Friday, September 1, 2017
I have dream. I just as in
Wela. The Wela people and I just as gathering in front of Mr. Yan Men's
house. We just as discuss. Than I walk to west, to Ntalung Pada
direction. In near Mr. Viktor Agos's house in Wela's cemetery
(pekuburan) I see some people busy clean the cemetery or digging
(menggali) the grave. When I arrive near Welo's or Karot clan (tribe)
of cemetery, just as Mr. Paskalis Jemanu shout or call or response
me. He just as clean the Karot's cemetery.
Than I walk
by pass the bridge. I meet a grey dog. The body of dog is long but not
so fat. The dog just as want to bite me. If it bite me, I will push my
hand to it mouth until touch it esophagus (kerongkongan)," I think.
Than the dog came to strike me. I just as have tool to hit it. I can
kill the dog with simple. Than I aware.
Saturday, September 2, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
I
just as meet with Ms Jeny Hamzah. She is from Golowelu. Jeny and I
alumni of SDI Golowelu I and JHS - SHS Saint Klaus, Kuwu - Ruteng.
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Day dream:
I
just as in a place. This is new place to me . I no find this in
conscious (reality). Some families and I just as traveling. I have
problem . The problem is I'm not yet have application of Grab on my
handphone. Than I try to active of it. It has install but I not try to
use of it. I success to make of it and direct connect to driver Grab
car. Than he service my connection., while I had join on other can and
we had run. The driver of Garb call me. We are still on the way. My
families / brother / cousin ask me to cancel of it. I do it. I ready
myself if get punishment from Grab management if I order Grab again in
next time.
Than we arrive in one place. I t is just as
second floor. It is toilet of place for man. While we just as for break
or play game there. Just as Mr. Rony, Mr. Jony join on this journey.
We just as cancel of this intention / purpose. Than we go down by pass
side of wall of building. Just as it is enough steep (curam). I by pass
there. I think that land (base) near evidently is enough far. It is see
from far. See from far is near while in reality far, in Manggarainese
be mentioned
lelo saru. Finaly I success land with safe.
What is meaning of this dream?
Note:
in afternoon Kory, one of my nephew, send me pulse 20 with price IDR
22.000. She give me money IDR 22.000. Thank you Kory.
Monday, September 4, 2017
I
have dream. I just as move place of work. I just as come to place. I
come to bus. It is Metromini bus. Metromini is a kind (type) of bus that
operate in Jakarta. I have duty to welding (las) iron in body of car.
First I see someone who make it. Than my term. I get difficult. The bus
stop while wait passengers. Than I ask to driver. I'm confuse. May be I
forget (don't) know how to connect the electric. I don't know the
position of switch (saklar). The driver is a man who seem slim
(ramping).
Than I just as move to other place. I meet
with my friend, Mr. Idem Don Bosco. He is leader there. I want to
entrance his team work. He had senior there. He bring me a room that a
programer still busy with his work. He is fat man. I just as doubt with
my capability as work as programmer. Than Mr. Idem ask me to
traveling in the area. It is just as captive breeding (penangkaran)
various animal. I see little animal. I see the the trees as habitat of
animal. Than the leader of team ask us to lunch, it is break time.
What is meaning of this dream?
My interpretation to this dream: The soul activity precede the body activity.
This
dream may be explain this reality that I meet Mr. Tomy as chief ICT
Department. I ask about Laptop of JPS which often off. Than Mr. Tomy
ask to bring to ICT Departement to repair it. Than I go down to see
it. They handle it. Below the story
JPS LAPTOP
The
laptop of JPS is broken. I phone Mr. Tomy as chief of ICT Departement.
Before I ask Ms Nova to handle the data DAPODIK. SHe work but tha
laptop is broken. SO I telepon Mr. Tomy. Mr. Tomy and Mr. Albert handle
it. Than they give it to me on about 12:30 pm. Wow.... they work hard.
The chinese people work hard and work speed, while the native people
work slowly. Please improve.
Today
I prepare the material to handle move letter for student. We need
money. We come to administration staff who handle the money. They can
not handle it because Mrs Titi - foundation - absent today. "I will WA
her" Mr. Agung said. "Certainly she ask DAPODIK data" Mr. Agung said.
"Wow... it is my main duty," I said in my heart. I just as not focus to
handle of it. I just as not focus to handle it. "Please finish it
before September 20, 2017 because we fill sicronize it after September
20, 2017." Mr. Agung said. Mr. Agung is senior adminsitrator. I try to
do the best for success of DAPODIK data.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it. May be sexual dream. Just as I show my vital body to my sister.
Wednesday, September 6, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Thursday, September 7, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Friday, September 8, 2017 - I have dream but I forget it.
Saturday,
September 9, 2017 - I have dreams. The first dream, I just as meet with
my former friend teacher when in teach at JPS. He is Mr. Bernabas. He
just as use Batik dress. He entrance to a place / building.
The
second dream. I just as in Tobok at Wela. Just as in Mr. Philipus
Jeharut's garden. We just as as employee. We work to get fee (hire =
wage = compensation=earnings=salary= upah). But just as I want to go
back first. I just as not care with rule. What is happening, although
mom Regina angry to me. I just as want to go first. Mom Regina just as
forbit it. She want I follow the rule. She just as want to apprach me.
I'm not care. I go to entrace the gate to exit the garden. She just as
chase (mengejak) me. She just as bring something tool to hit me. What
is toll, I forget. What is meaning of this dream? This is the morning
dream about 05:00 am.
Sunday, September 10,
2017 - I have dream. I see the Bea, garden in near Wae Mese/ Mbrang. I
see from far. It is had just as paddock (padang) .
Monday, September 11, 2017 - I don't know I have dream or no dream when sleep in last night.
Tuesday, September 12, 2017.
I
have dream. I just as traveling to a a place. We just as use bus. Our
destination is to east. We just as arrive in Lembor place. I see a
place. Just as parish or Catholic church. I see the letter name of it.
I think the name of church, just as saint....., but evidently it is
the written is ROSARY. Than I arrive in one place again. Just as
parish or church of Catholic. But not too. In opposite road (left side)
even I see the Betel Church. Than on right side I he see a place. Just
as the Lembor people place. I see just as remain the written after
school party. I see many steel bar (besi beton) in the around home.
There are many steel bar (besi beton) that had order with tidy up. The
written just as they paste (tempel) in cable. There are many cables in
home.
Than
I arrive in one place. We turn to right. We think it is way to east
(city). I see my classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr. Ignatius Kampianus Tatu.
Than I ask him about the correct way. "Where is a correct way to city?" I
ask. Please turn to left. We go back to main road. There is many
branch of road there. Than I aware.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017.
I
have dream. I am just as in a place, just as in Merkedila, Welaa.
Just ass we dialog or discus with someone who assist us. We try to
give information to him. I don't know his name.. Than we just as
change place. I just as in a building, just as in roof of a building. I
walk around of it. Is it church? The roof of building near with land.
Just as bullding in hill. What is meaning of this dream?
Thursday, September 14, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Friday, September 15, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Saturday
day, September 16, 2017. I have dream. I 'm just as in a a place . In
Wela? I just as want to traveling or go back to Jakarta / Labuan Bajo.
I just as in Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I had prepare myself. We
want to start but may be still wait others. Just as Mr. Philipus's
families want to go to some place, but they want to use taxy. I just as
want to join with them.
Sunday, September 17, 2017.
I
have dream. I meet with Mr. Gregorius Wanggor. He is nomads (perantau)
Wela in Malang, east Java. We by the way. He seem handsome.
(Note:
I can remember this dream after lister talk of mom Regina about their
family in Wela. Before we talk his nephew (keponakan), Nyong who crazy
(gila). Nyong crazy since drom Surabaya/ Malang. Because this sick his
uncle, Mr. Feliz Danor sent back him to Wela.
Monday, September 18, 2017. I have dream. The dream. I just as see a
coffin (peti jenasah). It is had prepare by Mr. Beny. Just as he buy it in Ruteng. I don'r know who is pass away.
I
can remember this dream write blog about death of our aunt (bibi)
Mrs. Agnes Kindung. Kani prepare the coffin (peti jenasah). Than I
remember this dream.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
What
is happening? May be because I talk my aunt (bibi) (Mrs Agnes
Kindung) who pass away in last week, Thursday, September 14, 2017. I
taled this topic with Mr. Beny yesterday.
Tuesday,
September 19, 2017. I have dream. The dream. I just as in a place
(room). Just as there are 4 people include me and may be a priest,
Father Flory Jaling, SVD? He service wine the guest (men). Father
Flory, SVD increase the wine to them. He pour (menuangkan) the wine to
their glass in the table. They rilex. Just as friend of one school. Than
we by the way. They just as from East Manggarai, especially from Nanga
Lanang. In last time when JHS I have many friends and senior from Nanga
Lanang, include Mr. Kornelis Jarsi. I want ask him to them may be they
know him. (This dream occurs about 01:00 am). Than I aware. I produce
many sweat (keringat).
