NEVER GIVE UP "GAMBARU": Juni 2013

Jumat, 28 Juni 2013

PROMISE TO A POOR GRANDMOTHER

Today, June 28, 2013. When finish breakfast I go to Electric office payment to pay ration (jatah) electric payment for this month. When I arrive there it's roomy (lapang) time because no the other customer. I pay Rp 66.000. "This is for May period," the electric staff says. "We want to change home on June 2013. How about payment for this month (June 2013)?" I ask. Please say to owner home that for June you that pay it. "No worry, we will pay it," he say to me. "Oh.. just as it. Thank you," I say while exit.
At out terrace there is a poor women. "Assalamualaikum, ask alms (sedekah)," she says. "Sorry, I will come again," I say to promise her. I go back. In home I prepare money of coin to give to her. Mr. Barnabas and I go to school. We want to layover (singgah) to give money to the grandmother. Actually she alrady go back to home. I'm regret. May be in next time can meet her and can do what promise to her.

May be after one week, I can fulfill (memenuhi) my promise. When I see her, I stop my motor cycle than give money to her, may be Rp 2.000. I'm relieved (lega) when finish do it.

I open internet. I read soccers news about FIFA Confederation Cup, semi final between Italy vs Spanish. Spanish win with score 7 -6 on penalty shootout. All executor of Spanish success to make goal while one of executor of Italy is Bonuci fail to make goal so Italy lost. Both team, Italy and Spanish play nicely. Italy play very nice. They can balance the nice playing of Spanish team. Italy have character, determination and trick. For win we should be have these components.

Kamis, 27 Juni 2013

THE BODY SO TIRED WHAT HAPPEN WITH ME?

Thursday, June 27, 2013. I'm entrance to school. I make report. I success make it. I success to work with creative:

Work on my laptop
Use the other Personal Computer (PC) to make file / project that the program none on my lab top.
I transfer it use share file / link (Share file / Folder). This is main favorite trick to me.
Use Flas disk / USB

Than I sucess to do it.

I get new knowledge that the PC labtop seldom can not connect to internet may be because condition cable to plug. Seldom the top of cable error so can not connect. Before this I seldom change IP address, but with this experience this wrong because the main problem if can not connect is the possition of top of cable.

I feel so tired today.
Why?
Because my health?
Because food - drink?
Because over time that effect miss management of myself / not focus / postpone main work than run to news: soccer. Because not focus, almost 2 week I use time at school to make report. I very underestimate (meremehkan) my task and postpone the main / difficult work / than run to easy work is read news / soccer whereas it is not very important to improve my life.
Because mentality of work that not discipline / professional?

Improve yourself, F.
Please work with effective.
Yout time work at school only 8 hours. Please maximum that time, no need work until evening so not very tired.

Because not jogging / sport
Because get up on eraly morning to watch soccer?

May be all of this make me so tired.

Today I postpone to office. I sms the leader - Ms Tuti but not response -. Is she angry / regreat / dissappointed to me? May be.

Improve yourself, F. This time and place too.
Manage yourself. Be smart, please.

Today Mr. Egy go to Jogya.
Mr. Barnabas delivery it to Damri shelter of Harapan Indah.

Today I pay water on Drinking Water Company (PAM) at Villa Mutiara Gading. I pay Rp 86.000. This is for May 2013 period. We get
I want to pay with electric but the system error. I postpone it.
For the first I do it.

On Friday, June 28, 2013, I go pay Electric for our house of contract. I pay Rp 66.000. This is for May 2013 period.

Mr. Barnabas delivery me to school. I meet with Ms Hanna in school. She want to meet with Mr. Pius.
Mr. Barnabas bring melon and papaya for me in afternoon

Mr. Pius entrance to school today.

Rabu, 26 Juni 2013

HAPPY GO BACK TO HOME

Tuesday, June 25, 2013 I work at school until evening. My feeling happy. In the morning, Mr Barnabas bring food to me. Thank you. I finish do project Primary 2.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013 , I work at school until evening too. I do project for P 3 and P 4.
I looking for data from the other file, PC. I transfer from the other PC. Success for P3 but not complete for P 4.

Today, June 26, 2013 I propose (submit) letter to CUWM to credit money Rp 7 million for borrow to my friend, Mr. Barnabas. The staff agree.

June 26, 2013, I get email from BINUS about my application there in last time. I'm fail because lost on psikotest. They accept my letter. I appreciate their menthod, so professional.

In evening Mr. Rony sms me about his suggestion to boroow CUWM money to friends. He disagree. He have dream. His feeling say that it is mistake give borrow money to my friend because can lose the money. May be the friend no pay again so myself that lost of money. "May be God help us on this case so he can pay CUWM money so I'm not lost," I answer on sms.

Wow... actually, I wrong write number account.
I often not accurate.

Please become smart people, F!

PENGALAMAN DES 2012 - 5 JAN 2013 - NEED TO TRANSLATE

Experience:

Story:

25 Desember 2012:

Nunduk:

Rewung Ngoel n Molas Poco. Rumah – simbol perempuan?

Nunduk: * Timung Tee – Lanur.*Bengewuk .* Orong agu Kode – rebut wate /ulat.*Watu uwa: uwa watu uwa, poe teu ndekek dise ende. Uwa watu uwa benang mesak (sela) wencang dise ema.Uwa watu uwa benang ute bokok dise popo......., Manusia menjadi batu karena diacuhkan. *Kisah kode – manusia menjadi kera karena diacuhkan ortu /keluarga. Anak itu ambil tempurung lalu taruh di mukanya, lalu ambil irus (kebor) taruh di pantatnya maka jadilah ekornya.

Nunduk di hari Natal: memutar kembali kisah masa lalu . (Membingkai pesan dan kesan melalui kisah Nunduk di waktu kecil. Terkenang akan Mm Regina – pencerita ulung, motivator ulung (sembuhkan Von Jaban, sambil bercerita – “Poka kaung di pongkor / poso ge ase, kae gau toe hang saung kaung, tamal ba le hau sekoen / eta mau, dani dana si danilah dana... Olelah dana, si dani lah dana. Dani... dana si danilah dana.......). Bp Gaspar: penutur ulang kisah Kitab Suci: Simson. Ema Bone Kaso: Kisah... Lanur agu Timung Tee.

Kisah di Gereja:

25 Des. 2012. Petugas tatib di Gerja Katedral Jakarta, perintahkan umat (dewasa) yang lagi duduk untuk terima komuni.”Berdiri!” pintanya. Umat dewasa (perempuan-perempuan dewasa /tua) itu cuek saja.”Komuni gak?” tanya tatib perempuan itu. “Gak....” jawab perempuan dewasa / tua itu dengan kesel. Petugas tatib diam seribu bahasa. *Dalam menjalankan tugas pelayanan, perlu sikap profesional: Seperti ini formulasi komunikasinya biar ibadah itu (Natal, dll) mendatangkan damai/ sukacita: “Bu/pak/kak/adik, maaf, komuni gak, bila komuni, silahkan berdiri?” *** Tidak semua orang hadir misa untuk terima komuni.Why?Mungkin ada yang belum Katolik, mungkin ada yang belum siap / tidak mau terima komuni.

(Perihal alasan tidak mau terima komuni, saya teringat peristiwa 24 Desember 2012 – malam Natal, pkl 22.30 di Gereja St. Albertus, Harapan Indah – Bekasi. Ada yang hadir misa tetapi tidak terima komuni).

** Kerja sama antar agama: Katedral – Masjid Istiglal, berdiri bersebelahan: Halaman Istiglal terbuka untuk parkir bagi umat Katolik yang sedang misa Natal di Katehedral. Aman. Ini toleransi. Inilah Indonesia. Berbeda tapi tetap rukun.

Real Story:

26 Desember: Berangkat ke kantor pkl 5.30. Naik Busway: Halte Utan Kayu – Dukuh Atas – Harmoni – Kebun Jeruk / Duri Kepa: 1, 5 jam. Tibo on time di Optima: 6:54. Lihat situasi kantor. “Ada yang resign. What is happening? How impact to me? How should I do? 2 jam saat pulang ke W25 Cempaka Putih. 1,5 jam saat datang / berangkat ke kantor. Mandi pagi, lap pakai sapu tangan. Why? Tidak bawa tas / pakai ganti. Mis management pada 25 Des. 2012. Telat start, terlambat ambil keputusan, terlalu lama ambil keputusan. Jadinya, berangkat ke Jakarta dari Bekasi. Tidak bawa tas. Dikiranya pulang memang, ternyata tidur di Jakarta, lalu masuk kantor dengan pakaian Gereja / Batik. Untung tak banyak teman kantor yang masuk sehingga tak mengomentari pakaian yang dipakai.

Langsung kerja: buka Scratch: Ada komponen-komponen dasariah yang ditemukan untuk disharekan kepada teman-teman.

Hanya Pa Ricky dan saya di lantai 4. Saya minta bantuan Pa Eko untuk instal program Scratch. Eh... ternyata sudah diinstal. Kami ngobrol. Lalu saya kerja. Saya dapat informasi dari Pa Eko bahwa ada salah satu Manager OSI mengundurkan diri.”Apa apa dengan tempat kerja saya?” Mungkinkah saya memiliki keberanian untuk pindah?” tanyaku dalam hati sambil merenung.

Pa Ricky datang. “Aduh... repot. Masuk kantor, tapi gak ada kerjaan karena customer (sekolah-sekolah kerja sama) sedang libur. Umumnya baru masuk pada 7 Januari 2013. Ini repotmya libur.

*Tlpn Ende Gina – Mery – Bp Megy – Mm Megy. Ende Gina baru pulang dari Karot: bawa jagung, kestela, mentimun. Pergi “ngende”. Saat pergi,beliau beliau membawa daging babi untuk keluarga di Karot.

Makan siang di kantor (biaya berapa Rp 12.000, nasi – pecel Lele - ) Mahal?

Minum cukup banyak karena ada gelas dan air.

Tiba di W25. Makan di warteg Rp 5.000 (nasi, sayur, ikan)

Ngobrol dengan Kraeng Ino, Kraeng Wily Kuntam, Agus dan Lipus. Makan kue sambil minum teh. Ngobrol politik. Pentingnya memiliki kecerdasan emosional / sosial. Itu mejadi tabungan / modal sosial. Simpati . empati. Saat ini NTT lagi hangat membicarakan calon Gubernur dan Wakil Gubernur Para calon, antara lain: Beny K. Harman – Welem Nope (Demokrat), Frans Leburaya – Beny Letenoni (PDIP), Eston Foenay – Paulus......... (Gerindra), Abraham Medah – Melky Laka Lena (Golkar) – Krist Rotok – Abraham .....( Independent).

Hp low bateray. Tdi bisa dipakia. Untung Rony ada charger. Pinjam. Bisa cash. Lalu tidur tanpa mandi. Tidur aman, tanpa ada nyamuk. Beda jauh dengan Bekasi, nyamuk banyak.

Malam tak mandi krn air tdk keluar.

Saat pulang, tak bisa masuk kamarnya Rony krn kunci dia bawa. Kunci motor saya masih di dalam kamarnya Rony.

27 Des. 2012. Bangun pagi pkl 05:00. Mandi. Salah pakai sikat gigi/ Pakai sikat gigi orang? Wulah....? Tapi tetap oaky khan? Cuci pakaian....., pinjam baju kemeja Rony, start. Belanja nasi uduk di gang Sayuti Rp 12.000 – 2 porsi. Numpang busway. Langsung dapat bus di Halte Utan Kayu. Dapat kursi. Di sepanjang rel Kereta di Taman Menteng / bantaran kali Ciliwung / Banjir Kanal Barat (pintu air Manggarai (dekat Latuharhari /sebelah Pintu Air Setia Budi) - , ada orang yang buang hajat. 2 orang lelaki paruh baya. Seorang duduk santai lepas hajat sambil isap rokok. Asap rokok mengepul membubbung menuju angkasa, lalu dia asyik melepas hajat menuju bumi/ tanah. Kehidupan ibukota yang tak terlalu berbeda dengan kehidupan tradisional di kampung udik. Inilah mentalitas manusia arkais. Tinggal di kota (Jakarta) tapi masih pakai cara pikir kampung. Tunggu bus di Dukuh Atas 1 lama. Bus Transjakarta datang. Masuk. Turun di Halte Harmony. Tunggu bus di bagian antran menuju Lebak Bulus- Bapat. Tunggu lama. Masuk bis pkl 06.35. Tiba di kantor pkl 07.00. “Tidak cuti, pak?: Pa Martono tanya. “Tidak...,” jawab saya.”Oh.. silahkan finger print dulu, biar tidak telat,” saran Pa Martono. Saya ke tempat finger print. “Coba sekali lagi.... sampai beberapa kali. Terakhir baru sukses. Pkl 07.01.

Haus:

Keluar gedung untuk beli minuman aqua gelas Rp 500. Selanjutnya dengan gelas yang sama dipakai untuk menadah air dari dispenser. Gelas plastik ini saya pakai dalam waktu yang lama. Kurang lebih 8 jam. Hari ini saya mendalami materi Scratch. Saya mulai memahami materi ini.

