DAILY EXPERIENCE
DAILY EXPERIENCE 2024 (April - Agustus 2024)
DREAMS
Monday, April 15, 2024.
Tuesday, April 16, 2024.
I have dreams. I
jus as mee and work
with my oldest brother is Mr.
Bany. I just as in Mbarang garden. I want to pick avocado hi Mbarang. Mbarang id Mr.
Beny’s harden now. I see avocado in a valley. The avocado just as
had broken. It is avocado fruit that
fall down from the tree. The garden lies
in sloping land (tanah miring) so if the avocado fall down , it is rolling until in valley or in bush. We should be come to bush and valley to
find it. Than I see Mr. Beny and I and just as
with mother of Regina pick coffee
in Mbarang. We are pick the coffee in near avocado tree that the fuit we
explore in bush or valley. The
coffee fruit that mature, a;most fall down to land too.
I’m get up on
about 05.30 am. Today I can not time in handphone becase my hnadphone forget in the school in last
evening. I try to make speculation about my time to wake up. Than I go to toilet. I’m drink than drink
urine . Than I’m take a bath. I’m
grateful because the PAM water is clean and clear. Than I take
a bath. I wash my dress,
especially the underware. Than I wipe my body
with towel. I use the old
towel to wipe my body.
Ms Elin
cook rice and
vegetables. She peel carrot and
want to pumpkin. Than I help her to clean put on filter to steam it. Than I iron my dress than I prepare myself to school. ” Mr. Jefri
wait in intersection of Bogor village
,” she say. Okay, thank you,” I say. Than I prepare the food. We have ;eftover
rice. I’m save the steam
vegetables to my Tupperware. Than I’m
put old (left over) rice
on Tupperware. Than I start to school. I by pass Blok B – A – C – G –
Bogor Village. In intersection of Bogor
Village I’m press the horn to
give sign to Mr. Jefri. He still
wait while sit down there. Than I’m piggy back him. We by pass Great Mosque
(Masjid Agung) Harapan Indah – SMKN I Tarumajaya – Ruko Simphony - Nismara
Gate - Ruko Simphnony – Biride –
Altius Hospital – John Paul’s School
(JPS) – Lobby B -. We stop there. Than we finger print. We arrive on
06.34 am. Praise to the Lord,” I say. Than I go go the Library. I open the
library and turn on the
AC there. I open the Chapel. Wow….. the AC still on. It
means I was forget to close in in
last evening. Wow…I’m neglect. Than I turn on the computer. It difficult. Than
I try again than success. Than I’m writing the present list. Than I open internet. I read
news. Than Mr. Jefry go to the teacher room to join on morning prayer. I go to the lobby
B. I delivery my motor cycle to parking area. Than I retun to
JPS’s building.
I open news in internet. I read
soccer about the second leg of
quarter final of Champion
League Barcelona vs
PSG. I’m sad because
Barcelona loss with score
1 – 4. In the first leg in
last week Barcelona
win 3 – 2 . Barcelona fail to
entrance to semifinal. I’m sad. I’m dans Barcelona.
Than I open
internet. Than I’m looking for
picture as project of Craft
lesson for Primary I. I want to help Mr. Jefry who teach the
Craft and Music in
grade I. I success find it
than I transfer it to Ms Paint and cut it
to transfer or copy paster to Ms Word. Than I save it than I sent ti
to Ms Evy and Ms Elin. I ask the to
print and copy it. They serve nicely.
We work as team. We try to help Mr. Jefry who
still confuse and stress.
During two days before
he stress as new teacher in
JPS. He almost decide to resign. We try to support
him. Ms Elin come to bring the project. I
assist him how to
delivery the lesson to students
Primary 1D. On 07.55 am I delivery him
to Primary 1D. I ask the
teacher assistant of 1D is Ms
Cici to help him because he is
new teacher, certainly
still need adaptation as new
teacher. We mee Ms Deasy. “Please help us
to share agenda for next
week in order to we can
write it on agenda. Please write
one week
before. “ she say. “Okay, Ms. Thank you. I’m let
Mr. Jefry and Ms Cici to
handle the class 1D. I return
to library. I prepare the
material for Primary 3.
Ms Tiara bring her students 2D to library on 07.15
am. “Every Wedneday, on Home room time
they will come to library to read the book here,” she say. “Okay,” I say. Just as they use the
library 15 minutes only.
Ms Elin help me
to keep the library. I ask help to Ms Evy tp prepare the sheet of Annual Report of
students to Mr. Jefry as
music or art teacher. She
does it. Than Ms Elin help to bring it to 1D.
Than I teach 3A.
Mr. Jefry meet Mr. Mario. Than he follow me. Than I introduce him to class 3A. Than We try to lead Primary 3A. Than we collect thir book to take score.
Than we return
to library . “Had
you meet Mr. Mario?” I ask. “Yes,
he support me. Please be yoiurself. How come
you afraid to Primary 1. “How graet are
they so you affrid to them?” he say
to rise my spirit,” he say. “Yes, just as it. “ I say. “Please try
to the best,” I say. Than we check
the students work on their text book. I ask Mr. Jefry to wite the core to the Report Sheet. We by the way. “Wow….. not vain (sia-sia) the kompiang cake that we eat in last evening. It
make strong Mr. Jefry to hold in JPS,”
Mrs Elin say. Than Ms Evy come.
They are talk about OFM Capusin
and Medan place.
Ms Maddalena
Anggita Putri come to return the book
and borrow the book again. I serve
her. Than Mr. Jefry and I go to the class 3C. We teach
students there. Than we collect
their book. I ask Andrew and
his friend to delivery their text
Book to
library. Than I check
than take score. Mr. Jefry and
I work as team. I check and give score. He write it on seport sheet. He
chaeck the project of Primary 1D too.
Mr. Albert, Mr.
Niki, Ms Jesica take
video for Ms Imanda that related
with Kartini Day. We by the way.
Than Mr.
Jefry go out to lunch. He borrow my
motor cycle. I’m lunch too. Than I watch
youtube about Badminton and soccer. Mr.
Jefry go back. We work as team. Than in afternoon , on 15.35 am he go back ho his lodge (hostel).
Mr. Harjono come
to the library. We by the way. He talk
Mr. Ben Ayung who pass away in last week in Batam. Than I talk
with Mr. Charles about him too. “I’m astonish that he buried in Batam, not in Lembata. “ I
say. “May be it is the best
solution. If bring his corpse to Lembata it need many money,” Mr.
Harjono say. “ May be no one who know
him in the village now,” Mr. Charles
say.
Shiany come to library. She play there. She hide
when her mom come. Her nose touch
with table. I wipe her nose
with tissue.
Mr. Vikry
come to library. He want to set
the book in the library. “Wow,,,,the book may be seem messy,” I say to myself.
This is critic to me. “ I say to my
heart.
I watch the video in youtube include about the human body.
I watch, listen and write the
Manggarai traditional song is Sabda,
just as Sanda lau sunga Sampat, Kongkor
Ili Mbau.
I’m still work .
I watch video of soccers, badminton and
other video. Mr. Charles come to my
room. We by the way. We talk about Politic issue
now.
The rain come.
It is big rain.
Than I go back to home. I by pass
JPS Harmony – Aralia – Ifolia –
SMKN I Tarumajaya – Moswie Harapan Indah – Bogor Village - Pertamina. I refill fuel . I psend IDR
20.000. Than I go to the kiosk fo fruit
in Bogor village. There are pray near
there. I cancel to buy fruits there because just as disturv
people who pray. I buy fruits in
other place. I buy snakefruit . I spend IDR 5.000, Than I go back to home. I by pass Bogor village – Gate I VMG I – Blok A – B
- home. I’m eating the snakefuirt , orange,
…….(Dukuh) in home. I open the Laptop. Than I’m wrute the daily experience today. I’m read the
news in my internet too. I write daily experience until on 22.59 pm.
Than I close computer (laptop)
than Im rest. I’am spreadlng (membalur) my
sole (telapak kaki) kami
with euchaliptus oil. Than I’m
sleeping. I seem sleepy. Praise to the
Lord, I am can sleep nicely.
Thursday, April 18,
2024.
I’m check the students work. We collect the studenst
note book and text book. Mr. Jefry and I check it. I ask some students
Primary 4 B and 4C to take
their Note Books and Text
Book in library. I come to the
class to return the
students book and say to there
that there are some students not finish the
project/ in the We
work as team. There are some
students who want to want to use the
library to read the book. I serve
them.
Friday, April 19,
2024.
Saturday, April 20, 2024.
Sunday, April 21, 2024.
Monday, April 22,
2024.
Tuesday, April 23, 2024.
Wednesday, April 24, 2024.
I by the way with Mr.
Wanto.
The motor cyclist get
accident in Patung Kuda / Patung Rusa / Ifolia, Harapan Indah on about 20.10
am. I and other people help him. I share the tissue to wipe
the blood in his face head.
Thurssday, April 25, 2024.
Friday, April 26, 2024.
Saturday, April 27, 2024.
Sunday, April 28, 2024.
Monday, April 29, 2024.
Tuesday, April 30, 2024
Note: One
day, on May ….2024, I have dream. The
dream about myself. I drive motor cycle
. I arrive in climb road. It is sharp incline (tanjakan tajam) . I’m fail to
climb it. My motor cycle just as no
strong power to climb it. I just as
stop there but lucky
the motor cycle not run backwards (lari mundur). Than I’m
aware.
The
other dream is I see Mr. Sumijo who serve the Catholic people. He use formal dress as prodeacon
(? = prodiakon) . “Evidently , there is Mr. Sumijo who ready to become prodeacon, why should I
that they suggest to become pro deacon while there are other
people who feady
for it?,” I say in my heart.
Wednesday, May 1,
2024
I have dreams. The
first dream is I’m join
on the travelling in sea around Labuan Bajo.
We use boat or ship. We
sailing from east to west.
We see pink beach Island in right
side (north direction). The ship sailing
in near
or edge beach. Than the ship
turn to left. The ship entrance
to land and just as entrance to rice
field in Lembor . We entrance to Bell 4. I see the rice field in
left side. The condition had changed , differenced with era 1980 – 1990 when I went there. I see the
environment had changed because
had build the many
house there.
Than I’m aware. I have
othere dream I jut as think
about journey in Pondok Ungu Bekasi
when I went to Cikarang on
last Sunday, April 28, 2024.
The other dream is
I just as in Wae Garit, Manggarai. I just as come
from west direction. I go
down by pass the road the
twist. I arrive in area near
river. There I just as see the view that difference with reality. I see just as in
screen that big about
view . There are many people
there, include me and Mrs. Dian (Mrs Egy). She see it too. “There are view that nice about situation and condition in the village. We see cottage
nd forest and garden. “It
is in Goloworok,” Mrs Dian say.
Mrs Dian is Java women but
she know that area because often
go there when visit her huband village in Wela. Wela and Goloworok is village that nearby ( berdekatan).
My health condition not so good. My health
disturb, include the cough (batuk).
In the morning I get
up . Than I go to the kitchen . There
is leftover rice that I cooked yesterday. I had
yellow color because so long cooked in rice cooker. I forget to
unplug the electric cable.
The rice cooked enough long
time, from morning until afternoon.
I want to use it. I cook again
the rice. I mixt it
with vegetables, e.g. tempeh,
carrot, long bean and Chinese cabbage,
Than I’m eating it. Than I’m
breakfast . I’m eating the food.
My condition not so fresh. I’m
still tired. I ‘m sleepy. I decide to sleep. I have dream
just as the third
drive above. When want to
pee I go to toilet.
Ms Elin cook rice
and fried or stir fry (menumis)
the vegetables. Than they breakfast. I try to sleep
with satisfied (puas) . I’m
feeling my body so crumble (remuk) I try
to rest. Finally I’m satisfied with
sleep. Than I get up. The time show at 14.00
pm. Than I’m lunch. I’a finished the food thet I had cooked in last
morning. I’m finished it. I’m take the had
sauted (ditumis) in last middle day. I try to enjoy it. It is eggplant vegetables. Than I ‘m
take a bath. The condition so
hot. I try to take a bath. I try to
avoid the risk. I watering
start from feet, that
body and finally head.
Today there is
schecule to vivist the Catholic
people who sick or
mourn (beduke) in Saint Alfonsus I
environment. Today we want to vivit Mr. Yahya family in Blok B5,
Mr. Jefry in Blok G and Mr. Haryono in Blok E. We
gathering in Mr. Anto’s house on 16,00 pm. I go there. Before I sweep the trash or rubbish in
terrace and yard.
I go to Mr. Anto’s house. I meet with Mr. Anto, Ms Yohanes, Mr. Yulius and
Mr. Aloy there. There are Mrs Dwi, Mrs
Rina Wada, Mrs Hendri, Mrs. Natali, Mrs Yulius, Mrs . Yohanes , Ms. Nerita there. We by the way. Than we go there. In plan I m piggybacking
(membonceng) Mr. Aloy. We walk to in
front of my rent house, place I save it. “Is the home empty?” Mr. Aloy ask. “There are my
nieces (ponakan Perempuan) there but they are sleeping now, “ I
say. When we want to start evidently the back
tire of motor cycle flat (kempes) .
Mr. Anto ask Mr, Aloy
to piggybacking in his
motor cycle. I drive the motor cycle although the flat condition. First we go to Mr. Yahya home in Blok C5. For the
first I go to there. There is dog
there. I smell the dog shit. It is bad
smell. Mr. Yahya bussy to clean it but still
smell the bad shit of dog. Mr. Yahya accompany
Mr. Yohannes, Mr. Yulius and I
who stay outside. Mr. Yahya’s home seem simple and
old. The wood in roof had
old and broken.
Some members entrance to inside of home. We by he way. Than we
go to Block G to
visit Mr. Jefry’s family. Eflin
and Laura were sick in last time
but now had
recovered. We emtrance their to home. There are dogs there. The dog
accept us. Mr. and Mrs Jefry
prepare the fruits and drink minera; water
for us. Mr. Anto give speech. The pray lead
by Mr.Aloy. Than we eat the fruits
and drink mineral water. Than
we permission. Than we go to Mr. Haryono’s house in Blok E. On April 10, 2024, Mrs Haryono’s father is Mr. Pauus pass away in Java. Mrs. Haryono accept us. Than Mr. Haryono come. He just as have activity before. We eat cake abd srink
the mineral water there. Mr. Antp lead
the prayer. Than we by the way. Mr.
Aloy go to the second floor. Other members
follow to go there. They see
Sumarecon Crown Gading (SCG) from
there. “Mr. Paulus reach 96 years old. He was
smoking use traditional tobacco
(tembakau). Although it he
reach long age, 96 years.” Mr. Anto
say. Than we permission. I want to jogging to Lavesh lake, I go there. I by pass Blok E
– F – G Gate 2 VMG I - Sumarecon Crown Gading (SCG) . Wow……. Evidently inhabitant (warga) Saint Alfonsus I who visit
family who is sick come here too. They continue to travelling here before they go back to theor home. Just as
they want to take picture and
photo too. Than I go to the Lavesh Lake.
