I'm born on May 19, 1972. In horoscope I have Taurus star. This ia about Taurus star.
I recent aware that my symbol on horoscope is buffalo. I rent aware when see internet today on March 20, 2023. Am I match to entrance to politic party? PDIP?
Who am I?
I'm people who
Slurred (cadel) of R (Aware on June 14, 2025). I aware after see podcast of Deny Sumaryo who present his wife Mrs Olive slurred (cadel) of R too. When I listen and she her and know that shw is slurred 9cadel) I'm aware myself who slurred (cadel) too. Accoding Edmuld Hussrl, the men's consious have cracteristic intensionality that ne name intentionality consciousness .Sulfa drug allergy (alergi obat sulfa)- work hard people
- simple people / not tidy up on dress
- efficient people: try to still use goods although almost broken (rice, vegetable, fish, meat, dress, etc)
- relaxed people that when work at the start, raced in the final. ( relax in begining, speed in the end = santai di awal, ngebut di akhir).
- Introvert
- Slow in work include when drive motor cycle.
- Tend (cenderung) / trend (cenderung) hope free so no invest (book). Rely borrow to the others (especially about books whereas the book is nutrient (gizi) for brain).
- Forgetful (pelupa) - forget motor cycle key at parking area (Saint James school, JPS, VMG, umbrella at near shelter Juanda - Center Jakarta (Marc 2, 2014). I seldom careless.
- Abnormal?? - work until night - not care with health - so seldom emotional to students (because tired) - my conclusion after dialog with Mr. Karno - Manager HRD of JPS - 7 March 2014).
- Rambling (bertele-tele) so seldom boring - in teach , reply letter on email- etc. Please try to the point.
- When speak I exit saliva too (aware when student critic with smart - Dustin critic, March 10, 2014). But know (aware) this condition on March 12, 2014 - 15:30 pm. "Sir, no need with sauce (kuah). On first time when Dustin say just as it, I'm not understand. Than I understand it "Sauce " (Kuah) that his mind is muncrat ( buntar wai ipo du tombo).
- Slow when eat
- Save problem in heart (case identity card for Beny and Hubert at Wela) . I so hate to Regent of Manggarai - Christian Rotok, Anton Kanja and people from Wela that make report - .So long this case disturb from my brain and heart. I'm spiteful? (27 March 2014. The case on Feb. - March 2014).
- "Your mouth is bed smell, sir" Shannon (P3B) said. Why? May be becaause my teeth broken (2 teeths). ------------ April 2, 2014.
- Faithful (setia) people - Mr. Ivan say - JPS Education Manager - (April 15, 2014)
- We walk not balance. It is right oblique (miring). The evidence (bukti) to show this case is on shoes soles (sol).
- Not careful on count (finance counting) - often mistake ( CUWM finace count - April 15, 2014 - Lucky aware fast so not give loss (kerugian) to member (Mr. Stanis Wot).
- Not focus (read news, manage CUWM, write blog.
- Reflective people ( Number 16 -19, April 14-16 April 2014)
- Mr. Frans is wifi (wireless fidelity) pillar (according James - Primary 4 - JPS , April 24, 2014).
- My mouth bad smell because there are 2 teeth already broken. One teeth already leave (cabut), once not yet, still rupture (pecah). When I speak to student, student complain it. On April 29, 2014, Vanya, KG A1 complain it. "Your mouth is bad smell," she says.
- Fast nervous (panic) if get big sound of klaxon (horn) of car; allergy blood (full /many /much- experience fainting (pingsan) at Lela - Sikka - Flores Hospital, 1994). This is my weak.
- Leadership less (low), not expressly (tidak tegas?), - less on manage, inconsistent (tidak konsisten).
- Worry with food, especially that I participate (berpartisipasi) or meritorious (berjasa) to get (buy / cook) it.
- It seem work hard but the result is little (small). Work from 07.00 am until seldom 22.00 pm. May be I work not effectively. (JPS 5 and 6 June 2014).
- Diligent to recycle the materials (dress, food - on manggarainese: gejur nongkong agu pisik)- August 2014
- Forgetful (pelupa) - mobile phone - time - expired of cetificate of motor cycle, identity card. Forget is disaster (pelupa), key, the people (Wily), students people.
- Often postpone the work. So often loss (rugi).
- Cleaning and closing situation on the end (food, dress, etc). = 26
- Dreamer (whether (entah) when night sleep, on bus / sit down on class, after lunch) and dream as idea.
- I'm not so neat / tidy (JPS 1 September 2014)
- Seldom easy to forget ( dream, idea at memory)
- I'm slow and long when speak > May be because I should be think before. (according Fany, P 4, 1 September 2014)
- I'm silent (gemek / mendo mu').(11 Sept. 2014).
- I'm so relax, so feel underestimate the work and time but on the end time / injury time just as running time. (go back to home on 02.00 am - Sept 17, 2014, at 23:30 pm at Sept 21, 2014).
- Quick offended (tersinggung) if be critic
- Just as lazy to rebucked (menegur orang). Why shame and shy). Improve yourself. (Sunday, 21-9-14).
- I'm shame to women (Experience at Kuwu on year about 1992. I write letter to my girl that classmate when JHS but she continue her SHS at the other school (SMN 2 Ruteng). She is Rita Jerita. Than Rita cs come visit me on Sunday. "Frans, Rita want to meet you," Tarsi Janggal said. I'm shame to meet it. The second experience: when Mr. Alex - Ms Susie married at Jakarta about year 2007. I shake hand with Ms Lince, Mr. Alex friend at Suara Pembaruan. We are official to facilitate Mr.Alex - Ms Susie merried. Than when see on photo / video, I seem shame when talk with Ms Lince. Wow...evidently I'm shame to women. (JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).
- When teach squirt (muncart) and often say / mention word yes..yes..yes... (according the students that hear me).....I remember Mr. Yakobus Elwis Derom at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow him?
- Often relly on saliva (air liur) that combine with finger that put on lips to help to open paper .
..I remember Mr. Kons Aman at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow him?
