NEVER GIVE UP "GAMBARU": DREAMs- 3

Saturday, Feb. 7, 2015 -

I have dream.

Just as I join on journey / travelling at Ngada Region. We arrive on feet of mountain. I mention it Inerie Mountain but the Ngada people make correction it as Ebu Lobo mountain. We join on the youth meeting. Mr. Poli Sola - my friend when lecture at STFK Ledalero / Major Seminary Ritapiret, Maumere Flores -. We want to give enrichment (pengayaan) and debriefing (pembekalan) to youth people. On that time I just as touch the hand and feed of the girl. I feel my main body (vital body - penis) on too. (The soul lead the body (reflection)

I have the other dream

Just as I climb a hill. Than I turned (menoleh) to right. I see home and yard of Mbaru Gendang Wela. Than I success to arrive of Coffee Garden. The people say that it Mr. Kornelis Garu's coffee's Garden. Than we go on we arrive at Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu's coffee garden. Mr. Kornelis dan Mr. Gaspar already become the deceased (almarhum). In my think I imagine that the garden, especially of Mr. Kornelis is continue of Mbarang Garden.

I have the other garden.

We just as want to travel. The location just as at Bima to to Sape at Sumbawa place. I join on motor cycle. There is 3 persons / people that join the motor cycle. The scenery is nice. I imagine the long journey. I don't know with who I traveling. I only remember myself. I don't know the others.

Dream:

Sunday, February 08, 2015

I have dream.

The location is at Wela burial / cemetery (pekuburan). In near burial (cemetery=pekuburan) of my family, at south side, the location is so clean, just as recent be tidy up. Beside my family the location so clean. Just as Mr. Agus Abu and family that work it. This is for Welo girl (Ini untuk molas Welo = Ho’ latang te molas Welo). At east side, the location so clear too. While the others seem just as forest. OMG, what is meaning of this dream?

The other dream: Just as have holy mass. I join on this mass. I see just as Father Peter Aman,OFM that lead the mass. Seem I want to say something to him. Than on the other place seem I want to step a climb place that ladder (tangga ?). I step there to go up.

The dream at day rest (11:30 – 15:00)

We just as play of soccer at margin / beside of road. After playing just as hear issue that the place own of monastery of Catholic nun. May be the Catholic nun want to use the place to become monastery. I’m worry too if this issue become reality.

(Note: Evidently on Sunday, Vero Nganul (Kalis Jeremat's wife / Rafly's mother) sick. I get info when call with Mary Jemen, my older sister that still at Wela. (I call, Feb. 9, 2015). May Ms Vero fast recover.

Evidently on Monday, Feb 10, 2015, Doni Dajus, pass away at Wela because tumor. She is from Mbaru Gendang Wela. Her husband from Tureng, Terang Boleng. She is entrancing Moslem.
Reflection: the activity of the body precedes the soul (aktivitas jiwa mendahului badan).
9 Peb. 2015, pkl 20:30 - Tumor. Lalu diantar dari Wela ke Terang, 10 Peb. 2015, pkl 00:00

Monday, Feb 9, 2015 - no remember the dream? There is dream. Finally my brain can remember after blank almost 10 hours (06:00 - 18:00).

I have dream. I join on activity to built water from Wae Ulu. Mr. Beny may be want bring the Wae Ulu Water to Wela. He already walk until over Mr. Paskalis Jemanu's garden of Wae Ulu, while there is issue that the Golowelu people - Mr. Yoseph Bensa, BA, already lobby the village of leader, Mr. Philipus Jeharut - to ask Wae Ulu Water to Golowelu / Ntalung Pada. I just as join on make tank (bak penampung) to accommodate (menampung) water. I see Mr. Yoseph on the water of Wae Ulu. Mr. Beny seem confuse with this situation.

What means this dream with relation with my health? That time my vital body is on.

Finally my brain can remember after blank almost 10 hours (06:00 - 18:00).

I have the other dream. I just as arrive late at school. I'm shame because overlapping my mistake after make mistake on Friday, Februari 6, 2015. I'm shame to myself and team.

Than just as imagine on my brain about soccer match La Liga. Barcaa win. Luis Suares create goal. The time show at 02:55 am. I'm getting up. Evidently I want to watch soccer of La Liga, Barca vs Atletico Bilbao. I watch it at RCTI. Barca win 5 - 2. Wow... soul activity antedate (precede = mendahului) body. I watch soccer while lie down (berbaring). Than I cook vegetable. I'm forget to buy rice (beras). There is crumb (remah) rice on rice cooker that I soak (rendam). I reuse it.I mix on vegetables than mix of pump, carrot, potato. I use it to breakfast. There is the remaining food on last night. I eat it. I'm not bring food to school for lunch. I'm rely on (mengandalkan) food prepare by team that prepare the princiapl birthday.Ms Deby alredy order the food for lunch. I wait it. The rain since yesterday, Peb, 8, 2015 until this morning. I start to school. I arrive at school at 06:30. I success to anticipation (antisipasi) from my dream. JABODETABOK today is flood. I share dream with my older sister, Ms Merry. She has dream: Ms Agatha (Ende'd Talis) is die. Than delivery to Mbaru gendang to "semayam" there. Than Ms Mery get key to open Ms Agatha's key of box / home. Ms Mery go to Belang Lesa, to Ms Agatha's house, to take rice that they borrow in last time. Than Ms Mery go back. Than Ms Mery try to help treat Ms Agatha. Ms Mery use ginger (halia) and ....(jerangau = jengok). Ms Mery massage on Ms agatha's head. Ms Agatha life again, but change become Ms Wia Wawung. "if not because this ginger (halia) and ....(jerangau = jengok) you can not life," ms Mery said. Than we share dream. Than we apply it. "Ms Vero Nganul is sick since 2 night ago. Wow.... this is sad to us.

Tuesday, Feb 10, 2015 -

I have dream.. I just as at Golowelu / Kolang Region. I just as at Lasang / Kolang. I just as with Sr. Sophy,. We just as go back to Wela. But, the car just as nor reach Wela, so we think to use on foot / by ojek to Wela.

I just as travel at Golowelu. I see the intersection of Golowelu. Than we go back. In near bend (tikungan) to entrance of near house of Sanso, we see some people at Golowelu intersection. We go back to the bend (tikungan). We just as on home. I see Ms Esy sleep with her child, baby?

Than we have the other dream. Just as there is priest that holiday from mission area. Just as want to travel but get difficult with car. I imagine of just as Father Vincent Sensi Gunawan, SVD. The problem or difficulty just as it.

Wednesday, February, 11, 2015

I have dream. just as have reunion in one school but not my alma mater (almamater) . May be the school lead by Catholic nun (biarawati). I see the nuns but I don't know them. I just as present on one school for reunion meeting.

Thursday , Feb 13, 2015 -

I have dream. Just as I journey from Wela to Ntalung Pada / Golowelu. At near Mr. Beny's house at Ntalung Pada I see sale of material just as vegetable by mother of Pauline. Mr. Beny and Ms Pauline's house is near. Than in Mr. Beny's kiosk available almost same material. I see my former teacher of Primary, Ms Ely Pangul. She just as talk about Marly's wedding / (married = pernikahan) .

Thursday, February, 12, 2015

I have dream. I just at at Wela Village. May be go to Golowelu. At Mr. Paulus Habut - Mother Paulina dan Mr. Beny Jelami house there is sale of vegetable. Ms Paulina service and display it near Mr. Beny house too. When I arrive at Mr. Beny house there is same material (vegetable) too. Than I meet my teacher when Primary, Ms Ely Pangul. She just as want to church. Marly want to merried? She say / ask something to me but I can not catch nicely so I ask to repeat. Pardon me. Until three times I pardon mme but still not clear for me. May be I'm deaf (tuli). Wow... What is happen of this dream?

Friday, February, 13, 2015 - I have the dream but forget to remember it

Friday. Feb. 13, 2015 - Have dream but not remember.

Saturday, February, 14, 2015

I have a dream. I just as at Ngada region. We visit there, may be with brithers just as Alex, John. We arrive at one home. Mr. John share info about Valens Mahu. "He (Valens) already sale his merchandise (barang dagangan) / goods in Ngada region but not selling (laris). May be the family need the money. We just as concern (prihatin) on this situation. Just as we want to buy his merchandise, e.g. trousers (celana panjang). There are people that open it. I see a trousers just as second goods because just as old on down side. Than we move to one home. I just as bring something, just as plastic of water, may be rain. Mr. Leksi take it, may he is thirsty, but it useless. Than we move to Ngada/ Bajawa house. We by pass their village / house / water/ Than we use truck to go back to Manggarai. On dream I think that between Bajawa / Ngada with Manggarai have relation of ancient as brother. Manggarai is senior, Ngada is Yunior. On truck I forget whether (apakah) we by pass Mataloko seminary or no. I don't see Mataloko Seminary branch. Just as we turn before arrive at Mataloko seminary.

Sunday, February 15, 2015 - forget the dream

Monday, February 16, 2016 - the dream is forget ? Because I postpone to fast write on blog

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

I have dream. I just as gathering with my family. We are gathering in one place. Just as custom activity. There are member of our family - Nua, e.g. Mr. Tinus and I. Than I see Welo Family, e.g. Mr. Lius Beong, Mr. Leksi / Endy. What will we discuss? We just as discuss t accept guest.
What is mean of this dream.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015 - the dream forget

Thursday, February 19, 2015

I have dream. The dream take location at Mbaru Gendang, Wela. Just as out of Mbaru Gendang there is little room than narrow. There I see Mr. Endy Madur, Mr. Fidelis Bagus. They play card. They are gambling (= gaming = dice = berjudi).
Than just as I move to the other place, I see just as collection people and prepare the food. I come. I eat the food. There is fish, chicken etc. Whay is meaning of this dream.

(May be   the gathering at Mabaru Gendang near   part of home of Bone Kaso means the sad information on Feb. 2015 that Mr. Yan Jehabur die at Malang because hipertension). Mr. Ferdy call me   about this information.).

Friday, February 20, 2015

I have dream. I just as travel to one place. Just as we use pedicab (becak). Mr. Alex Maji drive it. I sit down in front. Our pedicab (becak) just as meet a group people. One of men just as deliberate (sengaja) stonewall (menghalang). We touch her body. He just as bring something (animal?). Sometthing that he bring entrance to my bag and   bite (menggigit) me. I fill sick. I ask to exit the animal from my bag. Than we arrive on one place just as have shelf (rak).   What means of this dream?

Saturday, February 21, 2015

I have dream. I just as collect together friends, include Mr. Robert. I see Mr. Robert just as hold book of English version. In my heart say that he success finish his master program because   team work. What message to me? Make team work? Be opened? Thank you.

Sunday, February 22, 2015 - forget the dream

Monday, February 23, 2015 - forget the dream

Tuesday, February, 24, 2015 -

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Thursday, February, 26, 2015
I have dream. Just as at first floor JPS Primary building. Just as gathering with friends. We just as meeting while eating. May be just as considerating Mr Ben Ayung as Principal, may be he si angry.

Friday, February 27, 2015

Saturday, February 28, 2015
I have a dream. Just as I see people make banner about name of candidat of wife of Mr. Hila. She is may be widorer (janda?). She is former Muslem, and Hindu. Wow... what is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, March 1, 2015

I have a dream ?

Monday, March 2, 2015
I have dream. I just as present in one place. I meet with my classmate when at major Seminary of Ritapiret, Father Gabriel Harim, Pr. He is priest now. On the dream, we just as collect to meeting. Just as thre is couple husband and wife as official. They just as arrange / dominate activity, not Father Gabriel Harim. They sit down on a chair that have table. I in back of them.

Than I just as at arrive on toilet. I see the toilet so dirty, full with stool (droppings - feces / tahi). The scoop (gayung) is dirty too. I try to clean it with flush (siram) with water but not clean too. I'm disgusted(jijik) too see that view (pemandangan). What is meaning of this dream? May be this symbol my health. When I get up, my neck is sick. I feel the blood flow (aliran darah) in my body disturb, choke (tersumbat).

Today, I'm not fresh. I go to school. I arrive on 16:44 am at school. It is las minute because school for teacher start at 06:45. Wow.....
In school I'm not enthusiasm. I cook food on 12:00 after angelus prayer. Than we are meeting to   discuss practice test for P6.

Wednesday, March 4, 2015
I have dream. I just as on one place, just as at valley (lembah) / foothills. I just as with hte others, but I'n not know whoa ate them. On a slope (lereng) I see bamboo pipe. It is green (blue = biru) mix yellow

Thursday, March 5, 2015
I have dream. The location just a at Golowelu. I entrance to Mr. Thomas Mbembok's house. We have family relation with them. Our ancestor (descent = nenek moyang) from their tribes. On culture view, we should be respect to them. I entrance to   kitchen. May be I eat something there. Than I hear voice of Ms Thomas Mbembok which still at   sleep room. She think I'm Ety, her daughter. I'm shy to answer. Than I clean my hand. I use water in toilet that not clean ( yellow color). The tap (keran) is so near with   toilet. I wash my hand there. I'm disgusted (jijik) too.

** My soul move to the other place. I'm at teacher cluster area (kompleks perumahan) at Golowelu I school. I just as looking for Ms July's house, my teacher when Primary. I ask people about it. Just as have party there. I see at Golowelu I school gate there is car to pick up bridge (pengantin). I see Mr. Ansel (the first son of Mr. Simon Batas). Than he just as change (berubah) to Mr. Kons ( from Lale - from Lale Lembor that merried with Ms Dn from Lewur). The situation so crowded (ramai).
What is meaning of this dream? May be my health not so good, because   use the water near toilet.

Friday, March 6, 2015
I have a dream. I just as visit to a place. at Golo Karot - Lembor. I just as want to visit one place. I catch chicken to bring there. Just as want to visit family (anak rona). There is some chicken. I want to catch but may be only one that   success. May be   the others help me for this intention.

There is meeting of family. I just as asked (didaulat) to become spokesman for custom event. It is spontaneous. I accept. Than I aware. Than I get up than prepate to take a bath. The time show 06:18. I prepare to take a bath. I cancel to taje a bath. I only wash my head / hair. Than I start to school. Lucky I'm not late arrive at school. I arrive at 06:42, while school start at 06:45.

Saturday, March 7, 2015

I have dream. We just as gathering and discuss at Mbaru Gendang Wela. We just as talk someone,. Talk Tin Jemimut. Just as Tin alredy   pass away. What issue that we talk about her?It is eat full. "She is eating so much, almost every day eat. There is Mery and I   and the other. The discuss at kitchen.

Evidently Tin still at Mataram - NTB. She recent born of child in last week.
What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, March 8, 2015 - forget the dream
I have dram when sleep of middle day / afternoon:
I just as holiday to Manggarai. I sxit from Ferry ship at Labuan Bajo dock (dermaga). I meet with my brother Mr. John and father of Paul Habong , my younger father. Just as have office. I'm mistake entrance to room. I talk with father Paul Habong. The people at Labuan bajo confused.

The other dream:
Just as the venue at in front of house of VMG Blok B4 / 8. The flood come There are the children play in water. The water high reach as long thigh (paha). Mr. Harnoto service the children (boys).

**Just as travel to Elar. She the car ( oto kolt). Just as see Neni. The passanger only less. The venue just as at Poco Kuwus, Kolang, Kuleng, Dadar, Kolang.
There is holy mass . There are Mr. Lexy and friends from East Manggarai. Just as there is Tia mother too. There is Father Stef Wroz, SVD. He   wear white robe (jubah). I busy to serve the friends. Not clear what time start to mass. Father Stef Wroz, SVD not see again.

Monday, March 9, 2015 - forget the dream

Tuesday, March 10, 2015 - forget the dream

Wednesday, March 11, 2015 - forget the dream

Thursday, March 12, 2015 - forget the dream

Friday, March 12, 2015 - have dream but forget to dream because postpone to write
I sleep at guest room. I sleep after supper at warteg. Than I sleep. Just as there is someone that ask me: "who is sleeping in back sleeping room? Than I aware. Limit among aware and awareness so near on this case.

In reality that room use by Mr. Harnoto. When I arrive she was going out. Than he was coming from Bojong. He is meeting with Ms Monika, the Batak women people that one environment with hom in last time. Ms Monika is Catholic people. Her husband is moslem of Java.

Saturday, March 14, 2014

I have dream. I just as walk in brack of Lida to Wae Wela / Wae Mese / Bangka. I walk with some friar / candidate of priest. They are asking me about this path. "How often are you walking here? they ask. "I'm own the villlage so I walk here since child," I say to them.

Than my soul just as at seminary situation. Just as at Kuwu? Just as I want to take a bath.

Than my soul move to the other place

There is visitation the Catholic people of Cancar Parish. They visit to Wela lead by Father Alo Gambur,Pr. The Wela people accept them at Mr. Yan Ano / Mr. Kali Jeramat's house. I want to talk to Father Alo,Pr but   just as   dont occur of it.

We walk at road. I see the car. Bus Harapan Bersama Ranggu come, but only cement that loading there, no passenger." May be the people interest to use motor cycle so the bus idle (nganggur?). "The bus here   diffrence with at Mataram," Father Flory complaim. "Yes, the bus at Mataram Lombor is bed," I say to him.

Dream when morning sleep (10 - 12:00 am)

I was in one room at a home. There is plactic on my room. I meet with Mr. Hendrik Aron.

I see Mr. Bene Kana. He just as see me that   write of song of Caci. Just as I'm not invite him to   participate whereas he is singer of caci.
I just as see Mr. Yohan habun too.

In near    way to Plain, just as I see the late (almahum) Father Bernadus Bakal. He just as explain something to some people. "You are looking for about Rp 2 million money?. I'm not understand the purpose the money. I ask to friend, just as from Ripapiret major   seminary. Is Father Icin Tanis available? May be collect money to help cost of hospital to him. Evidently Father Icon is sick. Almost 6 years she is sick.

Sunday, March 15, 2015
I have dream. The venue I don't know with exactly. Just as on one place. I just as brother of semianry. I just as still have robe (jubah). On one part of room I just as see Ms Dwi, teacher friend of JPS. We just as stay in same room but different badroom. Wow.... why the school set just as this, because mix famale and male teachers in ne room? I have photo album. I open it. I show to Ms Dwi. Ms Dwi just as topless. Her chest is open. It is hairly (berbulu). Her breast (payudara) only small just as male. She just as relax. I'm not interesant to touch it. I respect to her. But I have desire if she want to touch my chest. I give if she wants.I'm still use dress. Than she move to near me. My head often to falldown to her but I try to controll to back.

Than just as I go to one place. Just as I go to Major of Seminary of John Paul II of Jakarta. There I see Father   Kesharyanto, Pr. Just as have attraction there. There is teacher - Ms Lovy? - lead the students to attaction of culture. The auditorium just as simple. I see Bishop of Jakarta, Mgsr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr. I see the adult women catholic too.
What neabs of this dream?
Evidently in church when mass (second mass) Father Kezhar,Pr that lead the mass. After it he lead the student that recollection.   Soul activity precede (mendahului) body.

Monday, March 16, 2015
I have dream.
The venue just as at Lasang, Kolang, Manggarai, Barat. It is at big house. May be the venue is at custome home (rumah adat). In my mind there was father Faspar beside me at inside home. He was still sick. He was still sleep. at outside home I see my grandmother Ms Wihelmina just as still clean the house. She just as bring the droppings (tahi) that already dry. Just as she want to throw away (buang) at under the house. The house have vault (kolong).
** Than just as we move to Wela. We regreat because Rony and I just as bot visit Father Gaspar that still sick at Lasang. We sorry for this mistake.

** Note: Mr Gaspar and Granmother Wilheilmina already pass away.
What means with this dream?
Waw.... may be have ratation with my health. Today at school, about 13:00 I'm sick. May be high blood pressure (tekanan darah tinggi) relapse (kambuh).

The other dream today is, I meet Ms Cathrine, conselor teacher of Primary unit. Just as have activity that have relation with religion, subject that I handle. May be have Seminar. I'm just at not care. Why? I seem not self confidence.

*** In fact in the morning at Patung Kuda I see Ms Cathrine. She come from her house, at Ifolia/ Aralia. She is earlier than me. I arrive at school at 06:37 am. Today is religion test. I supervision to the class. Just as I'm not self confidence to explain the question to students. I'm inferior to friend that have English better than me. Wow... improve yourself, F!.

On one part of dream, I dialof just as with lecture of STFD, Mr.Mateus Ali. "I often remove my sign, is is valid or no?" I ask. "It is okay," he answer. Evidently I get dofficult to make the sign same on all documents. This is my difficult.

Tuesday, March 17, 2015 - formet the dream.

Wednesday, March 18, 2015
I have dream. I just as visit a place. Just as Makasar (?). I just come / visit beach. I come there. I see the people house. Just as I see Flores (Manggarai) people too. I come to beach. Wow..it is so dirty and so many things there. I almost entrance there. The river just as swamp (bog =marsh). It is so dirty. Lucky I can retreat from that place.
What happen this dream? May be my health, especially my circulation of blood is bad / disturb so I'm sick / dizziness ( pusing). The swamp = bog = marsh (rawa) is symbol of my blood at body.

The other dream. I take a bath. Than I take towel to dry my body. Wow.... evidently there are ants (semut-semut). Wow... I faster do flush (siram) water to my body to clean the ants. Than I wash the towel.

What means of this dream? In last time I ever real this dream.

Thursday, March 19, 2015

I have dream.I just as available on one place. Just as we have event. I just as join with JPS parents student is Ms Maria (Maria Sekar's parent, Primary 4B). I'm not remember what activity. Than I can not remember the other part of dream.
Evidently, in the morning at 06:47 I see Sekar and her brother at lobby B area. They delivery by their father.

Friday, March 20, 2015

I have dream. I just as come to Mr. Leo house. They just as set the room of home / house. They make separate room for children and adult when sleeping. This right because their children (Juan and Alfred) already Junior and senior high school. Their children seem enjoy with this on their position. When I there, just as the other brothers come too. The location home just as not as Cikarang but on one venue that I'm not know too. What is meaning of this dream. * I can remember this dream after 1,5 hours. It rise when I silent correct the student mid semester test. In order to not lose I leave the correction of test than write this dream.

Saturday, March 21, 2015

I have dream. I just as on place. May be there is mass. I just as help to prepare the equipments of mass. I see the table for priest is wet because get water. Wow.... I try to help. The place I don't know where.

Than my soul just as move to Wela. I go to east, just as to Cancar direction. In area Wae Siar, Wae Usang, I see the people cut the ree to building material. I'm so sad. I see people burning forest (bakar hutan). Wow...I'm so sad with it. In walk to Wae Usang. The same situation available there. Just as I see people that cut the tree of forest. In right side of road, I see the good building in middle of forest. Woww...it is luxury building. Is it own of Father Ernest Waser, SVD or mining investor? May be mining investor. I see Rai people there. I angry to Rai people because they are provacateur (provokator) deforestation (kerusakan hutan) in Puar Lewe (Wela - Goloworok). Than I aware.

Monday, 6 April 2015

I have dream. I just as join on event, just as fashion of culture om mass of inculturation. I don't know the location. I prepare but just as I very underestimate that event. Finally, I can not prepare the material, especially the costume (kostum) of culture of Manggarai, especially Songke cloth. I see some friends - from Sikka - that already prepare while I'm not yet. I try to do it but fail to find Songke cloth. I'm very underestimate of it. Improve it Franck.

Tuesday, 7April 2015
I have dream. The location at home. I just as at kitchen. I see Mr. Edu S. My mind still remember that he is trouble maker to broken family relation. Althouh it, I'm still want to service him. I try to forget his lunge (sepak terjang). Than just as have have bad situation. The family from Mbaru Kopi just as want to attack. Mr. Beny already stand by to fight with them. He already stand up at beside home face to Mbaru Kopi. Wow... this is dangerous. I entrance to home. I see Mr. Edu in their field. Just as I'm worry too. The location at attic (loteng) just as empty. We just as want to fight with the other family that we think enemy.
** I have the other sleep. I touch my teeth of molar (geraham) that have hole. I want to break (mematahkan) it. Wow......What is happen with this dream? This morning I get up late, 06:22. I late arrive at school at 16:46. I'm not get transport and food money. Why Am I late? Because in last night I sleep late.

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Thursday, April 23, 2015
I have dream. The location at Wela. Just as have plan to build the meeting room at baru Gendang Wela. When I pleasure trip to land former chapel (kapela) Wela,I see that in home of Mr. Frans Kama home. In this land already build chapel (?) but not complete. I entrance inside. Wow....in the building that nor complete of hole there is lux chapel. Only our side that not complete yet. There I meet with the deceased (almarhum) Yoseph Naru. I want to talk to him. I want to confirmation to some issues about Wela history to him. I don't know what question that i ask to him. I'm nott remember nicely his answer about it. What is meaning of this dream? What means dream meet the people that already pass away? How relation it with health of the dreamer? Today my condition not fit because tired join fieldtrip to Rumah Perubahan, Jari Murni - Jati Warna, Pondok Gede - Bekasi, on April 22, 2015. After it I join on lecture.

