Minggu, 09 Februari 2014

EXPERIENCE AT VMG - volume 2

Saturday, February 8, 2014.
I get  up. The  rain season still  take place (berlangsung). The  flood still  take place too. There are  rubbish  that come together water. Our  page  of  home have  rubbish too. The  water already  receding (surut). I clean the  rubbish. I use  broom stick (sapu lidi)  and broom fibers (sapu ijuk).  When I clean the hole of  infiltration (resapan), so many  rubbish  just as plastic, cloth, iron, stone, land / soil  available  there. Ms  Vita  see  me  clean  it. She offer  the  project  spoon  to handle  it. Thank  you," I say. Ms  Vitha  is  Moslem  women  while  I'm  Catholic. Although difference religion it  not make  reason  for  us  to help  one  the  other. Base  on fact flood  that still take  place, we  need the  good  environment. So we  care  to  clean  environment, so  w  mutual  help  and mutual  support.

On  middle  day, Ms Fifi (Vincent and  Dimas)  mother  sent  to  our  leasing  house about  vegetable of  papaya leaf (daun pepaya)   and  porridge  of  green  beans (kacang  ijo).  They are  so good  to  us. May be  the Lord  gave  grace  and  thank  for  their  kindness.


Monday - Tuesday, February 17 - 18, 2014: Creative  people: Dami.

We  buy  rice  but  still  have  many bran (dedak), skill of  paddy  and  paddy. It  is  disturb  if  direct  to  cook. We  have  not  winnow (penampi = nyiru). What  trick to get  clean rice? I think  Mr. Dami will wash it  use  water. Evidently he so  something  that our  of  box  mine. He  clean the  rice  from  bran (dedak), skill of  paddy  and  paddh  use  plastic  place. "Wow... this  is  creative  people," I say  in  my  heart. Wonderful  him. I proud  to  people  that  creative.

Saturday, March 8, 2014.

My  MBK powder (bedak) is  discharged (habis). I  get  bed  smell  from my armpit (ketiak). Where  I   buy  it? I ask  to  my  heart. I go  to  JPS. I layover  (singgah) at  kiosk  at  margin  road  at  Kampung  Bogor. I ask  there. Obviously available. I buy  it. I buy s sachet.

In afternoon  I go  back  to  home.  On  this  evening  I get  duty to lead pray on Catholic meeting  of  Saint  Alfonsus, meeting  of  Lent  / Fasting  (Prappaska /Puasa). This  is  first meeting. After eat  rice  and  cucumber  that  I buy  at  Village  of  Bogor, I take  a bath. I join  with  Mr. Anto, Dimas  to   venue  of  meeting  at  Mr  and  Ms  Yance. When I arrive    many Catholic  people  there. Mr. Dias, Mr. Harjono   and  their  family already  come.  We  by  the  way. The  people  that  come enough  many so  the home  and  terrace. Almost 40 Catholic  peoples  tat  come. They are parents, and  children. Usually  they  come  complete. We share faith experience. Mr. Aloy ( Manggarai  people)  and  Mr. Alo / Supri  (East  Flores  people  share  idea.). My motivation  to serve  on  church  is   implementation of  faith  just  as  Sint  James  sais. "Faith without  action  is  die".  All  people that faith to God of  Jesus Christ  can recovery  all  people  that  sick, not  only   priest. When my child is  sick  of  typhus (tipus) I pray him / her. I  bless (memberkati)  the  water  and  anoint (mengurapi) oil  than lubricate  to her / him. He  is  recover. Father Joseph Jaga  Dawan, SVD  forbid  the  lay to  do  it. Only  priest  that  have authority for  it,' he  said  but  according  to  me, all  people  that believe  to  Jesus  Christ  can  do  it whereas  he  faith to Jesus,"  Mr. Aloy  said. A women student senior / junior HS  share  her  experience. When the  pray finish, we  eat  cake  and  noodles. Than  i join  with  Mr. Anto  to  go  home. Function we  come to meeting of  faith to support  and  to pray. Mr. Aloy (Flores  Timur)  ask  it  to  all Catholic  people. In their  recidence  still  have  problem  from  the  other  people from  the  other  religion / group. May  be  FPI (terorist?). They  want  to  use public  facility on regency to build  mosque  but  moslem  people  on  that regency not support  /  sympathetic with their  action.  I go  back to  home. Than I'm  rest.

Monday, March 10 2014.
I go home  on evening  after  do  some  duty.  I forget to  take  the  motor cycle.  I know  it when  I get up early  that  the  motor cycle  still  at  motor  cycle. Lucky no people  that  come  to   steal (mencuri)  it. I often careless. I careless  since  from  school  up  to  home. Please  be carefully, Franck.

Saturday, March  29, 2014

I have  program  to  go  to  Jkarta. Mr. Rony   sms    me  to  ask go  to office  of  SAMSAT of  Central  Jakarta  to  pay  tax (pajak)  of  motor  cycle. "This  month  is  the  end  time  to  delete  of  fine (denda)  of  late  of  pay  of  motor  cycle  tax," Mr. Rony  says. Wow... I so  slow to  response  this. I'm  not  prepare the  document. I decide  to  postpone  to  go  to  Jakarta. I looking  for  data  about  We;a  case. I print  it.  I go back  to  home  on afternoon. I decide to go  to  Jakarta  on  Sunday, March 30, 2014.


Sunday, March 30, 2014.
I get  up  early. I decide  to  jogging. I  do  it  at  VMG  complex. May be  I get  up  on 04.00  am. I'm jogging than  take  a bath,  breakfast  than    start  to   Jakarta.
At. Jl. Boulevard, near  Heloconia housing  complex  I see  girl  that  on foot. She  bring book  of  song. "Certainly  it  is  Catholic  people   that  want  to go  to  Saint Albertus  Church  to  join on holy  mass. I stop my motor  cycle  than  invite  her  to  join on my  motor  cycle. Than we  by  the  way. I ask  her. "I'm  Yuly. I'm  from Kupang, Timor, NTT. I sata  at  Heliconio housing  complex. My  boss  Catholic  too  but   they  still go  out  now. I want  to go  to  Saint  Albertus  Church," She  says. "I'm  Frans. I'm  from  Manggarai, Flores. I'm staying  at  Vila  Mutiara  Gading (VMG). I will  go  to  Jakarta. I wiil  join on holy mass  at  Jakarta," I say  to  her. I stop my motor  cycle  at  near  saint Albertus  Church. Than I  save  my  motor cycle  at  daycare   motors (tempat penitipan motor)  at  Aqua ( Pondok Ungu). Than I use  bus 45  to  Pulo Gadung. I pay Rp 4.000.

Tuesday, April  8, 2014.
I print  data  to  bring / sent  to  Wela. It's   United Nations about  Indigenous People. I want  to  support my  brother  Mr. Beny  and Mr. Hubert  that  get  problem with Manggarai Government  ( Mr. Antonius  Kanja) -.. Tomorrow, Mr. Vian's  sister -  Ms  Di / Dingin - want  to Pagal - Cibal  Ruteng / Manggarai. I want to  commend (menitipkan) the  article  through  her. I print  it  at  school  than  bring to  home. I wrap  it  on envelope. I success  to open the envelope  that  alredy  close (lock / glue - melem)  than  put  the  increase  article  than I glue  again.  In evening the  other  brothers  come. They are  Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian's  friends. Thay have  group  that have  the  same  interest is  playing  card. They are  Mr. Gus, Mr. Jack, Mr. Gorom , . They play  card.  Than Mr. sony  come.  I take  sleep. I give  my envelope  to  Ms  Di. At  the  early  morning  at 03.00  Ms  Di  and Mr. Vian  go  to  Soekarno Hatta air port  because  on 06.00 the aeroplane  start  to Bali - / Denpasar  that transit there / Denpasar  that  go  to  Labuan  bajo - West manggarai - Flores. We  watch soccer of  Cahmpion League - Chelsea  vs PSG. Play  at  place  of  Chelsea. Chelsea win 2 -0, whereas  they  lose  3 - 1  when play  at  home  of  PSG. Mourinho  is  the  smart  motivator.  Madrid  lose 2 -0   vs  Borosia Dortmund, but  Madrid  go ahead  to  next session   because when play  at  Madrid, they win 3 - 1.  Than I sleep  again. Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Vian  continue  to  brain sport  through  play  card. Mr. Vian go  back. "I meet  Father  Martin, OFM - Tentang parish father - "Wow... it  's  nice  if  if  the  envelope  to  my  brother  Mr. Di  can  give to  Father  Martin. I try  to  cantact  Ms  Di," I say. I will  say  to Father  Martin too, Mr. Vian says.  I sms  Ms  Di  and  Father  Martin, OFM. Ms  Di  do  it. I get  sms  about  it. 

Today  is holiday  because Parliament General Election. I'm  not  join. All  people  at  our  home  not  join. I breakfast. I fill  pulse than buy eggs. Than I go  to  Mr. Barnabas  house. I'm  not like  to  stay at  home  because  the  guest  that  come  to  play card. Play card / gambling (judi)  not  match  with  my  spirit. In afternoo  the  friends  that play card  go  back. In afternoon  I sleep. Than  we  gather  at  Mr. Anto  and  Ms  Fifi's  house  . We  celebrate Vincent's 7  birthday. We  eat  meat (beacon, cow, chicken - fish - fruit - : waremelon (semangka, bark (salak). We  eat  so  full. We  eat  cake  too. Mr. Barnabas, Mr. Egy, Mr. Jack, Mr. Vian, Mr. Egy  Mr. Dami  and  I  join. Vincents  grand  mother  from Jogya  come to  celebrate  it.
Than  we  sleep.

I can  not  sleep  nicely  because  so  hot. Because  full  stomach? May be  too. I wact soccess od  Cahmpion League : Bayern Munchen  vs  MU. Munchen  win 3 - 1  while  Atletico  Madrid  vs  Barca  1 -0  for  win  of  Atletico. Than I sleep. I get  up than  start  to  school. I arrive  on  time  at  school  at 06.56. Mr. jack  drive  my  motor  cycle.

I school I teach primary 1A, 1C, 3A, 5A. When teach Primary 3A, Crayola program so many PC  that  broken. I give  cagnce  to  student  to  play  the  others  software. For  Primary 5A, I teach Allice. I study  together  students. 

In afternoon  I see some  students  to  do  project  of  IPA. I  help  them to  make  it. Ms  Dwi angry  to  them. Rivanca, Kevin  and  Shannon  not  finish  yet . Kevin  and Rivanca that taklactive. I so regret  to  them. I help them  how  to  make  it.  Kevin's  parent  and Rivanca's  oldest sister angy  to  Kevin  and Rivanca. "Do you want  to  move  from here?. You alway play, not  focus  on your  work," Kevin's  father  complain.
I try  to  transfer's   their  data  than  print  it.

Than I contact  my  brother  Mr. Beny. The  data  already arrive  at  village. Than I call  to  Lembor. I talk  with  my oldest sister  ms  Yustina  and  mother  regina. Mother  Regina  go  to Lembor to  visit  her brother  and  her  first  child  and  family  at  Golo Karot  - Lembor.

 Saturday, April  12, 2014.

I get  up early.  I jogging around  VMG. Some people  sport  in  the  morning. We use general place  to sport. I see a family ( father  ant  2  sons) play badminton. The father teach his  sons  to  play  it. I try  to move  my  part  of  bodies. Than I go back. I wash my dress  than  breakfast. I use salt  fish  as   side  dish (lauk).. It  is  dangerous  to  me  because  I get  strike  of  hypertension (hipertensi). On last  evening  I did  it  again. It  is  dangerous. I'm not   discipline  and  consistent (konsisten).Than I wash my dress. I enjoy happy after  jogging, take a rest, breakfast  than  take  a bath. Than I start  to  school. I  red  news.



Thursday, April 17, 2014.

Thursday  white. What is  the  white?  Sacrifice (pengurbanan / pengorbanan) of  Jesus  Christ  that give  Himslef  with totally.

"They  eat  faster  ( mereka  makan  cepat-cepat).

Wednesday, April  23, 2014
In  evening  the  rain  come. It  is  so  big. I use  raincoat  at  top limit  of Aralia / Harmoni -  Rawa  Indah - the  rain  come. The  rain  come  so  big  when I arrive  at  Kampung  Bogor. I stop  at  place  if  sale  pulse of  electric. I buy pulse  20  with  cost Rp 21.000. I wait  the  rain  stop. When  the  rain  stop I start  to  home. I arrive  there. My dress  wet. I take  a bath than  by  the  way  with  brother. Reva - Mr. Robert - Ms  Thress  child - come  to  our rent  house. She  call  us  to  eat together to  celebrate  Mr. Dito Anselmus  birthday  in  their  home. Mr. Yu  already  make  vegetable, but  not  for  my vegetable. I need  cook  vegetable  - no  need  to   put  salt  because  I  get hypertension (hipertensi).  Ms  refa  come  to  call  us  to  eat  in  their  home. We  go  to  there. We  pray  together. Mr. Robert - Ms  Theres     lead  pray. We  follow. Than we supper  together. They invite  Moslem neighbor. We  eat  together. Than we  by  the  way. We  talk situation  at  our  school (Saint James / Yakobus- Kelapa Gading, Pax Ecclesia - Kemang  Pratama - ). Than we (Mr. Egy, Mr. Vian, Mr. Jack / Yakobus - Mr. Yu, Mr. Barnabas  and I  go  back  to  home. We  are  rest.


Friday, April 25, 2014.
Today  Mr. Egy  birthday. At  evening  we  eat  together. Our  group  celebrate  it. Today  we  big  eat:  fish, chicken,  kale (kangkung), banana, etc. Mr.  Ben  and  family  come.  Mr. Barnabas  come  late. Today  have  choir  exercise  at  Mr.  Anto's  house. I'm  absent.

May,  second MAy, date......  2014.
We  get  fruit from neighbour  of  house. They are  from  Java. They are  very  good. They  are  Moslem / Islam people. They are are  Mama  Vitha  and  her  family. In evening  she  give  watermelon (semangka), I eat  it.  Thank  you  neighbor.