** Siang, makan hanya 1 porsi nasi uduk. Malu utk makan 2 porsi. Jadinya baru makan pada sore hari, saat makanan itu hampir basi. Bagaimana supaya makanan itu tetap efektif? “sebaiknay saya beli mie. Wow..... mie kuah cukup mahal Rp 7.000. Jadinya biaya konsumsi hari ini cukup mahal. Makanan saja Rp 19.000 (nasi uduk 2 Rp 12.000 + mie Rp 7.000). Hari ini uang konsumsi membengkak.

Lalu, sekitar pukul 16.00 (jam 04.00) sore saya pulang. Saya menggunakan busway. Saya harus menunggu bus cukup lama di Halte Kepa Duri – Kedoya. Bus tiba. Saya masuk. Full. Saya berdiri hingga Halter Harmony. Dari Harmony saya menuju Senen. Turun di halte Senen, lalu menunggu busway menuju Senen. Tunggu lama juga untuk bisa dapat bis. Transit di Senen menuju Matraman. Tunggu cukup lama untuk di halte Matraman (tempat transit) . Saya menuju arah Pulau Gadung. Turun di halte Utan Kayu. Jalan kaki ke kos (Wisma 25). Ngobrol dengan saudara lalu makan. Malam itu kami ngobrol cukup lama. Ada Kraeng Robert dan Mbak Netha. Akhirnya kami istirahat pkl 11.00. Tidur di tempatnya Rony.

Di kos ngobrol tentang SMS dari Pater Marsel tentang rencana beliau untuk antar kayu ke Wela untuk ditanam di matar air Wela. Total anakan / bibit pohon ara yang diantar ke Wela 225 koker. Semoga orang-orang Wela bisa menyambut hal ini dengan positif.

*** Pater Marsel Agot, SVD sms kepada tua Golo Wela dan Kepdes Goloworok bahwa pada pada Jumat, 28 Desember 2012 beliau menuju Wela untuk mengantar anakan pohon ara sebanyak 225 .”Tolong diatur penanamannya” sms – nya meminta.

*Saya tanya kepada Hila (Kepdes Goloworok) akan rencana pater Marsel ini. Ya... kami sudah tahu” katanya.

Bila ini sukses, ini loncatan pemikiran dan mentalitas yang luar biasa pada orang Wela dalam mana memiliki kepedulian pada air sumber kehidupan. Ini perlu dicatat dengan tinta emas. Memiliki kesadaran bersama akan pentingnya air dan lingkungan hidup. Karena itu, memiliki komitmen untuk beraksi / bekerja bersama menyelamatkan lingkunagan / air. Peduli lingkungan sama artinya dengan peduli pada diri sendiri.

28 Desember 2012

Saya bangun pagi telat. Pkl o6.00. Saya bergegas mandi. Persiapkan diri ke kantor di Optima, Kedoya. Saya start pkl 06.30. Beli nasi uduk di Gg Sayuti. Saya beli 2 bungkus, untuk sarapan dan makan siang. Harganaya? Rp 12.000. Kemarin saya beli nasi uduk di sini juga. Wow...lebih mahal daripada bila makan di kantor.

Saya menuju Jl. Pramuka. Saya dapat busway setelah menunggu sangat lama. Sudah tunggu lama, penumpangnya padat lagi. Demikian juga di halte Dukuh Atas 2 dan halte Harmoni. Alhasil, tiba di kantor pkl 08.30. Tak dapat uang makan. Di kantor, Ibu Ayu dan saya di lantai 4. Saya coba mempelajari Adobe In design dan Alice. Ada bayangan. Saya minta bantuan Pa Martono dan Pa Eko untuk instal program Adobe In the sign. Saya belajar, buat penuntun.

Sore pulang. Tunggu busway lama.”Masih banyak juga ya orang Jakarta yang kerja padahal menjelang akhir tahun,” kata seorang calon penumpang busway di Halte Harmony. Saya tunggu busway sangat lama. Butuh waktu 2,5 jam dari kantor ke rumah (Cempaka Putih) menggunakan busway.

Di rumah ketemu Marsel. Dia datang dari Cikarang. Kami salaman Natal. Malamnya, saya dan Marsel menuju ke tempat Bp - mm Angelo. Kraeng Berty ada di rumah. Bp – mm Angelo pergi misa arwah untuk warga Katolik yang meninggal. Kami ngobrol. Banyak hal yang kami omongkan. Termasuk situasi Paroki Golowelu dan pastor parokinya yang membatalkan acara pernikahan anaknya Pa Paulinus Jemadu pada saat hari puncak (hari rencana pemberkatan nikah).

29 Desember 2012.

Marsel dan saya ke VMG Bekasi via Rawasari – Kampung Ambon– Pasar Pulo Gadung – Kawasan Industri Pulo Gadung – Jl. Raya Bekasi – VMG. Kami beli rambutan Rp 20.000. Ketemu teman kos. Pa Egy, Gaspar baru pulang dari Jogya. Pa Bernabas main ke sekolah. Kami makan buah. Lalu makan siang. Saya kemas barang-barang lalu kembali ke Jakarta. Kami bawa Salak. Salak Jogya manis.

Sore hari, Marsel dan Yos menuju Depok. Kraeng Ino dan Philipus sudah duluan ke sana.

Kraeng Leksi main ke W 25 juga. Kami ngobrol. Kami bicara budaya. Soal totem “pake”, “ela”,”acu”. Kraeng Endy Jaweng totem terhadap anjing. Semua itu ternyata metafora manusia. “Silahkan tulis, saya yang edit,” Leksi bilang. “Jimy, coba Natal ini ada manfaatnya sedikit, jangan menjadi pecandu game, TV,” nasihat kami untuk Jimy...

Malam, Philipus Hedvy main ke W 25. Dia satu-satunya perempuan. Di merasa terasing. Dia tinggal di kamarnya Rony. Saya membongkar buah-buahan dari Bekasi untuk mereka. Hedvy, Agus. Buah-buahan habis.

Rony, Marsel, Hedvy, Feus, Agus dan saya pergi makan malam di Bakso ciat. Sajian kami saat itu adalah Bakso dan jus sirsak. Untuk pertama kali saya makan bakso Ciat selama saya 10 thn di Jakarta,” kata saya.

Saat kembali ke kos, saya bantu kompress kakinya Agus yang memar bengkak karena benturan saat mail bola di Kampung Ambon. Saya kompress pakai air panas.

Malam.... terbetik berita duka. Mamanya Sinta meninggal. Sinta adalah temannya Rony. Hedvy pulang ke kosnya. Festo antar dia. Lalu kami tidur.

30 Desember 2012

Kami bangun. Rony dan Festo ke Depok untuk layat. Saya persiapkan dir ke Gereja. Saya telat. Saya pakai sepeda. Saya tak terima komuni. Hari ini pesta Keluarga Kudus dari Nazareth. “FAMILY: Father and Mother I love you” Pater Yoseph Tote, OFM jelaskan saat kotbah. Lalu saya pulang pakai sepeda. Saya makan di Warteg.

Sorenya kami kumpul. Kelompok Depok suudah pulang. Saya dan Marsel maen ke tempat Ferdy. Pulang telat, Gerbang sudah terkunci. Susah cari jalan keluar. Lalu kami maen ke tempat Kraneg Jony. Lalu kami pulang. Lalu kami saya tidur. Rony tidur di rumah Jony.

Desember 31, 2012.

Transaksi di BRI untuk kraeng Egy dan Kraeng Ino. Mereka kredit dana di CUWM.

Nando, saya dan Rafly menuju Cikarang. Yang lain menuju Bintaro, yang lain di Jakarta. Saya numpang di motornya Nando. Telepon Rafly, tak diangkat. Ternyata dia sudah tiba di Delta Mas, Cikarang. Ketemu Mm Juan, Juan, Alfrad. Mm - Bp Tino sek sudah duluan di sana. Mereka asyik buat kue. Saya lelah karena pakai motor. Hujan lagi. Saya istirahat sebentar.

John, Rafly, Kraeng Beny datang. Malamnya, Bp – mm Indah datang. Kami doa bersama. Kami doa ayam lalu sharing pengalaman. Ada harapan yang dirajut. Ada cita-cita di tahun 2013 yang digantungkan. “Mari afirmasi terus mimpi itu biar terlaksana,” kata Leo (Bp Juan).

“Ba le jopak jepek, ba le jepek – jopak”

Apa kesan orang tentang orang Wela (JABODATABEK).

Orang Wela itu primordial.” Kata sesorang yang mungkin tidak terlalu senang dengan orang Wela.

Saya baru mengerti hal ini. Benarkah???

Kami doa sambil menguatkan.

1 Januari 2012.

Kami membukanya dalam doa, sharing, saling meneguhkan, mendukung. Lalu bakar ayam, jagung. Kami kerja sebagai team. Bakar ayam dan arang di kompor. Minyak tanah tidak ada untuk bakar arang. “Ya.... pakai kompor” kata Bona, saya. “Ya... kita manusia kreatif.

Sajian makan malam enak. Daging babi

Makan jagung bakar. Lalu tidur.

Pagi, bangun dengan segar. Ngobrol. Tutup 2012 dan buka tahun 2013 saya lalukan di rumah tanpa ke Gereja. Kami ngobrol. Tentang budaya, tentang keluarga.

Siangnya kami ngobrol tentang acara syukuran keluarga besar Mau – Tarung – Baduk pada 2012. Saya ngobrol dengan Hila. Baiknya tanggal 8-9 Agustus 2013 karena saat itu kami libur. “ saya katakan. Lalu kami bahas rancangan acaranya/ “Ase kae Jakarta yang rancang acaranya<” kata Hila.

“Lomba turuk empo” yang dibawkan oleh anak-anak SD – SMA”. “ kami putuskan.

Siang kami mengobrol seputar isu tanam ara di mata air di Wela. “Mengapa harus ara? “ Ara itu salah satu kayu utama dalam budaya Manggarai. Konon, ada orang yang mendapat tugas mencari tahu kayu apa yang muncul pertama kali di muka bumi. Dia mendatangi kayu satu demi satu. Tanya kepada kayu satu demi satu.”Ya...saya kayu ara, kayu pertama di muka bumi, akunya, “demikian kisah dari Leo (Bp Juan).

Malam saya dan Andy pulang. Kami diantar pakai mobilnya Bp – mm Juan. Nando nyetir mobil sampai di pintu tool, karena hujan. Hujan cukup awet. Kami masuk mobil 57. Andy bayar sewa mobil dari Cikarang – UKI Rp 14.000 utk kami berdua.. Andy terus ke Pademangan, kosnya. Saya menuju W25. Saya jalan kaki dari Rawasari. Hujan sudah berhenti. Ase kae yang Bintaro sudah pulang juga. Kami ngobrol. Kami minum susu. Lipus, Agus, Jonsy urus itu. ‘Baik sekali bila kalian (Jonsy, Gusty, Philipus, Yos, Nando) bisa membentuk kelompok studi. Latih kerja kelompok / jaringan, latih bicara / mendengarkan, latih memahami, latih menulis.” Kataku kepada mereka.

Lalu saya tidur setelah seterika pakaian di kamar Rony. Saya tidur di kamar Nando.

2 Januari 2013.

Saya bangun jam 05 pg. Persiapkan diri ke kantor.

Singgah beli alayt cukur di Alfamart. Lalu ke Jl. Pramuka utk dapatkan busway. Tunggu lama lalu busway tiba. Tunggu lama juga di Dukuh Atas 1. Demikian juga di Harmony. Saya tiba telak, pkl 07.04 saat sukses finger print. Hari ini saya beri training untuk teman-teman. Materi tentang Scrathc. Ini pengalaman pertama mentraning teman-teman. Pa Juois dan Pa Odja menyempurnakan. Jadinya pemahaman saya tentang materi itu bertambah. Namun,......... masalah slow memory, slow understanding jadi kendala utama. Lama materi ini saya geluti namun...... tak semudah programaernya memahaminya. Please improve, Frank.

Siangmya makan di warung dekat kantor Rp 8.000 (nasi, teri, kuah nangka, sayur pepaya).

Sore sekitar pkl 15.00 (jam 3.00) sore. Temanku seorang muslim. Dia adalah Ponijan. Dia sholat. Dia membentangkan kain lalu sholat. Saya sibuk membuka komputer. Saya mendukung beribadah dengan menciptakan ketenangan. Inilah wujud toleransi di Negara Indonesia yang berasaskan Pancasila. Saling menghormati adalah sesuatu yang niscaya. Setelah sholat dia kembali melaksanakan tugasnya. Luar biasa.

Saya kedinginan di tempat AC. Badan meriang. Pulang kelelahan. Capek. Di Halte Harmony, ada telepon masuk. Saya, Robert, sekolah di Santu Klaus...... , sekarang tinggal di Tangerang, dia perkenalkan diri. Saya susah mengidentifikasinya. Robert siapa ya? Tanyaku dalam hati. Paling saya hanya ingat Robert Ugut......, kataku dalam hati. “Nanti saya telepon lagi,” dia bilang. DI Busway Harmony – Matraman, persisinya di Halte Pasar Baru, lihat kecelakaan sepeda motor. Perempaun terjatuh bersama motornya. Orang (laki-laki) berduyun-duyun datang membantu.

