Thursday, Sept 14, 2023. I have dream about my activity to a
place. I'm touring. I arrive in a
place. I just as arrive in a place just
as in Lambaleda region. I get placement there. I ask advice to Mr. Rudolf Sudiron – local people - , my classmate and to other people again about manage the environment or
land there .I just as want to plant
something there, e.g. trees. Than we by the way. I see the land there just as barren
(tandus), the grass is dry.Than just as
have idea to manage land there. They are
men who have experience stay there.
Than I think how to manage land there. Than Iwalk tu
up. I just arrive in hill. In turn i see
girl who still sit down in margin road
to enjoy the nature scenery. She give back to me. I just as by
pass her while sing love song of
Manggarai may be the 'tenang weta le wejang le wejang, sebong mane hemong nae.
Tenang nara liba salang, karong salang
lina natas ," just as it or the other song.
Than i arrive in place. I just as on foot, walk
from south to north in go down way.
Than I arrive in a place or a village.
I by pass home and people. Just as gave oeople who coordinate about the
duty include the transportation of vehicle.
I hope have public transportation to travelling to somewhere.
Than I arrive in a home. I rest there while by the way . Than the
people delivety me to a place that i
rest or sleep. It is simple place (home) with
wood home and land floor. Just as
there is foreign people there who from
India. Just ss have foreign company there, e.g. mine company. I by the way with
male India people . I talk in English with him. Evidently he can speak in Indonesia too but in little ability. He talk with local /village people. Just as
the village people ask proposal to him and he (India people) want to help to
prepare it. Than I aware on 02.00 am. I
get up than go to toilet to pee. The PAM water not flow. Wow.......m
I’m get
calling from Mr. Tomy about Ms Titi’s email. “Please read the
email. “Okay sor. I get
greeting and reprimand me
because the library seem disorder, the book seem
untidy. “Please do the duty not only say ready,” she say. I’m shame. Than I try to tidy the book. Before I get
call from Mr, Ferdy Seriang, my junior of Saint Klaus JHS. We discuss about
40 years Saint Klaus Kuwu Anniversary
and what excellent
idea in order to still exist
now and future? “We
should be have dream
for student who learn in Santu
Klaus now and
future. What are our program that make Santu Klaus
interested for society so can send the
children here? How should
we do to create the gold
generation for Santu Klaus students now
and future? “ I ask rhetoric. “I
suggest Saint Klaus should be have program English day every day for all (students, teacher and
staff). I work SPK school. I want to share
experience and my observation.
Our school – JPS – abundance (kelimpahan) students . What the owner and Foundation strategy
so abundance (kelimpahan) students? They make excellent programs are use English as introduction language - for
all subject except Bahasa Indonesia,
PKn, Religion - and
digitalization system. If Saint
Klaus want to exist, have charm (pesona), have magnet
for society now and future,
we should be copy their
program. “ I say to him. “Oh…share
just as it important for progress Saint Klaus Kuwu now
and future,” he say. “You are
will talk about this on September 28, 2023 when alumni
meeting,” he say. “I’m not return
to Kuuwu,” I say. “We will share experience online too,” he say. “Okay,” I
say. Than I do my duty. I’m stress
because get presseure. I ask God to help me on this situation. In afternoon I go back on about 17.30 am. The security laugh when
see me. Than I’m going to home. Today the PAM water in VMG not flow. We can not wash dress
and other equipment Wow…….. I try to enjoy on this condition.
____
Monday, Sept 18, 2023. I have dream about my activity to a
place. I see my friend when major
seminary is Mr. Kon Jurman. We just as meet in a place. I see his
style. The other
dream I forget.
I can remember this
dream when I memorize the bible
about Jesus’ temptation. Mr. Kon
Jurman talked it when we were in Major Seminary
Ledalero . He quote the bible text that time: “ Men life not
only from bread but from God’s
word too.
Tuesday, Sept 19, 2023.
I have dream. I just as in a place. We
walk in group. We by pass forest that have the path / footpath (jalan
setapak) not road. I just as see Mr. Joseph. He and
I just as walk to south. He
just as have flashlight. (senter) that he set
on his forehead so can light the
road. I’m not have it.
I’m not walk together him because just as still dark because in early
morning or still night. I’m go to right side
let Mr. Jo walk. Just as
he walk alone. Wow…… this
dream make me
sad. I get up on about 04.30 am. I listen the PAM water flow to bucket. I get up than take
a bath. I’m grinding
(mengulek) (mengulek) chily, garlic,
onion and candlenut
(kemiri) that Ms Rensy
boil yesterday. Than I boil vegetables. I boil pakchoy ( a kind o mustard green. Than on Wednesday, September
2023, I search in internet. Evidently the name of this vegetables is Pakchoy ). Than I take a bath. I clean the bucket
that get mood
because the water is
dirty.
Wednesday, Sept 20,
2023.
I have dream. I’m
just as in a place like just as in near Mr. Ben Slamat’s house area
in Wela, but it similary only not
exactly. In the right sode
from west there is branch to
arrive a place to it is way or
oad to other place or village. I just as want to visit that place. That place just as still natural, still have
many trees and forest. Than I aware. I get up. I thin about Catholic spiritual song on Endenese is “Tuhan Yesus sae ne kami”. This
song we sang in last time
on about 1997 when we visited parish of Mautapa parish in Ende. Than aware
on about 04.30 am. I’m still sleepy because sleep late in last night
on about on 00: 00. I pray of Novena Bapa Kami tok ask to God for
my good health . I go
to kitchen and toilet . The PAM water flow on this
morning. Praise to the Lord. The water seem clean
and clear. I open the mask that
we set as filter. I wash the plate, pan,
spoon, Tupperware, etc. Than I
winnow rice than cook it. I take pan to boil the chinese cabbage (sawi putih). Than
I change the gallon
water that had run out (habis). Than I warm the old vegetables that Ms Tely cooked in last evening. Than
turn on the electric of
dispenser. I want to drink warm
water. Than I take a bath and
wash my dress.
Than I’m breakfast. I use
old rice. I mix the old vegetables that I had
warm. Than I’m eating. I’m eat
the anchovy (ikan teri) that
mix sauce that mix with
torch ginger (kecombrang). It
is so delicious. Ms Tely and Ms
Elin made it in last evening. The feel so good. In last night
we discuss about torch ginger.
When finish breakfast I’m drink bitter coffee than tooth
teeth, wash the plate and spoon than I star to school. I arrive on 06.41 in the school. I
parking my motor cycle outside the
gate in oreder to I can arrive on time for
finger print. I open the library,
chapel. I turn on the AC there. I
allow students who learn in library. There are 6
women students who learn
in library in the morning. Than cesa
come to bring Gilbert book. “If
Gilbert comne here, plese give to
him this book, Ms Tevy message just as it.” She say. “Do you get fix information than Gilbert come to library?” I ask. “Yes, I listen
just as it from Ms Tevy,” she say.
“Thank you,” I say to her. Than she goes
back to her class. On this week the student
mid semester test. When I write
this daily experience , the security
come to give information me to move my motor
cycle that parking in near gate. “Thank you,” I say. I’m shame too.
I have dreams. The
first dream is I’m present in a
please, I introduction myslef to
a people . I just as want to interview
the principal in a place. I see a man
who have job as principal in yard
or school or park but than
we walk to north side.
Than I meet the other
teacher. I introduce to him and
explain my purpose of present or arrival to there. Just as he just as
want to make reason to not meet with principal or
administration staff. “I’m Fransiskus Jelata, I from Wela who wander about to West Java. I come to meet principal to interview about the education. Can I meet him?” I ask. But the
people give reason just as to
obstruct (menghalangi) the meeting). I’m regret to him.
The second dream
is about a place that I had
visited in last time, 1998 - 2000
in Tilir, East Manggarai when practice
(praxis) as friar of Ruteng’s
Diocese. I just as
think about the pastoral patrol (patroli pastoral) in last
time where we by pass that village than the people
should be go far to Mbeling to present
Holy Mass. Why priest in not
serve them in that village for
effective time?” I ask to
criticize (mengkritik). The
building of school just as face to east,
just as SMPN I Kuwus in Satarara, Golowelu.
I’m get up late. Why? I’m get disturb of
health is cold (pilek). I’m get up late.
Saturday, September 30, 2023.
I have dream on Saturday, September 30, 2023. I’m in
a place. I see mom of Regina. I just as
want to touch her vital
body. I did it. I touch it with my hnad. Than I just as making love her. I entrance my Mr. P to her Mrs
V. But just as it not smooth. I wait the
result of it. Wow….. just as it
difficult . I aware my difficult
on my body is Mr. P that
weak. Oh...my God.
Happy 40th
dies natalis. I would
like to congratulate Ernesto
Foundation, Staff, teachers, students and alumni SMP of St. Klaus Kuwu on this special day, September 25,
2023. I would also
like to wish SMP St. Klaus
Kuwu continued success in the future endeavors.
Glory to my proud alma mater.
Dream Wedneday , 27 September 2023
I meet Mr. Adianus Ojo , my junior in Saint Klaus and See Mrs Sahrrini (artist of Indonesia by donkey in a village.
Monday, October 13, 2023
I have dreams. The dream about
my activity. I just as see people in
pick up. We have an activity.
This dream not clear
catch my memory. This is dim
(kabur = vague = samar-samar/tidak jelas).
I'm get up on 05.00 am. I
winnow rice than cook it. I'm
cooking vegetables. I'm boil it. I take
bath. Than I start to school on 06. 05 am. I arrive there on 06.11 am.
Than I go back to home to breakfast. I'm eating rive and vegetables. I meet
with Ms Tely. I'm cooking the
vegetables. Evidently Ms
Rensy steam the pariah and cook
toher vegetables. Wow........ there are
many vegables today. I'm eating it. than I bring rice and
vegetables to school. When I
arrive in school, the students Primary
5 use the library room to prpare themselves to
Simulation of National Assessment
Based of Computer. Than I help Ms
Elin when she ask about it. Than Mr. Mario ask me to join the
Worskshop today in SMPN 2
Tarumajaya. Than Mr. Harjono ask me to
go there together on 12.30 am.
I'm eating thee bread. Before it
I serve Ms Dea
who ask the Phisic Book of
Cambridge . I try to looking
for it but
not find it. On
12.30 pm
we go to SMPN 2 Tarumajaya. Mr. Rudy drive
car to us. In car we by the way. "Do you know the theme of workshop today?" he ask. "Yes, sir, I
think it
based expereince violence in
school that practice West Java," I
say. "Oh...yes, the violence in students
that did by JHS studentn in Cilacap," he say. "Yes sir," I say. We by
pass JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah
- Harapan Mulya - SMPN 2 Tarumajaya. Mr. Rudy parking the car in
school yard. Than we
entrance to the meeting room.
Today there is Workshop that celebrate
by Eduacation Authoritis about
Prevention and Handle the Violence in the School. The Education Head
of Bekasi Regency as
keynote speaker. He come
together the team incluse the police chief
(Kapolsek) for the Tarumajaya and Bebelan sectors
Babelan and Tarumajaya Military District Command (Koramil).
"Please monitoring student in and out side school. Try to follow their
social media. We try to make prevention about violence
in the school. We try to make
safe environment, include the
school," he say. Than Ms
Mumun give me the
goods in package. Evidently
it is
envelope to ask donation (sumbangan) for help
Indonesia Red Cross (PMI). "Please
pay the consumtion moeny to Mr. Ujang
with amount IDR 100.000."
she said. "If you not
bring money I help,. Please
pay than we go back to school," Mr. Harjono say.
Saturday, October 14,
2023. In the morning I have dream is meet Mr.Philipus Jeharut, the Head of
Wela village who bysy cut the banana log (munak in
Manggarainese. I ask about Requiem Holy Mass for Mrs Wihelmina Pamung, his wife but he just
answer about Mrs Vero unut or Mr.Paulus Jalu"s Requiem Holy Mass. When we
talj I feel near with him because before I feel enough distance with him
because his sons that seem not accomodate
idea that I suggest. I dislike just as it. But Niw, I cone from my room
that U stay (hide) to meet and help him. I feel near with him again. The second
dream I meet Uncle Mr. Herman Don In a
place. I just as want to greeting him.
He come from south while I am in nirth side.In Wela?
Dreams, October 15,2023. I have dreams. The first dream is I
see my mother Regina Jenaut in north
beside Mbaru Gendang Wela. She was in near kitchen. Just as she
response Mrs Tin – Mr. Paulus Wango’s
wife - (Bony’s mom) who talk with
her about someone is Mr.Felix Janor?.I
listen their talk but what the words they talk I forget it. **The second dream
is I am in Golowelu just as have an event just as Thanksgiving Holy Mass, but
the Holy Mass begin in Old office of Kuwus District or Golowelu Primary school.
But I rather (malah) go to the Church.Some people follow me go wo west side to
the Golowelu church , include old (adult) man.
Than we see the church lonely so we go to the Golowelu District office. In
near T junction to Golowelu field we see people who had ready to join the
opening event. I see Mr.Dan Ginggur and his sons, I see Mr. Rely Bagung, my
friend / classmate. Their face to the Golowelu church direction.Than I just as think about
my mother Regina and my bad experience to her that embarrassing because it ancient desire is sexuality. I just as try to avoid from
her. Why? Because feel shy with it. On that time I think about it. Dream Sunday , oct 15.2023 (Day sleep when sit down in Mr. Rony’s
house in
Depok) : Ms Kory help me to
arrange or manage my things or book so its tidy.
(This day dream in Depok). The second dream I meet my classmate od
Golowelu Primary is Mrs Rofina Anur in a place.
Friday,Oct 20,2023.I have dream is
The first Ms Adit ssk me to
handle the scoring of Compouter
competition of student on an event whereas it is her duty. I try to handle it. The
second dream, I am on a place. I drive bike.
I turn arround that place, just
as market, I see adult women who sale the fruit in a oats than she say that the owner still
worship just as the Christian people. Than I listen them sing of song of
worship of God. Than I by pass it. I go to North side. Just as I arrive in
Bangka garden in Wela, my village. I
still listen them sing of worship
song. Than I just In around Page of
Mbaru Kopi. I am drive bike to west. I
see coffee tree or forest with vary trees. In jackfruit tree I see children who
climb the jackfruit (nangka) to take it little fruit that name Geluk in
Manggarainese. A daughter shit from the
up of tree. Wow....... this traditional
way. They pick .....(petik) the little jackfruit too than free it to land.Wow....certainly this is
disgusting (repulsive /nasty ) = (menjijikkan). Than I meet Ms Mel the first
daughter of Mr. Geradus Dabut. Arround it just as there is rose that close the
way.I open it so the people can by pass with free. Just as the children who pick the jackfruit are Mrs Mel daughter and son. Than I
am aware.
Experience
Saturday. October 21, 2023.
Monday, Sept 18, 2023. I have dream
about my activity to a place. I see my
friend when major seminary is Mr. Kon Jurman. We just as meet
in a place. I see his style.
The other dream
I forget. I can
remember this dream
when I memorize the bible about Jesus’ temptation. Mr. Kon Jurman talked it when we were in
Major Seminary Ledalero . He quote
the bible text that time: “ Men life not only from bread but
from God’s word too.
Tuesday, Sept 19, 2023.
I have dream. I just as in a
place. We walk
in group. We by pass forest that
have the path / footpath (jalan setapak)
not road. I just as see Mr.
Joseph. He and I just as
walk to south. He just as
have flashlight. (senter) that he set
on his forehead so can light the
road. I’m not have it.
I’m not walk together him because just as still dark because in early
morning or still night. I’m go to right side
let Mr. Jo walk. Just as
he walk alone. Wow…… this
dream make me
sad. I get up on about 04.30 am. I listen the PAM water flow to bucket. I get up than take
a bath. I’m grinding
(mengulek) (mengulek) chily, garlic,
onion and candlenut
(kemiri) that Ms Rensy
boil yesterday. Than I boil vegetables. I boil pakchoy ( a kind o mustard green. Than on Wednesday, September
2023, I search in internet. Evidently the name of this vegetables is Pakchoy ). Than I take a bath. I clean the bucket
that get mood
because the water is
dirty.
Wednesday, Sept 20, 2023.
I have dream. I’m just as in a place like
just as in near Mr. Ben Slamat’s house area in Wela, but it similary
only not exactly. In the right
sode from west there is branch to arrive a place to it is
way or oad to other
place or village. I just as want to
visit that place. That place just
as still natural, still have many trees
and forest. Than I aware. I
get up. I thin about Catholic spiritual song on Endenese is “Tuhan Yesus sae ne kami”. This
song we sang in last time
on about 1997 when we visited parish of Mautapa parish in Ende. Than aware
on about 04.30 am. I’m still sleepy because sleep late in last night
on about on 00: 00. I pray of Novena Bapa Kami tok ask to God for
my good health . I go
to kitchen and toilet . The PAM water flow on this
morning. Praise to the Lord. The water seem clean
and clear. I open the mask that
we set as filter. I wash the plate, pan,
spoon, Tupperware, etc. Than I
winnow rice than cook it. I take pan to boil the chinese cabbage (sawi putih). Than
I change the gallon
water that had run out (habis). Than I warm the old vegetables that Ms Tely cooked in last evening. Than
turn on the electric of
dispenser. I want to drink warm
water. Than I take a bath and
wash my dress.
Than I’m breakfast. I use
old rice. I mix the old vegetables that I had
warm. Than I’m eating. I’m eat
the anchovy (ikan teri) that
mix sauce that mix with
torch ginger (kecombrang). It
is so delicious. Ms Tely and Ms
Elin made it in last evening. The feel so good. In last night
we discuss about torch ginger.
When finish breakfast I’m drink bitter coffee than tooth
teeth, wash the plate and spoon than I star to school. I arrive on 06.41 in the school. I
parking my motor cycle outside the
gate in oreder to I can arrive on time for
finger print. I open the library,
chapel. I turn on the AC there. I
allow students who learn in library. There are 6
women students who learn
in library in the morning. Than cesa
come to bring Gilbert book. “If
Gilbert comne here, plese give to
him this book, Ms Tevy message just as it.” She say. “Do you get fix information than Gilbert come to library?” I ask. “Yes, I listen
just as it from Ms Tevy,” she say.