May 20, 2014.
VMG, Blok B4. Our  housing  enough  many people of children. They  Play in evening. They  use  our   terrace (teras)  of  house  to play  of  box   and  seek  (kotak  umpat) . They   hide  and search  the  people. They  touch  the one place  that they agree as  fort (benteng). They are  so  enjoy. I talk  with  Serly. She  talk  about  ghost (hantu)  and  devil (setan).  Serli  school  at  Gema  Qolbu. The  other girls  of  student  study  at  Gema  Nurani.  Vitha's  mother  give  us  snack  of  "Kuaci".
Before  it  I cook  vegetable. I fried  tempeh. It  is  on  fire (terbakar). Than I  mix with tomato. It  is  still  good.  Mr. Vian  eat  the  end, not  get  food.  Mr. Egy, Mr. Jack  and  I seem  cruel  because  not  save  food  for  him?  Why? Because  Mr. Vial  often not  eat  at  home. So  we  think he3  already  supper. He looking  for  food  for supper.


Saturday, May  31, 2014.
I'm  get  up  early. I get  up  because  my  mobile  phone  is  ring . I handle. Ms  Merry  call. Please  send  pulse  Rp 10.000  today,"  she  ask. Okay," I say. Than I jogging. I jongging  to   Pisang  Batu   village. I  jogging   only  use feet, without   pedestal  (alas) feet  (sandals  or  shoes). I by  pass   field (padang)  of  weeds.  I see  people  drive  motor cycle  on wood  bridge. Wow... they  are  wonderful. It  is  old  bridge. I do  dare  to  drive  motor cycle  there. Than I  wash  dress, cook food  and  vegetable (carot),  peel  (kupas)  mango, cook   of  carrot  of  vegetable, fried  egg. Mr. Egy  get  influenza  because  get  rain on  last  night.  I'm  washing   dress, take  a bath, breakfast / lunch  than  start  to  school. Before  it  I pay  installment (cicilan)  to  cooperation  of  CUBG.
I entrance  to  school.  I  read  the  news. Than  my  brother  Mr. Beny  Jelami call  me. We  talk  about  Hila. We  want  to  go  back  to  Wela. What  will he  do  there  to  get  money? Please  work there. Mr. Ansel call  him that  say  the  reason  why he  wiil  go  back  to  Wela. There  are   4  reason:  There  is  his  freind  that already promotion to  employee  while  he  is  not  yet. Hila  disappointed  (kecewa) because  it. " Hilla  miss  communication  with  the   Mr. Leo. Hila  so  take  distance, no  come  to  home, his  hope  so  high, so  many  sue (tuntut) to  the  other  while less  sue (tuntut)  to  himself," we  say. " I try  to  say  tomorrow. May  be  we  discuss it  tomorrow," I say. "I can  promote him  that  important he  lecture" Mr  Beny  say quote (mengutip)  Mr. Leo. Mr. Hila  so  silent, slow.  May be  I'm  too.


Friday, June 13, 2014 - Mitoni celebration.
Today in  Block B / D  there  is  mitoni  of  Catholic family. Ms  Dita - merried  on last October 2013 - celebrate  miotony - 6  or  7  month gestation (kehamilan). They are  Cathilic  family. Ms Ditha  and  Mr. Paulus  merried  of diffrence  of  church . Ms  Ditha  Catholic, Mr. Paulus  is  Christian. We  go  to  there  on 19.00 pm. I wrong  see  the  time. I think about 19.00. After  pray  i see avidently  it  occurd  on  20.00 pm. Mr. Jack  and  I become  the  fist  people  that  come  to  theur  home. We  by  the  way. The  pray  lead  by Mr. Henry - lay deacons (diakon awam). The  Catholic  people  enough  many  that  come to  join on  pray. We  eat  until full  stomach. Thanh  when go  back we  gewt  cake. So  many grace  and sustenance (rezeki) today. Thank you Ms  Ditha  and  Mr. Paulus, thank you  Mr. and Mrs  Joko (Ditha's  parents).
IOn the  morning  we can  watch soccer  in TV. May be  Mr. Jack  and  Mr. Vian  that  try  to  get  it so we can watch  soccerr  of  Word  Cup 2014. Than you Mr. Jack  and  Mr. Vian.


Saturday, June 9, 2014

I'm  get  up early.  The electric  off  on  the  morning  than  on again. I get  up. I 'm jogging in  field  of  Blok B. There is   boy  that  looking  for his  friend  but  his  friend  still  sleep.
I jogging. I'm  happy  because  can  jogging  today.  Than I go back. I meet  with security.  He  give  information to me about Independence Day activity. On August 10, 2014 there is  social service (bakti sosial) in Blok B. On August 17, 2014, there is celebration  of  religious  gatherings (halal bihalal), cook  food, I   breakfast  than start to school. Today there is parent  meeting  for  JHS  and  SHS. I get box  food.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Sunday, Octobber 5, 2014
I get up late on 05:40 am. I want  to join on  first  mass at Saint  Albertus Harapan Indah   Bekasi church. . I go to there after  mass.  I start  on 06:00. The  Moslem  people selebrate Eid al Adha. I try to by pass. They  pray (Sholat Ied) at  road  on 06:00.  In Kampung Bogor I can  not  by pass. "Please by pass the alternative  way," they says. I do it. With  this expereince I know the alternative way at Kampung Bogor.  I arrive at Church. The situation on the morning  lone  because Moslem people  busy to pray of Ed al- Adha.  The  Father......, SVD - Head  priest -  lead  mass. I'm  late  when read  of  Gospel. I'm  shame.  I'm not accept communion.  I go back to home. No people sale vegetable  today. Mr. Harnoto and I  cook  nuddle,  fried tempe, tofu,. Than we  eat  together. The  Moslem neighbor share  sacrifial meat (daging kurban)  to  us. I ask  Ms. Iis (Bu  De) to  make  it.  I go to Mr. Anto house. They give food ( ketupak / diamond rice,  jackfruit (nangka) vegetable  and ....(bakwan). I eat  so  much. "So many....., Dimas  say. So much . super jumbo," Mr.Harnoto  say. Than I go back to home. Than I go to school  to take text of  text P6  than  make count  score. I write  this  experience too. In home I see  the  meat that already make  by  Ms  Iis. I try  to avoid  to  eat  this. I  worry my hypertension is recurrence (kumat).  Mr. Harnoto  eat  it  but  so little. Than On  Monday of  afternoon I trough it.

Sunday, October 12, 2014.  Catholic  and  Moelem  meet  on Humanity  (Environment, clean, healt, water)
I get  up  on 05:30 am. I want  to  join on first  mass. I go to there. I'm  late."Life  alone, permanent  late (hidup sendiri, telat melulu), Mr. Stanis says. Mr. Stanis  is  Saint Albertus  Church of  security. He  is  from Lembata / Adonara, East  Flores. Wow... his  word  is  so sharp. Thank you, Mr. Stanis.
I join on mass.  Father  Frans, SVD (?)   that  lead  mass.  Than I go back. When I arrive at VMG, Block B, the neighbor  still busy to work to clean the gutter (got). I ask Mr. Harnooto  to  join. We  work together. We take  the  mud  from gutter. Than we  clean  it. We  work  together.  There  is Catholic dan Moslem  family people that prepare the  food (rice, soup, tempeh, tofu, nuddle), fruit, water. I join to   do  it.  I eat  first. This  is  example  the  good tolerance.  We  work  until at 13:00. The  cart (gerobak) to  carry  the  sack (karung) of  mud  broken  the  tire. We repair  it. We trout out  mud  that fill to  sack (karung) than load to cart (gerobak)  of  water. We work together: adut, child, women, men, all  participate to  finish  it.  The need make  us work together. Than on 13.30 I'm  sleep. I seem so sleep.

Sunday, October 19, 2014
I get up early. I decide to join on second mass  at Church of  Saint Albertus harapan Indah, Bekasi. I come on time.  In church I meet  Gio  and  his  parents and  his  family. Gio is  Mr. Bone's boy. Mr. Bone  from Cibal  - Manggarai. Gio play at  church. I block him to play with free. H e  is report / complain to his parent. His father invite me to go play to their house. "Please  come and play to home," I he said. Okay, I will  come at one moment.
The mass  lead  by Father Andang L. Binawan. He speech about  tax (pajak)."Orang bijak, taat "pajak".  Why pay tax" to church? .  In last  time church and state is  one. The  king include  leader of  religion. Than Catholic  make separation it. Tax for  church is participation  in community is  life, just as one  body that consist of many members. For  the good  community need participation all  members. Tax  of  church for Catholic  not compusary but   compliance (kerelaan). We can make solidarity to build the church.

1. Food day wordwide (Hari pangan Sedunia / HPS - October 16, 2014). The earch always enough for every people  but not enough for people that greedy (serakah).
2. Put  rubbish on right  place  to  avoid  pollution  and  flood.

When finish  mass  I ask  him at sacristy (sakristi). I ask him to make  mass  for  JPS  school. "On school day I can not serve because I work at office, give lecture, etc. Sorry  for you," he say.

I meet  JPS  student at chuch, just as Kristo (P3A),, Joseph,  Jovanca, Junior and sehior  high school  student.

Than I go back to home. I buy vegetable at Kampung Bogor / Rawa Indah. Than I go back to home. I cook vegatable than rest. I get  up on 13:00. Than  I prepare myself  to  join on prayer  of  Rosary. The Rosary prayer at Mr. Robert (Bajawa/ Aimere - Flores) house at  Blok. For the  first I entrance to  their  house. It  is good.  So many people  come. Mrs. Aloy and Mr. Aloy (Yudi's  parent)    lead  the  prayer.The people  that  come are:  Mr.  and Ms Yunus (-Harapan Mulya), Mr. dan Ms......., Ms Monika, Ms Panggabean (Bali Indah), Mr. Jufry / Aloy  and  family (HM), Ms and Mr. Yulius, Oma and  family (Rawa Indah), Ms  Joko Prasojo and daughter - (Blok A ), Mr. Anto, Ms Iis, Ms....(Blok B),   Ms............., and  some  Catholic  people. Ms Monika ask  about Mr. Harnoto."Where is Mr. Harnoto?". Please invite him to join on prayer. Encourage him to join," she  says."Please  come  to Harapan Mulya HM 33 number 3, at Mr. Anom. Their  child thanksgiving  because accept   Baptism Sacrament. Mr. Martono  invite us to come to this event. "Please invite  with Mr. Harnoto," he said. "Okay, I will invite him,"  I say. Then we go back to  home. In afternoon  we by the  way. I discuss  with Mr. Harnoto. The evening  come. We  gewt  guest. He  is  Mr. Fian - former  friend that  stay together  me  in last  time. I  serve (menyuguhkan)  him  Manggarai sugar. It  is  still  good.  We by the  way. Than we permission  to  to  to Harapan Mulya  to  Mr. Anom's  hpuse. We  know  this  house  from Mr. Anto. Mr. Harnoto  drive  motor cycle.  We are  late. We by pass  village village Pomanah. We are  late. We  entrsance on second event  of  Rosary. When finsih pray,  we  supper. I eat rice,  grilled (bakar)  fish), water  melon, tempeh  and   kale (kangkung)  vegetable. it  is  good. Mr. Dedi and  Ms  Feny  - JPS  staff -  join. I seem eat much of water melon. Mr. Dedi and Mr. Harnoto seem  mocked (olok - ngeledek) me because eat  much water melon. So many food prepare by  Mr. Anom and family, just as peanut,  crackers, condiment (sambal).  Mr. Martono - leader of  Catholic community of Saint Alfonsus I environment  - give announcement, Next weet, the rosary prayer at VMG,  Blok A  at Mr. Joko's  house," he says. Than we  go  back to home. Mr. Harnoto drive motor cycle. We  by the way. We talk about  Batik tulis. "Bati  tulis  show  the  religion". Mr. Harnoto  say. "Wow... this  is  nice idea. I try to make  relection to my culture base on this  idea," I say. Than we sleep.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

I'm jogging around home. May be only  20  minutes.  Than I take  a bath. I prepare myself to go to school. Today I get task to accompany student that join on coloring  competence. The  competence celebrate by   Faber Castell  company. The competence done at  Mega Mall  (MM)  Bekasi. I go to school first  for finger print. I arive 06:43 am.  Thna I go back to home to cook vegetables and food. I shooping vegetable at Kampung Bogor. I buy pumpkin (labu) , fungus (mushroom = jamur), corn, carot. I cook it than eat. Than I go to school. I take cake at Ms Feny's room. They prepare it by cardboard (kardus).I ask string (rope) for  bundle (ikat) it. Than I start. I save my motor cycle at Pondok Ungun. Than I use   public car. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop there. I entrance to MM  of  Giant. I try to enjoy. I ask the people about place of coloring competence.  "At  second floor,"  the security said. I go to there. I arrive there at 10.17. The official begin call  and  give  explain to students. So many students that join. I see some parents  studennts, just as Mendy's  mother, Cathrin's  mother, Sam's father, Kayla' mother, Christian's  father, Okta''s mother, Novan - Rama's  father - mother, Paskah Father, Yiska's  mother / grand mother, Nam's  mother,   . There are 18 0r 19 students that  join. Ms. Thea  come. I try to cantact Mr. Aloy. I'm fail.  Cathreen's  mother call him. "He  is  at Jakarta, to accompany student that join on robotik competence," she says. Than we wait  students that join on competence. Ms Thea and I by the way. We distribute  it.  We talk. We see  the  other teachers  from the  other school, include  from Marsudirini - Bekasi.  Some students not  come to registration  place. So, I save the  bread. The bread  not  enough. Ms  Thea  not  get. I decide  to put the  cake on  my bag. It's enough. Than the  announcement (notice = pengumuman) come. Before  it  the official ask  students  to  sing  or dance. When the official finish to scoring it, they announcement. The result  is:

Kindergarten level:
  1.  Novel (Amiro  school)
  2. Adela (Marsudirini)
  3. Marvel (Marsudirini)
Primary
  1. Shely --- Marsudirini
  2. Adika ---- Al Muslim
  3. Vinessa Alia ----Ananda
 No  one  JPS  student that available on list. Why? May be less preparation.
Than Ms Thea  and I  go back. We no  eat.  I entrance to Gramedia book store.  Than I go back. Wow... the  rain  come. Lucky already stop.  I cross the way. I find the public car 25. When arrive at Kranji, no rain.  I entrance. I pay Rp 4.000. I stop at  branch  Pondok Ungu. I  on foot  to place  I save the  motor cycle. 
Than I drive motor cycle. I eat at Harmony shelter. I pay Rp 7.000 (rice, tofu,  cheakpea - kacang panjang - mix  tempeh). Than I go to school. I try to do anything. I call  Mr. Hila. Today they go to Lale. They already  arrive at Lale when I call. "Give my warm greeting ti big family at Lale," I say. I  try to do my job.  Than I get  sms  from Mr. Harnoto. "There is meeting of neighbour  here. Do you go back to  home? he ask. Okay," i  will  join. The rain come. I use jacket / raincoat. Than  I go back. In our  complex of housing, the neighbour still meeting. It  is  beside our rent  house. Mr. Anto  come invite  us. We go to there.We supper. Than we are rest. I try to  cantact  Mr. Rony.  I try to cantact Mr. John  and Mr. Safer to ask Mr. Rony. Mr. Rony  fly  from  Flores to jakarta today. He  is  start  from  Labuan Bajo  at 16.00  to Denpasar.  I try to monitor him.  Evidently  he arrive  at Airport of Cengkareng about 22.00. May be he arrive at Jakarta  on  23.00 pm.