Than I’m jogging there. I’m jogging while
memorize the verses of Bible
e.g. Genesis 1:1-31, Matthew 1:17 – 25; Matthew 3:13-17; Mathew 4: 1-11;
Matthew 5:1-12; Matthew 11: 25-30
; Mathew 28:18-10 Luke 4;18-19;
John 1:1-19; John 14:15-17,26.
I’m joggimg in condition not so
light because the lamp in Lavesh
Park are off. I’m pee in
grass tgere. I’m want to pee so I
pee there.Than the lamp on. Than I go
back. I by pass Neo Vassana. I want to
entrance the vegetables kiosk there but
I cancel. I want to buy ginger. I go to Pertamina. I fill fuel IDR 15,000.
Than I go to Udin Combo market in Harapan Mulya. I
buy ginger there. I spend IDR 10.000. I try to treat my cough . I buy
carrot IDR 5.000. Than I go back
to home. In home I ‘m peel the ginger
than I’m mashing (menumbuk) or mark
(mememarkan) the ginger than I mix
it with
palm sugar. Than I enjoy it. It so delicious. Than I’m
write the daily experience while read
news of the
Badminton Thomas dan Uber
cup in internet . Mr. Jefry ask
about costume for
tomorrow, May 2, 2024. Than I ask
Ms Eilinn. “Use the traditional
custom,” he say. “f not use white
and back,” I say. Than
I’m rest.
Thursday, May 2, 2024
Friday, May 3, 2024
Saturday, May 4, 2024
Sunday, May 5, 2024
Monday, May 6, 2024
Tuesday, May 7, 2024
Wednesday, May
8, 2024
Thursday, May 9, 2024
I have dreams.
The first dream is I was in a place. I
visit that place because I want to
see my property namely land that I had bought there. Just as
some people from Wela, just as
Mr. Egy and Mr. Alex had bought land there too. They and I
wonder (merantau) to Jakarta. I just as
see that property. It still empty, only
grass there. I just as listen
talk from Mr. Alex about condition their land. “The land can lost
fertile component there if growth
the grass. It is opinion of Tore and Hugo
who study about land and grass
in their lesson in the school,” Mr. Alex said. I just as in east side of the land that we bought. The location on land just as in lonely place.
The second dream is I see our uncle Mr. Herman Don. He is from Ndiwar tribe in Wela village. We call him
uncle because his
grandfather and our grandmother were
brother and sister. In this dream I see
Mr. Herman Don carry his little daughter who had
shitted (shit). He just as feel
disgusting (jijik) to wash bottom of her daughter who had shitted (shit) . He only bring her daughter to bamboo shower while hope
she clean her bottom by
herself. Her daughter hope his
help for this purpose.
Than I’m get up on 04.00 am. I’m going to toilet. I’m therapy urine there. Than I take a bath.
I read news in HP. Today is
Ascension Day of Jesus Christ to
heaven. I have plan to join the first
Holy Mass that will
happen on 06: 00 am. Than I wash my face and head. Than I prepare
myself to go there. I start on 05.30 am.
I take my motor cycle. I kick start. It is enough difficult. Finally it on too. I meet Mr. Tomo.
He busy to handle their business of food. They
open food stalls (warung makan) in Blok C, Jln. Gading Raya. I’m greeting him. “Good morning
sir,” I say. He respons than
entrance to his home. He and his
family are my neighbor (tetangga). His home in rght side of our rent
house. Than I by pass Blok B – A - C –
Gate I VMG. I’m feel the motor cycle
broken is the tire flat
again whereas recent repaired it in last evening in motor cycle of Bogor village. I’m regret too to staff
of workshop who did it nicely. Now the tire flat again. I try
to drive it. The speed of motor
cycle so limited because the the tire is flat. I by pass Bogor village,
intersection (Perapatan) ,
Pertamina, under pass Alindra –
Asera - Jln Bulevard – Pasar Modern –
Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church .
I entrance to
the Church Complex , I parking my
motor cycle there. Than I entrance to
the church. The Rosary prayer is ongoing
(sedang berlangsuung). Just as on the
end mystery , I join on the prayer. Than the prayer of Holy Mass start.
Father Nemensia Pradipta who lead the Holy Mass. There are
family who sit down beside me.
They are just as husband and
wife. The wife share the wet tissue to me when
want to communion. I accept
it with grateful. Than I follow
the Holy Mass untuk finish. I’m see Laoshe
Mariana (JPS sHS Mandarin
teacher), Ms Dea (JHS Physic teacher) , ….SIlangit, Mrs Kesya (? – Jerman teacher - . They just as compact
to join on the first Holy Mass, “Happy Sunday,” I say. “Not Sunday
sir, Thursday,” Ms Dea
say. “Oh yes, today is Thursday,
thank you,” I say. Than we shake hand
and say hallo. Than I go back. I
come to Pasar Modern. I want to repaired the tire that flat. I ask the worshop to check it. He see and check
it. No
new leak, so why it flat, I recent patching (tambal) in last night?” I ask. “May
the wind not enough,” he say. Than he
set again. We by the way. I see he hang
the paddy in front of his home. Wow….wonderful,” I say. “Where from are
you?” I ask. I’m from here (Betawi). I
seldom work in rice field,” he
say. “Where your rice?” I ask. It is in
around here,” he say. He fill the wind. Than I pay IDR 8.000. I ask him about the place to repair the fan. “It
in Harapan Indah or in Kampung
Bogor,” he say. “Where is place in Bogor
Village.” I say. It near the Flyover of
Alindra in near Penggarutan. There is fan that display there. “ he
say. Is it near SDN Pusaka Rakyat
02?” I ask. “Not until there. It
near Flyover , after grave (kuburan),”
he say. “Thank you,” I say. How about the
part of body of motor cycle that
broken? “ I ask. It handle by glue (lem) of Korea,” he say. :Where is saled? “ I ask. In Material
shop,” he say. . Thank you,” I say. I want to
find the palce to repair the fan. There are 2 fans that broken in house . I want to repaired it. I by pass Pasar Modern, Jln. Bulevar, Asera – Alindra Flyover – Penggarutan. I try
to find that fplace. In near SDN Ousaka Rakyat I ask
people in AC shop. “Is here can repairing the fan (kipas angin) ? “ I ask. “Oh no…,” he
say. “Where is palce that can repaired the fan?” he ask. “Please walk in this rod, may be in left
side,’ he say. Thank you,” he say. I go there. I by pass Penggarutan,
Kepu village. I ask 2 men there
but they don’t know or show other place in Pejuang. He show me place in
Pejuang, Medang Satria. Wow….it enough
far,” I say in my heart. . I just ask
the svavenger (pemulung). His mouth
still have lef of food. Just as he had
not teeth his teeth in long time. Wow…….. Than I go to Kepu village. I ask
people there. “Do you know place to repair
fan here?” I ask. Just as in
Puri in near place of incline
(tanjakan),” he say. “Thank you,” I
say. to him. I go there . I’m not find it. I find the new housing area (perumahan). I’m not find the place to repair the fan. I feel that the motor cycle have problem. Wow…just as the tire flat
(kempes) again. “What is happen with
my motor cycle. What is worng?” I ask. I want to worshop again. I
arrive in Penggarutan Village. In near Flyover Alindra I stop. Than I see to right side. I see a home that have fan and other electronic tool just
as need repaired. Than I turn and come
to that place. Than I parkimg my motor cycle than I entrance to that place. The
staff still sleep. “Is ths plalce can repair
the fan?” I ask. “Yes, this place can repair the fan,” she answer. “Do
you bring the fan that broken?” she ask. “No it is still in the
home,” I say. “Please bring to
here if want to ve repaired,” she say.
“I am happy when find that place. Than I come
to workshop in Bogor village to my customer, I ask him to repaired
the the body of motor cycle that broken. How is way to repair the body of motor cycle that broken?” I ask. :Why broken
just as this?” he ask. It is accident,
crash by car around here when my
friend drive it,” I say. “How
is trick to handle this park that broken?” I ask him. “This is should
be holed
than tie (ikat) by wire (kawat),” he say. Than he handle it.
Than I ask him how to handle the kick
start that difficult. Than he try to drive it. “The shock breker had brokened,” he say. How many money the estimate to handle this case?” I ask. How
about the spedo meter and shower tool gasoline that broken, not walk ?”
“ I ask. It is problem in some component that had broken, include the accu. ‘You can ask the accus problem in the shop in Bogor village,” he say. Than I
pay IDR 20.000 to him. “Thank you,” I
say. Than I go to Bogor village. I entrance to accu shop. I want to charge it.
“I ask the staff of shop to see my accu. “This accu had broken, useless,” he
say. I ask him to check it. He opem it.
He is correct that no current there. “Please use the dry accu, , The cheap one about IDR 140.000,” he say. “This
one can not be used again,” he say. Than I go back to home.
I’m cook
vegetables in home. Than I’m
prepare the fan and gallon water.
I brong it. I pay the gallon water IDR 6.000. Than I go to the Penggarutan place . I by pass Blok B – A
- C – G
Gate I 2 VMG I – Bogor Village -
Penggarutan. I giveor submit the fan that broken. “You can come again in afternoon or evening. We close on 21.00 pm,” he say.
“How many the estimate the payment of
repair?” I ask. It is about 40.000 per
fan,” he say. Than I go back. I come to workshop in Bogor village to ask to customer to repaire it. I come to ther ebut his
is not there. “Where is he?” I ask to
children there. “He is lunch.
We will return on afternoon,” they say.
I decide to go to other place. I come to
some place but full. Than I come to workshop of Batak people
in Bogor village. We by the
way. “The tire is broken now,” he say. He raoired the patcjing in last
night. We by the way. “ I have experience wander about to other place include in
Lombok.” He say. “Where place do you
visit in Lombok?” I ask. In East Lombok, West Lombok and middle
Lombok. I was there during 10 years.
“ he say. I know the Lombok place.
Because I often by pass there. “The people there lazy to
wander. They become village thug (preman kampung),” he say. “I
have experience fight with them in
Mataram terminal. I have
exper3ince to go to Sumbawa –
Dompu – Bimama. I’was debate with thug (preman) in Bima and Sape too,” I say.
Than there
is man
come to bring the motor
cycle too. He want to repair his motor
cycle too. We by the way. “Where from are you?” I ask. “Iam from
Kebumen, central Java. I
have wife who
from Kendari. I ever wnt to
Kendari by motor cycle. I help my parent in law there with
use my trial Mototyvyvlr to
carry the fruit from garden, Than I sale it there
wth price IDR 7. Million. “ he say .
Than pay the xost of patching cost is IDR 15.000. Than I go back to home.
Ms Elin and Ms Rensy had get up.
They eat cake. They put cake in my table in my room. “Where from this cake?” I ask. This from
school,” they say. Than I’m rest.
I have dream
. I just as in a place. I join on
a meeting of Saint Alfonsus I . We discuss about the program of aprsih of Saint
Albert Harapan Indah Chirch. There are some
people just as Ms Anastasia (Mrs
Sumijo) she complain because
the program can ask us to discuss
it. “May be cbecause no our people whp join
when make decision,” I say.
I see the
handphone. There is information about
customary bill (tagihan adat)
about sida of death
from Karot with amount 2,5
million for 4 persons. :We will care
it,” I say in WA.
Than I get
up. I write daily experience on 03.30
an. Than I repair broom that broken. I
think how to hand;e it. I use
many ways and tools. Finally I
success to handle it. The broom broken.
I use saw (gergaji), rope, knife,
hammer, . I success repair it. I find a tool to put inside the iron stick. The
broom broken (patah). Finally I success to repair it with
many ways and tools. Wow….I’m willing.
Ms Elin iron her dress. Than She clean the floor and terrace. I help to put tradhben on
plastic so tdy. Than I put it on trashbin.
Than I cook vegatables. I mx
it with old rice.
Ms Rensy and Ms Elin go out to shooping. They are on foot. They buy food
outside. Than they supper.
I’m wash my
shoes. I write my daily experience until
20.26 pm. It need long time
to write the daily experience. Than I take a bath, soak my under cloth. Than I go out. I go to Penggarutan village to
take fans that I bring there to repaired. I bring
with leftover rice to through to
become the food of fish other animal in river. I by pass Blok B – A – C - Gate 1 VMG1
- Bogor Village – Penggarutan Village.
When I arrive in Penggarutan there are 2 adult women who ask to piggyback. They go back
work. Thay just as busker (pengamen)
who finish work and return to home. “Sorry I go in front of there,” I
say. Than I stop my motor cycle beside place of repair of electronic tool. Than I ask my fans. The staff call the owner
of workshop. Than I ask him to check the
fans. All work. How cost of it? I ask. It is IDR 80.000 for both,” he
say. I pay it.
Than I go back.
I’m turn to left to go to Asera. I want to throw
away (membuang) the leftover rice
in rive there. I’m doing it. Than I go back. I by pass Asera – Bogor village .
I stop in electric shop in Bogoer Village. I buy electric tool to plug the electric. I
spend IDR 30.000 . Than I go back. I stop by in Blok C VMG 1. I buy rice amount 4 liters @
IDR 11.000 = IDR 44.0000. Than I go to home. I’m supper. Than I’m wash the pan, plate, spoon, . I plug in the
fan that I had repaired. I
enjoy the fan that had
work with normal again. Than I
turn off the tap of water . Than I’m rest on 22: 45 pm.
Dere M:
Oe tuang
guru daruma mi ga. (3 21 1 5) (6 I 56 5)
Gereng wear sekolah
( 22 12 15)
Darum ami ga
(Lemelengkus ami ga) (6 I 56 5)
(VMG 1, Bogor
Village, Penggarutan , Asera Nishi, 9 Mei 2024)
Friday, May 10, 2024
Saturday, May
11, 2024
I see Mr. Sumijo
use dress as prodeacon (?), Befor we looking for people
who want to become prodeacon in our Environment Saint Alfonsus I.
I join the
Rodarion prayrr in Mr. Sitorus house.
I’m late, When go back I bring the water gallon in stand up position. I almost
accident in intersection Jln. Biola Raya I set the gllon to Lndscape position.
Sunday, May 12, 2024
I meet with Mr. Rober
Wardy in a palce. We just as finish
activity in a place. When go back
Mr.Robe t Wardy ask me join together
him to go to right side while I want to straight direction to access the public transportation
but he ask me to join
ith his car
because no public transportation
there. I follow. I’m shame too.
Than I walk in a
place, I see the just as rice field
before but t=had move become rice
filed. I walk to the road. I see the
road and land in westa and south side. I walk to there. Evidently it is dangerous place. The land that I walk and stand up have hole under
it. In right sie had have canton (jurang), I aware that my position in dangerous area. I try
to save myself.
The second dream is I
just as piggyback my youngest brother
Mr. Rony in my motor cycle. He is naughty . he stand up in back
while the motor cycle running. I
stop my motor cycle. I rebuke and
angry him. I give punishment him to entrance the group people who celebrate
an event of family, just as
festivity (kenduri). The postion just as in Golo Karot. I want to go my uncle
home is Mr. Rofinus Magut. His home in
west side on road whie
we re in esat side
in south. On that time the people just as give
food to Mr. Rony. He just as eat porridge. On that situation mom Regina come, She just as say something to us but I’m not remember it.