“Thank you,” I say to her. Than she goes
back to her class. On this week the student
mid semester test. When I write
this daily experience , the security
come to give information me to move my motor
cycle that parking in near gate. “Thank you,” I say. I’m shame too.
I have dreams. The first dream is I’m present in a please, I introduction myslef to a people . I just as want to
interview the principal in a
place. I see a man who have job as principal in yard or school or
park but
than we walk to
north side. Than I meet the
other teacher. I introduce to him and explain my purpose of present or arrival to there. Just as he just as
want to make reason to not meet with principal or
administration staff. “I’m Fransiskus Jelata, I from Wela who wander about to West Java. I come to meet principal to interview about the education. Can I meet him?” I ask. But the
people give reason just as to
obstruct (menghalangi) the meeting). I’m regret to him.
The second dream is
about a place that I had visited
in last time, 1998 - 2000 in
Tilir, East Manggarai when practice (praxis) as friar of Ruteng’s Diocese. I just
as think about the pastoral patrol
(patroli pastoral) in last time where we by pass that village than
the people should be go far to Mbeling to present Holy Mass. Why priest in
not serve them in that village
for effective time?” I ask
to criticize (mengkritik). The building of school just as face to east, just as SMPN I
Kuwus in Satarara, Golowelu.
I’m
get up late. Why? I’m get disturb of health is cold (pilek). I’m get up late.
Saturday, September 30, 2023.
I have dream
on Saturday, September 30, 2023. I’m in a place. I see mom of Regina. I just as
want to touch her vital
body. I did it. I touch it with my hnad. Than I just as making love her. I entrance my Mr. P to her Mrs
V. But just as it not smooth. I wait the
result of it. Wow….. just as it
difficult . I aware my difficult
on my body is Mr. P that
weak. Oh...my God.
Happy 40th dies natalis. I would
like to congratulate Ernesto
Foundation, Staff, teachers, students and alumni SMP of St. Klaus Kuwu on this special day, September 25,
2023. I would also
like to wish SMP St. Klaus
Kuwu continued success in the future endeavors.
Glory to my proud alma mater.
Dream Wedneday , 27 September 2023
I meet Mr.
Adianus Ojo , my junior in Saint Klaus
and See Mrs Sahrrini (artist of Indonesia by donkey in a village.
. This is my passion. I just as join
when they sing of this song
but what a pity to me I’m not remember
the lyric of
song. This is memory
problem.
I write this dream in JPS, October 24, 2024. Lucky my
memory can remember it.
Dream on October 2023. I
remember this when watch video about
Nomadic Life. Than when see a nomadic
girl who stay alone in near river and make fire to light in the night, I
remember my dreams:
1.
I’m
just as in a place. I just as see
from long time about a place just
as Kalimantan Island. “Oh….we can go
there. I see Kalimantan Island from beyond. I just as see the path or shot
way to there. I just as want
by pass it to Kalimantan. I just
as with
Moslem teacher from Bekasi , Wset
Java. We by the way about it.
The other dreams that
connect with this dream is:
1.
I
just as remember dream
when I’m in a place . Just as see big
river. I walk to south. Than I just as turn to
right than see the big
river with many stones. The
river just as surrounded
(dikelilingi) by hills and mountain. The
view so nuce. The river stone seem celan because touch by water and that
get bright of sun. The stone
seem dark. Its
spread out so wide (terhampar begitu luas). There are trees in edge river (riverbank). I can remember
many dream in last time.
Monday,
October 13, 2023
I have
dreams. The dream about my activity. I
just as see people in pick up. We have an activity. This dream not
clear catch my memory. This is dim
(kabur = vague = samar-samar/tidak jelas).
I'm get up on 05.00 am. I
winnow rice than cook it. I'm
cooking vegetables. I'm boil it. I take
bath. Than I start to school on 06. 05 am. I arrive there on 06.11 am.
Than I go back to home to breakfast. I'm eating rive and vegetables. I meet
with Ms Tely. I'm cooking the
vegetables. Evidently Ms
Rensy steam the pariah and cook
toher vegetables. Wow........ there are
many vegables today. I'm eating it. than I bring rice and
vegetables to school. When I
arrive in school, the students Primary
5 use the library room to prpare themselves to
Simulation of National Assessment
Based of Computer. Than I help Ms
Elin when she ask about it. Than Mr. Mario ask me to join the
Worskshop today in SMPN 2
Tarumajaya. Than Mr. Harjono ask me to
go there together on 12.30 am.
I'm eating thee bread. Before it
I serve Ms Dea
who ask the Phisic Book of
Cambridge . I try to looking
for it but
not find it. On
12.30 pm
we go to SMPN 2 Tarumajaya. Mr. Rudy drive
car to us. In car we by the way. "Do you know the theme of workshop today?" he ask. "Yes, sir, I
think it
based expereince violence in
school that practice West Java," I
say. "Oh...yes, the violence in students
that did by JHS studentn in Cilacap," he say. "Yes sir," I say. We by
pass JPS - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah
- Harapan Mulya - SMPN 2 Tarumajaya. Mr. Rudy parking the car in
school yard. Than we
entrance to the meeting room.
Today there is Workshop that celebrate
by Eduacation Authoritis about
Prevention and Handle the Violence in the School. The Education Head
of Bekasi Regency as
keynote speaker. He come
together the team incluse the police chief
(Kapolsek) for the Tarumajaya and Bebelan sectors
Babelan and
Tarumajaya Military District Command (Koramil). "Please monitoring
student in and out side school.
Try to follow their social media. We try to
make prevention about
violence in the school. We try to
make safe environment, include the school,"
he say. Than Ms Mumun give
me the goods in package. Evidently it
is envelope to ask
donation (sumbangan) for
help Indonesia Red Cross (PMI).
"Please pay the consumtion money to Mr. Ujang
with amount IDR 100.000."
she said. "If you not
bring money I help,. Please
pay than we go back to school," Mr. Harjono say.
Saturday, October 14, 2023. In the morning I have dream is meet Mr.Philipus Jeharut, the Head of
Wela village who bysy cut the banana log (munak in
Manggarainese. I ask about Requiem Holy Mass for Mrs Wihelmina Pamung, his wife but he just
answer about Mrs Vero unut or Mr.Paulus Jalu"s Requiem Holy Mass. When we
talj I feel near with him because before I feel enough distance with him
because his sons that seem not accomodate
idea that I suggest. I dislike just as it. But Niw, I cone from my room
that U stay (hide) to meet and help him. I feel near with him again. The second
dream I meet Uncle Mr. Herman Don In a
place. I just as want to greeting him.
He come from south while I am in nirth side.In Wela?
Dreams, October 15,2023. I have dreams. The first dream is I
see my mother Regina Jenaut in north
beside Mbaru Gendang Wela. She was in near kitchen. Just as she
response Mrs Tin – Mr. Paulus Wango’s
wife - (Bony’s mom) who talk with
her about someone is Mr.Felix Janor?.I
listen their talk but what the words they talk I forget it. **The second dream
is I am in Golowelu just as have an event just as Thanksgiving Holy Mass, but
the Holy Mass begin in Old office of Kuwus District or Golowelu Primary school.
But I rather (malah) go to the Church.Some people follow me go wo west side to
the Golowelu church , include old (adult) man.
Than we see the church lonely so we go to the Golowelu District office. In
near T junction to Golowelu field we see people who had ready to join the
opening event. I see Mr.Dan Ginggur and his sons, I see Mr. Rely Bagung, my
friend / classmate. Their face to the Golowelu church direction.Than I just as think about
my mother Regina and my bad experience to her that embarrassing because it ancient desire is sexuality. I just as try to avoid from
her. Why? Because feel shy with it. On that time I think about it. Dream Sunday , oct 15.2023 (Day sleep when sit down in Mr. Rony’s
house in
Depok) : Ms Kory help me to
arrange or manage my things or book so its tidy.
(This day dream in Depok). The second dream I meet my classmate od
Golowelu Primary is Mrs Rofina Anur in a place.
Friday,Oct
20,2023.I have dream is The first Ms Adit ssk me to handle the scoring of Compouter competition of student
on an event whereas it is her duty. I try to handle it. The second dream, I am on a place. I drive bike.
I turn arround that place, just
as market, I see adult women who sale the fruit in a oats than she say that the owner still
worship just as the Christian people. Than I listen them sing of song of
worship of God. Than I by pass it. I go to North side. Just as I arrive in
Bangka garden in Wela, my village. I
still listen them sing of worship
song. Than I just In around Page of
Mbaru Kopi. I am drive bike to west. I
see coffee tree or forest with vary trees. In jackfruit tree I see children who
climb the jackfruit (nangka) to take it little fruit that name Geluk in
Manggarainese. A daughter shit from the
up of tree. Wow....... this traditional
way. They pick .....(petik) the little jackfruit too than free it to land.Wow....certainly this is
disgusting (repulsive /nasty ) = (menjijikkan). Than I meet Ms Mel the first
daughter of Mr. Geradus Dabut. Arround it just as there is rose that close the
way.I open it so the people can by pass with free. Just as the children who pick the jackfruit are Mrs Mel daughter and son. Than I
am aware.
Experience Saturday. October 21, 2023.
I ‘m get up.
Than I have plan to go to hospital
to check up my health especially the ear health. When had get up
I prepare myself. I warm the food that
I’m eating for breakfast. Than I
prepare myself to go there. I just
as come to school . The
PAM water not flow in home. I’m sad. I decide to going to
school to take a bath
and wash the dress.
In Aralia or Patung
Kuda I see grandmother
Paulina who walk
to place of work in Ifolia housing. I help her. I
delivery her to there. I stop in
front of Ifolia gate. Than I
continue to school. Than I wash dress and take a bath there. Than I go back to home. Than I start to hospital. I come to Citra Harapan Hospital at
Jln. Bulevar Hijau , Harapan Indah.
I save my motor cycle in front
of gate of hospital. I want to know is ear
doctor practical have schedule practice
in this hospital today. I ask to the
security. Than he check. “On Saturday and Sunday no doctor
of ear, nose and throat (tenggorokan)
who practice. They are holiday
on that day. They have scheduke to
practice on Monday until Friday work hour 06.00 am– 20.00
pm , “ he say. Wow……Than I decide to go to Jakarta. I
save my motor cycle in place that near
river. It is in place that I entrust motor cycle. It is
near Aqua Medan Satria. Than I on
foot to
access busway. I wait busway in
gate Harapan Indah. Since last month, busway
not stop in shelter. There is change policy. Why just as this? I ask to
the women staff. “This is effect of Mikrotrans that operate around
Jakarta,” she say. I try to understand. Wow….the cost of transportation Bekasi Jakarta increase. Before can go to Jakarta with cost
3.500 as minimum but now it is only for arrive in Pulo Gadung. If more far
than it should be pay again. If use
busway go and back Harapan Indah
– Jakarta need minimum IDR 14.000. Than I wait
busway. After wait about 30 minutes the busway come. I entrance.
We start about 09.30 am. To Jakarta. I get place to sit down. The journey
seldom smooth or fluent
but seldom jammed (macet). In the
road I see many vehicles, building , plants. Company ect. I see the coconut
trees in Pupar Cakung. I see the
electric cables that chaotic (semrawut). Than
the busway arrive in
Pulo Gadung. The busway from Harapan Indah not stop in shelter of busway. Why? May be this
agreement I exit after
tab or put the electronic card in
payment machine of transportation. Than I looking
for busway to Senen or Salemba. I want to go to Saint
Carolus Hospital to
check my ear
that sick. I entrance to shelter. I see in shelter
already have toilet. This is new
developments (perkembangan). The
Jakarta Province government
(pemerintah) still make
good management about
transportation facility, include
facilities (sarana) and infrastructure
(prasarana). Than I tab the
electronic card to entrance the shelter . I go to place to
get access busway to Saint
Carolus Hospital. The bus
by pass Pulo Gadung - ASMI -
Pulo
Mas - Cempaka Putih - Senen .
I transit in Senen. Than I
wait busway to Salemba. When the busway
came I entrance. Than I exit in
Saint Carolus shelter . I entrance to Hospital. I come to the receptionist
. I ask the doctor of nose, ear and throat (tenggorokan) (Telinga – Hidung – Tenggorokan = THT) . “The
doctor of nose, ear, throat (THT)
is Dina Putri . Than she check the
my data. “Please go to the four floor,”
she say. Than I go there. I use the lift. Than I exit
from lift. I try to ask to
staff about practice place of doctor of Dina Putri. I wait there. I
measure body weight and measure body height. My
body weight is 58 kg and my
body height is 153
meters. I talk with other people
who come to hospital to delivery
the family or member of families. I talk with adult women
who come to delivery her husband
who want to go to doctor of nose, ear and
throat (tenggorokan) (THT). I get
number 24. The women who talk
with me, her husband
get number 6. It is so
long distance with me. “When do you register (mendaftar) for this
purpose?” she ask. Today, may be on 10.00 am.’ I answer. “We registered yesterday,” she say. “Oh….just as it,” I say. Than I wait. Than we share. I share my sick of ear. “May be have
nerve (saraf) that broken so have
impact to ear. “ she say. “May be it correct.” I say. In last time
I had got sick of bell’s palsy.
Bell’s palsy may caused by virus that strike the face (forehead, mouth,
eye, nose, and ear) . Now I
get disturb is ringing on ears (tinnitus) may be
effect or impact of bell’s palsy. While
I wait my schedule to check up, I write message
to WAG of ALUMNI St. Klaus JABODETABEK. Today we have
plan to celebrate 40 days the
death of Father Ernst Waser, SVD. The Holy Mass will be happened
today on 18:00 am in Mr. Kordy
Jerumat's house , In East Bekasi, Jl.
Grand Regency VIII, RT.006/RW.022, Padurenan, Mustika Jaya, Bekasi, West Java 17156. “Sorry,
I’m still in Hospital of Saint Carolus,
Jakarta to threat my ear. May be I
arrive late,” I say. Today
in schedule Father Andy, MI
who lead the Holy Mass. “Please
prepare the food or fruit
to be enjoyed together in Mr. Kordy’s house,” Mr.
Idem write in WAG. I decide to cancel to check up my health for the sake of join on the Holy mass
to join the Holy Mass for
remember Father Waser, SVD the
founder St. Klaus Kuwu and
Werang. Than I decide I cancel the check up of health
so I go to Bekasi. I permission
to staff medicine in the first
floor. When wait the fourth floor
twice I try to discuss
with nurse there but
she try to avoid it. So I decide to exit. I exit on 16.30 pm. I by pass Salemba. I’m eating in Warteg. I buy
tooth brush and tooth paste. Than I on foot to
Kramat Station. Than I wait train there.
I go to toilet there. I wash my
face and brushing my teeth . I want my face
and breath fresh when
join the Holy Mass in Grand
Regency, East Bekasi. The train come. It
is train to Cikarang. The train arrive in in
Tambun Station. I exit there. The
tiem show 17.00 pm. Than I tab my electronic
card. Than I try to looking
for GOJEK. I can not use my GOJEK application. I use GOPANG.
Before I check the tariff to Mr. Kordy’s house in Grand Regency. It ‘s IDR 28.000. I
ask the GOPANG. Than we
discuss tariff to there. We agree with
cost IDR 30.000. We deal
about it. Than I use it. I ask to stop for awhile in fruit kios . I want to buy water
mellon. I buy it and spend about 35.000 for it. Than We go
there. “Sorry, I’m never go there. I only get information that Jln. Grand Regency VIII, Padurenan, Mustika Jaya,. May be we ask peole to reach it.,” I say to him. We by pass
Tambun - Jln. Mustika Jaya – RS Permata -. When arrive in Jln. Mustika Jaya, there
is phone. Than I response it.
Evidently from Saint Carolus Hospital. “Sory this is your time to check up. Where are you now ?” she ask, “Sorry, I had returned,
I’m in Bekasi now because have Holy Mass in the afternoon,” I say. . Evidently .Than I we ask people about Jln. Grand Regency VIII. “Please go ahead. In JAMRUD housing, please turn
to right,” he say. When see Perumahan
Zamrud we turn to
right. We ask other people
(man) there. . - Than
we go to west.
We arrive in a housing. Than we
ask to other people. He just as
GOJEK. We ask the Jln. Grand
Regency. Where lies is it?” we ask. “Please return, when you see the road
of turn and Bakery
Kios of Cake
that lies in right side, please turn to right. The
time almost show 18.00 am. “Wow…I’m almost late.” I say in my
heart. Than I see the Bakery kiosk and
Perumahan Grand Regency. I’m so happy. Finally
we arrive and find
this place. We entrance to Perumahan Grand Regency. We ask to security. “I want to go to Mr. Kordy’s house,” I say. “Oh…yes there are many guests that
had entranced to there. Than
the security give instruction .
We follow it. When we search it than there is motor cyclist . Evidently he
now me. He call me .”Kae Engky,”
he say. I know that sound. Evidently, Mr. Ferdy Seriang. He is alumni St.
Klaus. He recent go back from Kuwu to
join the Holy Mass of Celelbration 40
day Father Waser ,SVD pass away on October
18, 2023. Than he join on evaluation of
40 years (Pancawindu) of JHS St. Klaus. Than we follow him. We arrive in Mr. Kordy’s house in Jln. Regency VIII, Grand Regency,
Bekasi Timur. I pay the tariff of transportation. I give IDR. 35.000.
Mr. Kordy accept us. Than I entrance to home. Mr. Sales , Father
Andy and some brothers of ALUMNI and Manggarai people had
come too. We by the way. Than Mr.
Idem, Mr. Sony Nomer, Mr. Dedy who stay
in BSD come. Than Mr. Maksi come too.
Mr. Leo Agung Ridwan, , Mr. Vitalis Fifa
. There are Manggarai people just as Mr.
Agus who from Suka. He is classmate of Mr. Alo Badal, our teacher in
Saint Klaus Kuwu. Than we start
with the Holy Mass. I read the first reading. Than there is testimony about Father Ernest
Waser from Ms. Melani Jita Nura , Mr. Kordy’s wife
who have real experienced when
serve Father Ernest Waser, SVD during almost 2 weeks in their home in last
time. Her testimony very
nice. We now
other side Father
Waser, SVD from her story.