Jum'at, 21 Nop. 2014. Mr. Slamet Harnoto's  parent  come to Bekasi. They use  car. They visit us at VMG. "Please looking  for  wife  now. Musn't  think about wife that perfect. Wife can give grace,"  he said to advise us. I hear  and save in heart. Mr. Harnoto's  parent already   old. Almost 80- years.  Thank you  sir.

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Today, 19  Peb. 2015. There is  holiday because Imlek holiday. I  try  to   see  my handphone  that according to me  broken. I try  to on. Evidently can be  use. It  is  only off  condition.

Than I want  to  looking  for  money. I need  it. I think at  school. I wnt  to  JPS. Just  as there  is the  other  strong  help me (God?). The  book that save  money  fall down  from  shelf (rak) of  cupboard. Wow.... the  money just as   manifest themself (menampakkan diri). Thank you Lord.

Friday, Pebruary 20, 2015. I go to school. Before it I cook vegetable  to l\ breakfast. In way I buy herb (jamu) of turmeric  to avoid  of   gastric pains (sakit  maag). I shooping  fuel  of  gasoline too.  I shooping vegetable  and  rice, corn. I  service the corn of  boil (rebus) to Mr. Harnoto.  Than I start  to school. Wow... I forget  to  bring  money. I want  to Jakarta. In school I semell the bed  smell  from   my trousers (celana panjang). It  is smell of  urine. May be  because I use  it repeat  not  clean  and  washing  yet.


Thursdsay, May 14, 2015
I'm get up late. Why? Because I watch soccer in last night, semifinal Champion League,  Juventus Vs Madrid. The  resul it  draw, 1 - 1. Juventus right to continue to finaal because win on fist leg 2 - 1  when play at  Italy. In last morning play at Madrid. I get up on 08:00 am.
Today is inauguration on Saint Albertus to become parish. Msgr. Ignatius Suharyo,Pr  that lead mass. He  preach  nicely.
After mass  continue with people party  with  enjoy the  simple  culinary by Catholic  of Saint Albertus  Church. I meet  and  talk with some Catholic people, include Mr. Hubert, parent's  of Yustina Sisilia, Primary JPS (1C),  and Ms... (Oma). Than I wait Ms Patricia  the  saler  of  medine. I take  my motor cycle  from parking area (at Ruko at east). Than I wait  Ms Patricia. Oma  wait  me  in long  time. Than Ms  Paricia  came. They  prospect me. They check my condition use  their  tools that connect  to  computer. "Your blood system in disorder," he  staff  says. Okay." I say. Than they  give one  bottle to me. I pay Rp 270.000. Than I delivery  oma  to  Rawa Indah. Than I go to  home.
I take a rest. I enjoy of  life today.  I take a rest. I'm lazy to school. In afternoon I   discuss  with Mr. Harnoto. In evening someone  knock the door. Evidently Ms There, Mrs  Joko and  one  neighbour  again. "Good, evening, what I can  help you?" I ask. "There is neighbour that  death (die)." they say. "Wow... whatt will they do? " Iask. "We already mourn (melayat). Please  join with the  male," they suggest. Than I invite Mr. Harnooto to go to there. I try to see the  condition. I help to  handle the  chair. I see  the  condition. The people that die  is the  moslem people. he Moslem people pray for moment  than take a bath of the bodies the people  die, that set hte  bodies taht pray (shalat) at Mosque (Mushola). They  ahve  equpment for  this. They take  a bath with tidy. Than bring to Mosque (Mushola). The Ambulance  car alredy prepare. "It is  own  the people,"  Mr. Joko say. Mr. Jojo  ask to join on their  group because I  sit  alone.  The  women child of  the deceased (almarhum) arrive    from Bandung. She is  studying  at Bandung. On 00:00 the bodies  delivery to Solo. The  deceased  from Solo.  Than we  tidy the  chair. On 00:30 am I  take  a rest.  Than I have  dream just  as  the  soul of the  deceased  come  to our house. I shake  hand  with  him. I'm afraid. I get  up than go to  toilet. I pray  and  change position of sleep. I can sleep nicely. I get  up on o6:15 am. I go  to  school. I arrive  on  time.


Friday, 15 May 2015
I go to school. I arrive on time there. I'm no  breakfast today. Today the principal ask me and  some  frend  that  committee (panitia) and invigilator of  test of school  fro Primary   meeting  at the  other  school. I ask to Mr. Ben Ayung about the adrress. The meeting  at SDN Setia Asih 01. I ask  this school to Mr. Bento too. I ask to Mr. ....(security) that indigenous people (orang  asli)  here. "It  is  at Pomahaan  village, near Indo Maar / Alfa Mark. So I go to there. Mr. Ben Ayung alredy there. I follow. I believe what Mr. ....... (security)  say.  When I arrive  at Pommahan Village I see School of Setia Mulya 02. It  is  lonely.  I go there. Ask people about SD Setia Asih 01. Wow.... it  is   not  here, so please  reversible (berbalik arah). I do it. I see at SDN Setia Mulya 02. I see Mr. Ben Ayung there. Wow... Mr. Ben is  wrong  give information the school.
Than we meeting at about 09:00 am. It  is development (pembinaan) for teacher - committee  and  invigilator as prepare  for  School Examination for Primary 6  students. The Committee  explan the method of  it  to  us. We  try  to  listen  nicely. Than I ask to teacher about  Nurul Qolby school. It  is  lies at Kampung Bogor. Wow.... it  means  near my place  of  recident. But  why Am I not  remember  it? Wow.... my memory  is   broken. Why I arlready almost  3  yers  syay at VMG  and almost every day by pass Kampung Bogor  but  why not  know this  school?. Mr. Ben Ayung delivery us (Mr. Jonsen, Ms Thea and I)  to there. Then We  back  to school  but I permit  to home  for  moment.  I cook to  warm vegetable. Lucky Mr. Harnoto already cook rice. I'm eating  for  lunch. The  vegetable almost  stale (basi). Than I go to school.I read  news.
In afternoon/ evening I go back. I go back faster. Why? I want  to join on  mass  spirit (misa arwah) of the deceased (almarhum) Yudi, Mr. Aloy Nosson's  child that  die  in  lasy  year ago, May 19, 2014.  I walk to there. I meet so many Catholic people there, include Manggarai people, Mr. Niko Nohos and  the  others. We talk about manggarai. Mr. Niko stay  at  RUSUSNAWA /  RUSUNAMI  PULO GEBANG.  Than we mass. The mass lead by Father Anton Padua Eboresi,SVD. He  is  from Ngada  Flores. He  is  coming  late. The mass  have schedle start on 19:00  but  he arrive  at 20:15. The mass   start at 20:22. And  finish 21:44 pm. The choir by OMK, include Ms Vanessa, the KG teacher. I just  know  that Ms Vanessa  is  Mr. Leo's  child.Mr. Leo  is  Principal at Saint Peter School of  Kelapa Gading, Noert Jakarta. He  is  from Ngada - Flores. When Ms  Vanessa  go back  I joke  to her: " give  warm greeting  to Mr. Leo. She  respons  with  funny too. Than I help to handle the chair. Than I go back. I on foot. I walk besude Mushola.  Today Mr. Harnoto  went  to  Solo. May be  go to his Village  to  at  Pemalang, Central Java.


Saturday, May 16, 2015
I get up  late. Than I wash my dress, cook food  than  start  to school. In Rawa  Indah  a man try  stop to me  with  his  hand  and stick (tongkat). He  ask  my help to join on my motor cycle. I want  to Cakung. When arrive at branch to  Aralia, he  is  ask to  stop . He   down  from  motor cycle than walk  while  talking. He  is  ask money Rp 2.000 to me  but  I don't  give. I'm suspicious (curiga) to him.

Sunday, June 14, 2015

There is  program of  social work in from of  house  for  each  family. This  is  village program, include RT RW. I o it. Since  yesterday  there is  people  that  die  at  Block B. I don't  know  it. I know  when I prepare myself  to tgo  to the  church at afternoon  at  about  16:00 pm.   This  is  the  second  time there is people that die at Block B. He  is  man. He was  treated  at  hospital. The  chief of RT  say it   at  last  night  when meeting. I postpone  to mourn (melayat) him because I want  to go to church to join on mnass. I go to  Saint  Michael Kranji. I by pass Harapan Indah - KBT -  Pulo Gebang - Cakung Station -  Perumahan Harapan Baru -  The   Protestan Church - 6  church -  railway - Bintara -  Saint  Michael Kranji. I'm  late. The  mass  lead  by Father  Heru, SVD. I forget  his  homily.  The reading about parable   God  Kingdom just as   seed (benih) and sower (penabur).  Than I go back to home. I by pass Bintara. I try to trace the  new  way to reach BKT. I by pass  Harapan Baru, when arrive at 6 church of protestan  I  turn to back. I turn to  left. I ask people about BKT. I find  it. Wow... i have  new  experience of  way. Than I  want to house of  funeral home  (rumah  duka) but  the  people that  die already  move. May be already  delivery to his  village  or  to  cemetery6. The Moslem people  have tradition to fast the people that  die. I cancel to entrance the  home. The Moslem neighbour  do the  pray. I ack to home.

Thursday, Juny 23, 2015

In the afternoon I went to Jakarta to  mourn (melayat) the deceased (almarhum) Mr. Marius Arie Saridin at funeral home (rumah duka)  of Saint Carolus. The deceased pass away on last morning at 01:00 am at Persahabatan Hospital, East Jakarta. From Villa Mutiara Gading I  drive motor cycle. Than I  put it at Cakung station. I use train. I stop at  Manggarai - Cikini station. Than  by Kopaja to Carolus. I pay Rp 2.000.  Than i entrance funeral  home of Saint Carolus. "Commisarate" (turut berduka cita), I say to  family that still  sorrow (berduka).  The mass had finish when I arrive. I meet so many Mangarai people. Than I on foot to Cikini. I use train to back to Bekasi.  I arrive at Cakung station almost at 23:00. Than I take my motor cycle. I pay Rp 5.000 to people that security of  parking place. Than I drive motor cycle.  My health is disturn, especially my  testicle (buah p). May be I use  dress  that  tight (ketat). May be troussers (celana panjang). I seem fat (gemuk) now.  I try to hold the sick. In near   Santika Hotel I see a man that aon foot  while bring bag. "May be he is just go back from holiday of Eid Mubarok (Lebaran / Idulfitri). "Where do you go to?" I ask. I go to  Taman Cemara (Cemara Park)," he answer. "Piro?"  he ask in Javanesse. (How many the cost?" he ask. "Sorry, I'm not  ojek," I asnwer. He  is  not believe. "Please come in, join to gether me," I ask. He  entrance.  "I 'm Salim. I'm come  from  Ciamis, West Java. It  is  so  far  from here," he  said. "Wow... you are not yet know that I'm faster  from you. I'm  from Flores," I say in heart.  "I'm Frans. I came  from Flores.  He tell his  experience durung in journey and  cost of it.  I pay Rp 140.000 from Ciamis  to  Bekasi. The  driver  got benefit during  Id mubarok  holiday. He give money Rp 10.000 to me. "Thank you, I only want to help you," I say. " May you get abundant sustenance (berlimpah rezeki). Than I continue to home. Than I sleep. 

Saturday, August 22, 2015.
I go back  from JPS on  22:00. When arrive at VMG I see many people and people, include FPI. What is happening? Evidently there is Islam lecture at  road, block B. Lucky I still can  pass. I permission than  entrance to room than sleep.

 Saturday, August 29, 2015.
My bag is  broken. The button (kancing) is broken. My jaket, the  button is broken too. I go to  Kampung Bobor to  photo copy and  repair  bag and jacket. The  tailor house is still close. Lucky I meet the  tailor of roving (keliling). I success. I give the bag  and jacket. He repair it. I pay Rp 15.000


Tuesday,  September 1,  2015

Vincent's  mother  and Dimas  come in the  morning. The  house will repair. Please leave the key," she says. If Mr. Harnoto still here, can  contact  him," I say. Than I move my things. Mr. Harnoto come. He seem shock. Than I dialog with him. "Pease postpone because can disturb me because dirty. " he says. "How is the best," I ask him. "Please later," he said. "Okay, I will  say to Vincents  mother," I say. I go to there. "We are not prepare yet, please later," I say. If Mr. harnoto already agree, we can  repair it," I say. Okay, it  is  up to you. Because this proble, I late to school. I arrive at school at 07:10 am. Wow......