My activity today,
I go to the Church, join the
fist Holy Mass. I just as sick. I
ask Jesus to recovery. “Jesus, son of David have mercy
on me.
I go back to home,
I buy Macarel tuna
fish in Padang Restaurant. I buy
vegetables: carrot, corn, long bean in Blkok D market. I sepnd IDR 14.000.
Ms Theres give
chicken soto to me,
I work make question
for Primary 4. I wprk from morning
until evening on 00: am. Wow……….
I am happy, my duty finally finish.
Sunday, May 12, 2024
Monday, May 13, 2024
Tuesday, May 14, 2024
Wednesday, May
15, 2024
Thursday, May
16, 2024
Friday, May 17, 2024
Saturday, May
18, 2024
Sunday, May 19, 2024
Monday, May 20, 2024
Tuesday, May 21, 2024
Wednesday, May
22, 2024
………
Today I have duty
from Principal to go to join om
Education Authorities of Meeting of Principal Primary Unit of
Tarumajaya Distrik. Mr, Mario ask me to join that activity. He share the information. Than I go there. I
have duty too to delivery the document of
Education Report to Education Authorities of Tarumajaya Distrik . Than I
prepare myself include the data. I ask
it from Ms Herlina as administrator. Than I I go the Tarumajaya Education
Authorities office in Distrik of Tarumajaya in Desa Pantai Makmur.
I by pass JPS – Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah
- Market of Haji Udin Kombo – Pamahan
village - Setia Mulya Kampung Bali – Pasar Bojong – Education office of Tarumajaya Distrik. I entrance . I arrive there on 10.00
am. I greeting the staff there. Lucky Ms Mumun
is there. I see some Principal of
Kindergarten unit. Than I submit
the Education Report to Ms Mumun.
Lucky Ms Mumun there is there. Than I permission. I go back . I by pass Desa Pantai Makmur – Kampung Bali –
Pomahan Village - Haji Udin Kombo market - Bogor village. I stop by in home. I;m
breakfast. I had miz vegetables with
rice in the last morning. Than I
go to the place of meeting in SDN Setia
Asih 02 in near Pasar Puri. I by pass VMG I – Bogor Village - SDN Pusaka Rakyat 02 - Penggarutan – Kepu Village – Puri Market –
Village Office of Setia Asih - SDN Setia Asih 2. I entrance there. I arrive late. I arrive there on 11.00 am.
I shake hand with Mr. Ahmad
Japra , the Coordinator of Region
of Education I of Primary and
Kindergarten in Tarumajaya District. I
come late because I get late information from Principal. “You are late,” he say. “It is okay that important registration in order to get
snack and lunch box ,” the
teacher in registration say. I’m
shame. I come late because
Mr. Mario as Principal late
to give the information to me. Than I entrance to the
meeting room. Mr. Satrio – Supervisor – still speech.
Than there are question from the
Principal include how
to handle the case of
change of certificate for his
students who had pass in last
time. How the solution for
this case? “ he ask.
The other question is about Assessment in Kurikulum Merdeka. The Womwn
teacher (Principal) who explain it. I try to eat the snack
while listen the
explanation. Than The committee (host)
distribute the food.
While
the supervisor talk a Principal smoke with
relax in the room without wrong
feeling. “Woww this Principal so selfish. He smoke in condition
meeting and the weather so
hot,” I say in my heart.
Than the committee distribute
the box
lunch. The meeting finish on
about 12.30 am. I meet Mr. Asmawi .-
treasurer (bendahara) of Principal od
Tarumajaya District. I pay IDR 50.000
for December 2023.
Than I get the receipt. Than I
ask number of WA of Mr.
Asmawi. I by the way with Mr.
Ruseno – the Principal of Pantai
Makmur / Segara Jaya that the location of
school in near rice fielf. We by theway. We shake
hand. “Your hand feel
warm. Are you sick?” he ask. “I’m
fever and cough,” I answer. I ssee
nun of Catholic the Principal
of Santo Yusuf school
MGC . I’m not say hallo
with her because
bussy. Than I go back to home. I
come to Blok B to buy
gallon water. I bring
it in my motor cyle. The gallon
fall down until the
it broken (pecah). It
happen in Blok B6 and A.. I stop
to save it. I Than I try to save the
water that still remaining (tersisa). I
arrive in home . I’m set the remaining
water to dispenser. I stop by in the home in VMG .
Than I’m unch. Than I see, the water is finished . I’m shock . Where is water
flow? I see the floor. It wet but
I’m not understand to where the water flow. I change it with the
good gallon water that
still have water. Than I’m luch there. I save cracjers there. Than I make finish he food
and vegetables. I’m eating the rice, vegetables, fruit is banana and
duck meat (daging bebek). The
duck meat are hard and
tough (alot) . I finish it. I make reflection about my
fail in drive motor cycle until the
water gallon water rolling in
road and water
spilled (tertumpah).
Than I return to JPS. I by [ass
Blok B – A - C - G – Gate 2 – Bogor
Village – Mosque Harapan Indah – SMKAN
I Tarumajaya – Ruko Simphoni
- Nismara - Deer and
Horse statue s Bridge - Altius Hospital - JPS. I arrive
abuut 14.00 pm. Than I sent the
receipt to Ms Evy and and
meet Mr, Mario to say the report of the meeting .
Tha I do my duty in library. I
make questiion test fro
students primary 3 and 4.
I’m doing it try
to do other activity. Than I’m try to do
it. I
read news and
watch video. Than I go back to
home in evening.
Thursday, May
23, 2024
I have dreams. The first dream
is we just as have event in Wela. There
are many people who join this
event. When finish do it we
want to sleep. We get place to sleep in
other people house. I just as not get place (home) to sleep. I’m confuse. I just as
get house to sleep but I just as
not go there too. My condition
just as in Merkedila. I see just as
there is road from Merkedila that connect to other place,
especially to Wela Renggang.
The second dream is I’m in
Ntalung Pada. I see a son. H seem
handsome and cool. He is Mr. Sales ‘s
son . I see Mr. Sales’
wife, Mrs Tini (Alfaros’ mom). She
know that that son not her son
but from other women
who adulteries with Mr. Sales.
The third dream is I just as in Merekedila in near Mr. Wilem Jogo’s house. I walk with
mr. Edu Sanor. In Merkedila
river or bridge we see
there are many plants , include the fig (?)
(ara) tree. The condition seem so
shady (rindang). The branch of
fig tree reach the road. I see the birds
stay there. It is big
bird, just as Eagle (Semberuaang). The
color of birs just as parrot
. I’m very happy when see it. The people
include Mr. Edu want to
hunter it. I’m sad. I like let
the birds still live there, no need
to be huntered (diburu?). Mr. Edu just as say
something to me about policy in Wela
that not so fair. The policy of
financial of village just as be
dominated by Mr, Yan Ano. He dislike
it. He want the system that give
justice to all. I try to listen him.
Than I aware.
Today is Holiday of ………(Waisak).
In the morning I’m jogging
to Pisang Batu village. I by pass area
that still work by Sumarecon Developer. It still piling up soil than make flat it. I walk there. There are
many dust there. There is bridge in river. Wow….. the piling up soil enough reach
in many area there. The farmer vegetables who plant
vegetables there not plant it
again because the developer had piling land there. I try
to find way to reach Pisang atu village.
Finally I find it it east sude in edge of river. The
birds threster lose of living
place. Than I arrive in Pisang Batu. I see the plant in edge of river. It
is …. ….(gambas / oyong). I’m
pick one it. ThanI put on my
pocket. Than I go back to Sumarecon lamd. I by pass the
the forent of weed (ilalalg). The
people seldom burm iy. I see some people
who worjk of vegetables
and fish of fish in the lake. The water enough much. I see shit of people there.
I see worker who watering the vegetables,
cut the basil tree to become seed (benih). Generally people who make business of vegetables
are Indramayu people. I see a
women who pick and
cut he basil lreaves / plant
to get the seed to plant again. I see
itehr women harvest the vegetables
just as spinach (bayam). I pick
the long peanit. I want to cook it. It is black peanut. I greeting peope there. I see
snake in east side of lake.
I see shit of man in bridge and land there. Just as the people
not have toilet there so they throw away (membuang) the shit in wood bridge or in random land.
Than I go back to home. I
shooping vegeatbles in Blok D market. I
buy carrot, tempeh, cucumber, musrom (jamur), Chinese cabbage. I spend IDR 30.000 for it. Than I by pass Blok D - Blok B – I arrive on home. I cook vegatbles.
Than I’m breakfast.
Friday, May 24, 2024
Saturday, May
25, 2024
I join in prayer of
Rosary in Mr. Lily in Blok A.
Mr. Aloy give Agnda
to me.
I join with Ms
Broto who had 76 years old.
Sunday, May 26, 2024
I have dream . The dream about
my sexuality desire . I just as meet
with a women. May be women teacher when Primary school. Is
she Mrs Ely Pangul. I think my
Mr. P is erection, want to
removing sperm . When I get
up evidently the sperm still in Mr. P, not until removing and
spilled (tumpah). So it not wet the underpants (celana dalam). I go to toilet. Than I thehrepy urine. I
drink urine,. Than I’m sleeping again.
Than I get up on 05.50 am. I am
cook new vegetables and warm the old vegetables that Ms Rensy cook yesterday . I’m peel carrot, bean,
long beans (kacanf Panjang). There
are leftover white rice
yesterday. It is still good. I’m cook vegatables while
wash my dress. I’m drinking
water. Than I’m eat the
the crackers that I got in last Wedneday, May 22, 2024 in school of Setia Asih
02 in Tanah Tinggi, Puri, when Principal
Meeting. I’m eating it. Than I’m breakfast. I sing of song of Maanggrai in bath room.
Than I prepare myself to to to the church. I join on the second Holy
Mass. I’m not bring jacket I start late
on 08.20 am. I by pass Blok B – A – C –
G – Gate 2 VMG I - Bogor village –
Pertamina – Asera - Jln. Bulevard –
Pasar Modern – Saint Albert Church. I
arrive late. I parking the motor cycle. Than I go to the pastoral
building. I join Holy mass there. I go to toilet. I meet Mrs
Vero, the parent of Monica, …..and Joseph. She is the
church of activist. We shake hand . Than I go to toilet than
return to hall where the people gathering to join the
Holy Mass. I sit down than join the Holy Nass. I arrive the
the kyrie song. Today
Father Kesharyanto who join the
Holy Mass. There is guest priest who
accompany Father Kesharyanto.
Father Kesyaryanto talk about
Trinity God. He talk the cross
of sign. He repat the story about
the crazy people who
climb in coconut tree and want to
still stay there although there are many people who
ask him to go down. All his
families stress because him, On that situation they call priest to help him to go dowm. The priest come and bless
him and coconut tree. Than
he go
down. The priest make him go
down. Than peole ask him. Why do you go
down from coconut tree? “ I see the
priest make cross of sign. I understand it that if you not go down, I will cut the
coconut tree. I afraid with that
threaten, so I go down.
When finish Holy Mass I go back. I meet Mr. jefry I in the churxh. He want to accompany students who want to
get guiding of the
first communion in the church. He
replace Mr, Aldy who can not
come because he must accompany his new baby and
his wife who recent born their daughter. Than I turn on my motor cycle use kick start. The motor cycle
on but the kick star broken. I check in in main road, Jln.
Bulevard. I see some students of
JPS who want to join the guiding
the first communion. I try to repair the kick start that
broken but it difficult. I tie (mengikat) it with
rop of masj that I take from edge road. It save
until in Bogor village. Than I bring it to Worskhop. . This is
problem tool in machine, So must
opem the machine and it need long time,” he say. . “Plese open it,”
I say to him. He open it. I see
he open it. He work hard.
There are many part s that broken. The
estimation of coat to repair this about 1,650.000,” he say. Than he delivery me to home. I ask to pay the
down payment (DP). I submit IDR
1.000.000. Than I’m sleeping. Than I’m
get up. Lunch of vegetables than I
rest / sleeping. Than in afternoon I’m get up and
prepare the answer sheet of
Religion test. I make hole just as
mall to easy to make correction. Than in afternoon I see ms Elin go to the church
to join the Holy Mass. Ms Rensy still sleep. Today the rice
finish . They cook only few rice.
Than on 18.00 I go to workshop
in Bogor
village. I on foot. Mr. Lutijan get
me in Blok C 6 / C7. We by the
way. He return from work in Ms. Theres’ house. “Do you still work in
Saint James?” I ask. :Yes, I’m still work there. Than he return to his house. Than I go to workshop.
Before it I’n supper in waterg in Bogor village. I’m eating rice,
kale vegetables and catfish. I spend IDR
15.000. Than I go to workshop. The
owner had go abck. I ask to the women
who sale the food there. She help
to call his wife. Than Mr. Lonce (Doer)
come. “Sorry your motor cycle not finish yet.” He say. “When do you finish it?”
I ask > I will try finish it tomorrow,” he say. “
May I take the
key there because there is key of
office there,” I say. Than he
open his workshop. I take the key. Than
I go to Pertamina. I entrance to ATM. I
take money and transfer money to Mr.
Giusty and to almunis st. Kalus who pass way (Mr. Primus). Than I go back to home. I by pass Bogor
vlllage. Than I’m feel not so good my
condition. My health just as disturb. I come to blok C. I want to shoopng. I
buy rice 4 littrles @ 11.000 = IDR 44.000. I buy soap and ….(pasta gigi). I spenf IDR 58.000. Than
I brng ot to home. I listen Ms Elin talk with Ms Tely about Ms Oden.They
share their experience. I read
news in internet in my HP. I send thr receipt to Mr. Marcel and Mr.
Agus. I send receipt tp alumni who share bill number of wife the alumni (Mr. Primus)
who pass away. The mosquito
bite my feet. I feel itchy
…..(gatal?) . I wash my feett but the mosquite bite and disturb again. Than I take a bath. I write daily
experience. I work until 23.40 pm. Than
I stop. I want to rest.
Monday, May 27, 2024
Tuesday, May 28, 2024
Wednesday, May
29, 2024
Thursday, May
30, 2024
Friday, May 31, 2024
Saturday, June
1, 2024
I have dream in
evening > it about my activity
but I’m not remember it. I’m get
up than go to kitchen. I’m want to
wash my dress that had soaked in last
evening but cancel to do it because
the water is dirty. I’m sad. Than boil the
kenikir vegetables. Than I’m breaskfast. I want to jogging but
cancel to do it. Than I;m rest
again. I have fream. The dream
about my activity in Wela . I’m
in Mbaru Gendang Wela . Just as there is
event of Welo Ngabu is
collection money for school of
Mr. Vincent (Gembo_ . Just as
the uncle and aunty and sister get
double burn of sida. The peoles complain about it.
Than I ware. I see in WAG. We
discuss about Mr. Simeon
Tote who passed away in Blitar in last
evening May 31, 2024. From Jayarta, Mr.
Ino, Mr. Yustinus, Mr Yosep and Elno
who go there. They just as use
private car. The Holy mass happen on 08.00 in the church There are many people who join
on the Holy Mass. Mr. Don Jebaru, my older brother ask how
about sorrow money to Mr. Simeon Tote. Than I write
it in WAG of Baduk family. Mr. Don suggest to collect
it in a bill that transfer there.
