Friday, May 28, 2016 - dream at 21:00 - I sleep fast
I have dream.
I just as i Manggarai.
I drive motor cycle. Just as in Rai - Cancar. My the end destination is Wela. May be I drive in afternoon. Evidently my lamp of motor cycle is not strong the light / flash (ray = cahaya), while there is car come from front (opposite of me). Just as my eyes close by helmet. I try to see it.
Reflection: Close by helmet. May be because my eye close by closer (Ninja hat) when sleep to avoid mosquito.
Saturday, May 28, 2016 .
I have dream.
I just as in one place. I want to travaeling. I entrance a car " colt diesel" ( truck wood) in Manggarai. There is car by pass. In intersection of Golowelu in car I see Mr. Faby Banor. He is in car, may be Harapan Bersama Ranggu. He is going to Kolang, may be to Teno, village of his wife. He use civil servant uniform. I entrance to truck wood. The color of car is blue. There are people I know in car. I give the book. Just as note book. It is long but narrow. Than I entrance car without shoes / slippers (sandal). I sit down. I 'm not sit down near people that I entrust the book. I sit in middle bench (bangku). I see the people who already pass away, the deceased (almarhumah) Maria Mume / aunt (tanta / bibi) Sia, the late (alamarhum) Rofinus Gagut's wife. I see their brother too. Their face is similar.
Than I sleep again.
I have dream. The location in Wohe - our garden in Wela village. I go to there together my mother and my brother, Mr. Beny. Just as Wohe garden already make pillar to separed to share to all of us as boys of father - mother. Mr. Beny alredy manage it while our part not yet manage. I see mother. She climb tree - just as " Bintaro" tree to reach the Mango fruits. She take many. I afraid she is fall down. Evidently she is safe. Than she share to me the mango fruits. It seem while and yellow but still have pus (nanah) / sap (getah) .
Than we go to back. I get the romantic experience. It is sexuality experience. Mother pee / urinate. I clean my hand on her pee. I want to touch her vital body. She avoid. She urinate enough long. My older brother, Mr. Beny come to near us. Mom try to rotate her body and try to stop urinate.
Than we go the north of garden. I entrance part. There is bulding. There is water, just as pool. The water is yel low. I come to the dirty water. But I afrid animal water, just as snake that can bite (gigit) me. The water just as in building (have roof / wall). In out I see the other Wela people just as Mis Tagur. He just as want to serve me. There is part of garden there is have trees plant. May be there is part of Ito Musa too. May be this land contested by Ito and Beny.
There is fence of in garden. It is near to Pandang. I see Mr. Philipus Jeharut garden in Pandang. There is vegetable in other peole garden.
What is meaning of this dream.
Monday, May 30, 2016.
I have dream. The location at garden in Manggarai, in our garden, Lale. I see the coffee tree the heritage of father - mother. Now it is own of Hila. In my think Hila not manage well the garden. I just as come with someone but I don't rmember who is he /she.
I can remember this dream after 8 hours.
Tuesday, May 31, 2016.
I have dream.
I just as in Major Seminary, Ritapiret. I see my friend, Konrad Jurman just as still bring speech (homily). The others and I hear it. He bring homily with simple material according my assessment.
The other dream. On one place, just as Mr. Edu Sanor busy to presentation about the plan of work of parish. "No need interuption," he remind when Mr. Beny ask. But Mr. Beny, my brother still protest. " If you want to explain the plan of work, why not on the first time of meeting of parish. No need to presentation now on this forum," Mr. Beny and other said. They use mike. Mr. Edu just as speak from the stage. I'm present too.
The third dream.
I have erootic dream. I aware my vital body - penis - is on.
What is meaning of this dreams?
Wednesday, June 1, 2016.
I have dream. I just as in one place. I just as traveling in one place, new place. When I see from far place, I see I see the tower (menara) that high. But when I come to entrance the country / village / place, I see the tower not so high. I'm astonish too.
The other dream:
The location at Mr. Rony's house. Just as have sad condition, there is people who pass away. Who is she. Just as Megy's mom (Ms Esy). On this condition, Rony still build / work the floor. So, when the families / visitors come to funeral (melayat) they walk in edge (pinggir) building but the material still wet so when they walk it make tarnish (becek).In front of house still available the wooden peg (kayu patok) as pillar. The people regret so they trample (menginjak-injak) the floor still in work progress. Mr. Edu Sanor just as lead worker there. The condition of home page (halaman rumah) fall apart (berantakan). The corpse of Ms Esy in back / inside of home / house. I just as want to cry (lorang - Manggarainese). I hear people sing of Manggarai song but not clear. There are 2 women that sing of song. I try to help. The Manggarai song is: ............................ (I forget. I try to remember). In the morning when get up I sing of this song. But than forget again). Than I can remember again that song after forget during about 12 hours (06.00 am - 18.00 pm). I remember this at bathroom when take a bath. That song available in "Dere Serani" Book of song. The lyric of song just as this below: "Jesus Kristus Mori ge (2x) Mori go...wakar ge..... Landing hiot ga momang wakar ge..a... (2x). Mori Yesus mata one panggol (2x). Panggol mendo yo Mori ge...... Rantang boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x) one mose yo dokong ho...... Mai..mai keta taung go ae a...... Imbi bengkes agu momang Morin ge....a......... rantang boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x). One mose o dokong ho.......
Wo...wonderful my memory, conscious and unconscious.