Di busway menuju Pulo Gadung, ketemu sesama penumpang lain, anak putri SMA, 2 orang. “Saya akan kisahkan kepada Bunda di rumah bagaimana perjuangan hidup agar bisa masuk busway” dorong – mendorong, teriak, berdempet-dempet, desek – gesekan,” katanya sambil utak-atik Black Berry di tangannya. Dalam situasi itu dia masih sempat-sempatnya menggunakan BB. Anak modern. Tak mau kehilangan info.

Saya tiba di kos pkl 18.00 . Saya singgah di warteg untuk makan. Saya ngutang Rp 1.000 . Saya hnaya bayar Rp 6.000. Harga makanan (Ikan, nasi sayur Rp 7,.000. Di kos, saya tidur. Saya kelelahan. Andy datang. Dia bayar uang koperasi Rp 560.000.”Terima kasih Andy,” kataku. Lalu saya mandi. Lalu main ke tempatnya Robert. Philipus, Jonsy, Andy, Agus sudah di saya. Jonsy memasak, menggoreng ikan. Dia goreng ikan lalu dibalik pakai tomat. Saya makan juga. Saya makan nasi, sayur, ikan asin . Juga makan salak yang Robert and Netha bawa dari Denpasar. Robert dan Netha berbulan madu (tertunda) ke Bali. Mereka tutup tahun 2012 dan buka tahun 2013 di Denpasar.

Lalu saya pulang, lalu tidur. Saya masih pusing dan kelelahan juga. Saya istirahat, Keluar sebentar untuk kencing.

3 Januari 2012.

Saya bangun pagi, pkl 4.30. Saya mandi. Minum air hangat. Pakai jaket kulit. Apa jadinya? Panas dari dalam dan luar. Hasilnya? Keringat bersimbahan. Gerah. Masuk busway yang ber AC. Suana panas dan dingin bertemu. Saya copot jaket. Lalu siap diri ke kantor. Saya keluar dari W25 pkl 5.45. Saya beri uang kertas Rp 50.000 untuk biaya ongkos busway Rp 2.000 (pagi sebelum jam 07.00). Tunggu sekitar 5 menit. Busway datang. Saya masuk, Tak berapa lama, dapat tempat. Duduk. DI dukuh atas 1, dapat bis, hanya berdiri. Di Halte Harmoni, tunggu sekitar 10 menit. Busway datang. Saya masuk. Dapat tempat. Saya duduk. Mengantuk, Saya tiba di Optima pada pkl 06.49 pagi, Saya buka komputer di lantai 4. Saya kerja. Saya ngobrol dengan Pa Adri Odja.

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Pulang pkl 17.00. Tunggu busway lama banget di halte Duri Kepa dan terlebih lagi di Harmony. Di Grogol dapat tempat duduk. Saya duduk. Mengantuk. Tertidur, sampai-sampai diingatkan petugas busway untuk turun.”Pak, halte terakhir, silahkan turun” kata mereka. Hampir 45 menit berdiri menunggu. Untung ada besi untuk dijadikan sandaran guna membantu kaki menopang badan. Bila tidak kasihan kaki dan pinggang karena lelah menopang badan. Untung tangan bisa menopang dengan sandar di besi.

Menunggu sambil melayani sesama penumpang yang bertanya. Kami ngobrol sambil menunggu. Kami ngobrol hanya ingin membuang kejenuhan dan kebetean. Busway jurusan Kampung Melayu tiba. “Sabar, ada orang sakit lagi naik,” kata beberapa penumpang dan petugas mengingatkan agar penumpang di belakang tidak saling mendorong. Begitu penumpang yang sakit masuk, aksi dorong mendorong terjadi. Situasi yang tidak mengenakan. Begitulah situasi mencari tempat duduk di busway. Tempat duduk merupakan tempat yang bisa memberikan kenyaman maka perlu diperebutkan, diperjuangkan.

Saat menunggu, Kraeng Robert Telepon. Saya mau masuk asuransi. Tolong buatkan ilustrasi,” katanya. Okay.

Tatkala masuk, busway penuh. Tak ada kursi kosong. Terpaksa berdiri. Penumpang yang sakit ternyata perempuan muda. Dia berkeringat, pucat, lemah. :Dia kekurangan tenaga dan cairan karena lelah berdiri menunggu. Penumpang perempuan dan laki berusaha menanyakan air kepada sesama penumpang. Dia berkeringat, pucat, lemah. Ada yang bantu memberika minuman (teh botoh / pucuk), permen untuk memulihkan staminanyqa. Perlahan-lahan dia bisa menolong dirinya sendiri: menyeka keringat, menata rambut, mengatur tas. Perlahan peluhnya berkurang. Situasi macet parah. Hampir 2 jam dari Harmoni menuju Matrman. Saya pindah busway saat tiba di halte Matraman. Tunggu tidak telalu lama. Situasi busway penuh tetapi tidak terlalu sesak seperti dari busway Harmony – Matraman. Saling sentuh badan dalam busway merupakan pengalaman yang jamak? Mengapa? Penumpang banyak, kursi terbatas. Maka jadilah berdiri berdempetan. Bersesakan ria. Sementara semua orang / penumpang ingin sampai di tempat tujuan. Saat seperti itulah sentuh menyentuh tak terelakan.

Jumat, 4 Januari 2013.

Bangun pagi pkl 04.45. Mandi. Ambil baju di kamar Rony. Baca buku tentang Filsafat Bahasa: Ludwig Witgenstain.. Ada filsuf lain de Sousa: bahasa perlu dipahami secara sinkronisasi. Maksudnya??

Lalu berangkat ke halte busway. Di halte utan Kayu, tampaknya ada sesuatu yang baru: Fasilitas informasi busway telah dipasang sehingga orang tahu, misalnya busway tiba, tunggu berapa menit lagi, sudah jalan. Singkatnya info tentang busway. Ini fasilitas baru busway. Saya dapat busway dengan cepat. Tatkala ada penumpang yang turun, saya dapat tempat duduk. Saya duduk sampai di halte Dukuh Atas 2. Tunggu busway di dukuh atas 1 lama. Waktu menunjukkan jam 06.00 pagi. Busway tiba. Saya masuk. Tiba di Halte Harmoni, Gajah Mada. Di sini, menunggu busway menuju Lebak Bulus / Kebun Jeruk lamanya minta ampun. Hampir 40 menit. Saya tiba di kantor pkl 07.16. Telak. Jam kerja di kantor mulai pkl 07.00 pagi. Bila telak, ada resiki, tidak dapat uang makan. Sialan, hari ini tak dapat uang makan. Ini resiko dari busway yang datang terlambat.

Hari ini hanya sedikit teman yang masuk. Training Alice tidak jadi.

Saya makan siang pukul 11.00.

Melihat makanan, mata saya tergoda. Saya ingin makan ikan asam (kuah belimbing asam), sayur pecel. Nasi. Berapa harganya? Rp 13.000. Makan siang dengan biaya termahal selama masuk kantor pada liburan Natal 2012 dan Tahun Baru 2013.

Sore hari saya baru putuskan untuk mencetak laporan saya.Untung flash disk saya bisa dibaca komputer di kantor. “Saya minta kertas untuk memprint.Pa Odja menandatangani form pemesanan barang. “Saya harus tuntaskan mencetak laporan semester saya agar taksibuk lagi di sekolah. Di sekolah, hanya focus dengan tugas di sekolah, tak terbebani dengan pekerjaan semester lalu,” kataku dalam hati.

Pa Anton (R and D Manager) menata meja kerjanya. Ada pergantian staff. Pa Alfian dan Pa Anton naik ke lantai 4. Saya bekerja di meja yang akan dipakai Pa Anton. Ternyata Pa Anton menunggu pekerjaan saya kelar baru beliau naik menata meja kerjanya. Saya terlalu slow. Saya sadar akan hal itu. Saya menyelesaikanya. Pa Odja sudah pulang duluan. Kakinya sakit (luka, saat ikut bantu kerja di kampungnya di Ende saat pulang libur kemarin). Saya tuntaskan pekerjaan saya pada pkl 20.00. Situasi di sektar Kedoya saat itu sedang padam listrik (lampu mati). Halte busway gelap. Saya piker busway sudah tak jalan lagi. Bila demikian, saya harus naik mobil lain,dengan catatan lebih mahal lagi karena, paling kurang 2 kali ganti mobil. Saya cek di halte. Ternyata masihada petugas. Saya menunggu busway cukup lama. Bus way datang. Saya masuk. Saya dapat tempat duduk. Saya tiba sekitar pkl 22.00 di wisma 25. Saya ngobrol dengan saudara lalu istirahat.

Sabtu,Januari 5, 2013. Siang hari Nando, Rafly dan Kraeng John datang dari Cikarang. Kami ngobrol.

Selasa, 25 Juni 2013

DREAM 1 : CROSS SEA USE BOAT - series dreams

HEAR YOUR SOUL STORY TELLING (COLLECTION OF DREAM) - January, Sunday, 12, 2014.
SING OF SOUL IS HONEST VOICE (Nyanyian jiwa adalah suara Kejujuran)
(Dengarkan kisah jiwamu. Nyanyian jiwa adalah kisah kejujuran)

Dream is something that have all people. Dreams is something that universal. All people have dream. I'm people, so I have dream. Below the parts of my dream that I remember. What is meaning of dream? Dream is activity between soul, when my soul meet with the other soul.

What is your dreams,Franck? My dream is become writer of my dreams
I start write on this media to realize (mewujudkan) my dream. In one moment I will publish this.

(JPS 7-12-2013)

Today, Monday, April 15 2013, on 1.30 a.m. I get bad dream. The situation at Mbaru Gendang. I see so many people that had die Mr. Domi Jaru, Mr. Gabriel Ngatul, Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu. Just as there is party at Mbaru Gendang. I come to near compang. I see there is satan (devil=setan) there. I pray there. There is people that still sleep at our room. Mr. Gaspar still sleep too.
Is have disturb of satan (devil = setan) to me and my family? Than.......I get up.

Than I pray. I try to pray to people that we doubt make it to us. The God power bigger than devil. "Lord of Jesus Christ mercy of them in order to they can do well," I say in my pray. I get up than watch soccer, Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. Ronaldo create goal. Than I'm sleeping again. Than the bad dream come again on the morning may be on 05.30 am. I surrender my problem to God.

On Friday, April 19, 2013.I remember my dream.It's become on 01: 30. I see on Cathedral Ende Flores. The Cathedral just finish renovation. There is party there, The party of culture. The people join on it. My soul just as bring to Golowelu church. From Golowelu Church area we see view of Golowelu. It's become forest. It's difference with situation when we see just as Primary level (1981-1986).

I remember the other side of my dream is I'm nervous just as by pass pasture (padang rumput) that have artificial lake (danau buatan) / beach.I one brackets just as I put corpses (jenasah). I only put while the other that bury (menguburkan) it. I afraid and nervous . Why? If the other people know that I put the corpses there. Who that die? Why die? I don't know. I only afraid if people suspect me as performer (pelaku) so they were die.
Than I aware from sleep.I sit down and pray. I open television. The time almost show at 02.00 am. Is this have relation with dream on April 15, 2013? May yes,but may be my condition not good too. I seep not good. I sleep my hand."Wow, appropriate (pantas) get bad dream,"I say in my heart.

About the intention (kehebatan) brain to remember, I want to write my dream that connect my brain and memory now:

1.Just as I in journey,just as come from Bajawa ke Mangarai or   otherwise Manggarai - Bajawa.I pay pass the land that have bamboo.In beside road have home and plant.
2. Just as I do traveling from Ende to Maumere
3. My position on spring at Mr.Philipus home at Wela .Just as we want to go to the other place .
4.My brain connect with condition a place that just as little forest

5. I by pass mountain of stone. It's the hard stone /rock. I just as crawl (merangkak) there.
6. I by pass sea with boat. The big wave come. Lucky the water not entrance to boat.We just as go to
   abroad.
7. I walk on hillside (lereng bukit). I see good view at front and left side. There is soring and nice scenery.
8. I take a bath on dark water. I swim. around stone /rock
9.I take bath on clear water at river.There is stone   around.
10. I walk on just as dam water /sea. I try to go to opposite river. It's the dirty water. I across the river. I
      think that I can swim.I do it. I can swim. I swim with smart. "Wow actually I can swim,"I say in my heat.
11. I just as walk at edge (pinggir) of the cliff (tebing). There is sea that blue that broad (width =luas). I'm
      nervous. I nervous if fall down to sea.
12. I climb cliff (tebing) that just as   former (bekas) lansslide (longsor). I success to by pass it.

