Festo - Josept  rent  of  house. They are recent  move  rent  house  from Mardani. I call  Rony  but  he  is  still  Cikini. I want  to delivery coffee to him. Than I call Mr. Agus. He  still at  shop of  Percetakan Negara  to  shooping. "Please  wait  in Mr. Robert  place former  kos," he  answer. I do  it. Than Mr. Agus  come. We  entrance. Their  kost  have  guest  room. We  by  the  way. I  entrusted (titip)  document  and  coffee  to  Mr. Rony. Than I go back. When I  arrive  at  road, Mr. Rony cs  come. They delivery me to their  rent  house. I entrance.  It's  big  house. We by the  way. Mr. Marcel and  Mr. Rino want  to go  back  to  Cikarang. Mr. Agus  come. The  data  we  give  to  Mr. Yoseph  to  give  to Mr. Alex  or  Father  Flory that want  to  holiday  to  Wela  on Friday, August 8, 2014.   Than we  go back. Mr. John delivery  me to Harapan Indah  at  place   of  bike care (penitipan motor). Than I go out  from his  motor cycle  than take  my motor cycle at bike care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to VMG. I arrive with  safe. I thanksgiving  to  God  for the  brothers love. Than I'm sleeping


Sunday,  August 10, 2014

I go to  Saint  Albertus of  Harapan Indah Bekasi. I want  to  join on  first  mass. I go to there. I arrive  late  when Gospel Reading. The  mass  lead  by  guest priest. Today is  the  the  feast (hari raya) Saint Mary go to  Heaven, that ussually  celebrate  on August  15.  In church I see JPS  students  and  family. They are  Matheew - Edward  and  families (father - mother - ), Prisca  dan  her  sister  (JHS), her  older  sister  and  her  youngerst  brother, Henry  and  her  mother, Felicia  and  her  mother. Than I see  Pascal  and  his  family.
Than I go back. We  have  schedule to  community service (kerja  bakti) at  our  housing, VMG. I arrive  at VMG  about 08.00. I don't  see  people  that community  service (kerja bakti). I cook  vegetables  than clean  of  house. I call  Mery. Than I go to school.  I call Mr. Beny. We  talk about our  family  and  village. We are so calm (diam = gemek - Manggarainese -   and  arrogant -sombong).


Saturday, August 16, 2014

I go  to  church at  afternoon. I late arrive  there. Today,  the  mass  lead  by  Father  Heru, SVD. Yesterday, Friday, August 15, 2014, Farher  Heru, SVD  lead  mass  at  JPS.  Today  I arrive  late  at  church, may be  when homily. I 'm  not  accept  communion. I give  punishment  to myself  if  late  no need  to accept communion, Jesus'  body.


Saturday, August 23, 2014.

I get up  late. I clean  house. I'm  wash  dress  than  clean and  wash  home. I get   sweat (keringat).  I clean all part  of  home, front, middle, room, back  and  toilet. Than I cook  food. I breakfast.  Than I go to Pertamina  to refill the  wind of  motor cycle. It's  free. Than I want  to  place  of  pay of electric. "No  open". Ask to  the people there. "The  electric office seldom open seldom close," they say. I buy fruit  of banana  Rp 3.000 for  one part. Than I buy vegetable. I want  to  make  soup. I pay Rp 3.000. I buy pumpkin, eggs. I pay all  Rp 10.000.  Than I  make  vegetable. When finish it, I start  to Jakarta. I drive motor cycle.  I save  it  at daycare motors at near Aqua / Pondok Ungun. "Please  give card  to  me," I say to staff  daycare  motorc." "Sorry, no ticket  because already  finish," he say. I try  to  understand  with his  answer. I try  to believe although  it  is risk to me  because  if  lose, no evidende to me to  claim. But  I try to optims to them. Is  it  right? " Iask in my heart. I'm  worry  and  axious (cemas). I try  is  it  roght  just  as  what  the  staff  said.  Than I on foot to Harapan Indah shelter. I entrance  to  bus of TJ0102.  The  bus  lux. The  time  show at  12.00 am. The busway start at 12:10 pm.  I'm sleeping. I have  dream  but  not  dream. I sit  down at back  line  chair.  This is  the  big  bus. Until at Pulo Gadung not  very full the  bus, still have  empty  space.
I transit  at Pulo Gadung. I want  to Matraman to take  photo at  Fuji Film.  I use  bus  to Kalideres. This  is  the  lux  bus.  The  bus  not  very full  until at Senen. I transit  at Senen. I want  to Matrman  to  take  photo at  Fuji Film.  I want  enough  long  busway  from  Ancol  to  Melayu. Than The  busway come. I entrance. I stop Matraman shelter. Than  i entrance to Fuji Film  place. I give  the  ticket. I get it.  I see  a  girl  crying. She  is pretty. She  complain to her  mother  but  her  mother  just  as careless. She  still  firm (tegas). Than I exit. I looking  for  Metromini  46 to Pulo Gading.  I entrance.  I pay Rp 3.000. I stop  at Sentral Hotel. Than I on foot to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus's  contract  house. They are available (Mr. Rony, Mr. Yoseph). Mr. John  and Mr. Rio available there. We by the  way. I ask Rio to buy cake ( fried= gorengan). We  talk about Wela. I get  call  from Nelty, our  sister  that  study  at  Surabaya. "I already  finish  my study. I will graduation on next September 2014. I will  go  to Jakarta  before go back to Manggarai," she  said. "Okay, congratulation," I say..  In afternoon, I borrow  Mr. John's  motor cycle to  go  to church of  Cemapaka Putih. I'm still  clumsy (kagok) to drive  it. In Cempaka Indah I meet  security. "Wow.. you have  new  motor cycle," he  said. "Oh...no, it's  my  brother  motor cycle," I say.  Than I go to  Saint Paskhalis  church. I late  when Lord  Mercy. May be I late 10 minutes. I pay parking Rp 2.000. I pay  offering money. There are deacon  and  priest. Is  it  Jimmy  priest?. Than I go back to Rawasari/ Gang Bacang, Jl. B1 RT 07 RW 07, to rent  house  of Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus. When I arrive  they already  supper. Than I supper. The  menu are: rice, vegetable, fish, soup.  Than we by the  way. Than I go to police  office  to ask letter of  description (keterangan)  about my material that lose. I want to make  new identity card. I on foot to police office  of  Kayu Awet. I meet  Mr. Hasto. We dialog. "Please  give description about address according  on identity card. I'm  throe (kelabakan)  because  not  know  it. "Sorry, I go back to my brother rent  house  to ask  it. I on foot  again to Mr. Rony's  rent  house. Than I write it.  I on foot  to  police  office. Than I continue  to  give information. Mr. Hasto service me  nicely. He  not  ask money. "Thank you Mr. Hasto," I  say. Than  I go back with on foot. I meet  Mr. Jony and Ms Flo that may be looking  for  food  for  supper. We by the  way. Mr. Jony want  to delivery me and leave her  wife. They  sorry (kasihan) to me. 'Oh...no, no need, I want  to  on foot," I say.  Than  we  advance our activity.  I arrive  at Mr. Rony - Festo's  house  of  contract. We  by  the  way. There are  Mr.  Agus, Ms Hedvy  and  some  Manggarai  people.   Than I talk with Mr. Rony and Mr. John about opportunity of  bussiness  at  Pandang  - Lembor  that  share  by Mr. Simon Gadur. It is  red  brick bussiness," John said. We  should be  carefully. We  should be  study  from Mr. Don Jebaru  that  bought  milling machine (mesin giling)  of  rice . On  first  the  family support  than no support," Mr. John  says. So, Mr. Don  bankrupt (bangkrut). "Please you  join on  school. You are  match become leader  at village," I say. We  talk  about Tarsi Makur. It  is  good  if  he  get  junior  and  senior  certificate in order to easy   to  full fill   requirements (persyaratan) become leader  in Wela. Than I go back to Bekasi. I use  Busway. I entrance to Utan kayu shelter. In front of Sentral Hotel.  I see people  that  dealing  of  loving. They are adult man and women. The  girl may be  Sunda  women. Why their  friend  call" Teteh...teteh...". I enjoy the Jakarta  situation. I entrance  to shelter. The  time  at  21.00 pm/ The  busway  come. It  is  the  lux  busway.  I entrance. I get chair. I sit  down.   The  bus  until at  Pulo Gadung.  Than I entrance to sehelter to Harapan Indah. Is still have  bus  to  Harapan Indah? I I ask. "it  is  still availabel,"  the  busway staff  say. I'm  happy. Lucky  for  me. The  bus  come. It's  lux  and  articulated (gandeng)  buses.  I sit  down. I stop at harapan Indah shelter. I by pass way to cross  people. I rise  hand  to ask permission to  by pass. I  in foot  to  daycare  motor cycle. I ask to staff  there. Evidently my motor cycle still avilable there. Thanks  Lord. The dtaff  commit  to care the owner  motor cycle onthough  save without ticket  because fisih  of  ticket. Thank you Lord. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle  to  go  bck to  mome  at Vila Mutiara Gading. I save arrive  there. I set the  back. than rest.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Today I want  to  mass  at Jakarta. I'm tired. After breakfast I  start  to school. Mr. Ben already there. I  open email. I answer question of Nando about  his installment (cicilan) payment. . He  think  already  finish  evidently not  yet. I write on blog  too. I feel hungry. I careless about discipline to eat, I decide to go back at 15:00. I buy food  at Harmony shelter.  I eat rive, long bean, tempeh,tofu, heart  and....(ampla). I pay Rp 10.000. Than I go back. I shooping vegetable. I pay Rp 10.000 at intersection near Kampung Bogor - Rawa Indah.
Than I set  file of  lecture. I check the  rice. Evidently still enough. I forget  it.  "severe (parah) my memory," I say in my heart.  Than I take a bath. Than I start  to  Church. I all my brothers, Mr. John and Mr. Rony to ask about Jphn's schedule  to  go back to Manggarai. But, not  response when I call on their mobile. I decise to cancel to Jakarta. I decide to  mass  at Pulo Gebang. I satrt. I se  motor cycle. I wear Batik dress  that I take  from  dry place."Wow... just  as my body distrurb. Just as  have ant. I' disturb. Although it I try to handle it  with hold  it. On this  situation, this experience make  me get  inspiration make  Manggarai  poem (goe't). just as  below. I drive  motor cycle. I by pass  Harapan Indah - KBT -  Rawa  Kuning. I ask  people  there about  way toPulo Gebang/ Taman Modern. He  answer  but   not according my  mind. I find  way of  path. May be  in last  time I ever by pass here. I ask people once time. Than I find the way. I arrive  at Saint  Gabriel Church  of  Pulo Gebang. I entrance  toilet  first. I hear song  of  Our  Father (Bapa Kami). Wow... I'm  so  late. I entrance. I get text about  mass. I read bible: " You are the  Messiah (Mesias),the  Son of living God" (Engkau adalah Mesias, Putra Allah yang hidup).
Than the mass  finish. I go back too. May be only 20 minutes I'm at chuch. In parking area I see  my friend of office, Ms Deby with her husband, Mr........  from Ende. We  by the  way. "We come  to Saint Albertus, evidently no afternoon mass, so we  come here," they sai. They stay at   Mutiara Gading  City, near Harapan Indah.   Than I go back. I come to school to  write on blog.

272. NUNDA  (take  from

Hau  ata  pande da't  hitu:

Nahi penong nom one longkorm
Nahi penong mentik one  wekim
Nahi penong  majung one pasum
Nahi penong  menggot one senggongm
Nahi penong lali (wani)  one wai'm
Nahi penong rangang  one rangam
Nahi penong  mbotas one bokakm
Nahi penong nako one salongm
Nahi penong kuang one tukam

(Inspirasi  katel weki eta lobo Motor - Ngo   ngaji, am wajol mentik. Emi bajo batik one mai tempat pari, langsung suki - VMG - Kampung Bogor - Jl. Boulevar - HI - KBT - Geraja St. Gabriel Pulo Gebang,  - JPS  31 Agustus 2014.) --- Proses  Kreatif)

Sunday, September 7, 2014
I go to Cathedral Jakarta to mass. I start  on 18:00  from VMG.  I join on afternoon / evening  mass.  I save my motor  at Cakung  station.  I pay train ticket Rp 8500 to Juanda  station. I  wait  train. The train  come on 18:45 pm. I entrance. I stop at   Juanda station. Than I on foot  to Cathedral church.  I arrive there when may be people  pray. I join until finish. When finish I meet  Mr. Gaspar  and  his  special  friend. We by the way. We share information. Than I go to Cathedral bookstore. I want to get CD  for religion. Evidently no available there.  Than I go out. I meet  with Mr. Fridus  Broto.  We still have  family relation. We are  one ancestor. Mr. Fridus shooping tea  of bottle  to mme. We  drink in gate Cathedral  church. Mr. Fridus want to buy home at Pondok Ungu Permai (PUP), Bekasi. Than I go back. I use  train. In Juanda  station I see  picture of PT KAI  is  Mr. Ignas Johan. He renewal train system at Indonesia so seem neat of management. He  is  success to manage  it. The  train come. I entrance. I stop at Cakung. Than I pay Rp 6.000  for  parking area. I arrive at VMG. I sleep.

Sunday, September 14, 2014.

I go to the Saint Albertus Church. I join on the  first  mass.  The  mass  lead by guest priest. He  is missionary (misionary of SVD) that  get mission job  at Madagaskar country at Afrika continent.  He  is priest Pius   Rego, SVD. He  is  from Flores. Alredy 7 years he  is  at Madagaskar. Than I go back. I buy   fungi (jamur) and  the  other vegetable. I shooping  Rp 18.000. I cook food. Than Mr. John  come. "Our grandmother Wihelmina already pass away at Lasang  on  last  week. he says. "Oh... ever  dream about  her on this week," I say. Evidently it  is the  time for separation with her. May be she  permission to me. I very love  her. When holiday on last July 1, 2014, I visited her at Lasang. I  went to Lasang together Saver Aban. I use Mr. Gusty Jata's  motor cycle.  I permission for  moment to school  to  take my laptop. There  I write this  blog.


Sunday, September 21, 2014
Join on first  mass. Come before  start  the  mass. The  mass  lead  by Priest  from Sanggau, Kalbar. He  is CP. I forget  his  name. In church I meet  JPS  students: Priska (SHS),   Geby , P2, Alicia, P 4, Sisilia PA. He  invite  her  families to shake hand  to me. Thank you Sisilia. I meet  JPS  teacher, Saint James (Jakobus ) teacher.


Sunday, September 28, 2014
Join on first  mass. Come late. I start  late (08.30)   from  home because  eat  first. I refill  fuel  first.  Than I continue my jpurney to church  of  Saint Albertus  - Harapan Indah.  I stay out  of  church. I see  Mr. Beny Ayung - Primary Principal of  JPS. I see  Mr. Tomy too. Than I continue my journey to  Jakarta. I save  motor cycle  at  Pondok Ungu. Than I use  bus way. The  busway start at 10.00 am. In bus  I read the  mass  text, especially  the Devine Word.  I'. sleeping. We  stop at  Pulo Gadung. We transit. I use  car  to  Kalideres. it  is the  old  car. There is family that  bring a baby. The  bus  move. Pounding (hentakan) bus  enough strong  so may be  disturb  the  mother of baby. The  mother  of  baby  make  trick to protek  her baby  that still sleep. I stop at  shelter Cempaka Putih Timur. I transit  to go  to  Jl. Pramuka. I wait  busway that to there. The busway come. I stop at shelter of BPKB, Jl.  Pramuka. I see around (sekeliling)  shelter  so  many  cow.  At Utan Kayu area  so many  cow  that still  display  to transaction. What transaction? . This  is  day  near   Eid Al- Adha (Idul Adha) that  which the Moslem people need many cow and  goat (kambing) for  sacrifice. Eid Al- Adha alias Eid Sacrifice (Idul Kurban).  The busway  come. I entrance on it. I  at Utan Kayu shelter. I on foot  to Mr. Rony - Mr. Festo's  rent house. I postpone to go there  because I meet  Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus,  Mr. Yos, Mr.Marcel. They want to go to Kampung Ambon to  join at San Pio's  cup turnament. Mr. Rony already go to there.  I by the way to them. "Congratulation  because you  study again about Post graduate of  Philosophy at STFD,"  they  say. Thank you, the  work that  weight," I say. Than we  use  taxy. A whilte taxy  stop. We entrance. We  are  5  peoples. The  drive  have  objection to  use  metered (argo) taxi.  Than we  exit. Than we  wait  the  other  taxi.  I join for  moment. "Where  are  you  from? the  driver  ask. "According  to you?" we  ask. "From Papua,"  he  said. "No, we  are  from Flores,"  we  say. Where  from are  you?  we ask  him. I'  from  west  Java. I stop at shelter LIA Pramuka.  I entrance to   shelter  busway. I pay ticket rp 3.500. I wait  bus enough  long. The bus  come. I entrance. The passaaengers  full. At shelter  of  BPKB  the  crew  of  Busway  entrance too. The  other  passengers too.  There  are  students  that go back  from  sport  of Sunday. They  use  sport clothing.  They are  group, boys  and  gilrs. In one  chair  one  students seem tired. He  is  sleeping  while one feet put above  the  other  feet. It is  disturb the  other passenger  that  want  to  mobile. He is sleeping seriously. His  friend laugh him. His  friend laugh  with  satisfied. I'm  smile  too. There  is  girls  student  that interesat. Her  teeth  is   clean (white). She  care  to  herself. It  is  nice  to see.  Their  group  exit  at   Arion (Velodrome  shelter?).  Than we continue our  journey. This  bus  not  stop  permanent  at TU  Gas. Usually  transit  there. I'm  curious (penasaran). I ask to  crew  bus way (driver?). What is  sign the  bus that  direct  to Pulo Gadung?" I ask.  "No  sign speciall on  bus. "It  is  depan on SPJ (surat perintah jalan)," he  asnwer. We only do  it. "Why not  all  direct  to Pulo Gadung. As  passenger I'm  lose  time  because  wait at TU  Gas  enough  long  again," I ask. "Because  all of  us  that  not  follow  rule. Not  only  you that lose  the  time  but  I'm too. If  you  want  to  complain  please  call  to  management," he  says. He seem  offended (tersinggung) with  this  question. We arrive  at  Pulo Gadung. I'm  thirsty. I buy 2 parts of  papaya.  I see  around (sekeliling) terminal. I see  Dunia  Mas bus  prepare  to go  to  Bima. When holiday, I often use  this  bus.  Than  I pay the papaya. I pay Rp 4.000  for  2  parts. "The price of  papaya  at Pulo Gadung more cheap if  comppare  with papalya  price  at Bekasi. At  Bekasi usually Rp 2500  until  Rp 3000  per  part," I say. I entrance  to  shelter  Pulo Gadung. I wait  bus  to Harapan Indah. The bus  come. I entrance. I'm sleepy in  bus. We  stop at  Harapan Indah. I on foot  to  place  of  bike  care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to school  to  write  blog (include this  experience).

Sunday, October 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want  to join on  first  mass at Saint  Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after  mass.  I start  on 06:00. The  Moslem  people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They  pray (Sholat Ied) at  road  on 06:00.  In Kampung Bogor I can  not  by pass. "Please by pass the alternative  way," they says. I do it. With  this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor.  I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning  lone  because Moslem people  busy to pray of Ed al- Adha.  The  Father......, SVD - Head  priest -  lead  mass. I'm  late  when read  of  Gospel. I'm  shame.  I'm not accept communion.  I go back to home. No perople sale vegetable  today. Mr. Harnoto and I  cook  nuddle,  fried tempe, tofu,. Than we  eat  together. The  Moslem neighbor share  sacrifial meat (daging kurban)  to  us. I ask  Ms. Iis (Bu  De) to  make  it.  I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice,  jackfruit (nangka) vegetable  and ....(bakwan). I eat  so  much. "So many....., Dimas  say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto  say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school  to take text of  text P6  than  make count  score. I write  this  expereince too.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Sunday, Octobber 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want  to join on  first  mass at Saint  Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after  mass.  I start  on 06:00. The  Moslem  people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They  pray (Sholat Ied) at  road  on 06:00.  In Kampung Bogor I can  not  by pass. "Please by pass the alternative  way," they says. I do it. With  this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor.  I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning  lone  because Moslem people  busy to pray of Ed al- Adha.  The  Father......, SVD - Head  priest -  lead  mass. I'm  late  when read  of  Gospel. I'm  shame.  I'm not accept communion.  I go back to home. No people sale vegetable  today. Mr. Harnoto and I  cook  nuddle,  fried tempe, tofu,. Than we  eat  together. The  Moslem neighbor share  sacrifial meat (daging kurban)  to  us. I ask  Ms. Iis (Bu  De) to  make  it.  I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice,  jackfruit (nangka) vegetable  and ....(bakwan). I eat  so  much. "So many....., Dimas  say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto  say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school  to take text of  text P6  than  make count  score. I write  this  experience too. In home I see  the  meat that already make  by  Ms  Iis. I try  to avoid  to  eat  this. I  worry my hypertension is recurrence (kumat).  Mr. Harnoto  eat  it  but  so little. Than On  Monday of  afternoon I trough it.

Sunday, October 12, 2014.  Catholic  and  Moelem  meet  on Humanity  (Environment, clean, healt, water)
I get  up  on 05:30 am. I want  to  join on first  mass. I go to there. I'm  late."Life  alone, permanent  late (hidup sendiri, telat melulu), Mr. Stanis says. Mr. Stanis  is  Saint Albertus  Church of  security. He  is  from Lembata / Adonara, East  Flores. Wow... his  word  is  so sharp. Thank you, Mr. Stanis.
I join on mass.  Father  Frans, SVD (?)   that  lead  mass.  Than I go back. When I arrive at VMG, Block B, the neighbor  still busy to work to clean the gutter (got). I ask Mr. Harnooto  to  join. We  work together. We take  the  mud  from gutter. Than we  clean  it. We  work  together.  There  is Catholic dan Moslem  family people that prepare the  food (rice, soup, tempeh, tofu, nuddle), fruit, water. I join to   do  it.  I eat  first. This  is  example  the  good tolerance.  We  work  until at 13:00. The  cart (gerobak) to  carry  the  sack (karung) of  mud  broken  the  tire. We repair  it. We trout out  mud  that fill to  sack (karung) than load to cart (gerobak)  of  water. We work together: adut, child, women, men, all  participate to  finish  it.  The need make  us work together. Than on 13.30 I'm  sleep. I seem so sleep.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I get up early. I decide to join on second mass  at Church of  Saint Albertus harapan Indah, Bekasi. I come on time.  In church I meet  Gio  and  his  parents and  his  family. Gio is  Mr. Bone's boy. Mr. Bone  from Cibal  - Manggarai. Gio play at  church. I block him to play with free. H e  is report / complain to his parent. His father invite me to go play to their house. "Please  come and play to home," I he said. Okay, I will  come at one moment.
The mass  lead  by Father Andang L. Binawan. He speech about  tax (pajak)."Orang bijak, taat "pajak".  Why pay tax" to church? .  In last  time church and state is  one. The  king include  leader of  religion. Than Catholic  make separation it. Tax for  church is participation  in community is  life, just as one  body that consist of many members. For  the good  community need participation all  members. Tax  of  church for Catholic  not compusary but   compliance (kerelaan). We can make solidarity to build the church.

1. Food day wordwide (Hari pangan Sedunia / HPS - October 16, 2014). The earch always enough for every people  but not enough for people that greedy (serakah).
2. Put  rubbish on right  place  to  avoid  pollution  and  flood.