Thursday, June 2, 2016. - I have dream but not remember it
Friday, June 3, 2016. - I have dream but not remember it.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
The first dream:
I just as use motor cycle. Hila too. We just as in Goloworok. We just as see people. Just as fall doown in road. May be because drink drugs. Just as there is opinion the chief of village (kepala desa) of Goloworok not care to the people, include the young man who pass away. Hila seem so care to that people. Hila is former of chief village of Goloworok.
The second dream:
I visit to Mr. Robert and Mrs Robert (Ms Theres) house. I see mr. Robert condition seem fresh. Mr. Robert sick enough long time. We by the way. Mr. Robert's house and my rent house in one lane (stripe = track = jalur). What means of this dream?
The third dream
I just as in Wela village still holiday there. I walk in road in near Fin Laho's kiosk. I see her. I don't know with her. Just as I shame to meet her. Fin Laho had stayed in Jakarta in last time. Than she go back to village than try to business, sale the something of food / drink.
The fourth dream:
I just as in Jakarta. I have destination to Tanjung Priuk, North Jakarta. I by pass a path. I just as remember the way because ever walk there in llast time. From there I see to east. There is just as Mosque aor Art room there. At Nort of the building there is T - Junction. I go to there. I see there is turn there. The many people walk to thr turn the left from their side while from my side walk straight. Just as as the way can go to the Leongor / Munggis.My think just as remember the place near Lengor. In T-junction I ask people in order to not lose way. "Where is road to Tanjung Priuk?" I ask."Please you go to there," he say while show to front (to north). There is police / army want to help to delivery there and arrive with save, " he said. There I see just as have police / army and thge army car or metromini car.
Dream when afternoon sleep
I have dream. It is erotic dream. I meet my mom. She is sick. I touch her body who still sleep in bed (bedstead = tempat tidur). I touch her vital body. My hand touch of it. Than just as my mouth want to kiss or suck (mengisap) of it. Evidently in reality world I exit of sperm.
The second dream.
I just as with college friend (teman kuliah) of Philosophy Magister . "I late prepare the material of thesis. I just read Freud's books, just as I say to Mr. Andre and Mr. Arif. Mr. Andre and I walk in around STF Driyarkara campus. Than I aware.
Reflection:
There is relation between conscious (kesadaran) and unconscious (ketidaksadaran). Before sleep I read Psikoanalisi Sigmund Freud Book. I study Psikoanalis, just as below: Psikoanalisis adalah cara pandang baru tentang manusia di mana ketidaksadaran menjadi pusat perhatian.
Sunday, June 5, 2016.
Monday, June 6, 2016 - holiday of Fasting Opening of Ramadhan.
I have dream. The location at Wela. I go to Mbarang garden. From our garden I see to Wae Mese / Bea. I see Mr. Paulus Jalu and Mr. Philipus Jeharut still harvest of corn. The corn already mature (matang) even alredy ripe old (sudah tua). The corn seed (biji jagung) alredy old and hard. The corn stalks and leaves (daun) already dry. The land of Bea / Wae Mese seem fertile (subur). I see Mr. Paulus set the corn to sack (karung).
*Seldom I see to Wae Mese river. I see the clean river. Just as have rice terraces (petak sawah). There is plan, just as lettuce (selada) there. It is nice.
* I see Mbarang garden. I near dam water. In rainy season, just as way water to entrance our garden. There is sand, little stone there. In frontier (perbatasan) with Mr. Ande Musa's garden, I see the road. I see the bus. The name of car is Bakrie. Just as there are 4 bus. They just as come from city (Ruteng). I just as hear their sharing about work ethic in their company (Bakrie bus). We are fair. If someone already order other bus (just as Harapan Bersama - Ranggu) we respect it, no snatch (merebut) to entrance the Bakri bus," I hear their motto of work. The passenger no so many in bus. I just as hope the bus of Harapan Bersama Ranggu come, but may not because insolvent (bangkrut).
I have dream.
I see my friend collage, Ms............, She wear the nice dress. She sit down on a place in Driyarkara campus.
I see and meet my sister, Ms Goreti. We are passing (berpapasan) but not mutual rebuke (tegur) to say hello.
The other dream.
I just as late to collect the paper test of Knowledge Philosophy (Filsafat Ilmu) who teach by Dr. Karlina Supeli. Why collect late? May be because I underestimate it. I'm not discipline. Today is Saturday. The deadline is today. The time show just almost afternoon, the time is office almost close, while I'm not finish it. Than I think to make calculation. If collect on Monday certainly is late and get decrease the score 0,5 per day. Wow........I'm in risk condition.
What is meaning of this dream? May be I'm anxious (cemas) because my proposal thesis not finish yet. During Saturday, June 4 - Monday 6, 2016 I'm not finish too with my task to finish it. May be this dream refer to this condition.
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
I have dream.
I just as join on an activity of married of Prince from Europe / Arab. May be he is prince - VIP, Very Important Person - so get special service: fast and good.
The other dream: I just as check. My folds (lipatan) fat ( lemak) in abdomen many. I'm fat but may be this fat is sign of sick.
I get issue I suffer heart disease. Just as panic and anxious (cemas) and afraid . What is meaning of this dream?
Evidently after it I'm feeling my condition health not so good. I'm feeling not good on vital body. When I exit urinate, I am not feel got. Just as there is disturb on ureter (saluran kencing). I feel this expereince in school. I'm anxious. Let alone (apalagi) in some years ago I ever got diabetes sick. I'm anxious if it recur. In the rent house and school I drink much mineral water. Before sleep in rent house I drink hypertension (hipertensi) medicine. Than on next day I feel better condition. Wow... may be I drink less water.