Saturday,  September 5,  2015.
In the evening I join on Catholic group at Saint Alfonsus 2. This  is  meeting  of  faith to share  Bible. The venue  is at Mr. Agus,   group leader of Saint Alfonsus 2.  Mr. Agus  stay  at Blok E 6 number 6. I search it at  06:20am. After looking  for  use long time finally I find it.I search until Blok F. I find the place. I entrance  but none  people. I confuse . May be pray start at 19:30 am. So I back to home. I se the schedule. It  is  right. I confuse to see the  time. Than I take a bath, supper than go to there again. I on foot. When arrive there the pray almost start. Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. Mr. Henry and Mr. Sumijo share experience. "I'm Catholic since baby. I baptis follow parents  faith.I have faith of Catholic because heritage.   Than Entrance to Catholic school. Until now is Church of activist. " he  share  experience. "I'm join  Catholic since Secondary school. My parents  are Moslems. Than Mr. Agus  share  his  experince. I try do the best my  job as Catholic, include  come  on time  when mass. This announcement  for  all of  us. Than we  snach  use  tofu and  water. Than  go back to home. I on foot.


Thursday,  September 24,  2015. - Idul Adha
Today is holiday. The Moslem people  celebrate  Idul Adha.  I  sleep on long  time. I get up at 09:00 am. In middle  day  the sfaff  of  kurban   give meat  to me. "Thank you," I say. I save. I want  to  give  to neighbour that can cook it. They are Mr. Anto and - Ms Fifi. Evidently they went  to Jagyakarta. I ask to Mr. Harnoto, my friend on same  huse, may be  he want  to  use / cook it. "Sorry, I don't  know how to manage it.' he says. I'm too. "How  it  we  give to other  people, do you agree? " I ask  him. Okay. I bring it. In school I give to Mr......, school of security. He take it. I ask him after it. "I give to people that  burn  it," he say. Okay, " I say. The Moslem people is  good.

Friday,  September 25,  2015.

I get up late. I take a bath than start  to school on  06:37. In way I feel my  motor cycle  just as  broken. When arrive at  Aralia, I stop. I check. Evidently the  flat tire. I arrive  late  at school is 1t 06:45. I late  2 minutes. The time of  wrok at JPS is 06:45 - 15:30 . I lose money Rp 35.000  today because  late. 

 Saturday, October 10, 2015

Today, I read philosophy book. I read J. Lacan  about Psichoanalist, especially about  dream. I read about book of  Thinking Politically with outhor is Michael Walzer. I try to  understand his idea and try to make reconstruction it than make resume to lecture of papaer for presentation on October 22, 2015. I need long time to understand it. I try  to string up (merangkai) it. On afternoon, I join on Rosary prayer at Saint Alfonsus group of VMG , Harapan Indah parish. Today prayer at Mr and Mrs . Yulius at Blok B, near my home. Mr. Agus come to me  to ask Mr. Harnoto. "He is out of house," I answer. Than he go back to Mr. Yulius' house. I go to there on 15:45. Today is give thanks prayer for their recover and happy because already 15 years stay on this home. Many people that come. There are Catholic  and moslem. The Moslem people is their family. The moslem people can understand  the condition. When the Catholic people prayer they go out of home. When prayer finish they again. The tolerance between people is good. This is Indonesian. Than Mr and Ms.  Yulius prepare the food. We are eating. Than we by the way. "Where is Mr. Harnoto," the Catholic people  ask. "He already move from my rent house. I don't know where is he now," I answer. "May be improsoned (bertapa) at Kawi mountain," Mr. Anto joke. Than we want to go home. We decide to visit Mr. Martono's  daughter that recent exit from hospital because sick. I join to Mr. Martono's house together Mr.Andre. Mr. Andre  from Ende. I join on Mr. Andres's motor cycle. I'm not bring motor cycle. May be this is fun. Mr. Andre's family is walk to there while I  join with Mr. Andre. I put the food  which  I get  from Mr and Mrs Yulius. We arrive at  Mr. Martono's house.  We by the way than  pray. Than we go back. Mr. Andre delivery me first, while his families is on foot. I's  shame too. I arrive at home. I'm read t he book. Today my motor cycle only parking. When I check the food that Mr and Mrs Yulius  give, I find the cake, fish, potato  and  pepaya  mix little  fish and nudle and rice. Wow...so many. Thank you Lord for your kindness through Mr and Mrs Yulius. Mr. Yulius  from Flores - Ngadha /  Ende, while his wife  from Java. They not yet get child  from their merried. In home Tanti call me. "We are at Cikarang," she answer my sms. Than I call her. Today is signal of   handphone is disorderly (kacau). When tired, I sleep.


Wednesday , October 14 - Friday, October 16, 2015.
My rent of  house  renovation about ceiling (plafon)  and wall  and roof (atap)  because   already  broken. On Wednesday, at afternoon I leave (meninggalkan)  home let ( membiarkan) the handyman (tukang) alone at home. I'm boring too. I bring the key of  house. I go back in  evening. I have  plan to go back fast but evidently may be at 21:00pm. When I arrive  there the condition is  safe. The handyman  close the door  nicely. All is  safe. No one entrance to take my property. The VMG Blok B is good from  security. Thank you VMG. (JPS,  October 18, 2015).

Sunday, October 18,2015
I handle and set the home that finish renovation. I'm so tired. I remember that I must pay / transfer insureance premi for  Saver's  insurance. Because aften move the  material during  3 days during renovation I'm forget where I put the ATM. Than I pray, ask to Jesus on  tired situation. In last  night I ever looking  for but  now after  cleans  house, setthe property I ask again to Jeus.Please heelp Jesus. I see ton the  gathering of  card  chip, Wow.... I direct  get  it.Wow...wonderful. Thank you Lord. You help me on the  nice  time. Thank ypu  Lord, thnk you Jesus.
Saturday, October 31,2015 - Find  money  IDR 350.000  in envelope
I looking  for my chip of tax in home  to get the number but  fail. I open my cupboard. I find the money IDR 350.000. I'm very happy. This  is accidental event. I'm happy. I need money. The supply (persediaan money at my sack is  less). I take  the money. I kiss  it. It is  balance (saldo)  of money shooping when I birthday in year 2014. Wow..... Than I go to school.

Sunday, January 24, 2016
 The rain come in the morning. I start at o6:30 am. I use busway. The big rain come. I transit at Matrman and Pasar Jatinegara. The rain still come. The busway to Pulo Gebang come. I entrance. I arrive there on 08:00 am. I alredy use raincoat. I take motor cycle at Wali Kota Jakarta Timur. I pay Rp 2.000. I by pass Cakung - Jl. Raya Bekasi - Harapan Indah -Fill gasoline in near Transera -   Kampung Bogor. I  buy fresh vegetable first. Than I contnue my journey. I'm wet because rain. Wow.... Than I cook rice and vegetable  for lunch. I'm sleepy. I'm sleep in chair. May be because full of stomach.
Than I prepare myself to go to Bulak Kapal Bekasi, at DEPSOS Building to celebrate the Manggaraian Mass of New Year and Christmas. I come to Saint albert church parish first. I meet with Ms Lidya, commitee of firt of communion. We discuss. Than I continue to Bulak Kapal. I save the motor cycle at  Pondok Ungu. Than I use public car to Depsos Bekasi at Jl. Haji   Joyomartoyo, Bulak Kapal. I use car 10. When arrive at  fly over Kranji, the big  jam come. The sum shine. The time show at 15:00. The temperature very hot.  In the morning the rain come, in the afternoon so hot. Almost more than 30' minutes we are there.  Wow.... finally can  by pass this jam area. We by pass Jl. Jendral Sudirman - Jl. Juanda - Bekasi terminal. I talk with the Padang people. He is driver. "The Padang people we can find in many place in Indonesia. We can ind them in market. :Oh yes, the Padang people like bussiness," he  says. Than we arrive at Bekasi terminal. I pay Rp 6.000 than exit the car.   I ask people  what  car  which by pass Depsos  Bulak Kapal, Bekasi. "Please  by ojek. It  is  same the  cost, IDR  10.000," a motor cyclist said. "Thank you I like use public car," I answer. "Please use red car number 19, with cost Rp 4.000." he said. Than I eentrance to car 19. The car start. When arrive at Bulak Kapal the car turn to right. Than stop at KEMENSOS. I cross the road. I entrance to KEMENSOS.  I ask  to the security the place. "Yes, the Flores event here today in last evening," the security answer. I entrance. I find Manggarai people there. I write the name. I become the first people who write. Than I come to chief of committee, Mr. Adrianus Nanis. "please help the fire of  incense (myrrh =dupa)," he said. I go there. I find some acolyte (misdinar) who still handle the fire of myrrh (dupa). They  use can to blow the fire. I ever see this experience in Harapan Indah, Saint Albertus parish. "We need kerosene (minyak tanah) or rubbing alcohol  (spiritus)," they  said. I try to  say it to Mr. Adri. "Please help to find it," he  answer. I use my money to do it. I exit the complex. I ask to kiosk. So  many  kiosk I ask. "None". "Please you ask in Kimia shop," the people suggest. I do it but the result is fail because the Kimia shop already close. I come to Pertamina that I  by pass it in last time. "May I get the gasoline (bensin)". How many do you wish?" he ask. I only want IDR 2.000," I answer. The Pertamina staff take the bottle of plastic than fill the gasoline (bensin). I looking for the cover (tutupan) of bottle. I find it. Than I entrance to KEMENSOS  building. I give it to the acolyte (misdinar). There is careless. Almost burn because  one  boy  spray (siram)  the gasoline when the fire on.  Wow... please carefully. It is dangerous," I say. Than I try to use the Manggarai dress code. Than prepare to mass. The Manggarai people come. I meet Mr. Leo and Ms Maria, his wife,Mr. Ady and families (from Topak), Mr. Gusty Sarifin and families, Mr. Fery Jalu, Mr. Sipri Sema'un, Mr. Kons, Mr. Beny Wardy, Mr. Rudy Sudiron, Mr. Lucius Karus and wife,  and IKAMADA staff (Mr. Vinsen Seboe, Mr. Mans Berahi, Mr. Tony Mbaling). From Bekasi Mr. Leksi Hambur, Mr. Hila, Mr. John. The Bishop Msgr. Paskalis Bruno Syukur, OFM come. Father Paul Rahmat, SVD and Father Karolus Jande,Pr.  The Manggaraian people  who come include  Ms. Gin  Ganur(?). , Mr. Adi Garu (Senator of Manggarai), Mr. Robert Wardy, Mr. Kordy. The  mass start. This is the Manggarai mass. The people  who come enough many. So many people who stand up. The chair may be only 200 seat. The choir of Manggarai song enough good although seldom not match between  music and song rhythm (ritme). Mr. John sing of Manggarai song. His voice is tuneable (merdu).   When finish mass I help to handle the chair for bishop and priest."Please set the chair in order to the bishop can deal (berhadapan) with us," he suggest. "Please follow them as commitee," someone said, may be Mr. Viktor Slamet said. I'm hate to him (Mans Berahi).  Than there is speech: Bishop Paskalis: "We are Manggarai people is elect (orang pilihan). Aware it. Maintain our identity." he said. "There are 3 the negative attitude of Manggaraian: 1. kembeleis; 2. Kembelu'ak; 3. Kembeleja" father Karel Jande said. "On Manggarain story: Motang Rua, Manggaraian hero  shoot arrow (panah) until moon even to  star (uwa haeng wulang, langkas haeng ntala), while his  feed plan in Manggarai land (wake seler ngger wa). "Please proud  as Manggaraian. When celebrate feast of Ben Mboi, some Catholic  national figures ,e.g. Kosmas Batubara, Sofian Wanandi, praise (memuji) our activity. Manggarai wonderful. We  build IKAMADA. We are establisher: Ben Mboi,................................ and me (Vincent Seboe). I proud with Manggarai. In Boston, USA, my wife wear Manggarai cloth, Songke when inauguration  our child.  Than the Mbata  / Sanda group bring Sanda and Mbata. it is dialect of Lambaleda. I try to understand it. It is good.
Than we talk. On 22:00 pm we go back. I eat much Manggarai food: lomak/ lawar; corn and  watermelon (semangka). Than I exit.  The  rain come. I use rain coat and jacket. I on foot to Jl. ...... Bulak Kapal. I by pass area which by pass   public car from  Cikarang. I by pass water. I try to avoid it. Than I find car. I entrance. I pay Rp 3.000. I stop at terminal Bekasi. I move to car number 10 to  Pondok Ungu. I success  get car. We by pass Margahayu, Kali Malang, UNISMA, Jl. Chairil Anwar - MM Bekasi - Jl. Ahmad Yani - Jl. Sudirman - Jl. Sultan Agung - Pondok Ungu. I stop at Pondok Ungu. Than I on foot to place to entrusted (menitip) motor cycle. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I go home. I buy banana at  intersection of Rumah Makan Haji Kombo.  pay IDR 5.000. I arrive at home almost 23:30 pm. I wash feet than sleep.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

I get up on 05:45 am. I open the main door. I see the neighbor busy to walk to one place. "What  is happening?" I ask. I see Vincent's mom. "We are going to mourn (melayat). There is neighbor pass away in last night," she said. While on that time I hurry up to school. I'm priority to school. I go there. I have plan to go  there in afternoon. But in reality I  don't  go there. I plan to go there in the morning but in reality can not too. When am I going there?


Thursday, February 11, 2016.
I praise Lord because I get up early on this morning, 05:30 am. I wash dress, breakfast which I already cook in last night. I' very happy on this morning because God give good health to me, can do same duty (wash dress, brekafast, start to school  in early morning. I arrive in school on 05:59 am - finger print). I'm very happy.

Saturday, February 20, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season

I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the first meeting. The prayer at Mr. Martono's  house at Blok D VMG. Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. Enough many people who join. Full. Than I go back. I join with Mr. Joko. On this time Mr. Natalis talk about  Mr. Robert who is sick.  Than I ask to Mr. Anto. Mr. Anto justify (membenarkan) this case it.

