Saturday, November 2, 2013, I join mass at Saint Albertus of Harapan Indah Bekasi. I jon mass on afternoon.

Sunday, November 10, 2013, I join on mass at Church of Saint Arnoldus Bekasi. I use motor cycle up to Aqua. At Saint Arnoldus Bekasi, I entrance to Saint arnoldus Church. The bench (bangku) of Church there so plush (mewah). I join mass on 08.30. Than I start to Cikarang. The cost of cus so expensive. Harapan Indah - Bekasi terminal Rp 5.000. Bekasi terminal to Cikarang terminal Rp 6.000, Cikarang terminal to Jbbk 2 Rp 6.000, Jbbk to antilop Rp 4.000. Total Rp 21.000. In Cikarang I help Hila to study Excel. We borrow Mr.Leo's computer.

When back, Mr.Hila delivery me up to Tegal Gede. I on foot to gate of tool . I layover (singgah) at fuel oil tegal Gede. I use toilet. I no pay. I buy powder (bedak) MBK. Lucky I get it at kioskneat gete od Cikarang Utama. Ientrance to car /bus 45 to MM. the driver ask Rp 10.000. I complain bur I'm still lose too. I pay Rp 4.000. I pay Rp 3.000 for cosr daycare of motor cycle. Than I go to home at VMG.

Sunday, November 17, 2013, I absent to join on mass. I'm at Cikarang today. I vist my brother there since last evening of Saturday, November 16, 2013. Today, the situation is cloudy (berawan). I'mget up late. Why? May be because sleep late and my health disturb in last night. Lucky I get trick how to handle my health. The little rain come and cloudy at Cikarang. I have program to to to church but cancel because rain. Almost as long day I satay at home at Mr.Leo and Ms Fifi and family home. In middle day, Mr. Hila, Mr. John, Mr. Beny come. We by the way.Mr. Nando, Mr. Hila, Mr. John and I discuss how to build Manggarai strong indigenous (masyarakat adat).The Indigenous of Manggarai system so poor. It is only consist of tree parts ( Head of Village/ Tua' Golo, Head of Garden / Tua' Teno, and head of clan (klan) / tribe (suku bangsa) / tua' panga. We need reformation it become the rich system with participation so many people in the village. The tree pillar of leader of Indigenous system become the center ( lodok) while radius sytem (sising) should be create to accommodation the needs modern times, just as department education, forest, water, health, female, security, culture, religion, death, birth, youth, adult, land, public relation (PR), court (pengadilan) customary, government,Riset and Development. The Indigenous of Manggarai system should be based on education. All of us know that education is locomotive changes (lokomotif perubahan). Where the education is good the positive change available there." The Wela Indigenous should be have School Indigenous. Not only Religion and Country have school but Indigenous people should be have school too." I conclusion and summary the informal discuss. May be this is my dream to Wela. If the Primary already manage by government, The Indigenous people of Wela manage the YHS and SHS and collage or university.

We discuss while wait lunch.When Ms Fifi already prepare it we lunch. Mr. Leo absent to lunch together because he follow the Church seminar at Pangudi Luhur School at Delta Mas - Cikarang.

In afternoon Mr. Marsel come. Mr.Leo arrive too. I'm take a rest. Than we discuss again. In afternoon / evening, Mr. Edu come. We collect together for pray for Mr. Yakobys Babur, our younger fahter that die at Wela on Monday, November 11, 2013. Before pray, we try to remember experience together him.Mr. Leo, John, Hila, Edu, Nando and I tell about him. His spirit come when we want to pray. There is relation between the die people and the life people. The spirit never die.

We pray to Mr. Yakobus in order to help in order to we get easy to get car to Jakarta. It is happen. When finish pray, Mr.Nando and I start to Jakarta. Mr. John and Mr. Marsel delivery us. I join with Mr. John. Mr.Nando join with Mr. Marcel. We use motor cycle. What is result our pray to Mr.Yakobus?Did Mr.Nando and I get car to Jakarta? "Yes it is so good. We still get car. I use car 45. The passanger only 5. We are starting. We exit at Bekasi Timur -by pass Kali Malang - Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM - I pay Rp 7.000. Nando get car too to Jakarta. I get car to Harapan Indah, place I save motor cycle. I give money Rp 50.000 to management staff daycare (penitipan) motor cycle, He is return Rp 38.000. "Wow.. this is still less,"I complain."It is Rp 38.000 because the cost of daycare is 6.000 per day. You are daycare during 2 days so the cost is Rp 12.000."he explain. "Oh... I see,"I say. Than I go back to home at VMG. I try to carefully. Lucky my journey safety untul at home. I by the way with friends than sleep. Mr. Vian still busy prepare lesson for tomorrow.

** Mr. John bring mango fromm Mr. Beny house

** Today Mr.Hila not exercise of computer because Mr.Leo bring it.I only give paper to him about excel. I make agenda from the white paper for him because he write use paper.

** On Saturday, Nov. 16, 2013, Mr. Hila sick because tired of work (lepeng).

My cost of journey since yesterday:

When go to Cikarang (use motor up to Aqua)

Harapan Indah -MM Rp 3.000

MM - Ckrng Rp 7.000

Tl Ckrng Utama - Jbbk Rp 2.000

Jbbbk - Antilop Rp 4.000

Total Rp 16.000

(From antilop to gate tol use motor cycle of brothers - delivered)

gate toll Cjrng up to NN Rp 7.000

MM - Aqua Rp 4.000

Cost daycare 2 days Rp 12.000

Total Rp 23.000

Shooping papaya Rp 11.000

Total 16.000 + 13.000 + 11.000 = 40.000.

Almost Rp 50.000

Sunday, November 24, 2013, Mr. Dami and Igo to Saint Albertus church of Harapan Indah.Mr.Inyo Soro too. Mr.Inyo sleepat our rent (kontrakan) home on last night. I don't awere when he was coming. It means I sleep so sound (nyenyak). Mr Inyo use car. He is organist when second mass schedulle on 08.30. Today, Catholic people on Environtment / group Felisitas 4 that handle choir. Felisitas 4 group lies at Harmony cluster housing, Harapan Indah. Mr. Dami and I go to the church.Mr.Dami drive motor cycle. At near Pasar Modern, we almost get accident - fall down - because he drive so skew (miring). I'm worry. Today I arrive at 08.00 at church, not late. In church I see KG and Primary JPS students and their parents, just as Vini Siregar. I see SHS students too just as.......... (Lidya's sister). Today the mass lead by Father Yonas, SVD. On family he explainChrist Jesus as King of Words (Raja Semesta Alam). Jesus' throne (tahta) is cross. His power is universal (semesta) because the sign available everywhere. Jesus as king want to redemption (penebusan) that all sinners.On every time can call Jesus to help us:"Jesus, remember me ....".
Than Mr.Dami and I go back to home. We buy vegetable at kiosk of vegetable at Kampung Bogor, place I buy vegetable. Than Mr. Dami cook it. In last morning Mr.Dami cook cassava (singkong). I eat it. I go to school to looking for and write song of Flores. I answer Mr. Rober's email about offering from Kompas to fillprogram when exhibition of weaving (tenun) of East at Lasser Sunda. Than I go back to school. Before go to school I call my brother, Mr.Hila in order to he can go to Mr.Leo House at Cikarang Baru - to practice of Computer. "We will meet there about 14.00 pm," I sayat mobile phone."Okay,thank you,"Mr.Hila says. Evidently, I start from Vila Mutiara Gading at 15.00. I use motor cycle to gate of Harapan Indah.I entrust / leave (menitipkan) motor cycle there. Than I use public transportation. I pay Rp 4.000 to MM. Than I use bus 45 to Cikarang. I pay Rp 7.000. I ask Mr. Hila to   shuttle /pick up (menjemput) me at Tegal Gede. On 14.00 pm he come to shuttle /pick up me whereas that time I'm still at VMG. I'm so slow. Please improve yourself, Franck.Be discipline, please. I stop atneat tolll Cikarang Utama. Than I use public bus to Tegal Gede.I pay Rp 2.000.Mr. Hila come to shuttle / pick up (menjemput) me. At Cikarang rain.I arrive at Mr.Leo's house at 17.00 pm. We by the way. In home have guest is mother from Manggarai. She is Mr. Adi's mother.Mr.Ady have home near Mr.Leo.We by the way. Than Mr.Hila study about computer. I only give instruction. Mr.Leo go to kiosk of food to buy vegetable. He buy chicken soup. Than we   supper. We talk. Iren (Mr.Ady's women child) come together Ms Ira (Mr.Ady's sister that help them at their home).They eat too. Iren is primary I.He is pretty and clever. He joke to Alfred. Alfred's mother and Iren's grand mother match Alfred to Iren. Iren only enjoy. He distrub and joke to Alfred. I go back to Jakarta. Mr. Hila deliveryme to Tegal Gede. I have program to Cempaka Putih, Jakarta.I want to meet with Mr. Robert.I had promise to him. I use public transportation from Tegal Gede to parking bus 59 (Cikarang - UKI- Jakarta). I wait enough long time. Than the bus fullof passanger. Than start. There is passenger that willing to collect money of passenger to give to give to driver.I mistake see money. I give money Rp 50.000. Than I get 5 papers money. I thinthe total Rp 50.000.I complain.It is only42.000,not Rp 50.000,"he explain."Thank you," I say. "Wow...I mistake. I'm not see nicely themoney papers.I think allmoney paper is Rp 10.000whereas i paper is Rp 2.000.The cost of bus is Rp 9.000.Itis expensive. Istop at UKI. Lucky still have public car of 43 direction Cililitan - Tanjung Priuk. I entrance that car. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I on foot to Wisma 25. I meet Mr. Robert and Mr. Sony. "He is go back of patrol (patroli). Than I discuss with Mr.Robert about offering from Kompas. "We already discuss about it .We discuss so long. Mr.Nando come too.We discuss together. "We wait replay from Kompas about it. "he says.Than I go back. " I will delivery you until Pulo Gadung,"Nando says. Idiscuss with Mr. Rony. I give his money that Baduk's brothers borrow when Mr. Yakus Babur dieon November 11, 2013. I give Rp 1.000.000. Mr.Nando and I start.Mr.Nando delivery me until at Bekasi (Aqua). I save my motorcycle there. "Thank you very much Mr. Nando," I say. Mr. Nando go back. I take my motor cycle at   daycare (tempat penitipan). I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle there. I arrive at home.May me on almost   at 24.00pm. I pray to give thank for moment that Lord'sprotection during my journey of today. Total money that I shooping for transportation is today is Rp 25.000.Mr. Nando meritorious (berjasa) to make my cost of transportation is cheap because hedeliveryme to Aqua - Bekasi. Thank you Lord for your kindness through Mr.Nando.

December 1, 2013.

I have program to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Church of outstations (stasi) Harapan Indah , Bekasi. Today the rain come on the morning. I get up late. I cook water to take a bath because I still cold. Than I go to the church. I use rain coat. I try to carefully . I'm still trauma because on last time on April 30, 2011, I fall down 4 times from motor cycle on one day because the way road is slippery (licin) because rain. On this morning , I'm lucky. I arrive safe at church. When I arrive the holy mass still on Lamb of God (Anak Domba Allah). I'm shame because I'm late so far. What I do? I try to wrestle (bergumul) with my heart. "It is good for me to priority to praise the Lord now after it do the others. So, I no need to join on first mass but I join full on second mass that start on 08.30 am. The fisst mas start on 06.00 am.
I see some students of JPS and their parents. They are: Eugenia, Katrin, their parents (father - mother), Jeny - JHS student) - with her father - . Than I sit down. I read the text of mass. Than Mr. Yance (from Manado) come to me."Please help us to become disciplinary officer (petugas tata tertib) and collection of offering money. Today is Kawanua (Manado) community duty," he says. "Okay," I say. "Our member of Kawanua (Manado) many people that go out of foreign countries to join pilgrimage (ziarah) to holy land. The other still on the way," Ms Yance says. I join with them (Kawanua community). They are while skil while me black skin. "He is from Flores," Mr. Yance introduce me to his friend of Kawanua community. I'm shame because I use dress not properly. I never think (menyangka) will become officer. I use old jeans. I do my duty with best but my heart shame with my dress. When I stand up to accompany deacon when communion distribution, my students see me. They very happy when see me. They are Sammy (P1C), Gabby (P1B). "Mr. Frans," Sammy   call me when he come to get thanks (berkat) from deacon. I see some students and their parents, just as: Kevin - Anabel -Elen and their parents, Kiriena., Thomas and their parents. I see some students of SHS too. When finish mas, I go home. Mr. Dami in home. He wash dress. Than I breakfast / lunch. I'm read book. I sleep. The situation of today so hot. I am drying my shoes (sepatu). The situation today is very hot. I decide to repair motor cycle. I change the back brake (rem), fitting and the lamp. I spend about 90.000 to repair it. Than I go to school of JPS. I open internet. Than I write blog.

The mass lead by Father Antonius Padua, SVD

Inspiration of Mass:

When Jesus show as judge (hakim) for the first? When He depend on Cross at Calvary. He say to sinner that repent: "Today, you are together me at paradise (Firdaus). This idea I get from father Antonius Padua, SVD.

Than I make reflection for the first reading Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.
from Sion come teaching (pengajaran)
from Yerusalem come the Lord Word (Sabda Tuhan)

Inspiration    reading for tribe / village / community Mass, just as Penti: Isaiah (yesaya) 2:1-5.

I get call from Goden, my nephew that study at Makasar. She tell about her practice at our city and tell about Ady his brother taht not interesant to continue his study at Kupang. May be he want to Jakarta.

Sunday, December 8, 2013. I'm get up early. Mr. Egy, Mr.Vian and their friends recreation. I get up early.I wake up Mr. Dami .We want to church at Saint Albertus - Bekasi,Harapan Indah.Mr. Ovan help to move my motor cycle to out of house.   Mr.Dami drive motor cycle. We arrive at Church. The mass still ongoing (sedang berlangsung). We go to attic (loteng) of church.We are late. We arrive on second mass. The priest that lead mass is.....(guest priest). Than wego back to home. Than I'm breakfast alone. Than I go to JPS. I write on blog.

I have program to go to Cikarang to assist Mr. Hila to study computer,especially Microsost Excel 2010. Excel. I enty score to students of JPS on SISTERS program. On 16.00 I stop. I exit. I'm lunch at afternoon on 16.15 am. The menu is rice, vegetable and fish.I pay Rp 10.000. Than I drive motor cycle to Harapan Indah. At Jl. Boulevard I find idea to make inspiration to create poetry (puisi) of Manggarai. I continue to imagine (berimajinasi). I do it as long as road. I   leave my motor cycle at Pondok Ungu / Aqua. I taket the raincoat. I bring it. The rain come when I already on car 25 to MM. I write the poetry on my mobile. Than I save. I pay bus Rp 4.000. Than I entrance to bus 45   from MM to Cikarang. I'm the end passenger. The bus 45 start.The rain come. I pay Rp 7.000. I stop at gate of toll of Cikarang Utama. I SMS my brother, Mr. Hila to come to pick up (=shuttle =menjemput) me at Tegal Gede. I use van K 17 to Tegal Gede.Ipay Rp 2.000. I stop at Tegal Gede. I wait almost 10 minutes. Mr. Hila come. He use Mr.Leo's and family motor cycle. We by the way. We arrive at home on 18.20. Juan and Alfres at home while their parents   go to Carefour to shooping . On 19.00 they come. We by the way while eat mango that Mr.Leo and Ms Fifi buy. Mr. Hila study about Microsoft Excel. Heis studying about format date, border,merge, format currency, copy text, etc. Than we are supper. We talk about Father Marsel, SVD that get appreciation for his work abour Care to environment. We speak about Mr. Bony Hargens that debate with Mr. Ruhut Sitompul, Mr.Irwan Saidi - Betawi Humanist (Budayawan) - Mr. Ucok - Fitra , Mr. Lius - Tionghoa - Tionghoa / Chinese people - Mr. Bony is smart.
Mr. Hila tell about   SOS Maumere. "Sinta tell that Mr. Agus Widodo already die at Semarang in last tome," Hila sys. "Edu says that Mr.Don Jebaru already gone to Kalimantan to looking for work there,"he says.We discuss about it.
Mr.John come. We by the way. Than on 21.00 we go back. Mr. John, Mr.Hila and I use one motor cycle. 3 in 1. Mr. Hila stop at gate 11. Mr.John delivery me until at Cibitung. I get car to Bekasi. I by pass Cibitung - Tambun - Bulak kapal - Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I entrance to bus 01 - Bekasi -Pulo Gadung. The buswait passenger so long. I exut for moment. I'm boring. Than I entrance again. The passanger almost 7 peoples.Only one women. . She is sit down front. There are passenger that join on way. The women passenger stop at Pondok Ungu. She is safe. I stop at Aqua. I pay Rp 5.000. I come to daycare motor cycle. The house alredy close. I knock and call. The staff come. He si open the door. I pay Rp 3.000 that drive motor cycle to go home. I start from there on 24.30. I arrive at home almost 0n 1.00 o'clock. I wash shoest, clean the feet and hand, eat   water melon, pray for moment than rest.
The totalmoney of transportation I use today is 23.00. Thank you for my brother, Mr.Leo and family,Mr. Hila and Mr. John. Thank you Lord because protect my journey so arrive at home with safe although walk in night.

Sunday, December 15, 2013.
I'm get up early on about 05.00 am but I'm still slumber (mengantuk) so I sleep again. I get up again 0n 08.00 while the mass   become on 08.30 am. I take a bath quickly. Than I go to church. I arrive late. I stand up   out of church. I arrive when homily. I hear the priest explain about Yohanes Pembaptis figure that only eat "belalang" and honey. "I will explain about "belalang". "Belalang" in this verse not animal but plant just as "petai cina ot Lamtoro". The fruit is sweet. This palnt have at Jerusalem," the priest (Anto,SVD??) says. Wow....I just know. Before I think "belalang - (grosshopper) -   as animal.

When pray, Ican remember the frase of Manggarai idiom that I think at last time at 23.00 pm on last night. I just remember again : (Mori, ami lonto jojop tegi mose molor, ami wiku tikul,tegi   lintu wintuk, ami liu siku, gereng wae ilur).
Than when I pray at front of   statue of Virgin Mary I can remember what may brain forger during almost 24 hours. Wonderful the brain. I can remember again about the name of river at Terang is Wae Lengkong. Thank you Lord.

Than I go back to home. I home Mr, Dami already come. Mr. Egy too. Evidently Mr. Alo and Catholic staff on our Catholic environment come to bring   economic help to us on Christmas event. There are rice, sugar and tea. Thank you Lord, thank you Catholic church and people and management staff of Saint Alphonsus group of   outstations (stasi) of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Than I want to sleep. I want to join on Catholic prayer at   housing Harapan Mulya (Mr. Supriyanto's house) but I get up late. Than I try to read bible about Seed (benih) Sower (Penabur) . There are 4 kinds of place seeds fall down: roadside (pinggir jalan), on the rocks (bebatuan), bramble (semak duri) and arable land (tanah subur). This is ilustration about people heart: hear of pebble (berkerikil- produce the sharp word), heart of rock - so hard just as rock - heart of full thorns , heart that arable land so can produce 100 times, 60 times, 30 times). The Gospel reporternowdays should be report with exemplary life (teladan hidup). Exemplary life is life homily.

Sunday, December 22, 2013.

I get up early. The rain come. Only me at home. Mr. Egy holiday at Timor. Mr. Vian and Mr. Dami   went to their family house. Only me that sleep on this house. On last night I go back to home on 23.00. Lucky Mr. Dami already cook food.I'm supper. I pray for my youngest father that already die that today (Saturday) forty day hie die.Today there is mass at Terang.I pray for him for moment than I sleep. The rain come. I start to church after take a bath. "Wow...I'm late again. I push my motor cycle under the tent for prepare event of Christmas    2013 and New Year 2014.I entrance to the church. I arrive when homily too. Almost same with last week. Today the guest priest that lead mass. The rain still come. The church not full may be the Cathlolic people holiday to the other place.
I see some JPS student, Senior and Junior. I see Mr......., Bajawa people (Fernando's father). I'm not accept communion because I come late. The rain still come when the mass finish. I wait the rain stop, but not too. I help to move the table of Church news that wet because get rain water leak (tiris air hujan) from tent.
Than I go to parking area. I drive motor cycle. I go back. The rain still come. Today no sun that show to earth. It is cloudy. I'm breakfast. Than I ead a book than I'm sleeping. Than Mr. Vian and Mr. Dami come. Than I'm sleeping again. Mr. Hila call me. He is still sntrance of work when Christmas Event. It is no problem,please enjoy because   new employee.
Than I sleep again. I have dream when sleep on day, but I forget it. Than I cook vegetable. When I want to lunch at afternoon there is vegetable from neighbor.Mr. Anto - Ms Fifi give it. They give it because they want to Jogya    today. Wow...., I eat until full stomach. Than I wash dress, than I go JPS. I write on blog. I have planning to go to Jakarta today because tomorrow I entrance to Optima.
Discipline, please.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013.
I join on Christmas mass - Pontifical (Pontifikal) mass - that lead by Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo - Arch Bishopof Jakarta Diocese . The topic that be picked (pilih) by Jakarta Diocese is Family. On homily of   Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop - speak how build good family. We need good way and method to create the good Catholic family. Our word to communicate very important to create the good atmosphere on family. About Education Family he share story about Catholic family that share method how to educate student that   educate with 3 words are: Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not this is I pupose,". This idea the Bishop talk again    when he give press conference as Christmas message 2013. This is the nice message to apply in daily life.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Dream December 29, 2013

I’m get up early. I get up on 03.40 am. I have dream.I meet with deceased (almarhumah) Min Pamung at branch of Cemetery of Wela. We are (Mr.Alex, Mr.Ino, Mr.Philipus) just as go back from Golowelu church. Ms Min accept and pick up us at fork (pertigaan) of Wela Cemetery.Icome to her. We are embracing (berangkulan). She just as sleep at my my shoulder.She hide her face.Mr.Philipusjust as not care.”Where is Alek,” she ask Mr.Alex maji. Than Mr.Alex come. Mr.Inocome too. We go to their home. I help her to walk to their house.We just as by pass rice field that have water.I help Ms Min to when she walk the area. She just as already memorize that area.I help her to walkstep it while count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7,8,9,10…”. Than I aware. I pray. I prepare myself to church.I read bible.

Than I go to Church of Saint Albert - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Today is Holy Family of Nazareth party. Father Heru, SVD lead mass. I join on first mass. He speak about important of unity of family. I remember homily of Msgr (Monsignor) Ignatius Suharyo,Pr - Arch Jakarta Bishop - on December 25, 2013 when he give press conference as Christmas message 2013: About Family he share story about Catholic family that share method how to educate student that educate with 3 words are: Help, Thank you, Sorry (Tolong, Terima kasih, Maaf). "Please help me to take water...; Thank you already help me.; Sorry, not this is I pupose,".

Today, our group of Catholic- to becomer order officer at first mass. I arrive on 06.00 am. I want to help to become officer (petugas) order (tatib) but the officer so many. I decide to sit down. When finish mass, go back. Mr. Dami go to church. At middle day we are lunch. Than I go to Cikarang. Mr. John S. - lecturer of Law of Saint Thomas Medan, North Sumatra - come to Cikarang. He celebrate Christmas together his sister - Ms Fify and Mr.Leo and family at Cikarang. Tofay. I bring my data of certificate to Mr. John. May be he want to give his relation that work at the other place. I start to Cikarang. I save my motor cycle at near Aqua at place daycare (penitipan) of motor cycle. I pay Rp 4.000 vehicle rates (tarif) to MM Bekasi. Than I use car to Cikarang.I pay Rp7.000 as vehicle rates. I stop at Tegal Gede, Ipay Rp 2.000 as rates (tarif) . Than I entrance car to Cikarang Baru - gate 11. I pay Rp 3.000. ThanI looking for mango. I buy Rp 10.000. I on foot to Mr.Leo's house. The situation is lonely. Mr.Juan open the door. I see Mr.John J - my brother - Mr. Marcel J - motor cycle. In fact they are still take a rest. I read a book. Than Ms Fifi get up. We by the way.Than Mr. John,Mr.Mr. Marcel get up too. We by the way. Mr.Leo and Mr.John S - actually go to Cibinong to join on Mr.John's friend of party.They go back at afternoon. They bring television tools just as antenna . Than we by the way. We install television's antenna (antene). We work hard. Mr. John, Mr. Marcel, Mr.Beny, Mr.Leo and I hand by hand to handle it. How the result? It still error.Mr. John J and Alfred go the other placeto call technicial of television buttoday can not because he is busy. We are supper. Juan already stand by to go to Delta Mas to watch television about match Chelsea vs Leverpool. He alreasy permission to his father. Than Mr.Leo restart booster of television. What is happen? The television is good.The channel that live soccer available. We watch soccer match between Chelsea vs Levepool. "Juan, Alfred, Please give thanks to uncle John, because with his help you can watch television again. He buy antenna (antena),"Mr.Leo says. Juan and Alfred come to Mr.John. "Thank you uncle," they say.

