DAILY EXPERIENCE 2025

 DAILY EXPERIENCE 2025

September 2025

Monday, September 1, 2025. 

In the school,  Ms Ita and I  join on zoom meetiing about  School Library Accreditation . I ask mr. Kevin about the headset. he set it on my  PC.  I open it on 07.00 am.  The commitee stil bussy. My sound  entance  to zom meeting. Than I'm  mute it.  Ms Ita come to  the library room. She ask Ms Jesiica to set the  Audio. She unpluh the cable to speaker. Than when   finsih the   Zoom meeting, I get the paper about accreditation instrument. I discuss with Ms Ita. "Please print it mow," she ask me. I sent to to Ms Evy to print it. 

 I'm stress

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Thursday, September 4, 2025. I'm syill stress. Although it, I'm give thanks to  God  because   althought I'm in stress situation, God still  give  chance me to sleep in last night.  I'm get up twice to go to  toilet.  Than I get up  on 04.30 am. I'm going to  kitchen . I'm  cooking  vegetables. I'm peeling   garlic and ginger. I cut it than boil it.  I take the papaya leaves . I wash it. I'm soaking it in water that I   sprinkle (taburi) with salt to  kill virus and bacteria.    Than I rinse  it  with   fresh water (air tawar).  Than I'm boil it. I'm not cook  the rice becuse still have the  rice that Ms Elin or Ms Oden cook   in lsat night. Than  I'm  drink warm water.  Than I'm  iron dress. I take a bath.  Than I prepare myself  to go to school.  I prepare 2 parts of food . I bring rice, papaya leaves and    anchovies (ikan teri).  I hurry up tos chool. I'm pedaling the bike.  Than I go to   Blok C - gate 1-  T junction -. I must cross road that  crowded - The other motor cyclist undertand me. They let me by pass. I pedaling my  bike. I by pass Path of   Bogor Village -   Embankment.I see a father who sick. He only stay in terrace of his house  while brakfast. I'm permission to him. I by pass embankment  - side river - I meet some people there.  I permisssion than cinrinue my journey. I arrive in  T junction - turn to right - Masjid Raya Harapan Indah  - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Ruko Simphony -  I see  women  who sport or jongging in the morning.  I often see her jonnging in some days on the end time. I by pass Nismara, Deer and horse statue -  turn to left -   Bridge - Altius Hosipital -  gate 2 - JPS.  I arrive in lobby B on 06.46. I'm little late. Why? May be the tire of  bike flat so the bike walk slow. I will check it later.   Than I meet Mrs Lucky in lobby B. We go to the second floor. I open the library, chapel. I turn on the lamp, AC, PC. Than I do my work. I'm still stres.   I try to do my duty about  library accrditation. I download the material about  Catalog.   It seldom easy seldom difficult.  Than I try to  do it. 

Today I coordination with some important pesson about accreditation, include Mr. Harjono. 'We had discuss avout the letter of Establish of Library and letter for the  libraryan.," he say. ut I'm still  conduse about it. 

I meet Mr. Harjono, "We had  discuss both leeter do you ned had finish it," he say. "Okay sir, but I 'm still confsue about it.  Mr. Harjono return to hid  room in the third floor. Than I'm try to do my duty. I try to  learn abaiout  accreditation istrument.  I want to coordination wiith some peoples, include Mr. Maria as member of Curricukum Planning and Development (CPD). . I need coordinate with Mr. Tomy to make account library for JHS - SHS.  I coordinater  with  many persons.  Than Mr. Mario come. We discuss about it. Before I had seen the answer for some instrument, include the policy. "We will get the new librarian, he study about library. Later you work together with him and  with s Nesia too. " he say. Pleae  finish fast  this," he say. I'm confuse. Than  he return to his place. Than I go to  to Mr. Tomy to ask about letter of establish library and for the librarian. Oh sorry if I'm not share to  you. 'he say. I'm feel shame and feel that I'm not considered (tidak dianggap)."Please you  say your email, I will sent both of it to ypou," he say. I spell to him : My email is frans_jelata@yahoo.com." I say. Than he ent  it to me.  I try to sve this case for material for me to improve myself. I give my email to Mr.Tomy that I'm ask about how to make naccount for library of JHS - SHS.': L ask. "Please ask to Mr. Agung," he say. Than I say to mr. Agung. Mr. Agung share it to me.  I ask to Mr Tomy how to access the  online book tyo JPS  library. "Had I teach you about in last time? " he ask. "Oh I'm forget it," I say. "Oka later I will  go  to your  room," he say. OKay thank you. On this condition, I'm 

Friday, September 5, 2025. I have dreams. The first dream is I meet with Msgr. Pualus Budi Kleden, SVD - Arch Bishop of Ende. He talk about interaction and socialization with other people . He walk to meet someone  who human, joyful and  communicative (komucative). "It is imoertant to me, to me him. Than he just as go to meet that people. May be he is non Catholic. He is public figure. I go to other pllace., just as to west side.  I by pass  riverbank (pinggir kali).  I see a ibstitution just s  education or helath intitutioinin cross little chanel water. There are many plants around the riverbank.. I pass path. I see bulding of  home and plant and  frass there. Thamn I'm  just s  arrive in a place. I want to  get shorcut to reach place in soutj side. I just as want to turn to right. My face to north side. ThanI arrive in  big river.  I want to go across (sebelrang) kali. I just s meet  with Mr. Ino Jemabut, my cousin  from Wela, our hometown.  There is rope that hang on the ree there. He  jump to reach it that  jump to cross the river. I follow  him.  I jum to reach the  big rope of tree that     move to across  the big rive. Praise to the Lord   Mr. Ino and I save arrive in across  river. We are happy. Than I walk to up. I see Wela people, just my friend, just s Mr. Katarina zena Sedia.  in a hill. climb tje hill from valley of rive.  Than Sudenly I see mother Mina Jenu,  my the other mother  who stay in same home of Mbaru Gendang in lasttime. I come  to near her  and she come to near me.  She  come from east side.  Than  I just as think about  Anunty Philomina Pamung.  I jstas s see Mr. Philipus Jeharut too. Than we just as want to retrun. We across the big river again.  I see my youngest brother, Mr. Rony. He acros  bif river with same way when we  came  is jump to reach big rope that hang in the rees aoun, that  he  move to reach the other   rope, he jsut as move just as moneky. Praise to the Lord he is save. I'm happy.  Than I just as  pesismisstic  to do it. I awere my capability and condition. I see around.  Evidently there is  concrete bridge (jembatan beton). I by oss there. Mr. Philipus by pass there too. Other people  by pss there too.  The river  color is yellow because mud.   Than I aware.  What is meaning of this dream? 

Thahn I get up. I go to kitchen and toilet. After pe. I wash my hand.  Than I'm  peeling   garlic and ginger. I cut it than boil it.  I take the papaya leaves . I wash it. I'm soaking it in water that I   sprinkle (taburi) with salt to  kill vrus and bacteria.    Than I rinse  it  with   fresh water (air tawar).  Than I'm boil it. I'm not cook  the rice becuse still have the  rice that Ms Elin or Ms Oden cook   in lsat night. Than  I'm  drink warm water.  Than I'm  iron dress. I take a bath.  Than I prepare myself  to go to school.  I prepare 2 parts of food . I bring rice, papaya leaves and    anchovies (ikan teri).  I hurry up tos chool. I'm pedaling the bike.  Than I go to   Blok C - gate 1-  T junction -. I must cross road that  crowded - The other motor cyclist undertand me. They let me by pass. I pedaling my  bike. I by pass Path of   Bogor Village -   Embankment.I see a father who sick. He only stay in terrace of his house  while brakfast. I'm permission to him. I by pass embankment  - side river - I meet some people there.  I permisssion than cinrinue my journey. I arrive in  T junction - turn to right - Masjid Raya Harapan Indah  - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Ruko Simphony -  I see  women  who sport or jongging in the morning.  I often see her jonnging in some days on the end time. I by pass Nismara, Deer and horse statue -  turn to left -   Bridge - Altius Hosipital -  gate 2 - JPS.  I arrive in lobby B on 06.46.

Friday, September 5, 2025. I have dreams. The first dream is I meet with Msgr. Pualus Budi Kleden, SVD - Arch Bishop of Ende. He talk about interaction and socialization with other people . He walk to meet someone  who human, joyful and  communicative (komucative). "It is imoertant to me, to me him. Than he just as go to meet that people. May be he is non Catholic. He is public figure. I go to other pllace., just as to west side.  I by pass  riverbank (pinggir kali).  I see a ibstitution just s  education or helath intitutioinin cross little chanel water. There are many plants around the riverbank.. I pass path. I see bulding of  home and plant and  frass there. Thamn I'm  just s  arrive in a place. I want to  get shorcut to reach place in soutj side. I just as want to turn to right. My face to north side. ThanI arrive in  big river.  I want to go across (sebelrang) kali. I just s meet  with Mr. Ino Jemabut, my cousin  from Wela, our hometown.  There is rope that hang on the ree there. He  jump to reach it that  jump to cross the river. I follow  him.  I jum to reach the  big rope of tree that     move to across  the big rive. Praise to the Lord   Mr. Ino and I save arrive in across  river. We are happy. Than I walk to up. I see Wela people, just my friend, just s Mr. Katarina zena Sedia.  in a hill. climb tje hill from valley of rive.  Than Sudenly I see mother Mina Jenu,  my the other mother  who stay in same home of Mbaru Gendang in lasttime. I come  to near her  and she come to near me.  She  come from east side.  Than  I just as think about  Anunty Philomina Pamung.  I jstas s see Mr. Philipus Jeharut too. Than we just as want to retrun. We across the big river again.  I see my youngest brother, Mr. Rony. He acros  bif river with same way when we  came  is jump to reach big rope that hang in the rees aoun, that  he  move to reach the other   rope, he jsut as move just as moneky. Praise to the Lord he is save. I'm happy.  Than I just as  pesismisstic  to do it. I awere my capability and condition. I see around.  Evidently there is  concrete bridge (jembatan beton). I by oss there. Mr. Philipus by pass there too. Other people  by pss there too.  The river  color is yellow because mud.   Than I aware.  What is meaning of this dream? 

Than I get up. I cook rice. I winnow rice, wash it than cook it.  I take a bath. Than I'm finsih it. I'm preparring to cook rice, winnow rice, wash than cooking it. I take  other rice cooker to cook vegetables. I take warm  water. I  wash the papaya leaves than  soak in in water, mix  with salt, rice than boil it

Ms Elin get up. She prepare herself  tro go to a place. Than Ms Tely come. They go together. Evidenly they go to to Bintaro. Today  they have family meeting there. The meeting in Mr. Robert's house.  I see thir post of picture of activity  there.  I read news in AWAG. Tomoorow, September 6, 2025 there is Meeting to  of Montly Nataional Month in  Mr. Bosco's house in Blok E  and I have function as guider of prayer. Wow.... tomorrow I have activity to join  the Wdding of Mr. Yanto - Mrs Iming in Tangerang so I can cancel to lead the prayer of Nathional Mont Meeting. Thn I WA Mr. Haryono to change my schedule. I'm happy because he  agree with it. 

Today  I want to type the prayer of  pilgrimage (ziarah) of Saint Alfonsus I Environment.  I don't have laptop. So I ask Elin. "Can I ask help to you? I say. "What is  it? she ask.  I want   type the prayer of Pilgrimage of Sant  Alfonsus I. I need Laptop. Can I borrow your laptop?I ask. "Oh sory, my laptopp in the school, " she say. "Oh, thank you," I say.  "You can borrow Ms Oden's laptop. Than  I sk to Ms Oden. "Oden, may I ask help to yopu, to borrow laptop to me today, I wan to  type thhe pilgrimage prayer. Do you agree?" I ask. "Okay   but I will use in afternoon," she say. "Okay," I say. Than  begin do it. I type it. Wow.... evidenly there are some key yat error. I'm stress. My work so slow  but I try to patient. There are 3 or 4 keys that broken. I use other alphabet to hnadle it. Wow..... Than I'm tired. I'm sleeping in middle day. When get up I continue it. Ms Oden still sleep. In afternoon she  get up to prepare the food. "Some key is broken," she say. I try to patietn. "You can use  by keyboard," she suggest. "Thank you," I say. I begin do it. I wok better. I work until afternoon. I can fiish it. Than I save it.   Today I only in home, try to type the prayer.  In evening n 19.30 we have  schedule to  choir practice of Saint  Alfonsus I to prepare the Holy mass song of Parish Saint  Albert Harapan Indah on next week.  Ms Elin  go back  from Bintaro. "There are Welo people and family there . include   family  who come  from  Lenga/ Nao,  Kolan g West Manggarai. There is Mrs Any and her husband and , Mrs Any's father in law," she say. There is Mr Phlipipus  from Wela. "May be he  go back to Wela on Monday, September 8, 2025," she say. I take a bath, than  we prepare to go to Bok   to practice of cahor. The  song practice in Mr. Dwi's house. Ms Elin ask the adress. I try to explain it. I prepare money to order water of  gallon. I prepare IDR  12.000  for two galons water. We onf oot to there. We arrive there on about  20.00 pm. We meet Rr. Anto, Mr. Dwi and  Mr. Joko, Mr. Bosco. , Mr. Haryono. Thna we  go to home to practice Liturgi osng. WE start  when Mr and Mrs Sumijo had  come. W  practice of song.  There are maony peole  who present. Mr  and Mrs Hendry absent. "Where is Mr. Hendry?" Mr. Totok ask to Mr. Haryono. But  Mr. Haryono anot resposs it. May be Mr. Henry busy  with other activity. Mr. Tony and his wife join too. Mr. Martin and his wife  join too. Than the choir practice finish. Than  Mr. and Mrs Dwi prepare the  snacks to us, include the boil banana, fruits and other cake. "I'm enjoy it. 

September, Sunday 6 2025. 

Saturday, September 6, 2025. I just as still stres. I he dream. I'm in a place. I join on an activity.  I  get information that  moved (dipindahkan)  to othe place/ institution. I try to open mind for this situation. Just as I moved to village or Manggarai, Flores Island. I try to relalize and happy.  What is meaning of  this dream? 

I'm get up. Than I'm preparring myself  to go to kithen and bath  room.  I'm cook rice and vegetables. 

Than I'm  peeling   garlic and ginger. I cut it than boil it.  I take the papaya leaves . I wash it. I'm soaking it in water that I   sprinkle (taburi) with salt to  kill virus and bacteria. I se much ineral water to clean it.  I wash the dress too,

ThanI start to school.  I order the water tin Blok B. I order  2 gallons water.  Ms Elin bust with  wash her dress. I  start to chool. I by pass Blok b - C - gete  1 VMG I -  T junction - Pat - Bogor village - pat h -  Embanbankment,  riverbank) (pinggir kali)  - I arrive in  T junction - turn to right - Masjid Raya Harapan Indah  - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Ruko Simphony -  I see  women  who sport or jongging in the morning.  I often see her jonnging in some days on the end time. I by pass Nismara, Deer and horse statue -  turn to left -   Bridge - Altius Hosipital -  gate 2 - JPS.  I arrive in lobby B on 06.46. I'm little late. Why? May be the tire of  bike flat so the bike walk slow. I will check it later.   Than I meet Mrs Lucky in lobby B. We go to the second floor. I open the library, chapel. I turn on the lamp, AC, PC. Than I do my work. I'm still stres. Tioday I focus to do the Porta Sabta prayer. I type the text, prepare the  song, Bible reading. Than I  sent  it to Mr.  Sumijo and Mr. Totok. I ask the address of Mr. Totok to Mrs Sisca. Ms Sisca sent  it. Thnan I contact him. He respons.  Mr. Sumijo respons too. I'm happy that I had desifn the kind of prayer of Porta ancta. I ask Mr. Sumijo and Mr. Toto to   complete it. 

Than in afternoon I try to  fill data  ti regidter aboyt the Library of JHS - SHS. I had make it  and get  confirmatio  but I can not acess the email. I'm stress. I schta  with Mr. Agung and Ms Cyhnta. Both are administratir in JHS - SHS unit of John Paul's School, Harapan Indah.   "Just s I'm  wrong. In this context I just  not self  confidence, depent to other people. Yis is my mistake adn  weak. Wow.... This is me. I'm sad too. I try to improve myslef. I try to undestand the system and try to  o it.  "I hope I can get the dolution for this problem," I say. 

Today is wedding of Mr. Yanto  and Ms Iming in Tangerang. I end Message  to Mr. Rony and Mrs  Vony. "SOrry, I cant  joing of Wedding Blessing in he Churxh. I try to come on  Reception place,: I say.'Okay, we wait there,: they say. 

I chat with Ms Any and Mr. Ones too. "Do you get invite wedding of Yanto and Iming today?" he ask. "Yes I had got  it ubt I can not  come becuse I'm still in Yogyakarta, she said. Than Contackt Mr. One, Mrs Any;'s hueband. I ask him is  he get invite letter if wedding if Mr. Yanto  and Mr.s Iming. "I'm not get it,: he say. Than I ask Mrs Any. "I had forward to him, may be hie gorget it," he say.  Than ask abit One's father  who come to Jakarta base Ms Elin information. "Oh...no, my father otcome, ony my uncle  who come to join the Wedding of Karin,"  he say. "Oh....Ms Elin know knoe the Father of Mr Ones," I say in my heart. Than I prepare myslkef to go back. In Baduk Jabodetabek's WAG I see comment about  falily who wan to join. Mr  and Mrs Leo want to joi, I espins I'm stil on hte way too. "I will join othe party. I'm not join the Holy mss of Weddig," I sy to Mr. Rony and Mrs Vony. "Okay we will wait. ThanI go back to home. I by  bike, by pass gate I JPS - Bridge -  park -  Harmony shelter - Aralia -  Sataue of Hirse - Ifolia -  SMKN I Tarumajaya - Bogor Village - T jubction of VMG I - gate 1 - Blok A - B-. I etrance to home. I'm  taje a bath. Thn I prepare myslef to go to the  Tangerang. Before I ahd search the  location of Weding reception. It is in Indopro Worshop , Serua, Tangerang. That place near with  Rawa Buntu  station. Than I order  GOJEK. I get Mr. Hengky.  I order to go to  Kranji station. I must pay it 38.5000 " If not have  eact omey (?) - uang pass, I will opay IDR 40.000. I wit the driver of ojek onlie. He  come. We by pass  VMGI  -  sera- {Pasar Modern - Harapan Indah -Pondok Ungu Kranji . In way  we by te way about policy  pf government to  make  society  diffucult in economid. we balme  goverment -  house repreentative - . "Do you join the demsnstrariin in last week?"  o, he say. Than we arrivre in Kraji station on about 19.13  pm. Thn I wait trin to Tanah Abang. The trian come. I entrance. Wow...I'm confuse, I' exit in Magnggarai  where as the traain   by pass Tanah Abang. Wow  my   brain is error. Than I'm   awring it. I go to the first floor to access train to Tana Abang. I go  there. Than I am  transit in Tanah Abang. Than  I wait train to Parung Panjang. I get google map from Mr. Leo just as they had arrive there. Mr Leo just ad arrive there. Than the train to Parung panjang  come. I  entrnce. The trian start  I just as arrive in Rawa Buntu on  21.00 pm. Ow,... the drix-zzle  come. I exit the station. Than  I by the  way  wu=it gojek. We bergaining the cost if gio to Indoproo Worshop in serua Tangerang. He cejck on aplication. "Please IDR 30.00," he say. "Please more chep," I say. "Plese IDR  25.00o. ,h eooofer. "Please IDR 20.00 if yoy want. We bergain. Than he agree. We go there. Evidently teh place eough far. We by the ay. He is Mr.  Sofyan  who from Rawa Bubtu. His children had adu and lecture andhad  work. Wondefull. We talk. "Why you come in ecvening just as this,' Is your  firnf wait you?" he ask. "The pary of wedding start on 19.000 apm and for the easr peope  - include NTT  - busier as the night goes on - (semakin malam semakin ramai) . Oh may be drink alkhohol too," he say/. "Yes just as it usually," I say.  Than we arrive ther. Lucky  the rain had stop. I see people of Manggarai.. "Is this Indopro Worshop Serua?" I ask. The people  confsuse. "Is this place of Wedding Mr. anto and Mrs Iing?" Isk. "Yes they say. Than I pay IDR 20.000 to him.Thank you Mr.Sofyan," I  say.  ThanI nentrance to location. I mweet with Manggarai peopele.Just only Manggaari peole     who  come. I meet Mrs Megy and Ms Elvy  who  oin duty as on regitratin department. "Plsease  wait." yhe comottee ask. Okay. Than <r. Rony come. I greeting him. Than he delivery e to Mr. Leo - Mrs Maria Vivi and Mrms Vony. W s hake hand. Than  S hake  hand with Mr. Yakto - Ms Iming - Mr. Frans, the ftaher od Mrs Iming - Than I siu down that suppert. I eat rice beaconm cicken and  water melon and mineral warer. There speech of somew people, commitee, reresentatives if man  and  women who married. Mr. Leo talk reperesetaives if wimen family - I see  Hendro Gunde too. I meet Mr. Tober Pongkor and his wife. We by the way.  Than the dance timecome. I watch it. Mr. Rony and Mrms Vony  care to their children who were sick, Lariska  and his  brother. "We will go back  to Depok lataer. Okay, what time we will go there? I ask " May be on 00: 00 am,' he say. Than I by the wway with Elvy , Megy, Flory , Nyong, Mogy. We takje picute. Ms Megy return aerlier. Othanon 23.30  go  oback to Fepok. We by the way. I pay parking area IDR 10.000. Wthgan we returm.  In way  we know no keuy home. Than we contackt to Elvy and Sandy. "I will sent tthrough Gojeck. ' sandy say. Wow.... We arrivr in home.  We wait Gojek. ThanI go tothe seucirty place. The security oepen the door. Imeet  with the ojeck. He give the kay, Lariska?" yes, I say. It no pay ney., "  he say. "How much? I ask it is 43.000," he say. I say  IDR 50.000. Than we ask way to  retun to Cenjareng. :Uopy cnbt oass thriung OParubg Bingun - Farmawati - Blok B -  Gatot Suvroto - Dnn Mogot - V=Cengkareg," I sya. Than Mr. Rony ocme. I give the key to him. Than we wnetrance to home. I sleeo in Ms Envy;s room. We sleep just as on 01.30 am. Wow...We sleep late.  I spend money about  IDR 250.000 for the Wedding event (for present  and transportation). 

September, Sunday 7 2025 I was sleeping in Housing Bedahan Depok,in Mr.Rony 's house I borrow his cloth because I only bring the dress in my body for formal event, include for party and join on Holy Mass.I have dream.It is about meeting with cousin,Mrs Neny Niman who stay together in Mbaru Gendang Wela in last time.We just as talk something in a place but I don't know what topic of it.Than I get up on the morning.I see my handphone  and I get call from Mr Sunarno, the owner of house that we contract "I will go to home that you contracted to see the condition and want to repaitrd it."."Okay, but sory I am still in Depok ,I say.

"But is in your contract house there is people there  now?" he ask."Yes, there is people there,"I answer. Sorry, please help me pay the......( Sisa) decrease of total value contract that you had pay in last week.I want to use it to buy the material to repaired the home,'he say.Ok I will go to ATM on 09.00 am for it," I say. In the morning Mr.Tony get up.He carry his son.I help him.I carry my nephew.Than I put him in mattrass while sing of song that I create with spontanous. it about his struggle to get up.He is .......(jungkir balik). Than we breakfast.We eat boil ripe banana. I alam eat tea of palm sugar dan warm mineral water.Than I am   going out to find ATM place I find it in Pertamina.I transfer IDR 3.000.000. The ..    (sisa)decrease I will transfer if had finished repaired it,'I say."OK, we will come again next week if not complete today,"he say. "Okay,"I say.Than I go back to home.Mr.Rony go out with his daughter,Lariska.Latiska sick in last week.She entrance to hospital of Permata during 3 days.She got......(pneumonia). What is reason so got that sick? Because drink the cool thing e.g. ice,"Rony said.Please not drink it now,"I say.  Than I carry Mr.Rony's son.I try to sing of song. "Please go out to dry him,"Mrs Vony say. 'Ok, we will go out.,"I say.Than  we   go out include to park,We jogging while sing of song that I create or compose by myself.Than  we return home.I lue him in mattrass than his sister,Lariska come and cary him.We worry because sehe carry not so safety,  can  accident of his brother. We teach her but just as not understand about safety on cary the baby it make us angry every day," her mom say." You are........(Sok tahu),his father say. .We are worry about it. Than I carry while give......(ASI) to him.  Larska help to ......(menyuapi) her brother.Het brother just as un comfortable.He is crying. We make video.Thab I post it to GARESA group.

(This the smarpone version - Write in train, September 7, 2025)

Below the PC version. , write in JPS, 8 September 2025

Sunday, September 8, 2025.  I'm sleeping in my youngest  brother home in  husing Bukit Tempayan River View, Sawangan Depok.  I have dream. September 8, 2025 I was sleeping in Housing Bedahan Depok,in Mr.Rony 's house I borrow his cloth because I only bring the dress in my body for formal event, include for party and join on Holy Mass.I have dream.It is about meeting with cousin,Mrs Neny Niman who stay together in Mbaru Gendang Wela in last time.We just as talk something in a place but I don't know what topic of it.Than I get up on the morning.I see my handphone  and I get call from Mr Sunarno, the owner of house that we contract "I will go to home that you contracted to see the condition and want to repaitrd it."."Okay, but sory I am still in Depok ,I say."But is in your contract house there is people there  now?" he ask."Yes, there is people there,"I answer. Sorry, please help me pay the lack  ( Sisa) decrease of total value contract that you had pay in last week.I want to use it to buy the material to repaired the home,'he say.Ok I will go to ATM on 09.00 am for it," I say. In the morning Mr.Rony get up.He carry his son.I help him.I carry my nephew.Than I put him in mattrass while sing of song that I create with spontanous. it about his struggle to get up.He is flip - flop (jungkir balik). Than we breakfast.We eat boil ripe banana. I alam eat tea of palm sugar dan warm mineral water.Than we by the way. We will go to Sain Barnabas  church in Pondok Cabe. We join the Holy mass there  tha er delivery you to  Rawa Buntu station. We want to go to  Taengerang  to me Ftaher Frans, Mr. Sesa  and  Mr. Yanto - Mrs Iming, Mr. Stanis, Mrs Elvy, Ms Ernest," he say.  We join the Holy Mass  in  Saint Barnabas , Pondok cabe. Than I am   going out to find ATM place I find it in Pertamina.I transfer IDR 3.000.000. The lack or  remaining   (sisa  tau kekuarangan )decrease I will transfer if had finished repaired it,'I say."OK, we will come again next week if not complete today,"he say. "Okay,"I say.Than I go back to home.Mr.Rony go out with his daughter,Lariska.Latiska sick in last week.She entrance to hospital of Permata during 3 days.She got pneumonia (pneumonia). What is reason so got that sick? Because drink the cool thing e.g. ice,"Rony said.Please not drink it now,"I say.  Than I carry Mr.Rony's son.I try to sing of song. "Please go out to dry him,"Mrs Vony say. 'Ok, we will go out.,"I say.Than  we   go out include to park,We jogging while sing of song that I create or compose by myself.Than  we return home.I lue him in mattrass than his sister,Lariska come and cary him.We worry because sehe carry not so safety,  can  accident of his brother. We teach her but just as not understand about safety on cary the baby it make us angry every day," her mom say." You are know it all.(Sok tahu),his father say. .We are worry about it. Than I carry while give breast milk .(ASI) to him.  Lariska help to feeding (menyuapi) her brother.Het brother just as un comfortable.He is crying. We make video.Thab I post it to GARESA group. Thhere are member  who response it, just s  Megy and Saver.  Than  I lie  down Rony's son  to mattress (kasur) . Mrs Rony (Vony) busy to cook the food. I lie  down  while song of song. Mrs  Vony  (Rony's  wife)  busy cook the food. Mr. Rony busy to buy the equipment to cook, include the spice. He jsut as  buy the spice in  kiosk or Indomarta or Alfamart . I'm  serve Rony's son  while lie  down and song of song. I'm not  wash my teeth. I forget to bring the brush teeth.  I'm  not dare to kish Kevin because I know my mouth  in bed smeel,  because dental plague buildup (penumpukan plug gigi).  I know it.  I often fart. May be because it many kinf of food and meat (beacon, chicken) and vegetables,  banana, rice, etc. My fart is bad smell. I'm shame.  Today I'm not take  a bath. I's direct lie down and sleepy. I'm sleeping. Mr. Rony cary his son to their  bed room. I'm sleepy for moment . "Plese get up and lunch now," Mrs Vony say. I get up. Than I prepare to lunch. Mr. Rony get up too.  We lunch. We eat rice, vegetables (tempeh, eggplant) that mix with  coconut milk), and chicken.  ThanI contact  with  family include  with  my nephew, Mr. Sandy  who still in  Tangerang. We wet there in last evening (night) when present of Mr. Yanto and Mrs Iming's wedding in Indopro  Worshop, Jl. Raya Bukit No.44, Serua, Kec. Ciputat, Kota Tangerang Selatan, Banten 15414, Indonesia.   He and Mr. Flory want to  come to  Sawangan Depok.  Than red news  while play with them. Lariska is carrying   his brother with unsafety. It make us  worry. "Every day she  does it to his  brother, who  still baby. It make us worry and angry her.  We teache her about it but she just as not care  with instruction. It make us nervous (deg-degan) ,: Mr. Rony and Mrs  Vony say.  I try to contact to Ms Elin who still in home.  She accompany   woner of home and   handyman (tukang) who work to repaired the home, include the  bath room's channel that stuck.  I get report  from Ms Elin that the bath room  that stuck had normal, the water  flow  with smooth.  "Thank you," I say. Than I'm sleeping again. Than  I'm   try to recover my health. In last  evening I sleep sort becuase sleep late o  about 01.00 am.  We  go back from  Indoproo Worshop, Serua Taengerang, Banten.  "Mr. Sandy and Mr. Flory want to  come here," Mr. Rony say. "Okay, we will wait .," I say.  Than on about 15.300 am  Ms Elvy, Mr. Sandy, Mr. Flory , Mr. Jefry come.  We by the way.  Mr. Jefry   from Ntalung  - Coal. He work in  Gunung Putri, Bogor. He join with  Flory's motor cycle.  Mr. Flory have  new motor cycle. Mr. Sandy too.  Mrs Vony prepare the cofee and  cake . We  drink. Before I'm eating the cake thaat Mrs Vony  makes. "I use palm sugar  to make this cake," she say. The cake is good. We by the way. We talk about  way of thinking (cara berpikir) as Manggarai people. "In last evening we sleep in Mr. Andry Garu's   boarding house (kos-kosan) in Karang Tengah, Celedug . We share idea there. He talk about  his expereince  when lose of Mr. Marcel's motor cycle in Cikrang in  lst Desember 31, 2025. Mr. Marcel is his uncle. He must pay the cost of motor cycle every month," she say. "He talked that  in last  time  he have  money  to pay lecture of Andry  but his father hold and wrong use it, may for  online gambling (judi online). Now  he must fight to  survive  and pay instalment dreit to Mr. Marcel. Until now," he had pay IDR 6 million of 12. million. "May be his father  wrong calculation about his plan of lecture. If he use to lecture that moeny it  finish for  undergraduate studies," I say. "He must pay the motor cycle that he not use bacuse had  stolen (dicuri) by other people.  Onlast Desember 2024, Mr. Andy neglect. He borrow Mr. Marcel's motor cycle  . He want to shoopping  than parking the motor cycle  in random place that unsafe. He want  to buy    sandals and he parking the motor cycle in  free area. He entrace to  market. He  is not   double lock or key  the  motor cycle. When he go  back to the parking area,  no his motor cycle there.  The motor cycle had  stolen by  robber (pencuri).  Than he report it to Mr. Marcel. Mr. Marcel and family dissappointed it. He regret to. Than the solutionon this case, he must pay installment   every month. Until noe, he had pay IDR 6 million fo 12 million," Mr. Sandy say.  He work in play station place. This place is own of Mr. Joseph Oriol Jebarut together  his freind. . Mr. Andry syat in Karang Tengah together   hi cousin Mr. Narsi  (Mr. Rofinus Harus'  son)   who recent come on last  August 2025.  He   confuse  how to manage his income in his economic cricis situation.   We  listen  his story. "We  don't want to  increase his  economic problem. include the consumption  fee  when  come to mhis place. "We sleep there becasue  he invite us to  come to his boarding house in Karang Tengah. They cook rice every day  but the  vegetables and  side dishes (lauk pauk)   they buy  outside," they say.  Mr. Flory and Mr. Jefry  talk  their expereince  when work in   Bogor. "When we have motor cycle we just as free and easy  to go anywhere ," he say. Yes, it  advantage if have own   transportation tool," I say.  Than we talk about  plan to return  to our place of  work, Sandy stay  and work In Cikarang, Bekasi,  Flory and Jefry   stay and  work in  Sentrul  and Gunung  Putri  Bogor and I stay in  HarapanIndah Bekasi. " I can join on Mr. Sandy's motor cycle . I can  stop in  Church in agrgen road that Sandy pass there, include Sain Arnoldus church of Beksi, than Sandy can  continue his journey to Cikarang," I say. We by the way.  We eat cake adnd drink tea or coffee. Than on 14.10 we  go back. We permission ot Mr. Rony and his families.  Mr. Sandri starter his motor cycle. I join with him.  We by pass House  River View, Bedahan ,  - Tugu Batu -  Sawangan - Jln Muchtar -. We syop in Pertamina  to fill  the gasoline -. Mr. Sandy no money. I pay it. Th Mr. Sandy go to the ATM BCA to take the money.  He return my money.  I get WA  from Mr.  Sunarno  - the owner of  home -.  He ask the  less of money of contacted house. He had  finsish reaopire the home, so he ask me to  pay the remaiener money with sum IDR  500.000. We are o the way. We by pass  Parung Bingung -  Jln Sawangan - . In the way  we  talk. "Father -  Hila  - ask me about  the continuation of school of Josh after finish his  Senoir high shcool . H suggest in order to  lecture in  Saint  Paul  university of Ruteng, but I suggest  come to Jakarta,. He  must looking for  work , try to have  work expereince, can looking  for the money ," he say. It is the  right solution. "If your  father talk  about   economic  vision I'm not beleive it  becuse no good expereince about it.  He try to  raising  (memelihara) pig but not success. He try to bacome  farmer  but not success too. Where from the money source of him to pay school fee of lecture of Josh?" I say. "Please try, three of you - Megy - Sandy - Josh -  try to survive by your own effert and  work - . " Yes it is  impoortant to  educate the people to have fight  mental, not depend on parents only," I  say.   We arrive in Depok Baru. We by pass Jln. Dewi Sartika - under pass - Jln Ray a Margona - turn to right - we go to  Saint Paul  parish Depok. We ask to people about. Before it, Mr. Rony  had  given the gide to us. "If you want to go to Parish of Saint Paul Depok Churxh -, in Jln Dewi Sartika - by pass  underpass - Jl  Margonda Raya - turn to right - than in lamp right  turn to  left than turn to  right," he say. we try to  follow it. We ask the people too.  We wask peole  twice.  We tun to right than we see church. We finally find that  church. we separated. She shake nad. Thank you for you kid ness, be carefull," say to him. : Okey  father,: he say. Than I entrance to Sain Paul Church of Depok.  The Catholics  who had  come still  on  pray before the  Hloy Mass start. I entrace to the yard  od church. There is tent there . I sit don in tent that hace plastic chair . The committee  had prepare it.  "Praise to the Lord I  come on time, before the Holy Mass started.  The comittee serve Catholic  who come to jointhe Holy Mass.  . The Holy mass start. It lead  by Father Stefen, OFM. He preeach nicely, simple. "One day we go to Citayam to Holy Mass. We  worry because not  know the  address. I and frier try to pray in  journey. Wow.. we  lost (tersesat). THan we meet other people, one family who use the motor cycle. "We ask them about way to itayam. "Oh...you ore on wrong way. Plese  follow us," he say  while lead us. Finally, we arriver in destination place. "For us the poele  who show the right  way is andwer of our prayer to God " he say. Related  with September  as  National Bible Month , try to  read  Bble  and  contemplate  (renungkan) it," he suggest.  When  consecration (konsekrasi) I see altar boy - atar girl  knee in floor without  pillow. "Wow....wonderfull  their sacrifice. They are the  Catholic  Young  who have age about  14 - 29 years old. They are so strong, I' admite to  them.  Than The  chuildren line  up to  get  bless of priest. The Holy Mass finished. I entrance to the Church. I pray for moment. I see the condition of Church. I see Bible and Song Books there.  Than I'm ask people. "Who is name the priest who lead the Holy Mass  to us?" I ask. "He  si Father Steven, OFM," he say. "Thank you," I say. Than I entrance the  Pastoral Bulding. I ask about the Postulan  Transitus Depok. You go to Jln. Kamboja. it near  with  Mardi Yuana School," he say. Than I search it.  I ask people. "Where is Mardiyuana school location. " they shopw the  way to reac it. Wow...this is the  big school." I say. I'm ask security  to ask the Novisiat Transitus. It is lies in Jln Kamboja. I ask people t again. I by pass Jln Kamboja. I see Holy Kids School. Oh...may be this is main school  and  it have branch in other place, include in   Tugu, Sawangan, Depok.  I by poass the church. I see car that entrance to the church. "What time pray here. "It is on 19.00 pm," s adullt women answer me. I see  a adult  women who sale the food. he use lamp but  the light of lamp is less, it is  dim (redup). "If you want to buy food, we are here, there are many kind fo food that we sale," she try to  give promotion. "Wow....wobbderfulk the dpirit of this  women. She dale in front of tehe Betel Church in Jln Kamboja. Than I go to the south sidr. I see Lapo Borbor. I come to a kisok and ask to other peole  about Novisiat Traistus Depok. Oh it is in souht  side from here. Please  you walk straight, sater the Betel Church," they say. I by mineral botor water  in the kiosk. I pay IDR 5.000. Than  I awlk. I s to other people too. Finally I find that place. I stop in front of the door. There are many digs  there. The dog  come to near me.  They are still inside. I'm out side the fence.  I'm happy , finally I find that place.  ThanI return  while  drink warm water. I by pass Jln Kamboja - Jln Melati -. I ask people about  Depok Baru station.  I walk. I by pass cross Bridge. I entrance to Jln Maregonda Rya - I by pass Wali Kota Depok - ITC Depok - . There are many people  who sale foods there. I entrance to Depok terminal  and  station. I see many bus there.  I entrance to the   Station.  I wait the train to Jakarta. Yhe trai come on 19.30 pm. I entrance. I chat with my family. Evidetly Mr. Sandy had arrive in Cikarang on 19.30 pm. "It menas he spend time  about 3 hours from Depok to  Cikarang. He entrance work on 22.00 am.  Ishare my activity in Depok after Holy Mass. Wow...the train stuck because  disturb of signal . The train stop enough long. I arrive in Manggarai station on  20.46 am.  There are 2 train to Cikrarang that ready. I entrance to the letf side train. There is trin to Cikranf in right side. Evidently  the right side train  star earlier. Wow...I'm not  wise. Why Am I not ask to  tehe officer or security  who on duty to know the  schedule   of start of train. I'm sledom not  wise dan stupid," I evaluate myself. "Seldom  we wrong to take decision," I evaluate myself. We wait the trian start. I see many people in train , include the   prety  women.  Wow. They are young. But there is who had old too.  The train just as start on 21.00 pm.  The   rain often stop too. I fill my time with  write the daily expereince.  I arrive in Kraji station 0n 21.38  pm. I  go to toilet, tap to exit. I walk to south side. I by pass the cros s bridge. Tha  I  clap my hand to give signal to   public transportation to wait me  who wan to go to Harapan Indah. The driver   understand it. He  wait me. Than I entrance to   public transportation is bemo.  I prepare money. There are people  who some in  public transportation. I try to patient.  I stop in gate of Harapan  Indah.  I wait busway to Pasar Modern.  I  get busway 0n 22: 04 pm.  Tan I exit in  Pasar Modern on 22.08 pm. Thn I on foot to home. I spend time about 50 inutes to there. I by pss Pasar Modern -  Asera - Bogor Village - VMG I -. I spend  time  50 minytes from Pasar Modern to  VMG I-. I etrance to home. Ms Elin not sleep yet. "Ar the home situation is safe  now?'  I ask."Yes." she say. "ThanI check it especially the bath room. It had clean  now. I kitchen  window had  repaire and the pillor ar wall.  Than  soak my dress than  I warm water. I drik medicine. My mouth is dry and  break. I drink medicine to handle my  hypertension,  goat   and cholesterol. Thn i read  news than I'm rest. 

