Selasa, 25 Februari 2014

MY HEALTH



Pebruari...... 2014  - I feel  my  heart  is  sick . Is  this  heart  attack?


February 25, 2014, at  12.45, I feet  my heart  is  sick /  painful (nyeri). Is  this  early  heart attack (serangan jantung). Lord  please  help  me  to  handle  this  disease (penyakit). In last  morning  I have  bad  dream  that  mom  of  Regina  is   die. What  is  happen   with  this  dream   if   net  with  my  health? Please  help  me  Lord/ I'm nervous, afraid  but  I  resigned (pasrah). Lord, please  help  me.
(JPS, Feb. 25, 2014).



anxious  and  afraid  if  get  stroke
Friday, February 28, 2014. I so anxious  and  afraid  if  get  stroke.
I go  back to home  of  rent  at  VMG  Gading. My  situation  now  not  fresh. I  supper. I feel  my  feet  and  hand  not  good. I'm sleep. I feel  not  good too. My  organs (feet, hand)   feel  not  good.  My think  and  brain   imagine (membayangkan) disease (penyakit) of  stroke (stroke). I'm  so  anxious (cemas). I get  up  again. I  take  massage (minyak) urut. I massage  by feet  by  myself. Than I ask  to  Mr. Dami. He  help  me  to  do  it. I feel  better. I can  sleep.  Please  help  me  Lord.

Monday, February 3, 2014. I teach  the  students. I experience just  as  disturb   on  my  heart.  I feel  my  foot   is cold. Wow....

Thursday, March  20, 2014. I type  blog. I experience just  as  disturb   on  my  heart. Before  it  just  as  shoot  on top  of  penis. I think  diabetes. I go to  toilet. When pee  no  sick. It  means  not  diabetes but   may be  heart  attack.  I feel  my  foot   is cold. Wow...... Lord, please  help  me.

Saturday, March 22, 2014. I go to Saint  Carolus  hospital to check up my health. I consultation with general doctor. He  is  Wiliam . I check my  condition of   blood  sugar condition on my  body. The  nurse help me. I get  130. It  means  normal. Than I check up  heart beat (detak jantung) / record  of  heart (rekam jantung). For  the  first  I do  this. I sleep with face  to up  that the  tools  put  on my  chest. The  record almost 15 minutes. Than I wait  the  result. Doctor  says  that my health  of  heart  and blood  sugar  still  normal. I'm  very  happy  because  I  anxious (cemas) my condition of  health  especially my  heart. Obviously the  doctor say  to  me  I get  ulcer (maag). It  means  my  side  is  broken. "Wow... because  I so saving (hemat). I eat  on  the  morning  than  on evening  supper  at home. My pattern  of food  not  good. It's  make  me  ulcer (maag). I get  medicine  from  doctor.  I pay Rp 266.000.  I promise  to  control pattern of  food. No eat  of  salt  and   chilly while  bring  food  to school, jogging / sport in the  morning. I go to Paseban  market  to buy place  of  food. There  I buy  hanger too, I buy place  to  bring  food, spoon, looking  for   headband (destar). I looking for headband (destar) so  long  but  not  find  it. On Paseban market  I see  the  police eat of  lunch  at kiosk  of  food  at  Paseban market. I buy papaya Rp 3.000. I eat  it.  I continue  my journey to Senen. I on foot. I cross  at  Pal Putih shelter. There  I meet beggar of  man  that  disable (cacat). I give  coin Rp 500  to him. I go  to  Kwitang area. I'm lunch there. I pay Rp 10.000 for rice, food, fish. I come  to  BCA Bank. I transfer money Rp 5.000.000 (five millions) to Michael Pandu. I pay insurance of  Prudential  and  installment (cicilan) to  cooperative of  CUBG, Rp 50.000.   Than I entrance to Atrium Senen. Enough long  time I'm not  entrance  there. I want  to search of  headband (destar). From one gallery to  the  other  gallery  I come  but  I fail to  find it. I by pass on  bridge of  cross  of  Senen  that already place  of  marketing / shop to sale of  material. Wow... the people use  the  place  very effectively.  Than I continue my journey to Church of  Cathedral  of  Jakarta to  mass.  I join on afternoon  mass. 

Saturday, March 22, 2014 - mass  at  Cathedral  Church  - Father  Sigit, SJ: Samaria  women  at Jacob  Well (Sumur). She  is sinners  but  than he  believe  to Jesus  than  proclaim  about  Jesus. He become  witness (saksi) of  Jesus  Christ. Than  many people  believe  to  God (Jesus  Christ - not because his proclaim  but  they have person experience  with Jesus. Spirit of  Jesuit  Conggregation (Ugnatian spirit)  follow  the  Samaria  women. "Jesus bigger  while me  smaller". (John 4: 5-42).  This  is  spirit  of  empowerment (pemberdayaan).--- At  Cathedral  Church  at  near  altar  there  are  two   statues (patung) of  saints : Saint  Ignatius and  Saint  Francis Xaverian ( proclaim Gospel up to Maluku, SX  founder?). I come to  Church / place  of  mass   on time (before  mass)

Mr. Hila contact  me. When finish  mass I go  to Cempaka  Putih. Mr. Hila  wait  me. He want to help me  to massage  me. I use Metomini 47. I pay Rp 3.000.  I on foot  to  Wisma 25. I meet  with my brothers, Mr. Hila. In evening he massage me.

Sunday, March 23, 2014. I stay at  Wisma 25. At afternoon / evening I  discuss  with Hedvy / Lipus  about  Gospel  that proclim  today. I share  what I hear  from Cathedral church  abour  Samaria  women. She  is  sinner  but  she dare  to  proclaim Jesus  Christ.

Sunday, November 23, 2014.
I went to Puncak. I join on group that lead by Mr. Sofyan. I pay Rp 150.000.  We start  on 05.00  from saint Albertus  Church. We take passaner at Saint Antonius Ottista, Jakarta. We arrive  at Lembah Karmel, Cikanyere, Cipanas / Cianjur  on 09.00.

 Wednesday, July 1, 2015. I get cold (pilek)  when at Wela. May be  because cold (pilek). I forget to bring handkenchief. I use dress to clean snot that liquid and melt (meleleh). This is  embarrassing (memalukan).

Friday, July 17, 2015. I check my health condition at Surabaya terminal. It  is  free in frame Eid Al - Fitr (Idulfitri). My blood pressure is 165 /...."Wow... it  is  so high. May be during holiday I eat much beacon so my pressure of  blood is  high.  I get  medicine from Surabaya post homecoming (posko mudik Surabaya).

When arrive at Jakarta / Cikarang on Sunday, July, 19, 2015 I check press of blood at Ms. Fifi's (Juan's mother  house). Mt peresure  of  blood is 170 /..... "May be because I'm tired because  journey from Flores to  Jakarta," I say.

Than on Sunday, August 9, 2015, I check up again. My blood pressure is 175 / . Wow..... this risk. The docter of Faridz  give medicine at JPS School because  check up there. Dr. Faridz  give  CAPTOPRIL  medicine of tablet. It  is  free check up. This  is  check up special for Flores people. Docter Faridz  want  to make  research with Flores people as samples. Mr. Ben Ayung,  Mr. Niko, Mr. Thomas, Mr. Bento and I check up today. Mr. Ben Ayung and I get hypertention. I'm higer that Mr. Ben Ayung on blood pressure. Wow... be carefully, Frans.

Sunday, August 16, 2015 I check up again at Cipayung.   My blood pressure is 149.
I get  cold  since today. Than I  buy medicine of cold but  not effectively. Than I buy the other  medicine of  cold. It is  help me. I looking  for handkerchief too. I ask in alfa mark and Indo mark but none. I ask on kiosk. None too. Finally I  get  and  find at kiosk at near Perapatan Bogor, . I buy two handkerchief. After   drink the medicine the   snot (ingus)  stop.  I'm happy. 


 Monday. February 1, 2016. I go back late to home. The sky cloud. When I go back the rain come. It is the big rain. Although use raincoat and plastic I'm wet too.  I'm forget to bring jacket, so the rain direct touch dress and skin. In the evening I get cold. May be 2 week I got cold. I'm not drink medicine. Than the cold recovered.


Tuesday. March  21, 2018.  I'm  cough (batuk). Today  Thursday, March 22, 2018 I want to go to the doctor to  get medicine.

 On May 1, 2018, I go to the doctor in Kampung  Bogor to get medicine.  The doctor check  me  include my blood press is 120 / 90 . "The  blood  press is normal," he said. "Thank you  doctor. I'm very happy because before my blood pressure reach 170. "please sleep enough ,  keep the diet (jaga pola makan), avoid stress  and   spoort," he said. Than I get medicine. I pay IDR 50.000

Monday, April 8. 2019/ I get accident  of motor cyle in Kmpung Bogor, Setia Asih, Tarumajaya, Bekasi. I want to go back to school after  visit  or  stop by (singgah) in home.  I want to buy powdered powder (bedak bubuk) of MBK. "Non here," the owner  of kiosk said, than I start my morot cycle. I'm not see to back. When I drive a motor cyle come to near me. It horn (klakson). I'm shock. I try to avoid accident. I'm lose of balance. I'm fall down, slam (banting) to left. The motor cyle hit  and oppressive (menimpa) my leg. I pull it. I'm feel sick. My motor cycle  lying down (tergeletak in land). My handphone thrown off Terlempar). I try to pick up (memungut)  it. My troussers muddy (berlumpur).   There is man help me. I get up. Than I sit on the bank in front of kiosk. A man help me. He lift my motor cycle. I'm  forget to give thanks to him. I'g regret. Than  owners kiosk  coe. They are women. We by the way. I collect my things, include handphone. "What will I do? " I ask. "Better I  I go to the doctor to get treatment (pengobatan). I drive motor cycle. My left leg still sick. I force to can press the gear of motor cycle. I arrive in Policlinik (poliklinik). I dialog with docter. The doctor check my blood pressure." It is 120/90." he said. Than I check my uric accid. "It is 7,3. It is hinger, while the normal condition 3,5 -6,5," he said. I shoul be give attention about it. Than  I pay. "Please pay IDR 60.000." he said. "Sorry doctor, my money only IDR 50.000. "It does not matter," he said. Thank you doctor.  The doctor  give receipt, recipe copy (copy resep) than  medicine. "I these  medicine include  fo pain and awelling (bengkak)," I ask to him. : Yes, both," I said.  "Thank you doctor. Than I go home. In home I take the hot water  than compress and massage (pijat) . I use  towel  and  hot  water in order to    the muscle (otot) that rigid (kaku)  become  bending (lentur). Than I sent message to Mr. Mario that I permission to policlinic to get threatment (obat).  I wash my trousser that  muddy. Than I start to school. Before I refill  fuel to Pertamina Kampung Bogor, Setia Asih Tarumajaya Bekasi. I refill IDR 10.000. Than I go back to school. Than I lead Ms. Sisca to  input data  to DAPODIK system. She success in put  three  students the system.  Than I go back. I meet  with Mr, Mario.  We by the way. Than  I continue to go to the teacher  room. I continue do my duty.





