Dreams 6

 Dreams: November..... 2016 (may be 10 - 15), 2016.
I have dreams.  Just as have activity in custom house of Wela, mbaru Gendang.  I entrance the home. I see the late / deceased (almarhum) Mr. Paulus Habut entrance the home. I come to near him. "The Wangkung  tribes is your fathers," he said. Than I want to put (menempatkan) him beside  Mr. Ande Musa who already sit down beside main room, near main pillar.  What do  means of this dream?

Note:
 I call  my brother Mr. Beny on Sunday, November 2016. "I had problem with Mr. Elias Aman. The problem is fight (rebut) land that be divided by custom leader. I ask fair (justice = keadilan). The measure of land is 13 x 25  metres while mine only get 10 x 25 metres. I complain to custom leader. I move the pillar. Than Mr. Elias Aman move back it. "I follow the decide custom leader," Mr. Elias Aman said. "I complain the costume leader to handle this case," Mr. Beny said. Mr. Elias Aman is Wangkung tribe.
Than I think, Oh...  may dream may be have connect with this event. The event become on first or second week of November 2016).



Dream - November 15 or 16  2016.
I have  dream. The location in our home custom house, Mbaru Gendang Wela. It is just as  dream festivity of Father Gaspar. The activity in our part of room (usung - Manggarainese). But than it is move to  Mr. Nobert Jaban's part of room (usung - Manggarainese). Than I just as talk to advise to Megy / Kori to be careful. "Must we lose something ("Rantang hamar wancang " - Manggarainese poem).

(I write this at JPS, November 19, 2016).



Wednesday, October 16, 2016  - I have dream but it is deleted  not be deliberated (in Dreams 5).


Wednesday, October 2016 - sleep in the afternoon / evening (19:00 - 21:00)
I have dream. I dream when sit down. I see Ms Susie (Mrs. Alex) have a daughter. "Wow... it is proper they absent during some weeks whereas (padahal) she give birth (melahirkan). Than I aware.
Note: Mr. Alex and Mrs Alex (Ms Susie)  only have 2 sons. What is meaning of this  dream?

I'm in one place. I just as in riverbank (pinggir sungai). The river just as close by leaver of tree because there is tree / plant  that  fall down to river. I'm afraid (scare = takut, ngeri) to entrance to river. In other place I see my teacher friend, Mr. Agus (Saint James, Kelapa Gading, Jakarta) and Ms Novy (former JPS math teacher). They just as want to catch of fish. They want to fishing.

Thursday, October 17, 2016. 
I have dream. 
I just as in a place. Just as in village. There I see  with the people that I  ever know. He is Father Marsel Arjon, SVD. He is missionary of SVD  in Africa (Togo?). But  just as I see Father Marsel Arjon's  brother. I'm  wonder (heran) why is he here. "I'm serve people here. This area just as OFM conggregation area of work. We just as  diffuse (membaur) with other  people.

Than in near place from there we just as  see students (boys and girls) that  visit this place. They just as school in village. Although school in village they see pretty.

In o place I see a group people, Include Mr. Anto (Vincent's father). "He is low profile people. His education is enough, just as until in major seminary, but he still low profile," a women said  just as give testimony (kesaksian) about him (Mr. Anto).

In other place of valley (lembah)  I see the plant. It is long pumpkin (labu) that I often see in kiosk of vegetable. "I just  as know the source (tree / plant) of the long pumpkin. Oh... evidently it is .......(kestela / Ndesi - Manggrainese).

Than I just as in one place. It is in road.  I drive motor cycle. I'm late to drive it while the red lamp come while I still run. Just as the police  trap (menjebak)  me. They  just as come from the hide place. I'm shock. I  violate (melanggar) the traffic  signs (rambu lalu lintas). But the police not direct give punishment to me   even the lay people that meet me. I'm  want to give money to him. He just as think of his body. Than I think. "Why am I give money to this people. May be he is  pander (calo) or civilian (preman). I already hold my sack (saku)  of trousers (celana panjang) to take moeny  IDR 20.000. Than I critic myself. Why Am I give money to this people. It is beeter I direct toward poloce," I say in my heart. I postpone to give money to him.

Note: on  above dream there is think of  dream. "Why am I give this money to this people," I think.


Friday, November 18, 2016
I have dream. The dream is  just as Mrs Basilius Beong (Ms Dony / Ende Valens) have a new child. "Wow....evidently in the old age still  can have a child," I try to analyze (menganalisa)   and conclude.

Other  dream is forget.

Saturday, November 19, 2016
I have  dream
I just as in one place. I meet with my friends when Junior High School in Saint Klaus Kuwu. They are  Ms  Wihelmina Mince, Emelia  Media. I just as  indifferent (masa bodoh).

Other  dream:
I just as   be claimed (diklaim) seek of eye, although I often eat  carrot.

Other dream ( forget: because I pospone to write it).

The dream when day sleep

We just as have an activity, just as  festivity (kenduri). We collect in  our home, custom house, Mbaru Gendang home. We collect in our part of house (usung)  to Mr. Philipus parts of room. Just as festivity of Mr. Paulus Habut. I see him. Just as have official  who ask money. I sit down  beside a someone. I don't know who is he. I just as come late, may be because come from Jakarta. Just as Mr. Paulus  and Mr. Vinsent Jahan ask money (registration money) with amount IDR 20.000. I take my money from my sack. No IDR 20.000. I just as want to give money IDR 50.000. Than  we want to speech of sacrifice. We want to sacrifice a pig / rooster (ayam jantan), tudak (Manggarainese). But just as Mr. Vincent  Jahan just as ask who is doing it. Just as he dislike to do it. But I still hope him to do it.

Than I aware.

Note: Mr. Vincen Jahan is spokesman (juru bicara) when traditional event (acara adat) just as festivity (kenduri) but in last time our tribe (clan) not have good relation with them  so if we have  traditional event (acara adat) we looking for other figure to spokesman.

Sunday, November 20, 2016.
I have dream. The dream is Micky's  grade point average (indeks prestasi kumulatif / IPK). He got grade point average (IPK)  4,40. Wow.... wonderful. He have good capability. He is smart so he can continue his study to  Post graduate program. Than I think myself. How about my grade point average?

Note: I'm  shocked (terkejut) from my sleep when my handphone is ringing on 06:00 am. I'm still sleeping. When aware the dream is forgetting. Than I cook food, when cook food, I can remember Micky, so I can remember dream about Micly.


Other  dream forget.

Monday, November 21, 2016
I have dream. I just as have activity in Ndoso / Kolang region in Maanggarai. Just as someone  pick up me there use motor cycle. Who  is he? Saver?
When I arrive there I see Mr. Paulus Jalu. We see a group men. They hold  spear (tombak). Just as they want to war with other group people in other village. They just as  fight (memperebutkan) land. Mr. Paulus and I see their group run to hunter the enemy. They just as run while prepare the spear (tombak) to hunter the enemy. They come hear us. They just as hunter us. We  scare. We run. The condition just as chaos. We run to a mountain. We  gasping for the breath  (terengah-engah) to climb the mountain. We don't know who is friend who is enemy. We almost arrive in top but the condition is  frightening (menakutkan). Mr. Paulus afraid to go up to top o mountain. Just as have enemy there. So we go down. I just as  run fast while exhaust oneself (buang diri) but still safe. Than we see the other people. We by pass the  water / pipe of water / spring. We meet with other man, adult people who busy on this situation chaos, we by pass village. Than  we arrive in one moutain from beside we see the mountain that I came in last time. We see the leader of custom. Just as they want to make traditional rituals (ritual adat), just as sacrifice something.  From beside of mountain we see the leader of culture (masyarakat adat) already prepare to do the rituals. They already use the traditional clothes (pakaian adat).  Than we just as move to come near this place. I come to there. In puncak of mountain I see my brother just as Mr.Alex Maji. He just as join on the rituals. Just as they take something (sacrifice ritual material , just as product something that burning) on a  hole. He take it with finger than put on head /hair. I see the leader  of village  make just as too. We just as by the way there. We just as know the aims of this activity. May be we are mistake not get the complete information, so seem  chaos," I said.  Than we go down. Just as my sister, sister Sophy join together me when go down.

Note: This dream frightening (menakutkan). My condition  not  fresh.


Tuesday, November 22, 2016 - I have dream  but I forget it.Why? May be because I sleep late. In last time I sleep at 00:30 am (pm). Sleep quality  influence to memory work.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016 - I have dream  but I forget it.Why? May be because the quality of  memory to remember it.

Thursday, November 24, 2016 - I have dream  but I forget it.Why? May be because the quality of  memory to remember it.

Friday, November 25, 2016 - I have dream  but I forget it.Why? May be because the quality of  memory to remember it.


Saturday, November 26, 2016 - I have dream  but I forget it.Why? May be because the quality of  memory to remember.

Sunday, November 27, 2016
I have dreams.
1. I just as walk in garden in Wela, exactly in Wae Wela. I walk to decline (menurun). I just as walk decline (menurun) in west of rice field / garden Mr. Stanis Nami in Wae Wela. In left side there is river (Wae Wela). There is  gorge (jurang) too. I'm afraid. I walk so slow and carefully. Before arrive in river, I see a group of people. They just as join on discuss or course the bible of Catholic.  I arrive in river. My feet entrance to water. I'm not take a bath. I wash my face only. Than I just as speech to  explain about me, why I'm so slow. "My be health  influence my memory," I explain to people there.

2. I just as  pee (kencing) or urinate (pipis)  in  pants (celana). Evidently my vital body is on.

3. I drive motor cycle to climb a place. It is the long climb (tanjakan). I am excuse (pesimis)  that I can drive until the top. It is right. I find a little flat place. I stop there because in front of me there is  mound (gundukan tanah) that high and bad. If I force myself by by pass it certainly I'm  fall down. There is man beside right of me. We are just as  compete (berkompetisi). I stop on a little flat. Than I go to the left side of road. There is house / tent there. I entrance. I find with Mr. Hans Joman (Manggaraian) there. We tlak. He share his experience of life family. "My five not accept me and our children  and she just as  recognize (mengakui) dan said that have couple of women. "She is lesbian," I think.  I imagine their home condition.

4. I just as in Jakarta. I just as come to Jatinegara, East Jakarta. I walk with my nephew, George, Hila's youngest child / son.  We arrive there. I see  the  fence of home. Than we tuun to left.  I see the coffee tree beside left and right road. It  is coffee that I known in Manggarai, Robusta coffee and arabika cofee (kopi unggul / juria - Manggarainese). We turn to left again.  I want to teach him about the kind of  coffee. "What is the name of this coffee?" I ask him. "Ro...buss...ta..." I I spell to me. Than we arrive  in one place. We turn to right. Than I  think about Mr. Hans Joman's house in east side from there place. Than I aware.

Monday, November 28, 2016

I have  dreams.
1. I just as walk in Wela. I walk together Mr. Markus Marut in front of Mr. Viktor Agos' home. We just as talk about Mr. Leksi. "He is candidate of senator from Sikka," he said. "Oh.... now from Sikka, in last time  represent (mewakili) Manggarai regency," I analize.
Than we separated. He walk to his home in Belang Lesa while I'm turn to left. I by pass "Boa ( (cemetery= pekuburan). I see the place (field  of volly ball) not good condition. Than we entrance to Mr. Pon's garden. I and some people just as looking for fire wood (kayu api). I find fire wood  what dry even (malahan) almost obsolescent (lapuk).
2. I just as in Wae Mese / Bea  in Mr. Herman Buker's garden. There I meet with Mr. Vero (Eva's mother). They just as come back from garden to home in Wela. I just as see they bring chicken /  babon / cock. Than I joke. "Please give us (me)," I ask as joke to her (them). Than she gave it to me. Than I said. "Thank you you are so kind. "Thank you for your kindness. You are so good," I said to her.
3. I just as in Boa (Cemetery = pekuburan) Wela again. I walk from filed to main village (Beo Mese). I see the border (batas) cemetery (pekuburan) with Mr. Pon's land already planting (tanam)  of cassava (singkong), taro (keladi). In the left   side area too, in above Mr. Polus Pedo's home. Wow.... "It is good if someone use this cemetery (pekuburan) land to plant (menanam)  vegetable, tree, corn. I ever see it i Lida.

4. I just as in Mbari Gendang Wela. I think that it is good if I have  mass, Mr. Basilius Beong  bring the custom speech  of " Torok" (doa adat : Torok).  Than I go to the cemetery plcce.

Than I aware.

Note: Today the rainy in  the morning. I get up late is on 06:22. I get up at 05:00 am than I take a rest again.




Tuesday, November 29, 2016
I have dream. I just as in one place, just as in  Uma pal / Uma lokang. I just as walk in mud road while in right side there is the asphalt road. I walk together Mr. Micky to east direction.

I just as arrive in one place. I a terrace a bulding I just as collect together the  Manggarain people, just as Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. We just as   have meeting. Than we change to other part of building. This  part of dream  vague (samar). I forget it.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016. I have dream but forget to remember it. May be this is the memory problem.

Thursday, December 1, 2016
I have dream. I am  just as  in one place. I just as want to follow an event (activity), just as test. I just as  think about budget, how it it cheap, include the book price.
Note: This book vague (disguised = samar). The memory capability  limited to remember.

Friday, December 2, 2016
I have dream. The dream about may be I meet with my cousin, Mr. Micky Pandu. May be I'm in a river. This dream is vague (disgused= samar). My capability memory  is  limited to remember of it.

Saturday, December 3, 2016

Sunday, December 4, 2016.
I have the dream. The dream is discuss of Mr. Edu Sanor and Mr. Fon Jaban. "Our plant that we planted in state (public) land  and based on distributed of land according the chief of village  that the land become own of the late 9 deceased (almarhum) Mr. Bernadus Bakal's children / sons (Mr. Herman, Mr. David, Mr. Kalis, Mr. Yan Ano  and include his grandchild (cucu) : Mr. Sales, all of the our plant  just as clove should be we cut," Mr. Edu said. I can understand if this dream because in reality Mr. Edu conflict with  the late  Mr. Bernadus Bakal's children / grandchild (Sales).

Note: This dream have the base of reality. Conflict Edu and Yan Ano.
I can remember of this dream after remember they key as stimulus: JAMBOR. JAMBOR is the the work of motto when "caci". This mottor is own of Mr. Sius Kondos. Sius Kondos and Mr. Edu is fan (penggemar) CACI. With remember Jambor, remember of Mr. Sius, remember Mr. Edu, remember of this dream.



Other dream:

I find (found) my motor cycle broken. The speedo meter cable leave  from the main part. I'm regret.

Note: I can remember of this dream after forget during 7 hours. I can remember  again when think about my motor cycle than remember this  dream.


 Dream when day sleep
I have the dream. The dream about my brother and I (me). The location in Bangka, near Mr. Victor Agos' garden. The other part of garden just as already  bought by Mr. Beny, my oldest brother - from Mr. Victor Agos'  son. But the part of land that bought by Mr. Beny not planed by coffee tree, the land  groe only reed (alang-alang) / thatch (ilalang) and other plant of wild (liar) just as .....(sensus _ Manggarainese). Just as I and Mr. Rony sit down in right side (from village to Bangka). When we see to road, I see some people through (melewati) the steets (jalan), include Mr. Yoseph Bensa  and his wife Mrs Ely Pangul. Both is my former teacher. I greeting them. "Do you here after give  catechism (katekese) to people?" Mr. Joseph ask. "Oh...no sir, I  was not join on that activity. Than I see to the east (to Mbarang) garden. We see the Wela people go back to village after work in garden. The routines (rutinitas)  people society is go to the garden in the morning than go back to village in the afternoon.  I see their routines (runtinitas). Than I want to go back. In near stone I find the written about Mr.Beny's name. It is show that this garden is  his own / property.  I see it. The show of written just as  wall paper in Face Book.

What is meaning of this dream?


Monday, December 5, 2016

I have a dream. I just as in Mr. Egy - Mrs Egy (Mrs. Dyan)'s house. They have 2 sons. The first is Tore. May be Tore hate or angry to me. He take the stone than  throw (melempar) to me. His stone touch my back. The stone  broken in my back. The part of broken of stone touch my brother, Mr. Rony. Jusr as the part of stone touch Mr. Rony's  eyebrow (alis).  I try to patient (sabar) to handle this case. I see Tore's parent seem angry to him. "No need to angry. "Please said why do you make just as it. Please say honest. I'm not angry to you," I try to handle the problem. Than  I just as see the paper  money IDR 10.000. Than just as Mr. Egy (Tore's father)  defend (membela) his son. He faster hold (menggendong) Tore whereas the problem not finish yet.

What is meaning of this  dream?

Tuesday, December 6, 2016.
I have dreams.

1.I just as in  place that  the  Wela - Jakarta family meeting. The family member just as ask my status of   life that still single. "Why do you not married yet?" Just as it the question of Mr. Alex  or Mr. Robert. The question to me. "I'm not married  because I  am  troubling with myself. What is married for if only output of sad. " I response them.  Than they ask the same question to Mr. Rony. "I'm not married because I'm not  do anything." he response. I'm regret because Rony already have girlfriend (darling).

2. I just as in one place. It is the  building. It is just as former the church. I see Mr. .....(Bapa'd Fian, the handyman (tukang) that worked at Tilir pastoral in last time when I practice  of pasoral). Just as it pastoral. I imagine  just as the priest is  Father Marsel Jehanat, Pr, my preceptor (pembimbing) of my pastoral practice.  The pastoral complex is large. I see the  old steel bar (besi beton)  and wall but just as  the building already broken so need to build new now.  The pastoral complex that large make difficult to control it. It is make the parish property have change (possibility) is taken  by other people. There is lamp of electric  in border complex. Beside it I see the other  people. May be they are that take the pastoral property.

3. I just  as become priest. I just as have dream can approach (mendekati) people in a village. Just as in Meler. I  believe I can do it. Just as I want to say something (policy) / hope. The location just as in  Meler.


This  dream become  about at 03:00 am. Than I get up than sleep again. I have dreams again:


1. I just as join on mass. The mass lead by Father Vincent Sensi Poto Kota, Pr. I just as accompany him. There are acolytes. Father Sensi,Pr just as service by himself when the acolytes late to service him. When almost finish  mass the Father Sensi just as want to  set to meditation in front of  Tabernacle / Mary Statue. I see Father Datus,Pr. When the mass almost dismissal, Father Datus,Pr just as want to speak / meeting with Manggarai people. The Manggarai people just as not care of it. The Manggarai people still go back to home. "Why is he said when speech?" I ask in myself. Just as mistake of strategy.  In church I see the Manggarai people. I see some friends, just as Mr. Vitalis Fifa and Mr. Karol Kejuru. Both is my classmate when JHS-SHS  Saint Klaus - Kuwu - Manggarai, Flores. Both and other friends just as activist (aktivis) of  Manggarai   Catholic Group. In last time the Manggarai catholic group very activist but not  just as  apparent  death(mati suri). Just as enthusiasm in the first but than  silent (no activiy) / death / disband (bubar). May be Father Datus Lega,Pr want to  give motivate to keep the Manggaraian spirit.

2. There are many Manggarai people. I see  my brother of law (ipar) Mr. Nuel Damai. I use the "Batik"  dress. My style is nice. Mr. Nuel hold handphone (BB). I hope he can photo / take picture of me. It is only my hope not become reality.
Out of church I see the other Manggarai people. I see girl who use the white dress. Just as we mutual know. She just as said to me. "I know you. "You are Yul, Mr. Yoseph Magur's  daughter. Your br other is Mr. Mius," I said.  Than just as they want to join on the mass (the wedding mass). I entrance the church than I exit by side door of church.

Note: The girls that I mean (maksudkan)  is Ida. Ida is the youngest daughter of Mr. Yoseph Magur. Mr. Yosep Magur still have family relation with us  because  my big father (Mr. Kornelis Garu)  take Mr. Yoseph Magur's  sister. So we call Mr. Yoseph Magur is ucle - amang in Manggarainese -.

Note: These dreams just as  have relation one and others. The basic is sexuality. Than  the holy mass.
What is meaning of this dream.

Wednesday, December 7, 2016.
I have dream but I forget it.
May be be influenced by Any  and Ellen who go back to Manggarai to holiday.

Thursday, December 8, 2016.
I have dream. I meet with Mr. Ubaldus Pa'it (Dus).  I talk to him about Mr. Dus Abu.  I call Mr. Dus Pa'it as  little father. He was  my  classmate when Primary. "I'm sorry for you as little father and class mate: Mr. Dus Abu  embarrassing (memalukan)," I said to him. Mr. Dus Pa'it is uncle of Mr. Du abu because Mr. Dus Pa'it is younger brother of Mr. Philipus Asong, Mr. Dus Abu's  father in laws (mertua). 
Just as I have hope this  message Mr. Dus Pa'it can say to Mr. Dus Abu in order to can improve her  his  his attitude.  In this meeting I see Mr. David Siman.

(Note: I  forget this dream  before. "I don't know I have  or have not dream in last night," I said. Than I can remember. When I think about poem : "Ndubal tuma", my think connect with Dus Ubal. I remember Ubaldus Pai't. So can remember my dream in last night . morning. The complete the poem is: Barik saki, ndubal tuma, mbilar piras,  lanar / rangkang  bakak, hais cacing. tebel nekes, ". Wow...wonder of memory.


Friday, December 9, 2016.
I have dreams.
First, I just as  teach about  computer to my family / cousin. This is Windows XP (Experience).
They are not understand until I explain  and write  it (XP (Experience). 

Second. Dream about my mother, Regina. She is pass away. Than we buried her.  I remember her  services (jasa-jasanya). I was sad.
What is meaning of these dreams?

Note: The first dream I can remember after I hear discuss of Mr. Albert  and Mr. Tomy about software of operating system that be install to computer in ICT room. They mentioned some operating systems (OS) just as Windows XP, Window 7, Windows 2010. When Mr. Albert mentioned  Window XP, my memory direct remember my dream. 

Saturday, December 10, 2016.
When sleep in the night or morning I don't know I have dream or no.

Dream when middle day / afternoon sleep.

I have dream. The dreams are, first  Mr. Stanis Bandur and I and others just as in one place. We just as want to loking for the fire wood. I see Mr. Stanis take wood  from river that dirty. He cut the tree. The tree just as enough big (just as as big as thigh ([paha). Than I just as take it fire wood. When I see just as the palm tree. The palm tree just as not match to  fire wood.

The second dream. I just as  in around  of meeting people. I forget others.
Than I move to other place. I see a women. I don't know her.  She just as want to entrance the car / truck (oto colt - Manggarainese). I touch her hand. I smell the stench (bau amis). Just as she just as gi back from toilet. Just as she  diarrhea (diare). I smell the stench (bau amis). Than I aware.