Mr. Hila is sick at Delta Mas.May be because tired of work. I want to visit him.Ijoin together John to there. "Thnak you all, I go to Delta Mas," I say. I can not go back to Jakarta today because so night now. Mr. Beny and Mr.John drive motor cycle. When we arrive there, Mr.Hila alredy sleep. Than we are sleep.Mr. Edu get influenza. He get up for moment than sleep too.

Sunday, January 5,2014.

Today is first Sunday on year 2014. I get up late . I decide to go to church at afternoon. After luch . I go to school . I write daily experience at school. . In afternoon, I go to church of Saint Gabriel of Pulo Gebang - East Jakarta. I start on 16.30 pm. I arrive late when homily. Today is party of God Sightings (Penampakan Tuhan). Father Jacobus Tarigan,,Pr read Pastoral Letter(Surat gembala)of Jakarta Arch Diocese about Family. I so late. Than I pray. I sit down at attic (loteng) of Chuch. THe Chuch use LCD to set the song.Thisis parish that enough progress, almost Saint Theresia - Menteng, Central Jakarta. In church I see Elbert,JPS student. He comes together his family.There are 5 members of family - father,mother,sisters. He is sleepat church. I nopay parking. I exit the end after I pray at sculpture (patung) Jesus and Mary at Cave (gua).I drive motor cycle.I by pass Grand Cakung.My journey is safe. at home we by the way, supper than rest.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

I get dream at early morning. May be have relation with my health (about water). I get up but not fresh. I plan get up early in fact get up on 07.00 am. I prepare myself to join on second mass. Mr. Dami get up too. We start together. In last night is rain. I forget to use raincoat. We arrive at Saint Albertus- Harapan Indah. We are late. We arrive when homily. Father Anton, SVD that lead mass. On the end mass I get the text. Today is party of baptism (baptis) of God. My discipline is slump (merosot). In church I meet students and their parents just as William and his father,than Pandu - Kevin and their father. I see the other neighbour.There is a child of girls that ask to her mother."Mom,no Christmas tree now. Is Christmas already over (lewat)?" she ask. I don't know how her mother responsher smart question. Than we go back. Ipay parking rates (tarif) is Rp 1.000. The little rain come. At near Bulevar road the Eskavator and the project car still operation. The field be stockpiled (menimbun) soil on field to make housing complex bussiness place.
In homeMr.Via already prepare MD since last night. I taste and eat it. Mr. Dami shooping vegetable. When finish breakfast I sleep. I get dream about water /sea. The rain come.The rain often come today. I get up that take a bath. I go to school to write on blog. Today Mr. Egy come from Flores. He holiday there in our hometown.

Sunday, January 19, 2014 - I absent to go to church because flood

Sunday, January 19, 2014. - Absent to church to mass ; * Get donation from Church through Officer of Church

JABODETABEK - include housing that I rent of house still flood . I get up late/ Than I sleep again. The water still high. Today I cancel to Church to worship of God together the other Catholic people. I sing of worship at sleep of room. Vincent's mother help us. She offer us to bring noodles (mie) at kiosk. Mr. Dami give money. She offer the squash (labu siam) too. She very good. I read book of Philosophy. Mr. Dami cook food. We are breakfast. Than I sleep. I sleep so long until get dream. I have 2 dreams when sleep at this middle day up to afternoon. Than I read book again. I see my mobile. I get information from Mr. Nando at Wisma 25, Percetakan Negara / Cempaka Putih. "Mr. Melky and Ms Elen are at Wisma 25. On Wednesday, Janaury 22, 2013 they will go back to Kupang," Mr. Nando says. "Okay, today I can not go to there. We still struggle and effort to handle flood. May be later I will go to there," I say. Vincent's mother ask Dami to go to Mr. Martono's house. What;s happen. They go there to take groceries (sembako): noodles, milk, sugar, biscuit. Wow.... the flood at February 3, 2013, we get donation (sumbangan) from church too. Than Mr. Egy and Mr. Vian come. We by the way. Today, I only at home, lazy and reluctant (enggan) and shy (sungkan) to touch water. My condition of health not fresh too. I read book while recline (baring). The rain come again. We are sleeping.

Sunday, January 26, 2014 / Saturday, January 25, 2014.
I went to Jakarta to meet my sister Ms Elen and Mr. Melky her husband. They come from Kupang, Timor, NTT. They went to Tanah Abang to shooping than go to MONAS to cruise (pesiar). I stay at Wisma 25. I drive Mr. Rony's motor cycle. I fail to bring it to church. I go to church of Saint Paskhalis - Cempaka Putih to join on holy mass. I go to the Church together Mr. Fon. We use bus Metromini 47. We on foot from Jembatan Serong to Wisma 25. Than we go to Mr. Festo - Mr. Yos - Mr. Rino's leasing house. Mr. Mely - Ms Elen and Rony already go back   from Tanah Abang / Monas. We help to packing the fruits to family at Kupang. We do it while by the way. Mr. Melky and I talking about Manggarai history. On 23.00 I sleep. I sleep at Mr. Rony's room.

Sunday, January 26, 2014. I get up early. Mr. Jonsy and Mr. Ino not sleep yet. Mr. Ino prepare    white bread. He prepare jelly (sele) too. Mr. Jonsy make tea. I drink it. Than Mr. Jonsy and I go to go to Mr. Festo's leasing house. We wake up them. Today Mr. Melky and Ms Ellen will go back to Kupang. They cruise (pesiar) at Jakarta during 7 days. Mr. Melky and Ms. Ellen get up. Mr. Festo too. I give money to Jonsy to buy white bread (roti tawar) and jelly (sele) to breakfast. Almost Rp 50.000 I spend money to pay it. Mr. Rony and Mr. Philipus delivery Mr. Melky and Ms Ellen to airport. They use taxy. Than I prepare myself to go back to VMG - Harapan Indah Bekasi. I on foot to Rawa Sari market. I shooping yam (bengkuang) and ginger (halia). Than I on foot to Rawasari than continue in foot to shelter of BPKP 2 Jl. Pramuka. I want to use busway.

I entrance at BPKP 2 -Jl.Pramuka - East Jakarta. I on foot from Cempaka Putih -Wisma 25 - Market of Rawasari - Rawasari - BPKPJl. Pramuka - east Jakarta. I false to take decision (keputusan). There is near shelter is Rawasari but I on foot to BPKP shelter. Evidently, at Rawasari shelter the busway come faster. I see helmet at sewer (got) near BPKP Jl. Pramuka. I see police still question people that violation (melanggar) traffic rule. The police ticketed (tilang) a car. I arrive at shelter. I exit sweat (keringat). I feet that I taller that banana tree   that stand up at margin / edge road. My tall over banana tree.
I entrance shelter of BPKP.We wait bus so long . Than the bus destination Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. I stand up. When have chair I sit down. Than I stop at Pulo Gadung. I come    place of sale ticket   bus to Bima / Sape."If we sent motor cycle, how many of cost?" I ask. If   from Sape is about Rp 900.000," the Dunia Mas crew says. You can   use   Septi Jaya," they says.
Than I continue my journey to Bekasi. At Jl. Raya Bekasi I see   traffic cop (polisi lalin) check motorcyclist. Seldom traffic cop can not stop the motorcyclist, especially that run fast. The motor cyclist that violation rule get punishment. I call Mr. Dami to pick up me. He did it. He and I go to home. The Catholic people at Saint Albertus just finsih Sunday holy mass. We arrive at home. We by the way. Than I go to school. Mr. Melky sms me that they already arrive at Kupang. Mt mistake is I no reply his sms. I'm not polite too.

Sunday, February 2, 2014.

I ask Mr. Hila and Mr. Alfons to go to Cathedral church to join on mass on 10.30. We start on 09.00 am. We on foot to Jl. Pramuka (Utan Kayu shelter). We wait bus. I pay Rp 11.500 to ticketing. We transit at Matraman. We get busway to Harmony. We entrance. The busway so full with passanger. Mr. Hila almost wedge (terjepit) door. This is new expereince use busway for him. We arrive at the church of Cathedral. We stop at Juanda shelter. We by pass Mosque Istiglal. We by pass there to Cathedral church. We arrive there when Communion. We wait for next mass. We join on third mass. In church we weet with Mr. Bery Jemadu. He is from Ruteng. Than we go to Cathedral shop of book / store. There I find Father Yustinus Semiun, OFM book. It is Psychology (psikologi) book. There are 3 volume. Than we go to Istiglal Mosque. We pleasure trip ther. It is safety for us. I exit to north gate. We by pass. We entrance to Monas area. Before it we breakfast. Mr. Hila eat chicken rice soup (nasi soto ayam -, while me eat fried chicken . Fon eat meatball (bakso). Mr. Fon buy cake and water. We entrance. We photo there. Mr. Fon pay Rp 15.000. Than we pleasure trip. Mr. Hila and Fon shooping dress there. I call Mr. Largus. Ms Yustina is sick. Than we exit. There is wome. come to me. May be he is crazy (gila). He say me Ambon. Tahn we walk to reach MONAS shelter. We wait car enough long. The busway come. We exit at Harmony central busway. We wait busway to Kota. We wait it so long. The busway come. We entrance. We stop at Olimo shelter. "The Jayakarta hotel at Labuasn Bajo is branch Jayakarta - Jakarta - he says.," Hila says while see Jayakarta hotel. We wait busway so long. The busway come. The jammed in way. We pleasure trip to Thambrin - Sudirman. We are stop at KOMDAK. Than we go back to Dukuh Atas I. We transit to Dukuh atas 2. We wait bus to Pulo Gadung destination. We wait bus enough long. The bus come. We entrance. I give information to Hila about place at Jakarta that we by pass. We arrive at Matraman. Mr. Hila know it. He begin understand about Jakarta. We stop at Utan Kayu shelter. Than we on foot to Wisma 25. We by the way at Wisma 25.

Sunday, February 9, 2014.
I get up late. I take a bath. I get up Mr. Dami to go to church. After take a bath we start to church of Saint Albertus. We are late, arrive when preach / homily. "I'm light of the world. I'm salt of the world," Jesus said on bible today. Today Priest / Father Yoseph Jaga Dawan, SVD and Father Anton, SVD lead holy mass. Father Yoseph,SVD introduce Father Anton, SVD to Catholic people. Today, there is innaguration of commitee of Building Presbytery (Pastoran) and Pastoral Work for Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah. When finish mass Mr. dami dan I go back to home. I'm breakfast the food that rest of last time. The vehetable bring by Ms Fifi - Vincent - Dimas's mother. Than I prepare myself to school. I want go to Cikarang but when I arrive at school the rain come, the cold come because ac (air condition). I cancel to go to Cikarang. I read news on internet than write on blog.

Sunday, February 16, 2014.
In the early morning I get up. I feel fresh. I decide to join on morning   mass. I decide to Rawa Mangun church. I start on 06.00. I pay busway Rp 6.00. I entrance busway at Utan Kayu shelter. I stop at Arion shelter. Wow... evidently it is so far with branch to Cathloic Church of rawamangun. It is exactly if stop at Velodrome shelter (near UJN - Kampus Timur/ East campus). I on foot so far to church. I arrive on church. The mass already start. I entrance. The prist (Rawamangun prist - MSC) homily how we use our body (eye, hand, feet) with exactly to love, not to undermine (merusak) include to kill. On the mass I hear the song that I ever year during era 1980-1n - when the late (almarhun) mr. Pit Aman Panggatonik taught us how to sing of song when he holiday from Malang, East java to Wela village. When finsih the mass I ask the song to   conductor. The song is "Terima kasih Seribu". I bring it. . I exit the church.. At page of church I see mr. Mikael Ambon. He is marketing staff of Fidei fress. They are sale of book of Catholic spirit. Almost 5 manggarai people I find there. I see their book. Fidei Press is the company that own by Manggarai people. I by the way with them. Than   I go back to Wisma 25. I use Metromini 47. I stop at rawasari / Jembatan Serong. Than I on foot to Wisma 25. Than I breakfast. at stall moor (warteg). Than I entrance to Wisma 25. I buy water at kiosk. In midde day at 14.00 Mr. hila come from Cikarang. Mr. Andy Mr. rony. Mr. Hila and I by the way. Than he is massage me use Nona Mass Oil.Mr, Leksi and mr. Andy entrance Mr, rony;s room while me alraedy massage. I still have smell Nona Mas oil. to My body so tired after massage. Than mr. Hila go back to Cikarang. mr. Rony delivery him to Rawasari. I take a bath. Than I prepare myself to   go back to VMG - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I use busway   from shelter busway of Utan Kayu. I get busway. there is shemale (wanita pria / waria) on busway. She go to Rawamangun. I get the place to sit down. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I entrance car 20 (KWK) to Bekasi. I sms Mr. dami to delivery me use motor cycle at Harapan Indah gate. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop at Harapna Indah gate. Than I on foot. than Mr. dami come. He use Mr. Egy motor cycle. How about my motor cycle? I ask. it is broken of the tires. The tire is deflated (kempes)," Mr. dami says. than we go back. In way   we by the way. We buy rambutan at intersection of VHG - Kampung Bogor. I pay Rp 15.000. We arrive safe. Mr, dami bring   cooked vegetable. I change his money. We by the way. Than we supper. I soak (merendam) my dress. Than we are rest. I'm get cold.

Sunday, February 23, 2014.

Mr. Vian mobile phone ring. I aware but weight to get up. Than I get up. I read book of Senior High School student. I read about Bahasa Indonesia about research. I try to understand it. Than I read about English. "Practice makes perfect" it is idiom of English. I try and try   to learn and write. Than I take a bath. I breakfast. Mr. Vian go back from church to mass. "The rain in the morning," he says. Wow.... Than I get up Mr. dami. He get up. We go to the Church of Saint Albertus. The VMG 1 complex still flood. We by pass puddle (genangan) water in VMG1 Complex.   I fold (melipat) and roll the feet of thousers. Than we go the there. The ran that came yesterday make flood at VMG 1. We arrive at church. We pray   at church. We are late, come on the mass about Lord have Mercy. Today the mass lead by guest priest is Father Andang Binawan, SJ. He is priest that care to environment. He encourage all people to manage rubbish nicely and build up while care to environment in oerder to air, water, land still good. Jakarta become the city the level pollution so high. Our God is awasome. We should be love him with create the good environment, manage rubbis nicely. No need to through to river to avoid flood." he says.
The other mesaage thet I catch today is the God's sex. On Psalm of response (tanggapan): "Pujilah, pujilah Allah, Tuhan yang maha rahim (3. 3 2 3 2 1 6 5 1 2. 12 3 2 1 1..0) (Hari Minggu Biasa VII, 22/23 Peb. 2014, Tahun A/ II) , ( compare), response psalm below:
MAZMUR 72 Ref. Berbelas kasihlah Tuhan dan adil, Allah kami adalah rahim Mzm 72:1 Dari Salomo. Ya Allah, berikanlah hukum-Mu kepada raja dan...).The other    document: Doa tobat.... Tuhan yang maha rahim, .............The song of text: Hanya debulah aku di alas kakiMu Tuhan. Hauskan titik embun, sabda penuh ampun. Tak layak aku tengah menatap cahyaMu. Namun tetap kupercaya, maha rahim Engkau" (Puji syukur, no. 481, p. 450, Komisi Liturgi, KWI, Penerbit Obor, 1993).

The God is women too because the uterus only women (female) property. While the male no uterus property.
The God is male because we call Him father.

In church I see JPS students:
SHS: Priska and Belinda., and.....................
JHS: ................
Primary: Stef Stanislaus Gumulja (P 1C), Tania (P5A), Paskal (5A). Rigel (P4A), Theresia Celine (P4A). I sit down together Stef Stanislaus G.,

The friend teacher of JPS: Ms Monik (Lao she -) - Mandarin teacher.

Sunday, March 2, 2014 -
Go to Church of Cathedral but late to join on mass, so pray independent by myself because miss manage time of life. Please be discipline

Sunday, March 2, 2014. I get up late is on 08.00 am. Mr. John prepare snack ( fried banana and tea/ milk / coffee) to brothers. We by the way. I have plan to go to church to mass than go to Tanah Abang to shooping headband (destar). I false manage time. I take a bath on 10.00 am while the third mass at Cathedral Church occur (terjadi) on 10.30 am. I go there myself. I bring umbrella to anticipation of rain. I use busway. I wait busway at Utan Kayu Shelter. I pay ticket Rp 3.500. I wait enough long. The busway come. I entrance. I stop at Matraman shelter. I transit to Matrman 2 shelter, wait busway to Harmoni. I wait so long. There I meet with brother of Catholic. He is from Ambon, Maluku. We by the way. He ever work at Kupang, Timor Lester, Maumere , Makasar than Jakarta / Jakarta. We wait bus way so long. I decide to use busway to Senen and transit there to Juanda shelter. It's right. I not wait so long to get busway to Harmony. We by pass Atrium Senen - Pejambon -   Medan Merdeka Timur / Istiglal shelter - Juanda shelter. I stop there than go to Cathedral Church - > I arrive there on 12.00. I waste time to wait busway 1,5 hours. I false make decision. If I use Metromini 47 - from Rawasari - Lapangan Banten, certainly I need 0,5 hour. Seldom we false take decision on life -. The mass already finish when I arrive there. I still entrance to church. I pray independent. I take the mass text. I pray.Today on Jakarta Arch Dicese read Bishop Pastoral Letter about Lent (Prapaska) or Fasting (Puasa) season of year 2014. After it there is married mass. The flower of decoration so good. May people that photo there. Than i go back. In fron Cathedral Church / Istiglal Mosque, in shelter I meet 2 people of men. "Where is mall the nearest location from here? a men ask men. I think for moment. "Cempaka Mas - Cempaka Putih / Gajah Mada - Kota, Than Senen," my brain try to remember. "Atrium Senen. Please you go to there, offer the little car / bajaj, Please Rp 10.000 - 15.000," I say to them. I decide to lunch. I lunch at near bridge of shelter of Juanda, Central Jakarta. I eat chicken Soup mix rice. The price of these Rp 15.000. I buy mineral water of Aqua water Rp 3.000. I put umbrella at near fence. Than I pay. I want to use bus   City Tour Jakarta. This is special bus for tour of Jakarta. This is level bus (bus tingkat). I want to expereince this bus. I wait at shelter of Istiglal, near shelter of Junda. I wait it so long. I meet Catholic nun. May be there are three group that by pass there. When see the third group, my brain connect to my umbrella. I can remember my umbrella. "Wow... I gorget my umbrella. I go back to place that I lunch at near shelter / bridge of Juanda. I come. there are many people that still lunch. Luck for me. My umbrella still available. Thank you Lord. Than I go back to shelter to bus to wait bus of City Tour Jakarta. The bus come, but full. The rule on this bus can not start if the passanger over capacity of chair. It is should be   fix. This bus be designed to enjoy Jakarta, so should be fix people and chair available in bus. On bus there is police and staff and women as driver. I fail to use bus of City tour of jakarta. I use busway again to Harmoni. The tiem show at 14.00 pm. I go to Harmoni. I feel tired. I decide to postpone to go to Tanah Abang to buy headband (destar). I wait bus to Gukuh Atas ! than go to Dukuh Atas II. I wait bus there to Pulo Gadung / Pramuka so long. The bus come. I entrance to bus. I sit down. I see a moslem people service her 2 boys of her children. She is feeding (meyuapi) orange to them. She open orange, clean it than feeding to mouth of her children. Her children boy still play game on BB. This mother of moslem offer the orange to the other children in bus. One child of boy like it. May be   his mom disturb of it, may be shame because child - accept the orange of the other people.- This boy child that accept orange and his mom transit at Matrman. They want to Senen. I stop at Utan Kayu shelter. Than I go to Wisma 25. I buy papaya than   eat there.

Ash Wednesday, March 5, 2014.
When Ash Wednesday, March 5, 2014, we mass at Church of Saint Albertus together Catholic students from the other school (Saint Joseph, Cahaya Harapan, Galatia, etc). We help to arrange students. I get duty Primary 3A. The students of JPS mix. The situation chaos when want to mass. the official not anticipation to set the bench (bangku). The students parents come to. Finally the students parent sit down at balkony (balkon). Father Anton, SVD that lead mass. "When Catholic people start of fasting of Wednesday Ash, before or after accept ash (abu)?" he ask. "According to me, after accept ash," I say in my heart. Obviously. "Catholic people start fasting since at 00.00 at last night (morning)." he says. What means fasting for catholic? " he ask. Fasting (puasa) means eat full stomach one per day.What is abstinence? Abstinence is we decrease use or do what that our favorite (food, drink, game, habbit), we use time for fasting, pray and alms (sedekah) or charity (amal). I use the bad shoes. When I see the other people, I see botton / base him / hes shoes. I introspection to myself. May be the other people know that I us the bad shoes. I'm shy / shame too.

On this church the other people that not Catholic come too. Generally they are teacher. They are Protestant, Moslem (Islam), Budha. Saint Albertus church accept them with friendly (ramah). Wonderful..

Friday, March 7, 2014.

Today is fasting (puasa) and abstinence (pantang). I'm not eat on the morning. I try to hold it. In the afternoon I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Bogor Village. I buy carrot, cucumber, soybean (tempe) and   beans (kacang panjang). I'm so hungry."Where is Mr. Egy?" I ask. "He went to Surabaya," mr. Dami says. Than I peel (mengupas) cucumber and carrot. "Please fried tempeh (tempe). I eat at afternoon about 17.30. Than My   sister, Ms Merry call me. She call me twice. Than i call her. "Today we make sacrifice black chicken to lose / clean the bed dream. We make it at Wae Wela estuary (muara). Mother Regina and I do it. No meet people when go there and back to home. "Mr. Largus said that if no meet people it means the events is have good effect," merry says. "Thank you," I say to her. "Now, we will sacrifice one chicken again to call spirit that just as lose. We use "Lale Ndereng" chicken," she says. "Go on, thank you. I'm lunch and supper because   fasting," I say. "Ha..ha..ha..., we are not fasting," she laugh. I call my oldest brother, Mr. beny to join ao event sacrifice of chicken to call spirit,"I will go there," he says. Than I go to school to take my charger. The JPS school still fogging (pengasapan). Than I go to   church to join on pray of.Way of Cross (Jalan Salib). I start on 19.05. I late when arrive there. I arrive when stop (outstation = perhentian) 6. I join on it. Father Joseph Jaga Dawan,SVD that lead the pray. Enough many peoples of catholic that join although not full until back of bench (bangku?). The pray of ...... (Jalan Salib continue with holy mass that lead by Father Joseph JD, SVD - chief priest of Saint Michael Kranji. I see some students of JPS join there, at least 2 students of women. They are JHS students. Than I go to toilet, pray at front Mother Marry of statue. Than I go back. In near church, at new building, I see our Principal, Mr. Beny Ayung Nalibur. I stop my motor cycle. Obviously he want to go back. We are same join on pray and mass at Saint   Albertus church. I delivery him. We by the way. "Do you know father Yance Belang de Ornay?" he ask. "Yes, I know him, " i answer. We ever work together at Batam," he says. "Had you merried?" he ask. "Not yet,   sir," I answer. "When you married?" he ask to me."Wait and see," I say. "Please faster, so may teacher girls that idle at our school, please apply them," he says. I try to carefully to drive motor cycle. I get difficult when I get the land. I still shock when see land of red at road because it is threaten to me. I ever accident of motor cycle because red land when rain season. I delivery our Principal of Primary until Harmony shelter / Horse statue. Than i go to home. At Kampung Bogor I buy tempeh and cucumber again. Than I go to the home. In home we by the way. Mr. Vian still supper. Than we watch television than I'm resting.

Sunday, March 9, 2014.
I get up early about 05.00. I take a bath, drink a water, prepare myself to go to church. I join on the first mass. I see the cloud hang (menggantung) in the sky that means the rain will come. I parking my motor cycle than I close my jacket and helmet with raincoat to anticipation of rain. I entrance to the church. I arrive late when the mass on read of Gospel. I come to balcony (balkon). Now, father Anton, SVD that lead holy mass. He speak about Fasting ans temptation of Jesus Christ. Fasting means rehearse to control desire. How do trick to win toward temptation? We should be have principle (prinsip). What the Jesus principle? The Jesus principle is God's of Word. "There is Word: You musn't temptation your God of Lord.