Minggu, 09 Februari 2014

EXPERIENCE AT VMG - volume 2

Saturday, February 8, 2014.
I get  up. The  rain season still  take place (berlangsung). The  flood still  take place too. There are  rubbish  that come together water. Our  page  of  home have  rubbish too. The  water already  receding (surut). I clean the  rubbish. I use  broom stick (sapu lidi)  and broom fibers (sapu ijuk).  When I clean the hole of  infiltration (resapan), so many  rubbish  just as plastic, cloth, iron, stone, land / soil  available  there. Ms  Vita  see  me  clean  it. She offer  the  project  spoon  to handle  it. Thank  you," I say. Ms  Vitha  is  Moslem  women  while  I'm  Catholic. Although difference religion it  not make  reason  for  us  to help  one  the  other. Base  on fact flood  that still take  place, we  need the  good  environment. So we  care  to  clean  environment, so  w  mutual  help  and mutual  support.

On  middle  day, Ms Fifi (Vincent and  Dimas)  mother  sent  to  our  leasing  house about  vegetable of  papaya leaf (daun pepaya)   and  porridge  of  green  beans (kacang  ijo).  They are  so good  to  us. May be  the Lord  gave  grace  and  thank  for  their  kindness.


Monday - Tuesday, February 17 - 18, 2014: Creative  people: Dami.

We  buy  rice  but  still  have  many bran (dedak), skill of  paddy  and  paddy. It  is  disturb  if  direct  to  cook. We  have  not  winnow (penampi = nyiru). What  trick to get  clean rice? I think  Mr. Dami will wash it  use  water. Evidently he so  something  that our  of  box  mine. He  clean the  rice  from  bran (dedak), skill of  paddy  and  paddh  use  plastic  place. "Wow... this  is  creative  people," I say  in  my  heart. Wonderful  him. I proud  to  people  that  creative.

Saturday, March 8, 2014.

My  MBK powder (bedak) is  discharged (habis). I  get  bed  smell  from my armpit (ketiak). Where  I   buy  it? I ask  to  my  heart. I go  to  JPS. I layover  (singgah) at  kiosk  at  margin  road  at  Kampung  Bogor. I ask  there. Obviously available. I buy  it. I buy s sachet.

In afternoon  I go  back  to  home.  On  this  evening  I get  duty to lead pray on Catholic meeting  of  Saint  Alfonsus, meeting  of  Lent  / Fasting  (Prappaska /Puasa). This  is  first meeting. After eat  rice  and  cucumber  that  I buy  at  Village  of  Bogor, I take  a bath. I join  with  Mr. Anto, Dimas  to   venue  of  meeting  at  Mr  and  Ms  Yance. When I arrive    many Catholic  people  there. Mr. Dias, Mr. Harjono   and  their  family already  come.  We  by  the  way. The  people  that  come enough  many so  the home  and  terrace. Almost 40 Catholic  peoples  tat  come. They are parents, and  children. Usually  they  come  complete. We share faith experience. Mr. Aloy ( Manggarai  people)  and  Mr. Alo / Supri  (East  Flores  people  share  idea.). My motivation  to serve  on  church  is   implementation of  faith  just  as  Sint  James  sais. "Faith without  action  is  die".  All  people that faith to God of  Jesus Christ  can recovery  all  people  that  sick, not  only   priest. When my child is  sick  of  typhus (tipus) I pray him / her. I  bless (memberkati)  the  water  and  anoint (mengurapi) oil  than lubricate  to her / him. He  is  recover. Father Joseph Jaga  Dawan, SVD  forbid  the  lay to  do  it. Only  priest  that  have authority for  it,' he  said  but  according  to  me, all  people  that believe  to  Jesus  Christ  can  do  it whereas  he  faith to Jesus,"  Mr. Aloy  said. A women student senior / junior HS  share  her  experience. When the  pray finish, we  eat  cake  and  noodles. Than  i join  with  Mr. Anto  to  go  home. Function we  come to meeting of  faith to support  and  to pray. Mr. Aloy (Flores  Timur)  ask  it  to  all Catholic  people. In their  recidence  still  have  problem  from  the  other  people from  the  other  religion / group. May  be  FPI (terorist?). They  want  to  use public  facility on regency to build  mosque  but  moslem  people  on  that regency not support  /  sympathetic with their  action.  I go  back to  home. Than I'm  rest.

Monday, March 10 2014.
I go home  on evening  after  do  some  duty.  I forget to  take  the  motor cycle.  I know  it when  I get up early  that  the  motor cycle  still  at  motor  cycle. Lucky no people  that  come  to   steal (mencuri)  it. I often careless. I careless  since  from  school  up  to  home. Please  be carefully, Franck.

Saturday, March  29, 2014

I have  program  to  go  to  Jkarta. Mr. Rony   sms    me  to  ask go  to office  of  SAMSAT of  Central  Jakarta  to  pay  tax (pajak)  of  motor  cycle. "This  month  is  the  end  time  to  delete  of  fine (denda)  of  late  of  pay  of  motor  cycle  tax," Mr. Rony  says. Wow... I so  slow to  response  this. I'm  not  prepare the  document. I decide  to  postpone  to  go  to  Jakarta. I looking  for  data  about  We;a  case. I print  it.  I go back  to  home  on afternoon. I decide to go  to  Jakarta  on  Sunday, March 30, 2014.


Sunday, March 30, 2014.
I get  up  early. I decide  to  jogging. I  do  it  at  VMG  complex. May be  I get  up  on 04.00  am. I'm jogging than  take  a bath,  breakfast  than    start  to   Jakarta.
At. Jl. Boulevard, near  Heloconia housing  complex  I see  girl  that  on foot. She  bring book  of  song. "Certainly  it  is  Catholic  people   that  want  to go  to  Saint Albertus  Church  to  join on holy  mass. I stop my motor  cycle  than  invite  her  to  join on my  motor  cycle. Than we  by  the  way. I ask  her. "I'm  Yuly. I'm  from Kupang, Timor, NTT. I sata  at  Heliconio housing  complex. My  boss  Catholic  too  but   they  still go  out  now. I want  to go  to  Saint  Albertus  Church," She  says. "I'm  Frans. I'm  from  Manggarai, Flores. I'm staying  at  Vila  Mutiara  Gading (VMG). I will  go  to  Jakarta. I wiil  join on holy mass  at  Jakarta," I say  to  her. I stop my motor  cycle  at  near  saint Albertus  Church. Than I  save  my  motor cycle  at  daycare   motors (tempat penitipan motor)  at  Aqua ( Pondok Ungu). Than I use  bus 45  to  Pulo Gadung. I pay Rp 4.000.

Tuesday, April  8, 2014.
I print  data  to  bring / sent  to  Wela. It's   United Nations about  Indigenous People. I want  to  support my  brother  Mr. Beny  and Mr. Hubert  that  get  problem with Manggarai Government  ( Mr. Antonius  Kanja) -.. Tomorrow, Mr. Vian's  sister -  Ms  Di / Dingin - want  to Pagal - Cibal  Ruteng / Manggarai. I want to  commend (menitipkan) the  article  through  her. I print  it  at  school  than  bring to  home. I wrap  it  on envelope. I success  to open the envelope  that  alredy  close (lock / glue - melem)  than  put  the  increase  article  than I glue  again.  In evening the  other  brothers  come. They are  Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian's  friends. Thay have  group  that have  the  same  interest is  playing  card. They are  Mr. Gus, Mr. Jack, Mr. Gorom , . They play  card.  Than Mr. sony  come.  I take  sleep. I give  my envelope  to  Ms  Di. At  the  early  morning  at 03.00  Ms  Di  and Mr. Vian  go  to  Soekarno Hatta air port  because  on 06.00 the aeroplane  start  to Bali - / Denpasar  that transit there / Denpasar  that  go  to  Labuan  bajo - West manggarai - Flores. We  watch soccer of  Cahmpion League - Chelsea  vs PSG. Play  at  place  of  Chelsea. Chelsea win 2 -0, whereas  they  lose  3 - 1  when play  at  home  of  PSG. Mourinho  is  the  smart  motivator.  Madrid  lose 2 -0   vs  Borosia Dortmund, but  Madrid  go ahead  to  next session   because when play  at  Madrid, they win 3 - 1.  Than I sleep  again. Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian  continue  to  brain sport  through  play  card. Mr. Vian go  back. "I meet  Father  Martin, OFM - Tentang parish father - "Wow... it  's  nice  if  if  the  envelope  to  my  brother  Mr. Di  can  give to  Father  Martin. I try  to  cantact  Ms  Di," I say. I will  say  to Father  Martin too, Mr. Vian says.  I sms  Ms  Di  and  Father  Martin, OFM. Ms  Di  do  it. I get  sms  about  it. 