Than we supper. Mr dand Mrs Kordy prepare the food very delicious. I’m eating fruits than eat rice and fish and vegetables
than drink juice (jus). We enjoy it
while talk and
discuss about St. Klaus school and
what action that we can do to build it, e,g. build clinic, build credit union,” etc. I try share idea how to make difference program to advance (memajukan) St. Klaus.
“Please follow other school,
update with use or apply the technology and use special program include English program. It is that apply in my school so
surplus students,” I say. We
listen share idea that Saint Klaus have debt (utang) as much 3 milions. Wow. Why just
as it? It is debt of student who from
poor family. Father Waser, SVD
care the the poor peole. His mission is option for the poor,” Mr.
Ferdy say. Wow……. “It is better collect IDR 10.000 through the
Foundation of Alumni than build credit Union that difficult to us. “ Mr. Idem
say. Than we go back. The
brother who from BSD join in Mr. Idems car. Mr. Sales join in Mr. Vitalis motor
cycle. I’m confuse.
Lucky Mr. Leo Agung Ridwan
ask me join in his car. Than
we by the way. Evidently Mr. Lao
Ridwan Agung from Leko tribe. We discuss it in his car. We talk about totem and taboo of Leko tribe is Manggarai. The
totem of Leko tribe is pigeon peas (kacang gude, or Lusa in Manggarainese), “ I say. “Oh…yes
there are variation in Leko’s tribe ,
include pigeon peas (kacang gude or
lusa), dog and
beacon ,” he say. Wow…..I’m recent understand and know it about this. Before I only know
the pigeon peas (kacang dude or Lusa) as
Leko’s tribe. “ I say. “The tribe of Leko spread (tersebar) in many place in Manggarai,
in Manggaluwa, Lengor, Jaong, Rejing, Kotok, Lewat
Rego, Reo.” I say. “Where drom are you in Manggarai?” I ask. I’m from
Reo but
stay in Tenda Ruteng too. “ he say. Where college
did you study ? I ask. In
Atmajaya Jakarta. I’m studying
civil Engineering,” he stay. He talk about
place software. I listen he
share how he desire the of
rack. Mr. Leo Ridwan stay in same
complex with Mr. Rosy
Janggor. Mr. Rost as civil Engineering too. He
work in company. He often go to region. Now he is
in Sulawesi. Mr. Leo Ridwan delivery
me until access public car in
Taxy’s place. Wow….. my HP
low batteray. I looking for place to charge it. I find it in Hermina
Hospital Grand Wisata. I entrance the Hospital. I want to go
to toilet to pee. I’m get difficult
to turn on the HP to order GOJEK.
Wow….the time is getting
late (semakin malam). I’m praying
and help God halp. My HP
still can not turn on to
order the GOJEK. I ask to
drive car may be
it by pass near Tambun station but evidently not. It
go to Java and direct by pass toll. Wow…. I think how to return to home.
Ithink if difficult I can sleep in
Hermina Hospital of Grand
Wisata. On this condition
than the GOPANG motorcyclist come. He ask me about my destination. “Do you like go to Tambun station, and how
much for it?” I ask. We
discuss and we deal IDR 20.000. Wow…… evidently I’m wrong on think about the way to Kali Malang. We must return than
trun to right than straight to get Kali
Malang and Polsek Tambun – than Jln. Sultan Hasnudin - Tmabun station. I want to access the tran . I
entrance to station. Wow…Evidently the train to Jakarta had
finished. I’m late to ask to
train staff. Than I go back to
Jln. Sultan Hasanudin. I wait bus
to Bekasi terminal. The
Elf car come. I entrance. There are many people there. I’m happy, so avoid
from robber or thief (pencuri). I stop in near Bekasi station. I wait car to Harapan Indah. The tiem just as show 00:00 am. Than a motor cyclist come. He ask me to use his service. I discuss about tariff. He ask IDR 20.000 but I ask IDR 15.000. Than we deal it. We by the way in
road. He is from Bekasi. He use oil hair. It’s good smell. We by pass Kelurahan Rahayu
- Bekasi Station - Jln. Juanda, Jln. Sudirman – Jln. Sultan
Agung, Pondok Ungu. I stop in near place
of I save my motor cycle. I pay IDR 17.000 to
Pondok Ungu / Aqua / Harapan Indah,. Than I take my motor cycle. I pay IDR 5.000 . Than I go back. I drive my motor cycle. I arrive in home
about 00.30 am. Wow….the long
jorney with full experience. Than I’m rest.
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Friday, Novembr 3, 2023
I have dream. The dream about
plan to buy land in Ruteng with price IDR 120 or 140 million. Wow….I'm confuse
think money about it. Just as
my junior in Saint Klaus Kuwu school
as marketer this land. I think it is good if our
family have land to build home
in Ruteng. The other
dream I forget. Before I get up
on 03.30 am but because I'm still sleepy I am sleeping again.
I had listen cock crowing (kokokan ayam) and
calling of sound from Mosque to ask the Moslem people to pray together in
the morning. Today I get up late is
05.55 am. I'am take water in sink (keran) . I want to wash my head
and face in terrace. I use basin to collect water
I use in this morning. I think
how if I start to school without
take a bath than return to home to take
a bath just as yesterday.
But I cancel it. I let Ms Rensy
to take a bath earlier than when
she finish I take a bath. I was 2 underware. Than I take bath. I prepare the food to school. I
tajke rice and
vegetables than I start to school
on 06.37 am. I get lit bit difficult
when kick to motor cycle to turn
on it. Than I success. Than I start. I
by pass VMG I - Gate I -
Bogor villagege, wow....the
car and motor cycle
had crowded in road. The rate (laju) transportation slow because
there are 2 truck that stop in
margin or edge of road in Bogor
Village and in Rawa
Indah there is white pick up that load bulding materail and
put aluminum (aluminium) on top and
it touch breach of trees so
it is hinder (menghambat) rate of
speech of car and
motor cycle. I'm annoying
(annoyed - kesel) with it but
this is risk in the public
road. If want to safe should
be prepare enough time for it," I say in my heart. I pray
in the
way. "Jesus, Jesus you my savior. I say and pray in in my
heart over and over again. I hope my journey safe and I can arrive in
school before 06.45 am. I'm success to
by pass the hinder of the white
pick up that bring buiding material. I
drive my car. I arrive in
school. I parking it in outside gate 2.
I on foot to lobby B to fast arive to
finger print. I arrive on 06.43. "Praise to the Lord, I arrive on time,: I say. Than I go to library. I open
it. I turn on the AC and Perconal Computer (PC). The PC difficult to on. I try and try and over and over gain.
Finally can turn on of it. I see my trousers wet. Why? Evidently the
soup that I had mix with rice in tupper ware spilled (tumpah) and melt (meleleh) so wet the bag and my trousers. Wow…… I ‘m shame. . I’m not
put nicely. I bring snakefruit (salak) to
school. …….. I serve students who return the book and take the water bottle that forget in library. I serve Mr. Piter who ask
to open the Chapel. I'm doing it. Than I write daily experience. I'm go to gate
2 (east gate) to move my motor cycle to
parking area. I get the good place to parking motor cycle. May be there
are people who use that space before
and go ut for moment, may be to breakfast - so I can use it to parking my motor cycle. Than I entrance
to building. I go to the Foundation room to
submit the receipt of buy of motor cyle
gas (bensin) when I wnet to
Principal meeting last time. "Ms
Fany is still in toilet. Ms Mariska say.
"Can I entrust (menitipkan)
this to you," I ask. Than I go to
the JPS filed to jogging in the
morning . I see the grass yellow it means die because the dry in long
time. I'm jogging. I see the
papaya leaves that the papaya stem (batang) had broken (patah). I want to pick the papaya leaves. I meet
with Kindergenten teacher and student who walk in
field to get the sun in the morning. I meet teachers and student. I greeting KG
students just as Kinanti. Why I know her name
because have name in her clocth / dress.
I get greeting from KG student who
know me just as Ibun, Kei who often entrance Library room on leisure time. Ibu is Mrs Aman's son.
Kei is Mrs. Lisna's s son. Mrs Imanda is Primary teacher and Mrs
Lisna is
JHS teacher. The Primary, JHS and SHS students use
the filed too. I see Stefany. She
joke with Feodora (JHS' student).
Feodora still play swing (ayunan).
Than I'm jogging not long. I'm shaving
mustache (mencukur kumis). I'm
create tone of song of " Sili
abar manga wela , manga
wela, manga wela. Sili abar mangan
wela, manga wela, sili abar mangan wela , manga wela, manga
wela." ( 1.1.1.2 33 2 1 1 11
16 5, 6 6i 12 i 6 65 5 3 32 2 35 6 3 5 3 2 2 1). I'm so
happy when create this tone.
The lyrick I use tradisional song, I only change the tone. i'm happy. When I return to Library unit, Mr. Rinto
and his
student still use the library.
Than I continue this write this expereince in the morning. I 'm happy
because can write of
these events. Than Ms Adit come
to bring her students to library. Than Mr. Harjono
- Principal JHS – SHS - . I’m
worry if
s=he ask me about the library. I try to busy to other
activity. Evidently I prepare the
songs to worship in Santu Alfonsus I Environment , the worship
of thanksgiving for Mr. Aloy’s house in Blok E, VMGS for tomorrow, Saturday, November 4,
2023. I prepare the song. I see it
on Catholic Book Song is Puji Syukur. I chek it on Internet too. Than I copy and paste the lyric
and link. Than I
send it to the Cahirman of Saint Alfonsus I, Mr.
Anto. I work until evening. After prepare it I’m happy. Than I go back to home. I’m stop by
in Amar Warteg in Setia Mulya.
I’m eating rice, soup and Tiapia fish. I
pay IDR 10.000. Than I go to home. I
arrive in home. In terrace and gate I see many things, include mattress, pillow. There are pillows in plastic
chair. I try to patient.
I see condition in
sleep room’s Ms Tely and Ms
Rensy. I see Ms Rensy still enjpy. I try
reflection what is happen. I’m
not ask it. I see the condition of room untidy. Ms Tely not in
home. I doubt she go to her uncle, Mr. Robert in Bintaro. I read
news than I’m rest.
Dreams 9 November 2023: I walk to Terang. I’m not
bring many dress, only dress in body. I want to help my oldest brother Mr. Beny who want
harvest paddy there. I aware
not bring extra dress. To handle it, so
I want to borrow Mr. Beny's dress. I think just as it. Mr. Beny usually
borrow me his dress in last time. So on this condition , I very sure he can help me. Moreover (apalagi) I want
to there
to help him to harvest paddy there.
, I just as in Pacar area, just as in Loha (after Wae Pumpung to Ngaet area). The second dream is I am and Mr. Rony go to
Pondok Indah or HI. We by pass housing of Pondok Indah (PI) or Harapan Indah (HI) that lies in east of my place or address. When we exit from housing of Pondok Indah, see views that nice about natural , hill, village, forest, in east with view natural of hill, forest and
village. I see stones, clouds,
forest, morning sunlight in the
hills around that
area. This area still lonely, just as in hamlet (dusun). In right side
and left side have hill
and there is village arounf it I
just as stand up in middle area and the
sun shine in the morning. I try to
see around. There is forest or
garden of white
teak trees there. The
views that I see in this morning
so nice.
Than I aware. I get up late. Ms Elin and Ms Rensy get up. They prepare the food, rice and
vegetables. I try to prepare myself
fast in order to not arrive late
in the school. I take the basin
(baskom) than open the water in tap (keran) than put the
basin under it to hold water (menampung air). I
carry it to terrace. I wash my
head there. I try to installments (menyicil) take a
bath. When Ms Rensy finish use bath
room, I entrance to take a bath. Than
I start to school. I’m not vring the food. I hurry up to avoid
late. I by pass Blok B
– A – C – gate I VMG I – Bogor village – Rawa Indah . Patung Kuda – Harmoni –
JPS. I parking my motor cycle outside gate 2. I hurry up to avoid late. I entrance to lobby B. I arrive on 06.41 am. I
go to Library room. I open it, turn on the
lamp and AC. I open the Chapel . I ask
OB to clean it with vacuum cleaner. Than I turn on the PC. Than I write the daily
experience. Today I WA
Mr. Agung to to ask schedule to Cikarang. Today I have schedule to go to Cikarang to take care the moving documents the
student who move to other school. Than Mr. Agung come to my room. “Please entrust to me
it whereas you
left the Library room,” he say. Than I ask Mr. Agung to Ms
Evy’s room to take the document. Mr. Agung go there
to handle immigration documents.
I’m happy too with his help.
Mr. Agung is administration staff
of JHS – SHS. Than I see in Whatssapp. I see my brother, Mr. John chat,
especially his bank account. I write it. I want
to transfer money through his bank account. This money to Ms Mery who want to buy and debt bondage (ijon) rice for
our nephew – Josh Christian Lenon
- who
still study in SHS
Loyola , Labuan Bajo. Than on
about 07.55 am I go out for moment. I go to Indomart to transfer the money through my younger brother bank account, Mr. John
than I had written in the paper. Than I transfer IDR 2.500.000 . Than I
write WA
to give information to my
yonger brother, Mr. John. Than I go home . I by pass Aralia – Patung Kuda – Rawa
Indah – Bogor Village – VMG I . I take the food. Than I prepare
the food. There are chicken and
egg. I take all it. I put it on tupper
ware. I’m peeling the snakefruit than eating it. Than I return to school. Wow…in the way I
aware that I forget my handphone in
the home. Wow……seldom my brain error. I’m willing
no handphone during some
hours. In the school I service students
who use the library. Mr. Kevin
send his
students to the library. I try to control them in order to can use library nicely. I chat
with my brother Mr. John about my
transfer to his BNI account. Than he
response. I watch the video about Badmintaon. Today is round of 16
Korea Master 2023. Today, the Indonesia
representative in Men
Double are Mr. Kevin Sukomulyo– Hidayat
Rahmat match versus
Lee Jhe-Huei/Yang Po-Hsuan . Kevin /Rahmat play until three
games. They lost. I’m regret this lost failure. I watch video
about health. “Oh… I’m consuming
(mengkonsumsi) excessive carbohydrate (karbohidrat) . I aware this
while try to improve it. Today I get visited from Ms Eireen. She ask her account email belajar id that error. Than I
ask her to contact Mr. Ludy. I sed Mr.
Udy’s nuber to her. Than I try to do my
duty. Than I try to
watch the video in youtube about
religions, different among Catholic
and Protestan. I chat with my
nephews are Mr. Rinus who stay in Labuan Bajo
and Ms. Kory who stay in Pasar Minggu, south Jakarta. Mr. Rinus fever. We chat. We talk about his nephews, especially the son and daughter
of Mr. Damianus. There are 11 children
of Mr. Damianus. Wow….wonderful. Than
I chat with Ms. Kory. She ask my
condition, especially the hear condition. “On Saturday, October 21, I want to checked up
to Ear, Nose, Throat (Telinga Hidung, Tenggorokan =
THT). I had in waiting room. But because
the condition so long while I have important activity – Holy Mass to I
work until evening on 20.30 am. I watch
the video about health. Than I
back to home. The security had closed and lock the parking area. I try to
open it. It so hard. Finally I success to open it. Than I
take my motor cycle. I
success to drive it. I go back to
home. I stop by in in fruit kiosk in Bogor
village. I snakefruit. I spend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home. I’m eating
the snakefruit. Than I see my handphone I forget to brought to school
when I return to school when take the
food. I see the note. I check the receipt
that I had sent to my younger brother Mr. John. I
repeat to send it. Than I read news.
There is obituary (berita duka) is Mrs Bibiana Danur whi married
with Dalo people pass away.
We send the obituary
greeting. Than I’m sleeping.
Dreams 10 November 2023:
I aware on 02.00 am. I
go to toilet. I’m still sleeping. I have dream
before. But my memory can
not remember the
detail of dream but I remember that
I have dream. Than I’m sleeping again. I have dream. I’m join on an activity . Just as there is
event or competition. Just as it
is Badminton competition. I just as see Ms Dwi and
her partner join on the end game.
Ms Dwi’s partner injury
(cedera) while the
game almost finished. The game
stop for pause. I just as help out team Ms Dwi and partner. I just
as collect something, just as racket so safety. Ms Dwi
still silent. May be tired. While
from sore that they reach, the opposing party (pihak lawan)
superior than Ms Dwi and partner. But
the umpire give announcement that Ms Dwi
and partner who win the competition.
Wow….. just as not fair. No happy shouting for this announcement. The people just as feel
not fair too. Than I aware. I get up on 05.30 am. Than I
get up. I winnow rice than cook it. Ms Elin and Ms Rensy cook vegetables. Than I prepare myself to do activity
today. I take a bath, wash the dress than I peel snakefruit
than package it. Than I put
old rice to Tupperware . Before I warm the old vegetables /soup of fish and chily that left in last night. Than I mix it with
rice. I take the vegetables that
recent mature. Than I start to
school on 06.37 am. Wow…I’m worry if
late. Than I start to school. I by pass
Blok B – A – C – Gate I – Bogor Village than – Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda – JPS - . I parking the motor cycle in outside gate 2 . Than
I on foot to lobby B. I arrive on 06.43 am. Than I go to
the library? I open it and chapel. I open the lamp and AC. Than I go to take
my motor cycle. I want to buy
powder to avoid underarm odor
(bau ketek). I go to kiosk in
Harmony but it close. Than I
return to JPS. I
do my duty. Mrs Vivvin come to borrow the
AC. Than I help her to turn on AC in
Chapplel Before I ask the OB to
clean the Chapple with vacuum
cleaner. The OG ask the remote to turn on the
room of German. Than I listen the
JHS join on choir practice in Chapel. After it Mr. Bento
come to library. I dialog with
him. “What for this choir
practice?” I ask . “For duty in the church
of Saint Albert ,” he say. Than
I’m lunch. I service student who use the library. Than Ms Lucky ask me to join the Holy Mass on Sunday, Nov.
12, 2023 on 08.30 in Saint Albert Church who have duty to bring the choir on Holy Mass. “Okay I
will come,” I say. Than I open
Youtube . There is podcast Ferdinand Setu with Father
Oto Gusty Madung, SVD. I understanding change
in STFK Ledalero become IFTK Ledalero.