Friday, April 24, 2015

I have dream. There are 3 days:
First, I meet Father Marsel Agot, SVD. He and I visit a place, just as Outbond place. There is place to treatment (care = perawatan) cow. "The Java people creative to manage of life, include treatment of livestock (ternak). The Java people usually crratice and effective to manage of it where things (hal mana) it is not attention (focus) for Manggarai people e.g. how to set / tidy the wood of fire, straw (jerami). The Java people explain it to Father Marsel, SVD and I. Than I invite (mengajak) Father Marsel, SVD to one place. Just as at Saint Claus Kuwu Chapel at Wae Balak. We come to river of Wae Balak. Father Marsel go down to river. May be he want to see the debit of water.

The other dream. My mom just as threat me. She massage me. Your sick of vital organ can recover use the women's milk. Than on my part of body of it can move (erect). Wow......

Than I have the other dream. I just have get idea that how to manage bamboo to mat (tikar). May be the old bamboo (talok - Manggarainese) than weave (mengayam) it become mat. Wow......

Note: the first dream may be have relation with material of lecture about Hinduism. On Thursday, April 23, 2014, at STFD campus, Dr. Matius Ali said that the Java people cra\eative to make "play of word" (plesetan kata, e.g. Boutros-Boutros Galak - Boutros-Boutos Gali - ) because have relation with Hinduism effect (pengaruh). On Hinduism,one name can change name but the essence of person is same.

Saturday, April 25, 2015

I have dream. I meet Mr. Ande Musa. I forget the palce and on what event. I only see he stand up beside me.

What menas of this dream?

Monday, April 27, 2015
I have dream. The location just as at Wela. Just as we comeback from Lida / Coal. We by pass Bangka garden. I don't know who is accompany me. We just as walk at Mr. Ande Manto's garden, than by pass field of Bernadus Bakal to Ende's Efy's garden. What means of this dream?

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

*I have dream. I just as in Goloworok, Cancar - Ruteng, Manggarai. I just as have friend from there. The friend invite me to his house. He introduce me to her family, include to her mom. Evidently her mom is the "smart" people. She can "read the mind of others". She try to tell fortunes (meramal) my condition of health. I try to follow him. We take a good place. Than she "read my condition of health". Your sick because you forget to your honor your grand mother (Waweng) and ......." she said. I'm curious (penasaran) to her forecast (ramalan). I ask to her who again our ancestry (nenek moyang) that we forget to give sacrifice. I willing (rela) to sacrifice (berkorban) for it that important can healing my health," I say in my health.

**Than I have the other dream. I just as come to place. Just as place in Golowelu (house of Stanis Mbaling / Kons Kirim and branch to Golowelu field). There just as I see Father Leo Mali,Pr. I see the other priest. I entrance to the presbytery (pastoran). I see Father Yoseph Masan Toron, SVD. He just as throw (melempar) keys to the presbytery. Than he goes out. She just as busy so not just as care to me.

Than I entrance to the other place / building. There just as I meet with Father Wily Findoro,Pr, Ardy Obot. We talk about book that write by a young of people Manggarai. The topic just as post modern philosopher . "May be lin last time we not time to study it," I say. My brother that write it. " Mr. Situs Medi said. The writer just as apprentice at Loce. Just as Ardy obot and Wily Findoro refute (menyanggah) my ide. "In last time we alredy studied it. It is easy," Father Ardy Obot said while explain it to me. I imagine it just as at Warung - Ntalung Pada. Just as have house there.
Wow...what is meaning of this dream?

**I have the other dream. I just as walk around Wae Siar at Wela, Cancar - Manggarai. I am just at available at hill top. I see that already managed so nice. Just as have park with the plant /flower.

(The end dream I can remember at evening at home and write on blog on May, 6, 2015).

Saturday, May 9, 2015

I have dream. I just as at Goloworok, Cancar Manggarai. I just as want to go to Ruteng. On the end of village I see a cottage (pondok). There I see Ms Hedvy ( Manggarai girls fromWetik / Ranggu). I entrance to there. I touch her backbone, near waist (pinggang). Than I see the house in cross of road. It is Mr. Paskalis Jemanu's house. He and his wife and their children available there. I just as wait car to Ruteng. I see the car but I'm not entrance. Than I see my friends, Maria Namul, my classmate when primary school. I ask her about her husband, Mr. Sely.

Than just as I available in one place. I get therapy (terapi). My cousin sister available there. They are Ms Sana and Ms Nelty. Ms sana massage me in backbone. I'm nude (telanjang). I try to sit nicely and polite but I see my vital organ still see. May be my sisters see it.

Than I just as available at one place. I just as look in the mirror . I see my move on eyes. My eyes seem have red color.May be it show my health condition that not so good.

I write this dream after 13,5 hours. Wow...wonderful I can remember my dream.

Sunday, May 10,2014
I have dream. I just as on journey to East Manggarai. I just as meet with my friend in major Seminary. He is Mr. Donatus Nador. We just as talk about place between Dampek and Lamba, places in East Manggarai. We talk about Longko. "The school in Lambaleda available since Deutsch (Belanda). It means already old.

I have the other dream. I just as available on river. The rive so many stone and peoples. In my mind that I think I can swim. I want to swim. I looking foe the good pool. I want to see my ability to swim. But it is only desire / will, not become reality.

What is happen with my health? In last time I sleep late because I arrange the test on second semester at school. When I back on 22:00 pm, the big rain come.I wait during 1 hour while watch soccer match at television.

Monday, May 11, 2015

I have dream. I just as travel, just as return from holiday from Manggarai to Java. I have plan to use Ferry boat. On one place I entrance the little boat. Wow...I'm fall down but not sink (tenggelam). I jump to wall (just as swimmingpool) I hold on pipe. I walk while ask help. There is people that help me. The water /see just as full mud. I still walk on margin swimming pool. O many mud (lumpur) there.

Than I come to one place. Thereavailabe Ms Esy. Someone mentin her name. She sit down in back. Than she come to front but no comment.

Wow... what means of this dream if compare with my dream? Heal me Lord. In last time I sleepat 00:30 am because I arrange test question forPrimary 1. I arrange it during 2,5 hours. I success to finish it.

Before it I join on TT 02/RW 13 meeting. Wow...on this time I introduce with the neigbour whereas I alredy almost 3 years satay here.I just as lazy to report myself to leader (RT). Wow... I'm not professional. The meeting hold on Sunday, May 10, 2015, at 20:00. Before it I join on mass of Sunday at Pulo Gebang, East jakarta at 17:00. I arrive on time there. I use 45 minutes from home to there. I meet Marvel, Fany and Cecil - JPS student - there.

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

I have dream. It is about party.   I see Mr. Idem on one place of party. Is it his party?. May be the Christmas party. I see Father Paul Habut to. Mr. Paul is my uncle, younger brother of my father. I see Mr. Felix Danor too. Mr. Felix Danor is Wela's emigrant (perantau) at Malang / Surabaya. We talk about Wela family.
I have the other dream. I just as traveling. Mayf be mother Regina and I traveling to Lembor. We stop from car / bus at just as at Rangga. Than we on foot from there to Golo Karot - Lembor. In Peri - Lembor, I see mother Regina bring a bunch of banana. The banana just as not so good, just as fall down banana. It is still unripe (mentah). We by pass the people that still talking / discuss. May be they still do and enjoy of life.

What means of this dream?

Thursday, May 21, 2015

I have dream. I meet with my brothers, Mr. Beny, Mr. Hubert and Mr. Hila. I see the paddy in rice field. I see 3 rice fields at in front of house. The paddy rice field seem fail (rembek - Manggarainese). "Hila never study from expereince. The result of work of rice field is   bad. The paddy is broken ((rembek - Manggarainese)," Mr. Beny complain with disappointed (kecewa). "It is the last time. We want to progress to next time. Where is Mr. Hila?" I ask. "He is at my house. He is crying," Mr. Hubert    says. I'm sad. Wow... what meaning of this dream?

Saturday, May 23, 2015
I have dream. I just as present on one place at Manggarai. I see the paddy rice field of Mr. Paul Habut is fail grow nicely. It's our family garden. I see the others garden at the other village the paddy is yellow as sign of already mature (matang) to harvest.I see to the other rice field. I just see animal (just as deer (rusa) run want to hunter by the others people. When the animal come near me, I see just as buffalo (kerbau). Someone holld rope to handle it. The other try to together to kill it. When I come to touch just as against me. What means of this dream?

Sunday, May 24, 2015 - no remember the dream

Monday, May 25, 2015.
I have dream. The place at Wela at Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house. I just as sit down at margin stone wall (katur watu). Than I see Mr. Philipus. Than I see Ms Esy (Megy's mother). She seems smile. I talk with her. I ask her about her impressions (kesan) when left her husband, Mr. Hila dan why can not speak when want to died in last time. "Can not speak," she answer. "Please you write your impression about your family," I want to get it from her.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015.
I have dream. I meet my mother Regina. I want to ask her to give forgive to me for my mistake in last time. She still sleep. She not give response yet. This is erotic dream.

Thursday, May 28, 2015

I have   dream. I just as at Manggarai, especially at Ntalung Pada. I see my family still build home. The material enough much. It is put at near house / kiosk of Mr. Paul Habut (Habong). Mr. Beny just as want to build too. He reject the material from family (John or Hila). We use material (brick = batu bata) from Coal"Ms Ina said. Wow...... I see the condition. So many material in near hteir house. I meet with Mr. Hila's youngest child is George. I see him. I attention his head nd hair. I find so many tick (kutu) and nits (telur kutu) in his head. "Wow... this is effect no mother to care," I say in heart. George's mom is Ms Esy was already pass away on October 29, 2014. Wow... what is meaning of this dream?

Friday, May 29, 2015
I have dream. I just be at Wela, near cemetery (pekuburan). I see to Tentang Ndoso area. Wow...I see the nice scenery (view). I see the nice view than seldom the Jesus picture. Just as the surface of place change.
I just as want to by pass a river. The river is length but the water is few. I see a women that exit feces at river. It is the smell of urine (bau pesing)   and fishy (amis). Than just as I hear talk of George, Mr. Hila's youngest boy. ""I don't know the my mother's face. I don't know her," he says. I'm sad when he say just as it.
What means of this dream?

Tuesday, June 2, 2014

I have dream. We just as work at Wae Karas garden. War Karas garden lies at Lida. It is the garden with spider web form (lingko lodok). I see Wae Karas. The water just as yellow, sign so dirty. What means of this dream? How about my health?

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Thursday, June 4, 2015
I have dream. In dream I just get papers of Agama dan Sekularisme that already studied in last semester, semester I, 2014/2015 for Magister of Philosophy Program at STF Driyarkara, Jakarta. The lecturer is Dr. Narko, OFM. On the dream I see two paper, mid semester and final semester. In reality I fail because I collect semester test paper only. What means of this dream?

Friday, June 5, 2015

I have dream. Just as I consultation my thesis to Prof. Dr. Sastrapratedja,SJ. Mr. Maksi Adil dan I use the same author (pengarang). I forget the name of author. Than I change. "I interesant to local culture so I choose Max Weber idea about Bureaucracy (birokrasi)," I suggest to Proffesor. "Please choose the other lecturer, may be Father Purnomo, OFM that match for this topic," he suggest.

The other dream:
I just as permission want to go to Lembor. But may be not long so I can back to school to do the duty. In program Mr. Beny and Mother of Regina join but may be Mr. Beny not allow mother of Regina to join so only himself that go there.

Than I arrive in one building just as auditorium / church. There is people that give lecture. I come that go out. Than I entrance again and sit down in front of the place. Only me that sit down in front of the place. Just as the balck lecture (Flores people) that give lecture.

Than just as get information that be attact from the others that hate our group. All people prepare to run. I just as slow. I see the building. I still save the important things on that room. I wait and check. I already prepare tric how to save the things and my life. But....evidently not occur. We make mass. My family join. Who?I forget. What means of this dream?

Saturday, June 6, 2015
I have dream. I just as   visit one place. Just as with the other brother, Marcel and Fon Jaban? Just as still have suspicious (curiga) to others. Since October 29, 2015 , there is suspicion that the death of Esy (Megy's mom) because witchcraft (santet) by Marcel - Fon's family. This idea   entrance to dream so try to avoid the food that they   prepare. What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, June 7, 2015
I have dream on early morning sleep - after watch Final soccer match of Champion League between Barcelona vs Juventus. Barca win with score 3 - 1. Ivan Rakitic, Suares and Neymar make goals for Barcelona while Moratta for Juventus. Than I sleep on 04.00. Than get up on 07:00. I have dream. I just as on one village. I don't know what the village name of it. I just as pee. Than I hold in on my vital organ. I hold it use hand. Than one moment can not hold again than exit. Evidently it is wet dream.

Than I prepare to go to join on mass. I join on First communion mass for students Primary at Saint Albertus Harapan Indah. From our school there are 18 students join on this event. As teacher, I join too. I start to church on 08:00 from JPS after take the students book. When arrive there I see the students already line up. I shame to myself. I sit down in our of church. I shame to myself and the others. I'm so slow. I see some students parents.The mass lead by Father Kesharyanto,Pr. There is students that sick. He is Christian. He is participant the first communion. The doctor handle it. I come to give spirit to him. The commeettee come jo help him. Than I join on photo session together the other students, especially JPS students. I talk wirh Sister (Sr.) Agustine. She is from Maumere. She is sick. Than I talk with Manggarai people. He is from Waerana / Wae Lengga Manggarai. He come to visit his family here. His grandchild join on first communion today. This father use Manggarai dress is Songke Jacker. He is retired (pensiunan) of teacher. Than Mr. Bento and I photo together students. Than we go back. I'm eating in " warteg". I pay Rp 8.000 for fish of tongkol and vegetables. Than I go home. Than I'm sleep. I have dream. I just as on bosat the boat is sail. I join. I feel the boat by pass the black water. It is dirty. It is just as at Jakarta. What is happen this dream. What relation this dream with my dreams? Help me Lord.

Monday, June 8, 2015
I have dream but I forget to remember it.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015
I have dream. I just as at Wela. I see Mr. Beny have car but so old and classical. It is already rickety (reyot), rusty (berkarat). Evendently still can run. Mr. Beny Jelami drives it. He run to Golowelu direction. In the Beny's kiosk, I see Beny's families, his wife, Ms Ina and Ercy. They still keep kiosk.

I have the other dream I walk to Wae Usang. In area Wae siar and Wae Usang I see the garden just as own the Golowelu people. It just as the first garden (uma rana). There is pumkin (ndesi), cucumber (mentimun) etc.

(This dream at Vila Tjokro, kampung Ciburial, desa Tugu, Cisarua, lereng Gunung Gede, Bogor, West Java)
What is mean of this dream?

Wednesday, June 10, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. I am at one place. I don't know that place. Just as procession (prosesi). I see a old women fall down.

Than move to one place. Just as on church. There is mass. I see Nando. He entrance to altar. May be he want to bring the paper as mass intention. He come late. So many people that join on mass.

In other place at just as field I see Mr. Sefanus Agas, my junior when junior, senior high school and at collage.

What means of this dream?

Thursday, June 11, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. I just as at Wela, exatcly at Nderu Garden. We did activity at near way (path) . We just as as picking coffee (petik kopi). The coffee fruits seem already over mature (matang). We pick it and put on basket (keranjang).

Wednesday, June 10, 2015 - VMG

I have dream. The location at Wela, exactly at Nderu garden. Nderu is coffee garden. Our activity was picking   coffee fruits. The coffee fruits over mature (matang). We (My brother and I) was picking than put on basket. The coffee fruit alredy red even black. It means over mature. We are late to picking it. We picking the coffee fruits in up of the path of way. On near avocado tree we stand up to picking coffee fruits than move to est at near frontier (perbatasan) with Mr. Paul's garden.

Than my soul move to the other garden, at Lale, near Lida and Coal. I come to garden to my brothers, nephew (kemenakan - keponakan). We want to picking coffee fruits. We move front one coffee tree to the others. The rain come. We try to take shelter (berteduh) under the coffee tree. The coffee fruit seem over mature too.

Than my soul move to the other place. I don't know the place. Just as activity of wedding proposal (lamaran pernikahan). I join there. This is moment to talk (ho' wulang tae do), so many bussiness/ affairs (urusan), include wedding. We just as use Manggarai custom. We just as move from one home (village) to the other village.
****** What means of this dream???

Reflection: Relation soul and body: the soul lead body
Than I get up. Today the water in tap (keran) at our rented (kontrakan) off so the water not flow. I'm not take a bath on this morning. I fast take mineral water than wash my face. Than I prepare the food: rice, cucumber, banana. I start to school at 06:33. I drive my motor cycle. I arrive at 06:42 at JPS, not late because the time of work start at 06:45 am. Thank you Lord. Than I save my motor cycle at parking area. I meet Mr. Pras, SHS vice principal. "You are seem weak limp (lemah lunglai), do you overtime (lembur)? "My soul that overtime. I had many dreams in last evening. The soul activity make me weak limp (lemah lunglai). There is relation with soul dan body. The soul lead body," I say.

Thursday, June 15, 2015 - VMG
I have dream. I just as see Wela village from Ntalung Pada. The people just as busy. There is building of new house / building. There is issue that someone want to build Protestant Church at Wela. I come to Mr. Herman Patut house. Wow... just as his house still be renovation to become a church of Protestant. It's seem just as school of seminary, the long building. I meet with my family there. Just as we want to celebrate feast (kenduri), custom party (pesta adat). I see just as Ms Philomena Pamung (the deceased = almarhumah). I see Ms Yuliana Maria Ju, my teacher when Primary, I see Ms Susana Daud, my sister and the other family. I just as want to protest in my heart why the Protestan Church come to Wela. May be there is someone people not satisfied to Catholic Church so move to Protestan Church. What is wrong on Catholic Church so the Protestant entrance to Wela? Pleasae move to positive character. What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, June 16, 2015
I have dream. Just as I'm at river. I can swim on the river.

I can see some Golowelu people, just as Mr. Ema Mbembok, Mr. Yan Jelalu. Just as as they stay at Ntalung Pada. I just as shame (shy) to talk with them

Than I have wet dream. I just as    fall in love to my mom. I touch her vital body. I kiss it. Wow..... it seem   amoral, but it is love. Love seldom can not understand by mind / brain.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015 - no remember the dream. No dream? May be

Thursday, June 18, 2015 - Camp 101, Highland Park Resort and Hotel Bogor, Curug Nangka, Kampung Bujang - Bogor.

I have dream. Just as there is meeting. I don't know where the place of meeting. I get issue and news that there were people that die. They were Kani and ........(one people I forget). Kani? I think Kani Ambor (Mr Linus Laho's child), but I remember Kani Jelau, Mr. Bertolo Ngapuk's child. "They die because Mr. and Mrs. Bertolo cut something, as their secret weapon to protection them. What means of this dream?

Friday, June 19 2015, VMG

I have dream. I just as want to traveling. I see Mr. Ferdy R. Dana. May be he will traveling too. Just as we wait train. The train come but we slow so late while the train want to run. Mr. Ferdy want to entrance when the train want to start to. I try to forbear (menahan diri) to do the reckless (nekat). So we are lag of train. We see a car that usually the truck of wood just as at Manggarai. Just as the entrance of school. The car vying (berlomba-lomba) to entrance destination area to get passengers.

Than I have tyhe others dream. Just as there are couple of fiance (tunagan). The girls just as brother sister (kakak adik). The young sister just as want to married earlier than her senior. But that get information that her senior already have couple too so may be the senior sister wedding earlier than her younger sister. What is meaning of the dream?

Saturday, June 20 2015, VMG
I have dream. I just as available on one place. Just as it our garden. I stand up on limit (boundary = batas). I see my class mate when major seminary just as Father Ino Dura, Pr. He is from Ende. He is diocese priest of Ende Arch Diocese at Middle Flores.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

I have dream.
Just as I am at Wela. Just as people looking for wood fire. We get the Lui wood. Wow.... the Lui wood is the good wood for make fire because the light (flash = nyala) and choral is good and durable (tahan lama). I don't know where we find it.

Monday, June 22, 2015

I have dream but I forget to remember it. When I get up I get wet dream.

Tuesday, June 23 2015

I have dream. Just as I'm at Wela. I just as visit Mr. Dame Nudi's house. Mr. Dame is die (passaway) on June 15, 2015. I come to his house to say mourn says (ucapan duka) but may be my family (mother / sister) forbid me. "No say just as it," she said. Wow... What is meaning of this.

Mm Juan's   dream. Ms Esy (Megy's mother) come to her. She close mouth of Juan's mother. Than Juan's mother   call me. "Please pray her. May be because we forget to pray her," Ms Fifi says.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015
I have dream. I just as at campus. We just as talk about our lecturer, include Prof. Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM. He just as see than take my key motor cycle. He show   to me as sign want to give to me. Just as we are in   dining room (ruang makan) / restaurant. What means of this dream?

Noter: Yesterday, Tuesday, June 23, June 2015, in campus of STFD we talk about him. May be because we talkt it entrance to dream.

Friday, June 26, 2015
I have dream. I use bus (auto). The bus jammed (macet) than can star and running again. I see the nice   vew, just as at Lembor Manggarai. There is people dry coffee at yard of house in margin road. There is people that put sugar palm fruit (kolangkaling) near house. I entrance to home. Than I want to exut. The house use padlock (gembok / globe). I exit through kitchen, may be I want to toilet.

Saturday, June 27, 2015.
I have dream. I just as entrance to a house. Just as tgere is event, just as want to sing of song. Than move to the other home. I'm late.

------------------------------------ dream during holiday

.... July, 2015
I have dream.
I just as available at Golowelu, near Golowelu I school. I just as can fly. I fly with stand up position. Wow... what means od this dream?

Sunday, July 18, 2015.
Today, I visit Mr. Leo and family at Cikarang. I want to accompany Tanti and Filo. Tanti dan Filo is the newest Manggaraian women at Jakarta / Cikarang, West Java. They come together me from Manggarai. After talk we are sleep. I get bad dream. May be fall in love with mother. I exit sperm. My shorts (celana dalam) is wet. I Wow..... What meaning of this dream?
Monday, July 19, 2015

I have dream when day sleep at Gang Bacang, Rawasari, CPB, Jakpus. I voyage (sail = berlayar) use Ferry ship. While sailing the ship the ship is shaky (oleng) than fall down to sea (water). All passengers, include me fall down. Than I'm aware. I talk. Evidently at out of Mr. Festo's rented house Mr. Nando still sit down, wait the door is opened. I already promise with him. He came to delivery Ms. Ervy's and her darling's the church of document for prepare of married. Mr. Festo and Ms Hedvy go back from shooping of curtain (gorden) to close window glasses that seem transparent. Than they entrance. Evidently Ms Nelty still at bathroom / kitchen. I get up from sleep. I talk with them. Mr. Nando submit the Ervy's document. Than we by the way. We wait Ervy's darling too. Than he comes. We introduce ourself. "I'm Wily," he says. Than we by the way. We will    married on Sunday, September 6, 2015 at Stella Maris church of Pluit, North Jakarta," he share his plan. Mr. Wily from Lewat, Kuwus district, West Manggarai, Flores. Lewat is Wela's neigbour village. We talk our family. Than Ms Nelty prepare the food for lunch. Our menu today is soup of chiecken , rice and fried chicken. Than Mr. Ino and Mr. Joseph go back. Lucky they already lunch because the food only leave little. We by the way. Mr. Wily go back. He stay at Kota, Central Jakarta / West Jakarta. I prepare myself to go back. Mr. Nando delivery me to LIA shelter. I use busway. I go to Pulo Gadung than continue to Harapan Indah, Bekasi. From Harapan Indah shelter I use "ojek". Ojek is motorcyle that rent. I use ojek to Villa Mutiara Gading, Kampung Bogor. I pay Rp 20.000.

Tuesday, Juli 21, 2015
I have dream. I fall in love. I copulate / fuck (bersetubuh) with three womens. May be want to know   and test my capability on sexuality. I do it. Three women I success sleep. Base on dream my main sex body have capability to erection. I have experience sleep with three girls. Than I aware (awake). Evidently my main sex body is on.