Today  is holiday  because Parliament General Election. I'm  not  join. All  people  at  our  home  not  join. I breakfast. I fill  pulse than buy eggs. Than I go  to  Mr. Barnabas  house. I'm  not like  to  stay at  home  because  the  guest  that  come  to  play card. Play card / gambling (judi)  not  match  with  my  spirit. In afternoo  the  friends  that play card  go  back. In afternoon  I sleep. Than  we  gather  at  Mr. Anto  and  Ms  Fifi's  house  . We  celebrate Vincent's 7  birthday. We  eat  meat (beacon, cow, chicken - fish - fruit - : waremelon (semangka, bark (salak). We  eat  so  full. We  eat  cake  too. Mr. Barnabas, Mr. Egy, Mr. Jack, Mr. Vian, Mr. Egy  Mr. Dami  and  I  join. Vincents  grand  mother  from Jogya  come to  celebrate  it.
Than  we  sleep.

I can  not  sleep  nicely  because  so  hot. Because  full  stomach? May be  too. I wact soccess od  Cahmpion League : Bayern Munchen  vs  MU. Munchen  win 3 - 1  while  Atletico  Madrid  vs  Barca  1 -0  for  win  of  Atletico. Than I sleep. I get  up than  start  to  school. I arrive  on  time  at  school  at 06.56. Mr. jack  drive  my  motor  cycle.

I school I teach primary 1A, 1C, 3A, 5A. When teach Primary 3A, Crayola program so many PC  that  broken. I give  cagnce  to  student  to  play  the  others  software. For  Primary 5A, I teach Allice. I study  together  students. 

In afternoon  I see some  students  to  do  project  of  IPA. I  help  them to  make  it. Ms  Dwi angry  to  them. Rivanca, Kevin  and  Shannon  not  finish  yet . Kevin  and Rivanca that taklactive. I so regret  to  them. I help them  how  to  make  it.  Kevin's  parent  and Rivanca's  oldest sister angy  to  Kevin  and Rivanca. "Do you want  to  move  from here?. You alway play, not  focus  on your  work," Kevin's  father  complain.
I try  to  transfer's   their  data  than  print  it.

Than I contact  my  brother  Mr. Beny. The  data  already arrive  at  village. Than I call  to  Lembor. I talk  with  my oldest sister  ms  Yustina  and  mother  regina. Mother  Regina  go  to Lembor to  visit  her brother  and  her  first  child  and  family  at  Golo Karot  - Lembor.

 Saturday, April  12, 2014.

I get  up early.  I jogging around  VMG. Some people  sport  in  the  morning. We use general place  to sport. I see a family ( father  ant  2  sons) play badminton. The father teach his  sons  to  play  it. I try  to move  my  part  of  bodies. Than I go back. I wash my dress  than  breakfast. I use salt  fish  as   side  dish (lauk).. It  is  dangerous  to  me  because  I get  strike  of  hypertension (hipertensi). On last  evening  I did  it  again. It  is  dangerous. I'm not   discipline  and  consistent (konsisten).Than I wash my dress. I enjoy happy after  jogging, take a rest, breakfast  than  take  a bath. Than I start  to  school. I  red  news.



Thursday, April 17, 2014.

Thursday  white. What is  the  white?  Sacrifice (pengurbanan / pengorbanan) of  Jesus  Christ  that give  Himslef  with totally.

"They  eat  faster  ( mereka  makan  cepat-cepat).

Wednesday, April  23, 2014
In  evening  the  rain  come. It  is  so  big. I use  raincoat  at  top limit  of Aralia / Harmoni -  Rawa  Indah - the  rain  come. The  rain  come  so  big  when I arrive  at  Kampung  Bogor. I stop  at  place  if  sale  pulse of  electric. I buy pulse  20  with  cost Rp 21.000. I wait  the  rain  stop. When  the  rain  stop I start  to  home. I arrive  there. My dress  wet. I take  a bath than  by  the  way  with  brother. Reva - Mr. Robert - Ms  Thress  child - come  to  our rent  house. She  call  us  to  eat together to  celebrate  Mr. Dito Anselmus  birthday  in  their  home. Mr. Yu  already  make  vegetable, but  not  for  my vegetable. I need  cook  vegetable  - no  need  to   put  salt  because  I  get hypertension (hipertensi).  Ms  refa  come  to  call  us  to  eat  in  their  home. We  go  to  there. We  pray  together. Mr. Robert - Ms  Theres     lead  pray. We  follow. Than we supper  together. They invite  Moslem neighbor. We  eat  together. Than we  by  the  way. We  talk situation  at  our  school (Saint James / Yakobus- Kelapa Gading, Pax Ecclesia - Kemang  Pratama - ). Than we (Mr. Egy, Mr. Vian, Mr. Jack / Yakobus - Mr. Yu, Mr. Barnabas  and I  go  back  to  home. We  are  rest.


Friday, April 25, 2014.
Today  Mr. Egy  birthday. At  evening  we  eat  together. Our  group  celebrate  it. Today  we  big  eat:  fish, chicken,  kale (kangkung), banana, etc. Mr.  Ben  and  family  come.  Mr. Barnabas  come  late. Today  have  choir  exercise  at  Mr.  Anto's  house. I'm  absent.

May,  second MAy, date......  2014.
We  get  fruit from neighbour  of  house. They are  from  Java. They are  very  good. They  are  Moslem / Islam people. They are are  Mama  Vitha  and  her  family. In evening  she  give  watermelon (semangka), I eat  it.  Thank  you  neighbor.

May 20, 2014.
VMG, Blok B4. Our  housing  enough  many people of children. They  Play in evening. They  use  our   terrace (teras)  of  house  to play  of  box   and  seek  (kotak  umpat) . They   hide  and search  the  people. They  touch  the one place  that they agree as  fort (benteng). They are  so  enjoy. I talk  with  Serly. She  talk  about  ghost (hantu)  and  devil (setan).  Serli  school  at  Gema  Qolbu. The  other girls  of  student  study  at  Gema  Nurani.  Vitha's  mother  give  us  snack  of  "Kuaci".
Before  it  I cook  vegetable. I fried  tempeh. It  is  on  fire (terbakar). Than I  mix with tomato. It  is  still  good.  Mr. Vian  eat  the  end, not  get  food.  Mr. Egy, Mr. Jack  and  I seem  cruel  because  not  save  food  for  him?  Why? Because  Mr. Vial  often not  eat  at  home. So  we  think he3  already  supper. He looking  for  food  for supper.


Saturday, May  31, 2014.
I'm  get  up  early. I get  up  because  my  mobile  phone  is  ring . I handle. Ms  Merry  call. Please  send  pulse  Rp 10.000  today,"  she  ask. Okay," I say. Than I jogging. I jongging  to   Pisang  Batu   village. I  jogging   only  use feet, without   pedestal  (alas) feet  (sandals  or  shoes). I by  pass   field (padang)  of  weeds.  I see  people  drive  motor cycle  on wood  bridge. Wow... they  are  wonderful. It  is  old  bridge. I do  dare  to  drive  motor cycle  there. Than I  wash  dress, cook food  and  vegetable (carot),  peel  (kupas)  mango, cook   of  carrot  of  vegetable, fried  egg. Mr. Egy  get  influenza  because  get  rain on  last  night.  I'm  washing   dress, take  a bath, breakfast / lunch  than  start  to  school. Before  it  I pay  installment (cicilan)  to  cooperation  of  CUBG.
I entrance  to  school.  I  read  the  news. Than  my  brother  Mr. Beny  Jelami call  me. We  talk  about  Hila. We  want  to  go  back  to  Wela. What  will he  do  there  to  get  money? Please  work there. Mr. Ansel call  him that  say  the  reason  why he  wiil  go  back  to  Wela. There  are   4  reason:  There  is  his  freind  that already promotion to  employee  while  he  is  not  yet. Hila  disappointed  (kecewa) because  it. " Hilla  miss  communication  with  the   Mr. Leo. Hila  so  take  distance, no  come  to  home, his  hope  so  high, so  many  sue (tuntut) to  the  other  while less  sue (tuntut)  to  himself," we  say. " I try  to  say  tomorrow. May  be  we  discuss it  tomorrow," I say. "I can  promote him  that  important he  lecture" Mr  Beny  say quote (mengutip)  Mr. Leo. Mr. Hila  so  silent, slow.  May be  I'm  too.


Friday, June 13, 2014 - Mitoni celebration.
Today in  Block B / D  there  is  mitoni  of  Catholic family. Ms  Dita - merried  on last October 2013 - celebrate  miotony - 6  or  7  month gestation (kehamilan). They are  Cathilic  family. Ms Ditha  and  Mr. Paulus  merried  of diffrence  of  church . Ms  Ditha  Catholic, Mr. Paulus  is  Christian. We  go  to  there  on 19.00 pm. I wrong  see  the  time. I think about 19.00. After  pray  i see avidently  it  occurd  on  20.00 pm. Mr. Jack  and  I become  the  fist  people  that  come  to  theur  home. We  by  the  way. The  pray  lead  by Mr. Henry - lay deacons (diakon awam). The  Catholic  people  enough  many  that  come to  join on  pray. We  eat  until full  stomach. Thanh  when go  back we  gewt  cake. So  many grace  and sustenance (rezeki) today. Thank you Ms  Ditha  and  Mr. Paulus, thank you  Mr. and Mrs  Joko (Ditha's  parents).
IOn the  morning  we can  watch soccer  in TV. May be  Mr. Jack  and  Mr. Vian  that  try  to  get  it so we can watch  soccerr  of  Word  Cup 2014. Than you Mr. Jack  and  Mr. Vian.


