MR.PIUS TREAT US FOR LUNCH

Monday, April 29, 2013. In afternoo,Mr. Barnabas ask me to join to Mr.Pius. What's  is happening?"I ask in my heart.Actually want to lunch at afternoon. We go to   "Kebon Kacang" Restaurant. We order   Corn bakwan (bakwan jagung),  catfish (ikan lele). We by  the way. "I ever work at Irian Jaya during 3 years,"Mr.Pius  says. We by the way than back to school. Than I continue  my work. Than you Mr.Pius. Mr.Pis is  Education Director and Principalof Senior High School of JPS.

STUDENT CARE TO THE OTHER

TUESDAY, April 16, 2013. I  teach Primary 2B. Richanda  naughty. She is  against her captainn od Primary 2B  is Tasya. I go to there. Richanda still   put on (belagu) and naughty. I want to give educate to Richanda. He is  recalcitrant (membangkang). It is Richanda. Richanda recalcitrant (membangkang) but not revenge (dendam).
When I teach Primary 1B,  Vely,  Sara complain. "Sara cheating" Vely said to me. They fight (bertengkar). I come to  reconcile (mendamaikan)  and create peace them.  I concentrate to

THE IMPORTENT OF SORRY

Friday, 26 April 2013. I teach Primary 2A: Archelia  want to get sorry  from  Marisa. Marisa   cool (cuek). Archelia  until cry. Kelly try to provocation. I konw it.  I cometo Archelia."Why you are cry?" I ask to her. I cry because  Marisa not  give sorry  to me.I no friends if she not give sorry to me,"she says. "Marissa, why you are not give sorry to your friend, Archelia? " I ask. "I'm not give sorry to Marissa because Marrissa always repeat her attitude to me.Now she promise  not make again than she forget than make it again. I dislike it," she says.  Than   I  reconcile (mendamaikan)  them. They shake hand one another.

Archelia smile when get   sorry fromher friend. She is happy.  What meaning of  sorry? Sorry give peace and happiness and serenity (ketenangan) / safety.

MS ANA TREAT MEATBALL AT MENARA THAMBRIN

Saturday, April 20, 2013. I go to Prudential. I arrive late there. Ms Ana  invite me to eat at  Menara Thambrin  restaurant. We eat  meatball (bakso). Ms Ana treat (traktir)  me. She pay Rp 100.000. The food at  restorant is expensive. Than you Ms Ana.Ms Ana is friend as agent of Prudential. We are as  teacher  too. Ms Ana  teach at Saint James (Yakobus) school of Kelapa Gading. I ever teach there during 3 years. Than we  hear presentation of  about success from Ms  Lena.
Ms Lena talk good.
Thab Ms Ana  make quation to me. She type the data on floor  because the room want to close. Please  see her  sacrifice Franck. Be success, please.


Than I come to  Theresia Church. I meet Ms .Marissa and Ms Jovelyn, former teacher at JPS. Ms Jovelyn  walk together her child,  Justine.  There is one  girl again. I don't  know  who's child. 


They join on mass of English. I join on Indonesian mass. Than  time I  get inspiration from bible  and speech of pastor that Lord is our  shepherd (gembala). In Him we safety so no need to afraid to the other, include  devil  and  evils spirit that people  make / sent. Be surrender to  God.  Than I back to Cempaka . I arrive there on 20.00.My brothers join on Manggarai mass of  Easter.
When they back I discuss with them. Who is lead mass? Father Frumens  Gions, OFM.
 

KREDIT PARKING MONEY

Today, I'm shooping at market of  Vila Mutiara Gading. I drive motor cycle. I parking. I no little money to pay it. "Sir, I will  pay later," I say. "Okay, he says. Than I leave it. He believe me.