( No. 39 - 40 , JPS, 29 Sept. 2014). - Not confidence in some case ((JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).)
- Dynamic people about food: can eat much if abudance (kelimpahan), can eat small (hold hungry) if no foot ---- exoerience Thursday, October 2, 2014: eat food so many because get 2 food rations, bring by myself, bring by Fio that celebrate birthday today. Fio is Primary 1B. She is calm student girl.
- "Frans, you are so serious but cook (impressive /dashing = keren)". --- Tami, STF Driyarkara, 19 Nov. 2014 - lecture room of master Philosophy).
- "We want to stop, you are just come," Prof Sudarminta, SJ said to me when come late on Thursday, 4 December 2014, when I come late to join on lecture at STF Driyarkara - Jakarta. That time lecture "Philosophy Culture (Filsafat Budaya) that originally handle by Dr. Hari Kustanto, SJ but because he is sick so handle by some lectures, include Prof. Sudarminta,SJ.
- Seldom blank. I get confuse, forget the schedule. I thin today is Tuesday, December 9, 2014. I'm blame myself that absent lecture. I see calender while check the students paper test. Almost one hour I'm blank. Than I know and aware that I mistake / confuse. "Today is still Decemver 9, 2014. So I still have time to join on lecture and do prepare dor Christmas charity that will done on Thursday, December 11, 2014. Wow.... what happen with me? May be my health is still good and fresh. (JPS, Monday, December 8, 2014).
- body small but eating much ( badan kecil, makan jumbo) --- JPS, 28 Jan. 2015
- Self confidence weak
- If speaking not clear, just as person that still mouthwash (kumur) - Ms Tuti Optima and Marisa (P4A)
- "You are noot creative," Clara - P 5B said - JPS March 17, 2015.
- "Often slavery (budak) by internet".
- sulfa alergi medicine (alergi obat yang mengandung sulfa)
- Height (tall) of body (the final) 155 cm (measure at JPS, August 9, 2015).
- Often forget (forget note book and hand phone at leasing house - (Jakarta) of Rony - Festo on 19 and 20 July 2015; forget Hp at same place ON August 30, 2015. "Always forget," Rino says. Wow... may be age factor and sick of dementia (demensia) - forget to lead students to morning prayer on agugust 31, 2015. Lucky hear comment of Ms Anna: Mr. Ben is morning prayer now? ' Yes, have, " Mr. Bento answer. I aware. Than I go to the Gym to lead students. Wow......
- tend (incline = cenderung) the head move / fall to right if sit sleep, e.g. in car / bus. (i know this when aware on bus of Primajasa on traveling of holiday from Bandung to Jakarta, Sunday, December 27, 2015. The condition I sleep on bus at Cipularang Toll). I write at JPS, 31 Des. 2015 - the end of year.
- So slow - student give name to me: Mr. Lelet - Kely - P4A (?) - clarisa sai it to me - Feb 26, 2016. Friday.
- Easy to dream (I can dream when long sleep even short sleep ( in bus, in chair at school). Am I health ? or my mental is disorderly? (JPS, September 8, 2016).
- I'm people who often underestimate (meremehkan) the work. Is this my personality? May be. I know and aware this when I read the newspaper (http://female.kompas.com/read/2017/03/13/163500020/baca.kepribadian.anda.melalui.tulisan.tangann)it
- I'm not precise (=strict = exact=careful = teliti). Many times write wroong when write on email or false see appy the sechedule of lesson (=case = kejadian) 11 April 2017, I wrong bring the book lesson. I tink teach Primary 5A (ICT) evidently 4B (religion). Improve, Frank!
- Seldom difference between what what I do (write) with I think (mind). Experience May 5, 2017. I teach in Primary 4A. I write in white board. My mind write the number 8, but I actually I write 3. Students - Novan kelyliombar complain it. Than I aware my mistake. What is happen with me? Why miss between mind and reality? This is psychoneurosis?
- My face and skin similiar with father Gaspar. This is impression of Mr. Stef Agus (in his home on Sunday, August 13, 2017
- My memory often chaotic (kacau). On Monday, August 28, 2017, forget time to delivery Leonel. On that this day, Leonel's guardian (Mr. Bento) accompany P6 student to retret at Wisma Tugu, Pucak - Bogor. He ask me delivery Leonel to home. Leonel dismissal on 11:00 am. Today I'm bussy. On 13:00 Mr. Bento ask me about Leonel. "Sorry, I forget. I will delivery him now. I leave class 4 or 5 than delivery Leonel. The other case: On Wednesday, August 30, 2017. I write agenda practice in 3B. I write for Sept. 7, 2017, whereas the PKn secedue on 3B on Wednesday. I aware it on Thursday, August 31, 2017. Ravi (moslem people) remaind it to me when first break. Than I go down to repair it in 3B class. Thank you Rafy. Than on 4A, Bryan remain me that the P4C yesterday, P4C break before the time, 2o minute before the time. Why?" Bryan ask. "Sorry, I'm mistake see the time," I answer. "Please set your memory nicely, Franck.
- I'm fast shock ( cepat kaget - gelang gega) - especially in road. If there is sound of klaxon (sirene = horn) of motor cycle or car, I'm fast shock. On that time I often fast angry. For balance, I often angry even cursing (mengumpat) that people who make it.
- I'm often forget, even forget myself and property. I remember my experence on Thursday, 15 February 2018. I set my bag and property to go back to home. I still accept call from Mr. Rinus. He talk about his experence when meet with his big father , Mr. Damianus and his son, Mr. Martinus in Kerawang in two weeks ago (3 and 10 February 2018). I fun (asyik) dialog with him. I looking for my handphone. May be 30 minutes I find it. I open again the bag. I search and seach but can nit find of it, while I'm hungry baecause the time show on 21:00 pm. "I will see or check again it in bag when arrive in home" I think. I want to start. Than I aware that the HP still I use. I still stick (menempel) it in my right ear. Wow....... I often forget myself. Than On Friday, 16 Feb. 2018 I want to go to the church to join the Holy Mass on Chinese New Year. I forget to bring letter to Secretary of Parish . I know it when In our fence of home. Than I start to the church . I put the shoes because still flood. I use slippery (sandal). I change it when arrive in the church. I entrance to the church. Than when Holy Mass I go bavk. I aware my slippery that forget in the church. I'm go on to continue my journey. Wow.... my memory severe (parah). May be this effect my health condition. I'm hypertension.