Sunday, December 11, 2016

Monday, December 12, 2016
I have dream.

The dream when  middle day / afternoon sleep

I have dream. The location disguised (Samar), in Wela? I sit down in a place together  the late / deceased  (almarhum) Mr. Bone Kaso. But on the dream I don't know he already pass away. We just as talk while in beside of room, in sleep room there is Ms Ros Linde who still  fight (berjuang) to give birth (melahirkan). Just as her give birth (melahirkan) get difficult. Many adult women come to help her give birth (melahirkan). Mr. Bone - as father - want to help and control the condition. We are can not entrance  because  it is harm for men entrance when the women give birth. So I only in guest room. But  the condition worry (mengkuatirkan) or distress ( gawat). I come but  until in  the first door. In the secnd room, in straight (lurus) the door, I see someone who  just as still sit in the toilet.  I see Mr. Bone Kaso entrance to the room of  maternity (bersalin).
Than out of  home I see the people still repair pipe of water (pipa air).  I see a people still  try to repair with  unload (membongkar) the pipe from in land to check the connection. I see the pipe by pass the mud (lumpur)  and  marshes (rawa-rawa). I see to west direction. I see people still correction pipe there.  Than I see to south (selatan) direction. I see the people still correction the pipe there. The people by pass the marshes (rawa-rawa). The marshes (rawa-rawa very  concentrated (pekat). On the   the channel  I see the  see the clean water in residual (sisa) sludge (lumpur).  I hear comment from some men. "The Suzuki very profit do of this project," they said.
Than I aware. What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, December 13, 2016
I have dreams.
First dream, I just as  by pass  one place. I see  some priest of Diocese Ruteng, just as Father Ardy Obot,Pr. He is my senior when Major Seminary. They just as still meeting.  Than I by pass a place / road. I just as see Father  Frans Adi, Pr. He is my senior when Major Seminary at Ritapiret and leader when I'm in sehior High School, Saint Klaus Kuwu.

The second dream I forget. Whereas  recent time I remember of it. This is memory problem.
Than after 5 minutes, I can remember again.
The  dream  is I just as want to traveling / go to one place use boat / ship (kapal) / Ferry.  Around the that place I see the mountain. I see the mountain just as on fire (terbakar) / fire (kebakaran). May be people around it that fire (burn)  it.  Than I entrance to the mountain. We climb. Than we see the wild animal (binatang buas). Just as there is lion (singa) or tiger. Than I see the  boa (ular sawah) and  dragon (naga). I put my hand to the dragon's body. Just as dragon want to  clamp (menjepit) my hand. I feet sick of it. "How the solution to free of clamp / tongs (jepitan) of dragon? " I think and ask. "Please looking for pig," just as there is sound just as it. Suddenly there is the black pig come.  Just as this is the ransom (tebusan) for me from tongs (jepitan) of the dragon. In the  mountain that in fire (terbakar) I still see the clean water flow from top to valley (lembah). Than we change to right side of that mountain.  We arrive in top of mountain. I see the plant (tumbuhan)  and tress (pohon-pohon) there.  I just as  seem the melinjo (.........) tree. I see mr. Philipus Jeharut and Mr. Robert Pongkor (from  Rego). We see the view /scenery in front of us and left side. Just as have hill beside us. We just as in  slope (lereng) of a hill (bukit).

Wednesday, December 14, 2016
I have dream but I foret to remember it.

Thursday, December 15, 2016
I have dream.
The dream is my attitude to dogs in a room. I was in a room / home. I see the  dogs, kennel (indukanjing) and puppy (anak anjing). I just as  reluctant (enggan) to touch it. I'm disgusted (jijik) to see ot. "If is easy to avoid the disgusted to dog, please bathe (mandikan) the dog. I seldom disgusted but seldom care to the dog. I just as imagine the smell of dog.

Others  dreams  I forget.

Note:
How is  your trick to remember the dream?
I can remember of this dream after see in front of house in VMG. Usually  there is cat ang it feces in road. I imagine the animal (cat) than I reach my dream about   dogs.

Friday, December 16, 2016

I have dreams
First it is about my younger brother, Mr. John and Mr. Hila. Next I forget my dream. When aware than go to toilet I remember it than I forget it.

The  second  dream:......  (I forget again). This is Memory problem. The capacity of mmory limited to remember it.

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 New Year  2017

January 1, 2017 - sleep in Mr. Leo's house at Cikarang.
I have dream. I just as in one place.  Just as it is house of Mr. Alex Maji. In front of his house there is cottage (pondok). Around house I see the partitions (alang-alang). This is material to make roof  (atap) of house / cottage (pondok). There are still have empty space there.

January 2, 2017 - I don't know I have  have not  dream this date. I still sleep at Cikarang

January 3, 2017\
I have dream. I just as join  test at STF Driyarkara campus. May be the semester test.  Than I see the paper as the result of test. It is paper  work.  There is subject that get score 70. Just as  Epistemology (Filsafat Ilmu).

Other dream: I feel my votal organ is on.

Dream when day sleep:
I have dream, but than it is forgetting. After few minutes / hours I can remember it.  I can remember it when I write news about the death of deceased Mr. Paulus Gem (Emad Tina). I imagine him than I can remember my dream. The dream is I met with Mr. Paulus Gem's daughter is Mrs Ana.  Mr. Ana just as see me and I see her, but no communicate. She just as shy call me. We just as  surreptitious viewing (curi pandang) one another. The location just as near   their home, in junction of Wela. I just as want to go to our home in Beo Mese.

The other dream: I just as dialog /talk with my brother, Mr. John. Who is the best in Wela? He is Mr. Yohannes Ano," he explain.


Wednesday, January 4, 2017
I have  don't know I have or no dream in last night.
My  sleep is  disturb  in last night. May be I change the position of matrass  / chair  and  I use fan. May be the fan have  bad effect so I can not sleep nicely.

Thursday, January 5, 2017

I have dream. I just as  drive motor cycle. Just as to Lembor. Than I stop in margin road. Than someone try to on my mootor cycle. The smoke (asap)  exit from  exhaust (kanlpot). I see fire (api) in mootor cycle but not yet   on fire (terbakar). I just as  flush water (siram air ) to inside of motor cycle.. What is meaning of this  dream? (In last night my sleep is disturb.


Friday, January 6, 2017


Sunday, January 8, 2017

Monday, January 9, 2017 - I don't know have dream or no dream.
Tuesday, January 10, 2017
I have dream.
1.I just as see the  priest of Manggarai that join on OFM congragation. He is already old and get of sick. Just as he is sick of diebetes?  Than the conngragation sent him to a village to therapi his sick. He often  pee without aware. So, sent to got therapy to a village. The therapist just as the Moslem people. That priest just as sorrounder, accept of it. (Note: I can remember of this dream when drive mtor cycle in Rawa Indah, Harapan Indah. I don't know what the key word so my memory reach / find the dream).
2. I just as in STF Driyarkara campus. Just as examination. I see father Herry Priono, SJ. He already come. He is discipline. Before the lesson he already come. He prepare anything. Than we just as entrance to room. I sit down in ladder or the path. In right side of me there is Father Herry Priono,SJ. Than he just as want to collect the paper / note of subject / lesson / material of test.  I'm nervous  and worry because just as not prepare nicely of the test. I'm not see the table  and chair that enough for student to do it. The student just only  sit at ladder. If have chaor / table it is few only. Than I'm aware.



Wednesday, January  11, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no dream when sleep in last time.

Thursday, January 12, 2017
I have dream. I just as traveling to a place. Just as in  new place in Manggarai. Just as Wae Rebo? Some people and I arrive in  a river. The river have stones. The original people ask  us to make  drink a water of river as sign that we respect them and their culture. I did it. When I see the water, I see it is seem dirty. I looking for the place that enough clean. The water is  clear (bening) but just as little rubbish tere (weang - Manggarainese). I just as use spoon to take water than entrance to my mouth. We just as pray  pray before drink water. Than in back of me I hear Mr. David Siman mention "pray in Manggarainese":  just as this was, "lengkang salang......................" .  The indegenous people (masyarakat asli) just as stand up and sit down in margin (edge = pinggir) of river. In my think they are Wae Rebo peoples.

What is meaning of  dreams?

Friday, January 13, 2017
I have dream. I was in a place. I just as traveling to a place. I  arivered in a station.  I hear informatin  and see just as the train arrive there and want to  start, while I'm still out of train. I'm hurry up to entrance to  station.  I ask to station's staff. He guide me. We entrance to station  but.... just as not train but  a truck. It is rubbish truck with yellow color. We want to entrance it. We wait Mr. Agus Suherman. He just as have another destination. He just as want to Menado. We just as  let (membiarkan) him to do what's him desire.  Mr. Marsel, his older brother have the same view.
Than I'm aware.

Other   dream I forget.

Saturday, January 14, 2017
I have dream. I'm in one house. In house have  stick (tongkat). The stick is long, until at  roof (atap).
I just as hold it. Just as I can use it to shaking (menjolok) something  in pillar at of roof.

What is meaning of this dream?

The other dream is forget.

Sunday, January 15, 2017


Monday, January 16, 2017
 I have dream. It is a fight with Mr. Daniel Dagu, my classmate when Primary. I want to iron. He hold iron. He want to submit it to me while the method of submit bed so can not  I hold. I'm angry. I hope he put it on floor. I take it. Than I iron to him. Than we fight. Than I aware.

Dream when afternoon sleep I forget.


Dream, January 17, 2017
I have dream.  I just as in a  place. I just as present in one place. Other people join too. Just as we meeting a room. I I see people pray ,  sing of song  while lie down (rest = berbaring).  Than I move to other place. I arrive in a place, just as garden. I see the  tumbuhan that I  available  in my  village  oof Wela. It is the "Saung Poa'ng". It can be use to make vegetable. I see this plant  but the leaf (daun)  just as bite by caterpillar (ulat). "This land is fertile (subur). I saw other plant (tumbuhan) just as palm tree.

Other  dream I forget.

Dream January 18, 2017

I have dream

1. I just as in  a place. I just as winnow (menampi) rice. I use  winnow (penampi). I can winnow with agile (lincah /tangkas). I can  separate the good rice and the  bran (dedak) and paddy  (\ˈpa- dē\) = padi). I see someone do it but I don't remember who is he (him).

2. I see my sister (saudari) of cousin, sister of Sixta,PRR.  I met her in one place but I don't know where the place. We talk about computer components include the printer. Just as she want to buy it and want to know the price of it. The  price of it varies (\ˈver-ē\ =bervariasi)./ diversity, rely (\ri-ˈlī\ =bergantung) to our capability of money. There is quality, there is  price (ada kualitas, ada harga)," I said to her.

3. I was in garden in Bangka garden. In north part of  garden, in near frontier (batas) with Mr. Nobert's garden, I see the plant that  broken (patah) because blow of  win. I just as see the plant of jackfruit (nangka). I saw some of  fruit (buah) of jackfruit (nangka)  that still dependent ( =tergantung)  on the branch that already  broken but still in the  sky because restrained (tertahan) by branch other  plant. "It is good if the the fruit of  jackfruits can be used for vegetable or fruits. Here I see the fruits  just as already ate by  animal, just as  bat (kalong). Seldom I saw the  fruit of jackfruits  change  become  mango fruit.

Than I move to next place. I walk to path that usually as path that use by another people when went or back house - garden. In near river / dry river I see the cake that consist of diversity colors. I take it. I arrive in Mr. Yakobus Babur's garden. Than  just as arrive in Satarara village. I see this village still natural. I saw many much  big stone  and  trees because near dense (lebat) forest.  I see the people's house that  made from wood and  zinc (seng). There is house that the wooden board (papan kayu) already obsolescent ( lapuk) and perforated (berlubang).  I saw the rolling stones (bukit batu) around it. Than I just as together  some people, include a female child. We ate the cake that I bring from path. When we taste just as  no so good. It is just as out of dated. 

We just as wait our  family. The condition just as in Lasang - Kolang. We just as wait our uncle  and aunt (\ˈant, ˈänt\ = bibi / tanta), Mr. Piet and his wife.  Just as they already go to garden than  someone call them to go back to home because we come. I never think that the condition just as it. I just as saw Mr. Egy and Mr. Alex Maji. Just as  we are in a group. Than I saw my uncle and my aunt come. Than we went to  their home. I just as saw Mr. Piet and Mr. John. I see my aunt, Mr. Piet's wife. People just as said that  Mr. Pit's wife not similar with her law is Ms.  Leny. I imagine our grand mother,  ...  (Ined Lina). We walk to their house. Than I aware than  get up.

Note: 

Proses to remember to dream.

How do you remember the dreams?

No. 3 I can remember becauuse my memory direct to remember it may be because the time still so near.

No. 1 and 2  I can remember  after get stimulus . I can remember no. 1  when think about  paddy / rice when cook  rice in the morning. The second dream I can remember  when thin about my family - link to Satarara family - Nua family - than  I can connect to dream meet sister Sixta,PRR.

Dream January 19, 2017
I have dream . I just as traveling with a group. It is group  family of Wela. We just as come back from a travelling. We just as  arrive in a place.We still on the way. . We just as already arrive in a terminal  or

 port (pelabuhan). We layover (singgah) in a home. That family I know. I'm worry becaause many people in my group. This condition certainly  make busy that family. I think just as it. I just as walk with Mr. Sirilus Nandus (Lilu) and may be with his family.. I just as  help to bring his bag (goods).  We entrance to a home. We stay in one home.

Other dream: I  just as have guest. He is Father Alex Lanur,OFM. He came to my rent house. . He want to take a bath.  He bring a towel (handuk) of his (?).  I met him in frontier (batas) main room and kitchen room. I suggest him to use towel that I prepare for guest but  during  last time in real time use by  female of my cousin. I think about male and famile in this towel. Than I aware.


Dream January 20, 2017

Dream January 21, 2017

Dream January 22, 2017

I just as dream that the toilet of "Mbaru Gendang : Wela alredy broken so close / lock nicely.


Dream January 23, 2017

I have dream.
I just as in a place. I just as traveling. I see the sea / lake. There is wall as frontier. I see people walk in road that have frontier land and sea / lake / water. If  accident certainly the  can entrance to sea / water. I see  the water / sea with the big wave and  big stone.

Than I just as in a attic (loteng).  Than I hear Mr. Fabi Banor mention my name as coordinator an event and just as the group no pay the money. "Please ask it to pay. I'm regret. I hate him because busy with others problem, but I'm nervous of it.  Than I just as nervous when want to go down from a  wod beams (kayu  balok) in attic. I'n regret.

This  dream make me get up.


Than I just as want to by pass a place that have ladder but the ladder enough sharp. Fibally I postpone by pass there. I want to use other ladder.


Other  dreams:

The location in Golowelu. I walk  just as in front of Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. I just as go to Golowelu. In  near Siong - Sangso's shop I just as meet my yunior  friends of school of Primary , include Santi Ketua.  I just as shy (shame) to met her.

Tuesday, January 24, 2017
I have dreams. I just as in Wela. Just as have mass but the processions (perarakan)  start  from plain, htan entrance to  spring near Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I just as want to  set  the line priest. There are many   priests that  join. They use the green (biru) dress of mass. Than we just as stop at Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house.

Than we just as prepare to traveling. The condition is just as the students who go back to school.  after holiday. I just as  in Wela's  cemetery (burial = pekuburan). We just as use little car (bemo).  Than we go  Just as there is prepare of food.  I eat first. I want to increase while  my family (Mr. Hila)  already  tidy up it. I complain because I want to increase the food. Just as Mr. Hila and our families want to  join on this traveling.

Wednesday, January 25, 2017
I have dream. Just as there is someone who sing of song:

Naka Go
NAKA GO LAWA E

Sako:
Naka go naka go lawa e....
Hoo  de  sain reba .......(Jawa / ......) mai lambu natas Ranggu
Naka go naka go lawa e....

Wale:
Porong lalong bakok duhu lako
Porong lalong rombeng kole
Naka go naka go lawa e....

(Asli dari  Youtube:  penerimaan mahasiswa  -program budaya -   UGM   di Ranggu - Kolang, ).

This dream became on 02:00 am than I sleep again than I can remember again in the morning.

Second  dream:

I just as  in a place. Just as there is school activity, just as retret. Our retret  out Java islandd. It is in other Island but I don't know what place of it. I just as see Mr. Konrad who personal in charge (IPC) this event. We just as  cross the sea use Ferry ship. "We make  proposals (proposal)  about IDR 300.000 per person per day. The Foundation agree," he share expereince.  This program is okay. That important can refresh our body and soul.

The third dream:

I just as in a place. This is new place.  I arrive in one place, just as a rent house. I want to rent boarding house (kos-kosan). I want to stay with others  so the cost more cheaper (lebih murah). Just as Mr. Andy Gunawan want to join. Evidently  Mr. Andy want to pay and stay alone. So we independent. He rent a ome and I rent a house too. "How is way to make cheaper  the cost of house? I will open the computer course," I said. I can start it.

The four dream (dream before 05:30 am).
I'm in a place. Just as in Church environment? I  am in a stairway (staircase = tangga). I see someone pour (mencurahkan ) water to plant in park. They seem seriously  handle it.  Just as there is wall or  stone big stone as wall in park.
Than  on a place I consultation (konsultasi) my health especialy about hypertension (high blod pressure = darah tinggi). How is way to decrease the high pressure blood (hypertension)? I ask to  just as a nurse. Than the doctor / nurse ask to the senior doctor. Than the senior   doctor give the advise: "Avoid sit down so long than if want to sleep, please sleep no postpone," he said.

Than I aware, get up, take  a bath, breakfast , start to school. I arrive o time in school.


Note:  The first  dream  from   the waking state (keadaan bangun).

Thursday, January 26, 2017
I have dream. I just as in Wela, in new house at  Ntalung Pada.  I'm with mother, Regina.  I'm happy because  now mother only work near home. She looking for fresh vegetable  around home because have garden there.  Seldom I think about sexuality too. I remember the last experience.  Than I just as hear information that there is gathering money for church. Mr. John collect it. For this event need the honest people. "Mr. John and Mr. Hila is lazy," the children / nephew comment. Beside our new house there is garden of Mr.  Herman Buker.

Friday, January 27, 2017
I have dream. I just as get duty from someone to drive a car. I'm not self confidence to accept of this   job because can not drive. I just as already practice but may be once.  I try to accpet of this job. I imagine how to drive of car. In the dream I just as imagine the journey from Wela (e) Renggang    - to Ntalung Pada / Merkedila. What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, January 28, 2017
Dream in the night  until morning - forget of it

If remember:
We discuss about Frans Anggal - journalist Dian / Flores Pos - . I know he is staying at Ennde Flores, but I hear information that he is  stay at Ruteng. "Is correct that Mr. Frans Borgias stay at  Ruteng," Iask to my talk friend. "Yes, he already long stay at Ruteng," my talk friend said.

The dream when day sleep:
I just as in one place. I meet with  little mother, mother Paulina Gawut.  I ask her to drink.  I offer the juice drink. I embrace ( = hug = memeluk)  her. Our body just as mutual touch, include our sexual body. I just as move my body. My vital body just as on.


Than I just as in one place. I just as want to  go to somewhere. I see car. Just as the car want I  use to delivery the childen to someone. I imagine the place at Nita, in front of  major seminary of Ritapiret, Nita, Maumere, Flores. Just as I imagine Reva and friend still playing. I just as use the white car to delivery Reva cs.  Reva is Mrs Roberts daughter, our neighbor at VMG - Harapan Indah - Bekasi.

Sunday, January 29, 2017
I have  dream


Monday, January 30, 2017
I have dream.
I just as in one place.  I imagine the location just as in hostel. But this dream just as nebulous (hazy = disguised = kabur, samar). This probelem of memory to remember.

Tuesday, January 31, 2017
I have dream but I forget  it. This is memory problem. Memory capability so weak to undersatnd of it.

Wednesday, February 1, 2017  - not remember the dream.

Thursday, February 2, 2017
I have dream. I just as in Wela. I see the toilet of Mbaru Gendang already be demolished (dibongkar). The toilet building non. The location of building  of toilet in north  beside our room.

The second dream: I am just as  in Wela, especially at area of cemetery /ˈsɛm ɪˌtɛr i/=(pekuburan). The rain come. I try to ptotect myself from rain. I run to Mr. Viktor Agos' kiosk. I'm take shelter (berteduh) there. There I see Carol and his brother, Enrike. We by the way. "Where is your parents?" I ask. "They just went somewhere," he said. They just as  be abandoned (ditinggalkan).

Friday, February 3, 2017
I have  dream. I juust as in one place. It is  in Mbaru Gendang? Just as  mourning ceremony (acara duka). Father Paulus Habut (Habong) pass away. I seem crying remember him. I cry in front of / beside my brother / sister,  include Mr. Hubert Ndarung. I'm  sob (terisak-isak) in front of them. I just as see the condition at  the late (almarhum /mendiang)  Mr. Bone Kaso too.
The location this activity in Mbaru Gendang.

Than I have  other dream.
I hear voice of Mr. Max Adil. He want to match my classmate  when JHS- SHS, Ms Yohana Mitimar with my younger brother Mr. John Jelahut. "May be Ms Yo not accept because difference of education level. Ms Yo is bachelor (sarjana)  while Mr. John not. This is  constraints (constraints = tanttangannya).

Than I'm aware.


Saturday, February 4, 2017
I have dreams.
First dream: I just as in our garden, Mbarang. Just as  a man and I want to travelling. We bring goods (barang). It is enough weight (berat). We stop at a way that rarely (jarang) by pass a car / bus. A man ask / invite me," Let's go to there (near dam /waterways) that  crowded (ramai) by pass bus or car. We bring our goods (barang). Than we just as arrive at near fig tree (pohon ara). Just as there is asphalt (aspal) way to dam. Wow... this is the good way. I just know. When come we by pass the other way but not so good just as this way.

The second  dream. I'm just as travelling. My mom regina  and a man  and I walk together. A man just
 want to precede (mendahului  mother and me). We let him by pass. We just as by pass  field / garden. The three short only just as tea gardens (kebun teh).

The third dream. I juust as travelling. I'm join in group. Just as JPS school. We go to east. We just as  use three buses, just as Pahala Kencana Bus. There is bus that jammed (macet). It is the bus that  in front of our bus. Than just as  I become driver. I drive big bus (Pahala Kencana bus). I think just as the brake (rem) failure (blong). I'm worry can  hit (menabrak) car in front of me. I give  sign (tanda) in order to  driver of bus in front of me avoid the car that I drive. Than I twist (memutar) drive. I success to avoid the river that the water dirty  and the other bus. Than I ask other driver to repair the bus that I drive. They do it. There is part of car that broken.