Why move? “It‘s part from read signs of the times (membaca tanda-tanda
zaman). “Father Gusty said. Than Mr. Tomy come to delivery
student who want to test to get the
scholarship of JPS JHS. They
use library room to waiting before
go to ICT room. They sit down
in library. There are students
who use library to read book and
search information. Diego and Jace use library. Diego read the
book and Jace use computer. Before there is student who use
the the computer. I rebucked
him because not ask before. Mr.
Charles ask the Chapel key. He want to use Chapel to interview. He use it enough long.
Ms Lucky ask the Library room for
tomorrow. “Please give the key to
security so we can take it there,” she
say. Okay. Than I chat with my
family , Mr. Hila, Mr. John . They response
it. In 07.20 pm Ms Etel come. She ask the the laptop of
student that lost the laptop. “Do you find laptop here?” I ask. “No, only PC here.” I
answer. “Dou you find the student’s
laptop what left behind (ketinggalan) here?. “ she ask. “Oh…no,” I say. I write
daily experience and Manggarai
traditional song is Mbata Wae Rebo. I go back on 21.05 pm.
Monday, November 13, 2023.
I have dreams . The first
dream is I just as in a place. Just as in Wela. I just as think
about Ende people and Wela people
who have relation of married. Just as there is Ende people who
married with Wela people . They gathering in Mr. Lius Beong's house in Wela. Note this
dream seem not so celar). The second dream is
Just as in Bangka garden? Just
as have canyon (jurang) that with and
deep in east part
of area but the narrow canyon
(jurang) in north side). In north side just as
connect with the
long bamboo trees," I think. It just as conncect my garden with
uncle Mr. Lius Beong.
Thank I think how to make bridge in part od east side
so the people can by pass the canyon nicely. The
third dream is I'm in Wela especially
in Ntalung Pada. I gathering with my
sister Ms Mery and my oldest brother, Mr Beny's wife is Mrs Ina. We talk about our nephew,
Josh who according Mrs Ina
he take or stealing the roasted sweet potato (ubi bakar) in stepmother kitchen, Mrs Fany. Just as on that
time Mrs Fany was not in home
and Josh take it
without ask permission.
About it Ms Ina see and
she worry about menal of Josh.
"May his steomother (ibu
tiri) understand it. " I say in my
heart. Than I aware. I just as aware on 05.30 am. Ms Elin had get up. I take water
and want to wash my head in terrace. I'm accomodate water
with bucket. Than I just as want to start to school but I cancel it. I wait until finish prepare the food. I atke a bath,
iron the dress than prepare the dress. Than I start to school. Wow....I
start late. I see on Ho
the time show 06.38. Wow....I'm late. Ms Elin had started. Ms Rensy and I not
start yet. Than I'm start.
Wow....the motor cycle seem difficullt
to turn on. I use standard 2. Than can
turn on it. Than I start. The
situation on Blok B - A – Gate I fluent
but begin problem in Bogor village
because flood pool water in road) so the
vehicle speeds slow down. I'm regret. I listen the other motor cycle angry
because other motor cycle drive
fast in pool water so make spark the disrty
water to other peolle, make they angry. There is a women
studen who angt and swear (mengumpat) while
say the bad word:
"Plean-pelan tolol (be slow stupid)," she say.
Wow...this is the studenst. She
say bad word. It
is impolite. Better
he say, please be slow,. It
is polite word," I say in my heart. They use a motor cycle. They hitchhiking (bonceng)
or riding together (berboncengan). I nkwo they are SHS
student because after it their motor cycle precede (mendahului) me. Than I trun to left while they
go straight to north side. Than I
arrive in Rawa Indah. The traffic jamm
happen here again. The vehicle speed
of car
slow down. "Wow..... I 'm late arrive in the school. " I say
in my heart. Than I try to patient. I
finally can by pass it and arrive in the school. I stop outsid gate of east. I entrance to to lobby B. Wow....I arrive on 06.37 am.
Wow...I'm late. I lose IDR 50.000. Than I go
out. I go to Indomart. I transfer money
IDR 150.000 to CUBG. Than I go back. I sing of
sing. Lingkis lidi kudut jiri lingkis lidi kudut jiri ( i i i2 3 32 i i i6
66 65 65). Lingkis lidi kudut
jiri lingkis lidi (5 i6i i 2 i 6 65 65 3).Lingkis lidi kudut jiri lingkis
lidi kudut jiri ( 5 6 55 76 55 65 33 2 32 1). Than I go back to JPS. I want to
ask the library key to security. All
of them busy to serce in field. Than I
meet Mr........ (security) . "The key of libary in the post," he say.
"Okay, I will take it," I say. Than I parking motor cycle. Than I go
the library. In filed I see a
grandmother who help student
of Primary unit who fall down in field. His father
still in the car. "Why do
you run? It make you fall down, his father
say while try to help
him to rise up from floor or
land. there is scuffed
(lecet) in his left
eyes. It seem read
and may be blody (berdarah). Than
I go to security post. Than I go to the building. I entrance to library room. I’m turn on the AC, open the chapel and turn on
the AC there. I turn on AC in German room too.
I ask OB to
clean the chapel with Vacuum
cleaner . Than I do my duty. The
internet error. Than I check on my PC. I unplug the cable and pkug again and it
success. Than I write the dreams, daily experience
and Mangarai traditional songs
that I compose on this morning. I make the creative
work that make
happy and proud myself. Than I greeting my nephew, Mrs Any, Ms Megy and
Agus. I serve students
use the library. I’m serve
student who ask me to interview me about their
duty of sociology. I serve them.
It is about Social media.
Than I get cake from Ms Santi. She come together
her daughter, Siana. I work until
evening. I work while watch youtube. I watch you tube about church
consecration or ordinantion
of Catholic Church
Laktutus , Atambua Timor. Father Kristo Tara OFM as parish pastor there. He success move and encourage Catholic people
to join to build the Church.
He give example to Catholic
people to build the parish. I watch
the other youtube about soccer
and badminton. I watch the final Korea Master especially
man single, Kento Momota vs Koki
Watanabe. Kento win. On this event Kento Momota win again. Before he often
fail. I go back to home on 20. 45 pm. The road in some points have
pool of water. I arrive in home.
Than I try to cook the food e.g.
old noodles, rice and old vegetables.
Than I’m eating snakefruit
(salak). Than after the cook warm, I’m supper.
I use old food. I’m feeling it
is good. I’m happy because I can
success use old food, not throw away it. In
home I try to repair my underware that broken and torn (sobek). I try to use
the thread (benang) that had entrance to needle hole (lubang jarum). Than I try
to connect the new thread (benang) with
old thread but fail. So I decide to new
thread (benang). I try and
try to handle or entrance the
thread to needle hole. I try and try than I finally I success. I
success to entrance the thread until three times. I’m happy when success entrance the tread to needle hole. It means
my eyes still good and can be
reliabled (diandalkan) . I sew (menjadit)
my underware that broken and torn
(sobek). I try to handle it nicely. The
time show at 00.05 am. Tham I’m
sleeping.
Tuesday, November 14,
2023.
Tuesday, November 14,
2023. I have dreams. The dream aboout
conflict about Ms Dian
(Tore's mother) with me. I'm in a room. Just as toilet or bath room . Just as we fight over (memperebutkan) that room or area.
I had inside. Ms Dian and her son outside.
We are fight. I'm inside while they outside. They push the door out
side while I push from inside. They seem
success to entrance but
than I fight to defense so I
can close and key or lock the room. I don't
know what's happen before as
reason we fight over (berebut) that place.
The second dream. I'm just as
in a place. Just as in Ruteng area, especially in shopping area (daerah pertokoan) that near police resort. It lies in north police resort.
I see car with the driver just as the driver is women.
We go to the west than turn to
north side. The car by
pass. I just as hope there are peole who know me and
invite me to join on his or their car.
Than the car turn to right than turn to
left to Pitak area. The car go ahead
without invite me to join on their travelling. Than I 'm
aware. I get up on about 05.30 am. I'm going to kitchen . I put water in
bucket. I bring it to terrace.
I wash my head there. Ms Rensy and Ms Elin cook rice and vegetables. Than I iron my dress. Than I take a bath , Than I
prepare myself and food. I get the vegetablles. Than I'm starting to school on 06.30 am . The by
pass Blok B - A – Gate I fluent
but begin problem in Bogor village
because flood pool water in road) so the
vehicle speeds slow down. I ty
t by pass it. I arrive
in JPS on 06.40 am. Than I go to the Library. I serve students
and teacher. Ms Lidya ask the
word map. I see and
evidently it avilable. I give it to her. The students use
library room to
do the task or test.
In afternoon Ms Paska
come to library and
give me roasted rice from her
student who celebrate birthday. "Thank you Ms
Paska," I say. Than I'm eating
again. Before on 11.30 am I'm lunch
the food that I bring from home. I'm eating
rice, fried chiken, egg and
vegetables that consist of carrot, corn . Than I watch youtube abuut
stuggle of traveller in Nepal
and fight of Nepal tribe who hunting honey in cliff (jurang). The Nepal’s tribe have
sucrifice to God almost
same with Manggarai people who
use animal ( goat, rooster)
to praise
the Spirit nature (God). I watch
youtube about Badminton. Today
Japan Master 2023 had
begin. Some players of Indonesia
win, some players lose.
Wow....wonderfu;. Mr. Janus call
me because he forget his
handphon e in in the school. I take it. The
rain come on evening. Ms Maria
clean the room. I read news of
families, about visiting of Mrs Get
and her family to Golo Karot because
her daughter had finished her lecture of undergraduate in Saint Paul Catholic University of
Ruteng and graduation on Saturday, Nov. 11, 2023
in Ruteng. We appreciate it
and give greeting and
pray to her.. Than I go back to
home on 20.50 pm.
when I finish write daily expereince. The rain
come in evening. Now is starting
the rain season. Than I'm rest.
Thursday, November 23, 2023.
Dreams 23 Nov 2023: ,I am in a place and walk to
down way in riverbank (pinggir sungai).There is river that flow from west to east than just as to north
and other river from south than both meet in a place. Both water seem black
color. I swim there I am afraid to entrance to the first water that have
strong flow (current
= arus).I just arrive in a place., I had by pass the water. I just as depend on
a tree of forest . I by the way with other. The second dream is I am in a
place. I and my youngest brother (sibling) , Mr. Rony in a place. We join on activity or event with
other people. We entrance to a place
that just as classic place. Just as
it big hole. Just there have rack that it locked. There are many things there just
as needle and thread (benang) to sew
(menjahit) the shoes. Than we climb the
wall of hole and in a place meet with
Msgr. Michael Angkur,OFM, Bishop Bogor emeritus. Mr. Rony talk him about that
place include the rack and the content, e.g. needles, thread. Bishop Michael,
OFM know and remember it. Just as it is
heritage of OFM. So Msgr Michael
very remember it.
Than I’m
get up. I go
to the toilet. I clean my hand, I accommodate
my urine than I drink it. I use it to health therapy. Than I wash my hand. Than take
rice. I clean the pan to cook rice. I winnow rice
but Ms Elin want to cook it. I’m
allow her to cook it. Than I take
towel and underware. Ms Rensy help to
cook vegetables. There are left
over the old vegetables but they throw away
(membuang) it. I take a bath.
I iron dress than I prepare the
the rice. I use old rice than
take the water. I’m not peel
the papaya because the
time not enough.
Than I start to school. I by pass
Blok B – A – C – Gate I VMG I - Bogor
Village. The vehicles in the Bogor
village so crowded. I try to by pass it. I by pass Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda – Harmoni – JPS. I go to parking area. I parking my motor cycle there. Than I entrance to JPS’s
building. Than I finger print on
06.43 am. I go to the library. I open it. I use
remote control to open the AC.
Than I open the Personal Computer.
Than I write the daily
experience. I watch
the youtube about Requiem release
and funeral Msgr. Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr. Father Perno who read the
curriculum Vitae. Bishop Sensi
pass away because suffer combination of sick rectal cance (kanker rectum), heart and
thyroid (tiroid). Than I share
this info to Ms Seri in Mangarai
and Ms Yul in Mataram. Than I get WA
from Mr. Tomy about ticket outing.
Than I open email. Evidently I had
get it. Than I give information it to
Ms Vera
and Mr. Tomy. Than I get information and calling from Ms Fany that Ms Titi want to visit
me in library. “Please set the
book, Ms Titi will go there. Please give information me if
finish it. Than I set the book.
I’m enveloping (menyampul) the book that
the cover (sampul) had broken.
I’m covering about three books. Some
students use the library
to read books. I allow them to do
it. Ms Maureen come to
library to correct her work. I
watch video about Holy Mass of
release (pelepasan) and funeral (pemakaman) Msgr. Vincent Sensi
Potokota,Pr, Arch Bishop Agung Ende. There are five (5) Bishop who Come to
join on this Requiem Holy Mass.
They are Msgr. Anto Bunyamin, OSC
(Bandung’s Bishop and Chairman of Indonesia Church Bishop’s Conference). Msgr. Sipri Hormat,Pr (Ruteng’s Bishop), Msgr. Ewaldus Sedu,Pr
(Maumere’s Bishop), Msgr. Frans Kopong
Kung,Pr (Larantuka’s Bishop) and Msgr.
Dominikus Saku, Pr (Atambua’s Bishop).
Besides it (selain itu) , there are
hundreds priests and monks (biarawan) and nuns (biarawati). Besides it (selain itu) there are
thousands the Catholics who join. There are non Catholic people
who join on the release and
funeral Msgr. Sensi,Pr. In
afternoon I watch youtube about song
of Manggarai, Ende (O Poto Wolo), Timor
Song and
Tanimbar Incuturation songs. In
the morning In WAG of St. Klaus I read
WA from Mr. Ansel - the first graduated id Saint Klaus JHS - who
ask about development of Credit Union of Wela
Wangkung. He ask it to Mr. Leo. I want
to read it but I
hold myself. Mr. Leo answer that
he still busy with many activities. Mr. Ansel response a post about name of village in
Sikka that same with place in Maluku is Kisa. “May be
have relation about Flores and
Maluku,” I say. In evening, the security
ask me to borrow remote AC of Daikin. I
give it. In youtube , I listen and
write the Manggarai song despite
(meskipun) not complete. Than he return it. I return to home on 21.05 pm. I go back. The
parking area gate not close. I’m happy. But
than when return in gate I the
security ask me. “What time is this?” he
ask. “Mr. Melsa had say that
the end time
is 20.00,” he say. He angry. “I’am
sorry,:” I say. Thanb he open the gate
door. “Thank you,” I say. Wow…..my
discipline less and my pride (harga diri) increase too. I’m
often control by other people,” I say in my heart. I should be prepare it. Than I go back. I stop by in Indomart. I pay
the Prudential Insurance on about 21.20
am. Than I go back to home. I stop by in fruit kiosk . I buy the snake fruit. I
open IDR 10.000 for 1 kg. Than I go
back to home. I’m eating the snakefruit. Ms Elin /Mr Rensy / Ms Tely make
the fried rice (nasi goring). I’m not eat it. I try to save for tomorrow morning. I read news in WAG
than I’m rest.
Friday, November 24, 2023.
I have dreams. It is about my
friend of office is Ms
Jelita and Mr. Jonsen. Mr. Jonsen just
as complain about his sick. About
Ms Jelita it is not clear.
Than I aware. I listen the Muslim
people pray in the morning. Than I get
up. I get up on 05.30 am. I'm still feel
tired. Ms Elin and Ms Rensy had get up.
Ms Rensy winnow and cook rice. I try to
wash pan to cook rice. But the
left rice still hard there. I'm soak it
with water. We use other pan to
cook rice. Ms Rensy prepare to cook
vegetables too. Than I wash my
head in terrace. I use shampoo. Than
I take a bath. I take warm water. I drink it. I peel
papaya that I had bought two days
ago. It almost broken. I'm drink warm
water that eat the papaya and swallow (menelan) the seeds of papaya. All the seeds I swallow. Than I prepare the rice
Than I start to school. I by pass Blok B – A – C – Gate I VMG I - Bogor Village. The vehicles in the Bogor village so
crowded. I try to by pass
it. I by pass Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda – Harmoni – JPS. I go to parking area. I parking my motor cycle there. Than I entrance to JPS’s
building. Than I finger print on
06.43 am. I go to the library. I open it. The office girls ask the to borrow the
remote control of AC. They want to
open AC in German room. I use
remote control to open the AC.
Than I open the Personal Computer.
Than I write the daily experience.
Mr. Piter come ask the
key of chapel. He want to open it. “Sory, I forget to open it. Than I
open the chapel and turn on the
AC there. Than I return. Mr. Piter
help me to bring the chapel key. “Thank you,” I say. There are
students who use the library to read
the the book for prepare the odd (ganjil) semester test. The IT staff – Mr. Niky, Mr. Albet, Ms
Ica use the library to shooting video with topic “Teacher day”. Miracle , SHS students, grade 10. I manage
the book on rack or drop box.
Before I go to pantry to take
water and go to
toilet to shit. I contact Ms Elia
and Ms Evy about key of Primary
ICT room. Evidently the key of room in
Ms Evy. She come to give
it to me. Than I open the Primary ICT room than take five chairs. Than I carry it to library. On 09.30 the students come to library
to do the test of project. Wow….Mr.
Jo come
too. He see there are many students who use the library room. Than he ask
his student to go back to the class. “I had order but
evidently there are other
studenrs who use it,” I
am feeling not good. I’m sory,” I
say to him. Than he return to the class. He delivery his
students to there. Than he come again to
coret the work while
monitoring the students who do
the test. When finish lunch time
Ms Titi, Ms Fany, Ms Ita, Ms Marisa Come to library. They help tp
to arrange to the library. We shorter
the book. She ask the rack in library. She angry to me. In last Friday she did it too. I’m so
shame. But I try to manage myself. We sortir the book. There are many
books that I tie (ikat). Than I open my cardboard box. I take the book or docukent that I feel still be used. Other I
put on trashcan. Ms Titi go back on 02,30 pm. I continue to do my
duty. I ask the office boy and office
girls to help te to carry the book
and clean the room. Than I
open Youtube , include the Badm,inton Event of Chima Open. There are Indonesia athlete who play is Leo Daniel
vs Reddy /Shety (Indioa). Leo /
Daniel lost direct 2 game. I watch youtube
about debate among Lugo (Kristen) with Dondy Tan (Ilsam). “Is Jesus body divine?” Than I try to answer base John 1-1-5, 14 that Jesus’s body is devine. His body that
consist devide and human, die for moment (3 days) but after it
risen again. The second
question, Is Father of God die too, because there are verse of Bible
saya, Jesus and Father is one. To
answer this, according me, olny
Jesus who pass away, God of Father and Holy Spirit not pass away. God is spirit (John 4: 24). Ms Lucky
and Ms Dwi come to my room. They
ask me to go back, no need to
over time. Today tehe rain come.