Wednesday, June 8, 2016 - not remember the dream.
Thursday, June 9, 2016
I have dream.
I was in Wela. I join with my families. There is Mr. Philipus Jeharut and Mr. Robert Parus. Mr. Philipus not join to sanctuary. (pekuburan). We were going to the Wela's sanctuary (sepulture = cemetery=pekuburan). We want to pray there. We walk to our families' cemetery. I see some sanctuary recent clean. It is Mr. Markus Abut's families sanctuary (pekuburan). Some sanctuary near dadap tree too.
Than we pray in ours families cemetery = sepulture. I'm leading prayer. Some of people, may be Flory, Agus / sandy noise. I'm angry to them. Mr. Robert Parus join on prayer. We pray and singing.
Note:
Seldom I forget dream than can remember?
How do the trick to remember dream? Base on my expereince, there are some ways, just as follow:
1. Need stimulus: e.g. see bottles that gave by Ms Murniati, so I remember dream about Ms Murniati. I looking for log / rent house and than want to her boarding house. Other stimulus: motor cycle run slow in climb land, I remember dream when difficult when climb land use motor cycle.
2. Seldom the dream show authomatic in mind / memory
3. Sleep again. So the sleep condition can bring dream situation. The experience today is proof / evidence (bukti) /witness / warrant (=bukti).
Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream.
The dream about my father, the late Mr. Gaspar. The venue in house, in Rumah Gendang Wela. Father Gaspar sleep in Mr. Hila's and family room. Just as already make move / change / modification (perubahan). Father sleep in Mr. Hila and families' room while the children sleep in Mr. Hila's room. I entrance his room. Than she ask me. "Do you sick because violate (melanggar) five commands church (5 perintah gereja)? he ask. I think for moment. I try to think about my sick. I think about my mistake in last time. "May be this because John," he said. John who? My think about Mr. John (ame''d Tomy) about our uncle in Lasang. May be have bad relation with mom or our family. Than I think about
five commands church.
Note:
This dream have relation with desire of sexuality. My vital organ is on on this time. Than I aware to go to urinate to toilet.
These five (5) commands church:
I have other dream but I forget it. May be my memory can remember it.
Scientific Reflection:
Rationalization. This is regarded as the final stage of dreamwork. The dreaming mind organizes an incoherent dream into one that is more comprehensible and logical.
Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream. I just as in a place. It is the new place for me. Never I see it in aware state (dunia bangun / kesadaran). I visit a place. I see a cottage. My youngest brother, Mr Rony is there. I just as see he want to breakfast. I'm not entrance to the cottage. May be I dislike to busy him.
The other dream:
I see a place. That place can be used for meeting and can to religion activity, to worship God. Just as it is old building. I remember place when I practice as bother, candidate of priest in last time. I remember Ngusu village.
The other dream:
I just as walk to one place. I walk to east direction (arah). Than I say this place is midle (half) of my journey," I say on one place.
Note: Al these place are new venue for me. It unconscious world not conscious world.
Reflection:
What is contribution of unconscious to conscious? If conscious can remember the dream that domain unconscious, unconscious contribute think to conscious. Think can make language so, contribution of unconscious to conscious is language. see dream of today.
What is contribution on conscious to unconscius? The contribution conscious to unconscious is through represi think, so the dislike think or wish can entrance to unconscious.
Saturday, June 11, 2016
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Monday, May 30, 2016.
I have dream. The location at garden in Manggarai, in our garden, Lale. I see the coffee tree the heritage of father - mother. Now it is own of Hila. In my think Hila not manage well the garden. I just as come with someone but I don't rmember who is he /she.
I can remember this dream after 8 hours.
Tuesday, May 31, 2016.
I have dream.
I just as in Major Seminary, Ritapiret. I see my friend, Konrad Jurman just as still bring speech (homily). The others and I hear it. He bring homily with simple material according my assessment.
The other dream. On one place, just as Mr. Edu Sanor busy to presentation about the plan of work of parish. "No need interuption," he remind when Mr. Beny ask. But Mr. Beny, my brother still protest. " If you want to explain the plan of work, why not on the first time of meeting of parish. No need to presentation now on this forum," Mr. Beny and other said. They use mike. Mr. Edu just as speak from the stage. I'm present too.
The third dream.
I have erootic dream. I aware my vital body - penis - is on.
What is meaning of this dreams?
Wednesday, June 1, 2016.
I have dream. I just as in one place. I just as traveling in one place, new place. When I see from far place, I see I see the tower (menara) that high. But when I come to entrance the country / village / place, I see the tower not so high. I'm astonish too.
The other dream:
The location at Mr. Rony's house. Just as have sad condition, there is people who pass away. Who is she. Just as Megy's mom (Ms Esy). On this condition, Rony still build / work the floor. So, when the families / visitors come to funeral (melayat) they walk in edge (pinggir) building but the material still wet so when they walk it make tarnish (becek).In front of house still available the wooden peg (kayu patok) as pillar. The people regret so they trample (menginjak-injak) the floor still in work progress. Mr. Edu Sanor just as lead worker there. The condition of home page (halaman rumah) fall apart (berantakan). The corpse of Ms Esy in back / inside of home / house. I just as want to cry (lorang - Manggarainese). I hear people sing of Manggarai song but not clear. There are 2 women that sing of song. I try to help. The Manggarai song is: ............................ (I forget. I try to remember). In the morning when get up I sing of this song. But than forget again). Than I can remember again that song after forget during about 12 hours (06.00 am - 18.00 pm). I remember this at bathroom when take a bath. That song available in "Dere Serani" Book of song. The lyric of song just as this below: "Jesus Kristus Mori ge (2x) Mori go...wakar ge..... Landing hiot ga momang wakar ge..a... (2x). Mori Yesus mata one panggol (2x). Panggol mendo yo Mori ge...... Rantang boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x) one mose yo dokong ho...... Mai..mai keta taung go ae a...... Imbi bengkes agu momang Morin ge....a......... rantang boto mata ga...daku wakar (2x). One mose o dokong ho.......