(Note I need long time  to write this story) 

Monday, September 8, 2025. I have dreams. The first dream is I'm in a place. I just as want to join on journey with other peole. We by pass road, just as in  mountain and field aand  forest.  I think the road is  good. . In the first the condition of  road is good  but than  just as cover or close by  grass  or  thorny grass (rumput berduri) .  I just as use tool that make me  can fly.  I can fly in the air.  I'm happy when can fly. The second dream is I'm   join on event. I just as  see my freind of  work alumni of STFK Ledalero who  join on event. He is Mr. Fidel Harjo, my partener  who had worked in John Paul's School Bekais in last time but  now he had move to other place.  He si from Wangkung, Boleng, West Manggarai, Flores.  He talk about  Wela  people, icnlude me. The wela people  who come that time only me.  When I meet  him to  change to other people. We by the way.  We talk about an event. 

Than I get up  on 05.30 am. I'm goimg to  kitchen .  Ms Elin had  get up. She  had take a bath. She is   cooking the rice . Than  I'm  drink warm water.   take a bath. Than I'm  iron dress. I Than I prepare myself  to go to school.  I hurry up tos chool. I'm pedaling the bike.  Than I go to   Blok C - gate 1-  T junction -. I must cross road that  crowded - The other motor cyclist undertand me. They let me by pass. I pedaling my  bike. I by pass Path of   Bogor Village -   Embankment.I see a father who sick. He only stay in terrace of his house  while brakfast. I'm permission to him. I by pass embankment  - side river - I meet some people there.  I permisssion than cinrinue my journey. I arrive in  T junction - turn to right - Masjid Raya Harapan Indah  - . Mr. Wiso - Primary teacher  greeting me ther -  I by pass  SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Ruko Simphony -  I see  women  who sport or jongging in the morning.  I often see her jonnging in some days on the end time. I by pass Nismara, Deer and horse statue -  turn to left -   Bridge - Altius Hosipital -  gate 2 - JPS.  I arrive in lobby B on 06.46. I'm little late. Why? May be the tire of  bike flat so the bike walk slow. I will check it later.   Than I meet Mrs Lucky in lobby B. We go to the second floor. I open the library, chapel. I turn on the lamp, AC, PC. Than I do my work. I'm still stress. I write  the dia;y expereince  while see WAG  about   library accrditation. I see ask questin there.  Mr. Nico, Ms Eny come to the library. They lead the students who wantn to prepare AS dan A Level Test of Cambridge, especially for Phisics and Chemistry. Ms Nico is Phisics teacher, while Mrs. Eny  is Chemistry  teacher.  The sudents SHS  school come too.  Some Primary studets come too.  Seome people, teacher, office  girl  ask permissionto borrrow  the  AC. They are Mr. Sisco, Ms Tiara. "Please sir, Ms, " I sy to them.  I chat  with Mr. Agus Suheran. We talk about   Saint Paul Depok church and  Mardi Yuana Depok School that have 4 units (KG - Primary -JHS - SHS - It is   big school," I ay to Mr. Agus. "Yes , it is enough,"  he say.   I aks Father Stefen, OFM. Do you  know him? I ask him. "Yes, he is the new priest," he say. 

I get meassage of WA   from Mr. Sunarno, the owner of home . He ask  the shortfall (kekurangan) payment of  rent house  with sum IDR 500.000. "Please transfer the shortfall of the payment of  contracted home,"  he ask. " Thank you sir. I will go to  ATM place an about 08.30 am to transfer it. "Thank you," I say.  Than I remember  that  I mest pay the shorfall the  money to pay the rent  house. So I go out . I by pass  Lobby C -.I see the  guest is  students and teacher  who  join on Apollo comptetition. Today the Apoll up stat again after cancel during one week because  demonstration  situation in last week. I go back to home. I by pass gate 2 JPS - bridge. I see  car that   broken in  road in bridge near JPS. It ono  one tire becuae a=had open to repaired it.  I by pass Jln Simphony Raya - Park -  Harmoni Sheter - T huction - Aralia - Indoart - I f=wnt to pay the rewnt  house of Mr.  Sunarno. Therea re many people  who queue there so  I decide to go to the other BCA ATM. I go to Ifilia Indomart. Prriase to the Lord, no people  who use ATM BCA there. So I can  transfer money to Mr. Suarno. I transfer IDR 500.000. I  transper to pay about the  bil of Smarphone too. I pay IDR 119.000. Than O vopy the resipt that  sent to Mr. Suanamrno. Than  I pedaling my bike. I go to home to take the food. I'm by pss Ifolia - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Masjid Raya HI - turn ti left - embankment -  riverbank (pinngir kali). I see smoke of fire in  right side. Than I permission to people  who still collect  and enjoy of life there. Than I turn to right by pss embankment o - I by pss path. I  arrive is Muslim people pray building is Mushola - I by pass the path there. I by pss building- I arrie in T junctionif  gate of VMG I - Gate 1 VMG I - Blok  C - Blok A - I stop to buy  side dish of macarel tuna fish (ian togkol) . I pay IDR 8.000. I want to  exchangig money (menukar ung). I give IDR 50.000. Lucky the owner of Padang Restoral have money to return my money.  ThanI go to Blok C. I buy briush teetvh and soap there. I spend about IFR 39.000. I giv e money paper IDR100.000. Than I'm go to Blok B.  I order  water 2 gallon. "Please  delivery  2 gallon warwer to home. Can  now?" I sk. "Yes I will selivery it ti there.<' he ay. I arrive in home.  In home I see the material of bulding in front of home.  It collect yesterday. "Better I tidy it than put on plactic," I say.  Than I wash my batik cloth that soak in last enening. ThanI  dry it.  That I entrance to home.  I want  breakfast. I'm fnishing  the rice. . I cook new rice. I set the new gallon water to dispenser . Wow the   water  spurting so make wet me. Wow.... I try to patient. Than I'm breafast,. Than I'm wait the  new ricwe ripe so I mot  buy rice ib   food restaurant. I tidt up the rubbis. I select the tools thet still that can be used. I find the balpoint, paper and other think yhat stillcan be used. Than I'm  taking new rice. I put on tapperware. I get guest is a men  who deliver the gallon water. He take a galon only. 'One gallon still here beuse still have water. Thn I make it empry water so I can bring ti to  kiosk of gallon water. I retun to school on 10.00. Before it I ity the dirt oif cat in raod. I try to put in in channel of water. Than I  by pass lok B - . I delibery galon - than I y pass Blok C -  Noh G - Gate 2 VMG I - Bogor Village . I refiil wind  of  tiere that less of wind. I refiil both tire. I pay IDR 3.000. Thn I go back to school. I by  pass  intersection of Bogor Village - T juntion -  Masjud Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Roko Simphony - Deer Statuue  - Horse Statue  intersention Harmony - Ruko Simphony - Brode - Altius Hospital - Gate 2 JPS - parking area. The students of JHS - SHS busy with Apolo Cup event.  I by pass block C - than entrance to  Library. ' There i s tudents  who  borrow the chairs, :Mr, Niko say. "Okay sir, thank you for your information," I say. The  SHS students borow the chairs. In afternoon they return it, include  Yiska Lombo.  Mr. Nico get milk that delivery   the office boy. "Where from this  milk?" he ask. It is from  a  male studenrs  but I don't know his name," he say. "Oh....I can not  drink if I don't  kow  the name. May be   this  normal thiungs, may be just as  he stealing (mencuri) it. Later I get  risk," he say. Than Mr. ico bring   the can  milk to his table in SHS unit.  Than I see i WAG . I chat  with Mr.  Surnarno.  We talk about  chanel og v=bath room thgat  clogged (mampet)  and  blocked (tersumbat). 'Tank you you had repaired. "What's   part  the bathroom  channel that error?" I ask It is on the pipe. I must entrance  iron thatn stabbed (menusuk) it that the part of  block can pe open so the water flow with  smooth  from bath room,"  he say. I put the iron there so if   have the same problem can be handle." he say.  Than I write daily expereince. I see on WAG of  acreditation there is many  discuss. I get  solution, especialily for the  fist instrument. I  iuse loh time to write daily expereine.  Tha Mr. Janus   come. He bring  Rice  and egg to me. I takje it. "Thank you," I say.  Tahn I join on the Angelus prayer.  Than I drink te water. Than I' lunch. I get cake thet given by Mr. Aldt. Than I'm  wriute the daily expereine. I see mrs Rensy  who return to teacher room. The  reacher room door had close. "Please ask to the seucirity the key iof it. I go to the toilet. I'm  exit shit. Than I write the daily expereince. I write the other trik too.  I  do it until afaterboon. Than I'm jogging  around JPS  filed  during  3 times. I pick papaya leaves. I wrap it in  black plastic.  Than I return to the library. I write tehe daily expereince.  I'm thin about ccreditatian materila  too. Than  I go back to home on  21.30 am. I by pass  lobby B- A - parking area, tajke bike - pedaling it. I by pass gate 1 -  Bridge - P{ark - Harmony intersection - Aralia -  Ifolia -  SMKN I Tarumajaya - Moasque of Harapan Indah - turn to left -   intersection of Bogor Village - Market - Nurul Wolbi  school - Attaqwa scjool -  Warteg 2 Saudara - I buy anvhovy (Ikan teri). I shooping IDR 5.00. I  go to  T junction - gate 1 VMG I - Blok A -  Blok C. I buy rice 5 littlers, I  ask sack (karung) to  wrap or save  rubbish of  ublding debris (puing bangunan) , eg. wood,  wooden beam (balok kayu), plywood (tripleks),  and other bulkding debris). The owner give it. I get  3 of sackes (karung). It is  flour  sacks (karung tepung terigu).  I get  rope to  tye ((tying) the sack. I  put it in bike. Tan I go to home.  In home I bring inside the bag and vegetables than I'm  tidy the bulding debris  that untidy in edge of road in front of  home. The handy put it there. I  set it so all tidy. After  workhard I success set and tiddy it. I'm  happy.  I just s make noisy in the evening. I finish it on 23.00 pm. Tan I wash my body.  Than I drink medicine than I'r rest on 23: 30  or even  23: 45 am. Wow...I'm sleeping late.  I'm still stress.  

Tuesday,  September 9, 2025.  I have the dream but I'm not remember it. I forget the dream.  I'm   still stress. Although it, I'm give thanks to  God  because   althought I'm in stress situation, God still  give  chance me to sleep in last night.  I'm get up twice to go to  toilet.  Than I get up  on 05.00 am.I'm praying to Lord.  I pray, memeorize  Matthew 11: 25 - 30 ,  Luke 1: 46 -55, Pray Our Fatehr and Hail Mary,  I'm going to  kitchen and toilet.  I take a bath. The water in bathromm flow  with smooth. I take a bath. Than I'm finsih it. I'm preparring to cook rice, winnow rice, wash than cooking it. I take  other rice cooker to cook vegetables. I take warm  water. I  wash the papaya leaves than  soak in in water, mix  with salt, rice than boil it. I iron the dress. I looking for data credit of    Bererigred Gratioa  Credit Union. I prepare it to bringto school.  I want to calcuate it. I looking  for this dta  before  co calculate the mothnly payment.   I brush the teeth,  drink warm water, wash the rice cooker. Wow...I see the time  show on 06.36 am. I change dress thna  huirry  uop to  go to school. I'm not bring the food  and bag. I want to  go back to home to  take it  and wash my dress that I soak in last night.   I hurry up to school.  I by pass Blok B - A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pss  and cross the road that so busy in the morning. I can by pss it. I meet students  who use the electric bike to school in path of Bogor Village and  embankment. I see people in Bogor village in near  rriverbank (pinggir sungai / kali). I r=try to hurry up.  I pedaling thre  bike. I  see men  who fishing in riverbank, other  peole farming  and watering the vegetables. They use the water. This water  not so clean. I arrive in T junction Masjid  Raya HI. I turn to right. I  greetign  mr. Zein and  a citizen of VMG I. Mr. Zein sale the  food is Pecel Jawa Timur - I'  greeting him. He asay hallo to me. Than  I pedaling the bike to school. I by pass Ruko  Simphony - Nismara -Deer od Satutue - Horse Statue -Hermoni intersection -. I turn right - thnan  take the rihth side. I pedaling my bike. - bridge - SDAltius - JPS - Parking area. I 'm parking the bike. I go to the  lobbt C -. I wash my hand. I see Mr. Tomy and Ms Ita. I'm shame  when see them.  I  see in the mirror. Wow...My mouth have left of remaining of  toothpaste. In corner of my teeth  there is  while of tootjpaste. I'm shame. Than I finger print. I finger prinnt on 06.47 am. Wow...I'm late.  I'm regret because do many things in the morning so late to start to school. I lose money ID R65.000. Wow,,,, In our school, we get IDR 65.00o per day if  come in time. So today I lose money IDR 65.000. Than I  open the  library, chapel, turn o Ac i  both room. I go to the toilet. I wsh my mouth that still have toothpaste. I 'm shame. Wow...I'm  so careless. I try to improve myslef I'm  shaving my mustache (cukur  kimis) too. Than I'm feel  need to defecate (kebelet BAB). I' go to toilet. I removing the feces (membuang) kotoran) . I'm enjoy it. I'm  feel  relief (lega). . Than I return to Lirary. I open PC and  write the daily expereince.  I'm  write the finance  of payment of contactect of home.  I'm happy  when had finissh it. I have data, include   evidence  if talk about it. Than I wnt to write the daily expereince  during last week.  On the first bratk time of Primary Unit, some of  Primary students come to  library, include , Joden. "Where is Comac of  Demon Slayer?" he and his friend ask. I ask him to write it. ThanI seach in tinternet. Oh evidently it comic for teenager (remaja). The primary can read but shoud be under  controll of parents because the content about serial fancacy  with  theme massacre (pembantaian).  I type this book. Than Mr. Harjono come. We discuss about  progress of my work about library accreditation.  For Primary , we still  on process to get library main number (Nomor Poko Perpustakaaan, NPP). Than  JHS - SHS  I had registration  to National Library but the password is wrong so I can not access to apply . In last week I  had coordinate  with Mr. Tomy and Mr. Agung about  account to library. Mr. Agung  give it I I use it. It had success to  registration but when I want to continue the process to  apply the main number of library, it can not. The password is wrong . The main problem just as it now." I say. Than he ask to call Mr.  Agung . Mr. Agung  come. We discuss. "If you have problem, no need to silent, taol to get the solution,' he say.  Mr. Harjono seem angry.  How about the Primary acreditation?" he ask it is apply to get the main number of Library (nomor Pokok Perpustakaan), - NPP, " I say.  "What the order o f accreditation, what unif fisst, Primary of JHS or SHS?" he ask. "No rule about it, becuse for school accreditation, SHS and JHS  had ready for it," he say.  "If must library accredditation first, let work hard for it," he say. "Okay sir," I say. Than  Mr. Augng and Mr. Harjono return. I;m shmae.  Than  Ms Ita   and Ms Marisa come, he ask about the progress  library accreditation. "For library  of Primary  still apply top get the main number of  library," I say. There afrre some  component that not finishe  yet," I say.  "Please ask if  confuse," she say. "I'm shame.  That I try to wotk to appli ther main m=numberof Library (Nomor Pokok Perpustakaan). I arite the item. I get difficult aboit the institution number. I ask it to Mr. Tomy. "Better after lunch we work together about it," hhe say. I try to serve students. Today I's stress and  shame. Jut as many people see and monitoring me. Wow...., high presure hing stress. I'm hungry. I try to finsih some item about the data to get  main number of library (Nomor Pokok Perlustkaan). I collect to data, I calculate. On 12.00 I'm prayer. Than I go back to home to lunch. I go there on 12.22 pm. I by pass JPS - gate 2 - Brisfe - Harmoni -0 Aralia - Ifolia - SMKN I Tarumajaaya - Bogor Village - Embankment. I see some people include audlt  women who fishong in lake. I pemission to her and other peole. I arrive in T juction. I see Mr. Mulyono  who yse the motor cycle. He syay hello to me.  Than I by pass gate I - Blok C- I buy macarel tuna  fish -. I spend IDR 8.000. I go to Blok B - I entrance to home. I'm rince my dress. There are 3  dresses. Than I entrence to home. I'm  breakfst and lunch. I brush my teeth.  I bring rice and papaya leaves and acarel tuna fish to school.  I arrive in school on 13.30 pm. Mr.Tomy and Ms  Ita had  come. "Sorry I'm recent   finish lunch. " I say. Than  we discuss., Mr.Tomy bring  laptop. We wotk in his laptop. Than we apply the main number of Library (Nomor Pokok  Perpustakaan = NPP). After work in long time, , we call mr. Agung too. Ms Mrisa  come. We work as tem. Finally we suv=cess to apply it. We get certificate but the number still wait may be 2 days. Than   we open the  the account  for JHS - SHS. Mr. Tomy entrance the account and passwprd. He ask  passowrd to Ms Cyintha. And the regitrartion success just as in last Saturday.  September 6, 2025.:About accreditation, accordng Mr Felix - Principal of SHS - SHS accreditation of school without  wait the library acreditation," Mr. Felix say just as it in last week," he say,. Thak you if just as it, so we can focus to   finsih instrument the Primary acrditation," I say. Than I try to  ude the JHS and SHS account. I entrance the password but it is wrong. Wow..I's stedd again. I'm less knowlwdge =about ICT. I must  study hard about ICT," I say. Than   About appply the mainnumber of the librariry, we  will do later. We focus to do the Primary fist, " he say.  Mr Tomy joke me that  the library  open until eveing. He criti c me. I try to patient. Than  I try  manage my stress. I'm jonnging in JPS  fielf. I jongging around 5 times. I jogging  while memorize Matthew 11: 25 - 30. I meet SHS student  who jogging too. She is  Febe. Than i go back. I stop by in parking area. I take  my food. TanI'm supper in afternoon. I get information  from Ms Evy  who want to sve the noodle in library. Th her sister and  broher come. "Okay,please put in locker," I say. Than I  open the acocunt of lirary Primary - JHS - SHS -. Primary it is okay but JHS - SHS still probem in passpord.  I get calling  from Mr Selis i Labuan Bajo. He talk about condition rent house or boarding house in Labuan Bajo. Please buy water ytank or fiber or tandon  and    Sanyo to pull it to each home," he say. "Okay I will discuss with my younger brother Mr. John in orde to can  borrow his tank water to bring  from Wela to Labuan Bajo," I say.  Tan I wA  john about. I get WA  from Mr. Harjono. He ask about progress the  work of Library accreditation. "We had apllpy the main number of library (Nomor Pokok Perpustakaan) and  for JHS - SHS   we had  regitation it but still wrong password to apply about the main number of Library (Nomor Pokok Perpustakkan). I call with Mr. Fridus, Prili's father  in Labuan Bajo. We talk about facility in my house in order to can be used'We need   water tank and Electric Machine to    accomodate water  to each room there," he say. Than we talk about plan to borrow Mr. John's tank water with capacity 2300 CC.  Than I WA Mr. John for this purpose. I WA Mr. Beny too. "I had WA Mr. John .   I go back 0n 20.40 pm.  I by pass  lobby B to finger print - lobby A - loby C - parking area. I take my bike, than pedaling it.  I go to gate 1, greeting and  pemission to the security. I by pass Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia - SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - makertet of Bogor Village - Nurul Qolbi  school - Warteg Dua Saudara. I'm not stop there to buy anchovy -   T junction - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - Blok B -  my rent house. I entrance  to house.  I  see   sack that I had fill with bukding debris (piuing baunan). It seem  tidy.  I'm happy  with my work. I entrance to house, greeting Ms Elin nd Ms Oden. I see they put  coffee residue (sisa kopi) or  coffee  grounds (ampas kopi) in special place, not put on  sink (westafel). This is the good way to avoid the water channel fast  clogged (mampet). Than I  drink warm water. I forget  to buy medicine. I just aware it. The didicine (hypertensian - amlodipin - Allopurinol for  recover  gout (asam urat), and  Simvastatin - to recover Cholesterol. I forget to buy it in pgarmacy. So I only drink warm water. I'm seem tired. I  calculate  my  credit  that i must pay on this month.  I'm  rubbing (membalur)  my body with  Euchaliptus oil (minyak kayu putih). Than I'm rest. 

Wednesday, September 10, 2025. I'm still stress. Although it, I give thank to God that I can sleep  nicely.  I aware and go to toilet on  03.50 am.  I go to toilet. Than I'm get up. Than  I'm sleeping again. Than I'm  get up. I pray  while  lie  down. Than. I get up. Ms Elin had get up. I prepare things to cook rice.   I pray, memorize  Matthew 11: 25 - 30 ,  Luke 1: 46 -55. I'm preparring to cook rice, winnow rice, wash than cooking it. I take  other rice cooker to cook vegetables. I take warm  water.  I see WA  from my younger brother. He   share idea about using water that that he had  buy and the difficult if it  delivery to Labuan Bajo. It is need many people to entrance it to car and  to exit it in Labuan Bajo.  

I  wash the papaya leaves than  soak in in water, mix  with salt, rice than boil it. I take a bath.  I iron the dress. Than I start to school. I study from the problem before when I arrive late and lose the money Rp 65.000.  I start on 06.30 am. 

 I'm not bring the food  and bag. I want to  go back to home to  take it  and wash my dress that I soak in morning.   I hurry up to school.  I by pass Blok B - A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pss  and cross the road that so busy in the morning. I can by pss it. I meet students   and people  who use motor cycle  in T junction VMG I. I can  cross smoothly.  I by  pass path of Bogor Village and  embankment. I see people in Bogor village in near  riverbank (pinggir sungai / kali). I ry to hurry up to hunter the time in order to not late. .  I pedaling thre  bike. I  see men  who fishing in riverbank, other  peole farming  and watering the vegetables. They use the water. This water  not so clean. I arrive in T junction Masjid  Raya HI. I turn to right. I  greetign  mr. Zein and  a citizen of VMG I. Mr. Zein sale the  food is Pecel Jawa Timur - I'  greeting him. He asay hallo to me. Than  I pedaling the bike to school. I by pass Ruko  Simphony - Nismara -Deer od Satutue - Horse Statue -Hermoni intersection -. I turn right - than  take the let  side of road .. I see  Mr. Berto - lembata  teacher of JPS  who use bike too.  I pedaling my bike. - bridge - Altius Hospital  - JPS - Parking area. I 'm parking the bike. I go to the  lobbt C -. I wash my hand. Tha I fonger printig loby b.I arrive on 06.39 am. Praise to the Lord.  I ggo to the  second floor, open the librry room, chapel room  and  turn on the AC  there. I trun on  the PC.  Than I write the daily expereince.  Mr Aldy take the toos of Holy mass. Today is Holy Mass. Primary is PIC.  Than I'm  write daily expereince and  do toehrs.  Ms Evy  come to Library.  Than I go back to home. I want to pay the creit and transfer money of Wedding of  our grand chiuld, Maxi Janu. I bring ATM Card and  note that I write in last ight.  Than I go to lobby C - parking area - gate 2 JPS -  Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia . I come to  Indomart Ifolia. I want to  pay credit to CUWM, CUBG and  pay the participation of Wedding  of our grandchild, Mr. Maksi Janu. . I'm fail  transfer money there.  What is problem? " I ask. I see in my HP. There is  calling  from Ms Paska Gulton, teacher of JPS. I'm not direx=ct  respons. I go to home.  I  exit that  by pass- SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - river bank - Path of Bogor Village - embankment - path Bogor village.  . In Muslem prayer I see Moslem people  who acompany their students  whoi still learn there. , tuyrn to right - Alfa Midi  Bogor Village -. I entrance to transfer money. I transfer to CUBG, CUWM and to Mr. Maxi through Arfiana Dalma. I success to  transaction there. "Oh may be ATM  machine in  Ifolia Indomart is broken,: I say in my haert. I take money  IDR 1.000.000  too.   Than I by Shampoo. I pay IFR 34.5000. for Emeron Shampoo. I  pay parking IDR 1.000. ThanI go to T junction of VMG I - Gate I VMG  I - lok A - Blok C - I buy Macarel tuna fish . I spend money  IDR 8.000. Than I go back. I meet Mr.Anto and his wife  who start to  their office. They use motor cycle.  Than I'm go to Blok C - Blok A - B . I entrance to home -  wash my dress - and rinse it,  breakfat - prpare the rice and vegetalbes. I'm eating rice, anchovy that i buy on last Monday. It is still good. I'm eating  jacfruit  veetables (sayung nangka), papaya leaves -. Than I wash the tools that I use. I brush my teeth -  Than I pthoco the transfer evidence. Than I ent ti to my number. Than I go back to school. 

I by pass Blok B - A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pss  and cross the road that not so busy in the morning. I can by pass T junction VMG I. I can  cross smoothly.  I by  pass path of Bogor Village and  embankment. I see people in Bogor village in near  riverbank (pinggir sungai / kali). I ry to hurry up to hunter the time in order to not late. .  I pedaling thre  bike. I  see men  who fishing in riverbank, other  peole farming  and watering the vegetables. They use the water. This water  not so clean. I arrive in T junction Masjid  Raya HI. I turn to right. I   Than  I pedaling the bike to school. I by pass Ruko  Simphony - Nismara -Deer od Stutue - Horse Statue -Hermoni intersection -. I turn right - than  take the let  side of road .. I see  Mr. Berto - lembata  teacher of JPS  who use bike too.  I pedaling my bike. - bridge - Altius Hospital  - JPS - Parking area. I 'm parking the bike. I go to the  lobbt C. I entrance  to lobby C - by pass stairs in lobby c to second floor - I go to toilet. There I meet  with Mr. Agung. We by the way. We discuss about Accunt Library, specially JHS - SHS that still problem. We discuss. Tha I ask him to see it. He unerstand it. "Oh.,....we need  new account of library " he say. "Oh may be I'm wrong communicate,: I aware. I just as bring Mr. agung to my problem. I last time I communicate about Library accreditation.  I  consultation to Mr. Tomy to make  account of email of JHS -SHS. Mr. Tomy ask it  to Mr. Agung. Than Mr. Agung  share the account hat he had make and    use.  I use it fot  registration of JHS  and JHS  Library. But  whe I had registration it, the acount tthat Mr. Agung use can not be use again. I'm confuse.- "Oh the proiblem is we need new acount  to  resitration library of JHS  and SHS  National Library. . I study  from Mr. Agung. , include how to open the account of library.  Than Mr. Harjono come. He talk about Library accreditation and   chool Accreditation. Please coordinate  with Mr. Agung and  Mr. Tomy about it. " Mr. Harjono say. 

Than I  write WA t Mr. John , Mr. Beny. I respons Mr. John idea about the difficult if  delib=very his tank water to Laaun Bajo. "Okay it is nice ide to the together kindness.," I respons  him. . I contar my siuster Sophy who in  Pontinaak. I WA Mr.  Leo and Mrs Maria baout my problem. I want  borrow the money to the  with sum IDR 10 million. I need it to buy tank water to used in Labuan Bajo," "Please you discuss icely  as far as not  disturb  you family finance," I say. I say

I serve  students  who use the library, They are SHS students and Primary student.. Dancel (Primary 2 A) da Jordan (Primary 2A)  ask the Deond Slayer Book.  Yesterday I dalog with the about  comoc. They ask Dmond Slater Book. "Is te book had you bought?' the ask. "OhI'm  not buy it  yet," I say.  Some SHS students just as Mandy and Queen Ubochi. They read book too. There is Cherys  , senior hig school student too.  Mr. Harjono  come to the library again. "I had said to Mr. Tomy about the  JHS - SHS  account dan passwoprd account  of  Library . He said, we  priority to Primary fist. After JHS - SHS." he say.  "Please focus on Primary accreditation first," he say.. Oke y sir," I say. . Chat   with Ms  Mrs Maria Fifi Yung. Before I sent message to her and to her husband , Mr Leo in order to can borrow me their money IDR 10 million. "Sorry, we can not serve your ask becuase we still have need to our parents, Mother Bertha and Mother Bene. They need our attrntion," she say. "Okay, thank you," I say. 

Than I   send message to  Education personal about Accreditation of Library.  I ask about account that wrong password, how the solution? Than Four our institution thta consist of four unit  which  one that accredtitation, ?  Than they answer,  about  the account  that  wrong password, please remember it.  The second, for accreditation of library, the target this year for Primary only for your institi=ution," Mrs Ana answer.  Wow...I'm happy.  Than I try to open WAG Accreditation. I read it and  down load the file about accredotation.  I smell the bed smell in my mouth. I  brush my teeth but after it bed smell again. I try to drink water fo lose of it. I contact my other brother, mr. Beny and  Mr. Don. I write messsage in WA to Mr. Beny. Mr. Donatus Jebaru  who work in Kalimantan. I want to borrow money IDR 5 million to him.  Evidently he hope  the retun of  credit of other people that will be return for next month. If it had return we want to borrow it to me. We  discuss. He talk about his paan to recovery his home in Terang. We talk about his hope to Rio, his fist son. "I had adult and old, I hope Rio fast married." he say. "Is he had have candidate of  girl friend?" I ask. "Yes he had have candidate of the  girls freind  who   mullato (crossbred - blasteran) Adonara - Dayak," he say. "I hope he can married in next year," he say. We pray for this purpose," I say. Than   edit material of survey of accreditation. I success  make it.  Than I write  email to some people  who have duty as  administrator  especially credit Union Bererod Gratia  (CUBG) dan Credit Union Wela Momang  (CUWM)) I pay  installment  credit. In last morning I had payed it in Alfa Midi  Bogor Village. Now I want to  give information to the adminstrators. I open my email and  write  it. :Thn I check. Wow... there is  wrong typo .I'n not read it again. I forget about the detail instalment, especially  to CUBG. I I post pone to give information about it.  I get call  from my  sister, Mrs Mery. We tal many things about  our family  include the  credit of  finance in our family. "There are some  creditur who can not  pay debt (utang).  and  now  want to  borrow money again.  to  project financing. We talk about  Wela people, include Karot people. "Today isWedding blessing  if Velan, the daughter of Mr. Step Jehadut. . THe Holy Mass in afternon that party in the evening,: he say.  "Mr. John wan to join the Weddy party of  Vellan," she say.  We talk about our  nephew include Mr. Agus. "He had begin the lecture. On last week he online lecture because there demonstration in Jakarta and other place in Jndonesia. We talk about  the collection of money for Wedding  of family.  . The wedding collection money in our family unfail. It is benefit for married  who married, how the people  who not married or married  with other people  withdifferenv=ce culture  just as Java people?" she ask. It is make Mr. Beny not join on about it. " she sya. "Yes it  correct of your  idea." I say. "How abput the collection of Mr. Maksi's wedding? she ask. I recent oay in last mrning," I say.  The other  family  Had you supper?' he ask. "Oh not yet. I almost supper when got your call," I say. Than we close our talk. I prepare myself to go back  back to home on about 21.30 am I turn my PC, AC. Than  go loby. B to finger print - .  I by pass  lobby B to finger print - lobby A - loby C - parking area. I take my bike, than pedaling it.  I go to gate 1, greeting and  pemission to the security. I by pass Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia. I stop by in  Indomart of Araia. I check the baance of my ATM. Wowmmm the balance only 1,3 million. Wow.... Than I press the  wrong button so i take the money. When I see it I take IDR 5000.000. I'm regret. Than I  go back. I by pass Aralia - turn to left to  Ruko Simphony - Pharmacy (Apotek) Vasco. I want to buy medinece to   recover my health of hypentention  (Amlodipn), gout (allopurinol) dan chilesterol ( symvastatin). I psay IDR 12.000. Than I go back. I by pass Ruko simphony - Ifolia -  - SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - makertet of Bogor Village - Nurul Qolbi  school - Warteg Dua Saudara. I'm not stop there to buy anchovy -   T junction - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - Blok B -  my rent house.