Since afternoon on 16.30 the cloudy in
the sky. Than the rain
come. Than I write daily experience. In WAG I see posting of family
of Wela in Keluarga Besar Wela
who talk about politic, especially president and vice president election. Mr. Dnatus in Kalimantar sjare his activity
that his company get demo by locan peole who ask justice. He meet with the
people who demonstration. They
dialog and make
negotiation. I go back to home on
19. 30 pm.
Saturday, November 25, 2023 – National Teacher
Day
Dreams,
Saturday, Nov 25 2023.This dream happen on about 03.30 -05.30 am. I know this because I
get up on 03.00 am to go to toilet than I see watch in HP. In toilet I therapy
urine . Than I sleep again .Than I have dreams. The first dream is I come from Golo Karot Lembor. We by wood
truck .We stop on a place., just as in Daleng place or Rangga
area. I remember just as I have things that forget in Golo Karot in my brother
in law Mr. Largus or my nephew Mr.Pendik. But I am let it happen. I don’t know what exactly things that forget. Than we
start.I am in a place. I am still sit down. I aware that I am naked.I am seeing myself that still naked. I see my Mr. P. that seem short
(kus in Manggarainese).I am in among
other people but I just as not shame. The wood truck want to start
again. The other people check that only
me who not join while wood truck want to run .Than I go there. The wood truck
begin little run.I hold than want
to climb the body of truck. The second dream is I and others people visit Mr. Bruno Agut"s house .In reality
they stay in their house in Cancar and I
know the house and location but on this
dream we entrance to new llocation of
house.I walk around house in west and soutth sides. This house lies in
slooping land (daerah landai)
in This house consist of three
parts are kithen, midde room and guest room. There are many peoples there.I
come to middle house I see to ceiling
(langit langit /plafon) there are corn that had set there and hang to dry. There
are fire to fogging it.The house seem
brown because smoking of fire.I see Mr.Bruno Agut sit down there. We just as by
the way. Than I entrance to guest
room. O see Mr.Bruno's daughter is Mrs
Es Agut. I call her but just as she busy
to serve her families or other people. She only see me. Than I see Mr.Brunos the first daugher is Ms Yohana Mitimar who
become my classmate whn JHS – SHS. . I
call her."Yo, than she see me. On
that time I wear Manggarai cloth is Songke. The cloth cover my body until my
head. So I want to tidy it.I want only cover body under head as limit shoulder. Than when already tidy the Songke
Cloth , we come near one another. We embrance one another. Our breast
meeting . We enjoy it. I feel pulse (denyutan) her breast. Wo so nice expereince..
Than I aware. I get up on 07.00 am. Than I get go to toilet.I therapy urine there.
Than I take glass that take warm water to drink. I plug in the cable to make warm water in
dispenser.Than I drink it. Ms Elin prepare herself to go to school. I ask Ms Elin to check the AC in library and
chapel in school. I am worry if I forget to turn off it or forget to locked the
room.I give the keys of library and chapel room to her. Than I drink warm
water.Than I warm old food, a little rice
in pan, left over vegetables and chili that mix with garlic . In last afternoon Ms Elin warm the left food that she bring
from school.It is . Rice noodles (bihun) and
tempeh.I had so matured, so soft
and mushy (lembek).The rice seem
dry because cook so long, since afternoon until.morning. Wow.......Than I am breakfast the food that had softed. Today the condition is
cloud. I try to soak my dress. Than I’m wash it. I ‘m
sleeping in middle day. Than I
get up. I’m wash my motor cycle. Than Ms Elin
call me about the door
of library that can not close according her. Please see the tool
on side of door. Please press or
pull it. The trick only it. Than Ms Rensy
and
Ms. Tely try to help her. Than
she ask help to office
boy. She success to handle it. Than I go to workshop to repair my motor cycle. I change
oil and
lamp. The workshop staff
help to open and
install it again. I communicate
with the owner of workshop of Sarang
Ban. I pay IDR 76.000. Than I go
back to home. I try to fill the time
with write the daily experience and other activity. Ms Elin cook rice in evening. The
electric still plug in until morning.
Wow….. the rice seem dry, especially in above of it. I unplug
it in the morning when I
had get up.
Sunday Nov. 26 2023.
Dream Sunday Nov. 26 2023. Meet my classmate
Mr.Konradus Jurman who ask me to continue Theoligy study than apply to become
priest in Papua who still many priests. He recomened himself and I for this purpose. I will become priest Than I aware. This dream before I forget. I can remember it again when join on prayer in the Church. On that time, the communion session. I see teh staff of Mass is ........prodoakon serve tha Catholic who want to accept a communion. . Than I remember that in last time Mr. Anto ask me to become Prodiakon. I'm reject it. The duty serve have relation with priest duty. This thought (think) make me rememember and connect to my dream.. I remember my frined and friend, Mr. Kon Jurman. So I can remember this dream. To remember the dream that forget need stimulation (rangsangan) or trigger (pemicu). I get up and go to toilet.I
am take a bath than go to the church.I
start on 05.40 am. I bring with rubbish lefover food. I want to through it to
rivet to become food for animal dan plant of water. I bring it until church.I
arrive there. i clean my shoes that dirty. Than I wash my habd than enrance to
church. I arrive late on 06.05am.The
Holy mass had statted on introduction. Father Kesharyanto who lead the Holy
Mass.Today the churxh celebrate Jesus Christ tge King of Universe. After Holy
Mass I sit down memorize the verses a bible.I can remember but nit complete. Than
I go back on 08.00 am. I go to Transera Park. There are many peoples who jogging there. I throug away rubbish of
leftover food in river near Eka Hospital. Wow....my hand bad smell of
rubbush.The handling of motor cycle too.I clean it in Indomart Ifolia. I stop
to wash my gand and clean habdling of motor cycle. Than I go to market to buy
vegetables.
I buy kenikir leaves (daun kenikir) and tempeh. I
spend IDR 6.000 fir it.Than I go back to home.I m cooking vegetables.I boil the
leaves and bay leafes (daun salam and lemongrass leaves (sereh). I m warming old vegetables and fish.When it ripe I am breakfast.
I wash the equipment that I use to cook and breakfast. Than I read news and
iron my short /sport shirts..In longtime
I am not iron it.Then finish iron it us seem
tidy. Than I am sleeping. I have dreams is I am in page of Custome House
(Rumah Adat) of Wela.There are event.
The Custome home full of guest so
we (Gaspat's families) want to move to
Mom of Via"s house. My younger
brother, .John Jelahut want to go there.
Than in a place around it I listen explain of Mr.Nobert Galut about
theme of event. I think I want to write by manual on my notes. Than I
go to south of page. I meet with Mr.Bone Kaso's daughters just as Mrs Ros,Mrs Rat,Mrs Agnes.Thay keep
Orange if China that small size. The China orange usually sweet feel. I take it
enouh much until full my both of my hands
.Than I want to entrance the house through north side. I go to the kitchen. It is
new kitchen. Just as full people there. I only see from out side. *The other dream I forget it. I get up on about 13.30 pm. I
read news and write things that important to me. Than I clean my sleep room than mooping that room and terrace room.Than I am lunch. Than on 17.30 I'm go to Sumarecon
Crown Gading. I drive motor cycle there.
I see advertisement of Pahoa school there. Than I go to Laves lake. I am jogging there while memorize the bible verse.
There are many people who are there. No lamp that turn on in park.Than I go back. I see Mrs Vivi and Bu
De Isti who go to the Mr.Lily’s house in Blok A6 to
join on prayer of Enrironment. Than I wash my head that i go there. I hurry up
go there. I am late. Than I join on prayer.Mr.Anto who lead the prayer.Mr.Teja
dan his wife,Mr.Totok and wife, Mr. .Mijo and wife, Mr.Adit and wife, Mr.Yance
and wife, Mr. Dwi and wife, Mr. Haryono and wife, Mrs Broto, Mrs Rina, Evelyn’s
mom, ., etc. Than we eat food or
snack and drink mineral water. Than we by the way. Than we go back.I delivery
Mr.Aloy to his home in Blok E. Than I return. I buy soap and Powder soap in
Blok C.I spend it IDR 17.000. Than I go
back to home.I am take a bath and soak my dress. Than I set up my
room that mushy.I try to manage it. I am often save rubbish.This.my character
and simultan my weak that should be I repair. My anus feel
dry and itchy .I use ointment (salep) to smear (oles) it. It seem good. Why itchy on
anus? May be because eat chili /sauce .
Than I write daily experience during almost one hour. I seep almost on 23.59 pm. I realy sleep
on 00.10 am.
Monday, November 27, 2023. I
have dream. The dream about my families.
I meet with my sister, Mrs Mery Jemesn
and her husband, Mr. Mateus Potok and their children. She just as prepare and
give provisions (bekal) to him.
Mr. teus just as want to
go to other place. Mrs Mery just
as prepare the noodles. The noodles food enough much. I had wrap in a tools. Just as it
to share to his friend of
work. Than I aware. I 'm get wet
dream. I exit sperm. My sperm just
as runny (encer) . I feel it just as want to exit from
my Mr. P. Than I get up. I go to
the toilet to through way the
urine. Than I get up. The time show
05.00 am. I clean the pan, winnow the
rice than cook it. I'm take the
mustard green than boil it. I mix it
with garlic and onion. Than I boil the kenikir leaves too. I cook two kinds vegetables
on this morning. All itu happen
smooth. Than I prepare to iron dress.
I wash my head in sink (westafel) in
kitchen. Than I take a bath.
I soak my dress. Than I ron my dress.
I saw the new mask
in order to strong and
durable (tahan lama) . I prepare
the food and vegetables. I drink warm water, soup vegetables and boiling water of kenikir. I dink it to
recovery my health. I use oinment
(salep) to treatment the anus that feel warm and itchy.
Than I start to school. I wear the
trousers raincoat to avoid the
dirty water in road. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gate I VMG I -
Bogor Village - Rawa Indah -
Patung Kuda - JPS - . I go to the parking area. I meet the other teacher
. Than I entrance the JPS building. I
arrive on 06.42 am. I come to library. I
open the library room and Chapel. I turm on the AC. I serve students who us
e the library to study to prepare
the odd (ganjil) semester test. Mr. Joseph
work in library because cool there. Ms Marisa come to bring the book. I set the document receipt. I set it. Ms Ita complain
it in last week. Now
I tidy up (memberekan) it. I need
long time for it. Than I serve students Primary
JHS - SHS who use library as
place to learn. There is student Primary
2 – Nicol – who very polite to ask me to
use the library. She want to read the
book. I lead her. Than She go back to home. I ask them to put the bag
and bottle on floor near gate /door.
Than I'm lunch on 13.00 pm. . I go to toilet to shitting. The process shitting fluent, not need big energy to straining (mengedan). In last
morning I use oinment (salep)
to cool my anus that feel dry and itchy (gatal). Now
when I go to the toilet the shitting fluent. Praise to the Lord. Than I watch
video about debate Deity
(Ketuhanan) among Islam and Christian.
"Is God have father?" Mm Carlo ask.
The Christian women confuse to
answer this. Than I see other link about answer why Jesus
pray because he has predicate as priest. Certainly he has other predicate justas as Immanuel , King, profet, etc. In the Moslem question, If Jesus God, why
Jesus pray. Mr. Bento visit me. He bring deposit his
wife is money IDR 200.000 to pay
the money thet she borrow in last month. I write this. In WA, Mr. Rafly write his meeting with
family in Bambor, Kempo, West Manggarai. He meet with Mr. John. I comment
about it. Than Mr. Joseph
come to work in library
again. I watch video about youtube . It is about soccer
and badminton. I write
daily expereince too. I watch
Holy Mass to remember the fourth day the
death of Msgr. Vincent Sensi Potokota,Pr in Ende. I join on live streming. The
Holy Mass lead by Episcopal Vikal (Vikjen) Father Daslan ,Pr.
The Preach by Father Alex Tabe. I edit
the daily expereince. I copy and paste the daily experience to blog. I go back to home 0n 19.45 pm. I see the teacher room still light of the lamp. I knock and open the door. I want to turn off the lamp if no teacher again there. But when I knock and open it evidently Mr. Joseph still there. He still check the student paper test. Than I ask permission to him. I meet with security in lobby B when I finger print to go back to home. "Is door in lobby B had locked?" I ask. "Yes, it had locked. Please by pass in lobby A," they say. I go to the parking are. The gate had closed. I try to open it. It is so strict (ketat) among hole and deadbolt (gerendel). I see and try to understand. Than I try to press the gate to down while pull the deadboltt (gerendel). I success to open it. Than I understand how thw trick to open it. Oh...it must press to down so the position of deadbolt match with the hole," I say. I undersstand to operate it. In last time until today I get difficult how to handle this . Now I understand how to operate it now. Than I go back to home. I stop by in kiosk fruit in Bogor Village in my my subscriber (langanan). I peel a snakefruit than eat it. Than i buy the snakefuit. I spend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home. In home I'm eating the snakefruit. I had brought it to school in last morning but I'm not eating it, so I 'm eating it now. I mix the old and new snakefruit. Than I read news. Ms Elin, Ms Rensy , Ms Tely cooked rice. Than I check it. I'm only eating the snakefruit. Ms Tely shooping the vegetables in evening. I send meaaassage in WA to Sr. Korzita about benefit Kenikir leaves for recover the diabetes sickness. Than I wash my short that I soak in last morning. Than I wash my feet after it I'm sleeping.
Tuesday, November 28, 2023.
I have dreams. The first dream
is I
am involved (terlibat) on a discus with other people just as Mr. Leksi Armanjaya, a young people and myself. "I had
written 1000 local poem of Manggarainese namely go'et in
Manggarainese," I say to them. Mr. Leksi just as shock how
I make it. "I write it on my
blog," I say in my heart. The
second dream I forget. Before I remember it when I get up but I neglect to direct to write it so forget to remember by my
memory. I write this dream on 07.45
am while
the dream may be on 04.30 am . Before I'm so optimistic (optimis) can remember
both it but evidently only one that can be remembered. I can
not remember it again. Or
may be have miracle to can remember it. It need stimulation (rangsangan) or trigger (pemicu)
to can remember it. Our memory so
prone to ( susceptive = rentan)
to forget. It is
about dream. Than I get up in the
morning on about 05.00 am. I go to toilet. I'm doing urine
therapy for my health. Than I check the rice. It is still available so I decide no need to cook rice to avoid
excess (kelebihan) of rice and finally
stale and wasted (terbuang). I wash my dress include jacket or sweeter that I had soaked (rendam) on Sunday, Nov. 26, 2023. I soak my underware too than I
wash and rice it. The open the
PAM water. When I still rinse (membilas) the sweeter the water
seem dirty. Wow.....I try to
postpone to rinse it. Than I'm open the tab
and let the water flow . I'm
through away (membuang) the dirty
water. Than I check again and prise to the Lord the condition is good. The
water is clean. I continue
to clean it. Than I take a bath. Ms. Elin and Ms Rensy cook
vegetables. They stir fry
(menumis) it. I think to buy
kenikir leaves in market. Than I
iron my dress that I want to wear today. I'm doing it. Than I drive motor cycle
to go to market of VMG I in Blok D. I'm not
find it. Than I continue to
school. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gate I VMG I - Bogor Village - Rawa
Indah - Patung Kuda - JPS. I put the motor cycle in Lobby B. I finger print. I
arrive on 06.20 am. Than I
entrance to second floor. I open
the library and chapel. I trun on the AC in both of rooms. Than I open the
Personal Computer. Than I write the daily
present list . I arrive on 06.20
am. Than I exit again. I take my motor cycle in Blok B. I meet with Ms Santi and her husband and their daughter, Shiana. "Sir, ..., she shouting. She seem happy when see me. Than I turn on the motor cycle. I want to go to
market of Pasar Udin Kombo in Setia Mulya. I by pass JPS - Rawa Indah - Harapan
Mudah - Market Pasar Udin Kombo . I
parking my motor cycle. Than I entrance to market. I ask the trader of
vegetables about kenikir leave. "None it," they answer. I buy bay leaf (daun
salam) and lemonggrass leaves (daun sere). I spend IDR 5.000 for
it. Than I go back to home. I by
pass Harapan Mulya - Bogor Village - VMG
I - I arrive in home. Ms Tely still busy
to prepare herself to start to
work. She cook egg. I steam one egg for
her so the mature egg that she cooked or
boiled I bring. I say it to
her. Before she cook new rice. I put the egg ou the rice that still cooked. I put it
on filter. Than I 'm peeling the snakefruit that I'm eating it. Than I prepare the
rice . egg and vegetables than
wrap it. Than I star to school. I
by pass Blok A - B - C - Gate I VMG I -
Bogor Village - Rawa Indah - {Patung Kuda - JPS. I parking my motor cycle in
parking area. I arrive on 07.30 am. The
Library room still clean by OB.
They mopping it. I entrance to chapel
when that mopping it. Than I
entrance and begin do it. Mr. Tomy call me. "Please take
the dress or shirt
of JPS Outing in Ms Ita,. Please bring the ticket." he say. "Oka," I say to him. I check on my WA. There is
message from Ms Vera to take the shirt in Ms Ita.
Mr. Tomy and Ms Cinta come to library . They discuss
something in library. Than I go
to Ms Ita's room. I bring the HP that I had bring with
barcode. Ms Ita help me to serve
it. than she give me a shirt. I get money of reimburse of buy folio book. I get
the money IDR 30.000 from Ms Fany.