When finish  mass  I ask  him at sacristy (sakristi). I ask him to make  mass  for  JPS  school. "On school day I can not serve because I work at office, give lecture, etc. Sorry  for you," he say.

I meet  JPS  student at chuch, just as Kristo (P3A),, Joseph,  Jovanca, Junior and sehior  high school  student.

Than I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah. Than I go back to home. I cook vegatable than rest. I get  up on 13:00. Than  I prepare myself  to  join on prayer  of  Rosary. The Rosary prayer at Mr. Robert (Bajawa/ Aimere - Flores) house at  Blok. For the  first I entrance to  their  house. It  is good.  So many people  come. Mrs. Aloy and Mr. Aloy (Yudi's  parent)    lead  the  prayer.The people  that  come are:  Mr.  and Ms Yunus (-Harapan Mulya), Mr. dan Ms......., Ms Monika, Ms Panggabean (Bali Indah), Mr. Jufry / Aloy  and  family (HM), Ms and Mr. Yulius, Oma and  family (Rawa Indah), Ms  Joko Prasojo and daughter - (Blok A ), Mr. Anto, Ms Iis, Ms....(Blok B),   Ms............., and  some  Catholic  people. Ms Monika ask  about Mr. Harnoto."Where is Mr. Harnoto?". Please invite him to join on prayer. Encourage him to join," she  says."Please  come  to Harapan Mulya HM 33 number 3, at Mr. Anom. Their  child thanksgiving  because accept   Baptism Sacrament. Mr. Martono  invite us to come to this event. "Please invite  with Mr. Harnoto," he said. "Okay, I will invite him,"  I say. Then we go back to  home. In afternoon  we by the  way. I discuss  with Mr. Harnoto. The evening  come. We  gewt  guest. He  is  Mr. Fian - former  friend that  stay together  me  in last  time. I  serve (menyuguhkan)  him  Manggarai sugar. It  is  still  good.  We by the  way. Than we permission  to  to  to Harapan Mulya  to  Mr. Anom's  hpuse. We  know  this  house  from Mr. Anto. Mr. Harnoto  drive  motor cycle.  We are  late. We by pass  village village Pomanah. We are  late. We  entrsance on second event  of  Rosary. When finsih pray,  we  supper. I eat rice,  grilled (bakar)  fish), water  melon, tempeh  and   kale (kangkung)  vegetable. it  is  good. Mr. Dedi and  Ms  Feny  - JPS  staff -  join. I seem eat much of water melon. Mr. Dedi and Mr. Harnoto seem  mocked (olok - ngeledek) me because eat  much water melon. So many food prepare by  Mr. Anom and family, just as peanut,  crackers, condiment (sambal).  Mr. Martono - leader of  Catholic community of Saint Alfonsus I environment  - give announcement, Next weet, the rosary prayer at VMG,  Blok A  at Mr. Joko's  house," he says. Than we  go  back to home. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We  by the way. We talk about  Batik tulis. "Bati  tulis  show  the  religion". Mr. Harnoto  say. "Wow... this  is  nice idea. I try to make  relection to my culture base on this  idea," I say. Than we sleep.

Sunday, October 26, 2014
Mr. Harnoto invite me jogging. I'm agree it. We jogging approximately ( around = round = sekitar) VMG housing  complex. I use  shoes. I jogging. Mr. Harnoto only walk. I go to Pisang Batu village. Than  I go field. I talk with farmer that arrange  water suction machine (mesin pompa air) to  irrigate (mengari) his  field. How many hectares (hektar) of this area (field = sawah)? I ask to him. It is  four hectares" he answer. The water running. He take water  from artificial lake (danau buatan).  The water less because  dry season. Than he control his field. He  use many water suction machine  for irrigation of his field beside  Harapan Mulya housing complex. Than I jogging again. I find a people that still pull (tarik) the net after  spread (menebar)  it yesterday. I see carefully. He pull it  with carefully. He get the freshwater fish. May be 30 minutes I observe it (memperhatikan) it. I talk with him. Some people still  fishing too. Wow...the tilapia fish (ikan mujair) that people sale  at intersection (perempatan) whereas (padahal)  origin lake  and it freshwater fish," I say. Than I go back to home. Evidently Mr. Harnoto already at home. "I can not  continue my jogging because my feet  dislocate (terkilir)," he says. Than  we  do work at  home. I middle day I go JPS  to read news and  write  blog. I want to do task of lecture but cancel because I'm  not  discipline with time. I often careless. Improve  it, Franck.

I have plan to  mass at  Jakarta (Rawmangun parish - Keluarga Kudus Rawamangun)? Why I want  to take  book too  that  I order to copy on last  Thursday, October 23, 2014. But my discipline today is degenerate (slump / slip down = merosot). I'm not  focus  because  I hear  music  of Manggarai and  write the blog. My plan to make written of  lecture  postpone. I prepare myself to go to home because  want  to   Jakarta. My menu of  food today is very simple (chicken soup that leftover (sisa)  on  last  night.  In kiosk  I buy fresh vegetable, carrot  and cuccumber. Than Mr. Harnoto cook rice.   I eat  it  mix with cucumber. This afternon announcement of member ministery of President  Jakowi and  vice President Jusuf Kala. I watch it. So, I start  to Jakarta at 17:30, whereas the mass  at Rawamangun at 17:00.
Wow....I  so  slow  and  underestimate (meremehkan) time to pray to God. I postpone place to mass, from Rawamangun to Kathedral  than to Otista parish at 19:30 pm. I never think about time and difficult to there. I so underestimate. I'm not  focus. In near  Medan Satria police  office  I take branch to   right whereas I have plan to save  motor cycle  at Pondok Ungu.  Wow... disorderly(kacau). I  turn back to find  way to  Pondok Ungu. I cancel to refill  fuel whereas the position already almost finsih. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I save motor cycle there. Than I on foot Harapan Indah shelter. I getr busway. I entrance. The time at 18:00 pm but the busway  just  start at 18:30 pm. My feel  disorderly (kacau).  I'm  down. I'm tired. I'm sleep in bus. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I transit. The bus  come so long. I postpone to join on mass  at  Ottista Church. I decide to go to Cathedral. I know that  the mass certainly finish. Wow... I'm  not  discipline. My discipline is  weak. I try  to  rice  up. I try to reflection. I fins about manggarai  culture. In Galur  until Cathedreal I find  title  book that I will  write: Bambu people: A Philosophy of Manggarai People (Manusia  Bambu: Suatu Filsafat Manusia Manggarai). I arrive  at Juanda shelter. I stop and exit there because my destination is Cathedral church. The mass alredy finish. I go to the church. I pray for  moment  and  read paper that cover  bible. Than I go to Mary Cave (Gua Maria) that have Madonna (Patung maria). I write idea at handphone there. Than I go back. I entrance to toilet at security than go to Juanda shelter to access  busway. I entrance. Only me the passanger. I stop at Pasar Baru shelter because busway want to turn to Kali Deres. I exit. That time I feel my body weak. Wow... this  is  sign less  of   nutrient (gizi). I entrance to busway to Cilitan. I not aware when arrive at Tegalan Matraman. I I exit at matraman. I'm wrong  again. My purpse  stop at Matraman  but  I stop at Tegalan - Matraman. I exit. I looking  for food. I entrance to Padang Restaurant. I ask the food. "The  rice of  food  with price about Rp 20.000. "Wow...I cancel to buy there. I go to Tegalan place. I eat  fried  rice mix  egg. I pay rp 10.000. Than I on foot  to Matraman. I entrance to shelter Matraman. I want  to Pulo Gadung. I cancel my plan to go to Rawa mangun to take book.   I wait bus enough long. The time show at 10.30 pm. The bus  come. I entrance. The bus  go direct to Pulo Gadung. No busway again to Pulo Gadung. I'm  loss (rugi) today, jus  as story Lebay malang - go to  headwater (hulu) fail, go to  downstream (hilir)  fail. Join on mass  fail, take book at Rawamangun fail. This  is multiple fail. I loss transportation money about 27.500 (food and transportation).  This  is result  not  discipline. I regret to myself  but I still accept myself. I decide to use  middle car to  Harapan Indah, It  is  red  car number 20. I sit  down in front of near  driver. I pay Ro 4.000. I stop at Pondok Ungun brach. I take my motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. The fuel almost finsih. I come to il station of Pertamamina  but already close. Wow... the fail of today  layered (berlapis). I go back to VMG. I stop at intersection  of Bulevard. I buy  banana  Rp 5.000. I eat 3 there. When arrive at  house eat 3 too. I eat  with  varacious (lahap). Lucky the fuel enough to arrive at  home. I arrive  at 24.00  pm. Than I sleep  after  eat banana. Mr. Harnoto already get up.


Sunday, November 2, 2014
Mr. Harnoto  and I come  from Cikarang at 1.45 am. We pray for Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on October 29, 2014. Mr. Beny  Wardy, Mr. Marsel, Mr. Edu, Mr. Rino, Mr. Jonsy and owner home, Mr. Leo, Ms Maria FY, Juan, Alfred  and I join on this  prayer  in last  night. Than we go back. Mr. Harnoto and I use motor cycle. Mr. Harnoto drive  it. We by pass  Kali Malang. Wow....in way we are sleepy (ngantuk). Mr. Harnoto  know  it. In Cibitung  at Angkringan place  he  stop. We  drink  coffee  and ginger. Wow...I'm refresh again.  We  start again. In near Bani Saleh  campus we find  police that still do   job to safety the user  road. :all people that not use  helmet get  ticketed (tilang). We stop for  moment. We are nervous.  Lucky Mr. Harnoto dare to go on. We are  safe  from ticketed (tilang). We are  sleepy  again. Lucky Mr. Harnoto  drive nicely. We arrive at home almost at  03:00 am. Than I sleep. I get up at 07:00 am. I can not  go to the  church to join on mass. I make plan to follow  mass  at afternoon at   Saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang.  I cook food. Than I go to school. I fill  fuel. I try to use ATM card  to  teke  money  for  pay the  gasoline. Wow.... no money at ATM. I less money to pay galosline. It less Rp 1.000. How did  the  solution? I ask to officer. "It  is okay. For  twice I less payment at  Pertamina Penggarutan / Kampung Bogor. Than I go to school. I do my  work.  At 14:30 I call Mr. Harnoto to go to the church. He  is agree. We go to there. His motor cycle lack of  gasoline. He fill at margin road Rp 15.000. Than we continue. We by pass  Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang - Taman Modern - Church of  Saint Gabriel.  I see Ms Estu go to there too. We  entrance to  attic (loteng). We are  llate  when song between  reading. I'm tired. I'm sleep during  mass. I accept  communion. Than we   go back to parking area. I mee  Ms Deby and Ms Angel. They are JPS teacher and  staff. Mr. Harnoto talk  with the priest. It  is  my classmate  when study at Yogyakarta. They talking. I  call   my sister, Ms Yustina at Golo Karot Lembor. We by the  way. "Bass  already  had  wife. They come to Wela to join on mass to remember Ms Esy on third day her died," she  said. "okay," I say. Than we share  our  dream, especially bad  dream. "May this dissasster because the plan to renovation of custom house that not  execute now. Please say to Mr. Philipus. They are  owner of  house. We only accomy them. "Okay, may be because  this reason so rise the  bad  dream (Party Wagal of  Mr. Beny  and Ms Ina. Mr. Philipus come too. Mr. Beny dialog with Mr. Philipus Jeharut). "Please you call Mr. Philipus,:she says. Okay, " I  will  call. I call Mr. Philipus. We talk about Ms Esy, the village situation and  home of  custom (rumah Gendang). We arrive on conclusion: "the human people  life on God's  hand. We don't  know  how  long  our  life.  God  that  decide it.  He talk about  Wae Rebo too. He and Ms Dian already visit Wae Rebo - trourism place at  Satarmese  Barat region. We  talk our  dream too.  When finish talking we go  house. I stop at  Grand Menteng. I take  money at  BCA. Than we go on. We have plan to eat at Rawa Indah place of  food at margin  road.  Mr. Harnoto eat tofu, chicken (head). I eat  chicken soup. I pay Rp 22.000 (Rp 11.000  per  portion).  I have  plan to go to school  to do my task (job) but  cancel because already night. I call  family at  home. They still meeting of  evaluation  the sad event (activity) because death of  Ms Esy.  Than I sleep.  (JPS, 4 November 2014).


Sunday,  November 9, 2014

I get up early.  I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the  first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus  after  take a bath.  I arrive  on time. The mass  lead  by Father  Frans Lamury, SVD. He is already old. He  talk about  Basilic Lateran. Lateran Basilic is  Rome of Cathedreal.  It  is  palace of  Rome  bishop (Pope). About  the  reading  it  is  nice: "....... from the  God place / church (?) get  waterr  to  life...... :. This  is  nice  idea. The  church  have  function to make  life, just  as  water. I see  JPS teacher. I see  the Manggarai people - Mr.............. dan Ms.....(Mr. Stef Pelor's  wife). Than I go to  back. In way Mr. Bento and family get me. They are in front. I go to place of  sale vegetable. I buy fungus (mushroom).  Than I warm the  vegetable that I cook yesterday, because last night  eat  free - neighbour meeting of  dinner - . I cook, while cook vegetable. I'm breakfast. I cook  corn too. I share  with Mr. Harnoto. Mr. Rony call me  to  come to Jakarta. "Sorry, I'm busy. I will go there on Tueaday, November 11, 2014," I say. Mr. Rony arrive at  23.00 in last  night. He  arrived  from Wela  when go to  funeral  Ms Esy that pass away on  October, 29, 2014. He holiday almost 11  days. Than I prepare food to school. Evidently I forget   to save on bag. I go to school.  I contact Mr. Hila too. Today they are already  still at  Lale. The uncle and aunt (bibi). They are still  sad  because  lose  Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on last week, October 29, 2014). I talk with them. "You are our  hope to teach this children, because Ms Esy already pass  away. Their  future on your  family. Please  lead  them," they say. I talk with Mr. Tinus, Ms........(Mrs. Tinus), Tere ( Ms. Esy's  younger  sister), Ms Yulin (Ms Esy's youngest sister)  and  Mr. Tian (Ms Esy's  brother). Tere's husband invite Megy, Sandy, George to visit Iteng beach.  On afternoon they go back.  "Lucky the rain come when they already at home," Mr. Hila says.
Than I try to do  do my project of lecture: Rethinking of Secularism. I try to do it. I'm hungry. I check my food. Wow... forget at home. I decide to go home. I'm  lunch there. Than go back to school again. I try to do.  again. Wow... not  finish too.  I try to do  at  home. I bring the  work to home. When arrive  there  no read again. I call  to  home. I discuss  with Ms Merry. We talk about Mr. Esy.  We talk our  dream. "Mr. Igna  said that they  leave ( meninggalkan / membiarkan / - ke - Manggarainese ) mr. Bone at Mbaru  Gendang. Ms Mina and Mr. Stanis and family already move to new  house  at  Belang Lesa. Wow.... our  house, Mbaru Gendang  lonely, house that be  leaved.  I direct  sleep.

 
Sunday,  November 16, 2014

I get up early.  I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the  first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus  after  take a bath.  I arrive  on time. The mass  lead  by Father  Fransiskus Asisi  Heru, SVD. He  is  from Java. He  wait  time to go abroad to become missionary.  In church I meet  with  Mr. Aris  and  his  wife. I see teacher of  Saint James (Yakibus) , Kelapa Gading   too, just as Ms Vincent and her husband, Ms Christin and SHS teacher.

The little  rain come. Today is party name of station of Saint   Albertus. I go back. I'm shooping at Rawa Indah. I use Rp 11.000. Than I go back to home. I direct wash my head to avoid  sick because already get  rain. I meet  Mr. Martono. He invite to join on second mass to join on party.   I cook food. I open tofu. Wow... the  bed smell, means almost broken.  But  I try to cook it. I eat  it. I cook corn too. I share to Mr.  Harnoto the corn. The vegetable I'm not share may be he is not interest of  it. I  go to school  do my paper.  I pop (stop by. layover= singgah) at  tailor at Kampung Boogor. I want to repair my bag. I promise take at afternoon. Than I  go to Pertamina's ATM to transfer money for Goden. I meet  with Ms  Efri,  administration staff at Saint  James (Yakobus) school of kelaoa Gading.Wow.... not  complete   data. No name  of  bank.  I'm regret. I call  her. Than  I get  call  from Mr. Beny. He gave information about our oldest sister, Ms. Tina. She  is  fainting (pingsan) since last night. Now  she already  conscious (sadar). I refill pulse. Than I call to Lembor.  I talk to Mr. Largus, ms Tina's  husband. I talk with Ms Get, their  first  child  and  Mr. Dami, their  law (menantu). I call with Mr. Beny at Wela,  Ms Tin at Lombok, Sr. Sophy at Kalimantan. I call  Ms. Rinus  and  Mr. Pendik at  Cikarang. We pray together  for  her  health. In school I stomach  ache (sakit perut). Wht? Because eat  bad  tofu. In next time  no need  to  buy and eat the  bad  food. It  is  good  buy  tempeh than tofu that on plastic. This  is  experience.


Sunday,  November 23, 2014
I get up. Mr. Harnoto help me to get up. Than I take a bath. On 05.00 Mr. Sophian - committee of travel - call  me. "The car already in church of Saint Albertus," he say.Okay I will   start. Than I drive  motor cycle to Saint Albertus Church. I arrive there on 05.15 am. There are 5 people on bus. Than  parking my motor cycle at church parking area.  "are you the  first join together me? Mr. Sophian ask. "Yes I'm the first go to spiritual tourism to  to Puncak  of  Lembah Karmel - Cikanyere," I say.  Than on 05:20 am we start. We by pass Tall Cakung - Kali Malang - Cikunir - Tall Ciampek Jakarta - Ottista / Saint  Antonius Chuch, Jl. Otista. We arrive there on 06.00 am. The bus almost full.  Than we start. We get snack. I'm sleepy in Car / bus. The sheet only 31. I aware in "Kebun Teh - Puncak. We are Stop at Puncak pass. We are pee  there. I see the Huran Jember.  We entrance to Ciloto - Cimacam - Santika - Kota Bunga - Pacet - Kota Bunga - Cipanas - Cianjur - Lembah Karmel - Cikanyaere - Cipanas, Cianjur. We arrive there on 09.00. It  is 4 hours (start on 05.00 am). The mass  start on   09.30. This  healing mass. For the  first I join.  This  Charismatic style mass.  There are 6 priest. the community of CSE  that lead  it.  Than we get pray healing. I get it.  Than I travel to mountain near church. I close the Liturgy Season Year A  at Puncak, Lembar karmel - Cikanyere. May be 15 minute I do  travel to maountail that still  have  forest.  Than I go back. I meet  with Edward  mother. I drink water  from  spring (mata air. I'm thirsty (house).  On 13:00 I go back to  bus. We get lunch.  I'm lunch. On 13:30 we go back. Wow... big  jam on way. May be on 14:00  I get respons as result the healing  mass. "Wow... this  result  this  pray. I'm still sleep. On my dream I see  river  with  water  and  sand  and  stone.  In near......I see  big  river. May be the same  water but pass away with repeat. I'm  dizziness (pusing). I'm not  bring medicine. I ask to Mr. Sophian. Mrs Rahmat  help me  with medicine. I drink ir. "Thank you Mrs Rahmat." I say. In Bogor the bus stop to shooping. I only in bus. I try to sleep. Than we continue to Jakarta. We delivery  group (rombongan)  to Saint Antonius Ottista Church. Than we continue  to Bekasi. We arrive at Harapan Indah may be at 19:30 am. I drive  motor cycle  to VMG, my leasing house.

Sunday,  November 30, 2014
I have   plan to  mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. After cook  food, I start. I start on 08.00. I try to learn to  repent (bertobat). I arrive on chuch before the mass  start. In mass I see  JPS  staff: Ms Feny, teacher: Ms Cathrine  and  students" Christo (P3A) and his parent,Pprisca (SHS) and her parents. Today the mass  lead by Father Anton, SVD.  Father Heru, SVD will go to Argentina. He will  mission there. His  already get. He will start to Argentina on December 8, 2014," Father Anton say. "Do  the best your task   just as you think that you will die tommorrow," Father Anton say. Today we open Advent Season of Liturgy cycle.  Than I go back to home.


Sunday,  December 7, 2014

 I have   plan to  mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. Today have meeting for preparation first communion for students ," I say in my heart. I get letter  to join this activity" I say in my heart. I cook food than wash dress, breakfast, check the students test than start to  church. I arrive  late  there, when the  first reading. I'm shame. I entrance to attic (loteng). There I see  JPS  students, just as Stefen Gumulja (Primary 2C), Gaby (Primary 3A)  and  her  father. Gaby  introduce  her  father  to me. Vini (Primary 6) and some students  Junior HS, just as  Richard  and  Britiga  and their  father  and ......SHS students). Today the mass  lead  by  Father Ari, educator of Seminary Wacana Bakti.  I want to ask him to lead the JPS Christmas mass  on January 9, 2014. "Sorry, I can not because so far from  south Jakarta to here moreever (apalagi) big jamm. Please contact  Father  Father Didit, Father Hary (Wisma Adisucipto Rawamganun , Father Cesharyamto (Cathedral Church), Father Rafael (Pulo Gebang parish)," he says. "Thank you Father Ari," I say. Than A father and his  son entrance. "Father, this students intersant with your homily about child that cry because  regret his sin. He  is  crying  now. He want to talk to you," the  father says.  The  father Ary talk about preparation to Christmas on advent. God  sent three angels to world to report preparation of Cristian people to Christmas:
1. Fist Angel: so many  peoples that have cars and bring cars to office and church. Son of God sad, because He not need preparation just as it.
2. Second angel:
3. Third angel: He report  about tears of regret (air mata penyesalan). He find a boy that cry in front of Jesus statue (patung). He  is  crying  because regret his  sins. He notobedience to his parents and teacher.  The angel  accomodate (menampung) tear of  student than bring to Son of God. Son of God  happy. I need  heat  that repent (bertobat). "Straight  our  heart" Father  Ary  says.

Than Father Ary bless  this  students.

After mas  I ask about meeting today. I ask to suster  that lead Sunday school.  Than I entrance to sacristy (sakristi). "No meeting" I ask again. I entrance to attic at second floor.  I find a staff. He want to prepare  teach the students. May be want to  get baptism (?). I ask to her  about meeting. I mistake, not bring the letter. She contact staff  that handle the  catechesis (ketekese)  commission (komisi)  that still workshop at Puncak. "The meeting  for candidate of  first communion on January 11 (Sunday), 2015. Please see  letter  again," she explain. "Thank you," I say.  "Wow... I'm not careful (cermat)," I say. Than I permission. I go home. I buy vegetable at Bobor village. I cook vegetable, check the students paper test than rest. Than I  sleep, get up,  lunch than   go to school.

On Friday, Saturday, Sunday ( 5-7 December 2014( the  rain come  at Bekasi and Jakarta. On Friday and Saturay it  is  the  big  rain.


Sunday,  December  14, 2014.