Saturday, June 9, 2014

I'm  get  up early.  The electric  off  on  the  morning  than  on again. I get  up. I 'm jogging in  field  of  Blok B. There is   boy  that  looking  for his  friend  but  his  friend  still  sleep.
I jogging. I'm  happy  because  can  jogging  today.  Than I go back. I meet  with security.  He  give  information to me about Independence Day activity. On August 10, 2014 there is  social service (bakti sosial) in Blok B. On August 17, 2014, there is celebration  of  religious  gatherings (halal bihalal), cook  food, I   breakfast  than start to school. Today there is parent  meeting  for  JHS  and  SHS. I get box  food.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Sunday, Octobber 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want  to join on  first  mass at Saint  Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after  mass.  I start  on 06:00. The  Moslem  people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They  pray (Sholat Ied) at  road  on 06:00.  In Kampung Bogor I can  not  by pass. "Please by pass the alternative  way," they says. I do it. With  this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor.  I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning  lone  because Moslem people  busy to pray of Ed al- Adha.  The  Father......, SVD - Head  priest -  lead  mass. I'm  late  when read  of  Gospel. I'm  shame.  I'm not accept communion.  I go back to home. No people sale vegetable  today. Mr. Harnoto and I  cook  nuddle,  fried tempe, tofu,. Than we  eat  together. The  Moslem neighbor share  sacrifial meat (daging kurban)  to  us. I ask  Ms. Iis (Bu  De) to  make  it.  I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice,  jackfruit (nangka) vegetable  and ....(bakwan). I eat  so  much. "So many....., Dimas  say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto  say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school  to take text of  text P6  than  make count  score. I write  this  experience too. In home I see  the  meat that already make  by  Ms  Iis. I try  to avoid  to  eat  this. I  worry my hypertension is recurrence (kumat).  Mr. Harnoto  eat  it  but  so little. Than On  Monday of  afternoon I trough it.

Sunday, October 12, 2014.  Catholic  and  Moelem  meet  on Humanity  (Environment, clean, healt, water)
I get  up  on 05:30 am. I want  to  join on first  mass. I go to there. I'm  late."Life  alone, permanent  late (hidup sendiri, telat melulu), Mr. Stanis says. Mr. Stanis  is  Saint Albertus  Church of  security. He  is  from Lembata / Adonara, East  Flores. Wow... his  word  is  so sharp. Thank you, Mr. Stanis.
I join on mass.  Father  Frans, SVD (?)   that  lead  mass.  Than I go back. When I arrive at VMG, Block B, the neighbor  still busy to work to clean the gutter (got). I ask Mr. Harnooto  to  join. We  work together. We take  the  mud  from gutter. Than we  clean  it. We  work  together.  There  is Catholic dan Moslem  family people that prepare the  food (rice, soup, tempeh, tofu, nuddle), fruit, water. I join to   do  it.  I eat  first. This  is  example  the  good tolerance.  We  work  until at 13:00. The  cart (gerobak) to  carry  the  sack (karung) of  mud  broken  the  tire. We repair  it. We trout out  mud  that fill to  sack (karung) than load to cart (gerobak)  of  water. We work together: adut, child, women, men, all  participate to  finish  it.  The need make  us work together. Than on 13.30 I'm  sleep. I seem so sleep.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I get up early. I decide to join on second mass  at Church of  Saint Albertus harapan Indah, Bekasi. I come on time.  In church I meet  Gio  and  his  parents and  his  family. Gio is  Mr. Bone's boy. Mr. Bone  from Cibal  - Manggarai. Gio play at  church. I block him to play with free. H e  is report / complain to his parent. His father invite me to go play to their house. "Please  come and play to home," I he said. Okay, I will  come at one moment.
The mass  lead  by Father Andang L. Binawan. He speech about  tax (pajak)."Orang bijak, taat "pajak".  Why pay tax" to church? .  In last  time church and state is  one. The  king include  leader of  religion. Than Catholic  make separation it. Tax for  church is participation  in community is  life, just as one  body that consist of many members. For  the good  community need participation all  members. Tax  of  church for Catholic  not compusary but   compliance (kerelaan). We can make solidarity to build the church.

1. Food day wordwide (Hari pangan Sedunia / HPS - October 16, 2014). The earch always enough for every people  but not enough for people that greedy (serakah).
2. Put  rubbish on right  place  to  avoid  pollution  and  flood.

When finish  mass  I ask  him at sacristy (sakristi). I ask him to make  mass  for  JPS  school. "On school day I can not serve because I work at office, give lecture, etc. Sorry  for you," he say.

I meet  JPS  student at chuch, just as Kristo (P3A),, Joseph,  Jovanca, Junior and sehior  high school  student.

Than I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah. Than I go back to home. I cook vegatable than rest. I get  up on 13:00. Than  I prepare myself  to  join on prayer  of  Rosary. The Rosary prayer at Mr. Robert (Bajawa/ Aimere - Flores) house at  Blok. For the  first I entrance to  their  house. It  is good.  So many people  come. Mrs. Aloy and Mr. Aloy (Yudi's  parent)    lead  the  prayer.The people  that  come are:  Mr.  and Ms Yunus (-Harapan Mulya), Mr. dan Ms......., Ms Monika, Ms Panggabean (Bali Indah), Mr. Jufry / Aloy  and  family (HM), Ms and Mr. Yulius, Oma and  family (Rawa Indah), Ms  Joko Prasojo and daughter - (Blok A ), Mr. Anto, Ms Iis, Ms....(Blok B),   Ms............., and  some  Catholic  people. Ms Monika ask  about Mr. Harnoto."Where is Mr. Harnoto?". Please invite him to join on prayer. Encourage him to join," she  says."Please  come  to Harapan Mulya HM 33 number 3, at Mr. Anom. Their  child thanksgiving  because accept   Baptism Sacrament. Mr. Martono  invite us to come to this event. "Please invite  with Mr. Harnoto," he said. "Okay, I will invite him,"  I say. Then we go back to  home. In afternoon  we by the  way. I discuss  with Mr. Harnoto. The evening  come. We  gewt  guest. He  is  Mr. Fian - former  friend that  stay together  me  in last  time. I  serve (menyuguhkan)  him  Manggarai sugar. It  is  still  good.  We by the  way. Than we permission  to  to  to Harapan Mulya  to  Mr. Anom's  hpuse. We  know  this  house  from Mr. Anto. Mr. Harnoto  drive  motor cycle.  We are  late. We by pass  village village Pomanah. We are  late. We  entrsance on second event  of  Rosary. When finsih pray,  we  supper. I eat rice,  grilled (bakar)  fish), water  melon, tempeh  and   kale (kangkung)  vegetable. it  is  good. Mr. Dedi and  Ms  Feny  - JPS  staff -  join. I seem eat much of water melon. Mr. Dedi and Mr. Harnoto seem  mocked (olok - ngeledek) me because eat  much water melon. So many food prepare by  Mr. Anom and family, just as peanut,  crackers, condiment (sambal).  Mr. Martono - leader of  Catholic community of Saint Alfonsus I environment  - give announcement, Next weet, the rosary prayer at VMG,  Blok A  at Mr. Joko's  house," he says. Than we  go  back to home. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We  by the way. We talk about  Batik tulis. "Bati  tulis  show  the  religion". Mr. Harnoto  say. "Wow... this  is  nice idea. I try to make  relection to my culture base on this  idea," I say. Than we sleep.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

I'm jogging around home. May be only  20  minutes.  Than I take  a bath. I prepare myself to go to school. Today I get task to accompany student that join on coloring  competence. The  competence celebrate by   Faber Castell  company. The competence done at  Mega Mall  (MM)  Bekasi. I go to school first  for finger print. I arive 06:43 am.  Thna I go back to home to cook vegetables and food. I shooping vegetable at Kampung Bogor. I buy pumpkin (labu) , fungus (mushroom = jamur), corn, carot. I cook it than eat. Than I go to school. I take cake at Ms Feny's room. They prepare it by cardboard (kardus).I ask string (rope) for  bundle (ikat) it. Than I start. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungun. Than I use   public car. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop there. I entrance to MM  of  Giant. I try to enjoy. I ask the people about place of coloring competence.  "At  second floor,"  the security said. I go to there. I arrive there at 10.17. The official begin call  and  give  explain to students. So many students that join. I see some parents  studennts, just as Mendy's  mother, Cathrin's  mother, Sam's father, Kayla' mother, Christian's  father, Okta''s mother, Novan - Rama's  father - mother, Paskah Father, Yiska's  mother / grand mother, Nam's  mother,   . There are 18 0r 19 students that  join. Ms. Thea  come. I try to cantact Mr. Aloy. I'm fail.  Cathreen's  mother call him. "He  is  at Jakarta, to accompany student that join on robotik competence," she says. Than we wait  students that join on competence. Ms Thea and I by the way. We distribute  it.  We talk. We see  the  other teachers  from the  other school, include  from Marsudirini - Bekasi.  Some students not  come to registration  place. So, I save the  bread. The bread  not  enough. Ms  Thea  not  get. I decide  to put the  cake on  my bag. It's enough. Than the  announcement (notice = pengumuman) come. Before  it  the official ask  students  to  sing  or dance. When the official finish to scoring it, they announcement. The result  is:

Kindergarten level:
  1.  Novel (Amiro  school)
  2. Adela (Marsudirini)
  3. Marvel (Marsudirini)
Primary
  1. Shely --- Marsudirini
  2. Adika ---- Al Muslim
  3. Vinessa Alia ----Ananda
 No  one  JPS  student that available on list. Why? May be less preparation.
Than Ms Thea  and I  go back. We no  eat.  I entrance to Gramedia book store.  Than I go back. Wow... the  rain  come. Lucky already stop.  I cross the way. I find the public car 25. When arrive at Kranji, no rain.  I entrance. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop at  branch  Pondok Ungu. I  on foot  to place  I save the  motor cycle. 
Than I drive motor cycle. I eat at Harmony shelter. I pay Rp 7.000 (rice, tofu,  cheakpea - kacang panjang - mix  tempeh). Than I go to school. I try to do anything. I call  Mr. Hila. Today they go to Lale. They already  arrive at Lale when I call. "Give my warm greeting ti big family at Lale," I say. I  try to do my job.  Than I get  sms  from Mr. Harnoto. "There is meeting of neighbour  here. Do you go back to  home? he ask. Okay," i  will  join. The rain come. I use jacket / raincoat. Than  I go back. In our  complex of housing, the neighbour still meeting. It  is  beside our rent  house. Mr. Anto  come invite  us. We go to there.We supper. Than we are rest. I try to  cantact  Mr. Rony.  I try to cantact Mr. John  and Mr. Safer to ask Mr. Rony. Mr. Rony  fly  from  Flores to jakarta today. He  is  start  from  Labuan Bajo  at 16.00  to Denpasar.  I try to monitor him.  Evidently  he arrive  at Airport of Cengkareng about 22.00. May be he arrive at Jakarta  on  23.00 pm.