Sunday, February 5, 2017

Monday. February 6, 2017

I have dreams
First, I just as went to some place, just as went to Kotok / Rejing Kolang. Just as ever go there but just as forget the way to there especially.
In  T function we confused about direction way to Rejing or Kotok village. Lucky Mr. Edu Tano know about it. Than  we arrived. We meet with my little father,  late (almarhum)  Mr. Matias Dadu. I talk with him. He seem  frail (ringkih). "Why do you stay in  light that have sun light not on the moist (lembab) place? I ask him. He answer but I don't  lister what is he saying.

I just as dream about Mr. Ino too.


Second  dream: I see my video picture - use white dress and deed dress. White dress trasparent.

The third  dream.
I see Mr. Sixtus Harson. "Do you see my status in Face Book? He ask it because his FB account is broken, may be hack by someone.  He  suspect someone hack it. " I ever read it but it is already long.

Tuesday. February 7, 2017
I have dreams.
First dream I just as  in  housing of teachers of Sant Klaus Kuwu. I just as busy in one home. I just as busy to  do something, just as cooking of food. In other yard I see alumni of Saint Klaus just as talk with Saint Klaus teacher of junior high school is Mr. Stanis Dalis.  I just as hide myself from them.

The second dream:
I just as in Wela, especially in Belang Lesa in near Mr. Edu Sanor's house. I see the pool (kolam)  there but the water ia dirty (yellow of land). There is tool to exit water. Just as there is boat that drive in pool.

Wednesday. February 8, 2017
I have dream. Just as in one place in Wela. I met with many people, include Mrs . Esy who already pass away. But in this dream I don't know she already pass away or not yet. I only knoow that she is got the sickness of diabetes. I talk with her. I give suggest how health life although still get diabetes sick. She just as hear me. What is meaning of this  dream?

Thursday. February 9, 2017
I have dreams.
First dream, I met my mom, Regina. I don't know about the place.  I this moment I appeal (memohon) or ask  sorry to her for all of my mistake that  I had done in last time include in personal meetingencounter (perjumpaan). Just as mom   gave her advise. Just as mom forgive me. When I aware evidently my vital body is on.

Second dream.
I just as met with my leaders, especially Mr. Pius Bwariat, Mr.Ivan Seneviratne,  and Mr. Mario.
I met Mr. Pius first. He just as greet (menyapa) me but I just as not prepare so I just as shock so anwer blindly (sekenanya).

Third dream
I  just as pick up my brother in law (saudara ipar) Mr. Mateus Potok. He come with someone, a man. Just as they come from Jakarta. I pick up them at  Harapan Indah gate / Pasar Modern.  Than we just as layover (singgah) at market at near Taman Puspa / Taman Sari / Heliconia  housing. We already exit from public car and use the motor cycle. I drive motor cycle. Both of them join on me who drive motor cycle.  I just as want to buy  something. I parking my motor cycle. For moment I  just as  in middle road than I  parking in edge (pinggir). Than when I see to control my motor cycle, it can not see again. It mean the motor cycle already disappear (hilang), already be stolen (dicuri) by other people. I looking for it. This place  very troubled (rawan) because often lose something, include motor cycle. I  was panic. I want to report to police. "May be the thief (pencuri) already run and bring to workshop to upload (membongkar) it. In this condition than I aware. The time show at 05:30 am than I get up.

Note:
My brother in law (saudara ipar - kesa - Manggarainese - already passway). What is meaning of this dream? How about  is my health condition? Is it bed, so often  dream meet the pass away the people / family member. On Wednesday, I met Mrs Esy. On Thursday meet with Mr. Mateus Potok. Both had pass away.


Friday. February 10, 2017
I have dreams.
I see myself use the old  and torn (robek) T-shirt (baju kaus)  .

I have others dreams but can not remember well. This is disguised (hazy = vague = samar).

Note: This is memory problem.

Saturday. February 11, 2017
I have dreams.
The first dream is met with my sister cousin (saudari sepupu), Mrs. Donata (Mrs. Theo). She just as share her experience about her husband who was sick. In my think get issue that Mr. Theo was sick because get black magic. There was people  who jealous (envy = fulsome = iri hati / dendam) because Mr. Theo win  of  chief village election. They envy (=jealous=fulsome = iri /dendam) to Mr. Theo, so they use black magic to make him sick or  even make die. "He sick  even his vital body weak," Mrs. Dona said. 

The second dream:
I just as in  teacher housing  of Golowelu I Elementary School. I just as rent boarding house (kos-kosan) there. I go back to boarding house. I see Mr. Egy. Just as  stay in same  boarding house (kos-kosan). I see just as there is goods of some people that owner of rent boarding house there too. Their  goods  sace until in our part of room. Wow......




Sunday dreams, February 12, 2017
Monday , February 13, 2017
 I have dream. Just as I'm i one lace. I meet with my  teacher when JHS-SHS, Mr. Kons Aman and Mr. Hendrik Sandur. Just as Mr.  Kons Aman still speech to students. Than Mr. Hendrik - as leader ? -  give in put. "Please speak nicely, not neek so length your mouth," he said. Mr. Kons Aman offended (tersinggung). Than they debate  than fight. They just as kungfu. Than Mr. Yuvens Rugi come. Mr. kons fight with Mr. Yuvens. Than we by pass a path. Than I see Mr. hendrik Sandur just as still busy to social work. He just as silent try to forgrt the fight. Than I aware that Mr. Yuvens and Mr.Hendrik is brothers. We are just as in a hillside (lereng bukit) in mountain.

The other dream:
I just as in a lake / river. I see the river, just as the base of river or lake is white / yellow. The water not so  clear too. The base on river just as limestone (batu kapur). I walk there. I see the basin (cekungan) of water. "The water certainly dirty," I think



Tuesday , February 14, 2017
I have dreams . First, I  meet my mother Regina. I just as remember expereince in last time. I have  desire sexuality to her. I want to touch her  vital body.

Second, dream about Governor Election of DKI Jakarta. There is fraud (kecurangan). So, the committee  decide to re election to people that suspect fraud on the next day.
Note: Election of Governor at Jakarta Province  will do on February 15, 2017 (Wednesday).


Wednesday , February 15, 2017  - Election Executive - Regent or Governor, include Jakarta Governor
I have dreams.
First dream. I just as went to Jakarta. I just as finish affairs (charge=matter=business =urusan). I just as finish it. Than I want to go back. I just as use train. The location just as from Salemba to Matrman but the train turn to right in intersection (perempatan) of Matraman. The train just  want to Manggarai station.  I meet  with Mrs Egy (Ms Dian). I just as see my classmate when lectuure at Major seminary. He is Father Egis Masri,Pr. But I just as not greet (=rebuke = menegur) him. Father Egis just as in terminal while Mrs Dyan and I in train. I want to back to Bekasi to do what I will do there.
The second dream:
I just as holiday in Lembor. I just as went to Wela than back to Golo Karot Lembor. I visit m Mr. Largus' house. Mr. Largus is my brother in law (ipar) because married with my sister, Yustina. I come to their house but they just as in  in other place, in garden. I find them in  west side (sebelah barat) home. I'm  reluctant (enggan)  entrance theiir home because no people there. I see the room. "No need to entry and sleep there because not permission yet with them," I think.  So, the polite way, I looking for them.  I find them in west side(sebelah barat). Than I see a girl. Just as my student of JPS. She is Velly. She use JPS uniform. She just as have relation family with Mr. Lamber  and Mrs Vero (Vivi's father -mother). I'm not understand why become just as it. I imagine Vellie go to  school at  Cambir Bendera school.
The third dream. .........(forget).


The other dream, may be sexuality dream until I feel false. So I regret. I just as ask forgiveness of God: I remember the pray in Catholic  song. I sing the song: "Mohon ampun,  kami orang berdosa. "Kasihanilah kami ya Allah karena kami sudah bersalah, tak hendak mendengar kataMu tak sudi membalas cintaMu. "Mohon ampun kami orang berdosa. Bukanlah Dikau Allah pemurah, kesabaranMu tak.
The fourth dream. 
I just as  met with Mr. Konrad Udjan. He is mu friend teacher of JPS. He just as see the announcement in board publication of church in church terrace (teras). "Is our friend married in Cancar church?" he ask me. Just as Ms Indri who married there. Than I get up after hear his question.

Thursday , February 16, 2017  - I have dream but I forget to remember it. This memory problem.

Friday , February 16, 2017
I have dreams.
First, I  just as traveling  in Manggarai. I went to Karot Ruteng. I just as see the  church. I want to join on mass there. There is Mr. Yoseph Bensa, my one of Principal when Primary School at Goloweli I School. He ask me to join on mass. He just as ask me to join as leader of mass. Just as  he feel me as candiatae of priest. Than I come to the church but I just a late to do it. Thhe already start.
I just as see people  that just as come to Jakarta and meet me. I see people just as accept the first communion.  I hear people sing of song. I join it.  But I not want to introduce to them that I holiday in Manggarai. They are Karot people. They just as want to make party to their  children. I just as try to hide myself to them. Just as they ever meet me at Jakarta.  I just as enthusiasm to sing together them. I know that song. Than I see the building the house of people  and Karot church. I see the church of building is simple.  Just as this is tne church in station (stasi) not main church. I want to know the main church.  This church for some village or tribes (ethnic). I forget the name of ethnic.

The other dreams are forgetting.

Than I have dream  when sleepy in school of computer lab. Just as there is people that want to separate my  brother in law (ipar, kesa) in Lembor or Golo Karot. Just as they want to   direct to follow their tribe. The location just as in Golo Karot Lembor or Karot Lelak.

Saturday , February 18, 2017
I have dreams. This is erotic dream. I just as get therapy of health from my mother. I feel the change of condition. My  important organ move and erection. I show it mo my mom. This is no weak again (lemelengkus - Manggarainese). Than I aware. Evidently my Mr. P is on.

Sunday, February 19, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no. I sleep in Mr. Leo's house at Cikarang.


Monday, February 20, 2017 -I have dream but I forget it. :Met  Ms Maria - Primary teacher - than there is people pity to her.

Tuesday, February 21, 2017 
I have dreams.
First dream: I am  just as  in one place. I hear there is fight between Mr. Ema Mbembok vs Tus Man (?). Mr. Ema is big  while Mr. Tus is  small and short. Than I see them. Just as Mr. Tus alredy get  blow (beat = knock (hit =strike =pukulan / memukul) so get bump (benjolan) in his forehead.
Than I see just as Mr. Alex change Mr. Tus Man position.
Second dream: I just as traveling. Than we arrive at one place that have fence (pagar)  and levee (tanggul). Evidently it is barrier between river. I get difficult to climb the fence / levee (tanggul) while there is girl who already sucees by pass it. I ask her help. She help me. We arrive at river. The river is clean but the base of river just as white just as  limestone (batu kapur).


Wednesday, February 22, 2017.
I have dream.  I just as in Wela (?). I join with others. I don't know who are they. We want to  looking for fire wood in mountain.  But somehow (entah kenapa) we are not go to up there in dense forest (hutan lebat) but only go to  field (padang - rami - Manggarainese).  We  entrance to field (padang) just as at near Wae Ratung, near Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. There we see the forest but some trees already  dead. The  tree still stand up (vertical) but already dry. Just as we want to cut it to become the fire wood. We walk to east. We just as arrive at place  that very hostlike (haunted = terrible = angker, seram).  Just as there is water that  ejected (tersembur) from little hole of pipe. Around it there is woods / trees, include the dry wood that still vertical. In around it just as  there is  swamp (rawa). It is hostlike (angker). Suddenly  just as there  are monkeys up my head. It is just as disturb me. Just as I want to banish (menghalau) it woth my hand. When I try to banish (halau)  the monkeys  run. The monekey just as fly up in my head, just as mosquito (nyamuk).  Than I just as arrive in a place just as  dry basin (basin =bak ).
Than I aware. The dream at 24:00 (00.00). 

The other dream. 
Just as dream about  project of aspahlt road  in  Ntalung Pada - Wela. 

(May be this is because the information rpjject in Wela. On this year (2017) there is village project to builld asphalt in Ntalung Pada Wela to our new house. I get this information yesterday,  February 21, 2017 when call Mr. Largus Gagut  in Lembor  or when call Mr. Hila, my younger brother who have job as Advisory Board (Badan Perwakilan  Desa=BPD ). There is village pproject to make asphalt of road from branch of Mr. Matias Mage until  front our new house in Ntalung Pada.

Thursday, February 23, 2017.
I have dreams . It is accour (=happen = come about = go on = terjadi) on 02:00 am. Why did I know this? Beceuse I see the watch when I  get up to go to toilet.

The location  in my village, Wela, especially at our house , custome home (rumah adat) "Mbaru Gendang" Wela. I see just as my brother, Mr. John sick / pass away. I see our father the late(almarhum) Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu, the late Mr. Paulus Habut, the late Mr. Yakobus Laluk sit down in middle room at near main pillar of home (Siri bongkok). I see my oldest brother lie down (berbaring) (loling  - Manggarainese - ). I see Rony that lie down. When I  entrance  from the main door, I see him. He begin to move his part of bodis (face, hand, foot (leg)). It means still  live (life). Rony lifes again, postpone of die. 

Than we just as go to forest to direction of Plein, in nort direction of village. I see just as John or Rony hide or lose in field. From there I see the Wela village.

Wow...this is the sad dream. What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, February 24, 2017.  

I have dreams.

The location juust as in in Markedila, Wela, my home town. Just as my sister, sister Sophy went to Nderu, our garden to harvest coffee. The cofee already ripe, The color is old red. Just as I want to call her.  I want to said that I can't join to harvest coffee.  They alredy go back. The coffee fruits they put on car," just as it idea in my head. 

Than when I think  just as it, from east direction Mr. Alex Maji come. We by the way. Just as tape roderder around us. He hear it. Than just as he hear other sound. He curious (penasaran). He listen it seriously. Just as the man sound. Finally he saw siide the wall. Evidently it is voice of Mr. Lexy Armanjaya and his girl friend who still dating in garden in down land, just as their land / garden. Mr. Lexy renspons it with mature (well done), not angry. Than Mr. Alex go home.

 The other  dream:
I just as meet with Mr. Ahok - Jakarata governoor - or Mr.  Edy Danggur - Ahok's layer -. I say to them about  complain of same  people  who say that  the vlounter of Ahok just less and or none in some place of election in Jakarta. I say it  to them in order to can become attention of their team.


 Saturday, February 25, 2017.  

I have dream.

I just as  trveling in Mbeliling Distict, Kempo, West Manggarai. We use bus / car. In that bend (twist / crook = tikungan) often got accident," someone said. Than suddenly we arrive in way down (jalan menurun) the bus / truck / car that I use  entrance the jorge (jurang) before the bent (twist = curve = tikungan) that often people said. Than I aware / get up. Than I go to toilet.

 
The other dream I forget

Sunday, February 26, 2017
I have dreams
First dream.
I just as in Wela burial.  In near the volly field, in  west side  I see just as there is garden. It is own Mrs Lely  Nimat. They plan the vegetables. I see the  water but just as have oil (wae tungur - Manggarainese -).  The water in near volly field (lapangan voly). Only in middle that have vegetable. Just as mustard (white mustards) (=sawi putih)  vegetable. In my think it is own of Mrs Lely Nimat.  I see the lamp in yhis burial  but  the lamp  not bright. The bright  of lamp is  dim  (dim = repup = sagem - manggarainese)  . (Dream about 02:00 am).
The seconds dream:
I have dream. Just as have event in custom house (Mbaru Gendang) Wela. Just as Mr. Philipus and our party. Mr. Philipus Jeharut ask  Mr. Hila. But because I'm there just as my present can reprentative mr. Hila. Mr. Hila is former of lead of Goloworok village (kepala desa). May be because it Mr. Philipus ask him.Our situation just as at their kitchen (in Mr. Paulus Jalu's part of  kitchen).

Dream when day sleep:
The location  near my contract house at VMG  Bekasi. Hila just as often to urinate but often not  aware. I ask him to  urinate at toilet.

Monday, February 27, 2017 
I have dream. I just as have activity in one place. I invite my youngest brother trace a water channel (dam air).. There is water. We walk down. We arrive in a building just as swimming pool. The water full. I'm afraid to entrance because many water. I'm afraid sink (tenggelam). While I'm in channel, suddenly the big water coe. We fight with water. Mr. Rony apart (terlepas) from my handle. I'm panic. He almost bring by water and fall down to other channel. I fast help him. Just as his head touch with iron in cahnnel. I want to  move him to the save place. In right side there is building. I want to move him to there. Wow...what is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, February 28, 2017 - I  have dream but I forget it.
Wednesday, March 1, 2017 - I  have dream but I forget it. This is memory problem.
Thursday, March 2, 2017 - I  have dream but I forget it. This is memory problem.

Friday, March 3, 2017
I have dreams
First, I just as walk from Garden Mbarang to home of Mbaru Gendang - Wela. I walk together Mr. Nando. When arrive in former (bekas) of garden the late (alamarhum) Gaba Ngatul who already sale to the late Mr. Wilem Waru which he sale to Mr. Paskalis Jemanu ( Tian's father), just as branch ( T juction). We see  Mr. Rio walk  from north to south. He just as follow us to home in Wela.

I arrive in  home in Wela. I arrive in new place. I meet with Mr. Alex and family. The situation just as party event. We just as lunch.

Than the location just as move to our home "Mbaru Gendang" Wela. Just as we have party. It is party of Baduk family or Gaspas's families. The late (almarhum) Mr. Philipus Asong come in. He just as ask from our biggest brother, Mr. Beny Jelami. Mr. Beny just as PIC (personal in charge) of budgent of event. The late Mr. Philipus Asong ask accountability (pertanggungjawaban) Mr. Beny Jelami. Just as the late (almarhum)   Mr. Philipus  bring massage from Mr. Martinus Mero's family  from Satarara. In this dream I know that Mr. Philipus Asong I know (aware in dream) already pass away.

What is meaning of this dream?


Saturday, March 4, 2017
I have dreams.
I just as  traveling to Bandung (West Java) with others people, just as  from JPS team. The school gave car to us. They give key of car to me. Just as Grand Max car. I accept it. I drive it. I'm worry can not  drive nicely because I  never drive and practice of drive. But I just as as accept it. The car move. There is wall of street. I hope the car stop  by wall of barrier road (pembatas jalan) or roadblock (pembatas jalan). Just as the are the other people in car. Just as there is other  employee (karyawan) who can drive. I just as ask him to drive. He help me. We start. We arrive in big forest. I hear the sound of bird. We see the trees in forest.  In the right  side of road  from  distance (kejauhan)  I see  mountains view. It is nice. What is mountain of it? I ask to  my friend (driver). I'm can not listen nicely what is he saying to mention the name of the mountains.
Than the car by pass the road of land  without asphalt or stones. The car just  as stop. I see the walk of stones without asphalt. The car just as stop. In car I see the children. There are 2 children, boy and girl. They are naked. They just as play  out of car, in open space. A boy just as George, my yunior brother son. George touch the vital body of the women children. Wow... the children already understand about sexuality," I think that time. We just as on still in big forest.

The second dreams:
I just as use the Manggarai  custom dress just as songke, while dress and headband (songke). Than I aware.

Saturday, March 4, 2017  at 23:30 pm

I have dream. Just as had developed  road as Warung  as barrier between  Wela with Ntalung Pada- Golowelu. The road is curve (curam) but  still can by  pass  of car or  motor cycle. It is near Mr. Geradus Jeharut’s  garden enough slop (landai). I see the cassava in our garden  which already  uprooted (tumbang) because strike of wild boar  (babi hutan) . I meet my classmate of Philosophy  Magister Program. He is Mr. Redemtus Kono.  He wrote the thesis  by hand writing. He mix  the thesis written with lecture material.  He is lecturer. Than I aware.

(Note: I can remember of this dream when read book “Interpretation Dream  by Freud).

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Sunday,March 5, 2017

Sunday, March 5, 2017.

I have dream. I join an event  of journey / travelling.  The destination place I don’t know it. We use the big bus We just as break in a terminal.  I know stop enough long there approximate (=about = kira-kira) three hours. We just as debate  the place that we visit, what place that we visit the first.  But evidently all place of  passenger / visitor   destination we visit.  So no worry of us.  No one people I know in this journey.

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Monday,March 6, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no.

Tuesday,March 7, 2017

I have dreams.
Just as have party.It is Saver's party of  married. His wife  from  Manggarai. We join on party married. I see his mother, Mary  who my sister too.

Other  dream  is  I see my  mother  and  little mother, Mrs.Paulina. My mom  Regina  still  sit down. " I want to touch her vital body,"I think  just it in my brain. This is  erotic  dream.

Wednesday,March 8, 2017.
I have dreams. I just as join on a mass.  The mass at church of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah  Bekasi. Father Aloy who become conductor. He just as make mistake. All people laugh. The mass condition not good because not serius. There is women who come to him to give correction. But Mr. Aloy Nosson just as shame, shock  and down his mental. He is cranky (ngambek). I'm sad too. Mr. Aloy  and I  came from Manggarai - Flores.

The second mass
I meet my classmate when major seminary of Ritapiret - Maumere - Flores. He is Father Egis Masri,Pr. Now he is studying  at Indonesia University. He just as indifferent (not care = masa bodoh) to me. I shake hand with him. Than just as I meet Mr. Yon Lesek too.  Than we entrance the room, just as boarding of the students. I see my boot is dirty. What is meaning of this  dream?


  Thursday, March 9, 2017

I have dream. I just as join on event, just as party. I fried the food, just as cake or egg. Just as the cake or egg is sandbar (gosong). Twice I do it but still sandbar (gosong) too. I try to enjoy it. What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, March 10, 2017
I have dreams.
The first dream, ......I forget. When get up I remember than forget.
The second dream:
I just  as join an event, just as  alumni event of Golowelu I Primary School.  I see some teachers of Golowelu I school and Golowelu women people. They loyal  to come to the place to join  of this  event. They support of this activity. Just as Mr. Egy Patnistik and I join on this activity. What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, March 11, 2017

I have dream

The dream is I visited my alma mater, Saint Klaus, Kuwu, Cumbi - Ruteng, Manggarai - Flores.  I just as walk  from boading  on north side of  soccer field. We walk in side of north of soccer field. We see the  garden that be planted  by tree. Just as  the bulding close by tress of forest now.  The school bulding just as forest. The event just as  reunion (reuni).  Just as the teachers and students want to see us. I see them at second floor of school building.

Than we entrance the building of reunion. I just as use sheath (sarung). Just as the blue line sheath (sarung). I rememmber  that it is given of mother Regina. I see my friends just as Sebastian Tarang,  Father Paskalis Nojo,  I try to safe although use sheath (sarung / towe - Manggarainese).  In one room I see Mrs. Mersy Jelatu. I see her with her families. Her husband is Mr. Sely Madun. "Oh... evidently  Mrs. Mersy has children," I think in my brain. 