Wednesday, February 24, 2016
 
I get disturb of sleep. May be 3 times I get up to go to toilet. In last time I sleep on almost  on 00:00.
In last evening I  buy spinach (bayam)  2  wrap (bungkus). In the morning I cook it. It 's enough much. I drink with water of vegetable. I'm so full. My health disturb. I'm vomit. Wow...may be I'm  greedy (rakus).
After t I go to school with relieved (lega).


Saturday,  February  27, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season

I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the second  meeting. The prayer at Mr. Anto's  house at Blok B, VMG. It is near my rent house. But I come late. Enough many people who join. Full. I use Batik. I use old   batik dress. I'm shame too. Than I go out. I want t to silent child who noisy. There are some children who still pray: Rafa and his  friends. I sit  down out until the prayer finish. Mr. Hendry lead the prayer. He talk and discuss about  Hitler  and Father Maximilian Kolbe.Mr. Anto and families prepare the supper. The food so delicious. All menu delicious, just as meatball soup (kuah bakso), fried chicken, cassava leaves (daun singkong), soup, rice, etc. I meet with Ms. Lucy too. She come together her husband, Mr. Dody. We talk for moment. He talk about Mr. Robert too. He is service at Hospital of Ananda - Pondok Ungu, Bekasi.  Mrs. Robert still there. I talk with Eva, Mr. Robert daughter. Than I go back to home.

Saturday,  March 5, 2016 - Environment of Saint Albert prayer for fill Lent Season
I join on Saint Alfonsus prayer for fill the Lent Season. This is the third meeting. The prayer at Mr. Paulus  Danadana's  house at Blok C 4 /15. I mistake when search this place. Evidently Block C in opposite the main road of VMG resident. I on foot to looking for it. I ask  people 8 times. I almost hopeless (putus asa) to search it. Finally I find it. I see the group of motor cycle that still parking. I find it. Than  I entrance. I'm late. Today, Mr. Sumijo lead the prayer. I try to heed (simak) the topic. Now we talk about Confess Sacrament  with take inspiration from story the the lose child. Than we talk about the church. I get impression that relation with among  people / staff at church not so good. The communication not so good. "the two child (dua bocah)," Mrs Sumijo say just as it to Father Kesyaryanto,Pr and Father Pramono,Pr, the priest who lead the parish of Saint Albertus, Harapan Indah. I think may be there is mistake communicate, try to test  clever / smart. "May be the priest  so many talk less hear, whereas, this is clever many people who already  got educate," I hear  just as it.

We share the other experience. This is about life of Catholic people who move from one vocation to other vocation. In last time  as priest that married.  Which  vocation is better celibate (selibat) or married? A priest think  that married is better, make him happy so he decide move on from celibate to married. Is married no problem, free problem? Evidently not. He got problem on married life. He almost divorce (cerai) with his couple. Than there is family  try to say to him: "Do you want fail for twice? In celibate you fail, so you want to fail agiain in married life? Think?" Mr. Agus try to give affirmation (peneguhan) to him. "When he meet me know he shake hand with me (jabat erat tangan saya).  Wow.... evidently no vocation that free problem. This life is a cross.  Jesus Christ already carry the cross. He got happiness with it. We are follow him. Must  run from cross of life. Than we go back on 23:00. We talk about Mr. Robert who still sick. he already move  from Ananda Hospital, Bekasi to Hospital of  Saint Carolus, Jakarta. He  was critical. We pray for him. Than we go back. Mrs Danadana  wrap the cake to me. I join with Mr. Agus. He delivery me until house.


Friday, May 6, 2016
Today  we want to pray for late Mr. Yohanes Hami, Ms Ida's father. Ms Ida is Mr.Hendrik Aron's wife. Mr.Hendrik pass away in Ende Flores  on last time, 40 day ago. Ms Ida is sick so pray in Rawa Indah, Harapan Indah Bekasi in Mr. Andreas house. Mr. Andreas is Ms Ida's uncle. Some brothers of Wela in JABODETABEK  want to join on this prayer. The prayer start at 15:00 pm. I had promise to my brother who will come to join in this prayer to visit me in VMG. Ms Ida and Mr. Hendrik were absent becaause Ms Ida still in the hospital. She was still threat in RSPAD Gatot Subroto, Central Jakarta. In the morning I try to clean my house. I handle the roo. I set the books in guest room. I move it to back sleep room. I set it. I success to clean the floor in almost all room: bath  room / toilet, sleep room, kitchen, guest room,  front room. Front room is so dirty. It is bed  smell because the mouse pee there. I get the bad smell. I think it is  feces of cat. When I check evidently  the bad smell  from pee of mouse. I'm very hate it. My mistake is I just at  let (membiarkan) the place dirty. I late to clean it. Today, because have guests I hurry up to clean it. I work hard from morning until afternoon. I buy rice to coo food. I cook food until full of rice cooker. Than I  pick up my brothers who come to Rawa Indah. They are: Mr. Ino, Mr. Rony, Mr. Festo, Mr. Yoseph, Mr. Rino. They use Grap Car. The price from Cempaka Putih to Patung Kuda Harapan Indah is  IDR 85.000. Evidently the Grap Car only until at Patung Kuda. I think delivery until Rawa Indah. Evidently not. So I pick up. Mr. Rino help to pick up. There are 3 times pick up  them. Than we come to Mr. Andreas home. There are people from Timor who join. They are Mr. rafael's wife of  families. The pray start at 15:30 pm. The  pray lead by Mr. Aloysius Noson. He is archdean (prodiakon).  Many people join. After pray we eating. They give the  meat when I go back. We go home. My brother on foot. Mr. Rino delivery me until at  gste of Vila Mutiara Gading I. I wait them. I buy banana  IDR 12:0000. Than we on foot to my leasing house. We by the way. Mr. Rony already buy coffee. We by the way. We only eat banana dan drink cofee. On 19:30 they  call taxy. I pick up taxy in Patung Kuda. The taxy follow us. Than they go back to Jakarta. thank you my brother for your visiting.



Friday, May 13, 2016

I take the batik cloth to wear to school. With not expressly I find the money. I need money. I had spend finish money last night. Suddenly I find money in my sack (saku). I'm very happy. That money is own student but I already pay use my money. I accept this money than save on the sack. In last time I looking  or but not find. But I think I not use this money.  I think the money still in one place, not used. It is my think. With this experience I  get confirmation through  the experience. Thank you Lord.

Monday, August 1, 2016 - Mouse entrance to my sleep room and stay in my mattress.


Today, my rent house  is repaired. The handyman (tukang)  crew  handle it. On 16:00 I come. I'm eating than take a rest. In afternoon I hear sound of mouse. I see. I found the mouse. I'm shock.I'm angry too becuse my sleep room is place for rat (mouse) too. I try to repellent (mengusir) the mouse. I take the stick and broom stick. I reppelant it. The rat entrannce to bookshelf (rak buku). I'm very angry. I work hard to exit it.  I find my some document that I need. Wow... may be the rat come from hole in kitchen when  the kitchen be repaired. May be.

Monday, August 8, 2016  and Tuesday, August 9, 2016.

The path (gang) in  VMG Blok B still repair. The worker do it in evening. So our motor cycle during 2 days / night  save  out of  home. Lucky the motor cycle is save, not lose. The security  care it.

On August 9, 2016, I contact Father Ceshar,Pr  -   (at Saint Albert ,  Harapan Indah) and Father Anton, SVD in Kranji Parish to help lea mass to pray Mr. Robert who pass away 40 days ago but  they can not because busy o that time.

On  Wednesday,  August 10, 2016. I repport  it to Mr. Anto. Mrs Anto and Mrs. Joko, Bu De ask me to join on pilgrime  of spirit to Purwekerto on next September with cost IDR 500.000. They ask me to buy egg. I buy 20 eggs with prices IDR 50.000.

Monday, August 15, 2016

Yesterday, Sunday, August 14, 2016 the rain come in VMG  and sorrounds, may be in JABODETABEK. I wash my motor cycle  use rain water because the water in my home is  less.
Than on this morning, I prepare myself to school. I retreat my motor cycle. Than I  start. I push the  "pedal"  by right  foot  not on. I repeat until  tired. My neighbor, Mr. Yatno want to start with his motor cycle. He see me just as stress and worry with the condition of motor cycle taht still off. Than he come to help  and success. Thank you Mr. Yatno. Than I start to school. Lucky I'm not late arrive there. Thank you Lord.

Saturday, October  14, 2017. Saint Alfonsus Catholics Environtment have plan to Rosary Prayer Together. Thi s time in Mr. Leo Agung's home in VMG Blok  F 11 (27  or 19).  I start late  from home because start late  from  school. In Blok B in  of  me  there is  Mr. Henry. He goes to Mr.  Anto's home. I wan to join on Rosary Prayer together  with other Catholic people in Saint Alfonsus I Environment. I on foot to  Blok F. I ask people during twice. "No Mr. Leo Agung here," he said. I go back to home. I read book than sleep.

 Saturday,  December 3, 2017.  There is Catholic meeting  of Saint Alfonsus I VMG to prepare the advent and  Christmas. The pray start at  19:30 pm.  But I fail to come. I busy  handle  data of Primary 6. 



 Monday, December  4, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow.
Monday, December  4, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow.  I can not wash equipment of home. I put the food equipment  (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci))  in  sink (=washbowl= washbasin= washstand =wastafel)

Tuesday, December  5, 2017. The water in my home is off, not flow. I get difficult in wash the food equipment  (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci)). I try to use the gallon water but not enough. So, I postpone to wash of it. I cook  spinach (bayam).  Than  I cook food use gallon water. I decide to go to school to take a bath. I 'm not jogging today. I prepare the shampoo and  brush and toothpaste (pasta gigi). But I forget to bring it. In Block A I see women bring gallon to  depot of refill water. May the water in her home not flowed  too.  I only bring  bag  and food to school.  I take a bath in school without  shampoo and soap  and I dry my  body without  towel (handuk).  Than I go back to  home. I Blok A VMG I see a women who bring water gallon to depot water refill still there to wait staff refill water to refill of it. The refill water ptice is IDR 5.000 per gallon. In home, Than I check rice cooker. The spinach (bayam)  had ripe. Than I take it than  mix with  rice than eat it. Than I start to school. In afternoon I go back. The water had flowed but very dirty, I open the tap (keran)  and let the water  flow. The mud exit. After few minutes, about 30 minutes, finally  the clean water available.  I accommodate (menampung)  of it  than wash   the equipment of food ( (plate, spoon, glass, pan - (panci)).


Sunday, 11 Feb, 2018

I  mve the gome f  bee. I afrid to  bite (dengar) by  queen of  bee so in ne evening I move it to roop. Whsat is happening? Is the queen of bee come to   ir home? It is get  rain. It make home to sliperry (sandal). In last time may  on  October / November ti make  home in  terrace / on  iron. I made destroy on the night. This this for  trice it make home in terrace. it is make disturb of me so I move of it.

Than on February  or March  2018, the  queen of  bee (ratu lebah) make home in  my motor cycle. Wow... this is the three time the bee make home to my property. Is this have meaning or  accidental (kebetulan)?. I'm confuse too. Than I  disassemble (membongkar) when I arrive in the school. I'm not  brave open  disassemble (membongkar) in home, worry bite by the  bee parent (induk lebah).

Wednesday, 21 March   2018, I go to school. I go back in the evening. The is windy  in afternoon today. When I arrive in home  the  leaf  (daun ) of door   open and depend. One  axis (poros) is broken so it depend. "He leaf  door is open. In last afternoon  the  wind quite strong (angin cukup kencang) so open the leaf door. Please lock of it. " Mom Ayu Said. "Thank you mom," I said. "May be the  officer water of PAM  or electric  come to count of   meter of  water and electric. " I think. Or may be I forget to  connect the irons  when the wind come,  it  close. I thought I had closed it in last morning. Or may be Ayu's mom correct too.  Than On Thursday, March 22, 2018,  when I arrive in home again in evening, Vital mom said about same topic. They are very  kind  and care to me.  They you my neighbour. They are the moslem. Nevertheless (meskipun demikian)  they care to other, iclude me who Cathilic. Thank you neigbour.


VMG Expereince:


Saturday, March 24, 2018. The  nitichen  people in Blok B3  and B4 VMG I meeting in  path. We are supper together, We use  carpet. The nitichen service one another. I come late.  Ayu’s mom service me. She give soup of cow to me. I increase with rice whereas I had supper. I join with others nitizen. I try to enjoy their joke. “ My orange is sweet but may be yours that  sour / acid  (asam),’ they joke one anothers. In reality all is sour /acid  (asam). But they try to make fun. Than the little rain come. We dismissal. I try to handle trass / rubbish and equipment of food. Than we go  back. We are difference  about ethnic, religion  but   harmony. This is Indonesia. Unique.
Than I  talk and discuss with Mr. Anto. We discuss about  president election, governor election in Indoensia. Than we go back. I sleep on 23:00 am.



 


Kamis, 30 Januari 2014

WHO AM I?

 Who am I?
I'm born on May 19, 1972. In horoscope I have Taurus  star. This ia  about Taurus star.

I  recent aware that  my symbol on horoscope is  buffalo. I rent  aware  when see  internet today on  March 20, 2023. Am I match to entrance to politic party?  PDIP? 