Wednesday, Juli 22, 2015.
I have dream. I just as play / work at my village. I just as work on building / nature stone of big. I see Ms Ery Ngapuk ( Mr. Bertolo Ngapuk's daughter).   In last night I got disturb of sleep. I feel so hot. I sleep in guest room on long chair that fill with mat (matras). I produce of sweat (keringat) because hot situation. I decide to take mattress (kasur) or mat than put on floor. I sleep there while open the main door to get wind. Why I get disturb of sleep? May be because ill or mistake eat of something. In last afternoon, I buy fish of tuna ( tuna = ikan tongkol) with cost Rp 6.000. I buy with soup, vegetable and condiment (sambal). I eat so full. Why eat so full? Because I'm hungry. I bring food to school but not eat there. I shy because only rice and banana, no side dish (lauk). So, when go back on 16:00 I buy tuna fish (ikan tongkol) that mix condiment (sambal). I get up early. I cook soup of vegetable (carrot, potato, leek (daun bawang), celery leaves (daun seledri). I go to school. I arrive on 06:42 am.

Thursday, Juli 23, 2015.
I have dream, but I forget it. In last night I still get disturb of sleep whereas I'm not eat condiment (sambal) just as last night / evening. Even (bahkan) I'm not eat rice on last evening. I only eat banana, drink honey and water. Nevertheless (meskipun demikian) I still feel hot and disturb of sleep. What is happen with my health. In the morning I get calling from Juan's mother that give information that Mr. Ary is pass away today at Persahabatan Hospital, East Jakarta. His bodies (jenasah) already move to funeral home (rumah duka) Saint Carolus, Central Jakarta. "I will go there next afternoo after school," I say. Mr. Ary from Lembor, West, Manggarai. He ever work at Jakarta. Than he moved to Labuan Bajo, West Manggarai. When sick he got therapy at Persahabatan Hospital, East Jakarta. He pass away there today.

Monday, July 27, 2015
I have dream. Just as I walk on one place. I see the river. The water not so clean.

Thursday, July 30, 2015
I have dream. I just as on one place. I just as want to someplace. When I exit from one place and walk to one place, my family, include my sister, Ms Merry think that I want to start to go. She and the others stand up than want to shake hand to let me go. "No, I'm not start yet," I say.
Than I meet in one place.Just as I on party place. Just as Manggarai people party. Someone ope music about Manggarai song. I interesant with it. Just as there are people that sale it. I just as order. I think they alredy packing it. Evidently they make it per song. I regret it. The people that serve it are women. They try to reassure (convince / persuade = meyakinkan) me to go to some place to demonstrate it. I service. Our body touch when talking. I touch her body. I feel her body (especially breast). Than touch the face. "May I kiss you?" I ask to her. Than I aware. Wow.....

Friday, July 31, 2015
I have dream. Just as I already move the boarding houses. I stay at complex boarding houses. I dry my dress after I clean it. I find with the others people. I find my sleep room that not tidy. it is snafu (semrawut). Wow...., what means of this   dream?

Saturday, August 1, 2015
I have dream. Just as here is bad news on my family. Mr. Stanis, my cousin at Karot, Lelak, Manggarai, his child is pass a way. We come to support them that still sorrow (berduka). We just as on group. Than we go to the garden in Dantung, Coal, Kuwus Distrik. In last time, our father - mother have garden there. It is corn garden. We arrive there. I see the corn (jagung) plan growth not well. There is that grow well but get attack of pest (hama), the leave have hole. The others the leave eat by animal (just as horse, goat, buffalo, cow). There is spring (mata air) and pool of nature. Mom of Regina swim there. She swim well. The water is clean and clear (jernih). Than our group go back. We by pass Kebe Lewe way. In way we see ladder that lighting clean. I step by the ladder. I success by pass it. After that way we just as see Ms Matil Jehadut. She just as still work on their garden. Just as it Mr. Ande Musa's garden. She not give comment. Than I just as contact with Mr. Bento, my friend teacher at JPS. "I' still in the way. I must go back to the first place (garden) because my mobile phone is lose," he say. He just as by pass Tuke Pandang -Mbarang. Than I arrive at home. Than Mr. Bento arrive. "I recent arrive too," I say. He use motor cycle. Evidently I forget my helmet in the same   place but I forget to say to Mr. Bento about it so still forget.

The other place that I find on the dream of this time is my primary school, SDI Golowelu I. I find in north side, near forest. I find bamboo plant at our of school fence (pagar sekolah). "This is new, it was not available when we   school of primary in last time, 1981/1982 - 1986/1987. I see bamboo and Pering. Than I aware.

Sunday, August 2, 2015

I have dream. The venue at Ntaung Pada. I see the pipes of water. There are branches to others destinations. Mr. Tinus Matul want to change pipes may be no water to the place that he mind. He moved the pipe the other channel pipe. I'm worry that can give impact to other place, especially to Mr. Beny and my families: Father Paul and Familes, Mr. Tinus Ntalbot and families. After we change and move channel pipe, evidently not complain from Mr. Beny and my families. It means what that Mr. Tinus and I do not give the bad effect to the other channel water pipe.

** Than I just as move to the other place. I just as walk besides the public space just as mall . public transportation.

Monday, August 3, 2015

I have dream. Just as Mr. Johan Habun is sick of crazy (insane = gila). His sick just as relapse (kambuh) and severe (parah). He just as walk in Bangka garden. Just as from Mae Mese to village. I see from Nderu, garden place. The people try to reach him to avoid him when run but it's difficult. On one time he just as fall down so go back because the place is sloping (landai) and steep (curam). This condition make peoples can manage him. Than just as arrive at Plein place. We can manage him. We get trick to help and drive him. He become recovered.

** The other dream I forget. Than I remember again. It is about Mr. Simon Batas child, especially the children of the second wife. The issue is the Mr. Simon's age is old while their children is still young. Can they continue their school? Mr. Simon's second wife is from Lewur. The location to make this issue just as at Wohe.

August 4 - 5, forget the dream.

Thursday, August 6, 2015
I have dream. Just as my motor cycle lose from house, VMG - Bekasi. What is happening with this dream? Evidently I late arrive at school. I arrive at 06:46, while   school work start at 06:45. Wow... I'm not get food many and transportation today. I'm losing around Rp 35.000. May be this is show on dream in last morning.

August 7 - 8 , 2015: have the dream but I forget to remember it.

Saturday, August 8, 2015
** I visit one place. When back by pass a place. Evidently it is church of Catholic. Beside it there is Catholic church again. Two church on near one place. I by pass both church. Just as church at city.

What means? On Sunday at evening, we discuss about Harapan Indah Catholic Church at Mr. Anto's house. Today (Sunday, Sunday, August 9, 2015), twice I go to the church at 13:00 and 17:00 (to mass: 17:00; 13:00 to drop the equipment of mass that I borroe to JPS mass.

Sunday, August 9, 2015.
I have dream. The location at garden of Bangka. On the jackfruit tree (pohon nangka ) there are bee and the bee and beehive (sarang lebah). We want to take it. We need it. Just as Mr. John and Mr. Hila climb (panjat) it to get the honey bee (madu lebah). I just as hear the sound rek..... (sound rek (Manggarainese) that sign the branch want to broken. Mr. John and Mr. Hila success to take the honey bee without get attack of mother bee. Than we go back to home. We by pass garden of Mr. Basilius Beong / Valens Mahu. This place ussually we by pass. We see the rice field just as not yet plant of rice plants.

** The other dream I forget.
Than I seep at afternoon on 15:00.
I have dream about Sandy, my nephew (Hila's   first son).

Monday, August 10, 2015

I have dream. I just as on one place. I meet with my junior of alumni saint Klaus: Mr. Maxi (Cumbi), Mr. Kordi (Timung), Mr. Rossy Janggor (Reweng - Lembor Selatan). They talk about th work / job. We just as already go back to Manggarai, leave the Jakarta. We just as on one kiosk at Manggarai. I see a river. The water is dirty. The rain come. I use newspaper to protect myself. Lucky not get wet of rain. I see ........(Tian's brother) that stand up at rain.

** On one way of road (street) I just as see people that just as delivery Ms Neni (Mr. Stanis Nami - Ms Lena's girls). May be delivery to her village of husband. The people walt to east direction. Moren available too.

** Just as on one session I hear Esy's mom, Esy . May be they talk something. About Father Gaspar?

** I was at Mr. Largus Gagut house at Golo Karot - Lembor. We go to the back of kitchen as garden and cage (kandang) of pigsty (kandang babi). I just as accompany Josh (George), our nephew, Mr. Hila's youngest son. Mr. Largus just as have tree nursery (pembibitan pohon), just as Ampupu It is good to plan on fence ," I say in heart. Mr. Largus still there (in the gearden). We just as see view of Lewur village that just as close by cloud. The situation justa as at the morning. Before it I sleep at sleep room. I just as hear mother Regina just as delirious. I come to help her. I touch her body. Wow... I touch her vital body. Evidently I get wet dream.

JPS, August 10, 2015

Tuesday, August 11, 2015
I have dream. I just as meet Catholic nuns. Is she Marni, my cousin?. May be. That Catholic nun is pregnant. This is disgrace (aib). On this condition, she want to abort fetus (menggugurkan janin) on her womb. She already reckless (nekat) to do it. Some people try to avoid it. I she her walk to margin road while hold her stomach to do the abort of fetus (janin). She success make it. The people try to save her baby. I help this Catholic nuns (suster Katolik). I help her to entrance to home. I lead her to entrance the stage to second or third floor. In floor I find man that still sleep. We try to by pass them. Than in third floor just as there ar Mr. Edy Hamd or Mr. Lexy. Mr. Edy still sleep. I hope him to move to the other place to give place for this Catholic nuns (suster Katolik) who want to sleep.

** The other dream. The venue at Ntalung Pada. John said that George (Josh) is clever child. Let me lead him." John said.

This dream seldom lose from memory than I can call again to remember.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015 -
My health disturb because dizzy (pusing). I get hypertension. In afternoon I go back than lunch than take a rest. Than I get up on 20:00 pm. After it I difficullt to sleep.

Than I can sleep . I have dream. Just as I am in one place. I don't know the place. I come to port (pelabuhan). I see the Ferry ship still cross. This momen may be holiday (national or religion). In the port I meet the women of white skin that stay and live at Papua. In out port I give information to the other people that the port still operate (beroperasi), not holiday. The Ferry ship still cross to port destination. I imagine just as at Kuwu for awhile but that difference because Kuwu have not port.

Thursday, August 13, 2015

I have dream.

** The venue at home at Ntalung Pada. "This   is Hila's child that clever. Let me lead / drive him," say John about George (Josh), Hila's youngest son.

(The other dream I forget)

Friday, August 14, 2015

I have dream. There is meeting the visit of Hilary Clinton. We just as seminar. She talk about politic, especially the Manufatu country of status. How about you, whose own of it? She ask to participant of seminar. According to you who is owner of Manufatu, English or Asia? she ask. Some participant give the response. Tarsi Janggal give the response. "Manufatu lies at Asia continent," Tarsi says. "Base on map, Manufatu lies at Pasific ocean. The Europe nations colonize the other nations include Manufatu. English colonize the Manufatu. Evidently Manufatu lies at Pasific Cntinent. It's own of Asia not Europe." I say. Just as Ms Condoliza Rice - former Minister of Foreign Affairs USA   see me when talking it. Wow... what is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, August 15, 2015

I have dream. I just as at Wela. I play at Wela Renggang. Just as I have dream to build house there. Than I go to Lida. I sping of Lida I see the clean water exit from bamboo pipe. It is good if I build home in Wae Mese that take water of clean here, use hose (selang)," I dream again .
I just as move to Mbarang. I see people. I ask people to do something. Just as there are guest that want to come. They killed pig than burn it. The beacon seem burn of scorched (hangus). i see Mr. Beny, my oldest brother. We go to the cofeen tree near tree of fig (ara).
Than my soul just as there is at Rahong. I want to back to Wela. We use can (bemo). In way there is passenger that want to entrance to car (bemo). In Goloworok I see Mr. Robert n foot. I follow. We meet Mr. Ansy Kebabu, my younger classmate when study at Kuwu in last time.

Sunday, August 16, 2015

I have dream. The venue is at Wela, at page of home of Rumah Gendang. Just as have activity. The music ask Mr. Valen Mahu's music. The set the cable. I see a boy sing of song. Than the people hear his   voice is nice. Than use him to fill the program when activity. I don't know who is he. Than move to Ntalung Pada.

What means this   dream. May be this event. Today, August 16, 2015, our sister, Nelty is sick of appendix (usus buntu). Rony delivery her to Saint Carolus hospital. She entrance to UGD. Wow..... Use much money to surgery.

Monday, August 17, 2015

I have dream. I see my brother shoulder (memikul)   the stone from John's or Mr. Tinus's house to his house. It is heavy stone. What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

I have dream. I meet Father Gaby da Silva,Pr. Father Gaby is erector (=builder = pembina) and lecturer when I studied at Rirapiret Major Seminary and Ledalero High Philosophy School.   I shake hand with him. I don't know where the place of meeting.

The other dream: I just as at Wela, especially at Bangka garden. I available at Mr. Yakobus' garden that opposite with our garden. I just as want to take dry wood in Mr. Yakobus' garden. I do it. I feel may be get complain from Mr. Mr. Yakobus or his sons, Mr. Ansel and Mr. Teus Weleng. We just as take dry   wood for fire wood. What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, August 19, 2015
I have dream. I 'm available in one place. Just as at tourism place. Just as there is animal (monkey) that just as want to disturb. I walk to terminal. The pander (pimp = calo) want to invite me to use their car. The venue just as at Manggarai (Ruteng) around (sekitar). "please with car of Mr. Pius Biru. We want to Lembor,"   the crew bus said. Pius Biru is Wela people. He drive car to Lembor. Every day he by pass Lembor - Ruteng wend one's way home (pergi pulang).

Thursday, August 20, 2015
I have dream but I forget. Today I get up on 04:00. I cook vegetable, breakfast than start to school. I arrive on time at school.

Friday, August 21, 2015
I have dream. It is about Mr. Paulinus Jemadu / Mr. Agus Abut that already pass away. Or the people that still   sick , Mr. Bone Kaso. Are people (man) that pass away at Kelompok IV / III Golowelu because occupy (menduduki) the other people's land? They buy it from the other people. But base on history the place is own the Wela people. They buy it from Kuwus Districk people (Satarara, Kolang and Coal, Ndoso area). Kolang and Ndoso in last time include on Kuwus sub District (kecamatan). Wela lies at Ruteng district. When problem may be on year 1950 or 1960, the Wela people lose some land, include Wae Ireng land ("lingko"). Wae Ireng become place of home by Kuwus people. May be because this reason so many people (man) that pass way there. Is this right openion?

I have dream when sleep at afternoon.
I just as go to the   a place. Where? Just as at Cikarang. I drive motor cycle. I parkinbg it at parking area. Than I go to one place to handle somethinbg. Than back to parking area. I'm worry with safe of motor cycle. I come to the parking area. I see my motor cycle just as lose one handlebar (control = bar = setang). One is lose. Wo....... What meaning of this dream?
With this dream I can remember the other dream:

Just as I remember the dream I by pass a place that zigsag - at one place
Dream about place that delivery Neni Nima

What meaning of this dream?
Evidently my motor cycle is broken. The leak (bocor) on drain hose (selang pembuangan). When I go back from Pertamina to transfer money of registration, I parking motor cycle in front of house. The gasoline (bensin) dripping (menetes). I panic. I decide to go to the workshop to repair it. I'm regret because recent service on last week, August 19, 2015. Why broken now?. I run to workshop. The staff workshop handle it. "Membrane is broken so change it," he says. Okay," I say. "The membrance price is 35.000, the charge of repair is Rp 25.000," The owner said. Than I pay Rp 60.000. I'm regret. I get impression (kesan) they lie me that the tools is broken whereas not just as it. Thay only want to get   benefit while make the others lose. Than the staff repair not set one bolt (mur). One bolt is broken," he says. I'm regret. Than I go home. I'm sleep. Than I get up when go to school I find the bolt the use to close the hose. Wow.... I hear the motor cycle sound just as have sound because one hole no set the bolt. I regret again.

Function Dream: Soul give information before event come.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

I have dream. I just as at garden at Wela. I go to Mbarang garden. I on foot. Just as my hand and feet wound because touch with the grass (rumput) of helas that sharp (tajam). Than I just as meet with Mr. Nando. Than we go back. We see the garden of Mbarang garden of Mr. Bone Kaso. I meet with Mr. Endy Aron. This Mabarang garden already give to Any or Agness," he says. The garden just as already clean and have water, and embankment (pematang)   and terracing (terasering). What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, August 23, 2015

I have dream. I am at Wela. I visit Mr. Fedis Bagus , our neighbor. He is sick. Ti his wife help him. Ti help him to go to toilet because he can not help himself . What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, August 24, 2015
I have dream. I meet mother Regina (my biological mother) and mother Bertha (little mother) on one house of kitchen (dapur). We by the way. "Hila want to go to other place...." mother Regina says. Than I aware.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015
I have dream but I forget.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015
I have dream. I just as at Wela. In yard house in Ntalung Pada, Wela I share experience with Mr. Hila, my younger brother and one [eople again - the name I forget. "Life in Wela enough difficult to get money," I say. Than I aware.

Thursday, August 27, 2015
I have dream, but I forget.

Friday, August 28, 2015
I have dream. Just as I clean a house / bulding / office. I disconecct the spiderweb. I forget the people (male) that accompany me.
Than I just as join to funeral (duka) ceremony (acara) of father Bone Kaso that recent pass away. I'm late. When I come just as   sp,ething (just as dog ) bite me. I'm shock. May be Mr. Bone's soul angry to me because come late. (Mr. Bone pass away on August 27, 2015 at 13:00 at Wela).
Please accept my condolences (turut berduka).

Saturday, August 29, 2015
I have dream. Just as I am at Lida. I walk there. I see water near bamboo tree. The water is clean and clear (jernih) " I can collect (accommodate = menampung) water than can distribute it to Lida's people of house. Than I can connect with pipe to give to Wae Mese or Nderu to become drink water." I think on my brain.
The other dream: I just as on one place. I just as meet mother Regina. I see her vita body. I want to touch it. Wow.... the romantic dream.

Sunday, August 30, 2015
I have dream. I just as at Wela. I'm at Mr. Bernadus Barus house. They just as have problem. I see Mr. Ansel Pu (deceased = almarhum) , Finus and Petrus Gaut too. I want to come to ask them. I see Retha Mues their sister. What meaning of this dream?

On train from Kramat to Jatinegara I sleep for moment. I have dream. I hear people that say to me. "How about your land". May be before think or discuss about land.

Monday, August 31, 2015
I have dream but I forget it. Why forget the dream? There are many reason, among others (antara lain) related with quality of sleep. In last night i got disturb sleep. My sleep not soundly (nyenyak). I often get up to go to toilet and disturb of mosquito (nyamuk). This condition affect (mempengaruhi) quality of memory.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015 - I forget my dream
Wednesday, September 2, 2015 - I forget my dream

Thursday, September 3, 2015 -
I have    dream. Just as I walk in a village. It is down way, just as at Bangka Lau (near Mr. Ande Musa's garden). I arrive in   garden that have plant / trees. I see the monkeys. I want to capture (menangkap). The big monkey just as want to mock (mempermainkan) or fight or strike me. But it is not happen, but the monkey already square off (ancang-ancang).

The other dream.
I just as still on down walk. I already pass (melewati) that place. I see from the other place that from the place that I pass can see view a place (village) nicely. What menas of this dream?

On afternoon I go to the campus STF Driyarkara, Jakarta. I use motor cycle. I save it at Cakung station at private parking. I pay Rp 5.000. Than I emtrance to train. I late because the train stop only for moment. Lucky there is the other train. May be the interval 5 minutes. I get chair to sit down. I sit down. I read the book. I'm sleepy and have the   dream. The dream temptation me in gate of memory. May be I'm tired. I tansit at Jatinagara. Lucky not lake the train stop. I exit at Kramat. Than I use car 04. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at Rawaserong bridge. I arrive late at campus at 17:30. Prof Aloysius Nugroho give lecture. I'm tired. My eyes exit water. Than the dream / tempt twit (menggoda, ). "Mr Frans you are seem lackluster (loyo) may be because   come from far place." Mr. Roy said. Wow... tired.

Friday, September 4, 2015 - I forget my dream.

Saturday, September 5, 2015
I have dream.
I just as at Langkas , Wangkung Rahong. I just as want to go to the my village, Wela. I on foot. Afternoon come. I confuse go on to Wela or sleep in Cancar at Ms Lely's house. If continue to Wela, I must ask Mr. John that have motor's cycle to pick up me. I'm still make consideration it.

Than I have the othe dream. The venue is home / yard of Mbaru Gendang Wela. Just as we collect with Mother Mina Jenu   and family at yard . We (Mother Regina, Mery and I) just as see a place just as burial (tomb, sanctuary = makam, kuburan). Than just as want to go to the other place, go to Lembor? We just as offer it to Mother Mina and family. Our destination there is Golo Karot, Lembor at Ms Yustina Jelita's house, my eldest (sulung) sister.

With this dream I can   remember the other dream:
1. Just as in a city, want to go to the other place, jusr as situation at Cancar but want to go to the other place use the car
2. I just as by pass Weol / Popor to entrance Meler - by pass branch to :engor / Purek
3. Dream by pass sea - use boat - that have big wave
4. By pass field (padang) - see spring - water
5. By pass stone of rock ( rock = batu cadas) etc.

Sunday, September 6, 2015
I have dream. I just as moving (pindah) house to Mr. Philipus Jeharut's house at Wela. I use the house. In back of house of kitchen I wash my dress. In back of house there is tap (keran) water. I use the water.Than Mr. Rober and mr. Ino say to me about safety in order to carefully when use the water for safety the house. Why? May be the house lies at tilt (miring) area or sloping (landai) so be carfully to use water to avoid avalanche (longsor). They try to remaind meassage of their mother that already pass away, the deceased (almarhumah), Philomena Pamung. I try to understand what they say and mind.

The other dream.
I just as at Wela tomb (burial / sanctuary = pekuburan). I and my brother, Mr. Beny want to pray. Just as I want to leave the village again to back to foreign country. We just want to pray at sanctuary of ancestry. I'm nude (telanjang). The situation alredy evening. We use the flashlight (senter). Mr. Beny and I have it. From intersection of road we turn to sanctuary (kuburan). Mr. Beny by pass on the other way. I se my flashlight to light the road. I arrive at ancestry. I see the shroud (kain kafan). It's own the other ancetry but I take it. I want to close my body that nude (telanjang). I take and use it to close my body. I'm worry too because it's the dress of the spirit )people that already pass away). I smell the bed smell. When arrive there. I see yhe sanctuary of ancestry have land that already clean just as entrenchment (galian) land and heap (timbunan) land. Beside it I just as see the sloping land. On the other side I just as see Mr. John and Mr. Ino try to comment while light the place. Wow.... the dream that make sleep. What is meaning of this dream? Le we wait and see what is happening in my life. I surrende my life to you, Lord.

Monday, September 7, 2015
I have dream.
I just as by pass Jl. Boulevard Raya Harapan Indah, near Pasar Modern / Terminal of Harapan Indah. I drive motor cycle. Beside me I see Ms. Eny and man friends. They just as joke to me. I try to be positives. Than I by pass the muddy road. I see many people there on road and on one place. I see Ms Cathrine just as ask me about author (pengarang) Indonesia Raya Song. "The author Indonesia Raya song is W.R Supratman," I answer. Than I move on to the mud road. I meet my classmate when major seminary, Father Gabriel Harim,Pr. He talk something to me. In climb road I see people try drive motor cycle. It is challenge (tantangan) to them. I see Mr. Yan (former programmer at Optima company, former my place of work). I see him to push the motor cycle. May be he just as want to increase the motor cycle the good place while me on the top. I help him. I pull his motor cycle. What is meaning of this dream??

With this dream I can see the other dream:
1. I walk on one place, just as at Ratung. I want to go the the other place.
2. I remember dream that a village that have tree (palm, "kalo), than walk there than by pass until just as arrive at Peri - Lembor
3. I rember when I by pass place that have the mountain, forest with tree and rope of forest that long.
4. I remember the place just as at wohe / waning when I go to the Lewur. I see the cottige at near Lewur, just as between Lewur and Goloworok
5. I can remember the place that just as new road, winding twist (berkelok liku) just as want to go to Lengor.

Tuesday, September 8, 2015
I have dream. I meet with Mr. Andreas   Parera. Andre is Maumere people that stay at Bandung. I join on politic. He join with PDIP. He is legislator now. "He is local people but can success in national region. We talk his action (sepak terjang).
The other dream.
I seem join on Saint Claus Kuwu reunion (reuni) taht may be manage by IKHLAS - Jakarta. Than I aware that I'm not consistent ( konsisten). I'm shame. Why? I already try to reject to all activity that manage by IKHLAS. Why? I just as think that it is not important because   not effective to the "alumnus" because extravagant (boros) money while zero result. I reflection it. So I decide to break to follow the activity. When I join on this activity know I show my weakness, I'm not consistent. It's the reason I'm shame. There is Mr. Alex Maji beside me. Mr. Alex gratuated of Kisol seminary.