Than we walk in other  room. We walk just in park / forest. In my think I want to registrate Sandy  here. andy is my nephew, my yunior brother, Mr. Hila's son. 

This dream almost during long time. When I get up I remember it and when sleep again  rise again.

What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, March 12, 2017

I have dream. It is about our Family, especially  Hila'sfamily and son, Sandy.

May be because  yesterday  we talk about Hila's families . Yesterday I talk with  Mr. Hila  dan  Mr. Largus. On Saturday, March 11, 2017 Mr. Hila  went to Lembor to pick up Mom  Regina. Mom Regina went to Lembor to visit   her daughter and grandchild there.

 Monday, March 13, 2017

I have dream but  I forget it. This is memory problem.

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

I have dreams. The first is I just as  neet my mom. I touch her vital body. I feel her vital body just as my vital body.
The second dream. I touch my teeth, especially  molars (gigi geraham). The molars  just as  broken. Than I wiggled (mengoyang-goyangkan) the molars. The molars uprooted (tercabut). I want to save it.

  The third dream. I just as entrance to a room. Just as want to meet someone. When arrive at room / building just as someone check me at gate of entrance.  I just as bring dangerous goods (barang berbahaya) just as cleaver (golok), so I am forbid to entrance. In that room  I see many people who queue (antre), just as want to looking for work.

Note:
There are many dreams in last week  but my memory can not remember it all. This is memory problem.
How is the way  to remember the dream that forget? Base on experience March 15, 2017, the way to remember the dream that forget is  the conscious need stimulus to find the forget dream. On Wednesday, March 15, 2017   on 10:50 am I went to toilet. I see myself in mirror at wash hand room of toilet. Than I see my mouth. I open my mouth. I see my teeth and molars. When I see my teeth and molars my memory delivery me to the  dream in last night is my molar that  uprooted (tercabut). Wow..... to remember the dream need  the memory need stimulus.

Thursday,March 16, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream: I just as  traveling with my brother, John. He is my yunior brother. We bring goods by motor cycle. Than just as his motor cycle is broken. He leave it in one workshop than he carry the goods. I seehe work hard to handleit. Just as he wrap the goods with cloth just as traditional saler (trader). While I just as leave my motor cycle.

The second dream:  I by pass a road. I walk to east. I meet with my uounger  brother Mr. Hila. He just as have problem with someone. There are  3 peoples use one  motor cycle.They  bring  machete (cleaver = golok). Just as they want to fight  to Mr. Hila. Mr. Hila want to avoid. Mr. Hila use the motor cycle.I try to help to get the solution. The enemies  see me. "Please talk nicely.

What is meaning  of this  dream?

Friday,March 17, 2017
I have dreams  but I forget it. This is memory problem.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

I have dream. In the road  I see a big and long truck.  The truck drive by  Msgr. Vincent Sensi Potokota, Pr. He is Arch Bishop of Ende – Flores (Uskup Agung Ende). I want to travelling. I see him who still drive a car.  I give sign to him to  stop in order to he stop so I can  join in his truck.  He understand my mind. He want to stop his truck. He need time to stop it because it is weight  or hard to stop the big and long truck.  The  truck stop. I entrance.  I sit down beside him.  Bishop Sensi is my leader when I stayed at Spiritual Orientation Year  in Lela- Maumere – Sikka  on 1993 /1994. Although separate long time he still know me.He call me by my name, Frans.  I proud of it.  The bus arrive in a place. The people know Bishop Sensi,Pr.  He stop the truck than exit from it.  In margin road there is water in bucket (ember). Bishop Sensi,Pr entrance  to bucket to take a bath. Wow…… He take a bath with still wear formal dress. The people rebucked   (=menegur) him. He just as familiar with that people  who just as his people   (umat).  Just he enjoy with environment that he know.  *** The other dream I forget.

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Dream 19 Maret 2017 : I had dreams . The first dream :  I just as in a place,at ottic ( loteng ).

 I just as went to jump to floor. Lucky I jump to mattras not to hard floor. While l saw my senior brother go down by walk, he walk use hand and feet. He go down safe.

The second dream,ms Indri and l relax in Merkedila, a place in my home town, Wela. We just as sit down there. Our face to Wela ( east ). There are many people who  pass away. This my office friend, l want say just as it to Wela people because may be  they think she is my darling/girl friend. I try to avoid the opinion just as it. Ms Indri seem enjoy .*

 The third dream l meet Ms.Titi, a staff  of  Bakti Harapan Bangsa Foundation that  manage JPS’ School, place I teach. She just as want to say something to me. Then l see just as she and her friend or family take picture in front of JPS environtment,at road.  Mr.Tomy just as help to take picture.*

The fourth dream: l just as in garden, rice field and garden. I don’t know where the place but just as in Bel Empat Lembor. I see the rice field  and the paddy. The growth of paddy vary, there is almost feast ( panen ) but others still fertile ( subur/lebo ), because they just as feast ( panen ) in last month. But condition  just as less of water. In dry land just as I see artist, Dewi Persik, she sit down in garden. I  just as indifferent with this situation. Then I want to go up. I climb a land that just as sharp, l just as difficult to climb it until top. My hand just as  Scrambling  ( = chaotic = kalang kabut=rubu raba(“ riki rakat tuke ngampang”).  I looking for thing to hold. I afraid to fall down.  If fall down may be walk by stomach. Then finally I find pillar of house. I hold it than I aware.*

Dream when afternoon sleep : I meet with mr.Tomy my friend of JPS scholl. He just as want to hide at ict room to avoid children who chase( kejar ) him.Then I see some children play in dangerous area because it is  chasm ( jurang ). It is better to make wall or fence there.

 I just as went to jump to floor. Lucky I jump to mattras not to hard floor. While l saw my senior brother go down by walk, he walk use hand and feet. He go down safe.

The second dream,ms Indri and l relax in Merkedila, a place in my home town, Wela. We just as sit down there. Our face to Wela ( east ). There are many people who  pass away. This my office friend, l want say just as it to Wela people because may be  they think she is my darling/girl friend. I try to avoid the opinion just as it. Ms Indri seem enjoy .*

 The third dream l meet Ms.Titi, a staff  of  Bakti Harapan Bangsa Foundation that  manage JPS’ School, place I teach. She just as want to say something to me. Then l see just as she and her friend or family take picture in front of JPS environtment,at road.  Mr.Tomy just as help to take picture.*

The fourth dream: l just as in garden, rice field and garden. I don’t know where the place but just as in Bel Empat Lembor. I see the rice field  and the paddy. The growth of paddy vary, there is almost feast ( panen ) but others still fertile ( subur/lebo ), because they just as feast ( panen ) in last month. But condition  just as less of water. In dry land just as I see artist, Dewi Persik, she sit down in garden. I  just as indifferent with this situation. Then I want to go up. I climb a land that just as sharp, l just as difficult to climb it until top. My hand just as  scrambling (kalang kabut=rubu raba(“ riki rakat tuke ngampang”).  I looking for thing to hold. I afraid to fall down.  If fall down may be walk by stomach. Then finally I find pillar of house. I hold it than I aware.*

Dream when afternoon sleep : I meet with Mr.Tomy my friend of JPS scholl. He just as want to hide at ict room to avoid children who  chase ( kejar ) him.Then I see some children play in dangerous area because it is chasm (jurang ). It is better to make wall or fence there.

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Monday,March  20, 2017

I have dreams.
The first  dream is I sleep beside my mom. My penis is on. I talk it to mom. I want she hold it. But just as she indifferent.  The I wan to touch her vital  body. I touch it. I touch it sometimes. I enjoy it. 

My vital body  is on. It is because  the pray of  Arabnese.

Than I just as  take  a bathin valley (lembah), just as in Cave of Mary Saint Klaus Kuwu.   I am in top,while the shower of bamboo (pancuran bambu) in  down. I just as walk / stand up near the spring.If take a bath I should be  go down to take water.The water is clean. Than in north side I see the spring with bing water  from bing bamboo shower. Ther is pool too. I want to take bahr there. I already open my cloth but still use underware. When I want to take a bath evidentlyin noorth side there is road and there is people who  stillpass away. I see people who know me. They see me. Juust as  JPS  student. They on fooot. I see  Mr. Aris and Mrs Theres,both are Saint James (Yakobus) staff. I'm shame to them. They just as walt,just as  come  from Lewurto  Golowelu.   This end  dream become  on  06:00 am. I get up late because I got disturb of sleep. I get upat 01:30am than difficult to sleep than I cook food, than sleep again.Afterl.long time I can sleep with eroticdream. I take a bath  fast  than prepare the food than  start to school.I arrice on time in school at 06:38 am.

Note: sleep with many dream  not good because  make dreamer get up  late because complacent (terlena) on dream. This  is make dreamerlate to get upand  go to work.

Tuesday,March  21, 2017
I have dream. The location at Golowelu church. Just as we collet at Golowelu church. Than I just as see there is  tunnel (terowongan  from south direction 0 from forest). May be tunnel (terowongan) because  erosion (erosi) =  (avalanche = longsor) . Than I back to  Wela. In fork (pertigaan)   I see group people who bring the music  / sound system. I join in their group  to sing together. The location in fork (pertigaan) in near Mr. Thomas Mbembok's  house. I don't know  who  they are.   What is meaning of this  dream?



Wednesday,March  22, 2017
I have dream. I just as  want to therapy my soles of the feet (telapak kaki). I want to refresh with it.

Other  dream  forget.
 During  the end time I sometimes  got disturb of sleep e.g. get up at 1.00 am - 4 :00 am o'clock. Than difficult  to sleep again. In last morning I get up at 2:00 or 03:00 am than I'm cook rice than sleep again than get up at 06:00 am. Lucky not late arrive at school.

  Thursday,March  23, 2017
I have dream. It is about Hendrika Hangul who finish her study (lecture) at Malang. She was studied math. She studied enough lonng there. Her husband  finsih too. Her husband  just as  Mr. Ardy Susanto. I'm very proud when  hear she finished her  studied.

Friday,March  24, 2017
I have dream. I just as  join on Holy Mass in a place. I entrance to the Church or chapel. I see a priest.  Than I use  or wear toga (robe = cloak = jubah) just as want to acolyte. Than I see other  people (woman)  as psalmist (pemazmur). She sing oof psalm nicely.

Than I am in other place that out oof church / chapel.    I walk from north to east in a  city. I found the Cathedreal church. I already knew of this. Than I knew the new church (chapel) that I already visit (entrance to join the Holy mass recent). Evidently it is near  from Cathedral church.  I have habit  and desire to know the  new place, include the new church. I'm happy if knew the new place. What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday,March  25, 2017

Sunday,March  26, 2017

Monday,March  27, 2017
I have dreams. I just as meet my lecture is Father  Sastro, SJ. Than he talk to me about my result check up. He just as docter. Your body is sick. The main pillar is sick . Oh...may he mean it my main body" I think.

Just as I think about  my  youngest brother  Mr. Rony too. May about his health too.

The other dream. I just as in Wela. We just as go back from  garden of Nderu. Our position now in Bangka, near Mr. Titus Wagut's garden. I walk together my mother, Mom of Regina and mom of Lusia Esok. I just as ask about Mango tree in Mr. Lius Beong, place we steal (mencuri) manggo fruit in last time.  Than we went there. We see Manggo fruit but still little. Mom Regina pick (memetik) it than cut to make just as  ....(rujak). 

What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday,March  28, 2017 - I have dreams - 2 dream (see in my note)

Wednesday,March  29, 2017 - I have dream but I forget. My memory can not remember it.

Than dream at  night  for next day
I have dreams. 
First dream. I was in Wela.  I went  to the garden of Emad Tori (Ben Slamat). Thabn I turn to east. I walked in yard of Mbaru kopi. I see Mr. Geradus Dabut's dog. I prepare myself to avoid bite (gigitan) of dog.  I just as prepare the stick of wood. The dog come. I try to hit (memukul) it.  But just as the dog change become man. The dog become Nius (Mr. Geradus's son) and others . They fight with me. I just as hit in my head but I'm not care it. Than I aware. This a dream at 22:30 am  
Thursday,March  30, 2017
I have dreams. 
First dream. I was in Wela.  I went  to the garden of Emad Tori (Ben Slamat). Thabn I turn to east. I walked in yard of Mbaru kopi. I see Mr. Geradus Dabut's dog. I prepare myself to avoid bite (gigitan) of dog.  I just as prepare the stick of wood. The dog come. I try to hit (memukul) it.  But just as the dog change become man. The dog become Nius (Mr. Geradus's son) and others . They fight with me. I just as hit in my head but I'm not care it. Than I aware. This a dream at 22:30 am. I go to toilelt to urinate.

Than I sleep again.
The second,  I have dream again. The location juust as at Saint Kalus Kuwu?. I just as entrance to hostel (asrama). Than I want to  traveling to city  may be to shooping. (thiis dream is disguised = vague = samar-sama).

The third  dream. Than I   change place. I hear someone talk about Wela people. Who is people who talk Wela people. He is Kornelius, my student of Primary JPS. Now he is  class 6.  He talk about  Nobert  Kombek.  I don't remember the what is  topic  he talk about  Kombek. Kombek is Wela people, my senior when Primary.

The fourth dream. I just as in JPS. I hear just as Mr. Ade want to change of place of work. "Please looking for other job in other place. You can permission. "I  want to  worship of God (kebaktian), I hear some one give  advise, just as voice of Mr. Ade / Mr. Tomy (?). This is vague (disguised = samar).

I just as looking for job too. "Please you come. You will teach Kindergarten. You will teach Religion and Bahasa Indonesia," Mr. Maksi said. I just as come to national plus school. I come. I see the publish board. I try to memorize the Principal and teachers. 

What is meaning of this  dream?

Note: According Freud, the dream is wish fullfilment, especialy infantil wish. But  The fourth dream is  showing the recent   wish. I want to change place of work (condition March 2017). So  the dream not show the last wish but  not too.    (JPS, 30 March 2017)


 Friday, March 31, 2017
I have  dreams. I just as in major seminary. I just as come back of holiday. There is idea or think that  I fail to advanced to next level. I'm  slow to take the decision. I'm still  confuse where I will go. I just as stay there. May be the leader in major seminary hope me exit but I'm not response of it. I walk to in front of hostel. I see the park of flower.
This dream happened at 01.00 - 02:00 am. This dream show my psyche condition. I'm anxiety  my future about job. I'm looking for job that match with my passion.


The other dream:
The location at Wela in Wae Ulu. I see house of Ande Mantol's families, sons and daughters. We just as have dream to open road / market in their area. Mr. Robert  beside me.

The other dream. I come from Ntalung Pada  to Wela by motor cycle. In Merkedila I fall down. My motorc cycle still on the engine.  I  lift up it. Than I continue my journey. I stop at Wae Ulu. Just as there is car  / truck  that parking in road so  block the road while there is other car from east and motor cycle from west to by  pass . I move my motor cycle. I just as  wast my hand in Wae Ulu shower. The water is clean.  This dream happened at 05:00 - 05:45 am.  

Saturday, April 1, 2017


Sunday, April 2, 2017


Monday, April 3, 2017
I have dreams
First dream.
The venue at Wela. I am  just as  at Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I see he had new house the house is big. Than just as his house  dealing (face to face = berhadaapan) with Mbaru gendang house, but Mbaru gendang  bigger that it. Just at both so near  almost connect. I just as see Mr. Rony. I said conggretulation to his married.


Than I see Father Gaspar , may be in Mr. Bone Kaso's  part of room ( kilo - Manggarainese).  He expalain to me the meaning of this dream. I can not catch nicely what is he saying. I only give interpretation: "Two house means our house in  future ( across = di seberang). We should be prepare for it because the home now is tentative (temporary = sementara). 


The other  dream is aroud of  Rumah Gendang.


Note: This  dream make me sad,  worry and  axious (cemas). I produce sweat (keringat) when  sleep. This dream become at 002:45 am. What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, April 4, 2017
I have dream. I just as join on an activity. I  just as join on sing of sing.  Just as Batak song with rhythm  (ritme = irama) happy. I join  sing of song.
Than I get up. I exit persperation? Why? May be because I eat food that spicy (pedas).  In last night I cooked  fresh fish. I make  fish sauce (kuah ikan). I use  ginger (jahe) and  turmeric (kunyit). May be because use the spicy   seasoning (bumbi) so my  body is hot so produce sweat (keringat). I get up at 02:00 am  than go to toilet.

Wednesday, April 5, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is I talk or dialog with apprentice (magang) students (Trisna, Jojo, Sultan  and  Genius). I ask them about  the end time  of apprentice. Just as almost end. "We will back to school," they said  while try to tidy their  report. I just as have plan to invite them to lunch / supper together.
The second dream: I just as   in a river or  pool or sea. Just as there is boat / ship which  come to harbour (dock = dermaga). There is land that separate the sea  but the distance so near. Just as it is land result (produce) of  landfill (urukan).  Than I want to travelling. Suddenly I arrive at  a pool. I just as  surfing (berselancar) with  Mr. Adri Oja, my friend office when I worked at Optima Company - Jakarta. We by by pass the deep pool than to area that less water than we arrive on a walk. I just as difficult to by pass but than can  by pass nicely. Mr. Oja arrice earlier in destination while I'm difficult to by pass it. Than we meet with the walk. In up there is part to hang. I get difficult to  open it. I relly on (andalkan) Mr. Adri Oja. He jump  to  open the  bond. It is just as  problem before join on outbound. I see the show tool to make outbound.  Mr. Oja success to open it.

Than I aware. What is meaning of this  dream?
Thursday, April 6, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is  i just as visit a school at Taman Galaksi, South Bekasi, West Java. It is just as Pax school. It is Catholic school. There are two school that the location  adjacent (berdekatan) even dealing (berhadapan).  I just know my classmate, Mr. Vitalis Fifa who teach here. But, I no intention to meet him. I meet the other teachers. I just as come to Ms Ana's table. I see the Yearly program. Wow... this is already prepare until the next year," I said in my heart.  I see the condition on the teacher room. The facilities (=amenities = improvements = fasilitas) in JPS better than here, include the table, chair, etc. Than I  try to  go to school that dealing with this school.  The teachers still busy to teach students. Just as there is competition (persaingan)  these schools, include  the bell that  not care the others. If one school ring the bell just as it make noisy to other school, on the other hand. It is unfair (tidak sehat) competition. May the location is dealing (berhadapan).  When I back to the  first school, I south I see my senior when major seminary of Ritapiret. He is Father Apri Burhanling,Pr  and other  former seminarian (mantan frater), just as Ansel.......(from Kempo) and 2 man again who I forget. I shake hand with all them. They just as break and lunch. I see Father April  seem humble and modest (=simple= sederhana).  Than I just as back to  right / north side of  school building. I see Ms Ina. She just as  want to lunch too. She sit down in chair and just as enjoy her foods. I  hope she call me but evidently not. 

The second dream. I just as  think that Mr. Hila stay together (ride = menumpang) in  Mr. Ema Mbembok's   home in Golowelu.

The third dream  is I just as in a place. I just as walk in  in a place. I don't know the place.  I just as want to jump to a place but the  distance is long for me.  I try to reach the hanger (gantungan).  Than I jump to the next place to through (melewati) a   path / rail way. But I can not jump to through (melewati) the path. For the health people may it is  easy but for me it is difficult (heavy = severe = berat).  I talk this problem  to others.  

Than just as move place. I arrive in one place. I  see bus  with destination of West Jawa (just as Galuh).. It is the good bus. I see the passengers in bus. They want to west Java. They just as walk in the morning or evening. I see the driver is handsome and  the passengers are pretty.  The bus retreat than turn to left. The  bus still clean and  maintained (terawat).
What is meaning of this dream?  

Note: My condition is hpt health since yesterday. My waist (pinggang) is sick. Is this kidney (ginjal sick)?
May be this conditon influence (mempengaruhi) my psyche. 


Friday, April 7, 2017
I have dreams. I just as in one place. I  bear (=endure = memikul) something, bamboo (talok / pering / lose sadar). I put it on one place. I put it on coffee tree.  Than I see my classmate when JHS-SHS is Ms. Yo Mitimar and her sister, Es. I shake hand with them. We already not meet during 17 years (?),"  Es  said. 

Than just as move to other place. I  meet with Tia's mother (Ansel's  wife). Mr. Ansel is my  cousin (sepupu).



I  meet with my teacher when SHS, Mr. Maksi Mbangur. We just as talk about  Saint Klaus. He just as  have limit authority in Saint Kalus Kuwu. I want to suggest something to him. I’m shock why his authority is less while Saint Klaus Kuwu now is handle by Father Ernest Waser,SVD  so  while he is people  who believe by Father Ernest Waser,SVD.



Note: In last night I get  the disturb of sleep may be I'm still sick. Just as phenomena of appendix. But on Saturday, April 8, 2017 I  check up to doctor at Saint Carolus of Jakarta. "This is not appendix," he said.

Saturday, April 8, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream is  just as Mr Anis Baswedan and Sandiaga Uno win on DKI Jakarta Province  Election of Governor and vice governoor. Both beat (mengalahkan) Mr. Basuki Tjahaya Purnama (Ahok)  and Djarot Saifun Hidayat. The election second  round will be done on April  19, 2017.  I know this  from internet (detik.com). 
The second dream,  just as we want  to make company (Perseroan Terbatas- PT). 

What is meaning of this dream? This this dream correct? We will evaluate on April 19, 2017. We wait and see.

Dream  Saturday, April  8, 2017.

The first  dream. Just as Anis Baswedan  -  Sandiaga Uno  as  winner  in  DKI Jakarta election of Governoor – Vice Governoor.  I just as see it at news of  detik.com

What is happen of this  dream?  Evidently this dream talk true. The election of Governoor – Vice Governoor of DKI Jakarta become on  April 19, 2017.  Who is  winner ? Anis Baswedan  -  Sandiaga Uno  as  winner  in  DKI Jakarta election of Governoor – Vice Governoor for period 2017/2022.  This dream as oracle (ramalan).

The second  dream: We just as want to build the company (PT)

Dream  Sunday, April  9, 2017.

I have dream. The first  dream:  I by  pass a road that have slide erotion / avalanche (longsor) in right side.  In  left side just as there are  varies  kind of bamboo (just as: pering, helung),  but it is fall down and touch the land  or a river or a pool. The water is dirty, black and  yellow.

The second  dream:  In a place I see my brother, Mr. Beny . He use Batik cloth and drive motor cycle.  He went to east side.  There are some motor cycle, May be it is own  of Ina’s families. The motor cycle is clean. Than I use one. Than I back to first place that  Mr. Beny started.  When arrive there I saw my younger brother, Mr. John.. He is still bussy to clean inner  (just as intestines = usus?) part of cow  or buffalo meat. I try to help  him. I hold the hose (selang).  Just as this is our party.