Than I return to library. There are
students (Primary, JHS, SHS) who use the library. There are
studenst who use Personal Computer who use it. I pen the system to allow student to
do it. Evidently the PC can be used to open the SISTER, education system learning and
teaching in JPS. I just as monitoring
but just as the PC in library can
be used to access education system of JPS.
Ms Tiara entrust her students to library to continue the test. I will go to doctor, so I entrusted the
student here to do the test. " she say. “Okay,” I say. Than I'm lunch. I'm sleepy in my chair after it. The OB
come to take the
chairs. Ms Elin ask me before. She ask permission to borrow the chairs to teacher's meeting. Than
OB come to take it. I watch the youtube. In family WAG, Mr. Rafly ask the opinion of
family about his plan to make ceremony in Terang to ask support
of families to
proceed (maju) on public election
as local
legislative candidate from GOLKAR party. Process ask support of families in Manggarainese be called Wuat
Wai'. I join on discuss about
it. I suggest for this moment can
invite the families who stay in public election simultan to know
the mapping of elector on Public Election for Mr. Rafly Taher Todowela who proceed (maju) local legislative election of Manggarai
Barat. I watch youtube. I find Video about Father Anton Ernst Waser, SVD. I click the link it is in Face Book. Than I try to
search how to download that video. I find it in savefrom.net. I success to download it.
Than I upload to my blog. It is meassage from Father Waser SVD to alumni. "Be health, never
give up, care to religion and active in parish," he said. his video from Mr. Rafael Idelmy Don Bosco when visited Father Ernst Waser, SVD in Hospital
of Saint Carolus Jakarta on year
2019. I write it. I get
the call from Ms Fany. "Please tidy the big drop box . On Friday, Mrs Titi and us go
there the check up it." she say.
"Okay," I say. Than I'm watch the video about soccer
of semifinal Age 17 World Cup
that happen in Indonesia. On this afternoom is semifinal, Jerman vs
Argentina. I try to find the link but many link only just as short information or rebroadcast (tanyangan ulang) or snippet ( cuplikan) video. Than I find the
live streaming live. Before I watch
the video about 13 Anniversary Mata
Najwa. The candidate of President and Vice President present too. Mata Najwa design
program very nice. Rina
Nose join on this event.
She show on session that give politic
critic. Than I try to write daily expereince. Than I go back to
home on 20.05 pm. I finger print. Than I go to lobby A – parking area. The
gate had clode but not lock yet.
I can open it with easy because the
latch (gerendel) not entrance to
hole. The latch (gerendel) put out side
the hole. Than I trun on the motor cycle. I feel just as the
tire deflated (gembos). I go to
Pertamuna of Bogor village to refill fuel. I spend IDR 20.000 for refill
fuel. Than I check the tire. It is defleted (gembos). I go to the workshop near
Pertamina. I had entrance the
workshop but the staff can not rapaire or
path (menambal) a tire . “If change
the
new inner tube (ban dalam) okay, but if path the broken inner tube, can not,” he say. “I want to path (menambal) it,” I say. Than I go to the
other motor cycle workshop in near intersection of Bogor village. I wait because the
staff of mechanical still repaire
the other motor cycle. When it finish he reoaired my motor cycle. He open the inner
tuve and fill refill. Wow….there are 2 hole,” he say. He path it. Than refill
fuel. There is a man who invite me to talk. He just as not
fluent in talk. There are many words
that he talk that I’m not understand. I try to guess (menebak) what he say but I
fail to understand it. He just as walk with
nasal (sengau). I thin he is disabled man (laki-laki / orang cacat). The
owner of worshop can understand what is he saying. When
the mechanical finish path the inner tuve (ban dalam) and set it and
refill wind, I pay the cost of repaired is 25.000 than I go back to home. I stop by in kiosk fruit
that become my subscriber. I
buy snakefruit. I spend IDR 5.000 for
it. Than I’m going back to home. In home I’m eating the snakefruit . I’m fell tire, so
than I’m resting. I’m sleeping on
about 22.00 pm.
Wednesday, November 29, 2023.
Wednesday, November, 29, 2023. I have dream. The dream about a man (mediocre man / teacher) who can write
and red the poem nicely. This
dream seem faint (dim = vague = samar). My memory can not read or
mapping nicely. Than I aware. I try to praise to God. I try to
memorize (menghafal) Mathew 11:25 -30).
Than I get up. I go to bath room.
I'm therapy urine for my health. Than I
wash my hand. I winnow rice and cook it. I warm the old vegetables. I cut
and wash pariah and separated the seeds and inside content. Than I'm steam it. The water gallon finish. I change it. I celan the close of
gallon that still full water than I lift it that put on dispenser. Than I
take water than wash my head in
terrace to shorten (mempersingkat)
time to prepare to school. When Ms Elin finsih use the bath room , I
use it
while I wash two underware. Than
I prepare myself to go to school. I'm
put rice in tupperware. I'm take the
vegetable that had stir fry by Ms Rensy and Ms Tely. They stir fry (menumis) tempeh and long bean. It is our vegetables today. I'm breakfast
old rice and old vegetables. The old vegetables I had warmed. I'm finsih it. The rice almost stale
(basi). I'm finsihing it. Than I brushing teeth (menyikat gigi). Than I
prepare myself to go to school. I push
my motor cycle that use second standar. Wow...I'm almost fall down together motor cyle that almost
fall down to right side. Lucky
stuck (tertahan) rearview mirror
(kaca spion) so I can pull the motor cycle to left to get
balance. My position not balance so almost fall down. But prise to the Lord,
the motor cycle and I'm
not fall down. Than I start to school. It is easy to
turn on motor cycle with kick
starter. In near security post I mee
rubbis car to take
rubbish in our environtment. It
had long not kae the rubbish there. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gate I VMG I, Bogor Village - Patung Kuda - JPS. I bring motor cycle to parking area. I meet teachers and staff, just as Mr. Yoseph (Maths
teeacher), Mr. Rudy - GA staff -
etc. Than I'm entrance to lobby B. I
finger print. I arrive on 06.39 am. Praise to the Lord. Ms Rensy in back me.
She arrive may be 06.40 am. Than I go to Library room. I open it and Chapel. I turn on the lamp and
AC. I turn on the PC. Than I write daily experience and
blog. In WAG I see post of Father Leo Nojo about picture a little child
who difficult do embrance his
father who very fat because his land
short. It ls dilemma , held is torment (dipegang
tersiksa)), let go of misfortune (dilepas celaka). Than we comment it
in WAG of ALUMNI Sankla IV.
Father Leo Nojo, OFM Cap, Father Alfredo
Janggat, OFM Cap and Mrs Yul and I comment it. Than I serve some Primary
students who use library to study. "What is subject do test today?" I ask. It is
IPAS," they answer. Than I go to
toilet. I'm shitting. While shitting
I think about the spirit of life
in Manggaraines: "Neka lema ngo
kelang, neka ngonde ngo hoer".
Than I write it in blog when I go back to
library room. I'm cut my shave mustache (mencukur kumis) in
bath room. Than I clean the floor and
sink (westafel). Than I return to library room to do my duty.
I watch video about Christianity
. Than I write it in blog. There is report ideo of Frank Marison. According his
research, Jesus really risen from death.
This is base on the witness the follower Jesus on htat time, just as Mary
Magdala and other women who
visited Jesus tomb on that time. I'm curious
so I spend time for this
topic. Evidently there is scribe in the link. I copy it than put on my blog.
Today we have plan to celebrate the birthday of
teacher who birthday on November. We
lunch together. Mr. Aldy invite and call me
go there. "Okay, later, I must
accompany students untul 12.00 pm than I go there. Than the student (Keagen, P 6 C ) who fill time with read the book before go back to
home. "Sir, please remind me if
time show 12.00 pm," he said
me before. "Okay," I say. Than I do it. "The time almost 11.58 am, please prepare yourself to go home," I say. After it, Mr.
Janus and Mr. Mario come. They invite me to go to teacher room to celebrate
birthday of teacher in Primary unit. "Please come and
join becaause you participate
(berpartisipasi) on collection of money for this
event," Mr. Mario say. Than
I go there. I bring the plastic tupper ware and
spoon. I entrance to teacher
room. Ms Deasy serve me. I get the meatball
(bakso). I'm eating meatball,
cucumber, boil chicken , rice. Than I 'am eating pudding (puding). Than I give thank to Ms Deasy, Ms Imanda
and all teachers for this event. Mr. Joseph help to clean
tables and equipment of
food. Than I talk with Mr, Janus about
Msgr. Vincent Sensi,Pr - Ende Arch
Bishop - who had pass away in last week. Than I clean my tupperware and spoon that I use. Than I return to library . I watch about Magical Realm (Allam Gaib).
It is in
Loh Sarang Indramayu, West Java. I watch youtube about badminton Event of
Shed Modi India 2023. I want to
watch the match of Markus / Reyhand but
fail to get it. Than I watch
poscast Orang Kita about Flores people (women) who married
with English man and stay in
Australia. She is Maria Mataloko.
She share her
expereince how to educate the children in Sidnesy in , Australia. Than Mr. Charles
come to library. Than we by
the way about this
topic. Than I'm eating my
food that I bring from home. I'm eating
rice, fried chicken, long bean and
fried tempeh . I'm full stomach. I get message
from Mr. Alfons who share his new
book. Mr. Alfins Jehadut is alumnus
St. Klaus. He wrok in Indonesia
Bible Institution (LBI). I watch
Dialog
Candidate President and Vice President
that held (diselenggarakan) by
Muhammadiyah . Mr. Ganjar / Prof.
Mahfud Md dialog with
Muhamadiyah Academics. Than Mr.
Anis Baswedan / Gus Muhaimin Iskandar dialog
with Muhammadiah Acadmics. These
dialog very nice.. I watch Syed Modi India. I find chanel of match Markus / Rayhand vs Luccas /
Labar from French). This
is the first round . Markus Rayhan loss
17 - 21 - 14 - 21. I watch the
other video about Baduy tribe, Kampung Janda in Bogor,
Kampung Singapoura in Bandung. I collect
Manggrai Song in my blog. I
see many mosquito. I try to clap
my palm of hand to kill it. I
success kill a mosquito that bite
me. I go back on 20.35 pm. I go to the first floor. In near stage, I see
bag and bottle water. I remember a SHS before who looking for his bag and bottle water. He looking for it in last time. He ask me but I’m
not find it. When see this bag and bottle water, I
remember this studenst. Than I take it and put
on looker in near finger print
place in lobby B. the I go to parking area. The door not close
yet. I close but it darurat only. Than I'm going back home. I stop by (singgah) in
fruit kiosk Bogor village. I'm
eating one there. Than I shooping it.
Spend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home. I'm
eating it at home. I'm eating let
over vegetables too. It 's
vegetables that cooked in last morning. Ms Tely, Ms Elin and
Ms Rensy just as not finsih it. I'm
eating it until finish. Lucky not so
salty. Than I watch video on handphone.
Other video I delete. Than wash my hand and feet I than sleep.
I go to the frist floor. In near stage, I see bag and bottle water. I remember a SHS before who looking for his bag and bottle water. He looking for it in last time. He ask me but I’m not find it. When see this bag and bottle water, I remember this studenst. Than I take it and put on looker in near finger print place in lobby B. the I go to parking area. The door not close yet. I close but it darurat only. Than I'm going back home. I stop by (singgah) in fruit kiosk Bogor village. I'm eating one there. Than I shooping it. Spend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home. I'm eating it at home. I'm eating let over vegetables too. It 's vegetables that cooked in last morning. Ms Tely, Ms Elin and Ms Rensy just as not finsih it. I'm eating it until finish. Lucky not so salty. Than I watch video on handphone. Other video I delete. Than wash my hand than sleep.
Thursday, Nov. 30, 2023.
I have dreams. The first dream is I just as in home of Mbaru Gendang. I just as go to kitchen. I gate of back main
home and kithen I meet my (our) oldest sister, Mrs Yustina and her daughter,
Mrs Get. . I meet mith our middle
sister , Mrs Mery . We just
as have gathering of families.
In back gate of Mbaru Gendang, the way to kithen Mrs Yustina just as complain because there is her things is
songket cloth (kain singket) lose and they suspect
and listen that Mr. Hila who take
(steal = mencuri) it. They are so sad. If the thing be expressed to money have
value IDR 2 milloin. Wow....... I'm angry
and regret to Mr. Hila.
The second dream is I'm in
a place, in Mrs. Agatha (Ended Talis')
house in Belang Lesa., Wela. I by the
way with brother from Welo's tribe. We discuss about
Hiro ot To's darling in last time who become our cross cousin
relation in Karot Lelak. But just
as Mr. To just as not married
with her. We by the way. Than I meet Mr Alex Madji
and his wife, Mrs Susy. I'm with
my youngest brother, Mr. Rony. Just as
we finish join an event
and want to go back to Jakarta.
We had ready to travelling
, just as to Labuan Bajo . The
third dream is I'm just as in a rice field. I join on event of harvest of
paddy. The peole cut the paddt steam and just as try to separated the
paddy seeds from stalk (tangki). There are many group in the large rice
field. All busy to harvest. There are
people who want to separated the
paddy seds from stalk with traditional way is use
feet with step it while dance
and sing of songs. This
way be called rik in Manggarainese. There are peole
who hit (memukul) it to the board so the seeds separated from the stalk and other people slamming (membanting) it paddy stem (batang padi ) on teh
board or things that hard so the
seed separated from the stalk (tangkai)
of paddy. I'm make it. I see the stack (tumpukan) paddy stem (batang pady) in rice field that I try to slamming (membanting) it,
but it just as vain (sia-sia) because
no tarpaulin (terpal) as
base to accomodate it. The pady
seed fall to land that wet because still have water there. I aware
it. On that situation just as Mr. Leksi
Armanjaya still hunting the buffalo
that free, no rope on
it (?) or his (?) or her (?)
nose to easy to controll it.
He run here and there (ke sana
kemari) to cath it. I see other
people who want to
help him. They
use rope mapping the place and to narrow
down (mempersempit) the move of buffalo.
I see it. Than I just as see Mr.
Robert join to hunting that buffalo.
Than I join too. I see the bif
buffalos in notrt side than run to west. Than The buffale success to catch. Mr. Robert Wardy
try to intimate it. The big buffallo see
me. Just as want to strike (menyerang) or chase (mengejar) and butting (menyeruduk) me. I'm nervous, but just as the buffalo
position in west side while I’m in east
side but still in rice field.
The buffalo is still near Mr.
Robert who stand up beside the buffalo. Mr. Robert just as friend with
that buffalo. This dreams happen
on 03.00 am - 05.30 am.
Than I'm getting up. I go to toilet. I therapy urine. Than I take a bath. Than I boil the bay leaf (daun salam) and lemongrass (daun
sereh). I winnow carrot that I had
bought on last Sunday, Nov. 26, 2023. I
want to use it in order to avoid wasted.
I cut the cucumber. I peel
snakefruit too. Than I put it on tupper ware. Than
take the warm water. Than I'm
drink it. I prepare the rice. I
iron the dress. Than I start to school on 06.30 am. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gate I VMG I -
Bogor Village - Rawa Indah -
Patung Kuda - Harmony - JPS. I parking the motor cycle in parking area. I entrance to the JPS's building. I see women students who use
electric bike to school. She
accompany by her mom. Her mom in back she is in front. Wow....wonderful. Than I'm finger print on 06.43. Ms Elin
arrive on that time
too. Praise to the Lord we are
not late. I go to the library. I open it and chapel. I
turn on the AC and Personal Computer. There are Primary students
who use the library to learn subject
that be tested
today. I ask them to write
their name in the visitor book.
There is a boy SHS
student who use library to do the
test or project. He ask the Libary
wifi to me. I try to help him.
I spend the time to write
dream and daily expereince until
08.00 during 70 minutes. Wow........ to write
need time. I'm going to pantry to take water
Than I go to toilet to . I'm shitting there. Praise to the Lord the process of
shitting fluent. I'm not use long time to
straining (mengedan). Today I get message from Mr. Anto - the Chief Lingkungan Saint
Alfonsus I who ask my help to lead the Meeting of Catholic Environment on Advent third session on Saturday, December
16, 2023. Than I see my schedule. “Oh it is
free for me because the activity of
school in Puncak will happen on Dec 14 –
15, 2023. "Okay," I write to him in message of WA. I watch
video about Advent session on
internet. I watch the video of politic campaign of President and Vice President of Republic of
Indonesia for candidate no. 2, Anis
Baswedan - . The committee design
program with nice. There are many studenst JHS and SHS who use the library to prepare the
odd semester test today. I try to them to allow it. A women student primary ask me about ID Card.
What is ID Card? Than I give the example
of ID card to her. Than she understand it than exit from library.
There is teacher who use the library is Ms Maureen. She
check the paper test of students and
just as write comment about students progress . Beside
that (selain itu), there are
other teachers who entrance to
library. They are Ms Tiara
and Ms Dina wati Tampubolon. Ms Tiara
ask information to Ms Maureen
whereas (sedangkan) Ms Dina want
to borrow the Phisic Book. She
looking for by herself but not
find. Than she ask to me. Than I search. I find it in cupboard. “Oh...not label yet," she says.
Wow....this is critic to me.
I watch youtube about Manggarai
culture, especially songs, than watch
Badminton Match of Syed Modi of India
2023. There are many Indonesia's athlete
(atlet) loss, just as Shesar Hiren
Rhustavito, Praven
/ Melati. Wow........ Some
students come to library . They are kindergarten student, just as
Shiana and Kelly. Than I'm lunch. My food had have
mucus (lendir). I bring the old
rice. I'm steam the carrot
and few
wgite mustard and onion leaf. I try to eat it until finish it. Before Ms Elin delivery cake to me. It is free. " This is cake as Thursday
Blessing," she say. I check in WAG. Oh…. Evidently this cake from
student’s parent who share the
cake to teachers and staff. The ICT team
try to check the sound system. It is so
hard. Mr. Mario come to library
room to check it. . The
sound so hard. I watch
video about mechanical girl who
repaired the machine that broken. Wow…..she is
wonderfull women. She can handle the work that usually handle by men. Than I
set the book in library. I try to
tidy up it. I make base the category. I use long time
to tidy up it. i success to
set it. I'm happy. There is security
who enjoy in library. I let him to
enjoy it. May be he is tired and
want to get the cool. When finish set the book, I enjoy the Manggarai music. Than
I write the song of Manggarai. I write Mr. Edy Nggambut. I just know
that the song of Tenang tana ge
wai’ mai
Ranaka, sano mas mongko dise empo. Evidently he was composing it on year 1974 /1975. I
know this base his written on comment
coulumn in youtube. Wow...I write
some songs that composed and sing
by him. He
have good capability to make poem in Manggarainese. It is awesome.