Than on 03:00 am I sleep again
after cook rice and vegetable. I have dream again. The dream is just as I
get duty to do something in a place. Just as delivery letter to a
office. I together a man. I don't knoow who is he. He seem bigger and
taller than me. He just as know the place of destination. We bring the
letter. Thanwe arrive in a place, just as home office (rumah kantor) or
a real estate. Just as my friend ask someone to delivery it to exact
place. He give explain about the place. Than we go back. He is in front
of me. We just as on foot. Among he and I distance enough. I let him go
back earlier.
Than my soul move to other place.
There just as there is meeting, just as alumni Saint Klaus Kuwu, Ruteng.
There is Mr. Maxi Mbangur, the leader and teacher of JHS-SHS Saint
Klaus. He and others sit on a table while by the way. We just as talk
about the property that Mr. Maxy's love. It is his shoes. Just as we
success predict (prediksi) what is think about of his shoes. He only
smile. It is signing that what we predict is correct, match what we said
and what is he thinking. I imagibe this placw just as in open space.
The building have roof but no wall, just as Pertamina or other
refueling stations (stations pengisian bahan bakar).
Wednesday, September 20, 2017. I don't know I have or have not dream in last night.
/ morning. I get disturb sleep lat night. So many sweat (keringat) that I produce. Is this sign that my health is bad?
Thursday,
September 21, 2017. I have 3 dream. The first dreams about journey in
forets. The seconnd dreams journey in east Jakarta (Klender /
Jatinegara . Pulo Gadung). I arrive in sch ool that near road. It is
school in city. The third is I was in around Golowelu church. I see my
claasmate od Primary, Mr. Karol Kejuru.
Friday,
September 22, 2017. I have dream. I ', in Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. I
hear from his son and daughter hat he detail educate his children
about couple of life. He talk with Leny Mbembok so long about her couple
of life.
Note: I can remember of dream after think my brother, mr. Beny who has house neam Mr. Thomas in Golowelu.
Saturday,
September 23, 2017. I have dreams. I just as in a place. It is a
garden / bush (semak belukar). I just as work of dig a hole (menggali
lubang). Than I find water. i just as easy to get it. I just as make it
to prepare water to others. Juat as have children that need it. They
just as hope there is water or source water there. I just as can make
it. When I work or poking (memacul) there is water that I see. Than I
just as make ditch (parit) to accomodate (menampung) the water. This
dream at may be at -2"00 am.
Than I aware to go to toilet.
Than
I sleep again. I have dream. I just as in a place. It is in Wela. I
just as visit a place in Wela. It is garden of Welo - Pandang - Nderu. I
just as traveling with Mrs. Susi (Carol's mom). We are just as in
Welo. I explain to them about place in Wela, incluse garden of Welo,
Pandang - Nderu.
Than
just as we are in a place. We have event together Mr. Alex Maji and his
wife Mrs. Susi. Than we just as want to contunie an event in other
place I imagina we drop in on that place to jin on evwnt just as
supper / lunch that celebrate by Mr. Alex and families. I think may be
use Mr. Aleks' car or may use public transport, just as train.
Than
my soul just as move to Saint Klaus Kuwu, my almamater when JHS-SHS. I
just as in hostel (asrama). We have event in hall / auditorium (aula)
beside the dining room. This is memory when I JHS. We have event there.
Than I go up to son hostel. I entrance to A room. I just as seem wooden terraced beds (tempat tidur kayu bertingkat). I see students beds. It is messy (berantakan) because the place not enough for one student property. I a place it is of bad and crate clothing (peti pakaian)
. I see the pandan mats (tikar pandan = lose re'a) with colorful
(warna - warni = lose balo agu umpuk). For a moment (sejenak) I
think that who make these pandan mat, the mothers of Manggaraian,
aren't it? But now, inheritance (pewarisan) of this skill
disconnected (terputus). The young mothers of manggaraian not ready to
do of this. They are not have good capability to do of this. This is
serious problem for preservation (pelestarian) of handikrafts
(kerajinan) in Manggarai. Than I aware.
Noe there is think (idea) in dream, just as:
I
see the pandan mats (tikar pandan = lose re'a) with colorful (warna -
warni = lose balo agu umpuk). For a moment (sejenak) I think that
who make these pandan mat, the mothers of Manggaraian, aren't it? But
now, inheritance (pewarisan) of this skill disconnected (terputus).
The young mothers of manggaraian not ready to do of this. They are not
have good capability to do of this. This is serious problem for
preservation (pelestarian) of handikrafts (kerajinan) in Manggarai.
Sunday, September 24,2017. I have dreams. (see on note of handwriting on short note book)
Monday,
September 25,2017. I have dreams. I just as walk drive motor cycle. I
just as by village road so not catch by traffic police. When someone
ask I answer just as it.
The other dream: I just as sale something about Wela.
Tuesday,
September 26,2017. I have dreams. I just as walk in a road. It is
road just as recent repair. It is repair use modern tool just as
excavator or Loader Excavator or Motor Grader. Now, the modern
equipment can help us to make easy of work. Now better than traditional
era that all use human power.
The
other dream. I just as stay in home at top of hill . There are some
tree around there. I try to relax and enjoy there although there is
storm (badai).
Wednesday,
September 27,2017. I have dreams. I just as in a place. I don't know
the place. This is new place. In a village, I see a asphalt road. In
left side, near bridge and home I see grandmother Paus (popo Paus). In
right side I see mother Paulina. Both stay young (awet muda). Than
just as see lead of.......(Saung Po'ang). I take it. I want to bring to
home to make vegetable. Than I just as come near to mom of Paulina
Gawut. Evidently in cross of road there is home. I meet my sister, Ms.
Yustina. Just as they serve (menghidangkan ) sweat potato (ubi talas).
Than we by the way. Just as we talk about Megy who just as mated
(dijodohkan) with Mr. Adi from Semang. I just as not egree because Megy
still young.
On this dream just as I see and meet Mr. Adri Odja, team work when in Optima Company.
I
just as have dream about late (almmarhum) Mr. Mateus Potok's
brother. Just as there is meeting with them. Just as Mr. Manus, his
younger brother.
Thursday,
September 28,2017. I have dream. I just in a place of shooping or
infotaiment / recreation. I just as in top of building. Is it mall? In
that place I see a car. A boy just as play and push it until fall down
from high floor. Certainly it is accident. :Certainly there is people
as security who handle or see it in down there," I think. Than my soul
just as move to other place. I just as arrive in a place of party. Just
as in middle room of mall (shooping centre). . Just as have party. Is
it Mr. Rony - Mrs Vony's party? Is it Wedding party? Or is it Mr.
Beny's party? It is not clear. The other part of drream I forget.
Friday, September 29,2017. I don't know I have dream or no dream in last night or last morning. This is memory problem.
Saturday, September 30,2017 I have dreams. I'am in Wela at traditional house, Mbaru Gendang. Just as there is obituary
(berita duka). Just as Father Gaspar who pass away. There were many
people who come to mourn (melayat), include mother Via, grandmother
Sawul. Grandmother Sawul is our neighbor of house. Father Gaspar's
corpse laid down (dibaringkan). Than just as I see someone
entrance betel nut (sirih pinang) to his mouth. Than just as change.
It is corpse of mom of Regina. She can not eat the betel nut (sirih pinang) because she had pass away. I see her face. I'm sad too. ** This dream happen on 01:00 am.
The
other dream. I just as in a place. This is new place for me. I just
as exit from a home. I don't know whose house of this. I walk to south.
Than I turn to left than turn to right. I arrive in place. The land
seem barren (tandus). The people just as plant of acacia (akasia)
there. Acacia is math for barren (tandus) land. I imagine it in Kuwu /
Nterlango. Nterlango / Kuwu seem barren (tandus) too. Than on a
garden that many trees, in near litter river (river dead = kali mati) I
meet Mr. Rely Jehato. We by the way. Mr Rely Jehato is Manggaraian. He
had married and stay in Tangerang. He just as looking lone (quiet)
place. Just as he want to prepare the comprehension test. He leaves
(meninggalkan) his families (wife and daughter) to get the quiet
time for preparation the comprehension test.
The
other dream. I just as entrance to a place. I entrance to a cottage
(pondok) in a valley (lembah). Just as I save something there. Just as
food. It is still available. Just as I take and eat of it. (The other
part of this dream I forget).
Sunday, October 1,2017 I have dreams
Monday,
October 2,2017 I have dream. Just as Mom Regina dialog with someone.
The theme of dialog is the children of them. How about condition of
your children? "There were 2 children who had pass away," mom Regina
answer.
Note... other dream I forget.
Tuesday,
October 3,2017 I have dream. I'm just as in a place. It is new place
to me. I just as gathering with others. I present in a room. There are
some chairs and table. There is table and chair of Mrs. Ana Primary
teacher of JPS.Than I sit down in her chair. For moment she in other
place but it her quota (jatah). I sit down there. Than I see Mrs Adit
conduct of song. We sing of song. sing two songs with enthusiasm. The
songs that I read is "
"Tuhan Kasihanialah Kami and Kemuliaan." Dan damai di bumi kepada
orang yang berkenan kepadanya kami memuji dikau. Kami memuliakan dikau,
Kami mengembah dikau. Kami memuliakan dikau kami bersyukur kepadamu
karena kemuliaanmu yang besar. ....."
Note... other dream I forget.