The other side of mass today is I find on Responsible of Psalm that God have / character of womb / uterus (rahim). What it means that the Lord is women too? Certainly. According this text, God is women too. This is complete the text: Kasihanilah ya Tuhan, Kaulah pengampun yang RAHIM dan belas kasihMu tak terhingga. ( 2 3 4 5 6 . 4 3 / 2...). (Chorus (refren) of Responsibility Psalm : HM Prapaskah I Tahun A/II, 09 Maret 2014).

When homily the father Anton, SVD (Bajawa / Ngada - Flores people) mention two abbreviation: IPTEK (Ikatan pemuda /pemudi Telat Kawin) and NOKYA (Nikah Ogah Kawin Ya).

I see on church my friend, Mr. Inyo. He lead of Choir on this morning. He is conductor of choir. In last time Mr. Inyo ever   taught at JPS. Now he already move to Bunda Mulya school. He still has good relation with Catholic people in Harapan Indah, so he come to join with them on choir activity of serve of Church. When finish mass, the rain come. I break through (menerobos) rain. What I did in last morning is right. My anticipation is right. The rain come. My jacket and helmet is safety. I go back. I see Ms Lucy - neighbor of home as teacher of Bahasa Indonesia at Mahatma Gading - School of Kelapa Gading. I see Mr. Allan and Ms........ (both JPS teacher from Philipine). May be they still wait car. The big rain come when I by pass Jl. Bulevard until JPS. My   pants (trousers) and shoes, socks is wet. I write on blog. The rain come only for moment.

I prepare myself to go to Cikarang. I go back to home. At Kampung Bogor I shooping vegetable. I buy it Rp 11.000 (tempeh, carrot, beans (kacang panjang), cucumber (mentimun). Than I entrance to home.

I wash my dress, breakfast that start to Cikarang. I eat vegetable that cook on last evening. It is almost stale. May be not give bad effect to my health. Than I answer Mr. Rony's sms that ask my position. "I'm still at Bekasi," I answer. I send sms to Mr. Melky too. Than I start. I drive motor cycle. I want to   leave my motor cycle at daycare motors. At Pondok Ungu there are some place of motor cycle daycare. I entrance to one place. I ask the something identity of assurance (jaminan) that I save motor cycle there. The staff answer not satisfy (memuaskan) me. I worry to save it because I'm not identity of that place as assurance to me. So, I decide to exit , move to the other place. The staff agree. I go to the other motor cycle daycare. There I get the card as identity the place. I save motor cycle there. Than I go to Cikarang. I bring umbrella. I layover (singgah) on BCA ATM at Pondok Ungu. I want to sent money to Mr. Micky Pandu and to Goden. I fail to transfer for Goden. Only to Micky Pandu I success to transfer. When I finish transfer, I aware my mistake. Actually, Micky want to the money transfer to CUWM. I never think just as it. Why? Am my brain is tired? My brain may be still tired to think. Than on car I sms Micky to say about it. "Sorry, I mistake. Please you sent again to CUWM account of BRI," I say. I go to   Cikarang. I use minibus / microlet 25 (Red color of car to MM - Mall Metropolitan) with cost Rp 4.000 - Than I use middle bus (45) to Cikarang. I'm not wait so long. The passanger full so the car start. I pay Rp 7.000. I stop at gate of tool Cikarang utama. I use red Car number 17 to Kali Malang. I pay Rp 2.000. I cross to opposite. The mini bus to Delma Mas still wait. The people smoke. I stay to avoid smoke (asap) rokok. When the pasaanger enough, the car start. I entrance. I contact mr. Rony to come to pick up me. I stop at market of Delta Mas. I buy Rambutan tere with cost Rp 9.000. Now, Arton (Fon Jaban) that come to pick up me. We go to home at Riviera, Delta Mas. There my brothers still sleep. We by the way. I arrive may be on 14.30. We by the way while eat rambutan. I eat of beacon (daging babi) that bring from Kupang. Mr. Melky and Ms Elen bring it when they come to join Mr. Melky's graduation (wisuda) at Solo on Saturday, March 8, 2014. Mr. Arton that accept it at Soekarno Hatta airport. The peoples there: Mr. Joseph, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Agus, Mr. Rony, Mr. Tonce (Fon Jaban), Mr. Pendik, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. Mr. Edu still sleep, Mr. Marcel still lecture (kuliah). I'm lunch   rice , vegetable   with side dishes: beacon, fish, tempeh of fried. We give training to our nephew (keponakan) - Mr. Fredy about finance management (debit / income - credit (spending) and balance (saldo). Generally, Manggarai people have't finance purpose in the life. Seldom Manggarai people no target. Lucky Mr. Fredy meet us now so can plan the finance. Your target first is have motor cycle. Please open account and own it on behalf of yourself. Must not save your money to us as your uncle. It is wise if you open bank account than safe there. Second, please join on CUWM. If you have deposit (simpanan) until Rp. 2.000.000 you can credit / buy motor cycle. If you already have motor cycle please you lecture and try   pay by yourself. Fredy show his salary. On March 2014, he get salary until Rp 3.000.000. You start with good position," I say. If you do my suggestion you have good future of economic," i say to him. Mustn't gambling (judi) of card. Please use the money with effectively," we say to him.
On 16.00 pm, Mr. Rony, Mr. Jonsy, Mr. Joseph, Mr. Agus, prepare to go back to Jakarta. Mr. Edu and Mr. Pendik (Fredy) delivery them - use motor cycle to market of Delta Mas. The children at Riviera invite   Mr. Rony cs to play at field. I take rest for moment. Mr. John and mr. Pendik go to Mr. Leo's house at Jl. Antilop - Cikarang   Baru. Than Mr. Hila massage me. Mr. Marcel n Mr. Edu cook food and vegetables. Than when finish massage   we supper. On 20.00 Mr. Marcel delivery me to EJIP / LIPPO to place of parking car to West Bekasi (MM). Mr. Marcel use Mr. Edu's motor cycle. May be I'm troublesome (merepotkan) brothers. Thank you for Mr. John, Mr. Hila, Mr. Rony, Mr. Edu, Mr. Fon, Mr. Marcel, Mr. Fredy for all help. This is good of fraternity (persaudaraan), can help one the others. I arrive at EJIP. I become new pasaanger that entrance to bus 45 that time. I wait so long. Almost during i hour I wait. Than the bus start. We pay Rp 8.000 because less passanger. Only 17 passangers. The rule thr tariff only Rp 7.000. I stop at shelter ( halte) of MM, West Bekasi. I entrance to car 25. The passenger finish at Kranji, leave only me while i stop at Pondok Ungu. The drive of car 25 lazzy to delivery me. Sorry, I want to go home. Please looking for the other car. No need to pay," he says. I stop at Kranji. I no pay it. I wait car number 20. I stop at Paondok Ungu. I pay Rp 2000. Than i go to place daycare motor cycle. it is not closed the door. I pay Rp 3.000. The time show at 22.30 pm. Than I drive motor cycle. I arrive at home. In home only Mr. Vian there. Mr. Egy and mr. Dami go out. I see banana of ripe   on kitchen. "You are harvest (panen) of banana," i say as joke. "Yes, I bring from Bogor. My family at monastery (biara) give   it. Please taste it," he says. I eat   two bananas. I wash my hand than sleep.

Saturday, March 15, 2014 - mass at Optima - Optima 24 Annivesary   and KKM - Misa Manggarai - Aula Marsudirini - Matraman - Jakarta Timur - Father Peter Aman, OFM and Father Aly Johnson, Pr - .I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)
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Friday, March 21, 2014 - follow   way of the cross (jalan salib) and mass at saint Albertus church - . See some students of JPS : Hulbert - Hanzel   and their parents. I come late for way of cross.

Saturday, March 22, 2014 - mass at Cathedral Church - Father Sigit, SJ: Samaria women at Jacob Well (Sumur). She is sinners but than he believe to Jesus than proclaim about Jesus. He become witness (saksi) of Jesus Christ. Than many people believe to God (Jesus Christ - not because his proclaim but they have person experience with Jesus. Spirit of Jesuit Conggregation (Ignatian spirit) follow the samaria women. "Jesus bigger while me smaller". (John 4: 5-42). This is spirit of empowerment (pemberdayaan).--- At Cathedral Church at near altar there are two   statues (patung) of saints : Saint Ignatius and Saint Francis Xaverian ( proclaim Gospel up to Maluku, SX founder?). Saint Francis and Saint Ignatius from Loyola follow spirituality of Samarian women: Yesus bigger, I'm smaller". I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass). I see three tourists that move from Istiqlal Mosque to Cathedral Church. They photo Cathedral   ornament (accesories). I study from them press the lamp ( make red lamp) when want to cross road in order to the car / bus / motor cycle stop. "To understand need time.
When finish mass I go back. I by pass Indinesia Finance Department at Jl. Lapangan Banten. There I see flowers on pot. There are some flower there just as marble (bunga keladi / teko), beringin putih. Than I entrance to bus 47. In Senen I transit to the other bus 47 but with same fare Rp 3.000. I on foot to Wisma 25 to meet my broher, Mr. Hila and Mr. Rony and the other brothers. (Edit again on May 6, 2014 - transfer from mobile hp).

Monday, March 30, 2014 - mass at Saint Paskalis - Cempaka Putih - mass lead by Father Agung, OFM. I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)

Friday, April 4, 2014 - absent way of cross (jalan salib) because still on the way from Optima to VMG - Bekasi.

Sunday, April 6, 2014 - I come to Church / place of mass on time (before mass)- Father Joseph Jaga Dawan, SVD - lead mass - speak about Liturgy Discipline and General Election - April 9, 2014: Choose with smart and according conscience (hati nurani) -.
I join on Saint Albertus Church Harapan Indah. I arrive on time, may be at 08.00. I go to attic (loteng). The Gospel speak about Jesus raise the dead (Lazarus). From Golpel   I know: Jesus have title as God / Lord. Martha said it: "Lord / God I believe that you are Messiah (Mesias), Son of God that will come to the world (John 11: 27). I see many JPS students and parent come to church. They are: Tasya, Hansel parents - Kiriena - Junior students. I meet Mr. Martono and his family. Mr. Ambros - security of Church debate with Toyota seller of Car. I watch it. May be Toyota seller not follow instruction of security. "If you want be respected you should be respect to us as host (tuan rumah)." he says. The seller team of Toyota complain because Mr. Ambros say with high sound / voice. Lucky not fight. I buy fish at margin road. I buy fish fresh water (air tawar). I buy one kilo grams. Mr. dami fried it. We lunch, rest tan I go to JPS. I clean motor cycle tahn write this blog.

Friday, April 11 , 2014 - I go to the church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah, Bekasi on 19.00 pm to way of cross (jalan salib) than confession (mengaku dosa) to God through priest. I arrive late there on the end way of cross. I only join on mas. Than I discuss with Mr. Ferry - Saint Albert security - .I want to invite you to join on my child married on June 15, 2014." he says. Okay," i say. What time confession   this evening?" I ask to him. "Oh... sorry, you are late. The confession (pengakuan dosa) already finish the schedule. The last schedule is yesterday evening, Thursday, April 11, 2014. You are late," he says. "Thank you," I say. "I often cancel the activity. I so slow to response everything," I say to critic to myself. Improve yourself Frank. So... I follow Easter 2014 without confession.

Sunday, April 13, 2014.
Mr. Dami and I go to Saint Albertus Church to join on mass of Palm Sunday. We join on second mass at 08.30 am. Mr. Yu fast go back to his rent house than he prepare himself to go to church. We bring palm leaf (daun) from house. he Palm leaf looking for by Mr. Egy. We use it. "Senior, almost all people   as long as way see us because we bring Palm leaf," Mr. Dami says while drive motor cycle. At church I meet Mr.Harnoto and Mr. Yu too. I sit beside Mr. Harnoto. The mass lead by Father Anton.......(senior), SVD. He diligent (rajin) to speech. He speech when introduction, homily and the end. It is long. "Palm is symbol of peace of Christ. Please put palm on Christ of cross," he says. We bring palm leaf (daun) to home We go back to home. At intersection of Jl. Bulevard (near lake) we buy fish of freshwater (air tawar). I pay it one kilogram. I pay Rp 15.000. In rent of house I by the way with Mr. Egy about it. "I never hear the priest - include Father Budi Kleden, SVD -   speech / talk on homily : Why Palm," Mr. Egy says. "We ever discuss it with brothers when high / major seminary. I hear the explain of palm from my friend, brother Ino Sutam that become priest now. According to him, palm is symbol of life, pioneer of life, " I say. Mr. Dami fried the freshwater fish than we lunch.

Thursday, April 17, 2014. Today JPS school is holiday of Easter. I still entrance to school. Today is celebration of Holy (Putih) Thursday. I join mass on 09.00 pm. Mr. Dami already join the mass on afternoon together Ms. Lusy. I go there only alone. The rain come on afternoon. I worry the road is slippery so can fall down. Lucky not. In front of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah church I turn the motor cycle to right. I permission to security that help during Easter. They permission me to entrance the police line. I parking the motor cycle on parking area near business building   of Harapan Indah. The cost of parking area is Rp 1.000. It is according provision (ketentuan) of Parish Priest of Father Yoseph Jaga Dawan, SVD on last week. I late. I entrance . The gate still off for moment because still procession (perarakan). Than we entrance. I sit down on tent that set at out of church. The mass lead by Father Anton Padua Heru, SVD. He homily enough long. He talk figure Yahoo Abot - yahudi people - I sleep when he homily. The celebratio so long. When procession (erarakan) Holy Sacrament,   Father Heru,SVD take the prayer from book of Puji Syukur, just as: Jiwa Kristus (soul of Christ) , etc . Than I go back. On parking area I reflection: Why Holy Thursday? What that holy on Holy Thursday? Is Jesus sacrifice that give his body and blood? I think just as it. Mr. Jufry (Aloy) and family reprimand (menegur) me. He introduce his family his brother and sister too. "With who do come to church?" he ask to me. Alone," I say. It is disturb question to me, but I try to respnse with wise (bijak). I go back. may be I arrive at home on 23.30 pm. On mass I see Mr....... (from east Flores and family. His wife from Manado. I see his children, 2 children. They ever school at JPS. We shake hand when want to communion. I see Ms Lucky too - JPS teacher - . Than I'm rest.

Friday, April 18, 2014

Today is Great Friday. Mr. Egy and Mr. Jack come from Kampung Sawah. The situation of road is lonely. We only need almost 30 - 45 minute from there to here (Harapan Indah / VMG)," Mr. Egy says. Today I get up late. May be I get up on 09.00 am. Mr. Egy bring fish. I cance to fast (puasa) and and abstinence (pantang) today. I eat rice fix fish than I go to JPS. I bring coffee to security. I join on pray to remember the Jesus Christ of death on 19.00 pm. I come early. I go alone to church. I sit down out of church at under the tent. I see a women with 3 boys. May be the twin   boys of children. That women can handle the three boys. She not panic. The boys may be 6 years.
The Gospel that bring with singing (Pasio) today very good. "This is new version on tone   for me. The mass lead by Father Anton (yunior) - from Bajawa   Flores. The celebration is good. Only staff of bring introductory verse of Gospel ( baik pengantar injil) that make little mistake, not read tone with well. I ask the text of Golspel (Pasio). Today Petrus   Grpoup / Environment that handle Liturgy and Choir. Mr. L eo   conductor. I ask choir - of Passio to Mr. Agus - a crew that bring passion - . Than we go home. In home we talk. Than we sleep.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

I get up early. May be on 04.00. I'm jogging. Than I'm take a bath. I play to Mr. Anto's house. They give snack to me. We discuss our experience when Great Friday, April 18, 2014. "The Felisitas group not bring well the choir and passio (pasio)," Mr. Anto says. "Wow... for second pray, the choir group bring it nicely," I say.
Than I by the way with Mr. Barnabas and Mr. Egy. Than we lunch. Than I go to school. I make report of CUWM finance. It is enough difficult to me but I'm happy I get image how to manage CUWM finance.
I join on mass at 21.00 am. Father Heru that lead mass. I feel tired. I sleep when pray. I buy candle with money Rp 5.000. I'm so tired. I can not remember the priest homily. I see some students when Easter Eve just as Jovanca, his grand mother and parents.

Sunday, April 20, 2014.
I visit to cathedral Church to join on mass that lead by bishop of Mgrs. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr. I drive motor cycle. I save at Pondok Ungu. Than I use car 25 to Cakung station. I arrive there on 09.00 am. I buy cake at near Cakung Station. I pay Rp 4.000 for 2 piece of bread. The mass already start at Cahredral church. I pay the cost of car Rp 3.000 than ticket to Juanda station is Rp 8.500. I stop at Manggrai. Lucky available the other train that destintion of Kota - by pass Jauanda satation. I entrance. I stop at Juanda station. I on foot after refund the ticket. I get money Rp 5.000. I use shelter of busway to cross. I entrance to cathedreal church . The mass finish on 10.00 am. I use time 1 our from Cakung to Cathedreal church. I mee with Mr. Ferdy RD., meet Mr. Jonsy and his friend. I shake hand with Bishop: "Happy Easter Mgrs," I say. My plan is join on Pontifical mass but evidently I late. I ask to Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana about the message of Easter 2014 of Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr."Transformation Leadership". The Easter spirit change people - include Saint Peter - to change his life - become people that power full energy: to proclaim the Lord of Jesus Christ. This idea he write on Kompas newspaper, Saturday, April 19, 2014. I see this when I visit to Mr. Anto's house at VMG. I join on the children mass that start on 11.00. I have the good time to prepare myself to join on mass. I get place in church. I sit down. I share chair to girl children. The mass lead by Father Sigit, SJ, Father Anto (?), SJ and Frater. They as team work. They singing, qustion and quiz. The mass is fun.
Than I go back. I go to Wisma 25. I use bus 47. "I priority the Word when I go to the church," a driver. We talk. "I'm from .... Church," he says. In the morning I go to church than entrance of work. I will get sustenance (rezeki). I go to Wisma 25. I meet with Mr. Gusty/ Mr. Holen, Mr. Trisno. We by the way. Than I go to Mr. Johny's rent of house. We lunch tere. Than watch television about mass of Aster that lead by Pope of Francis, SJ. Than we go back to Wisma 25. mr. Hila hep to massage me. It is so long. I'm hungry. We supper on 22.30. We eat rice and catfish (ikan lele). Than we rest. During Easter is dry no rain. Thank you Lord.

ECCLESIA SEMPER REFORMANDA = GEREJA YANG SELALU MEMBARUI (DIRI)

Today I get up late because sleep late on last night (may be sleep on 00.30 or 1.00 am). I'm breakfast. Than I prepare myself to go to Jakarta. Today is mass with 2 bishops: Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM. This is the Manggarai Mass that   celebrate by IKAMADA (The union of Manggarai People at Jakarta - Bogor - Tangerang - Depok - Bekasi). The mass want to release / delivery Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM (Bishop of Bogor emeritus) to Labuan Bajo, Manggarai than accept Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM (New Bishop of Bogor diocese). I drive motor cycle. I by pass Harapan Indah - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Kanal Banjir Timur - (KBT) - Wali Kota of Jakarta Timur (East Jakarta). I save my motor cycle there. I ask ticket of parking. Than I use busway. I entrance to Wali Kota - East Jakarta - shelter. I wait for moment. The bus already come. I entrance. Only little passenger from this shelter. Than increase on way. I transit at Kampung Melayu. I wait for moment. The bus come from Kampung Rambutan. I entrance. The time show at 10.30 am, whereas the   mass start on 10.00 am. In busway a men entrance. He is not use perfume (parfum). The bed smell come. It is produce by his armpit odor (bau ketek). I try to avoid it. Than I meet my yunior, Mr. Vincent Gunawan. He ait busway too. I stop at Kramat Serntiong. Than I entrance Kramat church. I see my senor at major Seminary of Ritapiret, Mr. Ferry Jalu. He drive car. "Wow... he is rich now. Me?" I ask in my heart. Than I go to auditorium of Saint Vincentius, Place of mass. In near Church I meet with Father Peter Aman, OFM. I see Ms. Nafsiah Mboy too, Health Ministery of Repubic of Indonesia. She come together her husband, Mr. Ban Mboy. Mr. Ben Mboy get stroke but still can talking    and think nicely. The security / aide (ajudan) delivery Mr. Ben Mboy use his wheelchair (kursi roda). I shake hand with Mr. Ben Mboy - former of NTT governoor - and his wife - Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Heath Minister - . For the first I shake hand with them. I'm so proud with this experience. Never I imagine. Some Priests (Father Alex Lanur, OFM, Father Yan Laju, OFM, Father Michael Peruhe, OFM) and 2 bishops (Msgr. Michael, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis, OFM) already   present. The group of procession (perarakan) already come too. Than the Manggarai traditional song start by group "Ronda   Mbata of Muara Baru". . The mass start. Bishop of emeritus - Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM - give of Open Speech. Than the new   Bishop of Bogor , Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM bring homily. "Today there are big joy (sukacita) in heaven and world because canonization 2 Popes, Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II. Reputedly (konon), all creature (makhluk) so happy, not only human being but alimals too, include 3 animals that very familiar for Manggarai people. Two popes -Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II- and 3 animals come face to saint Peter. Saint Peter dialog with Pope John XXIII: "What are your spirit during life in the world? " Saint Peter ask. " My spirit is renewal (pembaruan) of the world. I pioneer if Vatican II Council (Konsili)," Pope John XXIII answer. Than Saint Peter ask to Pope John Paul II. "What are your spirit during life in the world?" he ask. "I walk around of the world to pilgrimage (ziarah) while say and proclaim to Catholic people: No fear to become Catholic people," John Paul II answer. On that time the Catholic people in Europe afraid to proclaim Jesus Christ to the world. Than the 3 animal that very familiar with Manggarai people. First is Wild boar (babi hutan - motang puar -). The wild boar say to Saint Peter. "Must not cut the forest (jangan menebang hutan = neka poka puar), because forest is our environment. If you - Manggarai people - cut forest we will entrancne to village and garden. Than the second animal come. It's monkey ( kera = kode). " Must not build all property of housing to all land. Prepare the open green space for plant, water. Care balance village / housing with open green space, in order to we ( monkeys) can life no need to entrance garden of Manggarai people. Than the third animal come. it 's ..... (Ngkiong): Ngkiong say to Saint Peter: "Please say to Manggarai people: Musn't forget homeland (jangan lupa tanah air = neka hemong kuni agu kalo). The Manggarai spirituality is "Neka Hemong Kuni agu Kalo - Homeland ). We should proud with our culture. The mass take topic: Empowerment Catholic value for Manggarai diaspora (diaspora). Our Spirituality of catholic is faith of Jesus Christ that based on Manggarai culture." Bishop Paskalis Bruno Syukur says. Than we hear the speech. Mr. Ben Mboy give speech: "According Pope of Benedictus XVI, there are some requirements for leaders. Its are: 1. The leader can hear the other people. 2. The leader can decide fast, no need to postpone. 3...........4.............5.................. Than Bishop of Emeritus Msgr. Michael Angkur, OFM say to Ms Nafsiah Mboy - Indonesian Health Minister: Ms Nafsiah, don't forget Manggarai.". Msgr. Michael bring book to Ms. Nafsiah Mboy and to the other leade. The book about Msgr. Michael Angkur . The title is: Pemimpin Sederhana (The simple Leader). The MC - Mr. Ady Jedoma - say notice to buy the book. Some people buy it. Than Mr. Johny Plate buy it all than distrubute to the people that not yet get it. I'm shy to do it. Finally I go front but late so fail to get it. Alfred - Mr. Leo's youngest son get it. I shake hand with Mr. Stef Agus - former "Dirjen Bimas Katolik Indonesia - give book about Ben Mboy to Bishop Michael Angkur, OFM and Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM. The auditorium of Vincentius full with people. The lunch prepare hand by hand the Mangarai people of IKAMADA member - manggarai senior -. We lunch. I meet Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Mr. Maksi and family, Mr. Kons Tarung, Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana. Some Wela brothers that stay at Cemapaka come too. Mr. Alec maji come together Delfy and Carol. I shake hand with Mr. Idem. Mr. Idem invite me to join on his car. Mr. idem is my class mate when junir and senior hight school. They success now. I meet Mr. Nobert Nepung too. He is former brother of seminary too. He is teacher. may be teach at Saint Christoforus school. When   finish lunch we go   home. I join with Mr. Festo to go home on his motor cycle. We stop at Wisma 25. We watch at celebration of canonization (kanonisasi) Pope John XXIII and Pope John Paul II. We watch at Mr. Ino's room. Than I go back on 18.00 pm. I use busway from Utan Kayu shelter. I wait for moment than the bus come. I transit at Matraman shelter. Than I use   busway to Kampung Melayu. Than I transit on busway to   Pulo Gebang - Wali Kota, East Jakarta. My journey use busway today is smooth. I stop at shelter   Wali Kota, East   Jakarta. The service of busway staff today is good. Than I drive motor cycle by pass shelter. For the first I drive motor cycle on shelter busway. I success do it. Why I do it? For short way and to to avoid accident if I by pass Penggilingan. I drive motor cycle by pass Pulo Gebang - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Menteng - Harapan Indah -   JPS - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor - buy vegetable - VMG - buy egg one kiligram   Rp 17.000. I arrive at home. Mr. Jack help to make vegetable. We by the way than rest.