The door is close. Woww the had sleeo. I knock but response. I angry but try to aptietnt. Than Check the key. "Og... just as they go out," I say. I'm thta mistake.  I see the key of door. I take it and open the door. I entrance  to house.  Than I see my handphoen, I see comment  Mr. Beny  who rsponse m message of WA."Sorry I'm going to garden than go to the church  jo join oe Velan's  wedding belssing than join on  Wedding party in Wela in near Burrial," he say. Ta=han we talk many things incluse  theplan to prepare daciltity of water in  my house in Labuan Bajo. "If yoy hace money IDR 2 millon to borrow me, we can buy the water tank  dan Santo Electric mamcine to  pull water to  accomodate water place in each room in home. I will return your money. i have money IDR 5.000  but ready for nect week," I say. If you have 7 million money now, we can ay to Mr. Selis in ordert to buy water tnak in Labuan  Bajo  and set it. WE no need to  borrow Mr. John's  water tank because   the process to delivery it so  difficult ( entrane  and ecit to the car," I say.  :It si okay I will sent it. Please sent you bank account," he  say. Okay I will sent it later. We talk a=our family of Baduk - Waweng, Regina - Gaspar  falily. include Mr. John, Mr Hila and our nephew and niece, Mr.  Rinus and Ms Melan. We   hadre hope they can success,can mane their skill dan the finance to tet the good quality life. "We want to suggst Melan move to house in  Gang PLN Labuan Bajo. They can plant of  vegetables there and  raising livestock of  beacon, chicken there or open kiosk," he say. "I agree," I say. "Tey stay in city with  high cost  while she is idle  (unemplyed = menganggur)." he say. It is risk stay in city but no skill," I say to him. Than we talk about Mr. Rinus  who wrrong financne management. He seem busy, deligent  but  no improve his work. What's  wrong  with  him?" I ask. "May be he is  wring management of m financil, include may online gambling," we suspect. "Plese you  sayto him. He should e heve land to build home in Labuan Bajo. He build home in Mr. Jon's  house. If Mr. John take it whe is place he move? He msut think it. "There is sommething  wrong in his management, " say.  We talk about   our brother Mr  Joohn and Mr. Hila too. They seem not  creative to find the  luck (rezeki). They arrogant (sombong) and lazy," he say. We talk about relation among us include with Mr. Tinus. We have  conflict. I try to listen. Mr.  Don come to home  when prepare of  feast of Mr. Philipus in last August. We by the way. I say to him and to other family, I'm not have problem with Lipus. If  Mr. Tinus invite me to joion Lipus' feast (kenduri) I will come,: he say. I listen he not join to our event in last July - thnank give of  clebration of life in the monastery of our sister, Sophy in last time because r. Sophy not say  condolence when Lipus pass away," he say. "Whereas Sr. Sophy had epress it  togther family  who stay in Jakarta, " Mr. eny say. Than we close our talk.  Ms Elin, Ms Oden,  go back. They just as join on FLOBAMORA cahoir practice. They come together Ms Fory, Ms Rensy, Ms Tely. We by the way. Than Ms Tely and Ms Rensy go backto home. Ms Flory  sleep in Mr. Oden's room. I dink the medicine  The didicine (hypertensian - amlodipin - Allopurinol for  recover  gout (asam urat), and  Simvastatin - to recover Cholesterol. I wash my feet.  Than I'm rest. 

Thursday, September 11, 2025. I'm syill stress. Although it, I'm give thanks to  God  because   althought I'm in stress situation, God still  give  chance me to sleep in last night.  I have dream. The dream about me and my Father, Mr. Gaspar.  In this dream,  Father Gaspar just as  come to my place f work in John Paul's School.  He sit down in admin's room, in Mrs Evy's room. He   just as silent or angry. Than Ms Evy come to me to give information. "Sir, your Father sit down in my room. He silent and may be angry," she said.  I think about Father Gaspar.  Wow...... What is meaning of this dream? " I ask to myslef.   Than I  I'm get up onces  to go to  toilet on 04.50 am Than I'm sleeping again. .  Than I get up  on 05.30 am. I' memorize the vrse of Bible Matthew 11: 25 - 30, Luke 1: 46 - 55, Pray Our  Father and Hil Mery. Than I go to  kitchen. I prepare the tools to cok rice and vegetables. I take rice cooker that take water to boil water to boil the papaya leaves. I'm preparring to cook rice, winnow rice, wash than cooking it. I take  other rice cooker to cook vegetables. I take warm  water. I  wash the papaya leaves than  doak in in water, ix  with salt, rice than voil it. I iron the dress.  There is MS Flory - JPS Metland  staff  who sleep in our rent  house. She join on Choir practice of FLOBAMORA in ast evening  together Ms Elin and Ms Oden than they come together Ms Elin and Ms Oden. In last evenng they come together Ms Tely and Ms Rensy too. Ms Rensy  go back to their  boarding house. Than I'm   prepare myself do something to open day.  I go to the kithen. I 

I  wash the papaya leaves than  soak in in water, mix  with salt, rice than boil it. I take a bath.  I iron the dress. Than I start to school. I study from the problem before when I arrive late and lose the money Rp 65.000.  I start on 06.30 am. 

I'm bring the food  and bag. .   I hurry up to school.  I by pass Blok B - A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pss  and cross the road that so busy in the morning. I can by pass it. I meet students   and people  who use motor cycle  in T junction VMG I.  I can  cross smoothly.   I by  pass path of Bogor Village and  embankment. I see people in Bogor village in near  riverbank (pinggir sungai / kali). I ry to hurry up to hunter the time in order to not late. .  I pedaling thre  bike. I  see men  who fishing in riverbank, other  peole farming  and watering the vegetables. They use the water. This water  not so clean. I arrive in T junction Masjid  Raya HI. I turn to right. I  greetign  mr. Zein  I. Mr. Zein sale the  food is Pecel Jawa Timur - I'  greeting him. He say hallo to me. Than  I pedaling the bike to school. I by pass Ruko  Simphony - Nismara -Deer od Satutue - Horse Statue -Hermoni intersection -. I turn right - than  take the let  side of road .. I see  Mr. Berto - Lembata  teacher of JPS  who use bike too. He  drive his bike fat.  He preceding (mendahului)  me.   I pedaling my bike. - bridge - Altius Hospital  - JPS - Parking area. I 'm parking the bike. I go to the  lobbt C -. I wash my hand. Than I fonger printig loby b.I arrive on 06.43  am. Praise to the Lord.  I ggo to the  second floor, open the librry room, chapel room  and  turn on the AC  there. I trun on  the PC.  Than I write the daily expereince.   I open the library and Chaoel. I turn on  the  PC,  Than I'm  write daily expereince and  do others .  I'm  confsusing. I want to meet Mr. Mario to consultation. Before it I ask Ms Evy to  print the material that Iad preare. It is about instruent of library accreditation..  my heart not so good. I'm just as  tired, ned  mood. I go to  toilet to exit shit.  Than I'm luch. Than I wash my tuper ware and  brush my teeth.  I pen  software of application of sata perpustakaan. I see the data of accreditation of data that we had submit.  Than I meet Mr. Mario. I consultation  to him. "Please go to Mr. Harjono," he say. 

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 Ms Evy  come to Library.  Than I go back to home. I want to pay the creit and transfer money of Wedding of  our grand chiuld, Maxi Janu. I bring ATM Card and  note that I write in last ight.  Than I go to lobby C - parking area - gate 2 JPS -  Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia .

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Wednesday, September 24, 2025. I have dream.  But  I forget to remember it. I'm aware. I still tired. In last night I'm so tired. I go back from school on 21.00 pm. In home I'm  smeared  (membaluri) my body  with Eucalyptus oil (minyak kayu putih).  Than I can  sleep  with sleep soundly. Than I'm arae on 02.00 am.  I go to toilet to pee. Than I'm sleeping agian. Than I aware. The Molsem neigboiur had sleep . Thay pray together in hte eary morning. I get  up on about  05.00 am. I go to toilet. I prepare pan. I want to cook rice and boil vegetables. I  winnow  rice, wash it that   cook it. I take the pan, put  water, peel the garlic and ginger, cut  both of it. Than I boil it. I take the papaya  leaves  , wash it, soak it  with water that has mixed with sal water. I'm rice it. Than I cook it.  Than I take a bath.  Than I warm the   cassava ( singkong) that had cooked 2  days  ago that cooked by my nephew  Sandy  who  visted us in last Sunday    until Monday, September 21- 22 September 2025.  I warm it  than  I put it to  cow.  Than I'm  drink warm water and   papaya  boil  water.  Than I wash my dress and  towel. Yesterday I soaked the  towel that had use by  my nephew, Sandy. . In this morning I'm wash  stratch  (mengucak) than rince it. Praise to the Lord the water is clean.  It is  smooth. I drink the papaya boil water.  I prepare the vegetables, anchovy and rice. I put it on the tupper ware. I want to bring the food and no need to come  again to home to breakfast.  I prepare ther food nad  set it nicely. Than I'm  prepare the empty galon to put on terrace.  I wan to order the galon water.  Iprepare  money for it. I'm  iron my dress. I'm eat cassava than I start to school. I start on 06.32 am. I by pass Bok B - A - Jln Mutiara Gading, stop by in  galon water kiosk   to order water. I see other people who order gallon water. The  staff  gallon water  conme. I pay IDR 12.000  for  two galon watwer," I say. "Please delivery today," I say.  Than I start to school. I by pass Blok B - Blok C -Gate 1 VMG I - I see security and a people  who jogging in the morning. He is   got stroke sick. We walk with  limping (pincang). Than  I by pass T junction Gate VMGI -  path of Bogor Village - Embankment - river bank - T junction of gate of Mosque Raya HI - I see Mr. Zein who sale the food is Nasil Pecel  Jawa Timur -  I greeting him. He resppnse me.  I b SMKN I Tarumajaya - Roko SImphony- I see adult  women  who jogging in the morning -  Nismara - Deer and Horse Statue - Harmoni intsersection -  . I turn to left -  Bridge - Altius  Hospital  -  Gate 2 JPS - turn to right  to parking area. I parking the bike . I greeting the staff and teacher thre. I on foot to  lobby C -   go to lobby B. I hurury up. I wash my hand  than I'm finger print. I finger print  06.42 am. Praise to the Lord. Than I'm  going to the  second floor. I want to open the library and chapel. I heck the key. Wow.... no key. I forget to bring it. It is still in my toussers sack. I change trousers in  last morning. I forget to move the  key. Oh my God. My  memory or brain is bad. Wow...... Than I try to open the library. I open with force and finally can be opened. I'm happy. If not I'm  shy  becuse neglect, forget the key in home, make the  visitor ;ibrary queue.  Lucky I can open it so  no problem. But the chapewl still lock. I'm open the PC. After try and try finally can ope it. I write the data. I type teh data in Excel. I change it. Than Ms. Helda and  Ms Kevin come. Mr. Kevin  reinstall the PC  whick stil have problem.  Ms Helda  continue her duty to entry the data of Primary survey about the collection Book in the library.  She do it. Than I'm permisson to go back to home. I og to toilet firsdt to exit the shirt. Than I wash my hand. I'm  shaving my mustache  (cukur kumis) too. Thaan I go to lobby C - parking area . I meet Mr. Agung and Mr. Andy. We by the way.  Sir, I want to ask, What is size the lbirary's land? " I ask. "Plelase  write 2.000 m2," he say. "Thank you," I say. Than I  go back to home. I by pass gate 2 JPS - bridge - park - Harmony intersection - Patung Kuda - turn to left. Rawa Indah - embankment Bogor village - Rumah Beljar Pijar  - Mushola Al Ikhlas -  turn to left embankment - path of Bogor Village - In Suhlola I see   pair of men of women  who use uniform, may be they are the teachers. I permisison ot them. I by pass  the Moshla - Bogor Vilage -  T junction VMG I - gate 1 - Blok a - Bblok C - Pdang Restaurant - I stop. I order the Macarel Tuna fish and jackfruit  vegetables. I shooping IDR 8.000. I give  paper money IDR 100.000. I get return IDR 92.000. Than I go to Blok  A - B  gete Bok B - home. II meet Mr. Aceng -  the  Sunda's  men  who repair the shoes. He ask the broken shoes to me. "Yes I have shoes that want to repaired," I say. He come to my room. We by the way. "Now, to looking for  work is difficult.  You are happy becuase  have job," he say. "How  long do you syat here? How  long you wandner about? Are you had  go back to your village? heask.  I had stay here   dozens of yeras and wander agout in Jakarta or  West Java  23 years," he say. 'How  much the cost if  repair the little orn of shoes?" I ask. "It is up to you," he say.  Than I aee he handle it. We   by the way. "Please   glue first than sewing  it. He finsih do it. I entrane  home. I prepare money. I give IDR 5.000  to him.  Than he permison. "Sorry, what is your name? I ask. "I'm Aceng," he say. "Thank you sir aceng.   Than I clean the  trass in terace and in front of house.  I put it that wrap with plastic. Than  want to breakfast too. I'm eatring rice, jackfruit vegetables, papaya leaves. Othe  vegetables I save it to bring to school. I check rice in rice cooker. No rice. All it had take by Ms Elin , Ms Oden. They bring food  from  tupperware.  I take the ppaya leaves too.  Than I'm breakfat.  Than I wash the all tools that I use.  I brush mny teeth. Than I prepare to  go back to shcool. I   start on 08.45 am. The sun shile brightly. I see Mr. Bambang, Mrs Hary and Mr. Kaedar   in blok B - I I pedasling my bike. I by pass Blok B - Blok C - gate 1 VVMG I - T junction - Bogor village -  Lake - Embanment  (tanngul) - Rivebank (pinggir kali) - Rumah Belajar Pijar - Rawa Indah _ I by pass the climbing road in gate of Horse Statue - Aralia - Intersection  of Harmoni -  Bridge - Altius Hospital - gate 2 JPS - parking area.  I by pass the back door  of lobby C - go to the second floor -  rest room, pantry. I take the water. Than I go to hte library. I pen chapel first. Than I entrance to  library. Ms Helda still busy with her  work. I sit down. I read nes in WAG. I write message  about plan of Wedding of our Grand child of Max Janu  who will married  tomorrow, September 25, 2025 in Pacar. I say congratulation to our  niece  (keponakan perempun) is Astry    who  had   engagement proposal  (lamaran pertunanganan)   in last week. "May the preparation  to wedding smooth and  save," I write . Than Mr. Robert Karjon  and Mr. Yan Jana response it.  Than I  watch youtube about man in Vietnm who cate to his pets animal just as buffalo, pig,  dog, goat, squirrel (tupai). I watch Badminton event of Korean Open  2025. Than I write the daily expereince. I help Ms Helda  who get difficult to  copy the  object  to her work. Than I come to  share knowledge to  her.  Some of teachers and  studentsn JHS  come to library. They prepare themselves to  the test.   Ms Herlina  come to bring  cake  Ms Helda and I. "Thank you. Mr. Jordy come to take the food. Mr Jody is sibling of Ms Helda.  Ms Lidya  come to delivery  food to Ms. Helda. Ms. Helda  hiccup (cegukan). Just as she have problem with her  stomach (lambung)  and just as have ulcer (maag).  JHS  student  still work in the library.  On 12.00 pm, Ms herlina  come. She  invite Ms Helda to   lunch together. I  write the daly expereince for  today and  Tuesday, September 23, 2025.  I'm  confuse  when see the instrumwn of  accreditation that not  complete too.  But I try to still optimism that I can fnish it, although  full stress. I try to read the other onfoermation include the infromation in WAG of Wela that the son of Mr. Dus Abu and Lusia Adiman Sinar  haf  got inauguration  of his study of tourism in Bandung. He pass with poredictae  Cum laude. Mr. Dus Abu post it in WAG, We respons congratulation to him.  I'm  communicate  with Mr. Tomy too. It s about  question  o=abot Library Question about   bandwith of interet capacity. How much   sixe bandwith cpacity internet for Primary? I ask him. It is 160 mbps," he said. "Okay. thank you.  Than I write daily espereince  on Monday, SEptember 22, 2025 t.  I write meaaage to Mr. Fridus (Kornelius/ Prii's father). Before I read his mesaage that he  had get money from Mr. Man  and  he will  buy water tank  in Labuan Bajo  on   Sunday. September 29. 2025. Wow...so long. "Plese manage momey IDR 9 million nicely. Try to use   money with  wise , you can  have balance and  you can  use to open  bank account of yourself  so make easy when people transfer money to you," I  write message to him. In faternoon, Mr. Elin come. She by the way  wit Ms Helda. "You can help her to  photo the  object than send to Helda' handphone  number,"  I suggest. But just as Ms Herlina disagree. she  givew cake to us. "Today there is  Primary 6 parent meeting. There are parents wh absent,   The quaota  cakke for parents who absent it is that I share to you." she say. "Thank you," we say. Than Mr. Jordy  come. I ask Ms Helda can prepare herself to go back to home. "Please save your  work. "Today, I   forget to save the  work  that I had type before." she say. She sem  dissapponted   (kecewa) because  the work that she had type lose. I try to direct save aster I work," she say.   You can save after type afive or ten minutes,"  I suggest.  Then she close her   PC and typidy up the paper. Than she and her brother, Mr. Jordy go back to home on 16.05 pm. I still write the daily expereince.  Than i'm lunch. I'm eating rice . Than I go out to jogging and ick the papaya leaves on 18.30 pm. The  gate in lobby C not lovk yet. I'm exit and entrance by there. I pick the papaya leaves than I'm  return. I put it on plsticthanbring it andput on the bracket iof bike. I wtach the Badminton event, watvh you tube, watvh  WAh of Wela family. than I seach the  lirick of song that I isten niely. It is song   El Condor Pasa (If I could). I find the lirick and  tome i Youtuve. It is nice sog. Than I top write the daily expereince on 21. 35 pm. I prepare myslef to go back to home. I'm going to  lobby B to finger print, go to lobby A -  walk in yard - lobby B - C - parking area, take the bike, pedaling it, greeting and permission to the security ,  by pass Jln Bulevar that have many tamarind trees ( pohon-pohon asam). Bridge - flower park of Harmoni - Harmni shelter - statue horse - Aralia - Harmoni - I'm still stress becuase the work not finish yet, - I try ask God to help me in this condition - SMKN I Tarumajaya - . In fronf of SMKN I Tarumajaya  I meet a adult  women  who  I know. I had meet her may be three times  and now for  fourth times. She just as want to offer her sale food. She just as  want to meet me and hope I can buy her goods. But I just as not need it. I see her want to  cross away  to  come to me. She so seligent to sale something, not shame and always scatterng the  smile. She  is have simple  family. She must fight to  survive (bertahan hidup). I doubt to buy her goods that she sale. I worry about the  hygienic  and  beneficts (khasiat) of her  goods . In last time she sale the  colorful pudding(pudding warna - warni). I'm not  bought, I'm  worry about  the  hygienic  and  benefits (khasiat). I pedaling my bike. I'm not wait her. May be she  disappointed (kecewa).  I let it happen. I'm  hunter tim e to go back to home to  break because I had tired.  I by pass Mosque (Masjid  Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction - Bogor Village intersection -  Market -  Nurul Qolbi at At Taqwa School -  Warteg Dua Saudara - I stop by to by  buy Ancovy. I I spend IDR 5.000 for it. I go back - I  by pass T junction - gate I VMG I - Blok A - Bok B -  our  rent  house. I see the house is dark. Is Ms Elin and Ms Oden ad sleepy? I ask,. I chaeck the key. Oh the key is still here, it means they are may be join on Choir practice. They have agenda of FLOBAMORA  to  participate on choir od Wedding for FLOBAMORA member of Harapan Indah those will married on October 2025. Than I open the main dor. I entrnace. I turn on hte lamp. Tan I go to the kithen than I go to the bed room. I return to  kithecn. I'm eating the snakefruit  (buah salak). Than I go to the bed room I red WA. There is  message from  Mr. Kornelis (Selis) (Prili's father)  about plan to  move to new place in Gang PLN. Sorry we can not move there because  far for us (myslef and Prili). If stay in  Gang PLN, it  far  with my office and Prili's school.  Besides that (selain itu), Prili still need to delivery and pick up, can not  walk alone to school. The other reason is we ahve little bussiness in our place  now. It is  sale gasoline. Thi s place had known by many people," he say.  " I read it. I read other messag e is ask ehlp from Mr. Haryono to lead the pray of the  fourth Monthly meeting of  Nattional Bible month on Saturday, September 27, 2025, 19.30 in Mr. Joko Prasjo in Blok A VMG I.. I read it. "Okay," I response. I read the matetial of it.  It is about  relation with God. I read it. Than I  prepar e to sleep. I smeared theUchaliptus oil in my body. I's still stress.  Ms Elin and Ms Oden arrive. Someone delivery them. He is the Manggarai people. They talk in Manggarainese ouside of the fence.  They talk in Mnaggarainese. I'm let them talk without  disturb them. ThanI tun off the lamp in my room I'm sleeping. I have dream. The dream about I meet our mother,  Mother Regina. She is sick of stroke. The right part of body that she  suffer.  She can not move her right hand. Than I try to help her to move   her right  hand. It is right that so weight and difficult. I want to make sight of  cross to her. It is difficulkt  because her hand is rigit. I'm sad. "Oh...it is  correct  what my younger brother said that her right part of  body dificult to be moved,"  I say in my heart. Than I'm sleep.  My sleep  not so good. I get disturb of sleep. My did'nt  sleep  well. My  leg feel  itchy (gatal)  but I'm not  wash  it and use soap to handle it. I only use Euchaliptus oil than smeared (balur)  it to my body.  Than I move toeast side the the mattrass or sed that use by Mr. Sandy on  last Sunday - Modany, 21 - 22 Spt. 2025. I still hold Euchaliptus Oil.  tHan I', sleep. 

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Thursday, September 25, 2025. I have a dream  but I forget to remember it. I remember dream when for the first I sleep in last night. The dream about I meet our mother,  Mother Regina. She is sick of stroke. The right part of body that she  suffer.  She can not move her right hand. Than I try to help her to move   her right  hand. It is right that so weight and difficult. I want to make sight of  cross to her. It is difficulkt  because her hand is rigit. I'm sad. "Oh...it is  correct  what my younger brother said that her right part of  body dificult to be moved,"  I say in my heart. Than I'm sleep.  My sleep  not so good. I get disturb of sleep. My did'nt  sleep  well. My  leg feel  itchy (gatal)  but I'm not  wash  it and use soap to handle it. I only use Euchaliptus oil than smeared (balur)  it to my body.   Than I'm aware in hte morning. I listen sound in ouside of house in terrace. I think it is soud when Ms Elin get up and prepare someting to take a bath sto satart activity today.  get up. Evidently it is not Ms Elin's  but just as cat which move to roof of house. I get up. I go to the toilet. and kithenn. I prepare the pan  to begin the activity.  I wash the  lttkle pan. rince it. Than winnow rice, wash than cook it.  I fill water to other  pan, boil water.  I think about T plug (T steker in my sleep room). I need it to cook more than one rice cooker so fat manage the food, rice and vegetables, cook is same  place dan  time. I toss and  turn (bolak balik) kirhen and  sleep room. I think some object to take in sleep room. But when I arrive there I forget again. Than I return to kitchen. when want to cook I recent remember, Oh I need T plug. I  take it than plug on lectric. Than I cook . I winnow rice than wash thanc cook it. I  peel garlic, ginger, cut than boil it.  I wash the papaya leaves, lcean it, than change water. I change  water until three time. first  clean  use  the tap water  (air keran) than use salt water the third use mineral water. Than I increase water. I take the water of boil ginger and garlic. I wait until it   boiling. I take a bath. When finsih take a bath . I entrance the papaya leaves to  pan.  Than I boil the papaya leaves.  I wait some minues. I drink warm water. I take mineral waer use a little galss that put on the hole o dispenser. I plug the cable. I want toget the warm water. I'm steam the tomato too. That I take it than I make   and wait it  cold.  THanI eat it. I drink the ppalaya  leaves boi water but it so hot. I  I wait it warm. Tan I drink it. I prepare myself to g the rice and vegetables.  Thn I hurry up to go to school.  I start on 06.33 am. Wo so tigt the time. Ms Elin and Ms Oden boil the cake.  They prepare to go to school too.  I by pass Blok B - A  - C - Gate 1 VMG I - J junction -  Bogor Vilage path - in near Moslep prayer building ( Musola) I meet  tow student  who use motor cyle. One join on her frind. - I by pass lake and embnkment - A mother  who lead her son to school - I by pass riverbank -  T junction of gate of Mosque Raya HI - I see Mr. Zein who sale the food is Nasil Pecel  Jawa Timur -  I greeting him. He resppnse me.  I b SMKN I Tarumajaya - Roko SImphony- I see adult  women  who jogging in the morning -  Nismara - Deer and Horse Statue - Harmoni intsersection -  . I turn to left -  Bridge - Altius  Hospital  -I looking back to est to see the ocndition of  road. The situation so  crowded. When have space and time I cross road . I turn to right - entracne to gate 2 JPS. . i wait the  good conditon. I by pass it.  I parkig my bike in  parkinmg area in near tree. I go lobby C,. I meet Mr. Rinto. I see the time on my Hp. The time show 06.49 am. I see Ms Jois. We try to little run to  hunter the time in order to  not late. I arrive in building JPS through lobby C - I wash my hand  - I arrive in lobby B - I finger print. Ms Helda,Mr. Jordy  finger print too. W finger prit on 06.45 wow... the end time to com en time. Praise to the Lord, I arrive on time, noit late atough os tight, in the end time. I start 06.33am and arrive on JPS parkin g area on 06.in   in my HP's time. . I spend about  14   minutes  from home to  JPS. Praise to the Lord. I go to the second foor, open the library. M Helda and  Juan had come. Juan still sit down in front of th elibrary, waiut the library  be opened. I ope it. I ask Ms Helda to turn on htr lap and AC. Than I open the Chapel,  turn on the AC. Ms Helda begin do the  activity. She  continue to write the data  survey of collection book for Primary unit. I write the daily expereince.  Ms Helda  confuse with her  work. She drag the mouse and pointer so far in Excel program. she  confuse to find the position of the end of work. I see the postion of line in Excel. She is numbmer5 thousand. Than I rach her  how to back to home (first cell - press button Ctrl + home, and to the ned of page we work, Ctrl +End).  I help her. ThanI continue to write the daily expericne. I gtw difficult to copy the text, make change the cell. I move it to Blog. I write there. Ms Herlina  come. Sh ask  about the teachers certificate. "Please see  o folder in you computer or Mrs Evy's computer." I'm not bring it here," I sya to her. I see Mr. Melsa do his duty to set the some equipment.  I write the massafe and greetingto WAG  about Celebtration  of  Patron, Sain Klaus who  celebrete today. 

Happy Patron Saint Day,  St. Klaus to our beloved alma mater, St. Klaus Kuwu Junior High School and Senior High School. May all junior high and senior high school students, educators, educational staff, priests, administrators of the St. Klaus Foundation, alumni remain healthy and always under God's protection and guidance in carrying out the educational and humanitarian mission for the nation and the Church. Thank you to the service providers, especially to Father Waser, SVD (deceased) and donors, teachers who have and are dedicating themselves to this institution. May St. Klaus always be victorious in its new age.

(Selamat Pesta Pelindung Sekolah, St. Klaus  untuk almamater tercinta  SMP dan SMA St. Klaus Kuwu.  Semoga  Segenap adik-asik peajar SMP - SMA,Para Pendididik, Para staf Tenaga Pendidkan, Para Romo,, Para pengurus Yayasan St. Klaus ,  Alumni   tetap sehat  dan selalu dalam  perlindungan dan penyertaan Tuhan  dalam  melaksanakan misi pendidika  dan kemanusiaan  bagi   bangsa dan Gereja. Terima kasih untuk para penjasa, terutama  untuk Pater Waser, SVD (almarhum) dan para penderma, , para guru yang   sudah dan sedang  membaktikan diri di Lembaga ini.  Semoga St. Klaus jaya selalu di usia yang baru.)

On 09.10 the SHS  come. They are Juan, Shinme, Shnia,  Alex. . I go back to home on 09.30 am. I ask permission to Ms Helda. Than I by pass lobby C - I ask permission to security. I take my bike, pedaling it, gate 2 JPS - - by pass Jln Bulevar that have many tamarind trees ( pohon-pohon asam). Bridge - flower park of Harmoni - Harmni shelter - statue horse - Aralia -Ifolia - Deer dan horse statues -  SMKN I Tarumajaya - I by pass Mosque (Masjid  Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction - Bogor Village intersection -  Market -  Nurul Qolbi at At Taqwa School -  Warteg Dua Saudara -. I  turn to  left - river bank -  Bogor village - turn to right - embankment - lake -   Moslem prayer building (Musola). I see  adult parents who wait  while talk  in front of the Mushola-- I  by pass T junction - gate I VMG I - Blok A - Blok C - I buy  Nacarel tuna sih and  jackfruit. I spend IDR 8.000. Tahan  I by pass Blok C - Blok A - Bok B -  our  rent  house. I'm entrance  the home  -  go to the kitchen. I see my food and beverage that I had prepare in last morning. I drink the papaya boiling  water. Than I open the wrap of Macarel tuna fish. I  watering it on food.  Than i'm brekafasty.  Than iwash all tools that I use. I brush my teeth and outh. I prepar ehte food to go back to school . I start an about 10.30 am. I'm gargling mouth  wash.   I by pass  Jln Biola. I meet Mrs Hey Priambodo . She stand up in front of her house . I smile and   bowing head as greeting her.  I by pass  Blok B 6 - A  - C - Gate 1 VMG I - J junction -  Bogor Vilage path - in near Moslep prayer building ( Musola) I meet  tow student  who use motor cyle. One join on her frind. - I by pass lake and embankment - A man   who drive motor cycle in path. We  meet and  passing  with smooth. He use motor cycle, I use bike. We are  passing with smooth.  - I by pass riverbank -  T junction of gate of Mosque Raya HI - I see Mr. Zein who sale the food is Nasil Pecel  Jawa Timur -  I greeting him. He resppnse me.  I b SMKN I Tarumajaya - Roko SImphony- I see adult  women  who jogging in the morning -  Nismara - Deer and Horse Statue - Harmoni intsersection -  . I turn to left -  Bridge - Altius  Hospital  -I looking back to est to see the ocndition of  road. The situation so  crowded. When have space and time I cross road . I turn to right - entracne to gate 2 JPS. . i wait the  good conditon. I by pass it.  I parkig my bike in  parking area in near tree. I go lobby C,. I  I by pass back door in loby C - I  go to the second floor - toilet - I  shaving my mustache -  combing  (menyisir) my hair, tidy the dress  - than I go to the library. I let the food in parking area in the bracket of bike. I entrance to  the library. I see Ms Elin and ms  Helda. Just as Ms Helda ask her help. I let them to work.  I see JHS students in the library. They  study there. I by the way with Ms Herlina. "Do you find the data of certificate of teachers? " I ask. "No, os I ask again to the teachers," she say. I serve student  who use the library.  They are Agnes,  Luis, Christy. , Cetta,  . 

I open my email in yahoo. I open Face book there about IKLAS JABODETABEK. I open it. I read it. I try to find my picture there but non. Why? May be on the event, September 25, 2018, I  came  late. The event celebrate in  Saint mary, West / Central  Jakarta. I remember I arrive late on that time. 

Mr. Jordy, Ms Ethel   come to the library. JHS come too. They study there. 

Mr. Tomy, Ms Ita, Ms Marisa  come to the library. We talk  or discuss the preparation of Library Accreditation.  How  far the preparation, what that had done wat instument  thaat not yer? Mr. Tomy ask.   There are some component that not yet jst as  budget, Profile company, he say.   I will meet Ms Titi to ask about the budget.  Please   remove (copot)  the written that  had old. . The  height measument  unit  will be  move,' Ms Ita and Ms Marisa say. Please move to here. ":Okay, I wil  removed it. Tan I direct to it. I removed some  quotes in the wall. I ask the  Office boy to help to removed it. It sucss. Than I'm jogging  while  want to take the food in the my bike. I'm  seeing  the teachers and staff and OB play soccer.  Pricila (Cila) come to library to retun the book. I accept it.   I see Louis  who watch the soccer.  Than I'm  jogging   one sround the filed. Than  I go to the parking area.  Than I take the food.  I get call  from Mr. I put it in hte near library. Mr. Jordy and Ms Helda go back to home.  I get messaage  from  Mr. Selis.  Than I call him.   We talk about some components  of equipment  to preparation  of tool to accomodate water in my house in Labuan Bajo. Please buy the water tank with big size   and the price is  enough  cheap." I say. Than we talk  about  Mr. Rinus.  He use my money without persmission to me. "May be  he  wrong management of money. He is not  wise.  "Please study from him to get  wise in our life," I say.  Than I'm  lunch in afteroon. I'm  watch  youtube about mision MSC congregation   in Cuba. Father Marcelino , MSC talk his experience  of misssion in Cuba, Central America.   MSC  Indonesia introduce  family pastoral in Kuba,  Wow...wonderful.  . I watch or listen other  youtube.   Than I wash  my mouth.  I try to work. I watvh youtube about Badminton event. Today is  quarten final. I watch  Alwi Farhan vs Weng Hong Yang (Cina). I'w  watch it  than I go back to home.. I prepare myself to go back  back to home on about 21.30 am I turn my PC, AC. Than  go loby. B to finger print - .  I by pass  lobby B to finger print - lobby A - loby C - parking area. I take my bike, than pedaling it.  I go to gate 1, greeting and  pemission to the security. I by pass Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia. I by pass Aralia -  I by pass Ruko simphony - Ifolia -  - SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - makertet of Bogor Village - Nurul Qolbi  school - Warteg Dua Saudara. I'm not stop there to buy anchovy -   T junction - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - Blok B -  my rent house.  I see Ms Oden still busy  to clean her dress in terace.  I entrance to house. Than I'm rest

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Friday, September 26, 2025. I have dream but I forget to remember it. Than I  get up. I go to the kithen. I prpare somthing to cook to begin the day.  I winnow rice than wash than cook it. I  peel garlic, ginger, cut than boil it.  I wash the papaya leaves, clean it, than change water. I change  water until three times. first  clean  use  the tap water  (air keran) than use mineral water that i mix with  salt.,  the third use mineral water. Than I increase water. I take the water of boil ginger and garlic. I wait until it   boiling. I take a bath. When finsih take a bath . I entrance the papaya leaves to  pan.  Than I boil the papaya leaves.  I wait some minutes. I drink warm water. I take mineral water use a little glass that put on the hole of dispenser. I plug the cable. I want to get the warm water. I'm steam the tomato too. That I take it than I make   and wait it  cold.  Than  I eat it. I drink the papaya  leaves boil water but it so hot. Than  I wait it warm. Than I drink it. I prepare myself to g the rice and vegetables.  Than I hurry up to go to school.  I start on 06.30 am. Wow soalmost  tigt the time. Ms Elin and Ms Oden boil the cake.  They prepare to go to school too.  I by pass Blok B - A  - C - Gate 1 VMG I - J junction -  Bogor Vilage path - in near Moslem prayer building ( Musola) I meet  students  who use motor cyle. One join on her frind. - I by pass lake and embnkment - A mother  who lead her son to school - I by pass riverbank -  T junction of gate of Mosque Raya HI - I see Mr. Zein who sale the food is Nasil Pecel  Jawa Timur -  I greeting him. He resppnse me.  I by pass  SMKN I Tarumajaya - Roko SImphony- I see adult  women  who jogging in the morning -  Nismara - Deer and Horse Statue - Harmoni intsersection -  . I turn to left -  Bridge - Altius  Hospital  -I looking back to est to see the ocndition of  road. The situation so  crowded. When have space and time I cross road . I turn to right - entracne to gate 2 JPS. . I  wait the  good conditon. I by pass it.  I parkig my bike in  parking area in near tree. I go lobby C,. I meet Mr. Rinto. I see the time on my Hp. The time show 06.47 am. I see Ms Jois. We try to little run to  hunter the time in order to  not late. I arrive in building JPS through lobby C - I wash my hand  - I arrive in lobby B - I finger print. Ms Helda,Mr. Jordy  finger print too. W finger prit on 06.42  Praise to the Lord, I arrive on time, not late although almost s tight, in the end time. I start 06.30am and arrive on JPS parkin g area on 06..47 am in   in my HP's time. . I spend about  15   minutes  from home to  JPS. Praise to the Lord. I go to the second foor, open the library. M Helda and  Juan had come. Juan still sit down in front of  the  library, waiut the library  be opened. I ope it. I ask Ms Helda to turn on htr lap and AC. Than I open the Chapel,  turn on the AC. Ms Helda begin do the  activity. She  continue to write the data  survey of collection book for Primary unit. I write the daily expereince. We serve the  studentsI go to  home   about 08.00 am. Than I'm brekafast. I cook new rice. I cook with garlic for durable rice. When I arrive, Ms  Hleda give information that Mr. Tomy had  instal E - Book in library's PC..  SHS' teacher  take the  books. Are we need  write the name? " she ask. "Oh no, I  answered," she say. "Better you ask them to  write the name in order to  we have  dta  about the borrower," I say.  Before I had  stamp the books. Ms Marissa   delivered  the book. Lucky I had stamp in the morning, so it not problem when they (teachers) take it. The books have  written in the  receipt (tanda terima). We will try to do what we can do today. Mr. Harjono come to me. He ask about the progress of Accreditation of the library. One  instrument that not finish sir, it is   collection especailly n=ewspaper and  magazine, and than the   achievemnt," I say. "Plese write to me what component that not  fiish, it  will try to find solution. About achivement (pretasi to the libarian),  I try to discuss with Ms Chynta  who  usually handle it. " he say. Please  write the  component that less than share it to me," he say. Okay sir," I say.  