Evidently the Wela family had sent the
bill number is Mr. Joseph;s bill. Than I write it in WAG of Baduk
Family. Than I get response from Mr. Rony. “I had sent it in Mr. Joseph’s bill. Than we decide to sent theough
Mr. Joseph. Mr. Don sent
through it to Mr. Joseph’s bill. Than he sent the
receipt the to me. I forward to Mr. Joseph. Mr Ino ca arrive
there when the corpse of Mr.
Simeon had buried. They visit the cemetery. Ividently Mr. Simeon
born on October 1959. He almost 65 years old.
We talk about him. Mr. Simeon
seem patient. Loyal.
Than Ms
Tely come to our rent
house. They (Ms Tely, Ms Elin, Ms Rensy, Ms Oden) prepare to
go to shooping in Bekasi.
Than I go to the kiosk of food in
Blok C. I buy Macarel tuna fish .
Than I buy water
in Blok B. I bring it to home. I spend it IDR 6.000. Than I cook vegetables of carrot and mustard greens. I boil it. Than
I;m lunch. Than I write dauly experience. Today I have paln to go to
Cikrang to join the Wedding party of Mrs Elvy and Mr. Stanis. I take a bath on 17.00 pm.
Wednesday, June
5, 2024
I have dream but my
memory can not remember it.
I’m get up than I go to toilet. I take a bath . I wash my dress. I
use the old water that I
accommodate in last time. I
cancel to wash my dress in last night because the
water is dirty. I accommodate the water
in big bucket (ember) . Than I
take the
water to take a bath from there. Than I dry
the dress in terrace. I cook or boil
the papaya leaves . I’m
wash and cut the carrot, pariah
than I steam it. I want to breakfast
I by pass Blok B – A – C – G – Gate 2 VMG I - Bogor village – Pertamina – Asera - Jln. Bulevard – Pasar Modern – Saint Albert
Church. I arrive late. I parking the
motor cycle. Than I go to the
pastoral building. I join Holy
mass there. I go to toilet. I meet
Mrs Vero, the parent of Monica,
…..and Joseph. She is the church of activist. We shake hand
.
NB:
Kekhasan Bahasa
Rajong (Razong) dari Bahasa Manggarai
Tengah, kata -kata
yang menggunakan o di Mannggarai
Tengah menjadi u dalam
Bahasa Rajong (Razong). Misalnya kata
huruf o dalam kata Mori di Manggarai Tengah menjadi
Muri dalam Bahasa Rajong (Razong).
Di sini huruf o menjadi u.
Lihat video Perayayan Krisma di Paroki Wukir 2023.
Tuesday, June 11,
2024.
I have dream. The dream about my
activity. I just as in a place that in edge
of forest. I just as happy and
impressed (kagum) when I see see
that there is a local bird – just
as Ngkiong – in the forest in Manggarai.
The
place not so crowded (ramai) .
The other dream I forget. Than I aware. I go to
toilet. Than I therapy urine,
than I take a bath. Than Ms Elin get up
and prepare the pan (panci) . Than
she take the rice than wash it
than she cook it. She prepare the vegetables to cook or stir fry (menumis) it. Than I take vegetables just as carrot, pumpkin,
pariah in refrigerator than cut, wash and steam it. I pick the
basil (kemangi) leaves than wash it. I’m taking the Chinese cabbage
(sawi putih) and long bean. I cut it,
wash than cook it. I take and pick the
young corn than cook it. I’m breakfast the vegetables that I boil. Than I iron the dress than I prepare myself to go to school.
I by pass I by [ass Blok B – A - C - G – Gate 2 – Bogor Village – Mosque Harapan Indah – SMKAN I Tarumajaya – Ruko Simphoni
- Nismara - Deer and
Horse statue s Bridge - Altius Hospital - JPS. I parking my motor cycle in lobby B. Than I entrance to lobby
B. I finger print. I arrive
abuut 06.44 am. Than I go to the
second floor. I open the library
and chapel. Than I turn on the AC
and PC, Than I return to lobby B.
I delivery my motor cycle to parking area.
I meet Mr. Janus there. We by the
way. We talk about situation and
condition the local people
include the Flores people that
the unity so prone to (rentan). “The local people, the unity prone to (rentan),
easy to be separated (dipisahkan)
or break apart (dipecah belahkan). Than
I offer him about prize coupon (kupon berhadiah) from SND Congregation. They want to build
chapel in Sasi Timor. NTT. Mr.
Janus buy e prize coupon. He pay IDR
60.000. “Thank you,” I say. Than Ms
Paska come to us to ask the book that will be returned. “Sir, I still teach the same class in next
year, is nee need to retun the book or
no need? She ask. Return first than you
can borrow again. Than Mr. Sisco – English primary teacher come
to borrow the book. Ms. Lisna Romauli ask me about the book. “Later I
will check the book. I use ;ong time to
check the book and search it. I find the book that Mr. Sisco looking for
but not find the book that Ms Lisna looking
for. Than I looking
for the book that Ms Cinta ask
yesterday. It is Cambridge book. Only
Biology cambrige book that I find. I
serve Ms Mauren, Ms Bernie, Ms Santi, Ms
Dwi, Mr. Aldy who return the book.
I sign
the sheet for teacher
who want to resign from JPS just as Mr. Ano, Mr. Maria.
Mr. Tevy come to the library to ask about
paper sheet of one student 3B
than lose. I ‘m confuse too, Than Mr
Tevy check it and finally find it. “Thank you Ms Tevy,” I say to her. I’m seldom not
thorough (teliti). I by the
way with Ms Maureen - Philipine
teacher - . We by the way about
plan of holiday. “Do you gonna (akan) go to Philipine on this holiday? “ I ask.
Oh no, we will go there on Christmas event ,” she say. “Do you gonna (akan)
holiday to your hometown? She ask. “No,
I’m not holiday to my hometown on
this holiday. I had holiday to hometown in last year 2023. It is use much
money if holiday in every year,” I say.
I see in WAG of Wela family and
Alumni St. Klaus about sad
news about Father Patris Sixtino Bollar who pass away in Rureng
today. We write our witness or
testimony about him. The rain come
today.
Mr. Charles
come to library. We by the way.
We go back on 19.30 am. Mr.
Charles and I go back together. The rain come. I go to parking area. I open
the place I save raincoat in motor
cycle. Than I wear it. Than I take my helmet. It so weight. I’m curious. I see.
I’m shocl. Evidently there is kitten
that sleep in my helmet. I’m so shick,
angry, regret. I fall down the
helmet from my hand. The can exit. I;m angry. I’m feel humiliate by the kitten (anak
kucing). I’m not wear the helmet. I save it. I’m not use helmet. I go back. I by pass JPS - Patung Kuda – Rawa Indah Warteg
Amar in Harapan Mulya , near Bogor village. I’m stop to to supper.
Than I’m eat. I’m eat rice, macarel tuna fish , soup. I spend IDR 9.000. I share the macarel tuna
fish with cat. Than I go back to home. In home I wash the helmet. I’m soak it. The PAM water seem
dirty. I try to take water
from kitchen. The PAM
water dirty. I take a bath use the old
water that clean. Than I ‘m rest.
Than I
Wednesesday,
June 12, 2024.
Thursday, June 13,
2024.
Friday, June 14,
2024.
Saturday, June
15, 2024.
Sunday, June 16, 2024
Dream, I was in Nderu, oir ganden
in my homw town, Wela, Manggarai, Flored
NTT. , I come from central ( Lodok) to
edge (Sising( garden. I see
the garden had clean. The land had cleanes with turn over
the soil use the shovel (membalikkan tanah menggunakan sekop), Thia condition
almost until in way /path in middle
garden. I see just as the turn over of land until in Mr. Fidelis Bagus land in eat
side. In near pat, in west side
in near border (perbatasan) with Mr.
Paulus HBUT / Mr. Hubert, I see the banana
that seem still green the skin
but evidently the content od meat of banana had mature, even
almost broken. We ate it. We talk or by the
way.
Than I aware. I get up. I
take a bath. I prepare
myself to go to the church. I wash my dress. I see the time in
handphone. The time show at 06.05 am. Wow,,,,I’m late. I prepare myself to go to the church. I by pass
Blok B – A – C – G – Gate 2 VMG 1, Bogor Village - Asera Nishi – Jln. Bulevard - Pasar Modern – Saint Albert Church. I arrive
late there I parking my motor cycle. Than I wash my hand,
Than I entrance the church. The Holy Mass
still on going on the second reading. I see
Mrs Thres Rustinem bring the Alleluia
Song before priest
read the Gospel. Today the Gospel talka about Seed that sown
on the land. There is peope who sowing (menabur) the seeds . The seed is the Word of Lord The sower is Jesus Christ. The first
Holy Mass lead by Father
Kesharyanto. I see Mr. Yohanes and his wife (Yuda’s father – mother ).
Than I read the bible text after Holy Mass. 1
Corianthian 5: 7: “Our life is
life because believe not
because see. “ Than I go back to
home. I by pass Jln. Bulevard – Pasar
Modern Esa Unggul University - Transera – I see JPS
student is Paskalis Hebat who jogging
with his father. I see many
people there, include the pkeople who may be
dating while jogging.
Than I go back. I by pass Jln.
Bulevard - Asera – Bogor Village –
The big traffic jamm in market in Bogor village. Than I
arrive in VMG I Blok A – B – D, I
buy carrot, young corn, tempeh, long bean. I pay IDR 10.000.
Than I by back to home. I’m boil vegeetables . Than I’m breakfast.
Than I go to the workshop. I want
to replace (mengganti)
the brake canvass (kampas rem)
in front of part. I go to Harmony worshop but
the Sarang Worskhop had closed . Why? May be because the owner and employee
holiday and go back to village on Holyday. For Moslem
people may be want to celebrate the Eid al Adha. Than I go to
Jln. Tarumajaya. I go to
Lukman worshop.
Monday, June 17, 2024
I have dream. The dream
about our activity. I just as in a place. We just as
want to go to a place to a
purpose. I just as not prepare myself
nicely. We just as want to use
a bus . I think the risk for my
health that easy to include
drunk
(landsick = mabuk darat) . If
drunk I can vomit.
I’m worry if vomit because it enough pain
(menderita) to me. I had
experienced about it. So when have journey activity jut as it I’m often worry because
my heath condition not so good. The other
dream I forget,. It may be talk about
my activity in Mbaru Gendang. I just as meet with
Mother of Paulina Gawut or see and
talk with Father Bone Kaso.
My memory can not remember nicely about
this dream.
I;m get up. Than I take my
handphone. I get up late . why? Today is
holiday of Eid al Adha . The moslem people make sacrifice of animal in Mosque today.
I prepare the food to breakfast
and lunch. There is leftover rice in
last night. I’m boil the fresh vegetables just as carrot, tempeh, long bean, young corn, mustard greens (sawii hijau). Than I’m breakfast. I open the Laptop than
write something about
finance report, include plan to
build home in Labuan Bajo and
budget of daily for us. I try to
count it.
Tha I’m sleeping. On 13,30 am I’m get up. I’m lunch On about 14.00 pm I ‘am
get calling from neighbour
Mr. Harjyadi – the fat man -.
He share the meat sacrifice . “Happy of
Eid al Adha . Thank you for the sacrifice meat. “ I say, Than I put it in the
sink (wetafel) . I open the tap water
(keran air) than I’m watering
meat in the plastic. I’m soak it.
I accommodate water in the cauldron
(kuali) than I’m soak it. Than I photo
it. Than I post it to Ms Tely. I
invite her to come to our rent house in Vila Mutiara Gading I, Setia
Asih Tarumajaya, Bekasi. Ms Tey stay in Metland Menteng Eas Jakarta. I post the
picture of meat sacrifice to Ms
Rensy who went to Cikande Banten since last
Friday, June 14, 2024. Than Ms
Telly response it. “Okay uncle, I
will go there. “ she say.
Than Ms Elin and Ms Oden get up. Than
I ask them to cook the sacrifice meat . Ms Elin and Ms Elin
just as go to Indomart or vegetables shop to buy seasoning to cook it. I write daily experience while read
news and chat with family in whatapp group (WAG). I ask
Gaspar Regina family to visit uncle Alo Bangul who sick in Orong, Welak. I ask them to prepare time to visit him.
“We still busy to success some event in nearest time just
as Event of feast (kenduri) in Karot
, Lelak on this June 2024. Than
we bussy prepare traditional custom of Mannggrai is Penti in
Wela that will happen on July 8 -9 2024,
he say. Okay, I say, Than on 18.00 pm Ms
Tely come . I ask Ms Tely to lead the Angel Prayer. We pray together. Than I take a
bath. Than they cook
while cook in kitchem. Ms
Resy arrive from Cikande on 19.30 at home.
**
Wednesday, July 17, 2024.
Today I get the message of PAM WATER Managemaent about
the bill of dues of water PAM. On June
2024, we get bill that the PAM dues is
1.099.500. We compalin. I go there some time ( 4 times) . Now we get the bill IDR 688.000.
In evening we meeting of
home (Ms Elin, Ms Rensy, Ms Oden) and I
. We evaluation our life together.,
include finance of PAM water.
**
Thursday, July 18, 2024.
I go to PAM office to pay the dues of water PAM
**
Friday, July 19, 2024.
I have dreams. The dream about my
activity. I just as in Wela. I bring the motor cycle. Than I’m in a place. The rain come make the road
wet. The road not asphalt. It
stone road. It slipry. I’m wprry.
I’m not dare to drive my cor in the condition of road that wet.
I’m afraid to fall down.
Than I’m in Wela of cametry / tomb area. I wan to go to Mbaru
Gendang area. The road is slpery because the
rain. I’m not dare to drive of
car on that situation. I just as parking or save my car in the Natas Mbaru Gendang Wela. I’m bad mood because the condition of stone
of road that slippery.
Today in school we have Meeting
with Parents. Shiena – Ms
Sna’ys and Mr.Theo’s daughter say
me with bad word: Kampret, while I’m not make mistake to
her. She come to library. She open the door
with hard. I just as still calm. That
she open the door with
hard again. I try to still calm. Than
she come again than say.”Sir Frans, kampret. Ms Dian listen it, She say
it to Ms. Santi. Than Ms Santi come
bring Shiana. Ms Santo ask her to say sorry
but she still dislike. Ms Santi cry because her daughter attitude.
Shiana seem impolite, hard of heart, naughty. “”I’m not angry, be polite to your
mom. Than admit it but dislike to say sorry.
Than her mom teach her to be
polite. She come to me. I talk to her. “Wow,,,you mouth
is bad snell. Close your food, it is the
bad snmall. I try to positive thinking. Oh may be my mouth is bad smell. In last time I’m ‘m eating the
food in home. I just as forget to wash my teeth. This is
nice critic from other
to me in order to I care to my health.
**
Saturday, July 20, 2024.
I have dreams. The dream
about my avtivity in Mbaru Gendang Wela. I’m in kicthcen of the old home (home 1980 – 2019/2020?). I am and other
, Mom of Pauina Gawut (our little mother / Ende koe in Manggarainese) in soth
side of kitchen – in Welo area- I see
the little Father (Ema koe in Manggarainese) is lie down in
box (peti) of corpse. He had passaway.