Yoh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf

oh 11:27 Jawab Marta: "Ya, Tuhan, aku percaya, bahwa Engkaulah Mesias, Anak Allah, Dia yang akan datang ke dalam dunia." - See more at: http://www.hidupkatolik.com/2014/04/04/bacaan-injil-minggu-06-april-2014-yoh-111-45#sthash.6atvqp5x.dpuf

Saturday, May 3, 2014.
I have a dream. I just as making love (ML) with someone. I forget who is women that my couple. I push up until many time. Than I aware my vital organ still sleep.

Than I get up. I'm jogging. I cook food. Than I go to school. I meet with Mr. Karno. Than I go to pick up my younger brother, Mr. Hila that come from Cikarang. I drive motor cycle. Big jammed at gate of Harapan Indah. I success meet him. I drive motor cycle join together him. We almost get accident because I'm not agile (lincah) to direct motor cycle to right side, while in front the truck want to right too. The truck almost hit (menabrak) us lucky not touch so we safe. I ask help to Mr. Hila to stop the other car in way. We buy fish at intersection of Bulevard Hijau, place of kiosk of banana there. We buy fresh fish. We by pass front JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah - Kampung Bogor. Than we buy vegetable. We go to home. We fried fresh fish. Mr. Fian available at home. We by the way. Than he go out. We cook vegetable and fried fish. Than we eating. We sleep than at afternoon get up make noodles (mie) fix egg and rice. We take a bath than start to Saint Albertus church. I drive motor cycle. I try to carefully. I try to remember myself to carefully. Since in the morning I try to remind myself about care attitude when drive motor cycle to avoid accident. We arrive late at church of Saint Albertus, when homily. We entrance through left sude church. I meet a child, Nicholas. I dialogue with him. "I'm Nicholas, 3,5 years, he say while confirmation to his mom. I take paper of mass text that the other people throw away (buang) . I want to know the word of God. When homily I only hear the Father Anton say: Lord, stay together us. I bring the tect mass as anticipation (antisipasi) if tomorrow lead pray at Bintaro. I put it at bag. The mass finish. I drive motor cycle to place of daycare motors (tempat penitipan motor). Than we use car to Kranji Station. We pay Rp 3.000 per person, Rp 6.000 for 2 person, Mr. Hila and I. We entrance Kranji station. We buy ticket of train Rp 17.000 to Pandok Ranji - Bintaro. The time show at 20.00 pm. We get place to sit down. We transit at Manggarai. Than entrance train to Tanah Abang. Than we transit again there, entrance to train to Serpong. We stop at Pondok Ranji. We reseller our ticket / card of guarantee Rp 5.000 per person. Than we use car. We ask to people there about car to Graha Raya. The car already stop since 19.00 pm. Please entrance this than stop at BP (Bintaro Permai). We entrance. It is so near. We pay Rp 2500 per person. We arrive at sector 5 - Bintaro. I just as confused (bingung) because not same the place that I know. Finally I decide to use taxi. I give sign to call taxi. The white taxi come. "Please delivery us to Graha Raya," I say. The driver service us. We by pass sektor 6,8,9, SanMare (Santa Marie ) of Church Catholic church - turn to right - fly over / under pass - turn to left - margin of river - Monsidi School - Pondok Aren - Graha Raya - We want to buy fruit. We stop at gate Graha Raya. I pay argo Rp 37.000 (almost 40.000). Than we entrance Mr. Alex house. Evidently Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Mr. Rino alredy come. Mr. Alex, Ms Susie, Carol and Hendrike and Delfy accept us. We by the way that supper. "I ask your help to lead pray of Mitoni of Ms. Rilis tomorrow. Mitoni is Java custom of tradition as thankgiving event / party when a women pregnant on 7 month. Mr. Alex alredy prepare the text of bible and about Mitoni. I note it. Than they go to Mr. Egy house to talk with the other brother and Mr. Andri Garu - Senator (DPD) from Manggarai. They drink beer there. Than I sleep. I'm not join to Mr. Egy house to meet Mr. Andri Garu.

Saunday, May 4, 2014 - no remeber the dream.

Today I celebrate Mitoni at Ms Rilis - Mr. Beny house at Graha Raya - Bintaro. After pray the rain come. We eat until full.

The Word of God on Bible

The othe lose but the Word of Gad no lose but still stay ( Baccan kedua, Minggu, 4 Mei 2014:
1Ptr. 1:17-21;

1Ptr 1:17

Dan jika kamu menyebut-Nya Bapa, yaitu Dia yang tanpa memandang muka menghakimi semua orang menurut perbuatannya, maka hendaklah kamu hidup dalam ketakutan selama kamu menumpang di dunia ini.

1Ptr 1:18

Sebab kamu tahu, bahwa kamu telah ditebus dari cara hidupmu yang sia-sia yang kamu warisi dari nenek moyangmu itu bukan dengan barang yang fana, bukan pula dengan perak atau emas,

1Ptr 1:19

melainkan dengan darah yang mahal, yaitu darah Kristus yang sama seperti darah anak domba yang tak bernoda dan tak bercacat.

1Ptr 1:20

Ia telah dipilih sebelum dunia dijadikan, tetapi karena kamu baru menyatakan diri-Nya pada zaman akhir.

1Ptr 1:21

Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah, yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya, sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu tertuju kepada Allah

1 Petrus 1:21-25

Konteks 1:21 Oleh Dialah kamu percaya kepada Allah,^j yang telah membangkitkan Dia dari antara orang mati^k dan yang telah memuliakan-Nya,^l sehingga imanmu dan pengharapanmu^m tertuju kepada Allah. 1:22 Karena kamu telah menyucikanⁿ dirimu oleh ketaatan^o kepada kebenaran, sehingga kamu dapat mengamalkan kasih persaudaraan yang tulus ikhlas, hendaklah kamu bersungguh-sungguh^p saling mengasihi dengan segenap hatimu¹. 1:23 Karena kamu telah dilahirkan kembali^q bukan dari benih yang fana, tetapi dari benih yang tidak fana,^r oleh firman Allah,^s yang hidup dan yang kekal. 1:24 Sebab: "Semua yang hidup adalah seperti rumput dan segala kemuliaannya seperti bunga rumput, rumput menjadi kering, dan bunga gugur, 1:25 tetapi firman Tuhan tetap untuk selama-lamanya².^t" Inilah firman yang disampaikan Injil kepada kamu.

Sunday, May 11, 2014.

In last evening I sleep late. We go to Mr. Stef Pelor house at Taman Harapan Baru - Bekasi. We discuss there. We discuss about politic, include politic at Manggarai. I go back late. May be on 00:30 am. I start and go back alone. When go there, I try new way after bridge. I success arrive at THB. I by pass THB, include kindergarten Cahaya Harapan. I success to find Mr. Stef Pelor's haouse at THB. We discuss there. Than I go back. When go back, I get difficult to find the way that I use when I come. I try to follow record but fail to find it. Finally I decide to follow the usually way / street. I by pass THB - Jl. Kaliabang - Jati Asih - Kampung Bogor - Villa Mutiara Gading.
When I arrive the gate already lock. I knock but Mr. Vian already sleep. I climb the fence (pagar). Than I take the key to open the door. I entrance motor cycle. I open house door. Than I sleep. On early morning Mr. Egy come. I open the door. Than I sleep again. I get up may be on 09.00 am. I fried egg. Mr. Egy get up too. He go to Cahaya Harapan School to teach Catholic Religion to students that want to get Confirmation (Sakramen Krisma). Than I shooping vegetable, tofu and cooking oil. I use Rp 26.000 to spend it. Than I cook vegetable and fried tofu. I mix with tomato. It's good. Mr. Jak Sila go to Jakarta. He go bak on evening after layover (singgah) at Mr. Stef Pelor house at THB. In afternoon, we lseep. Than prepare myself to go to church. Mr. Egy get up too. We go together. We go to Saint Gabriel church of Pulo Gebang, East Jakarta. We by pass Harapan Indah - Pasar Modern - Peach Blossom school - BKT. Jl. Raya Bekasi - BKT - Rawa Kuning - Pulo Gebang - Taman Modern - Saint Gabriel Church of Pulo Gebang. Mr. Egy parking motor cycle. Than we entrance the church. Wow... we are late. The mass start on 17.00. I 'm not give offering money because no little money. My little money already finish when shooping vegetables. We arrive when song of introducing of Gospel.
The holy reading just as this one:

11	HARI MINGGU PASKAH IV Hari Minggu Panggilan
Kis. 2:14a,36-41; Mzm. 23:1-3a,3b-4,5,6; 1Ptr. 2:20b-25; Yoh. 10:1-10
warna liturgi Putih

   When homily the Priest speak about call (panggilan) on church as religious (kaum religius) and lay (awam). All is good. He explain about Gospel and the other holy reading. Since the beginning, The Christian accept 3 sacrament simultaneously (simultan): Sacrament of Baptism, Sacrament of Communion and   Confirmation (Krisma). East Christian Church still apply this menthod. While The West Christian Church (catholic of Rome) accept it separately with pastoral reason for chance to guide faith of Catholic people. What basic our calling? Three sacraments. Baptism, Communion and Confirmation. On Communion on end mass we get comment mission: The mass finis, please go we are sent (diutus). We are call to become Jesus become delivery peace on daily life with the others.

Than when finsih mass Mr. Egy pay parking rates. It 's Rp 1.000. Than we go back to home. I still full stomach. Mr. Egy and Mr. jack   lunch.

Today at church of Saint Michael Kranji / Saint Albertus there is event of separation with Father Joseph Jaga Dawan, SVD. He is become Provincial SVD Java. I'm not join on that mass. I mass at out of parish.

Sunday, May 18, 2014.
Ms. Fifi and Mr. Leo already get up. Father Kanis Rano, SVD too. Than Mr. Leo call Juan to get up. Juan get up but still slow. I think he already   take a bath. Evidently not yet. I take a bath. Than Juan get up. Juan get complain from her mother because use long time to take a bath. Than we are breakfast. We prepare ourselves to church. Mr. Leo, Ms Fifi, Father Kanis, SVD and I go to church. I by pass Kalimalang - Delta Mas - School of Trinity (Trinitas) place of Mass for Catholic people Mother Theresa of Cikarang. We are entrance. I sit down on middle place. We pray at school. Today mass of concelebrated (konselebrasi). The main concelebrated is Father Samuel Pangestu, Pr while the the other priest is Father Kanis, SVD. Father Samuel indtocutory speech, father Kanis homily. He speak about Jesus Christ as way and life stone (1 Peter 2:4-9; John 14:1-12). Jeus Christ is stone departure (batu pijak) in our life," father Kanis says. Today is call day at Mother Theresa Cikarang. The Priest, brither , sister - SVD, projo, Jesuit, CB - come to make promotion (promosi). There are 2 way alternative calling on Cathilic kife: life of family and life of monastic (membiara). The monastic life have many type just as sister (CB, SSps, PRR, CP, etc), the men way just as SJ, OFM, SVD, Pasionis, SMM, etc. Regardless (apapun) 0f type of call need commitment (komitmen) and focus. " Father samuesl Pangestu says. The choir handle by students of Saint Don Bosco Taman Sentosa - Cikarang. They sing of song : Lord How Can I Repay. I ask it when finish mass. I success to get it from Ms Endang, teacher of   Saint Don Bosco school.
I have program to go to visit my brother Mr. Hila today at Delta Mass. i exit mass / building of Trinity. I ask people how the way to go to Delta Mass. I as a man. Evidently he is from Aimere - Bajawa. We by the way. Evidently he willing to delivery me to Delta Mas. We by the way. He si working at Prudential Insurance that have office at Sudirman street of Jakarta. "I know it," I say. Who is that man?" He is Bajawa people of Aimere. His name is Marsy. He   already have family. He already have 2 children. His wife from Bajawa. "Had you merried? he ask me. "Oh... not yet," I answer. Please looking for faster," I say. We by the way. When I arrive at Riviera, Mr. Hila still relax in front of house. We entrance. We by the way. Mr. Marsy give bussiness card of name to us. He no drink. He hurry up to go back to prospect to the other customer. Than I by the way with Mr. Hila. "How aboput your plan, resign or no from your company? I ask. " I will resign. than go back on June 21, 2014. I will stop to work on June 11, 2014. My weakness is if already decide something it is done. For me, work at company is eliminate of human resource," he says. I will work as farmer," he says. Than he massafe me. I fell so sick. Than Mr. Bona come. He is sleeping. Than Mr. Leo, Father Kanis and Mr. Nando come. We by the way. Mr. Hila continuse to massage me. Than I take a bath. Than go back to Mr. leo house. At home, Mr. Beny, Mr. Marcel already come. We by the way that we are   talking / by the way. Than we are eating / lunch. We are eating of chicken. Than we are rest. I'm take a rest. Than get up, take a bath. Than we discuss about Manggarai culture. We hear Father Kanis experience about Sumba mentality and culture. He was practicing (apprentice) at East Sumba. Sumba people so relax, slow, the society people life on gradation (caste = kasta). They slow mentality just as Manggarai situation 50 years ago. Their style is shepherd (gembala). "I try to communicate and dialog with them culture of Merapu." Father Kanis says. Than we supper. We supper use chicken again. Than we go back. Mr. Leo delivery   us. Mr. Beny, Juan and Mr. leo delivery us (Father Kanis Rano, SVD, Mr. Andy, Mr. Nando and I) to Jakarta. Mr. Nando help to drive car. We permission to Ms Fifi, Alfred. Mr. Hila   and Mr. Marsel go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Bona go back to Kerawang. We by pass to Tall - Cikampek Jakarta - Exit at gate of tall of Rawa mangun - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Pramuka - Jl. Matrman - SOVERDI Matraman. Father Kanis, SVD xeit. We entrance to soverdi. Than we go back to Cempaka . Jl. Percetakan - Jl. Pramuka - Taoll Jakarta - Cikampek - exit at West   Bekasi - Mm Bekkasi - Kranji - Harapan Indah - Than Mr. Leo - Mr. Beny and Juan go back to Cikarang. Their sacrifice very big to me. In car Mr. Leo try to motivate his son, Juan to entrance to seminary. "If you entrance to seminary you get good education, leading character. You can go to the other world, just as Father kanis Rano, SVD, can go to Brazil, Europe, etc.
I take my motor cycle at Jl. Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Than I drive it to home. I arrive at VMG may be at 23.00. "You get warm greeting from Father Kanis Rano, SVD," I say to Mr. Jack , Mr. Egy and Mr. Vian. Than I wash my head. Than I pray than I sleep.

Sunday, May 25, 2014 - Saint Albertus Harapan Indah Bekasi
I get up early is on 04.00 am. Today there is big match soccer, Champion Final, Real Madrid vs Atletico Madrid. I'm oversleep (ketiduran). In Indonesia, SCTV display (tayangkan) it. I get up. No dream that I remember during sleep at 10.00 pm - 04.00 am. I open the television. The match recent finish but still left submit of throphy. The host is Donna Agnesia. From him I know that Madrid get winner of the match with score 4 -1. Atletico make first goal by Godin on 35 minute that replay (balas) by Ramos on injury time so get extra time. On Extra time Garet Bale, Marcelo and Ronaldo make goal. The total score 4 -1. Madrid get ten winner of Champion League. Than I sleep again. I have dream. I just as present on one place just as at Jakarta, Java. I am on road   just as road at Suka Bumi or Manggarai, South Jakarta. I arrive at a bridge. I just as wait while wait something. I don't know there are Wela people around there. Suddenly, Rony come. They still lunch on tent stalls (warung tenda). I go to there. I see Mr. Alex Madji available there too. I'm just as shy to greetings. Than I back to bridge direction. I see to sea. Just as I see people walk / sit down on sea. They want to come to mainland (daratan). They are just as Papua people. They are black. They no use dress. May be 3 men that do it. On the around area just as I see Mr. Pius and his staff. They bring something. Mr. Pius from Maluku.    What meaning of this dream??
***
Than I get up. I prepare myself to Church. I take a bath than go to church. I arrive late there after   Gospel Reading. The priest read about Jesus Christ that help Christian people with send Holy Spirit (Parakletos) to entertain (menghibur) Christian people. When finish mass the priest introduce himself. "I'm father John, MSC. I'm from Maluku that growth up at Papua. My cousin is parish priest here, Father Anton...., SVD,. I'm 21 years   become priest. His capability to speech so good. I think he is from Flores. Than I join on mass. I'm not accept communion because late. Foe this, I discipline to myself. When finish mass I see the people that I know. I meet with Mr. Rolando - former ICT teacher of JPS. Now he is teach at Penabur International school of Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta. I see JPS students just as Andrew (Primary 4), Kent (P4), Thomas (P1C), Cleo (KG), Steve (P4), . I sit down to read the holy read. Than I pray Rosary. Thomas come. He disturb me. I invite him to pray. Than I exit. I see Pricil (P4) still join on Religion Lesson for first communion. Today they exercise confession (mengaku dosa). The religion teacher teach student about it. I security place, I meet Mr. Martono. We by the way. We talk about Mr. Aloy Nosson that his son pass away (meninggal) on last week, Monday, 19, 2014. We want to celebrate pray here (Saint Albertus church) - Harapan Indah on 19.00 pm." he says. Than I go back. In brach to VMG way I stop to buy papaya. In Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah I buy vegetable (cucumber, carrot, tofu, tempeh, tomato). Than I coot it at home. Than Mr. Egy come. When finish cook the food I'm sleeping. In afternoon I get up. I cook vegetable than eat again at afternoon. Than Mr. Egy and I go to Church to pray for Oswadus Eko Wahyudi - Mr. dan Mrs Aloy's son. We entrance to auditorium. Than change to church. The pray lead by Mr. Tickno and Mr. Hendri. "Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi is the good boy / child / young. I join on church activity. Mr. Aloy is activist of Saint Albertus Church. They very obey to God. What is they decrease so God call Oswaldo Eko Wahyudi on young age? This mistery of life. Life for Chistian people is deposit (titipan) of God. When the God take only Him that know. We only know surrender to him. Ayub attitude very good to apply on this situation: On all situation thank to God. "The Lord that give, the Lord that take, praise to Lord". So many people that join on this pray. I see JPS students, junior and senior students. We get food of box. We eat. I talk with Mr. Nico Nohos. "Mr. Aloy is my little father," he says. Than we by the way than go back to home. Mr. Egy drive motor cycle. In home we check the gas stove because Vita's mother ask about gas. May be on our house the gas is leak. We check but no leak. "In Church of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah we smell the gas too," Mr. Egy says. :May be activity of mining (penambangan). Than I open computer to work but I work not effective. Mr. Jack and Mr. Vian come. The situation so hot. I sleep late.

**
In church I remember my    dream. I try to connect. "Wow... may be this is dream on last morning have link with situation now. Than I meet father from Maluku   that stay at Papua. Mr. Pius from Maluku, former member of MSC region congregation (kongregasi). May be this fact that show on dream. The dream show it earlier that reality / fact. The spirit / soul activity come earlier than fact.

** I see separator busway. Wow... the busway start and stop at Pasar Modern Bekasi," I say with happy.

Monday, June 1, 2014 - I pray at Harapan Indah church ??

Monday, June 8, 2014 - I join on mass at Cikarang - Mother Theresa of Cikarang - I join on Mr. Leo's car. Together Father Kens Rano, SVD. Than we go back eralier because I want to join pray at Saint Alfonsus I group. I'm bring homily. I go back earlier. I go to housing..., near Harapan Mulia. It's Mr. Yunus's house. Ms Yunus talk me abut her family that still single.

Monday, June 15, 2014 - pray at Rawa Mangun church. I come late. I arrive when Our Father pray. I take the text. Today is Trinity celebration. I see Fathger Yustinus Semius, OFM. He is Fransiscan member that    fundraising (galang) fee for orphan of Saint Vincentius of Kramat Jakarta. Today Jakarta is cloud. I come late. After massage by Mr. Hila I sleep than get up on 17.00 pm. Thanh I go to Rawangaun catholic Church. I use bus way. I entrance to   Utan Kayu shelter. I stop at Velodrome shelter. I go to church. I go to there to pray. Than I eat aw place of food - Warung Tegal Bahari - I pay Rp 13.000. It is expensive (rice, vegetable, fish). Than I go to Rawamangun terminal. I buy ticket to Denpasar on June 19, 2014. I get ticket of Lorena Rp 435.00 per passanger. The other about Rp 350.000. I imprest Rp 500.000 (for Mr. Hila and I). Than I want to Pulo Gadung. Than I remember the busway. It is good use busway to Harapan Indah. I . I wait enough long. I entrance at Arion . Wait long. Than the busway come. I entrance. Than stop at T.U Gas. Wait long again to continue to Pulo Gadung and wait long again to Harapan Indah. This is the first experience I use busway to Harapan Indah. The busway to Harapan Indah start   on about middle may 2014. I arrive at harapan Indah shelter   on 21.00. I pay Rp 7.000 for transportation from Cempaka - stop at Rawamangun - than use busway again to Harapan Indah. Than I use motor cycle. I pay the parking place Rp 6.000. Today I worry because the rain that make road is wet and slippery (licin). Lucky I safe. The road at harapan Indah still good. In home, I wash my dress and take a bath. Than sleep. Thank you Lord. Today I'm so late to go to church.

Mr Nando share information to me that there is show abot Manggarai culture - Nggereang - at Gedung Kesenian Jakarta (GKJ). Mr. Hilau Sempaut - our family - father - come to accompany the team. The show on Monday, June 16, 2014. "If not go to Lembang Bandung - I very like to watch it. I interrsant about it. "I will take of it on video," Mr. nando say. It is very good. I want to watch of it," I say. Evidently, Mr. Nando is absent towatch it. Only Mr. Leo Dunu that watch it. I can not watch it because still out bond and workshop at Lembang - Bandung, West Java on June 16, 2014.

Sunday, June 22, 2014.
Today, I absent worship to God because still on the way from Java to Flores. I start from Jakarta on Thursday, June 19, 2014. On Sunday, we on the way. The position is at Sumbawa Island on Dunia Mas Bus. This day, we running Sumbawa Island, from Pototano until at Sape. Dunia Mas stop at Bima than we   rent car to Sape. Mr. Fery, Mr. Hila, Mr. Widodo   and I collect the money for rent car. We pay Rp 300.000. Mr. Widodo   give money Rp 100.000. In only accept Rp 50.000 because our material many while their material only few but consist of 3 persons. In Sape we stop on waiting room. We are walk around. We are seem tired. I see view there. No worship today. In afternoon, the rain come.

Sunday, June 29, 2014
Today I join on mass at Golowelu Church. I'm holisday. Father Selus Juanda lead the mass.

Monday, July 30, 2014.
Holy mass of Kelas Father Yakobus Babur at Wela - Father Alo Gambur,Pr that lead mass.

Sunday, July, 6, 2014.
I arrive at Jakarta. I join on mass at Saint PASKHALIS, cEMPAKA pUTIH. fATHER   Egy Ngarut, OFM that lead mass. I join mass at afternoon. I together Rio. We use Mr. John motor cycle. Mr. Rio drive motor cycle. The big rain come. We wait until the rain stop, Than we go back. Mr. Rio and I eat at   Waryng Bu Supami. We eat chicken soup. Than we go back we by the   way. We sleep at Jakarta.

Sunday, July 13, 2014. I absent because I join on Saturday mass, July 12, 2014 at Harapan Indah churxh of Saint Albertus. Father Anton, SVD - from Bajawa that lead mass. I come late today.

Sunday, July 20, 2014. I join at mass at Saint Gabriel............ Pulo Gebang Church. I come from Bintaro use train. In Bintaro the rain since midle day. We go there to join on give thanks Mr. Beny - Ms Rilis's daughter that still born on last month. This is Selapanan. I'm late to join on mass. During two weeks I come late. Improve yourself, Franck.