Saturday, December 13, 2014 I went to Cikarang, at Jl. Antilop  Blok 7 Number 8. This Mr. Leo - Ms Maria FY and families  house. We want to collect to pray deceased Ms Sisilia Sangur (Esy) that death at Manggarai on  October 29, 2014.  On Wela  the prayer of 40th days of her anniversary  already done on December 9, 2014 but for  family at Jakarta, just done on Saturday, December 13, 2014 at Cikarang. I want to there on Saturday afternoon at 17:00 pm. I save my motor cycle at  Pondok Ungun place of  daycare motors. Than I use public vehicle. I use  minibus (bemo)  from Pondok Ungu  to MM Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I use  bus to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I stop at gate of Cikarang Utama.  Than I use minibus to Jababeka. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I use minibus 99B   to Antilop. I pay Rp 5.000.  Total I pay fee  for transport  is Rp 21.000. I arrive at Mr. lao house at Cikarang at 19:15.  The other brothers  and sister already come, just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr. Agus, Mr. Rino, Mr. Sef, , Mr. Rio Jebaru, Mr. Rony, Ms Nelty, Mr. Nando, Mr. Hendrik Aron,  Tino, Vian. Than the  other  Manggarai Flores  people  come, just as Mr. Barnabas RW (Ciko's  father), Mr. Kons (Bapa ....), Mr. Rinus. Than Mr. Alex, Ms Susy, Carol and  Enrique  come. Mr. Alex  and family  use cars. They  come  from  Bintaro. The first rehearse of  chaoir. It  is  good  song. Than we pray. I lead pray. Rio read the bible. Than we supper at 21.00. Than  Mr. Alex and  family, Mr. Hendrik and  his  sons, Mr. Barnabas, Mr. Kons  go back to home. We are sleeping at Mr. leo's  house.   Than we are sleeping. The other brothers watch soccer.  I get up early. I  want to finish my job to finish the students check of questuin papert  semester of  religion subject.  I  permission to Mr. Rio. I give money Rp 50.000 to Mr. Rio and shooping money to Rony Rp 200.000. Than I  start. I looking  for minibus at Antilop. It ;s  difficult  to get it. I on foot  while enjoy the  morning situation. I on foot  until near Kedasih. I'm regret too.  because walk so far  while the cost (fare = tarif) still  same  is Rp 5.000.  Than I decide  to  by pass  Cikarang, join mass  at  Saint Arnoldus Bekasi.  I d it. I entrance to  minibus. There is cahnge of  driver. I pay Rp 5.000. When arrive at Cikarang  the new  driver ask again to add  Rp 3.000. Than I  exit. I  looking  for car to  Bekasi. It's Elf  bus. I entrance. I sit  down  beside  driver. I talk with her. The bus  Cikarang  - Bekasi  so many but  it seem  the  old  car.  I stop near Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 10.000. We y pass  Cikarang - Cibitung - Tambung - Bulak Kapal -  Than I entrance to  terminal than entrance to  Saint Arnoldus Bekasi church. I meet  with Ms Kapty - former Principal of  Saint Kristoforus  2 of Primary II, Citra Garden Kalideres, Cengkareng, West Jakarta. I's shame to address her. She join on first  mass. Wow... it  is  so  far  she  taught. Say at Bekasi, West Java , work at  Kaliders - West Jakarta. The mass start. "The mass  lead  by Farher Wilfrid," the commentator said. "Wilfrid  who?  Perhaps (jangan-jangan), Fafher Wilfrid Valliance,Pr", my senior at Major Seminary of Ritapiret," I doubt. Evidently  right. Today he speech about John Baptiz  that speech prepare way  to God. "How  many cost for arrival?" he ask on front  his speech.  Father Wilfrid Valliance still  study  of Sociology  at Indonesia University. He is  from Sikka regency. He  is  smart. His rhetoric  is  nice. The mass  finish. I meet  with Manggarai people, Mr. Wilem. He is  from  Lenga  - Kolang / Nao  area. I'm shame to address  him. Than I  by pass  Strada school. I  hear  voice  that call me. Who is  it. "Wow... evidwntly Mr. Kunto, my  office  friend  when work at Optima.  Now  he  and I  already move  from Optima. He  works at  School of Saint  Mary Joseph  Kelapa Gading  now. Than we  by  the  way. "How  many your  severance (pesangon )  from Optima when you move  from there?  Is  it Rp 6.000.000?" he  ask. "I don't  know. May be  just as  it. That important it  is prepare by Optima to me," I answer.  Than we  go back I want to   expenditure (belanja)  Christmas gift (kado) for change with teacher  friend. I looking for  store (toko)  there. I find Ananda. Before I think difficult to find  store there. Evidently it  is  easy because near  church. I buy  towel (handuk). I ask the stoe staff  to wrap up (membungkus) it. I pay the gift paper Rp 1.000.   I pay almost Rp 50.000.  Than I go back. I looking  for  car to Harapan Indah. I come to substratum "ojek". "Please  pay Rp 35.000, ojek  to  Harapan Indah," they said.  I  move  from Jl. Juanda  go to  Jl. Mutia. I ask bus  of Oulo Gadung - by pass  harapan Indah - the  cost. It  is  Rp 8.000," the  pander (calo) said. I avoid  it.  Than I see  minibus. I entrance. I by pass  Jl. Cut Mutia -   front UNISMA - Pasca Sarjana -  Kali Malang -  Jl. Kartini - MM - Bekasi - GOR Bekasi - Kranji - Pondok Ungu . stop at  bridge of Pondok Ungu. The minius want to  Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Wow.... if I use  car / bus Pulo Gadung, I lost (rugi) Rp 2.000 because I should be pay Rp 8.000  just as the pander (calo) said. Than I enrance the daycare motorcycle. I pay Rp 6.000. I use  almost Rp 40.000  for cost transportation from Cikarang until at  Pondok Ungu.  While when go only  21.000. Than I  drive motor cycle. I  counter current  for refill   gasoline in  Pertamina at Jl. Bulevar  Harapan Indah.  Than I go  home. In afternoon I go to school to check / correction the  te students paper  test. I do it  until afternoon / evening.
"The Sunday, the sister  website" still open," Mr. Romeo said  in last  time. I try  to open. Evidently not. Wow..... Mr. Romey  lai. I  try to focus to correct the  students test.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

I have  desire  to  go to Jakarta  but I cancel it. I decide to mass  at saint  Gabriel  Pulo Gebang.  I mistake to set the  time.  I think the mass  start  at 17:30 pm, evidently at 17:00 pm. I go to there may be at 17:00 pm. Wow... I'm  so late  when arrive there. I arrive  when holly mass  on sacrifice. My  discipline  very  bad,  sag (melorot). Wow.... please  improve, Franck," I say in my heart.  Today the mass  lead  by guest  priest / father. Than I read the bible  that pray at Mary cave. Than I go back to Harapan Indah. The big jamm at  Cakung  until Harapan Indah. Wow...... I  come to Saint Albertus harapan Indah - Bekasi churh. I pray at  Mary cave.  Than I go back.
I have desire to Jakarta. Evidently on Saturday, December 20, 2014 there was father  death there. He  is  Father Remy Sene, SVD. If  I go there, I can join on requiem maas  at Matraman / Marsudiri  auditorium  place.




Wednesday, December 24, 2014 - Christmas Eve

Today, in afternoon / evening there is  Christmas Eve celebration at church  to remember Christ Christmas. I join at second mass  at  Saint Albertus  church - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I start at 19:30 pm. I think the mass  start at 20:00 pm. The little rain already start  may be already  come  since  afternoo. I'm afraid  late. I try  to drive carefully.  When I arrive at  circle near Pasar Modern, the car already full.  I get difficult  to turn to parking area. Please you totate / turn  there in  front, ' the police and  security says. Wow... so far...... "I say. I rotate at  Santika Hotel. Than when  near Penabus school the walk already full with car.  I try to zigzag to looking for  the space to looking for place in order to fast get place to  parking. Finally I find the  parking area.I pay Rp 2.000. Than I entrance church. I sit down under the tent. The staff suggest to entrsnce but I'm   persevere (ngotot) still on under the tent.  The mass  start 1t 21.00 pm  and  finish almost 23:00 pm. Father Anton, SVD.  Than I go back to home. Lucky not  rain. I sleep  at 24:00 pm.


Thursday, December 25, 2014 - Christmas Day
I have plan to join mass  at Cathedral of Jakarta. I do it. I  I start at 07:00 am from VMG  Bekasi. I drive motor cycle. I fill  gasoline  at   Pertamina Kampung Bogor.  I decide to use  train. I save motor cycle at  Cakung station.   I use train.  I have plan to exit at  Manggarai station than use  Metromini to Utan Kayu than on foot to Rawasari to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus rent  house. I order ticket  just as  it. I exit at Manggarai station. I on foot to near Jl. Tambak /  Manggarai market. In near "Water  gate of Manggarai, my nose  and eyes get smell chili (cabe). My eyes  waterly and  nose  sneezing (bersin).  On road I see shards (beling). May be the police  make operation of  alkhohol drinking. I wait matromini but no come. I decide  to go back to station to use train again to Cathdedral church   while  bring  my bag. I  willing (rela)  check mg bag by police or  church / security staff.  I do it. I entrance to station. I by pass  Manggarai market. At Jl. Manggarai Utara I eat  green beans (kacang hijau) mix
glutinous rice (beras ketan) - coconut milk (santan kelapa) mix  bread. It's my breakfast  menu today.  Than I entrance to  station of Manggarai.  I should be learn how to use card to buy ticket. I succes to buy it. I pay Rp 2500 again. Wow.... if I decide  from Bekasi to direct go to Cathdedral without drop in at  Rawasari, it  is easy to me.  But... this is  me that seldom  late to think.  I wait   train    with destination  Kota. The train come. I entrance. I stop at  Juanda station. I  on foot  to Kathedral church. I entrance to church. The church official check my bag. "Excuse me, please open  your bag,"  a women satff  says. I open it. Than I entrance. I way I  meet with   Bishop group (rombongan) that  want to  entrance  chuch to start of Pontifical mass.  I go to toilet  first  tahn go back to join mass. I sit  down at  chair at locate at under tent.  When homily the Bishop said: Jesus is  word that  creation . Catholic people should be believe to Him than  create  frienship and   compassionate (berbela rasa).  Family is pray school," he said.  The theme of Christmas on this year is meet God  in family.

When finish mass  I go back. I come to  Juanda shelter.  "Pleaase use card now. If not yet buy, please buy now  with  price Rp 40.000,"  the  said. Wow.... in last  time I ver buy. They said that all shelter use  caed no manual paperr  whereas  on reality still use manual paper. They lie me.  I  think about  their offer and see  reality. The seller  staff  speak many. Than a girl come to near me. What is happen, if you want to use  busway, you can use my card," she said. Wow... this  is the  nice offer. Do you go back  back  from church?"  I ask to her. ""No," she answer. Wow... certainly she is not Catholoc / Christen but  is very  kind. Than I talk with her. She want to Bekasi. She still wait  her  friend.  I talk with her. "Where  do you stay?" I ask ." I'm staying at Tegalan - Matraman. I wirk at Sudirman street," she answer. "I can help you if you want to  want to use  busway," she ask. "I'm not  good  for you," I say. Than i leave the  kind  gilr. I decide to use train. I  back to Juanda  station. I decide to  cruise (pesiar) to Kota than back to Kramat  station. I do it. I stop at Sawah Besar station than stop at Mangga besar station. Than go to Kota station. Than I go back use the same  train at  lane (jalur) 11. I'm happy because this  is  train to Bekasi destination. When arrive at  Jatinegara, I transit. The train to Bogot - by pass  Kramat - still  wit. I entrance. I  stop at Kramat. In train I call my family to say Merry Christmas. I call Mr. Beny, Mr. Hila  and  Sr. Sophy. I stop at  Kramat. I call Rony. "We are still here. Please come" he said. Than I go to there.  I use  minibus  from  near Kramat station. I arrive at Rawasari / Jl. I.  There are many brothers there just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Marcel, Mr. Rio, Mr. Rino, Mr. Agus, Mr. Festo, Mr. Jooseph, Mr. Rony, Ms.  Hedvy and Ms Nelty.  We lunch  than  eat  banana, mango  and  corn on the cob (jagung rebus). May be the old corn. No sweet feel. It's  tasteless (hambar). I try to finsih it. We prepare to go  back.  Mr. Rony cs want to Cikarang. Mr. Ini want to go back to Depan.  Ms Delvy want to  back to Bintaro.  "You together me," I say to Ms Delfy. We  come to  Mr. Frdy - Ms Ina's  house  at Jl. Percetakan Negara.  There  are  some guest. It's  Ina's  family. Mr. Ferdy and I talk out house. Than Ms Ina   invite us to entrance.  We do it. "Merry Christmas" I  say  to them. Ina's  famy, may people that moslem but  very  harmony / tolerant (toleran).  Than we talk about Wela. We are drinking and  eating food.  Than we go back. We go to Kramat  station.  I pay ticket for Ms Delfy and I. I delivery her to Tanah Abang. We by pass  Senen - Kemayoran -  Rajawali - Kampung Bandan -  Angke -  Duri - Tanah Abang - . I stop at Tanah Abang to delivery Ms Delvy- She get train to BSD. I go back to lane (jalur) 3 to get train to  Manggarai / Depok. I get  it. It  is  train to Depok. I stop at Manggarai. I entrance to lane (jalur)  I  to get  train to  Bekasi. I get. The train waint about 20 minuter  than start.  I get chair bet when the women entrance and no chair I decide  to  give  it  to her. I stand up. I do it until at Cakung station. I exit there. I take my motor cycle. I pay parking Rp 6.000. Than I drive to go back to  Villa Mutiara Gading.  I buy banana at  Jl. Boulevard. I pay Rp 7.000.  Than i buy puse at   VMG. Than I call Ms Dely. She arrive  at Bintaro. She on foot  from red lamp / sector  5 (?) to Graha Raya. Wow.... she  is dare  women. Befor I'm worry to her. Lucky she arrive with save.  Than I call to Wela (John, Merry). I ask to mother Regina about  story about Poco - Kuwus  and  Ata Wali. She  is   tell  nicely.  I try to write what her  says.  Than I want to buy HIT the medicine to  lose of  mosquito  but  the shop no ervice it because already last  night. It  is Rp 25.000. Than I go back  than sleep.



Sunday, December 28, 2014 - Holy Family  Feast / Party: Jesus - Mary and Joseph
I'm get up late because disturb of sleep in last night. I get up at 07:30 am. I want to  join morning mass but  than I cancel. I want to join at afternoon mass at Pulo Gebang Parish. I cook vegetable than start  to school. In school I busy to read news about Air Asia areplane. Today  is  blue for Indonesian flight  because  Air Asia plane lose on fly from Surabaya to Singapore. This the first flight route of Air  Asia for Surabaya - Singapore. IThan I start to church on 14:30 pm after lunch and drink coffee. I go to Saint Gabriel church. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang. In KBG - Pulo Gebang I find Manggarai poetry about goet. Than I trty to remember  than write on  blog about Manggarai culture.  I arrive late at church when  Lord have Mewrcy. Today is better than last week that arrive  when sacrifice. I  sit down at first floor. I see Ende people, include Ms Angel, JPS of KG staff.  The priest read  Letter of Shepherd of Jakarta Bishop that speak about family. Family is pray school. Family is sacrament," Msgr. Inatius Soeharyo,Pr  wrire on her shepherd of Letter.  Than I go back. I get call  from Mr. Egy. Than I call him when arrive at JPS. I  fill gasoline at Menteng Rp 20.000  tah fill puse Rp 21.000. I less money to buy Padang Food (p 13.000 so I buy  pureed green beans for supper. I eat at margin road of Kampung Bogor / gate of  VMG. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I go to JPS. I call Mr. Egy at Atambua. We talk about  Catcholic  and hierarchy. We talk ourself, include the weakness.   Than I call to home. Lucky, my sister, Sr. Sophy and  and Mr. Saver,  nephew (keponakan) and  George,  niece (kemenakan) already arrive savely in Wela. They go back  from  Golo Karot - Wae Nakeng - Lembor to visit family there.



Sunday,Januari 4, 2015  - Ephifani : God show  Himself

I go to the chucrch of Pulo Gebang. I arrive  late, when  homily. There I meet Ms  Anita - Saint James / Yacobus  teacher. Ms Anita together  her  family, husband  and  her children. I meet  Father  that lead mass. He have  job at Wisma Samadi Klender. Than I entrance to presbytery house. I meet  with 3 fathers: Father  Dwi, Father Chaesar Haryanto. Father  Dwi can not. Father Caesar will conformation on next Wednesday, January 7, 2014, whereas I need to conformation  now. Father  that job at Wisma Samadi can not. Than I go back. I go to school. I   do the job about  preparation of Christmas.

Sunday,January  11, 2015  - Lord of Jesus   Baptized

I join on mass  at saint Albertus  church. I join on second   mass. Today  on  catechism  of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah  outstations (stasi) there is meeting at Church after mass. Ms Stefany  and  friend  as Catechism outstation  handle  it.  Today  Father Anton,SVD  that lead  mass on this  time.  When finish mass, I meet JPS students   and  parent that want to accept  first  communion on  year 2015.  They pay hand  book  and  text book   Rp 20.000. Father Anton,SVD  bring introduce than explain from catechism (katekese) team. I try to help to distribute paper.  I see  some  parents  that come to accompany the  students. Mr. Beny Ayung - JPS Primary Principal - and  Mr. Bento - Religion Teacher of JHS come too. So there are 3 teachers from JPS  that  join on this  meeting. Wonderful. Mr. Bento and Mr. Ben Ayung  go back  first. I join the meeting  until  finish. Than I dialog  with  student  and  parents  of  JPS. The Catechism committee ask JPS  to teach Catholic religion about  preparation of  First  communion at school. Okay." I say.


JPS, January 20, 2015

Sunday,January 18, 2015  -  First Ordinary Time
I join on mass  at   saint Albertus  church. I join on second   mass. I'm  late  when Lord  have  Mercy I arrive. I  went  to  attic (loteng). There I see  JPS  students  and  parents, just as  Clara  and Tirstan  and  their  father; Lidya, Henry  and  their  mom. I see Sekar  and  her  father. Today  Father  Anton Mitakda,SVD  and  Father Julis Kesharyanto,Pr  that lead  mass. Father Anton,SVD  want to introduce Father Sesyaanto,Pr  as  priest to preparation outstanding  Saint Albertus Harapan Indah as parish. The time to change  status  from outstanding to parish  at  May 14, 2015.  Than I go back to  home. I refill fuel at Kamoung Bogor than o back to home. I shooping  vegetable than cook it. I want  to do the plan to make planning about Religion lesson.  The rain come. I'm sleeping when the rain come.Than I go to school. The security laugh me. Wht? May be alway entrance to school every day. Than I try to do my work. I read  news  than make  lattice  work.

 JPS, January 20, 2015

Saturday, January 24, 2015.
I join on Manggarai Mass on   Saturday, January 24, 2015. The  mass  take place (terjadi) on DISBINTALAD, Berlan - Matraman - East Jakarta.


Misa  Natal   Bersama 2014  dan TB  2015 Bersama  Manggarai, 24 Januari 2015

Sabtu, 24 Januari 2015, DISBINTALAD, Jl/ Ksatrian - Berland,  Matraman - Jakarta  Timur
Tuang  Pastor: Pater  Peter  Aman, OFM (teti  ngaji agu kotbah), Pater Frumens, OFM, Pater Satur, OFM, Pater Ino, CSSR (Paroki Cijantung).

Dari segi  gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang sadar diri akan identitasnya lantas  timbul rasa bangga. "Apa yang membuat anda  bangga menjadi orang Manggarai?" bertanya Pater Dr. Peter Aman, OFM pada misa Natal Bersama  Manggarai di Jakarta, 25 januari 2015. "Yang membuat saya bangga sebagao orang Manggarai adalah bahasa, terutama goet : "Langkas haeng ntala". NTALA  ruis  agu  kata NATAL. Jadi orang Manggarai itu orang yang dekat dengan NATAL, lahir baru,  ; NTALA = pemberi cahaya, penuntun. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).


Dari segi  gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang memiliki visi. Visi  orang Manggarai  diungkapkan dalam goet: "langkas  haeng ntala, uwa  haeng  wulang, lempo haeng  leso" (bertumbuh tinggilah mencapai bulan, bertumbuhlah mencapai bulan,  melompatlah menjangkau / mencapai  matahari) --- orang Manggarai punya visi ( gagsan dari Bapak Rofinus Lahur saat  pidato / sambutan  Natal Bersama Manggarai - Jakarta, 24 Januari 2015 di di DISBINTALAD (Dinas Pembinaan Mental Angkatan Darat), Jl. Ksatrian -  Berlan, Matraman, Jakarta Timur. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).

Misa ini diprakarsai oleh: Kraeng Agus ( mantan Brimob), Kraeng Parera,  Kraeng, Kraeng.....Kenaru (mc), dan.............(anak Penatua (ayahnya yang asal Rote Penatua di Satarmese. Ibunya dengan kakak adiknya  semuanya Katolik).

Ada  tarian - Wela Songke ?- oleh mahasiswi STIKES Sint Carolus - Jakarta - 


 Sesepuh Manggarai yang  hadir: Bpk.  Rofinus Lahur
Cukup banyak yang  hadir: Kraeng  Bony Hargens

Pebruary 1, 2015 - absent to join to church

Today CUWM  have  schedule to join on meeting about CUWM. It  is  the annual meeting  of  members (rapat anggota tahunan) at Bintaro. I already get up in the morning about 6.oo o'clock because  want  to mass on the  morning but cancel  because te  rain came since in the early  morning, I' shooping  at Kampung Bogor. The staff of vegetable of  kiosk busy.  Than I buy it.I cook vegetable, breakfast  than  prepare to Bintaro to join on  the annual meeting  of  members (rapat anggota tahunan = RAT). I start  at  09:00 am. The  rain still  come. I use  raincoat. I  stop at  near Pondok Ungu to copy the material of the annual  meeting  report  of finance  at Pondok Ungu, Bekasi. I stop than parking the motor cycle than copy it. I  entrance  to one  kiosk. The  people  serve me  so  slow. He  is  from Aceh. We talk about Aceh tsunami on year 2004. "My family  stuck (terkena) tsunami too. I wait his work to copy my material so long. Almost 45 minutes. I already anticipation to prepare the dress of change. I pay Rp 40.000  for copy material with number 20 sheets / pages. Than I start to Cakung station. In Kanal Banjir Timur (KBT) /  riverside (tepi sungai) of KBT there are 2 people  intercepted (mencegat) me. Their  motor cycle is  broken,  can not running? "Please  help us. Our motor cycle is out of gas (kehabisan bensin). Pleaese  help us," they said. "What I can help you?" I ask. "Please  usher (mengantar) one of us  to place  of  sale gasoline than go back to here," he ask. "you are negligent (lalai)  why  not  see  the  position of  gasoline  before  start," I say in heart. I'w worry to them.  Perhaps (jangan-jangan) they are  villain (penjahat)  that want  to  rob (merampok)   me," I think  just  as  it.  Buut  I try  try to against my think that they are the good  people that should be helped me. "Please you join  back of me. I drive motor cycle. We go to  Pulo Gebang. There are  some  place   that we seach but  fail to get  gasoline. Than we turn to near Rawa Kuning. There we  find  it. Mr. .....( buy Rp 10.000 / botol. Than he pour (tuagkan) to  plastik. We back to riverside  (pinggir  kali) of  KBT. "Thank you," they (Mr. Heru  dan Mr. Hendra) said. "You are welcome," I say.  Than I continue  my journey to Bintaro. I save my motor cycle at  Cakung station. Than I entrance to station. The time show at 11.00 am. I get  call  from Juan's  mother. "im still in train.' We are almost arrive at Pondok Aren,"  she  answer. I call Mr. Rony. "We are on taxy to  Tanah Abang. " he said. "I was at Klender, on train," I say.  I  transit at Jatinegara. I direct  train to Bogor but I stop at  Tanah Abang. I get  train to  Tanah Abang. In Palmerah, I call Mr. Rony. "Our position at  Kebayoran Baru  now," he said. We stop at Sudimara station.  I direct  exit  from station whereas I want  to toilet to change  dress. On train I use  sport  dress  because  wet  of  rain. I change  dress at toikekt at  Mosque  near  Sudimara station. I pay Rp 2.000. Than I continue to market  of  Jombang. I buy rambutan Rp 20.000.  Than I ask  car  to Perumahan Jombang Baru, place  of RAT  at Mr. Rober  Wardy  dan  families  house. There  is  driver that  ask  me to  entrance   van to  Vila Jombang Baru. I pay Rp 3.000.  Than I on foot to  Mr. Robert's  house. I arrive  there. "This  is the  priest  come," Mr. alex  joke  to me. I entrance. Mr. Leo and Family, Mr. Alex and  fmaily, Rony and  Rawasari community already  came.  Mr. Tony Tarang  come too. We by the way. Than we  lunch. Mr. Robert prepare the many various  food (beacon, salt  fish, vegetable, fruits. Mr. Paulus  Jalu come too. Than we  lunch. Than Mr. Ady Garu  come. Mr. Ady Garu is member of  Regional Representative Council (DPD)  from NTT (Flores). He  is   know  and  introduce well  with Mr. Robert's  brothers (Mr. Egy, Mr. Ino).  We by the way. Then we pray for  mother  Philomena Pamung  that already pass away 5 year ago. Than Mr. Tony Tarang and Mr. Ady Garu  go  back first. Than we are meeting about CUWM. I report about CUWM. When see  paper of photo copy I know  ahat tha Aceh people  make  is  wrong  because  he  make it  random. I mistake again. There are  some  questions about report of  finance. I fail to  make  of  net income (sisa hasil usaha). This  home  work to me. Some of  member  submit  money to me.  I accept it. Now  Mr. Eping  Bensa  become  a new member  of  CUWM.  He  pay Rp 500.000. Than we  go back  on about 18:00. I join with Mr. Leo but than cancel. I join at Mr. Eping's  car. Mr. Eping  drive  it. Mr. Arson, Ms Marli, Ms ... and I join. We by pass Jombang - Ciputat - Bintaro - South Jakarta - Toll - Bintaro Jakarta - Cawang - Pramuka - Krmat. I stop at Kramat. "Thank you Mr. Eping. Mr. Eping is  my yunior but he already have  car. Wonderful his  spirit. Than I use  train.  I transit at  Jatinegara. Than  I go to  Cakung. I use motor cycle  to villa Mutiara Gading. I arrive almost at 22:00 pm. Wow...... the  long  journey.