Today, Wednesday, June 26, 2013. I have dream in the morning (may be at 05.00 am). I cross to sea to the other place. Theboat run savely. We just as   walk on edge (pinggir) sea /beach. I arrive at forest. I see cucumber (mentimun) of forest,just as wua Ndelos (ndelos similiar with belimbing sayur). I pluck (memetik) it than collect it. Suddennlywe arrive at home in Golowelu,home that stayed by Stanis Mbaling / Kons Kirim / Viktor ?). I see Mr. Mus Nalang. Is Mus driver of boat?

What means this dream ?

Sunday, September 29, 2013.
I have dream . May be time almost morning. I walk on mountain. Than I see back. I find a mountain that so tall. Wow... see stone of.... (nampar). I nervous. We are at be on the other mountain. We are JPS teacher. We coordinate. I hear someone call Mr. Romeo.
What meaning of this dream?

Today, October 4, 2013. (May be time show at 03.30 am).

I have dream. I by pass some places, e.g. garden. Than I arrive a place that have sea. I try to see to sea because my soul seem afraid if see sea. I by pass a bridge that have water. I just as want to fall down. Lucky I'm not get accident.

What is happening with this dream. How about my health?

On Thursday, October 3, 2013, on afternoon, my condition of health not so good. I sleep in afternoon when finish lunch at afternoon than sleep. My health not so good. God, please help me.

With this dream I can remember my dream:

Father Gaspar die. The location at Merkedila Wela,my village. May be dream about when I'm still at Primary school (year 1981-1986).
By pass sea use boat. The water almost entrance to boat. The boat run fast so the water splash. The boat almost entrance of water. I want go to abroad. Than I aware.
By pass rock (cadas). I by pass there with stumped (tertatih).
By pass field (padang). Than I see the spring water (mata air)
Swim in dirty water of the dam. I'm proud because can dream although virtual I can not swim.
Walk at edge (pinggir) of cliff (tebing). I see the the vast (luas) sea. I'm so worry.
I walk on the land of cliff . The land moveable just as just as avalanche (longsor).
Go to the other place use ship or motor cycle.
Can swim on channel that the water is yellow color. The channel is enough broad (luas)
Walk on narrow channel. Than the big water on channel come. I faster move to dry place so safety.
Traveling to place just as at Ngada / Bajawa area. In margin road I see many bamboo. I by pass on the place just as ever i come.
I can swim on the channel. The water not so clean. I can by pass there.I'm happy because I can swim. I swim with happy although evidently at reality world I can not swim.
I by pass forest.
I just as climb a mountain. I success. Than my head look back (menoleh),I see the the rock stone that so nice opposite me. It is so regal (agung) because great and tall, the forest / tree cover (melingkupi) and surround (mengelilingi) it.
I have dream, I sit down on foothills (kaki bukit). I see the tree that the rope is hanging. I walk around it while see the mountain of top.
I have dream. I by pass road. I arrive on field (padang) .There have a tree. The situation just as Wake mas. There is group of trees that have big stone too.
I remember my dream. The location surround at Wohe that want to entrance to Lewur. I just as stay at margin field at Waning. On the other chance just as my position on can that want to by pass Lewur village.
I remember my dream. I by pass a mountain. . There is gap (jurang). Lucky I'm not entry there,

Monday, October 7, 2013. I have dream. I arrive on a river. It is enough clean. Than I walk to downstream (hilir) of channel (kanal) . The water is dirty. I jump to river. The river is yellow. I can swim in river that yellow. I swim well. What is meaning this dream if compare with my condition of health?

Monday, October 21, 2013. I have dream. I walk in Wela, my village. I see graveyard (cemetery= makam). The graveyard so broad (luas). It's difference with the reality that I know. I walk just on place that already clean. I find just as centre of graveyard (makam). I stoop (tundukan kepala) on that place as sign respect to ancestor (nenek moyang).

I walk. I get information that on the location the graveyard there is chapel (kapela) in last time. There is former (bekas)   building and cofee tree as heritage (peninggalan) building in last time. There is former river too and   footpath (jalan setapak). "This is walk to Waerana," someone give information to me. I find the big pipe of water that during all this time (selama ini) save on earth / land for safety. When it take apart (bongkar) the water pipe out of water that enough big while the pipe seem worn out (usang) and rusty. (berkarat). What is meaning this dream to my heath?        May be my health still okay.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013. I sleep at VMG, HI, Bekasi West Java. I have dream at the morning, may be on 03:30-04.30 am. My family at Manggarai, Flores, NTT. The dream about situation of family. My younger brother, Mr. Hila go back to Wela because his wife, Ms. Esy is sick. Ms Esy sick about diabetes. Than I conscious (sadar) and awake (bangun). What is happening with family situation?" I ask in my heart. I take my   mobile phone. I call to home. I want to ask Ms. Esy. It is not response. Than I call my sister, Ms Merry. We share experience. I talk my dream. "How is Ms Esy condition?" I ask. She is still health but Megy is sick in Ruteng. Megy is fever at Ruteng. Ms Esy is going to Ruteng to visit Megy," Mery says.
Mother Regina is still good. Today she want to check worker at garden," she says. "About Mr. Hila that go back on your dream may be means the situation on this village. On last evening there is letter calling from Manggarai Forest Police about Mr. Mathias Mage that   stealing (mencuri) trees at public forest / state forest. The Indigenous leader (tokoh masyarakat adat) in this village and home be called to Ruteng to give testimony about Mr. Mathias Mage action in last time. They are Mr. Philipus Jeharut, Mr. Bone Kaso, Mr. Agus Abu. Mr. Hila is called too but he already said that he can not go to Ruteng because at Jakarta now," Merry tell.

The end of October 2013: I have dream. I join on test at JPS. I do psychotest. It is   difficult. I hope help of Mr. Karno as HRD Manager. What is meaning of this dream?

November 2, 2013. I have dream. I arrive on one place. Just as place that to exit rubbish. But accrding the people it is Pagarujung place. So I remember Wae Rebo story that the ancestor   of ae Rebo from Pagarujung, Minangkabau, West Sumatra.

November 23, 2013
I have dream. I present on a home. I just as see a women that want to bear (melahirkan) /parturition (partus) on that room. I want to avoid see it. I shame to friends that may that they say that I peek (mengintip) that women that want to bear (melahirkan). I see Mr. Rinto - JPS Primary teacher - too there.
Suddenly I arrive on one place. There is train that by pass. I by pass that place. I find that that place near gap. I just as drive motor cycle or on foot by pass on the road that near gap (jurang) there. I save by pass there.What meaning of this dream?

November 24, 2013

In my dream in last evening.Just as i read a book thant have content about warning to people that need of important of nuclear family (keluarga inti), especially when we already adult / longevity (usia lanjut). I reflection to myself that still single. Than I aware.I give to Lord, my life and planning.

November 27, 2013

I have dream. I have can car (just as avansa- silver color)- I drive myself to JPS school. I can drive. I run at migin road on edge / border /side (pinggir) road. I',m worry   accident. Lucky not accident. I drive to parking area of school. I'm just not believe that I can have car.
*According to me this is the first time I dream have car.May be at one time I have car in reality.

Wednesday, December 27, 2013
Old church or custom house full with spiderweb (jaring laba-laba / swendao). No people that care it. What is mean of this dream? (Note : This dream   rise again on my brain on car 01 - Elf - (Harapan Indah - Pulo Gadung) when I go to Jakarta. Only me passenger to Polu Gadung. The condition lone passanger. I sleep fro moment than the dream come / appear again). Wonderful of dream.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

December 3, 2013

I have dream. I can drive bus. On bus have passengers. I can retreat the bus. The venue just as at Bahong, Rahong - Manggarai. What mean of this dream? May be success   come to me.

DREAM: TEETH FALL DOWN

On early morning, Friday, April 5, 2013, I have dream. is    one of my teeth fall down. My tongue   touch my left up teeth than it is fall down without sick. My hand take it from my mouth. I see it. It complete with the root (akar). I save it.
This is the second dream that I remember that my teeth is fall down. What is meaning of it. How about my health condition? It it have relation with my health condition?

Dream, Satuday, December 7, 2013

I have a dream. The location at Wela village, especially at Wae Wako, Wela. I see Mr. Damasus Kala's house closed by land so much,just as piled (ditimbun) for repair of bridge of Wae Wako.

***

On the other place, in Rumah Gendang I find there are people that die. Who is it? The first session dream I don't know who is that die but on second session dream I know the people that die is Mr. Agus Suherman. He burried at Wae Ulu at margin road. At one moment his funeral (cemetery = pekuburan) will move to main tomb (makam) of Wela. I remember the custom (adat) event (acara) for it is animal for clean place (home / land) . The animal usually pig or chicken .This even on Manggarainese be called: ela / manuk koso wancang (loling) / wasa banggang (loling)".

What means this dream.Until twice dream about die. What means this dream. How about my health?

On early December 2013. I have dream about death of my friend. He is   FatherMickael Denco or Paskalis Nojo. One of both die. I feel that as classmate I help on this evet. I just as wait at sad home at Karot   and wait to   bring the origin village at Pahar or Subu.

With this dream I can rember my dream at last time:
I by pass forest, field juas as at Lelak (but not exact just as it). I by pass it.I arrive on opposite field. There just as have grass, sloping ground (tanah miring) and spring.

December 11, 2013.
I have dream. I'm gag (muntah) to floor. There is mat that I use to sleep. The gag touch and hit (kena) the mat. I clean it. The gag ( muntah) just as droppings (tahi) / dirt (kotoran) too. The question: is it gag or dirt (droppings)?. I clean it use t -shirt   of Optima that still I use - on the t-shirt have written: reach your dream - .Than I aware.I get up than takea bath to prepare to go to school.

December 12, 2013

I have a dream. It is party at home.We are party with killed black buffalo. Mr.Endy Madur killed it.Thebuffalo put on guest room ("lutur")our house "Lutur Mbaru Gendang". Than pull to yard of home to cut little by little. What is meaning of this dream? How about health the big family?

December 13, 2013.
Friday today. I have dream. The situation at home at Wela village. There event of family. I share my dream to Mr. Alex Maji. I tell about my dream December 12, 2013. Than Mr.Alex aghast (=terperanjat =surprise) because see   late (almarhum) Mr.Markus Abut (one of occupant (penghuni) custom (adat) house of Rumah Gendang Wela, our house come.Thereis Mr.Laus too.Mr.Laus seem cries. They not by pass main gate /door,may be walk beside of home.All people aghast (terperanjat) when see late (almarhum) Mr.Markus Abut.Than I'm aware than get up. I pray for moment, wash palte and glass than take a bath.

(Note: On Monday, December 16, 2013, I call to home to ask situation of family there. Mother of Regina have program to go to Golo Karot / Wae Nakeng, Lembor to visit her brother, Mr. Rofinus and her first child, Ms. Yustina and her family and her   grandchild - cucu). I'm not entrance to Golo Karot   because yuur sister (Ms Yustina) call me than forbid me to go to Golo Karot because still have bad condition at that village. On short time there are 3 people that die. Because the conditio just as this, she forbid me to go there. So, I stop at Wae Nakeng. They come to Wae Nakeng, include Simon's wife that from Pela - South (Selatan) of Lembor.)).

** The dream on 11 - 13 December 2013 ,may be expalin situation at Golo Karot Lembor).

Saturday, December 14, 2013

I just as at Wela Chappel. We want to mass. I',m just as not good feel. I feel that the Liturgy task tive to us - our group   with suddenly / spontaneous (spontan). I dislake it. I refuse it. Mr. Maksi Adil accept it. I dislike ang   angry to him. I see Mr. Alex on church. Than I aware. What is meaning of this   dream.How about condition of our family.

Sunday, December 15,2013.
I have dream.I'm just as play at river. The rain come. The flood come. I'm at   a gutter ( selokan). The water come. Lucky not so big. The water not so clean but not so dirty too. Than I aware

@@With this dream I can remember the other dream. when I by pass a river.

What means this dream?

Monday, December 16, 2013.
I have a dream. I and some people just as there on rice field that already ready to plant. We just have game there.I walk on rice field (pematang sawah) that slippery (licin).

Tuesday, December 17, 2013
I have dream. Mr. Rony, Mr. Rony,..... and I meet with President of Republic of Indonesia, Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono (SBY). I only use hand woven fabric (kain tenun tangan) of Songke of manggarai. I'm not make it tidy up while President of SBY come. We bring voice of hte voiceless to hiem, especially Flores people. "We ask your attention one place of tourism at   Bali," Nando says. "What I will say to Mr. SBY?" I ask in my hear. Oh... I will say about condition road of economic at West manggarai that very bad," I say in my hear. I'm not say my idea. I', aware.   What is meaning of this dream? May be good event in next time.

Thursday, December 19, 2013
This time I have two dream.
First.
I have dream. I juas on a room. There i hear and see announcement that I still have arrears (tunggakan) of money, just as not pay about motor cycle tax (pajak). (Note: Actually, I never pay tax of motor cycle).
The second dream (sorry, I 'm not yet find it again. Sorry).

Friday, December 20, 2013
I forget my dream. Can I emember   it?How?