Sunday, July 27, 2014
Father Flory, SVD, Mr. Alex, Mr. Festo, Mr. Rino and I go to church at Saint Laurensia, ..... BSD, Serpong. We start from Mr. Alex house at Graha raya - Bintaro. We use Mr. Alex car. We arrive there . Saint Laurensia church just as Cathedreal of jakarta. The reading about: "KS seumpama orang yang menyimpan harta di bawah tanah".. (....). :Dulu, orang Timur Tengah simpah harta bendanya di bawah tanah. Tak ada yang tahu. Di kemudian hari orang mencari. Berbahagialah orang yang mendapatnya" demikian kotbah pastor.   Lalu kami pulang. Kami makan malam di rumah Egy. Kami bakar sate ayam sambil makan ikan kencana . Than I sleep on 12.00 pm. I get up late in the morning

Sunday, August 3, 2014.
I have panning to go to Jakarta today. I think how the effectively, mass at Jakarta or Harapan Indah. I fail discipline to mass at Harapan Indah. I'm get up late. So I decide to mass at Jakarta. I fill time with play at school.
I go back at 15.00 pm. I cook food, lunch than start to Jakarta. The time almost 15.00 pm. Seldom I think to mass at Pulo Gebang. I see the time to show at 17.00, time for mass at Saint Gabriel church of Pulo Gebang. I decide to mass at Jakarta at Cempaka Putih (17:30 pm; Matraman at 18:00 and   Kramat at 17:00 and Cathedral at 19:00.. I see depend situation when arrive there. I fill fuel at Pertamina Jl. Bulevard Hijau. We are queue. Than I go to place bike care at Pondok Ungu. I save it. In near river, I meet Mr. Taufan still bear (memikul) gallon of water. Than we by the way. "Happy Eid Mubarok (Idulfitri) to you,: I say to him. When you homecoming (mudik)? " I ask. "Oh... I'm only here, want become groove (lurah) here," he joke. Where do you go to?" he ask. I want to Jakarta use bus. I recent save motor cycle at bike care," I answer. "Please save at bike cake my neihbour," he suggest while show it at edge of river. Than I continue my journey. The busway just start when I arrive at Harapan Indah shelter. I'm regret. Still avilable. Still available busway. I entrance. I sit on back of line chair. I'm sleepy. I'm sleeping on busway. The situation safe because cold. I sleep until at brach of Cakung Tool. The passabger of busway not very full. I pay Rp 3.5000. I pay manual, not use flazz card. The bus stop at Pulo Gadung. We exit there while transit. I go to Cathedral church. Lucky the busway by pass shelter of Juanda. The crew of busway move to left side? Why? Because the position gate of Shelter (halte at left side). Some shelters (RSAPD - DEPLU - GAMBIR - ISTGLAl -). Than he move to right again according the position of gate of shelter. I stop at Juanda Shelter. Than I   exit it. I go to Cathedral church. I change dress at toilet of Cathedral. I use batik when to entrance the church. When I entrance, I get sms from Mr. Anto about money to pay rent house. "Please wait. I will pay it tomorrow," I say. I'm still at Cathedral church now to pray / mass," I say to him. In church I find a child of boy. He is active. He want to play   bless water on front church. He make wet his hand than make sign to his parent face. The choir today is OMB (Atholic Youth Group) from the other parish (Kramat, Matrman, Pademangan). The good chaor usually from out of parish," the priest say. Than I go back. I come to Juanda shelter again. I use busway . I use manual way. Pay with money not use flash card. We by pass Pasar Baru - Katedral - Borobudur - Senen - Pal Putih Kramat - Matraman. I transit there - than wait car to Pramuka. The busway come. I entrance to busway. I stop at shelter of Utan Kayu. I exit from shelter.I eat chicken soup ther. I only enjoy soup of chicken wiith cost rp 8.000. I see family that eat there that have child of twin. They are boys. Than I go to Gabg Bacang. I want to visit Mr. Rony - Festo - Josept rent of house. They are recent move rent house from Mardani. I call Rony but he is still Cikini. I want to delivery coffee to him. Than I call Mr. Agus. He still at shop of Percetakan Negara to shooping. "Please wait in Mr. Robert place former kos," he answer. I do it. Than Mr. Agus come. We entrance. Their kost have guest room. We by the way. I entrusted (titip) document and coffee to Mr. Rony. Than I go back. When I arrive at road, Mr. Rony cs come. They delivery me to their rent house. I entrance. It's big house. We by the way. Mr. Marcel and Mr. Rino want to go back to Cikarang. Mr. Agus come. The data we give to Mr. Yoseph to give to Mr. Alex or Father Flory that want to holiday to Wela on Friday, August 8, 2014.   Than we go back. Mr. John delivery me to Harapan Indah at place   of bike care (penitipan motor). Than I go out from his motor cycle than take my motor cycle at bike care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to VMG. I arrive with safe. I thanksgiving to God for the brothers love. Than I'm sleeping

Sunday, August 10, 2014

I go to Saint Albertus of Harapan Indah Bekasi. I want to join on first mass. I go to there. I arrive late when Gospel Reading. The mass lead by guest priest. Today is the the feast (hari raya) Saint Mary go to Heaven, that ussually celebrate on August 15. In church I see JPS students and family. They are Matheew - Edward and families (father - mother - ), Prisca dan her sister (JHS), her older sister and her youngerst brother, Henry and her mother, Felicia and her mother. Than I see Pascal and his family.
Than I go back. We have schedule to community service (kerja bakti) at our housing, VMG. I arrive at VMG about 08.00. I don't see people that community service (kerja bakti). I cook vegetables than clean of house. I call Mery. Than I go to school. I call Mr. Beny. We talk about our family and village. We are so calm (diam = gemek - Manggarainese -   and arrogant -sombong).

Saturday, August 16, 2014

I go to church at afternoon. I late arrive there. Today, the mass lead by Father Heru, SVD. Yesterday, Friday, August 15, 2014, Farher Heru, SVD lead mass at JPS. Today I arrive late at church, may be when homily. I 'm not accept communion. I give punishment to myself if late no need to accept communion, Jesus' body.

Saturday, August 23, 2014.

I get up late. I clean house. I'm wash dress than clean and wash home. I get sweat (keringat). I clean all part of home, front, middle, room, back and toilet. Than I cook food. I breakfast. Than I go to Pertamina to refill the wind of motor cycle. It's free. Than I want to place of pay of electric. "No open". Ask to the people there. "The electric office seldom open seldom close," they say. I buy fruit of banana Rp 3.000 for one part. Than I buy vegetable. I want to make soup. I pay Rp 3.000. I buy pumpkin, eggs. I pay all Rp 10.000. Than I make vegetable. When finish it, I start to Jakarta. I drive motor cycle. I save it at daycare motors at near Aqua / Pondok Ungun. "Please give card to me," I say to staff daycare motorc." "Sorry, no ticket because already finish," he say. I try to understand with his answer. I try to believe although it is risk to me because if lose, no evidende to me to claim. But I try to optims to them. Is it right? " Iask in my heart. I'm worry and axious (cemas). I try is it roght just as what the staff said. Than I on foot to Harapan Indah shelter. I entrance to bus of TJ0102. The bus lux. The time show at 12.00 am. The busway start at 12:10 pm. I'm sleeping. I have dream but not dream. I sit down at back line chair. This is the big bus. Until at Pulo Gadung not very full the bus, still have empty space.
I transit at Pulo Gadung. I want to Matraman to take photo at Fuji Film. I use bus to Kalideres. This is the lux bus. The bus not very full until at Senen. I transit at Senen. I want to Matrman to take photo at Fuji Film. I want enough long busway from Ancol to Melayu. Than The busway come. I entrance. I stop Matraman shelter. Than i entrance to Fuji Film place. I give the ticket. I get it. I see a girl crying. She is pretty. She complain to her mother but her mother just as careless. She still firm (tegas). Than I exit. I looking for Metromini 46 to Pulo Gading. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at Sentral Hotel. Than I on foot to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus's contract house. They are available (Mr. Rony, Mr. Yoseph). Mr. John and Mr. Rio available there. We by the way. I ask Rio to buy cake ( fried= gorengan). We talk about Wela. I get call from Nelty, our sister that study at Surabaya. "I already finish my study. I will graduation on next September 2014. I will go to Jakarta before go back to Manggarai," she said. "Okay, congratulation," I say.. In afternoon, I borrow Mr. John's motor cycle to go to church of Cemapaka Putih. I'm still clumsy (kagok) to drive it. In Cempaka Indah I meet security. "Wow.. you have new motor cycle," he said. "Oh...no, it's my brother motor cycle," I say. Than I go to Saint Paskhalis church. I late when Lord Mercy. May be I late 10 minutes. I pay parking Rp 2.000. I pay offering money. There are deacon and priest. Is it Jimmy priest?. Than I go back to Rawasari/ Gang Bacang, Jl. B1 RT 07 RW 07, to rent house of Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus. When I arrive they already supper. Than I supper. The menu are: rice, vegetable, fish, soup. Than we by the way. Than I go to police office to ask letter of description (keterangan) about my material that lose. I want to make new identity card. I on foot to police office of Kayu Awet. I meet Mr. Hasto. We dialog. "Please give description about address according on identity card. I'm throe (kelabakan) because not know it. "Sorry, I go back to my brother rent house to ask it. I on foot again to Mr. Rony's rent house. Than I write it. I on foot to police office. Than I continue to give information. Mr. Hasto service me nicely. He not ask money. "Thank you Mr. Hasto," I say. Than I go back with on foot. I meet Mr. Jony and Ms Flo that may be looking for food for supper. We by the way. Mr. Jony want to delivery me and leave her wife. They sorry (kasihan) to me. 'Oh...no, no need, I want to on foot," I say. Than we advance our activity. I arrive at Mr. Rony - Festo's house of contract. We by the way. There are Mr. Agus, Ms Hedvy and some Manggarai people.   Than I talk with Mr. Rony and Mr. John about opportunity of bussiness at Pandang - Lembor that share by Mr. Simon Gadur. It is red brick bussiness," John said. We should be carefully. We should be study from Mr. Don Jebaru that bought milling machine (mesin giling) of rice . On first the family support than no support," Mr. John says. So, Mr. Don bankrupt (bangkrut). "Please you join on school. You are match become leader at village," I say. We talk about Tarsi Makur. It is good if he get junior and senior certificate in order to easy   to full fill   requirements (persyaratan) become leader in Wela. Than I go back to Bekasi. I use Busway. I entrance to Utan kayu shelter. In front of Sentral Hotel. I see people that dealing of loving. They are adult man and women. The girl may be Sunda women. Why their friend call" Teteh...teteh...". I enjoy the Jakarta situation. I entrance to shelter. The time at 21.00 pm/ The busway come. It is the lux busway. I entrance. I get chair. I sit down.   The bus until at Pulo Gadung. Than I entrance to sehelter to Harapan Indah. Is still have bus to Harapan Indah? I I ask. "it is still availabel," the busway staff say. I'm happy. Lucky for me. The bus come. It's lux and articulated (gandeng) buses. I sit down. I stop at harapan Indah shelter. I by pass way to cross people. I rise hand to ask permission to by pass. I in foot to daycare motor cycle. I ask to staff there. Evidently my motor cycle still avilable there. Thanks Lord. The dtaff commit to care the owner motor cycle onthough save without ticket because fisih of ticket. Thank you Lord. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to go bck to mome at Vila Mutiara Gading. I save arrive there. I set the back. than rest.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Today I want to mass at Jakarta. I'm tired. After breakfast I start to school. Mr. Ben already there. I open email. I answer question of Nando about his installment (cicilan) payment. . He think already finish evidently not yet. I write on blog too. I feel hungry. I careless about discipline to eat, I decide to go back at 15:00. I buy food at Harmony shelter. I eat rive, long bean, tempeh,tofu, heart and....(ampla). I pay Rp 10.000. Than I go back. I shooping vegetable. I pay Rp 10.000 at intersection near Kampung Bogor - Rawa Indah.
Than I set file of lecture. I check the rice. Evidently still enough. I forget it. "severe (parah) my memory," I say in my heart. Than I take a bath. Than I start to Church. I all my brothers, Mr. John and Mr. Rony to ask about Jphn's schedule to go back to Manggarai. But, not response when I call on their mobile. I decise to cancel to Jakarta. I decide to mass at Pulo Gebang. I satrt. I se motor cycle. I wear Batik dress that I take from dry place."Wow... just as my body distrurb. Just as have ant. I' disturb. Although it I try to handle it with hold it. On this situation, this experience make me get inspiration make Manggarai poem (goe't). just as below. I drive motor cycle. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Rawa Kuning. I ask people there about way toPulo Gebang/ Taman Modern. He answer but   not according my mind. I find way of path. May be in last time I ever by pass here. I ask people once time. Than I find the way. I arrive at Saint Gabriel Church of Pulo Gebang. I entrance toilet first. I hear song of Our Father (Bapa Kami). Wow... I'm so late. I entrance. I get text about mass. I read bible: " You are the Messiah (Mesias),the Son of living God" (Engkau adalah Mesias, Putra Allah yang hidup).
Than the mass finish. I go back too. May be only 20 minutes I'm at chuch. In parking area I see my friend of office, Ms Deby with her husband, Mr........ from Ende. We by the way. "We come to Saint Albertus, evidently no afternoon mass, so we come here," they sai. They stay at   Mutiara Gading City, near Harapan Indah.   Than I go back. I come to school to write on blog.

272. NUNDA (take from

Hau ata pande da't hitu:

Nahi penong nom one longkorm
Nahi penong mentik one wekim
Nahi penong majung one pasum
Nahi penong menggot one senggongm
Nahi penong lali (wani) one wai'm
Nahi penong rangang one rangam
Nahi penong mbotas one bokakm
Nahi penong nako one salongm
Nahi penong kuang one tukam

(Inspirasi katel weki eta lobo Motor - Ngo ngaji, am wajol mentik. Emi bajo batik one mai tempat pari, langsung suki - VMG - Kampung Bogor - Jl. Boulevar - HI - KBT - Geraja St. Gabriel Pulo Gebang, - JPS 31 Agustus 2014.) --- Proses Kreatif)

Sunday, September 7, 2014
I go to Cathedral Jakarta to mass. I start on 18:00 from VMG. I join on afternoon / evening mass. I save my motor at Cakung station. I pay train ticket Rp 8500 to Juanda station. I wait train. The train come on 18:45 pm. I entrance. I stop at   Juanda station. Than I on foot to Cathedral church. I arrive there when may be people pray. I join until finish. When finish I meet Mr. Gaspar and his special friend. We by the way. We share information. Than I go to Cathedral bookstore. I want to get CD for religion. Evidently no available there. Than I go out. I meet with Mr. Fridus Broto. We still have family relation. We are one ancestor. Mr. Fridus shooping tea of bottle to mme. We drink in gate Cathedral church. Mr. Fridus want to buy home at Pondok Ungu Permai (PUP), Bekasi. Than I go back. I use train. In Juanda station I see picture of PT KAI is Mr. Ignas Johan. He renewal train system at Indonesia so seem neat of management. He is success to manage it. The train come. I entrance. I stop at Cakung. Than I pay Rp 6.000 for parking area. I arrive at VMG. I sleep.

Sunday, September 14, 2014.

I go to the Saint Albertus Church. I join on the first mass. The mass lead by guest priest. He is missionary (misionary of SVD) that get mission job at Madagaskar country at Afrika continent. He is priest Pius Rego, SVD. He is from Flores. Alredy 7 years he is at Madagaskar. Than I go back. I buy   fungi (jamur) and the other vegetable. I shooping Rp 18.000. I cook food. Than Mr. John come. "Our grandmother Wihelmina already pass away at Lasang on last week. he says. "Oh... ever dream about her on this week," I say. Evidently it is the time for separation with her. May be she permission to me. I very love her. When holiday on last July 1, 2014, I visited her at Lasang. I went to Lasang together Saver Aban. I use Mr. Gusty Jata's motor cycle. I permission for moment to school to take my laptop. There I write this blog.

Sunday, September 21, 2014
Join on first mass. Come before start the mass. The mass lead by Priest from Sanggau, Kalbar. He is CP. I forget his name. In church I meet JPS students: Priska (SHS),   Geby , P2, Alicia, P 4, Sisilia PA. He invite her families to shake hand to me. Thank you Sisilia. I meet JPS teacher, Saint James (Jakobus ) teacher.

Sunday, September 28, 2014
Join on first mass. Come late. I start late (08.30) from home because eat first. I refill fuel first. Than I continue my jpurney to church of Saint Albertus - Harapan Indah. I stay out of church. I see Mr. Beny Ayung - Primary Principal of JPS. I see Mr. Tomy too. Than I continue my journey to Jakarta. I save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I use bus way. The busway start at 10.00 am. In bus I read the mass text, especially the Devine Word. I'. sleeping. We stop at Pulo Gadung. We transit. I use car to Kalideres. it is the old car. There is family that bring a baby. The bus move. Pounding (hentakan) bus enough strong so may be disturb the mother of baby. The mother of baby make trick to protek her baby that still sleep. I stop at shelter Cempaka Putih Timur. I transit to go to Jl. Pramuka. I wait busway that to there. The busway come. I stop at shelter of BPKB, Jl. Pramuka. I see around (sekeliling) shelter so many cow. At Utan Kayu area so many cow that still display to transaction. What transaction? . This is day near   Eid Al- Adha (Idul Adha) that which the Moslem people need many cow and goat (kambing) for sacrifice. Eid Al- Adha alias Eid Sacrifice (Idul Kurban). The busway come. I entrance on it. I at Utan Kayu shelter. I on foot to Mr. Rony - Mr. Festo's rent house. I postpone to go there because I meet Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr.Marcel. They want to go to Kampung Ambon to join at San Pio's cup turnament. Mr. Rony already go to there. I by the way to them. "Congratulation because you study again about Post graduate of Philosophy at STFD," they say. Thank you, the work that weight," I say. Than we use taxy. A whilte taxy stop. We entrance. We are 5 peoples. The drive have objection to use metered (argo) taxi. Than we exit. Than we wait the other taxi. I join for moment. "Where are you from? the driver ask. "According to you?" we ask. "From Papua," he said. "No, we are from Flores," we say. Where from are you? we ask him. I' from west Java. I stop at shelter LIA Pramuka. I entrance to   shelter busway. I pay ticket rp 3.500. I wait bus enough long. The bus come. I entrance. The passaaengers full. At shelter of BPKB the crew of Busway entrance too. The other passengers too. There are students that go back from sport of Sunday. They use sport clothing. They are group, boys and gilrs. In one chair one students seem tired. He is sleeping while one feet put above the other feet. It is disturb the other passenger that want to mobile. He is sleeping seriously. His friend laugh him. His friend laugh with satisfied. I'm smile too. There is girls student that interesat. Her teeth is   clean (white). She care to herself. It is nice to see. Their group exit at   Arion (Velodrome shelter?). Than we continue our journey. This bus not stop permanent at TU Gas. Usually transit there. I'm curious (penasaran). I ask to crew bus way (driver?). What is sign the bus that direct to Pulo Gadung?" I ask. "No sign speciall on bus. "It is depan on SPJ (surat perintah jalan)," he asnwer. We only do it. "Why not all direct to Pulo Gadung. As passenger I'm lose time because wait at TU Gas enough long again," I ask. "Because all of us that not follow rule. Not only you that lose the time but I'm too. If you want to complain please call to management," he says. He seem offended (tersinggung) with this question. We arrive at Pulo Gadung. I'm thirsty. I buy 2 parts of papaya. I see around (sekeliling) terminal. I see Dunia Mas bus prepare to go to Bima. When holiday, I often use this bus. Than I pay the papaya. I pay Rp 4.000 for 2 parts. "The price of papaya at Pulo Gadung more cheap if comppare with papalya price at Bekasi. At Bekasi usually Rp 2500 until Rp 3000 per part," I say. I entrance to shelter Pulo Gadung. I wait bus to Harapan Indah. The bus come. I entrance. I'm sleepy in bus. We stop at Harapan Indah. I on foot to place of bike care. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go to school to write blog (include this experience).

Sunday, October 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after mass. I start on 06:00. The Moslem people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They pray (Sholat Ied) at road on 06:00. In Kampung Bogor I can not by pass. "Please by pass the alternative way," they says. I do it. With this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor. I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning lone because Moslem people busy to pray of Ed al- Adha. The Father......, SVD - Head priest - lead mass. I'm late when read of Gospel. I'm shame. I'm not accept communion. I go back to home. No perople sale vegetable today. Mr. Harnoto and I cook nuddle, fried tempe, tofu,. Than we eat together. The Moslem neighbor share sacrifial meat (daging kurban) to us. I ask Ms. Iis (Bu De) to make it. I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice, jackfruit (nangka) vegetable and ....(bakwan). I eat so much. "So many....., Dimas say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school to take text of text P6 than make count score. I write this expereince too.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Sunday, Octobber 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after mass. I start on 06:00. The Moslem people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They pray (Sholat Ied) at road on 06:00. In Kampung Bogor I can not by pass. "Please by pass the alternative way," they says. I do it. With this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor. I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning lone because Moslem people busy to pray of Ed al- Adha. The Father......, SVD - Head priest - lead mass. I'm late when read of Gospel. I'm shame. I'm not accept communion. I go back to home. No people sale vegetable today. Mr. Harnoto and I cook nuddle, fried tempe, tofu,. Than we eat together. The Moslem neighbor share sacrifial meat (daging kurban) to us. I ask Ms. Iis (Bu De) to make it. I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice, jackfruit (nangka) vegetable and ....(bakwan). I eat so much. "So many....., Dimas say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school to take text of text P6 than make count score. I write this experience too. In home I see the meat that already make by Ms Iis. I try to avoid to eat this. I worry my hypertension is recurrence (kumat). Mr. Harnoto eat it but so little. Than On Monday of afternoon I trough it.

Sunday, October 12, 2014. Catholic and Moelem meet on Humanity (Environment, clean, healt, water)
I get up on 05:30 am. I want to join on first mass. I go to there. I'm late."Life alone, permanent late (hidup sendiri, telat melulu), Mr. Stanis says. Mr. Stanis is Saint Albertus Church of security. He is from Lembata / Adonara, East Flores. Wow... his word is so sharp. Thank you, Mr. Stanis.
I join on mass. Father Frans, SVD (?) that lead mass. Than I go back. When I arrive at VMG, Block B, the neighbor still busy to work to clean the gutter (got). I ask Mr. Harnooto to join. We work together. We take the mud from gutter. Than we clean it. We work together. There is Catholic dan Moslem family people that prepare the food (rice, soup, tempeh, tofu, nuddle), fruit, water. I join to   do it. I eat first. This is example the good tolerance. We work until at 13:00. The cart (gerobak) to carry the sack (karung) of mud broken the tire. We repair it. We trout out mud that fill to sack (karung) than load to cart (gerobak) of water. We work together: adut, child, women, men, all participate to finish it. The need make us work together. Than on 13.30 I'm sleep. I seem so sleep.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I get up early. I decide to join on second mass at Church of Saint Albertus harapan Indah, Bekasi. I come on time. In church I meet Gio and his parents and his family. Gio is Mr. Bone's boy. Mr. Bone from Cibal - Manggarai. Gio play at church. I block him to play with free. H e is report / complain to his parent. His father invite me to go play to their house. "Please come and play to home," I he said. Okay, I will come at one moment.
The mass lead by Father Andang L. Binawan. He speech about tax (pajak)."Orang bijak, taat "pajak". Why pay tax" to church? . In last time church and state is one. The king include leader of religion. Than Catholic make separation it. Tax for church is participation in community is life, just as one body that consist of many members. For the good community need participation all members. Tax of church for Catholic not compusary but compliance (kerelaan). We can make solidarity to build the church.

1. Food day wordwide (Hari pangan Sedunia / HPS - October 16, 2014). The earch always enough for every people but not enough for people that greedy (serakah).
2. Put rubbish on right place to avoid pollution and flood.

When finish mass I ask him at sacristy (sakristi). I ask him to make mass for JPS school. "On school day I can not serve because I work at office, give lecture, etc. Sorry for you," he say.

I meet JPS student at chuch, just as Kristo (P3A),, Joseph, Jovanca, Junior and sehior high school student.