  I work until evening. I go back in evening on 21.00 pm. I open the gate because Mr. Hakim just as dilike to open the gate. I'm understand it so I open it by myslef. 

 I by pass  lobby B to finger print - lobby A - loby C - parking area. I take my bike, than pedaling it.  I go to gate 1, greeting and  pemission to the security. I by pass Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia. I by pass Aralia -  I by pass Ruko simphony - Ifolia -  - SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - makertet of Bogor Village - Nurul Qolbi  school - Warteg Dua Saudara. I'm not stop there to buy anchovy -   T junction - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - Blok B -  my rent house.  I see Ms Oden still busy  to clean her dress in terace.  I entrance to house. Than I'm rest

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Saturday, September 27, 2025. I have dream. I'm in a place with other people. We just as in   remote area (daerah terpencil), in center of  forest. Just as it is in Java Island, just as Tangerang or toher rea ib West Java. WE are in east direction.  We by the way. My face to  east side. just as there are friend, include   female  dan male friends too. I just as want to know the way  / path whre we can acess to the road.  The path to access the  road just as  from east  direction," I think. 

Than I  aware i  the morning. I'm  pray. I listen the Moslem neighbour pray in the morning than give teacher about Islam region. Than I pray. Thn I get up. I  cook pepaya leaves and warm the old rice that I cook yesterday and   save it in  refrigerator in order to not  fast broken. Than I take a bath.  I  prepare myself to cook  or boil  vegetables. It is papaya leaves.  I  peel garlic, ginger, cut than boil it.  I wash the papaya leaves, clean it, than change water. I change  water until three times. first  clean  use  the tap water  (air keran) than use mineral water that i mix with  salt.,  the third use mineral water. Than I increase water. I take the water of boil ginger and garlic. I wait until it   boiling. I take a bath. When finsih take a bath . I entrance the papaya leaves to  pan.  Than I boil the papaya leaves.  I wait some minutes. Than  brekafast  while wash the dress and  towel. I'm eating meny  rice. It is old rice. I eat finih it. I only bring papaya vegetables to school.  I finish it to clean my  towel that I soak yesterday.. I'm happy  when success do it. I iron my dress. I prepare to  evening activity is lead the prayer in Blok A in frame the Bibler month. It  is ther fourh meeting. Than I start to school. I by pass the same way  before. Than I'm prepare myself to to to school.  I arrive on 07.42 am in the school.   Than I want to pay the Prudential insurance. I go to Indomart Aralia. I pay it there. Than I return to school.  Thn I see myself. I wear the yellow shirt. It have  white sports in my T shirt. I'm shame. I wash it. I wash it it  batyh room or toilet. I wear the wash dhirt but it is on front part only.  Than I return to the library. Than I do my duty. I ask Ms Elsa  to do the survey of collection. I ask her to finish it. 

I try to do my duty include the  instruments of accreditation but it is not  finish it. I'm worry.  Evidently tere are many instrument that not  finsih yet. " I say in my heart.  I'm eating the papaya leaves.  Than I wash the  th etupperware and brush my teeth.  I try to clean my teeth in ordert=r to not bed  when talk to other people.  I bring the  insrument  od accreditation paper to home.  Today in afternoon there is meeting of Nathional Monthly Bible in our  Environment of Catholic of Saint Alfonsuss I VMG I. I get duty to lead it.  I go back to home on 18.40 pm. I brush my teeth in the school. . 

 I by pass  lobby B to finger print - lobby A - loby C - parking area. I take my bike, than pedaling it.  I go to gate 1, greeting and  pemission to the security. I by pass Jln Bulevard, I see  dozens (belasan) of tamarid trees. (pohon asam). I by pas bridge - park - intersection Harmony - Statue of Horse -  Aralia - Ifolia. I by pass Aralia -  I by pass Ruko simphony - Ifolia -  - SMKN I Tarumajaya - turn to left -  intersection  of  Bogor village - turn left - makertet of Bogor Village - Nurul Qolbi  school - Warteg Dua Saudara. I'm not stop there to buy anchovy -   T junction - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - Blok B -  my rent house.  I see Ms Elin  still busy  . I entrance to house. Than I'm  prepparing myself to go to Blok A to  join the prayer. Today I lead the prayer. I change my dress. I weat the proper clotch. rest I pedaling my  bike. I arrive there. Mr. Joko  P had  come. He so dicipline. I shake hand  with him. Than I  entrance to Mr. Joko Prosojo's house. His  wife accept me. I'm read he=here, I want to read the material  first," I say. I read the text. Than the people  Catholic people of Saint Alfonsus  come. They are Mr. Haryono and his wife. Mr. Lily, Mr. Joko, rs Dwi,Mrs Natais, Mrs...... (Blog F - who have 2  daughter who studoes i UNJ) -  Mr. bosco., Mr. Anto.  I lead the prayer. Mr. Joko Praso , Mr. Bosco share their  faith expereince. We discuss about Maleakhi book. I share   my faith posirion in crisis season of my life.  
i surrender my life to God." I say. We discus  nicely. Than I discis about oantion of Bible to Catholic people  who need it. We still not clear  about this idea. Aftr prayer we eat  cake and drink mineral water.  We by the way. Mrs Joko Prajoso  give 2 plastic  cakes to me. "Thank yout. I brigng it to home. In ome I share it to Ms  Elin. Evidently Mr. Henry come too He sit down outside.  Than we  go back to our   home. Than I'm feel tired. Mr. Endang invite me to polay yable tennis but I'm o tired. I decide tio fast sleep.  Today Ms Oden  join on retret in Samadi Klender, East Jakarta.. This is retret  and Meseengering Holy mass after follow  Private Evangelist  Course in Saint Albert hrapan Indah Parish . She and Tely join on this event.  Than I want to sleep fast.    I smearing (membaluri)  my  body  with Eupchalitus oil than I'm rest. 

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Sunday, September 28, 2025.   I have drea. The dream about my meeting  with my bother in law, Mr. Largus Gagut. We are in  a place , I a huse. Mr. Largus just as ask something to his wife or his sisterof law, Mrs Mary. " "Ende Get, " he call his  wife,  Where is anything  postion, "Ende Saver (Mrs Marry)  - she ask, where is position to anything ? " he ask. I listen his  voice.   We were in   a simple  house with land  floor, wall  made from bamboo stick (palupuh) bamboo and the  tin roof (atap seng). It  is the simple house. Than I aware. I remember my bother in  law, Mr. Largus. Than I get up than sleep again. Than I get uo pn 08.20 am. I get disturb of  sleep.  Than I go to the kithen. I  prepare something to  begin the day. I  winnow the  rice, wash and cook it. I peel ginger and  garlic . Than I take the pan, put water than boil it.  I wash the  papaya lieaves.  mix it with salt than rince than I cook it.  Than Ms Herlina get up shee  steam the aweet potato (ubi jalar). I go out  home. I clean the  terrace  and clean the   water channel that seem dirty.  I workj hars. There many various  rubbis e.g.  plactic,  wood,  styrofoam , land, iron, hair.  etc. I try to  scoop (mencedok) . I use  fork and  drain or dustpan (pengki).  There are many mosquito there. The watr ins color. I try to do it. I put it on wall. I want to dry it. Than I find ide to put it on plastic. Than I cl;ean it. I see Mr. Tomy, my neigbour who in wesr side. Hi s wife still isck. I greeting him/"Give greeting to Mrs Tomy, may d=fat recover," I say.Mr. Tomo just as want to go to THB hospital to visit his  wife. Than  I'm  contine my work .  Mr. Hewl do come. Mr. Jordy delivery her. Ms Rensy come coo. Both stay in  Rawa Indah. Thna Mrs. Riris come too.  Ms Elin serve them/ I continue to do my duty.  Ms Herlina borrow my money IDR 10.000. I serve her. Than I wash my dress. I take  bamboo  and install it. Than I hang the dress. I want ti fast dry because I want to use it tomorrow.  Than Ms Elin dan her friend go out. They hang out or shooping. Ms Elin had transfer the money to pay home.  We  rent house together. She and Ms Oden pay mothly to me.  " Thank you. I'm  lister sound in the sky. There are many planes by pass in the sky. I ocun ti. It were 6. Than after few minuter - may 30 minuters again the othe group places  fly again. " I tis  consist of 6 planes air.  "Whay is happen. Is it practice of war?" I think. My neigbour in Gang Biuola IV watch it too.  Than I'm  fisnihing wash the dress. Than I'm eat sweet potato and drink  warm water. I put watwr in dispensr. The dispenser wasteful watewr (boros air). I put 3 glasses water but only lef hal glass. Wow..... Than I go out to  buy side sih (laut pauk). I want to Pada Restuarant in Blok C but it had close. I go to other place. W My terget is waretef Dua saudara but it close too. I go to Ebankmewnt of Bogor Village. I want to slae the plastic bottle. I ask to the  collector (r=seceptor = pengepul /penadah). How much per kg of plactic bottle?" I sk. It is IDR 4.000,' he say. I ahve colection a bag," I say.  "You can bring here. I  buy here. If I go there, I must pay other people, I'm  make a loss (rugi). Than I go to other place. "I by with price IDR 1.000 / kw. Wow... Than I go to Bogor Village. I  pedaling mu bike. I go to Padang Restorang in Bogor Village. I by pass whr dirty water. I arrive in Padang Restaurant. I buy  grilled Mackerell (ikankembung bakar) and jackfruit vetables. I pay IDR 8.000. The size smallmer than in Padang Restaurant in Blok  C VMG i. I pay it. Than I  go home. I'm  breakfast and lunch.  Than I read news about fineal of badminton of Korea Open 2025. Mr. Jonatan   win. He champion  defeat (mengalahkan)  Anders Antonsen (from Denmark). I'm happy  when  Jonathan Chistie  win and champion. Tgi  is single man. The other player, Than  other   atlets  who play today on final Korean Open 2025 are Fajar - Fikri. Thay lose from man double of Korea  (Kim Won Ho/Seo Seung Jae).  Than I  cotact with Mr. Selin in WA  I coordinate  with him. I buy tank water and electric  machine there. Than I'm  reading  newa. I  take a bah. I  prepare myslef to go the church. I'm not sleep in middle day. I'm  iron the dress. Than I start to the church on 16.55 pm. I by pass VMG I - Bogor village -  Asera -   Heliconiaa - Psar Modern - Saint Albert Church - . I arrive ther on about  17.25 pm. I go to  toilet. Than I entraance  to the church,. I sit down. I se Mrs Anita and her husband and their son,...... who study in UI.   The Holy Mass lead that lead by Father  Yoseph Biondi Mattovano (Vano), the main preist of Saint Albert Church.  The Gospel atlak about Lazarus. I see Mr. Anto -  the  acolyte (akolit / prodiakon)  who from my environment Saint Alfonsus I -  help t prist to serve Catholic people on this Holy Mass. There are may acolytes  who on duty.  Lazarus (El azar in Ibranic  language   ) emengns God had  helped. When finish Holy Mass  I go to  thge toilet than go back to home. I   peadlig my bike. I push it in page of  the church because so crowded. Than I I pedaling it in main road.  . .  After Holy mass I go back to home. In rod I see Mrms Wiwik )Mr. Anto;'s  wife - who use the motor cycle. May be he join with vincent their first son.  They precedes (mendahuli) me. I by pass ait Albert church -Padr Modern - Gie Gacoan -  Area. In bride in near sera I see people  who sale balon. I greeting him.  Than I go to home. I by pass Bogor village - Gate 1 VMG i - Blok A - . I looking  for place to repair my cloth. Before  go to the church I had packed  my  towel that  broken. In naer gate i VMG I, the toielot close. I by pass Blok A. I see  tailor - of Syafitri-  It is near gate Blok A. I stop my bike. Than I come to that plkaace. 'Can you repaire the  broken towel?" I ask. "Okay," she said ater I show the   broekn of it.  " How many the  coct of service of repairing?" I ask. It si IDR5.000," she say.  "How  do you handle this care?" I ask. "I will   patch  (tambal) it," she say.  I give it. she write the  my name, Frans.  When do finish this so I can take it?" I ask.  You will take tomorow on 08.00 am 0r 09.00 am.she ay. If not on afternoon or evning." he said.  I by pass Blok  A - Blok B - I arrive in house. I enyrance house.  I prepare food to supper. . I'm supper. I was eating rice, papaya leaves, Grill Mackerel fish-. I was eating sweet Potato  who cooked by Ms Eileen in  last morning.  Than I wash my mouth, bruh my teeth. Than I drink medicine than prepare to sleep. Ms Elin, Ms Rensy - Ms  Helda m Ms Rumiris  go back on about 20.00 pm. The are shooping today. 'We are not eat for  amonth becuase rthe money we use to shooping the dress," she say. I try to silent. "Te women like shooping," I say in my heart. , Ms  Helda, Ms Rumiris go back to their home. They use Gojek.  Ms Rensy, Ms Elin talk with Ms Tely. They discuss menu for supper. They want to order the  grilled chicken. Buy chicken only becuse the  rice still avaiilable. Than I'm rest. I'm feel tired. Than I'm sleeping. I smear (balur) my body with Uchalytus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Monday, September 29, 2025. I have dreams. The first dream is  I meet with Mr. Melkior Mandy. We just as in Wela. We by  the way.  We walk fromMaru Gendang to road. We just as  talk about aur expereince. "When do you the end time visited Wela - before now?" I ask him. "My be on 1998 or 18 years agao,"  he said. We by the way  while walk. Wow..... Than I wawre. Whgat is meaning of this dream? I ask. "This is the bed dream because Mr.  Melkior had pass away in some years ago," say. May be this is  express my health that is dirtubs condition." I say. The second dream is I meet Mr. Harjono. He come to library to help me about my duty about accrditation. He halp me. The other team help me. The third dream is I'm  meet mother ofPaulina Gawut.  She is my little mother in Manggarainese   Ende  Koe. She is the  wife of my younger of my father. Mr. Paulus. Mr. Pulaus is younger brother of my Father is Mr. Gaspar. Mr. Gaspar and Mr. Paulus is siblings. I meet Mrs Pauline who still sot down and accompany by her sisters and son. Hers siter  who accompany her jaust as Mrs Sana. Mrs Ona. I see mother Paulina sit down on chairs. She just as recent r=got  threatment in hospital. I come to her, shake had and embrance her. "I'm sorry , I can not come to icist you when you are sick in hospital," I say.  I'm sad when she sick.  I awarwe on 02.00 am. I go to the toilet.  Than I sleep gain. Than I get distub of sleep. I try to  pray while lie down. Tha  try toenjoy although distuv of leep I get dreams just as above. Than I listen the Moslem people pray in early morning.  I get up on 05.00 a. I go the  toilet. I prepare something to cook the rice and  vegetables  .I do this to  begin the day. I  winnow the  rice, wash and cook it. I peel ginger and  garlic . Than I take the pan, put water than boil it.  I wash the  papaya  than wash  the papaya leaaves. I   mix it with salt than rince than I cook or bail it. I drink warm water and the warm wtwr the boiling of ngr  and garlic . I drink warm water of  boiling of papaya leaves. I take  a bath. Than I  eash my dress that soaked yesterday.  I take the rice, put it on  the tupper ware. I iron the dress that prepare myself to go to school. I start on 06.31 from home. I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslep people prayer  building (Mushola) - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by electric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and yoehtr staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.44 mam. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library annc chapel room. There are 2 studens of JHS  who neet take something in chapel. I open it sothey can access it. I open th e lirary room. I tun on lamp and AC.  Ms Helda come. "I'm late."she say. "Please be discipline," I say. Ms Herlina come. "I will sent my students to here before they entrance to test room to ANBK," she say. "Okay," I say. Than the guest come. Tey are cross teahcer  who acommpany  the ANBK. Tey are male  anf femaile teachers.  Ms Herlina serve them.  Than Mr. Joseph come. They the the way.  THan the students   who join on ANBK  come. I set them to sit down nicely. Ms Elia and Ms Lidya  come. "L will send my student to  rea book here," she say. "What time?" iask.  It is on 08.00 am," she say. "Okay,I Isay/. Ms Elia come to sent her student to make up test of  Science and English. They di the make up te\st. Some  students do the make uptest too. Than Primary 4 -  Mrs Lidya 's clas  come. They read boook. Ms Ethelinda, Mr.  Randy - Mandarin teacher - come too. They use the library to correct the students paper text. Some studetns rac   book. They are  Chila  and  friend. Ms Liday  sent hr studnets again. We serve them. Than  Ms Ita and Ms Marissa  come to help us  to prepare us about the  prepararation th Libarary Accreditation.  Ms Oden come to library to acompany her students  who make up test. Mr. Randy come too. He work in th library.   Ms Pska  work i the library too.  Ms Dianing  come to the library too.  Iget call from Ms Diana - Edacation of Department  Bekasi Rency. She ask about  SIPAPI - aplivation the filling of Acreeditatipn. I answer her.  I still do the instument . If qustion I will ask it," I say. Thank you for you suggestin and suppoer," I say.  I'ms strss. I go out   to brakfst on  10: 115 am.  I go back to home. I permission to Ms Helda. I by pass lobby C - gate 2JPS. I pedaling my bike. I by pass JPS - bi=ridge - park - harmoni shelter - harmoni intersection - Aralia - Ifoia -  Horse Statue - Deer statrue - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque Raya HI - turn to   left - riverbank - Bogor village -lake - path Bogor village - path - T junction VMG I -  Blok A - Blok C - I buy macarel tuna fish and jackfruit vegetables. I pay IDR 8.000 - Blok B - A -. I stop by to ask my towel that I  gave  in last evening to repaired. I come to Safitri tailor. "Good morning, is my towel had repaired?" I ask. Than she check, "Ys I ahd repaired it. " she said. Than I  check.  The hole and torn  had  pathed.  Tahn  I pay IDR 5.000. "Where do you stay?" she ask. "I'm staying in Blok B," I say  while   move from there. There is Mr.  Liman - (security) there. "Are you go back to  breakfast? he ask. "Yes sir," I answer him.  Than I pedaling my bike. I by pass Blok A -  go  to  Blok B   - I arrive in home -  I open the gate and the main door - entrace to home - go to kitchen -  prepare the food to brekafast - I see  my rice thet I had prepar e in he morning. Wow...there is ants in the plate and sorround the rice . I'm regret - I pour the soup of vegetable, take jackfruit vegetables than  breakfast. I'm increase the rice  . Than I brush my teeth - than I go back to school. I'm  worry if there is  leader or freinds or colleague (kolega). I by pass Blok B - C - gate 1 VMG I - T junction -  path of Bogor village - - lae - riverbank - T junction of Moswue of Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Jln  Ifolia (?) -   Ruyoko Simpohoni -   Deer Statue - Nismara - Horse Statue -  Harmoni inersection - Bridge - Altius Hospital - Gate 2 JPS - parking area -  Lobby C -  second floor - library. I see Mrs Ethen, Mr. Randy, Ms Helda and    students  who do the test -  I try to do my task. "There is teacher came here  who had  came in last week?" Ms Helda siys. "Who is he," I ask. I'm embiterred.  Who is his name?" Sorry, I'm ot  know,"  she say. I"m embiterred (penasaran). "Ms Ita came too," when you go out to breakkfast, : she say. I'm open the SIPAPI aplication. SIPAPI is  software application about filling the data of Accreditation. I get calling  from Ms Ana -  Education or  archive (arsip) Department .  Than she send message to  to. "Frans, if you have difficult  to fill the matetial on SIPAPI application, please ask," she wriye. "Okay,if I have problem I will sya later. I'm embiterred. I pen the application . Than I fill the data of institution. I get difficult before. Am I need to make account again or enough  use account that we use on  data perpusnas? I ak. "Directsign in if already accoutn," Ms Herlinda said. Than I do it. I'm get difficult  but I'm not ask. I try to  walk  with my idea. Than I submit. Wow...evidently  it is  wrong. I'm sad,  bame onedelf (mempersalahkan diri). Wow...I'm stupid, not  focus." I   judge (menghakimi) and punish (menghukum) myself.  Than I  cantact Ms Ana din Archive Departement of Bekasi. Sorry, Ms Ana, I make mistkae. I wtong type the total of books  and wrong upload the material. I type  5 titile of books  whie the ral are more than 4 thousand books," I say. Than I rong upload the attachment," I say. Please help," I arte . "Okay  I   will say to  cnetr sataff," she  write.  I'm  trapped (terjebak) on feel blame oneself.  Than Mr. Harjono  come. He  talk wioth me about the  lIbrary acceditation. We discuss. "About  Library accreditation, we till collect the  material. The instrument that less is newspapr," I say. Base the   Library Nantional Standard, ech library must   subscrive 3 titles magazine dan 3 titles  newspaper," I say .  "If just as it, please make application letter to Foundation  that  sign by me," he say. "Okay sir. Than Mr. Harjono talk about  E - Books collection. From whom the E - Book? For KG > Primary? JHS? SHS?" He ask. Leeter we will identify it," I say. :Plese identify the  collection. It is about Hard Copy, Softcopy (E books - abse the web) - Journal - Magazine. . He write it. Than he give it to me.  "Thank you sir," I say. Than serve the students who use the library. Ms Ita come to discuss about the letters and  quoto to paste  in the library. We discuss with Ms Helda. Than she copy it.   Ms Helda lunch.  She lunch togethr Ms Herlina.   Than Ms Helda retun to the library. I'm in the libary  when break time because I had  brekafast.  Than I try to do the SIPAPI application.  I'm still trapped onblame oneself because my mistake whe fill the institution data. Before I had opened  the youtube about way to fill  SIPAPI . But I'm not focus so I wrong fill it.  In afternoon I try to do some accreditation instruments. I open the email too. I find the certificate but I'm  it is not  mine. I find Ms Helda's certificate.  I try to find myself but none. I'm regret but than I aware that I'm wrong fill data. I write for Ms Gelda but not for myslef.   This is my mistake.  I chat  with my family in Labuan Bajo too, especially with Mr. Sellis.  Today he is permission to entrance to his office becuase want to buy the water tank  and  elctric machine to to accomodate  and delivery water to home in Gang PLN Labuan Bajo.  Today he is focus to buy  water tank, lectric machine, pipe. The driver delivery it. "Plese  make  with base to put the water tank . Mrs Melan  take picture and video than  it to me. I share it to   my siblings (Mrs Mary, Mr. Beny, r. Sophy, CP, Mr. John, Mr. Hila, Mr. Rony). They support.  han in afternoon the rain come . The big rain come. The rain entrance to the library through the  edge of glass. I try to clean it. on 16.30 I ask the  office boy to  to   clean the room that seem dirty. He do it  but not total. May he is  tired.  In afternoon I call my borher in law Mr. Largus  Gagut.  "How are you," I ask. "I'm still sick," he said.  He is suffering many complications of sicks justas as diabetes, prostate, cough (batuk). He talk about  ocndition in Golo Karot - Lembor.  " Today in afternoon the big rain come. " he asid. "Yes sama, in our place in  Bekasi, west Java too. The big rain come too. The water until   entrance to the room,  seeping (merembes) throught the window edge (pinggir jendela).  I must  clean it. I dry the water in base window and water in floor. : Today is wedding of Rina's son is Me. Ferdy. His wife  from Malawatar - Lembor. Ferdy is the man's single  of Agata (or Rina?).   Agata (or Rina?). is the daughter of Mr. Damianus Bambut, the oldest brother of Mr. Largus. Agata (or Rina?) marrid with Nadus (?)  who from Wakas, Sita, East Manggarai.  Sacrament of Married on 16.00  pm that direct to reception  place" he say. "Who is join that  event from here? I ask. They are  Mr. Simon, Mr. Pendik,' he said.  Mr. Nadus (?) families   from Wakas, Sita, Rana Mese, East Manggarai come too.  We talk about Wakas place. "Do you know the Wakas  village? I ask ."Yes, I know  when went to Borong in last time, include to   mourn and burried  my bother, Mr. Lukas who pass away there," he say. "Where from is Mr. Lukas's  wife?" I ask. "He is from Borong but original from Ruteng," he said.  We talk about Mr. Rinus too.  "He seem work hard, have job, deligent of  raisng livestock (beternak) of pig, chicken, ducks, but hwere is improve  to him?  He not yet   land to build home, hte house to build house from me. May be he play of gambling (main judi),": he said. Yes, I'm not understand too how he is manage the moeny," I say.  I have   credit  or debt (utang) to him. He credit to buy motor cycle. The end not  clear what for he take money IDR 3 millions. On last July he sale his pig IDR 5 millions where is his money? we ask. "May be he  gambling," he say. "May be," I say.  Than  I'm lunch in afternoon / evening.  I'm eating of  rice, papaya leaves, macarel tuna fish, jackfruit vegetables. Than I wsh the tupper ware. . I get call  my sister, Mrs Marry. We talk many things, include Ms Astrid's   proposal engagement on last week. "Where from Mrs Astrid;s  caandidate of husband?" I ask. He is  from Ruteng," she said. Than we talk about custome wedding  that called in Manggarainese Wagal of Mrs Gita - Mr. Nadu Kroro. We talk many things.  We tak about Mr. Rinus, Mr. Man. Mr.. Agus Jeharut, Mrs  Melan. We talak  our family, include the health of mom Paulina Gawut. She  was sick. She fall down in arround of house in laast time. Than she treat in Labuan Bajo than looking for alternative medicine in village (the water of  shaman (dukun). She want to go to Kajong to recover her condition. It is  difficult because fall down in old age" I say. I dream about her in last morning.I try to  write proposal leeter to subscribe magazine and newspaper but not  finsih too. I say. Than  I go back to home on 21.00 pm. I   go to lobby B - finger print - lobby A - B - C - parking area." Today Ane celebrete her birthday. They song of song , Potong kue," Ms Memry said.  "How many peo[ple  who stay together you? she ask. To, they are Ms Oden and Ms Elin." I answer. Is Oden had finished her lecture," she ask. "Not yet," I say. She relax, not so  hunter the time. May be becuse she  handle by herself and she lecture  while  work," I say.     I by pass  gate 2 - lobbu C- B - A - I permission to security  who n duty -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Ifolia - Deer Staue -  I by pass the   water that flooded  (tergenang) in the  road because the   rain in last afternoon. . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin still work. Ms Oden jsut as had sleep. Than I cook to warm water. When it hadwarm I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Tn I read news in my WAg.  I write happy bith dauy for Mr. John's daugter, Ane. HBD Ane, growth heathly and full bless of God," iwrote. Than I prepare my sleft to sleep. My eyes seem tire. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Thn I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore. I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with wuchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Tuesday, September 30, 2025. I have dream.  I don't  know I have dream  or  no.  I try to relax, not force my memory to remember it.  Sleep  like life sometimes have dream but  anytimes no dream.  But seldom have no no dream it happen the condition of memory. If have good memory can remeber it but if memory in bed condition, may be can not remember it.  I try to enjoy.  I'm  aware. I listen the Moslem people call the moslem people to get up and  pray together in the morning.   Than I lie  down  while try to   memorize the verse of bible but just as not complete.  Than I get up. I go to the toilet. Than I prepare something to begin the day. I prepare the pan to boil water.  I  put may water to pan. I want to use it for many needs e.g, to drink- boil ginger and garlic and the  boil water i drink, boil the papaya leaves and the water I can  drink.   When it had warm,  i take it , move to the other  tools than I put on glass than drink it.  Than I take  a little pan, I winnow rice that wash than cook it.  I take the papaya leaves, I wash it, soak with salt water than wash than  boil it. I take a bath. I ty to become the fist people  who take a bath so not  late when start to school.  When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiing water of ginger and garlic, . I wash my dress   in terrace. The water enough   clean so I can use it to rince the dress. Than  I iron my dress.   I take rice and  let it   cold.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road. . I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -  

I start from  home on 06.20 am,  I arriv in school on 06.33 am. 

I start on 06.20  from home. I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslep people prayer  building (Mushol0 - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by lectric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and other  staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.33 am. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library and  chapel room. There are  studens  . I open th e library room. I tun on lamp and AC.  Ms Helda come. She turn on the  PC and  open E Book.   The cross  supervisor from other school come. Ms Herlina serve them. They are male and femaile.  . Ms Herlina come. "I will sent my students to here before they entrance to test room to ANBK," she say. "Okay," I say. Than the guest come. They are cross teahcer  who acommpany  the ANBK. Tey are male  anf femaile teachers.  Ms Herlina serve them.    Than the students   who join on ANBK  come. I set them to sit down nicely. Ms Rany  Ms Lidya  come. "L will send my student to  rea book here," she say. "What time?" iask.  It is on 08.00 am," she say. "Okay,I Isay/. Ms Elia come to sent her student to make up test of  Science and English. They di the make up te\st. Some  students do the make uptest too. Than Primary 4 -  Mrs Lidya 's clas  come. They read boook. Ms Ethelinda, Mr.  Randy - Mandarin teacher - come too. They use the library to correct the students paper text. Some studetns rac   book. They are  Chila  and  friend. Ms Liday  sent hr studnets again. We serve them. Than   I get  mesaage from from Ms Diana - Edacation of Department  or Archive  (arsip)  Bekasi Rency. She ask about  SIPAPI - aplivation the filling of Acreeditatipn.  . I open SIPAPI.  Wow...the data had repaired. i'm so happy.  I write the daily expereince. I say.  I'ms stress. I go out   to brakfst on  10: 115 am.  I go back to home. I permission to Ms Helda. I by pass lobby C - gate 2JPS. I pedaling my bike. I by pass JPS - bridge -Harmoni park - Harmoni shelter - Harmoni intersection - Aralia - Ifolia -  Horse Statue - Deer statue - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque Raya HI - turn to   left - riverbank - Bogor village -lake - path Bogor village - path - T junction VMG I -  Blok A - Blok C - I buy macarel tuna fish and jackfruit vegetables. I pay IDR 8.000 - Blok   A - Blok B -. I come to blok B. Yesterdy I order wtaer gallon but they not  delivery until llast morning. I  come to remind them about it. "Oh yes, one galon again," he say. I go to home. By pass Blok B -  oyr rent house. . I'm breakfast and lunch. Than I  isten the sound of caor. Just as rubbish  trudh. It is  correct I complain  why my ruubish not take by them. This is not kicthen  rubbish but   debrish (puing) a staff of rubbish said. . If you want please help us  about smoke money? h say. How much? I ask It is  up to you. I'm regret. I let him.  "Later I will wring ti by myslef to other place," I say.  Than I start to school.    I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslem people prayer  building (Mushol0 - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by lectric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  statue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I entrance to lobby B. I see in  near lobby B. Mrs Titi's cor not  come yet. Just as she still busy.  Than I go to the library . I open the WAG. I se   information from  Ms Ana about  sschedule visitation Accreditation of  Library. The JPS  will happen on October 23, 2025. Wow.... I help Ms Helda to  hna;de the  vivtor books and the lables or  cover. I ask her to handle the PC that broken. Iteach her.   I check my email. I find Ms Helda's certifivate of Family literatin that  happen on September 22, 2025. I'm not get it. I'm regett  while I active on  Web biner  but I try to callm and patient .  I go to Mr. Tomy to bring some instrument to pste on  the board . It is aboit visi nad msission institution and certificate. I send dof  copy file to him too abot it. 

I serve students  who com to  the library. Today Ms Helda handle the labeling the vivitor books. I help her to handle it. We want to make te vsitor book per unit. She make it. We ask Ms Herlina to print it. 

In afternoon I'm lunch. I'm eating rice, macerel tuna sih and papaya leaves. Than I  wsh   my rupperwate. Than I'm jogging while pick  up the papaya leaves. I put it on plastic. I'm jogging around JPS's filed during two times. Than I return to the library. I watch youtube about Vtholic church and other you tube. Than I'm write daily expereince. I go back on 21. 20 pm. I go to lobby B. . I   go to lobby B - finger print - lobby A - B - C - parking area." Today Ane celebrete her birthday. They song of song , Potong kue," Ms Memry said.  "How many peo[ple  who stay together you? she ask. To, they are Ms Oden and Ms Elin." I answer. Is Oden had finished her lecture," she ask. "Not yet," I say. She relax, not so  hunter the time. May be becuse she  handle by herself and she lecture  while  work," I say.     I by pass  gate 2 - lobbu C- B - A - I permission to security  who n duty -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Ifolia - Deer Staue -  I by pass the   water that flooded  (tergenang) in the  road because the   rain in last afternoon. . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin still work. Ms Oden just as had sleep. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. . Than I prepare myself   to sleep. My eyes seem tired. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Than I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore . I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with euchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Wednesday, October 1, 2025. I have dream.  I forget to remember it.  I aware on 04.00 am . I go to toilet to pee. I'm still sleep  again. I only lie  down  while  memorize the verse bible e,g. Luke 1: 46 - 55. Mathhew 11: 25 - 30, John 1: 1 - 18, and prayer Our Father,  Hail Mary.  I just as  not  focus. Than I aware. I aware on 05.30 am. Ms Elin get up earlier. I prepare the pan to boil water to boil vegetables and cook rice. 

I prepare the pan to boil water.  I  put may water to pan. I want to use it for many needs e.g, to drink- boil ginger and garlic and the  boil water i drink, boil the papaya leaves and the water I can  drink.   When it had warmed,  i take it , move to the other  tools than I put on glass than drink it.  Than I take  a little pan, I winnow rice that wash than cook it.  I take the papaya leaves, I wash it, soak with salt water than wash than  boil it. I take a bath. I try to become the second  people  who take a bath so not  late when start to school. Ms Oden still sleep.   When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiing water of ginger and garlic, . I wash my dress   in terrace. The water enough   clean so I can use it to rinse the dress. Than  I iron my dress.   I take rice and  let it   cold.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 06.33 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and yoehtr staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.44 mam. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library and chapel room. There are 2 studens of JHS  who need take something in chapel. I open it so  they can access it. I open the library room. I tun on lamp and AC. I start from  home on 06.20 am,  I arrive in school on 06.45 am.  Than I'm  work. Ms Helda  work too. We try to coordinate about our job. Ms Helda try to finish her job.  Than I'm perission to  go back to home. I by pass lobby C - parking area - JPS's gate 2 - Jln Bulavard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Ifolia - Deer Staue - . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  River bank . When I by pass there I see the monitor lizard (biawak)  still swim in  dirty river. Just as it looking pray (mangsa)  for food . Just as it hungry. I'm hungry too, so I can go back to ome to  breakfast or lunch. I by pass path of Bogor Village - lake - Moslem bulding  prayer or Musola -  Y junction  - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok C - I buy macarel tuna fish for side dish - . I spend IDR 8.000 - . I arrive in home - Than I'm breakfast. 

When fisnish breakfast and lunch I prepare the tupper ware to bring food to school. Than I brush my teetch.  I use long time to brush my teech because there is lefy of papaya vegetables that still stay there. It enough disturb.  I got  food impaction (impaksi makanan), especially the papaya leaves. The impaction food in Manggarainese  be named sengat.  Than I gargle with mouth wash. Than I return to school. I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right -Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  Statue - Horse Statue -  Harmoni intersection  -  I turn  to left - in Harmony intersection  -  Bridge - Altius Hospital  - turn to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. lobby C - I go to the second floor - library.  In the library room  Mr. Sunarko  come. He  come  with his crew. He want to  painting the library room as preparation to accreditation. 

The Primary students today is holiday. SHS go to filedtrip to practice the leadership. JHS go to Bogor to retreat. 

I get call from Mr. Tomy. He ask about the document to paster on the  Annoucement board in library

I chat with Mr.  Haryono, he chief of Encironment of Saint Alfnsus I. He ask me about the leader  who lead lead the Rosary prayer on the October 2025.  I write it. Than he make schedule. 

Mr. Sunarko and  his crew  painting the library. I help it. I handle to arrange my document.

Ms Ita and Ms Marisa  come to help us to  paste the document in  announceement board. 

I talk witrh Mr. Mario about accreditation. 

Mr. Tomy come to the library room.