Note:
how is waying to remember the dream if forget? To remember the dream
that forget we need stimulation (rangsangan). This dream (Tuesday,
October 3,2017) I can remember after get stimulation: I remember Mr.
and Mrs Totok, Mr and Mrs Sumijo. They are activist of Church who often
sing of song in the church. When I thinbng sing of song, I remember
my dreaam about sing of song
"Tuhan Kasihanialah Kami and Kemuliaan.". We need sleep again (lie down) to remember of this dream.
Wednesday, October 4,2017.
I have dream. I just
as in a place, in margin of field soccer. I see Mr. Dedi Mulyadi, the
regent of Purwakarta. His soccer team still match versus other club.
He seem guide his soccer club with give spirit to them. I just as with
other Wela people, Mr. Robert? This part (Mr. Robert seem blurred
(kabur) = dim = hazy=fuzzy = kabur). Than when finish matching I seem
talk with Mr. Dedi Mulyadi.
Note:
This dream may be have link with aware because yesterday I read news
about Mr. Dedi Mulyadi who accompany his supporter when demonstration
in Central office of GOLKAR in Slipi, West Jakarta. So there is
connection conscious and unconscious. Unconscious is replay
activity of conscious.
Thursday, October 5,2017.
I
have dream. I just as in a place. I just as in a place. I just as meet
with my classmate of JHS-SHS. They are Mr. Aven Agung, Mr, Paskalis
Nojo. I meet Father Thomas Krump, SVD, the father of parish of Ketang,
Manggarai, Flores. He had old. But he had went out to his continent ,
Europe. He is minionary of Europe who work in Manggarai- Flores,
Indonesia. I just as ask to Father Thomas Krump, SVD his impression
about development of Catholic Manggarai from his view. His people
(umat) of Parish of Ketang very enthusiasm. Than we entrance to a
place. It is just as a breeding ground for plant seeds (penangkaran benih tanaman) . I see the place of breeding ground for plant seeds (penangkaran benih tanaman) in pot. I see plant of hibiscus
(kembang sepatu). I see the color and form of it. There are many
plants that be seeding (benih). Than I aware. I get up. Than I get up.
Note:
The other dream I forget.
This
dream may be have link with aware because yesterday I read Face Book
about Kosmas Kondang. Some week ago I open FB. I see comment of
classmate, just as Father Mikael Denco, Mr. Aven Agung.They are alumni
Saint Klaus Kuwu JHS. So there is connection conscious and
unconscious. Unconscious is replay activity of conscious.
Friday, October 6,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream about meeting with my brothers and cousins
(saudara sepupu): Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Edu. Just as we are in a
place. Just as in Mr. Setya Novanto's home. We are in east of a home. It
is Mr. Setya Novanto's home. Mr. Leo just as want to meet him, but he
is seem busy. On the end time, when we want to go home, just as Mr. Leo
see there is access to meet him. We see him just as want to move to
other space (room) in his home. Mr. Leo see him and want to met him but
he seem busy. He reject. He hurry up close the dooor although he know
there is people want to meet him. But when to entrance his home, just
as not Leo who want to meet him but Mr. Nando. Than we just as go to
front his home, by pass path (lorong) of his home. We prepare to go
home. Mr. Edu and may be with Mr. Marcel just as want to go to Cikarang.
"Please come to terminal. Than from there are bus to there," I think.
The
second dream. I just as in a place. Just as in Bangka, near Wae Mese /
Wae Wunis. I see river, The geography (geografi) of river had changed
because flood. The old way of river had been covering (telah
ditimbuni) land and stone when flood. But I see the river still flow
the water. I see the shoes. Just as same with my shoes. It is brown
color. I take it. Just as one of my shoes is lose and I see in the
river. Than I take but just as the other shoes. It used shoes (sepatu
bekas) but still can be used. Just as I want to take it.
The
third dream. I just as meet with my sister, Sr. Sophy, CP. She just
as ask about photo album. "Yes, I still have of it. Than just as think
and talk about money. I just as be asked to prepare the money.
Than I aware.
Note:
This
dream nomer 1 may be have link with aware because yesterday I read
internet Setya Novanto, chairman of House Representatives . So there
is connection conscious and unconscious. Unconscious is replay
activity of conscious.
Saturday, October 7,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream. I just as in Mbaru Gendang, custom
home (rumah adat) in Wela. I am in our room. I see in other spare of
room, especially in Mom Minas's room, I see Mom Mina busy to prepare
the food. Just as she had prepare the food. She had mixed of it , but
just as there is part that none while it element (part) is important.
The element is sugar while I have it. I have palm sugar (gula aren).
She just as make ......(rujak. Rujak is mix of many fruits than put
spice - bumbu - on it. The spice just as salt, sugar, chili - cabe -
etc).
The
second dream. Just as Mom of Regina in my rent house of VMG - Bekasi,
She exit to go to terrace (teras). I'm confuse / worry. I hope she still
in home, no pleasure trip out of home. May be she want to see around.
What is meaning of this dream?
Sunday, October 8,2017.
Monday, October 9,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Tuesday, October 10,2017. I have dream but I forget. This is memory problem.
Wednesday,
October 11,2017. I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a one
place. I see the priest of Catholic meet with...... kiai (ulama) of
Muslem. It is in a village with majority of Muslem. But still there are
the Catholics. May be the Catholic not native inhabitants (penduduk
asli) but comer (pendatang), " I think. I see the priest invite the
scholars (ulama) to Catholic home. The scholars seem serve (meladeni)
ask of priest. They seem entrance to home in left road than to home in
right road. They seem harmony. Just as it is scholar from Java. They
use gloves (sarung).
The
second dream. I'm in a place. I 'm wait something. I just as in barren
area (daerah tandus). I hope there is water. Suddenly and evidently
near of me in under the land there is water, although (meskipun) small
(less). Just as there is water although the water flow with small /
little. But is is clean water.
Note:
I can remember the first dream after get stimulus (rangsangan). In the
morning I listen sound from Mosque. The leader or scholar (ulama)
still pray. Than my brain think about priest of MSF in Kalimantan who
friendly (bershabat) with the scholars (ulama). The priest from NTT.
He is member of MSF congregation (kongregasi). He work in Kalimantan.
He friendly with NU scolars (ulama). After it I can remember the dream
about relation priest and scholar (ulama).
Thursday,
October 12,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place.
Just as there is meeting / seminar or Holy Mass. On that time I read
the people's prayer. I just as pray for Golkar party and for Indonesia
motherland. I just as see JPS teacher on this event, just Mrs Yeny
Budiarto. She is Mandarin Primary teacher.
Other dream I forget.
Note:
This prayer may connect with my awake (conscious) which read GOLKAR
news in internet. GOLKAR party highlighted (disoroti) because some of
cadre (kader) still have problem because corruption case. The chairman
of GOLKAR, Setya Novanto had (sempat) become a suspect (tersangka) corruption E-KTP by Corruption Eradication Commission (Komisi Pemberantasan Korupsi =
KPK). Since July 2017 Media preach (memberitaskan) this case.
Yesterday, October 11, 2017 I still read about Golkar Party and the
admonistrators, include Mr. Setya Novanto, chairman of GOLKAR Party.
So there is connection between conscious with unconscious (dream).
Friday, October 13,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place. Than I forget my dream. This is the memory problem.
Saturday,
October 14,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in a
place. I hear explanation of someone. Just as translator or author of
book. He try to explain a topic about translate. "Oh we can translate
the word not base the meaning of word only but base the context, I try
to understand the matter (problem). I am forgetting what word in abook
that he still explain of it.
The second dream. I just
as collect with my families, include my older and younger brothers, Mr.
Beny and Mr. Hila. We gathering of families. There were women too.
Were they Mom of Regina and Mary Jemen, our older sister? This is not
clear, disgused (samar). Than when we talk, my younger brother just as
pee in the paddy or coffee that still dry in land. Wow.... Than Mr.
Beny want to pee too. Wow..... The women just as unconfortable (risih)
too. This dream seem erotic.We see the vital body of our brothers.
Note:
I can see this dream after have stimulus is I wan to pee. I hold my
vital body than I can remember this dream. To remember the dream need
stimulus.
Sunday,
October 15,2017. I have dreams. The dream about my pleasure trip in
Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. My face to west. I walk in around home of
the late (almarhum) Mr. Stanis Guli - Mien Duli or Mr. Dedy - Mrs.
Silvy's house in near Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. I see the river in
left side of river. The river come from side Mr. Thomas Mbembok's
house. The people just as use this water to many necessities
(keperluan), include clean the dress. The condition is not good because
people use before and in other place use again. The water just as
dirty although not very dirty. Than I arrive in near former house of
Sanso and Siong - Meme. All of them are traders of Chinese. They trade
in Golowelu in last time. I see water just as want to be flowed to
high land to Mr. Siong - Meme's house. I see road in Siong - Meme's
house. It is former of road. Just as not often use now because in north
side had available formal road. Inleft side I see the parish Garden
of Golowelu. I see the tress had high and big. The condition is fresh.
The leaf of trees seem lush (rimbun) so make air so cool (sejuk) and
fresh.
Monday, October 16,2017. I have dream but I forget of it.