Than I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah. Than I go back to home. I cook vegatable than rest. I get up on 13:00. Than I prepare myself to join on prayer of Rosary. The Rosary prayer at Mr. Robert (Bajawa/ Aimere - Flores) house at Blok. For the first I entrance to their house. It is good. So many people come. Mrs. Aloy and Mr. Aloy (Yudi's parent) lead the prayer.The people that come are: Mr. and Ms Yunus (-Harapan Mulya), Mr. dan Ms......., Ms Monika, Ms Panggabean (Bali Indah), Mr. Jufry / Aloy and family (HM), Ms and Mr. Yulius, Oma and family (Rawa Indah), Ms Joko Prasojo and daughter - (Blok A ), Mr. Anto, Ms Iis, Ms....(Blok B), Ms............., and some Catholic people. Ms Monika ask about Mr. Harnoto."Where is Mr. Harnoto?". Please invite him to join on prayer. Encourage him to join," she says."Please come to Harapan Mulya HM 33 number 3, at Mr. Anom. Their child thanksgiving because accept   Baptism Sacrament. Mr. Martono invite us to come to this event. "Please invite with Mr. Harnoto," he said. "Okay, I will invite him," I say. Then we go back to home. In afternoon we by the way. I discuss with Mr. Harnoto. The evening come. We gewt guest. He is Mr. Fian - former friend that stay together me in last time. I serve (menyuguhkan) him Manggarai sugar. It is still good. We by the way. Than we permission to to to Harapan Mulya to Mr. Anom's hpuse. We know this house from Mr. Anto. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We are late. We by pass village village Pomanah. We are late. We entrsance on second event of Rosary. When finsih pray, we supper. I eat rice, grilled (bakar) fish), water melon, tempeh and   kale (kangkung) vegetable. it is good. Mr. Dedi and Ms Feny - JPS staff - join. I seem eat much of water melon. Mr. Dedi and Mr. Harnoto seem mocked (olok - ngeledek) me because eat much water melon. So many food prepare by Mr. Anom and family, just as peanut, crackers, condiment (sambal). Mr. Martono - leader of Catholic community of Saint Alfonsus I environment - give announcement, Next weet, the rosary prayer at VMG, Blok A at Mr. Joko's house," he says. Than we go back to home. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We by the way. We talk about Batik tulis. "Bati tulis show the religion". Mr. Harnoto say. "Wow... this is nice idea. I try to make relection to my culture base on this idea," I say. Than we sleep.

Sunday, October 26, 2014
Mr. Harnoto invite me jogging. I'm agree it. We jogging approximately ( around = round = sekitar) VMG housing complex. I use shoes. I jogging. Mr. Harnoto only walk. I go to Pisang Batu village. Than I go field. I talk with farmer that arrange water suction machine (mesin pompa air) to irrigate (mengari) his field. How many hectares (hektar) of this area (field = sawah)? I ask to him. It is four hectares" he answer. The water running. He take water from artificial lake (danau buatan). The water less because dry season. Than he control his field. He use many water suction machine for irrigation of his field beside Harapan Mulya housing complex. Than I jogging again. I find a people that still pull (tarik) the net after spread (menebar) it yesterday. I see carefully. He pull it with carefully. He get the freshwater fish. May be 30 minutes I observe it (memperhatikan) it. I talk with him. Some people still fishing too. Wow...the tilapia fish (ikan mujair) that people sale at intersection (perempatan) whereas (padahal) origin lake and it freshwater fish," I say. Than I go back to home. Evidently Mr. Harnoto already at home. "I can not continue my jogging because my feet dislocate (terkilir)," he says. Than we do work at home. I middle day I go JPS to read news and write blog. I want to do task of lecture but cancel because I'm not discipline with time. I often careless. Improve it, Franck.

I have plan to mass at Jakarta (Rawmangun parish - Keluarga Kudus Rawamangun)? Why I want to take book too that I order to copy on last Thursday, October 23, 2014. But my discipline today is degenerate (slump / slip down = merosot). I'm not focus because I hear music of Manggarai and write the blog. My plan to make written of lecture postpone. I prepare myself to go to home because want to Jakarta. My menu of food today is very simple (chicken soup that leftover (sisa) on last night. In kiosk I buy fresh vegetable, carrot and cuccumber. Than Mr. Harnoto cook rice. I eat it mix with cucumber. This afternon announcement of member ministery of President Jakowi and vice President Jusuf Kala. I watch it. So, I start to Jakarta at 17:30, whereas the mass at Rawamangun at 17:00.
Wow....I so slow and underestimate (meremehkan) time to pray to God. I postpone place to mass, from Rawamangun to Kathedral than to Otista parish at 19:30 pm. I never think about time and difficult to there. I so underestimate. I'm not focus. In near Medan Satria police office I take branch to   right whereas I have plan to save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Wow... disorderly(kacau). I turn back to find way to Pondok Ungu. I cancel to refill fuel whereas the position already almost finsih. I stop at Pondok Ungu. I save motor cycle there. Than I on foot Harapan Indah shelter. I getr busway. I entrance. The time at 18:00 pm but the busway just start at 18:30 pm. My feel disorderly (kacau). I'm down. I'm tired. I'm sleep in bus. I stop at Pulo Gadung. I transit. The bus come so long. I postpone to join on mass at Ottista Church. I decide to go to Cathedral. I know that the mass certainly finish. Wow... I'm not discipline. My discipline is weak. I try to rice up. I try to reflection. I fins about manggarai culture. In Galur until Cathedreal I find title book that I will write: Bambu people: A Philosophy of Manggarai People (Manusia Bambu: Suatu Filsafat Manusia Manggarai). I arrive at Juanda shelter. I stop and exit there because my destination is Cathedral church. The mass alredy finish. I go to the church. I pray for moment and read paper that cover bible. Than I go to Mary Cave (Gua Maria) that have Madonna (Patung maria). I write idea at handphone there. Than I go back. I entrance to toilet at security than go to Juanda shelter to access busway. I entrance. Only me the passanger. I stop at Pasar Baru shelter because busway want to turn to Kali Deres. I exit. That time I feel my body weak. Wow... this is sign less of   nutrient (gizi). I entrance to busway to Cilitan. I not aware when arrive at Tegalan Matraman. I I exit at matraman. I'm wrong again. My purpse stop at Matraman but I stop at Tegalan - Matraman. I exit. I looking for food. I entrance to Padang Restaurant. I ask the food. "The rice of food with price about Rp 20.000. "Wow...I cancel to buy there. I go to Tegalan place. I eat fried rice mix egg. I pay rp 10.000. Than I on foot to Matraman. I entrance to shelter Matraman. I want to Pulo Gadung. I cancel my plan to go to Rawa mangun to take book.   I wait bus enough long. The time show at 10.30 pm. The bus come. I entrance. The bus go direct to Pulo Gadung. No busway again to Pulo Gadung. I'm loss (rugi) today, jus as story Lebay malang - go to headwater (hulu) fail, go to downstream (hilir) fail. Join on mass fail, take book at Rawamangun fail. This is multiple fail. I loss transportation money about 27.500 (food and transportation). This is result not discipline. I regret to myself but I still accept myself. I decide to use middle car to Harapan Indah, It is red car number 20. I sit down in front of near driver. I pay Ro 4.000. I stop at Pondok Ungun brach. I take my motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. The fuel almost finsih. I come to il station of Pertamamina but already close. Wow... the fail of today layered (berlapis). I go back to VMG. I stop at intersection of Bulevard. I buy banana Rp 5.000. I eat 3 there. When arrive at house eat 3 too. I eat with varacious (lahap). Lucky the fuel enough to arrive at home. I arrive at 24.00 pm. Than I sleep after eat banana. Mr. Harnoto already get up.

Sunday, November 2, 2014
Mr. Harnoto and I come from Cikarang at 1.45 am. We pray for Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on October 29, 2014. Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Marsel, Mr. Edu, Mr. Rino, Mr. Jonsy and owner home, Mr. Leo, Ms Maria FY, Juan, Alfred and I join on this prayer in last night. Than we go back. Mr. Harnoto and I use motor cycle. Mr. Harnoto drive it. We by pass Kali Malang. Wow....in way we are sleepy (ngantuk). Mr. Harnoto know it. In Cibitung at Angkringan place he stop. We drink coffee and ginger. Wow...I'm refresh again. We start again. In near Bani Saleh campus we find police that still do   job to safety the user road. :all people that not use helmet get ticketed (tilang). We stop for moment. We are nervous. Lucky Mr. Harnoto dare to go on. We are safe from ticketed (tilang). We are sleepy again. Lucky Mr. Harnoto drive nicely. We arrive at home almost at 03:00 am. Than I sleep. I get up at 07:00 am. I can not go to the church to join on mass. I make plan to follow mass at afternoon at   Saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang. I cook food. Than I go to school. I fill fuel. I try to use ATM card to teke money for pay the gasoline. Wow.... no money at ATM. I less money to pay galosline. It less Rp 1.000. How did the solution? I ask to officer. "It is okay. For twice I less payment at Pertamina Penggarutan / Kampung Bogor. Than I go to school. I do my work. At 14:30 I call Mr. Harnoto to go to the church. He is agree. We go to there. His motor cycle lack of gasoline. He fill at margin road Rp 15.000. Than we continue. We by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang - Taman Modern - Church of Saint Gabriel. I see Ms Estu go to there too. We entrance to attic (loteng). We are llate when song between reading. I'm tired. I'm sleep during mass. I accept communion. Than we   go back to parking area. I mee Ms Deby and Ms Angel. They are JPS teacher and staff. Mr. Harnoto talk with the priest. It is my classmate when study at Yogyakarta. They talking. I call   my sister, Ms Yustina at Golo Karot Lembor. We by the way. "Bass already had wife. They come to Wela to join on mass to remember Ms Esy on third day her died," she said. "okay," I say. Than we share our dream, especially bad dream. "May this dissasster because the plan to renovation of custom house that not execute now. Please say to Mr. Philipus. They are owner of house. We only accomy them. "Okay, may be because this reason so rise the bad dream (Party Wagal of Mr. Beny and Ms Ina. Mr. Philipus come too. Mr. Beny dialog with Mr. Philipus Jeharut). "Please you call Mr. Philipus,:she says. Okay, " I will call. I call Mr. Philipus. We talk about Ms Esy, the village situation and home of custom (rumah Gendang). We arrive on conclusion: "the human people life on God's hand. We don't know how long our life. God that decide it. He talk about Wae Rebo too. He and Ms Dian already visit Wae Rebo - trourism place at Satarmese Barat region. We talk our dream too. When finish talking we go house. I stop at Grand Menteng. I take money at BCA. Than we go on. We have plan to eat at Rawa Indah place of food at margin road. Mr. Harnoto eat tofu, chicken (head). I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 22.000 (Rp 11.000 per portion). I have plan to go to school to do my task (job) but cancel because already night. I call family at home. They still meeting of evaluation the sad event (activity) because death of Ms Esy. Than I sleep. (JPS, 4 November 2014).

Sunday, November 9, 2014

I get up early. I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus after take a bath. I arrive on time. The mass lead by Father Frans Lamury, SVD. He is already old. He talk about Basilic Lateran. Lateran Basilic is Rome of Cathedreal. It is palace of Rome bishop (Pope). About the reading it is nice: "....... from the God place / church (?) get waterr to life...... :. This is nice idea. The church have function to make life, just as water. I see JPS teacher. I see the Manggarai people - Mr.............. dan Ms.....(Mr. Stef Pelor's wife). Than I go to back. In way Mr. Bento and family get me. They are in front. I go to place of sale vegetable. I buy fungus (mushroom). Than I warm the vegetable that I cook yesterday, because last night eat free - neighbour meeting of dinner - . I cook, while cook vegetable. I'm breakfast. I cook corn too. I share with Mr. Harnoto. Mr. Rony call me to come to Jakarta. "Sorry, I'm busy. I will go there on Tueaday, November 11, 2014," I say. Mr. Rony arrive at 23.00 in last night. He arrived from Wela when go to funeral Ms Esy that pass away on October, 29, 2014. He holiday almost 11 days. Than I prepare food to school. Evidently I forget   to save on bag. I go to school. I contact Mr. Hila too. Today they are already still at Lale. The uncle and aunt (bibi). They are still sad because lose Ms Esy (Megy's mother) that pass away on last week, October 29, 2014). I talk with them. "You are our hope to teach this children, because Ms Esy already pass away. Their future on your family. Please lead them," they say. I talk with Mr. Tinus, Ms........(Mrs. Tinus), Tere ( Ms. Esy's younger sister), Ms Yulin (Ms Esy's youngest sister) and Mr. Tian (Ms Esy's brother). Tere's husband invite Megy, Sandy, George to visit Iteng beach. On afternoon they go back. "Lucky the rain come when they already at home," Mr. Hila says.
Than I try to do do my project of lecture: Rethinking of Secularism. I try to do it. I'm hungry. I check my food. Wow... forget at home. I decide to go home. I'm lunch there. Than go back to school again. I try to do. again. Wow... not finish too. I try to do at home. I bring the work to home. When arrive there no read again. I call to home. I discuss with Ms Merry. We talk about Mr. Esy. We talk our dream. "Mr. Igna said that they leave ( meninggalkan / membiarkan / - ke - Manggarainese ) mr. Bone at Mbaru Gendang. Ms Mina and Mr. Stanis and family already move to new house at Belang Lesa. Wow.... our house, Mbaru Gendang lonely, house that be leaved. I direct sleep.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

I get up early. I decide to go to church to mass. I join on the first mass. I start to church of Saint Albertus after take a bath. I arrive on time. The mass lead by Father Fransiskus Asisi Heru, SVD. He is from Java. He wait time to go abroad to become missionary. In church I meet with Mr. Aris and his wife. I see teacher of Saint James (Yakibus) , Kelapa Gading   too, just as Ms Vincent and her husband, Ms Christin and SHS teacher.

The little rain come. Today is party name of station of Saint   Albertus. I go back. I'm shooping at Rawa Indah. I use Rp 11.000. Than I go back to home. I direct wash my head to avoid sick because already get rain. I meet Mr. Martono. He invite to join on second mass to join on party.   I cook food. I open tofu. Wow... the bed smell, means almost broken. But I try to cook it. I eat it. I cook corn too. I share to Mr. Harnoto the corn. The vegetable I'm not share may be he is not interest of it. I go to school do my paper. I pop (stop by. layover= singgah) at tailor at Kampung Boogor. I want to repair my bag. I promise take at afternoon. Than I go to Pertamina's ATM to transfer money for Goden. I meet with Ms Efri, administration staff at Saint James (Yakobus) school of kelaoa Gading.Wow.... not complete   data. No name of bank. I'm regret. I call her. Than I get call from Mr. Beny. He gave information about our oldest sister, Ms. Tina. She is fainting (pingsan) since last night. Now she already conscious (sadar). I refill pulse. Than I call to Lembor. I talk to Mr. Largus, ms Tina's husband. I talk with Ms Get, their first child and Mr. Dami, their law (menantu). I call with Mr. Beny at Wela, Ms Tin at Lombok, Sr. Sophy at Kalimantan. I call Ms. Rinus and Mr. Pendik at Cikarang. We pray together for her health. In school I stomach ache (sakit perut). Wht? Because eat bad tofu. In next time no need to buy and eat the bad food. It is good buy tempeh than tofu that on plastic. This is experience.

Sunday, November 23, 2014
I get up. Mr. Harnoto help me to get up. Than I take a bath. On 05.00 Mr. Sophian - committee of travel - call me. "The car already in church of Saint Albertus," he say.Okay I will   start. Than I drive motor cycle to Saint Albertus Church. I arrive there on 05.15 am. There are 5 people on bus. Than parking my motor cycle at church parking area. "are you the first join together me? Mr. Sophian ask. "Yes I'm the first go to spiritual tourism to to Puncak of Lembah Karmel - Cikanyere," I say. Than on 05:20 am we start. We by pass Tall Cakung - Kali Malang - Cikunir - Tall Ciampek Jakarta - Ottista / Saint Antonius Chuch, Jl. Otista. We arrive there on 06.00 am. The bus almost full. Than we start. We get snack. I'm sleepy in Car / bus. The sheet only 31. I aware in "Kebun Teh - Puncak. We are Stop at Puncak pass. We are pee there. I see the Huran Jember. We entrance to Ciloto - Cimacam - Santika - Kota Bunga - Pacet - Kota Bunga - Cipanas - Cianjur - Lembah Karmel - Cikanyaere - Cipanas, Cianjur. We arrive there on 09.00. It is 4 hours (start on 05.00 am). The mass start on   09.30. This healing mass. For the first I join. This Charismatic style mass. There are 6 priest. the community of CSE that lead it. Than we get pray healing. I get it. Than I travel to mountain near church. I close the Liturgy Season Year A at Puncak, Lembar karmel - Cikanyere. May be 15 minute I do travel to maountail that still have forest. Than I go back. I meet with Edward mother. I drink water from spring (mata air. I'm thirsty (house). On 13:00 I go back to bus. We get lunch. I'm lunch. On 13:30 we go back. Wow... big jam on way. May be on 14:00 I get respons as result the healing mass. "Wow... this result this pray. I'm still sleep. On my dream I see river with water and sand and stone. In near......I see big river. May be the same water but pass away with repeat. I'm dizziness (pusing). I'm not bring medicine. I ask to Mr. Sophian. Mrs Rahmat help me with medicine. I drink ir. "Thank you Mrs Rahmat." I say. In Bogor the bus stop to shooping. I only in bus. I try to sleep. Than we continue to Jakarta. We delivery group (rombongan) to Saint Antonius Ottista Church. Than we continue to Bekasi. We arrive at Harapan Indah may be at 19:30 am. I drive motor cycle to VMG, my leasing house.

Sunday, November 30, 2014
I have   plan to mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. After cook food, I start. I start on 08.00. I try to learn to repent (bertobat). I arrive on chuch before the mass start. In mass I see JPS staff: Ms Feny, teacher: Ms Cathrine and students" Christo (P3A) and his parent,Pprisca (SHS) and her parents. Today the mass lead by Father Anton, SVD. Father Heru, SVD will go to Argentina. He will mission there. His already get. He will start to Argentina on December 8, 2014," Father Anton say. "Do the best your task   just as you think that you will die tommorrow," Father Anton say. Today we open Advent Season of Liturgy cycle. Than I go back to home.

Saturday, December 6, 2014. - Meet with Mr. Anis Baswedan,

Saturday, December 6, 2014. - Teachers Day: Some of JPS teachers go to Taman Mini Indonesia Indah to meet with Ministery Education and Culture, Mr. Anis Baswedan. The JPS team that join on this event are: Mr. Ben Ayung (Principal), Ms Lidya (Vice principal), Ms Deasy, Mr. Bento, Ms Adit, Mr. Rinto, Ms. Dwi, Mr. Aloy and I). The venue of activity is at Museum Prangko TMII, East Jakarta. We use JPS teacher. When we arrive there, many teachers alreadyt come. I meet some teachers from Manggarai that teach at the other echool, e.g. Ms Jeny Hamzah(.....school), Mr..........(Saint Joseph School), Mr. Tarsy Gantura (..... institute). I meet some teachers from Saint James (Yakobus) Kelapa Gading. We are meeting, game, traveling to custome home of Nusantara and door prize. I visit some place and home custome (Rumah Adat) of Nusantara, just as navigating bridge (anjungan), just as : Papua, Sulawesi Tengah, Tenggara (central Celebes): main susun kaleng bir / susu 5 tingkat di dalam wadah baskom air, - siap cepat dia / mereka menang, Sulawesi Tenggara (South East Sulawesi), Sulawesi Selatan, Maluku, Kalimantan Timur,Kalimantan Selatan, Kalimantan Barat, Aceh, Sumatra Utara, Sumatra Barat, Sumatra Selatan, Teguk (r) Tanah, LIBERO, Jawa Tengah, DI Yogyakarta, Lampung, Jawa Barat, Jawa Timur, Gedung Pengelo / Management, Borobudur Mini, Gereja Katolik Santa Katarina dari Siena (Jadwal Misa: I: 06.30 - 06:30 am, II: 08:00 - 09:30), Gereja St. Katarina merupakan bagian dari Gereja, Paroki Kalvari,

Gereja Katolik Paroki Kalvari

Gereja

Jl. Pelita RT001/RW002 Lubang Buaya (at Jalan Pondok Gede Raya), Kotamadya Jakarta Timur, Jakarta 13810, Indonesia, ;

Gereja Protestan (Halleluya), DKI Jakarta, Pura (Hindu)

I stand up at beside the lake that less water. It is artificial lake (danau buatan). The land see with clearly because the water so less. My mind remember this place as public area. My mind just as remember that this place i already visited when the Lembor people party (may on year 2002), when I'm still stay at Cikarang, not yet get work ( be unemployed = menganggur). Than time Mr. Leo - Ms Vivi ask me to join. I meet Mr. Beny Harman on that time. I remember this place. When go back, we join on Mr. Kons' car. We stop may be at Jl. Gatot Subroto, wait / Jl. Garuda, wait car to Cikarang. Wow.........

- Jl. Hankam - Pondok Gede -

Than Mr. Anis Baswedan come . He give speech. "Indonesia build by notion (gagasan), not by one tribe (suku). Please give participate to support teacher. Please visit your teacher when you holiday, " he said. Some teachers take picture with Mr. Anis Baswedan, Ministery of Education and Culture.

Than we back to JPS. The big rain come when we are at way. We bring some bag as souvenir from Alfamart.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

I have   plan to mass at Saint Albertus Church. I join on second mass. Today have meeting for preparation first communion for students ," I say in my heart. I get letter to join this activity" I say in my heart. I cook food than wash dress, breakfast, check the students test than start to church. I arrive late there, when the first reading. I'm shame. I entrance to attic (loteng). There I see JPS students, just as Stefen Gumulja (Primary 2C), Gaby (Primary 3A) and her father. Gaby introduce her father to me. Vini (Primary 6) and some students Junior HS, just as Richard and Britiga and their father and ......SHS students). Today the mass lead by Father Ari, educator of Seminary Wacana Bakti. I want to ask him to lead the JPS Christmas mass on January 9, 2014. "Sorry, I can not because so far from south Jakarta to here moreever (apalagi) big jamm. Please contact Father Father Didit, Father Hary (Wisma Adisucipto Rawamganun , Father Cesharyamto (Cathedral Church), Father Rafael (Pulo Gebang parish)," he says. "Thank you Father Ari," I say. Than A father and his son entrance. "Father, this students intersant with your homily about child that cry because regret his sin. He is crying now. He want to talk to you," the father says. The father Ary talk about preparation to Christmas on advent. God sent three angels to world to report preparation of Cristian people to Christmas:
1. Fist Angel: so many peoples that have cars and bring cars to office and church. Son of God sad, because He not need preparation just as it.
2. Second angel:
3. Third angel: He report about tears of regret (air mata penyesalan). He find a boy that cry in front of Jesus statue (patung). He is crying because regret his sins. He notobedience to his parents and teacher. The angel accomodate (menampung) tear of student than bring to Son of God. Son of God happy. I need heat that repent (bertobat). "Straight our heart" Father Ary says.

Than Father Ary bless this students.

After mas I ask about meeting today. I ask to suster that lead Sunday school. Than I entrance to sacristy (sakristi). "No meeting" I ask again. I entrance to attic at second floor. I find a staff. He want to prepare teach the students. May be want to get baptism (?). I ask to her about meeting. I mistake, not bring the letter. She contact staff that handle the catechesis (ketekese) commission (komisi) that still workshop at Puncak. "The meeting for candidate of first communion on January 11 (Sunday), 2015. Please see letter again," she explain. "Thank you," I say. "Wow... I'm not careful (cermat)," I say. Than I permission. I go home. I buy vegetable at Bobor village. I cook vegetable, check the students paper test than rest. Than I sleep, get up, lunch than   go to school.

On Friday, Saturday, Sunday ( 5-7 December 2014( the rain come at Bekasi and Jakarta. On Friday and Saturay it is the big rain.

Sunday, December 14, 2014.