Who am I?
I'm people  who 
  1. Slurred (cadel) of   R (Aware on  June 14, 2025). I aware after  see podcast of Deny Sumaryo who present his  wife Mrs Olive slurred (cadel) of R too.  When  I listen  and she her and know that shw is  slurred 9cadel) I'm aware myself who slurred (cadel) too.  Accoding  Edmuld Hussrl, the men's  consious have cracteristic intensionality that ne name   intentionality consciousness .  
  2. Sulfa drug allergy (alergi obat sulfa) 
  3. work hard people
  4. simple people / not  tidy up  on dress
  5. efficient people:  try to  still use  goods  although almost broken (rice, vegetable, fish, meat, dress, etc)
  6. relaxed people that when work  at the start, raced in the final. ( relax in begining, speed in the end = santai di awal, ngebut di akhir).
  7. Introvert 
  8. Slow in  work  include  when  drive  motor cycle.
  9. Tend (cenderung) / trend (cenderung) hope free  so no invest (book). Rely borrow to the others (especially about books  whereas the  book is  nutrient (gizi) for brain).
  10.  Forgetful (pelupa) - forget motor cycle key at parking area (Saint James  school, JPS, VMG, umbrella at  near shelter Juanda - Center Jakarta  (Marc 2, 2014). I seldom careless.
  11. Abnormal?? - work  until night - not  care  with  health - so seldom  emotional  to  students (because tired) - my conclusion after  dialog  with Mr. Karno - Manager  HRD of  JPS - 7 March 2014).
  12. Rambling (bertele-tele)  so  seldom  boring - in teach , reply letter  on  email- etc. Please try to the point.
  13. When  speak  I exit  saliva too (aware  when  student  critic  with  smart  -  Dustin critic, March 10, 2014). But  know (aware) this  condition   on  March 12, 2014 - 15:30 pm. "Sir, no need  with sauce (kuah). On first time  when Dustin say just  as  it, I'm not  understand. Than I understand it  "Sauce " (Kuah)  that his  mind  is  muncrat ( buntar wai ipo du tombo).
  14. Slow  when  eat
  15. Save  problem in heart  (case identity  card for  Beny  and  Hubert at  Wela) . I so hate  to Regent of  Manggarai - Christian Rotok, Anton  Kanja  and  people  from  Wela  that  make  report - .So  long  this  case  disturb  from  my  brain  and  heart. I'm  spiteful? (27 March 2014. The  case  on  Feb. - March 2014).
  16. "Your  mouth is  bed  smell, sir" Shannon (P3B)  said. Why? May be  becaause my teeth broken (2 teeths). ------------ April 2, 2014.
  17. Faithful (setia)  people  - Mr. Ivan  say - JPS  Education  Manager -  (April 15, 2014)
  18. We walk not  balance. It  is  right oblique (miring). The evidence (bukti)   to  show this case is  on shoes soles (sol).
  19. Not careful on count (finance  counting) - often mistake ( CUWM finace  count - April 15, 2014 - Lucky  aware  fast  so  not give  loss (kerugian)  to member (Mr. Stanis  Wot).
  20. Not  focus  (read news, manage  CUWM, write  blog.
  21. Reflective people ( Number  16 -19, April 14-16 April 2014)
  22. Mr. Frans  is  wifi (wireless fidelity) pillar (according   James - Primary 4 - JPS , April 24, 2014).
  23. My mouth bad  smell  because  there  are  2 teeth already  broken. One  teeth already  leave (cabut), once not  yet, still   rupture (pecah). When I speak to  student, student  complain  it. On April 29, 2014, Vanya, KG A1  complain  it. "Your mouth  is  bad  smell," she  says.
  24. Fast nervous (panic)  if get big  sound of  klaxon (horn)  of  car; allergy blood (full /many /much- experience  fainting (pingsan)  at Lela - Sikka - Flores  Hospital, 1994).  This  is  my  weak.
  25. Leadership less (low), not  expressly (tidak tegas?), - less  on manage, inconsistent (tidak konsisten).
  26. Worry  with  food, especially that I participate (berpartisipasi) or meritorious (berjasa)  to get (buy / cook) it.
  27. It  seem  work hard  but  the  result  is   little (small). Work from 07.00 am  until seldom 22.00 pm. May  be  I  work  not  effectively. (JPS  5  and  6 June  2014). 
  28. Diligent to recycle the materials (dress, food -  on manggarainese:  gejur  nongkong agu pisik)- August 2014
  29. Forgetful (pelupa) - mobile phone -  time -  expired of cetificate of  motor cycle, identity card. Forget is  disaster (pelupa), key, the   people  (Wily),  students  people.
  30. Often  postpone  the  work. So often  loss (rugi).
  31. Cleaning and  closing  situation on the  end (food, dress, etc). = 26
  32. Dreamer  (whether (entah) when night sleep,  on bus / sit down on class, after  lunch) and dream as idea.
  33. I'm  not  so  neat / tidy   (JPS 1 September 2014)
  34. Seldom  easy  to  forget ( dream, idea at memory)
  35. I'm  slow  and long  when  speak > May be because I should be think before. (according Fany, P 4, 1 September 2014)
  36.  I'm  silent (gemek / mendo  mu').(11  Sept. 2014).
  37. I'm so relax, so  feel  underestimate  the  work and  time but on the  end time / injury time  just as running time. (go back to home on 02.00 am - Sept 17, 2014, at 23:30 pm at  Sept 21, 2014).
  38. Quick  offended (tersinggung)  if  be  critic
  39. Just as  lazy to   rebucked (menegur  orang). Why  shame and  shy). Improve yourself. (Sunday, 21-9-14).
  40. I'm  shame to  women  (Experience at Kuwu  on year about  1992. I write  letter to my  girl that classmate when JHS  but she continue her SHS at  the  other  school (SMN 2 Ruteng). She  is  Rita Jerita. Than Rita cs  come  visit me on Sunday. "Frans, Rita  want  to meet  you," Tarsi Janggal said. I'm  shame to meet  it. The second experience: when Mr. Alex - Ms  Susie  married at Jakarta about year 2007. I shake hand  with Ms Lince, Mr. Alex  friend  at Suara Pembaruan. We are  official to  facilitate Mr.Alex - Ms Susie  merried. Than when   see  on photo /   video, I seem  shame  when talk  with  Ms  Lince. Wow...evidently I'm  shame  to  women. (JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).
  41. When teach squirt (muncart)  and often say / mention word yes..yes..yes... (according the students that hear me).....I remember  Mr. Yakobus Elwis Derom at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow  him?
  42.  Often relly on saliva  (air liur) that combine  with  finger  that put on lips  to  help to open  paper .
    ..I remember  Mr. Kons Aman  at JHS - SHS Kuwu. I follow  him?
    ( No. 39 - 40  , JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).
  43. Not confidence  in some case ((JPS, 29 Sept. 2014).)
  44.  Dynamic  people  about food: can eat  much if abudance (kelimpahan), can eat small (hold hungry)  if  no foot ---- exoerience Thursday, October 2, 2014: eat food so many because get 2 food rations, bring by myself, bring by  Fio  that celebrate  birthday today. Fio is Primary 1B. She is calm student girl.
  45.  "Frans, you are so serious  but  cook (impressive /dashing = keren)". --- Tami, STF Driyarkara, 19 Nov. 2014 - lecture room of master Philosophy).
  46. "We  want  to stop, you are  just  come," Prof Sudarminta, SJ  said to me when come  late on Thursday,  4 December 2014, when I come  late to join on lecture at STF Driyarkara - Jakarta. That time lecture "Philosophy Culture (Filsafat Budaya) that originally handle by Dr. Hari Kustanto, SJ  but  because he  is  sick so handle by some lectures, include Prof. Sudarminta,SJ.
  47.  Seldom blank. I get  confuse, forget the schedule. I thin today is Tuesday, December 9, 2014. I'm blame myself that absent lecture. I see  calender  while check the students  paper test. Almost one hour I'm blank. Than I know and aware that  I mistake / confuse. "Today is still Decemver 9, 2014. So I still  have  time to join on lecture  and  do prepare dor  Christmas charity that will done on  Thursday,  December 11, 2014.  Wow.... what happen  with  me? May be my health is still good  and  fresh. (JPS,  Monday, December 8, 2014).
  48.  body small  but  eating much ( badan kecil, makan jumbo) --- JPS, 28  Jan. 2015
  49. Self confidence  weak
  50. If  speaking not  clear, just as  person that still  mouthwash (kumur) - Ms Tuti Optima   and  Marisa (P4A)
  51.  "You are noot  creative," Clara - P 5B  said -  JPS  March 17, 2015.
  52. "Often slavery (budak)  by  internet".
  53.  sulfa alergi  medicine (alergi obat yang mengandung sulfa)
  54. Height  (tall)  of body (the  final) 155 cm  (measure at JPS, August 9, 2015).
  55. Often forget (forget note book  and  hand phone at leasing house - (Jakarta)  of Rony - Festo on  19 and 20 July 2015; forget Hp at same  place ON  August  30, 2015. "Always  forget," Rino says. Wow... may be  age factor  and sick  of dementia (demensia) - forget to lead  students  to  morning  prayer on agugust 31, 2015. Lucky  hear  comment  of  Ms Anna: Mr. Ben is morning  prayer now? ' Yes, have, " Mr. Bento answer. I aware. Than I go to the Gym to lead  students.   Wow...... 
  56. tend (incline = cenderung) the  head move / fall  to right if  sit sleep, e.g. in car / bus. (i know this when aware on bus of  Primajasa on traveling of holiday  from Bandung to Jakarta, Sunday, December 27, 2015. The condition I sleep  on bus at Cipularang Toll). I write at JPS, 31 Des. 2015 - the end of year.
  57. So slow - student give name to me: Mr. Lelet - Kely - P4A (?) - clarisa  sai it to me - Feb 26, 2016. Friday.
  58.  Easy to dream (I can dream when long sleep even short sleep ( in bus, in chair at school). Am I health ? or my mental is disorderly? (JPS, September 8, 2016).
  59. I'm people who often underestimate (meremehkan) the work. Is this my  personality? May be. I know and aware this when I read the newspaper (http://female.kompas.com/read/2017/03/13/163500020/baca.kepribadian.anda.melalui.tulisan.tangann)it
  60.  I'm not precise (=strict = exact=careful = teliti). Many times write wroong  when  write on email or false see  appy the sechedule  of lesson (=case = kejadian) 11 April 2017, I wrong  bring the  book lesson. I tink teach  Primary 5A (ICT)  evidently 4B (religion). Improve, Frank!
  61.  Seldom difference between what what I do (write) with I think (mind). Experience  May 5, 2017. I teach in Primary 4A. I write in white board.  My mind write the number 8, but I actually I write 3. Students - Novan kelyliombar  complain it. Than I aware my mistake.  What is happen with me? Why miss between mind and reality? This is psychoneurosis?
  62.  My face  and  skin similiar with father Gaspar. This is  impression of Mr. Stef Agus (in his home on Sunday,  August 13, 2017
  63. My memory often chaotic (kacau). On Monday, August 28, 2017, forget time to delivery Leonel. On that this day, Leonel's guardian (Mr. Bento)  accompany P6 student to retret at Wisma Tugu, Pucak - Bogor. He ask me  delivery Leonel to home. Leonel dismissal on 11:00 am. Today I'm bussy. On 13:00 Mr. Bento ask me about Leonel. "Sorry, I forget. I will delivery him now. I leave class 4 or 5 than delivery Leonel.  The other case: On Wednesday, August 30, 2017. I write agenda practice  in 3B. I write for  Sept. 7, 2017, whereas the PKn secedue on 3B on Wednesday. I aware it on Thursday, August 31, 2017. Ravi (moslem people) remaind it to me when first break. Than I go down to repair it in 3B class. Thank you Rafy. Than on 4A, Bryan remain me that the P4C yesterday, P4C break before the time, 2o minute  before the time. Why?" Bryan ask. "Sorry, I'm mistake see the time," I answer. "Please  set your memory nicely, Franck.
  64.  I'm fast shock ( cepat kaget - gelang gega) - especially  in  road. If there is sound  of klaxon (sirene = horn) of motor cycle or car, I'm fast shock. On  that time I often  fast angry. For balance, I often  angry even  cursing (mengumpat) that people who  make it.
  65. I'm often   forget, even  forget myself  and property. I remember my experence on Thursday, 15 February 2018. I  set my bag and property to go back to home.  I still  accept call  from  Mr. Rinus. He talk about his experence when meet with his  big father , Mr. Damianus  and  his  son, Mr. Martinus in Kerawang in two weeks ago (3  and 10 February 2018). I fun (asyik) dialog with  him. I   looking  for my handphone. May be 30 minutes I find it. I open again the bag. I search and seach  but  can nit find  of it, while I'm hungry baecause the time show on  21:00 pm. "I will see  or check again it in bag  when arrive in home" I think. I want to start. Than I aware that the HP still  I use. I still stick (menempel) it in my  right ear. Wow....... I often  forget myself.  Than On Friday, 16 Feb. 2018 I want to go to the church to join the Holy Mass on Chinese New Year. I forget to bring letter to Secretary of Parish . I know it  when In   our fence of home.  Than I start to the church . I  put the shoes  because still  flood. I use slippery (sandal). I change it when arrive in  the church. I entrance to the church. Than when Holy Mass I go bavk. I aware  my slippery that forget  in the church. I'm  go  on to continue my journey. Wow....  my memory severe (parah). May be this effect my health  condition. I'm hypertension.
  66. If sleep, my head skew /oblique / tilted (miring /condong) to  right (I know it when sleepy in busway, journey Harapan Indah - Jakarta on  Saturday, Februari 2,2019. I'm sleepy that sleep than wake up. I aware that my head oblique to left. I'm worry if overwrite  (timpa) or touch someone who  beside me.
  67. I'm intuitive thinker  (know after read article on internet. I know myself just as this   base knowledge - Jan. - Feb. 2020)
  68. I'm tend to  right side if  sit sleep. (I aware it on 28 /29   June 2022  when sleep in Rasa Sayang Bus in travelling  from Jakarta to Lombok, NTB  . On that time my head tend to right. In right side there is women. I try to avoid my head touch her. Lucky I aware it and not do it. (JPS, 22 July 2022).
  69. Fast panic if  get or find  anything problem that not clear. 
  70. Often talk alone (in heart, in bathroom, etc).
  71. I'm blood phobia (fobia darah). I aware this when remember experience  on  1993 when I visited Saint Elisaet Lela, Maumere, Sikka. I see people in Maumere with big  open wound that big. I fainted that time. Than when I see  open wound  of  Ms.Any's friend who accident of work in his office - wound in feet - I'm worry that my condition drop. On that time Ms Any say may be I'm blood phobia.  (JPS, 24 Nov. 2022). 
  72. I'm flat people (man).   I know  this  from Ms. Vera Tandanu's said when lunch at Rastauaran Sunda at Jln. Batu Tluis Bogor, Jawa Barat,  16 Desember 2022 when go back  from Kebunsu Bogor, West Java. 
  73. I'm enjoying myself (Saya itu orang yang asyik dengan diri semdiri).  (JPS, 25 Oktober 2023). 
  74. I'm similar  with Ambon people (I listen it  from Mr. Jefri Alang - from Kisol , East Manggarai).  - JPS  4 - 4 - 2024. 
  75. Poor (miskin), not self  confidence (tidak PD), messy (berantakan), save rubbish *simpan sampah),  dull (kusam),  shabby ((lusuh),  stubborn (kepala batu). 
  76. I'm  forgetful  (pelupa). I'm have expereinced.. On May26 .2026 I wen to Alfamidi  Bogor Village, Setia Asih. Tarumajaya. I   transfer money  to  Insurance  of  than I want to buy  rat glue (lem tikus).  I put my Hp in  rack. Than I go back to home. I remember in  on the way to home. I decide to return to Alfamidi. I ask to staff. "I forget my handphone here. Dou you see it/" I aske him. "Oh no, i'm not see it. Tan I  trace  to some place that I visited in last time.  I come to rack that i vixited before. I see  my Hp there. Prise to the Lord. "I say to my heart.  The other expereince is I went to Saint Albert Church  Harapan Indah, Bekasi on May 31, 2026. I went there together with my  nephew (memenakan) Mr. George Christian Lenon. I by bike while  hiking (membonceng) him. We tart on 05.30 am fromt the house. For the first I hiking  (membonceng) people in my bike. I'm  outo fo breath (ngos -ngosan). In the difficult area I ask him to down. We arrive in the  church. We little bit late . We arrive when the Opening song. Today is Trinity Cebration.  I put my handphone on brakxket of bike. I forget to take it when I entrance to the church.  Lucky  no people who take it.  Wow.... The other expereince is I forget the tupperware and food in the school It is steam foost (tempeh, carrot). I aware had exit the room. I  eat it the nexr day when entrance to school again. I'm washing it. Than I'm eating. The other expereince is I forget to bring food to school  or  orget to bring  comb to school or church so I   tidy up the hair use  fingers or other tools, include  bruh teeth  if I bring it. Wow..... How  to improve  this character? 