Jum'at, 21 Nop. 2014. Mr. Slamet Harnoto's  parent  come to Bekasi. They use  car. They visit us at VMG. "Please looking  for  wife  now. Musn't  think about wife that perfect. Wife can give grace,"  he said to advise us. I hear  and save in heart. Mr. Harnoto's  parent already   old. Almost 80- years.  Thank you  sir.

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Today, 19  Peb. 2015. There is  holiday because Imlek holiday. I  try  to   see  my handphone  that according to me  broken. I try  to on. Evidently can be  use. It  is  only off  condition.

Than I want  to  looking  for  money. I need  it. I think at  school. I wnt  to  JPS. Just  as there  is the  other  strong  help me (God?). The  book that save  money  fall down  from  shelf (rak) of  cupboard. Wow.... the  money just as   manifest themself (menampakkan diri). Thank you Lord.

Friday, Pebruary 20, 2015. I go to school. Before it I cook vegetable  to l\ breakfast. In way I buy herb (jamu) of turmeric  to avoid  of   gastric pains (sakit  maag). I shooping  fuel  of  gasoline too.  I shooping vegetable  and  rice, corn. I  service the corn of  boil (rebus) to Mr. Harnoto.  Than I start  to school. Wow... I forget  to  bring  money. I want  to Jakarta. In school I semell the bed  smell  from   my trousers (celana panjang). It  is smell of  urine. May be  because I use  it repeat  not  clean  and  washing  yet.


Thursdsay, May 14, 2015
I'm get up late. Why? Because I watch soccer in last night, semifinal Champion League,  Juventus Vs Madrid. The  resul it  draw, 1 - 1. Juventus right to continue to finaal because win on fist leg 2 - 1  when play at  Italy. In last morning play at Madrid. I get up on 08:00 am.
Today is inauguration on Saint Albertus to become parish. Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr  that lead mass. He  preach  nicely.
After mass  continue with people party  with  enjoy the  simple  culinary by Catholic  of Saint Albertus  Church. I meet  and  talk with some Catholic people, include Mr. Hubert, parent's  of Yustina Sisilia, Primary JPS (1C),  and Ms... (Oma). Than I wait Ms Patricia  the  saler  of  medine. I take  my motor cycle  from parking area (at Ruko at east). Than I wait  Ms Patricia. Oma  wait  me  in long  time. Than Ms  Paricia  came. They  prospect me. They check my condition use  their  tools that connect  to  computer. "Your blood system in disorder," he  staff  says. Okay." I say. Than they  give one  bottle to me. I pay Rp 270.000. Than I delivery  oma  to  Rawa Indah. Than I go to  home.
I take a rest. I enjoy of  life today.  I take a rest. I'm lazy to school. In afternoon I   discuss  with Mr. Harnoto. In evening someone  knock the door. Evidently Ms There, Mrs  Joko and  one  neighbour  again. "Good, evening, what I can  help you?" I ask. "There is neighbour that  death (die)." they say. "Wow... whatt will they do? " Iask. "We already mourn (melayat). Please  join with the  male," they suggest. Than I invite Mr. Harnooto to go to there. I try to see the  condition. I help to  handle the  chair. I see  the  condition. The people that die  is the  moslem people. he Moslem people pray for moment  than take a bath of the bodies the people  die, that set hte  bodies taht pray (shalat) at Mosque (Mushola). They  ahve  equpment for  this. They take  a bath with tidy. Than bring to Mosque (Mushola). The Ambulance  car alredy prepare. "It is  own  the people,"  Mr. Joko say. Mr. Jojo  ask to join on their  group because I  sit  alone.  The  women child of  the deceased (almarhum) arrive    from Bandung. She is  studying  at Bandung. On 00:00 the bodies  delivery to Solo. The  deceased  from Solo.  Than we  tidy the  chair. On 00:30 am I  take  a rest.  Than I have  dream just  as  the  soul of the  deceased  come  to our house. I shake  hand  with  him. I'm afraid. I get  up than go to  toilet. I pray  and  change position of sleep. I can sleep nicely. I get  up on o6:15 am. I go  to  school. I arrive  on  time.


Friday, 15 May 2015
I go to school. I arrive on time there. I'm no  breakfast today. Today the principal ask me and  some  frend  that  committee (panitia) and invigilator of  test of school  fro Primary   meeting  at the  other  school. I ask to Mr. Ben Ayung about the adrress. The meeting  at SDN Setia Asih 01. I ask  this school to Mr. Bento too. I ask to Mr. ....(security) that indigenous people (orang  asli)  here. "It  is  at Pomahaan  village, near Indo Maar / Alfa Mark. So I go to there. Mr. Ben Ayung alredy there. I follow. I believe what Mr. ....... (security)  say.  When I arrive  at Pommahan Village I see School of Setia Mulya 02. It  is  lonely.  I go there. Ask people about SD Setia Asih 01. Wow.... it  is   not  here, so please  reversible (berbalik arah). I do it. I see at SDN Setia Mulya 02. I see Mr. Ben Ayung there. Wow... Mr. Ben is  wrong  give information the school.
Than we meeting at about 09:00 am. It  is development (pembinaan) for teacher - committee  and  invigilator as prepare  for  School Examination for Primary 6  students. The Committee  explan the method of  it  to  us. We  try  to  listen  nicely. Than I ask to teacher about  Nurul Qolby school. It  is  lies at Kampung Bogor. Wow.... it  means  near my place  of  recident. But  why Am I not  remember  it? Wow.... my memory  is   broken. Why I arlready almost  3  yers  syay at VMG  and almost every day by pass Kampung Bogor  but  why not  know this  school?. Mr. Ben Ayung delivery us (Mr. Jonsen, Ms Thea and I)  to there. Then We  back  to school  but I permit  to home  for  moment.  I cook to  warm vegetable. Lucky Mr. Harnoto already cook rice. I'm eating  for  lunch. The  vegetable almost  stale (basi). Than I go to school.I read  news.
In afternoon/ evening I go back. I go back faster. Why? I want  to join on  mass  spirit (misa arwah) of the deceased (almarhum) Yudi, Mr. Aloy Nosson's  child that  die  in  lasy  year ago, May 19, 2014.  I walk to there. I meet so many Catholic people there, include Manggarai people, Mr. Niko Nohos and  the  others. We talk about manggarai. Mr. Niko stay  at  RUSUSNAWA /  RUSUNAMI  PULO GEBANG.  Than we mass. The mass lead by Father Anton Padua Eboresi,SVD. He  is  from Ngada  Flores. He  is  coming  late. The mass  have schedle start on 19:00  but  he arrive  at 20:15. The mass   start at 20:22. And  finish 21:44 pm. The choir by OMK, include Ms Vanessa, the KG teacher. I just  know  that Ms Vanessa  is  Mr. Leo's  child.Mr. Leo  is  Principal at Saint Peter School of  Kelapa Gading, Noert Jakarta. He  is  from Ngada - Flores. When Ms  Vanessa  go back  I joke  to her: " give  warm greeting  to Mr. Leo. She  respons  with  funny too. Than I help to handle the chair. Than I go back. I on foot. I walk besude Mushola.  Today Mr. Harnoto  went  to  Solo. May be  go to his Village  to  at  Pemalang, Central Java.


Saturday, May 16, 2015
I get up  late. Than I wash my dress, cook food  than  start  to school. In Rawa  Indah  a man try  stop to me  with  his  hand  and stick (tongkat). He  ask  my help to join on my motor cycle. I want  to Cakung. When arrive at branch to  Aralia, he  is  ask to  stop . He   down  from  motor cycle than walk  while  talking. He  is  ask money Rp 2.000 to me  but  I don't  give. I'm suspicious (curiga) to him.

Sunday, June 14, 2015

There is  program of  social work in from of  house  for  each  family. This  is  village program, include RT RW. I o it. Since  yesterday  there is  people  that  die  at  Block B. I don't  know  it. I know  when I prepare myself  to tgo  to the  church at afternoon  at  about  16:00 pm.   This  is  the  second  time there is people that die at Block B. He  is  man. He was  treated  at  hospital. The  chief of RT  say it   at  last  night  when meeting. I postpone  to mourn (melayat) him because I want  to go to church to join on mnass. I go to  Saint  Michael Kranji. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT -  Pulo Gebang - Cakung Station -  Perumahan Harapan Baru -  The   Protestan Church - 6  church -  railway - Bintara -  Saint  Michael Kranji. I'm  late. The  mass  lead  by Father  Heru, SVD. I forget  his  homily.  The reading about parable   God  Kingdom just as   seed (benih) and sower (penabur).  Than I go back to home. I by pass Bintara. I try to trace the  new  way to reach BKT. I by pass  Harapan Baru, when arrive at 6 church of protestan  I  turn to back. I turn to  left. I ask people about BKT. I find  it. Wow... i have  new  experience of  way. Than I  want to house of  funeral home  (rumah  duka) but  the  people that  die already  move. May be already  delivery to his  village  or  to  cemetery6. The Moslem people  have tradition to fast the people that  die. I cancel to entrance the  home. The Moslem neighbour  do the  pray. I ack to home.