Saturday, December 21, 2013

I have dream. We meet with Mr. Christian Rotok, Manggarai Regent (bupati). I don't remember on what situation it.

Than my soul bring me to Golowelu. The location at Wae Ireng place,. This venue complex for civil servants (PNS) of Kuwus district. I see Golowelu church from there.There are walk winding road (jalan berliku) to Wae Ireng to Golowelu Church. I see Golowelu Church from   Wae Ireng place. We go to there.But I'm aware befoe arrive at the church.

With this dream I can remember the other   dream. It is just as arruve at one place, Just as at Lengor - Bobong's   tomb. I see on walk.Than I walking there. I want to reach place. What is ti that my purpose?Church? I don'tknow again. It's   vague (samar-samar) on my memory

Sunday, December 22, 2013

I have dream.
I see Mr.Leksi bring   carpet, entrance to Lely's house (?). He joke that hw want to take wife again.
Whai is mean of this dream?
I'm not remember the other dream.

Dec. 25, 2013.

We have plan to go to somewhere place, just as to Lelak place. We entrance to one home. Custome house? We stand up there. We see the house not treat (terawatt) and manage nicely. So many dirty just as spiderweb there. We see the house just as want to fall down. We pull it us …….(tali) in order to not fall down.

Dec, 26, 2013

Just as the students parents want to ask the students score of ICT, include Fritz score.

December 27, 2013.

I have 3 dreams on last night:

1. We are just as traveling. I arrive at a home.Than my sister Mery and sr.Sophy arrive later too. They bring bags.”Do you tired? I ask to them. Evidently , today Sr. Sophy travelling from Pontianak to Sintang today. She use aeroplane than use travel car. May be her travelling /journey is safe. She move of work from Pontianak to Sintang.

2. We are meeting at one home. Mr.Nando speak but just as critic to leader. Than Mr.Philipus – leader of Wela village respons. Just as debate. I’m just as shame to this debate.

3. Traveling to one place. Just as the bus the I entrance /use not very full but begin start that the other bus. We by pass a place that very ………(menanjak). I see may be not good road. But the bus still can by pass there. We success to arrive at good place after by pass street…….. (tanjakan). When I arrive there, I see the way that I usually use. Evidently recent we use the other side of mountain.

Dream on December (after Christmas 2013),Yohan Habun come to Jakarta. “Finally you come to Jakarta too,”I say in my heart.

Dream December 29, 2013

I’m get up early. I get up on 03.40 am. I have dream.I meet with deceased (almarhumah) Min Pamung at branch of Cemetery of Wela. We are (Mr.Alex, Mr.Ino, Mr.Philipus) just as go back from Golowelu church. Ms Min accept and pick up us at fork (pertigaan) of Wela Cemetery.Icome to her. We are embracing (berangkulan). She just as sleep at my my shoulder.She hide her face.Mr.Philipusjust as not care.”Where is Alek,” she ask Mr.Alex maji. Than Mr.Alex come. Mr.Inocome too. We go to their home. I help her to walk to their house.We just as by pass rice field that have water.I help Ms Min to when she walk the area. She just as already memorize that area.I help her to walkstep it whilecount 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7,8,9,10…”. Than I aware. Ipray. I prepare myself to church.I read bible.

December 30,2013:

I sleep at Delta Mas –Cikarang. I want to visit Mr. Hila that sick.

I have dream. I’m operation of appendix (usus buntu). Evidently today I’s still sick.

The other dream:

Mr.John Suhardin lead Batak dance.

Ms Indri told /share her win on selection of competition leader of youg at her church. She is win because she know IT. She can lose the local candidate (man) becauseshe have surplus valueisknow IT.

Dream: December 31, 2013:

Mr. Beny call tell / ask the position corpse (jenasah) of Mr. Mateus Potok – that sent from Java Island to village at Manggarai.I call by mobilephone with Mr. Beny, my brother. That interesan that just as Mr. Beny know and see people surround me at Java island. Wow….! Ms Mery and Safer accompany Mr. Teus’ corpse.

The other dream:

There is people that stand up on top

The situation in the class at JPS. Ms Cherryl- Philipines teacher – compalain to me because her student of guardian not all get computer to study. “There are 15 PC still repair. Sorry for inconvenience,” I say to her.

The other dream:

I want to by pass a road – that have bridge. The bridge connect with wood (balok). I see a river that so black- That people clean the river that so dirty. He already take a wood to connect the bridge to the other place. Than I go back. I’m ……. (terperangkap and……….(terjebak) on that place.. How to save myself? I see a wall. I climb the wall available there. I get difficult to fall down to landing. I effort and effort. My hand touch and embrance (memeluk) the wall.My hand get tools to hold and my feet get plae of base to ..... (pijak).I reach the base the place.I safe. Than I remember the songs of Manggarai:

”Katu bedak Doris go ende o….., i… o… bedak Doris ga…. De palang gori ga… katu kole lau ta…. Ende toe aku e…..Katu sabun mandi go ende o…. i…o… sabun mandi ga…de…palang jadi ga… katu kolelau ta… ende toe aku e…..”

Te song:

Timung…. Tuang o… (2x)….le lupi….puar e….. e… Timung jawa ya….le..le…mbo…. wela Timung a….

Dream: 1 Jan. 2014

I’m still sick since December 30, 2013. Today, I sleep on day after lunch. I’m not go to the church because still ill. I sleep that the dream come.The venue at one place. I see mother Regina still cook food. She cook ….. (kacang of Brenebon) and may be mix with beacon. There are 2 child of women / girls interesant with her food.She come neat to mother Regina.

The other dream: join lecture. Who is lecturer. He is Mr.Bento (?).He teach Religion.

Dream: Jan. 2, 2014:

I have dream. What is it?

I give ice dream to Binus Salut (my senior) when Primary school. I bring Ice cream on my hand. When meet him and his friend he asked it. I give it to him.

Dream: Jan. 4, 2014:

Mr. Pius go back to JPS. Mr.Pius is ex Director Education of JPS. Than he is move to United School of Galaksi – Bekasi. Evidently,on January 7, 2014, there is people that fill Mr. Pius position. He visit me at JPS Lab of ICT. We by the way.I know he is Director of JPS from Mr. Dedy.

I meet my brother, Vincent – Mr. Domi Itung’s child when have activity at Doro – Pacar.

Dream, Januari 6, 2014.

I have a dream. Esy (Megy’s mother) entrance of work. I get up. I start late to school.

Dream, Januari 7, 2014.

I get up on may be on 02.00 am. I have a dream. My mother, Regina, Merry and her children and I go to a place.May be go to Lengor. We hear that Safer come from Kalimantan / Java. I see him a a path. Suddenly he arrive on way that we use.. There is little river and bush (semak) that limit us. Than I get difficult to sleep again. I go to toilet. I use long time to sleep again. What is happening with my health?

Dream January, 8, 2014 - forget

Dream January, 9, 2014 - forget

Dream January, 10, 2014 - forget

Dream, January 11, 2014

I just as come to Golo Karot - Lembor. I see people that walk to Pa'ng of Golo Karot. They are Pandang people. Pandang people is moslem people. They go to Pa'ng may be to work or take water or take a bath. Just as Simon's family of wive to that from Pela. I walk to source of water. Finally I find it. Before arrive there the people show me the rice field   of Pandang    people. They do rice field at margin of field (padang). I arrive on source of water. It's complex og   water building. It's place of take a bath, tolet. It's modern place. The big pipe show there to delivery water from mountain to there. I see a big pipe that exit water to building. Than I entrance to a bulding. Just as I entrance to building of Fransican's (OFM) bathroom. Than I exit to a bathroom at the other building. I man recent exit from there. I take a bath. Than I walk around (sekitar) . I see a exhaust (pembuangan) pipe of water. I see just as waste water (air limbah) that manage (recycle) again than use again.

Than I walk to front that place. On a bridge I see a group people. They just as come to from the other village to woo (meminang) girls or applying (melamar) girls. I see a man that   hold knife on his hand. He show it to me. Lucky I bring knife too.I show too while retreat. We communicate. He only test mental. I rember this place. "Wow... this place I remember. In last time when by pass here, the dark / afternoon start from here so we by pass slowly." I say in my heart.

With this dream I remember the other dream. I come to Golo Karot (Mr/Largus n Ms Tina's house). I by pass the home. I walk around.I by pass the their house.Than I visit Mr. Rofinus house.

(VMG - JPS Jan. 11, 2013).

Sunday, January 12. 2014

I have dream.
I have plan to join on first morning mass at Saint Albertus Church. May be my soul catch my plan. So, the Sunday entrance to my soul. In dream just as I get difficult to Church to join on mass. What is difficult? May be because motor cycle. I don't know the position of my motor cycle is where. I have plan to Church.Mr. Leo and family want to help me to borrow motor cycle. I come to their home. Their home just as as Blok B, Jakarta. I go to there. In way, just as at Kumba - Ruteng I see the road is block because still repair. Am I turn back?" I think. I see a bajaj by pass a part of road. Wow... evidently still have way to by pass," I say.I follow the bajaj record. Finally I arrive at Mr. home of Mr.Leo and family. I entrance. I arrive on bathroom and toilet. I see fish of "Lele" and "Mujair"? - still swimming at floor of pool. I see just as the fish eat because near toilet place. It seem slovenly (dirty). I entrance to the other room. I see the   fish tub (bak). I see the "Lele" fish still jump. The condition just as   moist (lembab) and devotion   (pengab). Mr.Leo still at next (sebelah) room. I take the motor cycle. I drive it. I'm not decise join mass at where church. I know Blok B Church, Rawamangun church. I drive motor cycle. I find the branch road.I choose to right side. I arrive on riverside (pinggir kali). ( stop there). At opposite river I see pillar. That area will be build building and   means (sarana) and infrastructure (prasarana) but not finish about effort exemption of land. We just as stop and discuss on base on bridge but not finish and connect to opposite (seberang). Lucky I eat use red plate (sama plate at our home). I eat fast that wash plate with soak (rendam) to river. I hurry up. Why? It seem the truck opposite of river want to start. Opposite rive there is truck of car (oto colt). But I only hurry up. I just as move to the other part of dream. I just as arrive at Kumba - Ruteng Place. I see a group boy that play at their home page. They share their experience. Just as they are students of Kisol seminary and Ruteng school. My soul bring me to arrive at a place. I arrive a home.I just as get up.I see Mr. Fabi at a home. I think that all of us still remember event election of leader of village on last July 2013, make he and us seem take distance because   opponent (lawan).But I want to lose all of it. I initiative (initiative) to dialog with him. We shake hand. Than we entrance to a home. I entrance the ladder. I get difficult to reach top of ladder (tangga). I go down. I get difficult to go down to because my feet not reach the horizontal ladder. Finally I can reach it to down. I see that Mr. Leksi there (at home).May be he want to coordination team   for winnings (pemenangan) election Regional Representative Council for NTT / Flores /Manggarai. Than I aware. I get up. This dream become about at 05.00 - 16.00 am. I feel not fresh. I

After go back from church I sleep again.I see a river.I see aboat by pass to opposite. Around (sekitar) sea have rice field with paddy that still yellow that want harvest.

What means this dream.How about my health?
What my soul say to me about my health with symbol water??
In fact I feel not fresh. My ear soung eng..... and seldom sick.
I take a bath. I massage (mengurut) myself at bathroom.

Dream Monday, January 13, 2014

I just as go back from school (JPS). I bring something. In parking arae of motor cycle I see friends teacher. They are Mr. Samuel (Bahasa Indonesia teacher, Mr. Egy (Religion teacher). I ask help to them. Mr. Egy bring my materail just as cardboard (kardus). Mr. Egy load it on his motor cycle. It seem so high. It means so many. I just as on foot follow Mr. Egy to Harapan Indah gate. On one place we just as see women that work at JPS. He is stay with her mother. I want to reprimand (menegur) her. I say to Mr. Egy that it is our friends. We just as by pass walk that complicated (berliku). Than my soul just as bring me to Harmony area. I see one complex that still be build of bulding. On a faucet (keran air) there is chair to sit down. My brothers   fromWela (Hendrik A., Festo, etc) play there.They submit some money to me. I accept it but not count. My soul bring me to a place just as pace to Father   Gatot, OFM Cap at Puncak, West Java. We are with team. We arriveon one place.

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When write this dream, I brain connect me to dream at last time.

The location on one village. It is a traditional village with house, tree   and bamboo tree.

Dream Monday, January 13, 2014

Mr. Leksi and I   just as available at near Mr. Viktor Agos house at Wela.   I just as present as a field (padang). On field (padang) have cemetery (pekuburan). The field so broad (luas). I walkand run there. I just as afraid. That place seem scary (serem). I arrive at palce of Mr. Ferdy Hasiman and Ody. Mr. Ody cook food (vegetable) and porridge (bubur).
Than I just as arrive at one place.I hear information that our aunt of Agnes Kindung is died at Semang, Welak. I arrive on one place. There I meet many peoples. They are sing of song. I join too.