Sunday, April 9, 2017
I have dreams. First was  I just as  in one place. Just as have erotion (slide = avalanche= longsor) in a  valley     (lembah). Than I go up. I arrive in a road. In  right side just as have the tree just as  candlenut tree (pohon kemiri)  and the left side just as have  pool theat have  diverse / various / sundry (beranekaragam) bamboo just as   fairing   (pering), .........(helung). I see the bamboo  fall down and creep (merayap) in land. The bamboo touch the dirty water. The poor is dirty and have  mud (=dirt=lumpur). 
The second  dream:
I was in a place. I don’t know the exactly the place. I see my brother Mr Beny drive motor cycle. He use the  batik (batik) dress. The motor cyle is clean. Than I walk to east too. Than I arrive in a road. The motor cycle that Mr. Beny use is own of Mrs. Beny (Ina’s) famiy property. Than I go back to the first place, place Mr. Beny start  drive  motor cycle.  I saw my younger brother, Mr. John still busy handle the meat. He just as still clean the part of meat of  buffalo or  cow. Just as we have party, but I don’t know what party of this.  I help to clean the  hold the  hose (selang)  of  water. He busy to clean the part of the meat. Just as he still busy to clean the  intestine (usus) part.

*Seldom dream not logic. Why? Mr. Beny actrually can not drive motor cycle but in dream he can drive it.
What is meaning of this dream?


Monday, April 10, 2017.
I have dreams.
The first dream: The location just as in our home in “ Mbaru Gendang Wela. We were just as sleep. Than I hear just as my older sister, Mrs.  Mary  delirious (mengigau). I come to their sleep room. She sleep with mother Regina. Than my sexual desire  rise up. I touch my mom erotic body. Than we open the  window. My brother Mr. Beny just as see the people that just as disturb our soul. He saw it. I just as see the black pig. Than just as we control in back kitchen house. Just as Mr. Johan Habun who walk when night.  I just as get the  liquid material (Evidently I touch my vital body. Just as in my vital body that have liquid material). Than I get up to go to toilet to pee (urinate).

The second dream:
The other  dream I forget. Before at 07:00 I think I still remember it but than I forget it.
Than I can remember again on  10:30 am.
The dream is I walk in a area. I walk with other people. We by pass the dangerous  area. We margin in brink (tepi jurang). Some people want to see it but I afraid it. I already imagine of it.  It is terrible (mengerikan), so I cancel to see it. I imagine  it just as  hole of volcano.   Than I walk to west. Than I aware that it is  wrong way. Than I remember the  right way. I go back by the way that I remember.

The third dream:
I'm just as in a place. It is Moslem environtment. I see many Moslem people, especially the kijaji (kiai)  or theologian (ulama). In a base room, I see ladder to go up. In up there just as there is material that content  quote of Al-quran. I just as want to study it. It is sacred (sakral) material.  I entrance up to touch it.  I touch it  many time from down to up. When arrive at up  the top of materail  apart (terlepas). I see the empty space beyond of it. This is may be miracle. I try to calm. I see the thelogian calm too. I try  not panic.  Than I  try to exit from this building. I exit to  south area. I  just as join with someone. I talk wit with him. Than I aware

(Note: Initially (awalnya) I can remember all (3) dreams and some dreams yesterday. I optimis can remember than write on blog. But when arrive in school, I get difficult to find it. Just as two od three dreams forget. I try to call but memory difficult to remember / find it. The second dream can remember at 10:30 am. Than the third dream I can remember when arrive at home at 20:30 pm. It is very long  about 9 hours. Wow... is this memory problem? I can remember this dream when read the book" Interpreattion of Dream by Freud - in part " a man  who bring ax run to chase someone". This is stimulus for my brain to remember the third dream: I think  men  of theologian (ulama) than it is access to me to remember the dream.


I met with my classmate when major seminary. He is Father Egis R. Masri. We met at back of Golowelu church, Manggarai. We meet at south side of room.  I hear that he went to Jakarta to advanced his study. He study about biology.  Than I remember other friend just as have talent to  exact science, just as  Father Festo Manuel,Pr  and Father Dion Labur,Pr. I remember Father Gaby Harim,Pr too.  I imagine that Father Egis just as go to Iteng to take material to practice. 
This dream become on 23:00 pm.
 
Tuesday, April 11,2017
I have dreams.
I met with my classmate when major seminary. He is Father Egis R. Masri. We met at back of Golowelu church, Manggarai. We meet at south side of room.  I hear that he went to Jakarta to advanced his study. He study about biology.  Than I remember other friend just as have talent to  exact science, just as  Father Festo Manuel,Pr  and Father Dion Labur,Pr. I remember Father Gaby Harim,Pr too.  I imagine that Father Egis just as go to Iteng to take material to practice. 
This dream become on 23:00 pm. Than I aware. I go to toilet to pee (urinate).


The other dream:
I  just as in a place. Just as traveling to mountain or village. We walk in road of village. I see someone bring the  hen (ayam betina) and rooster (ayam jantan). The rooster is bekisar chicken (ayam bekisar).  The bekisar rooster get because use the hen as bait (umpan). When they play together than people catch of it (bekisar rooster). One one people who get it just as my classmate when SHS of Saint Kalus Kuwu is Mr. Kosmas Kondang. He walk in front of me with her families (wife and children). The chicken just as association  of people (man  and women, husband and wife).  We arrive in a place. Mr. Kosmas Kondang and families turn to right. When he is turning (menoleh)  our  eyes meet. I  give sign with hand as greeting and want to meet or talk . But he is  reject, just as they have other activity that important so can not service my ask (wish). Than  I continue my journey.  I arrive in a T- juction (intersection) / fork (pertigaan). In left side there is shore (toko). I see my friends  of women. They are shooping. They are my friend of lecture. They use time holiday only this area, not go back to their village / town. They are from  other island. It  is far for them to do it. Than we by the way while walk to terminal of bus. "Haw many "antimo medicine" had you drink?" they ask. "Oh...it is one  table only. It  is before entrance the ship. Just as before I use Ferry ship to traveling. They just as want to walk to me to next place (campus / city). I walk together them. We just as have the same destination. We arrive at a terminal of bus. We search the bus. I aware that my bag still on the bus. May be I exit while the bag still in bus. I difficult to find it. I haven't the number phone of driver. I aware my mistake. I'm careless (teledor).  Than I aware and get up. The time show at 05:00 am.



Wednesday, April 12, 2017.

I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in a area of river. This  river not  I found in reality.  Just as there is flood. It is the big flood. The water so dirty. The water  bring (take away = transport = mengangkut)  the rubbish, wood, stone and the banana stems (batang pisang).  I'm in  edge (tepi) of river.

The wood come from  headwater (hulu)  up to  downstream (hilir). 

The second dream
Than just as I meet with Manggarai people. They are Mr.  Lucius Karus, Mr. Yon Lesek. Mr. Yon Lesek debate with Mr. Lucius Karus. Mr. Yon protes because Mr. Lucius claim as alumnus  a school. "I'm not find you as alumnus this school because I'm alumnus that school too. I'm  true alumnus there,"  Mr. Yon said. They almost  fight because this case. Than we walk to  climb a  hill (bukit). The road is  sloping (landai). We climb it. 

The third dream:

I just as in a place. Just as in Cancar?  I hear that our  nephew, Any want to came.  We just as prepare to  pick up her. We wee ke home or kiosk that have writen about our village, Wela. I walk between the home. It is the wood home and some is the  wall / stone  home.

 The fourth

Just as there is party in village  of Wela in Mbaru Gendang. I'm in kitchen. Is this party of  festivity (kenduri)  of Mr. Bone Kaso. The people had killed the pig  for accept the family ( aunt = tante)  and sister. Aunt and sister in Manggarai culture be named woe (anak wina). While the uncle  family of wife be named Anak rona. Just as the pig accept of  guest  had been  killed.  But the problem is pig for sacrifice of "tudak" (ela tudak). Just as they not prepare  for   this intention (intensi). "Is this good do the festivity without  pig sacrifice (ela tudak). It is bad without it," I think. "Please prepare the big although it small. No need the big pig for "tudak"," I said. I see  the meat of  pig in  basin (baskom) or pot (periuk). "It  this meat  use now, no meat again for next  time (aftrnoon). Than I think  how to collect the money to buy  pig of festivity. I imagine communicate to Mbaru Gendang young  who  wander about (merantau) just as Mr. Alex, Mr. Marsel to handle it.

Thursday, April 13, 2017 – forget the dream.

Friday, April 14, 2017:

Dream about Liturgy? I forget to remember nicely. This is memory problem.

Day sleep. We just as  come from Golo Karot Lembor to Wela. We use  bus.  My Largus Gagut, my law (ipar), President Joko Widodo and I in  bus.  We stand up. Mr. Largus and I just as  want to exit in Cancar intersection.

Saturday, April  15, 2017

I have dream. Just as I’m in a villag, Wela.  I  just as think about Wela for success.

** I just as in a campus.  I see my lecturer still sit down.  They gave test for some  Philosophy Magister student include Mr. Redempptus Kono. Mr. Redem presentation about his thesis. I see some friend want to join the thesis examination too.  “The examination is easy,” a friend said.  Than I exit from this room.  I’m not proper to join because  my thesis not finish yet.  Than I walk aroud the campus of Driyarkara.  I see some people wotk to clean the  environtment, than I go back to room.  I met Mr. Rinto. He just as curious (penasaran) with activity in our  campus.  Especially the examination room.  This table exam (ujian meja). We by pass that room after I  open my  blanket (selimut) and  fold it.  I see my classmate  when major  seminary, Mr. Ferry Niki. He and other people are aeting in big table.  I want to permission to by pass  and walk in front of the table.  Wow…this not proper, walk  above table  moreover (apalagi)  the people still eat.  I aware it.

Dream when day sleep:

Walk in  road  that as gorge (jurang).  I and one people walk there.  Anxious  fall down.  Suddenly my hand  find hold strong tree. It is cinnamon (kayu manis – ndingar ) tree.  I save.  Than just as in Bangka garden.  I met with Feus and friends.

Saturday, April  15, 2017

I have dream. The drem is I met with mr. Tarsi Gantura and his sister,  Mrs. Diana.  We just as breakfast together. We just as breakfast fried rice.  Tarsy eat many rice. “I eat many rice because  the energy can lose by fart (kentut). Fart need energy,” he said.  He oraktice the fart.

The other dream:

I met Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana.  He drive motor cycle. He lead me to do it.  I follow him. He dare by pass the red lamp of traffic lamp.  I’m doubt and carefull.  Than I follow him.  He wait me.  We run with motor cycle. I see a tree.  Is it the Firdaus tree? Wow….before I only know the  oil of Firdaus,  whereas there is Firdaus tree. The venue of tree is in bend (tikungan)  and valley (lembah). Than I get up.

Note: The  Firdaus tree in dream just as pine tree (pohon pinus).

Reflection: The dream can give the new insight (knowledge). Through this dream I know the Firdaus tree.

** Firdaus Oil atau Minyak Firdaus adalah minyak yang terbuat dari bahan-bahan alami yang berkhasiat. Minyak ini akan membantu menumbuhkan dan menyuburkan bulu-bulu (SEE IN INTERNET)  Finally I finf this on Wednesday, May 24, 2017.(See   https://news.detik.com/internasional/d-3510737/bertemu-paus-fransiskus-trump-diminta-jadi-pencetus-perdamaian:

Rabu 24 Mei 2017, 17:50 WIB

Bertemu Paus Fransiskus, Trump Diminta Jadi Pencetus Perdamaian

Trump dan Paus Fransiskus sama-sama terlihat lebih rileks saat akhir pertemuan. Paus tersenyum lebar dan bahkan bercanda dengan Trump dan istrinya, Melania, yang mendampinginya. Paus Fransiskus memberikan hadiah sebuah ukiran pohon zaitun pada Trump. Melalui penerjemah, Paus menjelaskan bahwa pohon zaitun melambangkan perdamaian.

"Menjadi keinginan saya agar Anda bisa menjadi sebuah pohon zaitun untuk menciptakan perdamaian," ucap Paus Fransiskus kepada Trump, dalam bahasa Spanyol melalui penerjemah. 



Sunday, April 16, 2017.
Monday, April 17, 2017. --- No  remember the  dream

Tuesday, April 18, 2017
I have dream. I just as available in one place. I gathering with  Manggaraian people.I sit down in one lane with others.  I see a man. He stand up and  talk with his former of darling in left side. They kiss one another.  The girl just as doubt to do it. But they do it because know one another. The girl have sharp  nose.  Than the man go  to back lain. He sit down there.
Than just as have Manggrai dance, just as sanda. We are standing up, include. We go to the empty space to dance. I see a  man and girl, a couple  lead it. They dance nicely. Generally the dance is fail because the the pattern of move not same. I'm so enthusiasm but can not to lead. The song that sing on this momen is  Rina  Senggo  (by Ephin Dion ?). The  girl and man who lead dance with fast pattern  while others slow. Than  the next song is O Bela....
 
 The other dream:  I just as meet with my classmate when JHS. He was Mr. Donatus Dahur. He is from Narang, West Satarmese district, Manggarai regency. He is music teacher now. May  be as Principal now. I just as inferiority  (rendah diri) when met him.  I just as  only see without  talk.


 Note: What is difference among dream and dream think? The difference among dream and think of dream is, dream is  wide than think of  dream. The think of dream originally from conscious . On above  dream, the think of dream is the song Rina Senggo  and O Bela.



Wednesday, April 19, 2017
I have dreams.  I just as travelling to a place. Just as forget the name of the place. I try to remember but still forget too. This is memory problem.  I just as change the bus. I  move (switch = pindah) to other bus (car). May be to mini bus. Than I cancel to there. I turn. I stop in one home. There I watch television. I want to know the result of governoor election of Jakarta Province, Ahok - Jarot vs Anis - Sandy.  I'm not see the persentage. Just as Ahok - Jarok  superior to Anies Sandy. It is base on the position of picture, not the number of percentage.
In this home I see Mrs. Lini who former commitee of first communion of Saint Albert Harapan Indah parish. In last year   she visit JPS to take picture of candidate of the first communion  of JPS student.

What is meaning of this dream?

Thursday, April 20, 2017- I have dream but  my memory forget to remember of it.

Friday, April 21, 2017-  
I have dream. The dream is just as have issue that there is man who birth many (12( children, In order to easy  just as through (melalui) surgery (operation - operasi). This is seem  non sense.
Than I just as in near  Mr. Ignasius (Sius) Sintus   home.  I just as get information  through (melalui) sms  to go to Optima to sign contract. This is  non sense too.
The other dream. I just as  get task to keep the document of the leader. Just as Father S.P.L Tjahjadi,Pr, lecturer in STF Driyarkara. I put it but  there is other material comenent that befall (menimpa) it. Than just as I see Fether SPLT open  the folder or bag to take it but noot take the main document.

What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, April  22, 2017

I sleep fast because full stomach. In afternoon  I want to Cikarang  to celebrate Mrs Leo’s (Mrs. Maria FY) birthday but I cancel to go to there because the rain come. I cancel  went to Cikarang while I had supper with full stomach.  My be because this reason I’m sleepy so I sleep.  When sleep I have dreams but only one dream that I remember.  The dream is I met with my teacher when Primary is Mrs. Ely Pangul. I see Mr. Leksi  and Ms. Marly the dauter of Mrs. Ely Pangul. “Where is Ms Marly  work now?” I ask to Mrs. Ely Pangul. She work at bank. Her certificate is  doctor but  work at bank now. She work at bank because her IP.  May be there is  material  that repeat  so it influence to IP.  Mr. Leksi and I try  to understand her explanation. “There are many people  who work not base the certificate. It is reality of modern society,” I think that time.

Reflection:

On this time I can not sleep  nicely. I feel hot. Why my  body condition is hot? May be this is impact  of  the food that I eat. Since yesterday until afternoon today,  I eat food with fish soup. I buy tilapia (Mujair fish) that I make soup of it. I use the ginger as seasoning.  May be because eat ginger (jahe) so my body is hot so produce  the sweat. The hot condition make the sleep disturb.  I get up at 22:30 pm. I can not sleep again.  I write the dream in my Hp  and than read the book.

Dream Sunday, April 23, 2017

First dream.  Just as Ms Vony, Rony’s girl friend  has motor cycle. We talk or discuss if it bring to Wela, Manggarai.  We talk abou capacity of motor cycle. “The  capacity  of motor cycle is still okay, enough for Manggarai area, so no need to  be saled,” I think and said.  Than we talk  about the Vony’s  village in Lewat, Regho. “Now, there is walk / road  from Kotok to Lewat, Regho. How  How far it from Waning, Ndoso? Is it by pass Wae Ncuring (Ncuring River)? But……… river (I forget the river name that mention by Ms Vony.”

The second dream: There is advertising  home with price IDR 350 million.

The third dream:  Mr. Fidel Harjo married again with  Manggarai girl. Mr. Fidel Harjo is ex SVD  friar. He is from Wangkung, Boleng, West Manggarai. In last time he practice at Philipine. Than he exit from seminary and SVD member. He married with Ms Marissa Pasqua, Philipinne women.  On this dream, Mr. Fidel just as married with Manggarain people.

The fouth dream. The Vice President, Mr. Jusuf Kala (JK) fight with his minister of Kabinet Kerja. Is  Mr. Eko Patrio want to  separate it?  Just as Mr. Jarot Hidayat (Vice Governoor of DKI Jakarta)  join on this fight.



Monday, April 24, 2017 - dream when sleep  at Cikarang.

Tuesday, April 25, 2017 -  I am not remember I have dream or no. My memory can not remember the dream.

Wednesday, April 26, 2017
I have dream. I meet Mrs. Susi Aripin. She is Owner  of Bakti  HarapanBangsa Foundation that  operate JPS. "Please come, I want to talk you, she said with cool while by pass.
What is happen with this  dream?

(Note: Today, Mrs. Ibeth who lookinng for me.  Kyko's father come to her. Evidently Kyko's father  want to dialog with me about Kyko's document for first  communion preparation.)

Thursday, April 27, 2017 - I forget the dream

Friday, April 28, 2017
 I have dreams. The first dream is I meet with Wela's people. They are Nobert Jehadut's family, include my classmate when Primary is Mrs. Rofina Anur. We meet at Mbaru Kopi. Mbaru Kopi is near Mbaru Gendang, our home. They just as go back from Mbaru Kopi to meet with their family, Mr. Geradus Dabut. I meet them at Mbaru Kopi yard (halaman).  I just as want to shake hand with them, include with my classmate, Mrs. Rofina Anur.

Second dream.
This is erotic dreams. I meet a girl. It is seeming familiar but I don''t know who  is she. I am hug (embrance = memeluk) her. I kiss her mouth. Her vital body touch my vital body. My vital body is erection. Evidently I got the wet  dream.

Dream, Saturday,  April 29, 2017.

I have dreams. The dream is Mr. Hila, my brother  fight to  deffence  (bela) his friend. The fight in beside home of  Mbaru Gendang Wela in near kitchen house and main home.

The other dreams, I forget. May be  met with Mr. Alex Maji and his families.

Monday, April 30, 2017
I have dreams.  The first dream is I just as  walk in jungle. It is big jungle. Mr. Yon and I together walk just as control water. I see  big pipe of water in this jungle. "I just as ever walked here in last time. But in last time I'm not walk here. This is  difference way with last time," I said  in my heart.

Note:
Reflection: 
This dream is a  prognosis (=forecast = oracle=ramalan)  what happen with me in next time especially today. Today I have  plan to join on Wela  - Jakarta family meeting  in Bintaro, in Mr. Robert's house. After Holy Mass I go to there. I use busway and train.  In Sudimara station  ask people about Jombang. "This is Jombang," he said.  I think Mr. Robet's house  lies in north side  of Sudimara Station. So I looking for  car (bemo) to there. I by car (bemo) with white color with written Jombang Ciledug. We by pass Pasar Jombang, Pondok Kacang Timur. I see place that I know before. "Before just as I'm not by pass here. In last time, I by pass the other  way.  I'm wrong. Than I decide to stop there. Than I  call Mr. Robert and Mr. Rony. "Oh...I should be go back to Pasar Jombang. Please  connect with other car (bemo). Please use the green car (bemo hijau)," a women student comment. Please connect with other car (bemo)," the other passengers said. I call Mr. Robert again. "Please stop at Tanah Tinggal," Mr. Robert said.  Until this time on my memory, Mr. Robert's house lies at north side of Sudimara station. With this lost (ketersesatan)  I know that my memory error. Evidently Mr. Robert's house lies at south side of Sudimara station. I ask to driver the green car (bemo). Is this car by pass Tanah Tinggal?" I ask. "Yes, this car (bemo)  by pass Tanah Tinggal," he said. Than I entrance. Really I find Mr. Robert's house in Perumahan Vila Jombang Baru. What I see in dream : " In last time I'm not walk  by pass  here. Use the other way," happen in my conscious. What I see in unconscious happen in conscious (awake life = kondisi bangun). This dream must be fulfilled

The second dream
I just as meet Mr. Nico Nohos in  one place. Mr. Noco is my yunior when JHS in Saint Klaus  Kuwu.
Evidently Mrs Maria FY know him too. We talk. We by the way.


The third dream
I just as  walk   from Ntalung Pada to Welang Lesa. I walk in group together 2 people again. They are Mrs Matil Bidan and other but I don't know who is he. When arrive at  Golo de emad Lue, we walt to bamboo tree (pering)  in near bridge. It is Mr. Yan Kartoon's  bamboo tree. Than in north of road I see many house there now. I see  Mr. Agus Abu. Just as his house in north of road now in Balang Lesa, near the river. He go down to shake hand with me

Monday, May 1, 2017
I have dreams. The dreams are, first I just as in Wela village. In a room  there is meeting, I see Mr. Bertolomeus Ngapuk  (Ema'd Natus), Mr. Elias Aman (Ema's Ledy). They talk about  our brother's character, is Mr. Hila. According them: "Hila is a man who hold (grasp = pegang) principle (prinsip). He is hard to move on. Since young his cgaracter just as it," they said. Than I hear just as Hila talk about  the machetes (parang) of sharp. He just as had hone (mengasah) his machetes (mə-ˈshe-tē,= parang).  He just as want to fight with someone. I'm worry with it. He seem sensitive now.

The other dreams: I see  big stone  just as big stone in Wae Mese, near Roga, way to Mbarang garden.

I just as as stick (tongkat) wood or iron to pull something.

I just as see Father Marsel Agot. SVD.

The other dream is  faint (samar).