In evening  the cat entrance to  the library.  It   make dirty the stage. I'm go to toilet  when it entrance. When I go back I see the cat still   scratch the  stage of library.  I'm angry. I'm  just as becoming a grumpy (pemarah) figure.   I take the stick broom . I hunter it. I  'm hitting it use stick broom. The stick broom broken. I use  iron ruler. My emotion  explode.

I hit (memukul) cat until 3 times. The cat hide under the table, stage, on  narrow space among wall and  locker. The cat just as play around (mempermainkan)  or  work on (mengerjai) me. It hise ithe narrow space. I  clos teh door. It   is trpped (terkurung) in the library room, include in bak of locker, under the stage, under the table , among the cartoon, book. I'm hate it. I trry to hit (memukul) it. I want to shed (menumpahkan) my emotion and angry to it. I'm happy if I can hit it as  revenge (balas dendam) to it attitude to  randomize (mengacak) the stage.   On the other day before I had  talked with Rizal - security staff of JPS. He talk about the cat that naughty, include randomize the things in the class. "The teacher  complain about it."Please carry to far place in order to not  come here again." she suggest. We do it. But it (cat) come again. There are some teachers who cat, just as Mr. Herwan. The cat come  follow him in the morning. Some teacher hate cat because it  act that randomize the ting in the room," he say. "I'm include the people  who dislake cat, especially the naughty cat.  When she this cat  sratch the stage, I just as remember twhat Mr. Rizal said about the  naughty cat that he taalked before. "May be this tis rhe cat that he mind. I should be give learn to it. So I  exit the room, take the  stick room and hunter it. I hit it in near main door but  it not see the  space to exit. It jsut as panic. I hunter. It tun and hide  in back of locker book. I shoot it. I open and pull the  locker. I shoot it . It run to othehr place. I still hunter it. It tun to under the stage. I  put and make stand the stage. It tn to other place taht safe for it.  I chase  it. I hit it in  up of locker in near noor, The broom stick  broken. I'm increase angry. I chase it. It un and hide under the safety place  inluce under the tables of  my place of  work or desk. I use iron ruelr to hit on my  hunting. I hit it. Seldom the iron ruler enough  good and strong, not fast or risk broken just as  wood of stick broom.  I hunting to hit (memukul) or to shoot it if  it in  narrow area. I do many way to teach  it. Than I fthink, I must open the way to it to exit. I call it. Push..push.... It response. Just as it  cry.   I still hunting until it exit. I use long time for it. Finally it  find the way in the door that I had peneded so it  exit from library room. I  chase. It tun fast than go to other place.  It expereince chase cat in the library room. I;m happy finally I succss exit  it  from the library room. If  not it dive problem to me because can  make dirty the room and randomize  the  thing  in the library room. 

Finally I open the door and the can  find way to exit. Than I  watch you tube than  write  this blog. I go back on 21.26 pm.  I'm enough  suffer  when  chase (mengejar)  or  cat  in the  library room. 

     I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Ifolia - Deer Staue -  I by pass the   water that flooded  (tergenang) in the  road because the   rain in last afternoon. . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin still work. Ms Oden just as had sleep. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. . Than I prepare myself   to sleep. My eyes seem tired. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Than I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore . I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with euchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Thursday, October 2 2025. I have dream  but I'm forget to remember it. I'm  aware on about 04.30 am.. I get up I go to the toilet. Than I return toi the  kitchen. 

I prepare the pan to boil water.  I  put may water to pan. I want to use it for many needs e.g, to drink- boil ginger and garlic and the  boil water i drink, boil the papaya leaves and the water I can  drink.   When it had warmed,  i take it , move to the other  tools than I put on glass than drink it.  Than I take  a little pan, I winnow rice that wash than cook it.  I take the papaya leaves, I wash it, soak with salt water than wash than  boil it. I take a bath. I try to become the second  people  who take a bath so not  late when start to school. Ms Oden still sleep.   When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiing water of ginger and garlic, .In   rubbis trash I see rice that Ms Elin and Ms Oden through. I take it. I'm steam it.  I wash my dress   in terrace. The water enough   clean so I can use it to rinse the dress. Than  I iron my dress.   I take rice and  let it   cold.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 06.33 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake -. In the lake in near Muslem prayer room, I see two adult  wowen  who pick the  shoots (pucuk) the water hyacinth (enceng  gondok). "What for they pick this. Is this ca n become vegetables?" I ask. Than I search in interent on one lday late, espcially on October 7, 2025. Evidently the water hyancinth  can me manage to many usefulnes, include to food for animal feed (pakan ternak). On that time I'm hurry up to go toi school. I'm not ask them becuae hurry uo to school in order to not klate  arrive in the school.  I by pass  embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right -  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - I turn  to left - in Harmony intersection -  Bridge - Altius Hospital  - turn to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area.  I entrance to lobby C  I go to the libary.The Primary students  holiday since yesterday. I coordinate  work with Ms Helda. I ask her  to the work especialy to  cover the book that broken. 

Than I permissin to to back to home . I by pass JPS - Raw Indah -  .  The drizzle  come. I . I by pass  river bank. I stop in under the tree to  wear plastic raincoat.  , the ants (semut) come to my food (rice)  in plate and pan.How do it come? Evidently the environtment is dirty, include there are something that make it come come.Around it there is sugar and thing else that make it come.,** On October 2, 2025, on about 08.09 amthe drizzle come when i by pass riverbank i,Jln Irigasi  Bogor village .I stop my bike under the tree, i shelter,take plastik raincoat than wear it.The drizzle stop I open it in  near T junction to lake in riverbank, near house that have the Ketapng  tree   (Pohon Ketapang, Pohon berdaun besar dan lebar, pohon apa ya. I remember after many hours and day. I  write the  keapang tree here on October 7, 2025. Si I  need time during 2 days to remmber  it - the Ketapang tree). ).Than I continue  to Lake ,path, muslim bulder room, path, of Bogor village, T junction, Blok ,Blok C, Restaurant Padang,I order macarel tuna  fish, .I spend IDR 8.000, Blok C,Blok A,Blok B, home,  I see rice that  ........(DikitariI) Aunts .I am  angry, but try to manage it nicely,.I am eating rice, i am pouring  it with Padang soup .I am fix it with paya leaves vegetabless and Jack fruit vegetabless. I try to learn if payient. i am breakfast. I'm  eat the  rice that  through by Ms Elin and Ms Oden. It is still good. I only warn it.  The ruce wrap by banana leaves.  I tru=y tio use think that still good. I re use the thinsng include the rice. .I clean the area of plate of rice .i piring siap water  to  that eipe it.Yhe Aunts   dead or go out.Than I wash akl tools that i use.Than I leave (left)home to go back to school.

Than I start to school.    I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslem people prayer  building (Mushol0 - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by lectric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  statue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I entrance to lobby B. I see in  near lobby B. Mrs Titi's cor not  come yet. Just as she still busy.  Than I go to the library . I open the WAG. I se   information from  Ms Ana about  sschedule visitation Accreditation of  Library. 

Today  we bussy to  paint the room. I help to move the tools in the library include the   dest,  lockaert, picture, etc. I help to  sweepi the room. Mr.  Sunarko -  the   craftsman - come  shile bring the tools to clean the  wall. He bring the tools to  cover the tools so not wet by    paint (cat). He accompany a young staff. We  work together. We finish the west wall and a part of  north side.   1 or 2 0ct 2025, we install cross in the library I climb ladder.I open my shoes .Ms Ita,Ms Marisa acompany me.There is bed smell from my toe when open the shoes.I am shame.I cook Papaya leaves that had old even pane yellow (dry).I am eating it.my fart bed smell.Eiw.I exit fart in the AC room Is it smell by ms  Helda and other people?I am shame.

 Than I  do my duty.   Mr. Mario ask me to  handle to locker especialy the books. He want tit clean because tomorrow the parents  come co  get  accept the fist term  report card of  the studentss. I do it. I move the books to the library. I move my tupper ware to  the chapel. I handle the chappel  nicely. 

I work until evening. Than I go back to home.  I put  the Mandarin books to the library. It is the students book. Mr, Micko put it there in last time. Now I put it in the library. I  work hard to set the book. I work until evening but not finsih too. 

 I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Ifolia - Deer Staue -  I by pass the   water that flooded  (tergenang) in the  road because the   rain in last afternoon. . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin still work. Ms Oden just as had sleep. Tahan I wash my dress that seem dirty because   dust in library  when move tools there. I success wash it. I want to use it tomorrow. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. . Than I prepare myself   to sleep. My eyes seem tired. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Than I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore . I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with euchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Frday, October3 2025. I have dream  but I forget to remember it.  The dream meet  Bishop Lauan Bajo , Msgr. Max Regus,Pr? 

I prepare the pan to boil water.  I  put may water to pan. I want to use it for many needs e.g, to drink- boil ginger and garlic and the  boil water i drink, boil the papaya leaves and the water I can  drink.   When it had warmed,  i take it , move to the other  tools than I put on glass than drink it.  Than I take  a little pan, I winnow rice that wash than cook it.  I take the papaya leaves, I wash it, soak with salt water than wash than  boil it. I take a bath. I try to become the second  people  who take a bath so not  late when start to school. Ms Oden still sleep.   When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiing water of ginger and garlic, . I wash my dress   in terrace. The water enough   clean so I can use it to rinse the dress. Than  I iron my dress.   I take rice and  let it   cold.  I take the dress that I wash in last evening. It had dry. Praise tot he Lord.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 06.33 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and yoehtr staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.44 mam. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library and chapel room. There are 2 studens of JHS  who need take something in chapel. I open it so  they can access it. I open the library room. I tun on lamp and AC. I start from  home on 06.20 am,  I arrive in school on 06.43 am.  Than I go  the  second floor. The Primary students  holiday since ywetserday. I coordinate  work with Ms Helda. I ask her  to the work especialy to  cover the book that broken. 

Today the srudents  get the report  card. The teacher get the  free lunch. We are  not. I aware it. 

I ask permission to Ms Helda. I want to breakfast in home.  i by pass  JPS - Harmoni - Rawa Indah -  River bank -  Rumah Pijar - lake - embankment - path of Bogor Village - T junction -  Padang Retsaurant - I buy macxrel tumas fish - I spend IDR 8.000. Than I go to home. I'm vreakfasr. I'm eat  many papaya leaves. I wash my dress. There are 3 pieces. I'm happy. The water is clean.  I retun to school on 09.30 am 

Than I start to school.    I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslem people prayer  building (Mushol0 - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by lectric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  statue - Horse Statue - I see Ms Evy [precedes me. I see Gojek  who delivery Ms Herlina precedes mee too. I see nurse dt=staff of JPS   who carry her baby  precedes me. - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I entrance to lobby B. I see in  near lobby B. Mrs Titi's cor not  come yet. Just as she still busy.  Than I go to the library . I open the WAG. I se   information from  Ms Ana about  sschedule visitation Accreditation of  Library. 

Today  we bussy to  paint the room. I help to move the tools in the library include the   dest,  lockaert, picture, etc. I help to  sweepi the room. Mr.  Sunarko -  the   craftsman - come  shile bring the tools to clean the  wall. He bring the tools to  cover the tools so not wet by    paint (cat). He accompany a young staff. We  work together. We finish the west wall and a part of  north side.   1 or 2 0ct 2025, we install cross in the library I climb ladder.I open my shoes .Ms Ita,Ms Marisa acompany me.There is bed smell from my toe when open the shoes.I am shame.I cook Papaya leaves that had old even pane yellow (dry).I am eating it.my fart bed smell.Eiw.I exit fart in the AC room Is it smell by msHelda and other people?I am shame.

 Than I  do my duty.   I'm help the  craftman who wotk to paint the room. We move the locker , books. We wotk hard. 

On about 11.45 am, Ms helda permisson to go to her boarding house in Rawa Indah to  drink coffee. "m confuse because not  cofee drink," she say.  "Okay you can go there. She use the motor cycle. Than they return. "Wow...we push the motor cycle because it broken. I can not  run. "Just as the oil is run out  or  finnish. Since in last morning I fee it,:she said. "We push the motor cycle," Ms Elin said. "Just as the other people photo it," she said. We by the way. "You can  delivery it to motor cycle  worshiop. The   motor cycle that near from here is in  harmony, in Sarang Ban, the  motor cycle that odwn by Mr. Petrus, the Catholic people who staay in Harmony." I say. "Had you say it to Mr. Jordy?" I ask. "Yes I has say. He  is still in Bogor to join the activity tigether students there. The JHS students practice about leadership thre  since on October 1, 2025," she say.   In afternoon. Ms Helda  and Ms Elin go back to home. The motor cycle they  save in the parking area JOS, wait Mr. Jordy delivery it to workshop. Than in afternoon Mr. Jordy come. May be 39 minutes after Ms Helda  rturn. He ask the motor cycle key. Ms Helda had retrun  on about  30 minutes  ago," I say to him. Than he rerunr. Than I'm jogging. I see SHS students.  I'm still busy to handle the  book that messy in the tables. I ty to set and manaege it. I success to set  the book on one locker. I set hr  picture of President and vice president.  The craftmaen  wrong put it. I see on the internet. The right position is the preident in left isde on  Pancasilapicture and Vice Presient in riht side. I move it. I success to move it. 

The Office boy clean the former plastic and  glue that paste and dry on the frame of window. They clean it. Tehey  can not finish it, because must finish the other work in other class.  May we  contiue this tomorrow. because  we must do other place," they ask. "okay. "Better this he work before the craftmenn set the locker so not double  work, especially to move or set the locker book," I say. "Yes sir  but in the morning we bussy to clean in other place, especially in the classes and path," they say. I help them to handle it, especially to move the locker that full with vook so weight and difficult to move it.  But  with together we success to set it.  We wrok as team.  We reeturn it. I  retun and set the books. I work until evening. I get call from my sister, Mrs Marry  who ask job to Mr. Leo Malut's daugter  who work  who lectured in Pamulang University . Is have job in your place  and have room to hr to stay?" sh ask.  "o job in my my place  now.  The distance from Bekasi to Pamulang university soi fasr," I say to hr. "Where does she stay now? I ask. "She stay in  Jakarta Timur," I say.  I work hard to set the book. I produce fart  with bed smell. I'm shame too. The fart with eat papaya leaves  is bed smell. I'm hame too. I'm fart  while wirk in AC room. May the bd smell   distruvuted ot other place and may be Ms Helda  smell it too.  I',m shame. 

I work until evening. Than I go back to home. 

 I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty. I open the gate 2. Than security help to clode it.  Mr. Hakim hlep me.  -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. I stop by to transfer money IDR 85/000 to duest oand security , v;ean and path dues (iuran gang Biola IV). I prhoto te receipt than sent it to M WAG  Gang Biola IV.  Than I retun  Ifolia - Deer Staue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . I go to Vasco pharmacy. I  buy medicine of Amlodipin,  Simfastatin, Alopurinol. I buy it  to treat my hipertension, cholesterol and  foat. I spend IDR 12.000. Than I  weighr  my body, it is about 56 or 57 kg. Than I by pass Ruki Simphony =-= I by pass the   water that flooded  (tergenang) in the  road because the   rain in last afternoon. . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - Warteg 2 Saudadara - I uby Anchovy.  I psend IDR 5.000. Almost 1 week the Warteg  close.  Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin still work. Ms Oden just as had sleep. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. . Than I prepare myself   to sleep. My eyes seem tired. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Than I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore . I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with euchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

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Saturday, October 4, 2025. 

I have dreams . The dream about my meeting in  Golowelu  church and arround. I entrance to a tent. There are Mr. Philipus Jeharus and his sons and  thir family there. Just s they have event. . I netrance. I just as join in eat together. I'm shame becaise I'm no donor  money to  thsi event. 

Than I aware. 

I prepare the pan to boil water.  I  put may water to pan. I want to use it for many needs e.g, to drink- boil  garlic and the  boil water i drink, boil the papaya leaves and the water I can  drink.   When it had warmed,  i take it , move to the other  tools than I put on glass than drink it.  Than I take  a little pan, I not  winnow rice in this morning. I only wash the little pan. Why Am I bot cook rice. Becuse still hale left over rice.   I take the papaya leaves, I wash it, soak with salt water than wash than  boil it. I take a bath. I try to become the second  people  who take a bath so not  late when start to school. Ms Oden still sleep.   When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiling water of ginger and garlic, . I wash my dress   in terrace. The water is clean. I'm happy but thet  dirty water come. I'm sad.  The water enough   clean so I can use it to rinse the dress. Ms Herlina boorow my charger tool to  charge her handphone.  Ms Oden take bath first.  She use bath room so long. Than I take a bath.  I take rice and  let it   cold.  Ms Oden and Ms Herlina prepare thermselves to join the  Wedding or Matrimony  sacament  today in Saint Albert Church. They want to join on  Wedding  choir today. Ms Elin leaves today. "Do you go to thge school first?" I ask. "Oh no, she direct to to school." Ms Oden  who answer it. They prepare htemselves to to there. I prepare myself to go to school.   I  prepare the food, vegetables and anchovy. I put it on the my bag. Than I start to school.  Praise tot he Lord.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 07.40 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein  who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.  - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and yoehtr staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.44 mam. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library and chapel room. There are 2 studens of JHS  who need take something in chapel. I open it so  they can access it. I open the library room. I tun on lamp and AC. I start from  home on 07.45 am,  I arrive in school on 07.56 am.  Than I go  the  second floor. . I coordinate  work with Ms Helda.. Ms Helda want to join the Holy mass of  Wedding of FLOBAMORA  people in Saint Albert Harapan Indah. She go there.  I use time to set the book, set the locker. I help hte Offce boy and office girl to move the locker. I clean the locker and set the books.  I work hard.  I work hard until evening.I write the daily expereince too. I want to go back on 19:40  to join the meeting in Mr. Joko's house. It meting abaout pilgrimage event. I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - on 19.30 pm. Than  I go to lobby A - lobby B - lobby  C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 1  - I permission to security  who on duty. . Than security help to clode it -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. Than I by passIfolia - . I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - Warteg 2 Saudara - I buy Anchovy.  I spend IDR 5.000. Almost 1 week the Warteg  close.  Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin ,Ms Oden, Ms Rensy, Ms Tely and Ms Flory srill gathering in home. I go to the my sleep room. "Where from do you come?" Ms Tely ask me. I'm not answer. I hurry up to to to mr. JOko Purwadi to join the meeting to discuss about  Pilgrimage of Porta Sancta of Saint alfonsus I. The meeting in Mr. Joko's house in Blok B 3. I go there.  I arrive late. I see Mr. Haryono. I see her daugter, Ms Vera. I entrance to the meeting room. Mr. dan Mrs  Joko, Mr. dan Mrs  Martin, Mr. and Mrs  Teja, Mr.  san Mrs Totok, Mr. Anto, mrs Dwi . Mrs Dana, I join on the meeting. We discuss many thing about it, transportation, consumtion, Liturgy.  "About Liturgi I had arrange almost a mont agao, the text already in share to Mr. Totok and Mr. . Sumijo. " I say. "How about  book, is enough the budget IDR  10.000? they ask. "I think enough," I say. Mr and Mrs sumijo absent to join the meeting today. Just as they  have the other actiity. Mr. Joko call Mra Sumijo about custoem dress of  pilgrimage of Porta Sancta. " How about the budget of uniform, is it enough?" he ask. "Praise to the Lord, it had enough," she say. We increase the budget about donation to each church, from IDR 100.000 to IDR 200.000. The consumption too.  We work as team. Than we eat the snake. I', eat much  peanut. We eat cake, taro (ubi talas), drink mineral water  too. Than we  close the meeting.  I return. I bring the food. Mrs Joko bring it to me. I arrive in home.. I give the food to Ms Tely - Ms Oden. They taste it.  I'm feel tired. Thn I'm rest. 

. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. . Than I prepare myself   to sleep. My eyes seem tired. I feel soar (perih) when  read  news in mh handphone. Why? Is mt eye sick. Is my handphone give bad effect to me? I think. Than I'm sleeping. My eyes still sick or sore . I try to ripe and press it. Than I smear my body with euchalyptus oil. Than I'm rest. 

Sunday, October 5, 2025. 

Sunday, October 5, 2025. I have dreams. The dream about myslef  who drive my motor cycle of  Suzuki Smash.  I drive it. "This motor cycle is good. I see the  exhaust (knalpot), is it have smoke or no. I just as repair it because it broken.  "I had spend money to repaired this motor cycle. I drive it nicely.  

Note. I can remember this dream when I see motor cycle in  by pass   the bridge - Flyover    Aliandra. I by pass the undner pass of Aliandra than  from fly over Aliandra I see the motor cycle and the  motor cyclist. When see it. I conenect with my dreams in last night  o last morning  who drive my motor cycle. 

Evidently my motor cycle still broken. My uncounscious just have hope my motor cycle in good position. 

In the morning , I'm aware. My body feel not fresh. I'm sleep again. I get op on about 07.30 am. I  hurry pu to go to the bath room to take a bath as prpeparation  to go to hte  church  to  worship God in Holy Mass. I prepare to go to the church. Than I satrt to go to the Curch. I by pass  Jln Biola IV -  Blok B - Blok C - gate 1 VMG I - Bogor Village - Pertamina - under pass Fly ove Aliandra -  Asera -  Jln.  Bulevard - Pasar Modern - riverbank - Saint Albert church. I  by bike. I start on 08.20 am from house. I arrive many be on 08.40 am  when Glory song. I'm 'm late  . I sit  down in Pastoral work Buliding, Gedung Karaya Pastoral (GKP).  Today Ftaher Daniel and Father Eduardo da Silva  who lead the holy mass. Father Edo, OFM  who preach. He share his expereince when work in Tentang parish, Labuan Bajo, Diocese. He serve Mnaggarai pei=ople. He share his expereince where the people talk in mix language- Manggarai and Indonesia, while he think it on  Indonesia only, so it make  confusing and misunderstanding. When listen  penitent sacramen, he listen student whotalk they sin. " My sin is  " Saya mencuri pandang". .   Pandang in Manggarainese   means   pineapple. while he understand it in Indonesian language means see with eye tile (melihat dengan ekor mata). . Wow...he misundertanding. The Holy Reading talk about  faith. ""If you have faith  as big as  mustard seeds (biji sesawi) , you can say to fig tree (pohon ara),  uproot (tercabut)  and planted to sea  and the tree will  obedient (taat) to you," Jesus aid. Wow.....    how big is my faith?" I ask to myslef. " The right man will life by fath ( Habakkuk 2: 4)  or You see, anyone whose heart is not upright will succumb, but the upright will live through faithfulness.' Habakkuk 2: 4)

Fathed Edu da Silva, OFM talk about  faith.  He talk atbou ignorant  or stipid can dangerous  and risk, 

Than he sing of song  while  play guitar. His voice  is good.  He come tohether   his  crew from OFM  community. On the end Holy Mass Father Daniel give message to  Catoliv=c people that Fther Edu da Silva, OFM  come to Parish of Saint Albert  Harapan Indah  to sale local product  of agriculture  from villae parish in Flores is Tentang in Labuan Bajo Diocese. " Plase the package prouct of agriculture just as coffee, ginger,  curcuma  xanthorrhizza  (temulawak) or java ginger.  curcume, rebok ( powder food).   " Please buy it," Father Daniel said.  When finish Holy mass I come to the secratery of parish. I ask book for Porta Sancta Pilgrimage. The parish staff secerary give it. "How   much price is this book?" I sk. It is IDR 10.000. I brign money IDR 12.000. I wan to buy one but  the staff od secrary parish say, it should be transfer, can not cash," she say. I see to  south side. I see Father Edu da Silva, busy to carry the    herbs  product that he bring  from  Tentang parish, Labuan Bajo  Diocese.  The  Catholic people  crowded to come to ask and buy it. The coffee  running  out  fast (koipi cepat habis). It sold out. It left of  ginger, curcume   xanthorrhizza  (temulawak). Father Edu da Silv bussy to lift it  from  store to stand. The  cartoon is broken so the  curcume anf ginger fall down to floor or land. . I'm pitty. I'm  ask help to seceetary. May I borrow the scissors and   duct tape  (lakban) to tidy the cartoon?" I ask.  I go there. There is Catholic man  who help too lift it. I offer to repaire the cartoon of ginger and curcume xan thorrizza (temu lawak) first, but the man direct to  carry it to  sale tent. So I'm  nor wrap it to tidy up it again. I mee Carrol's mom. She  buy many the curcume and  ginger. She share to me. She  give 2 package to me, ginger and curcume xanthorizza (temulawak). Thank you," I say. I'm not bring enough money for it. I only bring menoney IDR 14.000, include to   collect  when offering (persembahan). Than I buy the way. "Fraher, Tentang is my parish in last time. I was baptitized by  Father Flory Laot, OFM. In last time, WEla include  Tenatng parish, that move to Waning than join with Golowelu parish,": I say to him.  I meet with FLOBAMORA    staff and people, just as Mr and Mrs Bone, Mrs and Ms. Kasmist, Mr. Fancy, Mr. Beny. We talk  with Friar OFM.  Ther Friar OFM  from Ruteng. We talk  bythe way.  There are young Catholic  who help to sale  the  agriculture product  from Tentang  parish. "Father in next time if you want to sale here again, please contact Mr. Bone to ask FLOBAMORA people to help to  serce here," I say.  We by the way.  In the sky we see the group  plane fly in the sky. It is  place  of Indonesia army to celebrate the Indonesia's military day  that  happen today, October 5, 2025.  it is happen on last week. I see the group of plane fly low just as this," I say.  I return the yellop duct tape (lakban kuning)  and scissors to the parish secreatary. "Thank you," I say. Than we take picture together Father Daniel, Ftaher Edu and  OFM friar.  Than  I return. I'm  by bike. I stop by in  Shoop in near Saint Albert Church. I se the vacancy of work. I stop  I photo it. I ask to the staff. "We need the markering  staff. If you have family  you can send the aplication  to here. Our eorks of hours are on 09.000 am - 18.000 pm," she said. I want to reommended it to people  who looking for  work, include the Catholic people in Saint  Alfonsus I evironment or Wela peole  ho need it," I say to my heart. Thn I go back to home. I by pass Jln Bulevard - Pasar Modern - Asera - Bogor Village - T junction - Blok C - Padang Restaurant - I spend IDR8.000 for Macarel tuna fish  and jacfruit vegetables. Than I by pass Blok C - BA - B - house. I entrance to house. I see the motor cycle, Just as it  own of Mrs Tely. Ms Elin and Ms Oden and Ms Tely ready to go to Rawa Indah to Mrs. Tely's  boarding house. May be they have event there. I try to possituve thinking.  I hope that Ms Elin  and Ms Oden    is cooking  the food  but evidently none. I try to patient. Than I take the   tools to  winnow the rice , wash  rice that cook it. I  take water in gallon than boil it. i take papaya leaves. I cook many the ppaya leaves, Before boiling it I'm wash it repatly. I se  PAM water and  gallon water to clean it. I wash it   with water that I mix  with salt. Than  I'm take the  garlic that boil it. Than I boil the papaya leaves. I drink water. I'm eating the taro (keladi) in freezer. Ms Oden or Ms Tely not make finsih it. I'm eating it. I make drink of ginger curcuma  xanthorrhizza  (temulawak) . Than I prepare to  lunch. I'm eating rice, papaya leaves, jackfruit vegetables. I taste it. Than I read  news . I get  video from Mr. Selis  who psot viseo about made of cottige to put the water toos of Tandon in  my home in Gang PLN Labuan Bajo - Mr. Selis  work to  instal it. He make roof and rhe wall. The wall he use  zinc (seng).  "Thank you may the work smooth," I  write in   Whatss au to  him.  "We not install the  pipe and  macine of electic there,"  Mr. Selis  write. Okay, may  smooths the  work of it." I write. 

 I'm not sleep in the middle day. In afternoon I prepare myslef go to Blok F, to Mr. Henry's house to join on the Rosary prayer. Mr. Henry want to give thanks to God for success of  her fist daughter Mrs Yohana's study, finsih   thesis test.  and ask  euccessfull to Ms Chairsta  who practice now. Ms Charista in semester 5 now," he said.  I go there on 15.50 pm. I by pass Blok B - blok C - Blok G -. . I see the Catholic people  who had come just as Mr. haryono, Mr. Julius, Mr. Sumijo, mr. Joko, Mr. Totok, Mr. Carlo.. The women and girls had come. I help to   set the chairs.. We by the way.  Than Mr. Anto, Mr dan Mrs . Teja come. Today Mr. Anto  who lead the prayer.  The prayer start on 16.15 pm. Mr Anto lead the  Worship and Mrs Totok lead the  Rosary prayer. Than I hep to lead the  Pray before  eat. Than We lunch / supper in afternoon. Mrs Henry and her daugter prepare the food nicely. "This is   Semarang Soup (Soto Semarang). There is egg, noodless (mie) . I'm taste it.  Ms Charista  serve us. She lilf the  soap, rice drink, cake. We taste  it. I'm  enjou the  soup  (Soto) so delicious. First I taste it. Than I increase it  with rice, I  increase the lemon too dan chily  but not so much. Mr.  Ssumijo see me. "You can increase it. " Mr. Sumijo said.  I eat it  with devouringly (lahap).  Thn I'm eating  crackers (kerupuk) and  drink the ice. Mr and Mrs Teja wan to go back. Their Son, Vincent  had come.  Evidently Vincent come with his granmother  but his grandmother jsut as not join on theevent. Than the rturn. "We will go to Babelan," Mr.Teja ay. Than they return.  I help tidy up the cup. In our line there is  Mr. Martin and Ms Dwi. There is Mr. Carlo and Mr. Teja too.  We by the way. Mr. Julis ask my motor cycle. "Where your  motor cycle?" he sk. It is in home. "I listen from Mr. Sumijo had  give tiu the techicial of motor cycle te repaire it. Yes  but I'm not yet contact him," I say. "Yes, may the time ot exact," Mr. Sumijo says. .  Than we  are disbanded (bubbar). I by pass Blok  F - E - D - B. In home I'm aeting the papaya leaves  than I read news., include in WAG of Wela. There is information  priestly ordination  in Ledalero yesterday . There is a priest of SVD  who  got priestly ordination . He is from Anam but still have relation with Wela people.  She is  son of Detha  in Anam. ' "Sorry, I'm not understand the relation of this prest  with Wela people. How is the rlation.  "What is tribe  was Detha belong in Wela? I ask.  Than Ms Aga and Ms Any  Gema Galgani explain it. Detha from Nua tibe in Wela." they said.  Than  Ms Elin, ms Odden return. Just as  aomeone delivery them. They by the way outside, in   front of  home. I 'm not  disturb thie enjoy event.  I respect ehem as adult people.  I'm not   drink medicina of Amlodipin, Alopurinol dan  Simfastatin this evening. I'm lazy to  cook warm  water. Than I'm rest.  .

Monday, October 6, 2025. 

I'm aware.  I don;'t know I have dream or  no. . I get up. I go to toilet. Than I  get up. I go to kitchen. I prepare pan  to cook the  vegetables. I check the old rice. It is still good. I'm not cook the  rice. I only prepare the pan to boil the papaya leaves. This is the end session I boil the papaya leaves that I  pick in last week in JPS. I'm feel that my hand and seem stiff (kaku). "Oh...I'm get the  goat. May the cholesterol on high position too becuas during the ends month I  of ten eat the padang food, especially  the vegatbles that  have cocnut milk (bersantan).  I try to stop eat the papaya leaves. I want to return the  olf patern is eat carrot, pumpkin, chinese cabbage (sawi putih) as vegetables.  As the end sesson , I try to finish it. I ash it. I use  tap water (air keran) than  Iuse the galon water that  mix  with salt than I'm  rinse with gallon water. I take the garlic that cut it than I boil it. Than I atke a bath. I awsh my dress that I soak in last evening. Than I soak a dress again. When fiish take a bath. I 'm draining (meniriskan)  papaya leaves. The boling water I let boem colf than I drink it after drink mineral water and boling water og garlic and   ginger.. I drink warm water, drink boiling water of ginger and garlic, . I wash my dress   in terrace. The water is clean. I'm happy but thet  dirty water come. I'm sad. Than I  I iron the dress. Than I prepare myslef to go to school. 

Than I start to school on 06.25 am.  Praise tot he Lord.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 06.25 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I . I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and yoehtr staff and techer of JPS. I entrance to lobby C - lobby B. I arrive in lobbt B. I finger print on 06.44 mam. Praise to the lord  I arrive on tiome. I go to the libary. I open the library and chapel room. There are 2 studens of JHS  who need take something in chapel. I open it so  they can access it. I open the library room. I tun on lamp and AC. I start from  home on 06.25 am,  I arrive in school on 06.35 am.  Than I go  the  second floor. . I open the library.  Than Ms Helda come.  I coordinate  work with Ms Helda..She bussy to  make cove the book that almost  broken.  W serve students  who use the chapel, include the SHS students.  Thn I   busy prepare the material of accreditation. I wrute thge a=daily expereice too. 

Than I go back to home on about 10.22 am. I by pass Blok lobby C - gate 2  JOS - Jln Bulevard -  Bridge - park - Harmony shelter -  Horse statue - Aralia - Ifolia - SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque HI - T junction - embankment -  riverbank -  - path of Bogor Village - Lake - Moslem prayer MBuilding of Mushola -  T junction - gate i VMG I - Blok A - C -   Padang Retsaurant - I buy macxrel tumas fish - I spend IDR 8.000.. I use money paper IDR 100.000. The Padang restaurant  owner rturn IDR 92.000. T go to home.  I by pass Blok   C . I vome to gallon water kisk. I odrder water IDR 12.000 for 2 galns. - A - B -  Than I go to home. I'm breakfasr. I'm eat  many papaya leaves. I wash my dress. There are 1 pieces. I'm happy. The water is clean.  I retun to school on 11.30 am 

Than I start to school.    I by pass   Gang Biola IV - Blok B 0 A - C - gate 1 VMG I -  T junction - I by pass or cross the road with smooth - Bogor Village path -  I see students  and old men  who sick in path - Moslem people prayer  building (Mushol0 - Embankment - lake - Meet   adult men  who bring the sack. He usually wash sck in late - I see students momen who by lectric motor cycle - riverbank -T junction -  turn to right -- Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya -. I see people come to Mosque to pray. Wonderful the Moslem people. Thy dekigent to pray. They go to pray toether on 12,000 pm.   I continue my journey. I by pass  Ruko Simphony -  Deer  statue - Horse Statue - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I entrance to lobby B. I see in  near lobby B. Mrs Titi's had thhwew. It means Ms Titi had arrive in the scool. I come to the library. I meet with Mr. ANdy.  He want to go out. ' Where do you go?" he ask. Do you want to parking your  bike? he ask. I'm not answer. "Where do your motor cycle?" he ask.  It is in home but still broken," I say.  What is happen? he ask. It broken of machine," I answer. "Please by electric bike, just as this. he say. "How much price isthis? I ask. It is IDR 13.000.000." he say. There is that cheap, about IDR 3 - 4 million. It s better that you use the bike," he say.  Okay I will think it," I say. "How about reapited if broken? " I ask. This gurantee  during 5 years," he say.  Abou charge?" It is   cheap," he say. "it is good idw, I say. Than I entrance to lobby c - second floor.  When I fo there, Mrms Helda not there. She alredy  break. I arrive there on 12.15 pm. I see Mr.  Taufan lead the  SHS student in the library.

In afternoon I'm jogging. I meet Ms Dianing in the school in lobby B. "I still have  debt. I fill finish it tomorrow," she say. "Okay. Than I;m joggigng during 5 times about JPS' field. I meet Mr. Kevin who jogging. He is running. I jogging 5 time  while pray., Than I retun to the library. Thn I'm lunch inafternoon. I'm feel sleepy after eat the food. 

Ms Lucky and Mr. Harjono invite me to retun. Ms Lucky - the JHS Principa talk about her bussy to prepar the  accrediatation JHS too. Tey ar very vussy to prpare the school accreditation.  "Wahat ime the  JHS school accreditation?" I ask it ii aboyt 16 Ovtober 2025," she said. The Librry get shedukel on October 23, 2025. " I I say Than they  go back.I continue do my duty. 

Than I wash the tiupper ware. Than I chat with  Wela people  while try to understnad it.   Some teachers come too.  I  chat with Wela people in WAG. We talk about Wela people, especially the history of each tribes. Now  we discuss about The  cumbi tribe.  I ask than make reflection. Mr. Annga  try to answer my data, I read my data in blog that I share it. Than Anngga respons it. I get many input to  enriching the understand. Than I try to do the duty about  accreditation. Ms Ana, Mr. Acep shar e the material. I try   coppy and modifcation it.  I get diffucukt the data. I ask to Ms Evy and Ms Herlina. We will sent ti tomorrow,: they say.  Tan I try to do wahat I can do, I join on discuss about   Cumbi tribe in Wela. I wrok until evening. I write the daily exor3ence.. I go back on aeveninng on 21.25 pm. 