What means of this dream?
For second dream - shy.
This is reality. I get shame   at Campus because not prepare the material of presentation while the first presentation of Hanannah Arent and Public start today. I'm miss communication. In our discuss with my presentation group: Mr. Bayu, Ms Betty and I the presentation occurred (terjadi) on next week, Tuesday, September 15, 2015. Evidently start today, while I'm not read nicely it and nt make the presentation. The lecturer , Dr. Frengky Budi Hardiman - seem angry. Ww..., I'm shame. Today only Ms Betty and Mr. Bayu that make presentation. "Please you presentatin on next week, during 5 minutes," Fr. Frengky says. Wow... I'm late to prepare the task of lecture.

   Wednesday, September 9, 2015 - forget the dream

Thursday, September 10, 2015 - forget the dream

Friday, September 11, 2015
I have dream.
My brother, John , and one people again - I forget - and I I just as by pass Lida, may be come back from garden, Lale. We by pass the the Lida's spring water (mata air) that lies at margin of road. Lida is village near our village, Wela. It lies at nort of Wela. In last July 2015 when i by pass there the water none. But on this dream already have water. The water flow (mengalir) from bamboo shower (pancuran). There is banyan tree (pohon beringin) there. We by pass this palce. We by pass on old place that we usually use in last time when go the garden. I see the place have grass but enough steep (curam). May be if no grass it is dangerous place.
What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, September 12, 2015 - No remember the dream. Was I have dream in last night? I don't know.

Sunday, September 13, 2015
I have dream. I just at in Bangka. I by pass there. I see the view that good / nice. The village at hill (bukit) . It is so nice. "It is proper to promotion (promosi) for tourism place.

Tha just as I want to traveling, just as want to back to Jakarta after holiday. I just as want to use the Dunia Mas Bus, although it may be only stop at Surabaya. I know it.

Monday, September 14, 2015
I have dream. Just as meet with Mr. Rizal Ramli in one place. Many peoples there. We are eating together on one room just as Restaurant. "If just as this condition -   full stomach because eat big - we want to go to toilet to urinate," he says while the other people follow him too. I try to hold myself to go to toilet until eat activity finish. Evidently my vital body want to urinate too.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015
I have dream. I see my motor cycle. Just as there is component yang broken. I late know it. It is near machine. I neglect to manage it nicely.

Wednesday, September 16, 2015
I have dream but I forget it.

Thursday, September 17, 2015.
I have dream. I meet with my brother / niece (nephew), Mr. John / George ( Hila's youngest son). He (John / George) just as want to ask help to make poem. Just as have school duty. I concern (prihatin) with this condition. In my heart want to help him. Than I just as beach . I entrance to water / sea. The water is clean but in seashore (pinggir pantai) seem the land that and the left of wood / leaf that bring water. I see the frog, just as die. I don't take / catch the frog. Than I back to the place that is available John / George. I just as have intention (niat) to help him (George / John).

On the half conscious, I just as feel there is people that touch my feet to wake up me (membangunkan) me. Than he go out from my room. I can not direct get up because still sleepy, because tired and late sleep in last night. I was joined evening lecture.

What is meaning the dream?
Evidently today Mr. John birthday. I sent sms to say congratulation to him . "Today Mr. Wens Genak pass away at Denpasar Bali when went to there to care and check up there. Mr. Wens is teacher at Golowelu primary. "I Please accept my condolences (turut berduka cita) for this   sad news," I write on sms.

Thursday, September 18, 2015.

I just as follow on discuss. Just as to Mr. Ferdy Hasiman I say that I want to write about Manggarai culture.
I'm in one place (room).

Than I just as walk at Ntalung Pada. I see Mom Regina walk to down (just as want to go to home, in front of Mr. Leo Ladu's home).
(I can remember this part of dream after 21,5 hours (06:00 am - 21:30)- Remember when have stimulant (stumulus = rangsangan, I should be success for my self and mother - father and family).

The other dream I forget.

Saturday, September 19, 2015.
I have dream. I just as on public area, just as Market. There I see Ms Lidya - friend teacher - at JPS just as promote something. She very smooth to comment to sale it. Than the police come. Just as Ms Lidya sale something illegal so the police hunt (chase = mengejar) him and the others. She runs. Than I see the   student (mahasiswi). Their face is good. They use campus jacket. I'm near them.

The other dream I forget.

Evidently I get wet dream.

What is meaning of this dream?

I can remember this dream after 2 hours. Seldom it just show up (muncul begitu saja).

Sunday, September 20, 2015.

I have dream. I just as at Lida, near Wela. There are 2 waterways (saluran air) . Just as at Wae Mese / Jembatan Wae Rencong. One waterway to Lida's people garden and one to Wela people's garden. Wow... what is meaning the dream?

The other dream
I just as move the house. Just as on lonely place. I entrance there. When I see nicely evidently it old house with bamboo wall. I see the other house. I entrance to the house. The others people come to accompany me too but I forget who the name. What is meaning the name.

The other dream - VMG

I 'm sleepy until have dream while I read the book while eat. I just as on one place when a pair boy and girls come. The boy sit down beside me while the girls on grade (tingkat) of bad room. They want to sleep. Than I aware. Wow........

The other dream - JPS - at teacher computer.

When I write expereince at school I sleepy. I have dream. I see and hear Mr. Leo say: " sangged reweng de ae kae sama reweng dite situ," he said in Manggarainese.

Monday, September 21, 2015.

I have dream. The venue at Wela's sanctuary (cemetery = pekuburan). Just as want to make reforestration of sanctuary. It's already pioneered (dirintis) by Father Marsel Agot, SVD. On the other parts (North part) the tree already grow (bertumbuh) well. Just as the acacias (pohon akasia). It's nice if the sanctuary (pekuburan) grow by plan and flower. If have people that want to buried (bury = menguburkan) the pass away people it is okey on the nice location.
Than just as I see the other people. They already prepare to make custom event (acara adat), just as Penti. The offering animal alredy prepare. I see father Paulus Habut and just as father Bone Kaso too. Wow... what is meaning of this dream.
(Evidently today at Wela, there is traditional ceremonies to Mr. Paulus Habut and Mother Paulina Gawut). All their sons and daughters give respect to them through ceremony of "Teing Ela Tinu", symbol remuneration (balas jasa) the children to parents. I know this after 4 or 5 days when my sister, Mary give information about this and read my brother - Mr. John - status on face book).

Tuesday, September 22, 2015 - no remember the dream.

Wednesday, September 23, 2015 - no remember the dream.

Thursday, September 24, 2015 -

I have the dream. The others and me just as go to Mr. Ino's house in city. Than I just as want to do something.I looking for the path. I go to there. The paths / aisle (lorong) is tarnish (becek). There are mud that dirty. I turn and see to left side. I see the wat / path / aisle (lorong). The mud so many and the water is dirty. There is house and shop that still open around it. I'm reluctant (enggan) to go to there. Than I swivel (putar) to right. I reach the good place that not so dirty in left side. There we talking. May be I' together Mr. John ? Mr. Ino.

Before it , in the other dream, I just as   get duty to do something, just as read / presentation something .
What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, September 25, 2015 - Saint Klaus School of Kuwu - Manggarai party of the patron name.
I have dream. The venue just as at Wela. I see my brother, Mr. John so active on village activity. May be he got duty from village to so something with give reward just as project.

Dream........ 2015(?) (2014?)

I have dream.
There is mass at "Mbaru Gendang Wela". There is Father Marsel Agot, SVD. There is Micky Pandu just as wait bus to go to Labuan bajo. What is maening of this dream?

Sunday, September 27, 2015.
I have dream. Just as I'm at Wela. I see my senior brother, Mr. Beny angry to my younger brother Mr. Hila. Why? May be because Mr. Hila just as debate almost fight with Mr. Hubertus because fight land border (batas) of gaden. The venue just as at Nderu. When hear it, Mr. Beny ask John to call Hubert to discuss about this topic.
What is meaning of this dream? May be argue or debate in home about Sandy, still school at Fransiskus school of Ruteng or move to Golowelu school . Mr. Hila get difficult to pay the school fee and rents and equipment money (photo copy, etc). My sister, Sr. Sophy call me to talk about it at afternoon today.

Journey, Sunday, September 27, 2015.
I sleep at Mr. Tony Tarang's house at   across (di seberang) Podomoro University / Taman Anggrek Mall, Citraland, West Jakarta. I'm sleep not soundly (nyenyak). Mr. Tony get up early. He is jogging. Than he buy mineral water for me. Than he offer soft drink to me and cake. He take cake from refrigerator (kulkas). It is cool. I eat it after soak at hot water. We eat while talking. Mr. Tony is my senior when SHS of Saint Claus - Kuwu. He delivery me to shelter of Podomoro. I use busway. The time show at 07:35 am. I get cost of ticket Rp 2.000. I go to Cawang. My destination is Waling Kotas, East Jakarta. Enough long time I don't use this way. Almost one year. The big bus way (articulated bus = bus gandeng) by pass Jl. S.Parman, Gatot Subroro, MT Haryano than entrance to UKI. I stop there. I'm lucky that I I direct get bus way agan. I want to Kampung Melayu. On my brain by pass Jl. Otista, evidently there is the other alternative is by pass By pass -Jl. Ahmad Yani. I stop at shelter fly over Jatinegara. I stop for moment than the busway what destination of Wali Kota come. I entrance with the others passenger. Than I gett chair tosit down. I sit down at back so I can free see the view to left and right. When arrive at Raden Intan shelter the passenger onyl 2 persons. Than when arrive at near Buaran live the rest only me until at Wali Kota. I alone untl Wali Kota shelter. I exit go to toilet that exit the shelter. From up shelter I see the my motor cycle at parking area. It is safe. I 'm entrusted since   yesterday. Than I give the letter if as ticket at evidence (bukti) entrusted (titip). I pay Rp 2.000. It is enough cheap. Than I trun at neat Kelender Baru Station, turn to Jl. Penggilingan - Wa;i Kota - Taman Modern - Metlend Menteng - Harapan Indah - Home. I buy vegetable than go home. I cook vegetable than sleep. At 12:00 I get up, take a bath than lunch. Than I go to school. I read news, include news at face book. Mr. Peter come. We by the way. Than I write the blog.

Monday, September 28, 2015.
I have dream. I just as on a place. May be at village or complex house.Just as have channel to throw out (dump = membuang) something. On the end channel there is forest / field (padang). I see just as there is something that be wasted (dibuang) on ravine (jurang). On the other time I want to see the end result for something thab be discarded (wasted). On my image, the channel at Mbarang Eta, and the end of place of dscard at to Golo / Bak, near Nderu. But when I see from Bangka no anything I see   that near Wae Bak / Golo / Bangka as result of discard. I see the people by pass the filed (padang) use the motor cycle. They fall down on that field. What is meaning of this dreram?

Tuesday, September 29, 2015.
I have dream. Just as I'm at one place, just as at garden or at park. We have activity there. Just as we permit animal just as monkey do their activity at their nature. We try to respect.

Than just as we service a baby. He / she just as defecated (membuang hajat) on trousers. help him/her. Than I use the same dress to him / her. May be she / he fill not good because use the old dress.
What is meaning of the dream?

Wednesday, September 30, 2015.
I have dream. In the dream I see my mom stand up in front of me. I see her. Just as my instinct (naluri) of sexuality rise up. I want to come to near her and approach her.I want to touch her mail / vital body. Wow... almost bad dream. The other dream I forget.

Thursday, October 1, 2015.

I have dream. Just as have activity in our home at Wela. May be this is party. Just as my father - the deceased (almarhum) Mr. Gaspar come / present too. We wait Mr. Philipus Jeharut - village leader - to start activity of adult. We already spread (membentangkan) the mat and pandan cushion (bantal pandan = lose rea).

In the other dream just as have activity, likely field trip . I coordinate the activity. What is meaning of this dream. Just as this is make me sad.

Thursday, October 1, 2015.
I have dream. but my memory can not remember it. I know that I have dream.

Saturday, October 3, 2015.

I have dream. I'm just as at Terang. On talking just as I hear complain about Mr. Robert Karjon from his brothers. Mr. R. Karjon take his brother land   of house in Terang, include to Mom Berta's property. Mr.Nando dan Mr. Bona's part he take too.
The other dream, just as fall down from motor cycle but lucky not injury ( cedera).

The other dream. It is about Nggerang, story of Manggarai, Flores.
I am just as at Manggarai. From a hill (bukit) . We see to direction (arah) Ndoso area, especially to Ndoso village. I dialog with Mr. Yohanes (Yan) Turut. He is from Raja village, Ndoso. From a hill we stand up he show (showed ?) me Nggerang's tomb (grave = kubur /makam). He show it to me use his hand. I'm curious (penasaran). We stand up while walk to see it but when we see it just as not clean again. The location just as at Satar Randang / Wejang Buang, Wela hill, can see nicely to Ndoso area, or in Namut / Lagar/ Cireng - Rahong, can se nicely to Wae Kang / Kakor or at Tebing Tinggi, Ruteng that can see nicely to Ka / Karot. When we see the Nggerang's tomb   we can not see nicely. We can see by pass there way, use the way use our near our path, whereas I usually by pass the other way. Mr. Yohanes (Yan)'s house at hill.
The other dream I forget ( Nggerang dream I can remember again after forget during 5 hours. I write the other dream (Land 's Mother Bertha - Robert Karjon in Terang) at 18:30 pm, Oct 3, 2015. I try to call my memory about the other dream but can not. I try and try but fail. I resigned (pasrah) while build hope that I can remember it again. My memory can help me. I can remember Nggerang dream at 23:30 when I already arrive at home, want to sleep. I write it at a paper. And on Sunday. October 4, 2015 I write this dream on this blog).

I sleep at middle day. I have dream but I forget too. Why forget the dream? Where is place to save the dream, at long term memory or at short term memory?

Sunday, October 4, 2015.
I have dream. Just as at Kuwu, Saint Nikolas (Santu Klaus). Just as have Caci activity. Caci Manggarai culture that 2 men reciprocal hit (memukul) / whip (mencambuk) and parry (menangkis). When one people get chance to hit his opposite parry (menangkis). Hit only once. After it change, his opposite hit and the other parry (cambuk). When rest of Caci, i just as walk to Kuwu village. There I find the people that join on Caci activity. They sing of song. I forget to remember the song. Than I continue to walk to way to Cireng direction. In margin road I see the pipe of water. The other water flow at land, only part flow at pipes. The water is clean. Than I go back. I just as see hte Islam school, just as Islam State University (Universitas Islam Negri = UIN). The write use Arab written even the of Church and bell in church and the Cutom house. All use the Arab (Moslem) written In front of Kuwu Church and Custom Home / House . In Kuwu, Church and Custome Home dealing (berhadapan). Just as have traditional ceremonies (upacara adat), like Penti (give thanks / thanks giving ceremonies) that have pray / traditional (adat) rituals. Usually traditional ritual lead by Village leader or his spokesman (juru bicara). After the taditional ritual, I hear suggest of Mr. Paulus Jalu - one of leader of Wela Village - : "In next time, no need to pray use traditional ritual, we combine on Mass," he said. When I hear it, I disagree, because it make the traditional ritual death and it lose and it   lose the function of task of the leader village of spokesman ( tukang tudak / torok). Than I aware. What is meaning of this dream.

Monday, October 5, 2015
I have dream.
I just as at one place, want to traveling to another place for one purpose. I on foot. Just as it is traditional area which the transportation not fluent. I on foot to reach some place that have tree, just as forest. Than I see the road that base stone and land. I want to use ojek. In mu mine want to Pemana Island. It means the traveling by pass sea. Just as the are near beach. If use ojek to reach the place may be the cost is Rp 50.000. I see the other people there. I imagine the traveling use boat.

The other dream
Juast as at Mbarang garden. Beside our garden there is Bober Galut's garden that already sold to Mr. Bertolo Ngapuk. Bertolo clean the garden. The grass already dry. Beside it just as the garden own by Mr. Yakobus babur. There is green grass. I see the cock of forest (ayam hutan / , rata in Manggarainese). I catch it. I success to catch 2 babon (ayam jantan) than I'm busy to do others so left / leave it. I only success to get one. What is meaning of this dream?

The other dream that I can remembert this time:

I can remember the dream about just as travel in reality.

Tuesday, October 6, 2015
I have   dream but I forget to remember it.

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

I have dream. The venue at Wela, especially at Wae Ulu - Wela. I see the Wae Ulu Spring Water. The people move the center t o take water. If usually the "eye" of water near road, now move to up, far from road. I see the pipe to new hole of spring. The people destination to east of the old place. I see many spring there. I think it is good for Wela people because have many source of water. What is meaning of this dream?

The other dream.. I meet with my classmate at Labuan Bajo. They are Mr. Dedy Tutu and Mr Ricky Genggor. I see some women. I mention activity reuni our class of JHS Saint Claus, year 1986/1987 - 1989/1990. In actual wolrd I see picure reune my friends, Ms Mersy Jelatu cs: I mentioned Yessy Supartan.This is Yely Supartan. Just as Yely is Dedy's wife. I talk with Mr. Ricky. Mr. Ricky and Mr. Dedy is my classmate when Primary School. Now, both of them work at Manggarai, at Ruteng and Labuan Bajo.
What is meaning of the dream.

Thursday, October 8, 2015
I have dream. The venue ia at Mr. Endy Jaweng' house. Just as his house have generator for electric. The other people in their house ask electric to his house. I see pillar just as relay (?) - pemancar - in his yard.
What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, October 9, 2015
I have dream. I just as find myself in one place that use simple dress. My pants (pantaloon) just as get acid of body that we find when wet dream. What is meaning of this dream?
The other dream I forget.

Saturday, October 10, 2015
I have dream. I just as do the traveling. I farewell (pamit) with my mom, mother Regina. I kiss her. We just as as recent out of car (turun dari mobil). Than I aware. What is meaning the dream?
I want to call mom to know her condition. On middle day I do it. I talk with her.
She is still good.

Sunday, October 11, 2015

I have dream. I just as at field of Mbaru Gendang Wela. I meet with my junior brother, Mr.Hila. He is standing up at their kiosk. "Stop. This is the end,"he said just as response others. I try to interpretation of   his speech that he want to close his business of kiosk because less money or losers (merugi).

Monday, October 12, 2015

I have dream. The location at Bangka, near bamboo (Belang) of Ande Mantol. We just as want to go back to village. When arrive in garden of Bernadus Bakal / Dame Nudi , there is coffee tree there. I pull (berry = pluck = pick = memetik) coffee that already red and somes still yellow and blue. I see myself use the old pick color dress and black trousers. I enjoy it. That time, Father Bone Kso just as stay at Bangka Lau while mother Regina stay at Bangka Le. I see the other people busy in their garden at Bangka and Wae Wela. This is season of work. The people concentrate to plant and weeding (menyiangi rumput). What the meaning of this dream?

The other dream forget.
Than I try to use the other tool to find it. In last morning I already write at on hp but when I see no sms about it. May be the memory is full. So it is lose whereas I already write it.

But on Tuesday, October 13, 2015, I see on my mobile phne. I find that the sms that I sent yesterday morning available on sms. I open it. I find the dream that I forget.

The dream is.

Just as I sent article to Mr. Ferdy Hasiman. Than he edit. He call me to change the title about the mine (Pertambangan). I'm confuse because I think that I'm not write about it. Than I'm aware. What is meaning of this dream?

Thank you Jef and HP

Tuesday, October 13, 2015
I have dream.
I just as at Wela. Just as from river near Emad Ruben vs Emad Oni have shortcut way to go to Emad Edit's house. I see someone that in lasr time by pass this way already almost arrive there.

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The other dream:
I just as on harbor (pelabuhan) want to go somewhere. But I don't know to go where place.

The other dream forget.

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

I have dream.
I just as available on one place. I see the river. The water is clean. On last time the river of streamside (arus sungai) is big but now less may be because dry season. I see it on bridge. I'm not entrance to river only see from the other place.

I have the other dream. Just as I available on one place. Just as on party place. I meet with my classmate when junior and senior   and college, Mr. Vitalis Fifa. When meet I call him, Vital. I come together my younger brother, Mr. Rony. "Mr. Rony as journalist," someone introduce Rony's job to   the others.
Than I meet with the other classmate, Father Egis Masri,Pr. "Where do your work now?" I ask. "I work at Werang Parish, Kempo region, West Manggarai," he said. "Where is frontier / boundaries (batas) your parish?" I ask. I it cross rivers (Wae Nengke and Wae Kepe) entrance to Lale, Wela Region," he answer. "How come," I ask with   wonder (heran) because I know it is so far from Werang. Than just as he explain. Lale is region is part of Kempo region. The ethic in Lale same with Kempo. he expalin. "Oh... I remember about explain of it through the book that writtrn by Dmian Toda. According Damian Toda, in last time the local custom have office at Peri - Lembor," I explain to him. Than I aware. Wow...... (This dream math with idea of J. Lacan: re centering of personality from awareness to unawareness).

Thursday, October 15, 2015
I have dream. The venue at Wela. I on foot from Wela to Ntalung Pada. When I arrive at Merkedila, I see a colt truck still turn to reverse direction (balik arah to west / Golowelu direction). The car may be go to Terang as destination. The driver from Dahang - Edu / Ardu - may be ever school at Golowelu when junior school. The engine just as broken.It's problem when starting. Than success. I arrive at T - junction (pertigaan - T) of Ntalung Pada. I meet with Mother Regina and my older brother Mr. Beny. They talk with me. "Mr. Beny ask me to change the dress. I just as want to go to Terang. I see that there is place for make new house for me. The location at Mr. Paulus Habong's house. The main pillar already planting (tanam). I see the frontiers / boundaries (batas) down (north) and up (south) There is issue that Mr. Geradus Dabut is sick and bring to Terang to avoid the bad condition. Just as his wife from Terang. Suddenly I call my sister, Ms Merry. She is at Terang. She just as sick. I talk with someone. Than I hear Mr. Merry sound / voice. "Please call Mr. Beny come to help me," she asked. In the dream just as Mr. Beny still at Lembor.

Note - Reflection: this dream make me sad. Why? In Manggarai's believe that if dream make house means make cemetery (pekuburan) /tomb (makam), it means want to die. I afraid to die. I'm worry my families too, especially Ms. Merry. Is she health or sick?. In the morning I pray. I surrender my life to God.

Friday, October 16, 2015.

I have dream. The location at one place. The memory talk about our grand mother and grand father, Amed and Ined Lina. They were from Lasang, Kolang, Kuwus. Both very love to our family especially to father and mother. My mother, Regina already become strays (piatu) in Karot Lelak. In this condition, her grand mother, Landom at Lasang care to her and her brother, Mr. Rofinus (Inus). They back to Lasang. Grand mother, Landom and little mother Ine Lina (Wihelmina and her husband Wilem) - help to live mother Regina and her brother, Rofinus. Landom and Wihel very care to Regina and Rofinus even they already merried . Mother Regina merried with Gaspar from Wela. They live in Wela. Although my mother already married, Grand mother Landom and mother Wihelmina still   care to Regina and her family in Wela. For me the grand mother real that I know is Wihelmina. She very kind. I ever visit her when primary. On the end I visit her on 1 July 2014. That time I went together Saver Aban.

On the dream on this morning talk about Grand mother and grand father kindness. Just as I come from Wela. May be in Lasang someone talk and show about tools, just as dog as heritage of grand mother and grand father.   The tools just as dog picture. It is just as weapon game to derection to me. I stop for moment.

On the other ground just as there is couple that want to married. In my mind just as Micky Pandu? someone in the other room just as ask / koke about it. What is meaning of this dream.

The other dream is forgetting may be because I sleep late in last night.

Saturday, October 17, 2015

I have the dream.
The location at Wela, near Mr. Paskalis's house. . Just as have issued that Mr.Paskalis Jemanu want to divorce (cerai) woth his wife, Ms. Eny.Ms Eny is teacher of Primary with status civil servant s (PNS). Than just me want to change Mr. Psakalis Jemanu because from education background it is adequate (suffice = memadai). What os meaning of this dream?

Than I sleep in the middle day. I have dream. Just as a child of women call me while take a bath (the water is clean). What is purpose she calling me? To give information that there is calling in my mobile phone to me. My position still in bath room, enjoy take a bath still throw (mengguyurkan) water to body. The women chil shout to call me. "Am I serving her while take a bath condition? Oh... no.... it is impolite, how if the women that talk to me can see my condition that naked on her handphone," I give consideration. In my think that the haphone have camera so can cathc my condition. Than I'm ware. What is meaning this dream?