Wo...wonderful my memory, conscious and unconscious.
Thursday, June 2, 2016. - I have dream but not remember it
Friday, June 3, 2016. - I have dream but not remember it.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
The first dream:
I just as use motor cycle. Hila too. We just as in Goloworok. We just as see people. Just as fall doown in road. May be because drink drugs. Just as there is opinion the chief of village (kepala desa) of Goloworok not care to the people, include the young man who pass away. Hila seem so care to that people. Hila is former of chief village of Goloworok.
The second dream:
I visit to Mr. Robert and Mrs Robert (Ms Theres) house. I see mr. Robert condition seem fresh. Mr. Robert sick enough long time. We by the way. Mr. Robert's house and my rent house in one lane (stripe = track = jalur). What means of this dream?
The third dream
I just as in Wela village still holiday there. I walk in road in near Fin Laho's kiosk. I see her. I don't know with her. Just as I shame to meet her. Fin Laho had stayed in Jakarta in last time. Than she go back to village than try to business, sale the something of food / drink.
The fourth dream:
I just as in Jakarta. I have destination to Tanjung Priuk, North Jakarta. I by pass a path. I just as remember the way because ever walk there in llast time. From there I see to east. There is just as Mosque aor Art room there. At Nort of the building there is T - Junction. I go to there. I see there is turn there. The many people walk to thr turn the left from their side while from my side walk straight. Just as as the way can go to the Leongor / Munggis.My think just as remember the place near Lengor. In T-junction I ask people in order to not lose way. "Where is road to Tanjung Priuk?" I ask."Please you go to there," he say while show to front (to north). There is police / army want to help to delivery there and arrive with save, " he said. There I see just as have police / army and thge army car or metromini car.
Dream when afternoon sleep
I have dream. It is erotic dream. I meet my mom. She is sick. I touch her body who still sleep in bed (bedstead = tempat tidur). I touch her vital body. My hand touch of it. Than just as my mouth want to kiss or suck (mengisap) of it. Evidently in reality world I exit of sperm.
The second dream.
I just as with college friend (teman kuliah) of Philosophy Magister . "I late prepare the material of thesis. I just read Freud's books, just as I say to Mr. Andre and Mr. Arif. Mr. Andre and I walk in around STF Driyarkara campus. Than I aware.
Reflection:
There is relation between conscious (kesadaran) and unconscious (ketidaksadaran). Before sleep I read Psikoanalisi Sigmund Freud Book. I study Psikoanalis, just as below: Psikoanalisis adalah cara pandang baru tentang manusia di mana ketidaksadaran menjadi pusat perhatian.
Sunday, June 5, 2016.
Monday, June 6, 2016 - holiday of Fasting Opening of Ramadhan.
I have dream. The location at Wela. I go to Mbarang garden. From our garden I see to Wae Mese / Bea. I see Mr. Paulus Jalu and Mr. Philipus Jeharut still harvest of corn. The corn already mature (matang) even alredy ripe old (sudah tua). The corn seed (biji jagung) alredy old and hard. The corn stalks and leaves (daun) already dry. The land of Bea / Wae Mese seem fertile (subur). I see Mr. Paulus set the corn to sack (karung).
*Seldom I see to Wae Mese river. I see the clean river. Just as have rice terraces (petak sawah). There is plan, just as lettuce (selada) there. It is nice.
* I see Mbarang garden. I near dam water. In rainy season, just as way water to entrance our garden. There is sand, little stone there. In frontier (perbatasan) with Mr. Ande Musa's garden, I see the road. I see the bus. The name of car is Bakrie. Just as there are 4 bus. They just as come from city (Ruteng). I just as hear their sharing about work ethic in their company (Bakrie bus). We are fair. If someone already order other bus (just as Harapan Bersama - Ranggu) we respect it, no snatch (merebut) to entrance the Bakri bus," I hear their motto of work. The passenger no so many in bus. I just as hope the bus of Harapan Bersama Ranggu come, but may not because insolvent (bangkrut).
I have dream.
I see my friend collage, Ms............, She wear the nice dress. She sit down on a place in Driyarkara campus.
I see and meet my sister, Ms Goreti. We are passing (berpapasan) but not mutual rebuke (tegur) to say hello.
The other dream.
I just as late to collect the paper test of Knowledge Philosophy (Filsafat Ilmu) who teach by Dr. Karlina Supeli. Why collect late? May be because I underestimate it. I'm not discipline. Today is Saturday. The deadline is today. The time show just almost afternoon, the time is office almost close, while I'm not finish it. Than I think to make calculation. If collect on Monday certainly is late and get decrease the score 0,5 per day. Wow........I'm in risk condition.
What is meaning of this dream? May be I'm anxious (cemas) because my proposal thesis not finish yet. During Saturday, June 4 - Monday 6, 2016 I'm not finish too with my task to finish it. May be this dream refer to this condition.