 According the  JPS  teachers - when out bond at Sapu Lidi - Tangkuban Perahu - Lembang Bandung, June 16 -17 (Monday - Tuesday), 2014: I'm:  santai, sabar, lembut, baik, tulus, semangat, sabarnya sangat, suka membantu, suka menolong.(

JPS, July 30, 2014.

 

 

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Monday  May 19, 2014.
Today  is  my  birthday. I pray  for  moment. I get sms  from my older sister, Sr. Sophy  about bithday greeting. Than I take  a bath. Than start  to  school. I arrive  at 06.45  at school. I success  on  time. Than I entrance  to  room. I entrance tp ICT room. I pen internet  to  follow  the  news  about  politic. Than Ms  Lidya  come  to say  something  to me  about  invigilate  of  test. Than Ms Deby come to  give schedule. I invigilate on Primary 2B. Iren is  absent  today. "Okay," I say. Than I go  to Harmony housing HZ 29/18  to  pick  up Lery, Mr. Bento's  son. I success  do  it. Mr. Bento  go out  to invigilate  of  test. Than I exit. I come  to  Padang of  Dining  Room / Restoran. I order food with total 40 parcels. I ask  them  to  delivery. I give 4  for  security. I share with  teacher  friends  of  Primary teacher. I invite  Ms  Indri  and  Mr. Dhani. We  talk about  my  planning  to on  next  semester.  The  friends  say warm  greeting  to  me. Mr. Harjono  come  to my room. The  students  say warm  greeting  to  me.  Than I  write  blog. Mr. leo  send  sms  to  me. "Thank you you give  inspiration," he  write. Today  lack  water  at  school. Since  morning  I'm not  drink  because  no  water  at  teacher  room.  I success  get  water at 17.00. "Sir, your  food  is   delicious. Where  do you order  it? Ms Lidya  says. " I order  it  at   RM Bundo Minang - masakan Padang. I pay almost Rp 600.000 (40 @ Rp 15.000). Ms Dwi  have  same impression too. Ms Gracia too. "You are  just  know  that I'm  no money to buy food. Than you prepare  it. Thank you Lord, thamk you  sir," she  says. I'm willing  because success to  serve  friends. I'm shame  because not invite  Mr.  Harjono - as Principal. For  the  first  I serve  friend when  birthday. Sun life, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Johny, Mr. Safer  say  give sms greeting  to  me at mobile  phone. Wela  family  do  it  on  milis.

I continue celebration  of  birthday at  home, VMG.  I order  the  food at  Rumah Makan Bundo - Masakan Padang - Aralia / Ifolia  Harapan Indah. I order 15 package  / wraps (bungkus). "Please delivery to Vila Mutiara  Gading Blok B4 / 8, " I say  to Mr. Wafid, the  owner / manager   the  Restaurant (Rumah Makan) of  Bundo - Masakan  Padang - Aralia - Harapan Indah. " . About  price  per  package  same  is  Rp 15.000  but  get  discount 14.000 per  package / wrap (bungkus). I come  to  place of  sale  fruit at  margin  road  at  Jl. Boulevard  Hijau. I buy banana  with  price  Rp 15.000  for  two bunches (sisir) banana. Than i buy water of mineral. I pay Rp 10.000 (20 glasses). I buy candle Rp 1.500. The  total  money  that I spend  for  birthday  is Rp 850.000 (school  and  home). This  is  sacrifice to  ask  grace  from  Lord  through the  others. Mr. Egy  and  Mr. Jack  help  to  contact  the  Catholic  family (Mr. Robert  family  and  Mr. Anto  Family). I prepare  15 package (wraps)  of   box  rice.  Oma, Ms Lucy, Ms Fifi, Mr. Anto, Vincent, Dimas, Mr. Mr. Robert, Ms  Theres,  Dito and  Refa. We  are  praying. "Mr. Anto, please help to lead  pray," Mr. Egy  ask  to Mr. Anto. Than we  supper.  Than Mr. Martono  come. We  by the  way. "Mr Aloy's boy get accident at Lembang - Bandung. They celebrate school activity. After  done of  outbond  he  is   swim. Than time  he  is sink (tenggelam)  than  die. His  mother  join  to  the  activity. His  father - Mr Aloysius Noson - still on  the  way  to Lembang. His  mother  want  the corpses  delivery  to home, Vila  Mutiara Gading - Harapan Indah - Bekasi.  Than we  by  the  way.  Ms  Fifi  help  to tidy the  box  of  rice.  We  work  together  to  handle  it.  I'm willing  because  my  birhday celebration already  done. My  condition  not  fresh. Because Mr. Aloy's  con  pass  away (meninggal) we are Catholic  people be call to  his  house. We  go  to  there. The  other neighbour  come  too. We  are  talk. The  leader  talk  to  make   tent.  We are  going  back. In  home  Mr. Vian alredy come. He  only  eat  the  chicken   and banana  on  rice  box.  Than  we  are  rest.

About  my celebration  of  birthday  I get praise from women teacher. The food  is  good. Where  do  you order  it? Ms Novy, Ms Aditya ask. I order  it  at Aralia / Ifolia - Patung  Kuda - Harapan Indah at RM  Padang - Bundo, I say.  Mr. Rinto  ask  same. Ms  Gracia  say. "Thank you  sir  for  you. You  just  as  know  that  I'm not  bring  food   and  money. Than you prepare  the  food. Thank  you  Lord  and  thank  you  for  you,.". Please  do  it  everyday,"  Ms Gracia  say in  joke. "Sir  happy  birhday  for  you. You buy box  rice  so  many  until my husband  (Mr. Peter)  get  it," Ms  Bernie  says. "Okay, thank you. I buy it  offer /more).  The  more  better than  less.  How  old  are  you? Ms  Astrid  and  Mr. Alan  ask. "Sir, happy  bithday  to you. Sorry. I forget  to see  the  data," Mr. Ben Ayung - Principal  ask. We  by  the  way  than I exit  from  his  room.

On  May 20, 2014. I go to  computer rent place  to  use  Face book. I replay  Greeting  of  birthday  on my  face  book. My  brothers and sister (Rony, John, Sr. Sophy, Mr. Leo, Mr. Nando, Mr. Agus, Mr. Marsel)   people  from Wela (Mr. Valen Abu,  Ms Linda, Mr. Saver), Priest ( Flory, SVD, Frans  Magung, SVD), Rm Festo Manuel, Rm Ardus Tanis, Pr), Manggarai  people (Mr. Edy Danggur),  Optima  friends (Ms  Lina Tambunan). During  one   hour  i  do  it. Than the  PC  block  by  administrator. I stop  without  close  my  facebook  and  email. When I ask  it, rhe  administrator  say  that  it  will exit automatic. I pay Rp 3.000.  The  rain  come.   I forget  bring  umbrella  and  raincoat. I wait  until  the  rain  stop  than  go  back.  When  waiting  I try  to  make  reflection about  Manggarai  Culture: Bamboo  philosophy: unity. The  rain  come  during  1  hour. It  is  big. When I arrive evidently  Mr. Vian recent  come. He  come  together  Mr. Ovan - Manggarai  people  that  work hard - work  while  lecture. He  success  do  it.  We by  the  way  than  rest.


Thursday, July 17, 2014.
I work hard to make text of  mass  for Open Academic of  JPS  School  2014/2015. I start to  type  text on English Edition on  16.00  and  I success  to  finish  it  until at 23.00.I print  some  parts. I very  proud  to myself  for  my struggle   and  determination to myself. I believe that I can. I optimize  it. With  this  attitude I success  do  it. I put this  optimism to my attitude  so  success  do  my  job, although  need  long  time. I need 7  hours  for  this  case. But  Ithink in next  time  I get  easy  because I do  this  for  long  ther  of  time. Thank you  Frank.  I proud  to myself.

 Thursday, August  21, 2014
I sleep  at  chair  at  Teacher  room  of  JPS. I just  finish  lunch. I'm sleeping. On that  time I dream on position sit  down. "I'm people that can dream when sleep when sit  down. I'm  easy  to  dream  but  can  not  the  dream.  (write on blog  at  JPS, August  22, 2014) 

 Friday, Sept.  2014
Primary 4A. I want to  teach religion but  students say  no lesson because prepare  performance of music to accept Mr. Jokowi   that will  come to  Transera park. You speak just as gargle (kumur). It  means  not  clear. 4A  not  study Religion lesson because rehease / praktical of  music of performance to accept  Mr. Joko Widodo  - Jakarta Governor - that  selected  become new president of Indonesia on  general  election, July 9, 2014. Mr. Jpkp Widodo  will come to transera - business place at near  Harapan Indah. JPS  school lies near Transera,   at Harapan Indah.   

Wednesday, September 17, 2014 . Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal Primary  say to me:"Please inisiator. The  retret in your  responsibility," he saya. "Thank you," I say. I feel in heart. I see  response  of  Ms Cathreen  not  so good  too. I'm  shame. I come  late  because in last  night I go backt to  home  on  02.00 am because  do my duty. Evidently I mistake to  do  it  so the  work is  lose.  I'm regret to myself. We  start  to Sukabumi on 07:16 am. We arrive ther  on 13:30 pm.


Saturday, October 4, 2014. Brain (mind)  can remember  book /  event.



I wash  dress at  bath room. Suddenly I remember  book Primary 4: The Lord is My shepherd. Yesterday I teach students  without  it  book. Where is the book? Who ia  borrow  it?  "Wow.... Mr. Ajis (Gegeral Affair  staff of  JPS) borrow  it on September 22, 2014). Wow... thank you Lord. I forget  enough long  this  case. Than I can remember again.

 About  brain (mind) that can remember  the event  I  remember experience on  January 25, 2015.  I can  remember  problem on page that narrow on blog  at  my laptop. This  case become  may be on September/ October 2014. So I leave the laptop when make / write blog. I move to the other computer. Than on January 25, 2015,  with deliberate (tidak sengaja) my  hand touch  school mouse and  press  button CTRL  on key boar  make the  layer of monitor narrow. So I aware this event. My brain direct  remember  event that already done  in last time, about  page  of  blog that narrow. "Wow.... the  problem because I simultan press button  Ctrl  on keyboard  while  turn scrool  mouse. It  is  way to make narrow (sempit)   or widht (lebar) the  layer of  monitor. I become understand. I apply this  inovation to my laoptop, especially to page blog  that narrow  so can not  read. When I  use  this  trick,  the page back to normal. I'm very happy. 

I'm  often forget. What is happen with my memory?
Friday, January 23, 2015:

Marisa Helena (P4A)  say  to me: "sir, you are if  speak English  not  clear, just as  mouthwash (kumur-kumur)," she  said. I remember that Ms Tuti - my leader at Optima - ever said  just same message  about  it  to me. Wow... please change  yourself, Franck!

On July 2015, I forget my note book at  Rony - Feus'  rent  house at  Rawasari - Jakarta.




On Setember 2015, I forget my handphone at Rony - Feus'  rent  house at  Rawasari - Jakarta.  
Friday, October 2, 2015:
I  mangle (menyeterika) my Batik dress. Than I go to school. I go ack at afternoon. When I arrive at sleep room, I find the  iron still plug to electric. I'm very  regret to myself. Lucky I already  turn the tool  to lower level the hot. I see the electric at toilet  forget to off too.

Saturday, October 3, 2015:
I forget  my  mobile phone at school. I aware it when at way (in pace to save the banana,at intersection of Danau Tobet. 