Sunday, October 18, 2015.
I have dream. Just as I married but under the pressure, evidently I 'm not agree. May be the social environment that force me to married, but I'm not free when do it. After married we don't making in love. Than I aware. My vital body still weak /lacluster (loyo). What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, October 19, 2015.
I have dream. Just as at one place. I just as traveling. May be destination to Solo. There is people go to Solo, Central Java too. We just as mistake, entrance the false   bus. Evidently destination to Solo but we are use the bus to the other destination, just as to Jakarta. So we stop at T junction / intersection. I entrance to just as workshop of car / bus. The crew of bus appear not agree with my action. The crew bus that just as ever service me seem offended (tersinggung) so ask me to exit that place than wait in passenger place. They invite and lead me out that place. What is meaning of this dream?

After it I just as get sick " just as my inner body move, especially heart. In last time when child I ever did it. In Manggarainese is "wali ati). My saliva (air ludah) feel salted (asin). I get up. I throw it at toilet. Than I sleep again.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015 - forget remember the   dream.

I have the dream. In the morning, when get up I try to remember it. My memory can not reach the dream are. It is fail to remember.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015
I have dream. The venue is at home in Wela Village. Just as we were goingout. I see Sandy and Megy. They were going back to school at Ruteng. Sandy hug (embrance = memeluk ) his mom Esy who still lie (berbaring). Than we delivery them until at yard of home. We stop there. Just as Sr. Sophy and I want back to school too. Just as I' were still school at Kuwu and Sr. Sophy at Ruteng. I have plan puthte bag in Kuwu than go to Ruteng to travel or delivery sr. Sophy. This is dream at the moorning. What is happening with this dream? May all family is good and well.

Thursday, October 22, 2015

I have dream. The location just as at home at Wela. Just as there is meeting. Our families just as complain because Mr. Pius Paskalim dominate the meeting. The familiest like he does not give much sphere (ruang) to him.

Than I just as at home. I urinate beside home. My vital body only close by board of wall, only urinate that may be the people see. My urinate is white, just as drink many water. Than I hear the issue that my younger brother, Mr. John fight

With the other people that want to steal (mencuri) pig. The pig we want to use to kill when custom sacrifice (just as kenduri). We are neglect. We busy at Ntalung Pada, forget to care babi at Mbaru Gendang, so the other people take. “Anton Tongkok – from Lida, my friend defend (membela) John. Just as fight and debate at car (in Wae Siar) but when I hear from Mr. John, the problem / fight / debate at intersection of Cancar. The people want to take something from John, include money.

I sad when get. What is meaning of this dream. I get up at 04:00 today.

Friday, October 23, 2015
I have the dream. I remember when I explain V sign bipolar, win - win solution. I forget the other dream.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

I have dream.
Mr. John ......(lecture of Law at at Saint Thomas University Medan) and I available at one place. There are some people too. There are some people by pass with shortcut way on not formal way. I see a motor cyclist drive motor cycle but get difficult to pass away because have a high of mound (gundukan tanah). She almost fall down fall down. When we see, evidently it is cemetery (tomb = pekuburan).

I move to the other place.

I just as on one place. Just as have married moment (event). I see a women get water splash (percikan air). Than just as I get to. I get splash of water (siraman air) of a plastic of glass of mineral water. I just as take a bath with it. But just I'm nude (telanjang).

Than just as I move to one place again.
I drive motor cycle just as Mr. Harnoto / Mr. Egy / Mr. Nando beside me. We j just as by pass region of Bekasi, especially THB in near Mr. Stef Pelor house. This area I know," I say. But still diffrrence. The area that we visit is so many people and housing. It is area densely populated residential (pemukiman padat penduduk). In middle way, I give change to mv   my friend (Mr. Harnoto / Mr. Egy to in front position to lead me the way because he know the address of destination. Evidently we entrance just as park ao garden. I see the   just as spruce (pohon cemara). The Spuces so many . Than we talk. Just as I imagine Mr. Nando's married.

Than my soul just as move   place again
We are in a field. There is soccer matching. There is a people who smart to dribble the ball give challenge to rival to make bet (taruhan). He is provoking (memprovokasi)   the rival. In rival group Mr. Rudy Sudiran accept his challenge. may be he give money 15.000 - 20.000 as bet (taruhan). Than I'm aware.

What is meaning of the dreams?

Sunday, October 25, 2015
I have dream.
Wait train at Jatinegara
In tomb with 2 girls who drive motor cycle at tom (cemetery = pekuburan)
just as in THB - Harapan Indah - in Park
In park

-n party place - splash of water , just as married -

Meet mr. Fidelis Gele - class mate at major seminary
Clean the tolilet - Ms Lidya see me when touch the feces. Shame. Because to clean toilet is not teacher's work. It's OB's work.

Monday, October 26, 2015

I have dream. I just as holiday at village. I walk / on foot together families from custom village to Ntalung Pada. At near Mr. Sius Janor (Ema'd Tati's) huse some people shout our (meneriaki) and cheer (menyoraki) John. As appear Mr. John - my youngest brother recent go back to village from foreign country. Ms Meni come. Mr. Sius Janor too.

What is meaning of this dream

Tuesday, October 27, 2015
I have dream. Just as I wan to entrance to boat? - Traveling? May be only playing.

Wednesday, October 28, 2015 - I have the dream but I forget.

Thursday, October 29, 2015 - I have the dream but I forget.

Friday, October 30, 2015 - I have the dream but I forget.

I have dream. Just as make burial / tomb/ cemetery?. May be because tired. I sleep at 01:30 am in last night
Just as see Mr. Don   Gaut ex Sant Klaus JHS principal.

Saturday, October 31, 2015 - I have the dream but I forget.

I have the dream.

Tuesday, November 3, 2015
I have dream.
In my think that Father Alfons,Pr still life. But on the dream he already pass away.
In my feeling he still live. What is meaning.

Wedneday, November 4, 2015 - i forget the dream. May be because tired

Thursday, November 5, 2015 - ibid.

Friday, November 6, 2015

I have dream.
Jus as have Manggarai Festival. I join in our group, Middle Manggarai. The other group is East Manggarai Group. They already prepare the song of "danding", include song: Gerak ga Tana Nana o nana tad go ae........ Ae e kakor ga lalong enu o enu tad go ae.". I sing this song. There is competition (kompetisi = persaingan). We use Manggarai dresss code. I use Songke dress. I juust as not wear the dreass, just as want to paly Caci game.

Than on one place I see Mr. Engel   Mbaling. In the dream I see him just as Ema Mbembok's face. What is mean of this dream?

(What relation conscicouus with unconscience , kesadaran dan ketaksadaran?

Apa yang ada dalam dunia kesadaran (bangun) bisa hadir dalam dunia ketaksadaran (mimpi), demikian juga sebaliknya. Ada hubungan resiprokal namun tidak otomatis / niscaya. tak ada keharusan bahwa apa yang ada dalam dunia bangun ditampilkan semua dalam dunia mimpi. Demikaian juga sebaliknya. Apa faktor yang menentukan bahwa   obyek dunia bangun bisa hadir dalam dunia tidur? Demikian sebaliknya? Dkl apakah mimpi bisa dirancang oleh dunia bangun? Bisa ya, bisa tidak. Ya karena untuk bermimpi kita harus tidur. Tidak karena    konten mimpi tidak bisa dirancang . Konten mompi arbitrer. Tergantung jiwa.
JPS, 6 Sept. 2015.

Saturday, November 7, 2015.
I have dream. Just as I join on event. On one stand / buyer stand I see people show the Manggarai song. It is on CD. It is just as Bima song. I want to buy it. What means of this? May have relation with activity of today at JIEXPO. There is peole / man that offer the spirit song of Mary. I refuse it. Than I see Manggarai culture when drama musical backgroud. It is field spider web and Wae Rebo. May this back that purposed of dream. ** The activity of soul precede (mendahului) body activity. Soul lead the body.

Sunday, November 8, 2015 - the note of dream still on paper at   leasing house

Monday, November 9, 2015 - I have dream but memory can not remember it.

I only have real expereince. I get up at 02:30. It show to me the experience in last time when the Principal critic me because just as give easy to students when test. He continue the students parent complain. Just as it show on my unconsciousness (ketaksadaran). It is base of this case my work contract at JPS not continue. It;m worry and worried (cemas) with this condition. I resigned (pasrah) myself to God for this situation.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015 - I have dream but i forget

Wednesday, November 11, 2015 - I have dream but i forget

Thursday, November 12, 2015 - I have dream but i forget

Friday, November 13, 2015 - I have dream

In one place Mr. Hila and I just as drive motor cycle. I entrance first at just as as one place, just as parking place. Than my brother, Mr. Hila come follow me. May be he can not stop his motor cycle. Lucky his motor cycle not touch me. Than he pull his motor cycle to back. What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, November 14, 2015 -

Sunday, November 15, 2015 - I have dream
I'm at Wela at near Mr. Ansel Jeramun's house. I just as see the corn plant there. I open. I see Marny, Ansel's wife. I want to give it to her. What is meaning of this dream.
* Note: The other dream is forget.

Monday, November 16, 2015
I have the dream
I just as at intersection at Ntalung Pada, near Father Paul's kiosk. I just as hold hose (selang) of water. I see the water from hose is clean. I'm there together Mr. Hila.

The other dream is I just as at Kuwu at corner of sport field. Just as hace fence of iron for animal cage. In near road (near building there is just as cottage (pondok). I use it together some friend.

What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, November 17, 2015
I have the dream. I just as on one place, just as on corner of a place, just as in forest. I just as make fire. Than we rest. I find after the wood fire almost finish but the fire still it (ada) while the wood fire runs (habis). It is leave the live coals (bara api) . I'm worry   the fire off, so I looking for the fire wood. I fine some good fire wood . The fire wood is named Haju Sambi in Manggarainese. I entrance it on live coals (arang) in order to can last (bertahan) until some hours.
Than I just as move to one place. My soul there is in one place. It is the new place. Just as we vsit there for   a purpose. From one place I see   a good view. I see the people. There is issue that it lack of water there. Our group / family must go far to get the water. Than I go back to just as our cottage (pondok). I find Mr. Alex Madji and family. We just as gathering. Ms Susy prpare the food for us. I try to help to   expedite the activity. Mr. Alex say just as humble (merendah) although he already do the best.

What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, November 18, 2015
I have dream. Ms Agatha Runus   is sick. She follow her husband at Papua than come to Jakarta. Ib Jakarta she sick. "Can or no she got the the health card from governement so help her to pay it? This is problem because may be she not the Jakarta population (resident = penduduk) of Jakarta.
Whai is meaning of this dream? Evidently I'm sick. I'm fever because fever. May change of season, from dry to wet season.
I try to manage this condition in order to can teach students nicely.
I try in order to not so tired. I try to work effectively.

Thursday, November 19, 2015

I have dream. I just as visit to one place, just as rice field. I see the rice field still green. Than we move on to one place. I just as with Saver. We entrance to one place. Wow.... we turn to new place. I'm very happy. We entrance to Brunei Darusalam. We by pass junction (tikungan). I find   a place that have plant. The pace just as I ever see in Mr. Alfons's picture. Mr. Alfons Jaban often go to Brunei. I see a view as back ground Mr. Alfons's photo. It is just as building. It have title. "Oh... Mr. Alfons often photo here. I know now," I say in my heart.

Wow.........., this dream may be I hear from Mr. Safer, my nephew that he want to go there together Mr. Alfons. The salary in Brunei is better than in Indonesia.

With this dream I can remember the other dream, just as:

1. I just as walk in one place, just as at Flores, just as at Raheng / Coal / Lembor. There is walk / road way down. I turn to left. I entrance to cottage. It's simple cottage. Just as life in village.
2. I walk in one place just as at Manggarai - Flores, just as at Pel - Tilir. I by pass the place.

Note: I can remember this dream after 11,5 hours. This is wonderful. Since get up I don't now I have dream or no. Suddennly when I go to the campus of STFD Jakarta, in near KFC Harapan Indah my mind suddenly I can remember this dream. I dont' know what is the cause so I can remember it. I ho hope to remember it because in last night I'm sick of fever. But now this idea rice itself.

Friday, November 20, 2015

I have dream.
I just as meeting in Saint Klaus together Father Waser, SVD and my teacher when JHS - SHS'. He is Mr. Maxi Mbangur. We are three ate in one table. "May be because I come from Jakarta so Father Waser, SVD and Mr. Maxi accept me. I see some students of Saint Klaus that still eat.

Than the other dream come. The location at Wela. I just as visit spring water in near home / house of Mr. Philipus Jeharut. We go to to the west through the way that we use when children / Primary school.

Than just the location move to home of Mbaru Gendang. Just as have party. Just as feast (kenduri). We are as organizer (penyelenggara) / host party (tuan pesta). I see Welo tribe (Mr.Aji / Philipus; Mr. Frans Hutal / Anton Epong family). We prepare the food for them. May be we prepare the perfunctory (ala kadarnya) side dishes (lauk pauk) for side dishes for supper / dinner. "Ela wee later. Ela wee may be for the main side dishes.

What is meaning of this dream.
I'm sad   with this dream.

Saturday, November 21, 2015
I have dream. Just as I 'm at our garden at Ntalung Pada. Just as have issue that there is corpse (jenasah). It's Wela people. It come from Lida direction through Bangka garden than arrive at Wela's cemetery (pekuburan). From Ntalung Pada I see the Wela's cemetery.

I have the other dream. I just as on one place. When I want to close the door, there is a people try to deter (menghalangi) it. He entrance his feet in down the door and face on top the door. I'm angry. I fight with him. I kick him on his face. He is not make resistance (perlawanan). I'm worry if he or his group / family angry than strike me. I ask my brother to ready for this. Wow..... what is meaning of this dream?

The other dream I forget.

Than I can remember my dream. I just as play at Mbaru Gendang Wela yard (halaman) .We play foot ball. I think I can play footbal nicely. Evidently my move so slow. When Mr. Hendrik Aron kick the ball. I can not accept the ball, so goal. Wow........., my condition is severe / nasty (parah). Wow........

Sunday, November 22, 2015 - forget the dream, whether (entah) day or by night dream. Wow....

Monday, November 23, 2015

I have dream. I gathering with others include women. Suddenly I 'm urinate (pipis). I can not control my penis to stop it. I just as panic. So many urinate. The women / girls see me.

What is meaning of this dream

Tuesday, November 24, 2015 - forget the dream

Wednesday, November 25, 2015
I have dream.
Just as I present on a mall. I see so may television / Computer that still on. I'm provocated to use it to open the internet to read news. I have desire of it.

Than I entrance to one place just as filed. There is soccer matching. NTT people play soccer. They play good but no make goal. The opposite team kae goal to NTT 's goalpost (wikcket = (gawang)).

What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, November 28, 2015 -
I have the dream. I just as on one   place. It is on a village on valley (lembah). It just as surrounded (dikelilingi) montain that have rock (cadas / batu). In nort and   eart there is view of   rock mountain. Than in west there is the gap. I see the pavement (jalan aspal). I see bus, just as Rasa Sayang bus and the driver is Mr. Pius Biru. The Rasa Sayang bus destination Lembur. Everyday the route is Lembor Ruteng. I see his head when the bus on bend (tikungan). Than I just as walk that that pavement (jalan aspal). I just as the leader / guide the journey. Mr. Largus too. . I follow the pavement. Evidently it is dead end. When I know it, I go back. Evidently Mr. Largus turn to left. When go back to turn to right follow Mr. Largus and friend. It is   footpath.

What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, November 29, 2015
Last night I sleep fast, may be at 22:00. I'm tired. When finish prayer of first advent I join with Mr. Joko in his motor cycle. We pray at Mr. Matono's hpuse at Blok H1, Vila Mutiara Gading, Harapan Indah, Bekasi. Because sleep enough, I can get up early. I get up at 03:45 am. "No dream," I say to myself. Than I open my laptop. I work. There is a moment (tool - may be on Liturgi / Religion text) make me remember my dream. My memory can remember the dream. "In last night in dream, I meet with my leader at Major Seminary, Father Martoni Tangi,Pr. He sit down in his room with bookshelf (rak buku) as background. He sit down it. The situation just as at Ritapiret Seminary.
Wow... wonderful....

Reflection

What is relation between aware (dunia bangun) with unaware (dunia mimpi)?
The relation is experience of life. What is moment on aware can present on dream on the other hand what's moment on dream can present on aware. Both can fill one another.

Dream at hal aware and unaware
Time show 09.45 am. The condition is cloudy (berawan). The aura of life is sleepy. I try to aginst it but still sleepy. I try to kill my sleep with work. I open laptop. I do my work about Resume of Primary Religion subject. I'm sit down. Than my sleep come. I have dream. We have activity of custom at Wela. It is traditional ceremonies (upacara adat) to honor ancestry (leluhur). We just as sacrifice the cock (rooster (ayam jantan). We invite our neighbour, include Mr. Stanis Nami. He come late. We already start it. I say sory to him: "Sorry, we had been starting this sacrifice," I say to him. He respons:"Oh... this activity is own of of us" (Acara ini acara kita semua > "Acara dite taung kali so". he say. I see him appear slim (ramping). Than I aware again. May be 2 minutes I dream. Than I work again. I write this dream in order to not forget. Mr. Stanis Nami already die. For the first I dialog with him on dream. Ussually the people that already die no talk, only silent but on this dream he talked. What is meaning of this dream?

The other dream.
I sleep on 11:00 am. I have dream. I see people paly in dirty water. They are play and seldom dive on dirty water that appear yellow. Even the man (men) drink it but drink something again to avoid the poison (racun) because dirty of water. I only see / watch. I stand up on just as the edge (pinggir) pool. Than i join with my family one a boy of child. He just as retreat to watch something. I join with women who still my family but I'm not remember whoa   are the name.

What is meaning the dream?

Monday, November 30, 2015
I have dream. I just as teach in front of   class. Than I ask help to students / friends in order to support me in married: " I ask your pray for my wedding. Thank you for my friend YM who already wait so long. Sorry for this. YM is my classmate when SHS. There is the other friend on this class. She is Evy Jemamun. She is smile when I talk about my married. After talk it there is worry in my heart about my health. What is meaning of this dream?

The other dream:
I just as go to one place. To village? There is an activity there. Just as party. I try to help to smooth this activity. Just as help to handle equipment , just as mnage water and hose. Than I think how to back to Jakarta because the work wait there.
What is meaning of this dream?

Reflection:

At JPS, the Primary teacher gather at cahppel. We ask to Primary Principal, Mr. Ben Ayung who want to check up the health. May be he stay 2 weeks at BSD to threat his sick. Mr. Ivan as Principal for moment. I lead the prayer for health to Mr. Ben Ayung. I help to delivery him to Mr. Ivan's car. "May you wuickly recover," I say to him.

Today in school there is food, cake and food. Mr. Rmeo and Ms Eyheel celebrate 24 anniversary Wedding. They prepare food: chicken , noddle and rice. Than a student, Octa celebrate birthday. One cardboard cake for teacher. Accidental (kebetulan) I'm not bring food for lunch. In last time I have plan permission to lunch but because already have food now, I postpobe my plan to go back to home to lunch. Today the students start   of final semester test.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

I have dream.
I just as on one place in one moment. Just as have event. Party? May be. That clear there is food. The food is rice and meat, just as ......(rendang). I get informatin that this is lamb (daging kambing). I try to carefully because the lamb (daging kambing) risk to me that have
hypertension (hipertensi). But somehow (entah kenapa) I take it for eat. Wow......... what is meaning of this dream?

I have the other dream.
The dream is I meet with my friends and leader when Mjor Seminary at Ritapiret in last time. I meet Msgr. Hubert Leteng,Pr. Than I meet my friends just as Father Kosmas Hariman, Pr, Father Egis Masri, Pr.   We meet in one place. Than we exit who knows (entah) to where. I way when exit I talk with Msgr. Hubert Leteng, Pr. "I'm Frans, may be you forget me,"I say introduce my name to him.

What is meaning of this dream?

I remember the other dream. We just as on one place. Just as walk on one place at edge (pinggir) river.
Just as walk at Welo garden at Wela . The other people already at top of hill (near pecan tree (pohon Kemiri - at Mukang Welo - ) while the other still in near Wae Rehet
The location just as at Pandang garden but the location of area is just as flat (rata). We by pass there.
I by pass a way just as trace way.

Usually the dream not clear ( hazy = kabur). Is this the memory problem?
There is distortion (penyimpangan) on memory?

JPS, 1 December 2015

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

I have dream. I meet my classmate when major seminary. He is Mr. Yon Lesek. He already married. I see his families, wife and his children. In this dream he had two children, boy and girl. They play. Their mother, Ms. Anne. I by pass their place of game. Than I entrance a home. There I meet with Mr. Yon. He just busy. The location just as at kitchen of house of "Rumah Gendang" Wela, in Mr. Paulus (Tua; Emad Alex') kitchen. The people busy to cook or talking. I reprimand (menegur) Mr. Yon. Than I entrance to to our space. There I find just as our family. Just as Mr. Nobert Jaban dan Ms Lusia Esot. They prepare the food, include the meat. I want to eat. The meat have sauce ( kuah). It is seem black becaause already mix with meat and spice (bumbu). There is Ms Via Wawung. "On one time, if already fat, please eat dog meat (daging anjing)," she suggested. "Thank you mom, I should avoid the meat dog because I'm hypertension (hipertensi). What is mean of this dream?

What is meaning of this dream?

Thursday, December 3, 2015 - I have dream but I forget it.

Friday, December 4, 2015
I have dream . I meet with Ms....... (atudents parent / grand mother). She stand up beside me. Our body sticking (= adhere = path = menempel). I touch her vital body. I enjoy it. My vital body is on. Enough long time it on. Wow.... rimantic dream.

I can remember this dream after remember my panties (celana dalam) that have stain (noda) and when meet student parents at school at JPS.

Saturday, December 5, 2015
I have dream. I just as present in region of Ndoso and Kolang. I just as at Ndoso region and see to west region to Kolang area. The Kolang people just as usual come to Ndoso region on feast of Catholic religion, just as Easter or Christmas. "It is village ( Metang)," someone give information to me. I walk to area the middle Ndoso - Kolang. It is just as valley (lembah) (meadow = padang). Just as there have church. I come to there to join on prayer. I entrance to the church. I see the other people, just as children, boy and girl. There is mucic tool.

(Note: This dream briefly (sempat) lose from memory.This dream occur / happen before 04:50 . I go to the toilet. I can remember this dream and one dream again. Than I sleep again. I have 3 dreams again but this dream I forget. After almost 26 hours, I can remember the dream. Wow...... I can remember on Sunday, 6 December 2015.

The other dream :

I have dream. I just as traveling use truck (truk), just as use Maranatha truck . Just as journey from Tilir to Ruteng. The journey start in early morning. Just as start from 05:00 am. We arrive   just as Mano. We aware that we arrive in early morning. "May be we arrive on early morning because start in early morning too," I say to other passenger.

Than the other dream.
I just as at Golowelu. There is processions    from west (Satarara?, Rumah Sakit complex ) to Golowelu church. Ms Mer (Rio's mother / Mr. Ema Tarang's wife) as conductor of choir. Just as student junior high school of Golowelu who choir. I join on the procession. I join on sing of song.

The other dream

I just as at Jakarta in a flyover. I drive motor cycle, on a flyover. The flyover seem not so good. The iron seem not strong because already sway (bergoyang). I try to drive car in flyover with carefully and slowly. When I arrive on top the flyover, suddently I already arrive on a truck, just as   rubbish truck. The door of truck not open yet. In land I see the rubbish. There is the other people. They are gilrs. My destination is one place in West Jakarta, just as at near Tanjung Duren / Cideng. But the truck distination just as to Klender. The truck start. I try to go away. I shout to stop. On one place there is mound (tumpukan) sand and near with back door of truck. I decide to stop and go away . I leave the truck. Just as the plastic fall down when I left the truck. I pick it. Than I go out. I see the other car / bus still run. There is little rain. I ty to use pastic to protect myself in order to not wet.Than I aware. I get up.

The other dream is forget. I get up on 04:30 am to go to toilet. That time I'm still remember my dream but after it I forget my dream on before 04:30 . Wow.....

Dream at teacher room of JPS - Limit between sleep and wake so thin (tipis).
I'm lunch. The rain come. I want to make the answer key of Primary 4 and 5 Question Test. I'm sleepy while sit down. I have dream. In dream I hear my teacher when Primary - Ms July Maria Ju talk about Father Sipri Hormat,Pr. Father Sipri is my senior when at Major Seminary. What is meaning this dream?

Sunday, December 6, 2015 - I have dream but I forget to remember it.

I just as meet Mr. Hendrik Aron. He visit his uncle , Mr. Andreas at Rawa Indah Bekasi but not visit me at VMG while it is near. What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, December 7, 2015

I have dream. Someone - man / boy - take a bath and use my shampoo. I see him take it than mix with water than flush (menyiram) on his head. Than he rub ( menggosok) his hair. Twice he take the shampoo than flush (siram) on his hair. I see foam (busa) of shampoo on his hair.

I can remember this dream after entrance the bathroom and want to take a bath.
We can remember the dream if have stimulus (rangsangan).