The …..(box = pety) still open .
I see little Father (Ema koe – in Manggararainese) Polus rise up and just as move
and talked something. There is mom Paulina besie heim in near his head. I’m shocked when see him rise up. He just as want to sit down. I just as blame Mr. Hubert – his first son - why
put him in …..(box / peti)
whereas he still avlive. The little father Paulus talk but I’m not
understand what is he say.
**
Sunday, July 21, 2024. I have
dreams. The dream about my avtivity in a
palce. I and Wela people just as in a a place. Just as in Wela.
Than I just as travelling to a place. It is
new place to me, The
location tourism that be
hidden (tersembunyi). The location just as near Nteer, North Satarmese. I go ther. I just as come from
north / est side (direction) just as from Cancar/ Bung. I entrance it .
The location just as near Todo./ Langke
Majo (similar only). Than I find the
palce that seem lonely, there are
many trees there. Than I ‘m retun but
not by pass the same way but
use diffrrwnt way. I by pass the
path way in midde area. Than I meet
road but not so good the condition.
Than we continue our journey
to north
side. We climb the wy / road that up
condition. Than we arrive in main
road of Ruteng – Labuan Bajo. I see the
letter with ……….(plank) = board?)
with wrirrwn Nteer. The location I imagine in near Ppela. Than I see to
north side in cross of road. I see branch of road ,
just as to go to Pelus/ Welu village.
The second dream is I;m just as in Wela. I meet with Wela
peolle, just as Mr. Philipus
Jeharut, Mr. Alex Maji and other people.
We just as want to join an activity in
a place, justas in Dalo. I want tp go
there to know that village but I think
about my capability of health too. It make
me try to evaluation of my
plan.
Than we just as talk about river (water) in Wela. I just
as imagine Wae Wako and still talk it
with Mr. David Siman and his
son, Mr. Beny Suryanto. I explain about
water. “Let us glorify our nature and
river/ water for better life,” I say to them. Than I’m aware.
I’m getting up, go to kitchen, drink warm water, measure (mengukur) my blood pressure and the result is 132/83 mmHg and
the pulse of heart (? = detak jantung ) ; 83. Than I’m drink herb
medicine of JAMUKU. Than I drink warm
water. Than I read bible of Genersis 1:
1-31 and 2: 1- 18. I read the psalm
108. Than Than I
peel carrot, pumpkin, cut it than wash than boil it. I take Chinese
cabbage than cut, wash than boil it. Than I’m breakfast. I use cold rice that
had cooked yesterday by Ms Oden
or Ms Rensy. Than I’m breakfast.
I’m eating with tilafia fish (ikan lele). Than I wash the plate. Than I write the daily experience and dreams.
Today I have plan to go to the
Jakarta. I want to visit my brother, Mr,
Nando that in last month his wife birth
a second baby, a a little
girl. More than itu ? ???(selain itu) I want to present the thanksgiving of acceptance the baptism
sacrament of my grandchild of Alden
Sunday, July 28, 2024.
I have dreams. The first dream is I just as video call
with my sister, Mrs Mary. She ask to Ms Oden or Ms Elin is there is women
my girld friend or couple – who
stay together me. “I say with my nephew
and gir who from Wela,” I say in my heart.
The second dream is I’m in a
place . I see a car, just as Metrromini
car that by pas regularry a place.
I late know it.
I have disturb of sleep in last
night. I’ sleep when want to morning,. I
get up late. I go to the kitchen. I’m
drink water and herb of Jamuku. I
measure my blod pressure. The result is
123/76 mmHg.
Ms Elin had get up. I ask her.
“What time is it now?” I ask. It is
07.30 am,” she say. Than I take a bath. I wash my dress. Than I prepare myself
to go to the churdh. I by pass Blok B- A – A – G – Gate 2 VMG I - Bogor Village – Pertamina – Nismara – Jln
Bulevard – Pasar Modrn – Saint Albert
Church. Wow,,,,,, I arrive late is when introduction of Gospel. Today
Father Nemensius Pradipta,Pr who lead
the Holy Mass. I just as feel to fall down so I’m
siw down when Holy Mass. I worry if
fall down. I ask God to
protect me ND
GIVE STRONG TO ME DURING THE Holy
Mass. Praise the Lord my condition is
good. Than I go back. I by pass Saint Albert Church - Pasar Modern – Jln Bulecard – JPS – Harmony
– Aralia – Ifolia – Ananda Stanood in
Ruko Simphony – I’m eating rice Catfish (Ikan Lele)and tofu vegetable. I’m pay IDR 13,000 for it. Than I go back to home. I by ass Ruko
Simphony – Aralia – SMKN I Tarumajaya – Harapan Indah Mosque - Bogor village – Blok A – I buy plastic to
wrap the food. I spend IDR 10.000. Than I’m buy
cat fish (kan lele) and vegetables.
I spend IDR 8.000. Oh the price catfish
in Candra’s stall food and in
Padang restaurant is same,” I try to compare. Than the catfish
(ikan lele) in Stall food (Warrteg)
of Blok C VMG I and Warung Ananda, Rukp Simphony – Patung Kuda
Harapan Indah is same. “ I compare. Than I go back to home. Ms Oden had get up. Than she call with her mom.
MS Elin too. They say hello. Than I’m go
to the my bed room than I’m
sleeping. I have dream
The other dream, I forget.
The day sleep dream:
I drive a car. It is journey to city just as Jakarta. I borrow Mr.
Leo’s car. I try to drive it nicely. When
go back, just as in Cakung area there is a hourse that disturb the way , the rope just as
cross the way . I’m worry it block
me that drive a car. Lucky I try to
by pass it nicely. I drive the car. I seldom drive in so left side but that I can drive in correct way. Than I drive it and arrive in Bogor village.
I’m confuse to drive it .in nicely. I parrking the car out side the housing of VMG I just as in near
gate 2, Blok G. Than I go to Mr. Leo’s
house. I entrance. I just as hungry . I
take myself the food.I’m eat or breakfast.
Than I’m meet with my brothers include Mr. Nando and
host, Mr. Leo and his wife, Mra Maria FY. “Sorry, I take myself the
food. I think you and othere here
already eaten the food,” I say to Juan’s mother. Than I share the idea about plant to make Foundation of
Education that sponsor by Baduk Family.
My cousin, Mr. Nando saya that he had seen it in my blog. Than we by the way. Mr. Leo just as dtay in thr new location not in their home in Cikarang.
The second dream is I’m in a
place. In a bend (tikungan) of road I
see the Manggari people. I make an
activity.in the road so they try to move the
direction of of car. They close the road and
move the direction. The people
who use the road just as follow
it. The people who activity there
is the Manggaraian, just as Mr. Vitalis Fifa
, my classmate in JHS – SHS dan major
seminary . other people is my nephew
just as Ms Tin Jemimut. They just as
make trick that can give benefit to them is
they sale something , just as water there while near it there is place of altenative
health treatment. The people who
come to there to treat of health can buy
mineral water there. They try to make condition just as it. Than I see people who talk about the new direction that so
sharp when go down. It dangerous to the
people, especially (let alone (apalagi )
when to entrance Pandang in
Wela. I imagine that area. I see the
motor cylist stop for away in new
direction road just as think about roas that shard down. I think difficult if I use the same way
and on that condition.
Than I’m get up.
Than I go to kitchen. I’m prepare the
pan to cook vegetable. I cut he
the Chinese cabbage than I’m wash
ti. I take garlin, cut than boil it. Than I’m boil the Chinese cabbage.
Than I take a bath. Than I’m take
lunch in the afternoon. I’m Ms Elin and Ms Oden get up. They cook vegetables than lunch. Ms Rensy still
sleeping. We by the way about Wela
people, include the young people . includr the student
who make school party to raise
fund (menggalang dana) to pay of
lecture. They are Yeyen, Kristo’s daughter
who still lecture in Saint Paul University of Ruteng and Alwi, the Endy
Madur’s daughter who lecture in Bali.
In this afternoon I have plan to
go to Metropolitan Mall, West Bekasi
(Bekasi Barat) to search Hp
because my HP is broken.
BM BI - English
Preposisi = apalagi (Apan kole)
Konjungsi =
1. Meskipun
(maram / kunem) =although
2. Tetapi (landing)
= but,
3.
Dere:
DERE LODOK (NYANYIAN BERANTAI) –
Istilah hoo (Lodok sumang, du ba motor – Kranji – Harapan Indah / Pasar
Modern – NISHI – Tarumajaya – VMG I , 2u Juli 2024,
1, Didi Doeng / Dade Doeng /
Nggili Nggoeng
S: Didi doing o didi doing didi doing, didi doenf e anak koe
W: Anak koe o anak koe, anak koe,
aak koe e didi doing.
2
S: Dade doeng o dade doeng dide doeng, dade doing e anak koe
W: Anak koe o dade doing , anak
koe, aak koe e dade doeng.
S: Nggili nggoeng
o nggili nggoeng, nggili nggoeng,
nggili ngoeng e kawe mose
W: Kawe mose o kawe
mose, kawe mose kawe mose e nggili nggoeng.
VMG 1 - Jln Bulevar – Harapan Indah – Pondok Ungun-
Harapan jaya – Perumahan Tytyan – Kranji , Minggu 28 Juli 2024.
Ata Wela
Yeyen , anak sulung Ito Musa,
kuliah di UNIKA ST, Paulus Ruteng , pesta sekolah pada Juli 2024.
Lalu Alwi anak ketiga Endi Madur, kuliah di Bali
(semester 7), pesta sekolah pada Juli 2024 (minggu terakhir Juli 2024).
Anaknya Endy Madur: Arce, Yuyun
(?)
Monday, July 29, 2024.
Tuesdaday, July 30, 2024.
Wednedday, July 31, 2024.
Thursday, August 1 2024.
Friday ay, August 2 2024.
Saturday , August 3 2024.
I arrive late in school because there are some oriblem incude I difficult to exit
from gate of terrace of home, place to parking the motor cycle.
Thursday .
August 1, 2024.
When go back from school I stop by in Boogor
village. I buy carrot and Chinese
cabbage and pumpkin. I spend it IDR 20.000. Than I go back. I stop by n stall food (Warteg)
in Blok C, I buy tilpia fish. I spend
IDR 7.000. Than I go back to home. In home I cook vegetables that recent I buy.
Than I’m eating rice, tilapia fish
and rice. Than I drink Amlodipin medicine. Than therapy of knees. I sit down
in table while take town that had make just rool form
(menggulung) tahan I put down my thigh
as base that I move my leg. Than I’m washing my feet than I’m
smearing (mengoles) with
Euchalyptus oil (minyak kayu putih) in my sole (telepak kaki) than I’m
sleeping.
Friday, August
2, 2024.
In the morning
in JPS, Mr. Bento come to visit me. He give money IDR 250.000 to me. This
is credit money that his wife borrow inlast time. We discuss to pay it
in installments (angsuran). This is istallment to six (?) rimes. “Thakn yu sir, “ I say to him. Than I
chat with Lery;s
mom (Mr. Bento;s wife). “Thakn
you very much.
In afternoon
accompany Shiana because Ms Teo and Mrs Santy (Sina’s parents)
have bussy, go out. Hiana watch the video in youtube. She laugh when
there is other talk that fun. Than
she go to toiet. I accompany her
to teacher room when she take the water
in teacher room. Ms Benrbie and Mr. Joseph still in teacher room. When
Siana’s parent had go back, we by the
way. I discuss with
Mr. Theo about Christian doctrine and debate in youtube
and politic issue. , include the death of the leader of Hamas Ismail Heniyah in Iran. The suspect as actor
who make it is Israel army pr intelligent. .
Than I go abck to home. I stoo by in Isa Jaya , Restaurant in Bogor village . I
order the tilapia fish,. I get
rice, sauce, cucumber. I’m eating. Than
I seobd IDR 15.000 for it. Than I’m
going to home. I want to buy cotton buds. I ask in in Blok C, Blok A, Bogor
village. I ask in 4 kiosks. Wow…..none.
I s it correct to they not sale it
because it is taboo to sale it in the
evening, just as abstinence (pantang) od
taboo or darling (?) (pemali) for thr trader to sale it in the evening. Than I
decide to go back to home, I neef it. Than when I arrive in home I’m check it
in home and I find it. “Praise to the Lord. Than I’m use it .I see in the kitchen that my nephees dan soak the rice that enough
much, where is it enough much. Why? May
be because the rice dry color coz forget to unplug. Just as it Ms
Rensy try to hurry up to go to school,
so the rice cook in long time. Wow,,,,,,
we are careless. We throw away (membuang) the
rice. I’m regret it. I cleaen my
ear and other body. Than I’m washing
my feet than I’m smearing (mengoles) with Euchalyptus oil (minyak kayu putih) in
my sole (telepak kaki) than I’m
sleeping.
Saturday, August 3, 2024.
Today, I
forget to measure (mengukur) my blood press. May be I’m hurry up in the
morning or bussy with other activity.
I have plan to
go the Church of Saint Albert Harapan Indah
to worship God in on regular
schedule. Before I want to go to stall
food (Qarteg) of Warung Sederhana in
Runo symphony but because the time si tight I decide to cancel it. The
time show on 17.00 am. Than I’m dicer to
go the church of Saint Albert.Than
I’m going there. I by pass JPS- Jln
Bulevard - Pasar Modern – Saint Albert
Church. I bring with my bag.
I carry it. In the church I see
JPS teacher just as Mr. Kidung. His ii join on unity of The Catholic youth
people (Orang Mud Katolik) of parish of Saint Albert Harapan Indah. Than I wash my hand and go to toilet. Than I
entrancne to the church. I arrive may be
on 17.20 pm. Than I’m going to the place that fouvaroite to me me. It is
near pillar. Than I see some
people that I know just as Mr dan Mrs. Henry, Mr. dan Mrs Sumijo, Hansel and Hulbert’s parens (Hansel and Hulbert
are the JPS students. , Than Mrs Elys Namang (Mr. Ben Ayung;s wife), There is a wimeb who sit diwn beside
me, She teach her daughter to pray, Her daughter about 5-6 years, Wow……..Today
Father Nemensius Pradipta who lead the Holymas. The choir handle by The Catholic youth people (Orang
Muda Katolik).
When finish
Holymass I let the other peole to eeict. Than I exit from the
church, I go back. I’m by pass JLn. Bulevard, Pasar Modern, Asera Nishi – Pom Bensin Bogor
Village. I’m refill fuel. I sepend money IDR 20.000 for it. I donate IDR 2.000 for people
who stand up while hold
box to ask donation for orphanage. She is Moslem people. Than I go to Stall food (Warteg) of Warung
Sederhana . I’m eating rice, Tilapia fish of fried , pariah . I pay IDR
13.000. Than I’m eating. The mosquitos
fly to bite me. I try to clap (menepuk) to catch or kill it. I’m feel sick and itchy (gatal) because it. Than
I drink Amlodipin medicine to monitoring my
hypertension. I go back to home.
I stop by in Bogor village. I buy the rice. I spend IDR 60.000 for 5 littress
rice. I Than I go back to home.