What means of this dream?
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With this song I remember the other dream:

I available on one place.I see a home.That place just as I see a place that seem barren (tandus). I see some house. I by pass there.
The order dream: The venua just as at Welo - former (bekas) village.Now is garden. I available on sloping ground (tanah miring).

Dream: Thursday, January 16, 2014.

I'm just as present on a place, just as   kos or rent car. I see a gild child. She want to pee. She already prepare herself to pee. She ask permission to own rent house.
* I arrive on   dam water. The water is dark (yellow). May be because flood. The flow of water is swift. I want to know the deep of water. I take raw (mentah) wood (kayu). It is "sensus" on Manggarainese. I measure the deep of water. As high my waist (pinggang). Around of dam have gap that long and steep (curam). At base gap (jurang) / cliff (tebing) have water. It seem the dam water that beside me will mix there.I seem worry there. Than I walk to forest just as at Plein at Wela. I by pass the dam water. At forest I see some people from Ntalung Pada / Golowelu. They are Mr. Agus Dongong,Mr. Eping. They are looking for wood of fire at our forest. I see wood of "bunga" that already dry .I   take the dry wood that seem obsolete (lapuk).
What is meaning of this dream?

With this dream, I remember the other dream at last time:
1.I walk on road. I fall to river. I can rise again to continue my journey.
2.I walk just as come from Terang to Wela. We by pass forest.
3.I by pass just as come from Coal region. We by pass through place near horserace (pacuan Kuda) at Porong Tedeng. I climb the cliff (tebing) . we see many tree / plan just as "sera and puni".

How about brain work. Brain just as have network that very good.

Dream Friday, January 17, 2014 - forget dream at night / evening

Dream Saturday, January 18, 2014 -

I have dream. The location at Jakarta.
Just as I save something at one building at Jl. Pemuda - Rawamangun. Than just as I have need at Jl. Perintis Kemerdekaan. I go to there. There I entrance bus. Jus as Metromini 47. I see there is food there but already cold because since morning. I only open but not eat. Than come a simple kiosk (at margin   road / warteg that near river that dirty of water. I find some owner on kiosk. There are some women. A women show just as romatic (romantis). She just as show her interest part of body (vagina). I hold it. It's interesant. Than she go out. Than she come again than sleep on bench of long beside me. I touch her body again. There have the other people. Evidently she with her brother. May be her brother know what I do to her. I's shame. I do it only as fun. Than I still remember my property at Jl. Pemuda - Rawamangun. I try to use my feeling to shorcut the direction no use follow the road of car, but I'm not know exatly the shorcut way. I relly on ask to people. Than I aware. I get up. Wow..... evidently I bad dream. My jeans pants (jelana) jeans is wet get sperm that I produce from bad dream. What means od this    dream. How about my health?

For shorcut way, in fact in middle day, I pleasure trip to controll flood at VMG - Bekasi. I use shortcut way at Kampung Bogor. I fail to cross river because flood. Ion feet to school, no use motor cycle because water of flood as high of knee. I go to school after clean the home. I find again my food of yam (bengkuang). I clean than skin peeling (mengupas) yam. Than I eat it. I see many people (childreen n adult) that swiming at flood. They play. It at VMG n Bogor Village. I on fooot to school. I see people at edge (pinggir) of river that try to save from flood. They make   hut (gubuk). I cross the flood. I by pass 5 place of flood. My pants   wet. In school I write daily experience n blog n fill data CUWM, read news on internet, open music. I see my shoes that take by security. On last December 2013, I ever put my shoes at loby. When I go   bacl it ie lose. I shame to ask to security. Evidently there is a security that take it. Now I see him use it. I only say on   my heart:"It's my shoes.The flood since Friday, Jan 17, 2014 enough big and dangerous to damage home and our properties.
I go back on 24.05. Thank you Lord.

Dream Sunday, January 19, 2014 - Forget - the brain can not remember it. May be dream at middle night
Forget
Dream Sunday, January 19, 2014 - Dream when morning / afternoon:

I have dream when sleep of afternoon when lunch. Just as my brother, Mr. Nando want to visit me. He drive car but taxi. He just as want to pick up me. The location that I remember at bridge at near MM, almost want to entrance of Jl. Kartini, Bekasi. He drive Taxi but I'm out of taxi. I just as follow or delivery taxi.
We juat as arrive at Wisma 25. We meet with brothers: Fon, Feus and Mr. Alex. W by the way.
I just as with the other Manggarai people. I meet Jesica's mother that from Dempol - Rangga / Lembor. "Happy can meet Mr. Frans," she says.

(Note: When I get up, at afternoon, I see my handphone. I get sms from Mr. Nando. He share information that at Wisna 25 Jakarta there are Ano's father and mother. They stay at Kupang, Timor, NTT. May be they have business at Jakarta. They will go back to Kupang on Wednesday, January 22, 2014," Nando write on sms to me. "Today, I can not go to there because flood at our complex of housing). Reflection: Dream is activity of soul (spirit) when meet with the others soul (spirit).

Dream Monday, January 20, 2014.
I have dream. I drive my motor cycle of Suzuki of Smash. I want to Harapan Indah. I arrive at gate of Harapan Indah. May be I violate (subvert = melanggar) rule of traffic sign (rambu lalu lintas). I see traffic police (polisi lalin) at gate HI, I avoid with drive motor cycle to back. I run to Jakarta direction, but I'm still worry and anxious (cemas) that the police chase (mengejar) me. I'm anxious (cemas). So, I stop my motor cycle at   margin road. I parking it that I run to hide. Evidently that place is enough crowded (ramai) because the people still   passing (lalu lalang). I try to hide with prone (tiarap). Wow... the land in fact tarnish (becek). It's seem just as marshes (rawa-rawa). I'm still worry. I worry to my motor cycle that can be stealed (dicuri) by the others. So I rise up that come to near area that I parking the motor cycle. Wow... evidently (ternyata) I parking motor cycle near gap (jurang). I see some people (men and women) there.

I can remember this dream when my brain think about student P2B (Sidney) that at Menteng - East Jakarta. When I think Menteng, my brain connect to alternative road from Menteng to Harapan Indah - through river Kanal Banjil Timur (KBT) - than my brain connect to my dream about violating at gate of Harapan Indah. I direct write on paper before it lose from my memory, because seldom my memory delete or block the data so blank / can not remember again.

When write this dream my brain connect to the other dream: (How do the brain system work?
1. Just as I go to to village - mention just as Kotok - . I by pass the place. I entrance to the village. I don't know whose village that my destination there.
2. I by pass Top of mountain .................
3. I by pass the land    that show the rice field.
4. I entrance to forest. I by pass there. I meet with the people. Suddenly I meet the people from Wela?
5. I just as arrive at place that eve I know - just as   Todo,? but just as have circle place
6.
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The other dream this time.
My family from Wela (Baduk family n PKWJ). We just as have event at one place. Just as merried (Wagal)???. We arrive at one Place. I see the other friend the my class mate when Senior HS. He is Mr. Kanis San. He bring with his family. I lazy to clean my face. My be my condirion not fresh. I see the others already wash fase / take a bath. I see the grains of water in their (Kanis) face. We just as arrive at field (padang). I see the nice view (pemandangan). Than I arrive at location that have building. There is ladder (tangga) there. At top have water.

Than I arrive at place event our destination of "Wagal". We   just as still the main person, may be Juan's father mother or Tia's father - mother. They are not arrive yet. May be they at celebrate meeried of Wagal.
Than I get up.

Dream Tuesday, January 21, 2014.

I have a dream. The venue is rice field that the paddy still yellow want to harvest (panen). At the other part of rice field there is plant of vegetable. It seem there is that lose or broken of the plant of vegetable, just as spinach (bayam), kale (kangkung). It seem the have water there. According suspicion (conjecture = sangkaan) Mr. Philipus J. that take / make    it. He is the noble (orang terpandang) so reluctant to ask it to her. Mother Regina and I only save this problem at our heart.

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When write this dream, show to my brain the other dream is I entrance to building, just as hostel (asrama) - just as at Saint Claus Kuwu -. I entrance there.

Dream Wednesday, January 22, 2014.
I have dream.Just as come to Tilir.I see Ricard Rahmat (from Lembor), Efrem Abu (Mr. Fabi Abu) and one man again that have white skin.On the dream he is friend brother. We shake hand. "Oh... you are increase of fat," they say.We by the way."Where do you work now?"I ask to Efrem."I work at Rakas (on my dream Rakas lies at Tilir. Just as there have   school)," Efrem answer.

The other dream.
The location at Rumah Gendang Wela. So many guest there. Just as have custom party. My sister Mery and Regina mother there.I see the condition just as guest party " Paki Kabak Bakok (White Bufallo) on last July 6 - 7, 2013. Just as have story about ancestor (nenek moyang). Ms Mery   make up to ask and serve guest. She told about her husband, the lateMr.Theus. He just die at one week ago," she talk.

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While write this dream I remember the other dream:

1. I by pass a way. It's bend (tikungan). I'm worry because on near bend (tikungan) have gap. If fall down can entrance to gap (jurang) that have water.
2. I have a dream. I just as by pass rice field, just as near Tobok at Mr. Polus Habong and Mr.Anton Epong rice field. I arrive at edge (pinggir) just as near river.I try to by pass the river. I success by pass the area that have water. Across (di seberang) river I see a building. I entrance there. It is seem just as hostel (asrama). I entrance.May be want to take a bath.
3. I just as by pass a place. May be I looking for place to mass/pray (Church). I remember that I ever come /visit that place.
4. I by pass just as Goloworok, I by pass just as Poco Rak. I by pass water. I try to walk pass the water.Just as I walk at edge if river / swamp (rawa) /marshes (rawa-rawa).
5. I remember my dream that I walk on dam.I put my feet on dam. Suddenly I food come. I quickly pull my feet from dam.
6. I have dream. I come to a place. It's big dam / river. The water is dirty (yellow color). I can swim there whereas in fact I can not swim.
7. I have dream. I arrive at river / lake (danau) the water is dirty because full of rubbish of tree of leaf (daun).I swim there.
8. I have a dream. I just walk to Lewur. My position just as at Wohe / Waning. I imagine that the car by pass Lewur.
9. I have dream. I come from one place. I just as trapped (terjebak?) at   rice field, just as at Waning, near Lewur. I know this place.
10. I have dream. Just as I arrive at one place. We by pass walk that climb (mendaki), just as we arrive at cottage (pondok) / home at rice field area. It ia area just as lies at   near Lewur.
11. I have a dream. I just as arrive at Wake Masa. I entrance to forest that have big stone. Around there have tree.Just as I can see Lewur from there.
12. I have dream.I by pass land on place that avalanche (longsor) . I seem so carefully By pass there. I success by pass there.
13. I have a dream. I....... (kecebur) to dirty water. Than I walk to climb road.Lucky not ............. (terhanyut).
14. I by pass a........(tebing) of stone at near see. I afaraid because see the   sea that so .........(luas) and   blue.
15. I just as travelling to one place. I use   Ferry / boat. I arrive there.
16. I just as present at one place at puncak. The place have stone   that so ...........(luas).
18. I arrive at place that have..... (tebing) of stone. I difficult to by pass there.
19. I by pass a ............ (padang). From long place I see spring water.
20. I entrance a boat.Just as I want to abroad. The boat run so fast at see. I'm worry to get accident. The......(percikan) water entrance me at boat. Wow..... this journey that so....... (menegangkan).

Thursday, January 23, 2014

I have a dream.

I just as present on seminar. There are someone that introduce the presenter /key not speaker to me. It seem batak people. He is   alumnus Roma (just as priest). One of people (key not speaker:just as no life / soul).He is speak (people that itroduce the to me), make me reflection   to myself. "Is this people want to critic me?" I ask to myself. He speak to the other may be his purposeto critic me," I say in my heart.

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The other dream on this morning / night

Just as festivity (kenduri) of party for Mr. Theus Potok at Lengor - Rahong - Manggarai. So many people from Wela that present. I see Edit - from Porong Tedeng - too. Someone give to me the marker that leak because the cover (penutup) apart (terlepas). I try to set /install it. My hand dirty. I wash my hand on shower water at cliff (tebing) of Lengor, near Ms Mery's house. I drink water from bamboo shower water.I believe that the water clean and health. In Ms Mery house I see the room. There are 4 parts. There are 2 bed room and 2 room for children. I see bedroom with netting (kelambu_. May be it for main family and guest (priest). The house seem dark and dirty, dusty (berdebu).May be because they often   stay at Wela. I hear information too that just as Mr. Manus is die. Mr. Manus is Mr. Theus' brother. "It 's good if their festivity (kenduri) party is combine for effectiveness and efficiency.

What meaning of this dram? How about relation with my health?

Friday, January 24, 2014
I have dream. I just as life at hostel (asrama) - (just as Santu Klaus?) - . I just as tidy up my cloth at suitcase. I remember my suitcase that bring by my older brother - Mr. Beny - . It seem Mr. Ricard Rahmat and Mr. Egy Patnistik beside me. We just as want to go out. I seem careless, can not close my suitcase so my dress can see by the other people. Mr. Richard Rahmat can help me.