Tuesday, May 2, 2017
I don't know I have dream or no  last night  until  morning.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017 
I don't know I have dream or no  last night  until  morning.

Thursday, May 4, 2017 
I have dreams. The location at Wela. I am just as  in chappel of Wela. Than I go back to home in "Mbaru Gendang".  I by pass  Mr. Stefanus Gau's home. I see some people, include Mr. Lasa Madur with his wife. Although Lasa's  education background  not finish Primary, he got the good wife, preety, and educated," Ithink just as it in my dream. They just as dry of coffee bean or  paddy (\ˈpa-dē\  = padi). I see Mr. Lasa  Madur there. Than I continue to our home, in custom home (= rumah adat), Mbaru Gendang. In  yard of Mbaru Gendang I just as  see or talk with our families, just as Nadus Obol, our  brother in law (saudara ipar = kesa (Manggarainese) who married with Deth, our  sister. Than I see my other brother, my cousin (sepupu) is Mr. Micky Pandu. "Please you think how to help other brother e.g. Hila, John) to get work," I said to him in Mbaru Gendang yard. I know myself use the Shredded shorts (celana pendek robek) / torn pants (celana robek). I try to close of it with towel, but people still know that I weart the torn pants (celana robek).  Than I go to side north of our home. Than I stand up in our part of home ( lawir - Manggrainese). Than I see to the pit (kolong). I see the electric panel. I see deeper. I see puddles \ˈpə-d^əl\ (kubangan) that black because urinate and feces \ˈfē-(ˌ)sēz\. Our families make home from the second floor than pee or  defecate \ˈde-fi-ˌkāt\  (buang air besar) there. So it seem dirty (jorok)  and disgusted \dis-ˈgəst \  (menjijikkan) because  bad smell.
Than I awake up (bangun).

What is meaning of this dream?


Friday, May 5, 2017
I have dream. I just as in ICT room of JPS. Than the vice principal of Play Group  - Kinderganten Unit, Ms Elizabeth come to ask me to help her to printer the material. She ask me to use my USB. I'm objecting (berkeberatan) with it.
What is meaning of this  dream?
The other dreams I forget.

Saturday, May 6, 2017

I have dreams.

First, I just as in    one place. I just as  in abroad. I see wela / Manggarai people. In  an area they put or set  just as mat of plastic. Evidently in down the area there is water  that  still  flow. When I see and check evidently it is the  dirty water that yellow of color.  The are just as near school  and near it there is area that ever put the iron. In north side just as there is road so the place in south area.  Just as  there is school building but when I see  again evidently it is the church of parish.  I forget the name of the church. I see the people just as busy in the church.  In front of the church there is land but just as no tree so seem barren (tandus) and  arid  (gersang).  I see Catholic people  there. In north of the church there is a building. I entrance there. I saw my youngest brother bring tape recorder in rain situation.

The second The other  dream.

I’m in a place. My position in up of road. I  stay in a home. I don’t know whose home of it.  Just as in Ruteng. Although in city, the village still available there. I see village in  south side of road.  It is traditional village that poor. The old bulding still show on this village.  I just as talk with my classmate when JHS_SHS, Mr. Maxi Adil about the name of that village. That  village just as DEMAK it name. Wow…it is  region  at  West Java, I think and said. In that south road just as there  is  Custom home of Manggarai (Mbaru Gendang). On the other hand in the   north road too.  I entrance to the custome house of north side.  It is the stilts (rumah panggung).  There are many people there.

The third  dream. The other dream.I met Mr. Andy, my  friend team of ICT – CCTV room of JPS. He come to CCTV room.  He is sick and still recover  in his home town, Bantul, Yogyakarta now.  In schedule that I know that he will come back to JPS at July 2017.  But he entrance faster. He entrane to CCTV room while smile. “I entrance earlier than schedule,” he said. Than he lose.

The fourth  dream. Other dream:

There are 2 peoples who print at ICT room, I am and Mr. Dus Pait or Mr. Bento  Hadinata.  One momen Dus ait, my classmate when Primary and one momen Mr. Ben Hadinata, my friend teacher of JPS.  While he (Dus or Mr. Bento) the   collection   scrap paper fall down and entrance to print area so the printing disturb.  I take the trash. I just see my folder too. I take it.

The fifth dream.

I I meet Mr. Aloy. He is formt JPS teacher. In last year he resign. Now he is working at  Saint Peter school of Kelapa Gading. He visit to JPS. He teach in JPS now ( in dream) while still teach in  Saint Peter’s school. He just as have enough time to mobile.

Note:

·         I can remember this dream when In busway with Position at  near Tanah Apit – RS Citra Harapan – Patung Air Terjun HI   about  09: 45 am). I can remember after 4 hours.  Seldom the think so to conscious so can remember.

·         In last time (end of April or  the fist week of May 2017), I saw him visit at JPS. That time we talk in security place. “I had resin from work at  journey (travel) ship than  back  to home. I work at Saint Peter school now,” he said.  The dream (unconscious may have relation with conscious / waking state).

Dream, Sunday, May 07, 2017

I have dream.

Just as I’m in one place. Just as in Denpasar?

In one place we see. From there we see jut as water fall. In water fall just as have many animal just as lion, tiher, cat

Than I just as  meet Mr. Ivan  Haryanto. He just as use   cloak (jubah).  In last time we are frier (frater?) but now as lay. While he just as  work at Catholic church as  common  deacon (doakon awam =prodiakon).

Than I just as other dream is  about  opportunity of Manggarai people  who candidate of Governoor of NTT. “If more then 1 people certainly Manggaraian people  lose. I  dream until I talk.  The talk start from unconscious until  conscious. I talk about the manggraian opportunity to become Governoor. It will loser all if moore than 1 candidate from  Manggarai (Manggarai, Manggarai Timur, manggarai Barat).

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Monday, May 8, 2017 - I have dream but I forget to remember it. My memory  limited to remember it.


Tuesday, May 9, 2017 - I have dream but I forget to remember it. My memory  limited to remember it.  

Wednesday, May 10, 2017 - I have dream but I forget to remember it. My memory  limited to remember it.

Dream May 11, 2017

I have dream. I just as in a place.  I just as join in a event. I try to communicate with someone to do something in team. We are   team work. I imagine to  control of it. I imagine it just as in  rice field. I imagine I communicate with someone.

Dream May 12, 2017

Friday, May 12, 2017 -
I have dream. The location at  Cunca Sekas, river at my hometown, Wela. We just as  have activity there.  The orher people who  join on this event  are Mr. Philipus Jeharut, Mr. Robert Wardy, and other people. Just as they are the Goloworok people. We walk  in  climb stone (tanjakan batu).  I see the "cunca" , waterfall (air terjun = cunca) of Rehet. For the first I come here.  I looking up (menengadah) to water. I see the water ans stone. Than I drink the water. The water is clean so I scooping (mencedok) by hand  than  drink it. "May be there is dirty from forest, may be the people exit feces on water in near road or in forest in north side, may be all it loe on the way when the water flow here," I think while drink the water. The water color is  clear (bening). Than we go back. In way we discuss. The man  from Goloworok just as want to make proposal. He ask me in order to can service his ask / will. For this proposal about Wela accept his input. "Please you say to Mr. Robert," I say.
Than on othher  moment I just as come to Mr. Philipus /Mr. Robert who still  lie down (berbaring) / sleep . They just as sleep in public room.  Than the Goloworok people get up to renspons me, while I   want to meet Mr. Philipus or Mr. Robert.

Note: Other part of this  dream, forget. This is memory problem.


Dream May 12, 2017

I have dream. I’m in Cunca Sekas. There are Mr. Robert, Mr. Philipus and Goloworok men.

Dream   Saturday, May 13, 2017.

I have dreams. I just as in Markedila, Wela.  I see the tunnel / bridge is broken. The….(gorong-gorong) had broken. It is dangerous. I see from north side. Wow…it is left  only few that good.  Than I just as see to north to land that own Mr. Andreas Mantol and his descent (keturunannya).  I find that  behind the wall there is big  river with yellow land color water. There is chasm (jurang). The view is terrible (mengerikan). I’m afraid and scared. “Why is this river not I saw before? This river is formed  by  the river of Wae Ulu and water near Mr. Stanis Gadut’s  home. In Wae Ulu just as have swamps (rawa-rawa) with  grass just as water hyacinth  (Enceng Gondok) and  water lilies.  From there the river  bigger. The water flow  behind Mr. Ignas Janor’s house. Actually Wae Ulu is a little river. This river make a just as swamps (rawa-rawa) than make  a big water. I afraid to see river behind of wall.  It is make me  astonish.  This river flow than  gathering with  Wae merkedila than  go to Wae Wela.

Than  my soul change place. Just as Baduk’s families  collect  in  intersection  of Ntalung Pada. I see  Mr. Polus Jalu  come together  Mr. Alex / Mr. Feus (?). Just as have event, just as collect  for  Rony’s  married.

Mr. Polus just as bring something. I pick up them in near Mr. Beny’s house. Just as there is something that fall down, just as  stamp. I take it. Mr. Polus Jalu just as hurry up, just as the meeting at Mr. Hubert Ndarung’s house  in Ntalung Pada.

Dream Sunday  May 14, 2017

I have dream. The first  dream.  I’m  just as in a room. This a new room (place) to me.  Just as me have machine tool. The machne tool give alarm. Than some glass window is  broken. I’m astonish. I aware that it because my  machine tool. Than when people ask it I just as  pretend (pura-pura) don’t  know.  I’m not honest. I just as careless where as  The glass of window brken  because my tools of machine.

The second dream. I just as join on test. I don’t know where is place as venue the test. But there are many brothers from Wela join too, just as Mr. Rony, Mr. Alfeus and Mr. Agus Suherman. There is test. The lecture just as Mr. Franky Budi Hardiman, lecturer at STF Driyarakara. I see Father  Prof. Alex Lanur give lecture. He just as  talk ide of a philosopher. This theme / topic ever talk by Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman. I just as conclusion, who copy who. Prof. Prof. Alex Lanur is senior. Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman. But when explain  and write material Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman is excellent too.  When test just as  there is compencation for those who still have lecture in other place in order to  ask permission. The people show to Mr. Agus Suherman while I’m too as students but the Wela people not  emphasis it to me. I’m just as not response too.  I’m not honest.

What is meaning of this test?

Dream   Saturday, May 13, 2017.

I have dreams. I just as in Markedila, Wela.  I see the tunnel / bridge is broken. The….(gorong-gorong) had broken. It is dangerous. I see from north side. Wow…it is left  only few that good.  Than I just as see to north to land that own Mr. Andreas Mantol and his descent (keturunannya).  I find that  behind the wall there is big  river with yellow land color water. There is chasm (jurang). The view is terrible (mengerikan). I’m afraid and scared. “Why is this river not I saw before? This river is formed  by  the river of Wae Ulu and water near Mr. Stanis Gadut’s  home. In Wae Ulu just as have swamps (rawa-rawa) with  grass just as water hyacinth  (Enceng Gondok) and  water lilies.  From there the river  bigger. The water flow  behind Mr. Ignas Janor’s house. Actually Wae Ulu is a little river. This river make a just as swamps (rawa-rawa) than make  a big water. I afraid to see river behind of wall.  It is make me  astonish.  This river flow than  gathering with  Wae merkedila than  go to Wae Wela.

Than  my soul change place. Just as Baduk’s families  collect  in  intersection  of Ntalung Pada. I see  Mr. Polus Jalu  come together  Mr. Alex / Mr. Feus (?). Just as have event, just as collect  for  Rony’s  married.

Mr. Polus just as bring something. I pick up them in near Mr. Beny’s house. Just as there is something that fall down, just as  stamp. I take it. Mr. Polus Jalu just as hurry up, just as the meeting at Mr. Hubert Ndarung’s house  in Ntalung Pada.

Dream Sunday  May 14, 2017

I have dream. The first  dream.  I’m  just as in a room. This a new room (place) to me.  Just as me have machine tool. The machne tool give alarm. Than some glass window is  broken. I’m astonish. I aware that it because my  machine tool. Than when people ask it I just as pretend (pura-pura) don’t  know.  I’m not honest. I just as careless where as  The glass of window brken  because my tools of machine.

The second dream. I just as join on test. I don’t know where is place as venue the test. But there are many brothers from Wela join too, just as Mr. Rony, Mr. Alfeus and Mr. Agus Suherman. There is test. The lecture just as Mr. Franky Budi Hardiman, lecturer at STF Driyarakara. I see Father  Prof. Alex Lanur give lecture. He just as  talk ide of a philosopher. This theme / topic ever talk by Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman. I just as conclusion, who copy who. Prof. Prof. Alex Lanur is senior. Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman. But when explain  and write material Dr. Franky Budi Hardiman is excellent too.  When test just as  there is compencation for those who still have lecture in other place in order to  ask permission. The people show to Mr. Agus Suherman while I’m too as students but the Wela people not  emphasis it to me. I’m just as not response too.  I’m not honest.

What is meaning of this test?

Monday, May 15, 2017.
I have dreams. I just as in a place. I join with other people include the Office boy (OB)  or office girls  (OG).  I see some of them.  I see  a  a man and women. They are still making out (bermesraan). A man touch stomach of the girl. Just as the girl still pregnant. I see it.

The other dream I forget.

Dream 16 May. 2017.

I have dreams. I just as  join on en event. Just as I   present in  place (house) of  Vice President of Republik of Indonesia,  Mr.Jusuf Kala  who celebrate birthday. I talk with him. "Wonderful your achievement (prestasi). I just as say it to him in aplace. Beside of the place, just as from the high place we see  open space,  garden of  banana that still many grass. He just as prepare sothing to me and other people. The thing are drink and snack. He save this thing in this place may be for  special gueat (for non Moslem). He talk slowly. He seem clever. 

Than on that time just as have event. There is people that as MC (master of ceremony). Than he mention some people include  Manggaraian people, just as ...Romas. Romas just as  member the team / party politic. Romas just as  representative (perwakilan) from Manggarai. Than he talk. He give speech. Evidently here is Mr. Johny Panis and  families  in Mr. Romas's team. Mr. Jony include family with Mr. Romas. Just as I see Father Flory Jaling,SVD.

Dream 17 May, 2017

I have dreams. I just as present in a place in a village.  That place just as dirty and  slovenly (jorok). The place / area just as dry, less of water. Than I see  the black  skin people, just as African people. Than I want to  urinate. I pee to their simple toilet just as puddles (kubangan).  I pee / urinate there. There is people that see my pee and  the vital body. I try to close and forbid them to see it but they still want to see and peeping (mengintip) my vital body.

Than on  other place I I hear sound of my families, just as sister of Low, Ended Fery (Anas Dundu). He talk about  village in Manggarai, include in   Lelak (Gonggong) and in Regho.

DreamThursday,  18 May, 2017.

I have dreams.

 I just as join on Catholic meeting. I don't know where the place. Than Just as I sleepy. So I sleep there. In the morning I getup. I want to go back. I meet with  Mr. Joko, the Catholic in Blok B3 VMG Bekasi. I entrance to his home. He just   meet still prepare the food for brekafast. He had  prepare the white rice and   fried tofu. Than I entrance. I entrance his home without permission and have intention. I see her wife at kitchen.  I just as shame so I exit. I  just as  stepping on (menginjak)  the cake (kompiang). Athough had steeping on (injak) I want to eat it.

What is meaning of this dream?

Dream Friday,  May 19, 2017 .

I have  dream. I  and my brothers, Mr. John and Mr. Hila want to go to somewhere (someplace = suatu tempat). Mr. John just  by place while Mr. Hila and I by bus. Mr. John use plane with form just as Metromini bus. My journey with Mr. Hila about 90 minutes. I explain it to him. 

I just as in a  room. Just as have wooden bed (tempat tidur kayu). Just as my family want to  sleep but many masquito (nyamuk).  He get bite (gigit) by mosquito.  In wooden bed there is setting of mosquito net (kelambu).   There are many people again. Is it Mr. Egy?. He is sit down in  floor. It  is a house of the wall (rumah tembok). We discuss something but I forget  the theme that we talk. 

Dream Saturday, May 20, 2017 - I forget the dream 
Dream Sunday, May  21, 2017 

Dream Monday, May 22, 2017 

I just as in a place.  Just as there is car / truck / bus with destination to a place. (My memory not complete to remember this dream.

The other dream: Mr. Pius Bwariat give training (workshop) to JPS teachers. He taught about teacher's job, include education curriculum. ( I can remember  this dream after more than 1 day (24 hours). I remember of this when take a bath in bath room.

Dream Monday,May 23, 2017 

I walk in a journey. I just as want to go to my sister's house Mrs Yustina Jelita. We just as walk in night. It is dark. I just as use my motor cycle.  In  way down I press the  brake. The brake is okay. I just as have lamp, just as flashlight (senter). I know the way. I just as with mom Regina. We turn to right, to Mrs Yustina's house. It way / road to there no so good. We arrive there. We meet with Mery's children: Flory, Agus cs.  They just hope something from me.

** In a place I just as sleep with mom, Regina. I tell or talk to her. "Mon in dream I often sleep with you," I said to her. She only silent. I touch her vital  body. Evidently I get wet dream.

   

Dream Wednesday, May 24, 2017 

I have dream. The dream is I just as in a river. There are  many people who my families there. They are take a bath. Before I take a bath here. I can swim. I enjoy with swim. But now I can not swim nicely because the water is shallow (banal = dangkal).  Before I reluctant (enggan) to to take a bath because I'm not bring the shorts (celana pendek). But I just as want to take a bath and  swim. So, I want to take a bath.  I ready in margin of river in stone. I had open my  pants (celana). I'm naked  under of body but there is something fabric (kain)  or towel close  front of my body. But  the fabric or towel not enough long and width to close my body so still there is area that open. Someone of children can seem my vital body, although I try to  close it. I'm shame too. Than I  entrance the water. The river become  shallow (banal = dangkal) because my family had open some channel so water flow with smooth, Before the condition  just as there is nature pool. But than they open the way so water flow with fast.  Although it I just as can swim. My body still can float (mengapung) although the  water   shallow (banal = dangkal). 

Note: I can remember this dream after 2 hours. Before I forget. I can remember when I  scraping (mengorek) my ear after take  a bath in my rent house. I  scraping (= mengorek) my ear use cotton bath. I feel enoy it. I'm enjoy. This feel just as my feel when swimming. SO I can remember the event when dream is swim in river.). To remember the dream need stimulus.

Dream Thursday, May 25, 2017

I have dreams.

First dream:  I  just as in a  field / paddock (padang). I don’t know what is place the  destination  of journey.  I see field / paddock  (padang) that already  become the garden. It is  just as  the first garden (kebun  baru =uma rana).

The second dream: I am  just as in a place.  Just as in near Lembor  especially. Just as I see the  cliff (tebing) and  wall stone of  Wae Ara. I see the Wae Ara flow to sea. It is in the west. Than in the east there is  othr the river. I don’t know the name. The water flow to west. Just as Wae Ara flow to east too. So I see the meet two or more  of water  that name delta (delta = sunga). Certainly here there are many fish of…….. My mind think about the…….(air payau), the meeting of the  freshwater (air tawar) with sea that salt. (This idea I hear when talk with  Mr. Darius brother  in Labuan Bajo in several years ago).

Note: Seldom  that what is showing in dream (unconscious) take from  conscious. In other word, unconscious copy conscious.

The third dream.

I meet my teacher when SHS of Saint Klaus Kuwu, , Mr. Alex Budi Baik. He is Science (IPA) teacher but have talent to conduct of chair.  Now, he come  to Jakarta because  be invited  by  group or institution to coach them. I see  other teacher. I forget his name. Is he Mr. Abdon Mos? He still busy to service the customer. I  see someone (the girl) that I know. They just as  dance.  Than I talk with Mr. Alex Budi Baik. I invite him to walk aroud the environment. I talk him about  Father Ernest Waser,SVD. “what is Father Ernest Waser made in Manggarai, same here, I explain when I  delivery him around the building / church.

Than I aware.

What is mening of this dream?

These dreams  just as  show will be done. Today I meet Manggarai people in church of Saint Albert Harapan Indah when meeting of FLOBAMORA families. I meet Manggarai people just as Mr. Bone (Gio’s father), Mr. Hubert (from Beo Kina – Rahong), Mr. Stanis (younger brother Prof Dr. Alex Lanur,OFM).

Than after it I remember the vacancy of work at Pondok Ungu/ Aqua. This is match for Any. I want to know is this still available or no had close. I go to there. In  the way  rise think in my  head to go to BSI Kali Abang.  “It is near  river that  near Wisma Asri,” I said to remember the place  of BSI  just as I saw in last time when I follow married  of Ms Citra in Wisma Asri, Saint Clara church.  I drive motor cycle according I think. I walk as long as river in Pondok Ungu. I arrive at Harapan Jaya.  Wow…I’m not seet BSI Campus. Than I ask people. “The BSI campus of Lemah Abang liest as Perwira. Where from do you come?” they ask. “I come from Harapan Indah.” I answer. “Please back to  brach of Aqua. Fro Aqua please straight to east. You by pass Mosque of Bungur, Pejuang. It is lies at Perwire,” they said. Is it  by pass branch to Seroja?” I ask. “Oh yes it is by pass Seroja ……..(malahan) it is  still long from branch to Seroja,”  they said. I go back. Wow….I’m  mistake. I’m late to ask someone so I’m lose of time, energy, fuel (oil). In brach of  river in Pondok Ungu I  turn to right. I drive straight to  Pejuang. I by pass company area, Bungur Mosque, branch to  Seroja. After  run many times while ask people three times, finally I find this area (BSI Kali Abang – Perwira). I stop for awhile than I go back on 14:47 pm.  I drive motor cycle in hot situation. The big jamm there. I try to handle it. Finally I arrive at  Pondok Ungu. I want to see the written vacancy . I want to entrance  my nepher, Any here.  Evidently still available. Than I go back to VMG. I by pass Pondok Ungu, Harapan Indah. I stop at  intersection branch of Danau Tobet.  I stop there. I buy ice of coconut that mix sugar water.  I see the time. “Oh… it is about one hour from there (BSI Perwira) to here (VMG),” I said. After drink   coconut ice  I pay with price IDR 5.000. Than I go to Aralia. I change  the  oil (oli) of motor cycle. I want to  repair my motor cycle but I cancel it because the money not enough. I pay oil (oli) with price IDR 35.000. Than I  go to home. I’m lunch / supper than I’m take a bath  than  sms Mr. Leo to coordinate the event family meeting of  engaged engagement (pertunangan?) Mr. Rony and Ms Vony. I get call Mr. Hendrik Aron too. I ask him to  prepare some song. “Please play keyboard for some songs, Manggarai and Indonesia song. I read some song to him.