Than I go back to home. I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty. I open the gate 2. Than security help to clode it.  Mr. Hakim hlep me.  -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. - -  Ifolia - Deer Staue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - I buy carrot - pumpkin -gingger - garlic. I spend about IDR 30.000 for it. Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - Warteg 2 Saudadara - I uby Anchovy.  I spend IDR 5.000.   Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

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Tuesday, October 7, 2025. I have dream. The drem about my activity in a place. I just as meet with my class mate  when Major Seminary of Saint Peter Ritapiret, Mr, Festa Manuel  who from Lembor. He is priest in Ruteng Diocese now. We met in a place. We join on event . Than he sing of The Manggarai traditional song, just as Sanda. I try to fllow it  but can not. I try  to listen but I'm can not follow it. Just as he and the  custome  traditional Manggarai  want to deivery this song on this event. "We try do the best. Thay just as no prepareation about it.  There are local sociaety people  who want to join  this event. Just as they want to sing it in other place, not in place we  weet  that  time.  Than I'm aware. I go to the toilet. 

Than I  take pan to cook water. I wim=nnoe rice was the rice than cook it. I atke the pumpkin carrot in in fegrigerator, I 'm peeling it than I'm  i cut. I boil water. I'm peel the carrot, pumpkin. I see the old vegetablkes thad broken, especialy  chines cabagge and  carrot. The chinese  chabbey destroy, It proiduce teh bed smell. I trough it. Than I prepare to boilt it. I. I seam  the corrot and pumkin. I drink warm watewr, I take  a bath. drink warm water,, wash ress, iron the dress than start to school.. I meet Ms Agnes  who come to pick up Ms Oden. . Than Istart. 

Than I start to school on 06.25 am.  Praise tot he Lord.  I pray angelus prayer fist than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 06.25 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I . I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and other staff. I  parking the bike than go to lobby C - lobby B. I  finger orint on  06.40 am. Ms Helda  come earlier than me. She open force the library. I'm feel not good. But I try to positic thinking. I t happen ecause I come late then her. The lsolution if  is i can duplicate the key of  library. SO, if she  need toaccess she can use her key. Than we  turn on the lamp, AC . I turn on the PC. Than we begin work. I write th e daily expereince. Some teachers  come to the library. Some students  cme too, include Nolam.  Than I write the dialy expereince. The Primary, JHS, SHS and teachers  come. We serv e them. Ms Helda and I  tidy the broken book. We through the   books that can not use again. The other book we save. Ms Ita help us. She help to paste the  written i the wall. She work together with Ms Helda. On 10.00 I'm brekafast. I'm eating rice, carrot and pumpkin vegetables, enchovy. The anchovy smell   spread to the room. I'm sgame. My place of work get the anchovy smell. Wow...... I save the tupperwareunder my desk. I hide it there. "Yes, better you bring the food so not  back and forth (bolak balik). " Ms Helda said. Ms Ita and Ms Helda  stick (menempel) the writen in front of the library. I'm shame too.  Mr. Mario   dilivery some books. I accept it. Mr. Mario check the books the written in the library "Keep silence". Accrding to him, it should be plesase keep silent. Please check it it internet. Than I check. Evidently both is  right or correct. Keep silence it better for the library because it is instruction to obey by all user.  Than Ms Ita ask the Office boy to delivery the books to the library. There are some  cardboard (kadus) books. I check and give stamps for some books. It is the old boks. I check while  read it.  It is nice book. Than I  think to ask Ms  Helda to  continue to stamp the other v=books in other cardboard. In WAG  Wela  we talk about  tribes in Wela, especially the  the Cumbi, Karot, Dese, Welo and Nua. We try to  study to know it. I get knowledg e about it. Mr. Felix, Mr. Anto from Malang join on the discuss. Mr. Angga, Mr. Dus  from Wela join too. Mr. Robert Wardi, Mr. Leo, Mr. Ferdy, Mr. Ferdy, Mr. Alex, Mr. Ino and I from Jakarta  join too. We get the increase knowledge about it.   Than I'm lunch at afternoon.  Than I feel just as there is something in my body. It is reaction when I eat much rice. "May be not get  the sick becuase of it, include the diabetes sick.  I'm sleepy because  eat rice.  My menu same   with when breakfast, rice,   steam vegetables, anchovy, The portion of foor  more much than  breakfast portion.  . I try to write daily expereince.  I get Wa from Mr. Tarsi about event  engagement (pertunangan Mr. Fedy - Ms Lucy in Kampung sawah in nest Sunday, October 12,  2025. "Do you have time to join?"he ask. I will contact Mr  and Mrs Leo  first. If they okey, I will acompany with them," I say. Than I  WA to them . "I will palan to jooin on Mr. Fersy' - Ms Lucys engagement on  Sunday, October 12,  2025.  Can I join in your car?  I will wait in MM Bekasi," I  say."Okay, 'they say. "About the  souvenirs , I will participate IDR 50.000. I will summit cash to you on nest Snday, October 12, 2025. 

I write the daily expereince. I can finish for some days  but the experience today not finish yet. I will finish it tomorrow.," I say in my heart.  I go back to home on 21.45 pm. Wow........ 

Than I go back to home.  I go back to home 0n 22.00 am. Wow....., so late. I I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty.  I see Mr.  Rizal and his friend. I'm not see Mr. Hakim. Usually the gate  close. But now it open. May be they help me so I can by pass there. . "Thank you sir," I say to Mr. Hakim - security who on duty.  Than I pedaling it. I ride while pray of Creed of Catholic: , I believe in God, the father almighty, the creator and heaven and earth and Jesus christ his only son our Lord......"..  I try ti repeat it and try uo understanding it. I by pass the  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. - -  Ifolia - Deer Statue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - I buy carrot - pumpkin -gingger - garlic. I spend about IDR 30.000 for it. Nurul Qolbi School - At Taqwa School - Warteg 2 Saudara - I buy Anchovy.  I spend IDR 5.000.   Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in house.

I see the  sack (karung) of rubbish  (trash)   (- sampah-) of of  rubbles (puing) of building  that I had collected in last month  but the  rubbish  staff not yet lift to car of trash. Now, none. Who  is taking it? May there is neighbour   who kind and help to  take it and put on the right place.  May God, bless this people," I say in my heart.  I entrance home   - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest on 23 20 am

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Wednesday, October 8, 2025.  I have dream. The dream about my activity in a place. I just as in a place with my family, juts as Mr. Rony but he is still small. His skin is white, difference with me that have tan skin (kulit sawo matang ).  "You are  white and handsome," I say just as it to him. Than we just as wan to go to other place. There are other family member to just as Mr. Agus Jeharut, our nephew . Our postition just as in  Lagar ot Cawa Cumbi. Thre is narrow  road. Than in valley I see  Rony or Agust make something that neglect. We bring animls sacrifice to the destination place.   Rony and Agust just as neglect, carelsss, so the animal, incude  pig  untied. The rope untied (from it leg so move to other place, even to  abyss (jurang). I'm annoyed (kesal) and worry. Mr. Agus try to cath the pig. They play butit careless so the pig untied (terlepas). This dream  come in the end sleep.  Than I aware.  The time show at  05.30 am.  I get up.

 I go to the toilet.  Than I return to kitchen.  I check the rice. There is the  old rice. I put it on  cow. I wash the pan to prepare to cook new rice. 

Than I  take pan to cook water. I winnnow rice , wash  the rice than cook it. I take the pumpkin,  carrot in in regrigerator, I 'm peeling it than I'm  i cut. I boil water. I'm peel the carrot, pumpkin.. Than I prepare to boil it. I. I steam  the corrot and pummpkin. I drink warm water, I take  a bath. drink warm water,, wash dress, iron the dress than start to school.. I knock the door for Ms Oden . She take a bath.  Ms Elin get up. She get up late today. She prepare  something, include   iron the dress to use today,. Ilisten sound, may be fart. I try to enjoy.  I meet Ms Agnes  who come to pick up Ms Oden. . Than In the front gate there is sound of motor ycle. Evidently Ms Agnes  who come to pick up Ms Oden. On 06.30, Ms Oden start to school. 

I prepare myslef.   I iron the dress than I start to school on 06.30 am. . Praise to  the Lord.  I pray Angelus prayer first than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school.I  Start on 06.30 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola - I see adult women in back of  Musolla.  a adult women still carry while give food and  breast milk (asi) to her kids.  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I. I'm not yet know his name.  I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya -. I see teacher and students of SMKN I Tarumajaya. They entrance to school.  I by pass  Ruko Simphony -  Deer  Statue - Horse Statue - - I turn  to left - in Harmony intersection -  Bridge - Altius Hospital  - turn  to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and other staff. I  parking the bike than go to lobby C - lobby B. I  finger print on  06.43 am. I go to the seconf floor.  Ms Helda  come earlier than me. She open force the library.She already open the room and turn on the lamp in the library room.  I'm feel not good. But I try to positive thinking. It happen because I come late then her. The solution if  is i can duplicate the key of  library. So, if she  need to access she can use her key. Than we  turn on the lamp, AC . I turn on the PC. Than we begin work. Ms Helda open the PC and turn on the PC and open the  R library. I write th e daily expereince. Some teachers  come to the library. Some students  come too, include Nolan. Mr. Randy - JHS teacher come.  I ask him to  write on the visitor book. Than Mr. Nico come. He accompany  SHS  students who prepare the test.  They are Jacinda, Sidney, Albet,   Than I ask them ti write name in the book of  visitor. Theey do it. Than I write the dialy experieice. The Primary, JHS, SHS and teachers  come. We serve e them. Ms Helda and I discuss about aur agenda today. "Please  study and try to finish  the instument of accreditation number 7. "Please stamps the books too," I  say.  I show it to her. I copy the example from  other school. She   study it.  I go to the   hallway. i meet with Mr. Janus and Ms Evy. I by the way with Mr. Janus about our plan to go to paris Servatius in  on Subday October 12, 2025. We need  acolyte for it lead the Worship." I say. "Please give information to me, where environment that become your destination there,"  We have pattern there. On each  environment of Catholic had choose the  acolyt (prodiakon). he say. "Okay I will ask to my family about it. "Thank you," I say. Than I  sent WA to Mr. Tarsi . I sk it. Evidently,  Ms Lucy's family had prepare it. "Okay I say. When I get this information, I see Mr. Janus. I'm call him. "Sir evidnelty the family in   Kampung Sawah had find  Acolyt to lead the worship of enggement for my brother," I say.  Than I write the daily expereince.  Mr. Harjono come to submit magazine of Parahyangan. "'Thank you sir. I stamp it.  Than  The General Affairs staff come. They are Mr. Trimo, Mr. Julhaq, Mr. Rudy and other staff.  They want to install televison in the library room.  I let them to do it. Mr. Tomy come too. We discuss about Accreditation   instrument. "Some of component that not finish yet are   organization of library, the budget and other component," I say.   On first break I serve student  who read books and return the books.  Than I by the way  with Mr. Nico - phisic teacher. He share his expereince and  result of his struggle. He show  his  home. I had pension but the people still give work to me. My other friend they than pesion and no work. They depent to their children about the cost of life now. We workrhard and try to work smart," he say.  We work  while saving the money," he say.  I share video  with Ms Helda.  I Than I get call from Mr. Tomy . He ask about the cuboard to put the books.  In addition, plan to take the video of profile of the the library of JOS. "Can it  nest week?" I ask. "We try to avoid the tight time."If jsutas it, tomorrow we want to  take video," I say.    Sir the AC so cold,can I  turn off one?" she ask. "Okay," I say. In the morning I trun on 4 AC. But when the  vistor less, the condition so ocld.. It make Ms Elsa  cold (kedinginan).  "Please turn off one AC again," I say  to her.  The SHS stuudent  come to the library. 

I drink water. I want to go to home to breakfast.  I'm not bring the food.  We  wrok to serve students.

Mr. Tomycall to take he picture for libribary  priofile  today.  "Can it  next week because we not set it nicely. "Oh can not becuse we  need time to  idit it," he say. If just as it, please tomorrow," I say. I'm  hurt fluttering (dag dig dug) becaue there are many instrument not  fiish yet. Than I try to begin do it. Ms Ethel come. She fill hot.  She complain about it.  Ms Ita and Ms  Selda help  to  stick thew writeen in the wall. I;m shame.  On 11.50 

On 12.00  we praqy. 

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Thursday, October 9, 2025. 

Thursday, October 3, 2025. I have dream. The dream about my family  cousin is Mr. micky Pandu  who just as have problem in his  household (rumah tangga).  Just as his wife  leaving him. She bring  with her daugter. Why is she leaving Mr. Micky? May  because the job. Mr. Micky's  wife is  cicil servant  while Mr. Micky is  private person (orang swasta).   May be because it his wife leaving him.  Jsutras Mr. John or Mr. Beny   talk abou it too. They  just as  sneer (mencibir) him. The othe partof dream I forget. This is memory problem.  Than  I wake up on 04.05 am. The  sound of Moslem  people  who pray in the morning entrance to my ear. It is so hard  make me get up. I go to  toilet. Than I  retun to kitchen. Than I  take pan to cook water. I winnnow rice , wash  the rice than cook it. I take the pumpkin,  carrot in in regrigerator, I 'm peeling it than I'm  i cut. I boil water. I'm peel the carrot, pumpkin.. Than I prepare to boil it. I. I steam  the corrot and pummpkin. I drink warm water, I take  a bath. drink warm water,, wash dress, iron the dress than start to school.. I knock the door for Ms Oden . She take a bath.  Ms Elin get up. She get up late today. She prepare  something, include   iron the dress to use today,. I prepare myslef.   I iron the dress than I start to school on 06.30 am. . Praise to  the Lord.  I pray Angelus prayer first than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school.I  Start on 06.30 am.  I prepare the ATM to transfer money to pay the credit installments (cicilan  kredit)  I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola - I see adult women in back of  Musolla.  a adult women still carry while give food and  breast milk (asi) to her kids.  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I. I'm not yet know his name.  I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya -. I see teacher and students of SMKN I Tarumajaya. They entrance to school.  I by pass  Ruko Simphony -  Deer  Statue - Horse Statue - - I turn  to left - in Harmony intersection -  Bridge - Altius Hospital  - turn  to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and other staff. I  parking the bike than go to lobby C - lobby B. I  finger print on  06.43 am. I go to the seconf floor.  Ms Helda  come earlier than me. She open force the library.She already open the room and turn on the lamp in the library room.  I'm feel not good. But I try to positive thinking. It happen because I come late then her.Today Ms Titi come. She come tohether Mr. Tony,  and Ms Ita. He supervise the room inlude the  lobrary.  please make the letter tat clear so he people know. Make it bigger," she say.  She ask he boks that had sent to the libary. Are you had in put to sisters? He ask. "Not yet because We stil busy to to the instrument of accreditation," she she say. "If I  aks do, please do," she say. "We must do what th urgent," I say in my heart.. Than Ms Ita, Mr. Tomy and I ask about the instrument that need help  of Ms Titit. The  duty letter of  teacher and staff  who  eam of library and . Than the  buying busget of book  dan and news paper. Ibout the budget please you  write  email to me in order to I know it. , O she say. "Okay. Than I'm doing it. I trype  the leter on email that sent it to her. I need long time to make it. For the first I  make leeter to her. I'm   heart punding (dag - dig dug too). 

han I work hard  to input the books to SISTER. I try to analyzing data. Than make labe the book than input it to sister. This is that I looking  for  before.  I work hard about this.  I go back to home. I go to lobby B - ooby A - lobby  C - parking area. Than I go back. _ by pass parking area -  loby C - loobby B - lobby A - greeting to security and permission to the - I by pass  Jln Bulevard -   tamarind  trees (pohon asam) - bridge - park of Harmoni - Harmoni shaleter - intsesectiion Horse staue (Pattung Kuda - - Ifolia - I go to Ifolia to transfer money to pay installments credit of CUWM. . I  fail to transfer it in ATM  BCA Indomart of Ifolia. Than I return to ATM in Indomart RAlia. I sucess to transfer it to   CUBG. Than I try to transfer it to CUWM. I entry the numbmer but fail. I'm sad  and worry. What is happen. I had  write  the   number but  when I type it on the  ATM bank, it fail to send. Wow..., what is happen? "Is the number of Bank account that changed?" I ask. . I want to contact the office of CUWM is the Bank acount ha changd?. I try to make reflection, may be thie is the old name. Than I check agian when arrive in home. I can not make sure the correct number. "I will check it later. ." I say in home I chaeck it again " I say. I go back to home. I by pass Aralia - Ifolia - SMKN I Tarumajaya - T junctin - Bogor Village -  market - Wateg Dua Saudra. I stop by to buy he anchovy. I psend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home - I by pass  Alfamidi - T junction -  Gate 1 VMG I - Blok A - B - gate Blok B - Blok B 6 - Blok B 3 - Jln Biola IV -  house.  Than I warm the  water than I drink it. I drink medicine, wash my feet than I'm rest -  

Friday, October 10, 2025. 

Friday, October 10, 2025.  I have dream. The first dream about   my activity in a place. I just as travelling.  I and other people just as arrived in a place. We walk  from south no north. There is beach in right side and in north side there is mountain and village and building, include the Church. I see church  from far away (distance). "It is Cancar  church," I say in my heart. The door of Church face to south. It is in  hill position so can see from  distance (kejauhan).  I just as  remember Mr. Largus, my brother in law. We walk  to north side. In left side just as  there us view f  hill. 

Than I aware.   Than   I   go to toilet to pee, I return to  kitchen.  Than I  take pan to cook water. I winnnow rice , wash  the rice than cook it. I take the pumpkin,  carrot in in regrigerator, I 'm peeling it than I'm  i cut. I boil water. I'm peel the carrot, pumpkin.. Than I prepare to boil it. Than  I steam  the corrot and pummpkin. I drink warm water, I take  a bath. drink warm water,, wash dress, iron the dress   I prepare myslef.   I iron the dress than I start to school on 06.30 am. . Praise to  the Lord.  I pray Angelus prayer first than I start to school.  I hurry up to go to school.I  Start on 06.30 am.  I prepare the ATM to transfer money to pay the credit installments (cicilan  kredit)  I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola - I see adult women in back of  Musolla.  a adult women still carry while give food and  breast milk (asi) to her kids.  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I. I'm not yet know his name.  I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya -. I see teacher and students of SMKN I Tarumajaya. They entrance to school.  I by pass  Ruko Simphony -  Deer  Statue - Horse Statue - - I turn  to left - in Harmony intersection -  Bridge - Altius Hospital  - turn  to right to gate 2 JPS - parking area. I see Mr. Tomy and other staff. I  parking the bike than go to lobby C - lobby B. I  finger print on  06.42 am. I go to the seconf floor.  Ms Helda  come earlier than me. She open force the library.She already open the room and turn on the lamp in the library room.  I'm feel not good. But I try to positive thinking. It happen because I come late then her.

Mr. Rudy and Mrr. Julhaq helt to put the  glue to repaire the  bookshelf  tat broken. Mr. (rak buku yang rusak). 

I write WA to  the CUWM staff to give information that in last evening I had pay the credit istallment. I sent the receipt to  him. "Thank you," he respons. "You are welcome," I say. 

I'm and Ms Helda coordnate  about the duty of accreditation. We open the books that we set it.  We serve othe students. Than I permission to go to ATM  BCA in Indomarta Aralia  and Ifolia. I try to tranfer but it fail. Wow......., I had  try to transfer during 2 days  about  payment od credit installment of CUWM  but it still wrong. Than  I go back to home.  I'm breakfast there. Than I wash dress, prepare the food in  tuperwarwe that return to school on about 11.oo am. On 12.00  Ms Helda  go to canteen  to  brekafast. lunch. She work togeher with Ms Ita. I handle the some books. We ask help to GA to  set the   ails in the wall to set the  the map. We wnt to  hang the map. Than  we  try to set it. But the GA staff still bussy.  We try to set the books. I have plan to  entry the books that Ms Titi's give but the condition so bussy so we cancel o it. We busy to serve students and set the books.  In the afternoon Ms Elin go back to home. Than she sent Wa. Are you goback to home   in last orning or middle day, the door not lose/ locked," she  write. "Ys, I eturn to home on about 10 - 11.00 than  I return. orry if I forget to locked the door. Please check  id there is anything hat lose," I say in my message. . I work until evening but   not complete too.  In WAG FLOBAMORA . There is invite letter to meeting of officer managent to discuss about Chistmas event include  the Choir on  December 25, 2025. I just as still busy. I'm not response about  it. I go back to home in evening. 

Than I go back to home. I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty. I open the gate 1 of JPS. . I by pass .  -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. - -  Ifolia - Deer Staue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market -    Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

Saturday, October 11, 2025. 

I don't  know I hace dream  or no. my memory can not remember it.  I aware on about 05.30 am. Than I get up. I go to toilet.  Than I prepare tools to cook vegetables and rice. 

I see there is  rice in rice cooker. Than I  check the vegetalves. I'm not buy fresh vegetable in last evening. The vegetables  letover only chines cabbage.  I cok water.  drink the warm water. That I boil the  garlic.  cut it/ "Beeter I go to market to buy vegetables just as acrrot. I go there after I wash my dress. Ms Herlina and I comptete to use water. She wash her dress to. I'm too.  Than I fill time with go to makeket in Blok B. I use bike. Than I'm bucarrot, tomato I spend IDR 11.000 for it. Than I go back to home. I boil it.  I wash y dress than I prepare food and  to birng to school. I satart to school on about 07.45 am. 

Than I start to school on 06.45 am.  I hurry up to school.  I hurry up to go to school. Start on 07.45 am.   I by pass Jln  Gang Biola IV - Blok B - Blok A - Blok C - gate 1  VMG I - T junction. The  dirty water in the   road.. I  cross  the  road. I   by pass the path of Bogor village -.  The Moslem buliding - Musola -  Lake - embankment  -  riverbank -T junction -  turn to right - I meet and greeting Mr. Sein   who sale  Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur.mr. Zein still talk  with and a citizen Blok B VMG I . I by pass   - Masjid Raya HI - SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony -  Deer  tatue - Horse Statue - - I trun  to left - in Harmony intersection 0 Bridge - Altius Hospital  - tru to right to gate 1 JPS - I lobby B - I go to fnger print. I finger print on 07.56 am. Praise to the Lord I come on time.  I go back to lobby B. I delivery my bike to parking area. I se parent students of JHS ans SHS  who  come to accepr report ccard of students.  see icheles's father take report to Mivhele. . Than I go to parking area. Than  I  parking the bike than go to lobby C - second floor.  Ms Helda  had  come/. We continue to tidy the ooks. I pen all books that I want to  set. There are many tables that I use ti put the  books of paper. "Wow... just as colet the  rubbish," I say. I set ti that I'm  stru set, make folder than  put on trah can the other paper that had broken.  I set it. I work so slow.  Before I go to  BCA ATM to transfe money. Befor I check the bank avccont in  the end email. I try to learn why I'm failtransfer duirng two days  before. "Oh...I wrng  wrte the number of accunt bank of CUWM. I forget  write  the one digit." I analysing it. Than I'm imprive it. I go to ATM Bank. Than  I pray to CUWM and success. Than I return to JPS. I work hard. I set the paper. The paents see the paper that messy. We still set it.  Tan I try to tidy up it. Ms Ita hcome to set the p written. Ms Helfga  lunch tohether Ms Herlina. Ms Ita handle by herslef about the written She  set the  written. 

My condition not so fesh. Just as my body less spirit. May becasuse I eat the foos that very simple  wthout fish. Today I eat rice and vegetables only..  I'm just as not  so energic. 

I cntact Mr. Sumijo and Ms Dana in order to bring the Book of Porta Santa.  "Okay I will  bring it  when Rosary Prayer in Mr. Teja;s house," she say. Thank you," I say. 

Ms Helda go back. Than she begin do the duty. Ms Riris come too. We by the way. 

ms Ita ask Mr. Tomy -OB to set the nail on the wall that hang the map. Mr. Tomy do t. Than Mr. Julga=haq  come.  Is has had set? he ask. I'm return from Meteland menteng to set about swiming pool there. Mr. Melsa  come. He critic me because often  go back to  evening but not  complete the work too. This nice critic to me.  He joke to me. I ty to patient.  We share ide about our expereince about  our senior  e.g. friar Vitus, SVD. "I think he is In Brazilia  now," I say. 

In afternoon Ms Helda  go back. Ms Anggi - OG  clean the room. 

I work until evening. In the evening there is schedule of Rosary prayer in Mr. Teja's house. I go back on 19.15. 

Mr. Sandy, my nephew ask me to borrow oney to him becsuse his ATM have problem. He want to borrow IDR 300.000. "Okay, please sent uour bank account. I will transfer in evening when finish the Rosary prayer,"  I say. " I say in WA. 

Than I go back to home. I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty. I open the gate 1 of JPS. . I by pass .  -  Jln Bulevard -, Mr Jordy say hello to me. He precede me. He drive the motor cycle. I by bike. Thn I'm want to luch. He jsutas looking fot=r the food too. He come to Sedrhana Warteg and  Warteg  in of.Ananda of Wong Brebes. I want to go there. Because Mr. Jordy to Ananda too, I continue my jurney. I go to  Arung Sunda (Warsun) in Ruko Simphony. I'm eat rice, Anchovy , soup. I pay IDR 10.000.  I pay. Than  I go back I.  I by pass  Deer staue - 

 I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market -    Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . In Blok B6 I see the Catholic peple pray in Mr. Teja's house. I pedaling my bike. I go to home. Than I brush my teeth than I go to B6 to join on the Roary prayer. I arive  when Mr. Henry  prach. I listen it.  Ms Natalis who lead the Rosary prayer. . I'm sit in the end line. I stand up to share mike when Rosary prayer lead by each persons.  Than we eat snack  when break. Mr. Julius  come.  We by the way. Where from your parent? I ask. My parents from  Ebde Lio and Ngada," he say. We eat cake. Ms Dana give the book of Porta Sabnta Pilgrimage to me. I give to Mr. Totok one. Than we by the way.  We eat water and eat cake  Than I talk  with Mr.  Ttok, mr. Haryono and Mr. Mr. Sumojo. I wil try to finsih the prayer of Porta Santa. I will  set it again.May can finish on time," he say. Okat I agree it," I say. "We hope it can finish on time," he say. Amin' I say.  

I go  back to home. Mr. Teja ask his wife to  give cake to me. I wait it. Mrs Teja joke to me. Than I'm bring the cake.  I go back to home. I give it to Ms Herlina. I take my bike.  go to Alfa Midi. I stop by in Barbershop of.... ASGAR in Blok C. I as k him to cut and arrange my hair. He do it. he massage  me too. Than I go to ATM BCA in  Bogor Village. I parking the bike in near Padang Resaturant. I transfer money to  my neohew, Sandy When Rosario prayer he ask me, Am I had transfer or no. "I will tranfer one hour later," I sa.  When finsih gtranfer I give information to him. Than I go back.  by pass Alfamidi - T junction - Gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - B - Jln  Bila IV - home. I wrap my head with bed shirt. Than I'm rest. 

Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

 I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

Sunday, October 12, 2025. I have dream.  Tge dream about my activity. The second dream is I listen news that the souce not clear that I got the cancer. Wow.... it is make  me  worry. I pray and hop may God help and save me  always.' It is my preay , houp tan though about response to this   information. This is rumors (kabar angin).  The second dream  is  I'm met with   Bishop Labuan Bajo, Msgr. Max Regus in a place. Than we just as walk  from west to est.  We on foot.  We by the way.  We arrive in a  place. Today Msgr Max Regus  just as  birth day. In a room he just as talk with someone of Catholic peoples. He just   give expalain  while  sometimes  joke    with  he  adult and young women.  They just as say   say happy birthday to him.   Than we just as  talk someone, include my classmate Father  Franskus Ansy Perik. 'In my think  Father Ansy make mistke. H e had had children. He is prist but  biolate (melanggar) hos pledge about celibacy (selibat).  He has  twon cildren now," It is situation in my thinikn (thought) about him.  "He is the sinner people," Msgr Max said.  Than we just as walk to   west again.  Msgr. Talk about  Mr. Leo Dunu. I don't  know  what theme that he talk about  Mr. Leo. My Leo is my cousin. We are just as in place, in big stone.   Note: In last   August and Setember they met in Cikarabg and air port. Mr. Lo talk about it. May be  this  dream relate   about this   eituation that happen in last time.   Than I aware.  I get up on 05.00 am. Today I want to go to  Kampung Sawah, Bekasi to  join on event of engegement of Mr. Ferdy - Robin Dana  with Mbak Lucy. The event happen on  10.00 am. I go to toilet. Than I warm the water. Than I take e a bath, iron dress than prepare the   cloth and  other  dress   for it.  Iatake cak from  regrigertor.   Than I put on tupperware. I use bag to cring it.   Than I  I start. I want to go to the church too. I start late onabout  06.20.     I come to Saint Albert church. I by pass  Jln. Biola IV. I see  white  cat    exit shit in road. ' Kucing Putih bikil usil -  " I make the  poem in Bahasa Indonesia.  Blok B - Blok A - C -  gate 1 VMG I -  Bogor Village -  asera -   I  pedaling bike.  There is   flies that perched (hinggap) dan landed  in my face and nose. It is disturb. I can not  reoel it. I'm let it landed that. "I don't  know the fly  clean or dirty. I ty to enjoy it.  I continue pedaling the bike.  I bt pasa Mie Gacoal - Pasar Modern -  Saint Albert Church. I parking my bike. I go to theterrace. I listen the sound - of  Song of Santus - Kudus - I soit  owb out side in terreace of the Church.  Wow.. I'm so late.  There is guest prist. It is OFM preist. There is fundrising for Saint Fransis Orpjhanage of Jakarta.  I read the  reading in my HP. It is  aboy Naaman  who  take a bath in Yordan River . He dip there  during 7 times that he recover.  I read the second rieading that atlka baout Saint Paul Letter: "If we die togther Chirst we will rise upu together him.  And  the Golspel talk  about  the leprosy (kusta_ people   who were recovered by Jesus but only one people  who come to give thanks to God. There is 9 people  who  forget to give thanks to God.  Than I reah baout hte reflection about it/ The mass finish. I meet with Mr and Mrs Totok - tha Catholic peple  who from Saint Alfonsus I, my neighbour in VMG I . I meet Mrs Irma  the  - FLOBAMORA peop[le. 'Who come together you?" she ask. " I'm come alone,"I say. "I think you come together  other people," she say  while  joke to me. I neet Arturo Iglesia Guang  Huang  with her mother. They join on the first Holy Mass too. I see and meet with sharon ) P 5?  who  come with her mom. I shake hand with her and  her mom. ) I see Mr. Totok  family. Than I get WA from Mr. Leo sent message to me.  Today we  go to Kampung Sawah," he write. "It is  okay. I had in Saint Albert Church to join the Holy Mass hat I will go to MM Bekasi. We weet tthere," I say.  I go to the churxh , read the bible. I put e few money  to donate tyo Saint Francis of srphange. Than I take my bike to go to Harpan Indah. I by pass Harapan Indah - Pondok Ungu. I save my bike there. "How much is cost of  leaving bike here. I will taje in afternoon," I asy. It is IDR 3.00 the staff said.  Thn I walk to main road to access the public transportation. There is car 25 - red car  that still wait. I want to buy mineral water.  But the own =ner of kisok  no enough mney to  return my money. oso Icancel to  buy it. The cay 25 0r ed car  start. I wan to ho to MM Bekasi. I promise to meet Mr. Leo  there.  We want to go to  Kampung Sawah. Than I'm  entrance to car/ We by pass Pondok Ungu. There is car   passenger  who  join to go to     Kranjo, MM.  The passgnger are less. In Jn Sydiuerman, near   Forest City (Hutan Kota Bekasi) there is busker (pengamen) entrance  while sing of tolerane song He sing song about the church that peace, the Pure that cool , r=the Wihara thta  nicely. Than he ask oney to passenger. The driver jsut as dislike it. ;Wy do you give money to that people.  He seldom dirty," he say. We by pass Jln Juanda - Jln Kemakmuran -  RSI A   Hermina - Bank BJB - BVCP - MM. I stop. I pay IDR 5.000 but the driver ask IDR 7.000. I pay it. I'm  hungry.  I looking for food for breakfast.  Wow  it is so difficult. I go back to near BCP and  BJB. I find tent of Nsi duk there. I come to there. I'm eat nasi uduk. I'm eating rice,  noodle,  sauce. I pay IDR 12.000. Wow,....expensive too," I say. Than I retun to MM. I buy 3 bottle water of mineral. I prepare to Mr. Leo,Mrs Maria and I. Than I come to  Sheel to pee. I wash my  face,  brush my theeth there. Than I go to  near Hotel Santika / Lulu Hypermarket. I wait Mr. Leo there.  I fill the time  while see people  who  by pass there, especialy, Mr. Bambang and other GOjek. They offer their service to me. "Where do you go? they asre. I will go to  Kamoung Sawah, in near Saint Servatius   Churxh?" I say. "Please join together me,: he say/ " It is  enough far. " he say. How much xot to there? " May be aboyt  50-.000  60.000," there  he say. They ove their servide to me. "Sorry I wait my brother who pick up  here," I say. I talk with many Gojek  who stay in Duren Jaya, East Bekasi,  Caringin, Sot h Bekasi, Kali Abang, North Bekasi.  I talk with them to fill the time. I see  white headed  women (perempuan Bule) who  sentrance to  Lulu Hypermarket or  Hotel Santika Bekasi -  . L talk with  Gojek - Mr. Bambang. "In last time Kampung Sawah have religion conflict. I  were fight among Catholic with Muslim. But that the conditon of tolerance had good now," he say.  I get   messame from Mrs Maria Fifi Young  who give information that  she not join to  Kampung Sawah because there is their youngest son in home, Alfred  who   holiday in hte end work. He come from Jakarta. He stayed in Matraman Jkarta. He lecture there. On the week  end  he come to home. It is not good  impression if I leaves him while I go to  other place. I want to care to him," he say. Okay, nice idea, : I rensponse her.  fter wait enough ong may be on 1,5 hours finally Mr. Leo come. Mr. Leo wait me in near Permanina. He can not  stop  there  because forbidden by staff of security," he say. Please wal to front," he say.  Okay I will go ther. Than I walk by pass Hotel Medirosa. Than I find him. I wntrance. I entrance to his car on about 09.45 am. Than we  greeting one another  while  sake hand. Happy Sunday,"  I say. "Sorry, Juan mother can not join because she accompany the children in home," he say. It is koay. Than we   start to   Kampoung Sawah. We by pass MM. I give y card to pay the tall. It is IDR 9.5000. Than we  entance Toll Cikampek - Jakarta - . We by the way. We talk about our faily include the children who lecture but not serious.  This is difference. "It is difference spirit. Our era we must work hard , walk from one place to  another place. We must amny thinks, looking for fir e wood,   go to sprinf  or river to  take  water , go to garden,  study. The childen era now just as no challenges. . They growth in  in condition  good economic evenmore abundant (berkelimpahan)," I say. "Yes just as it.  The problem to us is  our energy decrease because  our age  while thir lecture  not finsih," he say.  "Where you stay if  had pensioon?" he ask." May be in Labuan Bajo or Wela," I say. "We must prepare our  pensioon time so the economic  condition is good," he say. "We must  begin make cooperation. We should be start from us. Not wait  family who stay in village. We must change the  financeil system  with modern system. If not  what is difference us  with our grandfather - grandmother? I say. "It is nice idea.   he say.  Our relation of family not good, one reacon ascause (penyebab) it is economic problem. We borrow omey but not pay it yet," he say. It is reason  why we mkae cooperation. It s  finance  container (wadah) or institutiion that organize and arrange the  family finance so  we can borrow with profesional without disturb the fanily relation,"  he say. "It good ide," I say to him.  Than we continue our discuss while Mr. Leo drive a car. We use google map to lead our  journey.   In last  week I go back to Terang. During three  neiht I was there. One neight in Terang. We give   sacrifice to respect Father Gavriel and other  family who had pass away. After make it Alfred recover from his sick. Than  one night in Lembor, on night in Labuan Bajo," he say. The way to Wela had in good conditon now. I'm not  come to Wela, but the way to Wela is good now," he say.  