Sunday, February 08, 2015
I get up at 06:00 am. I decide I  mass on 08:30 at church of Saint Albertus  Church of Harapan Indah – Bekasi.  I cook rice. I clean and peel  (kupas) pumkin, carrot than steam (kukus) it. Than I ‘m breakfast. Than I go to school to take the data of students that  prepare join on first communion on June 7, 2015  but today there is meeting at Saint Albertus church  for their parents. I want to prepare data for them. Wow… I’m not  focus.  I read internet about soccer. I read news: Madrid  is lose to Atletico Madrid, 4 – 0. The play at Vincente Calderon, home of Atletico Madrid. Than I looking  for data from Catholic student that prepare to first communion that the parents will meeting today at church  of Saint Albertus after second mass. I print the data.  Than I go to toilet. I use toilet at JHS – SHS. When I alredy leave /  exit  feces I press the  tap (keran) of water. Wow…. no water.  This  is emergency situation to me. On this situation I move to the other place to looking  for water. Same. I use the  few   water to  clean my bottom and  hand. I have  moral responsibility to clean it. I go to Primary  tolilet. Available water there. I take  scoop (gayung) than  bring it to clean toilet that I use. I clean  and  brush it. Than I   prepare to church. The time show at 08:30 am. Wow… I’m  late.  I use raincoat to church. I arrive there when responserial psalm, I go to the attic  (loteng). There I find the parents and students of JPS: Mary, Monic, Joseph. I see Nikita too. Father Kes Haryanto,Pr  that lead mass. On  homily he proclaim please  dare to rise up not  busy on false that serve  the  others, just as Peter – ever lie Jesus -, Paul – before repentance is Saulus  that kill Christian people – but  than they repentace  than service  God through the others.
Than  when finish  mass, I help Mary Gosal to prepare gospel reading  to write on her book. Than I talk  with Catholic women. She  is one environment with me. She is together her women child. She call me father. She share her experience to me: In my house complex, I have problem. My neighbor run into (tabrak) of my rearview mirror (kaca spion) of car. I were angry. Evidently she have 3  friends of boy. The boy stay at  Rawamangun, East Jakarta. May be they are from Flores.  They support this girl / women. This women is civil servant that already divorce (cerai?) with her  first  husband. We are debate about this  I ask Rp 3 million  while they only pay Rp 1,000.000. They invite me to conflict. They want to run into (menabrak) me. “Please, I’m not afraid die. I only afraid  to God. I’m not afraid to anyone. I  afraid to Jesus only. When I say just as it,  the Flores people air face change. She already  ready want to run into (tabrak) me with car.  I don’t  know the Flores people religion, is he moslem just as the women that become my neighbor  or  Catholic. May be because love one another they  lie of  truth. I effort  the  truth,” she said. Than I meet Ms Fany – chief  of  comminsion of  catechism (katekese) at Saint Albertus Church. “Please submit the document of students. “Okay, still in the school,” I say.  Some student not  complete the data,” I say.
“The book of  money too,”  she say. Than I use jacket to protect myself from rain.  Than I drive motor cycle. I meet  with Mr. Yu. He is Manggarai people. “Do you  join on Mr. Vian’s activity gathering on January 31, 2015 in last time? “ he ask. “Oh… no, because that time I’m still busy to prepare the  other activity,” I answer.  Mr. Yu  and Mr. Vian still family, but why Mr. Vian not invite Mr. Yu on this event? Mr. Vian want to give thank for his married  in last December 2014. They are married at Batak region, North Sumatra. Than I go back to home. The rain still come. I buy vegetable with  amount  Rp 5.000. I cook  vegetables at home than lunch. I  write paper  of Philosophy of Muslem, about environment.


Sunday, February 15, 2015
I go to the   church. I get up at 05:00 am. I  take  a bath. I 'm  looking  for my key  of  motor cycle. I find  it.  I start  to church. I late arrive there  when Lord  have  mercy.  I sit  beside the  JPS  parent  of  students  and  JPS  students, Sekar  and her mom. I seem  shame.  When finish mass I meet  with Tasya  and  her  mother  and her  brother. We talk about  the   pray to blessed the dry palm leaves (daun palma kering) for  use  as ash on ash Wednesday. I know  it  on Tuesday, 17 Feb. 2015. I  will  come  to  join  and  delivery the palm three  there. I see  Ms. Natali - Kindergarten teacher of  JPS. I see  some  teacher too. I go back. I shooping  vegetable than cook it.I go to school. I buy food  at Padang. I buy Rp 8.000. I get  fish of  macarel tuna (ikan tongkol). I eat  at school. I have  plan to make  question test for 3 class, evidently at reality only one (1) class. My mistake is  not  focus. Internet is my enemy. Myself is my main enemy. Improve, F. Focus, please!.

 Sunday, February 22, 2015
 I'm get  up on 05:450am. I cancel to join on first  mass  at Saint Albertus Church  Harapan Indah  Bekasi. I  decide to  join on second mass at 08:30 am. I'm  breakfast  use rice and vegetables. "I shoul be entrance  to school to make  question of Primary 4, before go to church,: I say in my heart.  I do it. I arrive  at school  at 07:45 am. I  open computer,    write on blog, read  sport  about  lose  of Barca  vs Malaga, 1 - 0.  Than I go to toilet. Than I go to the church. I arrive  late  when  Lord  have  Mercy I arrive  at attic (loteng) of church. Today Father Heru,SVD  that  lead  the  prayer of  mass. I see JPS  students and  family, just as  Finy, KG  students. Father  heru, SVD  talk  about Fast  and  activity  can be  done  on fast / lent  season. It 's  save  money  for  studens tahn  give /   offering it   to God  on  the  end dasr / Lent  season as  sign solidarity  to the  others. "Wow... I get  idea to apply  to  students  at  school," I say  in  my heart. In  last  Friday,  February 18, 2015,  Ms  Lidya  ask me  about  applycation Lent / donation  for  students  of  JPs  during Lent  season. Now, I find  the  idea. Thank you Father Herus, SVD. He  take  information from   his  expereince  during  Primary too.  Than I go go Cikarang. I save my motor cycle  at  Pondok Ungu.  Than I buy pulse  there Rp 22.000 (pulse 20)  tah  use  car 25 to    MM  Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000.It  is  so expensive.  Than I entrance  to bus 45  to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I try to contact Mr. Nando  and  Mr. Andy. They are   still at Cikarang.  The journey is  smooth. I arrive gwte of Toll - Pasir Konci, Cikarang. . I contact Mr. Andy to come  pitch up me. I stop at  Kali Malang / Tegal Gede. I'm cross. I wait  Mr. Andy. He  is  coming. We go  there. We  talk in the way. I ask him to  walk to  find  the   seller (penjual) or merchant )pedagang)  of  rambutan. Finally  we  fond  it  at   near Jl. Panda/ Antilop. I buy Rp 15.000. I visit Mr. Leo  and  family  that sick. Mr.Leo, Juan and  Alfred  is  sick  since  last week. They  were   entrance hospital of  Harapan Keluarga - Jababeka - Cikararang. I just  know  this in last  night  when got  information from  Mr. Rony.  We arrive  at Mr. Leo's  house. We  by  the  way. Mr. Leo still seem  tired. Mr. Beny there is too. We by the  way. "Please  drink  medicine  of  hipertension to handle  your  hipentensian, musn't   careless  just  as me. I knoow  I get hipertensian in 15 years ago but  I careless  to my  heallth. Not  I get  the  result,"  Mr. Beny  say.  Than Mrs Leo  service  us of  lunch. We  eat  it. Than we  watch television about  kick Andy at Metro TV. It   talk about  Inspirator  people  at  NTT  and  NTB. In Bima- NTB, Mr. Alan - drive  bus  - Bima - Jakarta -  open school. In Kupang, NTT, Mr. Sico handle  refugee(pengungsi) of  East  Timor. He open schol, garden,  to refugee(pengungsi) East  Timor. The refugee (pengungsi) stay at Naibonat, Kupang,Timor, NTT. They try to survive with build school, garden, filed. How  to  get  water? They  dig (menggali)  well (sumur) until 10 metres. They  find water, whereas  the local people   dig (menggali) until 75 metres  long. "The Lord is  fair. He  love  his  peoples. When we difficult  of  life  he   help  us  with  give  what that we need, example  of  water. The  local people  call to refugee (pengungsi) as  water carrier. The  Lord  is  good. This  is  nice  information and  very inspire for  life.   What  meassage  this  information  to me? Can I build the  school  at  my village? May be can.
Than  I  permission to Juan's  mother. Mr. Leo still sleep. Mr. Beny go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Andy  and  the  others is  sleep. I go  back  on 14:50 pm. I go back  fast because   want  to  jakarta  to  visit Mr. Ferdy's  mother  that  sick  and  be  cared  at  hospital.  I walk to Jl. Antilop. I wait  car / city transport  (angkot)  there. I fast  to  find  it. I call my brother,Mr. Hila   at Wela. The  city  transport  come. I entrance. Only me the passanger  from Antilop  until  at Kedasih  bridge. Than some  passengers  entrance.  I stop at  Pintu 2 (?)  10 (?)  Jababeka. Than I wait  bus  59. I wait  enough  long. The bus  come.  I entrance to bus. How many routes Toll Cikarang - UKI  per  day?" I ask  to  driver. It  is maximum  1,5 routes. Why? Because  so  many cars  and  private  car. The  people have  many option go whereever they  go," he  answer.  I stop at Pasir Konci, near  toll of Cikarang Utama.  Than I use  the  other 59.  We  wait  until the passenger  full to start.  Than we  start. I call to Lembor. I talk with my oldest sister,Ms. Yustina Jelita  at Lembor.  I talk with my nephew, Ms Melan  that  holiday at Lembor.  Melan is  student  at SMIP  Labuan Bajo, Manggarai Barat.  Melan  and  Ratih  together go to  Golo Karot, to Ratih  grandmother. They  get  vegetables. Melan holiday during one  week  because  class three still  test. Than I continue my journey. I sleep  in car. We  stop at  UKI - shelter  of  busway. The  busway official nt  permission me  to  use  it  because I   reject to buy new  car  with amount  Rp 40.000.  I already  have  card  of  busway  but  I  forget. I decide to use  the  other  car. I wait  car  enough  long. I buy  socks (kaus  kaki) two  pairs (pasang)  at UKI.  Than The  bus  of  43  come. It  is  the  JAPAN  bus, just  as   rectangle , Jakarta   named  it "Roti Balok".  I entrance. Than mr. Andy  entance too. Wow... he  is  fast  too. Than we by the  way. We  stop at Rawasari. Than we  use  city  transport  04  to  Salemba. Mr. Andy  pay  for  me  Rp 3.000. We  stop at  Gang  Bacang. We  go to Mr. Rony - Festo's  contract  house.  Lucky  Rony  and  Joseph there. We by the  way. I'm supper. I eat  rice  and  casava leaves.  We meet  Mr. Festo  and Mr. Johny  and   his  child,  Rafa. They  go  back  from church  of  Saint  Paschalis, Cempaka Putih.   On 07:00  Mr. Rony  and  I go to hospital to  visit  Mr. Ferdy's  mom that  sick. I join on Mr. Rony's  motor cycle. In last week I already  promise  to  do it but  just  do  now. I'm diligent (tekun)  to  postpone    the  plan. We  entrance  Jl. Percetakan. At Paseban we  want  to buy  rambutans. The  seller  sale  so expensice  Rp 15.000  while the  content  of  rambutan is   less. We  taste  it. Not so good, dry, less  water," Mr. Rony say. "Please Rp 10.000,"  we  offer. He  disagree. We  cncel to  but it. We  find  the  others. I buy Rp 15.000. It  is  content  much water.  Than we  go  on to hospital. We by pass  Jl. Kramat -Jl. Raden Saleh - than Cikini at PGI  Hospital. My hand touch my eyes of  light. My light is  smarting (perih). Why? May be  because  ant  at rambutan  thant already I touch. Than we entrance to  PGI  hospital. We parking the  motor cycle. Than we entrance . The PGI hospital already 117 years old. This  is Protestant  hospital. The  bulding  is relic (peninggalan) Nethelands. The  location is   length. We  find  water  tap (keran air). I clean my  eye that smarting (perih).  Than we  entrance  to  hospital. We   meet  with Mr. Fian's  mother that steel sleep in  bad  sleep because  sick. She  is diabetes. There are 2  infusion (infus).   Her foot  is  wound (luka). I meet  Mr. Bernadus - Ferdy's  father, Mr. Fian (Mr. Ferdy's  younger brother), Ms Asy - Mr. Fedrdy's  sister, Mr. nandik, Mr. Eping,  Mr....(from Waling). We  talk about Tilir - Waling - Mbeling - Borong. Tilir  is  my venue  of   appreantice  when   at  seminary. I lived there during 2 years,  year 1998 - 2000. So may school already  build  there. Mr. Bernardus  tell it  with  clear. So good,  so  nice. It  is  the nice  expereince  when at  Tilir  at  that  time. On 21:00  we  go  back  after  pray  and  permission. I pay Rp 4.000 for  parking cost. We come to Mr. Rony's  contct  house to take   bag  than Mr. Rony pick up me  to  Pulo Gadung. We by pass  Rawasari - Kampung Ambon -Kayu Putih -  Jl. Perintis Kemerdekaan - Pulo Gadung. "Thank you Rony, be caefully," I say  to  him. Than I  use   city  trabsport  20. I pay Rp 5.000. In car, I call Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. "We already  visit  your  mom, may be  fast recover." I say. I call nephew, Goden  that lecture  at Makasar. Sne  want  to apprentice  at  Bali  on March 2015. "Di the  best," I say. Than I stop at branch to  Pondok Ungu.  I walkt  to  place to  save  motor cyvle. I pay Rp 3.000.  tahn I drive  motor cycle. At  brach  of  Kampung Bogor - Warung Makan Kombo, I buy rambutan again Rp 5.000. I arrive  at  home. I enjoy the  rambutan. Thank you Lord  for  experience today. Than I sleep.


Friday, February 27, 2015

I go to the  church of  Saint  Albertus, Harapan Indah Bekasi. I join on Crosses of  Walk  of  Jesus  Christ. "I didn't  see you il last Friday, February 22, 2015," Hulbert - Primary 2B  student  complain to me   when lesson , Wednesday, February 25, 2015. "Sorry, I was  absent  in  last  Friday," I say. I remember  his  critic. So today I go to the  church. I  start  from school  of  JPS. I wear  JPS  uniform. I see  JPS  techers, Ms Thea, Ms Vega  and  Ms. Calista , JPS KG  teachers. I see  some  JPS  students, just as Adenta and  her  mother, Hanzel and Hulbert  and  their  parents. I see Jenifer -  JHS - students. The mass  lead  by Father Kesar,Pr. I'm slreep in church. Than I go back. I talking  with Adenta's  and  Hansel's  mother.



March 1, 2015 - Mass  at  Saint  Gabriel Pulo Gebang

I join on mass  at Pulo Gebang  at afternoon. I come  late. The  mass  start  at 17:00.  I see  Marvel (Batak student P2A)     and  Ms Natali (KG  teacher).He  join  with  her  husband. Than I shooping  at  Kampung  Bogor. I meet  Ms Natali. I shooping  rice  and  vegatables


March 8, 2015 

I join mass  at  Saint Albertus. I take  on second  mass. I come late.  Father  Sarto Mitakda, SVD  that  lead  mass. He talk about  the book that 100 figure  that  influence in the  Word  and Jesus Christ include  number 3?. The Chritian people angry. Why not number 1? ". The Jesus prestige (pamor) less  because the follower  not did  his  doctrine  with  well.  How  about   me?

That  Father  Sarto  ask  the  Catholic  people  to  support  build of  new  building of presbytery (pastoran) Saint Albertus.


March 15, 2015

I join mass  at  Saint Albertus. I take  on second  mass. I come late.  Father Cehyarhanto, Pr  that lead  mass. "The child often fail to hear  th  parents  but  not  fail to mimic (meniru) the  parents. "Sompret.....".

*** Moses, Elia  and  Jesus   fasted  40  days. The  Christians  follow  them

*** Nikodemus --- walk  to  light, left  the  dark

Than I go back to home. I cook food, that  lunch. I'm  take  a rest, sleep  than  go to school.

I see  on  face  book a book about  Manggarai: BARA NUCA LALE: Novel about  Manggarai Hero, Krang Guru Rombo Pongkor - Ame Numpung: Motang  Rua. Wowww. The  writer is  Mr.Alfred .Parus. He  is  from Manggarai.


Sunday, June 7 2015.
Today I have  plan to join at Saint  Gabriel Church but I feel it  is   late to me so I decide to go to the Saint Michael Kranji. I by Pass  Harapan Indah - KBT - Harapan Baru. I try the new  way. I sucess to reach it although I must  use long time to   turn to  find  the way to  Bintara, Saint  Mikael Kranji.  Finally I find  it. I arrive  late  there. T sit  down out of  church. IThe mass lead by  priest of  SVD. He  is  from Bajawa  Flore. His name is  ...Watu / Kaju. He want to go to mission place, may be to Africa.  When back I I by pass Jl. I Gusty Ngurah Rai - I Cakung Sattipn - Pondok Kopi. Wow.... so  far. Why I don't  know the  short  time. I by pass  Cakung Station -- KBT - Harapan Indah - VMG


Sunday, June 14, 2015

There is  program of  social work in from of  house  for  each  family. This  is  village program, include RT RW. I o it. Since  yesterday  there is  people  that  die  at  Block B. I don't  know  it. I know  when I prepare myself  to tgo  to the  church at afternoon  at  about  16:00 pm.   This  is  the  second  time there is people that die at Block B. He  is  man. He was  treated  at  hospital. The  chief of RT  say it   at  last  night  when meeting. I postpone  to mourn (melayat) him because I want  to go to church to join on mnass. I go to  Saint  Michael Kranji. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT -  Pulo Gebang - Cakung Station -  Perumahan Harapan Baru -  The   Protestan Church - 6  church -  railway - Bintara -  Saint  Michael Kranji. I'm  late. The  mass  lead  by Father  Heru, SVD. I forget  his  homily.  The reading about parable   God  Kingdom just as   seed (benih) and sower (penabur).  Than I go back to home. I by pass Bintara. I try to trace the  new  way to reach BKT. I by pass  Harapan Baru, when arrive at 6 church of protestan  I  turn to back. I turn to  left. I ask people about BKT. I find  it. Wow... i have  new  experience of  way. Than I  want to house of  funeral home  (rumah  duka) but  the  people that  die already  move. May be already  delivery to his  village  or  to  cemetery6. The Moslem people  have tradition to fast the people that  die. I cancel to entrance the  home. The Moslem neighbour  do the  pray. I  back to home.
Sunday, June 21, 2015
I have  program to join on first  mass but evidently I get up late, so i decide to join on secon mass  on 09:30 am. I wash my dress, cook food,  dry the dress , breakfast than start to  church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah.   I arrive there on 08:20 am. In church I see  JPS  students anf parent, just as  Nikita  and  family, Melvin, Anna, Ellen,  and  their  parents. I see Rigel too. The  JPS  teacher  that I see there is  Ms Vanesa - KG teacher of  music.
Today the mass  lead by  Father  Yustinus  Semiun, OFM. Today the  Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM   come to  Harapan Indah Church to  looking  for support of  Catholic Harapan Indah people to  gathering money to help Vincentius orphanage.
Father  Yustinus   homily with good, make  people is can smile and  laugh. He  is  expalkin the  reading  from Mark about  Jesus  made  stop the  river  and wave, silent  and  stop. Our  God is seem sleep  and torpor (mati suri) but  still bless  us," he said  on his  homily.  Than I go back to home. I meet  Mr. Vian at motor cycle workshop. He  want  to repair  his  motor cycle. Than he visit  Mr. Anto's  house.  I join there. Evidently there is Vincen't  grand father  and  grand mother , together Ms...... and Mr. We  breakfast while  drink  ginger (jahe), Than I permissin because  want  to JPS  to do task  of lecture.

Sunday, June 28, 2015 - absent  go to the church to mass  because  still on travelling of holiday - Jakarta - Manggarai, Flores. On Sunday my travelling  from Bali  to Lombok. On the  morning the bus that I  ride by pass Bali Island  than  cross by Ferry Ship  from Padang Bay harbor  (Bali)  to  Lembar harbor (pelabuhan) Lombok. Than we by pass Lombok Island than cross sea by Ferry ship, from Kayangan harbor (Lombok) to Pototano harbor (pelabuhan) at Sumbawa Island. Because can not go to the church  I only pray in heart, give thanks to God and ask His guidance.

Sunday, July 5, 2015 - absent  to pray at church . I join on feast )=kenduri) at Golo Karot - Lembor - West Manggarai. My uncle, Mr. Rofinus Magut. His family prepare buffalo as  animal of offering to ancestry (leluhur). On afternoo we go back to Wela. I join on Mr. John's  motor cycle.