Dream Friday,  May 26, 2017

I have dreams. First dream:  The first dream is Mr. Stanis…… (yunior brother of Father Prof. Alex Lanur, OFM)   had many children.

Note: I meet Mr. Stanis yesterday,  Thursday, May 25, 2017 in  Hall of  Saint Albert church of Harapan Indah Bekasi. Here there is link brtween conscious and unconscious

Dream Saturday,  May 27,  2017

I have dreams. First dream. I  sleep  beside  of my  mom, Regina. I face to face  with her. She sleep not straight but  just as make curve her body. I ask her to ask  sleep straight and come near of me. Than I ask to touch her vital body.  I did  it.

Dream Sunday, May 28, 2017 - Last night I sleep in Cikarang. I don't know I have dream or no.

Dream Monday, May 29, 2017 -  I don't know I have dream or no.

 Dream Tuesday, May 30, 2017

I have dreams. First. I just as in a place. My brother , John and I together. There is attraction of CACI. Mr. Paulus Jalu join on this event. He just as want to whippimng (mencambuki) his partner of playing. His partner still want to defence from strike  or lashes (cambukan).  Than Mr. Paulus want to whipping .(mencambuki), Mr. John just as  disturb with trought (membuang  a whip (cemeti)), so disturb Mr. Paulus who want to whipping (mencambuki)  his partner of playing.  Mr. Paulus made it  with energyc.

The second dream. I just as travelling. In a area I see volcano mountail. We just as in Lelak manggarai area. We see some mountain. There is volcano mountail. I explain it just as in Java. There is story abouut it in Java. But Mr. Paulus Wangor critic me. "No.... it is not match. Now, we are in Flores island. The volcano mountain in Flores Island. The volcano mountain seem arid (gersang). I imagine it just as in Golowua / near  Gulung / Welu village /area . But I expalin that the story of this mountail of volcano similiar with volcano Mountail in Java, just as Tangkuban Perahu.

 Dream Wednesday, May 31, 2017

I have dream.  I just as in a place. I try to give suggest to mother Regina to work effective, not make waste the time, example while cook food, do other work.

Than I just as  travelling together my brother, Mr. Beny. We go to somewhere. We use bus. Than in one place, just as in Wela he entrance Mr. Stanis Bandur. Than in one place  I stop and exit drom wood truck. Mr. Beny and Mr.  Stanis continue their journey. Just as the driver is Mr. Pius Biru.  Mr. Stanis seem talk with Mr. Pius Biru.

Other  dream I forget.

Dream Thursday,  June 1, 2017

Dream  June 1,  2017

I have  dream. First dream:  I  just as in a  a place. I meet with my classmate when major seminary, just as Yetra Kotten. He is rom Maumere and become priest at Ende now. I  just as worry that I can not continue my calling as candidate of priest. Than on one place I see someone who climb tree and…(memetik) fruits. Just as fruits of  hamlet (dukuh). I take and try to eat. This good to souvenir when go home,” I think. Than I see  out. I just as see road / way. This complex there are many trees.  This area just as protection forest.

The other dream, forget.

Dream Friday,  June 2, 2017
I have dream. The dream is my nephew Mr. Saver Aban pass away. All people is sad. He is still young and single.

Dream Saturday,  June 3, 2017
I have dream. Just as I delivery Any;s application of work  to Pondok Ungu.

Second dream, I just as in a place.  I walk on journey together Mr. Agus Suherman and others. We looking for the road. There are many road. But all just as connect one another. So we can choose one and our  purpose certainly  achieved (tercapai).   I remember just as walk in Ruteng town,  in Dongang  place.
  
The other dream I forget. My condition of heallt disturb. There is wounds (luka) in  near tail bone,  on center of butt (pusat pantat, in right side. I know it. I feel it. When take a bath I touch it. I feel wounds (luka). Wow...what is  broken in my body? I'm  dizzy (pusing) too.

 

Sunday, June 04, 2017

I have  dream:

In dream result final of Champion League, Madrid vs Juvertus is 2 -1 for Madrid win. This  dream. I want to ask Mr. Alex Maji about it but  postpone. I’m  disinclines (segan) to ask it to him.

How is realy result?

At 16:00 pm I ask result of it at Saint Albert church of Harapan Indah. I ask to Mr. Ambros – Security of the church – “I only watch until the first period - . On that time the score is 1 – 1. After it I sleep. I don’t know the result,” he said. Than a Catholic people come.  May be he come to join on afternoon mass. The talk about  champion final in last morning. Madrid is winner with score 4 – 1. Wow…. we never think the range / distance o f score just as it.  Zinedine Zidan wonderful. He know Juventus and Madrid. He had played at Juventus and Madrid too. So, he know  the Juventus style of  playing.

Second dream:

I just as see  in Tobok in Mr.  Paulus  and Mr. Anton Epong’s  garden. In last time this is rice field but now it is  garden that had planned of tree. There are kind new plan. Not familiar at Wela. I want to introduce it. Because still  less, certainly it is  selling (laris / laku) and the cost (price) is good,” I say in my heart. I just as in down  (north) together Mr. Edu Sanor. We just as collect. Than we  see to up (south). We see Mrs Fabi (Mrs. Martina). Mr. Edu just as said love  joke to her.

What is meaning of this  dream?

Monday, June 05, 2017
I have a dreams. The first dream  is. I just as in a place in yard of Mbaru Gendang Wela. I  clean the garden in north side of  yard. Just as have candlenut (kemiri)  tree around and have fruit that already ripe. The fruit is fall down.  It is not ours. But I pick  it to belong of me. It is habit in our village that if take something that already fall down to land it is okey, not include  violation of ethics (pelanggaran etika), not include  steal (mencuri).

Than I see someone. He just as our team  but he is Maluku people. He want to holiday. He is from Maluku. His face and hair almost same with Flores people.  He just as holiday with his son.  I just as imagine his name similair with Mr. Margarito Kamis.

Tuesday, June 06, 2017
I have dream. The first dream.
We just as  playing in water ditch (=damm= selokan, dam)  of wall . The water  flow smooth because  the dam is steep (terjal). We are dlide (meluncur) there. I'm worry because there is part that narrow, but just as still can by pass of people.
The second dream:
I just as discuss with someone about  cost education at Saint Klaus Kuwu school. "It is may be 50.000.000 (million). Wo, so expensive too.

The other dream is I forget.

Wednesday, June 07, 2017.
I have dream. The first  dream. I just as get information from Mrs Titi - Foundation Eksekutive of Bakti Harapan Bangsaa. "Please help, Mr. Ben Ayung. He is  handle the CCTV unit of  JHS" she said. "It menas I handle Primary and KG. It enough many to me," I think.


Note: 
Thursday, June 9, 2017. I meet Mr. Mario. the New Principal of Pimary. "You are not at ICT in next year. We have new people who handle it. You  still teach Primary 4  and help handle  administration staff," he said.

The second dream. I just as i a room. I meet my lecturer juust as Father  Prof.Dr.Sudarminta,   SJ. He just as make test the  thesis the student of Philosophy Magister. Than I see Father Dr. Herry Priono,SJ. "And you, whoa are you? "I'm Frans," I asid. But he call me, oh yes, you are Jelata, how about your thesis. How is far you work of your thesis ?" he ask me. It is still in chapter 3," I said.  I see other student busy to thesis test.

What is meaning of this  dream? Please work faster your thesis, Franck.



Note: Mr. Nico ask me in my room, CCTV room: "Are you studying magister finished?" heask. May be this year, 2017." I said,


Thursday, June 08, 2017.  I don't know I have dream or no.

Friday, June 09, 2017.  I don't know I have dream or no. May be because I in a  hurry (terburu-buru) when get up because afraid late to  delivery  Any.

Saturday, June 10, 2017
I have dreams. First dream. I just as in a  place. I gathering with the Flores people. We sing Manggarai songs. Than we entrancne to  Ende song. I forget the song. Than I sing the Ende song. I don't know the continuity (kelanjutan) the song. Evidently there is the women who know it. She continie it. That song just as  available in youtube with singner Ine Klau. I will try to looking for it.

The second dream. I just as in a plallce. I see my mother climb a tree while I'm  unnder the tree. I just as want to see her  body. Evidently she use shorts (celana pendek). She just as pick (memetik)  coffee.

The third dream. We present in one place. We sing of song. While the other people just as in a church still sing the main song, and we are in attic (loteng). My friend want to still sing of song while it can disturb situation Holy mass.

The fouth dream. I just as  present in a place in Wela. I just as mee with Ms Linda Jehau. She and I in their around house. "In last time we use this channal  (Wae dam channal river) to  bring wood fire  from forest to  village. it is in  rainy season. It is interesant. The branch may be in Harus garden now after  the land had  devided (bagi) to all Wela people.
]The fith dream. I just as present in a place. I visit to Flores people. They just as from Ende. I see their family who  wander (merantau) but than come to share idea to them. Than we go back to place. I see they communicate with this people (wander people). They explain it. They accept us. Than we see their garden. They just as work   rice field (padi ladang) or corn filed(jagung ladang). I see the  broad expanse farm (hamparan ladang yang luas). They have many effort, include  coffee nursery (pembibitan kopi). He give me the coffee. It is new coffee that ever I see. It just as not hard but soft. It just as the  "Raja / juria " coffee. Juria . Raja coffee is  locan coffee in Manggarai. The form just as Raja coffee  but  it is seem soft.


Just as Ende people accept  us with  chicken. Than I think about the meaning chicken for Manggarai people in traditional  rite (ritus). "Chicken have meaning as  intermediaries (perantara) between man with God. So, the Manggarai people see Jesus as White chicken ( Lalong bakoknya)  the Manggaraian.  Jesus Chirst  intermediaries (perantara) between man with God. Wow.....


Sunday, June 11, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as traveeling. That area, just as in Sumbawa island, NTB. There are 3 mountail. I see the mountail in  east nicely. The middel mountaiul seem clear. It is  high, sharp. It is nice.

The second dream. I just as in Lasang, Kolang. I just as meet with my familkies from Mother families. He is Mr. mateus / Mfabi. I want to talk him. I just as looking for him, so I ask to conformation it.

Note. This dream may be have relation in year 2015 (2014) when I came to Lasang to  join on festivity (kenduri) my grandmother Ms. Wihelmina. I  come that time. I looking for Mr. ...(Mfabi).


Monday, June 12, 2017
I just as  in Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house.There is water in front of their house. I just as clean house there.We want to  say welcome to her. I see Mrs. Min Pamung, her mother, bussy to accept too. Than Ms Lely come. I shake hand with her. "So long we not meet," I say to her.

(Note: This dream  just as make me wet  dream).

The second dream.  I just as   travelling. I just as  by pass  Toll road. It is highway (bertingkat) roll, just as fly over. I imagine  the place just as in  Kebun Jeruk Jakarta. We entrance the toll. We are in car. We find the walk that holey (berlubang) which the stone  messy (berantakan).  We by pass it. "Wow... it is better by pass  road downs there. Just as there are two roads / ways, one in land, one fly ober or highway toll.

Than I arrive in one place. I see tree. I see monkey too. I try to catch the monkey but fail.  I ty again but just as I cath the wind.


The third  dream. I see my nephew, Rio Jebaru. He just as use stick, because sick or get accedent.


Tuesday, June 13, 2017
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a  place. There is a river but the river be  managed nicely so seem good. The river just as  dam with  ladder. The floor just as made by wall // sement. Than the water flow there.  In near river there is parish. It just as lies in a city. It is parish of city, just as  in Jakarta. I just as have desire to visit it.  I  just as want to go to other place. The location just as in  Bangka  Le in Wela. I see the Wela's people  garden.. It is coffee garden but there is  just as bush (semak) too.  I just as  trace the road.  I find it but just as  rarely (=seldom=jarang) by pass by people. It is olld  way.

Wednesday, June 14, 2017.
I have dream. I just as in Wela but in Belang Lesa, near Mr. Philipus Asong / Mrs Rina Rimis Mr. (Dus Abu / Mrs. Lus Adiman Sinar's house. In near road in near bamboo (ppering) tree I see banana tree around. I see many banana trees.

Thursday, June 15, 2017.
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in Wela's cemetery (pekuburan Wela).  Some people and I are around there. This dream is  faint (samar).
The second dream: I  just as in a place. It is beach. I see some people  swimming  in the sea. They entrance to deep sea. I want just as them. I entrance to the sea. But the water is shallow (dangkal).  I can not swim. I entrrancne deeper but the sea become  land. I by pass it. I by pass garden. Than I just as arrive in a place, just as in Tilir when I pastoral practice in last time, 1998 - 2000. Just as come from Nawang to Tilir. I arrive in just as in Lengko Tawa. There I meet with Wela people just as Evy Mamu. She smile than come to me. She kiss me in mouth (lips kiss). Wow.... I meet some Wela people but I don't forget. They call me: "Frans,".


Friday, June 16, 2017.
I have dreams.  I just as in a place. Than I sleep beside mother of Regina.  I touch her vital body.  Than I entrance my penis to her vital body. We are making love. Evidently my penis can entrance to her vagina. Wow....

Than I just as have other dreams. I just as  in Bekasi. There is Manggarai mass in Jakarta. May be Father Pater lead  it  or may be there are other  group want to make it and may be invite other priest.

The third dream. I just as in a place.  I just as want to pay something. I give the coins but the  staff reject it. I'm debate with them. According them the coin not valid. Why? I ask. This coin produce by Indonesian Bank, why do you jeject of this? If you jeject why  back print of this money?" I ask to them The coin have value IDR 100 or 200.

Note I can remember this dream after I see money  (coins) in my table / desk. This coin as stimulus for me to remember the dream.  To remember the forget dream need stimulus, e.g. coin,  on this dream.

Saturday, June 17, 2017.
I have dreams.  I just as in a place. Just as in Lembor? I just as want to back to Wela / Ruteng. I wait bus. There are some bus that by pass. One bus done started. I wait the other  bus.  The bus "Sinar Harapan " come. I entrance to bus. I I see place in the back but just as wet and  untidy the matrials. May be the material the  crew of bus or other passengers.


Sunday, June 18, 2017
I have dreams. I just as in our house in Mbaru  Gendang Wela.  We sit down in front of our part of room. Mrs. Mery, Mr. John and I there. While Father Gaspar just as have activity (event) in our bed room. Mr. John just as not  believe to what is he doing. Mr. John just as underestimate (meremehkan)  of it.

In Rumah Gendang Wela there are many people who collect there. Just as we have event.  Many people had  collected there. We just as wait the leader of prayer. I just as  sit down in  part of house (usung, Manggarainese) Mr. Bone Kaso. Because the leader not come yet, I just as want to lead if if no one again to lead it, although  with the less of  capability in speech, although  falling awake (jatuh bangun)  in speech.  "Maram melaju sili mai pu' watu", I said in Manggarainese. Than I aware and wake up. ( "Maram melaju pili  sili mai pu' watu": These words include the think of dream).


 Monday, June 19, 2017

I have dream. The  dream is  I was in a place.  I see people (men)  just as play or competition on water / pool. They just as chasing (kejar-kejaran) in water. Than they continue it in land / sand (pasir) in beach. Than they just as play game. They focus to play it.

 Tuesday, June 20, 2017 - I have dream but my memory can not recall of it.

 Wednesday, June 21, 2017 - I have dreams. The first dream. I  just as traveling in one place.  I jee the  nice view of  mountain and   stone cliff (= edge = canyon = tebing, ngarai). It is have staircase (ladder = tangga). We by pass there. Than I arrive in a  a place. I just as  go down  with  glide (meluncur) on tree.  I do it  with smooth, seldom I  move to other  tress with enjoy. I just as have skill just as monkey. Wow.....

The other dreams, I forget.

Thursday, June 22, 2017 - I have dreams. The first dream. I  just as in a place. Just as Jakarta?   In my think just as someone who I should do visit, just my younger brother Mr. Rony. He just as in  his home at Depok or  in somewhere just as in Hospital. I shoul be visit him because it my reponsibility.

The second dream. I just as in Wela. Just as in Wae Usang. I see this place just as reforesting. Because originally this is  forest. I see the big three had plant there. Some trees seem pale, not fresh.  Than we arrive in a home /  building. We are in ladder, but it is was made by old iron that just as rust  (berkarat).  Than  we are  discuss there. But I forget what is theme that we discuss.

Friday, June 23, 2017 -

Saturday, June 24, 2017 -

Sunday, June 25, 2017 -

Monday, June 26, 2017 -

Tuesday, June 27, 2017 -

Wednesday, June 28, 2017 -

Thursday, June 29, 2017 -

Friday, June 30, 2017 -

Saturday, July 1, 2017 -

Sunday, July 2, 2017 -

Monday, July 3, 2017 -

Tuesday, July 4, 2017 - no remember the dream - I produce  sweat (=perspiration = keringat) . 

When get up still  produce perperation). I just as lazy to get up at 04:00 am. Than I delivery Any to terminal Pasar Modern. We arrive there at 05:25 am at Pasar Modern. The first bus had started. So Any may be   wait the third or fouth  bus transjakarta that start  may at 05:35 am.

Wednesday, July 5, 2017 - no remember the dream - I produce  sweat (=perspiration = keringat) . 

When get up still  produce perperation). I just as lazy to get up at 04:00 am. Than I delivery Any to terminal Pasar Modern. We arrive there at 05:03 am. The first bus had started. So we wait the second bus transjakarta that start at 05:05 am.

Thursday, July 6, 2017
I have dreams. I meet a girl.  I embrance (hugging = meluk)  her.  "May I making love with you?" I ask her. She just as still use her cloth of formal dress, just as Manggaraian dress. My penis had on.
Wow.... love dream.

Note: I don't know the name of this girl.  From her skin it is Manggaraian girl. Her color skin is brown (sawo matang). Seldom there is new component in dream (unconscious).


Other dream  I forget.

Friday, July 7, 2017
I have dream

I just as in a place. I meet with Mr. Rikar Rahmat.  He ask me to buy a  string of raffia (tali rafia).  I have example in my hand . bag. I went to kiosk that up side. But I cancel to go long distance kiosk because  there is available in near kios. I  to to east than turn to right to get this kiosk. I buy it. While I buy it I  see the rain and flood come. Lucky not  touch me. The big erotion  come. I see the land fall down and  drifting  (hanyut) by rain and river. The mountain / hill  up side my pisition  eroded (tergerus) rain  and  water too. Ther is  strom (badai) too. 

I go to the west side  because in the east have the big rain and storm. I arrive in a place. It is near river. Evidently the water from east flow to west. I see the  water flow. The flood because strom not yet arrive. Than it is  slowly arrive. Than I see the big water flow there. I go back to up. I see in a village.  I continue to go up. I ask them about rain. "Is here rain in last time?" I ask. "No.. here is dry," they answer. Wow.... while in east is  big rain and storm.  Than just as there is children  ask me. I just as provocate to angry. Than I  explain to him. They are men. Than I arrive in a home. I entrance to their home. Just as there is student and their mom or teacher there. They call me father (priest). I respons them, no, I''m  not father,  but  friar. " I say. 

Saturday, July 8,  2017

Sunday, July 9,  2017
 Monday, July 10, 2017
I have dreams.  I just as in a place to travlelling. I'm in a valley (lembah). There is climb .(tanjakan) way / road. We try  go up. There is car that want to by pass.  It is aspahalt road. Than I arrive in a place. It is ......  (landai) area. I get difficult how to by  pass  there. There is area that have many trees. Just as intentionally (sengaja) be plan.  I see to west. In crosos there is hill. I see some Wela people just as  Julia Jebaru and  Fidelis Bagus. Theyu just as shouting that the destination in other place in  behind place  I stay now. Wow.... the journey is still long.

What is meaning of this  dream?  My interpretation:

My be oracle my experience today. In afternoon I get call from my nephew Any that she get job to  overtime .(lembur) - over time in her office and  go back to home at 21:00 pm. Wow... it is riosk  for girl go back to home on that time in Jakarta.  The HDD staff ask him to inde cost. This  bed choice for her. In home I discuss with her  about this condirtion. "Please try to one month." I say.

Tuesday, July 11, 2017
I have dream. I just as in a place. I walk with 2 men again. We talk about the bed man because often make mistake. We meet him. He is still young, fat and stocky  (kekar). He fight us. Just as I just as no include the problem. But  on his view I'm include his enenmy. So, I try to run too. I run to down area. He gives threat (ancaman). Just as he want to run to kick us  or throw (melempar) us with the stone / pillar that he have in hand. I imagine I kick or destroy  me than I wound with blood in body and  land. Wow. terriblew (mengerikan). Than I get up........


What is meaning of this  dream?  My interpretation:

My be oracle my experience today. In the morning I drive motor cycle to pic up my nephew, Any.  at Asera there is bed condition. The red land in road that  slippery and muddy (licin  dan becek). I'm very worry because I ever fall down because the condition road that bed.In last time I ever fall down 4 times in a day. I.m very  trauma (trauma with this condition.Today I'm safe. I try to run motor cycle slow. 


Wednesday, July 12, 2017
I have dream. I just as in beach / pool. I hear there are other people there who want to take  a bath.  They are Menado / Ambol women. There are that white color skin, there are that  black color skin but there are that  brown. All seem pretty.

In other  place, just as there are dance performance. I see others  who still  use  traditional dance. There are part that their body see, just as stomach. But  the other use  clotch so their body / stomach not direct see. There are girl that use  while cloct\h like mathing (senada) their skin.
Than I aware.

Thursday, July 13, 2017
I have dream. I just as in a place. I'm  travelling. I arrive in a place in Flores region, In Ngada area? I see  tree. The  leaf (/ˈlēf\ = daun) seem strange (aneh). The form of leaves  (/ˈlēfs\ = daun) just as  face picture  of people. I see it and try to see nicely. 

The second  dream. I just as  in place. I meet with  my friend when high school,  Paskalis Nojo. He is priest now. We by the way.  He just as want to go to Bandung. "I had go back from there." I said. I think just as we have families that sick  in one hospital in  Bandung.  The condition  just as cloudly. 

Friday, July 14, 2017
I have dreams. But my memory can not remember it.


Saturday, July 15, 2017

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Monday, July 17, 2017

I have dream. I'm in a  place. It is beach. I see the rain in sea. Than there is wave. I walk to mountain / hill. The tide (air pasang)  is going on. The water just as chase (mengejar)  me. Lucky the water not reach me. I see in a top (puncak). I see with Mother Mina Jenu's families. They just as    grieving (berduka). We try to participate on their event to respect  them. Or may be we remember Father  Gaspar who had passed away too. The location in  a little house. I sit down out. Than  I aware.

The other dream I forget. 