- If sleep, my head skew /oblique / tilted (miring /condong) to right (I know it when sleepy in busway, journey Harapan Indah - Jakarta on Saturday, Februari 2,2019. I'm sleepy that sleep than wake up. I aware that my head oblique to left. I'm worry if overwrite (timpa) or touch someone who beside me.
- I'm intuitive thinker (know after read article on internet. I know myself just as this base knowledge - Jan. - Feb. 2020)
- I'm tend to right side if sit sleep. (I aware it on 28 /29 June 2022 when sleep in Rasa Sayang Bus in travelling from Jakarta to Lombok, NTB . On that time my head tend to right. In right side there is women. I try to avoid my head touch her. Lucky I aware it and not do it. (JPS, 22 July 2022).
- Fast panic if get or find anything problem that not clear.
- Often talk alone (in heart, in bathroom, etc).
- I'm blood phobia (fobia darah). I aware this when remember experience on 1993 when I visited Saint Elisaet Lela, Maumere, Sikka. I see people in Maumere with big open wound that big. I fainted that time. Than when I see open wound of Ms.Any's friend who accident of work in his office - wound in feet - I'm worry that my condition drop. On that time Ms Any say may be I'm blood phobia. (JPS, 24 Nov. 2022).
- I'm flat people (man). I know this from Ms. Vera Tandanu's said when lunch at Rastauaran Sunda at Jln. Batu Tluis Bogor, Jawa Barat, 16 Desember 2022 when go back from Kebunsu Bogor, West Java.
- I'm enjoying myself (Saya itu orang yang asyik dengan diri semdiri). (JPS, 25 Oktober 2023).
- I'm similar with Ambon people (I listen it from Mr. Jefri Alang - from Kisol , East Manggarai). - JPS 4 - 4 - 2024.
- Poor (miskin), not self confidence (tidak PD), messy (berantakan), save rubbish *simpan sampah), dull (kusam), shabby ((lusuh), stubborn (kepala batu).
According the JPS teachers - when out bond at Sapu Lidi - Tangkuban Perahu - Lembang Bandung, June 16 -17 (Monday - Tuesday), 2014: I'm: santai, sabar, lembut, baik, tulus, semangat, sabarnya sangat, suka membantu, suka menolong.(
JPS, July 30, 2014.
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Today is my birthday. I pray for moment. I get sms from my older sister, Sr. Sophy about bithday greeting. Than I take a bath. Than start to school. I arrive at 06.45 at school. I success on time. Than I entrance to room. I entrance tp ICT room. I pen internet to follow the news about politic. Than Ms Lidya come to say something to me about invigilate of test. Than Ms Deby come to give schedule. I invigilate on Primary 2B. Iren is absent today. "Okay," I say. Than I go to Harmony housing HZ 29/18 to pick up Lery, Mr. Bento's son. I success do it. Mr. Bento go out to invigilate of test. Than I exit. I come to Padang of Dining Room / Restoran. I order food with total 40 parcels. I ask them to delivery. I give 4 for security. I share with teacher friends of Primary teacher. I invite Ms Indri and Mr. Dhani. We talk about my planning to on next semester. The friends say warm greeting to me. Mr. Harjono come to my room. The students say warm greeting to me. Than I write blog. Mr. leo send sms to me. "Thank you you give inspiration," he write. Today lack water at school. Since morning I'm not drink because no water at teacher room. I success get water at 17.00. "Sir, your food is delicious. Where do you order it? Ms Lidya says. " I order it at RM Bundo Minang - masakan Padang. I pay almost Rp 600.000 (40 @ Rp 15.000). Ms Dwi have same impression too. Ms Gracia too. "You are just know that I'm no money to buy food. Than you prepare it. Thank you Lord, thamk you sir," she says. I'm willing because success to serve friends. I'm shame because not invite Mr. Harjono - as Principal. For the first I serve friend when birthday. Sun life, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Johny, Mr. Safer say give sms greeting to me at mobile phone. Wela family do it on milis.
I continue celebration of birthday at home, VMG. I order the food at Rumah Makan Bundo - Masakan Padang - Aralia / Ifolia Harapan Indah. I order 15 package / wraps (bungkus). "Please delivery to Vila Mutiara Gading Blok B4 / 8, " I say to Mr. Wafid, the owner / manager the Restaurant (Rumah Makan) of Bundo - Masakan Padang - Aralia - Harapan Indah. " . About price per package same is Rp 15.000 but get discount 14.000 per package / wrap (bungkus). I come to place of sale fruit at margin road at Jl. Boulevard Hijau. I buy banana with price Rp 15.000 for two bunches (sisir) banana. Than i buy water of mineral. I pay Rp 10.000 (20 glasses). I buy candle Rp 1.500. The total money that I spend for birthday is Rp 850.000 (school and home). This is sacrifice to ask grace from Lord through the others. Mr. Egy and Mr. Jack help to contact the Catholic family (Mr. Robert family and Mr. Anto Family). I prepare 15 package (wraps) of box rice. Oma, Ms Lucy, Ms Fifi, Mr. Anto, Vincent, Dimas, Mr. Mr. Robert, Ms Theres, Dito and Refa. We are praying. "Mr. Anto, please help to lead pray," Mr. Egy ask to Mr. Anto. Than we supper. Than Mr. Martono come. We by the way. "Mr Aloy's boy get accident at Lembang - Bandung. They celebrate school activity. After done of outbond he is swim. Than time he is sink (tenggelam) than die. His mother join to the activity. His father - Mr Aloysius Noson - still on the way to Lembang. His mother want the corpses delivery to home, Vila Mutiara Gading - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Than we by the way. Ms Fifi help to tidy the box of rice. We work together to handle it. I'm willing because my birhday celebration already done. My condition not fresh. Because Mr. Aloy's con pass away (meninggal) we are Catholic people be call to his house. We go to there. The other neighbour come too. We are talk. The leader talk to make tent. We are going back. In home Mr. Vian alredy come. He only eat the chicken and banana on rice box. Than we are rest.