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
I have dream.
I just as join on an activity of married of Prince from Europe / Arab. May be he is prince - VIP, Very Important Person - so get special service: fast and good.
The other dream: I just as check. My folds (lipatan) fat ( lemak) in abdomen many. I'm fat but may be this fat is sign of sick.
I get issue I suffer heart disease. Just as panic and anxious (cemas) and afraid . What is meaning of this dream?
Evidently after it I'm feeling my condition health not so good. I'm feeling not good on vital body. When I exit urinate, I am not feel got. Just as there is disturb on ureter (saluran kencing). I feel this expereince in school. I'm anxious. Let alone (apalagi) in some years ago I ever got diabetes sick. I'm anxious if it recur. In the rent house and school I drink much mineral water. Before sleep in rent house I drink hypertension (hipertensi) medicine. Than on next day I feel better condition. Wow... may be I drink less water.
Wednesday, June 8, 2016 - not remember the dream.
Thursday, June 9, 2016
I have dream.
I was in Wela. I join with my families. There is Mr. Philipus Jeharut and Mr. Robert Parus. Mr. Philipus not join to sanctuary. (pekuburan). We were going to the Wela's sanctuary (sepulture = cemetery=pekuburan). We want to pray there. We walk to our families' cemetery. I see some sanctuary recent clean. It is Mr. Markus Abut's families sanctuary (pekuburan). Some sanctuary near dadap tree too.
Than we pray in ours families cemetery = sepulture. I'm leading prayer. Some of people, may be Flory, Agus / sandy noise. I'm angry to them. Mr. Robert Parus join on prayer. We pray and singing.
Note:
Seldom I forget dream than can remember?
How do the trick to remember dream? Base on my expereince, there are some ways, just as follow:
1. Need stimulus: e.g. see bottles that gave by Ms Murniati, so I remember dream about Ms Murniati. I looking for log / rent house and than want to her boarding house. Other stimulus: motor cycle run slow in climb land, I remember dream when difficult when climb land use motor cycle.
2. Seldom the dream show authomatic in mind / memory
3. Sleep again. So the sleep condition can bring dream situation. The experience today is proof / evidence (bukti) /witness / warrant (=bukti).
Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream.
The dream about my father, the late Mr. Gaspar. The venue in house, in Rumah Gendang Wela. Father Gaspar sleep in Mr. Hila's and family room. Just as already make move / change / modification (perubahan). Father sleep in Mr. Hila and families' room while the children sleep in Mr. Hila's room. I entrance his room. Than she ask me. "Do you sick because violate (melanggar) five commands church (5 perintah gereja)? he ask. I think for moment. I try to think about my sick. I think about my mistake in last time. "May be this because John," he said. John who? My think about Mr. John (ame''d Tomy) about our uncle in Lasang. May be have bad relation with mom or our family. Than I think about
five commands church.
Note:
This dream have relation with desire of sexuality. My vital organ is on on this time. Than I aware to go to urinate to toilet.
These five (5) commands church:
Lima Perintah Gereja
1. Rayakan hari raya yang disamakan dengan hari Minggu.
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2.
Ikutilah perayaan Ekaristi pada hari Minggu dan pada hari raya yang
diwajibkan; dan janganlah melakukan pekerjaan yang dilarang pada hari
itu.
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3. Berpuasa dan berpantanglah pada hari yang ditentukan.
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4. Mengaku dosalah sekurang-kurangnya sekali setahun.
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5. Menyambut Tubuh Tuhan pada Masa Paskah.
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Sumber : Puji Syukur no 7
Nihil Obstat : Dr. A.M Sutrisnaatmaka, M.S.F Imprimatur : BI Pujaraharja |
I have other dream but I forget it. May be my memory can remember it.
Scientific Reflection:
Rationalization. This is regarded as the final stage of dreamwork. The dreaming mind organizes an incoherent dream into one that is more comprehensible and logical.
Friday, June 10, 2016
I have dream. I just as in a place. It is the new place for me. Never I see it in aware state (dunia bangun / kesadaran). I visit a place. I see a cottage. My youngest brother, Mr Rony is there. I just as see he want to breakfast. I'm not entrance to the cottage. May be I dislike to busy him.
The other dream:
I see a place. That place can be used for meeting and can to religion activity, to worship God. Just as it is old building. I remember place when I practice as bother, candidate of priest in last time. I remember Ngusu village.
The other dream:
I just as walk to one place. I walk to east direction (arah). Than I say this place is midle (half) of my journey," I say on one place.
Note: Al these place are new venue for me. It unconscious world not conscious world.
Reflection:
What is contribution of unconscious to conscious? If conscious can remember the dream that domain unconscious, unconscious contribute think to conscious. Think can make language so, contribution of unconscious to conscious is language. see dream of today.
What is contribution on conscious to unconscius? The contribution conscious to unconscious is through represi think, so the dislike think or wish can entrance to unconscious.
Saturday, June 11, 2016
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Monday, June 13, 2016
I have dream.
I just as traveling to Sumba Island. We just as by car / bus. The bus running by pass hill (bukit) and valleys (lembah). The area in Sumba more difficult with in Flores. I don't know with who I was traveling.
Other dream:
I remember my former leader (lecture) at Major Seminary Ritapiret and Ledalero Philosophy School. He is Romanus Satu. In last time he is priest but now he is lay man (orang awam) because want to marry (married).
Others dreams: forget.