Sunday, July 12, 2015 - mass at Golowelu Church, West Manggarai.
The mass  lead by Priest Edy Jelahu Maigahoaku,Pr.  Father Edy,Pr explain about  parish management. "All component should be balance among parts," he explain.  Before mass I meet  Mr. Martinus Mero - the senior tribe (clan) of Nua at Satarara. Mr. Martinus and me one tribe but now not focus on one when have activity of death, wedding. Why separate? May be because the Nua people is so many now. "How about us that not respect to ancestry (leluhur) Panca  and Anca? How is our effort  to care to their burrial. We don't know too place of cemetery (pekuburan ) of them. Than I entrance of church. I see my senior when major seminary in last time. He is Mr. Frans Guntur. He is  from Kolang. Now he stay at Golowelu. He is government employees  (pegawai negeri)  now. After mass I meet Ms Marly.  We are  wander about (merantau)  to Jakarta. He holiday together her  brothers:  Ecan, Arson. They use  private car. There is Manggarai people that buy car  at Jakarta. They come to delivery that car. So they  free ride (menumpang) it.  I meet with my teacher when Primary. They are  Mr. Simon Batas, Mr. Yoseph Bensa. Than we go home. In afternoon we talk  at Mr. Beny's house. Mr. Robert and Mr. Philipus come. They go back from Nao, Kolang. They visit their family, grandmother and grandfather, Mr. Nico. We talk about Wela. My older brother, Mr. Tinus Ntalbot call me to from Mr. John's house to go to Mr. Beny's house. Than Mr. Robert and Mr. Philipus go back to their home. We only drink coffee (tea). Than I go back to  to Mr. John's  house.

Sunday, July 19, 2015 - mass at Cathedral - Jakarta.
Since last evening , Saturday, July 18, 2015 I'm at Cikarang, to visit Mr. Leo and family and at once (sekaligus)  delivery  Tanti  and   Filo to  Mr. Leo's  house. Tanti and Filo are  new comer of Manggaraian at Jakarta. They come to wander about (merantau) at once (sekaligus) looking for job. "Please  prepare yourself for  join on work competence so please empower yourself (berdayakan) to get  work and job. Please study computer," Mr. Leo said. In the afternoon  Mr. Nando and I go back to Jakarta. Wow... I forget  bring money. I ask Nando's money to pay transportation. He give me Rp 50.000. He pay  ticket bus from Cikarang until at Jakarta, Rp 13.000, holiday (Ied Mubarok)  price. We stop at Cawang. Than we use busway. I direct to go to Cathedral church. I mass there. Than I go back. I use busway to go to Rawasari, Cempaka Putih. I come to Mr. Feus - Mr. Festo's  rent of  house. Than we by the way.

Sunday, July 27, 2015 - mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah - Bekasi.
Today, join mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I come late. Wow.... I sit down beside left of Church. I see JPS students and their parents, just as Ica (Primary 5) and her parents and family. I join on second mass. Father Kesar,Pr  that lead mass.

Sunday, August 2, 2015. - mass  at Cathedral of Jakarta
Today  I want to visit my brother at Jakarta  and shooping Book at Obor publisher of Book. Originally (semula) I want to mass at Sint Albertus Harapan Indah but I'm so  slow on moving so late. I postpone to mass there so continue my journey to  Jakarta. I decide to join mass at Cathedral. On 09:00 am I start  from Vila Mutiara Gading (VMG) Bekasi. I drive motor cycle until at  Cakung Station. Than I  entrance to Station of Cakung to use  train. I stop at Juanda station. Than I on foot  to Cathedral Church. In near  Juanda station I see  women becomen  Ojek. Wow.... wonderful.  I entrance to Church. I meet Mr. Tony Tarang  and Mr. Ino. We by the way. "Your  classmate, Mr. Simeon Sofan Sofian here. He come together Mr. Rensi Mandi. They came  from labuan Bajo, West Manggarai. They join on meeting here. They stay at Amaris hotel at Ancol / Kota," Mr. Ino said. Than I entrance to the church. The time show 10:30 am. The mass start at 11:00 am. Today Father  Purbo,Pr lead mass. "Oftern we are only ask and ask to God, but only less to  give thank. If  we faith more than ask than give thank one moment our faith is  stubble (tersandung) than fall down. "Kita kerap datang ke Gereja hanay untuk minta supaya dikenyangkan, dipenuhi keinginan kita. Padahal menurut Injil, kita datang untuk mencari kehendak  dan pekerjaan Tuhan.  Apa yang menjadi kehendak Tuhan untuk kita?  Injil memproklamirkan: Inilah pekerjaan yang dikehendaki Tuhan, hendaklah kamu percaya kepada DIA yang telah diutus Allah. Kita datang ke Gereja untuk berekaristi. Namun pesean teringgi ekaristi adalah ungkapan syukur. Boleh meminta hanya jangan meminta melulu. Syukur harus disrtai  peduli dan gembiri," demikian Rm Purbo menjelaskan. This  is good message of mass. I feel that I get something  from here today. Thank you Father  Purbo, Pr. Father Purbo is clever.   I'm not  get chair because the people enough many. In front of me there is  child  girls  and her grand mother. They seem noisy. The child girl noisy while eat. "The parents should be teach the student to stop eat when mass. This  child girls not  discipline. She is disturb the other people that want to pray. I see the other people around distrub by their activity and moving. I try to focus to myself but fail. I'm  kooked (perpancing) to angry too.  My heart tumultuous (rusuh) too because this child girl and her sister make big noisy. Her sister runing, want to play but not  contral effectively  by their parents parent . The little child of girl go play far, make her mom worried (cemas) so looking for than take and pickaback (gendong). The little girld  dislike. She like play. So she  rebel (memberontak). The situation disorderly. May people disturb but her mom just as careless to the other people. He try to picaback her child. She try to calm. "Please come here," her  grandmother said. That child go down. Sit together her  sister. She  silent, stop crying. Wow.... she want beside her sister," I say in  my heart. Than we continue to pray.  Than  I exit the  church. I entrance the book shop  Cathedral Church. I only see the  book. No book or CD that I need sale  there. Than I go to Obor. I on foot from Cathedral to Obor publisher. For the  first I entrance to Obor.   I want to shooping  tool of learn of Religion tools: book  and  CD. I buy 14 CD  with  cost Rp 205.000.  I'm tired. Than I go back. I use busway. I on foot to Budi  Oetomo  shelter busway. There I see  GOJEK. After wait long, I  get busway. I entrance. I transit at  Matraman. Than I  on foot  to Mr. Feus - Mr. Rony's rent of  house. I lunch at 15:00. I eat at Tegal stall (warung). I eat  rice, spinach (bayam), pariah (pria / pare) and fried  tempeh.  I pay Rp 8.000. Than I go to Festo's  and Rony's  rent  house. I meet  Joseph. The  other is going  out (Festo, Rony, Nelty). "Nelty is  entrance to hostel (asrama), Mr. Rony go to Meruya," Joseph said. In afternoon I go Mr. nando's  house at Jl. Mardani. I call  him. "Sorry  brother, I'm still at  toll. What  can I help you?"  he ask. I want to meet you but  because you are still on the way, I only put the envelope beside  under the door to your  room," I say to him. I want to back hir money that I borrow in  last Sunday, July 19, 2015. Than I on foot to Ktamat Station. I want to  buy MBK powder too. I find it at near Kramat Station. I buy 4 packet with total price Rp 6.000. Than I entrance to station of Kramat. I wait  trian. The train come. Than I entrance. We transit at  Jatinegara. When train come,, I entrance to train. I stop at Cakung. Than I use motor cycle to home. In home I take a rest.


Sunday, August 9, 2015. - mass  at Saint Harapan Indah - Bekasi.
I join on mass at Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I join on afternoon  mass. The  Father  Kesharyanto,Pr that lead the  mass. He talk about Jesus Christ as life  bread. The process  God  become man is: from word than become men than become  bread of  life. How  our  process to  worship life  of  bread. Are  we  come  on time to mass? How  often we come to worship God on  eucharist?
 In mass I see   Valen (Primary 5), Bintang (P6) dan his  sister (JHS), Kristo (P4), Maria (JHS students) and Mr. Nico (teacher).
After mass  I meet  father Kesaryanto,Pr. "Father I need your  help to lead the mass at JPS on next September 2015," I ask. "Please submit  your school  mass of mass. Your Principal already  promise it at 2 weeks ago, in order to we can set  the  time for it," he says. Than  I meet Mr. Geby - the church of  koster - . Had you  taken the equipmewnt of  mass  that I borrow on Thursday, August 6, 2015? I already put at security post," I say. "Okay, I already take but  please back it  on time, ton that day,  because the parish need  it," he said. "Okay, sorry. I late back it. During 4 days I save it at school.  Than I go back to home. I layover (singgah) at Pertamina at Kampung Bogor, Bekasi. I take money Rp 500.000  to pay leasing  house. After lunch I submit  it to Mrs Vincent. I come to their  home. I promise to take decision (keoutusan) to continue the leasing (kontrak) or no on this  month," I say. Than I  go back to take  a rest.


Sunday, August 16, 2015.
Today I have  plan to go to Cipayung - Ceger, East Jakarta.  What for go to there? I go to there to continue the check up of health. This  activity celebrate by team doctor  of Indonesia University - Cipto Mangunkusumo Hospital (RSCM) that make research  health for Flores people. Some teachers of JPS who  from Flores  already contact to go to there. We are four (4) persons: Mr. Ben Ayung (Primary Principal), Mr. Bento (Vice Principal), Mr. Fredy (English teacher) and I. We go to there use  JPS  car. We are gathering at school than go to there. Mr. Eko - JPS  driver -  drive  car  for us. We  start at 06:40 am. We by pass Harapan Indah, Kanal Banjir Timur (KBT), Toll Bintara, Toll JORR. We exit at Ceger. We turn to left. We entrance to Cipayung. Our destination is  Jln. Masjid IV nomor 32, RT 008, RW  06, Cipayung, Jakarta Timur. We by pass Jl. Bina  Marga. We  find  HKBP Churcg of  Taman Mini. Mr. Ben Ayung  contact Mrs. Nona as coordinator Flores  people.  We are  search of  the addres. Finally  we  find  it. Docter  Fariz  and  team. Mrs. Sari  accept us. The activity at  her house. In Cipayung enough much Flores people, especially  Maumere  and  Larantuka  people. The check up start.  We check up the blood  pressure and check the   blood  fast  and  after  fast  to  know the  diabetes, uric acid, cholesterol. For  me, my blood pressure is  high is 149. Wow...... "This  is  not  good for long  time," doctor Rizky  said. I meet  with my former  friend of office  of Optima, Mr. Siprianus Hurint. We by the way. I need  time to remember him. He still know  my name. I forget his name. Lucky can remember when he  registration. We talk about Optima. Mr. Sipri already move to Penabur Depok. In last time he taught at Penabur  Bintaro. Mr. Ferdy Hasiman call me. "Please  write about Manggarai culture on my website," he  said. "Okay." I say.  After check up we are  lunch. Ms  Sari and  family  prepare thr  food  for  lunch. It  is  red  rice,  fried fish, fish sauce (ikan kuah), condiment (sambal) mix  basil  leave (daun kemangi). The  good  food. I only take enough food. We permission after lunch.  When go  back  we  get souvenir is  bag  from docter. In last week we  get  watch. "thank you doktor Hendra, we say. Than we go to the  car. "Mr. Eko, please delivery me  Saint carolus hospital, Salemba, Central Jakarta. I want  to  entrance of work," Ms Nona  said. "Sorry,  we can not  do it, because I'm harry up to the  other activity at  Bekasi," Mr. Eko said. "Okay, where  do you like that near Saint  Carolus Hospital,"  Mrs. Nona  ask. May be  at UKI  or Jatinegara," Mr. Eko said. "Okay," Mrs  Nona  said. Mrs Nona  give tips to Mr. Eko for  his kindness to delivery  us. We by pass  Cipayung than - Taman Mini than entrance to toll JORR. We  exit at Jatinegara toll. Mrs Nona  stop there. WE CONTINUE  OUR  JOURNEY  to  Bekasi. We by pass Jl. Raya Bekasi, Jl. I Gusti Ngurah Rai, Penggilingan, Wali Kota Jakarta Timur - Pulo Gebang - Ujung Menteng. Harapan Indah - JPS. Mr. Fredy stop at  shelter Pulo Gebang. He  go to Cakung - Cilincing. I entrance  to JPS  teacher room. Than I  write on blog  and  email. I  give  information to the Wela people  this activity. On afternoon I go to the  church. I'am eating  first than go to the  church. I join on mass at afertnoon. The mass  start at 17:30 am. I'm late. I arrive  when the  first  reading (17:45). Father Kesharyanto,Pr than lead  mass  today.  I meet  students of  JPS: Kristo (Primary 4) and his  parents, Gaby (P4) and his  parents. Gaby come and  shake  hand to me.  I see  SHS  students  and  her  mom. I see Mr. Ben Ayung  and his child of  girl. Than I go back to home. When I arrive  Mr. Anto and Mr. .......(leader of  alley (gang) blok B  invite me to  supper together  to celebrate (meyakan)  Indonesia Libeartion of 70.  The mothers of  block B service me. The menu is egg,  potato, rice and  crackers  melinjo (kerupuk melinjo).  After supper, I'm  entrance  to  home. Than Mr. Rony call me. "Ms Nelty entrance to hospital of Saint Carolus. She sick of appendix. Need  money Rp 6 millions to advance (uang muka) tah may be operation tomorrow. Please  help to  fill the  credit  form on CUWM. I credit money Rp 8 millions. Please make  now in order to can  liquid (cair) tomorrow. I will contact the  other caretaker of CUWM. "Okay  do the  best. May be our sister quick recover," I say. Than I go to school to  fill it  than  up load  it  to internet at milis. On that  time the other  caretaker (pengurus)  respons, especially, Ms Susi as   trasurer. "Wow... this  is temptation to me. I less money. I need money to pay rent  house  and  pay school fee and  now, our sister  sick and need  many money to surgery. Lord, please the good  way  for  us. On 22:00 I go back to home.   I take a rest. Today I get attack  of  cold (pilek). I forget to get  medicine to doctor when at Cipayung. Than I',  rest.


Sunday, August 23, 2015.
I get up on 06:00 am. I cook leave of            as medicine of  hypertension.  Than I cook vegetable. I  breakfast. I plan to join on second  mass (08:30). Than go to the church. Wow...late. I parking motor cycle when the mass  sing  the opening  song. I clean my hand  first. Than I entrance to the church. I go to attic (loft = loteng). Father Yulius Kesyar, Pr  that  lead  mass. I'm sleepy when mass. I can remember the  holy bible  reading. When  fisish it I looking for paper of reading of mass. I read again. The reading take  from book of .... (Josua  gathering his  tribe to ask to worship God), the  second reading  relation of  Christ and church (Christ as male  and  Church as  female). The Gospel about the Word of Jesus  that  hard so many peoples can not  survive  so  retreat. "How  about  you? Jesus ask to his  disciple. "Lord, to who we go, your  word is the  word  that eternal life,"
In the  mass  I see  JPS  students  and the parents, e. Fini and her mom, Carol and her parents, Jeanissa (P2) and  her  brother and her  parents, SHS  students and  her parents, JHS  students (Lidya) and  her brother  and her parents.  Than I go to school. I write  on the blog include  this  daily experience. Mr. Bento  come.


Sunday, August 30, 2015.

I get up late at 06:15 am. I  cook vegetable than breakfast. I read the note about my ancestry (leluhur). I find the  data  that I wrote in the last  time.  I go to the Saint Albertus  Church. I'm  come  late.  Today there are 2 priest that lead prayer. May be one guest priest. Father Pram,Pr  that lead mass and  bring homily. I see   some  JPS' students  and  their  parent. I see  Mr. Simbolon,  Carol's  father. Their  environment that  official of  "Tatib". I see  Kenzo, Raja  and  their  family. That I know  Kenzo and Raja Moselem (Islam) but  why they come to  church.  Than I  hurry up to go to parking area. I no bring  donation and  pay parking at  church  today. ThanI  drive motor cycle. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I entrust (menitipkan) motor cycle  there. Than i buy puse Rp 10.000  with  cost Rp 11.500. I use  car 25  to Kranji. I pay Rp 4.000. I entrance  train to Bekasi. I hope I get  chair. Evidently full. I only sit down for moment taht stand up. The  train start  at 11:00 am. The passengers  so many. In the trian I see many  women and their  childen to go to Jakarta. Seldom their  children whine (merengek) ask  drink ecause  thirsty  or  seldom because   crowded (sesak).  I  transit at   Manggarai station. Than continue to Tanah Abang. I exit there. I looking for car 31 to Meruya. "It  is  parking at Blok E," the  trader says. Wow.... hot, thirsty. I buy  Teh Pucuk Rp 5.000. I drink with  ice. I buy  jersey's shoes(kaus sepatu). It  is enough cheap to me Rp 10.000 / 3  pairs (pasang). I arrive at  at Blok E. Than I find  car  30. I entrance. We by pass  Tanah Abang - Jl. KS Tubun - Slipi  - Rumah Sakit PELNI  - Slipi  Bundaran - Palmerah  - Kompas - Jakarta Post - Rawa Belong -  Kebun Jeruk - Kompleks perumahan DPR - Srengseng - Meruya . I pay Rp 6.000. Than move to  car B 10 (Red). I pay Rp  4.000 to  Kavling DKI, Alfa mart, near Church Maria Kusuma Karmel (MKK) . Jl. Kusuma No. 1 Kav. DKI (Meruya Selatan), Jakarta Barat, Jakarta, Indonesia. I try to contact Mr. hendrik Aron. He want to  shuttle (jemput)  me. Because   busy Mr. George shuttle me. I arrive ther. Today we wamt to pray for Father  Bone kaso that  already pass away 3 day ago. There are many peoples there. There are  Bp Tino and Mm Tino's  friend  and  Manggarai  people too. We pray. Mr. Alex  lead the  pray. The pray may be 45 minutes. Than  lunch. Bo - mm Tin have a good relation with neighbour. The neighbour   permission their home to put the table  for take the food. We  lunch  while  talking. We go back at 15:00  pm. Mr. Festo willing to   hitchhike (membonceng) me although without  helmet. We by pass Meruya,  Joglo - Graha Pena -  Kompas  - Slipi  - Karet - Manggarai - Matraman - Pramuka - Rawasari - I visit  Rony that sick because   accident  when touch with motor cycle with  car  on  last Saturday, August 29, 2015. His muscle (otot) of  calf (betis)  sick. I help to  put  conterpain to his calf (betis). Than I go back. Wow... my  handphone of  mobile is  forget. I go back. "Often  forgetm: Mr. Rino says. "Oh... yes, in last July I forget  note book here," I say.  i use car o4 to  Kramat  station. I use  train.  The  train come. I  entrance. I'm sleeping  for  moment.  I transit at  Jatinegara. Than I wait  train to  Kranji. The train come. The passenger  not  so  full just as  in last  morning. There is  couple  that show love each others. The boy clean the  face of  women. The women  close of   eyes. Very romantic. I stop at   Kranji. I  use  car 07  to Serija. I pay Rp 4.000. I arrive at 18:20  at   Pondok Ungu. I take my motor cycle. I pay  cost of parking Rp 3.000.   Than I back to VMG. I'm supper  than  take a bath. Than I go to school to do the lesson plan as prepare presentation for principal supervision. I see on my computer  and  on my email  about the  file  but none. I do it with manual. I use time about 2 hours. Im successs. I save  it  on  file  and  email. I hope in  next time no proble  with  it  ecause already  save on    email. Than I go back to home.  Than I sleep. I get  disturb of sleep , often get up to go to  toilet.


Sunday, September 6, 2015.