About my celebration of birthday I get praise from women teacher. The food is good. Where do you order it? Ms Novy, Ms Aditya ask. I order it at Aralia / Ifolia - Patung Kuda - Harapan Indah at RM Padang - Bundo, I say. Mr. Rinto ask same. Ms Gracia say. "Thank you sir for you. You just as know that I'm not bring food and money. Than you prepare the food. Thank you Lord and thank you for you,.". Please do it everyday," Ms Gracia say in joke. "Sir happy birhday for you. You buy box rice so many until my husband (Mr. Peter) get it," Ms Bernie says. "Okay, thank you. I buy it offer /more). The more better than less. How old are you? Ms Astrid and Mr. Alan ask. "Sir, happy bithday to you. Sorry. I forget to see the data," Mr. Ben Ayung - Principal ask. We by the way than I exit from his room.
On May 20, 2014. I go to computer rent place to use Face book. I replay Greeting of birthday on my face book. My brothers and sister (Rony, John, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Agus, Mr. Marsel) people from Wela (Mr. Valen Abu, Ms Linda, Mr. Saver), Priest ( Flory, SVD, Frans Magung, SVD), Rm Festo Manuel, Rm Ardus Tanis, Pr), Manggarai people (Mr. Edy Danggur), Optima friends (Ms Lina Tambunan). During one hour i do it. Than the PC block by administrator. I stop without close my facebook and email. When I ask it, rhe administrator say that it will exit automatic. I pay Rp 3.000. The rain come. I forget bring umbrella and raincoat. I wait until the rain stop than go back. When waiting I try to make reflection about Manggarai Culture: Bamboo philosophy: unity. The rain come during 1 hour. It is big. When I arrive evidently Mr. Vian recent come. He come together Mr. Ovan - Manggarai people that work hard - work while lecture. He success do it. We by the way than rest.
Thursday, July 17, 2014.
I work hard to make text of mass for Open Academic of JPS School 2014/2015. I start to type text on English Edition on 16.00 and I success to finish it until at 23.00.I print some parts. I very proud to myself for my struggle and determination to myself. I believe that I can. I optimize it. With this attitude I success do it. I put this optimism to my attitude so success do my job, although need long time. I need 7 hours for this case. But Ithink in next time I get easy because I do this for long ther of time. Thank you Frank. I proud to myself.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
I sleep at chair at Teacher room of JPS. I just finish lunch. I'm sleeping. On that time I dream on position sit down. "I'm people that can dream when sleep when sit down. I'm easy to dream but can not the dream. (write on blog at JPS, August 22, 2014)
Friday, Sept. 2014
Primary 4A. I want to teach religion but students say no lesson because prepare performance of music to accept Mr. Jokowi that will come to Transera park. You speak just as gargle (kumur). It means not clear. 4A not study Religion lesson because rehease / praktical of music of performance to accept Mr. Joko Widodo - Jakarta Governor - that selected become new president of Indonesia on general election, July 9, 2014. Mr. Jpkp Widodo will come to transera - business place at near Harapan Indah. JPS school lies near Transera, at Harapan Indah.
Wednesday, September 17, 2014 . Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal Primary say to me:"Please inisiator. The retret in your responsibility," he saya. "Thank you," I say. I feel in heart. I see response of Ms Cathreen not so good too. I'm shame. I come late because in last night I go backt to home on 02.00 am because do my duty. Evidently I mistake to do it so the work is lose. I'm regret to myself. We start to Sukabumi on 07:16 am. We arrive ther on 13:30 pm.
Saturday, October 4, 2014. Brain (mind) can remember book / event.
I wash dress at bath room. Suddenly I remember book Primary 4: The Lord is My shepherd. Yesterday I teach students without it book. Where is the book? Who ia borrow it? "Wow.... Mr. Ajis (Gegeral Affair staff of JPS) borrow it on September 22, 2014). Wow... thank you Lord. I forget enough long this case. Than I can remember again.
About brain (mind) that can remember the event I remember experience on January 25, 2015. I can remember problem on page that narrow on blog at my laptop. This case become may be on September/ October 2014. So I leave the laptop when make / write blog. I move to the other computer. Than on January 25, 2015, with deliberate (tidak sengaja) my hand touch school mouse and press button CTRL on key boar make the layer of monitor narrow. So I aware this event. My brain direct remember event that already done in last time, about page of blog that narrow. "Wow.... the problem because I simultan press button Ctrl on keyboard while turn scrool mouse. It is way to make narrow (sempit) or widht (lebar) the layer of monitor. I become understand. I apply this inovation to my laoptop, especially to page blog that narrow so can not read. When I use this trick, the page back to normal. I'm very happy.
I'm often forget. What is happen with my memory?
Friday, January 23, 2015:
Marisa Helena (P4A) say to me: "sir, you are if speak English not clear, just as mouthwash (kumur-kumur)," she said. I remember that Ms Tuti - my leader at Optima - ever said just same message about it to me. Wow... please change yourself, Franck!
On July 2015, I forget my note book at Rony - Feus' rent house at Rawasari - Jakarta.
On Setember 2015, I forget my handphone at Rony - Feus' rent house at Rawasari - Jakarta.
Friday, October 2, 2015:
I mangle (menyeterika) my Batik dress. Than I go to school. I go ack at afternoon. When I arrive at sleep room, I find the iron still plug to electric. I'm very regret to myself. Lucky I already turn the tool to lower level the hot. I see the electric at toilet forget to off too.
Saturday, October 3, 2015:
I forget my mobile phone at school. I aware it when at way (in pace to save the banana,at intersection of Danau Tobet.