Tuesday, December 8, 2015 - forget the dream

I have dream. Just as my friend teacher at JPS remind me about my duty of community as Primary level. Just as Ms Lidya / Ms Desy who remember me. What is meaning of this dream.

Evidently on 14:30 pm, the womwn teacher of SHS - Ms Jessica - ask us about duty on next Janury 8, about Chistmas Celebration. Wow... we are not prepare about it. Than you Ms Jessica. Please prepare yourself for this event, F.!

Wednesday, December 9, 2015
I have dream. I just as at Woang - Ruteng place. Just as at Ms Bunga - Mathias house. Just as Mr. Lexy invite (engage = mengajak) me to there. We arrive there. Just as Mr. Mathis - Ms Bunga house is wood house. We sit down on chair. I see the the bed (tempat tidur). May be I want to sleep too.
Than I go out of home. I see the people cook something at out of home. I see the the trench (parit) or waterways (saluran air) . The water in trench (parit) is black (dirty). The environment is dirty. What is meaning if this dream?

Thursday, December 10, 2015 - I have dream but I forget. Than I can remember when lecture at campus

I have dream.
I join on mass. The mass lead by Msgr. Vincentius Sensi Potokota,Pr, Arch Diocese of Ende, Flores. On mass he mention one name. Just as Suhartono / Suharnoto (the Java people name). When he mentioned it I mention too. I very happy when know it. The distance (jarak) is enough long from altar to people bench (bangku umat).

(Note: I can remember of this dream after 13,6 hours. Lucky the friend - Mr. Suki Gasung - presentation about Freud-. He mention something word. This is just as stimulus to me to remember the dream in last morning / night. Thank you Mr. Suki Gasung.

Friday, December 11, 2015.
I have dream. I just as visit a one place. It is just as seminary / parish / school. I entrance to chapel (kapel)/ church. Than I just as return to presbytery (pastoran). Just as in last time I ever entrance this place. Now I know this place nicely.

Than I just as move the place. I drive motor cycle. Than the motor cycle is stop. It is broken. I see Mr. Tony Tarang. Invite him to join in my motor cycle. I give chance him to drive it. I try to move the motor cycle. What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, December 12, 2015.
I have dream. The dream about me and my sister, Nelty. In dream Nelty can drive motor cycle. I join on the motor cycle. She drive nicely. We by pass the way that uphill road (jalan menanjak). She success to avoid students that walk near our motor cycle.

The other dream I forget.

What is meaning of this dream?

Sunday, December 13, 2015.
I have dream.
I just as effort to by pass a ravine (tebing/jurang). I very difficult to by pass it. I try to looking for tree but fail. I only find grass that not strong so I can not relly on it. My hand try to looking for tree but no find it. I'm and some people do it. Than just as on evaluation   I have idea to spread (tali) so the people can hold it when by pass or climb the ravine. The other alternative is use wooden staircase (tangga kayu) to by pass it," I think.

Than my soul move to other place. I just as arrive at Wela. I walk to Mr. Lius Beong's house. I arrive at front's their house. I see Mr. Lius still in home. I see kiosk in front of their house. May be Mr. Valens still stay at kiosk. I'm just as hide, afraid to meet him. In near there I see can that usually use for put the dog's food. It is dirty. I put my food and rice there. I eat use it. Still have residual of sauce (kuah). Wow.................
How about my health?

I have the other dream.
I meet with Mr. Hendrik Aron and Ms Ida, his wife. I alredy copy what you ask to me in last time. "What is it," I already forget," I say. It is English book / document. I already copy, " he said. Than I see. It is just as report card of KG. I see just as teacher do it for students. Than I see the parent students. She is Merry (mom's of Albert, Lisa and Lia). She just as still tidy the cupboard (lemari). She ask something to me but I forget what is she saying.

Than I have the other dream.
I just as cook something in kitchen, just as at VMG. I open the front office. It is the good chance to animal to entrance. The duck entrance to kitchen. I'm shock too. I try to exit it. Lucky food that I cook not burnt (terbakar). I cook soup of foot of kitchen.
Than just as I want to wash my dress. I use the dirty water to clean it..
I'm deliberate (sengaja) start to JPS late to handle it. "I want to entrance to 08:00 am to JPS,: I make schedule. Than I'm aware. What is meaning o this dream.

Monday, December 14, 2015.
I have dream. Just as I save land to someone. May be the land in near village. The land on crowded areas (kawasan ramai).

Tuesday, December 15, 2015.
I have dream. Just as my mother and mom, Regina in one place. It is valley (lembah). The valley have sand. In still on the way . We stop for moment. We leave our load (beban). Than I go to the west. I climb the hill. It is have forest I see the dry tree and tree that still live. I want to bring the dry dree for wood fire. I see the spiring. I'm happy with see the water that still flow on land and rock. Than I see the cleaver (parang) / golok) and the wrap (bako in manggarai). It is own the late (almarhum) Mr. Matius Potok," Mrs Mary said. The cleaver (golok) fall down. I worry it it run to ravine (jurang). Evidently not. I success to take it.

The other dream.
In one place, just as hostel (asrama). We use dress just as prepare to somewhere. I see someone take my belt. Evidently not. I still get my belt. Wow....
What is mean of this dream?

Wednesday, December 16, 2015.
I have dream. I forget the the detail of dream.

Thursday, December 17, 2015. - forget the dream?
I have a dream. I just as join on traditional rituals (ritual adat). Just as Mr. Vincent Jahan as spokesman (juru bicara) alias "tukang tudak" of prayer. His prayer so potent (manjur). What is he says will do. I see the water on trench (parit). The water bring all dirt (kotoran) and trash (sampah) . I see the crumbs (remah-remah) of vegetable flow (mengalir) through trench (parit) Isee crumbs of pumpkin (labu), papaya (pepaya) . "Wow...this is 'holy prayer" . The location just as at behind (di belakang) kitchen of "Mbaru Gendang Wela". I'm in kopi garden, near gourd (labu) tree.
Than just as Mr. Edu Sanor sleep in the top of coffee tree. He is ill. Than I call him. "Emad's Endang.....," I call him. I just as visit him. What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, December 18, 2015. - Dream at "Susteran Ursulin" Cisantana - Cigugur - Kuningan - West Java.
I have dream .
I meet with Mr. Egydius Patnistik. We talk Mr. Welem Syukur's bussiness of media "Alat Berat". It's already off," Mr. Egy says. Is ir right. What means of this dream?

I can remember this dream after 2 hours. I can remember when I think my brothers: Mr. Beny, Mr. John, Mr. Hila and I. How to make home in Wae Mese in Rony's land. Than I remember Mr. Egy and my dream.

Saturday, December 19, 2015
I have dream.
Just as I'm in one place. I meet with my friends when Junior High School (JHS), just as Mr. Edwin Perselie, Edu Nabu. They are just as reunion. They eat just as eat of meatball (bakso). Than Edwin come to me. We shake hand. "He is candidate of profesor," they say just as it to me.
What means of this dream? May be because I see in Mercy Jelatu's face book that Edwin, Edu, Mersy, Patris, Tarsy. Edu dan Mina Sajul reunion at Ruteng and Robo at Mr. Idem's house to pray for Mr. Alo Jema (Mr. Idem's father) who already pass away. What is meaning of this dream?
Note: What is linking between dream and reality? The link is the reality can backgroud the dream. (In this case: reality precede (mendahului) idea.

Friday, January 1, 2016 -
I have dream when day sleep.
I have dream. I just as on travelling. My family and I use motor cycle. I drive myself the motor cycle. The family (man) who front me get distuurb froma chilf of boy. He angy to that boy child. My family exit from motor cycle. He leave it. He angry to the child boy. While he angry to the boy the motory cycle lose, be stolen (dicuri) by the child boy team. The boy only to provocate to switch the consentration of people wgo they target for stolen the material (included) motor cycle. Than I try to join on this debat. I exit from my motor cycle too. Than my motor cycle lose too. Wow...... certainly I'm so regret. I try to happy although my heart is stillbroken because lose of motor cycle.
What is meaning of this dream?

Saturday, January 2, 2016 -
The dream at Rony's rent house at Kantor Post / Jl. I / G - Rawasari, Cempakka Putih, Central Jakarta.

I have dream.
Just as I'm in journey / travelling. I do it with the others, include Ms Indri, my friend teacher at Optima and JPS. When we walk suddenly just as the straight / attact from front to us. The attacker come from opposite way. Wow... We try to safe ourself. I try to help to protect and to safe Ms Indri. I carry her on my both of hand. "Evidently she is easy )light = riangan) not heavy. We are retreat. Than suddenly the enemy just as entrnce to river / pool. It remove become animal of water. I want to duel with it. I prepare myself for it. The attacker entrance to dirty water. Wow... what is meaning of this dream.

Sunday, January 3, 2016
I have dream when afternoon sleep about 15:30 pm.
I just as join on gathering with other peoples, include women. My vital body just as pee to women body. "For me, if meet women, I commend (memuji) her. "You are pretty and your skin is soft," Alex said as share experience when touch the women. Evidently I have wet dream.

Monday, January 4, 2016
I have dream.
I'm just as breakfast/ luch / suppper. On the end I know the water on soup is dirty. I know it when eat the the end part / session. What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Wednesday, January 6, 2016
Mr. Hila, my younger brother have dream about me. Just as have event of custom (tradition) at our home, "Mbaru Gendang Wela". Mr. Vinsen Jahan and Mr. Ignasius Janor (Ema'd Tati) come. "Please prepare money for participate on this event. May be Rp 50.000," Mr Hila whisper to me.

What means of this dream, Mom? Hila ask to mother Regina. :May be his event when finish study master in next time," mother respons.

Than Hila share this experience to me when I call to home.

Thursday, January 7, 2016

Friday, January 8, 2016
I have dream.
I just as see meet with my younger brother, Mr. Hila. He just as raising (memelihara) pigs. But already use for necessity (keperluan). "Please raising again," I said to suggest again. "It is difficult to get money: he compain. Mr. Hila as a farmer. In last time he was studing at High School (STKIP) Saint Paul Ruteng, but only 3 semester. Than he merried.

I have the other dream.
I just as on a place. Just as on bridge cross of people (jembatan penyeberangan orang). I put my shoes at base / pillar   of bridge. "I try put on high to avoid of dangerous of flood. I think my belonging if flood.

Monday, January 11, 2016

I have dream. But I forget it.
The dream is view of Lale Garden. Just as we (Mr. Hial, Mr. Beny and I ) go to there. We just as lost (tersesat). Finally we can find it. We see the dadap tree. Finally we find it. We see from near road.

Tuesday, January 12, 2016
I have dream. I just as discuss with friends about traveling through sea (use Ferry or boat) to Flores Island which move from one boat / Ferry ship to the other Ferry because relay (estafet). I hear sharing from Mr. Rudy Sudiron about same experience. "We ever exit from Ferry ship at Sulawesi harbor (pelabuhan). Than we use the other Ferry to Flores Island. On that time, suddenly I on boat / speed boat. We by pass the sea. Is the sea clean or dirty? I 'm not remember well.

The other dream:
We just as on the way to top of mountain. May be we want to picnic or looking for fire wood. We success arrive there.

The other dream:
We just as on one place. We see the young public figure from Manggarai. They are Mr. Bony Hargens and .........(just as Wilfrid Vakiance, but Wilfrid is priest from Sikka - Maumere). "The same Anam people, must not precede (mendahului). It means must not hurts, but should be support one another.

The other dream.
I just as traveling on city. I seem know the way, but evidently just as confuse. Lucky there is someone the junior that know it. He moves to show the way. He success lead us to find the place / road that become our destination.

1. Just as go to the top of mountain: picnic / looking for fire wood?
2. Use boat by pas see . Sea clean or dirty. _ Rudy mention place at Sulawesi as harbor?
3. Bony and Wilfrid V. ? Sesama Anam jangan mendahului?
4. Traveling in city. Lost way. There is friend who know the way.

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

I have dream. I just as on one place. I don't know it. I walk on one place, just as a village. Just as on village. We just as looking for water. May be less of water. We climb the land. We find the people way to channel (distribute = menyalurkan) water from to hill to valley (lembah). Evidently they make simple. They direct touch the pipe to land which flow water. They accommodate (menampung) water to pipe direct from land, the water that flow at surface water (air permukaan tanah). Certainly this is dirty water. This water (surface water) be accommodated use place than direct flowed to pipe. It's water be use people on village in valley (lembah).

What is meaning of this dream?

Thursday, January 14, 2016

I have dream. I just as in Golowelu field of soccer. I see Mr. Paulus Jalu just as play soccer. He kick the penalty to wicket (gawang) who keep by his wife, Mrs -Paulus (Veronika Unut). Mr. Paulus become refere (arbitrator =wasit). Goal....... Than I see just as each team consist of 3 players. Mr. Rony join too.
This dream may be become on 23 pm: 24:00 am. On this this day (Wedneday, Jan. 13, 2016) I feel tired so I sleep fast. Than I get up again on 24:00. I read the book (Ricouer: Karl Sims), cook rice and vegetable. Than I sleep again. Than get up at 05:55 am. I come on time in school.

Monday, January 18, 2016

I have dream. Dream in the morning forget.
This is the dream when sleep in afternoon (17:00 - 20:00 pm). I'm confuse. May be because hypertension. The dream on this moment is:
There is activity just as in village of Rumah Gendang. Just as there is an activity. Just as my friend of campus. Just as there is issue. That issue make students pro and cons (counter = kontra) . Between group mutual blame, but just as not clear who is pro, who is counter (cons = kontra). The students just as play a tool of machine. All students bone of contention (berebutan) to hold it. Just as on this machine know who is pro who is cons (counter = kontra). On this game the students (friends) still blame too.

Than I hear a statement:
The statement make me amazed (kagum) and amazement (keheranan). My mouth said: "Wow..... than I aware. I aware that my mouth mention O...., the form of mouth lip make just as circle. (Note: Reflection: this condition confirms the truth that the soul lead the body). I get up on 20:00 pm. Than I open computer to work of CUWM program, make annual report.

Tuesday, January 19, 2016.
I have dream.
Just as there is event. Just as event of Wedding (Nando - Sisca?). We by pass a place / village. We just as want to retreat / back to the place. On the way down (jalan menurun) I turn to right. I find the place of Wedding of Nando and Sisca. I see the place of decoration. I find the big place (just as bucket = ember) of water. I take the water. The water still steamy (beruap).

Just as I by pass road that have mud. I try to careful. I just as use motor cycle. I try to carefully in order to not fall down (accident). Just as my one of feet touch the land / mud. My feet is dirty. I almost off the machine of motor cycle. On a bend (tikungan) I meet with some people. I stop on margin of road. I come to near them. They just as provoke (memprovokasi) me. I'm provoked. "Please give your bible to me," that people ask to me. I bring the little bible. I dislike it but he always ask. I'm angry. They offend my village, Wela. They just as rival the Wela people. While in not far from the place just as there is Wela people. Because they disturb and provoke (memprovokasi) me I'm angry. Just as they success to get my bible from my hand. I worry they make dirty or broken my bible. I try to get it. What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, January 20, 2016. - forget the dream may be because disturb of sleep.
I get disturb of sleep. On 02:00 am .I'm sweat (perspire = berkeringat). My sleep not safe. I'm get up to go to toilet. Than I'm sleeping again. But sweat (berkeringat) again. I'm forget about the dream.
Why sweat while the condition is cold (January of month?).
See this explain: http://www.cnnindonesia.com/gaya-hidup/20150303125329-255-36347/sembilan-penyebab-kering.

Thursday, January 21, 2016.
I have dream but I forget it.

Friday, January 22, 2016.
I have dream. The dream become at 04:30 am because before it I get up to go to toilet. The dream is: I just as on one place. I sleep with others. In front of me there is a child women. I don't know who is she. She sleep there. Than she urinate on her bad / table. I help her to dry the bed and herself. Than she stand up. The urinate on her dress and floor is dry. She want to wake her father or other main family but her father still sleep. So I help. I touch her body (thigh=paha). I think about sex too. Than I entrance to a room. I meet with brother (Rony / Jony). Oh...evidently you have spring bad. We can use of this of this to sleep (may be in Rony's home). Than I woke up. Wow....I'm wet dream.

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Today, on 14:00 I use busway from Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. The rain come. In Cipinang (Klender) area I'm sleep for moment in this bus. I have dream. I listen Festo (Feus) Jebabun said to Pandu: "Pandu, please take Anggi (Mr. Tarmo's daughter) as darling," he said to Pandu. "I dislike (tidak mau / ogok), Pandu answer. Than I aware.

Sunday, January 24, 2016.
I have dream. Just as have party at our home in Wela village. The party in Mbaru Gendang. There is Mr. Alex Maji too. We are gathering in kitchen, in the kitchen, in their part. Just as there is animal for sacrifice. Mr. Alex release (melepaskan) it. It's run to me but than move, entrance to hole than continue to pit (klong), under the house. We try to find it but fail. I'm feel fault (bersalah) with this case.

Than I have the other dream. My soul just as move to one place. In one place (I don't know the name of cillage / city). In one home I find mother Regina dan my sister Mery Jemen. Just as have event. There is chicken meat .So many   chicken which alredy cook on one pot (periuk) or pan (wajan), just as claw (ceker), gut (usus), heart (hati /ati). Wow...., what is meaning of my family health? I'w worry, anxious (cemas).

Monday, January 25, 2016.
I have dream. Just as have party at our home in Wela village. The party in Mbaru Gendang. There is Nando too. Than I explain to Nando about Wela village. I explain to her Wela village, Satarandang hill. Than I explain to him about history of Wela which some part of land lose because already move to other people / region. The Golowelu area, some part of area is Wela's land. May be lost (kalah) on politic so some land is lose (hilang). My mind is land in Golowelu church now.

Note: For Manggarai people if dream about party, means the sad condition (pass away). I'm sad with this dream. I'w worry, anxious (cemas).

Tuesday, January 26, 2016.

I have dream. I just as holiday to Wela Village. I bring red motor cycle. The motor cycle broken. The tire (ban) is flat (kempes). I leave it in near Wae Siar bridge. Than I go to village. I join on a home. I talk with others. Than I remember my motor cycle in Wae Siar bridge. "There is tire repairman (tukang tambal ban) near there," the people give information as solution. Than I go there. In front of Mr. Wilem Waru's house, I see a dog that still sit on land. I'm afraid if strike me. Lucky I find wood as stick. I use it to self defense (bela diri). Lucky the dog still cool, not bark and strike me. Than I continue to Wae Siar bridge. I meet with Ms Ta / Ms Deme. "Congratulation for success of your first child / boy, Mr. Sony who finished lecture at Jakarta," I say to her. I's shame because I aware not use cloth. Than I go to Jembatan Wae Siar. I see my motor cycle. I'm worry because not see my motor cycle. My motor cycle is lose. "May be the people in this village help me to find it," I hope. I see the other motor cycle of own others people. Than I stand near bridge. I see the river. There is part of water of river that dirty. While big of part is clean. Than I aware.I get up. I'm anxious (cemas) about my motor cycle in front of home. I'm willing because still available. I'm happy. What is meaning the dream?

Wednesday, January 27, 2016.

I have dream in the morning. but I forget about it.

Dream - at afternoon ( sleep at 17:30 - 19:30 pm)
I just as on a place. On a room I see some people (students?) play game. Ms Lidya (JPS' teacher) lead the game. She hold something just as baloon or cloth. Than she clamp (menjepit) it. Than she pull (tarik).
I just as remember place when seminary (TOR) at Lela, Maumere. I just as remember book for rehearse of meditation. That book prepare by Father Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr. May be it is compose by Antony de Melo,SJ. Wow... memory in last time.

Thursday, January 28, 2016.
I have dream. I just as join on an activity. Mr. Alex and Ms Susy and both their sons, Carol and Enrike.   They play just as make the others annoy (menjengkelkan). Than I meet with Mr. Rafly. Just as he want to see the people in faw way. He has a new gadget, just as binoculars (teropong). He can see John Jelahut who still in long place, Terang - Manggarai. The location he show it to me just as at Saint Klaus building, Kuwu, in junior level 1 building. Just as in front of JHS 1 C or I D Rafly do telescoped (meneropong) it.

The other people dream

Thursday, January 28, 2016.

Kerry Fendy, Primary 5B crying on 13:45 pm. I meet him in man toilet at second floor of JPS. Why do you cry? I ask. He only silent. "He is crying because got bad dream in last time," Falen answer. "How is dreaming it?" I ask. Kerry reluctant (enggan) to answer. "On his draeam, he was pass away while Marisa (5B) is safe," Fallen answer. "Oh....just as it, may be your internal organ disturb. Don't worry, not only you have dream just as it," I say. Than he stops cry than go back to the class. Wow.... the child have bad dream to.

Friday, January 29, 2016
I have dream. I just as traveling. We by pass mountain area (pegunungan). I see the nice place. I see from car / bus. What is the name of this mountain that good?" I ask to someone. It is Tangkuban Perahu. Wow...so nice. I see the other place otf pilgrimage (ziarah). I see the Mary cave (Gua Maria). I see the nice view. Than we go to one place. May be our place of stay (tempat penginapan). I meet with Mr. Peter Keliombar, teacher friend at JPS. Just as when lunch/ breakfat. I share experience the good place that I see to him. "there is the nice place. "It is not complete our pilgrimage (ziarah) if not visit yet that place (Tangkuban Perahu mountain)." I say to him. Than I aware.

Saturday, January 30, 2016 - forget the dream?

Sunday, January 31, 2016 - forget the dream?
When The night / morning sleep forget the dream .
I sleep in the afternoon. I have dream.o
I just as play in river Wae Mese at Wela on place that we use by pass when go or back to garden. I play in river. There is place just as pool (kolam). I play there. Than the big enough water come. Just as flood with the big wave. I safe although the wave come. I see the other wave in the other part (south part). I'm seeing the cloudy ( keruh).

Than just as my soul move to other place. I just as in Ntalung - Coal. Just as go back from garden. I bring basket which fill coffee and bring wood fire. I arrive in place of mud with red land. I imagine that can bring with motor cycle. I have plan to by pass through Lida village, while this way so far if continue by pass Porong Tedeng.

I meet with a child boy. He is with gesture to me that I'm bald (botak). I'm not believe it. But he show to me. He show his central of head. "Wow.... may be right. May be he see it to me while myself not see it.

What is happen of this dream?

Monday, Pebruary 1, 2016

I have the dream.
The venue just as at home of Rumah Gendang Wela. Just as I get attack of blank magic. We accuse (=charge = impeach = indict = menuduh) neighbor in village who has black magic. He is neighbor home, GD.
I have the other dream. The venue still in Wela. Just as there is people pass away. Who is pass away? Rafly Jeramat? The corpse (jenasah) want to bring to cemetery to be buried (dikuburkan). The procession (prosesi) of funeral (pemakaman) still in the way, just as in near Mr. Pet Maman's house. I come and arrive to Mr. Bernadus Bakal (Yohanes Ano)'s house. I hear the issue. There is conflict because debate place of funeral (pemakaman). Some people disagree the funeral be done in Wela's public funeral. They are include Mr. Elias Aman cs? Why? May be because Rafly had mistake. I don't know what is kind of mistake. Than I hear information that the funeral of corpse is already done. Wow.......

Tuesday, February 2, 2016
I have the dream. I just just as join with Mr. Alex Maji dan his sons, Carol and Enrike. We have activity in one place. I don't know what is place of it.

The other part of dream I forget. - disturb of sleep because cold (pilek)

Wednesday, February 3, 2016 .       I have the dream but I forget it.disturb of sleep because cold (pilek)

Thursday, February 4, 2016 .       I have the dream but I forget it.disturb of sleep because cold (pilek)
I have dream.
We can not sleep nicely if get disturb sleep.

Friday, February 5, 2016 .

I have dream. I just as in a place. Just as Satarandang? I see the place with width and free. I know the map of place, include place of comples house, empty space / forest.

I present at Ntalun Pada. At Mr. Beny's house? Just as have activity. Just as there have spring / water faucet (keran) air. The location of spring / water faucet is dirty. I'm reluctant to touch the place. What is meaning of this dream? May be my health is good.

Saturday, February 6, 2016 .....

Sunday, February 7, 2016 .....

Monday, February 8, 2016 .....
I have dream. .............................but my memori can not remember it.

Tuesday, Feb. 9, 2016 -

Wednesday, Feb. 10, 2016 -
I have dream. I meet with aunt (auntie = bibi), the late Lusia Daem. Just as the other auntie come too. Just as we have event. (Note: I can remember this dream after forget 12 hours. The dream need stimulus to be remembered. On this time I see a old women, bring plastic bag than put on long chair / bench (bangku) of train. The train in Jatinegara. The train have regular route - Jatinegara - Kramat - Kemayoran - Kampung Bandan, Duri, Tanah Abang, Manggarai, Depok. I want to join on lecture at STF Driyarkara).