Today I get up on 05:30 M. i'm jogging than cook food than prepare  myself to school. I start at 06:33 am. I see Mrs. Indri still wait GOJEK. I'm start first. I arrive at 06:40 am at school. I join on teacher morning prayer. Than I help to lead the prayer opening Accademic Year 2017/2018, Primary Unit. There are part that I forget to read. Why Am I not consistent. 

Ms. Sisi ask me to handle the  student's moving letter (surat) pindah. I discuss it with Mr. Mario. I handle theour  room too. The thins not urgent we put at store. Mr. Dedy  install the lamp. During some days the lamp in our room is broken so off. Seldom we work in dark, relly on the lamp  from laptop.

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

I don't know I have dream or no in last night.
I get up at 05:00 am. I'm cook vegetable than jogging, take a bath than rest.

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Thursday, July 20, 2017

I have  dream. I just as in a place. I see Mr. Titus - Mrs. Lina's son  or Mr. Talis' son. They have talent as carpenter. They just as  make it. Now they make the frame of home from   steel (baja).  Just as I have dream to make it.  Than I a place I  see someone, just as Mr. Dame Nudi in a path in a school / boarding (asrama) or  monastery (biara). He just as get up late so breakfast / eat late too.  Than just as he (Dame N) change to one of our family (Gaspar - Regina's  offspring (kketurunan). He eat in our sleep room. He left (menyisakan)  or  throw away (membuang) rice in bed room. The rice spread somewhere. I'm regret. I ask him to handle it.

Note: This left among 03.00 - 06:00 am. In last evening I get disturb of sleep. May be this is effect what I eat. In the last afternoon, I eat chili (cabai). I bought it from Padang Restaurant in VMG I. I buy Mackarel tuna. Than I seep on 19:00  pm. Than I get up 0n 23:00 pm. I read book and write than I  seep again on 03:00 am, July 20, 2017.
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Friday, July 21, 2017
I have dream. I just as traveling. I  arrive in the airport. I forget the name. Just as in a space / room, I see the  plane  fly. I see the name of airport, but I forget  the name. Than I exit from this space. I just as want to pick up my mom and younger brother who come from Flores. They had  come, while I'm not prepare somethinf, include food for them.

Note: This dream  have base on experence. My mom and younger brother, Mr. John want to come to Jakarta  on July 26, 2017.

Saturday, July 22, 2017

I have dream. I just as travelling together my oldest brother, Mr. Beny Jelami. We climb a place. Evidently it is a  reservoir (waduk). Mr. Beny arrive earlier on  reservoir than me. I'm shock when arrive in top of reservoir (waduk). It is dangerous because  no wall or iron of safety. If people  careless can fall to river. The river is deep. I'm afrid and worry when see it. I  bring a  bowl (mangkuk) / plate of galss.  It is difficult to me to mobile because I hold the bowl or plate. I just as have desire to throw away (membuang) it to reservoir. I see broken plate in reservoir (waduk). I don't know Mr. Beny's position now. We want to cross (menyeberang). We looking for way or bridge to cross. We no find yet.  I want to down (menyusuri)  the left side of reservoir (waduk). Suddennly we arrive just as in the base. I see many peoples (men) there.  Just as there is toilet there. I just as reluctant (enggan) to entrance because afrid expensive payment. Just as I want it is  free if use of it.  I just as want ask the way to go up again to cross.

What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, July 24, 2017

Dream, July 24, 2017

I have dream. Just as have event. I see family from Karot  come to Wela, just as Mr. Paulus’ children. I see Father Alfons,Pr come too. Just as the event finish. They ask in order to fast to go back to their village (home) is Paka, Iteng, Satarmese.

What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, July 25, 2017
I have dream. I just as  present in a place, just as in a church. I see a  Catholic nun (suster Katolik). Just as she is a doctor too. She seem simple, but she is doctor. We just as present in a pray. In a room (space), just as I see Mr. Hendrik  Supardi, the Catholic people. He is teacher. He is stay in Saint Alfonsus  group of Harapan Indah. He just as smoke. He through his cigarette butt (puntung rokok).

The other  dream, I forget.

Wednesday, July 26, 2017
I have dream. I just as in one place. Just as it is a lodgings (pemondokan). I entrance there. I see the place just as moist (lembab). The people just as have project for it. It is place for practice. I worker still work to handle it, just as  leveling land (meratakan tanah).  In the room just as have littlle / small cottage (pondok)  again.  Than I   talk with others, incluude to Mr. Egy Tantono (from Cibal). "Egy, a people from out Manggarai said to us to critic to us as Manggaraian: "The only one the weakness of  Manggaraian people is  can not  united. The Manggaraian susceptible (rentan) to devided (broken = terpecah)." he said. This people said when in boarding (kos-kosan) when talk or share idea.
Than I see other people in our cottage (pondok). Generlly the women.

On other  dream. I see a place. Just as in valley (lembah). I see the  mushrooms (jamur). It is many. Jut as no use. "Just as this can be used. Than want to show ot others that it can be used. "I will cook this to make  sauce (saus), I will show to you that this good." I said.

Note: On this dream there is  think dream: "The only one the weakness of  Manggaraian people is  can not  united. The Manggaraian susceptible (rentan) to devided (broken = terpecah)."



Thursday, July 27, 2017
I have dreams. I just as meet with  families, include Mr. Alex Maji. He come to visit  me in my place, but I don't know where is place.  We just as want to talk something.

Than I just as want to   entrance to a room. Just as it is our  or my  bed room.

The other dream, I just as traveling with others. We by pass shooping place. We just as want to  buy something. I imagine the place in Taman Harapan Baru (THB) Bekasi, West Java.  I just as walk with  littlle women (girl).

Than I aware.

Than the old dream come again. I walk with  littlle women (girl).

Note: Evidently the  previous dream can be repeated (continued).




Other people dream 



Fall down of teeth, what is meaning of this dream?
According Manggarain people:  this is bed dream. Ms Maria Fifi Yung  dream of this. Than her family sick the next day. This dream  need to avoid it become to us need make sacrifice (persembahan) is kill of   rooster (ayam jantan).  

But according S. Freud this dream have meaning that our self confidence  is is weak.

What is coorect? I tend (cenderung choose Freud.



Friday, July 28, 2017.
I have dreams. I meet my junior when  wander (merantau) in Jakarta. He is Mr. Edy Hamad. He just as looking for job. I just as suggest him to find it. Than other dream.
I just as  present in Holy Mass at JPS. Just as  there are student who move when  consecration. He is Maxi (3 A?). I'm regret. Just as acolyt forget to bring  bell to use when consecration. Mr. Bento  bring it. We forget to bring / prepare of it.

Note: I can remember the second dream when  winnowing  rice (menampi) beras). Winnowong rice include opus manuale (kerja tangan). When mention manuale I thin Mr. Gerad Bibang writeng about Father Goris Jehanus who opus Manuale. When remember Father Goris Jehahus, I remember  father who  lead mass in JPS. So I remember the    dream. To remember the dream  need  impuls.


Saturday, July 29, 2017.

I have dreams. The first dream, I just as in a  place. It is volcano mountail. I just as see  former landslides (bekas longsor). It is near Karot  village, my mom's village.  Karot lies in  Lelak district, Manggarai regency. I just as hear a  myth about this volcano mountain and  Karot village. The myth (mitos) that save in my think is the lava (lahar)  of volcano not close or by pass the Karot village while the Karot village lies in foot (kaki) mountain, but the lava (lahar)  eruption materail  turn (belok) to   right to avoid the Karot village. I by pass  on the  former landslide of eruption that had cold. It is just as become road. The eruption material just as can go to by pass  climb (tanjakan). I know this with see the   trace of former landslide. Wow.... 

I arrive in my uncle house. He is Mr. Nadus. I meet with her wife and daughter. I by the way. I just as ask Lid and...... Lid just as   finish her lecture. In last time she lecture in PGSD - STIPAS Ruteng - Flores. I'm reluctant to give advise to her  becausue I'm not finish my study of Master. I'm still have problem to myself.  Just as I have plan to meet other uncle, Mr. David Dadur.

The other dream:
I just as present on a   event. I see  an event. The students just as bring a  flower pot (pot bunga). They discordant (sumbang) it to that event.

The other dream:
I just as meet with Mr. Fabi Banor and Mrs. Fabi (Mrs Martina). We just as talk about   education of Wela.

The other dreams: I forget . This is memory problem and may be because I late to write. I write this on 15:30  pm while the dream in last  night / morning

Note: The first dream, What is meaning about my reluctant to advice  to Mr. Nadus' daughter abut study because I'm not finish my  master study?
Evdiently on meeting with parents student Primary  in introduction the ICT staff write my CV: still study Magister. Wow.... Evidently I dislike this case know by others, include the parents. But..... I late to check of this to Ms. Elia.

 Sunday, July 30, 2017. I seep at Mr. Rony's house at Bukit Tempayan River View. I sleep late, may be at 1.00 am. Than I seep I don't know I have dream or no dream.

Monday, July 31, 2017. I sleep in my contract (leasing)  house in VMG. I don't knoow I have dream or no. I get up aerly at 03:00 am. Than I pray than cook foodm jogging than wash dress, breakfast than start to school.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017.
I have dream. The dream about there is suggestion to me to change the theme of thesis. "Iif I change it is need time to me to read the book. It is make longer I finish it. So, better stand (hold out = bertahan) on the the old theme of thesis about Freud" Interpretation of Dreams"" I said in my heart.

Note: Yesterday I see Face book. I see Photo of my leader of thesis   Prof. Dr. Alex Lanus, OFM who celebrate of  The Priestly Gold Party (Pesta Emas Imamat) in Lengkoajang, Manggarai Timur.  May be this idea entrance to oncoscious so   show on dream.


The other people dream on July 2017:




Wednesday, August 2, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no.

Thursday, August 3, 2017.  I have dream, I just as meet Mr. Alfons Jehadut. He is alumni of Saint Klaus. We aver  stay together in one boarding ((asrama / kost)  at  Jakarta. He just as want to join on our event, just as party. (The other  dream I forget).
The other dream: I am in near my Primasry school, SDI Golowelu I, Goloowelu, Kuwus, West Manggarai. I see a truck. The student use  truck but one  stand up in back  (bottom = pantat)  of truck, just as job of assistant of driver.  I'm  just as concern (prihatin) with this condition. May be the truck stop to avoid accident.

The other  dream I forget.

Friday, August 4, 2017.

I have dreams. The first dream is I just as  travelling in a place.  Just as  travelling in a forest.  I just as  new comer there. So I need time to know the place.  I and  others by pass the place. I want to try the new way. Just as there is  many ways there. But I must follow instruction other brother, just as Mr. Alex Maji who  join there too. 

The second dream: I just as  present in a place. Just as have event. There is people  play traditional music. They persistent (tekun) to play of it. They play from far place. The dannce  in far place from them. They are in back of us. Just as in garden. Although of it they still play nicely.

The third dream.

I exit  from a place. I just as  topless (telanjang dada) not use dress. In out of room near gate I meet Father Prof. Dr.  Alex Lanur,OFM. He still sit down, just as  correct  something, may be the written of  collage student (mahasiswa). I just as want to avoid him but he just as call. He talk about my responsibility of myself about my thesis. I just as noot prepare of it. I just as want to avoid to meet him. But he call. "Please come to discuss and exercise debate of your thesis." he aid. Sorry, I'm not ready for it. Please come to debat of it," he said. Than I aware. What is meaning of this dream?

Satuday, August 5, 2017.
I have dreams. I just as in Merkedila, Wela, in near bridge, Mr. Wilem Jogo's house.  Just as have bus or truck. I drive it. I success to avoid the hole  or bad  road, I drive it to  Ntalung Pada / Golowelu  direction (way = arah).

The second dream. I just as in a place. I want to traveling. I drive motor cycle. Than I want to use the bus. I want to entrusted (menitip) motor cycle in parking area of busway. I want to there. But I see  the place may be for busway staff only, not for public. Than I want to go to other place. Please  go to other place" someone said. He is  just as Mr......, JPS security. He just as  suggest to parking in other  place, at once (sekalian) ask opportunity of work  in one place. Just as I looking for work and the vacancy available  there.

The third dream.  I see my teamwork od administration staff of JPS, Ms Sisi. She handle the students data. She prepare the paper than write data use hand than  sntry data to computer on a wesite to find the data. She find it.

Note: 
1. Seldom the  the dream is repeat or similar wake condition (conscious) activity. Edit little part. In the thir dream above,  yesterday, I go to Mr. Agung, JHS-SHS administrator of JPS. I ask him about  series  number data  of  Primary JPS. He taught how to find if just as in dream. So, the dream only edit the conscious (awake) experience. Same with the secind dream. I ever use busway. I ever see place parking for busway staff only not for public.
2. Seldom in dream there is  part of dream that not match with reality. In  first dream, I can drive car / bus while in reality can not. Indeed (memang) I have wish / idea to can drive a car.

Sunday, August 6, 2017. I sleep in Mr. Leo's house in Cikarang. I don't know I have dream or no.
Monday, August 7, 2017. I'm sleep in VMG. I don't know I have dream or no.

Tuesday, August 8, 2017.
I have dreams. I just as by pass a place in Karot / Rohak area. We talk about river, Wae Raho. Wae Raho is the name river in Welak / Lembor, West manggarai. The water of Wae Raho is gathering is some river from Lelak area, include  from  Karot / Rohak. We just as walk in fringe (pinggiran) Wae Raho river.  I see the  dam. The river is dirty. On this time I just as  walk with my classmate, Mr. Paskalis Nojo,OFM Cap. He is priest now. We just as talk our  friend who become priest include Father Adi Ali, OFM Cap.

Other dreams I forget.

Wednesday, August 9, 2017. I don't know I have dream or no in last  morning/ evening. This memory problem.

Thursday, August 10, 2017. I have dream. I just as in Watu Tanggong - Wela. I'm together our mom, Regina dan my younger brother, Mr. John. We just as go down to Wela. Than we see two people, male and female. They  just as come from out region, just as from Java or Bali. He talk with John. He just as the foreign people, just as missionaries (misionaris). His skin is white. We come near to meetp up (bertemu) them. Than just as his name just as Mr. Don. "We meett in Mr. Leo's house," he said. Than I wake up. What is meaning of this dream. (Dream at 05:00 am).

Friday, August 11, 2017.
I have dream.
I just  as in journey. I just as in east of Wela. I just as in journey to Goloworok? I went  out of road. I just as find something but it had stale (basi) or rotten (rusak). Just as get the animal that rotten.

Note: This dream I fail to remember perfectly. This is memory problem.

I just as in a place in East  Jakarta, exactly  just as in Babelan Bekasi. I  see  the simple house,  Bamboo roofed house (rumah bambu beratap seng) in middle of  garden of   papaya. Because this area (Babelan) lies in  fringe (pinggiran)  city of Jakarta, the people who work in Jakarta  certainly work early in order to on time when entrance to office. I  imagine my former friend,  Mr. Pakar who stay in  Babelan - Bekasi and work in Jakarta. Certainly  he wake up early that start to work in Jakarta. I imagine myself  if I have home, include the  Bamboo roofed house (rumah bambu beratap seng) in Babelan Bekasi   and work in Jakarta , certaily get up early too.

The other dream. I just as in Saint Klaus Kuwu school. I just as talk with Mr. Maxi Adil.  We discuss about manage of Saint Klaus School in Kuwu - Ruteng. I think  Mr. Maxi Mbaur, our religion  teacher and boarding father (bapa asrama)  when JHS - SHS in last year.  May be Mr. Maxi have other bussiness but he still manage Saint Klaus School too. In my imagine he just as   have business (bisnis)  in  other place just as Labuan Bajo.

The other dream: I just as think that my youngest brother get difficult of money, include shooping money to present (set up = meyajikan) for mother Regina and my younger brother, Mr. John, while I just as silent, not support on this situation.

Dream: Saturday, August 12, 2017: -  don’t know the dream. Not remember.

Sunday, August 13, 2017: -  don’t know the dream. Not remember.

Monday, August 14, 2017: -  don’t know the dream. Not remember.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017.
I have dream. I just as in Ntalung Pada - Golowelu, in front of Mr. Beny's house / kiosk. I stand up  in south of road. I see plant there in south road in fence / wall of stone. It is  sweet potato (ubi jalar). I see my teacher when Primary, Ms Ely Pangul. We talk. We just as talk about pension (pensiun) as the state teacher (guru negri).

The second  dream. Than I see  a group of people. They just as come to follow our party: Rony's party?. They are Mery's families. They come to to join on our party. They bring with families include the children. They had entrance the room before I entrance. Than the event just as start. Mr. Alex as MC. They talk about me. How old if I  become a priest. May be 13 years.  This theme  in free talk.

The  third dream. I  was in a place. I  present an event. I see a  Bima's book in  displays (pajangan). Bima is a ethnic in Sumbawa. In last time, Bima ever  colonize Manggarai. So some word of Bima be knew by manggarai people. Some word of manggarainese  same with Bimanese. I read the book. I can understand because  some word similiar with manggarainese. I want to read and study it.

Note: To remember the dream need stimulus. I can remember the third dream when I read book in Primary  6B. Whereas I had forget that dream. In condition what else my dream?. I can remember of it.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017. I have dream but my memory can not remember it.
Thursday, August 17, 2017. I have dream but my memory can not remember it.
I have dreams. The first dream. I just as travelling. I  push  waggon (wagon = cart = gerobak). The wagon's tire is broken because the bolt (mur) and nut (baut) is broken so  the tire exit from iron. The  wagon  broken in   puddles (kubangan ) in road. I see the bolt (baut). It is dirty. Than some one show me the tap (keran) water in left road. I clean it there.

Than I just as arrive in a home . I put my helmet (white  helmet of Mr. Inyo). Than i see someone who   bring helmet blank - red. It is mine. I ask to  a man who hold it. The black - red helmet just as forget in place where  the wagon is broken. Jus as I forget there than the man take it. I explain just as to him.

The third dream. Mr. Leo, Mr. Jony Panis  just as  ask about my study. It is  remaining 9 units of credit semester (9 sks) that consist of 6 point for thesis and 3 points for comprehension test. It remaining 2 subjects are Thesis dan Comprehension test," I expalin to them.


Note: To remember the dream need stimulus. I can remember the second dream when I see  my helmet red - blank in terrace of house that still hold in pillar  . Than I can remember this dream. 

Friday, August 18, 2017 - sleep in VMG - No remember the dream
Saturday, August 19, 2017 - sleep in Mr. Yos - Mr. Agus  boarding in Gang Bacang - Rawasari - CPB - No remember the dream.

Sunday, August 20, 2017 - sleep in Mr. Yos - Mr. Agus Suherman  boarding in Pisangan Baru Tengah 2 No. 330 , Matraman, Jakarta Timur - No remember the dream.

Monday, August 21, 2017 - sleep in VMG
I have dreams. The   first dream  is  I  just as in a  a place in Wela, just as in Mbarang. I stand up there. I see the view (pemandangan) from there to Bangka garden. I just as  see the place and all things there, include if there is people  or somethibg that hide. I juat as see  the place from high land or from sky. I see just as a grup of animal. When I  see nicely, evidently it is  the pig (pork = babi). There many  pig (pork). There is a sow (induk babi) and some is the piglets (anak-anak babi). It is the white - black  pigs (ela butung - Manggarainese). The pigs walk to north. The sow (induk babi) and piglets  are just as wild boar.


Than I  change place. I just as listening issue that the sow(induk babi)  and piglets  want to come  to the village. We just as stand by  to cathc or  drive out of it. But the sow and piglets not come to the village.

The second dream. I just as in  JPS. Mr. Mario - Principal give instruction. There is someone who critic his speech. "Your   manner speech is just as sissy (banci)." someone said. Than Mr. Mario response him. He just as  Mr. Yan Hagang - my education staff when Primary. Than I aware.

What is meaning of this dream? When I get up I know I have wet dream. What  is meaning the pig symbol in dream? Is it have relation with sex?
Today, Mr. Mario - principal ask me to translate the letter from English to Bahasa Indonesia. I do it in long time, when finish I  submit it through  email to him and to Ms Sisi - main administrator Primary Unit -



Tuesday, August 22, 2017 - sleep in VMG. I'm not remember the dream. I get disturb of dream.

I just as in a place. I meet  Bishop Vincent Sensi,Pr. He is my leader / spiritual leader when  Major Seminary in Lela - Maumere, Flores. I just as  meet (bertemu) or breathing (berpapasan) with him.

(I can remember this dream on Tuesday, August 23, 2017, when teach PKn  in Primary 3B).


Wednesday, August 23, 2017 - sleep in VMG.
I have dream. I just as meet with Mrs. Sius Jehalu (Ms Deme Damus). I drive motor cycle. She just as  ask to join to me but I'm just as not hear (listen) her, whereas she  had asked of it. When I almost by pass her than  she intercept (mencegat) me. Than we talk. "You are seem older than your age," she said to me. Than I say my impression to her: "You are seem prety and smart . Your skin is white. Youur are a women parent who smart," I said to her.

Than we just as  walk to east, juust as to Wae Siar. There I saw  many people of Wela. Thry just as have stand  / kiosk to sale things. Just as Edu Sanor?

Note: Interpretation acording to me: In school my friend teacher - Ms Theresa  said to me : You are seem tired,  not enthusiastic (antusias) today. Are you sick?" She ask. May be my dream up  to show this reality.


Thursday, August 24, 2017 - sleep in VMG. I have dream but my memory can not remember well it.
Friday, August 25, 2017 - sleep in VMG. I have dream but my memory can not remember it.

Saturday, August 26, 2017 - sleep in Housing of Bukit Tempayan - Sawangan - Depok.

Sunday, August 27, 2017 - sleep in VMG.


Monay, August 28, 2017 - sleep in VMG.


Tuesday, August 29, 2017 - sleep in VMG.

Wednesday, August  30, 2017 - sleep in VMG.
I have dream. Just as I'm in a river. I see other pepole iclude adult women. They play in water. They just as disassemble (take apart = unload = membongkar)  something in river so the water (river) is dirty. Meanwhile (sementara)  I just as want to take a bath or cleaning the cloth. Than I just as want to make shower (pancuran) use the bamboo shower. I want to make two showers. I want to make shower in bulding so the people can  take   bath take bath there, not need to entrance to  river again. There is a watwrways (saluran air) there.

What is meaning of this dream. Is have relation with my health? May be my health is better.

Thursday, August 31, 2017 - sleep in VMG. I have dream but I forget to remember of it.

Than on September 1, 2017, I can remember the dream. I can remember it because I see my shirt (jersey = baju kaus) that still hang in dry place. My memory brin me to my dream in last time is: 

I  use the shirt - white color  dominant than red in  top arm. In front of it there is  dirty. I'm shame. I meet Mr. Alex, my brother. I shame when I know I use the  diirty / bad dress.

 Note: To remember  need  stimulus.