Reflection:
According Sigmund Freud, the source dream can from experience before. In this dream, dream by bus may be I use bus on Sunday, June 12, 2016.
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
I have dream. The dream about my family at Jakarta. They are Mr. Egy Patinistik and his wife, Ms Dyan and their children. Just as they have activity. Ms Dyan just as have duty in other place, just as duty out of city. They have duty but still professional. When Ms Dyan on duty (bertugas) in out of city their children can handle by Mr. Egy, her husband. Just have have division (pembagian) of task. We hear share of just as it about them. They have division of work and good team work.
The other dream.
I have dream. I meet Mr. Aloy. Mr. Aloy is former JPS teacher. Than now he come to JPS.
What is meaning of this dream?
May be the second dream is prediction (prognosis = oracle = ramaln). Today in school I meet with new religion teacher, Mr. Wilson. I intimate with him. I give some information to him about Religion Lesson, include the Book Source, the document and experience. I service him.
Wednesday, June 15, 2016
I have dream.
I just as do traveling. Just together with others, include Mr. Alex's sister, Nasty or Rensy (Moren). We use car / bus. Nasty or Rensy (Moren) just as want to go to his husband village. The bus / car stop for awhile (for a while = sebentar) in a curve (junction = twist = tikungan). Just as their village not so long from this place. It is in top mountain / hill . We just as voice of the people from this village. Just as I know this village and have hope I can lead them to exit from car / bus when arrive there.
The other dream. We just as on journey. When want to back we walk to one place while wait the bus. I just as confuse direction way to go back. I think turn to left or straight, evidently turn to right. We walk.
The other dream.
We are in journey. We just as stop / break at one nice place. Just as have park and nice plants (tumbuhan). It is interesting. No people near there. There is home in enough place from there. I make mistake. I take branch of flower / plant. Just as I want to bring to home. I cut it use fingers / hand. Many parts I cut it. I take it without permission. Just as the owner / manager of park make pairs meshes (pasang jerat) or trap (snare = toil = jebakan). When someone mistake, e.g. unfair (fraudulent) / underhanded (= curang) they have system to punish and make shame the doer. Now, I fall on this trap. When we already cut the branch of flower, there are the park of dogs. The dog bark (menggonggong) while run to bite us. My friend, Mr. Vitalis F and I stuck (terjebak) on their game, because we are unfair is stealing (mencuri). While the bus and our team already start. Just as we are abondoned (ditinggal). We are lag (ketinggalan) of car.
The dog bite (menggigit) me. Than the owner of park come to admonishing (menegur) and punishing me. " I'm sorry. " If you want to get pay. I can make it," I say. The dream on 03:00 a,. I get up. This is bad dream.I can not sleep again.
What is meaning of this dream?
Thursday, June 16, 2016
I have dream.
Just as I was in one place. It was lonely place with many field (campaign=padang), tree and hill. Just as no road to reach of this place. I just as on a forest. I just as looking for wood fire. I collect it. Just as I think want to move my neighbor to there. I find the nature rope (just as Wase Sara) there. I take it to binding (mengikat) the wood fire. Just as I see the water spring there. I see the sea too. I see people burn the field (campaign = padang). I see the former of burnt (bakaran).
The other dream is forget.
Friday, June 17, 2016
I have dream. The location at Manggarai.
Just as we have family activity . Mr. Leo together his families and I have plan to join this activity. We have difference car /bus. They arrive earlier in Wela / Ntalung Pada. Than I arrive too. They arrive earlier than me. Mr. Loe bring his family together his brother in law (ipar/ kesa), Mr. John. We sit down, may be in Mr. John's house. Than we by the way. Than Mr. John permission because already come people to pick up him. Just as family from Ranggu Kolang. Mr. John just as have activity in Ranggu, Kolang. He has sister who married with Ranggu people. Just as a motor cyclist come to pick up him. "It is better he use bus than motor cyclist because the road to Ranggu is bad. It is better he use bus of Harapan Bersama Ranggu," I think.
What is meaning of this dream?
Saturday, June 18, 2016
I have dreams.
1. I just as in traveling from Java to my hometown (kampung halaman), Wela, Manggarai, Flores. I just as arrive at Lombok or Sumbawa island. I stop in one cottage (pondok) in right side of road. I see people there. I join. We by the way. There are man who speak in Manggarainese. Than evidently there is Wela people there. He is Mr. Bone Migu. Mr. Bone Migu is my classmate in last time when we were Primary school. Than I want to beach or port (pelabuhan) or dock (dermaga). Just as I want to use Ferry ship (kapal). Than I on foot to north / front. Than I go back. I see a mini car. I give sign to entrance the car.
2. I just as get visited from my families / brother of my hometown, include Mr. Ferdy Robin Dana. They come to my contract house at Vila Mutiara Gading, Harapan Indah - Bekasi. Just as Mr. Nando and I as host (tuan rumah). I see Mr. Nando cook food at toilet, When I see from kitchen to tolet I see he still make fried rice. The fried rice spill (tumpah) to floor. I see Mr. Nando ladle (mencodok) the rice to entrance to pan (wajan). I see the gas stove light (nyala) whereas during some month I off it because I cook rice and vegetable use rice cooker so use electric only. Mr. Ferdy and I in kitchen.