Saturday, December 13, 2014 I went to Cikarang, at Jl. Antilop Blok 7 Number 8. This Mr. Leo - Ms Maria FY and families house. We want to collect to pray deceased Ms Sisilia Sangur (Esy) that death at Manggarai on October 29, 2014. On Wela the prayer of 40th days of her anniversary already done on December 9, 2014 but for family at Jakarta, just done on Saturday, December 13, 2014 at Cikarang. I want to there on Saturday afternoon at 17:00 pm. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungun place of daycare motors. Than I use public vehicle. I use minibus (bemo) from Pondok Ungu to MM Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I use bus to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I stop at gate of Cikarang Utama. Than I use minibus to Jababeka. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I use minibus 99B   to Antilop. I pay Rp 5.000. Total I pay fee for transport is Rp 21.000. I arrive at Mr. lao house at Cikarang at 19:15. The other brothers and sister already come, just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Feus, Mr. Yos, Mr. Agus, Mr. Rino, Mr. Sef, , Mr. Rio Jebaru, Mr. Rony, Ms Nelty, Mr. Nando, Mr. Hendrik Aron, Tino, Vian. Than the other Manggarai Flores people come, just as Mr. Barnabas RW (Ciko's father), Mr. Kons (Bapa ....), Mr. Rinus. Than Mr. Alex, Ms Susy, Carol and Enrique come. Mr. Alex and family use cars. They come from Bintaro. The first rehearse of chaoir. It is good song. Than we pray. I lead pray. Rio read the bible. Than we supper at 21.00. Than Mr. Alex and family, Mr. Hendrik and his sons, Mr. Barnabas, Mr. Kons go back to home. We are sleeping at Mr. leo's house.   Than we are sleeping. The other brothers watch soccer. I get up early. I want to finish my job to finish the students check of questuin papert semester of religion subject. I permission to Mr. Rio. I give money Rp 50.000 to Mr. Rio and shooping money to Rony Rp 200.000. Than I start. I looking for minibus at Antilop. It ;s difficult to get it. I on foot while enjoy the morning situation. I on foot until near Kedasih. I'm regret too. because walk so far while the cost (fare = tarif) still same is Rp 5.000. Than I decide to by pass Cikarang, join mass at Saint Arnoldus Bekasi. I d it. I entrance to minibus. There is cahnge of driver. I pay Rp 5.000. When arrive at Cikarang the new driver ask again to add Rp 3.000. Than I exit. I looking for car to Bekasi. It's Elf bus. I entrance. I sit down beside driver. I talk with her. The bus Cikarang - Bekasi so many but it seem the old car. I stop near Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 10.000. We y pass Cikarang - Cibitung - Tambung - Bulak Kapal - Than I entrance to terminal than entrance to Saint Arnoldus Bekasi church. I meet with Ms Kapty - former Principal of Saint Kristoforus 2 of Primary II, Citra Garden Kalideres, Cengkareng, West Jakarta. I's shame to address her. She join on first mass. Wow... it is so far she taught. Say at Bekasi, West Java , work at Kaliders - West Jakarta. The mass start. "The mass lead by Farher Wilfrid," the commentator said. "Wilfrid who? Perhaps (jangan-jangan), Fafher Wilfrid Valliance,Pr", my senior at Major Seminary of Ritapiret," I doubt. Evidently right. Today he speech about John Baptiz that speech prepare way to God. "How many cost for arrival?" he ask on front his speech. Father Wilfrid Valliance still study of Sociology at Indonesia University. He is from Sikka regency. He is smart. His rhetoric is nice. The mass finish. I meet with Manggarai people, Mr. Wilem. He is from Lenga - Kolang / Nao area. I'm shame to address him. Than I by pass Strada school. I hear voice that call me. Who is it. "Wow... evidwntly Mr. Kunto, my office friend when work at Optima. Now he and I already move from Optima. He works at School of Saint Mary Joseph Kelapa Gading now. Than we by the way. "How many your severance (pesangon ) from Optima when you move from there? Is it Rp 6.000.000?" he ask. "I don't know. May be just as it. That important it is prepare by Optima to me," I answer. Than we go back I want to   expenditure (belanja) Christmas gift (kado) for change with teacher friend. I looking for store (toko) there. I find Ananda. Before I think difficult to find store there. Evidently it is easy because near church. I buy towel (handuk). I ask the stoe staff to wrap up (membungkus) it. I pay the gift paper Rp 1.000.   I pay almost Rp 50.000. Than I go back. I looking for car to Harapan Indah. I come to substratum "ojek". "Please pay Rp 35.000, ojek to Harapan Indah," they said. I move from Jl. Juanda go to Jl. Mutia. I ask bus of Oulo Gadung - by pass harapan Indah - the cost. It is Rp 8.000," the pander (calo) said. I avoid it. Than I see minibus. I entrance. I by pass Jl. Cut Mutia -   front UNISMA - Pasca Sarjana - Kali Malang - Jl. Kartini - MM - Bekasi - GOR Bekasi - Kranji - Pondok Ungu . stop at bridge of Pondok Ungu. The minius want to Seroja. I pay Rp 6.000. Wow.... if I use car / bus Pulo Gadung, I lost (rugi) Rp 2.000 because I should be pay Rp 8.000 just as the pander (calo) said. Than I enrance the daycare motorcycle. I pay Rp 6.000. I use almost Rp 40.000 for cost transportation from Cikarang until at Pondok Ungu. While when go only 21.000. Than I drive motor cycle. I counter current for refill   gasoline in Pertamina at Jl. Bulevar Harapan Indah. Than I go home. In afternoon I go to school to check / correction the te students paper test. I do it until afternoon / evening.
"The Sunday, the sister website" still open," Mr. Romeo said in last time. I try to open. Evidently not. Wow..... Mr. Romey lai. I try to focus to correct the students test.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

I have desire to go to Jakarta but I cancel it. I decide to mass at saint Gabriel Pulo Gebang. I mistake to set the time. I think the mass start at 17:30 pm, evidently at 17:00 pm. I go to there may be at 17:00 pm. Wow... I'm so late when arrive there. I arrive when holly mass on sacrifice. My discipline very bad, sag (melorot). Wow.... please improve, Franck," I say in my heart. Today the mass lead by guest priest / father. Than I read the bible that pray at Mary cave. Than I go back to Harapan Indah. The big jamm at Cakung until Harapan Indah. Wow...... I come to Saint Albertus harapan Indah - Bekasi churh. I pray at Mary cave. Than I go back.
I have desire to Jakarta. Evidently on Saturday, December 20, 2014 there was father death there. He is Father Remy Sene, SVD. If I go there, I can join on requiem maas at Matraman / Marsudiri auditorium place.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014 - Christmas Eve

Today, in afternoon / evening there is Christmas Eve celebration at church to remember Christ Christmas. I join at second mass at Saint Albertus church - Harapan Indah - Bekasi. I start at 19:30 pm. I think the mass start at 20:00 pm. The little rain already start may be already come since afternoo. I'm afraid late. I try to drive carefully. When I arrive at circle near Pasar Modern, the car already full. I get difficult to turn to parking area. Please you totate / turn there in front, ' the police and security says. Wow... so far...... "I say. I rotate at Santika Hotel. Than when near Penabus school the walk already full with car. I try to zigzag to looking for the space to looking for place in order to fast get place to parking. Finally I find the parking area.I pay Rp 2.000. Than I entrance church. I sit down under the tent. The staff suggest to entrsnce but I'm   persevere (ngotot) still on under the tent. The mass start 1t 21.00 pm and finish almost 23:00 pm. Father Anton, SVD. Than I go back to home. Lucky not rain. I sleep at 24:00 pm.

Thursday, December 25, 2014 - Christmas Day
I have plan to join mass at Cathedral of Jakarta. I do it. I I start at 07:00 am from VMG Bekasi. I drive motor cycle. I fill gasoline at   Pertamina Kampung Bogor. I decide to use train. I save motor cycle at Cakung station.   I use train. I have plan to exit at Manggarai station than use Metromini to Utan Kayu than on foot to Rawasari to Mr. Rony - Mr. Feus rent house. I order ticket just as it. I exit at Manggarai station. I on foot to near Jl. Tambak / Manggarai market. In near "Water gate of Manggarai, my nose and eyes get smell chili (cabe). My eyes waterly and nose sneezing (bersin). On road I see shards (beling). May be the police make operation of alkhohol drinking. I wait matromini but no come. I decide to go back to station to use train again to Cathdedral church   while bring my bag. I willing (rela) check mg bag by police or church / security staff. I do it. I entrance to station. I by pass Manggarai market. At Jl. Manggarai Utara I eat green beans (kacang hijau) mix
glutinous rice (beras ketan) - coconut milk (santan kelapa) mix bread. It's my breakfast menu today. Than I entrance to station of Manggarai. I should be learn how to use card to buy ticket. I succes to buy it. I pay Rp 2500 again. Wow.... if I decide from Bekasi to direct go to Cathdedral without drop in at Rawasari, it is easy to me. But... this is me that seldom late to think. I wait   train    with destination Kota. The train come. I entrance. I stop at Juanda station. I on foot to Kathedral church. I entrance to church. The church official check my bag. "Excuse me, please open your bag," a women satff says. I open it. Than I entrance. I way I meet with   Bishop group (rombongan) that want to entrance chuch to start of Pontifical mass. I go to toilet first tahn go back to join mass. I sit down at chair at locate at under tent. When homily the Bishop said: Jesus is word that creation . Catholic people should be believe to Him than create frienship and   compassionate (berbela rasa). Family is pray school," he said. The theme of Christmas on this year is meet God in family.
When finish mass I go back. I come to Juanda shelter. "Pleaase use card now. If not yet buy, please buy now with price Rp 40.000," the said. Wow.... in last time I ver buy. They said that all shelter use caed no manual paperr whereas on reality still use manual paper. They lie me. I think about their offer and see reality. The seller staff speak many. Than a girl come to near me. What is happen, if you want to use busway, you can use my card," she said. Wow... this is the nice offer. Do you go back back from church?" I ask to her. ""No," she answer. Wow... certainly she is not Catholoc / Christen but is very kind. Than I talk with her. She want to Bekasi. She still wait her friend. I talk with her. "Where do you stay?" I ask ." I'm staying at Tegalan - Matraman. I wirk at Sudirman street," she answer. "I can help you if you want to want to use busway," she ask. "I'm not good for you," I say. Than i leave the kind gilr. I decide to use train. I back to Juanda station. I decide to cruise (pesiar) to Kota than back to Kramat station. I do it. I stop at Sawah Besar station than stop at Mangga besar station. Than go to Kota station. Than I go back use the same train at lane (jalur) 11. I'm happy because this is train to Bekasi destination. When arrive at Jatinegara, I transit. The train to Bogot - by pass Kramat - still wit. I entrance. I stop at Kramat. In train I call my family to say Merry Christmas. I call Mr. Beny, Mr. Hila and Sr. Sophy. I stop at Kramat. I call Rony. "We are still here. Please come" he said. Than I go to there. I use minibus from near Kramat station. I arrive at Rawasari / Jl. I. There are many brothers there just as Mr. Ino, Mr. Marcel, Mr. Rio, Mr. Rino, Mr. Agus, Mr. Festo, Mr. Jooseph, Mr. Rony, Ms. Hedvy and Ms Nelty. We lunch than eat banana, mango and corn on the cob (jagung rebus). May be the old corn. No sweet feel. It's tasteless (hambar). I try to finsih it. We prepare to go back. Mr. Rony cs want to Cikarang. Mr. Ini want to go back to Depan. Ms Delvy want to back to Bintaro. "You together me," I say to Ms Delfy. We come to Mr. Frdy - Ms Ina's house at Jl. Percetakan Negara. There are some guest. It's Ina's family. Mr. Ferdy and I talk out house. Than Ms Ina   invite us to entrance. We do it. "Merry Christmas" I say to them. Ina's famy, may people that moslem but very harmony / tolerant (toleran). Than we talk about Wela. We are drinking and eating food. Than we go back. We go to Kramat station. I pay ticket for Ms Delfy and I. I delivery her to Tanah Abang. We by pass Senen - Kemayoran - Rajawali - Kampung Bandan - Angke - Duri - Tanah Abang - . I stop at Tanah Abang to delivery Ms Delvy- She get train to BSD. I go back to lane (jalur) 3 to get train to Manggarai / Depok. I get it. It is train to Depok. I stop at Manggarai. I entrance to lane (jalur) I to get train to Bekasi. I get. The train waint about 20 minuter than start. I get chair bet when the women entrance and no chair I decide to give it to her. I stand up. I do it until at Cakung station. I exit there. I take my motor cycle. I pay parking Rp 6.000. Than I drive to go back to Villa Mutiara Gading. I buy banana at Jl. Boulevard. I pay Rp 7.000. Than i buy puse at   VMG. Than I call Ms Dely. She arrive at Bintaro. She on foot from red lamp / sector 5 (?) to Graha Raya. Wow.... she is dare women. Befor I'm worry to her. Lucky she arrive with save. Than I call to Wela (John, Merry). I ask to mother Regina about story about Poco - Kuwus and Ata Wali. She is   tell nicely. I try to write what her says. Than I want to buy HIT the medicine to lose of mosquito but the shop no ervice it because already last night. It is Rp 25.000. Than I go back than sleep.

Sunday, December 28, 2014 - Holy Family Feast / Party: Jesus - Mary and Joseph
I'm get up late because disturb of sleep in last night. I get up at 07:30 am. I want to join morning mass but than I cancel. I want to join at afternoon mass at Pulo Gebang Parish. I cook vegetable than start to school. In school I busy to read news about Air Asia areplane. Today is blue for Indonesian flight because Air Asia plane lose on fly from Surabaya to Singapore. This the first flight route of Air Asia for Surabaya - Singapore. IThan I start to church on 14:30 pm after lunch and drink coffee. I go to Saint Gabriel church. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT - Pulo Gebang. In KBG - Pulo Gebang I find Manggarai poetry about goet. Than I trty to remember than write on blog about Manggarai culture. I arrive late at church when Lord have Mewrcy. Today is better than last week that arrive when sacrifice. I sit down at first floor. I see Ende people, include Ms Angel, JPS of KG staff. The priest read Letter of Shepherd of Jakarta Bishop that speak about family. Family is pray school. Family is sacrament," Msgr. Inatius Soeharyo,Pr wrire on her shepherd of Letter. Than I go back. I get call from Mr. Egy. Than I call him when arrive at JPS. I fill gasoline at Menteng Rp 20.000 tah fill puse Rp 21.000. I less money to buy Padang Food (p 13.000 so I buy pureed green beans for supper. I eat at margin road of Kampung Bogor / gate of VMG. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I go to JPS. I call Mr. Egy at Atambua. We talk about Catcholic and hierarchy. We talk ourself, include the weakness. Than I call to home. Lucky, my sister, Sr. Sophy and and Mr. Saver, nephew (keponakan) and George, niece (kemenakan) already arrive savely in Wela. They go back from Golo Karot - Wae Nakeng - Lembor to visit family there.

Sunday,Januari 4, 2015 - Ephifani : God show Himself

I go to the chucrch of Pulo Gebang. I arrive late, when homily. There I meet Ms Anita - Saint James / Yacobus teacher. Ms Anita together her family, husband and her children. I meet Father that lead mass. He have job at Wisma Samadi Klender. Than I entrance to presbytery house. I meet with 3 fathers: Father Dwi, Father Chaesar Haryanto. Father Dwi can not. Father Caesar will conformation on next Wednesday, January 7, 2014, whereas I need to conformation now. Father that job at Wisma Samadi can not. Than I go back. I go to school. I   do the job about preparation of Christmas.

Sunday,January 11, 2015 - Lord of Jesus Baptized

I join on mass at saint Albertus church. I join on second mass. Today on catechism of Saint Albertus Harapan Indah outstations (stasi) there is meeting at Church after mass. Ms Stefany and friend as Catechism outstation handle it. Today Father Anton,SVD that lead mass on this time. When finish mass, I meet JPS students   and parent that want to accept first communion on year 2015. They pay hand book and text book Rp 20.000. Father Anton,SVD bring introduce than explain from catechism (katekese) team. I try to help to distribute paper. I see some parents that come to accompany the students. Mr. Beny Ayung - JPS Primary Principal - and Mr. Bento - Religion Teacher of JHS come too. So there are 3 teachers from JPS that join on this meeting. Wonderful. Mr. Bento and Mr. Ben Ayung go back first. I join the meeting until finish. Than I dialog with student and parents of JPS. The Catechism committee ask JPS to teach Catholic religion about preparation of First communion at school. Okay." I say.

JPS, January 20, 2015

Sunday,January 18, 2015 - First Ordinary Time
I join on mass at saint Albertus church. I join on second mass. I'm late when Lord have Mercy I arrive. I went to attic (loteng). There I see JPS students and parents, just as Clara and Tirstan and their father; Lidya, Henry and their mom. I see Sekar and her father. Today Father Anton Mitakda,SVD and Father Julis Kesharyanto,Pr that lead mass. Father Anton,SVD want to introduce Father Sesyaanto,Pr as priest to preparation outstanding Saint Albertus Harapan Indah as parish. The time to change status from outstanding to parish at May 14, 2015. Than I go back to home. I refill fuel at Kamoung Bogor than o back to home. I shooping vegetable than cook it. I want to do the plan to make planning about Religion lesson. The rain come. I'm sleeping when the rain come.Than I go to school. The security laugh me. Wht? May be alway entrance to school every day. Than I try to do my work. I read news than make lattice work.

JPS, January 20, 2015

Saturday, January 24, 2015.
I join on Manggarai Mass on   Saturday, January 24, 2015. The mass take place (terjadi) on DISBINTALAD, Berlan - Matraman - East Jakarta.

Misa Natal Bersama 2014 dan TB 2015 Bersama Manggarai, 24 Januari 2015

Sabtu, 24 Januari 2015, DISBINTALAD, Jl/ Ksatrian - Berland, Matraman - Jakarta Timur
Tuang Pastor: Pater Peter Aman, OFM (teti ngaji agu kotbah), Pater Frumens, OFM, Pater Satur, OFM, Pater Ino, CSSR (Paroki Cijantung).

Dari segi gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang sadar diri akan identitasnya lantas timbul rasa bangga. "Apa yang membuat anda bangga menjadi orang Manggarai?" bertanya Pater Dr. Peter Aman, OFM pada misa Natal Bersama Manggarai di Jakarta, 25 januari 2015. "Yang membuat saya bangga sebagao orang Manggarai adalah bahasa, terutama goet : "Langkas haeng ntala". NTALA ruis agu kata NATAL. Jadi orang Manggarai itu orang yang dekat dengan NATAL, lahir baru, ; NTALA = pemberi cahaya, penuntun. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).

Dari segi gagasan, orang Manggarai adalah orang yang memiliki visi. Visi orang Manggarai diungkapkan dalam goet: "langkas haeng ntala, uwa haeng wulang, lempo haeng leso" (bertumbuh tinggilah mencapai bulan, bertumbuhlah mencapai bulan, melompatlah menjangkau / mencapai matahari) --- orang Manggarai punya visi ( gagsan dari Bapak Rofinus Lahur saat pidato / sambutan Natal Bersama Manggarai - Jakarta, 24 Januari 2015 di di DISBINTALAD (Dinas Pembinaan Mental Angkatan Darat), Jl. Ksatrian - Berlan, Matraman, Jakarta Timur. (JPS, 25 Januari 2015).

Misa ini diprakarsai oleh: Kraeng Agus ( mantan Brimob), Kraeng Parera, Kraeng, Kraeng.....Kenaru (mc), dan.............(anak Penatua (ayahnya yang asal Rote Penatua di Satarmese. Ibunya dengan kakak adiknya semuanya Katolik).

Ada tarian - Wela Songke ?- oleh mahasiswi STIKES Sint Carolus - Jakarta -

Sesepuh Manggarai yang hadir: Bpk. Rofinus Lahur
Cukup banyak yang hadir: Kraeng Bony Hargens

Pebruary 1, 2015 - absent to join to church

Today CUWM have schedule to join on meeting about CUWM. It is the annual meeting of members (rapat anggota tahunan) at Bintaro. I already get up in the morning about 6.oo o'clock because want to mass on the morning but cancel because te rain came since in the early morning, I' shooping at Kampung Bogor. The staff of vegetable of kiosk busy. Than I buy it.I cook vegetable, breakfast than prepare to Bintaro to join on the annual meeting of members (rapat anggota tahunan = RAT). I start at 09:00 am. The rain still come. I use raincoat. I stop at near Pondok Ungu to copy the material of the annual meeting report of finance at Pondok Ungu, Bekasi. I stop than parking the motor cycle than copy it. I entrance to one kiosk. The people serve me so slow. He is from Aceh. We talk about Aceh tsunami on year 2004. "My family stuck (terkena) tsunami too. I wait his work to copy my material so long. Almost 45 minutes. I already anticipation to prepare the dress of change. I pay Rp 40.000 for copy material with number 20 sheets / pages. Than I start to Cakung station. In Kanal Banjir Timur (KBT) / riverside (tepi sungai) of KBT there are 2 people intercepted (mencegat) me. Their motor cycle is broken, can not running? "Please help us. Our motor cycle is out of gas (kehabisan bensin). Pleaese help us," they said. "What I can help you?" I ask. "Please usher (mengantar) one of us to place of sale gasoline than go back to here," he ask. "you are negligent (lalai) why not see the position of gasoline before start," I say in heart. I'w worry to them. Perhaps (jangan-jangan) they are villain (penjahat) that want to rob (merampok) me," I think just as it. Buut I try try to against my think that they are the good people that should be helped me. "Please you join back of me. I drive motor cycle. We go to Pulo Gebang. There are some place   that we seach but fail to get gasoline. Than we turn to near Rawa Kuning. There we find it. Mr. .....( buy Rp 10.000 / botol. Than he pour (tuagkan) to plastik. We back to riverside (pinggir kali) of KBT. "Thank you," they (Mr. Heru dan Mr. Hendra) said. "You are welcome," I say. Than I continue my journey to Bintaro. I save my motor cycle at Cakung station. Than I entrance to station. The time show at 11.00 am. I get call from Juan's mother. "im still in train.' We are almost arrive at Pondok Aren," she answer. I call Mr. Rony. "We are on taxy to Tanah Abang. " he said. "I was at Klender, on train," I say. I transit at Jatinegara. I direct train to Bogor but I stop at Tanah Abang. I get train to Tanah Abang. In Palmerah, I call Mr. Rony. "Our position at Kebayoran Baru now," he said. We stop at Sudimara station. I direct exit from station whereas I want to toilet to change dress. On train I use sport dress because wet of rain. I change dress at toikekt at Mosque near Sudimara station. I pay Rp 2.000. Than I continue to market of Jombang. I buy rambutan Rp 20.000. Than I ask car to Perumahan Jombang Baru, place of RAT at Mr. Rober Wardy dan families house. There is driver that ask me to entrance   van to Vila Jombang Baru. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I on foot to Mr. Robert's house. I arrive there. "This is the priest come," Mr. alex joke to me. I entrance. Mr. Leo and Family, Mr. Alex and fmaily, Rony and Rawasari community already came. Mr. Tony Tarang come too. We by the way. Than we lunch. Mr. Robert prepare the many various food (beacon, salt fish, vegetable, fruits. Mr. Paulus Jalu come too. Than we lunch. Than Mr. Ady Garu come. Mr. Ady Garu is member of Regional Representative Council (DPD) from NTT (Flores). He is   know and introduce well with Mr. Robert's brothers (Mr. Egy, Mr. Ino). We by the way. Then we pray for mother Philomena Pamung that already pass away 5 year ago. Than Mr. Tony Tarang and Mr. Ady Garu go back first. Than we are meeting about CUWM. I report about CUWM. When see paper of photo copy I know ahat tha Aceh people make is wrong because he make it random. I mistake again. There are some questions about report of finance. I fail to make of net income (sisa hasil usaha). This home work to me. Some of member submit money to me. I accept it. Now Mr. Eping Bensa become a new member of CUWM. He pay Rp 500.000. Than we go back on about 18:00. I join with Mr. Leo but than cancel. I join at Mr. Eping's car. Mr. Eping drive it. Mr. Arson, Ms Marli, Ms ... and I join. We by pass Jombang - Ciputat - Bintaro - South Jakarta - Toll - Bintaro Jakarta - Cawang - Pramuka - Krmat. I stop at Kramat. "Thank you Mr. Eping. Mr. Eping is my yunior but he already have car. Wonderful his spirit. Than I use train. I transit at Jatinegara. Than I go to Cakung. I use motor cycle to villa Mutiara Gading. I arrive almost at 22:00 pm. Wow...... the long journey.

Sunday, February 08, 2015

I get up at 06:00 am. I decide I mass on 08:30 at church of Saint Albertus Church of Harapan Indah – Bekasi. I cook rice. I clean and peel (kupas) pumkin, carrot than steam (kukus) it. Than I ‘m breakfast. Than I go to school to take the data of students that prepare join on first communion on June 7, 2015 but today there is meeting at Saint Albertus church for their parents. I want to prepare data for them. Wow… I’m not focus. I read internet about soccer. I read news: Madrid is lose to Atletico Madrid, 4 – 0. The play at Vincente Calderon, home of Atletico Madrid. Than I looking for data from Catholic student that prepare to first communion that the parents will meeting today at church of Saint Albertus after second mass. I print the data. Than I go to toilet. I use toilet at JHS – SHS. When I alredy leave / exit feces I press the tap (keran) of water. Wow…. no water. This is emergency situation to me. On this situation I move to the other place to looking for water. Same. I use the few water to clean my bottom and hand. I have moral responsibility to clean it. I go to Primary tolilet. Available water there. I take scoop (gayung) than bring it to clean toilet that I use. I clean and brush it. Than I prepare to church. The time show at 08:30 am. Wow… I’m late. I use raincoat to church. I arrive there when responserial psalm, I go to the attic (loteng). There I find the parents and students of JPS: Mary, Monic, Joseph. I see Nikita too. Father Kes Haryanto,Pr that lead mass. On homily he proclaim please dare to rise up not busy on false that serve the others, just as Peter – ever lie Jesus -, Paul – before repentance is Saulus that kill Christian people – but than they repentace than service God through the others.