BUS WAY BREAK DOWN

Today,  April  25 , 2013. I go to office. From   Bekasi  I use motor cycle. I start  on 06.00  after watch soccer  quarter final Champion league, Borusia Dortmund  (Germany)  vs Real Madrid (Spanish).Borosia Dormund win with score 4 - 1. Robert Lewandoski make 4 goals  for Borosia Dormund  while 1 goal for Madrid  create by  Christian Ronaldo. I watch it with fun. I enjoy the  soccer. I get up early on  2.30. Than I wash my dress, take a bath,break fast than start  to school. In gate  of home my  foot is slipping (kepeleset)  so I almost fall down.Lucky Mr.Gaspar- my teacher friend  and home see. He help me. He  pull the motor cycle so I get balance.I safe.Thank you Mr.Gaspar. I start to school.   I arrive at JPS  on 06.15. Than I continue  to Jakarta. I want  to Optima at Kedoya, West Jakarta. Today we have coordinator meeting. I use motor cycle. In Cakung, Pulau Gadung - Kampung Ambon I stop than  write on hp about my experience. Than I  go to CUBG at Matraman. I pay the money. I discuss with  CUBG staff just as Mr.Gio. I get  the book about CUBG.  Than I go to Wisma  25. I buy food  at  stalls tegals (warung tegal). I buy water. I meet with Nando. I entrusted (titip) motor cycle at Wisma 25 than use busway to Optima at Kedoya. I entrance shelter of Utan Kayu. Thebus way break down (mogok) at Manggarai. We  move to the other busway. In Dukuh and Harmony  atas wait enough long. Almost 2 hour I spend time to office (Optima at Kedoya) from Cempaka Putih. If I use motor cycle it 's only 1 hour.

I want to search data for certificate for student. I get 3 years. I copy it.  Than we meeting. We weeting on  fourth floor  beside Mr.Henry's room.This room so small. It''s call  because  have AC. I'm giddy because AC.I'm rigid.We eat  meatball (bakso).Ms Tuti buy it. I'm hungry too because not lunch. I'm shy to lunch at fourth floor.

In meeting  we speak so many theme.

on 16.30 pm the meeting finish. We go back.

I looking for food stalls (warung makan)  to eat the food  that I buy at Cempaka Putih. I find it. I spend coffee. Than I ask plate and spoon than I eat. The owner of food stalls is  very good to help and service  me. I think  they will ask pay  of tool servise buat actually not. I only pay the  white coffee is Rp 2500. I give money Rp 3.000. Than I go back to Cemapaka. I use busway. I get chair at  Kedoya. I sleep. I still dizziness (pusing) because AC and hungry.In Harmony I wait busway to Pulau Gadung / Senen so long. Finally I  get it. When wait at Harmony shelter the passanger  scramble(berebut) place when queue (antri). Thattime the passsanger  push the other so touch body one the other,girlwith girl,boy with boy or boy with girls. After wait almost 1 hour finally I get bus to Senen. I stop  at Senen tran transit  to Matrman. The bus full again.  Finally I arrive at Matrman.  I transit again to Pramuka. I stop at LIA shelter. I stop than on foot to Wisma 25.I  arrive at wisma 25 on 20.00 o'clock.Almost 2,5 hours use busway from Kedoya  toCempaka Putih. I by the way with Mr.Ino, Mr.Nando, Mr.Agus, Mr. Rony. Than on 21.20 I back to Bekasi. I use motor cycle.I make reflection at road. I reflection about forest meaning / understanding  according  Manggarai  ancestor (leluhur). According Manggarai ancestor, forest is parents for village. So need to care and treat (rawat)  forest . I arrive at  ome on 22.20 pm. I by the way with Mr.Gaspar - Mr. Egy.I take a bath than watch  soccer than rest.

BREAKING STRORMING IN SCHOOL

TODAY, APRIL 24, 2013. The Primary teacher have meeting. We discuss how to make strength institution, team work.Strong team work, how to build it?
So many ideas that result. Mr. Barnabas  talk about Einstein - Newton - Stefen Hawking -
We need mixmany quentient:

1. IQ (Intelectual Quentient)
2. EQ (Emotional Quentient)
3. SQ (Spiritual Quentient)
4. CQ (Culture Quentient)
5. EQ (Environment Quentient)

Please  repair your capability  to speeck, Frack.

STOVE GAS BROKEN

Today, April 24,2013.I get up late  because in the early morning I  get up to watch soccer of....... (semi final) Champion League,Barca vs Munchen. Muncen win 4 -0. I  fans of  Barca.
Than I sleep again.
I get up late. Mr.  Barnabas get up than make  vegetable. He call me. Than Mr.Gaspar call me again."Please help the gas stove broken. I get up. I repair.Benefit I'm not  panic.I  turn off use circle tool but it is can not off the fire. Than I  make stop on   can (tabung).Lucky, the fire of gas off. Thank you Franck for your calm. Your calm  give safety.

At afternoon, Mr. Barnabas and I  have program to go to Carrefur  to buy  gas stove.  But we cancel to buy it because at  electronic shop Jl.Perapatan  available gas stove.   at I  see many types with difference cost start  from Rp 200.000 - 300.000.  We decide buy that have cost Rp  Rp 180.000  at Prapatan  Bogor. . I borrow Mr. Barnabas money. We buy with cable too. We bargaining(tawar- menawar).Finally we buy it with cost Rp 180.000. We buy  vegetable at  food stalls. I pay Rp 11.000. I buy capcay  vegetable. In home Mr. Gaspar already  cook food. We supper. Than  Mr.Barnabas and I  install the  gas stove. Success. We try to become     full  power people. What meaning of it? Independent not  dependent  always.