Wednesday - Thursday , October 13 - 14, 2015:
My rent house renovation. On Wednesday, October 13, 2015 the bulder (tukang bangunan) make it. He is Mr......(Rafa's father). He is from Lampung but father from Java. I try to manage the room and my property because it is seem untidy (berantakan). Mr. Anto visit me. We talk. Than I'm boring. I decide to go to school of JPS do do something. I do it. I believe the house to the builder. The house key I bring. I have plan to back fater at 17:00 in orfer to can close the house when the bulder go back to home. Evidently I'm not discipline, because I can not control my wish / will. I fail to control it. I only success to write daily experience, especially the dream of today and sent email to team about lecture of presentation material. It is "Kebebasan dan Kesetaraan. Mr. Nabil respons fast it. He still at East Java to tomb his father in laws that pass away on Saturday, October 10, 2015.
Than I go back to home. The back room already clean my builder only rest the little rubbish. I change the electric light bulb (bolalampu listrik) in order to I can see the book clear when read the book. Than I read the book after cook vegetable and rice. Than I'm sleep.
Thursday , October 13 - 14, 2015: - success determination myself
I get up with dream of sad to me, my house begin to build. This dream make me sad. I surrender my life to God on pray at morning. Than I begin move the property to back room that already renovation yesterday. I have 1 hour time for it, the limit time that I should be used whereas all success on time. I try to do it. Seldom I angry to myslef because why not move it in last night before sleep. But I try to apologize myself while try to work faster. I see the time. It is 05:55 am when I finish move all. Only spring bad I rest (sisa / tinggal) on front room. I take a bath on 16:05. I take bath faster. Than I'm breakfat. I eat all vegetable that I cook in last night. It's carrot, potato and pumpkin (labu). I dip (mencedok) rice than put on rice place. I open the banana of ripe than put up there. I close. I wear the school dress, wear new shoes and check (menitipkan) house key to Bu De (neigbour of Catholic) that their house parallel (sejajar) with my rent house. Than I start to school. I arrive on time. I arrive at 16:38 am at JPS. Thank you Lord.
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Today, I'm fail. In fact I went to Lembar Karmel Puncak, Bogor West Java to join on Holy Mass there. The official had decide, we start at 05:00 am from Saint Albert church Harapan Indah. I'm miss management of myself. I went to Jakarta and recent go back to rent house in middle night than I sleep on 03:00 am. Than I get up of 03:00 am after hear ring of handphone. Mr. Sofyan as official call. "Mr. Frans, we wait you only. Where are you?" he ask."I'm still at home," I ask. "We wait at bundaran HI," he ask. I'm panic. I prpare myself. "Than he call again;" We already in bundaran HI," where are you? : he ask. "Okay, please you start. May be I use train and we meet at Bogor," I say. "Where in Bogor?" he ask. It is near station. "We are not by pass Bogor Station," he ask. Than I think, is need or no go go there. If I go so many money I use for this journey. Than I decide I cancel to go there. I'm blame myself. I miss management of myself. I'm so slow. I lose money IDR 175.000 and lose the time. All of this because I miss management myself. You are so slow. Please discipline, Frans. I try to sorry myself, create peace. Than I decide to sleep again. My hp ring again. It is sms and calling. Evidently Mr. Sofyan. I'm let it. I decide to continue sleep. I get up on 11:00. I write dream and Manggarai culture than buy food and rice in Rawa Indah after refill fuel in Kampung Bogor.
Please upgrade yourself, Franck, especially self management. Please disciplinne and have high quality of life.
Saturday, September 23, 2017. I seldom stunned (bengong). I start from home to JPS. Today the teachers is holiday but I entrance to do the administration of DAPODIK. I hurry up to JPS. The time show at 06:34 when I arrive at lobby A. I just as fail, I reluctant (enggan) to finger print. Why? I feel that I'm late. Than I direct to go to teacher room. I open my laptop. I see the time. It is 06:38 am. Than I aware. The time work of JPS atart at 06:45 am. It means I'm not late. I run to go to the frist flor from seconf floor to finger print. The time show at 06:39 am when I finger print. Oh my God (OMG), what is happening with my memory? Why Am I often stunned (bengong)? What is happen with my health so make me often stunned (bengong)?
Sunday, November 12, 2017. I bought betel in Pasar Family, Harapan Indah on 19:00 pm after finish Holy Mass at Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah, Bekasi. I bought it for Mom Regina who eat of it. I buy two packs (bungkus) of betel leaf (daun sirih) and betel nut (buah pinag). I submit money to pay betel leaf (daun eirh). Than I count betel nut (buah pinang), Than I want to go back. "Sorry, not pay yet. " the tradel betel said. "Oh.. sorry, " I forget. Thank you because had remind me," I said. Than I pay IDR 10.000. "The betel leaf (daun sirih) I had pay. Please you check. The money is IDR 10.000," I said". He check. It okay. Please pay for betel nut only," he said. I take money IDR 10.000. "Thank you," I said. Wow...... my memory seldom forget. Please be careful, Frans.
On Wednesday / Thursday, 8 / 9 November 2017, my one up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah). This is second break into after break into in last year. During long time my up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah) and holey (berlubang). And today break into (pecah) for second time. There are two pieces (keping) that broken into today. I feel there is something in mouth than I touch it with hand. Evidently the pieces (kepingan) of teeth. Than my hand touch again, there is part molars (geraham) that rocking (goyang). Than I revoke (mencabut) it. Than I save. Than I come to mirror in toilet. I see my mouth. I count my molars. "Evidently my fourth up molars (geraham) had broken into. The sum of molars are 5, and the fourth molars had broken into. Wow.....I remember myself. I reflection my life. "How many molars human being belonging?" In my calculation the molar sum 20, and other teeth sum 14. Evidently according information data in internet, the total teeth for adul is 32 (20 molars, 6 canines tooth - gigi taring - , 6 incisors series - gigi seri - From this count there is part that begin off, include up molar. My teeth or molars (geraham) broken onto (pecah) and holey because attack of bacteria (bakteri).
On November 21, 2017, I have many experiences. It is about my mental. I forget my handphone twice. The first forget in home when I come from Community Health Centre (Puskesmas) of Setia Asih. Lucky not so far so I can come again to take it. I back and forth (bolak - balik) come to home, to take handphone. The second when I go back to home in evening. I forget my handphone in school. I know of it when I get up in the morning for tomorrow. Wow... what happen with my mental?