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The other dream on same night
This dream on early morning.
I visit to Mr. Philipus Jeharut house at Wela.Before entrance home, I pee.I pee on wall of cement wall . The cement wall to security land of house. It seem Mr. Ino and Mr. Egy were there. I see stack (tumpukan) Pandanus (pandan) pillow heritage (peninggalan) deceased (almarhumah) Ms Min. Just as I want to se condition foret at Plein, but can not.I just as sick on the bone.
In fact my condition not so good. My body not fresh (Men sana in corpose sano). Mr. Egy help to wake up me. Than I start to school after take a bath.

In school I teach Kindergarten A2. Ms Irma and Ms.......... help me. Today Ms Indri sick. I make report to student. Lucky I have the data so quickly.
Today the school thechnician - Mr. Ade - and student that apprentice (magang) success to instal driver to printer so I can print.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

I have a dream. I meet with a women. He is just Hj. Murni, owner   House wisma 25, Jakarta.

Sunday, January 25, 2014
I have a dream. he dream have network / based with water.

Monday, January 25, 2014 - I forget   my dream today / last evening.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014.
I have a dream. I holiday to Manggarai. I just as walk together mr. Leo. Just as we visit to our alma mater (almamater) is Saint Klaus Kuwu - Cumbi. The teacher just as busy. I just as see Mr. Don Gaut and Mr. Albinus Gaur. They come. We by the way. Mr. Leo seem leave us faster because   he has bussiness just as sign of document. Mr. Leo seem jon together Mr. Bona. We see the Wela people that come to holiday too.

** The other   dream I forget.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014. - I forget   the dream of last night / morning

Thursday, January 30, 2014.
I have dream. I join on a group. Just as on proest group. I visit to a place community. I see father Robert Pelita. Father Robert and I one ancestor at Lasang - Kolang. My grandmother from Kolang. We shake hand. We by the way.

Friday, 31, 2014
I have dream.
I meet / gather with family. Jush as have ...... (toa) of girls that ask me. "How old are you?" she ask. It 12 40," I answer. They ask. May be they know that I'm old now. Than we just as lunch. We eat beacon (soup). I see mother Regina eat with dirty plate. She may be sick of stomach.

Saturday, February 1, 2014 - Naked dream
I sleep at Mr. Robert's house at Villa Jombang Baru, Blok C4 No 18, Bintaro.
I have dream. I present on one place. I by pass there. My condition is still naked (telanjang). I run while my hand close my vital part of body. I'm shame too. What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, February 2, 2014
I sleep at Mr. Nando's room at Wisma 25, Cempaka Putih, Jakarta.I'm not remember my dream.

Monday, February 3, 2014
I sleep at Rony's room at Wisma 25, Cempaka Putih, Jakarta.I'm dream. I present on river. I use just as Odong-dong car. I'm not sit down on chair but on floor.
In fact, my condition so weak after massage (mengurut) by Mr. Hila. My feet so seek if massage (urut).

Tuesday, February 4, 2014
I have dream. The location just as at Wela.We want to looking for fire wood at Mbarang Garden. Mbarang Garden lies at east of Wela village. We went to there but the people suggest to looking for it at Uma Pal Gaerden. We just as arrive at aunt Ended Natus Garden.
***Than I just as    sleep with mother Regina. I ask to mom about myself and late (almarhum) Father Gaspar. "Your father already prepare (selek - Manggarainese) you". Wow... it means : die, I say in my heart.
The location just as at Uma Pall on condition   that we looking for fire wood.
I see aunt (tante - inang) of Ended Natus.
I come to a place / path (branch) . I see the   path (branch) just as have dirt (kotoran) (=shitting) of people. Around there have wood leaf   and trees.

With this dream I remember the other dream:
1. I come to one place - just as at Uma Pal / Wae Usang. We just as looking for fire wood there.
2. I by pass a place. I arrive just as on terminal of bus.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014.
I have a dream. Just as we arrive at Sumbawa / Lombok island. We just as walk with destination to one place. We find the new place. We ask the to ourselves about   the place. We make speculation (spekulasi). May be Kalimantan (Central Kalimantan / West Kalimantan). I arrive on   just as pol car (terminal). We just as meet the ticketing that usually service us. I just as hold his collar (kerah baju) . I see the other team already breakfast. I do it late. Than I aware.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

I have dream. Mother of Regina want to go back to village. Just as our position at Lengor. She was going back herself. I have busy. Just as my sister Yustina or Mery there is a home at near road while mother Regina already by pass to left side. Suddenly, the big rain come. We are concerned (prihatin) with mother. Yustina / Mery cries remember her. “Okay, I will go later to see mother,” I say to entertain (menghibur) them.

In the morning, just as have people that call me:”Paman….” The voice that I hear on dream. I aware. I get up. Than I take a bath.

Friday, February 7, 2014
I have a dream. The venue just as page Rumah Gendang Wela - Cancar - Manggarai - Flores. There was matching soccer, just as As Roma vs Inter Milan. My position is deffender. Thre is people that shooting. Goal. The people of   Roma   fans and player regret. May be to me . It is my possition. If I advanced certainly I can hold the ball to goal but my contion just as sick at back keeper. Mr. Alex seem disappointed. There is people blame (mempersalahkan) venue.

I arrive on the other venue. It is near beach but just as forest. I see the sea. I want to pee. I tempted (tergoda) to pee or shitting (buang hajat) there but my voice of heart say that it is bad because make dirty of sea environment. I postpone it. I looking for the other place to pee.

Saturday, February 8, 2014

I have dream. The dream may be become on 02.30 am. I arrive on a venue / place that have water. I take bath there. There are 2 people again that take a bath there. I just as swimming there although the river not deep. The river is lies at road. The water is clear (jernih) but still have dirty of piece (potongan) of tree. I soak (rendam) and take a bath there. We take a bath while there are people want to pass (melintas). They as in Manggarainese:"Sebong" ( Take a bath)," they say. "Yes, we are taking   bath". we   answer. Than we change cloth. "Please   come to by pass," we say. They come. Evidently they are Mr. Bone Kaso, Ms Mina Jenu and Ms Petronela. All of them are staying on one home with us at Rumah Gendang. "Wow... Father Bone," I say. Than we by the way. They just as go back from garden - may be Mbarang -. They maintain their garden of   corn. They bring dog. "There is our dog maintain garden from   strike of wild boar (babi hutan) . The   dog fight (berkelahi) with wild boar (babi hutan). Please you see," Ms Mina say. Than they go. Suddenly, we hear the sound of car. Just as Toyota car. Two friend and I run to hide on forest. The car by pas on water that we use to take a bath. When the car by pass the water, we come to see it. I leave the place of hide. The lamp of car not so clear. Than I aware. I get up to go to toilet. I write this dream to my mobile.
Than I seep again.
The time may be show at 05.30. I have dream again. Mr. Rony and I present on court. Mr Ino available there too. They play foot ball. Mr. Rony want to stop play soccer. I just as follow Mr. Rony. Than just as I arrive on a   crowded (ramai) place. I just as bring something, just as rice on sacks (karung). Just as I want to babysitting (titip) on just as shop / simple restoran.
Sudenly the rain come. The first small than big. I try to protect myself (head) with bag that have laptop. I
I think the rain still small. I run. The rain bigger. I arrive on tunnel (terowongan). The tunner just as locked by iron. I try to entrance. How to entrance? I sleep use back to entrance while I put laptop of bag on my feet. The laptop wet. I success to entrance it. I see ont he tunnel have dam water. The flood come. The water is read (read of land). I see it. The flood so big. I only see. The water of flood not so long. Than stop. I have plan to check my lap top that wet. Is it still good or error because wet. Suddenly Rony say to me. "If you want to know Flores, please see on Sinar Harapan, the book written by......- Sinar Harapan journalist -. Than I aware. Than I get up.

Sunday, February 9, 2014

I have dream. The venue is at garden of Bangka at Wela village - Cancar - Manggarai - Flores - NTT. I arrive at rice field at Bangka, exactly on Mr. Basilius Beong's rice field. They just as plant (menanam) paddy (padi). Some paddy seem growth nicely. Around on rice field - on swath (petak) I see just as puddle (genangan air - libo - manggarainese -). No paddy growth there. Why? Obviously (ternyata) there is buffalo there. The buffalo rice up. I entrance to rice field of swath (petak) too. My position at west. Just as the buffalo want to strike me. I walk to avoid buffalo. The buffalo come to near me. I arrive at embankment (pematang).

****

I arrive at place. From west I see a group of buffaloes (kerbau-kerbau). The buffaloes by pass river that flood. The water is just as land color (red - yellow). A buffalo come to me. Just as want to strike me. I'm afraid. I lead it to pasture (padang rumput - pumpuk - Manggarainese) that have trees and bananas tree around. I afraid to buffalo. Just as it white buffalo. I afraid so I run to right side that obviously that it is cliff (tebing) that steep (curam). Lucky available little trees there. I hold on the tree so no fall down.

Monday, February 10, 2014
I have a dream. I arrive on foret. I see some peoples that sleeping. "They are worker of ..................(penggergaji papan . ata poro banggang).
***
Just as I and Mr. Beny and the other passanger by plane / train / long car. A train / plane / long car stop at a station. I want to pee. I by pass ladder (tangga). From the station I see the river. I see people that still play / take water there. The people that I know is Mr. Ema Mbembok. Just as I come to there. I see the clean river. I see water recreation tools - just as boat that style form -. I see tree girls there. They are naked. Their skin is white. They are still child that growth to girl. They are not so romantism (???). Than I aware.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014.
I have a dream. I have destination to one place. We hurry up to one place that just as station place the car by pass. The road uphill (menajak). Some friends and I run. Ms Bernie too. They are faster than me. I just as tired and feel as sick people. We arrive on place. I meet Mr. Melky (Ano's father). Please give your phone number to me," I says. May be he want to help buy ticket.
***
The other dream. I get shipment (kiriman) and visit of frends that now become priest. They are fahter Is Pangkur and father Egys Masry, Pr. Father Is Pangkur,Pr sent me used clothing (clothes) - pakaian bekas). Than Father Egis,Pr help me with massage me use ginger. He make bruise (memar) ginger (halian) than mix with water than massage (mengurut) me. I think he massage not seriously. I want to invite (mengajak) him to drink coffee. We do it.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014.

I have a dream. I arrive on rice field. I walk on rice field that already plant of paddy. There are part of rice field that mud (lumpur) - have water but there are that dry. I see on margin area. It is Mr. Beny (Ercy's father) rice field. The area seem broken because flood. The paddy broken and there are paddy bring flood, the land erosion (erosi). I go to there to pee .It is polite togo far topee to avoid women people. I see there just as Ms Astrid - JPS teacher - is there.
****
I have the other dream. I just   as ona place. I want to eat / buy bacon. Just as there are NTT people that manage the restoran of bacon.I help her to manage it. "Please manage nicely,"I say to her.She just as want to give dirty food to me. I suggest to discard (membuang) that broken. She do it. Tha I aware.

Thursday, February 13, 2014
I have dream. The location just as at home. Just as KPK want to catch Mr.Mahmud MD because do wrong. Mr. Mahmud MD still on top of home.Just as no choice (pilihan) to him.All people almost think that he be catched. Is people speculation   right? Evidently no.Mr.Mahmud MD / Sutiyoso go down through high wall. He do 2 steps to reach base (land). Lucky, he fall down   from top to down not befall (menimpa) me.

I stand up at page of Mbaru Gendang. I see just as want to renovation.

Friday, February 14, 2014.

I have dream but sorry, my memory can not remember my dream today. How do trick to remember the dream?

Saturday, February 15, 2014.

I have dream I just as meet with Father Marsel jehanat,Pr - my former leader when I apprentice at Tilir on year 1998 - 2000. I meet him together    his brothers that help us when life at Tilir.

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I have the other dream.
Mr. Egy and I use a motor cycle. mr. Egy drive my motor cycle. I get a ride on bicycle (bonceng). On decline (menurun) place, there is a motor cyclist that by pass just as cut our direction. He is cross our way. Lucky not hit (tabrak). We angry to him. He challenge (menantang). We are provoked (terprovokasi) with his challenge. We leave the motor cycle. on road. We chase (kejar) him. He run fast than hide on people home. I worry safety (keselamatan) motor cycle. Lucky not be stealed (curi) by the others. We go back to motor cycle. Than we go ahead. Evidently there is parking area that care. He is illegal staff. He ask money. I give coin Rp 500. Mr. Egy want to give coin Rp 500. I accept from Mr. Egy. I save it. He ask more. He open my hand that still   hold (menggenggam) money. He try to open my hand that still hold (menggenggam) money. I'm angry. I exit. We fight. I kick and hit (memukul) him. He is die just as animal, crumble (remuk) and broken (hancur). Than I aware

****
I have the other dream

Sr. Sophy and I go back to Wela. Mr. Alex Madji holiday too. He play to Rumah Gendang. We accept him. Pthe venuae just as change, just as at class room Primary 6 at SDI Golowelu I. We accept gueat that come to greeting and meet us. At the room there is Mr. Gerad Dabut. At out room, Ms Vero Nganul come to delivery boil corn (just as at Java, boil use skin). I see so many Wela people on page of home, include Ms Marta and Ms Deme. We by the way. Mr. Dus Demat come to entrance us. Mr. Beny   reprimand (menegur). Mr. Beny already move to   smack (menempeleng) him with   foot. You are not impolite (speak while stand up). Than he sit down that greeting us.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

I have a dream.
The venue at Wae Mese, near garden mr. Philipus Jeharut. I see the water river. The river is clean but still many stone that untidy. Almost three quarter (3/4) already make concrete (beton). Only fourth (1/4) that not finish yet. Than I go to our garden at Nderu. As long I walk the road just as not clear, already lose because not often walk there. On Mr. Geradus Gangger   garden, I see the grass should be leave (cabut) to make road / walk. Than I'm aware.