Tuesday,
October 17,2017. I have dreams. The dream about my pleasure trip in
Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. My face to west. I walk in around home of
the late (almarhum) Mr. Stanis Guli - Mien Duli or Mr. Dedy - Mrs.
Silvy's house in near Ntalung Pada - Golowelu. I see the river in
left side of river. The river come from side Mr. Thomas Mbembok's
house. The people just as use this water to many necessities
(keperluan), include clean the dress. The condition is not good because
people use before and in other place use again. The water just as
dirty although not very dirty. I seem ysister Mrs Susana Dauud use
this water. She try to use tool to avoid and throw
away (membuang) rubbish (gerbage = sampah) or something that dirty /
disturb it so the water seem clean. I just as see Mr. Agus Abus, Mrs
Sana's husband make it too. Just as the other dirty in water include
the oil the rest of dishes (sisa masakan).
The second dream I forget.
Wednesday, October 18,2017.
I
have dream. The dream is I just as in a place. It is a rice field. The
rice field lies in edge (pinggir) river. The river lies in beach . It
is near estuary (muara) of sea. I ree paddy in many rice field. Earch
part have limit (bata). I know it is rice field own Mr. Rinto, my
teacher friend in JPS. I see Mr. Rinto still conntrol his rice field,
The paddy growth nicely. "Certainly, Mr. Rinto always available enough
of food because got from this rice field. Than the water from river
come just as flood. I'm wet. I try to move through wall as
embankment (pematang). I can not swim. I hope the water not any to
entrance to rice field so not make destroy include to me. The water is
yellow colour. It is dirty. Than I move to east. Than in north side
of rice field, in rive I see tide (air pasang) . Now is high tide
(pasang naik) so water entrance to rice fielf. I see people by pass the
river by boat. They come from sea.
Than I move to
other place. I come to east than turn to south (selatan). I arrive in a
home. It is home I know the owner. It is my family. I come to there.
There I meet with families, include my classmate when Primary is Mrs
Lely. I embrance with her. She seem not fresh. I hope touch her chest
but she not willing I touch it. I only touch of face , kiss on the
cheek (cium pipi kiri - cium pipi kanan). I see other families, include
Alfons Jaban. Just as in home. People busy to cook include fried
something.
Thursday, October 20,2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Friday, October 21,2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Saturday, October 22,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream is I just in a place, just as in crossroad
(perempatan) Golowelu. I see my classmate when Primary, Mr. Dus Pa'it
in a location. Nnear ontersection or croassroad of Golowelu just as
there is place or land (lahan) that had set (be prepared) to a
build. Just as a building, just as school. "It is good if Wela have own
school, can increase human resources, can improve (meningkatkan)
welfare and prosperity (kemakmuran) for Wela peole," I said to him.
The
second dream. I just as in a place. I meet with Mr. Ino Jemabut. Just
as we have meeting of Wela families. We just as wait. Just as Mr. Ino
had prepare the food, include the chicken soup. There is Mr. Egy too.
Just as there is the rest (sisa) chicken soup of vegetable . Mr. Egy
think it is not eat again. so he used it to clean his hand (fingers).
The
third dream. I just as in a place. I don;t know exactly positin of
the place. I listen talk of Mr. Agus / Mr. Marsel / Mr. Fon Jaban.
"Hila's eye is broken. He can not see better," he said. I'am sad with
this information. I connect with Hila's real conditin who fight to
better in all aspect of his life, include economic, families and
education of children.
What is happen with this dream?
Note:
The first dream: I have think to buld school in Wela. I have data, the
scholars from Wela reach about more 70 peoples. It is good human
resources. I had said this to Wela families of Jakarta.
May this dream the fulfulment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince. .
The
second dream. Mr. Ino, Mr. Egy and I one village is Wela. We often
meeting together. During September - October 2017, I often went to
Depok. Mr. Ino stay in Depok.May this dream the fulfulment /
represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
The
third dream. Since dead of Mrs. Sisilia (Esy) Sangur, relation our
families with Mr. Nobert Jaban's families bad becausue often
suspicious (curiga). According our families, Mrs Esy died because be
witched (disanteti) by their families and their group. Oue families
and Mr. Nobert families, before stay in one home, in custome home
(rumah adat) - Mbaru Gendang - of Wela. May this dream the
fulfilment / represent / tell of the this wish / expereince.
Sunday, October 22,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream. I just as arrive in Wela, epecially in
forest at area Wae Siar to Wae usang. I see there is threes in forest
in near bend (tikungan) Wae Siar to Wae Usang. I come from west to
east. In right side road I see many tress that fresh and lush (rimbun).
This condition different with what I think. I think this area had
barren (tandus) because the trees had cut down (ditebang) by Wela's
people to become garden, but in this dream there are many trees there.
"Oh, what I imagine before evidently wrong because still there are many
trees here," I said in my heart. But I can not identify the name of
tree.
The second dream. I just as in a place. I come
to a place. Just as it is shooping place. In a display of board I just
as scraping (menggoreskan) sputum (dahak) or snot (ingus). The it
show cwith clear. May be the owner complain if know about it.
Note:The
first dream I can remember on 11:53:50 am in Pertamina when refill
the fuel (bensin). This dream I had forget when suddenly appear in
think when I transfer money in ATM of Pertamina Kampung Bogor, Setia
Asih Tarumajaya. Than I write in JPS on 14:00. I come to take my bag
that I forget in last night when I go back on 17:15 pm.
The
second drram I can remember in bathroom of VMG on the morning about
07:00 am when I through the sputum (dahak). To need dream need
stimulus.
Monday,
October 23,2017. I have dream . I just as join on an event. Just as in
Golowelu - Ramemunak. Jus at as I am with Mr. Darius Angkur. When
finish it we go back, just as walk to Golowelu. We just as walk. No car.
Than just as we arrive in a kiosk. I see our neighbor or nephew
(keponakan). I see her and she see me. Than I introduce her to big
families of Wela. Her face just as Gore's daughter, but I just as
introduce her as Mary's daughter. The Wela's people just as hear it.
We are in front of a kiosk. The owner kiosk busy to serve the
costomer, include Wela people.
Tuesday,
October 24,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I join on event. I
gathering with Catholic neighbor of Saint Alfonsus I, VMG - Harapan
Indah just as Mr. Anto. We just as gathering while grilling (membakar)
fish. They are people who grilling. While grilling fish (membakar
ikan) they just as talk about member of community who eat much while
the stock of food limited (few). May be include me who take much food
whereas many people not get. It means there are people who selfish
(egois), not remember other when eat. Just as take much of jackfruit
vegetable (sayur nangka), fried chicken, salted fish (ikan asin) while
others not yet eat. Usually Java people priority and put it first
(mendahulukan) guest. There are people just as greddy (rakus) to eat.
May be include me. I'm shame too.
The
second dream. Than we talk others. We just as as follow join on
Manggarai attraction of Caci and danding. Than I hear them sing the
Manggarai song of "danding" just as below: sako: "... bom toe ronam o a e.....ae...walek watu wae...; Wale: "A o..watu wae".
I'm wondering because they know the Manggarai song. I'm curious
(penasaran) than I ask them: "Why do you this song?" I ask. "We know because this is Papalango song." they answer. I''m wondering. "Papalango song? " I ask in my heart while think. "Are Manggarai people copy the Papalango song?" I ask. It means there is Papalango language and song," I said in my heart.
The
third dream. I just as travelling in a place. It is village. I see
Mr. Philipus in his house. Just as there is rice field, paddy and plant
of fruit aroud of it. He is just as sit down in home. There is people
who help him. Is she Reny? It is not clear, glommy (suram). I just as
sleep / lie down (berbaring) in gig (dokar). I just as talk with Mr.
Philipus. His home of door facing (menghadap) to east (timur). Than
I continue to down / north. I meet Mr. Johny Panis and his wife and
their son, Rafa. They climb a place, to up / south . Than they move turn
to down / north. They go back to north than turn to lelft. Just as they
go back to their home after visit Alex Maji and families. Jony and
Alex is brother, same brother grandmother - grandfather. Than I see mr.
Alex Maji in front of his home. I see Mr. Yoseph too. Mr. Joseph
accompany Enrike, Alex, second son. Enrike use the white cloth. I
just as want to comw to their home.
The
forth dream. I just as meet someone. He talk about my brother, Mr.
John. "Mr. John dominate stay in Labuan Bajo than in Wela" he said.
Than I aware. I get up.
Note: There is new dimension on dream. The new dimension in dream I mention it as Papalango.
This term I use . This is unique term that I use. Since this time I use
this term. I want to introduce and popularize this term. (JPS, 24
Oct. 2017 08:00 - 08:30 am)
In
school of JPS, I search in internet about Papalango. I'm curious
(penasaran) . Is Papalango language? I'm not find. I only find it as
word.
All dreams above have old aspect (dimension) but still have new aspect.
Wednesday,
October 25,2017. I have dream. I just as in a place. I hear comment of
someone about my teacher freind, Mr. Bento. About Mr. bento she said
just as below:"According Mr. Ben Ayung. Mr. Bento often educate his
children with rude (kasar) and hard (keras). Often torture (menyiksa)
the children, until his wife said, if you can not educate them with
nicely, let me do it. "Musn not educate them with rude (kasr) and hard
(keras)," his wife said.