Thursday, Juny 23, 2015

In the afternoon I went to Jakarta to  mourn (melayat) the deceased (almarhum) Mr. Marius Arie Saridin at funeral home (rumah duka)  of Saint Carolus. The deceased pass away on last morning at 01:00 am at Persahabatan Hospital, East Jakarta. From Villa Mutiara Gading I  drive motor cycle. Than I  put it at Cakung station. I use train. I stop at  Manggarai - Cikini station. Than  by Kopaja to Carolus. I pay Rp 2.000.  Than i entrance funeral  home of Saint Carolus. "Commisarate" (turut berduka cita), I say to  family that still  sorrow (berduka).  The mass had finish when I arrive. I meet so many Mangarai people. Than I on foot to Cikini. I use train to back to Bekasi.  I arrive at Cakung station almost at 23:00. Than I take my motor cycle. I pay Rp 5.000 to people that security of  parking place. Than I drive motor cycle.  My health is disturn, especially my  testicle (buah p). May be I use  dress  that  tight (ketat). May be troussers (celana panjang). I seem fat (gemuk) now.  I try to hold the sick. In near   Santika Hotel I see a man that aon foot  while bring bag. "May be he is just go back from holiday of Eid Mubarok (Lebaran / Idulfitri). "Where do you go to?" I ask. I go to  Taman Cemara (Cemara Park)," he answer. "Piro?"  he ask in Javanesse. (How many the cost?" he ask. "Sorry, I'm not  ojek," I asnwer. He  is  not believe. "Please come in, join to gether me," I ask. He  entrance.  "I 'm Salim. I'm come  from  Ciamis, West Java. It  is  so  far  from here," he  said. "Wow... you are not yet know that I'm faster  from you. I'm  from Flores," I say in heart.  "I'm Frans. I came  from Flores.  He tell his  experience durung in journey and  cost of it.  I pay Rp 140.000 from Ciamis  to  Bekasi. The  driver  got benefit during  Id mubarok  holiday. He give money Rp 10.000 to me. "Thank you, I only want to help you," I say. " May you get abundant sustenance (berlimpah rezeki). Than I continue to home. Than I sleep. 

Saturday, August 22, 2015.
I go back  from JPS on  22:00. When arrive at VMG I see many people and people, include FPI. What is happening? Evidently there is Islam lecture at  road, block B. Lucky I still can  pass. I permission than  entrance to room than sleep.

 Saturday, August 29, 2015.
My bag is  broken. The button (kancing) is broken. My jaket, the  button is broken too. I go to  Kampung Bobor to  photo copy and  repair  bag and jacket. The  tailor house is still close. Lucky I meet the  tailor of roving (keliling). I success. I give the bag  and jacket. He repair it. I pay Rp 15.000


Tuesday,  September 1,  2015

Vincent's  mother  and Dimas  come in the  morning. The  house will repair. Please leave the key," she says. If Mr. Harnoto still here, can  contact  him," I say. Than I move my things. Mr. Harnoto come. He seem shock. Than I dialog with him. "Pease postpone because can disturb me because dirty. " he says. "How is the best," I ask him. "Please later," he said. "Okay, I will  say to Vincents  mother," I say. I go to there. "We are not prepare yet, please later," I say. If Mr. harnoto already agree, we can  repair it," I say. Okay, it  is  up to you. Because this proble, I late to school. I arrive at school at 07:10 am. Wow......


Saturday,  September 5,  2015.
In the evening I join on Catholic group at Saint Alfonsus 2. This  is  meeting  of  faith to share  Bible. The venue  is at Mr. Agus,   group leader of Saint Alfonsus 2.  Mr. Agus  stay  at Blok E 6 number 6. I search it at  06:20am. After looking  for  use long time finally I find it.I search until Blok F. I find the place. I entrance  but none  people. I confuse . May be pray start at 19:30 am. So I back to home. I se the schedule. It  is  right. I confuse to see the  time. Than I take a bath, supper than go to there again. I on foot. When arrive there the pray almost start. Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. Mr. Henry and Mr. Sumijo share experience. "I'm Catholic since baby. I baptis follow parents  faith.I have faith of Catholic because heritage.   Than Entrance to Catholic school. Until now is Church of activist. " he  share  experience. "I'm join  Catholic since Secondary school. My parents  are Moslems. Than Mr. Agus  share  his  experince. I try do the best my  job as Catholic, include  come  on time  when mass. This announcement  for  all of  us. Than we  snach  use  tofu and  water. Than  go back to home. I on foot.


Thursday,  September 24,  2015. - Idul Adha
Today is holiday. The Moslem people  celebrate  Idul Adha.  I  sleep on long  time. I get up at 09:00 am. In middle  day  the sfaff  of  kurban   give meat  to me. "Thank you," I say. I save. I want  to  give  to neighbour that can cook it. They are Mr. Anto and - Ms Fifi. Evidently they went  to Jagyakarta. I ask to Mr. Harnoto, my friend on same  huse, may be  he want  to  use / cook it. "Sorry, I don't  know how to manage it.' he says. I'm too. "How  it  we  give to other  people, do you agree? " I ask  him. Okay. I bring it. In school I give to Mr......, school of security. He take it. I ask him after it. "I give to people that  burn  it," he say. Okay, " I say. The Moslem people is  good.

Friday,  September 25,  2015.

I get up late. I take a bath than start  to school on  06:37. In way I feel my  motor cycle  just as  broken. When arrive at  Aralia, I stop. I check. Evidently the  flat tire. I arrive  late  at school is 1t 06:45. I late  2 minutes. The time of  wrok at JPS is 06:45 - 15:30 . I lose money Rp 35.000  today because  late. 

 Saturday, October 10, 2015

Today, I read philosophy book. I read J. Lacan  about Psichoanalist, especially about  dream. I read about book of  Thinking Politically with outhor is Michael Walzer. I try to  understand his idea and try to make reconstruction it than make resume to lecture of papaer for presentation on October 22, 2015. I need long time to understand it. I try  to string up (merangkai) it. On afternoon, I join on Rosary prayer at Saint Alfonsus group of VMG , Harapan Indah parish. Today prayer at Mr and Mrs . Yulius at Blok B, near my home. Mr. Agus come to me  to ask Mr. Harnoto. "He is out of house," I answer. Than he go back to Mr. Yulius' house. I go to there on 15:45. Today is give thanks prayer for their recover and happy because already 15 years stay on this home. Many people that come. There are Catholic  and moslem. The Moslem people is their family. The moslem people can understand  the condition. When the Catholic people prayer they go out of home. When prayer finish they again. The tolerance between people is good. This is Indonesian. Than Mr and Ms.  Yulius prepare the food. We are eating. Than we by the way. "Where is Mr. Harnoto," the Catholic people  ask. "He already move from my rent house. I don't know where is he now," I answer. "May be improsoned (bertapa) at Kawi mountain," Mr. Anto joke. Than we want to go home. We decide to visit Mr. Martono's  daughter that recent exit from hospital because sick. I join to Mr. Martono's house together Mr.Andre. Mr. Andre  from Ende. I join on Mr. Andres's motor cycle. I'm not bring motor cycle. May be this is fun. Mr. Andre's family is walk to there while I  join with Mr. Andre. I put the food  which  I get  from Mr and Mrs Yulius. We arrive at  Mr. Martono's house.  We by the way than  pray. Than we go back. Mr. Andre delivery me first, while his families is on foot. I's  shame too. I arrive at home. I'm read t he book. Today my motor cycle only parking. When I check the food that Mr and Mrs Yulius  give, I find the cake, fish, potato  and  pepaya  mix little  fish and nudle and rice. Wow...so many. Thank you Lord for your kindness through Mr and Mrs Yulius. Mr. Yulius  from Flores - Ngadha /  Ende, while his wife  from Java. They not yet get child  from their merried. In home Tanti call me. "We are at Cikarang," she answer my sms. Than I call her. Today is signal of   handphone is disorderly (kacau). When tired, I sleep.


Wednesday , October 14 - Friday, October 16, 2015.
My rent of  house  renovation about ceiling (plafon)  and wall  and roof (atap)  because   already  broken. On Wednesday, at afternoon I leave (meninggalkan)  home let ( membiarkan) the handyman (tukang) alone at home. I'm boring too. I bring the key of  house. I go back in  evening. I have  plan to go back fast but evidently may be at 21:00pm. When I arrive  there the condition is  safe. The handyman  close the door  nicely. All is  safe. No one entrance to take my property. The VMG Blok B is good from  security. Thank you VMG. (JPS,  October 18, 2015).

Sunday, October 18,2015
I handle and set the home that finish renovation. I'm so tired. I remember that I must pay / transfer insureance premi for  Saver's  insurance. Because aften move the  material during  3 days during renovation I'm forget where I put the ATM. Than I pray, ask to Jesus on  tired situation. In last  night I ever looking  for but  now after  cleans  house, setthe property I ask again to Jeus.Please heelp Jesus. I see ton the  gathering of  card  chip, Wow.... I direct  get  it.Wow...wonderful. Thank you Lord. You help me on the  nice  time. Thank ypu  Lord, thnk you Jesus.
Saturday, October 31,2015 - Find  money  IDR 350.000  in envelope
I looking  for my chip of tax in home  to get the number but  fail. I open my cupboard. I find the money IDR 350.000. I'm very happy. This  is accidental event. I'm happy. I need money. The supply (persediaan money at my sack is  less). I take  the money. I kiss  it. It is  balance (saldo)  of money shooping when I birthday in year 2014. Wow..... Than I go to school.