Monday, February 17, 2014. (I forget my dream).
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Tuesday, February 18, 2014
I have a dream.
I arrive on one place. Just as the place is venue of fight. I see just as pillow. I see it have ant. Than I put again. Than I move to the other place. I see place of river water. The water still flow (mengalir). There are two water that merge on one water. Than I aware. When I get up I see that I get wet dream. From venue that have pillow that have ant, I just imagine place just as Roga (Uma'd de ema'd Ragan), while the position I stay just as at Wae mese, place / garden data tua' Bet.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014
I have dream.
My younger brother, Mr. Hila   driver motor cycle. It is Mr. John's motor cycle. Mr. Hila drive motor cycle while bow (menunduk) . He drive on right side. He by pass a path that the   other motor cyclist come too. Wow... the collision (tabrakan) occur (terjadi). Mr. John cries think his motor cycle. "Please calm, think peopel first. Priority to people," I say. We help Mr. Hila.

***
On the other place, just as have party (merried or Christmas event). We go walk to shake hand to the other people / neighbor (teteangga). I see Ms Elly Pangul and family, Mr. Yan Turut, Mr. Dan. All this my neighbor that stay at Golowelu. From Wela I see Mr. Paulus Jalu. I just as design invite card to give to him. The paper still at printer / typewriter .

Thursday, February 20, 2014
I have dream. I walk on river, just as at Wae Ara - Golo Karot - Lembor. I want to take a bath. The river have just as pond (kolam) but it is deep. I afraid to take a bath. I already naked. I'm worry that sink (tenggelam) on water.

Friday, February 21, 2014.

I have dream. I seem health. I joke and kidding / prank (kelakar) to women.

Saturday, February 22, 2013. --- I forget my dream

Sunday, February 23, 2014.

I have dream. I just as arrive at Ruteng city. I walk around, include at Leda / Golo Dukal. I see Mr. Tarsy Janggal's house, the place that ever I entrance. in last time when finish senior high school of Saint Claus Kuwu - Cumbi - Ruteng. I remember the   Mr. Barnabas' house at Leda. I go to there. I looking for it. I find it, have "Kalo at branch. I want to buy candy to souvenir for   Ciko and Padre. I looking for it around. I just as walk on village / dirty place. My hand get dirty (land or dirt of animal / plant). I looking for water to clean my hand. I see dirty water, just as on place to put the pig's food . In manggarai it is   be called Galang. I see animal and dog. I sit down on the white pig, but the pig / dog not bite (menggigit) me. I see a kiosk but no owner. I call. Beside the kiosk I see   faucet (keran air). Than I aware. The time just as show at 16.00 am. Than I get up than read book.

Monday, February 24, 2014.

I have dream. I just as present on a venue. It is the people house.On my brain just as it house own Mr. Vincent Andy / Mery Sueng and Lely available back / kitchen. Just as have activity because there were people that collect there. Just just I mention   name figure (tokoh) - Gus Dur. Just as have car of project that want   to unloading cargo (bongkar muatan) there.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014.
I have dream.. I present of one place. I take a bath. Than from first floor come a girls to inform that mother Regina is die. Than my sister Sophy (nun = biarawati) come to give inform it again. Than I think to go back, but I want to take a bath first. Than I sleep again. The dream come again. There are calling from house. Someone give information the same information about mother Regina. "The mother (Regina) almost by pass," he information. Obviously he is Mr. Lilu, my the other brother. I want that he put the mobile phone on mother Regina's ear because I want to talk with her. Than I aware. The time show at 05.00 am when I get this dream. I'm so sad. I take a bath. breakfast use white rice and only mineral water. Than I start to school. What happen with this dream? May be mom of Regina still good her health.

Wednesday, February 26, 2014.
I have dream.. I just as present at Ms Lely's ( Joyce's mother) house. Just as their house on settlement (pemukiman) density (padat) populated, just as at city. Beside their house have neighbor's wall that have house with second floor. Mr. Philipus present there too. He discuss with Ms Lely and Mr. Marten his law (mantu). Mr. Philipus want to sale rice. He ever did it but may be stop for moment may be wronng manage or less manage. Now he want to do it again. He want to spend some money to prepare rice to sale to peoples.

**On the other place I just see deceased (almarhumah) Ms. Min. I come to her but she appear cool (cuek). I know that she already die.

** On the other place I teach student. I just as accompany students - Hilary 1 C - I teach her hoow to make straight line on Microsoft Paint. Please press button of Shift + drag / make line with drag use mouse," I explain to student. Than I aware.

Thursday, February 27, 2014.
I have dream. I just as join on a group / village that have program to visit to the other place to study tour / friendly match. There age some activity, just as   animation / encourage /workshop. I just on have duty to encourage while the participant of workshop still friendly match. I pleasure trip while wait the time for workshop. I see the kiosk of food / stalls tegals (warung tegal). I want to know the place that we order the food / snack for breakfast / lunch. Around the   stalls tegal (warteg) I just as see the plant that we use vegetable, just as leaf of........(poang - Manggarainese). Than I arrive on place that have house and kiosk. I go on, just as go to soccer field. I walk beside just as girls hostel. There are girls that still change the dress, use the dress, take a bath. I see the girls that still naked. I just as peek (mengintip) them. I enjoy it. The water that flow to them flow with smooth (lantar). The water seem clean. The girls that take a bath seem happy to show their body that naked. Just as the student / friend that want to by pass. I worry that they know I peek (mengintip) the girls that still take a bath. I mock, try to do the others. I see the watch of soccer at field. The ball come to near me. Than I concentrated to see   girls that take a bath. Their skin is sweet black.... Than I aware. This dream become at 05.00 am. The roosters crows.

Friday, February 28, 2014.
I have dream but I forget what dream that I have today. I awake up on middle night. I go to toilet. I remember the Manggarai song. I write on hp but I wrong manege hp, so it is lose. I'm very regret it.I reply sms while I not sent the written / article on hp. So it is lose.

Saturday, February 28, 2014.
I have a dream. I just as present on one place. I see Mr. Leksi and one another people. We just be around Mr. Wilem Waru home. The home just as bleak (suram)   and moist (lembab). Mr. leksi just as no desire to   layover there.
** We just as want have family activity. Mr. Leo and Ms Fifi come too. They bring their car. I just as want to join together them that stop on place that near with Catholic Church. I want to join on holu mass.
** I just as see Mr. Fridus Buto - my my law - from Lasang / Orong - Welak. I want to check him about his house at Harapan Indah. He just as   argue it. Mr. Fridus stay at Matrman. He work at Cempaka Putih.
** I present on one place. I meet a traditional merchant (pedagang). He sale a bunch of banana but still crude (mentah) . I want to buy it. We walk on margin road. I want to pay the bunch of banana. The merchat already make it tidy up. May the cost / price is Rp 15.000. I haven't enought little money. May be I only give Rp 13.700 ( some money is coin). I just as hope my brothers (Ercy's   father / mr. beny, Mr. frans / Feny's father)    help me to handle / pay it. Evidently not.

**
I present at Wela Village. I join on procession (perarakan). I see Mr. Vincent Jahan - indigenous spokesman (juru bicara)   of Wela. If have custom event at Wela he is bring the custom prayer / speech. I see Mr. Edu Sanor too. I lead the procession. "Please   song of sing (ronda). This is important event," I say . Than Mr. Edu start sing of song of   procession. We start from our home to cemetery (pekuburan) of Wela. I sing of songs. I very enthusiasm to sing of Song. i forget what song that we sing. We arrive at   our tribe of cemetery of Baduk - Waweng. There I just as debate even fight with Mr. Tarsi Gantura. Than Mr. Tarsi move become    Ms Diana. I just as use breathing techniques, just as to recovery her. Than I aware.

With this dream, I can remember the other dream:
1. I go to a village. I come to beach. The water just as turism place but just as at forest that have rope that still hang, have   tree, stone. I by pass there. I come to a village.
2. I just as on a place / joueney to a destination place. We break.
3. I by by pas a place just as at Saint Claus   cave of mother Marry or just as the place at Pel - Riwu - manggarai (East Manggarai).

Dream:

2 Maret 2014: No remember dream

Talk about dream:

Nando: dream. The late Stanis Nami come to Mbaru Gendang.He want to entranceto home but by pass window of our room. Nando see him than he go down.

Rony: the late fater Gaspar come to home. He give to Pius Magut “Towe songke”.

Me: Dream - procession from home of Rumah Gendang to to cemetery of Wela grandmother,grand father,fathers -mothers cemetery. 3 brothers have same dream: all bad dream.

Nando, Rony and I have dream.All bed dream.

3 Maret 2014:

I have dream. There is party, just as Church event. Ms Ayu (Tarmo’s child) lead the attraction. She is conductor. She made attraction wonderful, spectacular. What means this dream?

I get up, take a bath, breakfast use white rice + hot water. Start to school. Lucky at school get Pizza. KG unit given. Thnak you JPS (KG unit. With this cake / Pizza I can hold at school to write on blog up to 21.15 pm.

March 4, 2014

I have dream. I meet with Mr. Alfons Jehadut - friends at Wisma 25 Cempaka Putih Barat -/ alumnus Saint Klaus Kuwu school of manggarai. He already change agent of Prudential insurance to a men. May be Java people. Why not to Ms. Hoeni again?" I ask in my heart. "If you have problem, please contact Ms Hoeni." I suggest.

***
Mr. dami - at home - accept cake from Neighbour (Vita's mom). On that time I exit want to go out from home. I'm shame just as disturb neighbor that still eat cake

March 5, 2014.

I have dream. I just as on a place. I see people that I know. May be they are just   as Primary 1A, Marvel and his sister, Caecil , but on dream just as not Caecil. I see their parents too, especially his father. We see it on   road / public area.
***
The place move to the other place. We just as collect on one place. I want to walk. There is people - family - that follow me to home. There are family from Semang - Lambor. Someone just as show the camera from second floor. Accordig to me it is own Mr. Leo. . We just   as still on way to the other place.
****
The place just as move to Rumah Gendang.

We see father Flory, SVD. He seem thin (kurus), just as Mr. Rino. We just as have activity at home of Rumah Gendang.

March 6, 2014.

I have dream. I just as on a place at Ntalung Pada, near Emad Len (Anton Ambor's garden). There is truck (truk). It's the yellow truck, just as Cipta Sarana. I entrance the truck. I see Mr. Festo still clean the   truck. On base of body of truvk tgerere is dirt that overlapping with math. They put the map on dirty water. Mr. Festo still clean it. He blame his brothers (Josn and Rino) make it / not care to clean.

March 7, 2014.

I have dream. I just as travel to one place, just as to Kalimutu but not yet arrive on top. Just as still at flat (datar) land.We see scenery to mountain, just as have ash like ash of volcano. We see mountain from long distance. ** I just as collect with my Family, Father Paulus Habong's child. I see my sister, Dona. Just as we have family gathering. I bring a young corn that still have skill. I give to my family. When I open it, obviously the corn is broken. I regret because get broken corn . Than I aware. I go to toilet.

***

I sleep again. I have dream again. I just as join on mass that lead by Bishop of Ende Arch Diocese , Monsignor (Msgr) Vinsensius Poto Kota,Pr. I just as sing on Ende language. There is Ende women that praise me because can join Ende song. I available between women, in left and right side. Their hair fly in my face. Than they go. A women forget a corn that already open the skin. I get up than delivery it to her. She say in Manggarainese. Than I get up.

March 8, 2014.

I have dream. I just as go to the garden at Wela. Just as at Bangka lau, near Ande Musa / Ende Evy's garden. Just as before we ever come to there. When we come I see Mr. Pius Paskalim. The rain come. I want to protect myself use banana leaf . Mr. Pius give / cut it to me. I just as continue to go down. Than I get up to go to toilet.

I sleep again. I have dream but I fail to find / remember it again. May me in next time I can remember it.

Sunday, March 9, 2014.
I have dream but I fail to find / remember it again. I only remember of little part. Someone ask me about age. "I almost 42 yearld old," I answer.

NEVER GIVE UP "GAMBARU"

LAMAN

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