When I went to home on last week, the peole hope to me so hight that I can give material o them.  

 E exit in tool Jati Warna.   (?) - Jln Hankam -  Jln Bhinneka - Pondok Melati -   Kapung Sawah. The Goolge map lead us nicely. We can  find the road. This Jln Bhinneka No.81. May be Ms Lucy's house near here,"  h I say. I try to contact Mr.Tarsy. "Sorry, we are still in the toll. Please you contact  Mrs Onda and Mrs Diana who already around there," he say. Than we go to Saint Servatius church. Please go  to front than turn to right. Than we go there. Finally we arrive in Saint Servaitus Kampung Sawah. Our journey enough smootth. We walk around.  Mr. Leo contact Mr.  Ferdy. Than Mr. Ferdy   come. We gathering there. Mr. Sictus - Ms Diana  and Flbert had come. Mrs Onda and Mr. Edo had come too. I see Mr and Mrs Jeny's and their daughter - 3 daughter,  Mangelo and Nenet. We bth the way. We meet with Mr. Ino Pangunl and his  wife. They come to    join on the Holy Mass. Ms Ino Paungul is mour teacher of Primary - mrs El  Pangul's   brother. I think they join  on Mr. Ferdy's event but evidently not. They return after few moment. We meet the  Catholic people of  Kampung Sawah, include the  Betawi people who Catholic.  There is man  who on duty to serve orta Sancta Pilgrimage. He us Betawi dress.  We by the way. We take the picture. I by the way  with Mr. Anus -  Jenyis fatger  whho from Lando, Ndoso. I by the way with Mr. Edo. 'Nice u=you can you are as ' Anak Rona," he say. "Yes, becuse of it  I come," I say. Than we take picture. We wait Mr. Tarsi. Than Mr. Tarsi come on 11.00 am . Than we g there. We use car to there. mr.Edo use  motor cycle.  We arrive in Jln Bhinneka. The family arrangne the parkir area.  Than we entrace to home.  Ms Lucy;s  family had come. They had ready. Than we entrance o home. We meet with famly of Ms Lucy.  We by the way. We put what we bring just as fruits, cake, etc.  Than we start the meeting on 11.45 am. Mr. Simon as MC. Than  we  introduce  the two of family.  Mr. Simon ask Mr..... to intoduce Lucy;s family. Than Mr. Leo introduce Wela families.  Than we continue with dialog with pupose of   visiattion. Mr. Leo  say about it.  We come to engeement Ms Lucy. Wa ask  permission   from family to invite her to life togetehr  with Mr. Ferdy as  husband and  wife in  one family. Ferdy is  widower (duda) with two children, sond (Angelo) and a daugther (Renata / Nenet)."   Are the family agree a? " Than  family say. "We ask Lucy first.  Luc asre yiu aree to accept Mr. Ferdy as your canddat you pairs?  family ask/ "Yes, I agree. ;Dou you accpet the weakness of Mr. Ferdy?" they ask. "Yes. Mr. Leo ask too Ms Lucky. "Lucky so you accept Mr. Ferdy with his   all weakness - les in econmic, widower  , bed smell, messy? Leo ask. "Yes, I accept him.  On 12.00 we  pray of Anglus prayer. mr. Leo lead it. "This family so Catholic," I say ib my heart. "We are in same  wave and frequency ( frekwensi)," Mr. leo say.  .Than the Wela family submit the hings as souvenier just as cake, fruits, encelope , ring, cofee, etc. Than we  pray, worship of enggement.  Mr. Tarsy  who lead it. I help read the Gospel but I take rom internet but it is difference  with the tect that had arenge of it.  :Wher from do you take the reading? " Mr. Leo ask. I take from the internet," I say. Than Mr. Tarsi  continue to make reflection . Than change of  ring. . After pray we  lunch. We eat may kind of food just as rice, beacon, chicken, soup, fruits and , cake. We are eating while by the way.  I talk with Ms. Anus (Jeny's father) about  history of  their family. Mr. Anus is  grand child if Ahal. "Who sis Ahal's the first hueband , before he marrid wirh Namal(Nemo). ? "I forget his name but he is from Ajang, Pau -  Beokina - Rahong - . Thei maaried  were reducing the daugters. They were Martha Toro  who amrried with Mbajang peole, Luia who married with  Rofinus Lengga and  Rosa who marrid with  Rosa. Rosa and Kia marrid with Land people..  After it, Ihu married with  Nemo  peduce Mr.Nobert Jawab," he say. I try to write it.  Than we enjoy the food.  We  eat while  enjoy yhe cake and drink. I drink tea too.  Tahn we continue our meeting is arrange the commttee of amrried. Mr. Leo as chief of commiteee, I'm coordinate  if collection of dnation for Wela village - , Mr.Tarsy  who handle the money collecion for  Ferdy;s family,  - Mr. Frans  who handle the Lurutgy. We discuss nicley. The wedding on Saturday, November 15, 2025. Than we dismissal. We  shake hand and permisson to Lucy;s family. Lucy's have big family, . i abut 10 borhrtrs ans sister (7 sister, 3 bothers). One  who pass away. Than we  return.  We by pass Jln Bhineka -   Saint Servatius Kampung Sawah -  Jl. Kampung Sawah - Karnggan - Saint Stanislaus  Kostka  Church of Kranggan, Jaka Sampurna - . We are confuse. Mr. Leo ask me to open Google map but I'm not do it.  just as  I'm  confuse how to use it. "My handphone is off the." he say. Than  we go back without goog;e map. Just as we confuse . Than Mr. Leo plug in the HP to  power in his car. Than he turn on the goolge map. The ggole map lead it.  Out journey when retun just as  so long. We just as los he rigt way. The Google map lead us. Mr. Leo l ask to Harapan Inda. The goolge map lead it. "Whck  do you like I delivery you " he ask. I can stop in  Mm just as in last morning,"  I e say . Than we talk about  Wela. How is way in order to Wela's cusom house not lonely? "According to me, we must build school. "I work in JPS during  15 years. I study from there.  One od  success sotr of them they salee Engling language.    They prepare the books and manage the IC. They have education consultant is Father Laurens Da Costa, SVD.  He have ide about education. They apply it. They combine the traditional and modren idea. I think it  good  if can copy it. We can buld school, etart from KG   - Primary -  JHS - SHS - in Wela," I say.  We try to empowerment people through education wirh high quality," I say to him.  ne ot topic that we discuss is our family, especialy Gaspar and Paulus who just as not take part in decision on Wela village. I think we are msitae on thinking. 'Mr. Beny, Mr. John, Mr. Hila so bussy with hemselves, not wotk wotj other people. This big problem to us. How  we can  improbe system if not work with other people, we bussy isolate ourse;fves? he ask. Not othr peple  who  isolate us but ourselves  who made it. This is risk for us in the future of  Wela. " he say. This is the nice idea.  Tahn we  arrive in Toll Jati Asih  (Jati Warna) -. We by pas toll in the icty of jakarta - Toll Jakara Ckampek - We exit in Bekasi Barat Toll-. I sop in near bridge  of dross.  |Thank uou for your help. Warm greeting to falmy in Cikarang." I say.  Than Mr. Leo continue his journey to Cikarang. he entreance to tall again. I entacne o Pertemaina. I go to toilet. Wow the toilet in Pertaina MM is good. I contact with Mr. Sandy."Do you want to come to Bekasi?. I  recent arrive in MM. Mr. Leo delivery me there. Than he had start to  Cikaang," he say. "What activity do you do in  Kampung Sawah?" he ask. "it is event of Engegeent of Mr.Ferdy, Mr Wilem's the first of don," I say.   Do you want to  come to  our cntract house in VMG I today>" I ask. "Oh...no, may be in next time," he say. "Okay., Tan I give message to   Mrs Maria FY. "Mr. Leo recent delivery me to MM. He  had start to ikarang. "Warm greeting to  family in Cikrang," I  say.  Than  I by pass the bridge  of crosss. I wait  public car to  Pondok Ungu.  I stop in shelter. I'm eat  cake that I bring from home. I'm eating there. I'm finish it.  I see the poor peple   who  sest in edge of road. He seem dirty and dust in his body and dress. Poor of this man. " I say in my heart. Than I wat public transportation to  Pondok Ungu or Haraoan Indah,The red car (bemo) 25 come. This is car that  my subcribtion (langgananku) if  go to MM or banck to Harapan Indah - . The beomo  sotp anough long to wait passengers, The passenger is less. W by pass  MM -    Candra  Bagha stadium (sadion) -  Kranji -. "Please move to toer  car. You can pay there," he say. I move to ther  cars 25.  We  by   Kranji - flu ober - Harapan Baru -  RS Ananda - Prasmanan Restaurant -  Pondok Ungu. I pay IDR 5.000. Than I go to place I save the bike. In foot to there. I pay IDR 3.000. Than I  peading it. I by pass riverbank -  Medan Satria - Harapan Indah -  Penabur School - Gramedia Harapan Indah - Daint Albert Church - there are many cars  that parking in  rad side -  Pasar Modrn - Mie gacoan - Area - Bogor Village -   . I buy achovy in Warteg  Dau Saudadara - T jubction - gate 1 VMG I - Blok C - . I  come ot  vegetables kisok. I buy pumpkin, garlin and chinese cahhbe. I  spend IDR 15.000 . Than I by pass Blok C - Blok A - Blok B - Jln Biola IV. home.  Ms Oden still wash her dess. Ms Tely lie down on floor - Ms Elin wantto take a bath. Than I soak my dress, especially the wjite dress that I use. I want to waet it again tmorrow, So   I must soak than rise it. I use bath room to  wash he dress. I clean tha bath room. I take a bath too. I coil water. I drink warm water. Than I'm  drink war water. I make gervs if ginger and curcume too. I drink the medicine too. Ms Tely  go back to her rent house or boarding house in Rawa Indah.  She use the motor ycle. 

We by the way.  Ms Elin plan to buy home. I si nice idea if you want t buy  home now. "Ms Evy and Mr. Charless say, you can pay  it during 15 years," he say. "Yes, you can dream about home, motor cycle and   and car," I say. "For Oden you focus to finish your thesis first. I say.  We tal about JPS, include the policy. Ms Elin want to get the Church of Family Card. "I suggest  yu can ask to Mr. Robert in join to Bintaro." I sya. "I like make here, in Sain Alfonsus I environtemnt. I'm member of  choir here, she say. "Please ocntaxt the officer if you want to get it.  I hace it but it for me only. Than I show it to them."Better we subbmittng (mengajukan) for each person of us," Mrs  Oden say. :It is nice idea. Base my expereince, when we got this  we must pay monthly dues  about this," I say. . Than I wash my dress, rince it. I ron the dress.  in Wela JABODETABEK WAG, Mr. Leo  psot the picture about he event of Mr.Ferdy  today. Than I'm comment it.  Mr. Egy, Ms Dian  , Mr. Alex comment it too.  Than I drink water, I produce  sweat.  I see in WAG of Saint Kalus. I'm read bed news. Is  about the techer of JHS who pass away. He is Mr Lodovikus Syukur. He si Math teacher. I write deep condolence to him. We are sad listen hsi news. . 

 Than I'm rest. I have plan to pay  but it cancel. I'm tired.  I'm rest on about  22.30 pm. 

Monday, Octover 13, 2015, I have dream . The dream about the accreditation activity and instrument. There is  ask to complete the instrument in aplication. Than I aware. I'm stress. I produce the seat in the morning.   What is happening with my health that produce the sweat althought in the the  early morning." I think. Than I tyr to get up on 05.00 am. I prepare the tools to cook rice. I change the old rice. I winnow rice that wash and cook it. I take thecarrot andpumpkin and peel it. Than I'm wash it , cut that I boi water. I drink warm water. Than I boil it. Ms Elin get up than take a bath. Ms Oden get up andtake a bath/ Than I take a bath. I use  dirty water. I' regreat (kesal) but I try to patient. I'm not managed my emotion. I'm only watering my body without wet and wash my head because  the water not so clear.Than I'm  iron the dress. Than I prepare myself to go to  school. Idrink warm water.  Than I start to school. I pedaling my bike.I start on 06.31 am.  I by pass Jln Biola IB.  Blok B - A- C -  Gate I VMG I - Y junction -  path of Bogor Village - Lake  Embankbank - riverbank - T junction - Mosque Harapan Indah - I see Mr.  Zein who slae the Nasil Pecel Jawa Timur -  SMKN I Tarumajaya. I see studets  who hold the hand fan (kipas angin tangan). in oerf=de to they cool.  Than I by pass Jln Ifolia Raya -Ruki Sinphiny - Smara - TK Winer -  ntersecton - Bridge - Altiu s Hospital. In near Altius Hospital I stop to dross road. I se to back, te car so crowded. Than I  hace time to rcoee - I entance to gate 2  JPS - parking area. I entrance to obby C - go to loby B. I finger prnt - I arive in chool on 0645 am in finger print tools. Wow....It is eaxctly time and I  tight about it. Than I go to the ibrary. Ms Helda  had  open the lbary. She had turn  th on the lamp, Ac."Good morning,: I say to her. Good morning sir. Than I pen he hapl. I turn on he lamp and AC there. "There is teachehr  who ask the chapel key," she sy. "Oh..thank you. I ahd open it. Than MS Helda open the PC. She open the library  application.  I ask her  to calcuate the colection of bok especialy the reference and magazine books. We work as team. I write th e daly espereince.  Mr. Nico use the libary to empowerment his sudents of SHS . They are  - Sidney -    Jacinda - Davin - Nando, Bryan -.. Mr. Nico  give the snak to me. It is Peyek. On 11.50 I give it to Ms Helda. She bring it.  Ms Lidyy  come to share  two  cakes. I share to Ms Helda. " Thank Ms Liday. I'm got the sweet potato. I'm peel than eat it. Praise to the Lord. Than I go to the toilet. I  shaving a mustache (mencukur kumis). Than I go to the library.   Davin come to bring fruits to Mr. Nico. "This is egg,Not play it.  Please give to Mr.Nico he say.  When MrNico come, Nando say heis message. "What is this? "Egg," Davin sid." Ah...just as  this cassav (jambu moneyet). After we eat we become  monkey," h joke. He ask Nando to gove it t me.  check it. Than I'm eating it."Oh...this is apple," I say. I'm aeatingit untul finish. Mr.  ricson Vito Samson - Englsih Teacher  who from Phipiline - order library room to students to use it.  I write it. I  wrng tipe alias typo. Than I eapirt it. Than the students P3  come. Ms Cain sent her students to  Libary  room. Helead the students to res the bbkks. There is students who borrow he books too.  The students and teacher  icme to the library include Ms DeaandMs Tiara. I'm late  breakstast. I breakdfas on 14.30 pm.  I write daily espereince, especially  Sunday  daily eppereince.  I use long time to finish this the daily exoereinve on Snday, Otober 12, 2025. Wow....t  write need long time.  I'm luch. I'm eating chovy,  rice, vegetables and   steam tomato.  The students  come to the library. . We serve them. Thn  I try to write deily expereince of  Monday, Otober 13, 2025. I write about donation for Mr. Ferdy;s married . I arite to Wela  family. I write than Mr. Le  follow. Until on 15.45 only   two of us  who write donation there.  Wow.......  May God move and knock the heart of each people to use  help Mr. Frdy who want to married again. This is the second period for Mr. Ferdy to married, For the fist he  marrid with Ms Ina  but than Ms Ina pass away. So she looking for other women and  now find Ms Lucy to become the second five.  Than JHS and SHS  come to the library. Ms Herlina  and Ms Riris  come to library too. Just as they want to ivite Ms Selda to  go back to home  , while Ms Selda bussy to   hanfdle the books collection.  

Than I write daily expereince.  Alfred and Nico work until on 17.00 pm. Than  Alfred mother come. She complain. " You should work stef by stef to avodid  worj hord in the minus one event," he say. Please  focus not play game. Must do it again" she angry to his son.  Than  they  go back on 15.30 am.    What time do you close the librar? she ask . It is on 16.oo am," I say. Wow,,,,tis  critic to me too. It important to  focus. Thanks  mom," I say. I work until evening. Iarch video too. Than I try to finsih daily experence  during sme dayss. 

In WAG of Wela JABODETABEK we read  the good news is Mr. Agus and rs  Sri had  have a new son,  new baby. "Congratulation Mr. Gusty and Mrs Seri.  I write daily expereince until on 22. 15 pm. 

The secuirty staff, Mr. Rizal monitoring the school condition," sir" he say. "I understand his aim. "Okay sir, I will return," I say. I save my file of work than  turn on the computer. I work until 22.10 pm. Wow....

Than I go back to home. I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C - parking area - by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 2  - I permission to security  who on duty. I open the gate 1 of JPS. . I by pass .  -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. - I stop by in Indomart. I transfer sorrow money to Saint Kalus's teacher who pass away on last Sunday, Mr. Lodovikus. I tranfer money to Mr. Mr. Ferdy to support his wedding event. I success transfer it. I photo the receipt than I sent to  Mr. Marcelino  Ovan Patu - PIC of colection the sorrow money of Alumni St. Klaus Kuwu  and  to Mr. Ferdy Robn Dana. Than I go back. There is rain come. Lucky I bring the plastic raincoat. I wear it than I start from Indomart Arala. The Staff of Indomart tidy all thing. They want to close the Indomart shop.. I by pass Aralia -   -  Ifolia - Deer Staue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market -     I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped.  Than I read news in my WAG. .. I check the rice. Wow.... almost run out (finishe). Than I wash my leg than I read news. My eye feel sore (perih). I decide to close it.   . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

Tuesday, October 14, 2025. 

 I have dream . The dream about ........ Than I aware. I'm stress. I produce the seat in the morning.   What is happening with my health that produce the sweat althought in the the  early morning." I think. Than I tyr to get up on 04.00 am.  I go to toiet.  The moslem people busy pray together in Mosque. I decide to sleep again.  Than I get up on 05.12 am after pray  while lie down and memorize Luk 1: 45 - 55; Matthew 11: 25 - 30.  Than I go o the kithen. I cook rice although in less condition.  I prepare the tools to cook rice. I wash the pan and through the left over rice. . I winnow rice that wash and cook it. I take thecarrot and pumpkin and peel it. Than I'm wash it , cut that I boi water. I drink warm water. Than I boil it. Ms Elin get up than take a bath.  I knock the door of Ms Oden. Ms Oden get up andtake a bath Than I'm  cooking  than iron my dress. . Than I prepare myself to go toschool. I drink warm water and curcume and ginger  water.  Than I start to school on 06.27 am. I pedaling my bike.I start on 06.27 am. I put my HP on my  pocket (saku).of dress    I by pass Jln Biola IB.  Blok B - A- C -  Gate I VMG I - Y junction -  path of Bogor Village - Lake  Embankbank - riverbank - T junction - Mosque Harapan Indah - I see Mr.  Zein who slae the Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur -  SMKN I Tarumajaya. I see studets  and teacher there. They shake hand.   Than I by pass Jln Ifolia Raya -Ruki Sinphiny - Smara - TK Winer -  intersecton -.  In cross road in near bride - Bridge - Altiu s Hospital. In near Altius Hospital. I turn to  right - gate 2 JPS - parking area- I meet teacher ans staff there. I see Mr. Janus. He use  car.Befor e I see him in  Ruko Simphony  when buy  food to  breakfast. I meet Ms Liday. We wal to  lobby NB to finger print. We que, include Mr. Didik, Ms Ibeth - Ms Monic. I meet Mr. Tomy - . I finger print on 06.40 am. Ms Oden arrvie fater hen me. Just as she join with heri friend Ms Agnes. Than I go to the library. I open the library and chapel, turn on AC there, turn on PC, writet the aily expereince. Ms Helda come. We coordinate  the work. "lease help to tidy the books. : I ask her. Nolan come. He try to find his fovorite the book . It is  Perals Blows up (Mutiara Meledak).  Hsi face had angry and eotion. "I can nt read. I can not  find my favorite book," he say. "Okay, no need to angry. We try to search tgether. "You are in this   rack (shelf  (rak),  I'm here. Than I find it.I give it to him. He is happy.  I coordinate with Ms Helda. "Please tidy up the books. Please set it nicely." I ask her Than I write the daily experience. The Primary students, morning praying together in Gym since yesterday. Just as they novena St. John Paul second  or Rosary Prayer.  Than I  go to toilet and go to home to breakfast.  

I by pass  lobby C -  parking area - gate 2  JPS  - 

I by pass .  -  Jln Bulevard - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - - Deer Statue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  - riverbank - embankment -  lake -  Muslim prayer building  ( Musola) path - I meet  women who still wait their  children who school or lear in musola -  path of hosing in Bogor village -  Bogor village - Warung Dua Saudara - I want to buy anchovy but the owner none, may be they in the room. I see there is stock anchovy but less only. I say hello but  no response. I decide to go to home.  T junction -  gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A -  Blok C. I want to buy Macharel tuna fish but the  Padang restaurant is close.  Wow...... I'm   not eat side dish today," I say in my heart. I by pass Blok C -Blok B - .. I  buy rice in kiosk in Blok B. I spend IDR 60.000 for it. I buy  toothpaste, IDR 10.000 for two toothpaste. Total I spend there IDR 70.000. I give money IDR100.000, I get  chance (uang kembalian) IDR 30.000. I want to order water in Blok B.   I pay IDR 12.000 for 2 gallons  mineral water.  :Can yo delivery as soon as? " Iask. "Okay," he say. Than I go to home.  I want to I arrive in home -. I'm eating  rice, boil vegetables, I take rice than I  'm breakfast.  I'm eating rice, boil vegetables. I'm not eat anchovy. Than I go to  wash all tools that I use.  I brush my teeth than I start to go back to school. 

Than I start to school. I pedaling my bike.I start on 09.00 am.  I by pass Jln Biola IB.  Blok B - A- C -  Gate I VMG I - T junction -  path of Bogor Village - Lake  Embankbank - riverbank - T junction - Mosque Harapan Indah - I'm not see Mr.  Zein who slae the Nasil Pecel Jawa Timur. Just as he had return to his house.. He work only in short time there.  I by pass  -  SMKN I Tarumajaya.Than I by pass Jln Ifolia Raya -Ruko Sinphony - Nismara gate - TK Winer -  inttersection - Bridge - Altius Hospital. Than I turn to right side of road  - I entance to gate 2  JPS - parking area. I entrance to lobby C.  I go to second floor. The studenst still break. They eat their food. I entrance to the library.  Than I discuss with Ms Helda. "We want to finsih some items that not complete include the photo of the library staff, so we go to Mr. Tomy and Ms Marisa to ask it. Than we go there. We communicate with Ms Marissa and Mr. Tomy. Ms Tomy still busy. Than we can take picture. There are 3 pictures that I need. Ms Ica help us to take pictures.  Than I see Mrs Titi  who  give instucion to Ms Marisa. I go to the second floor.  I meet Mr. Mario. Before I got message forom Ms Ana  wh ask me about preparation about Library Accreditation. "If you have problem, please ask.  "I'm still busy prepare the instrument not yet entri the instument ins SIPAPI application. If  I have problem I will ask you," I say.  Than I try to begin  open SIPAPI. I still have problem on  one document  that I . This mistake since on  last week when I did it.  I prin screen it than  sent to Ms Ana and Ms Herlina.  Than Ms Ana call me. She video call with me. I'm  can not  use  camera  when VC. Wow...I'm still   technologically illiterate," I say to my heart.  "Please screen shoot  or photo  the problem to me," she say. I had done it. I try to do again. Than I can   assess SIPAPI.   THe JHS teachers bussy to prepare the accreditation of school.  I see Mr. Mario and Ms Titi busy to check and prepare it too. I meet them. "When do I review your ansser of Accedtation instrument? she ask. "may be Thursdat, I say.   Than I go to the library. I try to do the  instrument of SIPAPI.   Some teaches come to the library. Ms Ehel work there. Msr. Patrik sent students to the library. Ms Dianing  ask me to delivery students hee totake data about accreditation," he say. The studnst P  5A come to the library to read the books. Ms Helda and I bussy to discuss about accreditation instrumets. . Ms Helda just as not so good condition. My  click on certicicate  tool, is it active and can access it? he ask. I click and I can see. Than I try to answer the instruments quesin in SIPAPI.  I can do it. When fail I try again.  Ms Ana ask, may be Ms Herlina can come to JPS today to see your preparation of accreditation." she  write on WA. "Ok, I will communicate with my leader," I say.  "Now Ms Herlina still in other school. May be she will come on middle day o r afernon," she say. . Than I say it to Mr. Mario and Ms Titi. "I si  okay," she say.  Than I contact   Mr. Joseph in WA. "The  Educaton staff  Departement of Bekasi Regency want to vist us to see our preparation of accreditatin, can she come?" I ask. It is okay, Mr. Joseph say. "Please prepare all thing for this purpose," he said. "Okay sir. Before I go to  Mr. Joseph room but he is not there because still bussy to teach students. He is Principle  but still bussy to teach students too. We are bussy.  Ms Helda try to do her duty.  I try to do the instrument of SIPAPI. I try to edit and prepare document that not complete yet.  "The room had tidy," Mr. Mario say.  Than some staff  come to library. hey are Ms Ita, Ms Riris and Ms Marisa. .  I ask  help to Ms Evy to print the document but just as not  complete I edit the data. "Okay, please sent it," she say.  I'm not sent it but I'm not finish to edit it, especially the  books collection.  Ms Helda  and I busy to prepare it. Ms Titi come to the library.  He jsuat as angru because some components that she ask to do prepare but not do it yet.  Please print the  writeen," she ask/ :We can not  pint here because the printer is error or broken. :Plese bring it to Kevin an ask him to repaired it. Or you bring it to ICT department room" she say.  We just as  stuttering wih her present. We bussy.  I ask Mr. Tony about some components that we want to ocnformation the answer. Ms Helda and I  handle the  instrument  while Ms Ita, Ms Marissa and Ms Riris help to arrange the books. "I'm shame to. Mr. Melsa come. "What are you doing here untl the other people come to help you," he say. This is  nice critic to me," I say. Ms. Marisa just as work while angry.  I'm shame.  On 15.30 they retun and go back. "Thank you Ms for your help," I say.  There are some boks that they put on the floor. It is still messy. Ms Helda and I try to do some  instruments. In afternoon Mr. Jordy come. Ms Helda and I still busy. Than Ms Helda go back.  I remember Ms Ita say before she return. "Ms Helda, before you go back to home, please tidy up the books," she say. She say just as it because the books  condition messy.  Mr. Tomy as me to make arrow  to boks collection. I tyoe  it than sent to him. In afternoon he come. We discuss. : What direction of arrow? he ask. "If we hang it, the arrow to ddown," I say. He ask  some question. I asnwer it. Than  I ask some question to him.  I try to ask him to answer and do some  projects related with accreditation. Please I do  one by one, tep by step." he say. Okay sir. "if too many may be I can not  do it," he say.  Okay sir.  Ms Riris come again. She accompany her nephew, Chila. Ms Evy go to Mr. Rinto's house. Mr. Rinto's parent  pass away. Wow....... I'm not know  this information," I say. Than I try to do the instrument of accreditation. I  tidy up the books too. I save   some the books that still messy. I'm busy to handle it. 

I set and arrange it.  Than I check the data of accredittation  instrument, especially about   the budget. "Thi is can answer by Ms Titi," I say. I try to prepare te data. I will ask her  through email," I say in my heart. I will   do it tomorrow," I say.  Thn I try to do the some instrument that I can handle it.  I can mapping the problem  there.  There are some component that should be I  prepare. I edit the  data of  collection books.  I study and analysis it.  Than I count it.  Than  I see the You tube. I work until evening on 21.30 am. Wow..... 

Than I go back to home. I finger print in lobby B.  I  go to lobby B - finger print  - lobby B - C . I see Mr. Rizal and his freind still chaeck the   condtion arround. 'Thnak you sir," I say to he. I go to parking area. I take bike and pedaling it/  . I by pass  by pass  gate 2 -  lobby B - A - gate 1  -. The gate i sill open. There is Mr. Hakim who still sit down in front of post. I greeing hi,. "Good  evening sir," I say. Than I exit. I by pass .  -  Jln Bulevard -  Tamarind tree  - bridge - park - Harmoni shelter - instersection Harmony - Horse statue -  Aralia - Indomart. - -  Ifolia - Deer Staue -  . I go to Statue   of  Horse - . Ifolia -  I by pass    SMKN I Tarumajaya -  Mosque  Masjid Raya Harapan Indah -  T junction -  Bogor intersection -  Market - . I stop by there. I buy carrot, pumpkin and tomato. I spend IDR 15.000 for it.    Than I go back to home. I by pass  Nurul Qolbi school - Warteg  Dua Saudara. I want to buy anchovy but it had close.. I continue my journey.  I by pass  Alfa Midi - The Alfa Midi amost close too.  I by pass T junction -  - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - . I try to open the door but it had cloed and lock. I knoct it.  I wait enouh  long. Than Ms Elin get up and open it. . "Thank you," I say. Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .. My eyes . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

Than I go back to home. I by pass  T junction - gate 1 VMG I -  Blok A - Blok B - . I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

 I arrive in home - Ms Elin and  Ms Oden just as had sleeped. Than I cook to warm water. When it had warmed I  take it. I put it on glass. When warm it I drink. I drink medicines od hypertension Cholesterol, and goat. Than I read news in my WAG. .I'm  drink ginger and curcume too.  I read news in my HP. I feel the  my eyes is sore (perih). I decide to stop read and than I'm rest . Than I'm sleeping. Than I'm rest. 

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Wednesday, October 15, 2025. I have dream. The dream about  my activity. I justa s in a place.  I just as  drive car. I can drive it.  I see the  bed road. I'm doubt and confsue how to by pass it.  Just as the view similar in Golowelu, just as in west side of intersection, way or road  from Satarara or Ranggu direction. 'm doubt  how to drive in the bed road.  Than I awarwe.  I go to toilet. Tge time show on 03.50 am. I listen the sound form Mosque. It is calling   for Muslem people to pray in the morning. I'm still sleepy. I our mineral water to pan. Than I warm it.  I decide  to sleep again. Than I  pray whule lie  down. I Memorize the Luke 1: 46 - 55, Matthew 11: 25 - 30,  pray Our Father, Hail Marry . Thn I get up. I go to toilet. I go to kithen. 

 Than I go o the kithen.  I boil waer.  I change the warm water to other tool in order to I can drink it. . I winnow rice that wash and cook it. I take the carrot and pumpkin and peel it. Than I'm wash it , cut that I boi water. I drink warm water. Than I boil it.  Than I take  bath. My body dirty, especially hand. I use time to take a bath, to clean my body.  I prepare the tools to cook rice. I move the old rice than winnow rice than wash than cook new rice.  I wash the pan and through the left over rice. Ms Elin get up than take a bath.  Ms Oden get up and take a bath . I'm busy to cook rice and moce the vegetables and put it   on the  the tupperware. . . Than I prepare myself to go to school. I drink warm water . and drink the soup (kuah) and tomato that I steam.  Than I go to my sleep room.   I see the time. Wow...the time sho at 06.32 am. Wow....I'm mistake to  management  time. I hurry up to use dress than  start to school. Than I start to school on 06.33am.  I meet Gojek who just as pick up Ms Elin. I pedaling my bike.I start on 06.33 am. I put my HP on my  pocket (saku).of trousers. I hurry up. I pedaling my bike.    I by pass Jln Biola IV.  Blok B - A- . In gate I meet ms Agnes who want to pick up Ms Oden.  I by pass Blik C - Jln Mutiara Raya -  Blok  C -  Gate I VMG I - T junction -  path of Bogor Village - Lake  Embankment - riverbank - T junction - Mosque Harapan Indah - I see Mr.  Zein who sale the Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur - . I say hello him.  I by pass  SMKN I Tarumajaya.   Than I by pass Jln Ifolia Raya -Ruki Sinphony - Nismara gate - TK Winer of GBI  -  intersecton  of Harmoni-.  I  cross road in near intersection of Harmoni - - ms Helda by pass the road. She join in his brother motor cycle. Ms Helda and Mr. Jordy are siblings.  They precede  (mendahului) me. I by pass  Bridge - Altius Hospital. In near Altius Hospital. I turn to  right - gate 2 JPS - parking area- I meet teacher ans staff there. I want to take my  bag of food. It is  so hard to open It. I try  and finally I success take it. Wow...I hurry up to entrance to lobby C.  - lobby B - finger print place. I finger print on 06.46. Wow...I'm late," I say in my heart. Than I go to the second floor. I stage I meet  Key - P2 student. "In last morning," I see you by bike," he say. "Oh yes, do you by car or by motor cycle?" I ask. He is not answer it. I entrance to the library.  Ms Helda had come. I open the library too. . I turn on the lamp and Ac there. I see Nola. He seem angry.  Why?  Just as he regeret because his  book thet he target to reach not  find yet. Than I  ask  him. "Had yu find the book that you looking for? " I ask. "Not yet," he say. "Okay I will help ypu to find it. I see from far about the book that he looking for. Finally I find it and  show it to him. He take it than e read. Than I open my PC. Ms Helda open the PC. He   upen the E library. . "What will we do sir?  Are we continue the oork that we handle  yesterday?" she ask. Later, I say. Than I ask her to tidy up the boks in rack. I write the daily expereince. Nolan - Primary sedent return to his class. Other students come. SHS student jsut  as Nando  come.  Than Mr. Randy come. He talk wih someone in Mandarin language. H e sis Mandarin teacher.  Than  Mr. Nico come. Th e JHS students who join on preparaion of test of Phisics. They are Sidney, Jacinda, Bryan.  Davin, Elbert (?) . On the fist  break I lead student to read the book. I take it to them. They are Primary 2 students. I choose the book for you. You can not take by yourself becaise we still arrange it. I open the WA. I chat  with Mrs Herlinda. Novita Rahayu We discuss about SIPAPI, especialy the document that I wrong upload on last week. "Please edit it," he ask. " I had  open menu edit in SIPAPI application but not to edit the data," I say.  I say.  Than I  ask her. When will you come to  JPS?, today or tomorrow" I ask. :I will go there tomorrow," she answer. Okay. Than I write the daiky expereince.  Than I see in WA. I. I see Ms Ana - from Education  of Departent of   Bekasi regency  call me on 10.10 am. Than I contack her. She say something about accreditation. Please finish the duty about   accreditation instruments than  make G oogle drive o dace ege evidence or prove the documnt accrediattion. Please make   link so the accessor can ope it," he say. . Please submit the document on Monday, October  20, 2025," she say. Please  sent me he picturesa abut your library, front, inside and the racks. Sorry I can not  go to there," she say," Okay Ms Ana. Thank you," I say.  Mr. Tomy come to the library room. He show about  the letter of direction. We talk about the library accreditation. . He handle the written of direxdtory of books  collections. . Ms Ita and Ms Marissa just as feel hot. The AC not so maximum there. They open the windoww in the library. They ask the OB to help them too. I serve students who  use the library in the second floor. I share the books to them to read. They are Primary 2 students.   Mr. Jordy come on 11.50. He atke the food. Than Ms Helda break on 11. 55  am. We pray of Angelus prayer on 12.00. I stand up to pay of it. Ms Ita and Ms Marisa still work  on break time.  Ms  Ita ask the  office girl to help collect the books that they put on the floor. Ms Anggi make it. I see it. I'm stress to when see this condition. I had often handle the books since in last week. I must dio it again while my main work of accreditatiion not complete too.  I photo the libary room just as  asked by Ms Ana - Education or archives (kearsipan)  Department of Bekasi Regency. I photo the room that sent it to her. I set  it than send to her. "Cool, sir.  'Thank you your guide and appreaciation," I say.  "Ms Herlinda will go to your school tomorrow," she said. "Okay," I reply to her  message in WA. 

Than  Mr. Nico and his students go back to the class after they practice and do the queation. They prepare A and AS level test. This is Camfridge test if JHS. . "What test of  JHS student will do?" I ask to Mr. Nico. It is   A or As level examination. " he say. 

Wednesday, October 15, 2025. 

Than  Mr. Nico and his students go back to the class after they practice and do the queation. They prepare A and AS level test. This is Camfridge test if JHS. . "What test of  JHS student will do?" I ask to Mr. Nico. It is   A or As level examination. " he say. 

