DREAMS -10 : THE MEANING OF DREAM
On July ....., 2021 I have dreamed. The dream about I and my activity in a place.
Its about me and my brother, Mr. Endy Aron.
I cut a tree that had die. It is wood / tree of Nteer.
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What is meaning of dream? Evidently about our beloved mom, Regina Jenaut . She pass away on August 2, 2021.
Than Mr. Hendrikus Aron' s father of law pass away on Sunday, October 24, 2021 in Cancar.
On October 26, 2021, I remember my the dreamed on July...., 21. Than I aware that 'oh....this is meaning' of my dream about cut old Nteer tree that had died that sit down or lie down (berbaring). on top the Nteer tree. The top Nteer tree had weathered (lapuk).
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Today, December 5, 2022 I find my dream that lose or forget yesterday, Sunday Dec. 4, 2022 that was I listen Priest Prof Dr. Sastraprateja, SJ who talked in Hebre or Greek. "Wow.....evidently Father Sastraprateja, SJ know hebrew and Greet. Wonderful," I said.
Note: Praise to the Lord, I can remember the dream that I forget before.
How to restore the memory that forget? Seldom it show by itself or need stimulation (rangsangan). In case dream on Dec. 4, 2022, it appear by itself.
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Dream Dec, 5, 2022.
I got delirious (mengigau) that I was in a place. I just as protect myself behind place. I just as in a place that mayority of Moslem. From the east I see the Leader of Muslim (ulama / Ustads) just as come from east . Just as they come from east / Mosque after pray (sholat). I just as shame (shy) to them. I just as inferir when the Ulama (Ustads) see me. He by pass that see me who just as afraid to him because not permission to them when entrance their place. Just as they see me with suspect and judgement (penghakiman) . I just as weak in front of them. Than I was faint (pingsan) and fall down. I'm shout. Than I know and aware it. Than Ms Rensy knock the door to aware me. Than I aware. Than I aware. "Thank you," I say to her.
Than I get up to go to toilet.
The second dream. I was in Mbaru Gendang just as have activity together of big families. We gathering in Mbaru Gendang. It is old Mbaru Gendang Gendang. Mr. Beny just as give speak of custom. Just as there is Woe Mr Darius, Mr. Agus Abut and other families. Just as they just as not respect th Mr. Beny. Just as they critic Mr. Beny's attitude or policy or speech. I read and know and understand it.
Wow....what is meaning of this dream. According the traditional interpretation , the dream not good, this is made sad.
NB: In the morning in JPS I 'm jogging . I listen tweet of love bird = Kedasih?) / Ting Ko Toe . I'm get inspiration to create the song " Ting Ko Toe".
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JPS, 5 Dec. 2022.
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Wednesday, September 25, 2024. I have dreams. The first dream is I was in our parents garden that own by my oldest brother , Mr. Beny Jelami. That garden is Mbarang. My position is in south side in near dam water in Mbarang. I was in barried (pembatas) garden among Mr. Stef Gau's garden.,. There are coffee tree and fig tree there. I see in near fig tree there are coffee and the dry leaves of cofee tree. Just as havee hole. The dry coffle leave entrance to that hole. Just as later it become organic fertilizer (pupuk) of compost. Than I see area under the fig tree just as flat because erosion and water that overflowing (meluap) from dam water when the rain season. . The second dream is I meet with my classmate when collage . He was Mr. Yustinus Lesek. We just as meet in JPS in the lobby A the first floor of JPS. He just as teach in JPS too but in SHS unit. We meet. He seem pale, white sckin. We are shake hand and embrance . "Please keep well your health," I say to him. He jsut as recent recover from his sick. We walk with his teacher friend. His teacher friend just as hold the fried fish (ikan goreng). that have form flat (pipih). I just as so miss Mr. Yon. When embrance I say again to him, please keep weel your health. "Jaga kesehatanmu," I say. Than I aware. This is dream in the end sleep, may be happend on 05.20 am. I aware . What is meaning of this dream". In reality Mr. Yon had passed away. "may he ned my pray so he come in my dream. May he is est with eternaly in heaven," I say. "Whay is meaning meet with frind who had pass away?" I ask in myslef. . I'm get up late because the sleep in the end sleep. I aware on 05.30 am. Ms Elin, Ms Rensy, MS Ernest, Ms Oden had get up. Ms Elin / Ms Rensy cook rice. Ms Rensy peel pumpkin and carrot. Than I brush my teeth. Than I peel pumkin and carrot than steam it. I entrance the water to rice that according to me less the water. Than I brush my teeth. I take a bath on 06.22 am. Wow.... the time so limit., I try to hurry up. I I retreat my motor cycle to road. Than I start. Anyone want to join with me?" I ask. But no ome who answer it. Ms Elin no bring rice . She had started. She id the firts to start. Than me. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gate I VMG i - In T junction VMG I the condition of road had crowded. There is dirty water in road. Wow... the situation that make we annoyed (kesel). I try to control myslef, include my emotion. I by pass the road that dirty, We cut the current of car that come from south in order to we can by pass. We by pass Jln. Tarumajaya that have dirty pool water because the rain yesterday. My shoes wet because of it. My left feet touch the dirty water. My deel wet. I'm annoyed but I try to cal. This is risk use motor cycle. I by pass Bogor Village . I pray and hope may my jouney is smooth. I by pass Bogor Village - Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - Harmony - Bridge - Altius Hospital - JPS. I parking the motor cycle in lobby A. Than I entranve ot lobby B. I finger print. I get difficult to access it. Ms Maureen ask to finger print earlier. I allow her to do it. I wash my hand again than I try again and success. Ms Ernest get difficult to finger prtont. too. I ask her to wash her hand. Than she try and sucxess. Mr. Felix try to finger print , than he report it to Mr. Tomy. Than I go to the library. I open the library anc chapel. I turn on the AC. I fill the present list. I write daily expereince. I fiil the blog. It wrong password. I rry and try again and than success. Than I meet with Ms Lidya in the Libary. "I will go back to the village to visit my father who sick in . I ask your help , to handle students Primary 4," she say. "Okay. I will coordinate it with Ms Herlina and Mr. Mario because tomorrow I will go to Cikarang," I say, " say. . Than I go to the Foundation room to coordination about car to delivery me to Cikarang tomorrow. 'Ms Ita, good morning, I will go to Cikarang tomorrow, who is driver delivery me there?" I sk. "Please handle by yourself to GA, Ms Titi only asked me to delibery the letter to you in last time," she say. " Okay," I say . Than I go to the GA room. I meet Mr. Melsa and Mr. Martana. "Mr/ Melsa I will go to Cikarang tomorrow, I ask help hte driver to delivery me," I ask. "Mr. Mario will go to Jakarta tomorrow . "Please ccordinate with him," he say. "Okay I will gi there. " I say. "You are seem not helath or not breakfast,," Mr. Martana say. ""Both," I say. Than I go to the second floor. In the second floor I meet Mr. Theo and other teacher of who handle counseling guidance (bimbingan counseling). We by the way. "I'm Frans," I say. "I'm Monic she say. We by the way. "Where do you lecture, in Atmajaya Jakarta?" I ask. "No, I was lecture in Sanata Dharma University," sge say. "Had you work long here?" I ask. "Yes, I work here since 2010,, since this school building," I say. In Jakarta had stay during 22 years," I say. In JPS, I had worked sice 2010. I still remember the rpcess of build this school, especially lobby C," I say. Than I meet Mr. Mario to ask about the schedule tomorrow, while I listen you will go to Jakrta too," I ask. "Yes, we will discuss. There are two driver, Mr. Rudy and Mr. Dimas. You still on your schedule. "Who drive to delivery us, Mr. udy or Mr. Dimas, I will discuss it late r with Ms Titi if she already come," he say. "Oh I will permission to go to the Bank first," I say. "Oh...I will coordinate with Ms Herlina about the staff who replace you in library," he say. Than I entrance to chapel. I try to see my bank BNI book in my folder but none it. Than I write daily expereince. Mr. Theo and Mr. Danu come to the library. Some students come to lear in library. Other students want to ;obrary to read and or boorrow the book. Than I still curious (penasaran) with my dream in last morning about meet friend who had pass away. This dream evidently relate with positive and negative matter. The positive matter just as sustenance (fortune = rezeki), luck (keberuntungan), success, while the negative aspect just as health problem. "May I have good health and ge t the goof fortune (sustenance = rezeki). I serve students who want to use the library. Mr. Theo and Mr. Danu com e to the libary. I by the way with Mr. Theo. "Wow....you seem handsome when cut your hair, not seem untidy. When you have the long hair your hair seem untidy. " he say. "Yes I cut it in last evening," I say. "When we get the r salary? Today is 25 September. Usualy the transportation on each 25 and main salary on 26," he say. "I'm not check it. In my old company. We get the receipt abut the salary," I say. Some students come to return the Jemran book that they boorrowed in last morning. other student learn and read the v=book, otherss student do the test. Mr. Dany, Ms Paska come to monotoring it. Ms Etelinda want to borrow the pencil. She need it to correct the students work. I only see pencil to draw or coloring. I'm looking for again and I find pencil that sehe want. I sharpening it use the sharpener (peraut). That I write the name on the paper than I use clear tape (selotip bening) to gule (merekatkan) it to pencil. Than I throw the trash of remain pencil shaving (sisa serutan pensil). Than I go out. I wan to home than go to bank of BNI in Jln. Bulevar. Harapan Indah. I exit from school on 10.53 am.
The second dream is I meet with my classmate when collage . He was Mr. Yustinus Lesek. We just as meet in JPS in the lobby A the first floor of JPS. He just as teach in JPS too but in SHS unit. We meet. He seem pale, white sckin. We are shake hand and embrance . "Please keep well your health," I say to him. He jsut as recent recover from his sick. We walk with his teacher friend. His teacher friend just as hold the fried fish (ikan goreng). that have form flat (pipih). I just as so miss Mr. Yon. When embrance I say again to him, please keep weel your health. "Jaga kesehatanmu," I say. Than I aware. This is dream in the end sleep, may be happend on 05.20 am. I aware . What is meaning of this dream". In reality Mr. Yon had passed away. "may he ned my pray so he come in my dream. May he is est with eternaly in heaven," I say. "Whay is meaning meet with frind who had pass away?" I ask in myslef.
The meaning of dreams of talking to people who have died is also often symbolized as materialistic losses. However, there is also one interpretation, which states that this dream means it is a symbol of positivism in life.
(Arti mimpi berbicara dengan orang yang telah meninggal dunia juga seringkali dilambangkan sebagai kerugian yang sifatnya materialistis. Namun, ada pula satu tafsir, yang menyatakan bahwa mimpi hal ini berarti adalah sebuah simbol dari positivisme dalam hidup.)
JPS, 30 September 2024.
