IMPLEMENTATION OF GOD

IMPLEMENTATION  OF GOD

Implementation =penyelenggaraan

Experience   at  VMG

I get  information  from my neighbour  of  Catholic  that  someone give  bible of  Christian / Catholic  to us at  house  of  VMG  Blok B4/ 08. "Who is he?" I don't  know  the  name. He  is  man. "He said, please give to Mr. Frans / Mr. Egy,: the neighbour  said. Who is he? Is he Mr. Aloy? Mr. Martono? Both is Catholic activist at our Catholic  environment / place. I confirm to Mr. Martono. "No, I'm not  give  it," he  said. I'm not  ask to Mr. Aloy. May be him.  If  not, who?

The bible than we  use. Mr. Egy bring to school. He  use  it as Catholic Religion teacher. When he  move, he leave  it. I use  it when prepare material  of Catholic  Religion to students.

I'm still  curios (penasaran) until  now.

I'm still  looking  for  my Holy Bible that lose when pray  for  Colol  people  that  die because strike and pressing of Manggarai government   and  outo critic  to Catholic  people, especially the leader  that  just as agree with violence at Colol Manggarai.  My bible lose that make  mass  for  it.  I  pray and  hope taht I can  find my bible. The bible  lose  at  Kramat Church /  monastery (biara)  of  Fransiskan (OFM).

May be  God help me  with  bring this book.

(JPS 30 -31 Agustus 2014) 

August 2014.

I have planning  to advanced my study of  master. I need  many  money. I just pay the rent of  house Rp 3.500.000. I stay alone.

Than on  August 13 and 25, 2014   I must pay school fee to STF  Driyarkara Jakarta. I'm  installment (angsuran ) twice for  this semester, Rp 10.000.000  than on October 2014 Rp 3.500.000.

Monday, August that  time  when I  transfer Rp 10.000.000. My balance on my account number of BCA   between 1 - 2 million.  I must  pay the  other  bill (tagihan), cooperation  (CUBG)  and  Prudential Assurance.  Total for  both Rp 400.000. On August 28, 2014 I pay it. My balance  money still okey, enough. I take cash Rp 500.000.  I don't  know  who transfer money to me. OPTIMA? JPS?

On August 25, 2014, Mr. Bernabas RW call me. My position at Pul Gadung shelter of  Busway. "I will pay your money. Please you cont  that  give  information total of  it. Send your  number account of  BCA too.  I count it . It  is  2 million. Than I sent  all information  on my mobile phone. "I already transfer on August 29, 2014". Mr. Bernabas  say on mobile  phone. I think he already  transfer on August 28, 2014. On my account  still have  enough money. I think it  is  from Mr. Bernabas. Evidently he transfer yoday, August  29, 2014. It  means,  on my account  of  BCA there is  increasing money. I try to  check it.  I success to check.   On evening I check it. Wow.... my balance of  money Rp 6 million. Wow.... God  help me on the exact time  according my fellow (sesama). May be  the  other  people  that  borrow my money can help me again, especially when I need  the  money.

August 27, 2014

I consultation with Mr. Beny Ayung - Primary Principal about my master study at STF Driyarkara.

"Do you want  to become a priest?" he ask. "Let we  see. Please  study  first," I answer.

September 15, 2014
I sleep on 23:20 pm at last  night. Although  it  I get  up early  today on 04.00 am. I pray for moment. Thank you Lord. I 'm take a bath, breakfast, start  to school. I arrive at school  on 05:45 am. I become the  first teacher that arrive at school. I  try to do my task of lecture, translate book about  Religion and Humanism: "Patristic Humanism" (Author J. Simmermann). I try to do the best. But can not  finish. I  go back to home at 20:30 pm. I bring laptop but can not  study at home. On 22:00 I sleep.

September 16, 2014
I get up early on 04:50 am . I pray for moment.  I cook  vegetables. Than I breakfast.  I start to school. I try to do my lecture of task. Until at 18: 00 I 'm not  finish too.  I try to do the best.  While tomorrow on Wednesday, September 17, 2014  I join with team and  students to accompany student to retreat at Sukabumi. Wow... the task of lecture not  finish yet. God, help me. "Segala perkara dapat kutanggung di dalam Dia yang menjadi kekuatan kepadaku (Flp 4: 13).