What is meaning of this dream?
In
the morning in near Patung Kuda - Harmony I meet Mr. Bento. He is with
his children, Lery and his nephew (ponakan). They use one motor cycle.
Note: May be this preview of experience. In reality, Mr. Bento consistent, assertive (tegas).
Thursday,
October 26,2017. I have dreams. The dream is I just as in a place. I
just as meet with my main family, just as mom Regina and my younger
brother, Mr. Hila. Mr. Hila and I seem harmony. We mutual respect.
The
second dream. I just as meet with Father Ino Sutam,Pr. He is my friend
when major seminary who become oriest now. I dialog with him. I ask 2
terms about Freud's thought. But I forget the terms that I want to
ask.
Note: All these dream have basis in conscious
(awaking life = kehidupan bangun / sadar). Frud is a figure who I still
read. I still grappling (menggumuli) his idea about dream. I write
thesis about Freud about Interpretation of Dreams.
About meeting with main family I had met and will meet my main family.
Friday,
October 27,2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in Wela. I
see Mr. Ino and his father, Mr. Philipus just as fight with many people
in Wela. The Wela people just demanding (menuntut) their right. They
come to Mr. Philipus's home. They meeting there. But may be they were
not get deal (kesepakatan), may be the Wela's people not get the anwer
just as they hope so they angry and attact (menyerang) Mr. Philipus
and Mr. Ino. Just as the opponent (pihak lawan) is Wela people
consist of many people while side party (pihak sebelah) so the fight not
balance. Just as Mr. Ino get attact so he was crying. Than I just as
come from north to south. I just as come to their home. I just as Mr.
Ino and Mr. Philipus inside the fence (pagar) of house. I'am sad see Mr.
Ino still crying. He just as angry and talked to the oponent (pihak
lawan). The opponent just as consist of Nelis Misa and bothers, Fabi
Banor's families. Than I just as continue to North direction. There I
just as meet with Mr. Ino's sister, Mrs. Lely. Than there I just as
talk with others, may be talk about the fight of Mr. Ino and the
opponent above. Than I just as stand up to to to east. Than I meet with
Wela people just as the opponent above. I see Mr. Pius Paskalim. He
claimed me defence of Mr. Philipus - Mr. Ino. They just as want to judge
of me. I just as want to debate or discuss with him / them. "You
should see the problem with fair," I just as think juust as it to them.
Then I'm aware. I'm sad with this dream. I'm sad, afraid. Evidnetly I
produce the sweat (keringat). Than I go to toilet.
Than
I sleep again. I have dreams again. I just as have activity. I just as
see my teacher friend, Ms. Paska Gultom. The continue of dream I
forget. May be I cancel to write. I write this on afternoon on 17:30
pm.
The
third dream, I just as meet with my older brother, Mr. Donatus Jabaru.
He wander to Central Kalimantan (Palangkaraya). Than he just as want to
go back to Manggarai. We just as discuss. "Just as we discuss about
Rio's studied. May be net year he is finish," he said. It is good. He
can help his sister if he had finished his studied,
Note:
All the dream above have base on conscious (aware life). About the
first dream, in last time there is fight among our families (John
and Hila) versus Polus Wangor - Ande Musa about problem development
of Wela. Polus and Ande include Mr. Fabi Banor's families. They want
become ruler (penguasa) who have authority to divide (membagi) lannd
that Manggarai goverment give to indigenous stakeholders (pemangku
masyarakat adat). In Wela the indigenous stakeholders (pemangku
masyarakat adat) is Maras Welo tribe (ethnic). Mr. Fabi Banor - Mr.
Paulus Wangor - Mr. Edu Sano - Mr. Dus Abu, Mr. Ande Musa - are the
parties (para pihak) who want to taking over (mengambil) alih authority
of leader of village (Welo tribe). Our families against (menentang)
it. On one village meeting, my bothers, John and Hila fight with Ande
Musa and Paulus Wangor. Than Ande Musa and Paulus Wangor's families
report to police in Ruteng. The police handle it. They call both camp
(kubu) who fight (berantem). They ask to peace.
Saturday, October 28,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place for traveling. We
walk to west. I imagine it just as in Karawang in West Java. We just
as use ship. The ship start wading (mengarungi) through the sea
(laut). Than I just as see the land. There is wall of pillar to
buffer (penyangga) materail of road. Just as fly over to connect one
place to another place. "Oh this in Karawang - West Java," I think.
Than I see big black stone / rock in the sea. It is just as make the
island. Our ship by pass the right side of it. Than just as change of
place. The ship just as by pass rice field and run over (melindas) the
rice seedlings (benih padi). Than just as we are in a truck. We turn
to left to east. Evidently there is other truck / pick up / car that
follow us. Than in a place just as our tuck stop than there are people
who entrance to our truck. There are many men who entrance and some
of them still in land. They just as want to disturb us. We listen just
as they want to rape (memperkosa) us. I'm worry. I'm restless (resah).
"I can not make it," I just as think just as it. The peoples who threat
us already come. I just as fell I can not do of it. I want to show to
them about my body. In this truck there are my mom Regina and my
younger brother Mr. John. I'm pity to mom of Regina who had old and got
threat and challenge (tantangan) of this. Mom Regina beside right of me
in the truck. Than my brother, Mr. John not accept this condition. We
want to against (melawan) them. He exit from truck. "We have
capability to against (melawan) them. We have money," he said while
exit from truck and just as talk / debate with them. "We can not do
it. Their power / energy bigger than us," I think to response John's
idea. Mr. John had go down to protest o f it. I'm worry if that people
killed or kick or hit (pukul) us. I'm sad. We are just as taken
captive (ditawan) and kidnapped (diculik) by them.
The second dream. Other part of dreams.
I
just as in a place. We walk. In front of me there are lovebirds
(sejoli), boy and girl, man and woman. I see a boy kiss his
girlfriend. I'm back of them. "In back of us is my hushand hairloom
(suami pusaka = rona tungku - manggarainese). " she said to her
boyfriend. Than suddenly we sit together just as in a log or stone.
She gave back / butt (pantat) to me. I touch her bottom. Our body
meet one another. My vital body (Mr. P) touch her butt (pantat) to
me. Wow...... I exit sperm.
Note:
The lovebirds (sejoli) I'm not know in aware life (conscious). This is
new aspect on dream. The unconscious can show new aspect. The new aspect
on dream be mentioned as Papalango. (Frans' term).
The third dream. The other part of dreams
Than
just as I walk west in the night / dark. I find myself is naked
(telanjang). I'm just as shame. I'm just as in Wela, near Mr. Philipus
Jeharut's house. I'm in a cage (kandang) . I entrance. I just as use
dirty water / toilet water to clean my body. Wow... the toilet water
certaonly dirty. This is disgusting (menjijikan). Than I think: " how
is way of me to reach home without shame, not now by others?. " I
think. " I can go home of Mbaru Gendang. I can see the cloth or fabric
(kain) or sarong (sarung) . I use it than I entrance to home. I
imagine my our part of home in north of side. Than I aware. Wow...
this dream make me sad.
The four dream. The other part of dreams
In
a place, just as in a school / church I meet someone who just as
familiar with me. He is high, big, brown (sawo matang). Than we by the
way. We just as know one another. We are dialog but we forget the topic
of it. Than I just as meet Mr. Leo. He just as invite me to come to his
home to Cikarang. "Yes, today, we come Cikarang, I have activity
there," I said.
Note.
The first dream, the
pillar to buffer of matterial, just as it repeat of aware
experience. I see it in my place. And on Saturday, Oct. 28, 2017, I see
it in Tegal Gede - Cikarang. The fly over of Tegal Gede not connect.
"This is had long, but not connect too. Perhaps (jangan-jangan)
mangkrak," I said to mer. Trias who drive car when delivery me to SMPN I
Cikarang Pusat to join training of DAPODIK.
The four
dream. This is repeat the conscious. Yesterday I had make schedule to
come to Cikarang today, October 28, 2017. I am join training DAPODIK
in SMPN I Cikarang Timur, Bekasi.
Sunday, October 29,2017.
I
have dream. I just as in a place. I just as traveling to a place. Just
as visit just as in Major Seminary Ritapiret. I see my friends, include
Mr. Kosmas Hariman in north side of me. The place just as seem arid
(gersang) and barren (tandus). Just as it in Lembata Island. I come to
there with my friend. I see Mr. Kosmas Hariman. But hey are in other
place. They are in north, I'm in south. I hear the nice sound of
music. Evidently (ternyata) it is group of people, just as students.
They play music, include bamboo music until the birds come to near.
This music can invite birds to come. I'm interested to listen it. They
sing of song in local language. The student - just as SHS/ JHS - use
the local dress code. Just as Lembata dress code. I can not catch
the meaning of it. Than there is student - boy song the Manggarai
song: "Ole dewa cengka gerak ta de. "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang
tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar ende limbang kawe dia... leles
salang mese, leles slang mese, leles salang mese ende leles kawe seng,
Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,". This is Manggrai song, my hommetown.
With sing this song, this student just as want to show to me that they
know the Mangarai song too.