I have plan to go to  Stella Maris  church at North Jakarta  to join on Ervy - Wily's  wedding. I have challenge (tantangan) to finish some  job today especially  question paper of  mid semester. So I go to the school. In the morning I have plan to join on first mass   at Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah but cancel. I decide to go to school to finish make Religion of question paper of mid semester test.  I 'm not  focus. So I extravagant (boros) of time. Orriginally (semula) I only plan only 2 hours  evidently until 4 hours. So I stop at 11.00 am.  But I succes  to  finsih  it. I'm  proud  for  my  struggle. Than I go back to home. I buy side dishes (lauk pauk) at  kiosk of  wood at Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor. Than I buy  fresh vegetables. Than I cook it than  breakfast  and  lunch.  I'm confuse for join the wedding party because  late. "No need  to join because late," I say in my heart. I call  my brother, Rony. "We are at toll  now to go to  Pluit . Where are you now?" he ask. "I'm still  at  Bekasi. I will  use  train," Ianswer. My spirit  rise up again. Imagine on my brain that I'm so late to arrive there. I'm not  discipline.  Finally I decide to go there. I drive motor cycle. I only search at internet about the address  of  Church   of  Stella Maris. It  is lies at Jl. Taman Pluit Permai no. 17, Pluit, North Jakarta. I have  think to use ojek / taksi / go jek to reach the place. So many alternative that  appear in my brain. I decide to save motor cycle to Cakung  than use  train to Kota station. I arrive  at Cakung station.  I wait  for moment. The train  come. The train still have  many  chair. I sit  down. The time show 12:25. "Wow... I'm  late. I take a rest at train. Than I call  Rony to ask the place of  wedding blessing ( pemberkatan  nikah). "We already at Pluit of Stella Maris  church," Rony says. Where the famous  place near there?" I ask. It  is near Waduk  (Reservoir)  Pluit. Please stop at Penjariangan at Atmajaya Hospital of shelter than  use  red  car  from there  to Pluit. That  car until at Stella Maris church," Rony says. Okay. I my imagine I use the much money for transportation. May be  more than Rp. 100.000.  The train arrive at Kota Station.  I exit. I see  so  may people at Kota Station. Kota station is the end  destination. It  is  the  end station. Allpassenger   exit there  or  start  from there. I exit station without  change  card train in locket because so long because so many people there. I exit. I'm thirsty (house). I buy water melon (semangka).  Iask people there about  car to  Pluit. It  is  car number 2. "I'm very  hate the people that ask to me but not  entrance the  car that I say," he says. The people seem male but I  doubt may be female. I try to be positive to him / her. Than Iask the other people. "Please   use  car number 2 but please  cross away / road to  get  it," he said. Thank you," I say. I cross  the  road at Kota. Than I see someone that I think ojek but seldom I think may be not. Than he coem to me. "Do you want to use  Ojek? " he ask. "Yes, I will  go to  Pluit at Stela Maris Church, do you it place. It is near  Waduk Pluit," I ask. "Okay, we try to search the place. I use  Ojek.  We by pass Kota - Penjaringan - Sanno Hotel - Waduk Pluit - Stella Maris Church. I ask to people there. "Yes  this  is Stella Maris  church. The wedding at  second floor," they  say. I pay Rp 20.000  to  ojek driver. "Thank you very  much  for your  help," I say.  Than I  clean my  face. I entrance to the chapel (kapel). Wow... the mass  had  finish /  dismissal. I   meet  with some  brothers, e.g. Mr. Alex, Mr. Robert. " Sorry, I'm late. I start  late  from Bekasi," I say. Than I entrance to the Chapel. I shake  hand with the other  brothers, our  family: Mr. Yan jana, Mr. Lipus, Mr. Rio, Mr. Rony, Mr. Edu  and his  special girl,  Mr. Feus, Mr.Joseph, Mr. Agus, Tanti, Filo, Mr. leo, Ms Fifi, Atik. I photo together bridges, Mr. Wily and  Ervy, together  Tanti and  Filo. "Sorry, I'm late," I say.  The photographer take  picture for us, include mr. Edy Danggur. Than we exit  from chapel. We eat  bread and water.  The chapel is good. Beside the chapel there is Stella Maris  church. It  is  so  nice. "I'm not  entrance to there,"  Mr. Alex  says. I join in Mr. Alex' car. Than we go to  Kota  Tua at West Jakarta, place  of  wedding  reception. In car  we  talk.   This is Dadap. In Muara Baru there are Manggarai groups: Compang Cama  and  Gendang Manggarai. Both race (berlomba)  and compete (bersaing)  to make  event. Seldom they are  not talking one another, just as hostile (bermusuhan)," Atik says. Than we arrive at Kota Tua. Mr. leo, Mr. Alex, Mr. Marsel parking the cars at Rukan of  bulding. Evidently there is car to  loading the people to delivery the pass away people. The official help to parking the car on  complex  parking area. Mr. Alex only stop there because must go back because hurry up to  delivery his  wife  to airport. "Ms Susy want to go to Seul, South Korean  today," he  said. "Okay, give  warm greeting to your  families. Thank you for your  help," I say.  Than we entrance to reception place. Wow.... there is peopel that pass away, so we should be respect. "We can eat if  bodies (jenasah) already  by pass, because there is  people that pass away near here, our neighbor," official says.  We by the way. Beside us there is Gion. Wow... you are Bibi's   son," I say  while  shake  hand. Gion is  our neighbor and  family. He  is  from Ntalung Pada, place and village  near our  village, Wela. We still  family connection.  We talk. The reception place so natural, simple. "This is the good  wedding, only simple," I say in hear talk about impression  about this wedding.  Than we are  lunch although the bodies not pass  yet  because the time already show at 15:30  pm. We eat chicken, soup, meat bolt (bakso). I take sauce / condiment  (sambal)  so many. I almost choke (tersedak) because spicy (pedas). The  people that delivery bodies by pass. We still eat. "Ya,illaha illah, Ya,illaha illah,Ya,illaha illah, " they  mention as  pray to delivery the people that already pass away.  We talk with  Lewat  people  and Manggarai peoples the others. We  introduce with Lusia. She  is   special friend of  Anton Adiman, our  brother  that  stay at Malang, East Java. "Oh... yes, Ms Paula  often mention your  name," I say. Than  we  permission may be on  16:00. Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Tanti and Filo too. They use  car  while I on foot. I talk with Lembor people. He  is  from  Lendo, Wae  Wako - Lembor. On way, I meet with our sister, Ms Nelty. She just come.  Mr. Joseph come to pick up her to Kota shelter.  She  recent recoverd of  surgery of appendix. " I try to work of injection not  yet  can do the heavy  work," she says. She  work at Melania, Mataman. Than I  go to the Kota Station. I see the  old bulding there. It   is heritage (warisan) of Nedrlands goverment. I success reach the Kota station. When I arrive ther so may peoples there. It  is  crowded. I want to ask place to buy ticket to Bekasi. The time show 16:30 pm. I decide to buy until at Juanda station. Why I want to join on mass at Cathedral church first because today I'm not join on mass. I queue (antre) almost 1 hours. The line of people just as snake. So may peoples. I ask people that not  discipline. "Please queue. Go to back," I say. They follow it. I see some  girls than  team work. They  check (menitipkan)  card and money to buy ticket. They success do it so effective. For the  first I have  experience that so long queue at Kota station. In last time I ever entrance Kota station but the management nor tidy just as this. Already the management already change but the  crowded still available too.  Finally I success to buy new ticket. Than I entrance to station to entrance   train  with Bekasi destination. On train i meet  with Ms Adit, my  teacher  friend  at JPS. She  is join with her  families.  They choose the other carriage (gerbong). I sit down. I see just as my former  friend at Optima company, Ms Tio. Evidently not. I move carriage (gerbong). I stop at Juanda station. I go to the Cathedral church. I want  join on mass. Wow...I'm so late. Lucky I alredy  print the reading so I  can reading it at  train. I arrive at church when offering / intersessions (doa umat). I see  a family  brimg the  helper  to carry their daughter. When they want ask her to carry by them she rejects. She safe with the  helper. "Ayo mbak, mari masuk," she invite the helper to go the church to accompany her to get blessing  when communion. The helper is moslem (Isalam) while she Catholic. Although it this child of gilr ask the helper to entrance the  church. Finally the  helper  follow. The Moslem people entrance to Catholic  church. I'm not  accept communion because  late.  Than I  go to Juanda station to continue my journey to Bekasi. I wait may be 30 minutes. In train I call my families, Mr. John at Wela,  Sr. Sophy at Sintang. We talk about our  families, include Ervy's wedding  today. We talk about Hila  that get difficult to pay school fee  for  his  children. Wow.... sorry, I can not  help too." I say/ God  help  us," I say in my heart.  I stop at Cakung station. Than I take motor cycle. I go to Vila Mutiara Gading, my contract  house. I buy  banana in intersection of  Danau Tobet. I pay Rp  8.000 for  one bunch / comb  (sisir) .  Than i take a bath, cook rice, eta vegetable that left last morning. Than I go to school to do task of lectureof "Practice Pholosophy (Filsafat Praktis), lucky I forget  bring syllabus. Wow. I try to read the book and try to make that I can do.  I can my brother mr. Beny and eldest sister, Ms Yustina at Lembor. We share  news , include   dreams.  Than on 22:30 I go back than I'm  rest  after   wash my  face.


Sunday, September 13, 2015.
I get up late. Than I try tocook  food but  the rice is runs out (habis). I  cook vegetable. I still have left over (sisa)   rice in last  night. I  cook vegetable, warm the fish and  vegetable that leftover (sisa) of  last  night. Than I  see my motor cycle so dirty. Although lazy  may be  because hypertension (hipertensi), I'm  try to clean my motor cycle. I wash it after  wash the dress. I clean the floor too. Than I 'm  brealfast than  go to the kiosk at  Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor to pay  rice and  vegetable. I shooping money Rp 40.000  for 5 kgs  rice  than Rp 5.000  for  vegatbles. Than I cook it  while call Mr. Beny  in Wela  and Mr. Largus  in Karot - Lembor. "I'm busy to handle / manage distribution  water  to  paddy field (sawah).  The Golo Karot  and Heak people  believe to me to handle it. I try to distribute the water nicely so get benefit to all people." he  share  his  experience. "The  people  believe to him," I say  about Mr. Largus my law (ipar).  Than I cook the food. Than I go to JPS to do the task of  lecture, Hannah Arent. I do it start at 15:00  pm. Than on 17:00 I go the  Saint Albertus  Church. I arrive  before the mass. I'm happy. I go to the toilet.  Than I entrance the  church. I meet  with  JPS  teacher: Mr. Felix  with  his  wife  and children,  and JPS' student: Hanzel,  Hulbert  and  their  father, Mary - Monic - Joseph and  their  parents, Theresia Avila (P4). I meet Mr. ....... Mogo  former JPS teacher . In last time he taught Cathlolic Religion  of senior at JPS but  now  work at company. The mass  lead  by Father Antonius Wahy Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus  HI. Than I go back to home. 


Sunday, September 20 , 2015

Today I have plan to join on afternoon mass. I come from  JPS. I start  from JPS at 17:10pm. Lucky not  late arrive there. The mass  lead  by Father Antonius Wahyu Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus  HI. I see  JPS  students and parents, just as Kedrik - his  brother  and  his parents, Ica, her sister  and  her parents, Bintang and  is  father. I see friends , just as Ms Cathrine, Ms Eileen,  dan Saint Jakobus  teachers, e.g. Ms Christine, Ms Anita. The others is the Catholic  people.
Than I go back. I buy banana  at  intersection / RM Danau Tobet than go on to Kampung Bogor. I come to Pertamina  of ATM to pay insurance for Mr. Safer and myself. Than I go home. Than I back to school. I buy  soffee  for secusrity Rp 5.000 (4 sachet). Than I write  daily experience.

 Saturday, September 26 , 2015
Today I join on Saint Klaus festivity that celebrate by Saint  Klaus alumni ' IKLAS" at Jakarta. The mass  at Saint Antonius School, Matraman, East Jakarta. I start  from Bekasi at 14:30pm. I arrive  there almost 16:00 pm. I meet  some alumni, include  brother Ovan, SX. Fr. Ovan  from  Golowelu. We help to arrange the  chair. The mass  lead  by our classmate  Father Leonard  Paskalis Nojo, OFM Cap.  Mr. Idem delivery and  pick up him. When mass only few alumni that join but when  supper  and  free activity (dance) many people that  come. Wow...may be  this  show the Manggarai people that only priority  like dance than mass / discuss. The  dance  stop at 12:00  pm. Than we  go back. I join with Mr. Tony to his place to Grogol. I join on his mootor cycle without  use jacket. We by pass Matraman, Senen - Tugu Tani - Gambir - Jl. Medan Merdeka -  Jl. Majapahit - Jl. Su....../ RS Tarakan - Tomang. Than we arrive at home at across (di seberang) of  Taman Anggrk Mall / Podomoro City. Than we sleep. Thank you Lord, thank you Mr. Tony. Than we sleep.



 Sunday, Oktober 4, 2015
I get up may be at 05:30am. I take a bath. I wll  go to school  to  correct  the  students of  mid semester test.  I wrte on my blog too while  read  news and  Face Book.  I star to correct the test on 12:00 pm. I can do it although I multi task . Finally I finish. I proud to my commitment.  Than I go home. I'm buy vegetable  and  vegetable  fish at Padang Restoran. I pay Rp 6.000. I mix it  with rice. Than I prapre to chucrch of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah to mass. I  late, when Glory song when arrive  there. Today  the mass  lead by  Father Antonius Wahyu Agung Pramono, Pr, pastor colleague (pastor rekan) at Saint Albertus  HI. I see  formel JPS  student, Prisca. I see  Ms Monik (JPS teacher of mandarin). I see some  teacher of Saint  James (St. Yakobus) Kelapa Gading. Than I go  back. I go to  school to  write  daily experience on blog  and do my task of lecture.


Sunday, Oktober 11, 2015
 I get up may be at 05:00am. I  read the book of philosophy. I'm  still  sleepy and tired.  I decide to sleep again. I get up at 09:00 am. Than I go to school. In Rawa Buaya I meet Catholic people from Ende. I see a mother that already widowhood (menjanda)  and her children. I stop my motor cycle. I offer for some to join with me to Patung Kuda region. In gate of Aralia I slow my motor cycle to get good power on climbing place. I feel my motor cycle just as move. I'm not comfort. In Patung Kuda I stop. I wait that mother. Evidently the girl that join together me already stop at gate of Aralia. Wow... now information. Than I continue to JPS. There I  read news and  FB. I find  myth Manggarai about Rana Mese from Mr. Gaby Mahal.  Than I prepare to  church. I arrive  late when the open song. The mass  lead by Father Kesyaryanto,Pr. In mass I see Mr. Nico and his couple. I see JPS SHS. Than I meet father Father Kesyaryanto,Pr to say about JPS mass for tomorrow, October 12, 2015. Than I meet Mr. Gaby, parish koster. He seem tired but still can help me about mass equipment (dress, chalice, cyborium, paten, nutmeg). Than I go to school to delivery it. I write daily expereince than check the auditorium th me t.  to mass. Mr. Eko and Mr. Ajis still set the  sound system. Than I go back to home.



 Monday, October 25, 2015
Today, I  handle my property at home. I use long time to set it.  My  rent  house  recent renovation since Wednesday,  October 14 - Friday, October 16, 2015. During 3 days renovation. It is  make  condition is  dirty on my bag  and  cardboard, place I save the  dress  and book.  I'm  loading  the bag  and  cardboard (kardus). Wow...so many dirty (dush (debu)   and  debris (puing)of  building.  I loading this  until evening. I take time to go tothe Church at Saint Albertus. Father Yustinus Kesharyanto,Pt  who lead  mass. In church I see  JPS  student  and her parents. She  is Caelin, Primary 6 student. Than I go back. I join on Rosary prayer  at  Mr. Martin's  house at VMG Blok E 4/ 14. I on foot to there. Than we eat  tofu mix  meatbolt. It  is good. When go home  I set the  carboard again. I finish it on 12:30 pm. Wow.... I'm so tired. Need  long time  to do it. I do it until  Sunday, October 18, 2015. So long  because many things I handle. I wash my dress too, clean shoes. I take the decision to  discard (membuang) the old  shoes that already broken. I need  long time to  take decision. I have  habit so very  saving (hemat) until appear so poor.



Sunday, October 25, 2015.
I go tp Jakarta to meet my classmate  of senir High School, sister Ludgardis,PRR (Evy Jemamun).  I go to  there on 11:30 am. I  went to there  use   motor cycle  than use busway. I  check (commend or board out = menitipkan ) my botor sycle at Pondok Ungu, near Harapan Indah gate. Than I try  to probe (plow = menjajaki) new way is use busway transjakarta in MetLand - Menteng, East jakarta. I must on foot. It  is  hot  and  dusty (berdebu). Wow...if there are people that see me on this condition certainly I'm shame (shy). I arrive  at Metland Menteng  but I don't see  the shelter office . "certainly this area service by  Transjabodetabek. Transjabodetabek and Transjakarta diffrence  the price. Transjakarta more expensive that Transjabodetabek. : Wow.... this  is  make me suffer (menderita). Than I walk to one shelter again. I arrive at shelter  that near  Grans Cakung. I entrance the shelter. Evidently, the shelter staff at second floor, not just the  first the floor  just as at  shelter at Jakarta. Wow.... I'm less experience. Less  experience soI'm seem  suffer. Than I entrance. I pay Rp 3.500 for ticket. I want to Jakarta to meet  my classmate  and  bothers. I wait the busway. The busway come. I entrance. I get the chair. I stop at  Pulo Gadung. Than transit. I direct  get  bus to  Cempaka Mas. Than  I stop at Cempaka Mas. I transit there. I wait  Transjkarta  from Tanjung Priuk. I want to Pramuka street. I 'm not focus so  leave the  bus.  Than I wait the other  bus. When the bua come,I entrance.Than I transit at shelter of BPKP Prambuka . I stop at Genjing  shelter. Than I buy apple Rp 40.000 at Genjing. Than I go to monastery of PRR Utan kayu. I stop for moment t drik and  dry my persperation. Than I  caal Sr. Ludgarduis, PRR (Evy jemamun).  There is their  candidate of sister accept me. Than I sit down. Sr. Ludgardis come. We shake hand and by the  way.  We share about aour almamater, Saint Klaus - Kuwu - Cumbi - Ruteng. Sr. Lusgardis, PRR  work at  Merauke, Papua  now. She share her expereince when work there.  Than I go back. I go to Mr. Rony - Mr. Festo's  rent  house at  Rawasari. Pramuka. Than we by the way. I meet  with Mr. Festo , Mr. Joseph, Mr. Rio, Mr. Ino, and Mr. To. Mr. To is  new  comer of Wela  at Jakarta. He  finish his JHS at Golowelu. Than I join with Mr. Festo to Matraman Church. In church we see  the bible on each bench (bangku). Wow...this  is new  expereince at  Matraman Parish. In last time, not  yet. May be  Saint Joseph Matraman want  the Catholic  people diligent  read the bible.  The mass  lead  by  Father  Kornel. He speech during  30 minutes. The mass almost 1.5 hours. When mass  finish I direct to shelter. I want to back to Bekasi. I by pass  Senn. I use  Scania  busway - new  car of  Transjakarta -. I transit at Senen. Than wait  busway to  Oylo Gadung. I get the old busway.  I stop at  Pulo Gadung. I exit. I  shooper  underwear. I pay Rp[ 20.000. Thn I ask to use  buway bu I cancel but  stop at Ujung menteng. Than I entrance   car  20. I pay rp 5.000. Than I  stop at Harapan Indah  gate.  Than I use  motor cycle  to hpme. The journey is smooth. I arrive at home at  22:00 pm. Than I  tidy the  kitchen and  sleep  room than rest.




Sunday, November 1 , 2015.

I join mass  at  Harapan Indah  Church. The mass  lead  by  Father Joan, OFM  Cap -  from  Medan. He  has task at  Australia. He song the  Batak song at the  church: Alusia
Than I go to Cikarang to kojng  family meeting  to discuss Mr. Nando's   wedding  at Bandung  on December 26, 2015. I go to there after  breakfast. I put  motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I use  public  car. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I try to contact my brother Mr. Rony. "I will  join with Mr. Alex in their  car,"  he said. I see the police  check the car at near  Kranji  station. So many   motor cycle that  stop. The situation very hot.
Than I entrance to  bus to Cikarang. The condition so hot. I  contact Mr. Marsel in order to can  pick up me in Tegal Gede.  The  traveling at toll  road is smooth. I exit at Cikarang gate. Than use  little  car /anngkot. Istop at Tegal Gede. I buy papaya as  souvenir. Evidently Mr. Beny - our  nephew (keponakan)  from  Suka  come to pick up me.  I arrive at  Mr. Leo's  house  on 13:00 pm. After  some  brother arrive  we  discuss. In afternoon, after supper, Mr. Marsel pick up us  use Mr. Leo's  car. Mr. Ferdy and I on  car. Mr. Marsel   delivery us  to  tool gate of  Cikarang Utama. Lucky still  get  car to  Bekasi. Mr. Ferdy   use  car to UKI. I wait so  long. We negotiate the prive of ticket. The "marketer (calo)  ask IDR 13.000 . Finally Rp 10.000. The passaenger  increase. The bus  start. I stop at  MM  Bekasi. Than move to the other car. I stop at  Pondok Ungu. I pay Rp 5.000. Than i take  motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. I arrive at 20:30 am at home in  Bekasi.  Than I take a bath than sleep.

Saturday, November 7, 2015 - join mass  at Kemayoran - JI Expo -  Mgr. Ignatius Soeharyo,Pr who lead  mass. This  is  great  Mass. Some  Bishop  join, include  Ruteng's  Bishop, Mgr. Hubert Leteng,Pr.


Sunday, Novemver 15, 2015 - I join mass  at  St. Albertus  Harapan Indah. Father.....<pr  who lead mass. I'm late  when Gloria  song. Than I go back. I go to school to  write the  test  question paper. Only Primary 4 that I finish  while  my target is  2  class, P 4  and P 5. I'm  so slow  and  not  focus/ discipline.

Sunday, Novemver 22, 2015
I join on first mass at Saint Albert harapan Indah. Father Pramono ....,Pr  lead mass. I late when introduction song I entrance.  He talk about Jesus Christ as Universe King. "The predicate king  from  Old Testament  predicat" Elshadday= Almighty God = Allah Maha Besar. Wow... thank  father  Pram.

Than In afternoon at 14:20 I go to Harmony   Cluster Area (kompels perumahan)   to  celebrate Lery's  birthday. On 17:00 I go back to home to do the Religion task. Althought boring I try to do it.  I success   make resume Primary 3 and 4 although not  complete. I sleep at 23:30 am. Before it I go to  computer rental to write  the  dream in order to not  forget. I write the Manggarai  song too.



Sunday, November 29, 2015
I get up early. I have plan to join the  first  mass  on 06:00 at  Saint Albert Harapan Indah Bekasi.  I get up on 03:45. I get up early becuse in last night I fast to sleep. Than I work use  computer / laptop than I  breakfast. Than I start to  church. The little  rain come. I late  when arrive there. I entrance  when  light the  circle "koronka" advent. I'm late. I get envelope  from commitee  of  saint Clara  parish. They come to Saint Albert Harapan Indah to raise funds (galang dana) forbuild the church. The church building already  get  permission from government  of Bekasi gegency to builld it. After 17 years they wait the  permission from government from Bekasi regency to build  it. On July 2015 they already  got the  permission. So they  have plan to build it. During some years they  mass at  chappelin Ruko at ........... I 'm not bring  little money. I only bring IDR 50.000 but only one paper, while I'm not  fill the fuel. I don't  give donation. The Catholic people  from Saint Clara accept the choir. The  Priest  from there lead mass. On the  end mass  he sing of  song. This is  trick to open the heart of  Harapan Indah Catholic people  in order to willing to  support / bring donation. They make book mark that available their  bill  account. Than I go bak, fill gazoline at near Transera. I go to Transera. I find way to  way / road to konnect to Jl. Boulevard. The developer already   open the access it.

Sunday, December 6, 2015. - the big rain in afternoon. - Bekasi flood.

I plan to go to the church on 05:30 am to join on first  mass. But cancel because I get  up late on 06:00 am. So I join on  second  mass. I arrive late there, when "Lord have Mercy".  Father Kesar,Pr who lead the mass. 
In mass I see parents of JPS students. They are Nikita's parent and Carol's parent. Carol with her father (Mr. Simbolon) and her mom (Ms Dameria Lusia Sitinjak). Than I go back. I by pass JPS. In near JPS I see the car and  the other device of project) busy to bury (menguruk) the rice field while the paddy not ripe yet. But because businessman (pengusaha) want to build property so the paddy that not ripe yet, be cut  (harvest) not ripe yet.  I ask some people  there.  "The developer want to build the building so this rice field should  be bury (uruk)  although  the paddy not ripe yet. "Mr. Haji ask us to do this. The project car  and      ....of    HDP already ready to bury (menguruk). The project car queue (there).  Wow.... , pity to the farmer.  Than I back to home. I'm breakfast at Rawa Indah of warteg. I pay  IDR 7.000.  The situation so hot. I'm feel so hot, sultry (gerah). In home I cook the food than take a rest. I sleep so satisfied (puas). Than I   sweep than  clean the floor. Than I take a bath. Than luch at afternoon. Than I join on Advent prayer at Rawa Indah in Mr. Andreas home. I come late is almost 16:45 pm. Than the big rain come. The cloudly since in the middle day. Today the big rain  come. Wow...... it is so long. I use the raincoat. The other Catholic people too use the same way. Mrs Andreas give the cake to me. Mrs........(Fernando's mother)  motor cycle  strike (mogok). Mr. Andreas help to handle it. Than I go to home. I's wet. I take a bath. Than I control the condition of house. My rent house leak. The cupboard is wet. I open it.Wo... there are leak. I check my property. It is wet. The cardboard (kardus)  and property wet. I decide to unload  (bongkar) it. I work hard. Almost 3 hours I use time to unload it.
I'm so slow. The slow  give the risk.

Sunday, December 13, 2015.
I join mass at Saint Albert - Harapan Indah  - Bekasi. The mass  lead by Father Kesharyanto,Pr.

 Sunday, Desember 20, 2015.
I join mass at Saint Albert - Harapan Indah  - Bekasi. The mass lead by Father......,Pr.