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Thursday, October 16, 2025. I have dream.  In the morning I remember it but than I forget to remember it. The othe partof dream I forget. This is memory problem.  Than  I wake up on 02.30 am.  I go to toilet. Than I'm sleeping again. The  sound of Moslem  people  who pray in the morning entrance to my ear. I listen it. Than I pray in the morning while lie  down.  ThanI I  pray. I memorose verse of Bible 1: 46 - 55. Than I pray our Father. Than I get up on 05.00 am. I go to  toilet.  Than I  return to kitchen. I prepare the  pan to boil water and to boil or steam vegetables. I take the ginger, garlic, wash than cut it. Than I boil it.  Than I take the  carrot and pumpun and chinese cabbage in regrigerator than I peel, cut anf wash it. I take tomato and  wash it. Than I   steam it. Than I take a bath. I'm the first person  who take a bath on this morning. After take a bath. I knock the door to get up Ms Oden. I winnow rice. Before I  move old rice to plate. I winnow rice, wash than cook it. Than I breakfast. I'm eating old rice and anchovy, vegetables, soup of vegetables. I dink many mineral water. Ms Elin and Ms Oden make  vegetables and freid egg mix noodle.  Than I wash the all tools that I use. Than I see the time. I'm so ashonish whenI see that the  time thet show on 06.34 am. Wow....I'm late. I hurry up to go to school. 

I'm mistake to  management  time. I hurry up to use dress than  start to school. Than I start to school on 06.33am.  I meet Gojek who just as pick up Ms Elin. I pedaling my bike.I start on 06.33 am. I put my HP on my  pocket (saku).of trousers. I hurry up. I pedaling my bike.    I by pass Jln Biola IV.  Blok B - A- . In gate I meet ms Agnes who want to pick up Ms Oden.  I by pass Blik C - Jln Mutiara Raya -  Blok  C -  Gate I VMG I - T junction -  path of Bogor Village - Lake  Embankment - riverbank - T junction - Mosque Harapan Indah - I see Mr.  Zein who sale the Nasi Pecel Jawa Timur - . I say hello him.  I by pass  SMKN I Tarumajaya.   Than I by pass Jln Ifolia Raya -Ruki Sinphony - Nismara gate - TK Winer of GBI  -  intersecton  of Harmoni-.  I  cross road in near intersection of Harmoni - - ms Helda by pass the road. She join in his brother motor cycle. Ms Helda and Mr. Jordy are siblings.  They precede  (mendahului) me. I by pass  Bridge - Altius Hospital. In near Altius Hospital. I turn to  right - gate 2 JPS - parking area- I meet teacher ans staff there. I lett the bag in bike. I hurry up to go to lobby C - tahan lobby B. I see the time on  my HP. It is show 06.50 am. Wow....I'm late. Than I wash my hand. Than I dry it. I finger print. Press  twice. The first on  06.46 anf the second on 06.37. Wow...I'm late. I'm reget. Than I go to l the second floor. Ms Helda had  come. She do her duty.  The room condition still messy, especially the books. I ask her to handle it. We serve studenst.  I want to take my  bag of food.  .  Than I do my duty. I coordinate with Ms Helda about  our duty. We communicate. Than she turn on the  computer and open the E library. / E Book.  

Than Mr. Kevin - ICT staff  come to the library. He want to explain abou  condition of printer of library. Abou the printer it si  total broken. The head, the chanel of ink and power is broken," he say. "Yes, I know it. Before you repair the  condition before had broken." I say.  Than Iask him how to make  winrar. Than he teach me about it  and teach  how to move the file  to PDF. He teach me the simple way thrugh save as that choose type file - PDF tahan save.  Wow...He teach me how to make the  goge drive too.  Than he leave me becasue have other agenda in Primary. . Wow."You are my God and angel on this moring. "The shoots of ulam the love arrive (pucuk dicinta ulam tiba)," I say to him. 

Than I'm  breakfast again.  Than Mr. Nicky - ICT staff and MS Ica  come. They want to take  video.  I had prepare myself to talk  about  library.  I try to eat fast. I'm eating  rice and anchovy. Than  I'm help to tidy the books. Ms Ita, Ms Marisa, Mr. Tomy come. We set the labels or name oand arrpw of collection. Than I prepare myself. I  shave  the mustache . Than I weart   a suit. I wear a tie. The OB help to install the label. After it we take  video. I try to do the best. I seldom wrong but than I can do my duty nicely. I proud to myse;f. I'm happy when finish  this  duty.  Than I chat with Mrs Herlinda - the Education staff  of Bekasi Regency  who handle the libary accreditation. "I will come there to   coach (pembinaan)  tomorrow, Friday,  October 17, 2025. " she  write on WA. "How many persons  who come to JPS tomorrow? and  what time? I ask. " It is  one only, myslef because the other staff busy too," she say. ' Okay, we wait. "What time? I ask? In afternoon she answer it is about 11.00 am," she  write. "Okay we wiat.  Than I prepare   about do the work of  accreditation question.  I type it. The question that not finsih about the budget. " You can ask to Ms Titi," she say. "Yes I will go there," I say.  I prepare the  quetion.  Than I ask Ms Evy to print it. Than on 15.00 I go there. I wait the time to meet her becasue still have  guest. I wait than Ms Fany give information that I'm want to meet her. "Please come in.  Than  I entrance. There is Mr. Felix - SHS Principal - Ms Lucky - JHS Princial. They still discuss.  Than she ask. "What I can help you," she say. I want to report  abot accrditation of librarary process. "Tomorrow there is education  staff who come to coach us about accreditation. She  come o the morning," she say. Than We dis cuss about preparation on library accreditation. . We still do the  question. There are question that I can not  answer  rihty because about budget of library.  Can we ask to Mr. Tomy too so the problem is clear," she say. Than  he call Mr. Tommy. Mr. Tomy come. . We discuss about it. . "If they ask about budget, you can answer with   diplomacy.  We use own money," she say. Than I give the paper to her. It is the qustion. Than she answer. She answer it  but I'm not  get the data. .

Than we talk about magazine and  newspaper. Base the   Library National Standard, each library should be subscribe three  titles of Magazine and three title of newspaper," I say. "Yes just as it.  "You can  access the e paper," she say. Than he ask Mr. Tomy too. Mr. Felix  support. Than  she ask Mr. Tomy to talk about  budget of newspaper subscribe is  Kompas.  "Please say to Ms Fany. . You must not  shyness (sungkan) to say anything to me," she say.  

I go back to home on 20.15 pm. 

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Daily Experience, Saturday, Nov. 15, 2025.

I was awaring on 03.30 am.I  go to toilet.Than was sleeping again.Than I was aware again on about 05.40 am.I hurry up to prepare myself to do activity today. I go to toilet' to take a bath.Today I have plan to join on Wedding party   of Mr.Ferdy - Ms Lucy Wenehen in Saint Servatius Kampung Sawah,Pondok Melati,Bekasi.The Holy Mass of Bless of Wedding start on 09.00 am.I hurry y up to  take a bath, wash dress than prepare myself to go there.I am get up late.Before I want to by pass bike to Saint Albert Church or Gate of Harapan Indah.I think i will do it to save the money . But i worry if i late arrive in MM Bekasi..I promise too meet with Mr.Leo in MM Bekasi.I want to join in their car. I worry  of  left of them.I must arrive earlier than them.I am shy if I  they wait me there.I prepare myself.To avoid late arrive there I decided to  use Gojek to Pasar Modern or Gate Gerbang Harapan Indah or Pondok Ungu.I decide to use Gojek to Gerbang HI.I order GOJEK to there.I wait it enough long.Than the Gojek arrive.He call me.He arrive.I greeting him.Than we start.I use helmet.we by pass V.MG I, Bogor Village, Asera,Jln Bulevar, Pasar Modern, Polsek Medan Satria,Gate of HI.I pay about IDR 28.500. .I had prepared it. I  pay it. Than i on foot to kiosk in near gate of HI.I buy mineral water 3  plastic bottles, a biscuit     I spend IDR 17.000. Than I on foot to Pondok Ungu.The traffic condition so crowded because big traffic jam.I on foot.I find the reason  of traffic jammnis there is long truck that broken.The tired entrance to hole.Wow......I worry.I see public transport that want to U turn to go back to MM.The driver turn it.it is  red car 25.I am happy when know it success to u turn. I entrance.There are many Passengers who join with me in there.Thr other Passengers stop in Kranji station.I and other Passengers still thete.Thr car queue to wait Passengers.Yhere is a women who want to entrance but the driver suggest to use other bemo that queue front of us. But the driver car suggest to use car that we use.  'I am not feeling good to the driver who queue before, he say. Than the car 25 start. I arrive in MM.I arrive there on about 07.30 am.I send message to Mr.Leo and Ms Maria FY that I Had arrive in Mm Bekasi. Mrs Maria answer that they recent start. I want to breakfast.I am seeing Warteg, the simple lokal restaurant of Java.I order rice, macarel tuna fish,  and vegetables.i spend IDR 14.000.Than I  gobyo other kiosk .I  want to refill e money on my Flazz card.I go to Pertamina kiosk but none  facility to refill e money of Flazz card.I  tidy up myself.I brush my teteh there.Than exit from there. .I want to buy.....(Peniti) but none.I see to west side.I find Alfamart in cross road.Wow..

I find what I need.I use the cross bridge.I go to Alfa Mart.I by pass the place that dirty because there are many shit of cat. The bed smell there.I go to Alfa Mart.I ask to refill E money.I success I spend IDR 60.000. Than I return to edge of road while contact with Mrs Maria FY.I share my position to them.They otw.I wait.I wait them almost 1, 5 hours.They arrive on about 08.40 pm.Wow.....the Wedding Holy Mass will start  on 09.00.am.We  late,'" I say in my heart.Mr.Leo and Ms Mariar FY arrive.I entrance to their car. We start.I give my card Flazz to pay toll.We exit in Jati Asih toll, turn to left, Pondok Melati, Jln Raya Lampung Sawah, Church of St.Servatius  Kampung Sawah.We go to the parking area. In parking area we meet Mr.Dr.Bosco Doho, .Than we entrance to the church.Er arrive there on 09.19 am.The Priest still preach.Mr.Leo take picture.I see Father Jerome (Hironimus) Pangul, CICM Priest..In back of us there are Mr Alex dan his wife,Mrs Susy,Mr.Josrph and his wife,Mrs Tini, Mr.Gusty Lesek and his wife, . You are always alone ' He ctitic me because still single.We join on the Holy Mass.I see mr.jolny and his wife,Mrs Flo and their son Rafa. i see Ferdy's family (Mr.Tarsy,Mrs Onda and her husband, and his families,Mrs Diana and her families , Mr Siprianus dan his families), I see Manggarai people, just as mr.ino Pangul,Mr Frans (from Muntung,Kempo),  Mr Tomy Sokang, .We photo together.Than we by the way .I ask to Father Jerome (Hironimus) about family psstoral in Japan that no tradition that priest visit Catholic family in their home. in Japan, no tradition to visit of family in psstoral way. " How family psstoral in Japan? I ask. It is do difficult.The Japan  not listen about priest in family event,include on Wedding Why? According them it is not proper the priest who not married talk about married.;He say. Do how about priest three? I ask.Thry Relly on missionary from.other countries e.g from Africa, South Korea., Indonesia.Thsn we breakfast.We eat rice, vegetabless, imeat , ice cream, .We by the way.Tomy talk his experience when polgrimage  to Father Leo Perik's and Father Arnoldus Yansen in style,Dutch or Holland.

I am eat many foods: rice, meat,  ice cream,  fruits.I enjoy.I see Wela family e.g.  Mr.Egy and his wife,Mrs Dian,Mr Robert and his wife - Mrs Netha  and their sons (Nick and .....),Mr Ino and his daughter, Ivy, ,Mr Ino Jehabur and his wife,  and their son  and Mr. Ino's  mother in law  and Mr. Ino's  daughter,Ms Elin . We by the way.Mr.Ino Jehabur's wife is mix  race (blasteran) of Java and Manado.Than Mr.Leksi arrive.We by the way.Mr.Gaudens Suhardi and his wife, Mrs Maria come too.Mr.Edy  Danggur and his wife, Mrs Fifi Syukur  come too.Than Mr.Rony and his wife and their son Kelvin come.Mr.Edu and Mrs Reny go back earlier than us.Than Mr.Ino Jehabur and his family go back too.I carry Mr.Rony's  son.We by the way.We photo together.Mr.Ferdy and Mrs Lucy join.Than we return.I decide to go to Depok.I help to pay the parking  area for Mr Leo'car and Mr.Rony"s car.. We return.I join on Mr.Rony's car.We by pass Jaka Sampurna,Cimanggis,Toll, . In Limo toll  there is car that turn to left. It  disturb our journey. Mr. Rony shocked. Mrs Vony panic and shocked. "Bapa.....," she say. I try to calm. The  We exit in toll Limo, near Sawangan.We by pass Limo, Parung Bingung,  , Sawangan,Tugu Batu, Bukit Tempayan.Ee arrive mau be on 16.00.We start from kampung Sawah on 14.30 pm.We by the way.Rony do his office work.We share our experience include in our office.Our situation not do good.'The media bussiness get the big threat and challenge (tantangan) now. In our office  - Warta Kota and Tribune Depok - there are many employee and journalist  who  early retirement (pensiunn dini) now.  The staff tho upload news  to Tribune Depok had early retirement (pensiun dini). The staff who  usually  upload news  had early retirement. "No income now. The Probowo president had take decisiion to save budgent, so thr media not get the  advertisements now. So the income to company is less so many staff who got the early retirement (pensiun dini).  We talk Wela people who work on  media as journalist just as Mr. Egy Patnistik, Mr. Alex Maji, Mr. Robert Wardi, Mr. Ino Jemabut. "Mr. Egy just as had pensioon as Kompas  online journalist. Mr. Alex, Mr. Robert, Mr. Ino had early retirement (pensiun dini). "Mr. Alex just as help Mr. Wiliam Syukur in  Mining Magazine. Mr. Ino  just as  work from home. Mr. Robert  Wardy  just as work as staff of  House of Representatives,"  I think . "Please focus on  finishing your thesis, so we can looking for work in other place, include if go back to village. How about progress of your thesis? When  finish it. When the dead line to finish it?" I ask. It is still on the process and the nd time on April 2026," he say. Please focus to finish it," I say.  I will retun to village. I can  work as farmer or  raising chickens (beternak ayam). " I say. "You can stay in Wela.  You can make  raising fish (beternak ikan) in your land in Nderu. There is water there. It is  water dams to  irrigating (mengairi) rice field in Pandang  for Wela and Lida people," I say. May be it is difficult because  risk  theft  (pencurian).  Mr. Phili[pus  who raising fish in near home, the people stiil dare to  stealing (curi) furthermore (apalagi)  the  fish pond (kolam ikan) that far from home," he say.  "may we need meat ball  kisok. The people in Wela eat meat ball that not so good," he say. If possible, Ms Vony join to test to become civil servants (pegawi negri sipil). Is it possible? " I ask. I think fromage is  the ned session for her in next year," he say. "Yes, he can leave for it or praise to the Lord if can join from far away," I say. Mr. Rony go out to buy  fried food (gorengan).. We suggest me to pick the herbal leaves in their park to help my health to recover my  gout (asam urat). I'm pick it, wash than soak on hot water. We eat while eat the fried food. 

Mrs Vony sleep with hrry baby.Ms.Elvy and Lariska went to BSD.Ms Elvy drive motor cycle. I'm happy because finally Ms Elvy can drive the motor cycle. She had stay enough long in Depok but she late to lear to drive motor cycle.   When I listen that she went to BSD  by motor cycle, I'm happy. In evening Ms Vony get up, than  cook good.I help to carry their son,Kelvin. aware, cry, rolling, always fall down from their mattress, ."Rony, not care , she complain."Better he sleep on the   box  or sleep on floor, so  not fall down if he roll," 'I  suggest.Than we supper, than by the way than rest.I sleep on Elvy's room. Elvy and Lariska went to BSD Tangerang in the middle day. They visit Mrs Vony's   sisters  (Mrs Iming and Mrs Ernes)  there.  I'm drink the herbs  concoctions (ramuan). I  smell the  distinctive aromas (aroma khas) the herbs).  It are  "pepper elder," "shining bush plant," or scintic name  is  "Peperomia pellucida"  (suruhan)  and  Heartleaf Maderavine atau Madeira vine. The scientific name is  Anredera cordifolia....(binahong) I drink it. Than . Than I'm sleeping. 

Sunday, November 16, 2025.

I have dream. The dream about myself. I was in a river. I just as soak or take a bath there. This is a  a new place to me. There is stone there. I was in a place that have form just as  pool. Than suddenly I see a animal that just as ready to threatening (mengancam)  and strike me. I'm shocking  and panuc. I run to looking for safety  (selamat) . I go to tne right rive and run to west. I entrance to land and protect there. I  step on a stone and my hand hold bamboo tree.. Lucky the elephant (gajah)  not come to there but still in the river. I'm safe . The elephant (gajah) not strike me. If it strike me,  it is dangerus to me. 

Than I'm aware. What is mening this dream? "  I ask in my heart. I don't  know too.. Than I go to toilet to pee. I'm sleeping again. Than  I aware in he morning. Ms Vony get up. He prepare the food. He give me the warm water.  

Sunday 16 Nov. 2025. I was sleeping in my youngest brother home in Housing of Bukit Tempayan River View, Sawangan Depok.I am get up.Mrs Vony,Rony's wife get up and prepare something to cook in the morning, include cook rice and vegetables.She set the dispenser to prepare the warm water to me.I drink it.I want to memories the verse of bible as pray.I  help to give food to rooster. I take it from  cage......(?= kandang).I let it looking for food by itself (?).But the roster just as want to entrance to home.I Cath it than entrance to coop (Cage = kandang).Than I am jogging in the morning.I go to  park that lies in west side Mosque (Mushola).I meet a father who lead his kids to sport in the morning.We greeting one another. 'Wheredo i you stay? he ask.I stay in Bekasi, come here to visit my brother,Mr Rony,' I say.. What is your name? I ask."My name is Hendra," he say.Than we jogging.Mr.Hendra help his kids when their bike flat of tire.He pump up (pompa) the tire.I am jogging during ten times.Than I permission to Mr.Hendra and  his kids.I return to Mr.Rony's   house.Mr.Rony had get up and carry his son.I help to carry his son  .Mrs Vony cook rice and vegetables. She take the pumpkin leaves , flower of papaya., than cook it. 'We  just as live in garden, she say.Than I take a bath.Mr.Ro y and I breakfast.Than I help to carry Kelvin.Than we by the way. Kevin sleep.  I  lie down Kelvin but than he aware and move.He is rolling.Wow.... He almost fall down to floor. Lucky I fast to back.I help him.I carry him.We prepare to go to the church to join Sunday of the Holy Mass .We want to join the Holy Mass in St.Barnabas church in Pamulang , South Jakarta.  The Holy Mass start on ,10.00 am, we start on about 09.20 am.We by pass   . Jln Mukhtar, Shila Sawangan,Jln Ciputat Jakarta -   Saint Barnabas church. Mr. Rony  parking the car. We are little late,arrived when the opening song.The church full.We entrance to other building. The committe accept us.I help to carry Kelvin.He save on me. I am  accept communion while carry him. The OSC priest who lead the Holy Mass.When finish Holy Mass we back.We worry because  the position of car in front of parking area.Do,we must fast move to give way to other cars which want to exit.I help to carry Kelvin.Than his mom carry him while give milk him. Ms Vony call Ms Ernest and Ms Elvy but none response.May be they had start from BSD.We go back to home.Er by pass Jln Jakarta Ciputat, Shila Sawangan,Jln Raya Muchtar _ Sawangan-housing Bukit Tempayan River View. We arrive on 12.00 pm. (am?).We pray Angelus prayers.Ms Elvy had arrived too.We by the way.I carry Kelvin.Than Ms Ernest and her friend and Lariska arrive.We by the way.We help to feed (menyuapi) food to Kelvin. Larska help it.Kelvin eat porridge with untidy.His hand often move to reject it.Lariska try to give it.His face and mouth dirty or messy (belepotan) by porridge.Than his Father wipe it with wet regs (kain lap basah). Than we lunch.I give money IDR 100.000 to Mr Rony who want to shopping.Than we lunch.Ms. Vony make cake.Ee eat cake and fruit They make salad (rujak).I taste it.We eat manggo, guava.   Snakefruit (buah  Salak). we eat cake in afternoon.I

Mr.Rony and I  discuss about Hila debt from Mr.Matinus  Ntalbot.We  suggest him to return it now Mr Tinus may  be need  pig to Astri' wedding party.You try ask Mr Beny to communicate it,' he say. Ok, latter I will WA Mr.Beny and him about it.I say to him. Ernest pick vegetables in grandfather's garden,.she pick pumpkin, leaves of pumpkin, papaya leaves etc.Than they return to BSD. Ms Vony  prepare pumpin and cake to me to bring to Bekasi.

I WA Mr Agus Suherman.I want to visit him and his family.His wife recent bon a boy baby. "We are in home" He answer. ok I m in Rony's house I will visit you and your family.Ok, He say while send the address in google map.On 18.00  pray angelus prayer.Thsn return.I give money IDR 100.000 to Lariska and Kelvin.Their mother happy.They give cake and pumpkin to me.Mr.Rony delivery me until Parung Bingung.I come to pharmacy to buy medicine I buy ointment (Salep) merk 88.I want to test price. Wow....the price is IDR 17.000.I buy it because I want to money change  to pay the public transportation.I buy it.Mr.Rony and Lariska return to their home.I wait public transportation to Station of Depok Baru. The  bemo 03 come. It is Depot Baru   destination. I sentrance. The journey is smooth. I contact with Mr. Gusti. I arrive in epok Baru station I pay IDR 8.000. Than I foot to cross the train to Jln Margonda Raya.  I’ tired too.  I walk enough far, may be 1 km. I ask people about  bemo to RS Hermina. Mr. Gusti dan I   agreed (sepakat) to meet there. I cross road. I  use  bridge cross. I’m tires  I wait car.  Than I conract Mr. Agus again. He ask me. Where your position? He ask. I’m near  Ramayana  Depok. I wait there. I see the pretty  girls arrange the  car that parking. Wow….wondeful,” I say in my heart. Than Mr. Gusti  arrive. He give helmet to me. I wear it. We go to their  contract  home in Depok  Baru, Pancoran Mas. Depok.  We by the way. I want to visit them. Mr. Gusti’s  wife   give birth to a boy in last month. I want to  vivit their baby boy and vivit his  wife. We by pass the road in Depok Baru than arrive in contract home.  We go to the second floor.  Ms Seri , Mr. Gusty’s  wife, Still serve her baby.  I sit down.  Than we by the way. I give the cake and pumkin to them. I give the present to  Lionel.  Mr. Gusty take their baby. I carry him.  The baby boy name is  Lionel. Thus name take from name of the football soccer  is Lionel Messi. Mr. Gusty is fun of Mr. Lionel Messi so  he give this name to his  sons. We by the way many thing about Lionel. We often  staying up late when  keep him. He is so  excited (bersemangat) to eat, especially drink milk.   He often get up. He is crying  if  hungry ,” he say. We talk about Wela people, include Mr. Ferdy’s wedding party yesterday. “Sorry I can not join because I was lecturing,” he say. It is okay,” I say.  We appreciate to Feus who so diligent to doctorate  study about law. I’m who lecture S1 so difficult to finish it,” he say. “We  appreciate  his effort for it,” I say.   Than we talk about Wela family in Jakarta. “We  rarely (jarang)  collet together as Wela family now,” he say. “Yes, our  togetherness is  seem thin (tipis) if compare in last time. “May be effect of economic crisis. Here are some  brother  who had  retired (pensin) evenmore  early  retirement . This is  especially for brother  who work in media industry. There are many  brother  who work in media industry e.g. Mr. Egy, Mr. Alex, Mr. Ino, Mr. Robert,  Mr. Rony, Ms Susy, Mr, Sixtus  Harson.  The media industry get  big challenge  now because technology  disruption. The people often access the information through  smartphone, nor read the   prnt media,” I say.  We talk the young Wela people in Jakarta, include  Luis  who gad go back to  West Manggarai. He  brought his wife and kid to there but just as his wife not at home so go back here. Luis in Terang now and his wife and daughter still here,” he say.  We talk about Ms Ona too. Ms Ona is Mr. Gusty’s  niece (keponakan perempuan).  She is staying in Labuan Bajo now. In last time we stay in their home when go to Mangarai. She had stayed in Papuan with her first husband but than she go back to Manggarai. No kid with the fist husband. Now  he marrid with Bajawa peole and have kid  now,” he say. We  talk  about  opportunity business in Labuan Bajo. “How about your  boarding house in Labuan Bajo? He ask. It is still repair. Melan and her husband  just as slow to handle it. I’m regret too,” I say. I caary Lionel. Mrs Seri cook food. She friend salted  fish . The  distinctive aromatic  we smell. Than we  supper on 20.30 pm.  We by the way. Than  I permission. Mr Gusty delivery me to terminal or station od Depok Baru.  I wnt to use the busway. I come to transjakarta busway. “Wow… the Transjakarta  schedule had sold  out . The end on 21.oo pm,” the driver say. Than I go to the  station. I use train. I want to take the money in ATM but the machine of ATM is broken. “I can take money in other place, include in Kranji,” I think. I wait the train. The train come.  I entrance. I arrive in  Mangarai station. I exit  while looking for ATM machine to get money. I find it. Than I tap again to entrance the  to  use train to Bekasi.  I wait train to Bekasi. The train still wiat. I entrance. The trans tart. I exit in Kranji station. The time show on 22.20 pm. I hunter the bemo to Haraoan Indah. From cross wat (steet ) I see the  red bemo. I try to call but just as trhe driver not listen  it. I walk west than looking for time  ross road. I try to stop the car and motor cycle. Lucky still have bemo to Harapan Indah. I entrance. I stop in Harapan Indah. I pay IDR 5.000. Prise to the Lord. I arrive there on about 10.50 am. I try to waiy=t busway / Transjakarta but none. I order gojek. I want to go to VMGI. The price is IDR 7.000, Wow…so sheap. I oder it. But evivently it is  wrong. I oder gain but evidently the Gojek cpme to  our contract house in VMG I.  The Gojek call me shat he das arrive in point of pick up. “Sorry I’m in Hrapan Indah.” I say. “Oh..may you  wrong click the pickup place. I’m stress. I wait. The Gojek come. He offer to use his service. I still wait.  I oder  Gojek again.  Now is valid. The price is IDR 23.5000. I prepare money IDR 25.000. We go go VMG I. We by pass Harapan Indah – Sant Albert Church – Pasar Modern – Asera – Bogor Village – VMG I – Blok B 4 No. 8. I arrive on about 23.45 pm. Wow..so late. I’m wrong management time.Praise to the Lord . I arrive safe.  Than I’m sleeping.

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 Sunday 16 Nov. 2025. I was sleeping in my youngest brother home in Housing of Bukit Tempayan River View, Sawangan Depok.I am get up.Mrs Vony,Rony's wife get up and prepare something to cook in the morning, include cook rice and vegetables.She set the dispenser to prepare the warm water to me.I drink it.I want to memories the verse of bible as pray.I  help to give food to rooster. I take it from  cage......(?= kandang).I let it looking for food by itself (?).But the roster just as want to entrance to home.I Cath it than entrance to coop (Cage = kandang).Than I am jogging in the morning.I go to  park that lies in west side Mosque (Mushola).I meet a father who lead his kids to sport in the morning.We greeting one another. 'Wheredo i you stay? he ask.I stay in Bekasi, come here to visit my brother,Mr Rony,' I say.. What is your name? I ask."My name is Hendra," he say.Than we jogging.Mr.Hendra help his kids when their bike flat of tire.He pump up (pompa) the tire.I am jogging during ten times.Than I permission to Mr.Hendra and  his kids.I return to Mr.Rony's   house.Mr.Rony had get up and carry his son.I help to carry his son  .Mrs Vony cook rice and vegetables. She take the pumpkin leaves , flower of papaya., than cook it. 'We  just as live in garden, she say.Than I take a bath.Mr.Ro y and I breakfast.Than I help to carry Kelvin.Than we by the way. Kevin sleep.  I  lie down Kelvin but than he aware and move.He is rolling.Wow.... He almost fall down to floor. Lucky I fast to back.I help him.I carry him.We prepare to go to the church to join Sunday of the Holy Mass .We want to join the Holy Mass in St.Barnabas church in Pamulang , South Jakarta.  The Holy Mass start on ,10.00 am, we start on about 09.20 am.We by pass   . Jln Mukhtar, Shila Sawangan,Jln Ciputat Jakarta -   Saint Barnabas church. Mr. Rony  parking the car. We are little late,arrived when the opening song.The church full.We entrance to other building. The committe accept us.I help to carry Kelvin.He save on me. I am  accept communion while carry him. The OSC priest who lead the Holy Mass.When finish Holy Mass we back.We worry because  the position of car in front of parking area.Do,we must fast move to give way to other cars which want to exit.I help to carry Kelvin.Than his mom carry him while give milk him. Ms Vony call Ms Ernest and Ms Elvy but none response.May be they had start from BSD.We go back to home.Er by pass Jln Jakarta Ciputat, Shila Sawangan,Jln Raya Muchtar _ Sawangan-housing Bukit Tempayan River View. We arrive on 12.00 pm. (am?).We pray Angelus prayers.Ms Elvy had arrived too.We by the way.I carry Kelvin.Than Ms Ernest and her friend and Lariska arrive.We by the way.We help to feed (menyuapi) food to Kelvin. Larska help it.Kelvin eat porridge with untidy.His hand often move to reject it.Lariska try to give it.His face and mouth dirty or messy (belepotan) by porridge.Than his Father wipe it with wet regs (kain lap basah). Than we lunch.I give money IDR 100.000 to Mr Rony who want to shopping.Than we lunch.Ms. Vony make cake.Ee eat cake and fruit They make salad (rujak).I taste it.We eat manggo, guava.   Snakefruit (buah  Salak). we eat cake in afternoon.I gee message in WA. It is from Ms Elin. ‘Can you share the  WA number od gallon water trader? She ask. “Oh…. The water in home is run out.” I think. I looking ofr  it. Than I sent it to her.

Mr.Rony and I  discuss about Hila debt from Mr.Matinus  Ntalbot.We  suggest him to return it now Mr Tinus may  be need  pig to Astri' wedding party.You try ask Mr Beny to communicate it,' he say. Ok, latter I will WA Mr.Beny and him about it.I say to him. Ernest pick vegetables in grandfather's garden,.she pick pumpkin, leaves of pumpkin, papaya leaves etc.Than they return to BSD. Ms Vony  prepare pumpin and cake to me to bring to Bekasi.

I WA Mr Agus Suherman.I want to visit him and his family.His wife recent bon a boy baby. "We are in home" He answer. ok I m in Rony's house I will visit you and your family.Ok, He say while send the address in google map.On 18.00  pray angelus prayer.Thsn return.I give money IDR 100.000 to Lariska and Kelvin.Their mother happy.They give cake and pumpkin to me.Mr.Rony delivery me until Parung Bingung.I come to pharmacy to buy medicine I buy ointment (Salep) merk 88.I want to test price. Wow....the price is IDR 17.000.I buy it because I want to money change  to pay the public transportation.I buy it.Mr.Rony and Lariska return to their home.I wait public transportation to Station of Depok Baru. The  bemo 03 come. It is Depot Baru   destination. I sentrance. The journey is smooth. I contact with Mr. Gusti. I arrive in epok Baru station I pay IDR 8.000. Than I foot to cross the train to Jln Margonda Raya.  I’ tired too.  I walk enough far, may be 1 km. I ask people about  bemo to RS Hermina. Mr. Gusti dan I   agreed (sepakat) to meet there. I cross road. I  use  bridge cross. I’m tires  I wait car.  Than I conract Mr. Agus again. He ask me. Where your position? He ask. I’m near  Ramayana  Depok. I wait there. I see the pretty  girls arrange the  car that parking. Wow….wondeful,” I say in my heart. Than Mr. Gusti  arrive. He give helmet to me. I wear it. We go to their  contract  home in Depok  Baru, Pancoran Mas. Depok.  We by the way. I want to visit them. Mr. Gusti’s  wife   give birth to a boy in last month. I want to  vivit their baby boy and vivit his  wife. We by pass the road in Depok Baru than arrive in contract home.  We go to the second floor.  Ms Seri , Mr. Gusty’s  wife, Still serve her baby.  I sit down.  Than we by the way. I give the cake and pumkin to them. I give the present to  Lionel.  Mr. Gusty take their baby. I carry him.  The baby boy name is  Lionel. Thus name take from name of the football soccer  is Lionel Messi. Mr. Gusty is fun of Mr. Lionel Messi so  he give this name to his  sons. We by the way many thing about Lionel. We often  staying up late when  keep him. He is so  excited (bersemangat) to eat, especially drink milk.   He often get up. He is crying  if  hungry ,” he say. We talk about Wela people, include Mr. Ferdy’s wedding party yesterday. “Sorry I can not join because I was lecturing,” he say. It is okay,” I say.  We appreciate to Feus who so diligent to doctorate  study about law. I’m who lecture S1 so difficult to finish it,” he say. “We  appreciate  his effort for it,” I say.   Than we talk about Wela family in Jakarta. “We  rarely (jarang)  collet together as Wela family now,” he say. “Yes, our  togetherness is  seem thin (tipis) if compare in last time. “May be effect of economic crisis. Here are some  brother  who had  retired (pensiun) evenmore  early  retirement (pensiun dini)  . This is  especially for brother  who work in media industry. There are many  brother  who work in media industry e.g. Mr. Egy, Mr. Alex, Mr. Ino, Mr. Robert,  Mr. Rony, Ms Susy, Mr, Sixtus  Harson.  The media industry get  big challenge  now because technology  disruption. The people often access the information through  smartphone, nor read the   print media,” I say.  We talk the young Wela people in Jakarta, include  Luis  who gad go back to  West Manggarai. He  brought his wife and kid to there but just as his wife not at home so go back here. Luis in Terang now and his wife and daughter still here,” he say.  We talk about Ms Ona too. Ms Ona is Mr. Gusty’s  niece (keponakan perempuan).  She is staying in Labuan Bajo now. In last time we stay in their home when go to Mangarai. She had stayed in Papuan with her first husband but than she go back to Manggarai. No kid with the fist husband. Now  he marrid with Bajawa peole and have kid  now,” he say. We  talk  about  opportunity business in Labuan Bajo. “How about your  boarding house in Labuan Bajo? He ask. It is still repair. Melan and her husband  just as slow to handle it. I’m regret too,” I say. I caary Lionel. Mrs Seri cook food. She friend salted  fish . The  distinctive aromas (aroma khas)   we smell. Than we  supper on 20.30 pm.  We by the way. Than  I permission. Mr Gusty delivery me to terminal or station od Depok Baru.  I wnt to use the busway. I come to transjakarta busway. “Wow… the Transjakarta  schedule had sold  out . The end on 21.oo pm,” the driver say. Than I go to the  station. I use train. I want to take the money in ATM but the machine of ATM is broken. “I can take money in other place, include in Kranji,” I think. I wait the train. The train come.  I entrance. I arrive in  Mangarai station. I exit  while looking for ATM machine to get money. I find it. Than I tap again to entrance the  to  use train to Bekasi.  I wait train to Bekasi. The train still wiat. I entrance. The trans tart. I exit in Kranji station. The time show on 22.20 pm. I hunter the bemo to Haraoan Indah. From cross wat (steet ) I see the  red bemo. I try to call but just as trhe driver not listen  it. I walk west than looking for time  ross road. I try to stop the car and motor cycle. Lucky still have bemo to Harapan Indah. I entrance. I stop in Harapan Indah. I pay IDR 5.000. Prise to the Lord. I arrive there on about 10.50 am. I try to waiy=t busway / Transjakarta but none. I order gojek. I want to go to VMGI. The price is IDR 7.000, Wow…so sheap. I oder it. But evivently it is  wrong. I oder gain but evidently the Gojek cpme to  our contract house in VMG I.  The Gojek call me shat he das arrive in point of pick up. “Sorry I’m in Hrapan Indah.” I say. “Oh..may you  wrong click the pickup place. I’m stress. I wait. The Gojek come. He offer to use his service. I still wait.  I oder  Gojek again.  Now is valid. The price is IDR 23.5000. I prepare money IDR 25.000. We go go VMG I. We by pass Harapan Indah – Sant Albert Church – Pasar Modern – Asera – Bogor Village – VMG I – Blok B 4 No. 8. I arrive on about 23.45 pm. Wow..so late. I’m wrong management time.Praise to the Lord . I arrive safe. I see in kitchen. Oh… no water in gallon. Just as the staff of gallon water not delivery the water gallon tht order by Ms Elin,” I say in my heart.  Ms Elin and Ms Oden had sleeping. Than I’m sleeping. 

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