 

TIRED

Monday, April22, 2013. In afternoon. I'm seem  tired of mental (think). I work no passion (gairah). I work so slow.I seem  lethargic (sluggish =depressed = lesu). Why?
I think  because so many computer that  attack of virus.I can not work nicely. I angry /complain /protess to office (Optima, especially  technician division because they handle not maximum).May be becaUSE i  COMPLAIN JUST AS IT SO  MY MENTAL TIRED AND DEPRESSED. fINALLY i CAN   rise up. I finish to edit our present list of team. I can write my blog with  passion (gairah).  Rise up, F, never give up. Die-die do! Than i invite my friend, Mr. Barnabas to go back to home.

MANAGEMENT CLASS

TUESDAY, April 16, 2013. I  teach Primary 2B. Richanda  naughty. She is  against her captainn od Primary 2B  is Tasya. I go to there. Richanda still   put on (belagu) and naughty. I want to give educate to Richanda. He is  recalcitrant (membangkang). It is Richanda. Richanda recalcitrant but not revenge (dendam).

When I teach Primary 1B,  Vely,  complain about Sara. "Sara cheating" Vely said to me. Ninda cry because her friends ask to cheating. Ninda dislike. They fight (bertengkar). I come to  reconcile (mendamaikan)  and create peace them.  I concentrate to the other place. When I back to Sara, her score increase enough many. Is she work hard, polite  or cheating. Only Sara  can answer rightly. "please say do you work hard or cheat. Please honest, I'm not angry. Please say with honest.
In evening Sara mother call me to confirmation about this  case. "I want to discuss with Ms Dessy about this case.
Note for myself, my management of class  today disorderly (kacau). I need firm (tegas) to students.

school mass lead by Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM

Today, Monday April  15, 2013. There is mass of school lead by Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM. He is funny. The  head set almost leave from his head. He vomit water when drink and clean cup after communion. He spit (muntahkan) water on  floor in back of  stage. Mr. Pius  run to help him."What is happen?" Mr. Pius ask."The water feel of salt," he says. Than Mr. Pis run to take water in first floor than give to father Yustinus, OFM. Mr. Egy, Mr. Barnabas and I discuss about quality of water. May be the water not very good," I say. It's good  use the mineral  water," I say. "It's the gallon water,"Mr. Egy says.

During sermon (kotbah) Father Yustinus, OFM only concentrate to Primary 6. The other students discuss. He speak about  work hard and honest when do the test no cheating.

Than Father Yustinus back when  Mr. Ben still speaking. Mr. Barnabas accompany him. I shake hand with him. The some students too. We by the way than I back to class  to teach Primary  3 A, 3 B  and  4 A.

In middle day Mr. Harry, Mr. Danu, Mr.Irfan   come. They repair  computer. On 15.00 pm they go back.

In home we remember this case. We laugh.Mr. Bernabas laugh until exit  tear (air mata). "We are laugh at teacher room too," Mr. Gaspar says. We laugh because Father Yustinus is unique people. He is very spontaneous.  He never consider the other feeling. Father Yustinus  from  Rego - Manggarai. He ever work  at Tentang - Manggarai.

BREAKFAST USE BACON

On Sunday  afternoon, April 14, 2013,   Lery's mother call me to come to their home. "Sorry, I  will to Jakarta on this afternoon," I say. Than Mr. Ben (Lery's father) call Mr. Gaspar to come to their home. Mr. Gaspar bring  bacon. So on this  morning we breakfast use bacon as  side dishes (lauk - pauk). It's good. Thank you Lord for  Lery's  father - mother  kindness. Than we start  to school.

JOGGING, SHOOPING, SINGING, PRAISING

Sunday, April 14, 2013. I get up early.  I'm jogging almost 30 minutes at field and  pasture (padang rumput) near  housing Villa Mutiara Gading. I see people  fishing (memancing) in the morning at  artificial lake (danau buatan). Than I back. I go to market to shooping vegetable. I meet Ms Mijo - conductor our choir - . "Wow, what menu do you want to cook today?" she ask. I want to make  vegetable nodes. I buy corn, long bean,  chicory (sawi putih),  spinach (bayam). "Please do not forget to come on time to church,: Ms Mijo says. "Thank you," I say. In home I take a bath than start to  church.