On February 22, 2018, I got orange from a student Primary 4A, Bryan. He gave it in their class when I teach Religion to them. When lunch I eat the orange. Than I put the orange peel (kulit jeruk) on plastic. Than I put it on trash can (tempat sampah). In evening I clean my box food. I clean it but no found the spoon. Than I think, certainly it is in the plastic that I had throw aray (buang) to trash can in the school. I aware my mistake. On the next day, February 23, 2018, I trace it. I find it at trash can. Lucky the Office boy / girl not take it yet. I find it. I take than clean again tahn put on box food. Be carefully, Franck.
February Wednesday 21 February 2018 or Thursday, Feb. 23, 2018, I teach Primary 3A. Sir, you teach make me like Pkn." Maxy said. I smile. Thank you Maxi.
Thursday, Feb. 22 2018: Sir, just as you use the same dress everyday," Javinia, P4A (C) said. "For thursday, I use yellow uniform, I answer. Today, Bryan give orange to me. Thank you Brian.
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Thursday, July 17, 2014.
I work hard to make text of mass for Open Academic of JPS School 2014/2015. I start to type text on English Edition on 16.00 and I success to finish it until at 23.00.I print some parts. I very proud to myself for my struggle and determination to myself. I believe that I can. I optimize it. With this attitude I success do it. I put this optimism to my attitude so success do my job, although need long time. I need 7 hours for this case. But Ithink in next time I get easy because I do this for long ther of time. Thank you Frank. I proud to myself.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
I sleep at chair at Teacher room of JPS. I just finish lunch. I'm sleeping. On that time I dream on position sit down. "I'm people that can dream when sleep when sit down. I'm easy to dream but can not the dream. (write on blog at JPS, August 22, 2014)
Friday, Sept. 2014
Primary 4A. I want to teach religion but students say no lesson because prepare performance of music to accept Mr. Jokowi that will come to Transera park. You speak just as gargle (kumur). It means not clear. 4A not study Religion lesson because rehease / praktical of music of performance to accept Mr. Joko Widodo - Jakarta Governor - that selected become new president of Indonesia on general election, July 9, 2014. Mr. Jpkp Widodo will come to transera - business place at near Harapan Indah. JPS school lies near Transera, at Harapan Indah.
Wednesday, September 17, 2014 . Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal Primary say to me:"Please inisiator. The retret in your responsibility," he saya. "Thank you," I say. I feel in heart. I see response of Ms Cathreen not so good too. I'm shame. I come late because in last night I go backt to home on 02.00 am because do my duty. Evidently I mistake to do it so the work is lose. I'm regret to myself. We start to Sukabumi on 07:16 am. We arrive ther on 13:30 pm.
Saturday, October 4, 2014. Brain (mind) can remember book / event.
I wash dress at bath room. Suddenly I remember book Primary 4: The Lord is My shepherd. Yesterday I teach students without it book. Where is the book? Who ia borrow it? "Wow.... Mr. Ajis (Gegeral Affair staff of JPS) borrow it on September 22, 2014). Wow... thank you Lord. I forget enough long this case. Than I can remember again.
About brain (mind) that can remember the event I remember experience on January 25, 2015. I can remember problem on page that narrow on blog at my laptop. This case become may be on September/ October 2014. So I leave the laptop when make / write blog. I move to the other computer. Than on January 25, 2015, with deliberate (tidak sengaja) my hand touch school mouse and press button CTRL on key boar make the layer of monitor narrow. So I aware this event. My brain direct remember event that already done in last time, about page of blog that narrow. "Wow.... the problem because I simultan press button Ctrl on keyboard while turn scrool mouse. It is way to make narrow (sempit) or widht (lebar) the layer of monitor. I become understand. I apply this inovation to my laoptop, especially to page blog that narrow so can not read. When I use this trick, the page back to normal. I'm very happy.
I'm often forget. What is happen with my memory?
Friday, January 23, 2015:
Marisa Helena (P4A) say to me: "sir, you are if speak English not clear, just as mouthwash (kumur-kumur)," she said. I remember that Ms Tuti - my leader at Optima - ever said just same message about it to me. Wow... please change yourself, Franck!
On July 2015, I forget my note book at Rony - Feus' rent house at Rawasari - Jakarta.
On Setember 2015, I forget my handphone at Rony - Feus' rent house at Rawasari - Jakarta.
Friday, October 2, 2015:
I mangle (menyeterika) my Batik dress. Than I go to school. I go ack at afternoon. When I arrive at sleep room, I find the iron still plug to electric. I'm very regret to myself. Lucky I already turn the tool to lower level the hot. I see the electric at toilet forget to off too.
Saturday, October 3, 2015:
I forget my mobile phone at school. I aware it when at way (in pace to save the banana,at intersection of Danau Tobet.
Wednesday - Thursday , October 13 - 14, 2015:
My rent house renovation. On Wednesday, October 13, 2015 the bulder (tukang bangunan) make it. He is Mr......(Rafa's father). He is from Lampung but father from Java. I try to manage the room and my property because it is seem untidy (berantakan). Mr. Anto visit me. We talk. Than I'm boring. I decide to go to school of JPS do do something. I do it. I believe the house to the builder. The house key I bring. I have plan to back fater at 17:00 in orfer to can close the house when the bulder go back to home. Evidently I'm not discipline, because I can not control my wish / will. I fail to control it. I only success to write daily experience, especially the dream of today and sent email to team about lecture of presentation material. It is "Kebebasan dan Kesetaraan. Mr. Nabil respons fast it. He still at East Java to tomb his father in laws that pass away on Saturday, October 10, 2015.
Than I go back to home. The back room already clean my builder only rest the little rubbish. I change the electric light bulb (bolalampu listrik) in order to I can see the book clear when read the book. Than I read the book after cook vegetable and rice. Than I'm sleep.