Than I see to the west
of north. I see a place. Just as there is tree and under of it there
is spring. Just as there is plant of creeping (merambat) just as
Ndelos plant (Ndelos is just as forest of cucumber). There is short
plant , just as shrubs (perdu) and the "Ndelos) creeping (merambat)
there. Than I go to west. I find the village / home of people. They
just as talk in local language. I'm not remember / catch what they
said. From there I see to east of north. Just as there is big lake.
Than when back just as I bring the plastic of chair. Ms Dwi - friend teacher of JPS - just as comment me.
Note:
There
is part base on conscious ( awake ) just as Mr. Kosmas Hariman, Ms Dwi
, Ndelos, song "Ole Dewa cengka gerak ta de" but there is new aspect
just as the place, the student, local song.
There is think in dream: See song "Ole Dewa cengka Gerak ta de...... "...limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar, limbang tacik mbilar
ende limbang kawe dia... leles salang mese, leles slang mese, leles
salang mese ende leles kawe seng, Ole Dewa Cengka gerak tak de,"
Monday, October 30,2017. I have dream but my memory fail to remember of it.
Tuesday, October 31,2017.
I
have dreams. The Wela's nomad (perantau) Wela of Jakarta just as go
back to Wela, include Welo's tribe - Mr and Mrs. Alex (Susie Berindra)
and I (Nua's tribe). We just as have Holy Mass celebration. Welo's
tribe of Jakarta just as want to bear (menanggung) the songs of Holy
Mass Celebration. They just as had prepared of it. May be they have
event before and they had prepare the song for it and for the Holy Mass
celebration. I see Mrs. Alex ( Susie B.) had use the Manggarai dress.
We just as prepare for join on the Holy Mass. This is big celebration
just as Thanksgiving or Christmas Celebration.
The
second dream. I just as traveling to a place. We use bus / car. We
arrive on a place. From a place / village we see e place as building /
hotel with the letter name but I see it but can not remember the
name of the building / hotel / apartment (apartermen). Than I aware.
Note: The first dream, it is have base on experience / awake life / conscious, but still have the new aspect.
The second dream too but I think dominant the new aspect . New aspect I (Frans Jelata) name as Papalango.
Wednesday, November 1,2017.
I
have dreams. The first dream. I'm just as in our garden in Nderu Sawa,
Wela village of Manggarai. I just as go down (north side) to road.
Than I come to river, Wae Mese or Wae Rentang. There I'm meet with other
people, men and women. I entrance to river. I put motor cycle in land.
Than I take a bath. I'm naked. I see some adult women maked too. I
just as can identification a women there is Mrs. VT, my friend teacher
of JPS. She taught kinder Garten (KG) students. I see manu adult women
naked in south side. Their face to my face. I can see their vital body
but the distance enough long. I'm soak (merendam) in water. Than I
just as in a place meet with my friends of SHS. They are Mr. Ignatius
Kampianus Tatu and Mr. John Harum. I just as have bet( ?) table
tenis. Than I just as leave it. Than mr. Anus Tatu comwe and use it.
They play table tenis. I'm silent only. I'm not complain. He didn't
know that it is mine.
The second dream. I just as meet
with my families and other families, just as Mrs. Ely Pangul. We are
gathering. May be event of Mrs Ely Pangul. "Please buy something that
your mom need of it." she said. I understand that her purpose is lime
betel (kapur sirih). "Okay Mrs. Ely I will handle of it," I said. Mom
had understand how use lime betel (kapur sirih) in Jakarta when stay in
Mr. Rony's house in Depok. She can discard (membuang) left of betel
lime (kapur sirih) in plastic," I said. Than I go tp to east. I just as
left mom for moment. Than just as Mr. Leo want to go home. He use car.
He just as left mom of Regina. He think I will accompany and delivry
mom, while I hope his help because he bring the car. I just as go to
east , just as go to gardeng of Warung in Wela.
Note:
This dream based on awake but others aspect have new aspect. The new aspect is Papalango.
Thursday, November 2,2017.
I have dream. I just as meet with Mr. Rafael Idemly Don Bosco, my classmate when JHS-SHS.
The other dream I forget.
Friday, November 3,2017.
I
have dreams. The fiirst dream. I just as in a place. I sit down beside
a women. We sit side by side. Than she just as touch my body. My arm
touch her arm. Than my hand touch and hold her breasts (buah dada). I
enjoy they softness (kelembutan) of breasts (payudara). Just as she is
Mrs. Matil, the former of Mr. Hila's wife who had divorced
(diceraikan). Mr. Hila is my younger brother.
The
second dream. I juts as in a place. I walk to west. Than I see to back
, to east. In east I just as see the mountain. It is green view of
plant but there is red color view. It is color view of plant (tress).
In foothills (kaki bukit) there is city. It is Ruteng City. I just as
walk with my friend when major seminary, Father Ino Sutam,Pr. We by
the way. We just as talk about forest and the tress. He want to give
information me about the name of tree that red color in mountain in
Ruteng that we see from our position now. He mention the name of the
tree but unfortunately (sayang) / pity (kasihan) my memory can not
remember it. Than we continue our journey. We entrance the forest.
"There are many kind of trees in forest that I can remember, just as
Tempul tree," I said mention one name of tree. Than we just as walk
with other people include a women, Mr. Staf Agus' wife. Mrs. Staf Agus
walk back of me. Than we just as talk about the hierarchy (hirarki).
We just as talk about the priest or bishop, include when the priest /
bishop join in walk / journey / traveling with women and other people
of Catholic know of it, the bishop / priest blushing (tersipu-sipu)
and shame (malu). Their activity caught (kepergok) by Catholic. The
bishop / priest change the air face, seem polite. Than I just as try
to cut the little branch or twigs (ranting) to make / open the way
because just as no way because close by the trees. In main road, I see
just as Mrs Stef Agus still walk with others.
The other dream I forget.
Note:
In dream have think. There is new aspect in dream, e.g. name of tree
just as Father Ino's said but my memory can not remember it. The
other new aspect are: the place and the trees. On thus name there is
old aspect just as name of people. In dream there is fusion (perpaduan)
old and new aspect.
How
is way to remember the dream? The way to remember the dream is need
stimulus so memory can call it. In this dream, I can remember the dream
about sexuality, touch the women's breast when I see glass water in
kitchen. Than I remember the coffee . I remember the coffee in my table
in school that put by my friend staff, Ms Sisi, while I'm dislike to
drink coffee, I like drink milk. When think milk, I remember milk in
Bahasa Indonesia as SUSU. When I think SUSU, I remember my dream when I
touch the women breasts (buah dada).
Saturday, November 4,2017. I have dream but my memory fail to remember of it. But in middle day I can remember of it.
Dream: (Saturday, November 4,2017)
I just as in a place in Manggarai. I join on
an event. In a place (home), on a corner
I just as see the water melon
(semangka). “Evidently the Semangka can plan with fertile in Manggarai, not
just as people said that the water melon size can growth in Manggararai but it
only small.
The other dream I forget.
Note
I can remember this dream because have
stimulus. The stimulus is I think about water melon in paddock (field) when jogging on about 1:40
am. I see the weed that had burn. In last time the people plan the water melon on the place that had burn. When
see the land that had burn I remember the water melon that had plan
there in last time, and than my memory connect with water melon on dream in
last night / morning, whereas I had forget of it. Thank you Memory.
Sunday, November 5, 2017
Evening / morning prayer I forget
This
is the middle day dream. I just as in Saint Klaus , my alma mater
(almamater). I just as gathering in field (lapangan). I just as want
to kick football / soccer. I just as see my friend, Mr. Agus Agat who
still playing or kick football. Than just as I imagine kick the ball
which position in top of grass (the ball on top of grass), so I can kick
nicely.
Than
we go down in front of the male dormitory (asrama putra). We just as
play in front of west side of male dormitory (asrama putra).
The
other dream: I meet My younger brother's wife (Mr. Rony's wife, Mrs
Ivon, She just as praised her husband, Mr. Rony with song. But I forget
that song.
Note:
All dream have basic in waking life. The first dream, yesterday,
Saturday, November 4, 2017, I see video Anniversary of Saint Klaus in
Facebook. I see my friend / classmate, senior and juniors in video. The
alumni visit alma mater. The students and alumni dialog in
Manggarainese. May be this dream have link with this experience or
real experienced in last time.
The
second dream, I just as wait my junior brother, Mr. Rony who want to
come to visit me. He had promised to come to delivery Mom Regina to
my rent house in VMG I Bekasi. I still wait them.
May be this dream have link with this experience or real experienced in last time. Dream is conscious reappearance of the conscious experience (endapan pengalaman sadar yang dimunculkan kembali - Frans' Reflection).
Monday, November 6, 2017. I have dream but I forget of it.
Tuesday,
November 7, 2017. I have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a
place. I am in a place / home. Just as someone entrance to home. He
is foreigners / alien (orang asing). Than I identify him as thief
(pencuri). I'm scare (afraid = ketakutan). I'm shouted (berteriak)
because scare: "Ata tako...ata tako...ata tako " (thief, thirf, thief). "
I said. I try to give information to others about it. Than I aware.
Note: I'm get up than go to toilet. The time show at 00:30 am.
The
second dream. I just as in a place, just as in Mbaru Kopi Wela. Just
as we are invited by Mantol's family. I see my borhters, Mr. Beny and
Mr. John there. The host is Manto's families. I see Mr. Felix Danor, Mr.