Today I have dream.

I come to Mr. Henry Mewengkang's  home. Just as his family die. I come  to say  commiserate (turut berduka cita). He angry to me because  I use not properly dress. I wear fabric (kain). The fabric close my body (mbolik in Manggarainese). Mr.  Henry angry because it, just as not give respect to him. What is happen with this dream?

I come to church. Mr. Barnabas drive motor cycle.
We arrive before 08.30. I shake hand  with father Yonas, SVD. Than we singing of song.
Than we  snack and drink. Than we  go back. I cook food. In afternoon  I go to Jakarta  on almost at  18.00 pm.  The big rain come. I use rain coat. The big jam at Jl. Raya Bekasi, especially at Cakung and near  Pulau Gadung terminal. Finally I arrive at Wisma 25 Cempaka Putih. I meet   my brother, Mr. Edu, Rafly, Agus, Mr. John (Pacar), Mr. Rony,  Mr. Jonsy. We drink cofee and supper. I buy  4 portion food. Than  we pray for eternal life for Mom Catharina Nduaeng that had  pass away on  April 10, 2013 at Wela. We  pray without singing of song.
Mr. Ino  come  from  Depok. Mr. Rony come from Bandung. Mr. Nando come from  place of Criket training. we by the way. I drink  tea use red sugar of Manggarai. Mr.  Leksi  bring it from Wela. Mr. leksi just come from Wela.
Than I talk with Mr. Rony. Than I talk with Mr. Nando. I fail to meet Mr. Robert, whereas my main target is meet with Mr. Robert. 
I back to Bekasi on 22.30.  My journey is safe. I arrive on 23.30 at home. Mr. Barnabas  still reflection. He is still  sit down to make  reflection. I watch television than take a rest,

JOKE OF FRIENDS OF CHOIR MEMBER

Friday, April 12, 2013. There is choir rehearse at Mr. Robert - Mr. Anto's  house. The other friends already come. Our  contact home lies  dealing (berhadapan) with Mr. Anto's house. I come late although not latest. "Sir, how do come here? they ask. "I use plane here," I answer as joke. They have purpose in order to I come on time. Thank you friends for your  attention to me. Than we rehearse of choir for we singing as praise to Lord on Sunday, April 14, 2013. We rehearse usually.

TEACHER MEETING AT KKS O4 TARUMAJAYA DISTRICK

On Thursday, April 11, 2013 there is meeting of KKS  04 Tarumajaya at Sekolah Setiasih 02. Mr. Gaspar, Ms Joice, Ms Dwi and I join to there. We use JPS car. Mr. Eko drive it. We start to there on 09.45 am. The meeting start on 10.00 am. The meeting have theme  how to fill form of National test. We  meet with teacher from the other school, especially  civil servants teacher (guru PNS). They  use the lux dress. May be they have good  prosperous (kesejahteraan). The official prepare drink and  beans (kacang). Than we come to Principal (Mr. Asep) room. We by the way.  Mr. Ujang - as koordinator Principal) by the way want to invite us to join on meeting. This is the trick to  invite us exit hte principal room. We aware it. Than we  decise to exit. We call Mr. Eco. Than the car come on 12.30 ap. We bring the students  throphy that forget to bring to JPS.
In school the tachnician  already come. They repair computer. There is 3 technician. They are Mr. Hary, Mr..... and Ms........ Mr. Indri accompany them. They repair and instal software. Than they back to office on 02.00  pm. "We will come again on next week," they promise.

On afternoon, I discuss with Mr. Martono (coordinator technician division) to discuss how to handle  software case at JPS. Can come on Friday, April 12, 2013? I ask to him. "Sorry, can not because  the driver (Mr. Johan) still sick. May be on  on Monday, April  15, 2013," he  suggest. "Okay, " I say. On Monday, April 15, they come. I'm still teach Primary 4A. Mr. Harry, Mr. Danu, Mr....... come. They repair it. Than they back on 15.00  o'clock.
I join on meeting of Primary level.

URINETED GECKO

SATURDAY, April 13, 2013. I sleep to watch television  at home at Vila Mutiara Gading, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I see my dress . I found that there is  water droplets (butiran air). I'm  curious (penasaran). I  gaze upward (tengadah) to  the ceiling (langit-langit rumah). I see the gecko (tokek). I'm very  angry to it. I take  broom fibers (sapu ijuk). I  try to  pin (tusuk) to it. It's run. I very angry because the gecko (toket) urineted (mengencingi) me.