In our environment the people busy to
set the tools to wedding party
of Mr. Dedy – Ms Ema’s son that will happe tomorrow on Sunday, August 4, 2024, I parking the motor
cycle in near mr. Hery’s home. I by pass the area of tent of wedding. I by pass
back in narrow place. I success by pass it to entrance to home. In our environment still set the tools to wedding tomorrow just as chair, table,
funs, decorations clotch. Than I try to
join on the crowded. I seem clumsy
and feel isolated (terasing) because I’m
just as minority there as Catholic in middle of Moslem people and Java
tribe, Than I try to ask the team
of decoration . I ask the ternt
and decoration. Evidently this is
in a package complete, of tent ,
decoration , culinary . For tent the
barometer is per meter,” he say. The decoration team make the decoration. There are many guest who come. Mr. Dedy serceve
them. The committee . I see the neighbour join on this event. I’n still feel isolated.
Than I’m entrance to home. Than I
chat with Ms Elin. “If you want to
go back to home better on 22.00
pm, wait the situation seem lonely, not crowded. “ I say. “Yes, we are still in
Kafe,” Ms Elin say. Than I’m sleeping.
The committee just as still bussy to handle the equipment
of decoration for Wedding party.
Sunday, August 4, 2024.
I’m aware. I get
up on 03.00 am. The committee of Wdding pary
had get up to morning pray. They pray nicely.
Than They begin the ecent of Weding
party.
I have dreams.
Twh first dream is I’m in page of Mbaru
Gendang. I just as play socces, Just as my position as
defencer. I’m and my team
playing from west. Our face to east. Than I kick the ball
and goal. Wow………. I just as not believe
with it thatI can make goal.
The second dream is I’m in a place, in home. There are my brothers and
other family, include Mr. Alex Maji.
Before, just as Mr. Hila sick so
decide to go back to village f Wela,
Manggarai. Just as mr. Alex regret (menyayangkan his event). Mr. Alex just as as host. He
accept us.
The third dream
is I;m in rive just as in Wae Mese/ Bak in Wela’s
garden. Than I see water of
Wase Mese. There is stone there. But just as Aldo Deus show that there is pool to swim. Climb up. In right side
we see pool but the water is dirty. Than I and Aldo move to up again. In other palce I see the
pool that the water is clean. I dare myself to entrance to watter
abd swim. I success to swim. . I just as
say to myself and show to other that I can swim. Than I
just as arrive in north or side thatI wantto retun
with swim way too. Than I think
if in my garden in Bangka have pool
of Water to swimm. Certaily it nice. Than I’m aware,
I’m get up.
The condition so
crowded. I’m cook vegetables. I peel carrot and pumpkin and garlic. . I cut the chnese cabbage. That I;m
boil it. I’m peel of papaya. Than I’m eating it. I’m swaollen the papaya’s
seeds and the meat of papaya. . Than I’m
breakfast. I use old rice to breakfast.
I see the WAG. I see the information of obituary (berita duka) who talk about our English teacher when JHS – Mr. Yoseph Jehanus who pass away in Rutenng. “He return from
Kengko – Rego yesterday than she want to
vivit her daughter and grandchild in Ruteng. She went and entrance hospital in
Ruteng yesterday tah pass away. Now he is in his home in Langkas
now and will be delivery to Kengko Rego tomorrow,” the write of message in WAG. Than Th e aulmni write the
condolences (ucapan duka).
Ms Elin get up.
She cook rice. Ms Rensy and Ms Oden get
up they cook the noofle. They breakfast. “What time we go to the wedding
party”: Ms Elin ask. “Plse take a bath fist. After it we go
there,” I say. I take a bath. Before I’m not feel so good. Just as there is component in my body that not in good comdition. I’m sleepy. I try to hold it. I try to
heart thery with clap my armpit, wrist of hand (pergelangan
tangn).
My brother Mr.
John call me. We discuss about the bulding of home in
Labuan bajo. He give the suggestion about the plan of
development og home in Labuan Bajo . I’m not catcth whe whole of his message because disturb
with music of wedding party.
I had take a bath. I prapre the envelope to put money to
join on the Wedding party. I ask Ms Elin to take a bath, but just as they not
response. I’m sleepy. I try to hold. I open the Laptop. I
write dailt experience and
dreams. I success write some
dream than I can remember, especially the frem in lalst nigh or last morning. I try to read the news
or regional, nasional and international. About international issue I
read about Figure Yusuf Kala – former
Vice President of Republic Indonesia and
former of Ministert and Golkar
Cahirman. I read his struggle to make
people in middle east, especially Hams
and Fath. Before he had try to
make peace and solution
among group in Afganistan who
confrlic, Taliban and government. There is the
good sign from his effort in Afganistan. Now he try
to unite the Fatah and
Hamas group in Palestine. Before Hanas and fatah sit together in Beijing to
discuss solution for Palestine. China
who moderate it. Before Mr.
Yusf Kala try to mediate Hasa and Faah group. Mr.
Yusuf Kala ask them to unite so solid
anc compact when dialog with Israel.
I read the news
abou Badminton about Olympiad. Ms Gegoria Mariska Tinjung play in semifinal fght
with An Se- young, the result
is Geregory lost, An Se – young win. I
finish write the daily experience on 15.20 am. Before I go there I prepare myself . I wash
my face. Than I’m wear the party dress.
Than I remember something of idea about my health. I want to write it . I open
again the laptop that I had turn off. I
try to find the
recent file about dream and
daily experience, I’m confuse and disturbed (galau) even stress because what I had worked in long time, lost because I’m not sace it. I try to manage my stress. Than I try to
patient. Than I check again. Finally I
find it. Evidently I had save it but the
item in the other page, not in
the end just as I think. Than I copy it to the end. Than I ave it again.
Than I’m going to
Wedding party of Alfin and Suci
that take place in in iclude in fromt
of our rent house. I shake hand
some neighbours, just as Mr.
Mulyono, Mr. Zaeni than I shake hand with Mr. Dedy, the groom (=son’s bride = pengantin pria and the bride (pengantin Perempuan and Mr. Dedy and Mrs Emawati. Than I’m lunch on afternoon. I’m eatimg with the guest in table that empty. I’m doing
it. I dare myself to go there because no
empty chairs again that near me and I find / see the empty chair in the
table. I sit down. I’m eating. Than the other
guest come and sit down near me. We sit down in circle
in the circle table with white
cloth table. I’m eating rice, chicken and carrot and soup. Than I change the
ticket with souvenir. Than I
go back to home, Ms Rensy, Mr.Oden and Ms
Elin stil sleep. Today they only stay in home. They so strong to sleep.
I WA the in order to join the Wedding
party on 16.00 p because the event will close on 17.00 pm.
Than I try
to read news while
write the daily experience. I instal some software to clean the rubbish in HP. Than I get many warning. It make me
confuse and disturbed (galau).
I’m stress. I’m confuse how to
handle it. I’m fail to acces some software , include Gojek and Gopay. I’m
confuse and disturbed (galau). I try and try. Than I think to eraser some
software include GOJEK, GOPAY, ERASER software. Wow….evidently the advertisement (iklan) that make me
stress from the software to clean the rubbish in HP. I eraser it. Before I try to
tun on the internet but still have edvertisemetn. When I had erase
it no advertisement again that disturb
me. Wow….I’m so happy. I get WA from .
On the condition the advertisement (iklan) often disturb I get
calling from Mr. Selis about plant to build
home in Labuan Bajo. I’m still confuse and disturbes (galau) even stress
with the advertisement (iklan) from the software to clean the Hp.. Byr when I success to erase it, I can work
with focus. For the some software
that trouble, I ‘m not use again, e.g. GOJEK, GOPAY. I try to install the Grabcar software. I
success to install it. I canaccess it. I try to use it. I success. I can use
it with
cash payment. I’m still fail to install
the gapay.
I see Ms Elin eat rice only, She seem hungry. I
let her
do it. She seem lazy. Whereas
there is fresh vegetables in refrigerator (kulkas). I try to silent. . Than she borrow my iron to iron her dress.
She does it while sing of songs.
I get call from
Mr. harry. I go there. We discuss about survey
of candidate of Neibborhood Association (Rukun Tetangga). We dialog. Than
he suggest to choose some figures, .
Than I submit the paper to him. Than Ms Ernawati call me
to get the fruit of jackfruit
and banana. It is the fruit that
leftover (sisa) from the Wedding. I gt it.
I talk with Mr. Tomo about bamboo the flag pole (bamvu untuk tiang
bendera ). I want to intal the flag to the Free month of
August. Than I go back to home. I put it in kitchen. Than I write daily
experience. I chat with Mrs melan, Mr. Manto about
bill of money transfer to build
home in Labuan Bajo. Manto give
it. Than I chat with Mr. Rony about Mr.Yoseph Jehanus who from Kengko, Rego who pass away
from yesterday. Is Mrs Vony know
him?” I ask. “No, she is not
know him,: he
answer. Than I try to set
the time in this laptop. I Hd try in
last April 2024 when I teach religion
subject nut I fail to repaired it. I get
difficult to improve or setting the time. Nut now when I try again, I success eo set it corewxtly. I’m so happy. I drink Amlodipin
medicine. I’m success make code on my handphone. I success make it. I write the daily experience. Than I take
my motor cycle that I save in Mr Haryono or Mrs There;a home. Than I take it and
bring to home. I clean ie. I
wipe tith the soft material. Than I’m
fisih to wite the daily
experience on 23.05 pm. My feet itchy, may be attack of
mosquito, I wast wash it in bytah
room. Than I want to sleeping after smear the
Euchaliptus oil (minyak kayu
putih. ). Than I closee the Laptop on 23:22. May be I sleep on 23:30 pm.
Sunday , August 4 2024.
I’m feel that my hear (brain)
sick). Is this sign of stroke?. My Mr. P
or scrotum fee sick too.
In last time I fee my eye
feel sick, May be on Wednesday, July 31, 2024, I feel it in library of JPS.
On that time I’m feel
something is sign in my eyes. I try to
aware it. On that tie I’m standing up to handle work in the room pf library is
set the books in book shelf
(rak?)
Sunday , August 11 2024.
I have dreams. The forst dream is I just as in Wae Wako village. I see Mr. David Siman’s home and the river that beside their home. I see the pipe of water. I’m not see thir toilrt that lies in the river now. In last time they make toilet in the rive that come from Temek than the tare entrance to bridge of Wae Wako. The second dream is I just as in in in Wae Mese/ Bak in Wela, the river that separated garden of Bangka and Bak / Nderu. I just as there to looking for something., include looking for the nature whetstone (batu asah alam) . Than I see to north side to Mr, Philipus garden. I see path there
Than I’m aware. I get up late is
on 06.30 am. Than I measure my blood
pressure. The result is 131/81 mmHg.
Than I drink warm water. I
read news in HP. Than I wash my
motor cycle. I wash the terrace too. Than I eat the cake. In last
night I get the cake from Mr.
Julius and Mrs. Endang. We pray in heir home in last night.
Than I take a bath that I start to
the church. Wow I get difficult. I Am can not turn on the motro cycle whereas I recent serviced it yesterday. I try and try. I pray, Lord Jesus, help me, I
want to the church to pray and glorify (memuliakan) Thou, please help.” I pray in my heart. I try
and try. I just as angry to
technician of worshop
of Saerang Ban who handle it. Than
I try and try again. Finally we I can turn on it and I star tie the Saint Albert Church. I start
late to the church. I by pass Blok B- A
– C – G – Gate 2 VMG 1 – Bogor village I intersection - Pertamina – Asera Nishi - Jln Buevard – Pasar Modern – Saint Albert
Church. I arrive late . The Holy mass
is going on , the Gospel reading when I
arrive there. . Than I parking my motor cycle. Than I go to the Pastoral Building Work . The are many people who jpin
Holy Mass there. It use TV
sharp. Today Father Nemensius
Pradipta,Pr who lead the
Holy Mass. He speech about food
in his speech. What dos thing that important in your lifr?” he ask. It is food. The food so
important for us. Jesus express himself
ad life bread. Tho who believe
will life. I read the
reading from my handphone, I did
it because I’m late. I arrive after Gospel reading. Than I read the Gospel, second freading and the firat reading. I’m willing after read it. ‘ “Release your bitter of
life,angry, revenge,: the second reading say. The fist reading talk about bread that God gave to people (Moses?) who traveling so ability to by pass the desert (padang gurun) during 40 years (?)
– han the Gosplel of John talk
about bread of life. Than I
pray. I accept the communion. Mr. Petrus
serve the comuunion in
PastoralBuilding. I’m not accept communion from him. Mr. Petrus is
owner of Sarang Ban, the palce I
serviced motor cycle yesterday. Than
I’m sit
down. I help to set the chaor. Today
my condition better not just as two week ago
that I just as fly , just as want fall down. Than I go back to home. I try
to use the hand starter. I’m
success. Than I go back to home. I by pass Saint A;bert Church – Jl.
Bulevard, Pasar modern - Asera Nishi –
Nogor village . I want to go go Ananda kiosk of food but I’m cancel it. I buy
macarel tuna fish and jackdruit vegetales in Padang Restaurant in Blok
C. I spend money IDR 8.000. Than I’m
going bak to home. I home I cook carrot, Chinese cabbage than I’m cooking it.
I get caaling from my youngest brother, Mr. Rony. We discuss
about vacancy work as teacher
assistant in John Paius School Primary.
Since yesterday we discuss it. “If Ernest serious, please make
CV, application and other document
now. Make today, so in fternoon I already get it, so tomorrow I havr=e basic information to talk with Principal. I’f not make it, we
talk empty,” I say. May be Mr. Romy aware it. I send the example application and CV to him.
Than I wash the dress than
I’m breakfast / lunch. Than I read
news. I’m sleeping in the middle day. I have dream but I’m forget it. I get up on 14.00 pm.
Than I wash the bible and spray it with
lubricant, The iron component
there are many that rusty (berkarat).
Today Ms Tely come to our place. Than they by the
way. She want to go to the dealer of
motor cycle to take brochure of
motor cycle.
I discuss with Ms Tely about their plan to buy new motor cycle. Please credit in CUWM to easy for us to
make it.
In afternoon the
Gang Biola IV people want to play Table tennis in afternoon. I’m
join. There are women who noin just as Ms Endang and Ms Toara. Ms
Endang play table tennis nicely.
Than we
play mix. Than Mr. Mr. Asep – the Association neiberdhoo Cahirman come to jin the table tennis. Mr, Zaine too. We plaly. Mr. Tom, Mr. Asep, Mr. Joko, Mr. Baktiar
,Mr…………(Kemy;s husband?) Mr. Endang join too. But he play only on
short time because his
son cry. Just as his
son who about 5 years want to play table tennis too but no
get vhange because the chance use by the adult. Mr. Yatno as umpire.
Mr. Tely , Ms Elin, Ms rensy, Ms Oden go to the
church on afternoon. They
use gojek of car.
I get WA
from Mr. Rony about Md Ernest
ap;ication and CV. “I will see
it tomorrow,” I say to him.