Thursday , October 13 - 14, 2015: - success determination myself
I get up with dream of sad to me, my house begin to build. This dream make me sad. I surrender my life to God on pray at morning. Than I begin move the property to back room that already renovation yesterday. I have 1 hour time for it, the limit time that I should be used whereas all success on time. I try to do it. Seldom I angry to myslef because why not move it in last night before sleep. But I try to apologize myself while try to work faster. I see the time. It is 05:55 am when I finish move all. Only spring bad I rest (sisa / tinggal) on front room. I take a bath on 16:05. I take bath faster. Than I'm breakfat. I eat all vegetable that I cook in last night. It's carrot, potato and pumpkin (labu). I dip (mencedok) rice than put on rice place. I open the banana of ripe than put up there. I close. I wear the school dress, wear new shoes and check (menitipkan) house key to Bu De (neigbour of Catholic) that their house parallel (sejajar) with my rent house. Than I start to school. I arrive on time. I arrive at 16:38 am at JPS. Thank you Lord.
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Today, I'm fail. In fact I went to Lembar Karmel Puncak, Bogor West Java to join on Holy Mass there. The official had decide, we start at 05:00 am from Saint Albert church Harapan Indah. I'm miss management of myself. I went to Jakarta and recent go back to rent house in middle night than I sleep on 03:00 am. Than I get up of 03:00 am after hear ring of handphone. Mr. Sofyan as official call. "Mr. Frans, we wait you only. Where are you?" he ask."I'm still at home," I ask. "We wait at bundaran HI," he ask. I'm panic. I prpare myself. "Than he call again;" We already in bundaran HI," where are you? : he ask. "Okay, please you start. May be I use train and we meet at Bogor," I say. "Where in Bogor?" he ask. It is near station. "We are not by pass Bogor Station," he ask. Than I think, is need or no go go there. If I go so many money I use for this journey. Than I decide I cancel to go there. I'm blame myself. I miss management of myself. I'm so slow. I lose money IDR 175.000 and lose the time. All of this because I miss management myself. You are so slow. Please discipline, Frans. I try to sorry myself, create peace. Than I decide to sleep again. My hp ring again. It is sms and calling. Evidently Mr. Sofyan. I'm let it. I decide to continue sleep. I get up on 11:00. I write dream and Manggarai culture than buy food and rice in Rawa Indah after refill fuel in Kampung Bogor.
Please upgrade yourself, Franck, especially self management. Please disciplinne and have high quality of life.
Saturday, September 23, 2017. I seldom stunned (bengong). I start from home to JPS. Today the teachers is holiday but I entrance to do the administration of DAPODIK. I hurry up to JPS. The time show at 06:34 when I arrive at lobby A. I just as fail, I reluctant (enggan) to finger print. Why? I feel that I'm late. Than I direct to go to teacher room. I open my laptop. I see the time. It is 06:38 am. Than I aware. The time work of JPS atart at 06:45 am. It means I'm not late. I run to go to the frist flor from seconf floor to finger print. The time show at 06:39 am when I finger print. Oh my God (OMG), what is happening with my memory? Why Am I often stunned (bengong)? What is happen with my health so make me often stunned (bengong)?
Sunday, November 12, 2017. I bought betel in Pasar Family, Harapan Indah on 19:00 pm after finish Holy Mass at Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah, Bekasi. I bought it for Mom Regina who eat of it. I buy two packs (bungkus) of betel leaf (daun sirih) and betel nut (buah pinag). I submit money to pay betel leaf (daun eirh). Than I count betel nut (buah pinang), Than I want to go back. "Sorry, not pay yet. " the tradel betel said. "Oh.. sorry, " I forget. Thank you because had remind me," I said. Than I pay IDR 10.000. "The betel leaf (daun sirih) I had pay. Please you check. The money is IDR 10.000," I said". He check. It okay. Please pay for betel nut only," he said. I take money IDR 10.000. "Thank you," I said. Wow...... my memory seldom forget. Please be careful, Frans.
On Wednesday / Thursday, 8 / 9 November 2017, my one up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah). This is second break into after break into in last year. During long time my up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah) and holey (berlubang). And today break into (pecah) for second time. There are two pieces (keping) that broken into today. I feel there is something in mouth than I touch it with hand. Evidently the pieces (kepingan) of teeth. Than my hand touch again, there is part molars (geraham) that rocking (goyang). Than I revoke (mencabut) it. Than I save. Than I come to mirror in toilet. I see my mouth. I count my molars. "Evidently my fourth up molars (geraham) had broken into. The sum of molars are 5, and the fourth molars had broken into. Wow.....I remember myself. I reflection my life. "How many molars human being belonging?" In my calculation the molar sum 20, and other teeth sum 14. Evidently according information data in internet, the total teeth for adul is 32 (20 molars, 6 canines tooth - gigi taring - , 6 incisors series - gigi seri - From this count there is part that begin off, include up molar. My teeth or molars (geraham) broken onto (pecah) and holey because attack of bacteria (bakteri).
On November 21, 2017, I have many experiences. It is about my mental. I forget my handphone twice. The first forget in home when I come from Community Health Centre (Puskesmas) of Setia Asih. Lucky not so far so I can come again to take it. I back and forth (bolak - balik) come to home, to take handphone. The second when I go back to home in evening. I forget my handphone in school. I know of it when I get up in the morning for tomorrow. Wow... what happen with my mental?
On February 22, 2018, I got orange from a student Primary 4A, Bryan. He gave it in their class when I teach Religion to them. When lunch I eat the orange. Than I put the orange peel (kulit jeruk) on plastic. Than I put it on trash can (tempat sampah). In evening I clean my box food. I clean it but no found the spoon. Than I think, certainly it is in the plastic that I had throw aray (buang) to trash can in the school. I aware my mistake. On the next day, February 23, 2018, I trace it. I find it at trash can. Lucky the Office boy / girl not take it yet. I find it. I take than clean again tahn put on box food. Be carefully, Franck.
February Wednesday 21 February 2018 or Thursday, Feb. 23, 2018, I teach Primary 3A. Sir, you teach make me like Pkn." Maxy said. I smile. Thank you Maxi.