Sunday, December 27, 2015

I visit Cathedral Bandung Church at Jl. Merdeka 14. I go there together Mr. Rio. We start  from Vila Angsa - Pasir Halang, Dusun Bambu  - Kec. Cisarua - Cimahi  - Alam Wisata Cimahi, Bandung Jawa Barat. Mr. Leo delivery us use his car to intersection (perempatan). Than we use  public transportation "angkot". We by pass Cimahi - Cimindi - Jl. Alhmad ...........Jl. Soedirman - Jl. Soekarno Hatta - Terminal Lewi Panjang, Than we exit from car. I pay IDR 15.000 for us (Rio and I). Than we use  Damri - public transportation of Bandung with cost Rp 5.000 per people. We stop at Jl. Merdeka. Than we on foot. We ask to people  until three times. Than we entrance to car " angkot". We stop at Jl. Sumatra  by driver. Than we on foot to Cathreal church. When we arrive there, the mass still done. We join. The prist Leo, OSC (?) still bring homily. He read Bishop letter about  Family. Today is Feast of Holy Family.  Than we  join on mass. We see yhe view of Cathdral of Bandung. We shake hand  with priest Leo, OSC (?). He is Europe people. Than we  go back. We on foot until at Braga. I take money at ATM BCA. Than transfer money to my brother's account, Mr. John to  back the money that I borrow in last time. Than we wait  Damri again. The bus come. We entrance. We by pass  Pasar Baru Bandung. We back to Lewi Panjang terminal. We luch there with menu as  fish and tofu. We eat food tht become typical of Bandung: eat rice withour vegetable that cook but only fresh vegatable. On that time I'm feel  not  good. I pay food and  drink almost Rp 50.000. Than we looking  for  bus to Jakarta/ Bekasi. Finally we  use  Primajasa to Harapan Indah. I pay Rp 120.000 for Rio and I. The bus start at  13:30 pm. My stomach is  sick. I get diarrhea (menceret). Lucky I can hold so  not feces on the way. Almost 5 hours  from Bandung to Bekasi - Harapan Indah. The way is big jamm. Mr. Rio stop at  Jl. Jendral Sudirman bekasi, at front of   Kranji Station.  I go on to Harapan Indah. The car almost  empty when arrive at  Harapan Indah. I stop at Saint Albertus Church. I want to toilet. The Catholic people  still mass of afternoon. Than I go back. I on foot in condition stomachache. (sakit perut?).  I arrive at  school. I take motor cycle than  I go back to home. My stomach still sick. I buy medicine "entrostop. I drink it 4 tablets until morning. Than I call Mr. Rony. "Please buy Tai Pin San Medine. It  is  good the quality," Rony said. I do it. It is right. My diarrhea is stopping too. Than I can do my duty to type paper of test.

30 Des. 2015 - this  is  experience, not related to mass / chuch  but peope help me on the way whan on foot.

I back  from campus. I come to rent of House of Mr. Festo - Mr. Rony. I meet mr. Ino, Rony, Agus, Yos. Than I go  go back.  I use  busway  from  Utan Kayu shelter. I transit at Pulo Gadung. "Is Trans Jabodetabek still run on this time? I ask to crew busway. "Okay," he answer  when  I arrive at Ujung menteng shelter. I wait but not  come too. Finally no trabsjabodetabek that pass on this time. I on foot. I come to  Pertamina to go to toilet. I pay Rp 2.000  for  pee (urinate). Than I on foot to Harapan Indah gate. Than I on foot to JPS. I save  motor cycle at JPS. In way in near RM Danau Tobet there is motor cyclist stop. "Please join together me,: he ask. "Okay, thank you. "What is your name? I ask. My name is Miwa. I'm  from Lampung, "he say. I'm  from Flores, I say. I'm ussally  on foot too," he said. Thank you Miwa," I say. Than I take  my motor cycle than I drive motor cycle to home.



 Thursday, December 31, 2015 - Absent to church - miss management of myself. I use time for do my test. (Eastethic).

Friday,  January 1, 2016 - absent to Church - I'm in Cikarang - back to Jakarta in evening

Sunday, January  3, 2016.
In last morning  we go to Meruya to join on 40 days for the late (almarhum ) Ignas Jemali who pass away at Kediri in last November 2015. Than we back to Cempaka Putih. We use Mr. Leo and family's car. Mr. Nando drive  car when go  back to Cempaka Putih. We sleep at Mr. Rony's  rent of  house. Mr. John Suhardin too. On the morning  ge get up. My condition not  fresh. F\I ask Mr. Marcel to massage me. Than I take  a bath. Than breakfast corn and  sweet potato (ubi jalar). Than we go to the Cathedral Church, Mr. Josh, Mr. Marcel, mr. John and I. Juan only at hospital may be to accompany his father that want to operation of  Appendix (usus buntu) on Monday, January 3, 2015. We use taxy. We pay Rp 15.000. Mr. John pay it to us.  Than we use  car to Cathedral. The Church already full when we  arrive there. Mr. John got chair / bench (bangku). The commitee siggest us to go to auditorium. It is  good suggestion. I go there. Mr. Marsel and mr. Jos come too. There we get chair. I'm sleepy when mass. When finish mass I go back. I decide to  back to Bekasi. I use busway. I wait at  Juanda shelter. I transit at  Pasar baru Shelter. I fill time with read the book: Interpretation of Dream: Sigmund  Freaud.  I transit at Senen. I wait busway to Kampung melayu . I use long time to eait. Finally the bus come too. I transit at Kampung melayu to  Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I get the bus. I get chair. I sit down. I sleep in bus. I exit at Wali Kota jakarta Timur shelter. I exit. I'm looking for food for luch I eat  fied rice of Padang with cost Rp 10.000 in near Wali Kota Jaktim shelter. Than I take my  motoe cycle. I pay Rp 2.000 as cost of parking. Than I by pass Penggilingan - Wali Kota - Pulo Gebang -  Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah  - Vila Mutiara Gading. I'm tired. I decide to sleep. I have dream. It is  wet  dream. I get up. I  shake hand Christmas and New year to Catholic neighbor, Mr. Rober and family, Mr. Anto and family. I drink   cake and Wedang Uwuh there. Two glasses I drink it. I get thorny palm (buah salak)  from Mr. Nato's families. They holiday to Yogyakarta. Than I go back to  start to do my paper of Hannah Arent. I sleep at 22:30 pm.


Sunday, January 10, 2016
I come from Cikarang. I sleep in Mr. Leo - Ms Fifi's house. Mr. Nando delivery me with car to gate of toll Cikarang. I want to back to Bekasi. I entrance car / bus  45 (?). I wait enough long. I'm worry late to arrive at Church of Saint Albert, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. We wait the others passengers. Almost 30 minutes we wait. Although not so full the bus start. We pay Rp 10.000 per adult passenger. I collect the money. The total of money IDR 180.000. The Journey in toll of  - Cikarang - Bekasi Barat is smooth. May be only 30 minutes we already arrive at MM  (Mall Metroplitan Bekasi). I entrance to transport city (angkot) 25. We by pass Jl. Almah Yani - Jl. Kemakmuran , Marga Jaya, Bekasi Selatan - Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Kranji - Alexindo - Pondok Ungu - Aqua. I stop there. I cross the road than - . I come to "restoran" of Blitar for breakfast. I eat rice, fish and fresh vegetable. I pay Rp 10.000. I see the police eat there too. Than I take my motor cycle in place of  motor cycle of storage. I pay IDR 6.000 because the motor cycle stay (menginap). Than I start to Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church. The second Holy Mass is still doing. I accept when Lamb of God. I entrance to the church.I see JPS teacher, students and parents .I meet ms Elia and his her family, Mr. Bento and family, Ms Lucky and family. I see others teacher friends  from the other school,e.g. from Saint James (St. Yakobus Kelapa Gading). I collect the student of JPS who want to join on first communion. Only Arya and Ryan who absent. Than we start with registration. Than the priest of parish, Father Kesyaryanto,Pr open the meeting of students candidate the first communion.  Than Ms. Lisa and team continue it.  We almost finish 11:30 am. Than I go back. I buy the fish and vegetable soup at Warung Padang cuisine (masakan) . I pay Rp 6.000. Than I go to home than lunch. I have plan to go to go to Saint Bertolomeus Galaxy - South Bekasi. There is training of Manggarai song there to celebrate Christmas and New Year for Manggarai people at Bekasi (IKEMASI). From house I use motor cycle. Than I save it at Pondok Ungu. I use car 25 to MM Bekasi. The situation  very hot. I seem tired. I sleep in the  car. When I arrive at MM, I exit. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I cross the road through  the fly  bridge. "What is numbering car which by pass Galaxy?" I ask. In my mind by pass Kali Malang to go to Galaxy. "Please you cross the road, select car 05A - red car," the men and women people answer. I do it. I try to focus. The car 05A by pass Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman. Wow....I'm not professional. Evidently I can stop at Kranji station than cross road, wait car there to go to Galaxy. Wow...I'm  closed. I try to follow  direction of car. We by pass Jl. Pemuda Kranji - Kranji market - Jl. Patriot - INKOPPOL - Jl. KH Noer Ali - Kali Malang - Galaxy Park. I ask people about the Church  Saint Bartolomeus place. I pay Rp 6.000 to driver. The peole give answer correctly. When I ask  there is calling. Who is calling me? Evidently  Mr. Adri Rusmin, the chief  commitee of event Chritmas and New Year IKEMASI. "I'm in Galaxy park tosurvey the location of training. Where are you?" I ask. We are at behind the church of Saint Bertolomeus," he answer. Than I entrance there. Evidently he is and Mr. Alex Hambur, Mr.Hila and some Manggarai people  still in  canteen (kantin). We shake hand. Than we talking. Than we are dismisall. I go to toilet. Wow no hand soup so my hand still bad small. Wow.... I entrance the church to join on mass.  Saint Batolomeus parish be hold by SVD priest. The mass lead by Father Thomas Bani, SVD (?). The peope (women) whong sing of Psalm not fluit to read the  tone (nada) .For the first I join mass here. I see many Manggarai people here, include the security, cleaning service. Than I  go back use the same car and same route.  Church - Family - parking car 05A - Taman Aster - Taman Galaxy - Kali Malang - Jl. KH Noer Ali - Jl. Patriot - Jaka Sampurna - Pasar Kranji - Kranji . I stop. I pay Rp 5.000. Than  I entrance car to Pondok Ungu. I pay Rp 4.000. Than I eat the chiecken of soup at Pondok Ungu with cost Rp 13.000. Than I take my motor cycle in storage. I Pay Rp 3.000 for parking / storage charge. Than I go back to home. I arrive 20:00 pm at home. I spend time 2 hours from Taman Galaxy  to VMG - Harapan Indah. Than I call my brother, Rony and Mr. sister Mary. I  tell my dream about meet Mr. Teus (the late)  and theie hom and garden and corn plan. The dream become on Jan 9, 2016. Evidnetly on that day they make ritual to give the food for the death people in Lengor include Mr. Teus. There is match dream and fact.





Sunday, January 17, 2016
Today I go to Cikarang. We want to pray for Father Paulus Habut who pass away on Saturday, January 16, 2016 on 03:00 am at Hospital Ben Mboi Ruteng. 
When get up I take a bath. Than breakfast. I go to Harapan Mulya to residence to bring souvenir of Christmas.Today is chane / cross gift of Christmas for Catholic people there. "Mr. Aloy and wife were going  out already. " the security said. "May I entrusted (titip)  the package here. Please give to him. " I say. Than I go to Cikarang. I entrusted (titip)  motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. I on foot for  awhile (sementara waktu). I entrance to ATM  to pay Safer's Prudential insurance premium (premi). Than I use public car 25 to MM Bekasi. We by pass Jl. Sultan Agung, Jl. Sudirman, Jl. Juanda, Jl. Kemakmuran - Marga Jaya Bekasi Selatan, Jl. Veteran, Jl. Ahmad Yani, MM Bekasi. I stop. Than entrance to car  45. I call my brother, Mr. Rony. "We already in Cikarang. We came in last night." Nelty  answer in Rony's handphone. I become the first passenger on this car. After wait 30 minutes the bus started. I pay Rp 8.000. Than I entrance the public car 17. I stop at Kali Malang. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I entrance to car to Delta Mas. I stop at Pasar Bersih Cikarang. I pay Rp 4.000. I on foot to Mr. Leo's house. I arrive there on 09:45 am. I by the way with brothers and sisters. I meet with Rony, Nelty, Rio, Ende Bertha, Rino, Agus, Yul,
Filo, Ende Bertha, Ms Fifi, Mr. Leo, Juan, Alfred, Ovi (from Waning). Than the other brothers come from Delta Mas: Mr. Stanis Bandur, Mr. Marsel, Lipus, Feus,  Edu, Reny (Edu's darling). Than Mr. Alex come. I call Mr. Rinus to come to join the pray. I'm already idle (nganggur) since some month ago," he said. :If you have time come here," I say. Than we pray. I lead the pray. We talk about Father Paulus Habut and Matias Dadu who already pass away.


Mr. Paulus is a bussinessman, a father emphasis eduction for children. Only Tina who Primary School. The others until senior high  event  university.
He has future think, spontaneus people.

Mr. Matias Dadu:
He is loyalist people. He is care with family. If have activity in Wela we already come. 

We pray to them.

Than we lunch. Than Rinus and his wife and daughter come. Tanti come too. Bona and Beny  come too. We by the way.




I talk call with our senior brother in Wela, Mr. Tinus Ntalbot. Before it Mr. Yan Jana his older son call me but my mobile phone is silent when I set  when pray. I forget to on again. "How do you think if the feast of Father Matias and Father Paulus be combine (united =disatukan)" I  ask. "It is good idea but can not  do now. We worry the main family (keluarga inti) Father Paulus objection (keberatan)," he response.
 
How about the of time. We discuss on July 15, 2016. How about you? He ask. It is risk for us, want to  start to school."I say. What date do you suggest? he ask. Better on  first week of July." I say to her. "How about 7 July? It is can," I suggested.
  On 16:00 Rinus and family go back. Than Mr. Alex and the other brothers (Feus, Yoseph, Agus, Rony, Nelty, Ovy, Stanis Bandur (Angel's father). 



Than Bona, Tanti and Beny go back too.

Than we talk about Edu's plan for merried. We share. The rain come. We share.
There is quest come. It;s staff of Saint John (Yohanes) comitte. They talk how to Catholic committee of environment. Than Edu and Reny go back. Than we  supper. Than we talk again. on 20:30 pm we go back. Mr. Marsel use Mr. Leo's car to delivery us, Mr. Rio and I. "Father, help me. Give me money for transport to Jakarta,: he ask. He use car 59 while I use car 45 but must go to Lippo Cikarang. There still available bus 45 to Bekasi Barat. "Thank you Marsel," I say. I  entrance to bus. We wait until the other passenger. The passenger  amount 13 in back and 2 front. I handle to collect  the money. I confuse.Every body pay IDR 10.000 per person I use long time to finish it. Lucky the other passenger honest and want to work together. I success collect Rp 130.000 for 13 pasenger in back. Our journey is smooth. We arrive at MM. Than I use car 25. I pay Rp 5.000. I stop at branch to Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place enrusted  (titip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000 as cost. Than I go back to rent house at VMG. Than I wash my face, write the dream, than sleep. Than I plug in my handphone to charge. I 'm negligent (lalai). It's until in the morning.
 



For weekly mass I unite (satukan) with requiem mass to pray for Mr. Aloy Jema who pass away on 40 days ago. Before  go there I layover (singgah) in Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church I take the weekly text. Than I go to Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I entrusted (titip) motor cycle there. Than  I use busway to Saint Fransiskus Kramat school. I  stop at Kramat shelter . I entrance to Saint Fransiskus school, place of mass. I meet with my friends. The alumni saint Klaus: Idem, Vitalis, Maxi, Rudy,John Harum. I  embrance him. Evidently Vitalis come too. I just meet John Harum after split (berpisah since year 1993, when finish  senior high school. When I call Mr. John Harus he is seem forget. I know him. I call him. "I'm Frans, I say. He is shock. Her family (wife and children) laugh. They feel it is funny. Mr. Jony Harum use uniform of Batik together his families (wife and two of daughter). After wait  almost 1 hour the mass start. The mass lead by Father  Peter Aman OFM and Father Darmin Mbula, OFM.  : I take the reading from Sunday Reading about Wedding in Kana. If tomorrow you no time to go to church this mass is Sunday mass for you," Father Peter, OFM said. Father Peter talk about the late Mr. Alo Jema who pass away 40 days ago. "In year 1995, Father Darmin and I sleep in Mr. Alo's house. On 03:00 am, we started to Ranaka Mount. It is 3 hours from Robo to top of Ranaka." he said. Than Mr. Adi Jedoma talk too. Mr. Alo Jema is fashion people. He is tidy, clean and dapper (necis). He is fashion like his father, Mr. ....... His father meet many multicultural people, missionaries, trader. The result of it make his character as trader. " Mr. Adi Jedoma said on his speech as represent  as family.  Than we supper. We eat rice, beacon, orange, semangka. I meet with  some alumni Saint Klaus, just as Mr. Sales Gampur, Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Rosy Janggor, Mr. Kordy, Mr. Ardy Susanto and some junior. I meet with the other alumni STF Ledalero: Mr. Yon Lesek, Mr. Gusty Lesek. I meet with  some Manggarai people, e.g. Mr. Ferdy Hasiman, Mr. Lucius Karus and wive, Mr. Maxy's wife.  



Sunday, January 24, 2016
 The rain come in the morning. I start at o6:30 am. I use busway. The big rain come. I transit at Matrman and Pasar Jatinegara. The rain still come. The busway to Pulo Gebang come. I entrance. I arrive there on 08:00 am. I alredy use raincoat. I take motor cycle at Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I pay Rp 2.000. I by pass Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah -Fill gasoline in near Transera -   Kampung Bogor. I  buy fresh vegetable first. Than I contnue my journey. I'm wet because rain. Wow.... Than I cook rice and vegetable  for lunch. I'm sleepy. I'm sleep in chair. May be because full of stomach.
Than I prepare myself to go to Bulak Kapal Bekasi, at DEPSOS Building to celebrate the Manggaraian Mass of New Year and Christmas. I come to Saint albert church parish first. I meet with Ms Lidya, commitee of firt of communion. We discuss. Than I continue to Bulak Kapal. I save the motor cycle at  Pondok Ungu. Than I use public car to Depsos Bekasi at Jl. Haji   Joyomartoyo, Bulak Kapal. I use car 10. When arrive at  fly over Kranji, the big  jam come. The sum shine. The time show at 15:00. The temperature very hot.  In the morning the rain come, in the afternoon so hot. Almost more than 30' minutes we are there.  Wow.... finally can  by pass this jam area. We by pass Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Jl. Juanda - Bekasi terminal. I talk with the Padang people. He is driver. "The Padang people we can find in many place in Indonesia. We can ind them in market. :Oh yes, the Padang people like bussiness," he  says. Than we arrive at Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 6.000 than exit the car.   I ask people  what  car  which by pass Depsos  Bulak Kapal, Bekasi. "Please  by ojek. It  is  same the  cost, IDR  10.000," a motor cyclist said. "Thank you I like use public car," I answer. "Please use red car number 19, with cost Rp 4.000." he said. Than I eentrance to car 19. The car start. When arrive at Bulak Kapal the car turn to right. Than stop at KEMENSOS. I cross the road. I entrance to KEMENSOS.  I ask  to the security the place. "Yes, the Flores event here today in last evening," the security answer. I entrance. I find Manggarai people there. I write the name. I become the first people who write. Than I come to chief of committee, Mr. Adrianus Nanis. "please help the fire of  incense (myrrh =dupa)," he said. I go there. I find some acolyte (misdinar) who still handle the fire of myrrh (dupa). They  use can to blow the fire. I ever see this experience in Harapan Indah, Saint Albertus parish. "We need kerosene (minyak tanah) or rubbing alcohol  (spiritus)," they  said. I try to  say it to Mr. Adri. "Please help to find it," he  answer. I use my money to do it. I exit the complex. I ask to kiosk. So  many  kiosk I ask. "None". "Please you ask in Kimia shop," the people suggest. I do it but the result is fail because the Kimia shop already close. I come to Pertamina that I  by pass it in last time. "May I get the gasoline (bensin)". How many do you wish?" he ask. I only want IDR 2.000," I answer. The Pertamina staff take the bottle of plastic than fill the gasoline (bensin). I looking for the cover (tutupan) of bottle. I find it. Than I entrance to KEMENSOS  building. I give it to the acolyte (misdinar). There is careless. Almost burn because  one  boy  spray (siram)  the gasoline when the fire on.  Wow... please carefully. It is dangerous," I say. Than I try to use the Manggarai dress code. Than prepare to mass. The Manggarai people come. I meet Mr. Leo and Ms Maria, his wife,Mr. Ady and families (from Topak), Mr. Gusty Sarifin and families, Mr. Fery Jalu, Mr. Sipri Sema'un, Mr. Kons, Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Rudy Sudiron, Mr. Lucius Karus and wife,  and IKAMADA staff (Mr. Vinsen Seboe, Mr. Mans Berahi, Mr. Tony Mbaling). From Bekasi Mr. Leksi Hambur, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. The Bishop Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM come. Father Paul Rahmat, SVD and Father Karolus Jande,Pr.  The Manggaraian people  who come include  Ms. Gin  Ganur(?). , Mr. Adi Garu (Senator of Manggarai), Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Kordy. The  mass start. This is the Manggarai mass. The people  who come enough many. So many people who stand up. The chair may be only 200 seat. The choir of Manggarai song enough good although seldom not match between  music and song rhythm (ritme). Mr. John sing of Manggarai song. His voice is tuneable (merdu).   When finish mass I help to handle the chair for bishop and priest."Please set the chair in order to the bishop can deal (berhadapan) with us," he suggest. "Please follow them as commitee," someone said, may be Mr. Viktor Slamet said. I'm hate to him (Mans Berahi).  Than there is speech: Bishop Paskalis: "We are Manggarai people is elect (orang pilihan). Aware it. Maintain our identity." he said. "There are 3 the negative attitude of Manggaraian: 1. kembeleis; 2. Kembelu'ak; 3. Kembeleja" father Karel Jande said. "On Manggarain story: Motang Rua, Manggaraian hero  shoot arrow (panah) until moon even to  star (uwa haeng wulang, langkas haeng ntala), while his  feed plan in Manggarai land (wake seler ngger wa). "Please proud  as Manggaraian. When celebrate feast of Ben Mboi, some Catholic  national figures ,e.g. Kosmas Batubara, Sofian Wanandi, praise (memuji) our activity. Manggarai wonderful. We  build IKAMADA. We are establisher: Ben Mboi,................................ and me (Vincent Seboe). I proud with Manggarai. In Boston, USA, my wife wear Manggarai cloth, Songke when inauguration  our child.  Than the Mbata  / Sanda group bring Sanda and Mbata. it is dialect of Lambaleda. I try to understand it. It is good.
Than we talk. On 22:00 pm we go back. I eat much Manggarai food: lomak/ lawar; corn and  watermelon (semangka). Than I exit.  The  rain come. I use rain coat and jacket. I on foot to Jl. ...... Bulak Kapal. I by pass area which by pass   public car from  Cikarang. I by pass water. I try to avoid it. Than I find car. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at terminal Bekasi. I move to car number 10 to  Pondok Ungu. I success  get car. We by pass Margahayu, Kali Malang, UNISMA, Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM Bekasi - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman - Jl. Sultan Agung - Pondok Ungu. I stop at Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place to entrusted (menitip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go home. I buy banana at  intersection of Rumah Makan Haji Kombo.  pay IDR 5.000. I arrive at home almost 23:30 pm. I wash feet than sleep.

Sunday, January 31, 2016

I go to the church at Saint Albert Harapan Indah Bekasi. I come on time. I meet with Mrs. Martono. I meet with Mrs..... (St. Yakobus teacher of Kelapa Gading).Father .Pram,  Pr lead the mass. I join on the afternoon mass. I meet  Felicia and her mom. I see Felicia come to meet Father Pram,Pr to sign the first communion book. Felicia is JPS student. I consultation with priest  about the  Ash Wednesday, Feb. 10, 2016 at JPS. "We are busy on that time.Please set to other time, if not please join to the church of Saint Albert," she suggest. Can we get permission to ask guest  priiest? " I ask. "Please ask with Father Kesyar,Pr as  head parish," he suggest.


Sunday,  February 7, 2016.