3. I holiday to Wela , my hometown (kampung halaman). I arrive than I visit our garden. I just as walk to Tobok / Bangka that lies in back of house. I see our coffee garden full with weeds (rumput liar). I want to by pass wall stone of limiting garden. The wall stones almost collapse (ambruk). I try to carefully. I success to move to opposite (seberang). Than I arrive in garden already clean the weeds (rumput liar). I just as already move to Mbarang garden in near cave ( gua batu - ling - Manggarainese). In near cave I see Mr. Simon Ogos, my brother in law (besan / kesa in Manggarainese). He recent come from abroad, Malaysia. "When did you arrive in Wela? I ask to him . "In few days ago," he answer. "I recent arrive," I asy.
"Do you by pass Kalimantan or Surabaya?" I ask him. "I by pass Tanjung Harapan, because I work in North Malaysia," he answer. I see him with any brothers, but I don't know them.
Note:
Since last night JABODETABEK include VMG Bekasi rain. My rent house leak in kitchen.
Sunday - June 19, 2016 - see on the note
Monday - June 20, 2016 - see on the note
Tuesday, June 21, 2016
I have dream.
My classmate Mr. Julis got lead the thesis written by our promote, Ms Dr. Karlina Supeli. I listen Ms Dr. Karlina ask to lead him. In that class there are other friends. I didn't know them. Someone try to give respons to question that given by Ms Dr. Karlina Supeli. He explain than he continue to spek in English. He until mentil Cile, one country in South America. I hear issue that he ever studied / went to South America. When see this condition, I reflection to myself. My thesis still make proposal. Until now still make repair (edit) the proposal. I'm shame to myself too. I'm jealous (iri) to Mr. Julius that already progress to next step.
Other dream:
Just as on one place in Cancar to Golo Nawang but the road still back to Wae Sekas. Just as one spot that always by pass all car. Because only it way as road to access to all place. May be turn to long but all access by pass Wae Sekas / Wela.
Note: this dream seem disguised (samar).
The dream on the day sleep
I have dream.
I just as went to Bandung. I just as had arrived in toll to entrance Bandung city. My remember think about our journey in last May 2015 when visit Ms. Sisca Dafrosa's city who was applied by Mr.Nando, our younger brother, We just as already arrive in Koja. We already axit from toll and turn to left. I by mini bus, just as Metromini or Kapaja or Kopami in Jakarta or bus Simpati or Rasa Sayang in Ruteng / Lembor's route. I just as stand up in door of car. I want to see the scenery. I want to know this area, include if have Church available in right isede of road. We arrived in climb road. The bus move slow. I hang my one feet our of car. Only left feet put on car. I worry if accident I can fast to escapee myself. Wow... the bus strike (mogok) than inverted (terbalik). There is accident. I 'm safe. Than I lifted (mengangkat) bus. The other people, driver and I worry if the bus condition getting worse (buruk) that entrance deep gorge (jurang). Evidently not. I succcess to lifted the bus and put on the same way.
Wow.....
Reflection:
What is meaning of this dream?
May be I'm worry with my duty of paper test of semester that none one finish until now. There are 5 subjects but until now no one finish. Until now I'm still repair the proposal thesis. Other paper not start to work. I'm not discipline. I often entrance to same mistake is read news in internet so often than no enough time to do the main task. I'm not focus.
Wednesay, June 22, 2016 . I have dream but my memory can not remember it. It is memory problem.
Sunday 3, 2016 - dream in bus of Rasa Sayang when I traveling when holiday.
The bus arrive in Bali island. This is the third day of traveling of holiday. In Negara / Tabanan
I have dream. "May be the best that you choose. The reference is Mr. Frans Seda or his daughter Ms Ery Seda."
My journey is from Bali to Lombok. I move to Ferry ship.
I'm sleep in Ferry ship. I have dream.
Just as there is people (Edu Tano) who borrow custom fixtures (perlengkapan adat), is drum (gendang). Than Mr. Rony / the deceased (almarhumah) give announcement / threat: you will curse (kutuk) by drum, beacuse forget bring back the drum to custom house (Mbaru Gendang).
What is meaning of this dream?
Tuesday, July 5, 2016. --- Dream in Wae Nakeng, Lembor - in Ratih's house
I have dream. I just as in a place. Just as in Saint Klaus Kuwu, School. My teacher when JHS / SHS, Mr. Domi Ndoi ask me give instruction for student SHS class 3 to looking for link to continue their school to university. "Please write this comment about address the university / collage," Mr. Domi Ndoi explain. . "Execuse me, according to me, the school help looking for information to students," I suggest to him.
Than the dream change place. I meet with my teacher when Primary. He is Mr. Alex kabelen. "We had evaluation of you," he said to me. "Okay sir, I say. This condition just as at JPS experience in January - June 2016.
Than I go to other place / garden. I see other people still work. I see the banana that have fruits. The banana almost touch the land. I see that banana. In the top of near land almost ripe that almost broken. I clean the grass aroud (sekitar) it .
Wednesday, July 6, 2016. --- dream in Golo Karot in Mr. Largus' house
I have dream. I see a river. It is the flood. I see Mr. Jokoowi by pass the flood river. He by pass save. In cross I sit and stand up beside him. I see his dress is wet. I help him to open the wood of "dange" tree.
Note:
I can remember this dream after stimulus. I see pipe of water in front of home of my sister's house in Golo Karot, Lembor.
Thursday, July 7, 2016 - sleep in Wela, Beny;s house - I don't know have dream or no.
Friday, July 8, 2016 - The dream in Wela - John and Hila's house.
I have dream. In a place the dog bite me. The dog bite my dress. I pull my black dress. It is torn (robek).
Saturday , July 09, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship.