Wonderful. I'm clean my tupper ware. I write
the payment of rent house
from Ms Rensy and Ms Tely IDR
314.000 for both. Ms Elin
had payed yesterday. Than
I go back on 20.30pm. I stop by in Garut’s barber man (tukar cukur rambut)
in Blok C. The time show about
21.00 pm. I’m still use the dress
work. Than he serve me. He cut my hairs. I see his families, include his mother of law
and his
wife. His wife pretty and still
young. It is Sunda’s face. I’m
glancing (melirik) his families in
glass (kaca). The barber man cut my
hairs. Than he massage (memijit) my head, shoulders (pundak)
and back and spine (tulang
belakang). “Do you want I twist (pelintir? he ask. “No, thank you,” I
say. Than I pay IDR 20.000. Than go back
to home. The bath room still use by Ms Elin
who wash her dress. I use
sink to
wash my head. When she finish it
I’t use bath room. I take a bath. Than I’m eating snakefruit and vegetables. Than I’m read news than I’m resting on
about 22.30 pm. I go to the frist floor. In near stage, I see bag and bottle water.
I remember a SHS before who
looking for his bag and bottle water. He
looking for it in last time. He ask me
but I’m not find it. When see this bag and bottle water, I
remember this studenst. Than I take it and put
on looker in near finger print
place in lobby B. the I go to parking
area. The door not close yet. I
close but it darurat only. Than I'm going back home. I stop by (singgah) in
fruit kiosk Bogor village. I'm
eating one there. Than I shooping it.
Spend IDR 5.000. Than I go back to home. I'm
eating it at home. I'm eating let
over vegetables too. It 's vegetables that
cooked in last morning. Ms Tely, Ms Elin and Ms Rensy just as not finsih it. I'm eating it until finish. Lucky not so salty. Than I watch video on handphone. Other video I delete. Than
wash my hand than sleep.
Friday, December 1, 2023.
Friday, December 1, 2023. I have dreams. This dreams are faint (samar), not clear.
This is memory problem. The little rain come in the morning. I listen
the little rain
fall down in roof of house. The
cloud hanging (menggelayut) in the sky. I'm going to toilet to pee on 04.00 am. Than I'm therapy urine. Than I'm
sleeping again. I get up on 05.30 am. Ms
Resy prepare things to cook vegetables.
I wash my head in terrace. I sit down
on terrace. I'm squat (jongkok) while
clean my head. Than I
write the song
of Indonesia : Lihatlah lihat , betapa indahnya. Bunga sedang mekar, di taman yang indah. Ingin
kumemetiknya untukmu kekasihku Ahahaha, ahahaha....untukmu oh sayang......
(Lelo ga, lelo, manik keta dia'n. Bungan
reme bengkarn. One taman hiod dia'.
Ngoeng aku te pua' Latang ite momang daku. Ahahahaha....ahahaha.....latang ite
momang daku). I make translate to Manggrai version. I make this
so far I remember it. Than I decide to
go to school. I by pass Blok B - A - C - G - Bogor Village - intersection (perempatan) Perapatan Bogor
- Harapan Indah Mosque. SMKN I Tarumajaya - Ruko Simphony - JPS - I arrive on 06.20
am. I parking motor cycle in lobby B.
Than I go to the library room . I open
library and chapel. Than I trun
on the AC there. I turn on the Personal Computer that I use. Than I write
the present list that today I present on 06.20 am. I ask the office
girl (OG) to ask the Office
boy (OB) to vacuum cleaner
the chapel room.
Than I go back to
home. I want to go to market to buy
fresh vegetables. I by pass Patung Kuda -
Rawa Indah - Bogor Village. There
are dirty pool water in the road. I
entrance VMG I - I go to market in
Blok D of VMG I. The trader only
few who present. Other still in the
home. I buy spinach leaf
and tempeh and cucumber. I spend
IDR 10.000. The goods (things) the price more expensive. The trader many
complain. Than I go back to home. In
home I meet Ms Tely. Ms Rensy and Ms
Elin had started to school. Ms Tely
still talk with her families. Than Ms
Tely take the old rice to bring to place
of work
for lunch. I clean the spinach than car it. I cut the
tempeh and make in little parts. Than I winnow garlin and onion. I cut onion leaf too. Than I warm the bay leaf
and lemongrass (daun sereh) that
I had cooked in last night. I had cooked it
yesterday but I'm not drink it because hurry up to go to school. I'm warm it
again. Than I cook the
vegetables. There are old rice and new
rice. When the vegetables mature I'm
eating. I'm finish the old
rice. I'm happy because can eat the
vegetables that I cook by myself. I'm eating with the
vegetables that Ms Rensy cook in
last morning. I check the snakefruit. I want to peel it. Wow....it had
broken. Wow....better I I eat it
yesterday. When i open it today I had broken.
I'm regret. Than when finsih breakfast I start to school. Today I'm not
being the bag. I’m not bring the food too. Than I start
to school again.
I by pass I by pass Blok B - A
- C - G - Bogor Village - intersection
(perempatan) Perapatan Bogor - Harapan Indah Mosque. SMKN I Tarumajaya
- Ruko Simphony - JPS - I arrive on
06.20 am. I parking motor cycle in
parking area. Than I entrance to JPS building
through lobby C. I permisssion to security. The students still test.
I just arrive in the school on 08.00 am.
Than I do my duty. I write daily expereince. Than I set the book. I find
idea to set books. Since
yesterday until last evening there is part of
display place (tempat pajang) that still empty . How I handle it. I
serve KG students. They are Key
and Jeko (Ms Dina's daughter). I by the way
with them. Key can speak English
nicely. His pronuciation very good. On
that time my eyes see to north. I find the place
that have magazine of Mingguan Hidup and
Parahianangan magazine. I put it on
display place that empty. I'm so happy
when I find this
idea. I'm willing. Before it I'm worry because get
reprimand (teguran) and complain of the leader, Mrs Titi. During 2
weeks she control me. In last time she
angry me. I try to learn
from it. I try to change to better. Than I ask Kay and Jeko to collect the toys that
they use to play. Wow...they are clever too. Than they
go out. There are studenst of primary, JHS and SHS who
use the library. Mr. Joseph use the library to check the
students paper test. Than Ms Ica (English teacher) use library to interview student
who want to entrance to JHS. She
from Sang Timur school in East Jakarta.
Ms Stefani and Ms Marisa
come to library. “Sir,
please sorting (memilah) the book in racks. The old books are collected than wrap than ask office boy to take it. When do
you do this? “Oh Monday, December 5, 2023. “Oh…no, we worry the
Mrs Titi come to control it. We
help you in order to not get angry for her,” she say. “Okay.” I say. Bettwe you will come tomorrow to handle this
case. The office boy will clean the
store tomorrow so it ls simultan,” she
say. Than I think,”Okay,” I say.
Wow….. I get the pressing of life. Than I try to see on rack. I sorter the book. I work until afternoon. I use long
time for it. Than I watch video
about Manggarai culture. I try to
learn it. It is Manggarai teaching
about of life. It is
interview with the figure in village so I get the orinal
speaking and doctrine of traditional Manggarai.
Mr. Charels come to library . He
collect some lesson book that interesant to him. “Pity these books useless. If I have book rack, certainly I save these, include
Intisari Magazine. Intisari is old magazine and focorite ib last time. May
be because the era development of digital, the
the print book not get enough attention of people who
more interested to digital book,” he
say. “Yes sir. I have not rack book
too,” I say. Than we discuss about schedule Holy Mass of the first Friday of month in Saint Albert Church. “What time is it
happen?” he ask. “I’m not remember
nicely. “Please you check on internet. Than
he check it and find 18.30 pm. “I will to go there too,” I say. In afternoon the nain come. I go to the church
on tight time is 06.20 pm. I drive motor
cycle. When I arrive there the Holy Mass
had started. There are many
flying termintes (laron) that fly in the air and land or floor. I entrance the church. Wow…I’m late. I arrive when the
first reading. The reading about
vision of Daniel prophet
about 4 animals that come
from sea. They are lion, bear
(beruang), Leopard (macan tutul)
and other animal that so
strong with ten horns. Wow….. hat is
meaning of Daniel’s vision? I’m not understand it. When we
join the Holy mass the flying termites (laron) come to the church. “Wow….this is
source of dirty. The church
cleaner certainly very bussy after this,”
I say in my heart. If have people
who duty on door, certainly can close the door after the people entrance
so the flying termites (laron) not so
many that entrance to the church,” I think.
Than The Holy Mass lead
by Father Nemensius
Pradipta,Pr. When Holy mass finish
continue with Adoration of Blessed Sacarament. Just
as for the first I join the adoration just as this. It
is seem difference with my experience when I’m in Major Seminary Saint Peter
Ritapiret on decades (puluhan tahun
lalu). But I try to save it in my heart. But
the essense (intin) same
is adoration to God who present
on Blessed Sacarament (Sakramen Maha
Kudus). I see Catholic
who just as sick but come here
to ask the recovery. His
wife lead him to adoration while
just as his knee sick so
not strong to kneel.
Than man may be 60 years. He try
to kneel although it difficult to him. I’m feel just as it too.
I’m kneeling . I try to hold the
ill (sick) feel. Than When finish Holy Mass we
go out. I meet with
JPS students and
teacher just as Mr. Cahrles and Phisic
of Education (Penjas) teacher is Mr.Viktor Evidently he is Catholic too. I see the JPS students of SHS. They
photo together. We by the way. “Where do you stay? I ask to Mr. Victor.
“I’m staying in Harapan Jaya, . I’m include
of Saint Klara parish, North Bekasi,” he say. I try to
write something just as English poem below, Good morning Rony,
Good day Tely, Good afternoon Sembung,
Good evening Micky, Good nigt Mike or
Cain. Than we by the way.
Than we return. Mr. Charles just
as want to stop by in the school to pick up
(menjemput) his wife, Mrs
Evy who still in the school. Than I go back. I stop by in Bogor village of fruit
Kiosk. I want to shooping fruit. When I entrance there, evidently Mr. Romeo (JPS teacher who from
Philipine) who shooping fruit too. Woww. Evidently he fist see me. I’m late know it.
We by the way.
He buy fruits. I buy sanake
fruit. I spend IDR 5.000. Than Mr.
Romeo go back to his home
in Ifolia. I go back to VMG I. In home
I meet Ms Elin, Ms Tely, Ms
Rensy. I’m eating the snakefruit than I’m
read news than I’m rest.
Saturday, December 2, 2023.
I
have dream. It is about meet uncle
Paulus Jalu.We by the way incIude my
plan that want to build home in Labuan
Bajo or Wela. Than I difficult to sleep again. May be I’m stress. I'm get pressure
from place of work. I try to still
running of my life although have
problem. Life is struggle (vita est militia = hidup adalah perjuangan). Than I get up. I cook or boul the bay leaf and lemongrass. I cook tempeh and
spinach (bayam). I mix it with
onion and garlic. I drink warm water. I
drink the bay leaf. I'm cleaning the rubbish in terrace. It is wet rubbih from waterways (got = saluran air) that neigbour
lift from waterways (got) that liest in front of
our rent house. I see it not
so wet so I decide to collect it. I put on plastic and
put on trashcan. Than I take a
bath. I wash dress. Than I'm breakfast.
I'm berkfast old rice. Lucky not
mucus yet. Than drink water boil of bay leaf
mix lemonggrass. I bring
rice and temperh vegetables and old vegetable that mix of
eggplant and pumpkin. Than I bring it to school. I bring
rope or string (tali) of
raffia from home to school to
tie the book that I collect today in the school. Ms Elin
start earlier than me
because I get difficult to kick start of motor cycle.
She use Gojek.
I must use double standard than I kick it and finally I success. Than I start to school. I by pass Blok B-A- C - Gate A- Bogor Village - Rawa
Indah - Patung Kuda - Harmony JPS - . I
parking motor cycle in parking
area. Than I entrance to building. I see a boy student
and a parent. Than I finger
print. Than a parents and a student ask
me. "Are you Mr. Frans?"
he ask. "Yes, I'm Mr. Frans." I answer. "What can I help you?" I ask. " I'm
Lionel, I want to make up test,' he say. "Yes sir,
because he was sick on
this week," his mom say. Than We go
to the library. We entrance there. I give the paper test to him. Mr. Aldy gave it yesterday to me. Than
he do the test. His mom see the
book and read it. I'm make tidy up
the book on looker. I select it. I
try to handle it. Than Jiel - Mrs Evy's
son come. We by
the way. I try to sort (memilah) book
that can be use and
other book that can put on store or through away (buang). I
seldom boring. I open music and watch video in youtube about
postcast about Bishop Vincent Sensi
who had pass away. Father Sefry Tonda
who keynote speaker. I watch
other video. I need long time to
do it. I seldom use computer. I read news and
message in WAG. Than I try
to contoinue to sort (memilah) the books. Wow......I use
long time for this purpose. I'm breakfast/ lunch. Than
I continue to sort the books. I by
the way
with Mr. Andika - the coordinator of office
boy and office
girls (OB - OG). than I
try to pack and tie (mengikat) the books that will be throw away (buang). I work hard. I'm stress. But than I sucess to do it. I
success sort it, tie (mengikat) and
wrap in on cardboard box (kardus).
I'm happy. I finsish it on 19.30
pm. Than I write daily expereince.
Before I open Manggari
traditoional song. I
send message with Mr. Bento, Mr. Nico and Ms Dhea
(JHS teacher) about books and
dokuments that I had wraped. I ask them to kae the book s or
document from library. I go back to home
on 20.05. am. I’m shooping fruit
in Bogor village. I buy sneakefruit
and red grape. I spend IDR
10.000. Than I go to home. I’m eating fruits. I read news on WAG. Wow……I’m late see schedule on Catholic Environment of Saint Alfonsus I. Today , evidently the
first meeting about Advent . They
post in in WAG. There is information too that on
tomorrow morning Saint Alfonsus I get duty as
discipline and collection
officers on the first Holy Mass in Saint
Albert on 06.00am. I decide to sleep fast. I’m
spread (membalur) my soles of the feet (telapak kaki) and
palms of the hands (telapak tangan)
with massage oil . Wow…..I work
slow but juat as make hot
on hand. In the night I touch my eyes. My eyes feel hot
and spicy (pedis). Wow….. I go to the
toilet. My eyes cry because hot and spicy. I’m not feel it on sole of
feets whereas the main target to make relax the feets
nerves (saraf-saraf kaki). Than I’m
sleeping although must back
and forth on the mattrass
because hot on land and light
eye. I must study and learn how to use this massage oil. This is make body warm.
This medicine work so long.
Than I’m rest.
Sunday, December 3, 2023.
Sunday, December 3, 2023. I have dream. It is about my activity.
I am travelling with boat to a place in a sea .We sailing to west. We use
little boat. In the boat there are my
cousin Mr. Leo and my youngest sibling Mr. Rony. The boat running.We see a
little girl in other litte boat that
lies in front of us. The girl is
stand up.She is pretty on the boat.
Our destination on this travelling is go to an island. On the dream I
rememver because mentioned it but than I forget it when get up. We continue our
journey. We arrive in deep sea.Just as have wave.My youngest sibling,Mr Rony
who sit down beside right of me scary to
wave than he is crying. I try to
entertain him. I make him calm. Than we arrive in destination land /beach. We exit from biat and walk.We
walk to south. Than I aware.The other dream I forget. Than I get up.
I get up on about 05.30 am. I remember that today
have duty in Saint Albert
Church Harapan Indah on the first
Holy Mass on 06.00
am as regulatory (orderly)
officer. Wow...this is so
tight. I'm taking a bath
than iron dress than start to
there. When arrive there the Holy
Mass almost start. I ask sign as
regulary officer. Mr. Dwi serve me about
this. I wear it. A adult
women help me to tidy up it.
Father Nemensius Pradipta,Pr
who lead the Holy
Mass. Today is the first week of Advent. "What is meaning of
Advent?" he ask. "Advent mean
wait," the Catholic answe.
Than he explain. "Advent
means arrival," he say. When offering (persembahan) I help to distribute the
collection bag (pocket). We work together. Than
Father Pradipta repeat explain of
Advent on the end
of the Holy Mass .
There are many Catholics of Saint
Alfonsus I who do the duty just as Mr and Mrs Anto, Mr. and Mrs
Sumijo, Mr and Mrs Totok Mr and
Mrs Adit, Mr and
Mrs Dwi, etc. When finsih Holy Mass we shake hand. I meet Mr and Mrs Sumijo, Mr. Anto, Mr. Dwi. I by the
way with Mr. Sumijo. "Wow.......
the choir group just as not choose
song base the message of holy reading." he say.
"The song of God have mercy" they not prepare nicely," I say.
"Yes they sing it untidy,
especially the second verse. " I say. The team go to office to count collection money . I'm
not join. "Where will you go?" he ask. "I have plan to go
to Depok, to meet my sibling there," I say. "Please be
careful when meeting your families. Please control the using of alcohol drink
to avoid drunk," he say. I never
drink overdose (over dosis) . If
I drink it few only. I never drunk because alcohol," I say. Than I go to parking area. I see Mrs Christin who wait her
husband who busy talk with his
friend. I'm not come to near their
group. Than I go back to home. I
stop by in Pasar Kombo in Harapan Mulya.
I buy fresh vegetables. I buy Japan Papaya leaves (daun pepaya Jepang),
Carrot, cucumber and tempeh.
I spend about IDR 12.000. I looking
for Kenikir leaves but not avilable there.
Than I go back to home. I stop
by in Welding Workshop. . I
entrance there. I meet the owner. We discuss about iron rack. I want to have iron rack that
use bolt (baut) so can be
disassembled and installed again base
our need," I ask. "It
is okay." How about the size of
it?" he ask. Than I explain it to him. I want it have feet so avoid from flood becuase our place vulnerable
(rawan) with flood," I say.