Gaby Wanggor. Both of them wander (merantau) to East Java (Malang -
Surabaya). "We are not revenge (dendam) to one another," I think. In
last time, Mr. John - Mr. Beny fight with Mr, Polus Wangor. Mr. Polus
is bother of Mr. Felix and Mr. Gregorius Wanggor.
The second dream: Hear the village head (kepala desa) of Goloworok pass away.
Note: The second dream have link with real experience.
Wednesday,
November 8, 2017. I have dreams. The first drream: just as I hear
explain of Father Manfred Habur,Pr - Secretary of Ruteng Diocese - that
Ruteng Diocese is safely controlled (aman terkendali).
The
second dream, I just as walk with my brother in law (saudara ipar =
besan - kesa - in Manggarainese) is Mr. Largus. We just as go to a
place. We wlk to east. After cross a way we arrive in a place. We
just as see a clump of bamboo trees. We just as looking for tree /
bamboo. But the bamboo that we see short only may had cut by other
people so left a part that short in parent tree of bamboo. "We can
take it," I think just as it to Mr. Largus.
Note: The first dream have base on conscious. While the second dream, this is new thing. The new thing from unconscious.
Mom Regina's dream (Thursday, November 9, 2017)
"
I have dream," she said. "My dream was I just as want to entrance /
join Catholic nun. We want to entrance the monastery (biara) of
Catholic nun. We had prepare ourselves, include our property. I had
save my goods (barang-barang). I save it. Than we wait the bus / car.
But while I wait, the bus had started. Ms. Siti had start with that bus,
not wait me. "Oh... Siti not said to driver of car / bus to wait me.
They had started while I'm lag (ketinggalan)," I said. I regret to
Siti," I said . I see my goods. The other people put the something
(blanket=selimut) to my bag. I didn't know who put it to my bag,"
mom said. That was my dream in last morning when I sleep after eat
sweet potato ( yam = sweet potato = ubi jalar).
Thursday, November 9, 2017. I have dreams. But I forget of it. This is problem memory to remember of it.
Friday,
November 10, 2017. I have dreams. The first dream is I'm just as in a a
place. The background of plalce just as Wae Rebo. We just as talk how
renewal (membarui) that village, include the home. I just as see
people who try to make activity to to do this program. I just as
participate but my work just as so slow, many people wait my work.
Than
we just as exit from gate the home of custome home of Wae Rebo. Than
I jus as hear / listen or see Mr. Ferdy Hasiman give ppresentation /
seminar. I just as listen he explain the material. "Every issue have
purpose, include rabies (anjing gila)," he said expalain to
participants (peserta). There issue that he mention but my memory can
not remember of it. I'm not see Mr. Ferdy but only listen the voice.
Than I aware.
Note:
This dream have base on experienced, e.g. Wae Rebo, Mr. Ferdy Hasiman
but thre were the new aspect too, example the people than join on Wae
Rebp progrmam. I'm not know them.
Saturday, November 11, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it.
Sunday, November 12, 2017. I have dreams
Monday, November 13, 2017. I have dreams. I just as meet my frind when JHS, Mr. Kosmas Kondang. We meet in meeting. He bring his daughter who still small. I just as in a door a a room. It is have limited
space. Mr. Kosmas's place higher than room that I stay. I just as
see and greet him. I just as ant to say, "Do you still remember me?.
This dream become on the morning may be at 05:15 am- 05:30 am.
Tuesday, November 14,
2017. I don't know I have dream or have not dreams in last night
/morning. My memory can not remember of it. This is memory problem.
Wednesday, November 15,
2017. I have dreams, but somewhat (agak) forget. I just as in a place.
Than
I can remember my dream. I meet father Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr -
Bishop of Ende Art Bishop in a place. He still energetic and powerful.
My face just as to east while his face to west when we meet.
In
the morning when I clean the sink (westafel) I remember my dream.
This dream became in last time. I just as in place. Than I walk to
west. I just as arrive in Nao. Than I turned (menoleh). In left side
(when turned) I see a village. The people said that village are Puntu
and Pajo. The both village lies sequence (berurutan). The pajo
village first than Puntu village. The home of village interspersed
(diselingi) grass (rumput) and trees (pohon-pohon).
Note: I can remember this dream in sink (westafel). This dream just appear (muncul begitu saja) .
All these dream have base in experienced (conscious). But there is new aspect in this dream, e.g. the place.
Thursday, November 16, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it.
Friday, November 17, 2017. I have dreams. but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Monday, November 18,
2017. I have dreams. The first dream, I just as have plan to holiday
to Bali or Flores. I just as want traveling with Mr.Nando. We just as
want to by bus. But we just as think where we get bus. The location
just as we are in Jakarta. "We can by bus start around here, no
need worry for it. Around here there is terminal to get the bus to go
there," I think to get the solution. Than I think about place to rest in
Denpasar. "Nando have friend there because he often go there," I
think. May be after it we can continue our journey to Manggarai /
Flores.
The
second dream. I am in a place and a room. I meet with my nephew
(keponakan), Mr. Saver Aban. We just as in a room with bedroom. Than I
exit from there. Out isede I meet mith my sister, Mrs. Mery, Saver's
mom. I meet her. From her I get information that Mr. Saver is sick.
"Beti one derengn," she said. :Just as they communicate by mobile
phone through sms," he said. Than I entrance to the room. I see Mr.
Saver still lie down (berbaring). I see his face appear seem pale
(pucat). He seem old. I just as want to massage (pijat) him.
The third dream.
In
just as a room of JPS. I meet Mr. Pius Bwariat. He is former of
Principal of JPS. He just as come to JPS. He take picture. I'm
greeting him. We by the way.
Note:
The first , second and third dream have base on conscious but still
have new aspect. The new aspect in dream I mention as Papalango . It is contibution of unconscious to conscious.
Sunday, November 19, 2017
Monday, November 20, 2017
I
have dream. The dream is I join on an activity together other alumni
of SANCLA Kuwu. When we come the SANCLA teachers and students had
prepared (ready = siap). They had lined up (berbaris). We shake hand
with them. I see and shake hand to teachers, include Mr. Alo Badal,
Domi Ngonta. Than I shake hand with students. Just as I come late. I
see my friend just as Mr. Tarsi Janggal, Mr, Kanis San, Mr. Vitalis
Fifa. I just as clumsy (ackward = canggung) when meet him. In dream I
know he wander (merantau) to Jakarta / Bekasi too. We join line up
on students line. We use SHS uniform. Wow just as we were SHS
student. Than just as we want to give something contribution as
remuneration (balas jasa) to almamater. I hear just as Mr. Leo Dunu
promise want to looking for scholarship to students. It is good idea.
But according to me it is so big and difficult. Than I meet Mr. Kanis
San. I just as want to know his place of work. "Where do you live in
Jakakrta? But than I think that he is work at Ruteng," I think. Than I
aware.
Note;
1.
This dream have old aspect , base on experienced or conscious but
there is new part . The new part is aspect that want to be appeared by
unconscious. The new aspect in dream I mention as Papalango
2. There is grain (butiran) of thought (pemikiran) or idea in dream.
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
I
have dreams. The first dream. I just as gathering with my families. I
see Mrs. Tini and Mr. Stanis. When go back I check in room and bath
room or toilet. I find my pant and T shirt. Wow...almost forget. I'm
neglect (lalai). Lucky I check again. Than I take and pit it to my
bag. Just as other families had prepared and start include Mr. Stanis
and Mrs. Tini. While I just as wait bus.
The
second dream. I just as neglect to do my duty. I forget to
discipline. I just as think today is satarday while the paper test of
Religion not fimish yest while test on Moinday. I late to conscious.
Wow.. please discipline Franck!.
Wednesday, November 22, 2017
I
have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. I just as on
journey with my families, include my cousin Mr Leo and his wife, Mrs.
Maria FY. Just as have have bridge and down of it there is road. I'm
dowm of it. Than just as Mr. Leo pee from bridge / up road. Than the
urine fall down. It is by pass things just as pipe or leaf of tree.
Than I open my mouth and sticking out (menjulurkan) the tongue (lidah).
I drink it. May be Mr. Leo and Mrs. Fifi see and know I drink pee
(urine) but they want to keep my feeling. They silent. Than I'm silent
too.
Thursday, November 23, 2017
I
have dream. The dream is I am just as in a place. We just as have
activity there. Just as JPS activity. While we are busy do
activity, Mr. Pras - JHS teacher - by pass. Just as he want to ask or
confirmation something. May be talk with Mr. Harjono, JHS-SHS
Principal.
(Note: The place just as in Bea - Wae Mese - Mbarang in Wela, Cancar - Manggarai , Flores).
Than
I have other dream. I just as in a place. From high place I see
people who just as playing or take a bath or swimming in sea / beach /
lake. They seem small. It means I see from far place.
Note: This is new place to me. I imagine just in Lelak , in Ndiwar, place between Sepok - Karot and Nati - Pahar.
The other dream I forget.
Friday, November 24, 2017
I
have dream. The dream is I am in Wela's custom house, Mbaru Gendang.