Thursday, Feb. 11, 2016

I have dream. I just as on a place. Just as Goloworok? I just as meet with Mr. Yoseph Lelo. Just as have people die. Generally according the tradition have gathering money, in Manggarai be mentioned "seng wae lu'". I think it too. The other dream I forget.

Friday, Feb. 12, 2016

Saturday, Fab. 13, 2016

I have dream.
I just as get information about college which have program for each religion (Budha, Hindu, Catholic, Christian). I remember my family in order to can continue study in this college.
Note: May be this dream related with real expereince Lely who stop lecture because pregnant. She went to Wela on Feb. 9, 2016. The other dream I forget.

Sunday, Feb, 14, 2016

Monday, Feb. 15. 2016
I have dream. The location in Wela. Just as I walk from Ntalung Pada to Wela / Mbaru Gendang. I see the people still gadthering. They are Wens Aman (Wens Kaba) and his brothers. We have problem with them? I'm not remember complete the dream.

Tuesday, Feb.16, 2016
I have dream.
Just as have event at Wela. In Lilu's home (?). I entrance to home. The condition is mud and tarnish (berlumpur) becuses wet season. I entrance home use shoes. There is people see me wear shoes entrance home / mat (tikar). He is man. May be teacher. He is see me. Just as his see is complain to me. I aware. Although as host, I'm shame too.

Than in the other place, I see Mr. Alex. Just as he talk about Hila, my brother. May be Hila made something. It is that mr. Alex comment.

The other dream. Just as I on a water faucet / river /pool. The water not all part is clean.There is part is turbid water.
.
Wednesday, Feb. 17, 2016
I have dream. But I   forget the dream.
I'm sleep late in last time, on 00:00. The rain come on 22:00. My eyes perih when entrance of rainy water in Jl. Boulevard until VMG. The rain enough big. Until in the morning the rain come three times. I get up late. I arrive late at school on 16:47. Wow...lose the money Rp 35.000 (transport and food money).

Thursday, Feb. 18, 2016
I have dream. But I   forget the dream. May be because sleep late . In last evening I sleep on 24:00.

Friday, Feb. 19, 2016
I have dream. But I   forget the dream. May be because sleep late . In last evening I sleep on 24:00.

Saturday, Feb. 20, 2016

Sunday, Feb. 21, 2016

I have dream - in night sleep
1. Meet with Msgr. Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr - Arch Bishop of Ende - Flores
2. Traveling to other place through sea use boat
3. See Mr. Harnoto come to my rent house. I think want to take his property: chair etc.
4. See former teacher - Ms Anna Selima - drive motor cycle.

Dream in day sleep:

Just as meet with friends of junior / senior High School in one place

Monday. Feb. 22. 2016

I have dream.
First dream:
I just as in Menteng, Central Jakarta area. There I meet with Manggarai people. May be they come from NTT. Just as Kefamenanu?. In my brain / think just as Mr. Fery...........(former Kisol than move to Santu Klaus - when JHS . He is my younger class). But who meet with me now is his wife and Child and may be one people of Wela - Helmi Dijus? I see Mr. Fery's wife is pretty.
Second dream:
I meet with Mr. Stanis Bandur in one Place. In Tilir? He just as sale the dress of Batik. Many people interesant with it. Almost all is sold out. Than we just as go back together. In the way we we share. "I'm happy because all the Batik dress that I sale is sold out. I'm astonish when get the money." he talk. "How many do you get of benefit of it? Is it twice of cost of   bought?" I ask. I'm not buy it. We just as by pass forest. I try to remember the way / path. Just as have tree of - Lente - there as sign. We arrive on top of mountain of forest. We can see village - Tilir? ) that we start. I see the spring (mata air) from there. "Oh...this is spring that flow to village of down." I say in my heart. The water just as muddy (turbid = keruh). What is meaning of this dream?

Third dream:
I just as on one place. I don't know that place. I just move to front than turn to left. Just as by pass river. I arrive there than I want to back to the main road /place. I by pass the other way. (I can remember thiis dream at afternoo, at 17:00 pm).

Tuesday. Feb. 23. 2016
I have dream. Just as I traveling on one place. I climb the mountain. I see the other top of mountain. It is already far. I success to climb mountain. I'm afraid to go to back. I afraid / worry fall down. In my imagine just as think Aconcagua mountain (in Argentina country). I success for moment. I must effort to walk there. "Raki rakat tungke ngampang, "

Wednesday, Feb. 24,2016

I have dream.
The location at page of Custome Home (Mbaru Gendang) of Wela. We just as play foot ball (soccer). It is the plastic ball. The ball run out of field. It is falling down to Mr. Bartolo Ngapuk house. The ball fall down in dirty place, may be human faces. The water in canal dirty.
Than we continue to play the ball.

In neigbour's page I see my sister, nun Sophy. Just as has issue that she is pregnant, while she is Catholic non that should be do celibate (Selibat). What meaning of this dream?

Thursday, Feb. 25,2016

I have dream but I forget it.

Friday, Feb. 24,2016

I have dream. I just as on one place. Just as have event. I see Ms Ely Pangul's family, her brothers and sisters. Just as her brothers and sisters want to fight. May be want to use cleaver (golok). We so worry with this condition. "I can kick on her elbow (siku) of hand so the cleaver (golok) fall down so not injured (hurt =terluka). We very worry with it. Lucky the fight not happened.

The other dream I forget.

Monday. Feb. 29, 2016

I have dream. I just as go to Golowelu church to join on mass (pray). I wait long. The pray just as at presbytery (pastoran). Only few people that come. I just as see or think Mr. Thomas Mbembok's family. They are source or origin our family. In Manggarai tradition we must respect to them. They just as source spring that give life to us.

The other dream: We just as in Golowelu. Just as my brother, Mr. John want to buy land / house there, near former house of Sanso (Chinese that live at Manggarai on year 1970 - 1980 ).
Note this dream can remember by memory authomatic without stimulus. This is the secret / mistery of mind.

Sunday, March 6, 2016

I have dream - when day sleep (12:00 - 14:00)

I just as on one place. It is just as ring fence (wall = dinding) as barrier (pembatas) one place with other place. It is new ring fence (wall = tembol). It is still be made. It is wet. I want to by pass there. I move my but (pantat) and leg (kaki) . I almost fall down because not balance. Lucky not happen. I stretch out (mengulurkan) my hand to other people. I ask help. The old man help me. I save arrive there without fall down. What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, March 7, 2016

I have dream. The location just as at Wela (?). I entrance to one place. May be the property - land /garden -own Mr. Philipus Jeharut   and Mr. Paulus Jalu. Just as their children arrive there. We just as make activity / play together. I entrane to one area. There I know and aware that it is former toilet hole, It is big hole as landsfill (tempat pembuangan akhir). I'm feel the condition of toilet just as slippery (licin).Wow...I late to know. What is meaning of this dream?

Friday, March 11, 2016

I have dream.
I just as on one place. I see just as waterways (channel of water). It's water for irrigate rice field of Wela people. The water of river is clean.   In water there is young women (Nita) and me. She just as say to me that my marital (perkawinan) fertility is good. John too. On that time my vital body is on. We are in water. In there there is Mr. Philipus Jeharut, the head village of Wela. We just as want to main river.

What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, March 14, 2016
I have dream. We just as have target to collect the tree, may be for make building. We - Mr. Beny and I - climb hill (bukit). I see Mr. Beny already go back. He carry 2 wooden logs (kaui gelondongan). He admit tired because simultan carry both of wooden blogs. He stop. I'm pity to him. It is easy if br doing one by ne but may be he want to quick finish his work. "If just as this, certainly I can not it ," I think in my mind. What is meaning of the dream? Is have relation with my duty that many and I'm not discipline to finish it on time? May be I can study fron this dream.

Than i call my brother Mr. Beny. We talk with him. Ask to him about his condition. evidently his shoulder is sick. Right my dream. My dream is right.

The dream talk   the reality now. My older brother sick of the right shoulder since some day ago until now.

lalong lapak sasa raja
bakok ndereng : lapak
bakok ndereng - miteng : rompok (manuk wulu 3).

Monday, March 15, 2016 - Not remember the dream.

I have dream, but forget. On 04:30 I aware but sleep again. I get up again on 06:15. I hurry up, jump from bedroom to go to bathroom. I try to take bath faster. I prepare food than start to school. Lucky still arrive before 06:45. I give thanks to God. In last time I sleep late because do my task.

Tuesday, March 16, 2016 -
I have the dream. May be just as love dream. I meet with Ms Indri, my teacher friend at Optima and JPS. She and I still single. I just as interesant to her.
Than just as have other dream. May be just as in office. There is student's bag. It's Steven Priyatna's bag. I just as secure it. "In teacher room is safe, no one take it," I think.

Thrusday, March 17, 2016 - no remember the dream

Friday, March 18, 2016 -

I have dream.
I just as on one place. I meet someone (man) who alumni Santu Klaus Kuwu. He talk about people from Wela Lembor, may be my classmate Simon Kemudi or Sil Syukur. He just as family with them.

Than I have other dream. I just as do my duty in top floor on a building. May be at second or third floor. I use extra time for do it. Why use extra time? May be because I'm so slow. I see from window, ther is security in base floor who still wait. I use lamp for light. What is meaning of this dream?

Monday, March 21, 2016

I have dream.

I just as visit a place. Just as in Terang / Mbarang. I see region just see garden. In last time it is forest. I see the garden not work by people. It is leave by people because not ……(subur) again. I see some of plant and rest (sisa) of tree. “This is the risk of if destroy the forest. The land not ……(subur) again. Than I walk opposite the dry river. It is still have forest but just as become protection forest by government. I entrance. I see the good trees just as for make house. I see the dry wood that match for fire wood.

What is meaning of the dream?

Tuesday, March 22, 2016 - no remember the dream.

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

I have the dream. The venue is at our garden, in Mbarang at Wela village. I come to garden. I see the tree. May be “waso tree”. There is branch already cut. There is branch that dry even broken. I walk to north direction. I see Mr. Frans ……., my senior when Major Seminary. I talk with him. “Our link to Kolang Area very depth. We have many family at Kotok. Base on story, our women ancient from Teno Kolang. The other Wela of women ancient from Suka. Than see this garden just as park. The grass very tidy. In near limit / border between part of south and middle, in near “waek” tree. I just as see the late (almarhum) Father Gaspar. Mr. Frans…..already lose. Just as transform my Father, the late Mr. Gaspar Ngganggu. He continue my story. He just as connect about our (clan activity) sacrifice of White Buffalo in last time. Our clan (family) kill the White Buffalo as sign give thank to God. “We already lobby / work hard to success itu,” he said. “Oh… evidently, although had pass away father still work hard to success of this activity. “ I say ini my heart. Now, I see is face. On this time, during he was pass away, he show face and voice to me. My brother, John and Hila just as at still out. Just as have glass windows. I want Mr. John and Mr. Hila can listen Father’s talked / speech. I give signal to them in order to they come to listen Father’d message.

On the other dream, I just as collect together my sister, Ms Susana Daud. She juat as less of money. May be for pay school fee for Hil , their’s daughter. They want to borrow it to me. But,…evidently I’m not have much money. Wow…. what is meaning of this dream?

Monday, March 28, 2016

I have a dream. The venue is at Ntalung Pada - Merkedila - Wela, my village. I just as delivery someone, our family. Just as us car. Than stop at Merkedila. Someone - Mr. Andy - stop there. I see he walk in stage. He is Mr. Andy Gunawan, our big (besan). When he is walk and climb in stage (stairs = tangga), just as has big animal - just as tiger) - come to against with him. Mr. Andy retreat, back to land. I help Mr. Andy. I fight with the tiger. It move become little animal. I try to slam (banting) to kill it but so difficult. The tiger move become evil. I admit (akui) it is difficult to fight with it. It have high energy.

Than I back to Ntalung Pada. In just as near Mr. Beny's housue I just as pick something. I pick (levy = memilih) with animal feces too. I'm disgusted (jijik) too.

Than I have other dream.

I drive big motor cycle just as GLMax . I drive in bad way. Just as climb road in front of Mr. Beny's house. I think I can not by pass it. I doubt. But I try. I by pass it. Evidently I success by pass it. I success

" Soul" lead body. My body

Tuesday, March 29, 2016 - no remember the dream
May be about train?

Wednesday, March 30, 2016
I have dream. The venue just as at Satarara. I meet with my classmate - Mr. Alex Ruhan - dan his brother - Lipus - We by the way. In one way they find me save the vegetable in my box. I'm shame because my food so simple. It is my secret but they know it. I'm shame.
Than I meet with Mr. Leksi Armanjaya. We met on one place that nice for us. We talk. I imagine how I by pass Wae Sewe to go and back to take something.

Than I imagine if I use busway by pass West Jakarta. It is cheap but need long time.

What is meaning of this dream?
May be related with task in school about pick equipment of mass. I go to the Saint Albertus church to get it.

Thursday, March 31, 2016 -

I have dream. The dream about activity at near Mr. Thomas Mbembok at Golowelu. I just as come to their gate house, do anything there. (The other part of dream forget. May be because my memory can not remember again and may be my because I sleep late, at 12:30 am (00:30 am).

Friday, April 1, 2016 -

I have dream. I just as on one place. Just as with Mr. Ino Jemabut. I just as share idea that I ever walk / on foot to one place.

The other dream forget.

Saturday, April 2, 2016 -

Sunday, April 3, 2016 -

Monday, April 4, 2016 - Dream 04:00 - 05:45
I have dream. The location at Wela , especially at Bangka garden. I went to Bangka. My former teacher join together me. She is Ms Lid Inul. She is my favourite teacher when Primary school. She and I go to the Bangka garden in the early morning. May be we have destination to Lale garden too. In Mr. Bernadus Bakal garden in Bangka we stop. May be we want to take corn in Mr. Bernadus Bakal's garden. On Mrs. Lid's basket have corn. Than I see Mother Regina already go back from Bangka garden to home. "Mom, please give us corn," I ask to her. "Please take by yourself in Bangka garden," she said. Than Ms Lid and I went to there. We by pass water springs (mata air) in Mr. Ande Manto's garden. We cross Mr. Lius Beong's dan Mr. Markus Abut's garden. We arrive there. "This as garden is ration (jatah) for me. This is heritage of parents for me," I explained to Ms Lid. "Where is Edy now?" I asked her. Edy is worked at shop at Ruteng now." she answer. Edy is her son. "Wow....work at shop? It is not proper, the teacher child have job just it. " I think. Than we pick (memetik) orange (jeruk). The orange is yellow color. it is nice in view. We eat it. I see Ms. Lid face. I have dare to see her face now. Than while we want to move from place we take orange there is children come. Just as they want to ask orange. I try to open it, part per part to distribute to them.

Then just as there are letter to diagnosis (diagnosa) to my health, but I'm not yet open what comment of it. Than I aware.
In last night I get disturb of sleep. I get up on 04:00 am. Than try to sleep and than get the dream above.In last night I slep on almost 01:00 am because did my work of lecture. In yesteday afternoon I sleep   since 15:00 -17:30 pm.

I get up on the morning on 05:50 am. than take a bath. Than start to school. I arrive at school at 06:38 am. Not late. Than I lead student to morning prayer at Gym.

Tuesday, April 5, 2016 - Dream until - 06:25

I have dream. The location at Golowelu. My classmate when Primary - Maria Namul - and I walk to Golowelu. We arrive in area in twist (curve = tikungan) at former place of Chinese house, Sanso. Sanso is chinese trader who open shoop in Golowelu in last time when I primary school. May be he move on year 1982 from Golowelu. I ask to Maria Namul about this shop is she remember or no. Maria Namul seem ignorant (cuek). We are consist of three people. One friend I I don't know who is he. We arrive in near Mama'f Tom former house.

Than I have other dream. I by pass this twist (curve = tikungan) but I want to Wela. I just as uphold (menjunjung) mattress (kasur). It seem not neat (rapi), so my hand difficult to reach to handle it. I meet my former teacher, Mrs Ely Pangul in climb road. I see there are new house in former Mr. Stanis Duli house. It is make from reed (alang-alang) as roof (atap ) and bamboo as wall. I walk continue just as to Mr. Beny's house.

Than I have the other dream.
In one place I just the people gathering. Just Karaoke (karoke) / brothel (pelacuran) place? I see a staff just as give medicine for 2 men who want to meet with girls in the room. Just as pill for health.
Than I see the other staff give microfon / mike to Mr. Ino to sing the Manggarai song. I join on the song but the sing seem difference with I know. What is meaning of this dream?

This dream come on the morning until I get up late is o6:30 am. I arrive late in school today at 07:05 am.

Wednesday, April 6, 2016 -

I have dream. It's about soccer, Champion League, Barca vs Atletico Madrid. I see on dream at tv that Barca win 2-1. Messi make goal. In reality in early morning, may be at 02:30 am there is soccer playing at TV. I haven't tv. I relly on internet or ask the other people to know it.
Than I start to school. When I open internet at school evidently my dream right and wrong. Right Barca win 2 -1, wrong, all Barca goal make by Suarez. Messi not make goal.

Thursday, April 7, 2016 - not remember the dream.Memory can not remember. I know have dream
Friday, April 8, 2016 - not remember the dream. Memory can not remember. I know have dream

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Sunday, April 10, 2016
Monday, April 11, 2016 - have dream when sleep at afternoon / evening when so full eat food." Just as Mr. Lexy say something to me as joke.

Tuesday, April 12, 2016 - no dream because no sleep in the night - because "disturb sleep" cause eat chili in old vegetable.

Wednesday, April 13, 2016. -
dream about Mr. Gusty Jata just as in home. I know it from others. The place in Wela. I get up late 06:13. I'm tired because not sleep in last night Wednesday.

Thursday day, April 14, 2016.
I have dream
The first the location at Lembor.
I have dream.
The location at Lembor at Mr. Largus Gagut's house. Just as I want to go to somewhere. I don't know go to there. Than I go to Pandang. I see something. I see place, just as school? I see Moslem people. I by pass Mosque. They were in Mosque who still pray (sholat). I know they see me.

I just as in Golo Karot Lembor , just as want to somewhere from Mr. Largus home. We go to west than turn to right. We see the Moslem people who stay / pray in Mosque / mushola. Their face to face. Just as they see me who still pass in road.

Second   dream:
I'm in one place. Just as our principal give announcement. "Frans, please remember," he said. "Okay sir," I answer. He just as stand up out of fence. Just as have other Lembata / Flores people.

Third dream.

I   drive motor cycle in Ntalung Pada to Golowelu. In near Mr. Paul - Mr. Beny Jelami house there is the bed road. I drive motor cycle in bad road (hole, tarnish, etc).
Just as the people in Ntaung Pada have project about repair that road so make the big jamm (macet). Just as Mr. Beny said something about their decision to make stop cars when repair, make the user way complain. "Apa keta ata tegi de meun, wiga pande macet ata lako salang?" just as it their complain.

What is meaning of this dream? - Is soul (unconscious) lead the body (conscious)? How is relation unconscious and conscious? See experience below:

May be with my condition. Today, I have plan to Jakarta, Rawamangun to take the photo copy book than I go to campus to join lecture.. I'm doubt to start faster. I bussy to handle my paper lecture. I start at 16:00. The windy come with the strong at The sky is cloudly. Jl. Bulevard. The leaf of tree fall down near me. In near BCA / Pom bensin Harapan Indah, the rain come. I use raincoat. I save motor cycle at Pondok Ungu. Than I star to Jakarta. I on foot to Halte Basway of Ujung Menteng to get busway. I on foot without shoes. I'm wet. I wait busway so long. The time show at 17:00 the time to start lecture at campus. "Wow...I'm wrong take decision. It is good and better if I use train t o campus than I back the book on to campus library.." I think. "Use busway not effctive because wait bus so long, more than 30 minute. The other reason, it is internal reason of me that I'm so slow. I'm so relaxed (santai). Evidently I reach the first busway when I already arrive at shelter ujung Menteng but I so long handle raincoat, so lose time. The busway come faster, I'm late. I must wait more than 30 minute more. The busway come. I entrance. The rain come so big today, make jamm in road. I arrive at 18:00 at Pulo Gadung. . The bus continue to Bermis / ISMIS. I stop at Bermis shelter. I have plan to take book at Rawamangun. There are passenger want to Jl. Pemuda - Rawamangun to Halte Layur. "Your can together me," I say. But than I chang mind (berubah pikiran). There I'm confuse, what is priority go to campus to join lecture or go to Rawamangun to take photo copy book. I'm dilemma. The busway to Rawangaun not come. I'm regret. I'm stress. "I'm disputed / blame (mempersalahkan) myself. I'm remember my dream in last night. Is my journey is manifestation of dream in last night / morning. I decide to cancel / postpone to go to Rawamangun. I'm stress because the busway to there not come too while busway to Harmany so many. I decide to use bus to Cempaka Putih. "I use busway from Cempaka Putih to Rawamangun," I think. I go to there. "Why is bus to Rawamangun come so long while busway to Harmony fast dan many? I ask to crew busway. "Because passenger. The passenger to Rawamangun is few than to Harmony," he said. "Okay," thank you," I say. I stop at Cempaka Putih shelter. I stop there and exit. I want to Rawamangun but I postpone it. I already walk to shelter Cempaka Putih. I only delivery people from Java (Kudus). This people wonder (heran) when I know the area in Central Java, examle Kendal, Batang, Demak, Kudus. "How do you know?" he ask. I by pass there," I answer. He want to Tanjung Priuk. I help him to know the way to Tanjung Priuk. I decide to back to shelter Cempaka Mas, place I exit from busway to Harmony. I decide to go to campus first. I want to back the of library of campus today. The time show 07:10 am. I decide to stop at shelter RS Islam than use Metromini 47. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop at Rawasari than entrance to campus. I put my bag a security office. I back to book to librarian. Only one. Others, I still use. I meet with my brother, Mr. Gusty. May be he is librarian staff too. "Levi is hear come to join of graduation (wisuda) of Joseph, May be she go back to Manggarai on next Tuesday," Agus said. They are in Bintaro Than I go to campus secreatary. I meet with Father Prof. Alex Lanur, OFM. We by the way. I ask Fath er Sastrapratedja, SJ. He was going to Yogykarta today.," he said. I taught philosophy at undergraduate level today to change him. " he said. Than father Alex Lanur goes back to Depok after he change money at secretary staff. Than I go to office of Father Sastro to see my paper of thesis proposal . When I see to box in front of his office, I don't find it. "May be Father Sastrapratedja, SJ already take it," I say. Than I go back to first floor. I shame to entrance to lecture room because late. Today Prof. Father Soedarminta, SJ teach about Hermeneutic on Culture of Theory. Today I fail join of lecture. I meet with friends. I talk with them (Mr. Arief, Mr. Suki, Mr. Roy, Mrs Lisa). I just know Ms Lisa recent married with Mr. James. In Last December Mr. James (from America). We speak about culture of Toraja. Ms Lisa from Toraja, but stay at Jakarta. Ms Lisa, Mr. Roy and I discuss for moment. Than I go back. Before it I call my family. I lack of money so I need their help. Finally I call my mother Regina. "We already sleep, The electric was off since in last afternoon. All family already sleep," she said. "I want to speak with Mr. John," I say. She looking for but none. May be he is in Mr. Yan's house. Teacher Yan come from Reo today," mom said. "Pleaese say to John I want to sent his money. Please help me," I say. "Okay," I will say to him tomorrow,: she answer. Than I go back. I'm eat at "Warteg". I eat rice, soup and fish. I pay Rp 10.000. Than I want to Rawamangun. I wait Metromini 47. I'm confuse (bingung), doubt (ragu) and undecided (bimbang) go to Rawamangun to take book or direct to go to Harapan Indah. I calculate with stock money that I have. It is less than Rp 50.000. I'm crising money now. I'm regret because not get car. I decide to on foot to Rawasari to shelter busway. I decide to go back to Harapan Indah. I use busway. I conduse to find bus card. Finally I find. I entrance to shelter. I wait busway in Rawasari so long. Than I entrance to bus when the bus come. I think already arrive at shelter Cempaka Mass. I exit. Wow...I'm false. It is Taman Solo. Two shelter again I arrive there. I wait busway again.In this shelter i find experience, a man, passenger very angry with staff ticketing busway because the bus the bus come so long. He angry while hit (memukul) the pillar of entrance to busway. A women of busway ticketing staff angry to him. They debate. "Please give number center busway to me," the man said. "It is ......" she answer. :How come your management, the bus come so long," he man said. "The road big jammed. If you want to complain please call to call centre," the women answer. "Monkey you," he said to he women. The women entrance to office. Than the bus come. I entrance. This man busy with angry left of bus again. I' m feel funny to him. He angry to false person. May he he write that the bus come so long but not because the staff that he angry. The management busway not so good. "Busway still on the way to repair the management, need many staff," a busway staff expalin to me in last time when I use busway from Bermis to Cempaka Putih. "I admit that management busway not so good now. many passenger no get information in the way / shelter. I stop at Cempaka Putih / Cempak Mas shelter. I move to busway to Pulo Gadung. "How if we want to Harapan Indah is bus way still affailable?? I ask. "It is avalable. You exit at ISMI (?) wait busway there. Is this new policy because before stop at Pulo Gadung? I ask. "Yes, recent 2 days valid of this policy. How about destination to Harapan Indah, why can not stop at HI but stop at Ujung Menteng? I ask. Oh now, stop at Harapan Indah," the crew answer. I exit at ISMI (?) at 10:05 the bus come. I entrance. Wow....it is bif jamm in road. Almost one hour from Jakarta to HI. In the busway I find something new is there is pray book let on busway. The content is book is pray is 6 religion in Indoenesia. They are pray of Moslem, Christian, Catholic, Hindu, Budha, Konghuju. Wow...wonderful. Jakarta is metropolitan city. Than I stop at Harapan Indah. I on foot to take make motor cycle in place of bike storage (tempat penitipan Motor) at Pondok Ungu. My jacket almost dry. Than I pay the cost parking is Rp 3.000. "In next time no need so key of handlebar (stang)," the management saff said and complain. Okay, thank you. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go back to home. I buy banana Rp 5.000 in the way. Than I manage myself than rest. The rain in last time make me fell dizzy (meriang). Than I sleep.