Than when finish mass, I help Mary Gosal to prepare gospel reading to write on her book. Than I talk with Catholic women. She is one environment with me. She is together her women child. She call me father. She share her experience to me: In my house complex, I have problem. My neighbor run into (tabrak) of my rearview mirror (kaca spion) of car. I were angry. Evidently she have 3 friends of boy. The boy stay at Rawamangun, East Jakarta. May be they are from Flores. They support this girl / women. This women is civil servant that already divorce (cerai?) with her first husband. We are debate about this I ask Rp 3 million while they only pay Rp 1,000.000. They invite me to conflict. They want to run into (menabrak) me. “Please, I’m not afraid die. I only afraid to God. I’m not afraid to anyone. I afraid to Jesus only. When I say just as it, the Flores people air face change. She already ready want to run into (tabrak) me with car. I don’t know the Flores people religion, is he moslem just as the women that become my neighbor or Catholic. May be because love one another they lie of truth. I effort the truth,” she said. Than I meet Ms Fany – chief of comminsion of catechism (katekese) at Saint Albertus Church. “Please submit the document of students. “Okay, still in the school,” I say. Some student not complete the data,” I say.

“The book of money too,” she say. Than I use jacket to protect myself from rain. Than I drive motor cycle. I meet with Mr. Yu. He is Manggarai people. “Do you join on Mr. Vian’s activity gathering on January 31, 2015 in last time? “ he ask. “Oh… no, because that time I’m still busy to prepare the other activity,” I answer. Mr. Yu and Mr. Vian still family, but why Mr. Vian not invite Mr. Yu on this event? Mr. Vian want to give thank for his married in last December 2014. They are married at Batak region, North Sumatra. Than I go back to home. The rain still come. I buy vegetable with amount Rp 5.000. I cook vegetables at home than lunch. I write paper of Philosophy of Muslem, about environment.

Sunday, February 15, 2015
I go to the church. I get up at 05:00 am. I take a bath. I 'm looking for my key of motor cycle. I find it. I start to church. I late arrive there when Lord have mercy. I sit beside the JPS parent of students and JPS students, Sekar and her mom. I seem shame. When finish mass I meet with Tasya and her mother and her brother. We talk about the   pray to blessed the dry palm leaves (daun palma kering) for use as ash on ash Wednesday. I know it on Tuesday, 17 Feb. 2015. I will come to join and delivery the palm three there. I see Ms. Natali - Kindergarten teacher of JPS. I see some teacher too. I go back. I shooping vegetable than cook it.I go to school. I buy food at Padang. I buy Rp 8.000. I get fish of macarel tuna (ikan tongkol). I eat at school. I have plan to make question test for 3 class, evidently at reality only one (1) class. My mistake is not focus. Internet is my enemy. Myself is my main enemy. Improve, F. Focus, please!.

Sunday, February 22, 2015
I'm get up on 05:450am. I cancel to join on first mass at Saint Albertus Church Harapan Indah Bekasi. I decide to join on second mass at 08:30 am. I'm breakfast use rice and vegetables. "I shoul be entrance to school to make question of Primary 4, before go to church,: I say in my heart. I do it. I arrive at school at 07:45 am. I open computer,    write on blog, read sport about lose of Barca vs Malaga, 1 - 0. Than I go to toilet. Than I go to the church. I arrive late when Lord have Mercy I arrive at attic (loteng) of church. Today Father Heru,SVD that lead the prayer of mass. I see JPS students and family, just as Finy, KG students. Father heru, SVD talk about Fast and activity can be done on fast / lent season. It 's save money for studens tahn give / offering it to God on the end dasr / Lent season as sign solidarity to the others. "Wow... I get idea to apply to students at school," I say in my heart. In last Friday, February 18, 2015, Ms Lidya ask me about applycation Lent / donation for students of JPs during Lent season. Now, I find the idea. Thank you Father Herus, SVD. He take information from his expereince during Primary too. Than I go go Cikarang. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I buy pulse there Rp 22.000 (pulse 20) tah use car 25 to    MM Bekasi. I pay Rp 5.000.It is so expensive. Than I entrance to bus 45 to Cikarang. I pay Rp 8.000. I try to contact Mr. Nando and Mr. Andy. They are   still at Cikarang. The journey is smooth. I arrive gwte of Toll - Pasir Konci, Cikarang. . I contact Mr. Andy to come pitch up me. I stop at Kali Malang / Tegal Gede. I'm cross. I wait Mr. Andy. He is coming. We go there. We talk in the way. I ask him to walk to find the   seller (penjual) or merchant )pedagang) of rambutan. Finally we fond it at   near Jl. Panda/ Antilop. I buy Rp 15.000. I visit Mr. Leo and family that sick. Mr.Leo, Juan and Alfred is sick since last week. They were   entrance hospital of Harapan Keluarga - Jababeka - Cikararang. I just know this in last night when got information from Mr. Rony. We arrive at Mr. Leo's house. We by the way. Mr. Leo still seem tired. Mr. Beny there is too. We by the way. "Please drink medicine of hipertension to handle your hipentensian, musn't   careless just as me. I knoow I get hipertensian in 15 years ago but I careless to my heallth. Not I get the result," Mr. Beny say. Than Mrs Leo service us of lunch. We eat it. Than we watch television about kick Andy at Metro TV. It   talk about Inspirator people at NTT and NTB. In Bima- NTB, Mr. Alan - drive bus - Bima - Jakarta - open school. In Kupang, NTT, Mr. Sico handle refugee(pengungsi) of East Timor. He open schol, garden, to refugee(pengungsi) East Timor. The refugee (pengungsi) stay at Naibonat, Kupang,Timor, NTT. They try to survive with build school, garden, filed. How to get water? They dig (menggali) well (sumur) until 10 metres. They find water, whereas the local people   dig (menggali) until 75 metres long. "The Lord is fair. He love his peoples. When we difficult of life he   help us with give what that we need, example of water. The local people call to refugee (pengungsi) as water carrier. The Lord is good. This is nice information and very inspire for life.   What meassage this information to me? Can I build the school at my village? May be can.
Than I permission to Juan's mother. Mr. Leo still sleep. Mr. Beny go back to Delta Mas. Mr. Andy and the others is sleep. I go back on 14:50 pm. I go back fast because   want to jakarta to visit Mr. Ferdy's mother that sick and be cared at hospital. I walk to Jl. Antilop. I wait car / city transport (angkot) there. I fast to find it. I call my brother,Mr. Hila   at Wela. The city transport come. I entrance. Only me the passanger from Antilop until at Kedasih bridge. Than some passengers entrance. I stop at Pintu 2 (?) 10 (?) Jababeka. Than I wait bus 59. I wait enough long. The bus come. I entrance to bus. How many routes Toll Cikarang - UKI per day?" I ask to driver. It is maximum 1,5 routes. Why? Because so many cars and private car. The people have many option go whereever they go," he answer. I stop at Pasir Konci, near toll of Cikarang Utama. Than I use the other 59. We wait until the passenger full to start. Than we start. I call to Lembor. I talk with my oldest sister,Ms. Yustina Jelita at Lembor. I talk with my nephew, Ms Melan that holiday at Lembor. Melan is student at SMIP Labuan Bajo, Manggarai Barat. Melan and Ratih together go to Golo Karot, to Ratih grandmother. They get vegetables. Melan holiday during one week because class three still test. Than I continue my journey. I sleep in car. We stop at UKI - shelter of busway. The busway official nt permission me to use it because I   reject to buy new car with amount Rp 40.000. I already have card of busway but I forget. I decide to use the other car. I wait car enough long. I buy socks (kaus kaki) two pairs (pasang) at UKI. Than The bus of 43 come. It is the JAPAN bus, just as   rectangle , Jakarta   named it "Roti Balok". I entrance. Than mr. Andy entance too. Wow... he is fast too. Than we by the way. We stop at Rawasari. Than we use city transport 04 to Salemba. Mr. Andy pay for me Rp 3.000. We stop at Gang Bacang. We go to Mr. Rony - Festo's contract house. Lucky Rony and Joseph there. We by the way. I'm supper. I eat rice and casava leaves. We meet Mr. Festo and Mr. Johny and   his child, Rafa. They go back from church of Saint Paschalis, Cempaka Putih.   On 07:00 Mr. Rony and I go to hospital to visit Mr. Ferdy's mom that sick. I join on Mr. Rony's motor cycle. In last week I already promise to do it but just do now. I'm diligent (tekun) to postpone    the plan. We entrance Jl. Percetakan. At Paseban we want to buy rambutans. The seller sale so expensice Rp 15.000 while the content of rambutan is   less. We taste it. Not so good, dry, less water," Mr. Rony say. "Please Rp 10.000," we offer. He disagree. We cncel to but it. We find the others. I buy Rp 15.000. It is content much water. Than we go on to hospital. We by pass Jl. Kramat -Jl. Raden Saleh - than Cikini at PGI Hospital. My hand touch my eyes of light. My light is smarting (perih). Why? May be because ant at rambutan thant already I touch. Than we entrance to PGI hospital. We parking the motor cycle. Than we entrance . The PGI hospital already 117 years old. This is Protestant hospital. The bulding is relic (peninggalan) Nethelands. The location is length. We find water tap (keran air). I clean my eye that smarting (perih). Than we entrance to hospital. We   meet with Mr. Fian's mother that steel sleep in bad sleep because sick. She is diabetes. There are 2 infusion (infus). Her foot is wound (luka). I meet Mr. Bernadus - Ferdy's father, Mr. Fian (Mr. Ferdy's younger brother), Ms Asy - Mr. Fedrdy's sister, Mr. nandik, Mr. Eping, Mr....(from Waling). We talk about Tilir - Waling - Mbeling - Borong. Tilir is my venue of   appreantice when   at seminary. I lived there during 2 years, year 1998 - 2000. So may school already build there. Mr. Bernardus tell it with clear. So good, so nice. It is the nice expereince when at Tilir at that time. On 21:00 we go back after pray and permission. I pay Rp 4.000 for parking cost. We come to Mr. Rony's contct house to take   bag than Mr. Rony pick up me to Pulo Gadung. We by pass Rawasari - Kampung Ambon -Kayu Putih - Jl. Perintis Kemerdekaan - Pulo Gadung. "Thank you Rony, be caefully," I say to him. Than I use   city trabsport 20. I pay Rp 5.000. In car, I call Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. "We already visit your mom, may be fast recover." I say. I call nephew, Goden that lecture at Makasar. Sne want to apprentice at Bali on March 2015. "Di the best," I say. Than I stop at branch to Pondok Ungu. I walkt to place to save motor cyvle. I pay Rp 3.000. tahn I drive motor cycle. At brach of Kampung Bogor - Warung Makan Kombo, I buy rambutan again Rp 5.000. I arrive at home. I enjoy the rambutan. Thank you Lord for experience today. Than I sleep.

Thursday, February 26, 2015
I have expereince. I teach Primary 1B. In yhis class have students, Calista (moslem) and Darren. Darren is naughty boy, often eat something, include not food (paper, rubber, pencil, etc. Calista critic him but he against than defender himself. "Calista, I report to to Jeus God. I have phone number of Jesus Christ. "Jesus, Calista naughty," he says while gesture just as use handphone / phone to call Jesus. "Wow... this students crative too. Funny.

Friday, February 27, 2015

I go to the church of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah Bekasi. I join on Crosses of Walk of Jesus Christ. "I didn't see you il last Friday, February 22, 2015," Hulbert - Primary 2B student complain to me   when lesson , Wednesday, February 25, 2015. "Sorry, I was absent in last Friday," I say. I remember his critic. So today I go to the church. I start from school of JPS. I wear JPS uniform. I see JPS techers, Ms Thea, Ms Vega and Ms. Calista , JPS KG teachers. I see some JPS students, just as Adenta and her mother, Hanzel and Hulbert and their parents. I see Jenifer - JHS - students. The mass lead by Father Kesar,Pr. I'm slreep in church. Than I go back. I talking with Adenta's and Hansel's mother.

Friday, September 18, 2015
Mr. Ben Ayung, Primary Principal call me to his room. There is complain from parents about you. Please improve your English. Your question for test same as with exercise. It means you leak the questions. It show our quality of teaching, the students underestimate us, not respect to us. Please upgrade your English capability," he says. Wow... I'm stress with this condition. I try to improve the question before scheduke the test.

On Sunday, January 10, 2016 I'm eat the soup of chieken at Pondok Ungu, near place store of motor cycle. The fiber (serat) of meat entrance to gap tooth (celah gigi). I try to exit it. It is difficult. On Monday, January 11, 2016 I success to exit it after touch with finger ( slovenly = jorok) and drink water (mouthwash = kumur). It is easy with mouthwash.
On Tuesday, January 12, 2016, I eat corn on the morning. The epidermis (kulit ari) of youth corn entrance to gap of teeth just as yesterday. Wow.... it is bothers (mengganggu). I use my finger to exit it. This is seem slovenly (jorok). For sometime I fail. "May be this disturb only my feel of think. Is there have epidermis?" Iask in my hearts. I try to drink water to lose the epidermis but fail. Than I touch by finger again. Finally I success. Evidently what I feel is right. there is epidermis among teeth. I success to exit it. I'm relieved (lega) with it. ALmost 6,5 hours the food stay emong teeth. It means 6,5 hours disturb (bothers= mengganggu) me. Wow..... JPS, Tuesday, January 12, 2016.

On Saturday, February 13, 2016.
I get task to accompany the students who join on Competition of Distrik Tarumajaya, Bekasi. JPS sent 4 students. Ms Nova and I accompany the students. Ms Nova and I go to there. Mr. Eko delivery us use JPS car. We go to palce of competition at SD Segara Jaya I, Bekasi, North Bekasi. Almost 30 minutes we go there. The students who join on this competition are:
1. Kimi (girl), Primary 1: Read, writer and count )CALISTUNG)
2. Valent (girl), Primary 3: Read, writer and count )CALISTUNG)
3. Intan (girl), Primary 5: IPA
4. Hansel . {Primary 5: Matematika

Mr. Eko drop us at School of Segara Jaya 01, tham he is go back. Than we help students to registration. Intan is sick. She vomit at JPS. I try to accompany her. I buy cake and wayer to her and other students and teacher. There is change place of competition for MIPA. It is at Samudra Jaya 01. Wow.... i'm complain. Wow...this is the problem because the JPS car already go back. How are we go to Samudra Jaya 01. I'm complain and angry to committe because not give the clear information. Finally the committee delivery us to SDI Samudrea 1. Hanzel already go there with other committe. How with Inttan? Intan is sick. Although it she still want to join on competition. The other committe help us. We use one motor cycle for 3 persons. I hold Intan in order to not fall down in way. Lucky all safe. We arrive there. I delivery Intan to competition room. I mee with other ppeope. She know Intan. Than I know she is Ms Tuti, Principal of Chery Montessory school. Than the students do the test. Ms Nova accompany Valent and Kimmi. I accompany Intan dan Hanzel. I talk with man teacher of Citra Bangsa School. He is from Lampung but orignal Java. Than when competition finish, we go back, but no car. I call Mr. Eko. He come late. Ms Tuti invite us to join on their (Chery Montesory school) car. We do it. Than the JPS car come. We exit again. Than entrance to JPS car. In car Intan sleep. She still sick. We arrive at schoolof Segara Jaya 01. We meet Ms Nova, Vallen and Kimi. Than we buy food for we are 7 persons, include Mr. Eko. I ask the receipt it to owner kiosk of food: bebek...in Segara 01 Jaya school. Than we go back to school. Valent is picked at Segara Jaya 01 school. The others stip at JPS. In afternoon I call the official competition to ask the result of competition, Mr. Ady. "JPS, got the second winner for Math. The first number fron Cherise Mobtesory school. " he said. The other participant no get win," he said. Than I continue read information in nternet. I go back in evening.

Am I be payed by JPS today ???

INVIGILATOR (pengawas) NATIONAL EXAM

1. May 2013: SDN............
2. May 2014: SDN .........
3. May 2015: SD Islam Terpadu (SDIT)   Nurul Qolbi
4. May 2016: SD Pusaka Rakyat 02, Setia Asih Tarumajaya (May 16- 18, 2016). We join with other teacher from other school: setia Asih 03 (Ms Nurlaila / Ela), Harapan Mulya 02 (Mr. Wahyu and Ms. Diah Pitaloka). We get the snack box. On the third day, Wednesday, May 18, 2016, we get the lunch box . The school massage rice from Ibu Dadang. I just know. Ibu dadang have big kitchen. Many friends know it but I'm not know, just know, because I often eat at Warteg, Padang.

Monday, May 16, 2016

JPS' unit Primary get information about student parent who pass away in Denpasar Bali. She is Ms. Maria Krishartanti, Stela dan Bintang's mom. Stela is class XII, Bintang is classs VI. On Monday, May 16, 2016 we got information about obituary (berita duka). In the evening I call Mr. Bento to ask about information. "May be the mass of requiem start at 21.00" Mr. bento asnwer in phone. I hear from Mr. Rinto in last afternoon, may be the mass become on 22:00 pm. I go to there, in Taman Puspa, Harapan Indah, near Pasar Modern. I meet with some JPS teachers: Mr. Rinto, Ms Natali (KG), Mr. Felix, Mr. Pras, Ms Citra, Ms. Keista dan some JPS student and parents of student: Ms Imlda, Ratu's parent, Nikita's parent. Mr. Pras, Mr. Felix and I go to room want to meet with Mr. Anton. Evidently, Mr. Anton still in room. He is together Bintang, his son. Stela out of sleep room. May JPS student come to visist and entertain her (stela). Some students of Primary just as it too, come to entertain (menghibur) Bintang. We entrance to second floor. Mr. Anton's house very big and very luxurious (mewah). They are the rich people. They are young family who rich. Some nuns (suster) of Catholic come too there. On Tuesday, May 17, 2018 I know evidently one of sister of Ms Maria is nun of Catholic. "The mass will be done on Tuesday, May 17, 2016 at 13:00 pm," someone give information. After by the way, we go back to home.

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Some JPS teacher go to Taman Puspa, Harapan Indah in Mr. Anton's house to celebrate the Requiem Mass for Ms Maria who pass away yesterday in Denpasar - Bali. We use motor cycle. When I arrive there the rain come. The mass already start. Many people come. I see, Harapan Indah Catolik people, Wanita Katolik, JPS' teacher, St. Felisitas 2 people, parents students, Primary students (William, Celine, Kent - Primary 6, Bintang's friends),. I see Parents students: Ms Bernie, Vayla and Keanu's mom. I see some ex JPS' teacher, Ms Santy and Ms Bernie. The mass lead by Father Pramono, Pr. Almost rain as long as mass. My shoes and down trousers (celana panjang) is wet because leak from tent. After mass, there is speech from representative of family : "I want to say to all in order to clear for case that befall to our family, Mr. Maria. She is pass away because accident when follow activity in Bali. It is Walk Sea Season. She is can not swim while available in sea. She is panic. May water entrancee to her lung (body). The team already give the first aid than bring to hospital at Denpasar but all of this effort can not safe her. The sea water   ruin (merusak) her body, so she pass away. Mr. Anton and family and big family already accept this case with sincere (ikhlas). After this mass of Requiem we will start to Klaten. Mr. Maria will burried (dimakamkan) in Klaten. We understand the problem. Than we go back.
I go to home to lunch. Than I go to JPS than start to campus to join lecture.

Monday, September 4, 2017.

I confuse. I want to write on the blog. "I think I had write some theme in blog. But, when I check it on some themes just : Sunday Activities, Rony;s Married, Ino's Married: I 'm not find of it. I'm confuse. I think I had write in on blog if not I had wite it on Ms Word. But when I check it, none. Wow.... is it lose? Is it not save. I'm regerat. I try and try it on blog and Ms office word. I very regret. "I thin I had type in in last Saturfay, September 2, 2017. But..... where is it? Why not find when search in Ms offie owrd or in blog? In regreat (= upset = kesel) I write again. I try to encourage myself to try and try again. On this situation, I remember. " I had write in but the place of I write it in expereince use train . I check on this title / theme. Wow.... I success find it. Than I copy to theme that I want. Wow finally I success to find it. Thank you Lord.

JPS LAPTOP

The laptop of JPS is broken. I telepon Mr. Tomy as chief of ICT Departement. Before I ask Ms Nova to handle the data DAPODIK. SHe work but tha laptop is broken. SO I telepon Mr. Tomy. Mr. Tomy and Mr. Albert handle it. Than they give it to me on about 12:30 pm. Wow.... they work hard. The chinese people work hard and work speed, while the native people work slowly. Please improve.

Today I prepare the material to handle move letter for student. We need money. We come to administration staff who handle the money. They can not handle it because Mrs Titi - foundation - absent today. "I will WA her" Mr. Agung said. "Certainly she ask DAPODIK data" Mr. Agung said. "Wow... it is my main duty," I said in my heart. I just as not focus to handle of it. I just as not focus to handle it. "Please finish it before September 20, 2017 because we fill sicronize it after September 20, 2017." Mr. Agung said. Mr. Agung is aenior adminsitratior. I try to do the best for success of DAPODIK data.

Year 2018:

3 January 2018: the first day after Christmas Holiday: I arrive on 06:43 am. Than go back to home to take food. Than come again on 07:22 am. In loggy room there are the Founders and ownenr of JPS , Mrs. Susy and Mr. Suhori than Principals: Mr. Harjono and Mr. Mario. Today the normal schedule. I'm not prepare the lesson to students. I teach Primmary 4C and 3 C, 3B. I forget to taught 3A. Mr. Jonsen complain of it.
4 January 2018: I arrive on 06:45 am. I join on morning prayer of teachers. Mr. Bento who lead it. Than Mr. Ben Ayung and I went to SDN Segara 02 Tarumajaya to meeting. Mr. Rudy delivery us. We stop at branch to SDN Segara 02 . The distance enough far. There are staff / supervisor ask to help to join in their motor cycle but Mr. Ben avoid it. On the way we talk many things, include JPS . "No future in JPS. No pension money and no money of health insurance," he said. Wow...." I said, I think: "How long I stayed in JPS," I ask to myself. "If have money please invest to capital than make bussiness," he said. We arrive in Segara Makmur 02. We meet supervisor of school. "Why you are as Operator school (OS) come? Today meeting of Principal, not OS. The OS meeting tomorrow," he said. "Mr. Ben said it to me,"   I said. Than I ask to Mr. Ben. "Mrs Heny ask me to bring OS," Mr. Ben said. "Yes, I sms just as it in order to back up Mr. Ben Ayung," she said. I decide to go back to school. Mr. Ben Ayung call mr. Melsa. I on foot. I start on 08:38 to main road that can by car because the road on edge of river only match for motor cycle. It is narrow, not match for car, especially if there is car that come from, it is difficuoot to open road to others. The people Segara Jaya make rive as toilet. There are many toilet that they make in margin road in front of river that seem black. When I arrive in main road, I stop. Than there is car come. Evidently it is Mr.Melsa. I entrance. We by the way until in school. Than I teaach Primary 4A and 3A.

Wednesday, January 18, 2018.
I taught Primary 4C about Religion subject. Today the topic is The Nicene Creed. I had distributed the text paper in last week. Some student can memorize but there are students can not include Fernando. Than I ask Nando to practice but he can not? I ask again but   still can not. While some students idle (mengangur) because had finish take score, include Jacinda. Than rice this think in my brain: "Ask Jacinda to teach Nando," the idea come, I do it. "Jacinda, please you help Nando to memorize this prayer. Please go our from clalss and taught him outside. Than after 10 minutes, Jacinda come. "He can memoorize but little parts of prayer." she said. I ask nando to do of it. He can. He sucsess to do it although not complete. I give 80 score to him. Oh... on this case the friend can help others. The smart student can help other student who not know yet.

Tuesday, March 20, 2018.

I am administrator. Ms. Mitela too. Today Ms Mitela ask me how to refill stamp. I come to her room. O pen than take ink to refill it. It is so many until the ink spill over (meluber). My hand dirty because ink. The ink spill over to floor . My hand so dirty. I clean it in bath room. I need long time to do of this. Than clean the stamp. This is the first experience to me to make of this. I try to make of this. I make mistake not ask to principle   or other administrator, just as Ms. Yayan or Ms. Cinta. This is my mistake. Than I open internet than try to find how to get information / solution of it. Evidently what I do is correct. I'm happy. Than today I ask to Ms. Mitella. "How is result?" I ask. "It good sir,. Thank you," she said. Okay sir," she siad. I'm happy. I am worry the result is not good.

Study by try is one method of study.

NEVER GIVE UP "GAMBARU"

LAMAN

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