It is okay," he say. Than I gegin make ilustration. He write it.
"I want to rack with 4 grades. How
cost of it? ," I ask. It's about 1 million," he say. Okay,
please make it. "How about the paint, what color do you like? he
ask. "Grey," I say. "How
abou the base (alas) ?" I
ask. It is using plywood (tripleks) but choose that enough thick (tebal)," I say. "Okay, we
will use plywood with size 8 mm. We use bolt too. . But must inclrese the money, so total IDR
1.150.000," he say. "I ask the
down payment (uang muka). Than I
check on my pocket. "Can IDR 100.00 as DP?" I ask. "Okay," he say. "Later I will come
again to pay IDR 500.000," I
say. "Yes, I need it to shooping the material," he say. Than I go back to home. I'm boil vegetables.
I cut the tempeh and cut the Japan
papaya leaves. I peel garlic and union.
Than I cook it. I warm the soto
chicken and chicken satay that Ms Tely , Ms Elin, Ms Rensy bought in last night. I try to avoid the food wasted. Than I'm breakfast. I have plan to jogging but I cancel it. I have plan to go to Depok
to visit my brother but I just as
consider it again how urgent it
while my condition still
tired because work hard
yesterday in school and I'm still tired. So I decide to postpone to go there. I see the money in my pocket and
I'm going to the Welding workshop
(bengkel las) in Bogor village. I pay IDR 550.000. When do you finsih it, can
today? " I ask. "Oh.....may be tomorrow because we will do
it tomorrow. If it finish,
we will contact you," he say. Than I go back. sleeping in middle day
and I get up on about 14.30 am. I'm
washing and cleaning the motor cycle. I'am mopping the floor too. Than I take
a bath. In afternoon I have plan to join on Catholics of Saint
Alfonsus I to visit families who the
member femily is sick. Today we plan to visit Ms Adit's house and Mr. Edy's house (family) . I go to Blok E , Mr.
Totok's house on 16.30 pm. There I meet Mr and Mrs Totok, Mr. Anto,
Mrs.......(Evelin's mom) , Mr. Martin, Mrs. Dwi. I give my solidarity money IDR 50.000.
Than we go to Mr. Adit's
family. Evidently his house in Blok E too. I recent
know it. Mrs Aditya (Mrs Anita). We visit theur
daughter, Mbak Aya who sick . We by the
way. "Mbak Aya get sick of
Auto Immune since she 6 years ago . He
had 7 years suffer this. Auti immune
make her pancreas fails to produce insulin. So the insulin sholud be injected (from outside) because
her body can not produce it, It
need many money to inject it. I had
coursed to specialist doctor to handle this sick
during 3 days after she suffered this sick . I had taught Mbak Aya
how to use tools to
check condition of blood sugar in body, that how to make it stable if
less or more in size. In last
week she forget it so her conditon drop. To stable it sholud be carry to Hermina Hospital in Jatinegara
Jakarta. She entrance to ICU unit.
Her customer doctor there. Her blood
suger should be stabled there," Mrs Anita says. In last morning
Mr and Mrs Adit (Ms Anita) join on regulatory office (petugas tata tertib) in Saint Albert Church.
"After Holy Mass Mr. Adit go to Yogyakarta. He get duty
from his office," Mrs Adsit
(Anita) says. Than we try
to give support to Mbak Aya and
her parents and famliest in order
to Mbak Aya fast recover
and her families get blessed of God.
Mr. Anto lead teh prayer for
Mbak Aya. We get the mineral
water. We drink it. Than Ms Dwi give an envelope that show our little
solidarity and support to
them. Than we go to other place
in Blok G. We visit Mr. Edy's house. We
call them. Than they open the door. We entrance.
We by the way. Mr. Edy and
his wife talk and share
hsi expereince how his economic condition
who just as down .
He try to build the own
bussiness just as sale the refill
water. In last time their childen Paskalin was
sick. They serve us
with mineral water and water
mellon. We enjoy it.
Than Mr. Anto give speech and
lead pray. Than we go back to
our home. The time show 18.00 am. I think how
to save the books in library . I
have plan to bring it to home, but how
is waying to delivery it, while I'm not
have car. I think if can use Mr. Imat motor cycle that have cart (gerobak) to put the books. I
looking for him but not see in security post. In last morning I'm
find him in Blok C. But I'm not see him
now. If meet I want to discuss with
him how
carry the books from school to my
place." It is that I think. Than I bou soap in Blok C (Mbak siti's
kiosk). Than I go to the Bogor Village in
Tailor /Repair dress there. He is not there. I decide to go Lavesh lake to jogging
there. I'm stop by in Sumarecon Crown
Gading (SCG). I run motor cycle around
there. Than I go to Lavesh lake. I'm jogging
in evening. I use time almost 1,5
hours to jogging while memorize the verse of bible Genesis 1:1 -31 (only main points), Matthew
1:18-25, Matthew 3:13 -17 ' Matthew 4: 1-11;
Matthew 5:1-12; Matthew 11:25-30; Matthew 28: 28-30; Luk 1: 46 - 55; Luke 4: 18 - 19; John 1:1-18;
John 14:15-17, 26. I use time
so long for this purpose. I see
people who dating in cindition
dimly lit (remang-remang) . There are some trader snack and fruits
there. There ae some men who
fishing the fish. When get the bad fish
is Cattle fish (Ikan Spu-sapu) he
through away it to land. The Cattle fish
flounder (menggelepar). Than I go back to home. When I see evidently my
thousers full with flower of grass (
juss as sawat in Manggarainese bit as like sawat). I come to toilet in Bogor Village. He is there. I take my
dress (Jean that repaired). I pay IDR 5.000.
Than I go back to home. I see my myself in home. My throusers full with
flower of .......(mberong) like as
sawat in Manggarainese . I clean it in
bath room. Than I try to refill time. I wrute daiky expereince in my WA
but it focus. Than I'm rest. (Wow...I write this daily expereince during almost
4 hours (06.45 - 11.05) on Wednesday,
Dec. 6, 2023, two days after the
event happened. I'm happy because the detail of event I still
remember nicely.
Monday, December 4, 2023.
Monday, December 4, 2023. I have dream. It is about meeting
with my classmate when JHS is Ms Mercy Jelatu in a place. We do an
event. We are just as the end people. We are just as in kitchen. Wash hand after
handle something. Our hand still wet. Before go back to home we
permission. We shake hand. In
last night I aware on 02.30 am. I get disturb of sleep.
I'm stress. I try to enjoy it . I lie
down while ask God halp me. I pray,
Jesus, you are my savior, please help me.
Jesus, mercy me. Enough long time I can not sleep but than I
san sleep. I have dream just as above and I'm not listen the Moslem people
sound when together
morning prayer in mosque. Today there is
rain. The rain come in the
morning. I'm get up 0n 05.00 am. I see the rice still full. I'm take
a bath. I wash my dress too. Than
I dry
it. Ms Tely, Ms Elin, Ms Elin fried
fresh vegetables in last
night. I want to eat it in this morning.
I'm warm it. They fried egg chicken too. I'm warming it too. I'm put
on pan
than warm it. I just as make fry
rice. I mix it with old rice. Than I'm iron my dress than prepare myself to go to school. I wear
the raincoat. I by pass Blok B - A - C - Gater I VMG I - Bogor
Village - Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda -
Harmony - JPS. I entrance to JPS's parking area than I entrance JPS'
building. I'm finger print on 06.30 am. Than I go to the library. I open the library room and chapel.
I turn on the AC. Than
turn on Personal Computer. Than
I talk with Mahmud – Office Boy (OB) -
to help delivery the books that useless
to other place. "Yes, we will delivery or bring it to back of lobby B. I show to him the books that bring to there.
I'm happy because get support from OB team. Than I go back to home to
breakfast. I by pass Harmony - Patung Kuda - Rawa Indah - Bogor Village - VMG I - There are many dirty pools water in the way. The
sky still cloud.
I arrive in home. Ms Rensy still
there. I wash my hand than I'm breakfast.
I'm breakfast while see
whatapp message. Mrs Jeny Ketha warm picture
about women watcher soccer
who move outside
while move her legs / foot just as join on the match. We comment it, include Mr. Joseph Jehanus – Saint Klaus
pensioon teacher - Mrs Yul, Mrs Jeny and I. We are
laugh. I'm increase the rice. I'm
not bring rice again to school. I'm not bring
bag too . Than I return to
school. I arrive on 08.30 am. I by
pass back lobby B. I see the books there. Mr. Ryan still read it. Than
I entrance to library. Mr. Joseph
and his students use library. Than I set the book in rack.
I try to separated it. Than I get call from
owner the iron Welding
workshop, Mr. Nana. He ask me to
come to see design of rack.
I try to response
from far. Before I by pass there.
He ask me the
distance space among rack.
"Please make 50 cms" I say. Before I
measure the rack in JPS. Than
he send me the patern. Wow...is
this welded (dilas)? We had discuss yesterday
to use bolt (baut) so can install and uninstall base
our condition," I write in WAG.
Than I do my duty. Mr.
Mahmud and friends
come to take the book that put on
back of Lobby B. I show it. They carry
it. They so strong. I'm so happy because get
support from them. Than Mr. Nana call again. It is only sample. The real
condition we set in order to can install and uninstall just as agreement yesterday," he answer.
"Please come, I had finished.
And please pay it," he say.
"Yes, I will come 30 minutes again.
0n 12.15 pm I go out . I go to
Indomart. I take money there. Than I go
to Bogor Village to Welding (Las)
Workshop. Than I see the rack.
"How to set the
bolt?" I ask.
"Oh...this is so simple .
"I think the price of rack so
expensive. I buy IDR1.150.000. Wow.......
so expensive. I feel just as it. But
this is the first experience to me. " I say. Than I
pay it. When do you like I
delivery this?" he ask. "Pleases wait
until the paint
dry. When it will happen?" I ask.
"It will dry better tomorrow,' he
say. Please delivery tomorrow on
afternoon," I say to him. "We will delivery it and
help to install it, Please use key 16
to clode and open it," he
say. Than I go
back to JPS. I serve studenst
who come to library include
KG students just as Key,
Ibun and his
brother. I teach
them how to choose the book than how
to return. Key clever. He
show it to Ibun nad his brother.
I see in WAG of Wela family. Mr. Robert
post picture about activity in Wela
whereas the country / government have program
share contry land to society than
name Land Object of Agrarian Reform (Tanah obyek
Reformasi Agraria = TORA ) . I see the picture. Mr. Philipus join on the activity. This land want to share to sociey in Wela. Do Wela
migrants get part of this program": Mr. Hendrik Aron ask. "Oh,,,no,
only people who stay in Wela," Mr. Robert answer. Mr. Felix
critic this idea, Mr. Anton
Adiman too. Mr. Bone Migu confuse
about the goverment policy.
"Better that area (Bangka Wela until Plein) become forest area to
accomodater the water," he
say. Mr. Tarsy critic too. I try to silent. Ms Maureen
work in library. I submit to Mr. Patrik about the student paper test who did it in last Saturday, December 2,
2023. Than I ask Mr. Patrik about remote AC. "I had returned it.' he say. "Not yet sir. On the place of remote still
empty," I say. Oh...later I will check.
Than Ms. Marisa and Ms Ita
come to check the library . They
ask about the books that not
complete put on the
right. It is
Dhea's book and one
teacher who need it," I say. Before Mrs Ayu ask the book.
"Please bring now, if
not please discuss with Ms Marisa," I say. She separated
it but until afternoon not take it. Wow..... Than I set book in rack
in afternoon. Ms Dhea come. I ask
OB to delivery
it. Ms Dhea guilde them to bring
it to car.
Than I write daily expereince. I watch the
video in youtube too. I watch
and listen about Explanation of Mr. Manechem Ali who talk
about Revisionists who
use interpretation text of
Jalalain Interpretation . It is
popular interpretation. He talk Book of
The Quran, the Bible. In this
book talk about Trinity. There is difference concept Trinity on Quran dan
Bible. The Quran , the Trinity consist of Father, Mother
and Son. In Bilbe Trinity consist conssist of
Father, Son and Holy Spirit. The Quran undsertanding about Trinity fifference with
Bible . The link of discuss can
see here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCVaCpda-2c. . I go bCK TO HOME ON 20.10 PM. I go back to home. I'm stop by fruit kiosk in
Bogor vullage. I buy snakefruit. Than I
go back to home. Than I'm eating the
snakefruit of in home. Than I'm
read news. I try to relax. Than I'm
rest.
Tuesday, December 5, 2023.
I have dreams.The first
dream is
sexual dream, touch and kiss Mom's
Mrs V,. Than the second dream is
in a place with big rock mountain. Our camp in down or feet
mountain. The third dream is I"m in
a place with other people. Just as have event .I see Mr.Charles with his wife and
his children.They have special room as family. Than I'm aware.
I'm get up. I
see the old rice and vegetables. The
vegetables is the coconut suce milk
(santan kelapa) and macarel tuna fish. Than I warm it. Than I'm eating it . I'm eating rice, vegetable include Japan papaya leaves. Than I warm it. Than I'm boiling the Japan
Papaya leaves that I had bought in
last Sunday, December 3, 2023. I mix it
with garlic and onion. I
comment in WAG of St. Klaus alumnus St. Klaus - Mrs Jeny who
shake hand with Mr. Joko Widodo who visited Labuan Bajo yesterday. The other alumni comment too. I'm eating it all. I'm finishing it. Than I wash the plate
and other tools. Today
my health not so good. My ceiling
of mouth sick. The muscles of ceiling
wounded and exiteed
from the place. I seldom not
aware when it fall down. Seldom I'm
swollen it. Wow...I'm eating muscle
of myself. Than I prepare myself to go to school. I get difficult to turn on the
motor cycle. I use kick start to
turn on the motor cycle. But it
so difficult turn on
the motor cycle. I try and try again.
Than I success to turn on
it. Than I start to school. I by pass
Blok B - A - C - Gate A -
Bogor Village - Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - Harmony - JPS -
Parking area. Than I entrance
to JPS's
building in lobby B to finger
print. There is other staff is gardener who
arrive earlier than me. He finger print
too but so slow while
I'm want to finger print.
He fail to finger print. Than he try and try again. Finally,
he success . Than I finger print on 06.46 am. Wow.... I'm late one (1)
minutes. Wow.... I loss money of
transportation and
consumption IDR 50.000 or 60.000.
Wow....But if it get
tolerance (toleransi)
certainly I thanksgiving to God.
I'm regret to myself because I'm do activities it before in the
morning so I start late to school. I hope I can
study from this expereince. I entrance to library. I turn on the AC in library and Chapel.
I turn on the Personal Computer
too. Than I'm jogging in JPS's filed. .
Than in north side of field I meet
Mr. Melsa and Mr. Suhori. They still monitoring
the environment of
JPS. The foundation still in process to
build the the wall . They monitoring it. I'm greeting
them. Than I continue to jogging.
Than from other
side evidently there is Mrs Susi - owner of Foundation Bhakti Harapan
Bangsa, Than I'm stop jogging. Than I go back to library.
I do my duty. I set the books
and than set the material
and tidy up the
chapel. I see drink cartoons.
I photo it. Than I sent it to Mr. Peter. I ask him to
move it from there. Than he take
it. Than I tidy up the bible cover. I
want to change it. I cut the
plastic cover for it. Than I
cover 4 bibles text. Today
Mr. /Laoshe Randy -
Mandarin teacher of Primary - come
to library. Ms Maureen too. Some
students use library to prepareation of test. Mr. Charles use library to check
the paper test of students. I think
may be Mrs Susi come to
monitoring library. I'm worry
if they
come. This is
normal thinking as
employee. But until the afternoon they not
come. May be they busy so not come
to library. Today I have plan to lead the craftsman (tukang) to home. They want to delivery the iron rack
to my rent house. I want to set my property
because so messy. I want to
avoid untidy. I want to
delivery the craftman
(tukang) who delivery
iron rack to home. Than I write message
to him to prepare it. I had pay
complete the may of prince of it yesterday. Than I sent
message to Ms Elin, Ms Tely and Ms Rensy about
plan of craftsman to our rent
house. I give message to Mr. Charles too in order to take
his property tomorrow
because I go back fast today. Than I go back to home. In parking area I meet Mr. Janus. "In my wife 's school there is Mr. Iron who
from Manggarai. He is know Mr.
Bento. Do you know him?" I
ask. "Oh...may be brother in law with Mr. Bento and he has
son who stay in Mr. Bento's house. " he say. Oh...if just as it I know him
and meet him in Mr. Bento's house," I say. Than I go back to home. I stop by in
workshop of Welding
(Bengkel Las) to ask the craftsman
to delivery iron rack. I entrance to there.
I meet the staff. The
owner is Mr. Nana go out for moment. Than he come.
We by the way. "We will delivery
it and set it," he say. Than I go to
home. I prepare the room for it.
I tidy up my property. Than they come.
They bring it use motor cycle. Wow... they so strong. I help them to exit
it from their motor cycle. They work as team. Wow...I'm praise their team work.
Than they set it
in terrace . They use bolt (baut). I help them. I prepare the
muck for them to drink water for them. "Do you like I make
milk or you like the mineral water?" I ask.
"Please give mineral water "
he say. Than I prepare the gallon water," I say.
"Okay," I say. Than I prepare
it. They drink water. Than they go back to
home. They not ask extra money because I had
pay IDR 1.150.000 it to them on
last Monday, December 4, 2023. Than
they go back. In afternoon Ms
Tely come back from her office. "Do you like use iron rack in your room?" I ask. "Oh, thank
you," I say. Than I set my property
to rack that recent install there. My room
seem mesy (berantakan) . I begin to
tidy it. I'm happy. I set it
until evening. Than Ms Rensy and Ms Elin.
Ms Tely warm the vegetables. I
try to not eat the food (rice) but
eat fruit. I'm feeling my ceiling
wounded. There are part of mucles of cealing that peeled off (terkelupas).
Seldom I'm swollen it. I success to tidy up my room. I 'm happy. Than I take a
bath. I'm soaking (merendam) my dress.
Than I'm rest.
Wednesday, December 6, 2023.