We stop play of table tennis on
about 18.00 pm. We break. Than I prepare the food. Before it I’m shooping the vegetables just as
carrot, Chinese cabbage – pumpkin, garlic. I’m shooping IDR 22.000 for
it. Than I’m going back to home. Tan I’m take a bath. Than I’m suppert. In
evenng Ms Rensy,Ms Elin, Ms Oden, Ms Tely go abck from
church. Thsy paly dance if Kores,
India music, . I write daily experience and try to
study Frech language. I try to
study use the Goolge translate. I try to lear stef by step
for. It. Than I’m ‘ wash my feed
than spray (membalur) it with
uchaliptus il. Than I;m rest.
Monday , August 12 2024.
In the morning I’m get difficult to
turn on the motor cycle.
In lobby B JPS I meet with Mr. Mario. We talk about the candidate of assistant the teacher
who want to aplly in JPS Primary. “When willshe come?” he ask. “ She cancel because not yrt
certificate of SHS . I have other candidate that almost graduate
from collage , but still in her thesis, almost finish,” I say. “o…it
means she bachelor (sarjana) ,” he say.
“Yes sir. Than we go to the second
floor.
I forget to bring comb to school. Finally I;m not comb the hair in the school. Luck my
hair not so untidy (berantakan).
Wednesday, February 26,
2025. I have dreams. The first dream is
about my meeting with my cousin is Mr. Micky Pandu. We just as
go to Nderu garden to piick or harvest
coffee. Hw bring a lttle coffee. The othe partner is my nephew
Flory who work together Mr.Micky bur Mr. Flory had start because
he has other duty. He hurry up to
go back in order to not late to present on the other activity. Just as he is
PIC on that event. "Oh...he is PIC on that event. It is good. Although he
is still young but the people /
boss give dury to him as PIC. Mr.
Micky bring a little sack of cofee. He just as try to
work with joy, not burden himslef with
work hard. He try to work with
brain. Just as the cofee can sent to by
car to home. We jussa as in Nderu
Garden. Our garner near there. The second dream is I'm in a place and join with that
event. I'm meet with my classmate when Primary. He is Mr. Rely Bagung. . I just
as join on thet even and just as he and other
people of Golowelu or Satarara
as Comittee of PIC. We just as line
up to start the event. I join
that event. Althought Mr. Rely Bagung
and I as friend and classmate, we try to professional. The third dream I think about
Msgr. Paul Budi Kleden and area or parish in North Rahong. I though Mgrs. Budi
can helpto handle the problem
there, include show people
who work there. This dream not so clear. Than I'm going to toilet. in sleeping in last night may be
twice I go to toilet to pee. Than I aware on
about o4.50 am Before I'm pray
while lie down and
than sit down. I'm pray of Our Father and A'm
glorify of God. I’ grateful to
God (Mathew 11:25 – 30) , Memorize John 1: 1-18. Than I get up. Than I go the kitchen. I want to boil vegetables.
I take the vegatbles in refrigerator, Wow....no carrot and pumpkin. Only have chinese cabbage. I'm
mistake. I hought still have carrot and
vegatables i, evidently not. I'm forget
to bought in it last evening. Wow..... I drink
three glasses warm water in
evening. Ms Elin get up, She take a
bath. Ms oden and Ms Ernerst get up
too. Ms Oden stir fry
(tumis) the bean. Wow. Than Ms
boil water to make cofee. Ms Oden Sing of song in the morning. Ms Elin boil water to make cofee.
They sledom joke while make poem. "Hari ini hari Rabu. "
Oden say. "Minggu depan Rabu Abu,"
Ms Elin connect and respons, " wow.... Than I prepare pan to boil water. I take ginger, curcume . garlic, peel al of it than cut than boil
it. I wash the bay leaves. I'm boil too. I'm take chinese
cabbage than cut, wash than boil it. I take the rice and old vegetables from refrigerator. I'm ncook new
although still avilable the old
rice that I cooked yesterday morning. Ms
Elin get up than take a bath. "May I borrow rhe iron?" she ask. "Later," I
asy. "What is happen with your iron,?" I ask her. “is it broken,” she
say.. I left my vegetalbes that I cut tah I go to my sleep room to take the iron. I give it to Ms Elin. Than I
take shampoo than I'm put it on my head. I rub and scratch it to my
hear in order to it absorb to my skill of
head. Than I take a bath. I wash dan rinse
the underwear. Than I check the iron that broken. I find old iron. I try ro test it. It is still good. I put in in the iron place. I check one iron again. It is
broken. I prepare the food in my
tupper ware. Than I'm prepare the
tupperware. I put vevetables that I had boiled
to it. Than I see the time that
show on 06.34am. Than I hurry up to go to school. I by pass Blok B - A - C - -
Gate 1 VMG I - Bogor Village- path of
Bogor village – I meet the
women who use electric
bike. She give time to me to by pass the area. I by
pass path that narrow and have pool
water. I touch the pool and dirty water.
Wow....... There I see the people
who know me. He call my name ‘ Pa
Frans. “Who is he?” “ He is
our former security in Blok B VMG I. He
as security Blok B in last time.
I’m appreciate him because still
remember me. – I by pass Mosque –
embabankment (tanmggul). Lake -
riverside – the condition lonely.
I arrive in T junction – I turn to right
- - Masjid Raya
Harapan Indah - SMKN I Tarumajaya -
Nismara - Deer and Horse Statue
- Ruko Simphony - Intersection Harmoni.
I turn to left - Bridge - Hospital Altius - Speed bump (polisi tidur) - T junction JPS - turn to righr - JPS's
environment - parking area. I . I stop there. Save motor cycle there. Than I
entrance to JPS bulding. I lobby C I
greetiing studnts and teacher who on
duty. I go to the lobby B t fingere
print. I finger print on 06.42 am. I start 0n 06.35 am from home and arrive on 06.42 am
in school. So I spend 7 minutes from
home to school. Wonderful. Praise to the Lord.
I see Ms Joice and mr. Tomy, Ms Ica
there. I meet other teachers. I go to the second floor, open the library room and chapel, turn on lamp and Ac, turn on the
PC, write the daily expereince, take
water in front of Primary teacher room -. I serve student - Nolan - P 3
A - who use the library. He read the
book. Than he return to his
class. Than I go back to
home on 07.32 am. Wednesday,
February 26, 2025. I have dreams. The
first dream is about my meeting with my cousin is Mr. Micky Pandu. We just as
go to Nderu garden to piick or harvest
coffee. Hw bring a lttle coffee. The othe partner is my nephew
Flory who work together Mr.Micky bur Mr. Flory had start because
he has other duty. He hurry up to
go back in order to not late to present on the other activity. Just as he is
PIC on that event. "Oh...he is PIC on that event. It is good. Although he
is still young but the people /
boss give dury to him as PIC. Mr. Micky bring a little sack of cofee. He just as try to
work with joy, not burden himslef with
work hard. He try to work with
brain. Just as the cofee can sent to by
car to home. We jussa as in Nderu
Garden. Our garner near there. The second dream is I'm in a place and join with that
event. I'm meet with my classmate when Primary. He is Mr. Rely Bagung. . I just
as join on thet even and just as he and other
people of Golowelu or Satarara
as Comittee of PIC. We just as line
up to start the event. I join
that event. Althought Mr. Rely Bagung
and I as friend and classmate, we try to professional. The third dream I think about
Msgr. Paul Budi Kleden and area or parish in North Rahong. I though Mgrs. Budi
can helpto handle the problem
there, include show people
who wprk there. This dream not so clear. Than I'm going to toilet. in sleeping in last night may be
twice I go to toilet to pee. Than I aware on
about o4.50 am Before I'm pray
while lie down and
than sit down. I'm pray of Our Father and A'm
glorify of God. Than I get up.
Tahn I go the kivhen. I want to boil vegetalbes. I chen the vegatbles
in refrigerator, Wow....no carrot
and pumpkin. Only have chinese cabbage.
I'm mistake. I hought still have carrot
and vegatables i, evidently not. I'm
forget to bought in it last evening. Wow..... I drink three galssis
warm water in evening. Ms Elin
get up, She take a bath. Ms oden and Ms Ernerst
get up too. Ms Oden stir fry
(tumis) the bean. Wow. Than Ms
boil water to make cofee. Ms Oden Sing of song in the morning. Ms Elin boil water to make cofee.
They sledom joke while make poem. "Hari ini hari Rabu. "
Oden say. "Minggu depan Rabu Abu,"
Ms Elin connect and respons, " wow.... Than I prepare pan to boil water. I take ginger, curcume . garlic, peel al of it than cut than boil
it. I wash the bay leaves. I'm boil too. I'm take chinese
cabbage than cut, wash than boil it. I take the rice and old vegetables from refrigerator. I'm ncook new
although still avilable the old
rice that I cooked yesterday morning. Ms
Elin get up than take a bath. "May I borrow rhe iron?" she ask. "Later," I
asy. "What is happen with your iron,?" I ask her. “is it broken,” she
say.. I left my vegetalbes that I cut tah I go to my sleep room to take the iron. I give it to Ms Elin. Than I
take shampoo than I'm put it on my head. I rub and scratch it to my
hear in order to it absorb to my skill of
head. Than I take a bath. I
wash dan rinse the
underwear. Than I check the
iron that broken. I find old iron. I try
ro test it. It is still good. I put in in the iron place. I check one iron again. It is
broken. I prepare the food in my
tupper ware. Than I'm prepare the
tupperware. I put vevetables that I had boiled
to it. Than I see the time that
show on 06.34am. Than I hurry up to go to school. I by pass Blok B - A - C - -
Gate 1 VMG I - Bogor Village- path of
Bogor village – I meet the
women who use elevtric
bike. She give time to me to by pass the area. I by
pass path that narrow and have pool
water. I touch the pool and dirty water.
Wow....... There I see the people
who know me. He call my name ‘ Pa
Frasns. “Who sis he he is
our former security in VMG I.
He as security Blok B in last time.
I’m appreciate him because still
remember me. – I by pass Mosque –
embabankment (tanmggul). Lake -
riverside – the condition lonely.
I arrive in T junction – I turn to right
- - Masjid Raya
Harapan Indah - SMKN I Tarumajaya -
Nismara - Deer and Horse Atatue - Ruko Simphony - Intersextion Harmoni. I turn
to left - Bridge - Hospital Altius - Speed bump
(polisi tidur) - T junction JPS -
turn to righr - JPS's environment - parking area. I . I stop there. Save motor
cycle there. Than I entrance to JPS
bulding. I lobby C I greetiing studnts and teacher who on duty. I go to the lobby B t
fingere print. I finger print on 06.42
am. I start 0n 06.35 am from home and
arrive on 06.42 am in school. So I spend 7 minutes from home to school. Wonderful. Praise to
the Lord. I see Ms Joice and mr. Tomy,
Ms Ica there. I meet other
teachers. I go to the second
floor, open the library room and chapel,
turn on lamp and Ac, turn on the
PC, write the daily expereince, take
water in front of Primary teacher room -. I serve student - Nolan - P 3
A - who use the library. He read the
book. Than he return to his
class. I spend time about 45 minutes to write daily expereince. Than I
go back to home on 07.32 am. I go to lobby C – I take my motor cycle. I by pass lobby gate 2 JPS
- Jln Simphony Raya - Bridge - Harmony – Aralia - Ifolia - Ruko Simphony - SMKN I Tarumajaya Masjid r Raya Harapan Indah - T junction -
Jln. Prapatan - Bogor Village - Gate 2 VMG 1 - Blok G - C - B - home I'm
brakfast. I'm aeting rice , old
vegetables that had cooked on last Sunday evening, February 23, 2025. . I’m eating
with anchovy too. I go to lobby C – I take my motor cycle. I by pass lobby gate 2 JPS
- Jln Simphony Raya - Bridge - Harmony – Aralia - Ifolia - Ruko Simphony - SMKN I Tarumajaya Masjid r Raya Harapan Indah - T junction -
Jln. Prapatan - Bogor Village - Gate 2 VMG 1 - Blok G - C - B - home I'm
brakfast. I'm aeting rice , old
vegetables that had cooked on last Sunday evening, February 23, 2025. . I’m eating
with anchovy too.
****
Friday, February 28, 2025. I'm ware on abou 1:00 am than I go to toilet to
pee. Than I return to my room to sleep
again. I have dreams. But I forget to remember the dreams. This is the
memory problem. I try to call my
memory but I can not remember
it. I'm
aware in the morning. I listen
the moslem pray togther in the
morning, . Than I I'm pray while lie
down. I'm pray : Morning prayer,
memorize verse Bible John 1: 1 -
18; Matthew 11: 25 - 30, Luke 1: 46 -
55; Than I pray of
our Father, Hail Mary. Than I 'm
go to the kitchen. I take device to
check my blood pressure. It is
139 / 72 mmHg. My heart raye is 71
per minute. I prepare the pan to boil herbs and vegetables. I
instal cable to pan than I plug in to
electric steker. Than I take garlic, curcume. and ginger, peel it, wash and
cut it than boil on the pan. I take the boil water of herbs to
I drink as medicine. Than I take
pumpkin and carrot, peel it ,
cut, wash than boil it. I take warm water than drink it. I drink it three glassis. I take
chinne cabbage than cut, wah than
boil it. "Uncle, may borrow the iron?" she ask. Than I take it and give to her. She iron her
dress. I prepare myself to
take a bath. Ms Oden go to bayh room while bring her handphone to opem music.
Wow........ Than I take shampoo, put on hair, rub and stcatch on
my ahir and head. Than I take a bath.
Than prepare myslef to go to
school. I try to start fast to school. I push
and pull my
motor cycle to road from terrace. Than I try to turn on. I ty to
turn on but it is so difficult. I'm confuse. The exhausted exit
sound pek..... , just as shooting. I try and
try. The neighbour see it. "Please bring to worlshop. May be problem the
oil," Mr. Tomy said. He is is my neighbour. "I had change
(ganti) yesterday," I say.
Than I try and try. Finally I success to
tuen on and ride it. I by pass
Blok B - A - C - Gate 1 VMG i - T junction -
than turn to right - path
Bogor village - pool water. My
lwft feet and shoest touch the pool
water. My left feet and left shoes
wet. I get feces smell there. Wow.....I see my
former security. He recent get up
and sit
down in front of his home. I by pass - Lake - Embankment (tanggul) - Village - -
the road is lonely - I arrive in
T junction - turn to right side - Masjid Raya Harapan Indah - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony – Nismara – Horse statue - Deer statue – Ruko Simphony – intersection of Harmoni -
Bridge – Altius Hospital – speed bump – T junction – JPS – lobby A –
Lobby B – Lobby C - parking area - entrance to JPS building – lobby C – Lobby B – . I finger
print on 06.31 am. Than I go Second floor -
open the library – open the
chapel – turn o the AC there –
turn on the PC - open the Excel application – input present list . I serve students who use the library e.g. Matthew ans Christo.
They are Primary 5D. Than I take warm water.
I serve students who borrow the books.