Sunday, January 24, 2016
 The rain come in the morning. I start at o6:30 am. I use busway. The big rain come. I transit at Matrman and Pasar Jatinegara. The rain still come. The busway to Pulo Gebang come. I entrance. I arrive there on 08:00 am. I alredy use raincoat. I take motor cycle at Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I pay Rp 2.000. I by pass Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah -Fill gasoline in near Transera -   Kampung Bogor. I  buy fresh vegetable first. Than I contnue my journey. I'm wet because rain. Wow.... Than I cook rice and vegetable  for lunch. I'm sleepy. I'm sleep in chair. May be because full of stomach.
Than I prepare myself to go to Bulak Kapal Bekasi, at DEPSOS Building to celebrate the Manggaraian Mass of New Year and Christmas. I come to Saint albert church parish first. I meet with Ms Lidya, commitee of firt of communion. We discuss. Than I continue to Bulak Kapal. I save the motor cycle at  Pondok Ungu. Than I use public car to Depsos Bekasi at Jl. Haji   Joyomartoyo, Bulak Kapal. I use car 10. When arrive at  fly over Kranji, the big  jam come. The sum shine. The time show at 15:00. The temperature very hot.  In the morning the rain come, in the afternoon so hot. Almost more than 30' minutes we are there.  Wow.... finally can  by pass this jam area. We by pass Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Jl. Juanda - Bekasi terminal. I talk with the Padang people. He is driver. "The Padang people we can find in many place in Indonesia. We can ind them in market. :Oh yes, the Padang people like bussiness," he  says. Than we arrive at Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 6.000 than exit the car.   I ask people  what  car  which by pass Depsos  Bulak Kapal, Bekasi. "Please  by ojek. It  is  same the  cost, IDR  10.000," a motor cyclist said. "Thank you I like use public car," I answer. "Please use red car number 19, with cost Rp 4.000." he said. Than I eentrance to car 19. The car start. When arrive at Bulak Kapal the car turn to right. Than stop at KEMENSOS. I cross the road. I entrance to KEMENSOS.  I ask  to the security the place. "Yes, the Flores event here today in last evening," the security answer. I entrance. I find Manggarai people there. I write the name. I become the first people who write. Than I come to chief of committee, Mr. Adrianus Nanis. "please help the fire of  incense (myrrh =dupa)," he said. I go there. I find some acolyte (misdinar) who still handle the fire of myrrh (dupa). They  use can to blow the fire. I ever see this experience in Harapan Indah, Saint Albertus parish. "We need kerosene (minyak tanah) or rubbing alcohol  (spiritus)," they  said. I try to  say it to Mr. Adri. "Please help to find it," he  answer. I use my money to do it. I exit the complex. I ask to kiosk. So  many  kiosk I ask. "None". "Please you ask in Kimia shop," the people suggest. I do it but the result is fail because the Kimia shop already close. I come to Pertamina that I  by pass it in last time. "May I get the gasoline (bensin)". How many do you wish?" he ask. I only want IDR 2.000," I answer. The Pertamina staff take the bottle of plastic than fill the gasoline (bensin). I looking for the cover (tutupan) of bottle. I find it. Than I entrance to KEMENSOS  building. I give it to the acolyte (misdinar). There is careless. Almost burn because  one  boy  spray (siram)  the gasoline when the fire on.  Wow... please carefully. It is dangerous," I say. Than I try to use the Manggarai dress code. Than prepare to mass. The Manggarai people come. I meet Mr. Leo and Ms Maria, his wife,Mr. Ady and families (from Topak), Mr. Gusty Sarifin and families, Mr. Fery Jalu, Mr. Sipri Sema'un, Mr. Kons, Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Rudy Sudiron, Mr. Lucius Karus and wife,  and IKAMADA staff (Mr. Vinsen Seboe, Mr. Mans Berahi, Mr. Tony Mbaling). From Bekasi Mr. Leksi Hambur, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. The Bishop Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM come. Father Paul Rahmat, SVD and Father Karolus Jande,Pr.  The Manggaraian people  who come include  Ms. Gin  Ganur(?). , Mr. Adi Garu (Senator of Manggarai), Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Kordy. The  mass start. This is the Manggarai mass. The people  who come enough many. So many people who stand up. The chair may be only 200 seat. The choir of Manggarai song enough good although seldom not match between  music and song rhythm (ritme). Mr. John sing of Manggarai song. His voice is tuneable (merdu).   When finish mass I help to handle the chair for bishop and priest."Please set the chair in order to the bishop can deal (berhadapan) with us," he suggest. "Please follow them as commitee," someone said, may be Mr. Viktor Slamet said. I'm hate to him (Mans Berahi).  Than there is speech: Bishop Paskalis: "We are Manggarai people is elect (orang pilihan). Aware it. Maintain our identity." he said. "There are 3 the negative attitude of Manggaraian: 1. kembeleis; 2. Kembelu'ak; 3. Kembeleja" father Karel Jande said. "On Manggarain story: Motang Rua, Manggaraian hero  shoot arrow (panah) until moon even to  star (uwa haeng wulang, langkas haeng ntala), while his  feed plan in Manggarai land (wake seler ngger wa). "Please proud  as Manggaraian. When celebrate feast of Ben Mboi, some Catholic  national figures ,e.g. Kosmas Batubara, Sofian Wanandi, praise (memuji) our activity. Manggarai wonderful. We  build IKAMADA. We are establisher: Ben Mboi,................................ and me (Vincent Seboe). I proud with Manggarai. In Boston, USA, my wife wear Manggarai cloth, Songke when inauguration  our child.  Than the Mbata  / Sanda group bring Sanda and Mbata. it is dialect of Lambaleda. I try to understand it. It is good.
Than we talk. On 22:00 pm we go back. I eat much Manggarai food: lomak/ lawar; corn and  watermelon (semangka). Than I exit.  The  rain come. I use rain coat and jacket. I on foot to Jl. ...... Bulak Kapal. I by pass area which by pass   public car from  Cikarang. I by pass water. I try to avoid it. Than I find car. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at terminal Bekasi. I move to car number 10 to  Pondok Ungu. I success  get car. We by pass Margahayu, Kali Malang, UNISMA, Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM Bekasi - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman - Jl. Sultan Agung - Pondok Ungu. I stop at Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place to entrusted (menitip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go home. I buy banana at  intersection of Rumah Makan Haji Kombo.  pay IDR 5.000. I arrive at home almost 23:30 pm. I wash feet than sleep.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

I get up on 05:45 am. I open the main door. I see the neighbor busy to walk to one place. "What  is happening?" I ask. I see Vincent's mom. "We are going to mourn (melayat). There is neighbor pass away in last night," she said. While on that time I hurry up to school. I'm priority to school. I go there. I have plan to go  there in afternoon. But in reality I  don't  go there. I plan to go there in the morning but in reality can not too. When am I going there?


Thursday, February 11, 2016.
I praise Lord because I get up early on this morning, 05:30 am. I wash dress, breakfast which I already cook in last night. I' very happy on this morning because God give good health to me, can do same duty (wash dress, brekafast, start to school  in early morning. I arrive in school on 05:59 am - finger print). I'm very happy.

Saturday, February 20, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season

I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the first meeting. The prayer at Mr. Martono's  house at Blok D VMG. Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. Enough many people who join. Full. Than I go back. I join with Mr. Joko. On this time Mr. Natalis talk about  Mr. Robert who is sick.  Than I ask to Mr. Anto. Mr. Anto justify (membenarkan) this case it.

Wednesday, February 24, 2016
 
I get disturb of sleep. May be 3 times I get up to go to toilet. In last time I sleep on almost  on 00:00.
In last evening I  buy spinach (bayam)  2  wrap (bungkus). In the morning I cook it. It 's enough much. I drink with water of vegetable. I'm so full. My health disturb. I'm vomit. Wow...may be I'm  greedy (rakus).
After t I go to school with relieved (lega).


Saturday,  February  27, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season

I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the second  meeting. The prayer at Mr. Anto's  house at Blok B, VMG. It is near my rent house. But I come late. Enough many people who join. Full. I use Batik. I use old   batik dress. I'm shame too. Than I go out. I want t to silent child who noisy. There are some children who still pray: Rafa and his  friends. I sit  down out until the prayer finish. Mr. Hendry lead the prayer. He talk and discuss about  Hitler  and Father Maximilian Kolbe.Mr. Anto and families prepare the supper. The food so delicious. All menu delicious, just as meatball soup (kuah bakso), fried chicken, cassava leaves (daun singkong), soup, rice, etc. I meet with Ms. Lucy too. She come together her husband, Mr. Dody. We talk for moment. He talk about Mr. Robert too. He is service at Hospital of Ananda - Pondok Ungu, Bekasi.  Mrs. Robert still there. I talk with Eva, Mr. Robert daughter. Than I go back to home.

Saturday,  March 5, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season
I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the third meeting. The prayer at Mr. Paulus  Danadana's  house at Blok C 4 /15. I mistake when search this place. Evidently Block C in opposite the main road of VMG resident. I on foot to looking for it. I ask  people 8 times. I almost hopeless (putus asa) to search it. Finally I find it. I see the group of motor cycle that still parking. I find it. Than  I entrance. I'm late. Today, Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. I try to heed (simak) the topic. Now we talk about Confess Sacrament  with take inspiration from story the the lose child. Than we talk about the church. I get impression that relation with among  people / staff at church not so good. The communication not so good. "the two child (dua bocah)," Mrs Sumijo say just as it to Father Kesyaryanto,Pr and Father Pramono,Pr, the priest who lead the parish of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah. I think may be there is mistake communicate, try to test  clever / smart. "May be the priest  so many talk less hear, whereas, this is clever many people who already  got educate," I hear  just as it.

We share the other experience. This is about life of Catholic people who move from one vocation to other vocation. In last time  as priest that married.  Which  vocation is better celibate (selibat) or married? A priest think  that married is better, make him happy so he decide move on from celibate to married. Is married no problem, free problem? Evidently not. He got problem on married life. He almost divorce (cerai) with his couple. Than there is family  try to say to him: "Do you want fail for twice? In celibate you fail, so you want to fail agiain in married life? Think?" Mr. Agus try to give affirmation (peneguhan) to him. "When he meet me know he shake hand with me (jabat erat tangan saya).  Wow.... evidently no vocation that free problem. This life is a cross.  Jesus Christ already carry the cross. He got happiness with it. We are follow him. Must  run from cross of life. Than we go back on 23:00. We talk about Mr. Robert who still sick. he already move  from Ananda Hospital, Bekasi to Hospital of  Saint Carolus, Jakarta. He  was critical. We pray for him. Than we go back. Mrs Danadana  wrap the cake to me. I join with Mr. Agus. He delivery me until house.