Friday , April 15, 2016.

Saturday , April 16, 2016.

Sunday,April 17, 2016.

Dream in busway, sleep for moment while read book of :A General Introduction to Psychoanalysis Sigmund Freud" . The some short dream come. The dream that I remember is Mr. Harjono, the principal of JHS-SHS JPS come to me. Than I aware again.

Monday , April 18, 2016.

I have dream.
1. I am just as in one place. This is new place to me. Just as want to visit my sister, Ms Nely or Ms Vero. We arrive at Ms Vero's house. "Certainly they prepare chicken for accept me because my custome position is "anak rona" . Than we arrive in the home.

2. Suddenly I see my youngest brother, Rony just as suckle (menyusui) to Regina mom. Just as he still infant. I'm think is this Rony or no, because if Rony he already adult. Than the baby give complain. "The people forbid me to talk about genital female" he said. I try to understand. "Oh....it is impolite talk it in public for child," I say to him. Than back to aware, my genital body is on.

3.Than on one place, just as I see on a room a baby. Just as Mr. Yon Lesek's baby of women. I sit down beside her. The home just as warehouse (gudang).
I have other dream.

4. I just as in one place. I see the airplane. The airplane in just as wide field (padang luas). The field seem green. Just as have river, valley (lembah) and gorge (jurang) between airport with main city.

5. One dream i forget.

Than I get up on 06:10 am. I take a bath than prepare myself to go to school.

Tuesday , April 19, 2016.
I have dream. The condition is on one place. I meet with others. Just as whith Mr. Andy Gunawan. I see his friend / girl friend. I see myself. I use the shorts . I see my part body of vital of short. It is strict (ketat). I know it when I see the girl. I'm shame to entrance to the room.

Wednesday, April 20, 2016.
I have dream. The location at Bangka, at near limit our garden with with late (almarhum) Mr. Markus Abut's garden.

Thursday, April 21, 2016 - I don't know I have dream or no in last time.
Since last evening, I'm stress because my proposal thesis hot many critic, include from my guide / preceptor (pembimbing), adviser (penasihat/pembimbing), leader (pimpinan), Prof. Dr. Sastrapratedja,SJ. Your proposal write many themes, . Please focus," he said. Prof. Dr. Magnis Suseno,SJ said same word. Please focus," he said. My college friends (teman-teman kuliah) have same impression (kesan). Wow.... this is hard critic to me. I see facial expressions (ekspresi wajah) of Prof. Dr. Sastrapratedja,SJ. His expression show: angry, dislike,excuse me (pesimis), denial (penolakan). I read expressions just as it. This condition make me stress. Mr. Bayu, Ms Santy, Mr. Roy, Mr. Bayu Yohanes, Mr. Felix give critic to my proposal thesis. I'm stupefied (tertegun) see myself. I already give the best but according all them I'm not focus. I try to encourage (boost = mendorong) myself to still spirit. On condition entrance to my sleep. My sleep not so long. I fast aware. May be on 03:30 am. Than I get up, take a bath than start to school. I arrive at 06:45 school.

Friday, April 22, 2016 - no remember the dream. I don't know have dream or no.

Saturday, April 23, 2016
I have dream. Just as I join with Father Sunarko,OFM to someplace. He just as teach how to make good homily / sermon (kotbah). We just as use car. We arrive in garden of production. I see Father SUnarko, OFM try to giving training to Catholic people.
I see the people who work at the garden. Just as they maintain the avocado tree. The area enough large (luas). Just as I have desire to work there too. Just as this is own the company. So there is change (perubahan) management from traditional (farmer) to modern (bussiness).

I have the other dream.
I just as on journey. I come from one village. I on foot. I climb the way land with stone. Just as tired. In way just as meet with people from Kolang. Kolang is near with Wela, my village. I can speak Kolangnese. I do it. They are cuople just as teacher that teach at East area. I want to ask them about the name of village but not get seriouly response from them, may be because they busy on journey.
Than I just as I see with other people women who still family bearing (hubungan) with us. She is Ivon S. We one have same grandmother in Lasang is Landom. I call Ivon name.
Than I aware.

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Monday, April 25, 2016

Tuesday, April 26, 2016
I have dream. I just as in one place, may be in Lida, West Manggarai . We are in one house. I see my brother, Mr. Rony is there too. Than suddenly a group people entrance. A man bring the cleaver (golok) to kill us. I entrance to the room. The leader of team who bring cleaver give statement to us. Just as he and his team - just as Lida / Porong Tedeng people complain because not employ (mempekerjakan) the young boy from Lida / Coal. Just as have project. We know of this case. I aware of this policy.

What is meaning of this dream?

Reflection:

In the morning Mr. Ben Ayung give sign to me to meet him. "Sorry, today I'm bussy," I say. I don't know what information that he want to say to me.

Wednesday, April 27, 2016
I have dream. The location in oe place. I don't know the place if i compare with conscious mind. I come to that place. I meet with the students. In my mind they are Moslem people. They use the uniform. They do something that impolite according to me. Than I rebuke (menegur) them. I know that it is not proper to do.

Than I arrive in one place. I meet with my college friend of Philosophy Magister Program. He is Mr. Roy Seran. Just as we meet in food stalls (warung makan) / shop tent (warung tenda. We talk about our activity in campus especially thesis. "How about your thesis?" I ask. Than we discuss. What is meaning of this dream?

Reflection:

Evidently, in the afternoon on mind conscious, In Cakung Station I'm regret to junior student who not follow rule when buy ticket. He is swing (menikung) me whereas I'm the first in the front of ticket office. "This student impolite, not now rule to queue culture. Than he use enough time to bargain (tawar) price to ticketing staff. "Please IDR 2.000 to Klender," he ask. "You are stupid, the price already fix, can not bargain," I asy while angry to him. I almost rebuke him. "You make me late to campus," I think.

Wow... may be this is mean of the first dream.

Than the second dream.

In campus, today we have thesis seminar. After thesis seminar I talk with my college friend. He is Julius. We discuss about thesis leader / advisor.

The dream almost right / match with reality.

Thursday, April 28, 2016

I have a dream. The venue just as at between Wae Bangka - Besi, Lembor west Manggarai. I meet with the people in the village. I hear just as they talk about their activity in sea. Are they fisherman? May be but it is not clear. In my mind, the sea / beach that near from that place is in Nangalili. Nangalili lies in west from there. It is enough far from there. But evidently there is the beach that near from there. The position is in east. It is turn to left than find the beach / sea. ** What is meaning of this dream?

Scientific reflection: Is this dream as a fullfilment wish ? Study book : Interpretation of Dream - Sigmund Freud.

Friday, April 28, 2016

I have the dream. I just as on one place. Just as have "competition" that celebrate by OPTIMA, my former place of work. I see a momen coordinate the activity.

Than I have other dreams. Just as have activity in other place. I see Mr. Robert Wardy and Mr. Alex join. Just as I have other activity in other place.

Sunday, May 01, 2016

I have dream. I can remember this dream after have stimulus. In the morning when wake up I forget this dream. But when I went to church to join on mass, I see the children. Than I remember our family. She is Ms Ivon S. Than I remember my mom. With think mother I can remember my dream in last night (morning). It is romantic / sexuality dream. I feel my vital body was on. Wow….. so romantic.

Monday, May 02, 2016

I have a dream. I just as come from west to east. I just as use public vehicle. The walk / road just as zigzag (berliku-liku) . Evidently if pull it straight (tarik lurus) it is near.

The other dream. I was in place. Just as have swimming pool. I’m swimming. I was worry sink (tenggelam), evidently I can swim. I save arrive in destination place. But the water seem dirty. On riverbed (dasar) of pool is dirty, the water just as black. I want to swim again but the water already receding (surut). I try to clean myself in margin /edge pool. I use the faucet water (air keran). It is hot and cold. We can set it.

The other dream.

Than just as I was in one place. I just as want to journey. Someone delivery us with car to airport. A liitle aero plane already come. It just helicopter. I’m worry too because it is the little line. I entrance. Just as Mr Alex Maji too. I see Mans Metar too. Mans from Maumere. We use the same helicopter. The pilot exit from his place of pilot. The line door open. We entrance. Just as helicopter walk by itself. We are worry. Evidently the the driver of car simultan pilot see and know this condition. From out he try to use tool to stop it. I hope Mr. Alex and Mr. Mans who know drive can know how to stop it. Just as the helicopter stop because there is tree that block (menghadang) it.

The other dream:

I climb the palm tree. Just as there is people done it previous. Just as Fantri, from Maumere. Than I try. After try finally I success to reach to top. “Wow…I success”,” I say. “Live of Saint Fransiskus school,” I say in top of palm tree. Just as I delegate from Saint Fransiskus school.

What is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

I have dream. Just as I entrance to lake / river. I just as want to sink (tenggelam) but than I can swim. I reach to the destination place. Just as the ladder. Than I try to entrance to rive / lake but the water is receding (surut). The base of river / lake is dirty. many trash (sampah). The trash seem black. Wow....

What is meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, May 4, 2016
I have dream. The location at Wela. Just as in Mr. Sius Sintus' house. We just as discuss. On that time I talk. I give opinion. We talk about the figures. We compare some figures.

Evidently in waking life (dunia bangun) in campus I try to answer what the lecturer (dosen) question. Prof. Sastraprateja taught us. He talk about Psychoanalysis of Sigmund Freud. Evidently I answer wrong. But I have dare / brave to answer.

Thursday, May 5, 2016
I have dream. I just as meet with my class mate. She is Rofina Anur. She is state teacher now. She is teacher in Ruteng.go to other place use the car.

Than just as we want to t

I have dream (in the afternoon). I just as I go back from garden of Mbarang in Wela. When arrive after Roga / Tobok in Mr. Anton's Epong's garden, we see Mr. Endy madur and brother. Just as they looking for mouse in embankment (dike = pematang). But they looking for mouse in the late Mr. Paulus Habong's garden. There is fire in dike. Dike to make mouse exit from hole.
I just as walk with Hila, my younger brother. He just as say his children / our nephew (keponakan) joke to him with make hole his dress.

Satuday, May 7, 2016. - I'm not remember my dream. When get up I remember Kampung Koko ii Wae Ri' Distrik. This area the Catholic people entrance to Protestant church. What is wrong with Catholic Church?

Sunday, May 8, 2016.

Monday, May 9, 2016.

I have dream. In one building I walk together with frind teacher women. She is Ms........ "You are pretty," I say to her while kiss her. Evidently she is pretty. She is still young and single. Yesterday, Sunday, May 8, 2016, I see her in Church. She is pretty.

The other dream:
I just as in Merkedila, Wela. I see Mr. Hendrik Aron. Just as still pee in margin road beside of bus. While in the forest / garden I just as hear the sound of animal. After few minutes the animal (horses) come but lucky not hit (menabrak) the people (Mr.Hendrik). We just as take stone to throw (melempar) to expel (mengusir) horses.
Note: in last night I sleep late on 02:05 because work the task of lecture (mid semester paper). I need time so long to do it. Focus Frans. Be professional please!

Tuesday, May 10, 2016.
I have dream.
The dream is Mr. Egy Patnistik as employee in a company.

The other dream.

This is erotic dream. I love to my mom, Regina. She was still sleeping. He was sleeping with outspread (terentang). She was old. I come. I touch her body. I kiss her. I lick (jilat) her vital body. But she just not respons. She said to me: " Must not take the fish / meat that Mr. Paulus Habong offer," she said. Wow.... romantic dream. Evidently I do wet dream. My sperm is exit form my penis.

I wake up. I'm so sad with this dream.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016 - I have dream but my memory can not remember it.

Thursday, May 12, 2016 - ro remember the dream. I don't know have dream or no.

Friday, May 13, 2016
I have dream.
I just as by pass river. The river not so clean but not so dirty too.

The other dream.

Mr. Ino and I join on Manggarai activity. Just as we join on cultural festival. We sing Manggarai song, just as Sanda / Mbata. The lyrick and poetry I'm not remember. Just as it disguised (vague = samar).

Saturday, May 14, 2016

Sunday, May 15, 2016
I have dream. I just as on one place. Just as at market. I drive motor cycle. I want to go back. I on the motor cycle. I get difficult to on it. Finally success too. Than I just as in one place. Just as at my school when Primary School on SDI Golowelu I West Manggarai, Flores. Just as have path to go back building.

What is meaning of this dream?
The motor cycle that get difficult to start.
When I go back from the church I by pass riverbank (bantaran kali). I get big jammed (congestion= kemacetan). I decide to by pass Aralia / Ifolia . I do it. Than I trun to right to riverbank (bantaran kali) near Kampung Bogor. Than I see path to right. I think it is way to Kampung Bogor. I by pass . I by pass among the pool (kolam). Kampung Rawa consist of marshes (rawa-rawa). Evidently it is dead end (jalan buntu). The way is narrow. I try to U -turn (putar balik). I must u turn the motor cycle first. I do it in narrow path. I find the solution. I use the standard as centre than I rotate it. I success make it. I go back to previous road. Than I find the way to Village. I success to find the main way in Kampung Bogor than I continue to my rent house at VMG.

Monday, May 16, 2016
I have dream. The location in our home, "Mbaru Gendang" Wela. Just as visiting of Indonesia Vice President, Mr. Jusup Kala (JK). I see Father Marsel Agot,SVD just as official / committee (panitia). He use dress same with vice president, Mr. Jusup Kala. The stage in Mr. Bone Kaso's room.
Just as Mr. JK still dialog with Wela community (masyarakat). Just as Mr. JK explain the goverment policy. Than the Wela community response. "We take decision for the policy after hear Lembor, Kuwus, Masang Pacar community," he said. And Wela? Is Wela dusun of Indonesia? " he ask rhetorical. I waant to answer his question. "Wela not dususn of Indonesia. It is Wela of village (dusus). What do you ask to me, Mr. JK ask. We just as difficult to mention / ask what our need. I think to reforestration (reboisasi) of forest around Wela. Than I try to think about machine to milled (giling) coffee. But no one ask. I just as get disturb of kind of bee. I try to avoid. Just as as when I avoid or parry (menangkis) the bee entrance to Mr. JK. Mr. JK complain it to me. He blame me. Just as as change place to entrance / path door, to entrannce to home. Wow..... what is meaning of this dream?

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

I have dream.
I just as treveling. I use bus. Just as trevelling to Lembor. I bring big carton ( cardboard = kardus). I see two people help to bring it use physical (fisik). Just as carton of book. I think it is weight. I'm still in back while the box already front of me bring by two men. One man may be my brother, Mr. John.

The other dream:

I just as on one place, join on dance with a women. Just as I can dance with women. I enjoy it. This is romantic dream. Our body meet one another.
Than I just as see a body vital genital / suaxuality of women. I kiss it. Than I see the hole of it. I use. I entrance my penis there. I enjoy it. Wow...evidently I have romantic dream. I have bad dream. When wake up I see my panties (celana dalam) is wet.

I can remember of this dream when emember the song: "....dansa baik-baik, jangan sampai berkelahi, kala mau berkelahi, minta izin lebih baik". I remember this in gate / door when I start to school. We cn remember the dream with stimulus, e.g. song. from song we can entrance to dream.

Wednesday, May 18, 2016
I have dream.
I just as in one place. I'm just as with others. I just as entrance to one room. May be with others. Than this dream just as disguised (samar). I can remember nicely.

Than just as move to other place / room.
I am just as on one room / place. Suddenly I hear sound someone that fall down to floor. Evidently it is baby. What is happening? Evidently a women throw (melempar) the baby from up to down. Someone may be regret or angry to the baby. May be it is man (boy). Than there is people who care, help the baby. He / she take the baby than pickaback (gendong). Than the women that mother of baby come. I see her.

Thursday, May 19, 2016 - I don't know I have dream or no. Today I birthday. In the morning I pray to give thanks. I spend IDR 150.000 to buy cake for friends in Primary level oa JPS school. Yesterday, I deposited (entrusted = menitipkan) money to Ms Dian - teacher friend - to buy it at Pondok Ungu. She help to open and cut it.

Friday, May 20, 2016.

I have dream. I drive motor cycle on highway hike (mendaki). I'm doubt with strong capacity of motor cycle. I have hope I can success drive until at top of climbing. My hope arrive at top while the reality not yet. The power of motor cycle seem weak.

Than I jut as take a rest in one place.

I see a path on one house / building. Beside left pf it available the   little way (path) to a place / destination.

I can remember of this dream by stimulus (rangsangan). The stimulus today is the hike way up (jalan mendaki)   in limit (batas) Rawa Inndah village with Aralia housing (perumahan). I drive motor cycle at 06:30 am. The motor cycle get difficult to by pass climb (tanjakan) place. May be I'm mistake in trick. I use the third gear (gigi 3), even though (padahal) sebenarnya the second or the first gear. I hear sound of machine of motor cycle that show the machine is weak. While in front of me the is bike that get difficult to drive until top so she exit from bike for moment to push it. When meet with this experience I remember / connect with my dreams in last night about drive motor cycle on way up that similar with this   reality.

Saturday, May 21, 2016. - I don't know I have dream or no in last night.

Sunday, May 22, 2016.
I have dream.
I have dream when sleep in the night. I just as on travelling. I by pass a river. The water in river only few. I see the pipe which just already old   or already expired. The pipe just as   rusty (berkarat). No water exit from there. The water flow in river / land. I meet Mr. Ande Musa,, my neighbor in village. Just as river more than one. He is in left branch of river. He is front of me. He is in river. He is standing up in river. I'm in back of him. He touch the water. The water that touch him flow to me.

I have the other dream. The dream about activity with my friends at JPS. But detail I forget

I wake up on 2.30 am. In last night I sleep fast, may be at 21:00. I seem sleep. After take a rest during 5 hours I'm get up. I go to toilet.

Than I sleep again

The other dream. I just as join on activity in JPS with friends of teacher. We are in one place. There is main road than there is place / patch as branch. The car can by pass there. The brannch in right side is bed than left side. Just as there is friend push something, just as   trash can / dump (tempat sampah). I see someone pull. I just as follow. Than arrive in a place. We want to bring it by pass the hang bridge (jwembatan gantung). There is the match place ther but no good place connenct the hang bridge with with base land / ground. We get difficult to move the dump.

What is meaning of this dream?

May be have relation with the bridge that I by pass in the afternoon when go to the Saint Albertus to join on afternoon mass. I by pass the bad bridge in kampung Bogor in back of Aralia / Ifolia housing. I get difficult when by pass there.. It is simple bridge.

The other dream - when sleep in afternoon.

I see my students, Primary 4, bagas and Arya. Thay play soccer. Bagoas as kicker, Arya as keeper. Bagas accompany by his mom, Ms Lucku, JPs TEACHER. In my think Ms Lucky have hope, Bagas can play nicely, kick ball with strong. bagas already take square off (ancang-ancang) to kick the ball. He kick the ball. How about the result? The ball move very slow. I think his mom, Ms Lucky regret and disappointed (kecewa) with it. But the ball can reach the wicket (gawang) and goal because Arya as keeper not catch or hold it. Arya just as indifferent (masa bodoh) with it.

What is meaning of this dream?
In last time, exactly at 10.00 - 12:00 I accompany JPS students when rehearsal (gladi bersih) of the first communion. The students of JPS - include Arya and Bagas come - They come together their parents.

Monday, May 23, 2016.

I have dream.
The first dream I forget. This is become on about 02:00 -03:00 before I get up to go to toilet.

The second dream.
I just as on one place. Just as   talk with classmate about classmate. We are just at Lagar - Cumbi. We talk about our friend, include our classmate Mr. Agustinus Agat, classmate when Primary school. "Father founder school of Saint Klaus, Father Ernnest Waser, SVD ask Mr. Agus to work at Kuwu. Mr. Agus work there for moment but than interesant to work at Kalimanta because get issue the salary enough good there. But when he arrive there, the difference situation happen." just as it the information that availlable in my memory that become our discuss.
Than we go to one place. We go down traverse (cross) (melintasi) a path. May be have question make me reflection to myself that I'm not home / house too. "The land price is so high," I think and give reason. When we arrive there, we find that place - my place of work / my destination is so bad, It is so traditional and dirty. There is still have remaining the dirt (sisa kotoran) of people in stone. This area may be no toilet so all people exit feces in free place. We see the animal, may be dog there. Wow....what is happening with this dream?

Tuesday, May 24, 2016.
I have dream.
I meet with my brother, Mr. Alex Maji. He recent go back from our village / home town to join to covering the activity Tour de Flores. I shake hand with him. I seem shame. Why ? I'm not finish yet to finish my duty to make finance report of CUWM. Since some month I always pastpone this because busy. But when talk we are not discuss this issue.

The other dream

I just as on one place. Just as there are other people. They are just as the Catholic church people. Just as we want to play volly ball. I join. But I ......(pukul) the ball. It is so weak. Wo....no power of me. I hear voice of some Manggarai people.

Wow....what i meaning of this dream?

Wednesday, May 25, 2016.

I have dream but I forget it
When get up than go to toilet I remember but when get up in the morning I forget it. I only remember the new dream.

I have dream.
The location at Cempaka Indah. I just go back from campus. I see my lecturer (dosen), Prof. Dr. MS. Than a women, my former (mantan) friend of teacher at Kelapa Gading school. She is Ms. Y. She just as choose Prof. Dr. MS as preceptor(= adviser =pembimbing) for her to make essay (skripsi) or thesis (tesis). She come to Prof Dr. MS while walk to gate of Cempaka Indah. She very hope Prof. Dr. MS   bless (merestui) her work / essay / thesis because it very important to her, may as a requirement (persyaratan) to promotion in her office / school. Prof. Dr. MS bless her ask. Ms. Y very happy so as thank she touch Prof. Dr. MS. They touch ane another. I'm see this condition. I try to ima acgination about their action in love frame.

The other dream:
Mr. Ben Ayung explain the foreign language to us (Ms Mona - Primary secretary) and to others. In our culture (Catholic) we shoulld be knowing many language, include Latine. Than he mentioned one sentence, just as mentioned: "Numero Uno". Than I aware.

What is meaning of this dream?

May be this dream show an event that happen in next time. In middle day Mr. Ivan, Mr. Ben and I discuss about JPS Policy to me. I replace. After it they call Ms Mona. May be to talk about JPS policy to her.

Reflection: The dream match almost same with reality. The dream have function to tell furtones (meramal).

Thursday, May 26, 2016. - no remember the dream. I have dream or no I don't know.

Friday, May 27, 2016.

I have dream. I just as present on one place. The place I don't know where. May be it is only in dream. It is place in dream world. I join in activity. Just as meeting / party. There I meet with Msgr. Vincent Sensi Potokota, Pr the Ende of Arch bishop. May be the meeting of former seminary. We are by the way. When do you out of seminary? Bishop Sensi,Pr ask. "I was outing of major seminary on year 2001." I say. "Oh... you often greeting me in last last time," Bishop Sensi,Pr says. "Yes, bishop. "The new case now is Stef Wolo Itu. He said that still there are 3.000   peoples that love, trust to him. But... you already choose one people (women) as special for you. I hope he use time to recognize (mengakui) his mistake after recent ordinantion of deacon / priest. May be if talk on that time, the problem is easy to handle." Bishop Sensi,Pr said. Than I think. "Father Stef Wolo Itu in German / Swiss now. Than Bishop Sensi take a food. Than he eat. I hope he invite us before eat but in reality not. Than we busy with talk. Than I talk with my friend. May be one of student is Father Paskalis Nojo,OFM Cap.
What is meaning of this dream?

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