They are JHS students. Than I go back to home – on about 07.30 am. JPS –
Lobby B – Lobby A – Lobby C – parking area – Gate 1 JPS –
Bridge - Jln Simphony Raya - Harmoni shelter - intersection Harmony – Horse Statue - Aralia – Ifolia - Deer Statue - SMKN I Tarumajaya – Masjid
Raya Harapan Indah – T junction – Jln. Prapatan – Bogor Village - Market of Spilling (pasar tumpah) - Nurul Qolbi school – Warteg Jatirekso - I
buy anchovy. I spend IDR 5.000 for pay
it. . Than I continue my journey. I by pass Bogor Village - T
junction of gate I of VMG I -
Blok A – Gate Blok B – Jln Biola IV
- our rent house Blok B 4 No. 8 . Than I’m breakfast. I’m eating
rice , vegetables that I had cooked in last
morning. I’m eating anchovy (ikan teri) too. Than I’m
clean the pan, plate, spoon, Than
I prepare myself to go back to school. In
Jln. Biola IV I meet with Mr. Tomo - my neighbour ask me
about my motor cycle is . “is it
had good?” he ask. “Yes sir,” I say. Than I prepare myself to go back to
school. I ask to God to help me
in order to my motor cycle in good
condition , can turn on. I kick
start and success. I go back to JPS. Blok
B 4 No. 8 – Blik B – Blok A – Blok C –
Gate I VMG I – T junction – Bogor
Village – At Taqwa School - Market spilling
(tumpah - pasar tumpah) - intersection (perempatan) of Bogor
Village - Jln Prapatan – T junction –
turn to right – Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -
SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony
– Nismara – Horse statue - Deer statue –
Ruko Simphony – intersection of Harmoni
- Bridge – Altius Hospital – speed bump
– T junction – JPS – lobby A – Lobby B – Lobby C - parking area -
entrance to JPS building –. I go
to the library. I arrive there on 08.30
am. I see Ms Lisna Romauli . She read the books. Than She borrow the book of Keluarga Super irit. Than In serve
students who use the library. There are
students who borrow and return the books. Ms Marisa and Ms come to
the library. The y want to monitoring
my works. Had yiu finish to check
the books about Reading Category? Ms …..ask.
“Not yet
Ms,” I say. It is difficult to
check the books that no number in
sister,” I say. “ How the solution of it?” I ask. “Please write it manually,” she say. Than I want to write it. But I just as postpone it. I serve students who use the library. Mr. rendy lead his
SHS students who want to
join od Mandarin Competition. Since
last week he did it. Some students of
JHS and SHS use the library in afternoon, include Olin and
her friend (8D). I’m jogging in the afternoon. I’m jogging on
17.30 pm . I’m jogging ariund 6 times around JPS’s filed. I’m
push up while hand hold the iron. I meet the buider in their home. I listen the sound of
birds. I pray Angelus prayer
in field. I memorize about Mathew 11: 25 – 30. I
remember Hail Mary prayer. “Holy Marry
mother of God, pray for us sinner, now and the hour of
our death , Amin. “Evidently Mary is mother of
God.” I make relection. Evidently
Mery is mother of God. “ From
who we know Marry mother of God?” I ask. “Oh….I remember
dialog of Mary and Elysaveth when they
met. “ Who was I, so the mother of God visit me? Because when you greeting arrive in my hear the chuld
in my wom joy jump,” Elizabeth say. See Luke 1:39 – 45. . Wow……. 39 During those days Mary
set out and traveled to the hill country in haste to a town of Judah,
40
During those days Mary set out and traveled to the hill country in haste to a town
of Judah, where she entered the house of
Zechariah and greeted Elizabeth.
41 When Elizabeth heard Mary's greeting, the
infant leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth, filled with the holy Spirit,
42 cried out in a loud voice and said,
"Most blessed are you among women, and
blessed is the fruit of your
womb.
43
And how does this happen to me, that the mother of my Lord 14 should
come to me?
44
For at the moment the sound of your greeting
reached my ears, the infant in my womb leaped for joy.
45
Blessed are you who believed 15 that what was spoken to you by the Lord would be
fulfilled."
Than I go back to JPS’s
buiding. I’m by pass the lobby A because
lobby C had lock. I entrande to lobby A. I see the security prepare the
food for supper. Today the Moslem,
people prepare themselves to to fast of Ramadahan. I entrance to JPS’s
building. I meet Mr. Ha Hakim (?)
the security. He seem authoritative
(berwibawa). He has princ=ciple in
his life. I’m greeting
him. Than I’m go to lobby C, I’m
fogging in stairs there. I go up and down there.
I’m go and down by pass
stairs during 10 times. T produce sweat. Than I’m pray o=in front of Marry Sattue in lobby C. Than I return to
Library room. I watch videio about
Mr. Basuki Cahaya Purnama alias Ahok. He talk about
condition in Pertamina Company,
place he worked in last time. This Company
get issue corruption now. He explain
about Pertamina. This company is source
money for the
government and team who work there.
The rain come in evening. Then it stop I exit. I exit ao about 20.30 pm. I take
my motor cycle. I JPS – Lobby B – Lobby
A – Lobby C – parking area – Gate 1 JPS – Bridge - Jln Simphony Raya - Harmoni shelter - intersection Harmony – Horse Statue - Aralia –. I stop in Indomart Aralia -. I’m see the or search the account number Ms
Flory – the treasurer of FLBAMORA JPS
Young. I want to transfer Social
gatering of young FLOBAMORA
to her. I find it. I transfer it to her. I’m happy
when success to find
and success to transfer it. I’m
happy. My motor cycle still have smoke (asap). I’m shame.
I by pass . I go to Roko Simphony to Azco’s pharmacy. I want to buy medicine of blood prrssure (hypertension), gout
and cholesteronl. I come to there. I spend IDR 12.000 for it.
Than I weigh (menimbang) my body.
My weight reach almost 60 kgs. Than I
go back. I by pass Ruko Simphony –
Nismara - Ruko Simphony - Koptik Church of Harapan Indah - - SMKN I Tarumajaya – Masjid
Raya Harapan Indah – T junction – Jln. Prapatan – Bogor Village - Market of Spilling (pasar tumpah) . I stop to
buy vegetables e.g. carrot, pumpkin,
chinese cabbage. I spend IDR 19.000 for it.
Than I see the exgoust (kanlpot).
It is still produce the smoke. I’m shame. I
continue my journey. I by pass - Nurul Qolbi school – Warteg Jatirekso. I stop
to buy Anchovy. I spend IDR 5.000. . I
continue my journey. I arrive in I T
junction of gate I of VMG I -
Blok A – Gate Blok B – Jln Biola IV - our rent house Blok B 4 No. 8 . I’m check
rice. It still full. I’m supper. I use rice, anchovy and cucumber. Than
I save the rice in pan to refrigerator. Ms Elin
and Ms Oden just as had sleep. I wash
the plate, spoon, glass. I drink medicine of hypertension, gout and cholesterol. I drink warm water. Than I open social media. I read many
news. I’m sleeping on 00: 30 am? Wow…… I’m complacent
(terlena). I read about secuality
too. Than I’m rest.
Saturday, March 1, 2025. I have
dream but I foget to remember it. Than I I get
up. Before it I get up to go
to toilet to pee. Than I go back to sleep room. Than I'm I
prepare myself to do activity. I prepare the pan to boil herbs and
vegetables. I instal cable to pan than I plug in to electric steker. Than I take garlic.
curcume. and ginger, peel it, wash and
cut it than boil on the pan. I take the boil water of herbs to
I drink as medicine. Than I take pumpkin
and carrot, peel it , cut, wash
than boil it. I take warm water than drink it. I drink it three glassis. I take
chines cabbage than cut, wah than
boil it. I take rice
from regrigerator. Than
I'm open the tap
water (keran air) . Than I'm try
to wash
my dress . I'm let Ms
Elin to take a bath. I take shampoo and
put it on my hear , than I rub and scratch it. Than I'm dry the dress in terrace. Than I' hurry up to
take a bath. I'm exit feces too,. Than I'm take a bath. Than I'm hurry up to go to the school. I
start on 07.47 am. I by pass - Blok B 4 No. 8 – Blik B – Blok A – Blok C
– Gate
I VMG I – T junction – Turn
to right – path narrow path that have pool water - Mosque -
Lake – Embankment (Jln Embankment (Tanggul in Bogor Village Bogor Village –– T junction – turn to right
– Masjid Raya Harapan Indah - SMKN I
Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony – Nismara –
Horse statue - Deer statue – Ruko
Simphony – intersection of Harmoni
- Bridge – Altius Hospital – speed bump
– T junction – JPS – lobby A – Lobby B – Lobby C - parking area - entrance to JPS building – lobby C – Lobby B –. I finger
print on 07.55 am. I see Mr. Tomy in
lobby B. I see some offive girl and office boy in the first
floor. They seem happy. Today is the fist day of Fast of Ramadhan. Than I I go to the Second floor -
open the library – open the
chapel – turn o the AC there –
turn on the PC - open the Excel application – input present list – . Than I go back to the first
floor. I go back to home. I turn on the motor cycle. The smoke
produce from exhausted. I’m shame. The security laught it. I’m shame. My motor
cycle make me shy. This
is my cross of life. I try to patient
with his situasion. I by pass JPS – Lobby
B – Lobby A – Lobby C – parking
area – Gate 1 JPS – Bridge - Jln
Simphony Raya - Harmoni shelter - intersection Harmony – Horse Statue - Aralia – Ifolia - Deer Statue - SMKN I Tarumajaya – Masjid
Raya Harapan Indah – T junction – Jln. Prapatan – Bogor Village - Market of Spilling (pasar tumpah) - Nurul Qolbi school – Warteg Jatirekso . The Wartef is close. This is the fist day of Ramadhan Fast. - T junction of gate I of
VMG I - Blok A – Gate Blok B – Jln Biola IV - our rent house Blok B 4 No. 8 . Than I see
the tearrace of home. I entrance to home
– open the door. Ms Elin lock the door, while
Ms Oden still inside. She is still sleeping. Than I’m breakfast. I take rice from regrigerator. Than I’m breakfast. I open the Abchovy. I try to
eat with carefull in order to not
disturb the Moslem people who
Fast Ramdhan. Than I wash plate, spoon.. I soak the dress. Than I sweep the floor and wash it. I use the waste water (air limbah) to clean it. Than I’m put the left rice
to rfroigerator in orfer to still durable (awet). I wash my shosedh. There are
three paoirs os shoes that I clean. I
try to use broom and broom stick (sapu
lidi) to
clean the floor. Than I prepare to go
back to school. In channel water I see
the fish that swimming in
the water. Than I turn on the motor
cycle. I success turn on it.Than I go back to school.
I vy pass Blok B 4 No. 8 – Blik B
– Blok A – Blok C – Gate I VMG I – T junction, The people feel disturb
with the smoke of my motor cycle. They close the nose and mouth. Wow…I’m shame.
–
Bogor Village – At Taqwa School -
Market spilling (tumpah
- pasar tumpah) - intersection
(perempatan) of Bogor Village - Jln
Prapatan – T junction – turn to right – Masjid Raya Harapan Indah - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony – Nismara – Horse statue - Deer statue – Ruko Simphony – intersection of Harmoni -
Bridge –. I turn to Ruko Harmony.
I want to go to workshop to ask it
repaired it. Than I
go to the Sarang Ban. I’m shame
beacue weat the broken and
problem motor cycle is exit smoke. I’m
shame. I meet Mr,. Petrus. I talk with
him. “ my motor cycle is produce the
smoke whereas it recent repaire -
and corter 2 weeks agao but now is
smoke again. “How is solution. “Where
do you reapired it,” he ask me. “In the
Bogor Village. Better you contack the
meachanic and bring to him again, so
it better and save and efficient for you,” he say. “
I had contact him. His worshop had move to other place but I’m
not know where the place and adreees,” I
say. Than I try tocontact him but not response. Than I decide to go to school
with shame feeling. Wow…. The
motor cycle still smoke. I by pass Harmony – intersection – Bridge - Altius Hospital – speed bump – T junction –
JPS – lobby A – Lobby B – Lobby C - parking area -
entrance to JPS building – lobby
C – Lobby B – Second floor - open the
library, . I arrive in JPS on about 10.33 am.
I try to call Mr. Panji – the owner of worshop that I reairered – corter
my motor cycle. He is not response it.
This is my cross of
life. “Lord please help me on
this situation,” I say in my heart. Than
I write daily experience and open youtube. I watch youtube about lounching book about visitation
of Pope Francis to Indonesia on last
September 2024. There are many figures
who join in this dicsuss. Father
Aloysius Budi Purnomo as moderator. He
lead nicely this event. I listen and try to understand it. I chat with my
brother, nephew in WAG. I get
vall from Mrs Maria Fifi Young, Mr. Leo’s
wife. She talk about Boutros married. Mr. Leo still in Jakarta. He
arrive from Menado in last night. I’m
not join the meeting . “ We
encourage Alfred in order to can find the work. “Sandy had get salary,” I say to him. He jsust as
enthusiasm when get the friend who match
with him so he can talk and
discuss with safe abd confortable with him.
“yes he need dreind to socialization and need media to express his idea,”
I say.”He ask the tools to expression
his talend. He want to sing of song. He
like rock song. While his olfer bother dislike
it. We try to encourahe him to find thing to
actualization himself. If he talent in usic, we can encoucare him to fo it or make poem. “ I say. He is introvert people,”
she say. “Yes, the introvert people nneed tool to exoress himself,” I say. Than
we talk about plan buld home in Laubna Bajo. “I collect money go buld
boarhing housi in Labuab bajo. I almost pension now,” she say. I’m still collect money to finshing home in
Labuan Bajo. . She talk about
condition of company that got
fluctuation. There are many company that
work termination (memutus hubungan kerja) . The company make rationalization
(rasionalisasi). “May be te school
condition difference,: she say. “Oh…not too. It almost same. Our condistion just as it. This life
is daengerous (vivere perocolosomente). “ I say. Than we talk
Butos and sri’s plan fo Wedding.
“ Let Mr. Nando who handle it. Mr. Nando had invite the
family of Baduk – Waweng to come
to Cikarang to meeting to
prepapreation Boutros’s marrid
today, March 1, 2025. I ask address
in WAG. Mr. Butros and Jefry respons it. I chat
with Boutros. “I I will pick up you,” he say. “Okay. “ Where the position of BCM?” I ask. It lies in near Sukaresmi,” he say. “Okay I get the map
of ir,” I say. I chat with Sandy and Mr.
Agus. I say hello to them. I ask Sandy
about equipment if rent house
include rice cooker. It still order it,” he say. I just as have rice cooker in home,” I will bring it when I go to Cikarang. I chat with Mr. Rony too. I write daily exereince. I go back to home on 17. 40 pm.
JPS –
Lobby B – Lobby A – Lobby C – parking area – Gate 1 JPS –
Bridge - Jln Simphony Raya - Harmoni shelter - intersection Harmony – Horse Statue - Aralia – I stop buy to trabdfer money to
wedding of Boutro?. I have plan transfer IDR 1 milllion. ………
Ifolia
- Deer Statue - SMKN I Tarumajaya – Masjid Raya Harapan Indah – T
junction – Jln. Prapatan – Bogor Village -
- T junction of gate 2 of
VMG I - Blok G– C – - Gate Blok B
- Jln Biola IV
- our rent house Blok B 4 No. 8 . I’’m
lunch inadternoon – I’m ating old
rice, vegetables, achovy. Than S clean the spoon,. Plate, pan. Than I prepare myself
to go to Cikarang.