We just as have
activity there. It's soccer. I see Mr. Vincent Purnama, my classmate
when Primary. He kick a ball, whila I am opponent (lawan) as
defender. Mr. Incen kick ball, while I and keeper try to see to
defence our area in order to not goal. Mr. Incen kick. He kick from Mr.
Paulus Jalu's room / area / near main pillar )siri bongkok). The goal
(gawang) in window of Mr. Stanis Nami's house. As defender, I'm in
front of keeper. Mr. Incen kick and ..... goal. Wow... keeper and I
fail to hold and catch it. I'm wrong because just as blocking the
keeper.
Than
Mr. Incen kick a again. Just as kick from Mr. Abut's area. This time
fail to make goal. The ball run out side of goal (gawang). I'm happy.
(Note: This dream have base on reality / expereince but seem strange (aneh) when play soccer in home.
The other dream I forget.
Note:
Just as I remember other dream: Just as I hear explain from others
that the egg that have sticked (ditempel) with glue (usually use egg
shell (cangkang telur) it is the trader from broken egg that had spill
(tumpah) to floor than be collected again than save of egg shell
(cangkang telur) than sticked by small egg shell (cangkang) telur ).
Than sale of it. "Oh... evidently I buy the bad egg in last time, I
remember my expereince in last time," I think to myself.
Note: I remember of this dream after some hours later.
Saturday, November 25, 2017
I
have dreams. The first dream. I just as in a place, just as in Cibodas
region / resident / road/ street, in near School of Trinitas (Trinity)
, Lippo Cikarang, Bekasi. I just as come from Lippo (west) to east
(Trinitas school). In front of me there is Mr. Richard Rahmat and one
man again. Than when want to entrance climb (tanjakan) to Trinitas
School, there is branch road that make open curve (kurva terbuka) . I
by pass there to precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richard. I drive motor
cycle. I success precedes (mendahului) Mr. Richaed Rahmat and his
friend. I drive motor cycle. I by pass bed road. I see a car. I success
drive and take the correct road without touch or crashing (menabrak)
other car.
The other dream I forget. This is memory problem.
Sunday, November 26, 2017
Monday, November 27, 2017
I
have dreams. The dream about my friend when JHS and SHS. They are Mr.
Stanis Wot and Mr. Servas Poso. They are staying at Apartemen at
Jakarta, just as in Sotuh Jakarta. I by pass their apartemen. The door
of apartemen face (menghadap) to north. I by pass there. Just as they
had success. The apartemen consist of RUKO in basement. Than apartemen
up there. I only by pass without entrance or dialog with them. Than I
contuinue my journey. In edge of apartemen in west side of apartemen I
see many people. I join in this group. On that time I aware that I'm
naked (telanjang). Wow...., I close my vital body with hand. I's shame,
especially if I by pass the road to go to other place because the group
people here certainly see me. Than I aware.
Other dreams forget. When sleep in middle day I have dream but my memory can not remember of it.
Note:
There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old
slement just as friends (Mr. Stanis and Mr. Servas Poso) while new
element just as apartemen and place and people I gathering when
nakekd.
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
I
have dreams. The first dream is I just as gathering with my friends
when JHS - SHS in one place. I don't know where is the place. Just as
we have reunion. The alumi santu Klaus School who come just as Mrs. Eda
Limur, Sister Bety Sulivan, OSU, Mrs. Rita Jerita. Than I see Mr. Egis
Masri,Pr too, friend when I study in major seminary in Ritapiret.
Than when Fathehr Egis Masri come, sister Bety leave (meninggalkan)
Mrs. Rita than give time to Father Egis,Pr. Mrs. Rita seem still
pretty. In my heart I said that I had write letter to Mrs. Rita, when
she had leave (meninggalkan) Saint Klaus. She continunue SHS in SMAN 2
(SMANDU) Ruteng. I think may be Father Egis,Pr interest to Mrs. Rita.
So we just as compete (bersiang) fight over (memperebutkan) Mrs. Rita.
Wow... the love dream.
The second dream.
Just
as have reunion again. This is Ritapiret major seminary union. I
see Father Bene Daghi,Pr. Just as the reunion (reuni) take place in
Wela. We just as walk in near Mr. Damasus Kala, Thomas Joho, David
Siman's house. Than in Golo de Emad Lue (Mr. Titus Wagut), In down
road / street I see Mr. Kornelis Ragan just as carry the rice straw (
jerami padi) than put on his garden for fertilizer (pupuk). Than I
intercept (mencegat) him. "Is it your land / garden?" I ask. "Not mine
but yours," he answer repeat critic to me because I ask wrong. But I
response with positive. :My mind in if this is your garden, it is okey
so not vain (sia-sia) your struggle. " I said. Than I walk to west. In
near Wae Wako I meet Mrs. Ta (Mr. Lexy's sister who stay in Golo Karot
- Lembor). Than she ask me. She smile. I try to response her. Than
Mr. Lexy come / arrive.
What is meaning of this dream?
Note:
There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream. The old
element just as people who I knew (Mr. Damasus Kala, Mr. David
Siman, and Mr. Thomas Joho) while new
element just as people who I don't know.
The second dream, almoost all base on conscious (experience).
Wednesday, November 28, 2017
I
have dreams. The first dream is I just as gathering with other
people. I imagine the place just as in Bandung. We just as want to move
to other place. We just as in a around Lewi Panjang, Bandung and
want to move to south area. Than we move, we want to cross the red
lamp. I'm not remember people around me.
The
other dream, just as in Blok B5 in top of east og B5. We just as
stop / exit from car. I just as with other people, just as children.
Note:
There is old element (unsur) and new element on this dream.
Wednesday, November 29, 2017. I have dreams but my memory can not rtemember of it.
When
sit on chair in my room in the school , I'm sleepy, I dream. I just as
entrance to Principal room. I see Mrs. Maria change cloth there.
Wow..... Than I aware.
Thursday, November 30, 2017.
I
have dreams. I just as in a place. In Ruteng city? Or Jakarta city? It
is not clear. I just as gathering with oother people in a home. There
is issue. Just as a village where I am here, ever strike (menyerang)
young in other place in north area. Than when we have meeting /
party there just as there is representative (perwakilan) from north
area that join. They come with normal just as not angry or revenge
(dendam) for young that get strike (serang) in last time. Just as the
victim is pass away. Than, evidently, the people in North area angry.
Just as there is people that come to that party. He is Mr. Manto Tapung.
"You must not think that we are not not angry," he said. Thw Waso
people angry with your strike so make some young people pass away," he
said. Than after few days they make action to revenge (balas dendam).
Thay come to the place where we meeting / party. They just as bring
machete (golok). I see the people that big body run to save yourself
(menyelamatkan diri). I panic. I running to. I want to hide into the
bushes (semak). I just as find a river. I just as hide there. The water
of river just as not so clean. I'm scare. Than I aware. Wow.... the
bad dream. What means od this dream?
The other dream I forget.
Note this dream have old element but still have new compone. The new component be mentioned Papalango.
I
try to make meaning of this dream. May be I'm anxious (cemas). The
anxious entrance to soul and this underpressure , soul express in
dream.
Friday, December 1, 2017.
I have dream
Saturday, December 2, 2017.
I have dreams.
The
first dream is I just as meet with classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr.
Ardy Harsi. He is from Lembor, I'm not remember what activity that
we make together.
The
second dream. I just as join on an event of Manggarai family. Just
as party. Not clear what party. Mr. and Mrs Leo (Mr. Maria) just as
join too. Than Mrs. Leo (Ms. Maria FY) give a pair of shoes to me . I
try to use in my foot / feet . It is seem funny (lucu). But than I
think why is she give it to me. Am my shoes so bad. It is better I use
it ," I think. May be I lazy to clean my shoes so other people give
it to me.
The third dream. I meet
with classmate when JHS - SHS, Mr. Primus Dominoi. He is from
Ngancar - Lembor, I'm not remember what activity that we make
together.
Note: This dream have old and new component .
Sunday, December 3, 2017.
I have dreams.
Monday, December 4, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
Tuesday, December 5, 2017. I have dream but I forget to remember of it. This is memory problem.
I
only remember a little part, just as about my task to make data to
report to UPTD Tarumajaya. Just as I get critic from supervisor
school, staff from UPTD Tarumajaya, Bekasi.
Wednesday,
December 6, 2017. I have dreams. I just as meet with Mr. Egy Patnistik
in a place. I don't know where the lies of this place. He talk about
Mr. Stef Pelor. Just as someone talk Mr. Stef Pelor to mr. Egy. Mr.
Egy want to know him. Accidental (kebetulan) I know Mr. Stef Pelor. "He
is from Rai - Rahong, Ruteng. His son school in JPS in last time but
had graduated (tamat) now and continue his school to Atmajaya
University," I said. The continuation (kelanjutan) of this dream I'm
not know because not remember.
The
second dream. I'm just as talk about JPS school of Primary. Just as we
have meeting. "We must have operational fee, especially for 3 component,
include electric," Mr. Melsa said.
Note: The first and second dream have base on experience. But still have the new aspect that I mentioned Papalango.
Than about the second dream, about operational feet for unit, Mr. Mario
ever said of this in last time. So this is deposition (pengendapan)
of aware experience.