I go to the church at Saint Pschal Cempaka Putih. I want to back to Cikarang after play to Jaakarta.  On yesterday, Saturday, Feb. 6, 2016, we went to Kalima Malang (Kelurahan Cipinang - Melayu) to handle Lely's problm og pregnant. Ms Lely has darling but when she  pregnant the boy not responsibility. We went to there. We are the Wela's people come to Kali Malang, East Jakarta are: Mr. Egy, Mr. Alex, Mr. Robert, Mr. Ino, Mr. Rony, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr. Marsel, Mr.Agus, Mr. Lipus, Ms. Lusia, Ms  Lely (victim = korban) dan I. Than In the Mr. Feus' rent house we are meeting. In the morning  Mr. Marsel  and I want to Bekasi (me) and Cikarang (Marsel). The little rain come. I'm not bring the raincoat. I decide to postpone to join with Marsel. I stop at Rawasari, near branch Kampung  Ambon. I decide to join on mass at Cempaka Putih. I use Metromini 47. I pay Rp 4.000. I entrance to church of Sait Paskalis. Father Egy, OFM lead mass. Father........(parish son whos priest at Kalimantan join on this mass.  He come to looking for fund to build church at Kalimantan. The homily is read the Shepherd Letter of When finish mass I go back. I have problem. I don't bring the flazz card. I try to optimize. "I can  give cash money to other passenger to pay  the flazz card. " I say in my heart. In Pasar Cempaka shekter I do it. I ask to Moslem people. She very kind. I use her flazz card. Than I give money flazz. She accept but may be the owner of flazz card back the  money amount (IDR 4.000)  to me. Wow....thank you," I say. The moslem people may be want to travelling / pleasure trip / recreation on the sunday morning. There are 3 women and 3 men (2 children 1 adult) in their group. Than the busway come. I entrance to Pulo Gadung. I transit there. I wait car to Harapan Indah. I see the pretty women with her daughter. She wear green dress.  The busway come. I entrance. I get chair. Than  I sit down.  The busway drop us at Ujung Menteng shelter.  Than I on foot to Pondok Ungu, I pay Rp 5.000. My motor cycle is dirty and wet. I'm  back to rent house.  I buy vegetable in Rawa Indah / Kampung Bogor. Than I cook the vegetable. I looking  for my photo at my folder. After search so long, finally I find it. Than in evening I go to Harmony to sacn my picure  of photo. Than I print.I use this photo for submit to STF library staff.  I want to get STFD  library card. I use long time to find on this photo. I search while pray. Finally I find it. Evidently  in school bag.
Than I prepare the photo and the other document to submit to STF D librarian staff.
                                                                                                                                        

Ash Wednesday.
Today, we celebrate ash Wednesday, February 10, 2016. JPS students and teacher celebrate asdentsh Wednesday in Saint Albert Church of Harapan Indah. The mass  lead by Father Yustinus Ksyaranto,Pr, the chief parish. There are 283 students. hr olacrI neglect (lalai) to consultaion with committee. I ask to Mr. Konrad Ujan about the distribution of bench. But he didn't know too. We decide the other students sit down at  attic (loteng). I control them. When finish mass I try to handle the situation. The chuurch full. When all students go back I return too. I return to home to breakfast than back to chool to work. In afternoon I back to home again to lunch than start to campus STF D Jakarta to lecture. 

Station of the cross of Jesus Christ

Friday. 12 Feb. 2016. I went to Saint Albertus Church. I join on station of the cross. I come late. Father Yustinus Kesharyanto,Pr and a archdean (prodiakon)  lead the pray of station of the cross. Father Kesyarhnto,Pr continue with lead the holy mass. I see JPS students: Hansel and   Hulbert and their parents. 

Sunday, Feb. 14, 2016 - valentine day
I have plan to Jakarta. I'm fail to join on mass at Saint Albertud Harapan Indah. I'm bussy cook old rice become porridge (bubur). I eat  finish it. Than I start to Jakarta. I save motor cycle at place of care (daycare  = tempat penitipan) at Pondok Ungu. I want to use Transjakarta Busway. I on foot to Landmend Menteng shelter, place to wait busway. The sun so hot. So may perspiration I exit. I arrive there (Land mend Menteng shelter). There are 2 Transjabodetabet - PPD passaway without stop at Landmend Menteng shelter. I wait busway in long time. Than the busway come. I entrance it. I'm sleep in busway. I transit at  Pulo Gadung. I entrance to Transjabodetabek . I  transit at Senen. I want to Saint Carolus hospital to visit Mr. Robert new baby who born on last Wednesday, Feb. 10, 2016 with C. section (operasi sesar). I stop at Carolus. I buy pulse and  mineral water in front of Saint Carolus hospital. Than I entrance to hospital. I meet with Mr. Robert, Ms Netha, his wife. We see their  child, the new baby. Than we go to the canteen. We talk / by the way there. On almost 15:00 I go back. I want to use busway. Wow..I entrance to shelter busway of Saint Carolus. I forget bring the flazz card as entrance tool /payment tool to busway. "oh...I can ask to other people.  I can give the cash money to him / her. I do it. I ask to a woman. She help me. "Thank you Ms," I say. May be she is not Moslem women. She not use headscraft (jilbab). The rain come. It is the big rain. I use busway to Senen. Than I transit at Senen. In Senen not rain yet. I entrance busway to Pulo Gadung. I transit there. I wait busway enough long. Than I entrance ti transjabodetabek to  Harapan Indah. There is official of Transjakarta. I think all passenger exit at Ujung Menteng sl ahelter, evidently  until at Harapan Indah Shelter. I give thank to God for this condition. I exit from tranjabodetabek. The bus continue to Harmony . Patung Kuda. I take a rest wait the rain stop. Than I on foot. I'm lunch at Pondok Ungu at Java 'restaurant". I eat rice and pecel. I pay Rp 6.000. It is delicious. Than I on foot to daycare motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. I call mother of Regina, Hila, Ercy  at Wela. We talk about Mr. Pius Magut who already pass away. He is get hypertension ," Hila said. Than I go to the church. Today is Valentine day. Father Pramono who lead the mass. The youth people handle the mass. They have activity on Valentine Day, include the Holy Mass  and Seminar. Father Andang, SJ as speaker on seminar. I see  JPS student and their parents, jut as Celine (P5), Gaby (P4) dand JHS - SHS student, and alumni of JPS - Prisca..  Than I go home. I buy  red  dragon fruit  juice  (jus buah naga merah) with cost Rp 9.000. I buy amlodopin medicine at drugstore (apotek / medicine shop). In home I cook than take a rest.


Sunday, Feb. 21, 2016 - 

I join on mass at Saint Albert Harapan Indah.

 
Sunday, Feb. 28, 2016 - 

I join on mass at Saint Albert Harapan Indah. I join on afternoon mass (17:30 -19:00). Father Pramono,Pr who lead the mass. That time I meet  JPS parents students  and JPS student (Sidney and Finny Siregar). I sit down at attic (loteng). They see me too. We share this when arrive at school. Than I go back to home.
Friday, March 4, 2016

 I  went to church. Today I have plan to join on pray of station of the cross and mass. But evidently I'm not so discipline and no hold my commitment, so lose the time to join on prayer. I hear the information that there is time to confession. I  have plan to join. I go to the church on  20:30 pm. I think the Catholic people who lead the prayer i less. Evidently still many. I entrance the church. I see student's parent (Finy Siregar's parent). There are 2 priest serve the sacrament of confession. They are Father Kesyarhanto,Pr and Father Pramono,Pr. "Usually  there are more than 2 priest who serve the confeession sacrament so the no so long. The time show at 22:30 that time. "I think we can finish at   23:30," I say. I see the priest busy and tired too. The other people agree with me.  Finally I get time to confession of sin. May be 5 minutes.  Than I pray. I go home at 23:00 pm. 

Sunday, March 6, 2016

I join on mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah, Bekasi on 06:00 am. I'm late. Our Environtment of Saint Alfons on duty to set as code of conduct (code of conduct=tata tertib). The other staff alredy come, just as Mr. Agus, Mr. Hendrik, Mr. Martin. "Please handle to bring offering /sacrifice," Mr. Agus said. I do it. For the first I become the sacrifice staff. I fee all eyes see me. 

Today father Kesyarhanto,Pr lead mass. He makes mistake. After homily he lead the  prayer: I confess..... whereas the right is  "I believe in God......   But when the Catholic people folloew the "I Confess Prayer......, than he aware his mistake than  lead the right prayer: "I beleive in God...".  "I'm sorry for mistake. This is effect of service Confession Sacrament until in the morning. The Pope Francis ask the Catholic priest to open the Church 24 hours to service the Cofess Sacrament," . After service until in the morning than lead mass on this morning," he said.  After mass, I go back to home.



Sunday, 13 March 2016

I'm absent to church, I  go to JPS to work of question paper. I go back on 16:30 but in Bobor Village my motor cycle  tire  deflated (bocor) . I' regret. There is ....(mur) entrance to tire. "may be this people throw the .....(mur) to road in order to they can  get order, get money. I'm regret, sorrow. I'm angry in my heart. The time is  so short to go to the church. I decide to not join on mass today. I wait enough long. Almost one hour. I pay Rp 10.000. My out  tire is old too. Need to change too. Than I go to home. I continue to do the work of paper test. I success to set it.


Sunday, 20 March 2016 - Palm  of Sunday
I join on mass at Saint Albertus  church  at Afternoon. Father kesharyanto who lead mass. In afternoon I bring the palm leaf to home. I meet with Ms Ignas .in church. She complain about difficult to get palm leaf. "Please ask to students, include at JPS," I say to her.

Thurday, March  24, 2016 - Maundy Thursday (Kamis Putih). I go to the church at evening. Father Pram, Pr lead mass


Friday, March  25, 2016 - join station of cross at  08:00 than join  pray on 19:00
Father Pram lead station cross, Father Kesharhanto lead prayer to remember Cricofixtion of Jesus.

Saturday.  March 26. 2016 - join on mass at evening. Father Frans Doi, Pr lead prayer. ""usually on Good  Friday so many  Flores, Batak Ambon 's civilian  (preman) come to Church to ask redemption from Jesus Christ as replay (balasan) for sin.

Sunday, March 27, 2016 - I decide to join to church at Katedral Jakarta. I join on Mass that lead  Bishop Jakarta, Msgr.  Ignatius Suharyo,Pr.  May be he is sick. Now his speak not  powerful. Than I go back. I call with family include with Mr. Beny in Ntalung Pada, with Hila and Mother too. Evidently I no plan to church because busy to  do the work of students  test and  task / paper of lecture. But I pick to go to the church. I hear  from Mr. Beny, Ms. Ida's father ini Ende is pass  / away / died at Ende. I less money to help the. I call Mr. Hendrik to say  Please accept my condolences (turut berduka cita)," I say.

Sunday, April 3, 2016 
I join mass at saint Albert church. I join on afternoon mass.

Sunday, April 10, 2016

I go to Saint Albert church at 12:30 to join students who prepare first  communion than I I go back. Than I go to Jakarta. I want to copy F
reud book at Rawamgaun. I use busway. I'm wrong take the decide. I wait car busway so long, the reain com when I still in the road, . I cancel to join on pray at Rawamangun church because late. I decide to go to Cathedral church. I arrive there on 18:30 am. I'm wrong take  decision. My purpose is Kathedral church but I exit at Gambir shelter.I must on foot to church. It is enough long for  measure in Jakarta. In mass I meet Manggarai people, boys and girl. Than I go to Rawangaun. I use "little busway / Kopaja. I arrice there on 22:30 am. I dialog with officer of print and bending."The  cost of copy and  bind (jilid) variety, Rp 139.000, 120.000, Rp 119:000. Finally I deal Rp 115.000. I  down payment Rp 100.000. Than I back to shelter. I wait car so long. The car come. I entrance. I stop at Pulo Gading. No busway again to  Harapan Indah. I decide to use public car. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I eat at Pulo Gadung " Nasi ayam Rp  8.000 / portion. Than I come to place save motor cycle. I pay Rp 4.000, wow  expensive. In other place only Rp 3.000. I arrive at home at 23:30 pm. Wow....I'm so slow.





Sunday, April 17, 2016
Today I have plan to go to Rawamangun Church.I want to take my book which photo copy and binding there. I start from VMG at 16:00 pm. I save motor cycle at Pondok  Ungu than I on foot to shelter busway HI. There is busway still wait passengers. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.500. The bus full passengers. We start at 16:45 pm. The jamm in way. I  decide to transit at ASMI. Than wit busway to Harmony. I stop at Cempaka Timur. Than I on foot at shelter to other shelter Cempaka Mas to get busway to BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. I get bus. I entrance. The time show at 18:00. Enough long I wait bus. The bus come. I entrance. I stop at shelter Velodrome, afer by pass shelter UNJ and Sunan Giri. I exit at Velodrome shelter than on foot to place to copy of book. I find the place to copy the book. It is Indah Printing. I pay Rp 115.000. I see the Catholic people go back from Katholic church as sign the mass finish. I's worry not join on mass today. Although it I entrance to church. I go to toilet than  entrance church. Evidently the end mass will start 19:00. I join mass at 19:00. Wow...thank you Lord. I already long time not join mass at Ramangaun Church, Jakarta Timur. This church /parish  is lead by MSF congregation . Today is Calling Sunday for (hierarchy, monks (biarawan) - nuns (biarawati)). I pray for them. I see the new  situation on this church: children line up to accept  blessed from priest. They line up nicely and independent. The second is in church already use  LCD - Proyektor  for information reading and song. The third is  available Bible and Song Book of Catholic (Puji Syukur) on the church. The bible is support from Religion Department of Indonesia.
In the last time, in this church I remember the spiritual song: "Thank you...(2x) Jesus that I know it from  late (almarhum) Mr. Piet Aman Panggatonik. Mr. Piet is  a nomads Wela in Malang. They already wander about (merantau)  about since 1970 to Malang. When they go back to Wela when holiday, they collect the children in home. On about year 1980  he taught us this song. When  hear this song on the  Rawamangun Church I remember him. He already pass away now. She had died on year  2008 (9).  It's my  memory about Mr. Piet at Rawamangun church. When finish mass I go back to shelter Velodrome. I wait busway. I mee a man who  will go to Cempaka Timur shelter. He  confuse and  lost (tersesat). I will go to there too. We go to BPKP Pemuda Rawamangun first than we  transit to Cempaka Mas / Cempaka Timur. On the busway I ask his name is Mono. Mr. Mono from Bojonegoro, Central Java. He works at Mangga Dua (North Jakarta), stay at Kota (West / North Jakarta). He is coming from Harmony shelter but because don't know the Cempaka Timur he is  until Pulo Gadung, jump the Cemaka Timur. We are not not wait bus in BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. We entrance to ig busway. The passenger is full. Lucky we still can entrance.  We exit at Cempaka Mas than of foot to Cempaka Timur.   "Thank you sir (mas)  for you help," he said while  pat my shoulder (pundak) / arm (lengan). We separate there. I wait bus to Pulo Gadung. The bus come. I entrance to busway than transit at ASMI. There the busway to Harapan Indah still parking. I and some  passengers  transit to busway to Harapan Indah. Today, Jakarta - Bekasi rainy in afternoon. We start from ASMI shelter at  21:00. The jamm in way. We arrive in Harapan Indah at 21:45 pm. I on foot to Pondok Ungun, place to save motor cycle.  I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to go home. In intersection of  restaurant / RM Pucuk Gabus I buy banana Rp 5.000. I always buy banana here. Than In intersection Bogor I by  "pepes tahu". Evidently, I take wrong one. It's "pepes ikan". I back it. I get "pepes" tofu.
Than I cook food than supper at 23:30 pm.

 Sunday, April 24, 2016

Today I join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Church.  Today Father Kesar who lead the mass.  I arrive on time in the church. Today is recollection  for student's  parents who want to get the first  communion. I ask Mr. Bento to see the condition. 

Saturday, April 30, 2016

Today mass at Harmoni - Patung Kuda, Harapan Indah. This is the  house / home blessing mass of Mr. Tarsy and families (Putri's father). Mr. Tarsy from Manggarai. His wife from Java. The mass lead by Father Amandus Klau, SVD, the priest who still study at Paramadina, Jakarta.  The mass start at 10:30 am. For the first I join mass at Harmony (Felisitas IV environment). Enough much Manggarai people who join. After mass the  Catholic people  sing of song: English, Indonesia, Ambol, NTT, Manggarai songs. Mr. Bone and wife sing of songs. Mr. Bone's voice very nice.

In afternoon I go back to home than I prepare to Jakarta. I want to copy and binding it. My destination is Rawamangun. I have plan to join on mass there. The rain come when I arrive at Harapan Indah. I use raincoat. I'm still wet too. I decide to save motor cycle at  Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. Than I use busway. I can read book in busway. Than I  sleep. I stop at   Kampung Melayu shelter. I direct get the little bus - Kopaja - busway. The time show at 18:00. I decide to continue to Ramamangun. I transit at  Matraman. I wait busway to Rawmangun. I get bus. I entrance than exit at Velodrome  shelter. The rain still come. I use raincoat. I entrance to Rawamangun Catholic Church at Jl. Balai Pustaka. Wow... the mass already finish. I read the announcement. Than I go to place to copy the book. We negotiations (negosiasi). I copy the 4 books about Freud. The total of prices  is IDR 235.000. I pay downment (DP = uang muka) Rp 200.000. This is enough cheap according to me if compare others.
Than I go home. I visit Warteg to supper. I  pay Rp 8.000. Than I walk to get place to wait car to Matraman. I want to looking for book  at Gramedia  Matraman. But I cancel go to there because no metromenini come. I go back to Jl. Pemuda. I layover (singgah) at Bata shop. I see price of shoes. The shoes enough expensive if compare in Jatinegara. Than I go back to Jl. Pemuda. I use busway. I transit at  BPKP Pemuda - Rawamangun. Than we run on shelter to get the bus to Jatinegara. There are 5 passengers who run, 2 boys, 3 girls. Finally we get it. Wow... need  fight (berjuang) to success. I stop at Jatinegara. I transit to get busway to  Pulo Gebang. I wait busway. The busway come. I entrance. In near Klender the busway almost  hit the motor cycle. I think the busway is  broken. I stop at Wali Kota. I take my motor cycle. The motor cycle is cold because big rain on aftrnooon and evening. I need time to warm and on it. Than I go back to VMG. I arrive about 23:00 pm at home. I study than sleep.


Sunday, May 1, 2016.

I join pray / mass at second mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah. Father Pramono,Pr  who lead the prayer. He talk about  peace. A  painter draw a  a peace with just as lake and green environment. Many people  praise. Than a one moment he paint a peace with  storm (badai). Many people complain: Why did you draw peace as strorm? . "Please see the the bird in tree. Although have storm, still calm.
"The bird see the storm (badai) with calm".
 Today is start of Rosary Prayer for May. The  Priest  blessed the Red White Rosary, symbol 100 % love Indonesia country, 100% love Catholic church. Than I go back.  In afternoon join Rosary prayer in Mr. Robert. Mr. Robert still sick. We visit him. He still sleep in bed room.

Thursday, May 5, 2016
Today is holiday of  Ascension  day. This is the Christian and Catholic celebration. This is national holiday.   I come to the Saint Albertus church . I come at 07:30 am. I'm late for join to  the first mass. Evidently the schedule usually, there are twice mass in the  morning, at 06:00 am and 08:30 am. I try to focus on my duty to worship God. I try to use time effectively. I meet with Mr. Bento and family in the church. Father Kesharyanto,Pr who lead the first mass, Father Pram,Pr who lead the second mass.

  
Sunday, May 8, 2016.

Today, Ms Keistha married with Ms Adtya at  Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah. Ms Keistha is JHS- SHS teacher of JPS.  I come to the mass. I combine the  Sunday mass and married mass. I get the  text mass of sunday. I read it before and when married mass. I try to effective. In the mass I see JPS teachers: Ms Piter and families, Mr. Andy, Mr. Felix and families,  Ms  Joyce, Ms. Lucky, Ms Iin, Ms..........(from Batak) .
Some teachers who Protestan: Ms Indri, Ms Dina,  Ms.........(English teacher from Batak), Ms............(from Batak). I hear some song that nice. I get the text, include the Prayer Song. I think it is combine English and Italy song. So  nice. I often hear but I just know the  lyrick. 
The mass lead by Father.................. Manalu, OFM Cap. Ms Keistha  from Dayak, Kalimantan, Mr. Adytia  from java. They use  Java  dress code. After mass I get the food  from official . Than  go back. I only join at the church. I absent  in reception  place  because I want to use time to do my lecture duty. I often not discipline.
After eat Hoka-hoka Bento I try to work but I'm sleepy so I decide to sleep. 

Sunday, May 15, 2016.
Today is celebration of  Harapan Indah parish, Saint Albert. This is the first anniversary. I cancel to join  on the mass at Saturday afternoon. Whereas on Saturday the mass lead by bishop of Jakarta, Msgr. Ignatius Soeharyo,Pr.  Evidently the celebration of anniversary on Saturday, May 14, 2016. I hear this information from Mr. Agus  when Rosary prayer at Mr. ........... (work at Obor). I follow the activity of  debriefing (pembekalan) students for  accept  first communion. The meeting start at 14:00 pm at church. I go there. Mr. Bento, JPS teacher and parents already come. I check students of JPS. I see them. Than I join with committee. I help to trian students to accept of sin. Felicia get remedial because not fluent when merories the prayer : way to confession ( mengaku) of sin and act of contrition  (doa tobat). I help to handle  students that difficult to study of it. Than I see Arya (JPS) student.  "Who is coming to pick up you?" I ask. "No one," he said. Than  sms her mom. "He is going back toegether Lery," his mom sms. I show it to Arya. "No, Lery alredy go back with Mr. Bento, his father. I'm  pity (kasihan) to him. I promise to delivery him.  delivery him to his house at Harmony.  Than I go home. Than I continue to church to join on  Sunday mass. Today is Pentecost. I arrive on time at church. The mass  lead by Father Keshayanto,Pr. The parish pary already finish today. I see  JPS  students and parents just as Carol and her  mom, Ryan with his mom, sister and  younger brother. I see  SHS  student too. I see  Mr. Aloy Nosson and his  wife.


Sunday 22 May , 2016 

I join the holy mass in the morning. I'm come  late. I get up late because  tired.   I start to church at 08:30. I get difficult on way in Kampung Bogor because big jamm. I go back by pass at other road / way. I by pass  Rawa Indah. I'm breakfast there. I eat rice, tofu and tempe (trivial)  and sauce (kuah), just as  oil of  fried. I eat than start to  Saint Albertus church. I'm so late. I arrive at after  petition (doa umat). I see Mr. Felix. Today I want to accompany students that rehearsal (glady bersih) of the first communion activity.  I'm not accept communion because late. The mass lead by Father Pramono. When finish mass  we start with rehearsal (glady bersih). The rehearsal almost 2 hours. i accompany students.   Than I come to  sacristy (sakristi) to ask JPS  chasuble (kasula) to mr. Gaby as  koster of Saint Albertus Chuch. Evidently he already go back. I cancel than make  plan to cone at afternoon. I go back. I buy  fruits  -water melon (semangka)  dan papaya in Jl. Bulevard. Than I buy vegetable at  Rawa Indah. I spend Rp 6.000 to buy it. Than   I cook food, wash dress than read the book than take a rest. In the afternoon I go to the church again. I'm late again. I arrive  when  homily. The brother (frater) bring homily. May be  from Jakarta diocese.  After mass I come to sacristy to meet  Father Kesharyanto, Pr and Mr. Geby.  I meet  both. I take  chasuble (kasula) of  JPS. I bring it to JPS. I arive at JPS at 19:00 am. I write on blog  and  read internet.






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