Thursday, Feb. 22 2018: Sir, just as you use the same dress everyday," Javinia, P4A (C) said. "For thursday, I use yellow uniform, I answer. Today, Bryan give orange to me. Thank you Brian.
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Sunday, March 19, 2023,
I'm get up about 07.30 am. I'm prepare the food. I'm breakfast of food. I cook the papaya leaves. Than i'm breakfast than I take a bath. Today, our Environment - Saint Alfonsus 1 - have duty to choir in the Saint Albert Church. Before in the morning I join on community service ( kerja bakti) in Jln. Jln. Gading Raya . I join after breakfast and take a bath. I use the work cloth and bring hook iron (besi pengait). In near gate Blok B I meet Mr. Dody who return to home just as stop his work . I meet Mr. Teja too. I see the location that still have people who work. In near Padang Restaurant I find it. Mr. Teja ask me to join on his motor cycle. I do it. I try to hide my shy feel because come late. Than I join on community service (kerja bakti). I pull the rubbish in waterways (channel) that the water pool. The water seem dirty. There are many rubbish there. I try to carry the fresh rubbish and plastic rubbish, etc. The inhabitant (warga) cut the trees and plant. In heart I protest. Why? The World still environment crisis now and with cut the trees and plant we join of destroy the environment. The basic problem in VMG is flood because no wide space to accomodate the water. It should be we find the solution., not cut the trees and plant," I say in my heart. We work. We burn the rubbish. There are people taje the dry wood to burn the rubbish. I help to burn it. I try to blend (membaur) and socialize (bersosialisasi) with other people. We work together. Mr. Yusuf (RW) buy coconut ice. I take one wrap. "Thank you Mr. Yusup (Pa RW). Than I put it on the Bintaro tree. It fall down. I take it than wash dran drink. I ask the straw (sedotan) in Bakso kiosk. The owner give it. Than I taste it. I see Mr. Ridwan Daulay and Mr. haji Slmaet discuss about education. Just as Mr. Daulay ask to collaboration. I'm work in Education during 38 years," he say. Than we try to burn the rubbish. Than Mr. Yusuph ask us to cillect in Blok A in near Mosque. We by the way. I'm eating cake and drink water. Than we luch. The inhabitant (warga) Blok A community service (bakti sosial) too. They want to cast (mengecor) Blok A that seem untidy the main road and the paths. "Each owner car we ask IDR 200.000 and each motor cycle ask IDR 25.000, " Mr. Yusup say. Than I listen they talk about regeneration the leadership of RW. The mothers in Blok A prepare the food for lunch. They prepare the rice, pumpkins, cucumber (mentimun), round eggs , Chily sauce and duck meat. I taste it. This for twice I' eating the duck meat. I'm eat the duck meat the first when Mr. Julius ask me to eat it. He treared me that time in Rawasari / near campus STF Driyarkara Jakarta. Abd the second today. I take it. Wow.... the duck meat hahve many bone and the meat is tough (alot). I only take little. I smeel the stench (bau amis). I'm not so desire to eat it. I eat fried tempeh and other food. I'm eat pudding too. The situation of work is rilex. There is people who play music. The special car for music tools. Wow........ he is human man. He get call from his wife. "Please bring to here honey, no need shame he say to his wife when his wife talk him to pick up the pudding. ' This pudding for the young people (ABG). The puding finsih too. The other staff take the duck meat than give to inhabitan s whoo community sercide in their path. Than I go back. I permission to them. I go back. The condition so cold. I'm in full stomach. I go to home. I'm relax in terrace while practice the liturgy songs that we want to sing on next afterrnoon when Holy Sass In Saint Albert Harapan Indah Church / parish. Than I take a bath. Than "m rest on about 14.00 pm. I'm not sleep only lie down (berbaring) re rileks. Than I get up to wash my haed and face that perpare to go to the church. Before I ask Ms Rensy who still iron the dress to iron my dress to join on Holy Mass. Than I'm luch /supper than I wash my mouth / tooth teeth than start to church on 17.10 pm. "Do you want to join together me to the Church?" I ask. "Oh... no, thank you, we use the Grab Car," they say. Before I prepare the the text of songs than I put in in Mr. Elin's bad room. Than I go to the kitchen. Than I start. Than I aware that the songs text song I forget. I aware it when had arrived in the Church. Wow..... I'm critical (parah). I 'm shame. I entrance the Choir place. The member of choir had present. I arrive on 17.35 am, 5 minutes before the Holy Mass to start. "Sorry, my text forget at home," I say."It is okay," for moment you use Mr. Hendri's text," he say. Than we start our Holy Mass. the Holy Mas lead by Father Dipta,Pr. "Today is Sunday of Laetare (Joy/ Sukacita). In second read there is inspiration taht the light produce truth (kebenaran) , justice (keadilan) and kindness (kebaikan). Mr. henry come. I give the songs text to him. Mr. Totok help me. We use the same text. Than when finish Holy Mas we drink and eat snake . Than we wait in the church to set place for Moundy Thursday (Kamis Putih). Than we set the place. We use the plastic chair too. Than we go the Pastoral Work Bulding (Gedung karya Pastoral) to Choir Practice. I meet may people there, include mr. Chirt Kia who as chairman of FLOBAMORA Group. He ask my number after choir practice. He read tone nicely and allpy it nicely to the song. I'n still slow to understand it. I need long time to understand it. I'm slow learner (?). Ms Iren (?) whi play pianis, Ms Anstasia as conductor, Mr. Kamidi as solo. The popeles who chor practice in now is Alfonsus ! - V. It's mix. group. There are many peoples who join on group choir. It is about 60 peoples. Than I help Mr. ...... to gathering the rubbish (sampah). Than we go back to home. "See you again Mr. Aris and may you fast recover," I say to Mr. Aris. "Okay, thank you," he say. Than I go back to home. I refill fuel in Bogor Village. I refill IDR 10.000. Than I go to home. I home we by the way than I read news about Badminton, especially the Men Doublae Al England Final, Hendra/Ahsan vs Fajar Rian. The rsult is Farar Rian win. Than I read soccess news abour preparation the Duel Clasico, Madrid vs Barca that play in home of Barca.