Today, I only stay at home. I want to go to Jakarta but cancel  because I'm not finish yet fill Mr. Robert fill the data of prudential. I have problem with myself is not focus. Lord of Jesus Christ help me. May be I can  beat (mengalahkan) myself. Mr. Egy, Mr. Barnabas  go to Saint Arnoldus Bekasi to present  mass Weddeing  of Manggarai people. The groom (pengantin pria) from Rai - Cancal while the bride (pengantin perempuan) from ...... Both from Manggarai too. Mr. Gaspar go to Jakarta. On Sunday of afternoon he  back to home.
In home I cook, clean the floor, washing the dress, watch television especially accident of Lion Air plane at Ngurah Rai Airport of  Denpasar. The plane land on sea. Nobody that die. All crew and passengers safe.

I HAVE DREAM: BAD dream

Today, Monday, April  15 2013, on 1.30 a.m. I get bad dream. The situation at Mbaru Gendang. I see so many people that had die Mr. Domi Jaru, Mr. Gabriel Ngatul, Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu.  Just as there is  party at Mbaru Gendang.  I come to near compang. I see there is  devil  there. I pray there. There is people that still sleep at our room. Mr. Gaspar still sleep too.
Is have disturb of devil  to me and  my family? Than.......I get up. Than I pray. I try to pray to people that  we doubt make it to us. The God power biggen than devil . "Lord of Jesus Christ mercy of them in order to they can do well," I say in my pray. I get up than watch soccer, Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. Ronaldo create goal. Than I'm sleeping again. Than the bad dream come again on the morning may be on 05.30 am. I surrender my problem to God.

On  Thursday, April 16, 2013, on early morning I aware.   I have fresh  dream. The dream have  relation with  dream on April 15, 2013. There is big party at  home. Who is owner the party? I see just as Mr. Paulus Jalu. They just  relax after finish do the work of party. They relax after clean the room of home and equipment of food e. g. plate, spoon, glass, etc.
I join on sing. We walk to road / buried of Wela. We  sing Larantuka of song. " Rui  le.....Benedikta sepia Lenggang Tangan.........). Mr. Stanis Bandur join too. May he play music. What means this dream?

On Friday, April 19, 2013.I remember my dream. It's become on  0130. I see on Cathedral Ende Flores. The Cathedral just finish renovation. There is party there, The party of culture. The people join on it. My soul just as bring  toGolowelu church. FromGolowelu Church area we see view of Golowelu. It's becomeforest. It's diffrerence with situation when we just as Primary.

I remember the other side of my dream is  I'm nervous just as by pass pasture that have artificiallake  (danau buatan) / beach.I one brackets just as I  put corpses (jenasah).I only put while the other that  bury (menguburkan) it. I afraid and nervous  . Why? If the other people know that I put the corpses there. Who that die? Why die?  I don't know. I only  afraid if people  suspect me as  performer (pelaku)  of it.
Than I  aware fo sleep.I sit down  and pray .I open television. The time almost show at 02.00 am.  Is this have relation with dream on April 15, 2013?May yes,but may be my condition not good too. I seep not good.I sleep my hand."Wow,  appropriate (pantas) get bad dream,"I say in my heart.


About  the intension (kehebatan)brain to remember, I  want to write my dream that connect  my brain and memory  now:

1.Just as I  in journey,just as  come  from  Bajawa ke Mangarai  or   otherwise Manggarai - Bajawa.I pay passthe land that have  bamboo.Inbeside road have  home and plant.
2. Just  AS iJOURNEY  FROM  eNDE  TO mAUMERE.
3. My position on  spring at Mr.Philipus home.Just as we want to goto the other place .
4.My brain connect with condition  a place that just as little forest

5. I by pass mountain  of  stone. It's the hard stone /rock. I just as  crawl (merangkak) there.
6. I by pass sea with boat. The big wave come. Lucky the water not entrance to boat.We just as go to
   abroad.
7. I walk on  hillside (lereng bukit). I see good view at  front and left side. There is  soring and  nice scenery.
8. I take a bath on dark water. I swim.  around stone /rock
9.I take bath on clear water at river.There is  stone   around.
10. I walk on  just as dam  water /sea. I try to go to opposite river. It's  the dirty water. I across the river. I
      think that I can swim.I do it.  I can swim. I swim with smart. "Wow actually I can swim,"I say in my heat.
11. I just as walk at  edge (pinggir) of the cliff (tebing). There is  sea  that blue that broad (width =luas). I'm
      nervous. I nervous  if  fall down to sea.
12. I climb  cliff (tebing)  that just as   former (bekas)  lansslide (longsor). I success to by