I have dream. It is the written of thesis. Just as I want to write after I come back from holiday from my hometown, Wela. I see my mentor / leader Prof Dr. Alex Lanur, OFM.
Sunday , July 10, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship but I forget
Monday , July 11, 2016 - I have dream. The dream in Wilis ship but I forget
Tuesday, July 12, 2016. in bus Lorena (journey / traveling, Wela, Flores - Jakarta). The dream may be in Semarang - Pemalang.
I have dream. It is the love dream. I meet with friend's wife. She is Ms. B, former teacher at JPS. She and I seem intimate. She and I touch the body reciprocal. We are face to face. I'm worry her husband jealous to me. I'm worry her vital body touch my vital body when we are face to face. Wow... evidently I exit semen (sperm). When I aware, I know that my pants (celana) is wet because semen( sperm). I'm shame to stand up because there is part of pants that wet because sperm.
The other dream. This is still love dream. I take a bath together my family, my mom and my sister, Sophy. I take dress use our dress.
The other dream. I walk in one place. I see Mr. Alex Maji in one place that lower than land I live / place. The location just as in Wohe. We just as walk from Wela to Lewur. Mr.Alex in road while me in path in Mr. Lilu's garden. I'm just as shame to rebuke (menegur) Mr. Alex because my task about report of financial of CUWM not finish yet. We walk to one home in from of us.
I have other dream. I just as walk to garden of Bangka Wela, in Wela village. (This dream is disguised, vague, = samar).
Dream in Cipali Toll
I get accident of bus (This dream is disguised, vague, = samar).
Reflection: May be after it I'm drunk (mabuk) because hungry.
Wednesday, July 13, 2016. in VMG
I have dream. The location just as in jungle. Just as we have event (activity) there. I see the pipe of water. I drink water direct from pipe. It is cool (sejuk) too. Than on road I see the long bus (articulated bus = bus gandeng) just as Transjakarta bus. Just as our team (group) in the this bus. I see Mr. Robert Wardy in this bus. Than I entrance to bus. I arrive in bad road. It is sharp bend (tikungan) and bad road. I see bran (dedak) that mix with land. I come to near the bad road. I want to know how the bus by pass this bad road, can or can not. Because the bus so long, may be need to make separation in order to can by pass the sharp bend (tikungan tajam). The condition is on forest with have little river. This condition is situation in Manggarai in last time when the road consist of land in rainy season.
** Other dream:
I see Father Romanus Satu, my former leader when live in Ritapiret Seminary. In the dream he is still priest whereas actually he already resign from priest because want to married (menikah) and marry (kawin).
Thursday, July 14, 2016.
I have dream.
The location in one place that decline (menurun) and climb (mendaki). I see people take square off (ancang-ancang) in valley (lembah) for by pass climb road. Evidently Mr. Edy Danggur. He drives the car. When almost arrive at top, he fight (berjuang) untuk sukses bring his car top of climb road. He until carry and lift (mengangkat) his car. Evidently he got accident. His body is injured (terluka). The injured until in his groin (pangkal paha). We try to call his family to help him but his wife just as insists (bersikukuh) in order to threat at home by themselves.
Wow.... when I aware, evidently I got wet dream. My navel (puser) is wet because semen (cairan sperma).
Note: I have disturb of dream. I aware on 02:00 am. I get difficult to sleep again. Wow...... I get the
Refclection:
This dream remember me to my experience in last time, July 6 2016, when I drive my brother's motor cycle, Mr. John from Cancar to Wela. In climb road from Mbelaing until Goloworok, I make mistake. I use second gear in climb road. The motor cycle run slowly, almost can not run / move. Lucky still can to run / move to front so I'm safe from accident. "It is better if use first gear," John said on July 8, 2016. I'm trauma with this experience. "Oh... this is the first experience I drive motor cycle in climb road in Manggarai. The first time I drive motor cycle in Manggarai is in Waenakeng to Golokarot Lembor, on July 5, 2016. I use Ratih's father motor cycle. I drive it from Waenakeng to Golo Karot and from Golo Karot to Wae Nakeng.
** This dream match with Freud's theory.
Friday, July 15, 2016.
I have dream. This is the disguissed ( vague = samar ) dream. I just as have rope to bundle (ikat) on my waist (pinggang). I don't know it is rope of nature or artificial rope, e.g. string of raffia (tali rafia).
When I sit on chair in CCTV Room, I do Englis test online. I'm sleeping annd have dream: "Had you lunch, my sister ask." Than I aware.
Reflection: This dream have link ib last time expereince. When call them, they often ask had you supper.
Note: I'm people who easy to dream.
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Saturday, July 16, 2016
I have dream. It is about my brother, Mr. Don Jebaru that have relation with Ms Yuliana Mue (?), his nephew (kemenakan). Ms Yuliana is the first child of Mr. Martinus Talbot who become older brother of Mr. Don Jebaru.
Reflection: How do relation Mr. Don with his wife in Central Kalimantan? May be still okay
Sunday, July 17, 2016. I have the dream but I forget it
Monday, July 18, 2016.
I have dream. It is about our garden of Mbarang. In central (lodok) I find mother bee (induk lebah) and the nest (sarang) of bee. I see the nest and mother be in land and on the dry wood that become just as pillar. I see it some of nest in land and a nest at land.
The other dream:
Just as we make review of boundary (batas kebun) in Nderu, Wela Manggarai. There is some of mistake between us and neighbour so need review. We walk from central (lodok) to edge (pinggir / sising).
What is mening of this dream?