Friday, May 6, 2016
Today  we want to pray for late Mr. Yohanes Hami, Ms Ida's father. Ms Ida is Mr.Hendrik Aron's wife. Mr.Hendrik pass away in Ende Flores  on last time, 40 day ago. Ms Ida is sick so pray in Rawa Indah, Harapan Indah Bekasi in Mr. Andreas house. Mr. Andreas is Ms Ida's uncle. Some brothers of Wela in JABODETABEK  want to join on this prayer. The prayer start at 15:00 pm. I had promise to my brother who will come to join in this prayer to visit me in VMG. Ms Ida and Mr. Hendrik were absent becaause Ms Ida still in the hospital. She was still threat in RSPAD Gatot Subroto, Central Jakarta. In the morning I try to clean my house. I handle the roo. I set the books in guest room. I move it to back sleep room. I set it. I success to clean the floor in almost all room: bath  room / toilet, sleep room, kitchen, guest room,  front room. Front room is so dirty. It is bed  smell because the mouse pee there. I get the bad smell. I think it is  feces of cat. When I check evidently  the bad smell  from pee of mouse. I'm very hate it. My mistake is I just at  let (membiarkan) the place dirty. I late to clean it. Today, because have guests I hurry up to clean it. I work hard from morning until afternoon. I buy rice to coo food. I cook food until full of rice cooker. Than I  pick up my brothers who come to Rawa Indah. They are: Mr. Ino, Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Yoseph, Mr. Rino. They use Grap Car. The price from Cempaka Putih to Patung Kuda Harapan Indah is  IDR 85.000. Evidently the Grap Car only until at Patung Kuda. I think delivery until Rawa Indah. Evidently not. So I pick up. Mr. Rino help to pick up. There are 3 times pick up  them. Than we come to Mr. Andreas home. There are people from Timor who join. They are Mr. rafael's wife of  families. The pray start at 15:30 pm. The  pray lead by Mr. Aloysius Noson. He is archdean (prodiakon).  Many people join. After pray we eating. They give the  meat when I go back. We go home. My brother on foot. Mr. Rino delivery me until at  gste of Vila Mutiara Gading I. I wait them. I buy banana  IDR 12:0000. Than we on foot to my leasing house. We by the way. Mr. Rony already buy coffee. We by the way. We only eat banana dan drink cofee. On 19:30 they  call taxy. I pick up taxy in Patung Kuda. The taxy follow us. Than they go back to Jakarta. thank you my brother for your visiting.



Friday, May 13, 2016

I take the batik cloth to wear to school. With not expressly I find the money. I need money. I had spend finish money last night. Suddenly I find money in my sack (saku). I'm very happy. That money is own student but I already pay use my money. I accept this money than save on the sack. In last time I looking  or but not find. But I think I not use this money.  I think the money still in one place, not used. It is my think. With this experience I  get confirmation through  the experience. Thank you Lord.

Monday, August 1, 2016 - Mouse entrance to my sleep room and stay in my mattress.


Today, my rent house  is repaired. The handyman (tukang)  crew  handle it. On 16:00 I come. I'm eating than take a rest. In afternoon I hear sound of mouse. I see. I found the mouse. I'm shock.I'm angry too becuse my sleep room is place for rat (mouse) too. I try to repellent (mengusir) the mouse. I take the stick and broom stick. I reppelant it. The rat entrannce to bookshelf (rak buku). I'm very angry. I work hard to exit it.  I find my some document that I need. Wow... may be the rat come from hole in kitchen when  the kitchen be repaired. May be.

Monday, August 8, 2016  and Tuesday, August 9, 2016.

The path (gang) in  VMG Blok B still repair. The worker do it in evening. So our motor cycle during 2 days / night  save  out of  home. Lucky the motor cycle is save, not lose. The security  care it.

On August 9, 2016, I contact Father Ceshar,Pr  -   (at Saint Albert ,  Harapan Indah) and Father Anton, SVD in Kranji Parish to help lea mass to pray Mr. Robert who pass away 40 days ago but  they can not because busy o that time.

On  Wednesday,  August 10, 2016. I repport  it to Mr. Anto. Mrs Anto and Mrs. Joko, Bu De ask me to join on pilgrime  of spirit to Purwekerto on next September with cost IDR 500.000. They ask me to buy egg. I buy 20 eggs with prices IDR 50.000.

Monday, August 15, 2016

Yesterday, Sunday, August 14, 2016 the rain come in VMG  and sorrounds, may be in JABODETABEK. I wash my motor cycle  use rain water because the water in my home is  less.
Than on this morning, I prepare myself to school. I retreat my motor cycle. Than I  start. I push the  "pedal"  by right  foot  not on. I repeat until  tired. My neighbor, Mr. Yatno want to start with his motor cycle. He see me just as stress and worry with the condition of motor cycle taht still off. Than he come to help  and success. Thank you Mr. Yatno. Than I start to school. Lucky I'm not late arrive there. Thank you Lord.

Saturday, October  14, 2017. Saint Alfonsus Catholics Environtment have plan to Rosary Prayer Together. Thi s time in Mr. Leo Agung's home in VMG Blok  F 11 (27  or 19).  I start late  from home because start late  from  school. In Blok B in  of  me  there is  Mr. Henry. He goes to Mr.  Anto's home. I wan to join on Rosary Prayer together  with other Catholic people in Saint Alfonsus I Environment. I on foot to  Blok F. I ask people during twice. "No Mr. Leo Agung here," he said. I go back to home. I read book than sleep.

 Saturday,  December 3, 2017.  There is Catholic meeting  of Saint Alfonsus I VMG to prepare the advent and  Christmas. The pray start at  19:30 pm.  But I fail to come. I busy  handle  data of Primary 6. 



 Monday, December  4, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow.
Monday, December  4, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow.  I can not wash equipment of home. I put the food equipment  (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci))  in  sink (=washbowl= washbasin= washstand =wastafel)

Tuesday, December  5, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow. I get difficult in wash the food equipment  (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci)). I try to use the gallon water but not enough. So, I postpone to wash of it. I cook  spinach (bayam).  Than  I cook food use gallon water. I decide to go to school to take a bath. I 'm not jogging today. I prepare the shampoo and  brush and toothpaste (pasta gigi). But I forget to bring it. In Block A I see women bring gallon to  depot of refill water. May the water in her home not flowed  too.  I only bring  bag  and food to school.  I take a bath in school without  shampoo and soap  and I dry my  body without  towel (handuk).  Than I go back to  home. I Blok A VMG I see a women who bring water gallon to depot water refill still there to wait staff refill water to refill of it. The refill water ptice is IDR 5.000 per gallon. In home, Than I check rice cooker. The spinach (bayam)  had ripe. Than I take it than  mix with  rice than eat it. Than I start to school. In afternoon I go back. The water had flowed but very dirty, I open the tap (keran)  and let the water  flow. The mud exit. After few minutes, about 30 minutes, finally  the clean water available.  I accommodate (menampung)  of it  than wash   the equipment of food ( (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci)).


Sunday, 11 Feb, 2018

I  mve the gome f  bee. I afrid to  bite (dengar) by  queen of  bee so in ne evening I move it to roop. Whsat is happening? Is the queen of bee come to   ir home? It is get  rain. It make home to sliperry (sandal). In last time may  on  October / November ti make  home in  terrace / on  iron. I made destroy on the night. This this for  trice it make home in terrace. it is make disturb of me so I move of it.

Than on February  or March  2018, the  queen of  bee (ratu lebah) make home in  my motor cycle. Wow... this is the three time the bee make home to my property. Is this have meaning or  accidental (kebetulan)?. I'm confuse too. Than I  disassemble (membongkar) when I arrive in the school. I'm not  brave open  disassemble (membongkar) in home, worry bite by the  bee parent (induk lebah).

Wednesday, 21 March   2018, I go to school. I go back in the evening. The is windy  in afternoon today. When I arrive in home  the  leaf  (daun ) of door   open and depend. One  axis (poros) is broken so it depend. "He leaf  door is open. In last afternoon  the  wind quite strong (angin cukup kencang) so open the leaf door. Please lock of it. " Mom Ayu Said. "Thank you mom," I said. "May be the  officer water of PAM  or electric  come to count of   meter of  water and electric. " I think. Or may be I forget to  connect the irons  when the wind come,  it  close. I thought I had closed it in last morning. Or may be Ayu's mom correct too.  Than On Thursday, March 22, 2018,  when I arrive in home again in evening, Vital mom said about same topic. They are very  kind  and care to me.  They you my neighbour. They are the moslem. Nevertheless (meskipun demikian)  they care to other, iclude me who Cathilic. Thank you neigbour.


VMG Expereince:


Saturday, March 24, 2018. The  nitichen  people in Blok B3  and B4 VMG I meeting in  path. We are supper together, We use  carpet. The nitichen service one another. I come late.  Ayu’s mom service me. She give soup of cow to me. I increase with rice whereas I had supper. I join with others nitizen. I try to enjoy their joke. “ My orange is sweet but may be yours that  sour / acid  (asam),’ they joke one anothers. In reality all is sour /acid  (asam). But they try to make fun. Than the little rain come. We dismissal. I try to handle trass / rubbish and equipment of food. Than we go  back. We are difference  about ethnic, religion  but   harmony. This is Indonesia. Unique.
Than I  talk and discuss with Mr. Anto. We discuss about  president election, governor election in Indoensia. Than we go back. I sleep on 23:00 am.