Wednesday - Thursday , October  13 - 14, 2015:
My rent house renovation. On Wednesday, October 13, 2015 the bulder (tukang bangunan) make it. He is Mr......(Rafa's  father). He  is  from Lampung but  father  from Java.  I try to  manage the room and  my property because it is seem untidy (berantakan).  Mr. Anto visit me. We talk. Than I'm boring. I decide to go to school of JPS do do something. I do it. I believe the house to the builder. The house key I bring. I have plan to back fater at 17:00 in orfer to can  close the  house when the bulder go back to home. Evidently I'm not discipline, because  I can not  control my wish / will. I fail to control it. I only success to  write daily experience, especially the  dream of today  and  sent  email to team  about lecture of presentation  material. It is  "Kebebasan dan Kesetaraan. Mr. Nabil respons  fast  it. He  still  at East Java to tomb his father in laws that pass away on  Saturday, October 10, 2015.

Than I go back to home. The back room already clean my builder only rest the little rubbish. I change the electric light bulb (bolalampu listrik) in order to I can see the book clear when read the book. Than I read the book after cook vegetable and  rice. Than I'm sleep.

 Thursday , October  13 - 14, 2015: - success  determination myself

I get  up with dream  of  sad to me, my house begin to build. This   dream make me sad. I surrender my life to God on pray at morning.  Than I begin  move the property to back room that already renovation yesterday. I have 1 hour time for it, the limit  time that I should be used whereas all success on time. I try to do it. Seldom I angry to myslef because why not move it in last  night before sleep. But I try to apologize myself  while  try to work faster. I see the time. It is 05:55 am when I finish move all. Only spring bad I rest (sisa / tinggal)  on front room. I take a bath on 16:05. I take bath faster. Than I'm  breakfat. I eat all  vegetable that I cook in last night. It's  carrot, potato and  pumpkin (labu). I  dip (mencedok) rice than put on rice place. I open the banana of  ripe than put up there. I close. I  wear the school dress, wear new shoes and check (menitipkan) house key to Bu De (neigbour of Catholic) that their  house  parallel (sejajar) with my rent house. Than I start to school. I arrive on time. I arrive at 16:38 am at JPS. Thank you Lord.



Sunday, October 23, 2016
Today, I'm fail. In fact I went to Lembar Karmel Puncak, Bogor West Java to join on Holy Mass there. The official  had decide, we start at 05:00 am from Saint Albert church Harapan Indah. I'm miss management of myself. I went to Jakarta and recent go back to rent house in middle night than I sleep on 03:00 am. Than I get up of 03:00 am after hear ring of handphone. Mr. Sofyan as official  call. "Mr. Frans, we wait you only. Where are you?" he ask."I'm still at home," I ask. "We wait at bundaran HI," he ask. I'm panic. I prpare myself. "Than he call again;" We already in bundaran HI," where are you? : he ask. "Okay, please you start. May be I use train  and we meet at Bogor," I say. "Where in Bogor?"  he ask. It is near station. "We are not by pass  Bogor Station,"  he ask. Than I think, is need or no go go there. If I go so many money I use for this journey. Than I decide I cancel to go there. I'm blame myself. I miss management of myself. I'm so slow. I lose money IDR 175.000  and lose the time. All of this because I miss management myself. You are so slow. Please discipline, Frans. I  try to sorry myself, create peace. Than I decide to sleep again. My hp ring again. It is sms and calling. Evidently Mr. Sofyan. I'm let it. I decide to continue sleep. I get up on 11:00. I write dream and  Manggarai culture than buy food  and rice in Rawa Indah after refill fuel in  Kampung Bogor.
Please upgrade yourself, Franck, especially self management. Please disciplinne  and have high quality of life.


Saturday, September 23, 2017. I seldom  stunned (bengong). I start from  home to JPS. Today the teachers is holiday but I entrance to do the administration of DAPODIK.  I hurry up to JPS. The time show at 06:34 when I arrive at lobby A. I just as fail, I reluctant (enggan) to finger print. Why? I feel that I'm late. Than I direct to go to  teacher room. I open my laptop. I see the time. It is 06:38 am. Than I aware. The time work of JPS atart at 06:45 am. It means I'm not late. I run to go to the frist flor from seconf floor to finger print. The time show at 06:39 am when I finger print. Oh my God (OMG), what  is happening with my memory? Why  Am I often stunned (bengong)? What is happen with my health so make me  often stunned (bengong)?

Sunday, November 12, 2017. I bought betel in Pasar Family, Harapan Indah on 19:00 pm after finish Holy Mass at Saint Albert church, Harapan Indah, Bekasi. I bought it for Mom Regina who eat of  it.   I buy  two packs (bungkus) of  betel leaf (daun sirih)  and  betel nut (buah pinag). I submit  money to pay   betel leaf (daun eirh). Than I count  betel nut (buah  pinang), Than I  want to  go back. "Sorry, not pay yet. " the tradel betel said. "Oh.. sorry, " I forget. Thank you because had remind me," I said. Than I pay IDR 10.000. "The betel leaf (daun sirih) I had pay. Please you check. The money is IDR 10.000," I said". He  check.  It okay. Please pay for  betel nut only," he said. I take money IDR 10.000.   "Thank you," I said. Wow...... my memory  seldom forget. Please be careful, Frans. 

On Wednesday / Thursday, 8  /  9 November 2017,  my one  up right  molars (geraham) break into (pecah). This is second break into after break into in last year. During long time my  up right molars (geraham) break into (pecah)  and holey (berlubang). And today break into (pecah) for second  time. There are  two pieces (keping)  that broken into today. I feel there is  something in mouth than I touch it with hand. Evidently the pieces (kepingan) of teeth. Than  my hand touch again, there is part molars (geraham)  that  rocking (goyang). Than I revoke (mencabut) it.  Than I save. Than I come to mirror in toilet. I see my mouth. I count my molars. "Evidently  my fourth up molars (geraham) had broken into. The sum of molars are 5, and the fourth molars had broken into. Wow.....I remember myself. I reflection my life. "How many molars human being belonging?"  In my calculation  the molar sum 20, and other teeth sum  14. Evidently according  information data in internet,  the total teeth for adul is 32 (20 molars,  6 canines tooth - gigi taring - ,  6 incisors series - gigi seri -  From this count  there is part that begin off, include  up molar. My teeth or molars (geraham) broken onto (pecah) and holey  because attack  of bacteria (bakteri).

On November 21, 2017, I have many experiences. It is about my mental. I forget my handphone twice. The first forget in home when I come from Community Health Centre (Puskesmas) of Setia Asih. Lucky not so far so I can come  again to take it. I back and forth (bolak - balik) come to home, to take handphone. The second when I go back to home in evening. I forget my handphone in school. I know of it when I  get up in the morning for tomorrow. Wow... what happen with my mental?

On February  22, 2018, I got  orange  from  a student Primary 4A, Bryan.  He gave it in their class  when I teach Religion to them. When lunch I eat the orange. Than I put the  orange peel (kulit jeruk) on  plastic. Than I put it on trash can (tempat sampah).  In evening  I clean my  box food. I  clean it but no found the spoon. Than I think, certainly it is in the  plastic that I had  throw aray (buang) to trash can in the school. I aware my mistake. On the next day, February 23, 2018, I trace it.  I find it at trash can. Lucky the Office boy / girl not take it  yet. I find it. I take than clean again tahn put on box food. Be carefully, Franck.

February Wednesday 21  February 2018  or Thursday, Feb. 23, 2018, I teach  Primary 3A. Sir, you teach  make me like Pkn." Maxy  said. I smile. Thank you  Maxi.

Thursday, Feb. 22  2018: Sir, just as you use the same  dress everyday," Javinia, P4A (C)  said. "For thursday, I use  yellow uniform, I answer. Today,  Bryan  give orange  to me. Thank you Brian.

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Sunday, March 19, 2023,   
I'm get  up about 07.30 am. I'm prepare the food. I'm  breakfast of food. I cook the papaya  leaves.  Than i'm breakfast than I take a bath.  Today, our Environment  - Saint Alfonsus 1  - have duty to  choir in the Saint Albert Church.  Before in the morning I   join on   community service ( kerja bakti)  in Jln. Jln. Gading Raya . I  join after breakfast and take a bath. I use the work cloth  and  bring   hook iron (besi pengait).  In near  gate Blok B  I meet  Mr. Dody   who  return to  home just as  stop his work . I meet Mr. Teja too. I see the location that still have people  who work. In near Padang Restaurant I find it. Mr. Teja ask me to join on his motor cycle. I do it. I try to  hide my  shy feel because   come late. Than I join on community service (kerja bakti).   I  pull the rubbish in  waterways (channel)  that the water  pool. The water seem dirty. There are many rubbish there. I try to carry the fresh   rubbish  and  plastic rubbish, etc. The  inhabitant (warga)  cut the trees and plant. In heart  I protest. Why? The World still environment crisis now  and with cut the trees  and plant  we join of destroy  the environment. The basic problem in VMG is flood because no wide space to accomodate the  water. It should  be  we  find the solution., not  cut the trees  and  plant," I say in my heart.  We  work. We  burn the rubbish. There are people taje  the  dry wood to  burn the  rubbish. I help to  burn it.  I try to  blend (membaur) and socialize (bersosialisasi)  with other people. We  work together. Mr. Yusuf (RW)  buy coconut ice. I take  one  wrap. "Thank you Mr. Yusup (Pa RW). Than I put it on the  Bintaro tree. It  fall  down. I take it  than  wash  dran drink. I  ask the  straw (sedotan) in Bakso  kiosk. The owner   give it. Than I taste it.  I see Mr. Ridwan Daulay  and  Mr. haji Slmaet discuss about  education. Just as Mr. Daulay ask to collaboration. I'm work in Education during 38 years," he say.  Than we  try to  burn the  rubbish.  Than Mr. Yusuph ask us to cillect in  Blok A in   near Mosque.   We by the  way. I'm eating  cake and  drink water. Than  we  luch. The inhabitant (warga) Blok A   community service  (bakti sosial) too.  They  want to  cast (mengecor)  Blok A that seem untidy the  main road and  the paths. "Each  owner car we ask IDR 200.000  and each motor cycle ask IDR  25.000, " Mr. Yusup  say. Than  I listen  they talk about regeneration  the  leadership of RW.   The mothers in Blok A prepare the  food  for  lunch. They prepare the rice, pumpkins, cucumber (mentimun),  round eggs ,  Chily sauce  and  duck meat. I taste  it. This  for  twice I' eating  the  duck meat. I'm  eat the  duck meat the  first  when  Mr. Julius  ask me to eat it. He  treared me  that  time in  Rawasari / near campus STF Driyarkara  Jakarta. Abd the second  today. I take it. Wow....  the duck meat  hahve many bone  and  the meat is  tough (alot). I only take little. I smeel the stench (bau amis). I'm  not so  desire to  eat it. I eat  fried tempeh  and other food. I'm eat pudding too.   The situation of  work is  rilex. There is  people  who play  music. The special  car for  music tools. Wow........ he is  human man. He   get call from  his  wife. "Please  bring to  here honey, no need  shame  he  say to his  wife  when his  wife  talk  him to pick up the pudding. ' This  pudding  for  the young people (ABG). The puding   finsih too.  The other staff take  the duck meat than  give to inhabitan s whoo community sercide in their path. Than I go back. I permission to them.  I go  back. The condition so cold. I'm in full stomach.  I go to  home. I'm relax in terrace  while  practice the liturgy  songs  that we  want to sing on next afterrnoon  when Holy Sass In Saint Albert  Harapan Indah  Church / parish. Than I take a bath. Than "m rest on about 14.00 pm. I'm not sleep only  lie  down (berbaring)  re rileks. Than I get up to  wash my haed  and  face that perpare to go to the church.  Before I ask Ms Rensy  who still iron the dress  to iron my dress to join on Holy Mass. Than I'm luch /supper  than  I  wash my mouth / tooth teeth  than  start to  church on 17.10 pm. "Do you want to  join together me to the Church?" I ask. "Oh... no, thank you, we  use  the Grab Car," they say. Before I prepare the the text of  songs than I put in in Mr. Elin's bad room. Than I go to the kitchen. Than I start. Than I aware  that the  songs text song I forget. I aware it   when  had arrived  in the  Church. Wow..... I'm critical (parah).  I 'm shame. I entrance  the Choir place. The member  of  choir  had present. I arrive on 17.35 am, 5 minutes  before the Holy Mass to start. "Sorry, my  text forget  at  home," I say."It is  okay," for moment you use Mr. Hendri's text," he say. Than we start our  Holy Mass. the Holy Mas lead  by Father Dipta,Pr. "Today is Sunday of  Laetare (Joy/ Sukacita).  In second read there is inspiration taht the light produce truth (kebenaran) , justice (keadilan)  and  kindness  (kebaikan).  Mr. henry  come. I give the  songs text to  him. Mr. Totok help me.  We use the  same text. Than  when finish Holy Mas  we   drink and eat    snake . Than we  wait in the  church to set place for Moundy Thursday (Kamis Putih). Than  we set the place. We use the plastic  chair too. Than  we go the   Pastoral Work Bulding (Gedung karya Pastoral) to Choir  Practice. I meet  may people there, include mr. Chirt  Kia  who as  chairman of  FLOBAMORA  Group. He  ask my number  after  choir  practice. He  read tone nicely and allpy it  nicely to  the song. I'n  still slow to understand it. I need long  time to understand it. I'm slow learner (?). Ms Iren (?) whi play pianis, Ms Anstasia as  conductor, Mr. Kamidi as  solo.  The popeles  who chor  practice in  now  is Alfonsus ! - V. It's  mix.  group. There are many peoples  who join on group choir. It is  about 60 peoples. Than I  help Mr. ...... to  gathering the rubbish (sampah). Than we go back to home. "See you again Mr. Aris and may  you fast recover," I say to Mr. Aris. "Okay, thank you,"  he say. Than  I go back to home. I refill  fuel in Bogor Village. I refill IDR 10.000. Than I go to home. I home we by the way than  I read  news about Badminton, especially the  Men Doublae Al England  Final, Hendra/Ahsan vs Fajar Rian.  The rsult is Farar Rian  win. Than I read   soccess  news abour preparation the  Duel Clasico, Madrid  vs  Barca  that play in   home of  Barca.